The Creeper: an atmospheric, chilling horror from the author of The Watchers
By A.M. Shine
3.5/5
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Fear
Mystery
Supernatural
Survival
Superstition
Haunted Village
Haunted House
Fish Out of Water
Chosen One
Reluctant Hero
Mysterious Stranger
Ghosts
Mysterious Benefactor
Power of Fear
Isolated Location
Family
Suspense
Fear & Paranoia
Deception
Rural Ireland
About this ebook
Superstitions only survive if people believe in them...
Renowned academic Dr Sparling seeks help with his project on a remote Irish village. Historical researchers Ben and Chloe are thrilled to be chosen – until they arrive.
The village is isolated and forgotten. There is no record of its history, its stories. There is no friendliness from the locals, only wary looks and whispers. The villagers lock down their homes at sundown.
It seems a nameless fear stalks the streets, but nobody will talk – nobody except one little girl. Her words strike dread into the hearts of the newcomers. Three times you see him. Each night he comes closer...
That night, Ben and Chloe see a sinister figure watching them. He is the Creeper. He is the nameless fear in the night. Stories keep him alive. And nothing will keep him away...
Reviewers on A.M. Shine:
'A dark, claustrophobic read.' T. Kingfisher
'Readers get an intimate glimpse into the fraying edges of each character's psyches... Will appeal to fans of Kealan Patrick Burke, Josh Malerman, and Scott Smith.' A.E. Siraki, Booklist
'An ideal read for the Halloween season, or any time you want some spookiness in your life!' Beauty and Lace
A.M. Shine
A.M. Shine writes in the Gothic horror tradition. Born in Galway, Ireland, he received his Master's Degree in History there before sharpening his quill and pursuing all things literary and macabre. He is a member of the Irish Writers Centre. His debut novel, The Watchers, has been made into a major motion picture produced by M. Night Shyamalan. Follow him on @AMShineWriter and www.amshinewriter.com
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25 ratings2 reviews
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Jun 16, 2024
I much prefer The Watchers by the same author-this book is well written I just found I didn’t enjoy it as much. AM Shine is a talented writer, looking forward to reading more! - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jul 26, 2023
The Creeper…what can I say. It crept up on me, chile (lol)!I picked up The Creeper after watching a review from my good bookish friend Noah at In-between The Lines. He mentioned that the book had a creepy child and Lovecraftian elements. Mentioning those two things is what sold me, so I quickly borrowed the audiobook from my library and flew through it.The book’s premise is that there’s a doctor seeking historical researchers for a project he’s working on. His name is Dr. Sparling, and he’s sketchy. The project requires the researchers to go to a remote Irish village that supposedly has not changed in over 200 years. There, they are to record and conduct interviews and any insight into the history of the village and its inhabitants. The researchers, Ben and Chloe, aren’t given many details but are willing to go through with the “contract” because money talks (you get me). I would say more, but very much like myself, I want you all to go into the book without knowing much.Very little is known about The Creeper because the village people don’t speak of it. What’s clear is that the adults are more afraid than the children and make great efforts to keep the children from speaking of The Creeper to outsiders.During their visit to the village, Ben attempts to probe for information about The Creeper and its relation to the residents. There’s no success, as he’s steadily receiving clipped verbal responses or loud silences from the chosen few he’s interviewed.All that he and I as the reader could gather from his interactions with the village residents is the existence of The Creeper and the folktale behind its origin is what’s kept them isolated and afraid to leave. This observation is like bait to Ben. As you get to know him, you see that one of his flaws is attempting to rationalize the puzzling and unexplained. It makes him a dangerous person to be around (in my opinion).Adding to this ominous visit is a child with mischievous and calculative movements. Her physical description sounds soulless, with the darkest of eyes. She expresses strange and frightening glee in sharing a chant about The Creeper. She eerily says something about the first time seeing The Creeper is from afar, the second a little closer, and then the third time “uh oh.” The “uh oh” is so unsettling.From that one visit, things happen, and the story ups the ante with each appearance of a questionable figure outside everyone’s peripheral, appearing closer and closer each time, hoping that you will take a look.Overall, I enjoyed my reading experience of The Creeper and will be reading more from A. M. Shine’s catalog. The story was engaging and continuously had me guessing and asking questions like:* Why are the people in the village afraid of the dark?* What is up with the blind being tasked to oversee the animals at night?* Why do they not acknowledge the church?* Why is the mention of The Creeper met with abrupt silence?* What is Dr. Sparling’s connection to this village? He doesn’t leave his home at night.Little did I know, the answers to these questions led to an unexpected adventure and me fearful of looking out my window at night. The Creeper and its rules played with my mind and dredged up fear of suffering from the consequences of not believing in the unexplained. It’s negligibly unnerving.
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The Creeper - A.M. Shine
Prologue
‘Emergency services. What is your location and the service you need?’
Fiona knew before hearing the operator’s voice that she was beyond saving.
There was nowhere she could hide that it wouldn’t find her. It was as though the stars themselves were its all-seeing eyes and the pale moon a searchlight. By day she had fled as far as she could. But no distance would ever be enough. It would always follow her, and the dread of this realisation eclipsed all else – the life she had known, her dreams for the future, and the belief that such horrors didn’t exist.
They were just meant to be stories.
Fiona was only being kind. The man had been so agitated, slapping his hands over his mouth, staring stupefied at the dirt between his feet. His simplicity was more pronounced than the others and she’d approached him out of pity, to offer a smile when no one else cared so much as to look at him.
You see him three times. You see him three times. You see him three times.
The words were spoken so quickly, slicing through the air like a scythe. She’d waved a hand over his eyes but the man was spellbound by delusion, repeating that same line over and over, terrorised by the sound of his own voice.
‘Who do you see three times?’ she’d asked, crouching close enough to make sense of him.
He’d grabbed Fiona’s shirt, holding her down as he breathed the horror all over her.
She’d been running ever since.
It didn’t make sense to stay in the city, not after seeing it outside her apartment. Her parents were away until the weekend, but home still seemed the safest place to go. It was there that her dad used to sit by the bedside whenever the nightmares came. He would stroke her hair with one hand and dry her cheek with the other. The monsters knew better than to mess with him, he used to say, stifling a yawn. Warm memories such as these were all she had to thaw the terror now closing around her life.
There was only one other person who could understand what was happening but he wouldn’t answer his phone. Fiona wanted to empty her lungs with a scream, to vent all that frustration in one deafening blast. She didn’t know if Tom was alive or dead. But he was studying in a different university, in another county. Maybe it hadn’t found him like it had found her.
She couldn’t afford to see it a third time. That’s what she had been told. And now, in these lonely hours, with the night pouring down on her like black soil, Fiona knew it to be true. No matter what happened, she mustn’t look outside.
She’d closed every door and sealed the curtains, leaving only a darkness so haunting it felt tight to breathe. That sense of being chased never went away. Fiona hadn’t slept. She couldn’t remember when last she had eaten. She yanked down the kitchen blind, taking a moment to scan the surrounding fields. All was still. Only the hollow thrum of her heart broke the silence.
She scrambled up the stairs to her old bedroom, locking its door behind her and pocketing the key. Through its skylight – set high in the ceiling – the firmament above was darkening. Soon the stars would return to recommence their search. But spy as they might through the glass, they would never find her in the room’s corner, where Fiona had slept as a child and watched them with a sense of wonder, not the fearful distrust that plagued her now.
If she could wait out the next few days, her parents would know what to do. Her dad would chase the monsters away. He would keep her safe like he used to. Until then, she would fear the dark wildering world outside as though night and death were one and the same. She had no other choice.
A square of moonlight shone from the skylight to the floor. Fiona was curled up on her bed, arms around legs, swaying back and forth. She couldn’t calm her breathing. She could barely swallow, her mouth was so dry. She hadn’t thought to bring any water. In the morning, she would grab everything she needed. This was her shelter and the storm would pass. That’s why she chose this room. She could see the sky. She would know when it was safe.
Her phone was sunken into the duvet beside her feet. It still held some battery, if she needed it. But who would she call? What could she tell them that wouldn’t curse their lives too? Maybe the Guards could come and take her somewhere safe until her parents returned. They could lock her up in a cell for all she cared, so long as there was someone to stand between her and the one that stalked her relentlessly.
Fiona tried to focus on anything else. She pictured the downstairs rooms in perfect darkness. The kitchen’s cold granite countertop. Unopened letters scattered across the floor from when she had run indoors. That vague but welcoming scent that hung in the hallway, where her mum burned candles throughout the year, never expecting any visitors but keeping their wicks lit all the same.
Even if she had been followed, how could it possibly find her here? There were no lights. No sounds. Nothing to lead it to her.
She reached for the phone. Maybe Tom was still okay. He had seen it that first night too. Fiona hadn’t spoken to anyone else since then. She had carried the truth like a poisoned chalice, careful not to spill a drop. She wanted to call him again, if only to hear he was okay, that she was overreacting. But what if the phone was how it found her? If speaking kept the curse alive, then silence could be the key to lifting it. There was so much she didn’t understand.
Fiona’s tired eyes returned to the floor. They weighed too much to look any higher. She stared at that silver tile of moonlight in the centre of the room. Her heart contracted; its pace quickened. Something was wrong. But through the depths of her exhaustion, the revelation was slow to rise.
And then, finally, she saw it – the dark shape framed within the light on the floor.
Terror snapped the air from her lips. The phone creaked as her fingers clamped around it. Somehow, fumbling blind, she called for help.
The dial tone sounded only once.
‘Emergency services. What is your location and the service you need?’
Fiona’s eyes lifted to the skylight, to that which blocked out the moon and the stars, and the hope of ever seeing her parents again.
1
The doorbell chimed.
Alec glanced up from his desk to the grandfather clock in the corner of the room, sighing as he did so. Eleven minutes remained until the hour. He clicked his pen and carefully aligned it beside his pocket diary where this meeting had been jotted down for nine o’clock on the dot, not a second before or after.
‘That is disappointing,’ Alec whispered under his breath.
The hours of the day had been mapped out like a journey. That was, after all, the whole purpose of keeping a diary. Any delays or detours, such as this, made Alec uneasy. And uneasy men made mistakes. Too much time had been invested in this transaction to falter now.
He patted down his grey shirt and straightened its collar, pinching its stays in place. It was without fault. Smooth and sharp in all the right places. Lara, Alec’s housekeeper, as per his request, had ironed it with due care the prior evening. The dear girl had an alchemist’s touch – like her mother before her – making golden the simplest chore.
Again, the doorbell rang. So long had it been since he received a visitor, Alec had forgotten its two-note melody and how much he disliked it. The sound lingered as if it were now trapped in the room like a filthy insect, flitting against the study’s many windows and buzzing by his ear. He would make a note to have it uninstalled.
‘You’ve arrived earlier than you were expected,’ Alec muttered, frowning at the door as he tugged a cuff over his slender wrist, ‘and earlier than you’re welcome. You will wait.’
No punctuality. No patience. For the sake of their transaction, Alec swallowed down his umbrage like a chalky pill. One more ring of that bell, however, and he might not have been so forgiving.
The room held no mirrors, and so he stepped by a framed landscape to consult his reflection. His eyes were met with that old familiar paleness. Ghostlike in the glass. Too many years with too few fond memories to add any colour to his cheeks – grey, even in the morning light when colours blossomed in the darkest places. Nothing ever changed and yet Alec had aged regardless – in this room, in this house – as one entombed ante-mortem. His father had a lot to answer for.
When he opened the front door, Detective Eamon Barry had his broad back turned to him, facing the grounds of the estate. A plastic folder was held in one hand. The other scratched around his neck as though shame were an itch that a man could dig out with his fingernails.
‘Doctor Sparling?’ he asked, as though Alec hadn’t met his expectations.
‘Yes,’ he replied, standing aside, gesturing for the man to enter. ‘You’re early, Detective. Did we not arrange this meeting for nine o’clock?’
‘I’m sorry,’ Barry stammered. ‘I didn’t realise.’
‘Are you aware of the significance of the number nine?’
The man’s eyes practically crossed at the question.
‘In Pythagorean numerology,’ Alec explained, ‘it symbolises the end of one cycle and the beginning of another. Perhaps you can appreciate that. Perhaps not.’
Alec walked over to his desk and Barry – understanding the unspoken invitation – followed, leaving his scruples at the door like a loyal dog abandoned. Given the man’s profession, he was likely searching the study for some clue as to how Alec had accrued such wealth and why, in spite of it, still appeared so profoundly miserable. A chair had been set in place for him; an antique Chippendale that now cried beneath his weight.
Barry’s face was solid and simple, as though chiselled out by an unimaginative stonemason. The closest shave wouldn’t lift the shadow from his skin. His dark hair was cropped short with a few silvered flecks trailing back above his ears, and he was dressed in a well-worn black coat and brogues. The man’s looks epitomised the model detective in a paperback thriller. But Barry was no hero. His reasons for being in Alec’s home were far from honourable.
‘You must understand, Doctor,’ he said, shifting uncomfortably in his chair, ‘I don’t usually do this. As I’m sure you are aware, these files are not openly available to the public.’
Alec slid open his desk’s top drawer. There he procured the unmarked envelope, weighty and sealed, and dropped it between them like a slab of meat for a hungry dog.
‘I’m more than glad to support local law enforcement,’ he said, looking the man directly in the eye, ignoring the envelope’s existence. ‘I’ve no doubt that my donation will be put to good use.’
The detective sighed as he handed his folder over the desk. He took the envelope and quickly pocketed it inside his jacket, as if everyone who once respected him had lined the windows to spectate this moment of weakness. Both men forced a smile.
‘What’s your interest in this case?’ the detective asked, rubbing his hands together, trying to clean them of a stain only he could see.
Following the succinctness that had defined their past exchanges, Alec assumed Barry to be the quiet sort – a man muzzled by defeat. He sat back, coolly as he could, and lowered his clenched fists out of the detective’s sight. Alec was not in the habit of taking questions.
‘It’s just a hobby of mine,’ he replied, careful not to glower too intently. ‘Are you familiar with it? This particular case, I mean.’
‘I didn’t work that one.’
‘Oh, but I didn’t ask if you worked it. I asked if you were familiar with it.’
Judging by Barry’s hesitation, the man was unsure if his compliance in conversation was part of the deal. Alec’s eyes bored into him as though they could extract the answer regardless.
‘The case concerns a missing student,’ he began. ‘Her name was Fiona Quinn.’
‘And what do you know about Ms Quinn?’ Alec asked, leaning forward.
‘Good student, hard-working. She was always good at keeping in touch with friends and family. But in the days leading up to her disappearance she dropped off the radar. It seems that she got herself involved in something she shouldn’t have. Her parents were abroad at the time. They thought she was doing college work, but they didn’t know any more than that. Nobody did.’
‘And do you know what she was studying in university?’ Alec asked.
‘Archaeology,’ Barry replied. ‘She was in her final year.’
‘And have you linked any similar cases to this one?’
That last question was enough to press Barry’s back into his chair; it squeaked like a trampled field mouse. He had obviously been a detective for long enough to know when something wasn’t right.
‘Should I be concerned, Doctor?’ he asked. ‘Your interest in this case seems a little more than just a hobby.’
‘Detective, I assure you that my interest is strictly above board. I like to imagine that I may be of assistance in someday solving one of these cold cases
, as they call them. It’s tragic. It truly is. Whatever must—’
The grandfather clock tolled, startling Barry forward in his chair.
Alec rested both elbows on the desk and laced his fingers together, staring at his guest as the nine bells sounded aloud. Only when the silence returned did he pick up where he had left off, reciting the lines he had planned that morning like a part-time player.
‘As I was saying, whatever must Ms Quinn’s poor parents be going through? It’s too short a time to heal such a wound, I’m sure you can agree?’
Alec emptied the folder’s contents onto the desk, spreading them out before him like jigsaw pieces. There were pages bound by paper clips, some loose photographs, and an audio disc with the case number scribbled on it in black pen. He picked this up and held it as if to advertise its importance.
‘And who was the detective on this case?’ he asked, leafing through the pages.
Barry probably guessed that Alec already knew the answer, and that was quite permissible. It would benefit both parties if the detective proved himself not to be a stupid man. There was, however, no way he could have understood Alec’s reasons for testing his knowledge on the matter.
‘That would have been Will Collins,’ he replied.
‘And he is…’ Alec said, looking to Barry to close the sentence.
‘He’s dead. He died not long after that case.’
‘I see,’ Alec said, indifferent, placing the pages down carefully, pleased with his investment. ‘Is this the only copy?’ he asked, tapping his index finger on the disc.
‘We only make one,’ Barry replied, looking more and more like a schoolboy sitting in the principal’s office.
‘Have you listened to it?’
‘No, I haven’t. Like I said, Doctor, it wasn’t my case. I have other investigations that demand my time.’
‘But you know what’s on it?’
‘It’s a recording of Fiona Quinn’s phone call to the emergency services,’ the detective replied. ‘It’s the last known trace of her before her disappearance.’
‘And you have never been curious as to what she said?’ Alec asked.
‘No, Doctor, I haven’t.’
After a moment’s thought, Alec attempted another smile and rose to his feet. Barry eased out of his chair, visibly relieved that the whole sorry transaction was over. Alec crossed his study and opened the door. Daylight washed across the floor, reaching like a tide as far as the Persian carpet; its pattern faded and worn like an epitaph, every wash of light leaving it a little less than before.
‘You understand the delicacy of this matter?’ Barry said, having stepped out.
‘Of course, Detective,’ Alec replied. ‘No one shall hear of this. I’m quite adept at keeping secrets, I assure you. I’ll be in touch when I need you again.’
Barry’s eyes widened as these parting words were spoken. It was as though he had just realised, in that moment, the gravity of his actions and the shackles they had cast. So dire was the man’s gambling debt that he had seen only his financial reward, not its ramifications. He wouldn’t tell another soul so long as his livelihood and reputation were at stake. Of this fact Alec was certain as he drew the door closed and turned its key, leaving the detective to drag his fresh chains behind him.
For months he had pursued some means to acquire the file and, more specifically, the only recording in existence of Ms Quinn’s phone call. This was the last loose end – that thread dangling from an otherwise flawless tapestry, now cut.
Alec took his time, teasing himself as he fed the disc into the system. He returned to his desk and there he opened his diary. A red scar was drawn through Detective Barry’s name. It had been a most productive morning. But as much as a celebratory brandy would do well to toast his success, Alec was not his father.
He reclined in his chair and closed his eyes, and only then did the man press play, with the sunlight glazing his grey skin, alone as he always was until Lara’s arrival at the stroke of midday.
‘Emergency services. What is your location and the service you need?’
‘There’s something outside,’ came the reply – whispered, terrified.
‘Miss, please try to stay calm and tell me your location.’
‘It’s at the window. It’s smiling at me.’
2
Morning was night to Ben’s eyes. Darker even without the stars.
Two years had passed since he sat behind the wheel of a car, and more than once his numb fingers fumbled with the gearstick. Not that he was overly keen to shift above second. The frost glittering in the headlights was cause enough to take it slow. There were few others on the road at that hour. Owl-eyed delivery drivers and factory workers on the wrong side of a twelve-hour shift. Ben offered due sympathy and respect to both.
Cold mornings were the worst. They chilled more than the bones. They iced over the soul and all its unspoken optimism. He was already doubting if it was all worth it. This was the big break he had been waiting for and the morning was trying to sour it for him. It didn’t matter. There was no turning back now. Contracts had been signed. The equipment was bought. And he had already told his parents. They deserved more than the usual disappointment.
Chloe was where she said she would be, bundled up in her parka jacket, waiting at the bus stop outside her estate. The streetlights were losing their colour like rotting oranges. She waved as he pulled the car up beside her. There wasn’t another person that Ben could see beneath the wakening sky, just rows of lightless homes, their curtains closed, and the dead sound of a town before the dawn. So quiet, even the birds were still rehearsing uncertain verses.
Ben couldn’t afford to botch this job. But he tried not to think about it. Whatever worries travelled with them that day, they could keep their opinions to themselves. And if they didn’t, he’d turn on the radio full blast and drown them out. This was what he wanted. This was the kind of assignment he was actually good at. But even still, looking forward, the horizon was fogged with a cold uncertainty.
‘It’ll be fine,’ he whispered, clicking off his seatbelt, trying to convince himself that not every scene in his life played out like a Shakespearean fucking tragedy.
Ice cracked and fell like flaky paint when he opened the door to help Chloe with her rucksack. Everything was sharp and brittle, and sticky to the touch. The bag was almost as big as she was. It just about fit inside the boot beside his own after all their straps were tucked in place like limp arms.
Good mornings were exchanged – the ironic, deadpan sort that suggested the contrary.
Ben’s phone was slotted into its crooked stand above the radio. He tapped it once to check the time. Daybreak wasn’t far away. But given how quiet the roads were, they might even make it to the motorway before then.
‘Who’s the kid?’ Chloe asked, holding her hands over the fan heater.
She’d seen his phone screen and the photograph that Jess had sent him the week before. Ben had shifted the icons around so that her smile beamed in its centre. Both eyes were scrunched up tight, giving his heart a little jump.
‘Aoife,’ he replied, smiling until it switched to black. ‘She’s mine.’
‘Cute,’ was all Chloe said.
She wasn’t chatty like the day before and of that Ben was glad. Even the flowers knew to keep their petals closed until dawn. Besides, there would be time to talk later. The journey was long and the drive was the easiest part of it.
Ben had been queuing at a coffee shop, two days earlier, when his phone pinged with an email. The building was no bigger than his bathroom, its air moist from the milk steamer. A mirror on the left wall was eternally fogged up. Reflections were shapeless shadows led like blind mice to the churn of the freshly ground. A bronze bag of coffee beans and a fake plant had shared a shelf to Ben’s right. There had once been a Live, Laugh, Love sign between them but someone had the common sense to remove it. This wasn’t the time or place. Maybe there were those out there, somewhere, who had a love life and liked to laugh about it. But wherever they were, looking back through the queue, they weren’t buying coffee that morning.
It was another routine Monday whose dreary skies fitted the mood. Streets were stained black with rain and blocked on both sides with delivery vans, all indicators flashing. The working-class machine had groaned to life, spluttering out bodies. Shopfronts were half-lit but not yet open, glowing like vending machines in the gloom. A few cold, managerial fingers blundered with their keys while their minions watched on, already wishing away the next eight hours of their lives. Others were walking at a pace somewhere between a walk and a jog, like soldiers assembling for a war they didn’t really believe in.
Ben had three minutes to spare before he would be late for work again. But his manager wouldn’t call him on it. She never did, and he respected that about her if nothing else. Hers was a more nuanced approach to chastisement: a long look at the clock or some arbitrary reminder about his upcoming performance review. Sometimes she would just smile sadly at his coffee.
Ben took out his phone, copying the line of yawners leading back to the door; those powered-down bodies on a factory line waiting to have their batteries reinstalled. It was far too early to attempt anything as bold as eye contact, never mind conversation. Theirs was a silent, sombre solidarity. The man ahead of him – built like a fridge, with dandruff sprinkled on his shoulders like icing sugar on a cake – ordered three cappuccinos. Of course, it had to be cappuccinos. Any hope of making it to the shoe shop on time disappeared in another blast of steam.
Ben opened the email for the sake of deleting it. He had time to