Falling into the Sun: the Most Amazing Near-Death Experience in human history

Notice to the Reader

The story you are about to read is true; without fabrication, nor the use of dramatic license. Whether you believe it or not is up to you.

In the year 33 A.D. a man named Jesus bar Joseph of the village of Nazareth, a purported miracle-worker, is crucified between two thieves for claiming to be the Messiah and Son of God. One thief says to him Lord, remember me when you come into your kingdom and Jesus looks at him and says: Truly I say to you, today you will be with me in paradise.  That Thief in the Cross becomes the Angel of Jesus who reincarnates every century from the 1st to the 24th. He appeared to the Apostle John on the Isle of Patmos and revealed to him the Apocalypse.

IN THE YEAR 1910 A.D., Halley’s comet comes very close to Earth, and can seen large in the sky day or night.  Some people think it is the end of the world. Others think it is the Second Coming of Jesus.

IN 1918 THE FAMOUS Christian Indian evangelist Sundar Singh goes to Bethlehem to visit the Church of the Holy Sepulchre (where Jesus was born) and asks for directions in English. Nobody could understand him. But then a 9 year old boy comes out and gives Sundar directions in perfect English. That boy was named Salim Musa al-Ashi: the son of Assyrian immigrants to Palestine. He would become known as the greatest worker of supernatural miracles in human history.

This same Salim Musa al-Ashi moves to Beirut, spends a year in France, then ten years in Egypt, and then returns to Beirut, Lebanon, in 1943 and starts his own religion called the Dahesh Mission.  He becomes known as Doctor Dahesh: the most prolific worker of supernatural miracles in recorded human history. He writes 150 books. He collects art. In 1975 he moves to New York City: dying there in 1984 at the age of 75.  Thousands believe that he was Jesus Christ in a previous life.

In the Apocalypse (Book of Revelation) the Angel of Jesus shows the Apostle John the throne of God.  Seated around the throne are Four and twenty elders with crowns on their heads. The meaning is that the Angel of Jesus would reincarnate 24 times, one time per century, from the 1st century to the 24th century. He would always testify of the LORD Jesus, and be the Mouthpiece of Jesus to the inhabitants of the Earth. These 24 Elders are not 24 separate men, but one man in 24 incarnations: born of 24 women.  

In 1960 in Los Angeles, California, an Agnostic woman brings her baby home and puts him in a crib. Then a shining cross appears over the crib for 15 minutes, wiggles, and slowly disappears. That baby would grow up to have hundreds of supernatural experiences, and the most amazing NDE (Near Death Experience) in recorded human history.

CHAPTER 1

IWAS BORN in Los Angeles in 1960.  My mother had cervical cancer as she was pregnant with me. They suggested to her that she have an abortion.  Although abortion was illegal in 1960, it could be done in extreme cases, such as to save the life of the mother.  My mother decided to stay pregnant with  me, while she received cancer treatment.  I developed sideways in the womb, not head-down like most babies, so she had to have a cesarean section to get me out.

My mother was the most Agnostic person I’ve known. She never spoke or God, never prayed. She was completely uninterested in the supernatural, paranormal, or spiritual things.  She concerned herself only with the day to day struggles of life: working, sleeping (she had a severe sleep disorder—which I inherited), cooking, eating, cleaning, watching television, taking care  of dogs (which she loved).  But even though she cared nothing for other worldly things she always told me that the day she came home from the hospital with me, she put me in a crib in her room.  She laid down herself. She was still under cancer treatment, and just had me, so she was quite tired.  She also had a severe sleep disorder, which made it difficult for her to get a good night’s sleep.

I have the same genetic disorder: called Non-24.  My mother would stay awake for weeks at a time, and I’ve done the same thing many times.  You may say: That is impossible! and I must insist that it is not.  It is impossible for a normal brained person to stay up for weeks at a time, but my mother did that all the time: as do I.

The Cross of Light (2)

In any case, she told me, something woke her up, and she looked over by the door way (her bedroom door was open), and she noticed a large shining cross. She said it was about 3 feet high, suspended in the air in the doorway.  The cross then entered the room, and went over my crib. The cross then started to wiggle out of shape, and it slowly disappeared.  My mother swears that is what she saw.  Had she any more visions or hallucinations, she never told me about them.  Of course, yes, she was probably on various medications at the time she saw this shining cross.  She went back to the hospital not long afterwards, and they told her that her cancer was gone.  So, I guess the drugs they gave her worked.

I loved my mother very much. You can say I was A Mama's Boy and I don't mind if they think that.  My mother was my best friend, and my grandmother my second best friend.  I was blessed to be raised by these women, and I love them eternally.

My mother was not religious or spiritual at all. Not in the least. She never mentioned God until she was probably 74 years old, when her dog, Mickey Muffin (a very sweet Shih-Tsu who resembled a little white polar bear) broke his back.  The Vet said You should put him to sleep, he will never walk again!  My mother refused. I prayed, and I told her to pray, and she did, for days.  She never prayed before that I was aware of (and never prayed after).  What happened to Mickey Muffin?  He recovered fully, and lived for another five years, with no back problems.  He died not long after my mother died, of a broken heart.  I also died of a broken heart myself.

I Am A Hikigori (3)

There are certain people, mostly male, who grow up being bullied all the time.  These men usually have Autism.  Everybody with Autism is bullied.  There is low-functioning Autism and high-functioning.  I'm toward high-functioning Autism.  We grow up loners, because normal-brained people shun us. We learn to live by ourselves.  I was bullied growing up and later as an adult. Every school I attended. Every church I attended. On my mission, by Mormons and Evangelicals both: I was bullied.  It never stopped or ceased.

Therefore, I became what the Japanese called Hikigori.  It means a person who shuts themselves off from society, from other people. They are happy in their own world, in their own room. They don't like going out, because it always ends painfully. They never marry or have children.  They shut themselves off from the Outside World, because the Outside World hurts them, all the time.

There are Hikigori '' in the animal kingdom, in all groups of mammals. Humans are no different. I was always quiet. I always minded the teachers.  I never talked back to my parents. I never threw things. I never smoked or drank or took drugs (I'm highly allergic to nicotine and cannabis).  Winnie the Pooh was more likely to start a fight than I was.  I never had a temper tantrum".  I was always super quiet and super-docile.  I was like the ape in the zoo who just sits in a corner and looks back at people who stare at him. Never approaching the bars. Never making noise.

Even as a baby, I didn't mind full diapers, at all.  I never cried.  I was content to be by myself.  When I tried to socialize, I was bullied and shunned. Mocked. Ridiculed. So, I stopped trying.  I became an Observer of human society, not an active participant.  I became like Jane Goodall, the British woman who observed chimpanzees in the wild, in Africa, for thirty years.  But, my subjects were humans. And, actually, there is little DNA difference from chimps and humans, and the behavior is pretty much the same all-in-all.

At about the seventh-grade I did start to ditch school a lot.  I went to public libraries, read books, and tried to sleep.  I was tired because I couldn't sleep at night.  Also, I was bullied every day.  Between every class. On the way to school. Coming back from school. Sometimes in class. On the playground.  Every day, multiple times a day, I was bullied.  Intimidated. Threatened. Things thrown at me. Tripped in the hallways (with books and papers flying everywhere). Punched while walking down the hallway, by some stranger, who laughed.  Paper-clips shot at my eyes. Pencils shot at my eyes. Food thrown at me like hard pieces of bread.  This was every day, multiple times a day, by multiple different kids.

When I grew up, I still got bullied.  At every job I've ever had. At job interviews. In Marine Corps boot camp (beaten several times severely and sent to the hospital).  What did I do to deserve all this? Nothing. I was respectful with everyone. I treated everyone with respect and total dignity.  But I'm a Hikigori. I have high-functioning Autism.  When Alpha Males smell my scent (pheromone)  they become angry, and want to kill me or at least beat me.  The same thing occurs in the animal kingdom.  Alpha Males beat us (or kill us), humiliate us, threaten us, and females play head games with us.  The Book of Mormon refers to Alpha Males as the natural man who is (naturally) an enemy to God.

Among wolves, all the females are raped by the Alpha Male and the Beta Males of the hunting pack.  What do the females do? They attack the Omega Male: the only wolf who never raped them. Why? Because that is what mammals do. The Omega Males are nature's whipping boy and, let me tell you, we get whipped a lot!

I was bullied every day of my life, that I can remember, from as far back as I can remember, until I was about age 40ish. Then I started to bulk.  The bullying never ceased completely, it just became more rare.

Today (2020) I'm goin on sixty years old.  I'm a little over six feet and about 300 pounds. Not much fat.  So, bullying is fairly rare since I was about 40, but it still happens.

Let's face it, humans are mammals, and they act like all other mammals. All the females mate with the Alphas, and punish the Omegas (lower than the