Go Ask Alcs based on the actual diay of a fiteen yea old sug user kis nota definitive statement on the middleclas,tenage rug word doesnot ter any solutions es, owever, 4 highly personal and spec conic. AS such, we hope it will provide iasgnts int the increasingly complicated world in which we ive Nami, date, places and certain events have ben changed \ acosdance withthe wishes o those concerned September 16 Yesterday I setember thinking | the happiest person tn the who earth, n the whole gatay nal of Gans ‘reation. Could that only have bot yetetsy or was it endless ight yeas ago? Las thinking thatthe grass ad never smell ease, the aby had seve wend 9 high Now isl smashes down upon my’ fsa an | wish could Just melt inte the Buauaines of the unsere and cease to xs Ob, why, why, why can 1? How ca ace Sharon nd Debbie and the rest ofthe hls? How can By now the word ‘has gotten around the whole schoo, | know it his! Yestecy "ought this dary because thought at ast Vd have Something wondertl and great and worth t sy, somthing 0 pesonal that I wouldn't be abe to share it with another living person, only mysel, Now ike everything se In my he, i has Bacome so much nothing ‘aly don’t understand how Koger could hae nt tis to me when have loved io fo as long a cu eerie nd have waited all my life fo hi to we me. Yeseday when ‘he ashed me out thought eral nd comypletly di with ‘pines aly dt! An ow the while wor cold and sy and unfeeling and my mothers naga ae ocean up my oom, How can she nag me tc up iy soem when fcc ike ying? Can't ever hae the pavacy of ys soul?Diary, youl have to walt until tomorrow or Vt have to 0 through the long lecture again about my attitude and my See ya September 17 School was nightmare. Iwas afraid Yd see Roger every time [turned a comer inthe hall yet Iwas desperate for fear | wouldn't see im. {kept telling myself, “Maybe something went wrong and he'll explain.” At lunch I had to rel the gels about his not showing. I pretended 1 didn't care, but ot, Diary, Ido! ate so much that I fee that my whole insides have shattered. How is it possible for me tobe so miserable and embarassed an humiliated and beaten and stil function, sil talk and smile and concentrate? How could Roger have done this to me? I wouldn't intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world, I wouldn't hurt them physically ‘or emotionally, how then can people so consistenty doit to ‘me? Even my parents treat me ike I'm stupid and inferior and ever short. {guess ll never measure upto anyone’ expectations. surely dow't measure up to what Id like tobe September 19 Daei’s buhay: Not much, ‘September 20 Ws my biethday. Im 15, Nothing, September 25 Dear Diary, {haven witen for about a week because nothing of Interest has happened. The same ol dumb teachers teaching ‘the same old dumb subjects in the same old dnb schoo. Ser toe kind of losing interest in everything. At fist 1 ‘thought high choot would be fun but i’ just dul Everything’ ull, Maybe i just because’ growing up an ie becoming moe bas. Julie Browns ha a party but [diego Ive put on sl, sloppy, slobby pound and | don't have anything ‘can wea. im beginning to look as slobby a ee September 30 Wonderful news, Diary! We're moving, Daddy has been Invited to become the Dean of Political Science at neni nest)