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Despair of Judas

Judas despairs over betraying Jesus for money. He is tormented by memories of Jesus gently washing his feet and calling him "friend" despite knowing Judas's betrayal was coming. Judas sees no escape from his guilt and shame, not even in death, as Jesus who he betrayed calls him his friend. Judas has no hope for forgiveness or escape from what he has done.

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Despair of Judas

Judas despairs over betraying Jesus for money. He is tormented by memories of Jesus gently washing his feet and calling him "friend" despite knowing Judas's betrayal was coming. Judas sees no escape from his guilt and shame, not even in death, as Jesus who he betrayed calls him his friend. Judas has no hope for forgiveness or escape from what he has done.

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Despair of Judas

I will rest here, awhile. His face! His face! Not comely now. There is no beauty in
it. It is scarred into my heart. It is burned into my soul and never will it lift from
me until I die. Die? Will death quench the flames which consume me? Traitor, not
endless years in hell can even pay the crime of murdering the son of God.
And last night, he dealt with me so gently. He washed my feet. He bade me to put
my hand into the cup with his, while in my purse there jingled the coins which
bought his blood. It was better for that man that he had never been born. Who?
Who but I, who but I, I who betrayed him!
“What you do, do it quickly.” He knew, and kept my sin a secret.
“Friend, where unto have you come, Judas, Judas, do you betray the Son of God
with a kiss?”
Friend! Friend! He called me his friend. The man I betrayed called me his friend.
How hell must have laughed. Why did not the mountains fall on me?
Why did not the earth gape and swallow me up? Why did not the sea overwhelm
me? Friend. Ha! Ha! Friend. Ha! Ha! Ha! The world will know Judas as the friend.
The world will point to Judas as a by word, and as a pledge of broken faith!
Do you think Judas you can hide from the father of your friend Jesus? Not even in
hell can I escape. Not in the grave for the earth will spurn my corpse. Not in the
heavens for Jesus the friend is there.
What hope for Judas? What hope for Judas? Not even in hell can I escape for he
called me devil, and devils cried out: torment us not, Jesus, Judas, faithless friend,
devil, one of whom it would have been better not to have been born. There is no
hope for you, no hope, no hope…

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