Narrow Road

Volume 2, Aug 2017

Literary Journal
Flash Fiction - Poetry - Haibun

Editors
Rohini Gupta - Raamesh Gowri Raghavan - Paresh Tiwari
 Narrow Road

A Literary Magazine from India showcasing

Flash Fiction, Poetry and Haibun

Volume 2, August 2017

Copyright © 2017 All authors and artists

Flash Fiction Editor: Rohini Gupta

Poetry Editor: Raamesh Gowri Raghavan

Haibun Editor: Paresh Tiwari

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 Table of Contents

Introduction ......................................................................................................................... 4
Flash Fiction ......................................................................................................................... 5
“P.S. –An Epistolary Tale” ............................................................................................. 6
The Painted Face ............................................................................................................. 9
Autumn house ............................................................................................................... 11
Cuckolded ...................................................................................................................... 12
Johnny Bold.................................................................................................................... 13
A Letter to the Editor .................................................................................................... 15
Hello ................................................................................................................................ 16
3 untitled 55-ers ............................................................................................................. 17
The Richest Woman in the World .............................................................................. 18
Poetry .................................................................................................................................. 19
The Last Surviving Smart-arse .................................................................................... 20
Rosetta Stone.................................................................................................................. 21
Shiloh .............................................................................................................................. 22
Our Little Pushkin ........................................................................................................ 23
The Move ........................................................................................................................ 24
Behind The Moon .......................................................................................................... 25
Cat’s Eyes ....................................................................................................................... 26
Upright on the Altar ..................................................................................................... 27
Ah! Woman ... ................................................................................................................ 28
12 Gulmohar Cross Road ............................................................................................. 29
Trees of Heaven ............................................................................................................. 30
In Search of the Constant ............................................................................................. 31
Coffee .............................................................................................................................. 32
Sidewalk Cracks ............................................................................................................ 33
Love is in the Clouds .................................................................................................... 34
Un Billet-Doux ............................................................................................................... 35
ARMED FORCES SPECIAL POEMS ACT ................................................................ 37
The Fly ............................................................................................................................ 38
Static ................................................................................................................................ 40
The way that we met was so strange. ........................................................................ 41
Poem in which my father steals .................................................................................. 42

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 what the old man left behind ...................................................................................... 43
Haibun ................................................................................................................................ 44
Dharavi ........................................................................................................................... 45
Layers .............................................................................................................................. 46
Habitats .......................................................................................................................... 47
Questions of continuity ................................................................................................ 48
In the Comfort of Strangers ......................................................................................... 49
Deadlines ........................................................................................................................ 51
Foam................................................................................................................................ 52
Anatomy ......................................................................................................................... 53
The Outsiders ................................................................................................................ 54
Of departures and unnecessary spaces ...................................................................... 55
Important Call ............................................................................................................... 56
Paper Tears..................................................................................................................... 57
Toy Town ....................................................................................................................... 58
Book in Spotlight ............................................................................................................... 59
Ruskin Bond’s Book of Verse – A Review ..................................................................... 60
Vinay Leo R, Bengaluru ............................................................................................... 60
Artist in Spotlight .............................................................................................................. 62
Sukant Khurana, Lucknow, India............................................................................... 63
Submission Guidelines ..................................................................................................... 66
What are we looking for? ................................................................................................. 69
Flash Fiction ................................................................................................................... 70
Poetry .............................................................................................................................. 71
Haibun ............................................................................................................................ 72
Index of Poets/ Writers .................................................................................................... 73

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 Introduction

The narrow road goes on with the second issue, bigger and better. We received a lot
of entries this time, showing that there is room for a magazine such as ours, putting
together three genres which are not usually found in the same issue. The three much
loved genres of the three editors - haibun, poetry and flash fiction.

The bare foot on the cover says it all. Writing needs to be bare and straight from the
heart. Bare feet are different. They feel every bump and stone on the road which the
shod, artificial writing may not even notice.

A magazine is only as good as its submissions, so thank you for yours. If we did not
take yours this time, please try again. We read and appreciate everyone. Send us your
best and especially send us the ones which do not fit into any category. The unusual
and the unique. Send them in and let us read them.

The writing road is not just narrow but often steep as well. It is easy to get discouraged
and give up. The ones who succeed are the ones who go past every obstacle and just
keep going.

It is narrow, it is hard but it is beautiful and ultimately deeply satisfying.

So, here is issue 2 for your reading delight. Join us in the exciting journey and may it
be a long one.

Rohini Gupta
(Speaking for all three)

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 Section 1

Flash Fiction

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Mark Blickley, New York, USA

“P.S. –An Epistolary Tale”

8836 Blvd. E. (Apt. 3K) W.N.Y., N.J.07093

March 24, 2017

OCCUPANT of Apt. 2K
8836 Blvd. E.
W. New York, NJ 07093

Dear Neighbor:

Just because I HAVEN'T (any) APPROPRIATE TIME to speak ORALLY to you,

therefore I took the liberty to write directly to you in the hope that you'll be kind
enough to take into consideration the following request:
Consequently, if you permit me, I'll ask you (right now), as follows:
Did you (ever) anything hear considering someone, or (did you) see)
somebody who was looking for me (in front of (my) Apt. 3K, (in the hall) in connection
with any message, news, or information) in the past days, weeks, or during the last
months, or within the past several years, (somehow, somewhere in the building), ANY
TIME?
Thank you for your very kind attitude toward the matter.
In expectation of your reply IN WRITING EXCLUSIVELY in the near future, I
remain,

Sincerely,
(Q. Shabraya)

p.s.: I would not want to create the impression that you'll not do me a favor that I just
requested.

If you're interested regarding our ORAL CONVERSATION AT YOUR AND

MY EARLIEST CONVENIENCE, if that is the case, I'll be glad to talk to you as one
gentleman to another, to exchange our views, to discuss about subject that you and I
wish.
Your (eventual) any FRIENDLY remark, CONSTRUCTIVE objection,
LOGICAL observation, RATIONAL comment, etc., WELCOME!
It's not only APPROPRIATE, BUT HIGHLY DESIRABLE

Thanks, again.

March 25, 2017

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Dear Mr. Q. Shabraya:

Thank you for taking the time to write me a letter and to slip it under my door.
I was surprised, pleasantly surprised, as we have been next door neighbors for close
to two years now and we've only met three times in the elevator. I've appreciated the
hello you've given me on those three occasions.
I find the uniform you wear quite fascinating. As we descended the eleven
flights to the building entrance, I inspected your uniform for some insignia, some
identification to its origin. Am I correct in assuming that it is the military uniform of
an officer of a foreign country? Is it beige, Mr. Shabraya? Its color is quite faded though
you've kept it in superb condition.
I know it must be an old uniform and the proud manner with which you carry
yourself when you wear it must mean that it is a uniform that has participated in some
grand historical event. Am I correct, sir?
Many a time I've been tempted to ring your doorbell, Mr. Shabraya, during
harsh storms or when the ground is covered with ice. I am much younger than you,
sir, and on the three occasions that we've shared an elevator ride I couldn't help but
notice your pallor. Although you look fit and strong, and by no means do I think of
you as someone not able to take of himself, I've wondered if I could not be of assistance
when the weather rages. I help out a few other residents of our building during such
emergencies.
I have not contacted you to see if I could be of assistance because of the
typewritten message taped over your doorbell that firmly states - DO NOT RING
THIS BELL UNDER ANY CONDITION OR OVERSIGHT. LEAVE THIS BELL
ALONE! LEAVE COMMUNICATIONS WITH SUPER OR RECEPTIONIST ON
FIRST FLOOR. THANKS!
Mr. Shabraya, during my nearly two years in apartment 2K I have not come
across anybody seeking to deliver information to you. Sir, I couldn't help notice the
typed message you taped to your mailbox requesting that your mail be delivered to
the floor mat outside your apartment. On two occasions, I've seen the mailman
honoring your request.
If I should observe someone trying to contact you, is there some procedure
you'd like me to follow in order to relay this information to you? I shall only be too
pleased to oblige.
Mr. Shabraya, as the walls to these apartments are paper thin, I cannot help
hearing you from time to time. I think it is healthy for a man to scream occasionally. I
believe it purges the soul the same as water purges the body. Your screams are never
disruptive as I am a sound sleeper.
Mr. Shabraya, I was wondering, do my screams disturb you? I try hard, very
hard, to muffle them with my pillow, but I don't always succeed. Your screams are
never whimpering outbursts of self-pity like mine. Your screams never seem to
deteriorate into tears. I know- it is unmanly to cry and I hope I have not embarrassed
you on the occasions when this has happened to me. You never cry, do you? I have
the utmost respect for you because you do not. Please don't judge me harshly.
Every morning I take a walk down Boulevard East with Charlie Turner from
5E and Dr. Sussman. Dr. Sussman is such a nice man. Do you know him? or are you

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affiliated with Dr. Karapetian? He's a nice person, too. I was formerly affiliated with
Dr. Karapetian.
I love walking down the Boulevard and looking over at the Manhattan skyline.
I always stroll in my civvies. Do you ever wear civilian clothes, Mr. Shabraya?
Once again, thank you for your unexpected correspondence and I look forward
to hearing from you again.

Respectively Yours,
Louis Mirabella
P.F.C. U.S.M.C. (Ret.)
138-96-1792 - A positive

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Bhaskar Caduveti Rao, Mumbai, India

The Painted Face

Dave woke up, it was 4:30 am but there was light outside. Sleeping on a white
futon mattress piled on the tatami floor was refreshing. He brought in the tray of
steaming green tea that lay waiting outside their sliding door and set it on the balcony
table that overlooked the koi pond. He settled down into the bamboo chair glad that
he had splurged for a night’s stay at the famous Tawaraya Ryokan. At that moment
watching the orange koi gently swimming in the pond, and dressed in a yukata he felt
like a Daimyo of the olden days.
He tiptoed across the room so as to not wake her up. Her blond hair shimmered
against the white futon mattress and dissolved into the golden bamboo tatami
flooring.
The Nanzen-ji temple complex was right across the street. As he walked into
the complex the air around him seemed to change. The energy of the centuries bygone
seems to emanate from the Sanmon — a 200 feet tall wooden pagoda with majestic
brown eaves that served as the temple entrance. He sank into the wooden floor closing
his eyes to the sky and felt as if the peace of the Buddha had enveloped him. Thirty
minutes later he woke up. He looked around sheepishly, but there was no one around.
His mind was at ease. He then slowly walked out of the temple complex and onto the
Philosopher’s Walk, dreamily watching the grey and orange wide-lipped fishes swim
by in the stream that flowed along the path.
The rest of the day was a blur. He followed her pretty blue eyes and the
itinerary of must-sees she had formulated. The six-stone zen garden, the Golden
Pavilion, the Imperial palace gardens, an eight course Kaiseki lunch in Gion Hatanaka,
the mesmerizing bamboo groves at Ryon-ji. Soon it was 8PM; they were exhausted.
She hailed a cab back to the Ryokan. But Dave was not ready to leave yet. It was their
last day and Kyoto was still a stranger to him.
“Don’t be out too late,” she said, kissing him on the lips before stepping into
the cab.

Dave took a left on Shijo Dori, into the bylanes passing numerous Izhakhayas,
bars and shuttered shops. After a few random left and right turns he was tired and
stepped into a nondescript bar across the street that beckoned his tired feet and his
parched throat. The bartender was a chatty twenty-two-year-old Korean exchange
student, Leehan, with blonde streaked hair, a friendly face and barely intelligible
English.
Dave downed his first beer quickly and ordered a second. He would soon
switch to Japanese whisky. He looked at the counter and decided on the Yamazaki 12-
year-old.
As he sipped his whisky the conversation soon turned to girls.
“I came here for Japanese girls. Because they so pretty. But they, they don’t like
non-Japanese.”
“Yes, I noticed.” Not a single girl here had even glanced at him during his week
in Japan. Dave was not used to that.

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 “So how do you get them?”
“Oh! I don’t tell them that I Korean. I say I Japanese. I speak good Japanese.”
Two more whiskeys later Dave was feeling the buzz.
“Hai, Japanese girls tough for foreign, so we go ladies’ bars.”
“What do you mean?”
“You pay by hour to talk to Japanese girls.”
“How much?”
“Six thousand yen per hour. You like?” He asks Dave.
“Pay to talk? But I don’t know Japanese.”
“That’s okay,” Leehan looks at the bar owner sitting next to him and nods.
Three girls come out. Only one of them looks Japanese. Dave finishes his drink
and turns to look at them. Leehan leads him out of the bar and the girls follow.
“What you think, you like her?” Dave looks at her.
“Hi! I am Midori,” the Japanese girl beams at him. She’s speaking fluent
English. Dave looks at her straight jet-black hair, her slight black eyes, her doll like
face and is lost.
The word “Hai!” is about come out of his mouth when that rarest of rare Kyoto
sighting unfolds in front of him. A black door across the street opens and a Kyoto
Geisha flutters by him like a delicate butterfly that he thought extinct. Her white
painted face mesmerizes him. Her tiny footsteps have a grace of a thousand ballerinas.
Her intricate hand-made red and silver silk kimono swaying in the night breeze like
a haiku emanating notes of exquisite beauty. The notes stay frozen in the air as the
Geisha vanishes as mysteriously as she appeared.
Dave turns around and crosses his fingers to say no to Leehan and rushes back
to the main street to hail a cab back home. In that briefest of moments Kyoto revealed
herself to him.

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Paresh Tiwari, Hyderabad, India

Autumn house

Moving into my new apartment with all of seven brown boxes, I am struck by
the silence that engulfs the building. Sure, there are trees around and the chatter that
comes with it. Of babblers and squirrels and of leaves quivering in the hot summer
breeze, but there are no children running around the campus or scampering up the
staircase in their flip-flops.

the tiny fist of my newborn closes over my finger . . .

this umbilical cord that binds us to life

In the evening, I buy three plum cakes, from the little bakery by the corner and
one by one ring the doorbells of my neighbours. Two of them open the door, after a
long wait and faint shuffling sounds. They peer at me through their foggy glasses.
Their wrinkled skin hangs loose from necks and hands, and I wonder if I too look this
ancient, if I too take this long to open the doors?

holding onto his first wobbly steps

I walk the meadow painted with crayons

I return to my apartment, with the third plum-cake and look into the mirror.
No, I do not look that old. Definitely not. Do I have to then stay in this Autumn house?
I can easily move to the hills or a beach. “It would not be safe Dad, besides this is just
a stone’s throw away. We will visit whenever we find time,” he had said. And it felt
like just the right thing to do.

the twinkle in his six-year-old brown eyes

together we count the stars thrice

“The third apartment on the fourth floor has been locked for two days,” I rattle
out the words, “Even the milk and newspapers haven’t been picked up.” The side
window after some probing gives way. Peering in through it, the guard confirms that
someone is lying on the floor, with absolutely no intentions of moving. The police are
called, and the ambulance. The family it seems has moved away to a different city.
The parade arrives - the building secretary, milk vendor, newspaper-delivery boy,
bakery owner and . . . after a long wait, someone from the crematorium.

learning to let go as he chases the clouds

I dismantle the training wheels of his new bicycle

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Raamesh Gowri Raghavan, Thane, India

Cuckolded

"Jigisha looks nothing like her father" was Narmada Aunty's first comment on
seeing her grand-niece. "Her eyes, nose, hair, cheeks...all like her mother. Surely, she
must look some bit like Bhavin if she is his daughter? I told you Hetal was not good
for our Bhavin."
Hetal dashed into her room to cry, while Mrs. Patel and Bhavin tried to douse
the flames that her bile had lit.

II

After Narmada Aunty left, Bhavin caught his daughter in profile as she passed
along the corridor in front of his room. That same Roman nose, those lips, the chin:
his eight-year-old recollected his wife in miniature.
At dinner time, he kept looking into her eyes. He had a pair of eyes that were
apparently the cynosure of his college, but there was no trace of them anywhere in his
daughter. Jigisha felt a bit awkward at her father’s staring.
While putting her to bed, he looked at her ears with the excuse of cleaning
them. They had that Gandhi-like protuberance, a feature that belonged to his wife.
Not his small ears at all.
After that he was not going to sleep. His mind was now convinced that he was
now cuckolded.

III

"Well, Mr. Patel" the doctor began, then hesitated. Bhavin immediately guessed
what the result was, but wanted the doctor to say it. "Well, we have the sequences.
Your X-chromosome does not match either of your daughter's."
"I knew it. Bitch!"
"But there's something more, something puzzling. They both match your
wife's."

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"I've never liked you. You're a good-for-nothing. I wasn't going to have your
genes pollute my children. My beautiful children. I only married you because my
parents forced me into it." screamed Hetal.
"Well, tell me who the real father is. If it is him that you love, I'll reunite you
and your daughter with him."
"A man like you is enough to make me want to hate all men. I... I had her
cloned."

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JB Mulligan, Washingtonville, USA

Johnny Bold

Jenny was of Tim’s place, but not his time, and he only knew her in dreams.
And it was not every night. But when she came to him, it was always within the same
vanished world. She would smile, or look worried or angry, and speak to him of
things they had done or seen recently, and he would try to put that past together, piece
by irregular piece, and he answered her in generalities. She told him once that she
was glad he was strong in deeds and not in words, and several times told him he must
be a philosopher: sometimes she made that sound like a compliment.
Jenny was small but sturdy, with ringlets of red hair framing her alabaster face.
She wore a wide flat hat with a small bill. Drivers of antique cars in photos wore hats
like that.
Jenny would lead him through the streets and alleys of a city recognizably his,
once, a century back or more. In gas-lit streets, primitive motorized vehicles
wandered among horse-drawn wagons, and trolleys loomed dangerously, as if they
had snuck up on him. The people, in clothes from that time, went nimbly through all
that traffic, and Jenny told him he must not daydream, and he laughed and tried to
look as if he had been considering something important.
They would go into mansions, and into wooden houses with walls leaning in,
as if the entire edifice were about to collapse. They (Jenny mostly) would speak to
rich and poor in search of somebody named Schlecter, who apparently had The Ruby
of Aerus. Or he and Jenny would find themselves in poorly lit bars, among people
with scars on their faces and threats for eyes.
Tim would wake to the sounds of car horns and trucks bellowing, and Jenny
and the world were gone. When they would return to him, he did not know. But he
dragged himself through the dry daily landscape of tedium until night, where he
waited for sleep to bring or not to bring Jenny.
They had friends in the city who idolized Jenny and tolerated him, except for
one broad barmaid, Susan, at The Rabbit’s Graveyard, who always greeted him with,
“Johnny Bold! When are you being bold with me, Johnny?” The crowd would laugh
and Jenny would smile blades in Susan’s direction, to no apparent effect.

“You don’t fancy her, do you?” she said once as they left the bar.
“No.”
“Good,” she said, and they never spoke of it again.

It wasn’t that they were lovers, even in dreams. He had held her a few times,
generally at moments of danger. She smelled like cinnamon. Once they had almost
kissed, but she tilted her head down, and said, “Remember the vow.”
He had never made a vow – not that he knew of, anyway. Perhaps only Jenny
had made the vow, but he was stuck with it too. Until the Ruby was found, the dream
of his dreams was not to be. Of course, Schlecter and the blasted jewel were as easy to
track as a particular autumn leaf along a windy street. The man had at least three
appearances that Johnny knew of, and probably more.

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 “He’s a cunning one, that Schlecter,” she told him, more than once. “But we’ll
catch him.”
He nodded and tried to look resolute and hopeful, but he felt sure that if they
did stumble across the fiendish villain, that would be when morning dragged him
back to the present, and he might not dream again for a week.
The dreams were not sequential, and sometimes they repeated with variations,
and he wondered sometimes if he weren’t dropping into different points of time in
some alternate universe, without pattern or predictability: a dark, dirty world with
nothing to recommend it except Jenny.
Sometimes Tim would realize, too late, that something in the present had been
good, had been joy-worthy, and that he had glided past it, able to savor the thing only
somewhat in remembrance. He realized that he slept in both worlds, mostly, and that
it didn’t matter.

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Angelo B Ancheta, Rizal, Philippines

A Letter to the Editor

Dear Editor,

In reply to your previous email stating your rejection of my work, I just wish
to tell you that you do not need to make a follow-up email and explaining the reason
for such rejection. Saying you'd never use any of my submission was enough but you
went to great lengths critiquing me at every level, bordering on what's private and
personal.
What is most unforgivable is you blaming me for not agreeing to go to bed with
you. That certainly was a big joke, and it didn't work. Solicitation in whatever form
was never a professional practice and you know that.
I'd like you to know, however, that I saved your lascivious email and the
attached suggestive photos. They are more than enough proof.
I'll see you then in court.

Sincerely,
Your ex-wife

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Ishwar Vedam, Bengaluru, India

Hello

Sometime in the future, somewhere on Earth.

A strange looking dodecahedral object the size of a small room descends gently
from above and thumps down with a rattle of its instruments. The object with its
antennas and panels shimmering in the mild afternoon sun lies in stark contrast to its
barren surroundings, like an unwelcome visitor in an alien land. A screen on the thing
flickers a message with regular beeps: “Retrace trajectory complete. Return to base
accomplished.”
No one comes forward to greet this visitor, at least no one on two legs. It is
some time before there is movement near the object and a pair of brown insect
antennae poke through the ground; slowly a cockroach burrows out with its glossy
brown body shrouded in transparent wings, iridescent in the fading light.
The roach scuttles around the metallic intruder for some time and clambers up
its smooth aluminium surface. Creeping around the sides on the engraved words
“Voyager 2”, it reaches a bright gold-plated copper disc. Hinged to the centre of the
disk is a small needle. The insect feels the tip of the needle with its antennas as if
clashing miniature swords. With a little force, the needle rotates slowly till the tip
lands in a small slot on the disk.
As soon as this happens there is a loud sound of thunder and rain. This scares
the cockroach away and it hastily scuttles down and hides in its burrow. Other sounds
soon follow: chimpanzees whooping in delight; a train’s long whistle followed by the
characteristic chugging and rattling; the sucking noise made by a kiss.
A president’s voice booms: “This is a present from humans on planet Earth.
This record is a brief snapshot of our world: its sounds, images, music, and science.
Someday we hope to join a community of galactic civilizations. This record is our
message in a bottle to those civilizations.”
Soon there are messages in major human languages all played one after the
other in a cyclic manner. From the safety of its burrow the cockroach hears nothing
more than sounds as recorded greetings in 55 human languages are played, before the
object falls silent.

Perceiving no danger, the insect mounts the object once again.

As it creeps around the cockroach discovers that the silence is only a pause. A
digital sound fills the air now.

“A warm hello from far away. You are not alone. Follow these instructions….”

Nothing exciting. The cockroach scuttles back into its human-skull burrow1.

1First published in everydayfiction.com, 2008

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Alaka Yeravadekar, Pune, India

3 untitled 55-ers

1.

He was sure he had heard it some minutes ago. That sound. He waited, still, all
ears. The walls of the canyon looked down silently upon him, holding on to their
secret.
And then he heard it again. Plop. Like a single drop.
What could it be? Water...?
But there was no water on Mars.

2.

The slideshow on top ten tourist places took some time downloading. At last
came the first image. Then the second. And then...
He broke into a cold sweat. There was a face on the slide. It was his friend, the
one he had pushed from the edge of the cliff during their last France tour.

3.

It had been ages since the dark matter had streamed in and begun forming a
system of clouds, star clusters, and whorls. Soon it would be time. The skin would
burst open, ejecting all the whirling galaxies into the outside, beyond light and
darkness, because when mating was successful, that is how a universe delivered.

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Rohini Gupta, Mumbai, India

The Richest Woman in the World

She gave a present to everyone who came to her. She insisted. Most people
avoided her and did not stay for her present, but she gave it anyway.
To everyone who came she gave a story from her childhood and from the long
years after.
When she was alone – and she was alone most of the time – she sat in her
wheelchair or lay on her bed and polished her presents. Every small detail was so clear
in her mind.
She had grown up in the days of gaslights, horse carriages and telegrams. Her
father's house was small but always full. Relatives and some hardly related walked in
and stayed for months. Even friends of distant cousins whom no one remembered.
There was rarely a moment when someone was not sleeping on a mattress on the floor,
snoring, while everyone else stepped right over their motionless forms.
Images, so many images, small and crystal clear. She worked on each of them,
polished them to a fine sheen and tucked them into the small baskets of story. One by
one she was determined to give them away.
"Come," she'd say, "Let me tell you a story."
Most people shied away. Grandchildren remembered appointments. Some
listened fidgeting and eyeing the door. Others interrupted, trying to change the
subject. "That reminds me." they began but she knew how to handle that obvious ploy.
She kept going.
Sometimes they left. She kept going anyway, her slow, intent voice sounding
quietly in the lonely room.
She did not care whether they accepted her presents or not. She knew they did
not care. She knew they forgot. She gave them anyway.
"I have so many stories," she told her children, "My hands are too arthritic. Can
you write them down?"
"Of course, of course," they promised, but they never did.
It did not really bother her. She lay on her soft bed watching the sparrows on
the branch outside her window and she worked obsessively on her stories, polishing
each one to a shining gem.
Her children spoke to her. She hardly answered. "Mother is regressing," they
said.
Senile dementia, said the doctor.

What did they know? Her pile of jewels just kept growing as her mind quested
further and further into the distant past. Every day she remembered more, every day
her treasures grew.
Her children would never know it but when she died, she would die the richest
woman in the world.

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 Section 2

Poetry

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Patricia Walsh, Cork, Ireland

The Last Surviving Smart-arse

I hate being predictable, to the point

That every move is mapped for reference
Even one sin a day is pretty good
Being watched, harvesting faults the done thing.

I used to construct a likeness

Of the creature still watching me
Eating on the quiet too much for some
Invented misdemeanours not passing delicacy.

Envious passers-by garner intelligence

Wasted on me, a cheeky fecker at heart
Developed through puberty, evidence lacking,
As yet, hurting on the sly.

An Irish solution to an Irish problem. Staying safe

Stealing rainbows of the rainfall
Square industry a grail of my watching
Getting worse and worse through the comedian’s eyes.

An improper uniform won’t change me.

Disowned on the loud, neighbour watching
Necks of brass never learning the lesson
Corrugated exits making more noise.

Eventually smoothed, no thanks to informancy

Constant bicycle trips a business of my own
Grimacing through closed windows and doors
Life unrestrained a reward for show.

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Scott Thomas Outlar, Atlanta, USA

Rosetta Stone

Our language folds neatly

into the confines of polite society,
fitting snuggly between the lines
so they know what we say,
but no one else can feel what it means
to experience your love this way,
and no one can ever truly know
what it feels like in my heart
when I say I love you.

These emotions can only be translated

when they are whispered between us.

These dreams can only be manifested

when it is you and I that create the vision.

My mind is a canvass
that longs to display
the cutest hieroglyphs
born from your thoughts.

This page is
one of a thousand kisses
I wish to paint on your lips.

This pen drips

with adoration and respect
for the art that is your soul.

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Jessica Malone Latham, Santa Rosa, USA

Shiloh

A madrone and an oak tangle

into one another until I cannot tell
where one ends and one begins.
I think of the ways my lover has
picked up on my traits, as I have on his,
and even so, we carry our own behaviors
through decades of family past
and years together.
He helped me see my stubbornness
the way the hard shell of a madrone
protects its tender places,
and I've shined light on his clinging
the way lichen and moss lean
on an oak’s steady arm.
I pass these trees weeks on end
traversing the flank of the mountain.
I wonder what the land thinks
of their love, how they wrestle
with dependence and individuality.
Either way, whether blurred into
one another or separating
back into their roots,
it holds them just the same.

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Allison Grayhurst, Toronto, Canada

Our Little Pushkin

In the mornings, I watch

your sleeping face like
a chinadoll's, perfect in every way.
I see your smile when you awake
like I would a waterfall on my street corner.
I see you curled tight with joy,
and flinch at the noon day sun.
When I hold you to feed, and you talk to me
with playful glee, I love you more than
my heart can carry.
I think this blessing is stronger than death,
strong like an acorn tree growing.
All night you rest on a pillow in my arms,
we play with bright coloured dangling things,
and your navy eyes open wide
as your legs begin dancing.
You watch and watch like a Buddha in disguise,
taking in life with a calm and thoughtful presence.
You are the spring's first butterfly, an owl on my shoulder.
You are wonder incarnate, freely showing
what grows so beautiful inside of you.

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Wayne Russell, Columbus, USA

The Move

The move robbed me of my two best friends.

My wife said

They’re only dogs and they can

be replaced.

I wanted to retort with something along the

lines of

You can saw your arm or leg off, but it won’t

grow back, you can only replace them with
prosthetic limbs! It will never be the same!

But for the sake of avoiding an argument, I

did what I almost always do, shove the anger
and the hurt and the resentment down into that
dungeon of repressed thoughts, and walk away.

Moving away causes anxiety, it severs ties with

loved ones, it sprawls your life out upon the
driveway, complete with price tags and vultures
that swoop down upon what was a life.

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Vinita Agrawal, Mumbai, India

Behind The Moon

Can I hide behind your calm facade, moon,

the sandstorm of a closing heart
and this year of wounds?

I have the destiny of a stowaway

I'm on my knees for a hundred existences
You, up there, you're a glass dreamer...let me give my truths to you.

Some light resides inside you

But I seek only your shadows
I seek only the lines of your circle.

Now my years follow caution

and death is an important memory
Bliss would be to drown in the 'sea of poppies' hidden behind you.

I approach your visual remains every morning

you, the abandoned backwater of the night,
hoping to deposit my delusions in your pale labyrinths.

Settle me into your journeys

I'm tired of standing and waiting
Let me share with you the echoes of my solitary existence.

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Michael H Lester, Los Angeles, USA

Cat’s Eyes

Its posterior, a bald circle wrinkled shut

Surrounded by flea-infested multicolored fur
An outdoor calico with a twitchy pink nose
And permanently angry eyes after some
Never-to-be-forgotten, outrageous slight
It’s desiccated rib cage and patchy coat -
An unsightly mange acquired in dark alleys
Attracts gnats and horseflies to the porch
Occasionally, the wretched feline laps
At the rancid bowl of milk the old woman
Left for him the day she died of pneumonia
When the next of kin come to identify her body
The calico licks its paw and rubs it against
Its cheek – a half-hearted show of domestication
A precautionary measure just in case
The men in the white coats were coming for it

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Brandon Marlon, Ottawa, Canada

Upright on the Altar

How poignant was the match

consumed in kindling flame;
Hannah was a martyr’s name,
lest we forget to remember.
Unwilling to melt or flinch
once roughly erected before the firing squad,
she defiantly refused the blindfold,
glaring squarely at execution.
Like her ancestral sistren
Devorah, Yael, Yehudit,
a lady Maccabee for her era,
brazen like a stoked torch,
impervious to craven hesitation.
At the moment of truth and triggers
she transfigured into an ember,
as caterpillar into butterfly,
flickering an ephemeral instant,
scintillating claret then bright amber.

(For Hannah Szenes (1921-1944), Haganah member and WWII British Army
parachutist)

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Kala Ramesh, Pune, India

Ah! Woman ...

is time always new ...?

then what was that river
that passed
by you yesterday
on which I'm standing now ...

was it bondage
or a smothering of love,
those Chinese lily feet?
the trek uphill seems tougher
with its twists and turns2

a dreamer like all young brides

but widowed soon after ...
the village cheered
as you jumped
into your husband's funeral pyre

in your eyes
the darkness of moist earth
it's beyond me
to unravel such horizons
... I live with the image

is time always new ...?

then what was that river
that passed
by you yesterday
on which I'm standing now

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was it bondage: first published in WWW - Women, Wit & Wisdom, 2017

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Gayatri Lakhiani-Chawla, Mumbai, India

12 Gulmohar Cross Road

When I go back to my growing up years

I see my home fragmented
into small spaces and even smaller corners.
The house that I called my abode
amidst the lush magenta bougainvilleas
looked ever so small when I visited it last year,
the walls that I scribbled on
wore a dull blue tone like a shipwreck
a cloud of absence loomed over it now,

Was there a presence? Perhaps the ghosts of my ancestors

One can always sense these things,
the rooms were dressed with dust-covered bed sheets
and I inhaled a thousand street noises from the east facing balcony,
conversations flew to me like fragile winged butterflies
bringing a chest of memories and a guest called melancholy.

And as I struggled to shore

I keep the kettle to boil,
learning the secret of life
everything comes back to you.

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Joan McNerney, Ravena, USA

Trees of Heaven

Those are tough trees

growing in slums.

With no need of rich soil

or pruning, they rise
in abandoned lots.

These are trees that

survive rubbish, rodents,
noxious chemicals.

Not easily cut down,

they stand against
gaunt tenements.

Climbing skyward,
delicate palm leaves
flourish flowering pods.

These trees of heaven give

children glimpses of bright
emerald each morning.

The stars play peek-a-boo

between their branches
through long nights.

Who said a taste of

paradise is only for the rich?

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Varsha Pillai, Bengaluru, India

In Search of the Constant

Can alphabets strung resolutely

Usher in tangible change?
Can a lyric in motion
Shepherd a thought towards transformation?
Nay, says the pessimist, 'tis impossible
They're just a bunch of words you guileless nerds!
Do you think that “we” can be a resounding voice?
Do you think “we” can make a collective choice?

The idealist unravels a bit.

Change requires a dreamer,
That reaper of ideas, the weaver of thoughts.
Change is constant, the idealist knows:
The ideal is in the mind’s eye; the intent is to go beyond the sigh
The endeavour is to build
The idealist sees change evolve.

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Reshmy Warrier, Mumbai, India

Coffee

She held it in her hands,

A little longer than needed,
Some said, it may have gone cold,
Was the cup washed well?
Was the brew strong enough?
But those moments of zen,
When the cup warmed her palms,
She got lost in reverie,
And perhaps held it a little too tight,
No one really knows, when,
The cup broke.
And as she sat, the milk
streamed endlessly.
She still didn't move
as the cup pierced her fingers, and
Dropped some blood,
broken china on the floor
Who would have imagined?
Maybe some missing beans,
Or the filter wasn't right.
The foul smell of
dropped coffee enveloped her,
A far cry, from the heady aroma,
that started it all.

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Terri L French, Huntsville, USA

Sidewalk Cracks

on again off again

his daughter’s date kiss
timed by the porch light

summer solstice
the fireflies sleep in

breezeless day
freshly washed sheets
stiffen on the line

sidewalk cracks
the broken backs
of mother ants

another birthday
what constitutes a hill

the first time you hear it

the joy felt
as a baby cries

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Priya Narayanan, Ahmedabad, India

Love is in the Clouds

I look to the skies for clues

of your love: cumulus desires
mutilate into the cumulonimbus. Smiles
squander into a deluge of wounded fury. Love
evaporates, forms a ghostly cirrus wisp
and dies.

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Baisali Chatterjee Dutt, Kolkata, India

Un Billet-Doux

If I came to you
stamped
and postmarked,
bearing news from all over,

would you tear me open

pull out my guts
from inside
and devour me?

Or, carrying me within your smile,

would you first
make yourself
a cup of cinnamon tea,
put on some music
and sit with me in the sunlight,
slitting me open
at the edges,
ever so gently,
ever so softly,
so as not to disturb the perfection
of that single slice?

Would you drown

in my words
and doodles,
laugh at my idiocies
and feeble jokes
and wish you were with me too?

Or would you just take me to the loo,

light a cigarette
and sit on the pot,
go through my words
with the same bored precision
of clearing your bowels?

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You would probably
prefer me as a text,
brief,
to-the-point
and vowel-less,
extraneous letters
a waste of your time.

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Aasif Shah, Imphal, India

ARMED FORCES SPECIAL POEMS ACT

i'll kill you if you don't like my poem,

i'll shoot you if i suspect you laugh,
i'll arrest you if your cell phone rings,
i'll search you if you flicker your eyes,
i'll rape you if you get up to go,
and if you go, i'll do a combing
operation to torture your folks.

don't say these words are wrong,

these words need no warrants,
don't stand up for what's right.

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Rakhee Pant, Thane, India

The Fly

It seeks your attention

When you least expect it--
Reading the morning news,
Putting the baby to bed,
Folding the laundry at night
Along with your thoughts,
Tucking them neatly
Into little drawers

It comes like a surprise parcel

You wish the sender would take back

It begins with a whining

Circling the cochlea—
A model planet,
To which you shake your head
And shift the position of its sun

Unlike a mosquito
You accept that it will evade you
You cannot squash it,
Juice its contents into the palm of your hand
And be done with it

But when it comes back

In less than ten seconds,
You feel obliged
You make an attempt
Flay your arms
And threaten to terminate
All existing equanimity

Disoriented
It zigzags its way
Past your jibing hands
Makes for the window

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You consider your momentary victory
Sip in the solace
Forgetting that you’d drawn the blinds
So that no flies would wander in

You sigh

It darts back to you

Buzzes past your ear like gossip
And then circles back into orbit
(A perfect planet)
Forcing you to play its games

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Tasneem Pardiwalla, Mumbai, India

Static

Hot metal days of gold, silver and lead

The very air restless, yet unyielding
The radioactive blue sky overhead.

This summer had long ago expanded

Beyond weather, into a state of being
Hot metal days of gold, silver and lead.

Most emotions are tied down and unsaid

Too impotent to do any breathing
The radioactive blue sky overhead.

The ground aches to be blurred, fragmented

But it remains broken and without meaning
Hot metal days of gold, silver and lead.

The countless crows look wizened and jaded

Black smudges on silent lines of wiring
The radioactive blue sky overhead.

My body feels like it has been soldered

Into a vacuum beyond all feeling by
Hot metal days of gold, silver and lead,
The radioactive blue sky overhead.

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Mark Gilbert, Nottingham, UK

The way that we met was so strange.

Is it true,
after all,

that we are ruled

by pure chance,

planets colliding,

the soft coming together

of a butterfly's wings?

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Arjun Bali, Mumbai, India

Poem in which my father steals

Poem in which my father steals

my dreams, my father plans
the heist, with all of us playing
a part, in the glasshouse
cowboys flash-cut
shooting from the hip
the sixties actors jiving
uncontrollably my father again
speaking with no sounds
he, a large goldfish
opens drawers behind a glass door
snorting horses tap dance
dust clouds suspended in majestic arcs
we ride like loud heartbeats on stone
streets deep inside
spiraling
staircases
funneling
a guilt
washing
my heart
delicately.
The dream returns my father
swirling the bath-water and boats
that disappear
draining
leaving me clean
on a pedestal with eyes bright
then
like the diamond we stole
I find my being chiseled
slowly
surely
searching
for clarity
colour.
A carat. My father
deep in my dream
steals.

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Neha Chaudhuri, Mumbai, India

what the old man left behind

pungence of parchment skin on crumpled pillows

traffic jam of medicine bottles on the side table
tobacco pipe curling smoke toward the low ceiling
an unfinished letter, a half-wrapped gift

a teak table, smooth and dark; gnarled with carvings - SL,VL -

a beginning of relationships of which i am the last fruit.
overworked bamboo chairs with sunken cushions, stained books
a couch mellowed to lodge his absent torso

frayed brown slippers beside the bed -

ones I loved sinking teenage toes into.
soft cotton shirts suffused with Old Spice –
ones I sniffed when I snuck into the cupboard for hide and seek.

moth eaten song lyrics and personal versions of singing them –

all day long, everyday,
till I asked him to shut up:
a dim trail of wine, roasted chicken and mehfils

a black leather wallet with 200 rupees

an old steel watch, chipped at the corners:
the metal strap catches wrist hair,
pulling at them but I still wear it.

photographs of college pranks,

marriage, kids and grand-kid.
teetering emails which I taught him to type
odd smses he never got around to sending
a vinyl record player - evidences of joys past.

his freckles on my face, his ring on my finger:

the finality of goodbye.

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 Section 3

Haibun

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Angelee Deodhar, Chandigarh, India

Dharavi

An Om symbol painted on one adobe shanty with a corrugated tin roof stands close
to an identical green painted one. An old man smokes his hubble-bubble pipe while
reading the local paper in Urdu. Bollywood music blares from somewhere far away,
drowning out the Christmas carols in the hut opposite. Urchins run to catch the wind
with their kites. The smaller children play with spinning tops or make things out of
mud, gods and goddesses and houses for them.

The girls help their mothers cook the sweet jaggery rice pudding for the New Year’s
feast and also in painting a rice paste kolam just outside the entrance to their humble
home. Today they don’t have to go to their sewing classes or take tourists around to
see how and where slumdogs live.

soft clay on the wheel railway mosque –

the potter’s hands a flash of blue
shape mine a kingfisher takes off3

3
Publication credits:
Haibun: Miriam's Well Blog, Jan 2017
Haiku: Frogpond, Vol. 37:2, 2014, Creatrix Feb 2014

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Kala Ramesh, Pune, India

Layers

zazen hour …
I slip into the next
layer of silence

She’s a Buddhist monk and the way she moves around shows her to be one with the
discipline of just being. From the teapot she pours the tea, a little at a time into each of
the three cups — I see them fill but I’m curious why she doesn’t fill the cup at one go.
I ask her. She says, “so the strength and warmth are the same in each cup and all of us
can enjoy good tea.”

desert wind
sand fills up the pockets
of camels’ footprints

As I walk back home I remember a story I read a long time ago. Mullah Nasruddin is
sitting one evening under an old banyan tree in the village square, plucking the strings
of the sitar. Gradually, as expected, a circle of friends gathers around him. He keeps
on strumming just one note. Finally, one villager musters enough courage to inquire,
"That’s a very nice note you are playing, Mullah, but most of the musicians use all the
notes. Why don't you?"

"They are still searching for the note," says the Mullah calmly, "I have found it.''

razor's edge
a caterpillar's reach
to the next leaf

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Terri L French, Huntsville, USA

Habitats

Drunk girls in bar bathrooms are so friendly. “I love your shoes,” says a short blond
with hoop earring as big around as her neck. “Oh, these, I’ve had them forever,” says
a leggy brunette. “Girl,” she says, “staring in the vicinity of my boobs, “that scarf looks
like a Picasso painting. “Thanks,” I say, lifting the edge of my scarf and staring at it
like I’ve never seen it before. I really have to pee. Finally, I get into a stall, jerk down
my jeggings and squat, trying to avoid the pee the previous girl left behind. “Do you
have any toilet paper over there?” asks the red stilettos in the next stall. I rip off close
to a yard, wad it up and stick it into her outstretched hand. “Thanks, hon,” she says.
Finishing my business, I flush with my foot (like my mama taught me) and go to wash
my hands. Two girls at the next sink share a tube of fuchsia lipstick, bending toward
the mirror to reapply. I reach in front of them to grab a paper towel and quickly make
my way back to the bar. Unfortunately, I neglect to see the full glass of merlot my
husband has waiting for me sitting on the bar top and knock it over with my purse.
Red wine splashes onto the pant legs and feet of the girl next to me. I’m about to
apologize but she doesn’t give me a chance. “Oh my God, seriously?” she spews.
jumping up. “I’m so sorry,” I say, handing her a stack of cocktail napkins. Her shoes
weren’t that cute anyway.

garden birdbath
warblers and robins
call a truce

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Rebecca Vedavathy, Hyderabad, India

Questions of continuity

A conversation is a slice of blueberry cheesecake. You're entitled to change the

compote. But blueberry on our cheesecake, you look for a poem on your phone.
Without noticing me fidgeting with the cushion on my lap you spoon cheesecake into
your mouth reading about circles. A circle. Wonderwall playing in the background.
I'm tucking my stomach in licking cheesecake off the spoon. As if you read my mind:

"Circles and Wonderwall! Are you calling me fat? “you ask.

Do I laugh at you or the irony of my own thoughts/actions?

the hammock
sways to a still
punctuation mark

what if I run out of things to say to you?

"Write a poem about the cheesecake."

"As if poems work that way."

"This cheesecake won’t be this cheesecake without you and me."

who says that sort of thing?

At this point I'm plotting a vague piece of writing. What about the conversation about
the cheesecake? The layers, the crust, the cream cheese, the blueberry compote. One
conversation sinking into the next.

undiscussed
the bandaid below
your right eyelid

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Michael H Lester, Los Angeles, USA

In the Comfort of Strangers

At thirteen, a paper route of my own!

Two blocks on Griggs and two blocks on Ilene in northwest Detroit. My route borders
Griff’s drugstore where I buy all my favorite candies: Milk Duds, Junior Mints, Necco
Wafers, red licorice, Rolo, Bun (maple and vanilla), Chuckles, Dots, Spice Drops, and
Jujubes.

new face in town -

the stray cat finds a treat
we leave on the stoop

We pick up our papers every afternoon at the nearby paper station where we fold
them and talk sports. Detroit has very competitive teams in hockey, football, baseball,
and basketball. Most of the other paperboys in our station are older than I am. Two
large boys, Sutton and Burford, argue constantly.

I deliver the pre-folded papers, neatly packed in the canvas bag tied to the handlebars
of my green Schwinn, tossing them from the sidewalk as I pass each customer's house.
With time, I get to know many of the residents on my route.

a plaintive wail -
we let the stray inside
just for one night

Eddie, the station chief, occasionally instructs us to canvas our routes for new
customers. Some people have trouble saying no to a thirteen-year-old, others pretend
they aren't home. On a particularly cold night, one woman invites me in for hot
chocolate and cookies. I swear the bag says dog biscuits. For Christmas, she gives me
a hand warmer. I suppose everyone has a favorite customer.

On very inclement days, I sometimes ask my father to drive me on my route. Once,

the ice on the street is so deep we can’t get the car out and I have to deliver the papers
on my bicycle in near blizzard conditions. I cry most of the way to my route and most
of the way back, but I deliver all my papers.

thank you note -

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a bird with broken wings and
paw prints on the stoop

One winter day, Sutton and Burford finally come to blows. I have never seen a real
fight before and I tremble with fear and excitement. In what seems like seconds, Sutton
sends Burford to the hospital; his blood spattered all over the station.

The fight makes the morning paper.

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G Akila, Hyderabad, India

Deadlines

petrichor weighing the sky a cuckoo’s cry

Save these shredded clusters of hair.

Hold a few of them and note the tip of each one curling into a fairy tale where all roads
meander towards the castle of Happily Ever After.

Do you see the strands dipped in silver grey, scented with fables where Karma comes
a full circle?

Ma calls the knotted ones, sparrow's nests. If you watch them for long, you will find
them honey-combed with stories.

On the days of dew and mist these bunches would poem down as etymologies or
remain palmed in virtues of time to break down later into a cathartic downpour.

Would you please emboss them with my time? Let the Foreword be my epitaph.

chemo -
she sweeps the garden
twice over

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Johannes SH Bjerg, Copenhagen, Denmark

Foam

At the monastery, we’d all do our bit collecting the dishes and cutlery, glasses and
serving plates after each meal and do the washing up together. We who could stand
on our own, it is. A lot of the resident monks and nuns were very old and feeble and
often got entangled in their beards and the younger monks and nuns who were the
only ones allowed to touch them would patiently perform “the rite of untangling”
which could take hours as it demands 111 lit candles, half a pound of frankincense
and the reading of the entire psalter.

in the room of The Fall

we’re rubber shadows
bouncing off each other

Yes, the nuns had a beard too. “Something to do with the nearby nuclear power
plant”, a very old sister told me and made the sound of the cross; a sort of creaking
sound much like that of old floor boards. She pointed to a dark foreboding silhouette
in the distance which looked sorta like burnt out coal. “Yes, it’s shut down now, but
once the Evil One has been given a finger ...”. We said 100 Jesus Prayers hoping …

with the word asparagus

a doll’s house gets
more complicated

I digress. It was the washing of dishes, I came from. A couple of the younger monks –
around 95 years old, I’d guess – would partake as well after each meal and apparently,
they thought it was the most funny thing they could do and they would use litre after
litre of washing up fluid and the kitchen would fill up with foam which eventually
would go out the windows and doors and they laughed and they laughed and had a
great time. “Don’t worry. It’s bio-degradable and blessed by the Patriarch of
Constantinople”, and we’d all use the cover of the foam to tickle whoever we touched
and …

ten thousand years later

will ‘danger’ still
mean danger?

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Anatomy

He knows a lot about a dead man’s life, so much that he forgets his own at times. He
has a feeling he should have been somewhere talking to someone but he’s not. He
drops a couple of Alka-Seltzers in the coffee instead of the glass of water next to it,
exclaims an ‘Argh, not again!’ and waits for the sizzle to stop before he drinks it. ‘It’ll
mix down there anyway’, he says to no one and rubs his stomach. The rock in his head
lowers its voice.

skin
a membrane keeping two fogs
apart

She flips through a local paper a few years old and sees that back then nothing
happened as well. Not then, not now. The ads are the same as in the recent edition
and the priest’s column is about ‘what to do in summer’ and not the approaching
Passover. She doesn’t do Passovers. Then she tears it up and uses it for getting the
stove going. According to the calendar it’s spring but the weather doesn’t seem to be
aware of that. She looks out the window towards the church and down at her feet. It’s
like that.

before the nature of light beaming out of our eyes

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Kasturi Jadhav, Mumbai, India

The Outsiders

The writer's eye and a photographer's lens. Both outsiders. Looking inside.

Opening windows.

Into old churches with cool-to-the-touch wooden pews.

Into laughing strangers turned to silhouettes by the summer sun.

Into children on pavements running furiously just because they feel like.

Into the evening sky cut into

geometric shapes by lit buildings.

Into faded kites strung on jamun trees.

city lights
the slow pull of gravity
as we land

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Poornima Laxmeshwar, Bengaluru, India

Of departures and unnecessary spaces

You said you were too flawed to be embraced, too broken to be put back together
again. But I wanted to hold your soul in the cup of my palm and keep it safe. For
maybe, I belonged to it.

In the trinket hoard of your being—of antiques, quirky collectibles, LP records, smoke,
wine, books and more books, I wondered if there could ever be space for me. If there
could ever be time for you to disown and drop it on my lips.

The first time we kissed, I could feel the stars burst in my mouth.

Maybe in that moment I felt reassured. It was an evidence of how much you wanted
me. Or so I believed. How could I fill the void, that absolute black of the years that
passed by in aches and hauntings?

We made love. Stripping away our senses even when all we did was feel. In that hour
when you licked the moon off my skin, I gave away a bit of me in flesh and bones.
Is it really necessary that all that begins well, ends well?

paper boat
the slow disappearance
of a rainbow

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Martha Magenta, Bristol, UK

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old moon—
I find a silver hair
in the mirror

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Alan Summers, Chippenham, UK

Paper Tears

At Christmas, the teachers gave him guns and a pair of handcuffs;

he’s six and confuses them,
swaps them for a fire-fighting boat

with another boy.

His father takes him to the cinema the following week

to see The Sound of Music,
twice,

with different women.

cormorant tree
but who asked
the snowman

A waitress his mother knows, from the local restaurant, regularly picks the boy up
from school instead, over the following months they watch professional wrestling on
television.

mother memories
like the lemon meringue
no one else could…

He gets headaches trying to be older, has growing pains

that keep him awake at night;
with just a torch, under the blankets, comic heroes are getting wet.

the blue suitcase

an occluded moon
is a balancing act

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Kizzy doesn’t own the moon anymore,

and I’m sure there isn’t blue cheese up there either.

Down here there’s a flesh and blood me that likes to hide in small corner furniture
units, wondering if he really does exist.

There are things to hug in this world, unlike this boy lost on paper–
will he stop fading in the sun?

cloudshifting
the robin's song
between sobs

Does anyone with a magnifying glass at mid-day risk a boy of paper going up in
flames
in its tight beam of heat blackening the sheet?

Will questions ever have answers

and does the dog he loved gently un-die in his arms,
and can a town be larger than its stamp on an envelope I post asking Toy Town
for help?

cold blue
all the cracks
in sidewalks

the air cold

with dog hairs
redemption

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Book in Spotlight

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Vinay Leo R, Bengaluru, India

Ruskin Bond’s Book of Verse – A Review

Ruskin Bond’s Book of Verse

by Ruskin Bond

Paperback: 135 pages

Publisher: Penguin India (9 May 2007)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0143102400
ISBN-13: 978-0143102403
Product Dimensions: 12.9 x 17.8 cm
Available in paperback (₹ 250.00) and kindle (₹ 167.20) versions on amazon.in

In the opinion of this little poet, the power that a verse of poetry holds is profound.
We write to relieve ourselves of a little mind weight, the thoughts flowing from heart
to paper (or document, as the case may be). However, there seems to be an idea going
around that poetry must always be full of depth, going through many layers to present
its case. I disagree with that idea. Poetry can be as simple and direct as the heart that
writes it, thinks it and beats its words.

Ruskin Bond’s poetry is refreshing. It brings out what it wants to, and doesn’t pretend
to have depth. It is simple, yet very soulful. It inspires, and provokes thought, and in
its words, makes me escape from the tiredness of life, and from the feeling of being
trapped without being able to write.

From the book, I take the example of the poem “Snail”. So often we give up on life’s
journey halfway, knowing and seeing the obstacles that are in our way. The poet looks
at the snail, its slow journey as it crosses a busy road full of vehicles, knowing and
understanding that it might get squashed under a wheel. But the creature moves
onward, one inch at a time, till it reaches the destination. The poet salutes the
willpower of the snail, at the same time bringing out that we can take a lesson from
that willpower as well.

There is a lovely poem about life on the back cover itself. This shows that life is
dependent, part of another life no matter how independent it may seem. The leaf
which is part of the tree, the tree which is part of a mountain side, and the mountain
which comes out from the sea… and the sea like a raindrop in God’s hands! I think
it’s one of the best poems I’ve read recently in print.

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It always surprises me to see haiku in a poetry collection and a pleasant surprise at
that. Here, the poet shares some haiku in the Kanshicho form of haiku, where it isn’t
limited by syllables. From his set, I liked the one of the petunias the most.

To pull off humour in writing is never easy. To do it in verse is a little more difficult.
The poet does it here with some moments of brilliance. I liked the one about believing
in ghosts the most. It showed that what we can see is not always what is true.

What I liked in this collection of verse is the simplicity in presentation, which leaves
the reader still mesmerized after the read. The cover page design is also appealing, as
is the verse on the back cover. The poems inspire verse and to a poet, can be very
valuable.

Though some poems did not appeal, most of the collection does. A delight to read,
indeed.

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Artist in Spotlight

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Sukant Khurana, Lucknow, India

Interviewed by Raamesh Gowri Raghavan

When Sukant, an old friend of mine from my M.Sc. days, called me out of the blue to
tell me about an art exhibition that he was doing, I was, well, I was a sailing ship
whose wind had stopped. WTF was my first reaction. I like my Indian tradition of
silo-ing people into science or arts or commerce streams, so at first, I could not quite
understand how Sukant, a professional scientist with a PhD and a job at Central Drug
Research Institute, Lucknow can also be a professional artist who has actually sold
paintings. This intersectionality confuses me (and makes me jealous), but Sukant
straddles them easily. I took this interview when I visited him in June 2017.

R: Why have you chosen to be both an artist and a scientist? And an entrepreneur. It’s
like you walked into one of those Indian colleges that offer Arts, Science and
Commerce and applied for all three streams. How did your parent react? Your peers?

S: I wish I had a simple response to this, saying how my parents have supported all throughout
or how my peers have supported. Or the exact opposite, that I am doing what I am doing despite
no support. My primary years were spent in a school called Shiv Niketan Public School, which
in the 80s had no uniforms, no tests, and only took supposedly gifted children to keep its
student-to-teacher ratio at one is to three. I did not have a backdoor to this special school but
somehow the principal thought that I was a gifted painter because I was more focussed on
drawing realistic images of the class room instead of the questions in the entrance test! That
school, where I excelled, and my parents’ attitude set the tone for rest of the life. When it came
to college I almost chose art but then before the last day or two registered for microbiology,
realizing I can do art while doing science but not the other way around [Silos! Silos!]. After a
PhD and a post-doc at Cold Spring Harbour and some exhibitions and even some medicine
patents, still to date I keep getting advice from my peers and seniors to choose either!

R: Whoa! That is some answer. Now coming to your live exhibitions. Why on earth
did you choose this theme of destructive creation and creative destruction? Have we
not enough destruction around us? Whether it’s the destruction of truth in our times
of ‘alternative facts’ or art in the name of ‘saving culture’, or the destruction of ancient
archaeological remains in Palmyra because the IS just can, it’s the hallmark of this
decade. So how do you say destruction can itself be an art form? Can an artist destroy
his own work, in the name of ‘destructive creation’? Doesn’t it, once s/he’s done with
it, belong to the whole world?

S: Raamesh, it can be art to take an old work of art and destroy it - and make something new
of it. Artists are always doing it You can take the example of Gustav Metzger, who was doing

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it in the 60s. In fact, I don’t think anything is art unless it is challenging our notions of seeing
the world in fixed ways. So, of course, it can be art to paint a canvas over 70 times. Or to tear
the canvas.

But that doesn’t extend to the sort of bashers who destroyed the plastic cow installation at
Jaipur, or Doshi’s Gumpha in Baroda… you can’t hide behind that.

R: In you case, I’m going to argue seeing is believing. Look, this sounds anathema to
me, a student of art history. Frankly, I think the that the thousand-year grace of the
Bodhisattva Padmapani at Ajanta is the high-water mark of Indian Art, I am always
thinking in terms of conservation and protection.

S: Art is at once, both ephemeral and eternal. How long do you think that Ajanta mural will
survive? Another 100 years? The end of humanity? The end of the Earth? But it stays in your
mind even after the physical form is lost - that’s why it is eternal. I am also working on a series,
where the art work keeps peeling off, revealing different layers with time.

R: Sounds terrifying. Firstly, I have my difficulties coming to terms with modern art
(though I admit a guilty secret of liking it). I buy the stereotype of modern art -
splashes and squares and triangles and other shapes, bereft of meaning. I join the man
on the Chinchpokli omnibus in gasping when some billionaire lightens their wallet by
a few millions. Now you say, you not only talk through these shapes and squiggles,
but also their destruction…

S: Modern art is different things to different people. Some want to put something on a canvas
and say that it makes a statement. I put something on a canvas, and what it says to me is valid
for that day. The next day, it was yesterday. Whatever meaning it had, went away with
yesterday. It might have been anger or sadness or sex or simply a mug of coffee. So, what do I
do? I scrub that layer, and add something that is meaningful for today… Like life and with
time, the works keep on having an evolving meaning, one when they are abandoned
(euphemistically put: completed) and another as they age in front of an aging viewer.

R: But as Dumbledore said, our lives are a summation of our decisions… may not be
the best quote for this occasion, but when you look back, life is so many days…

S: …which do not stack up. Well, that’s how I see it, and so express myself. What happened
yesterday is now dissolved, you cannot go back and correct it. It is just a memory now, and
memory is like art in so many ways - ephemeral too, eternal too. In my exhibitions, this is what
I’m trying to show. I take an old work of art of mine, and then destroy it creatively… so it
emerges as um, a new work of art, saying something afresh…

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R: Well, I realise I’ve also created separate silos for art history and modern art in my
head. But your notion that our days don’t stack up to a linear narrative, that each has
to be taken as it comes. If not willy, nilly. Let’s say it sounds like something from
nihilist philosophy…

S: Actually, you may say it comes from my other great passion - neuroscience. We have this
thing we use for computational stuff called ‘Markov Chain’… the notion that an event depends
only on the one before it, and has no bearing on the direction of the event that is going to come
after it, except that it will be just one leap away… think of it as jumping on a giant chessboard,
one square at a time.

R: Wow, art and neuroscience, one is boggled. So, tell me again, what is it you really
do in creative destruction? How is it different from destructive creation?

S: It’s actually very simple. CD is when you find ways to destroy something in a way that is
itself expressive. In DC, the process is reductive, but the product is something that makes a
statement.

R: Give me an example.

S: See, in DC, I paint a canvas and then wash it off to let the remnant be my statement, or I
strip a layer from a painting to reveal another hidden beneath it… Also, each layer immediately
washed adds to a final painting in almost a true democratic way.

R: Sort of saying that the truth or life or whatever is what happens after you’ve washed
the unnecessary layers off… money, lifestyles, falana, falana…

S: Well, that is one way to see it… but for everyone there is a separate and equally valid
reaction…

R: but that is purposeful, evolutionary…

S: And that is what I am trying to show…the bizarre metaphor that life is not a summation of
days, but a mere matrix of them, senseless yet meaningful.

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Submission Guidelines

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Narrow Road Literary Magazine is a triannual journal published in April, August and
December. It focusses on flash fiction, poetry and haibun. The first edition of the
journal, which you have been reading was invite only. However, from the second
edition we are open to unsolicited submissions and will read your works during the
following periods:

June 1 - July 15 for the August Issue.

Oct 1 - Nov 15 for the December Issue.

Feb 1 - Mar 15 for the April Issue.

All flash fiction pieces, poems and haibun (works) submitted for publication will
undergo a review by editors of the individual genres. It will take approximately a
month for them to notify you whether your submission has been accepted, accepted
subject to revisions, or not accepted. Please be aware that at times, our editors may be
unavailable for short periods, so there could be delays in getting back to you. Time
constraints and the voluntary nature of editors' roles restrict editors from
corresponding in any depth with writers whose work has not been accepted.

We like to keep the communication lines clear and simple. But please do follow the
following guidelines. Please remember all submissions are subject to these guidelines.

1) You may submit up to three pieces in a single submission during any one
submission period.

2) You may only submit work that is not under consideration by other publications.
Works posted on closed Internet discussion forums or on personal web sites that are
not publication sites will be considered, and so will previously published works,
provided you inform us of the publication venue and date. If accepted, the said work
will be noted as previously published.

4) Once a work is accepted, we reserve the right to publish the work in the next issue
of Narrow Road, and in any associated annual print or online journals or anthologies.

5) Narrow Road retains first rights for all works that appear in this journal for the first
time. This means that if your work is subsequently published elsewhere, that
publication must cite Narrow Road as the place of original publication.

6) Please do include your Name and your place of residence in the mail that you send
us.

Submission Procedures are as follows.

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1) Submissions are to be sent to individual editors on [email protected] .
The editor for each genre are listed below: -

a) Flash Fiction – Rohini Gupta

b) Poetry –Raamesh Gowri Raghavan

c) Haibun – Paresh Tiwari

2) Your subject line should contain your name, the title(s) of your works, the genre
you are submitting for and the date. Send separate emails for separate genres, it makes the
editors’ lives a wee bit more worth living. We request you to paste your work directly into
the body of the email, unless the concrete structure of your work requires you to put
it in a word doc or pdf. In this case please do mention in your mail that you want your
work to appear in the form you have sent.

Copy Editing

All work accepted will be copy (not content) edited. As for changes in content, once a
piece has been accepted and formatted for the journal, we will not accept content
changes except under unusual circumstances.

We look forward to your works.

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What are we looking for?

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Flash Fiction

Flash fiction is very short fiction which can range anywhere from 6 words to 1000
words. It's called flash because it can be read easily in a few minutes. It is also called
quick fiction, short-short, micro fiction, sudden fiction, smoke long fiction or postcard
fiction.

The only difference between short stories and flash fiction is the length. In this
magazine, we are looking for stories of no more than 1000 words. There is no
minimum length. If you can tell a story in very few words, go for it. The shorter your
story (if it fulfils the criteria of a story), the better your chance of getting it accepted.

However, the maximum length is fixed. Which means 1000 and below is okay but 1001
and above is not. Edit carefully and check word length before sending it in.

Within the 1000 words we are looking for a complete story with a beginning, a middle
and an end, at least one character, some action or movement and preferably, some
dialogue.

A story can be defined as - a character facing a problem, acting to resolve it and

reaching some kind of completion at the end. There must be movement and progress
in the story.

The ending can be of any kind – a happy or unhappy ending. A twist or a surprise or
even an ambiguous ending provided it seems natural and not contrived.

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Poetry

There are as many definitions of poetry as there are poets. Wordsworth defined poetry
as "the spontaneous overflow of powerful feelings;" Emily Dickinson said, "If I read a
book and it makes my body so cold no fire ever can warm me, I know that is poetry;"
and Dylan Thomas defined poetry this way: "Poetry is what makes me laugh or cry or
yawn, what makes my toenails twinkle, what makes me want to do this or that or
nothing."

Poetry is a lot of things to a lot of people. And we at Narrow Road will not attempt to
tell you what that is, since we are not that sure either. But yes, we not look at
unnecessarily4 rhyming words very kindly.

P.S. Please avoid sending us shape poetry. It’s the devil to format and is a great cause
of destroyed friendships.

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Go ahead and send a villanelle, sonnet or any other form poetry if you’re confident of getting the meter and
rhythm right, alongside the rhyme.

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Haibun

Haibun is a prose poem that uses embedded haiku to enhance the composition’s
overall resonance and effect. And that’s all that we will leave you with. English
language haibun is an evolving and highly complex form of writing and if we start
delving into the various definitions, do’s and don’ts, is and isn’t, we may never be
able to enjoy what the form may stand for.

The fourteen haibun contained in this first issue would give you a fair idea of what
we are looking for. Surprise us, move us, shock us, just do not maintain the status quo.
As for the haiku in the haibun, we believe it to be an integral part of the composition.
It should move the story forward, or take the narrative in another direction It may add
insight or another dimension to the prose, resolves the conflict in an unpredictable
way, or may question the resolution of the prose.

It’s perfectly fine with us if the haiku does not work as a standalone piece of poetry, if
it makes sense in the overall narrative and follows the other aesthetics of a haiku, we
are open to it. But, yes 5-7-5 is usually not a haiku.

Happy Writing!

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Index of Poets and Writers

Aasif Shah, Imphal, India ...................37 Mark Gilbert, Nottingham, UK ..........41

Alaka Yeravadekar, Pune, India ........17 Martha Magenta, Bristol, UK .............56
Alan Summers, Chippenham, UK .....57 Michael H Lester, Los Angeles, USA
Allison Grayhurst, Toronto, Canada .23 ......................................................26, 49
Angelee Deodhar, Chandigarh, India Neha Chaudhuri, Mumbai, India ......43
............................................................45 Paresh Tiwari, Hyderabad, India ......11
Angelo B Ancheta, Rizal, Philippines Patricia Walsh, Cork, Ireland .............20
............................................................15 Poornima Laxmeshwar, Bengaluru,
Arjun Bali, Mumbai, India ..................42 India ...................................................55
Baisali Chatterjee Dutt, Kolkata, India Priya Narayanan, Ahmedabad, India
............................................................35 ............................................................34
Bhaskar Caduveti Rao, Mumbai, India Raamesh Gowri Raghavan, Thane,
..............................................................9 India ...................................................12
Brandon Marlon, Ottawa, Canada ....27 Rakhee Pant, Thane, India ..................38
G Akila, Hyderabad, India .................51 Rebecca Vedavathy, Hyderabad, India
Gayatri Lakhiani-Chawla, Mumbai, ............................................................48
India ...................................................29 Reshmy Warrier, Mumbai, India .......32
Ishwar Vedam, Bengaluru, India .......16 Rohini Gupta, Mumbai, India ............18
JB Mulligan, Washingtonville, USA ..13 Scott Thomas Outlar, Atlanta, USA...21
Jessica Malone Latham, Santa Rosa, Sukant Khurana, Lucknow, India63, 77
USA ....................................................22 Tasneem Pardiwalla, Mumbai, India 40
Joan McNerney, Ravena, USA ...........30 Terri L French, Huntsville, USA ..33, 47
Johannes SH Bjerg, Copenhagen, Varsha Pillai, Bengaluru, India ..........31
Denmark ............................................52 Vinay Leo R, Bengaluru, India ...........60
Kala Ramesh, Pune, India .............28, 46 Vinita Agrawal, Mumbai, India .........25
Kasturi Jadhav, Mumbai, India ..........54 Wayne Russell, Columbus, USA........24
Mark Blickley, New York, USA ...........6

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