Assignment 1 Edu 214 Natalie Fernandez
Assignment 1 Edu 214 Natalie Fernandez
EDU 214
My first memory of one of my first teachers is having been adamantly called out
during class time for holding my pencil wrong, when in fact, I had been doing the same thing
everybody else had been doing in learning how to hold their pencil. I was the only colored
person in class having grown up in England, so when she did this, she had further
embarrassed me and made me feel like I was wrong in every way. She had assigned me extra
homework that night, which had me vow to never become a teacher. Yet, here I am years
later, here I am striving to become the best teacher I can for my future students and thinking
about how life works in mysterious ways. Now, I vow to become an educator that will remain
compassionate and create an environment where my students won’t feel singled out or
embarrassed as I felt in that moment. I now strive to teach the new generation to guide and
influence my future students down the right path. However, I didn’t always want to be a
teacher as I got older, and the family pressures of becoming something I didn’t want to be
During my previous Fall Semester here at CSN I was going through a science
program to transfer to UNLV and become a Physical Therapist. I wasn’t forced to go through
the program and take this career path, yet I felt extremely pressured to do so coming from my
mother and several of my aunts since they were all in some sort of medical. Not only this, I
convinced myself there was no other way and chose an area where I would be around gore or
death as little as possible considering I am very sensitive and squeamish. Towards the end of
that semester I started to realize that I really couldn’t see a future with me in any kind of
medical field where I would feel happy and content in my environment and started to panic,
thinking that it was too late for me to go back to switch out. Around this time, I took a job
where I worked at a small local owned pizzeria that catered school lunches to Charter
Schools. My job was to make or prepare the childrens’ school lunches, deliver, and serve it to
the children. I was essentially a school lunch lady and surprisingly enough, this job was the
reason why I wanted to become a teacher. When I first stepped back into that kind of school
environment, I felt something warm bloom in my chest, and so at ease since I was anxious for
my first day at my new job. The decoration, teachers, and catching glimpses of children
learning while passing classrooms all spoke to me, and this had led to many sleepless nights
as well as thorough research into becoming an educator. Not only this, but during my job I
had frequent interactions with the children I served, and making them smile or laugh had
further made me realize that I wanted to be involved with Elementary Education specifically,
The combination of my job and research had made me realize that being an educator
was my true calling. The kid friendly environment, the passing of knowledge for the future
generations to uphold, and the lasting impact I may be towards my future students as an
elementary school teacher are aspects that drive me to become an educator. Completing my
last semester in my other EDU classes and lectures have shaped me a bit into discovering my
own teaching style and the type of teacher I want to be and what my future students need me
to be. I want to be the type of teacher that can create an environment that is sensitive towards
a child’s emotions in terms of ensuring they don’t feel as though they are unwelcomed,
singled out, feel anxious around me or their peers, etc. Not only this, I want to be able to be a
teacher that can balance out my teaching style to fit the classroom as best as I can to where
they won’t fall extremely behind their other peers because they are unable to understand what
they are learning. These reasons are the reason why I want to become a teacher.
VARK SCORES
● Visual 4
● Aural 10
● Read/Write 5
● Kinesthetic 13