Title ; DILLEMA

Author ; ADDIE

LANGUAGE ; SHONA NOVEL

Dedication : This story was written as a real-life kind of portrayal of lifes challenges

Nyaya iyi inonan'anidza nokuongorora nyaka-nyaka nembona mbona

dzinosanganikwa nadzo muhupenyu

zvichienderana ne nhurikidzanwa yenhevedzano yesanduko mukati

memabiribobi emwaka dzatinorarama

Special Thanks to Bra-jey, he understood and he believed!

DILLEMA

STORY BY ADDIE
CHAPTER 1

"Tapiwa shaa handina mari yekuti uite masubjects ese kuma extra
lessons.Ndangowana ye 3 masubjects chete.wochitoita 3 ari challenging kwauri."
Ndimai vangu vaitaura neni, apa vaingotaura zvavo as if it was simple asi ndakaona kuti
she was hurting.Mai vangu vaisada kuti ndishaye mari yekuchikoro be it stationary or
fees.She would struggle kuti ndifananewo nevamwevo vanana baba, so she would
make sure kuti zvese ndazviwana.

My name is Tapiwa.l am a daughter of a strong single mother ,,my

mentor.Ndakakudzwa nambuya and i am so proud of her ,she is also my mentor.I was
now doing form four ndakugara namhamha kuti ndiverenge because kwambuya
ndaiswera ndichitamba u know vana mbuya havana grip tsereki.Ndaidzidza paMutare
girls' high xl.I was so small zvekuti chero kunzi ndiri kuprimary zvaiita.Kuti ndifambe
kubva kumba kuChikanga to school mutwn distance yacho yairwadza bt it was a
walkable distance. I decided to go kulocal school for august holiday lessons as i was
sitting for my O level exams November. You know what happens when pupils from
different schools meet at a ghetto school.They start grading each other vekuma 'A'
schools vachishamisira nekuita chisalad chisina basa rese.This was the situation
paChisamba primary school.Chisamba primary is in sakubva of which iripadhuze
neChikanga kwandaigara.First day takasvika tikaita registration.I was happy
ndichionawo vamwe veku Girls high 2 Manyara and Alice.i was relieved,,,at least i had
some people to talk to."Pano munouya makapfeka zvenyu uniform dzekuzvikoro
kwenyu" ndevamwe teacher vakaita announcement.heyi ndakafara zvisingaiti nekuti
mucheka wacho papasina.The following day ndakaenda kuchikoro ndakapfeka hangu
track suit yangu yekugirls high.I had a small body yes bt ndaitozvinzwawo kuti
ndiripo.The other two ladies were well built vatokura zvaienderanawo nekuti munhu
ariform four.Manyara anga akanaka aine macurves haa chakanaka chakana mukaka
zvawo hairungwi munyu."Alice akuenda ku Girlz high shaa".ko why ndakabvunza
manyara."iiii hanzi mastandards ekuno are too low kkkkkkkki".takabatsirana hedu
kuseka
Takapinda mu maths lesson ,as i was short ndakafurira manyara kuti tigare kufront
kwandaizoonawo board.Lesson yakatanga zvayo zviribhoo munongozivawo extra
lesson nevana from different schools kunyanya ghetto maingodaidzirwa chero.The
teacher tried as much as could to control but zvaitonetsa.door ranga ririkuback
kweclassroom iyi saka zvaiva kumashure ndandisinga zvioni.kuzoti 30 mins down
ndakangonzwa vasikana vakuscreema.nekupfupika kwangu hapana zvandakakwanisa
kuona."Chii?" I asked Nyari."Shamwaaariiiika GUSTOMER rapinda shaa".ndolanguage
yataishandisa kuti paita zvemuface

"Akaitasei Nyari"i asked my friend asi reply handina kuiwana."Nyariee" haa no

sign.Nyari akanga atofreezer hake."Nyariree iwe"ndakadaro ndichimuzunguza."hee"
akadaro but she was still pafreez point.Nekunonokerwa ndakasimuka kutarisawo
wanike heyi paita zveGustomer zvesure rine jimpepe(side bends),light in complextion
nemitara padumbu(6 pack) ndoaiva mataurire edu papfacha(girls high).Kuti rakafamba
sei kusvika kumberi handizivi ndakazongonzwa kuti "i am sry sir i am late", "find a place
to sit n sit down".ndakazongoerekana gustomer ragara padesk ranga rakatarisana
neredu."okay order,,,,order in class,,,, attention everyone,,,,right as i was saying,,,,,as i
was saying,,,, order,,,, we subtract two from both sides "sir apa vaingotaura havo
nevakomana, vasikana vanga vaenda negustomer.

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CHAPTER 2
"Heyi vanasikana vangu, end of year hamusi kunonyora mukomana uyo nhaika.tarisai
kuno kuboard.fungai kunetseka kurikuita vabereki venyu kuti muuye kuno kuextra
lesson mapedza makuvarairwa netwukomana.musadaroso.rwendo rwunorema
rwapadhuze.imboitai zvechikoro" teacher vakataura izvi vachipangidza kurwadzirwa
mumoyo.Ndofunga vaitofunga kuti anenge ari mwana wavo achito varairwa hake
nemukomana during lesson time.Pavaitaura kudai ndakabva ndafunga background
yangu and how my mother was suffering kuti ndigadzire rangu ramangwana
rakanaka.Ndakatarisa vamwe vasikana vaivamo so uone zvigagairwa zvevasikana
kwakuzvitarisawo hangu tapiwa kwakutoona kuti pakadai i don't stand a chance.Kutaura
chokwadi it was crush at first sight,asi ndakazvidzora nekufunga kumba plus
competition yaivapo ndobvandadzosera maziso angu kuboard.Pakabva paita knock
padoor vari vamwewo teacher vanga vachida kunzwa kuti what was the noise all
about.Gustomer rakabva rabuditsa writting pad ne pen.Those days waiti ukanyorerwa
tsamba pawritting pad,it was a sign of money kwabva tsamba because kabook kacho
kaidhura.Sir vakapinda muclass ndokucontinue nelesson yavo.Ndakaona gustomer rira
rakuworker maths mu writting pad ndikaziva kuti apa parira mari.Chakandishamisa
manje mari ne uniform yepaElise Gledhill iyo yanga iri mughetto imomo haa zvaisava
neconnection.Sir vakabva vaenderera zvavo mberi nemaequation avaidzidzisa.Apa
mudzidzisi uyu anga aine chipo zvake chekudzidzisa.

"We call it a day" teacher vakadaro vachibuda muclass.Ndofunga musi uyu i was the
only girl who was paying attention because pakangobuda teacher chete it was "Tafara
hi" , "hesi Tafara" ,"long tym tafara" and before i knew it madesk edu anga
akomberedzwa nevasikana.Hoo nhai Tafara ndoraiva zita regustomer.Ndakatsvotwa
nezvanga zvakuitika ndobva ndasimuka kuti ndibude muclass for break."Handei Nyarie,
hande zvedu tinodyira panze" ndakashamisika shamwari yangu yakuti "handisikuenda
kubreak enda hako".Ndakatora mapapers angu andai workera maths ndikaisa mubag
nepen ndakabva ndabatirana book rangu negustomer."Ah sorry shaa bt ndokumbirawo
book rako.i need some notes amanyora ndisati ndauya".Eish voice racho chete, as he
was saying this his eyes looked directly into mine.I dont want to lie my heart
sank."Ahhhh tapiwa anonoka kuuya uyo, you can have mine" , ndakashamisika
kunzwa Manyara akudaro."Haa no thanx ndukuda rasmally uyu anonyorwa zviri clear i
have a problem with my eye sight but thanx".Ndakangoti" its okay you can have
it".Ndofunga Manyara akabva anyara nekuti akabva ati "ahhhh hande tese Tapiwa i
need to use the ladies".Tichangoti budei muclass ndakabva ndasangana neumwe
musikana aigara muline medu ainzi Sinikiwe tikamhoresana hedu nekutombotaura
twunyaya.Sinikiwe aidzidza paElise Gledhill saka ndakabva ndati chance given rega
ndibva ndabvunza nezva Tafara."Sinkie nhai ko whats up with that dude apinda muclass
medu anonzi Tafara, weku chikoro kwenyu, sure vasikana kubva va screema zvekudaro
kunga vanhu vanopenga.ini ndashaya chashamisira paari".really ini kuchishaya
chashamisa ini ndaita sebenzi ndakamira ndega ndega muclass ndichivarairwa
paapinda."Haumuzive here Tafara,wani anosiuya kuchikanga necoaster ravo rakanzi
mhukahuru kana pari paweekend.vanhu vane zvinhu zvavo mashops mabar
nemabus"." Hoo ahhh ini handimuzive.saka sei achidzidza paelise iko kumba kwavo
kune bag kudaro?" ndakabvunza."Mari yakatotangawo kuita manje manje apa atova
form 3 saka maybe arikungoda kupedzisa chikoro chake pa elise ipapa.Vasikana
vanongoscreema zvavo bt haana kana basa navo.Tapiwa rega ndiende shaa ndokuona
pakuenda kumba".Takasara tichitaura hedu nyaya pamwe nekudya naManyara.Pese
apa ndandichifunga mandanga ndichidzima dzima ndikazvinyarira.Ko achatii, anoti
musikana anehutsvina uyu,iye azombotorerei book rangu,idzi dzaingove pfungwa
dzaipisa dzega.takagara zvedu kusvika break rakuda kunopera then bvatadzokera
zvedu muclass.At least vanhu vanga vadzikama but takasvika panzvimbo pedu
pagarwa izvo zvakandisvota because ndaiva mupfupi kumashure ndaisaona
chinhu.Takazoona nzvimbo kumashure tikagara zvedu ikoko science teacher vachibva
vangopinda.

"My name is Mr Muponda, i will be taking you for science lessons.Right ndokumbirawo
kuti mugare magarire amanga makaita mumaths lesson so that we can quickly identify
you coz makawandisa.Mwari wangu anga andinzwa.Ndakafara zvisingaiti asi handifungi
kuti ndaidarika Manyara because she was wearing a big smile on her face and it didnt
take time for her to pack up her bag.Ndakazobatanidza mabooks Nyarie atove kudesk
ratanga takagara mumaths kudhara.ko zvaaiva murefu chii chachanyanya kumufadza
kudaro question mark ngaa.

The lesson proceeded well and i really enjoyed this lesson, truth be told the teachers
here were skilled.They were so equiped with the right teaching and learning aids.after
the lesson takabuda zvedu naManyara tikaenda kunze tichimirira time ye
Geo.Ndapagate kuenda kumba ndakanzwa kuti "Iwe smally ,,,, smalliiiiiiee,,,
iwe".Takacheukirana naNyari wanike inga ndiTafara arikufemeruka.Ndakashamisika
Nyari achiti "inini here".chakanyanyondishamisa ndechekuti she wasn't small at all saka
kuzoti inini here ndokutii manje."Not iwewe sry i mean you" achisa book rangu
mumaoko angu."thanx shaa asi wawato dhibha book rako" , " not really ndangoti
pamwe u still want to use it saka ndati ndozotora mangwana" obviously i was blashing
"Okay makutoenda kumba here, where do you stay i can give you a ride home as a way
of saying thanx".Whaaaaat he had a car mwana wechikoro haaaa surely those girls had
a right to screem.Apa i thot he wanted to get a way to talk to Nyari coz vatapiwa vangu
had no any attraction to attract such a guy." "No thanx we can walk home "
ndakadaro.Ndakashamisika nyari akuti "yes pliz, ndirikunzwa kuneta " ahhhhhh Nyari
anga azoneta nanguwai futi.Ini ndakabva ndangoti "okay guys see you tommorow"
ndakuto famba zvangu.Takazobatana naSinikiwe kuenda kumba.Ndakasviko gadzirira
hangu uniform ye the next day nekuisa bhutsu mushonga

"Tapiwa asi hausikuda kuenda kuchikoro nhasi" ndimai vangu vaindimutsa

ndakapekupa kubva muhope wanike dzava 6:50 apa malessons aitanga 8."Kungoti
hako unoita mushamba gweture" meaning i did not take much time to bath.Ndakapinda
kugeza ndichinyatsotora time yangu,ko kwakwaitaka gustomer kuchikoro. "Iwe Tapiwa
asi hausikuda hako zvekuchokoro nhasi sure ungaite 30 mins uchigeza" vakadaro mai
vangu.

" Eish nhasi ndanonoka Nyarie, handina kana kudya shaa apa lunch handina kupacker
futi, zvenhasi ma1 chaiwo" " Good morning pupils, lets settle down please" ava ndisir
vemaths vakadaro vachifamba kuenda kuboard."Here you are make sure you don't get
caught" nditafara aitaura achinditambidza pascal chocolate nut log." Don't worry i am
fyn" ko pride ndaivavo nayoka "i insist" akadaro akanditarisa mumaziso." Hiii my
favourite" akadaro Nyari achitora chocolate iya.Ahhh nyari apa akandimbohwa
zvisingaiti sure ungatora chinhu chandandichitodawo bt playing hard to get sure."Heres
another 1, dnt wry ndinawo hobho check" akadaro achinditaridza mubag.Sure akanga
arimo machocolate ndakatambira ndikati "thanx" ndichikanda mubag like i didnt want it."
We are going to continue from where we left yesterday, we are still on
equations"vakadaro sir then bvandatarisa kuboard kuti ndiconcentrate.The lesson was
flowing smoothly bt ndaiti ndikanyora manotes pendotarisa mudenga ndaiti guga guga
maziso naTafara.Why was he staring at me like that.Kuti inyaya yekuti handisikudya
chocolate iya here hameno.ipfungwa dzaingopisana zvadzo dzega.ukuwo Nyarie aiita
noise nekapaper kechocolate yaaibiridzira kudya.Kutaura chokwadi handingati
ndakadzidza lesson iyi coz pese pandaisimudza musoro ndaisanganisa maziso
naTafara apa hana yangu yairova pazvaiitika." Till we meet again" sir vakadaro
vachibuda muclass.Ndakarongedza mabooks angu ndichibva ndangobuda
muclass.Nyari akanditevera tikazonogara hedu pamushana tichidya zvedu maputi.

" Nhasi lesson yese yapera Tafara akanditarisa" Nyari aitaura kudai achinyaririra.What
the hell girl friend he was not even looking at you." Inyaya yekuti wakanaka Nyarie plus
wakatsvukaka,obviously he cant resist you" Ndakamunyebera Nyarie nekuti ndaiziva
zvangu kuti ziso rakanga riri pandiri."O smally" ndakashamisika ndichinzwa voice
kumashure kwanyu wanei ndiTafara ane pie nedrink mumaoko. "Ah no thanx ndiribhoo"
ndakadaro."Dnt worry ari fresh ndabva kunomatora kushop kwedu ndee nhasi"aitaura
kudaro achiswededzera kwandiri. "Ahh thanx but i don't take pies ndine maulcers plus
handinwi carbonated drink.you can give Nyarie ndiye anodya".Obviously he was left
with no choice asi kumupa apawo Nyari anga asina pride akatotambira achinyemwerera
achifara , then tafara left."Urikuzvionaka Tapiwa arikuyedza nepese kuti asvike
mudhuze neni, i think anorikundida.Haaa Nyarie papi pacho ipapo she didnt even notice
kuti hapana kanadhiri apa.Break rakapera tikadzokera muclass.During lesson ye
Science ndakaona ndaisirwa kanote pabook rangu naTafara.Luckly hapana
akazviona,nt even Nyarie. Ndakavhura kanote kaya kakanzi WHY ARE YOU PLAYING
HARD TO GET .

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CHAPTER 3

What was he trying to say when he said 'playing hard to get'?.Is he falling in love with
me?Inyaya yechocolate here or pie,chiii chaicho chaicho? Ndakanyebedzera kunga
ndisina kana kutomboverenga hangu kanote kaya bvandatarisa kuboard asi apa hana
yangu yairova zvisingaiti.Ndakaona Tafara akunyorazve kamwe katsamba
bvaakapeta.Akuti akakande ndakanzwa sharp pain mudumbu mangu bvandati "eish"
ndichikwakuka zvekuti madesk akazunguzika. Katsamba kare kakabva kaenda pabook
raNyarie by mistake."Are you okay"? sir vakabvunza "Yes sir i am okay" bt i wasn't okay
at all.I was in deep pain.Izvo ndairwadzirwa kudai ndaiti pamwe Nyari achabvunzawo
kuti chii.Ndakatarisa kwakuona Nyari arikunyora pakapaper ndikaziva kuti i reply yanga
yakutoenda.Ndakashingirira kuti nditore bag pasi ndokutora mammt anga arimo
ndikaisa mumukanwa kuti ndisvisvine.Ndakamboedza kushingirira ndichiti pamwe Mmt
raizondibatsira mudumbu mukapora asi harina zvarakashanda.Ndakazokumbira kubuda
kuti ndinonwa Ranitidine, iri ndairishandisa kana ndanyanyo rwadzirwa
neulcer.Ndakabvumidzwa ndikabuda asi ndaiita zvekutsetsera kuenda kutape because
the pain was too much when he said 'playing hard to get'?.Is he falling in love with
me.Inyaya yechocolate here or pie,chiii chaicho chaicho.Ndakanyebedzera kunga
ndisina kana kutomboverenga hangu kanote kaya bvandatarisa kuboard asi apa hana
yangu yairova zvisingaiti.Ndakaona Tafara a kunyorazve kamwe katsamba
bvaakapeta.Akuti akakande ndakanzwa sharp pain mudumbu mangu bvandati "eish"
ndichikwakuka zvekuti madesk akazunguzika. Katsamba kare kakabva kaenda pabook
raNyarie by mistake."Are you okay"? sir vakabvunza "Yes sir i am okay" bt i wasn't okay
at all.I was in deep pain.Izvo ndairwadzirwa kudai ndaiti pamwe nyari achabvunzawo
kuti chii.Ndakatarisa kwakuona Nyari arikunyora pakapaper ndikaziva kuti i replyyanga
yakutoenda.Ndakashingirira kuti nditore bag pasi ndokutora mammt anga arimo
ndikaisa mumukanwa kuti ndisvisvine.Ndakamboedza kushingirira ndichiti pamwe Mmt
raizondibatsira mudumbu mukapora asi harina zvarakashanda.Ndakazokumbira kubuda
kuti ndinonwa Ranitidine, iri ndairishandisa kana ndanyanyo rwadzirwa
neulcer.Ndakabvumidzwa ndikabuda asi ndaiita zvekutsetsera kuenda kutape because
the pain was too much.

"Stop it,,,,ukuda kunwa matablets iwe wangodya twumaputi chete,,,mira

ndinokutsvagira something to eat pamusika apo" ndakadzwa Tafara akudaro.l had my
pride but this time i had to let it slide because i was in deep pain.Ndakagara padombo
ndakamirira Tafara , hapana kumbopera nguwa akabva auya achifemereka kutaridza
kuti aimhanya " O " achinditambidza " i couldnt find anything else beside mabanana
aya,,, twuma twuripo orange twasvawa" "Thanx" ndakadaro ndichitambira.Ndakadya
pamwe nekunwa tablet riya."ngatichidzokerei muclass" he said ," ahhh enda hako
ndirikutevera.i need to use the ladies" ndakamunyebera "okay get well soon dear,
unoita bhoo dnt worry".Kuti ndiende naye vamwe vaizoti chii.ndakasara kwetwuma
minutes twushoma bvandatevera.i was feeling much better now. Ndichingoti garei
ndakaona kamwe kanote kaiswa futi pabook.kakakanzi "Wishing you a quick
recovery".this time ndakapindurawo mongozivawo kana munhu angokuitirawo zviribhoo
u ought to return a favour so THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING ndozvandakanyora
ndikaisa pa book rake. I could see he was happy because of the way he smiled, even
though akadaro achitarisa kuboard.

Lunch time yakasvika tikanogara hedu naNyari kunze kweclass." Tapiwa iwe , Tafara
andiyorera note, hanzinaye WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME.I ONLY WANT US TO
BE FRIENDS,,, ndamuti lets talk takuenda kumba".Ndakangokwanisa kuti "Hoo" chete
zvekunzwa tsitsi because little did she know that that note was not mearnt for her."O
smally ndangokwanisa kuona mafresh chips chete" akadaro achinditambidza.Paakauya
petakanga takagara ndakaona vanh vakutarisisa.Ini hangu zveku drawer attention
yevanhu ndangandisingadi.Ndakabva ndakurumidza kuti "thanx but ndiribhoo,,,,can you
give us our space,,we are discussing zvinhu zvedu". Akabva atambidza Nyari mamwe
angu bvaaisa mubag mangu bvaaenda.Ndatarisa kunge kusada zvangu bvataenderera
vedu mberi tichitaura nyaya dzedu."Urikuzvionaka" Nyarie akadaro tikaseka hedu
tichirovana maoko asi ini ndini ndakanga nine yese.

Kuzoti yava lesson ye Geo haaa apa ndipo pandakatanga kurwarisa manje.Ndakatanga
kubvunda ndichi sweater zvisingaiti."Are you okay" sir vakabvunza, apa
ndangandakurwadzirwa zvekuti ndakapindura kuti "No sir ndirikurwara".Handizivi
zvakaitika kubva ipapo asi ndakashamisika kuona ndakuclinic ndiine drip parwuoko. "
Tapiwa,,,,Tapiwa" ava ndimai vangu vaindidaidza.Ndichingoti simu ndakabva ndati guga
guga maziso naTafara.Ahhh ko ndeipi iyi chii chirikuitika.Ndakaona Sinikiwe nevamwe
teacher vandandamboona pachisamba asi vaisatidzidzisa."She need a bed rest
amai,,imbomirai azorore " avandifamily doctor vedu aidaro.Ndakazosara vamwe vese
vachienda kumba bt i was feeling much better than before. The next morning vanhu
vakawanda vakauya kuvisit kusanganisira vekuchurch nehama dzimwe dzaitobva
kure.Akanyanyondishamisa ndiTafara.Visit yakapera vanhu vese vakatenda kwazvo
tafara nekuti ndiye anga andiperekedza kuclinic nemota yake.iye aingoti "aiwa
muchitendei kungobatsirana".Iiiii i dnt want to lie apa ndopandakatanga kunyura
murudo.He never missed a visit the 3 days i was in hospital and aindiwigira manotes
ezvese zvavaiita kuchikoro.Thats how i got close to Tafara.Ndakabuda zvangu
muhospital ndikaenda kumba." Tapiwa wozoenda kuchikoro monday wochizorora
paweekend"vakadaro mai vangu apa it was thursday night."Okay mhamha gud nyt"
ndakadaro.Masikati e Friday Tafara came kumba kwedu neshamwari dzake Brighton
naTatenda vainasinikiwe after school.Mbuya vangu vanga vachizouyawo kunoona
kamuzukuru kumba.Mbuya vangu vakatanga kunamata " Muzita rababa
neremwanakomana neremweya mutsvene" takadaira "Amen". "Baba ndinouya pamberi
penyu kusirikugona asi dzirinyasha dzenyu" mbuya pavainamata ndakadzwa a light
pack pahuma and i knew it was noone else but Tafara.Kutaura chokwadi ndakanzwa
kachando mumwiri, kamoyo kachingoti dai adzokorodza futi."Nezitara jesu tenzi wedu
Amen" mbuya vakapedza kunamata.Handina kuzombokwanisa kutarisa kuna Tafara
nekunyaririra.Tafara akazondisiira disc ranga rakanzi LOVE DONT COST A THING
achiti ndivarairwe since i wasnt feeling too well.

Manyara akazouya kunondiona saturday yacho,ndakafara nekut aiva apangidza rudo

nezkuti aigara kuHobhouse kuri kuresa nekwataigara.Weekend yakapera ndikadzokera
kuchikoro Monday yacho.Kutaura chokwadi ini ndanga ndatozvizarira hangu ne crush
panaTafara.Kuti ndimuudze kuti ini ndakuda zvaisaita panguwa yehumhandara
hwedu.Ndaingotsvira mukati. We became too close naTafara asi chaindibhohwa
ndechekuti his actions would tell kuti he is in love with me bt he never expessed it
verbaly.Apa ndainyanyotsvotwa nemadirwe aaiitwa nevasikana.Ndakasvika pakuita
hasha ndikamuona achitaura nemumwe musikana.Zvese izvi ndaiita asi ndanga
ndisingazvibuditsi pachena.Chokwadi ini ndangandaperera pana Tafara.

" Sorry zvenyu vana vangu mvura yakaenda nezuro saka hatikwanisi kuita malesson
nhasi" Vakadaro sir vaya vandakanga ndamboona kuclinic pandai rwara.Ndakapinda
muroad kuenda kumba, apa ndaive ndega nekuti Sinikiwe angaasati uya
kuchikoro.Ndava muroad kuenda kumba Takaona mota yaTafara yamira pamberi pangu
ariega zvake ndikaenda paangaari." Ndeipi,, lets go to my crib tinoita hedu maths,,,we
cant waste anymore time tavapadhuze nekunyora".Ndakambodakuramba asi
ndakazofunga kuti sure tatavapedo nekunonyora saka i couldn't loose any given
opportunity.

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CHAPTER 4

"Tafara shaa ndokumbirawo kuti usafambe nemuna main street cz togona

kungosangana namhamha pakaita nyaya".i knew my mother vaifarira zvekufambira
muna first street."Heyi saka pakaipa nekuti ndandichida kuenda pachicken inn,,,,saka
udakudyei manje cz i wanted to get you a pizza then masnacks muSpar" "ahhh dont
wry about me i am fine,,,,nhasi ndine lunch so dont bother yourself " ndakamupindura."
But lunch ndeyakoka what about me.urikuda kuti ndizodyeiwo?"akabvunza "we can
always share,,,,ndapacker rice rakawanda"ndakapindura asi ndakanga ndakufunganya
kuti nei ndanga ndambotaura zverice.sure ndingataura zverice ne soup yemadomasi
kuti we can always share.Ndakadikitira hama dzangu."always share Tapiwa,,,,,always
kkkkkki,,,,,share,,,,what else do you want to share with me today".Tafara aisvisvina
chirungu wee.Aiti achichitaura voice rake chete raitora moyo.Ndakashamisika
nezvandanga ndabvunzwa kuti airevei Tafara." Maths ka nadirected numbers"
ndozvandakapindura." Okay Tapiwaaa".

"Here we are,,,,,ndipo pendinochengeteswawo naVaChihota pano"akadaro achidzika

mumota. "Ahhhh nhasi madzika mega,,the last tym you were in my car i carried you in
my arms,,,hausikuda kuti ndikutakure".Ndakashamisika nezvandainge ndaudzwa
naTafara."Ahhh inini" ndichizvinongedzera "in your arms,,,, nekuti zvinenge
zvanyanyoita sei" ndakamubvunza.Akaseka zvake ndokuzoti "unoti akasimudza
kubvamuclass that day you passed out ndiani".Apa ndakashaya zvekutaura ndobva
ndangoti "Hoo that day".Ahhh Tafara ndiye akanditakura?, ari ega here?,ko
akandisimudza sei ini ndandakapfeka skirt?, ko vamwe vakafungei?. Ndaingozvipisa
zvangu ndichifamba ndichimutevera. "Welcome to my humble home" akadaro.The place
was so nice iiiii heaven on earth,, Leather sofa,,heyi nepanasonic tv akomana,,,ceiling
yacho chete.To be honest ndandisati ndamboona imba yakanaka kudaro.

"Okay totanga nechii,,,ndopoper mapopcorn here ekudya tichiworker maths?"

akandibvunza "Ko nhai tafara unogara nani pano.it looks as if hapana mumwe munhu
pano? " ,iyi ndiyo yataigaroti out of topic ka iyi."i stay alone Tapiwa my mother passed
away and my father works abroad,,, vari the kustates,,,, i am only child in my
family,,mdra aka shuzura ndaform 2 ndikaramba kunogara kumba kwamainini
vangu,,,mai vanogara kucortage ndovanondiitira basa sometimes nekubika but
havanyatsondigoneri hangu".Iiiii apa aitaura hake akatofara asi ini
zvakandirwadza.Ndakafunga matsvotere anoita pamba kana mhamha vasipo for a few
days kwakuzoti kugara vasipo zvamuchose apa ndega futi to top it all.Ndakasiritiswa
zvisingaiti naye zvekuti that time ndakafunga kungomumbundira ndomboramba
ndakamubata.Obvious my feeling were mixed up when it came to Tafara.

Takazoita hedu maths kuzoti taneta Tafara akanotora maplates two ekuti tiise
rice.Ndakambonyara nerice rangu asi ndakazorobuditsa."Tapiwa wakazoona movie iya
here LOVE DONT COST A THING". "Aiwa Dvd redu riri kuselecta madisc"
ndakamupindura."Okay lets watch it then tichidya hedu".Takaona movie tichidya
hedu.Chokwadi ndaiva ndashoora rice bt ndakaona Tafara achitonyatsodya zvake
akadekara.Movie iyi yakandinakidza zvisingaiti.Takazopedzisa kuiona tatopedza
zvekudya kare.Zvekuti tatauya kumaths hapana kana akazombozvifunga.Movie iyi was
loaded with love n romance.Ehe iyoyo musakanganweka kuti i was only form
four.Hapana zvakanyanya pamovie iyi but i dnt want to lie it really turned me on.

"Half two shaa ndatovarairwa nemovie ndakuenda"ndakadaro ndichipfeka bhutsu."Ahhh

dont worry i will take you home,, hapana peungabva kuyeovil kunobuda
kuchikanga,,,,let me show you around".Akandiratidza marooms ese emumba mavo
kuzopedzisira nemubedroom make.The room was neat and it was smelling good
too.mangamuine imwe tv neradio inoplayer madisc. "You can seat on my bed i want to
show you something".Akabuditsa photo album ndokubva atanga kundiratidza maphotos
ake nefamily yavo.Akavhura munekamwe kasideboard kanga karimo akati "What can i
offer you" achivhurisa kuti ndione zvanga zvirimo.Iii kasideboard kanga kaine twese
twese twunonaka."Ma lays ,,,ari plain,,,,jus salted"ndakamupindura.Akaisa radio yake
on ndokubva patanga kuimbwa kasong ka akon lonely.l was so touched sekuti sure
Tafara was lonely.Ndakazofunga kuti ko mhamha vakazoziva kuti takurumidza kubuda
vaizotii."Tafara shaa i have to go,,momz vakazoziva kuti takurumidza kubuda ndopinda
busy"."lts okay bt ndokumbirawo one favour","Yechii"i asked "Hug pliz"he answered
"Okay" ndakapindura.

Takasimuka ndokubva paradio patanga kasong kamarven gay sexual

healing.Ndakamupa hug iya apawo ndopainzi "babieeee,,, i'am hot jus like an oven,,,i
need some loving and babieee cant hold it much longer its getting stronger and
stronger,,,and when i get this feeling a want a sexual healing".The song went on and on
as he was holding me tightly stroking my back.I was already turned on remember
nemovie iya .I enjoyed the warmth of a mans arms pahug for the first time.

Come take control, just grab a hold

Of my body and mind, soon we'll be making it,

honey

I'll be feeling fine,

You're my medicine, open up and let me in

Darling, you're so great, I can't wait for you to

operate".Zvechokwadi i was ready for Tafara to operate.Song yaitotaura chaizvo

zvangazvirimumoyo mangu.
"Tapiwa you cant go kumba like that,,, hona you cant even walk properly,,mira ndigeze
ndokuperekedza" apa Tafara aingotaura hake ega.I was full of regreats misodzi,izere
pamatama.Ko ndandaitei? Ndandambourirei kumba uko? Ko mubedroom make
ndandichimbodei? Ndaingozvibvunza asi mhinduro panga pasina."do you want to take a
bath,,hee Tapiwa,,, Tapiwa iwe Tapiwa" akadaro achiswedera paduze neni "nhai babie
urikuchemei,,,,okay okay i understand, you think its the end of the world what
what,,,dont wry bby i am so in love with you,i love you with all my heart dear ,,dont
worry abt anything,i will take care of everything".Apa Tafara aingotaura hake ega ini
mupfungwa dzangu maitofunga mbuya vachiti "ukaona wabatwa nemukomana chete
itobva wati handichaendi kumba".Ndakanga ndakungonetsekana nekufunga kuti
ndochidii.Ndorega kuenda kumba here? Ko chikoro ndozodii? Pfungwa dzakanga
dzakupisana dzega."Tapiwa,,,,babie,,,, you can stay with me if you want, i promise i will
never leave you"."just take me home" ndozvega zvandakakwanisa kutaura. Tafara
akatora bag rangu akarizadza netwuma nice nice but patime iyi ndandisina kana basa
nazvo.

"Ko kunonoka kuuya zvanzii" ndimai vangu vaibvunza."Ahhh tatozombosara tikaita

zvedu study nevamwe after class"ndakavanyebera apa ndaitaura ndifamba.Ko
ndaizovatarisa sei mai vangu nezvanga zvaitika."Tapiwa mira tione, urikufamba sei"
vakadaro mai vangu.Ndakabva ndamira kufamba asi hana yangu yakabva yatanga
kurowa zvisingaiti.

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CHAPTER 5
"Chii mwanangu ,ko wakurwara futi here" amai vangu vakabvunza."Aiwa mhamha,,,,
ndadonha padrain repa mai Matambanadzo riya saka gumbo rangu ririkurwadza but
richaita zvaro bhoo,,,dont wry" ndakavapindura."Saka wadii wangawataura
ndakutowa,,huya tione ndiriise sloans" mai vangu vaitaura vachifamba kuenda
kubedroom.Ndangandamboti ndapona asi ndakaona kuti handina kungwara. "Kurimidza
ndirikuda kuenda kumaprayers kuchurch" ,apandakaona kuti pangu panga
pandiperera.Hana yangu yakatanga kurova zvekuti dai ndaiva ndiripadhuze nemunhu
aiinzwa chete.Ndakafamba ndichienda kubedroom kwangakuna mai vangu.Ndava kuda
kupinda padoor remubedroom mavo phone yakabva yatanga kurira mai angu
bvavaenda kunoidaira.Paiitika zvese izvi ndaingova mubishi kunamata nechemumoyo
kuti Mwari vandibatsire."Its okay ndirikusviko manje manje" vaitaura kudai
varipaphone."Tapiwa chitora sloans uzore.Mwana wamai Travour ari kurwara
serious,ndokwandakutoenda izvozvi,,,,ndikanonoka mokiya madoors nekuchecker
mawindow"vakadaro vachitora handbag yavo , apa ndipo pandakazotora befu.

Musi unotevera ndakanonoka kumuka ndichiti mhamha vatange kubuda vachienda

kubasa ini ndozosara zvangu ndichigadzirira zvangu without her noticing my
moves.Ndakavanyebera kuti lesson yangu yekutanga yaivako na11.Ndichangoti pindei
munzira ndichipedza kubuda mudrain repamai matambanadzo ndakashamisika
ndichiona mota yaTafara yakamira ipapo.Ndakabva ndangoziva kuti aiva akandimirira
asi kutaura chokwadi i ddnt have the courage to face him so i pretended as if i ddnt see
him."Tapiwa,,,,,Tapiwa,,,,,iwe" akadaidzira Tafara.Ndakaramba ndichifamba ndichipinda
mukasango kaigura Sakubva ne Chikanga."What is it with you nhai Tapiwa,,,chii
nhai,,,urikuti urikufamba uchiendepi apa you cant even walk properly" akataura kudaro
achida kubata ruoko rwangu.Pakuzoti you cant even walk properly ipapo ndipo
pakazondipa hasha."Iwe Tafara usada kundijairira wazvinwaka,,urikunditi i cant even
walk properly like its not your fault,,izvozvi ndirikupinda busy kumba uko namhamha
apa ndirikungovanyebera,,i dont ever want to talk to you again,,,zvakaititika zvakaitika
chisiyana neni,,,i hate you" ndakataura kudaro ndichizunza rwuoko ndichifamba.

"Ahhh iwe Tapiwa asi wakupenga ,,chii newe nhai " akada kuyedza kutaura neni asi
ndakaramba ndichifamba.Akazobata rwuoko rwangu zvechisimba ndokuzoti "iwe
Tapiwa did i rape you".Paakataura kudaro ndopandakazodzikama ndikamira."Hande
kumota tiende kumba kwangu tinotaura nyaya iyi takadzikama"."Kuenda kumba
kwaani,,,ndichitadza kuenda kuchikoro nenyaya yekuda kutaura nyaya,,,,you must be
sick in your head" ndakamudaro ndichifamba."Tapiwa you have to cool it
hanti,,,,,ndataura nemaface hanzi vat haina kuuya saka no school futi nhasi".Tafara
aiwa ne sweet tongue zvekuti wainyengerereka chete.Ndakazobvuma kuenda kumba
kwavo ndokubva taenda.

"Hie dad,,,,im fyn,,,,arikuno,,,,,,kumba hakuna kuzoita problem,,,,sorry for dissapointing

you dad,,,, okay,,,,,okay,,,,,its okay hold on"akadaro Tafara achinditambidza phone

VaChihota : eee makadii

Me: ndiriright hangu

Vachihota : ndini baba vaTafara,,,,he told me all that happened kumba hakuna kuita
problem here

Me : aiwa kuribhoo hako

Vachihota : lts okay bt next time itai study muchitarisa tym,,,my heart bleeds for my son
nekuti haana parential guidance,,,,okay kana pasina kuita problem its okay bt pliz
koshesai tym..phone yakabva yakata

Ndakashaya kuti ndeipi yanga yakuitika apa." Hanzi chii namdra,,,ndakamuudza kuti
wakanonoka kuenda kumba after study ukapinda busy kuden ,,,,ko nepapazi dzawanga
wakuita nezuro ndakatya kuti anything can happen ndobva ndanyebera mdra kuti
wanonoka kuenda kumba tiri tese saka anzi adzokere kwaanga ari" akadaro
Tafara.Mumoyo mangu makabva mazara mufaro kuti baba vacho vakanga vakutoziva
kuti kune munhu anonzi Tapiwa.Vakabva vaita kunga vatotichatisa.Asiwo chokwadi
Tafara anga asinawo parential guidance yakakwana.Dai vabereki vake vaivapo ingadai
zvese zvakaitika zvisina kuitika.Ndakafara weduweee , Kutaura nababa vaTafara ,vari
kustates haaa izvi zvakandifadza kana dofo ranhonga answer book harisvikipo

.Takazoswera zvedu tichiita zvechikoro nekutaura zvedu nyaya naTafara.Aitaura nyaya

dzaindinakidza zvekuti mazistress ese andakanga ndiinawo akabva apera.The next day
Tafara akauya kuzonditora tikaenda tese kuchikoro.Ndakaramba zvekuti tipinde tese
mugate ndirimumota make saka ndakadzikira padhuze nepagate kuti tisvike
zvakasiyana.

"Iiii i had missed youuuuu,,,,urisei hako Tapiwa,,,,kanga karisei kaexit holiday" akadaro
Nyarie achindimbundira.Takakwazisana hedu tikaita hedu nyaya tichimirira teacher
vemaths.Lesson yakaitwa zvayo ikapera tikapinda pabreak." Tapiwa shaa i have
something to tell you"akadaro Nyarie." Shaa i am in love with Tafara zvisingaiti zvekuti i
cant even think straight,,,,i have noticed kuti kubva pawakarwara paye you are now
close to him,,,shaa ndirongerewo shaa" akadaro Nyarie.Kurongaaa???? Kuronga chii
ipapa?? Sure ndikurongere gustomer rangu? Izvi zvaingova mupfungwa ."Okay i will
see what i can do" ndakamupindura.Kubva musi uyu ndaingotaura zvekunyeba zvega
zvega kuna Nyarie.Pamwe ndaiti ati achakuona pamwe hanzi ndichakuphonera paland
yekumba kwenyu.Nyaya chaidzo naNyarie dzaiva dzakunetsa nekuti panguwa
yaaitaura nezvaTafara ndainzwa hasha.Hunhu hwevasikana pana Tafara hauna
kumbopera asi Tafara aisapangidza basa nazvo.Relationship yedu yakanyatsopisa
although it was low profile.Ndaitofarawo kuti Tafara ainga asarudza ini pamagagairwa
anga aripo pavaccation.Kumba kwanaTafara ndanga ndakungoenda pese pandaiwana
kamukana.Mapresents Tafara aitenga , zvetwuma nice nice aizvigona.Hapana aiziva
kuti ndizvo zvakanga zviri pakati pedu naTafara.Mari akanga ainayo saka the
relationship was full of surprises.To cut the story short I enjoyed the time I spent with
Tafara.He never gave me a reason to doubt his love for me.

Vaccation yakapera tikadzokera kuchikoro Mutare Girls High.Tafara aiuya achinditora

kubva kuchikoro achindisiya kumba.Ndakanga ndakutozivikanwa nechikoro chese kuti
pauriwa netwunonaka but hapana kana mumwe chete zvake wandakaudza
nezvaTafara.Mari aingondipa yakawanda zvekuti ndaitohwandisa mupillow kumba kuti
isabatwa. Mumwe musi Tafara akauya kuzonditora kubva kuchikoro asi aisa ratidza
kufara. "Tapiwa shaa you have to come and stay with me,,,,unongotiwo ndane nhumbu
shaa,,,,you have to come ASAP" tafara aitaura kudaro achifemera pamusoro kunga
munhu anga arikumhanyirirwa."Ahhhh iwe wakupenga here,,,,ndingaite zvekuroorwa
zera rangu rino here,,,,iiii i am still young for marriage,,,ko chii
chirikuitika"ndakamubvunza."Chindiudza kuti riini shaa cz ini ndozvandakuda kana
usingade wotaura shaa ini ndakuudza zvendirikuda" apa he sounded so serious saka
ndakaona kuti aigona kuzotsamwa ndakabva ndangomuti soon after writting my O
level.Ndakashamisika nemaitire aanga aita.Sepwere zvangu i ddnt gv it a serious thot ,
ndakangoti zvangu pamwe aida kundinzwa.Kubva musi uyu aingoita zvinhu
zvekukonzeresa kumba sekunonoka kundiperekedza kumba kuti ndinzi dzokera
kwawanga uri kana kuuya zvake kumba kwedu manheru achiridza huta pagate
redu.Ndaipona nekuti mai vangu vaienda kumaprayers manheru mazuva mazhinji

Takatanga kunyora zvedu maO level exams edu.Takatanga nemalanguages (english ne

shona).Musi watakapedza shona ndakasangana naNyarie muladies."Tapiwa
ndaitokutsvaga shaaa,, ndine stress isingaiti". "Ko chii" ndakamubvunza."l am pregnant
shaa ma1" akapindura. Ndakamboita speechless kwekanguwa ndikazoti "Haa
ndozvingaitisa stress here izvozvo,,shingirira kunyora wena,,its not the end of the world
my dear" ndakadaro ndichimubhabhadzira."So who is responsible" ndakabvunza. "Ma1
shaa" akapindura." Ma1 echii,,urikuti hausikuziva baba vemwana here " ndakabvunza."
Ndovaziva,,,,i am not a player" akapindura."Saka" Ndakamubvunza."Tafara"
akapindura.Ndakakatyamadzika ndikati regai ndibvunze iri surname pamwe
ndingazvityityidzira mahara. "Tafara??? Tafara ani".akabva apindura achienda
kunogeza maoko "Chihota".

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CHAPTER 6

Haaa ndakarohwa neshock isingaiti zvekuti ndakabvunza kuti "Tafara Chihota wekupi"
sekunge munhu asingamuzivi.Hama dzangu ndakatanga kubvunda nehasha apa
ndakaita weak within seconds.Ndakatanga kunzwa ulcer kudairira ndikaziva kuti
chachaya.My relationship with Tafara was a secret saka apa kuti ndimutuke kana
kumuitira hasha zvazvisingabudi.Ndakanyatsozvidzikamisa ndikati rega ndinyatso
bvunzisisa kusvika ndawana mhinduro dzandaida."You pregnant for Tafara??,,ko how
did it happen ?"ndakabvunza Nyari."Ndokuudza mangwana shaa,,,,izvozvi ndirikufanira
kumhanya kumba kuti ndinoperekedzwa kwana Tafara nana tete vangu,,,,,bt i am
coming to school tmrw nekuti head vakati i am allowed since ndandakato
regster".Handina kana kuzomboziva kuti Nyari akabuda sei mutoilet ini
ndikasara.Ndakachema zvisingaiti ndichizvibonderesa nemadziro.Nyari aiva munhu
anga arifast asi anga asina secret.Munhu aitaura zvese zvese zveupenyu hwake asina
kanabasa nekuti ndirikuzvitaurira papi.Nyari aitaura chokwadi kumuziva kwangu
kwese.Ndakaita play back zvese zvandaiita naTafara apa ndopandakatanga
kubongomora mhere.Ndakatomboita time ndirimo mutoilet ndichibva ndazvishingisa
nekuti handisati ndanzwa side ratafara.

Ndakazonotora bag muclass asi vanhu vakawanda vangavatoenda.Apa ndakanga

ndakutorwadzirwa neulcer zvekuti ndaingozvishingisa kufamba kuti ndisvike paspot
yandaitorerwa naTafara pakuenda kumba."Hey bby,,,kaswera sei ka smally
kangu"akadaro tafara achisekerera hake."Eee masweraseiko bazvichauya"
ndakadaro.Akapangidza kushamisika ndokubva ati "Ukuda kuyedza kutii Tapiwa,,,,are
you expecting".Ndakada kuzvidzora kutaura kuti ndinyatsotsvagiridza nyaya yangu
zvakanaka asi hasha dzakandikurira.Ndakabva ndati "Aiwa ini zvangu i am safe asi
imika you are expecting"." What do you mean nhai Tapiwa,,,get straight to your
point"akadaro Tafara."Pane munhu anonzi Tafara Chihota akaitisa Manyara Manatse
nhumbu Bazvicha" ndakataura izvi ndichida kuyedza kuzvishingisa asi misodzi yakabva
yazara mumatama.Tafara akabva apererwa zvekushaya chekutaura ndokuzoti "Baby i
can explain".Paakataura kudaro ndakabva ndatoziva kuti Nyari aiva ataura
chokwadi.Nekurwadzirwa kwandaiita handina kana kuzomboda kumirira
zvakawanda.Ndakabuda mumota ndiine rimwedzungu ranga risingaiti.Apa lunch
yakanga yaperandichigadzirira kupinda muexam saka ndakashaya nguwa
yekudya.Ndakaita about 5 masteps ekushingirira kutindiende pa premier clinic yangairi
muna upper third asi ndakaona kuti hapana kwandaisvika.Ndakabva ndamira Tafara
ndokuti "Tapiwa are you okay achindibata mumabendekete angu".Ndaiva zvangu
ndiripakurwadzirwa asi ndakazunza Tafara ndikashingirira kufamba.Chandakakwanisa
kutaura ndechekuti "i never want to see you or talk to you ever again".Tafara ainge
akuziva hunhu hwangu.Aitoziva kuti kana ndatsamwa ndinenge ndatsamwa akabva
angosara akamira.Ndangotifambei zvishoma, ndakaona imwe mota yamira
nechepamberi pangu iine murume anga aita wechikuru.

"Do you need help my daughter?" murume uya akandibvunza."Yes sir,,,ndokumbirawo

kuendeswa papremier clinic".Murume uya akandibatsira kupinda mumota make
akandiperekedza kusvika paclinic.Akazotobva ndakutoda kupinda machiremba.Mureme
uyu ndiye akandibatsira kufilla mapapers anga aripo ezvemedical aid.Pakuzoti
members phone number ndakabva ndavapa number dzisiridzo,,,,ndakavapa dzaTafara
because of confusion.

"Hesi addie chii futi chanetsa"chiremba akadaro achitora card rangu achiverenga." Oh
my God your bp is very high,,chiii what is the problem,,,maexams here".Doctor ava
ndivo vanga vari family doctor wedu asi zvavo vanga vachiri vechidiki.He was around
29 yrs and single saka ndaitaura navo zviri informal and so free sekunge ndaitaura
neshamwari yangu.We had a strong relationship zvekuti vaitombouya kumba kwedu
vachitiona.Ndakangoti "ndokumbirawo masleeping tablets" chete.Vakada kuyedza
kutaura neni zvakawanda asi handina zvandakakwanisa kutaura.Misodzi yaingodonha
pamatama.

"Manje your blood pressure is too high,,,i cant let you go home like this,,,it needs
monitoring" akadaro chiremba.Ndakatanga kufunga manetsekero anga aita mai vangu
pandakange ndamborwara ndikazvituka asi hapana zvazvanga
zvichabatsira.Mumusoro mangu makanga mangozara maDAI asi hapana zvazvakanga
zvichabatsira.Ndakazopihwa bed ndikabaiwa mainjections pamwe nekupihwa matablets
ekunwa.Mai vangu vakazosvika ndatovanenguwa ndatopihwa bed."hesi mwana
wangu,,,,ko chava chiizve moyo,,,asi imhepo dzekwana baba vako dzisingadi kuti
unyore,,,,pai parikurwadza"mai vangu vaingotaura vasingandipi kana nguwa
yekupindura."Ko zveunenge urikuchema chaa chii futi,,,zvirikunyanyorwadza here".Mai
vangu pavaitaura kudai moyo wangu wakabva wanyanya kubatikana kuti chokwadi mai
vangu vanga vakutonetsekana nekuda kwemisikanzwa yemwana.Vakabva vadzokera
kunomira padoor reroom yandanga ndiri ndokuzoti "Pinda arimuno"."Ko wapa vanhu
vepano phone number yaTafara,,,,ndiye azotondiudza kuti urikuno tikatouya tese
achibvawo kuchikoro kwake"mai vangu vakataura kudaro vachiuya pabed.Ndakashaiwa
zvekutaura ndikangoitawo sepakanga pasina dambudziko.

Visit yakazosvika yemanheru Tafara akauyazve.Pakangouyawo vanhu vashoma nekuti

ndanga ndisina nguwa ndaradzikwa.Visit yakazopera vanhu ndokudzokera zvavo
kumba.Doctor vakazouya vapedza zvavo shift vakataura neni nyaya.Semunhu
akatrainer basa rake vakandinyengetedza ndikazodzamara ndavaudza nyaya yese
yanga yaitika kubva payakatangira.Ndakabva ndava kumbira kuti vasabvumidze Tafara
kuuya pavisit asi vaisafanira kutaurira mai vangu nezvenyaya iyi.

The next day my bp was normal.Ndakazobuditswa muhospital masikati ndikaenda

kumba.The following morning ndakaenda kuchikoro ndichida kunotsvaga Nyarie asi
Nyarie handina kuzombobvira ndamuona kusvika tipedze kunyora maexams
edu.Maexams ndakanyora zvangu asi pfungwa dzakanga dzisina kuringana.Doctor
Mtali vakatangawo kuita close kwendiri nekuti ndivo chete vandaikwanisa kutaura navo
nyaya dzaindinetsa.Tafara handina kuzombobvira ndamuona futi.
Kuzoti November 28 ndakatovarairwa zvangu ndakangovhura door repamba pedu
wanike ndaitirwa surprise party yebirthday rangu.Ndakafara zvekuti
ndakambokanganwa mifungo yese yanaTafara nekuti kugara nekugara Tafara akanga
asina kumbobuda mumusoro mangu.Pabirthday rangu iri munhu wese aingoti ndaive
ndasimba zvisingaiti nekutsvuka.Dr Mtale vakanga varipoo vakazondipawo birthday
present yekuchooser any place yandaida kuenda for lunch the following day.Nekupusa
ndakabva ndangoti chicken inn.Zuva raitevera ndakapinda mutwn ndikanosangana
nadoctor Mtale.Vakabva vati chicken inn yaisaita ndokubva vandiendesa ku Leopard
rock for lunch.Ehe Tafara akanga zvake ane mari asi akanga asati ambondiendesa
nzvimbo dzaishamisira seidzi.Ndakavati ndaida kutanga nesight viewing hangu tisati
taenda kulunch.Mutare yakanaka veduwee ndaisazviziva.Taitaura zvedu nyaya pese
pataifamba apa asi ndakazoshamisika chiremba vakuti "Tapiwa i was waiting for you
kuti usvike 18 yrs,,,,,i have already falzlen in love with you,,,ndakamboedza hangu kuzvi
ignore bt shaa zvakaramba".Ini nekurwadziswa kwandakange ndaitwa naTafara
ndakanga ndisati ndakufunga zvekudazve mumwe munhu.Chiremba vaiva zvavo
nemari plus dzidzo asi parunako ne swag vakanga vasingasviki panaTafara.Our age
difference was11 yrs can you imagine.Ndakazongovati "i will think about it".

Takazoenda kulunch ndikapihwa menu card.Zvinhu zvaiva apa zvaida fork and knife
saka ini manje yakanga isinga tambi saka ndakachooser maplain chips chiremba
vakatiwo plain chips kkkki.Kuzoti chikafu chauya vakomana machips akandinhuhwira
iwayo.Ndakamboshingirira ndikaisa one chete mumukanwa ndikabva ndarutsa
patable.Ahhh ndakanyadzisa hama dzangu.

Ndakaperekedzwa kusvika kumba asi ndakaramba kuti chiremba vapinde neni mumba
vachibva vangoendawo.Ndichingoti vhurei door remumba ndakanzwa hwema
hwainhuhwa zvisingaiti hwaibuda mumba ndikamhanyazve kunorutsa."Ahh vekulunch
kwakurisei" mai vangu vakadaro vachindimhoresa."Kusvika nekurutsa kuvhunduka
chirungu here kkkkki,,,,,pinda mubedroom utore mapads ako,,,asi wangauchirine
mamwe,,,last month futi hauna kutaura kuti waimada apa nhasi ndi29 iwe uchisoenda
kuma 18 ,19".

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CHAPTER 7

Ndakashamisika nezvaiwa zvataurwa namai vangu nekuti ndakange ndisina kana

kumbozvifunga.Ndakazongoti "ndakaenda mhamha,,,mapads ndakatenga netwuma
savings twangu" ndakabva ndakurumidza kuvhara nyaya nekuti "haa ndaona munhu
achirutsa mutown saka moyo wangu wakangomira kubva ipapo".Mai vangu havana
zvavakazombo taura, takabvatatotaura zvedu dzimwe nyaya.Pakuchizorara manje
ndipo pandakazonyatso fungisisa nezvakanga zvataurwa namai vangu.Ndakafunga
zvekumukira kuenda kuclinic mangwana acho kuti ndizive kuti chii chaicho changa
chondinetsa.

"Mamukaseiko chiremba" ndakadaro ndichiita zvekuseka.Ko ndaida kuti mamukasei

ani."Hesi tapiwa how are you feeling today,,,, asi wauya kuti tiende kulunch,,,,hapana
zvandambodya since morning ndafa nenzara shaa" akadaro chiremba."Aiwa
hazvisirizvo zvendirikuda kutaura,,,you see i have'nt" ndisati ndambopedza kutaura
akabva ati "i have something to tell you,,,,lets do that over lunch".Handina kana
kuitisana naye nharo ndakabva ndangoti "Its ok".Ehe i wanted to know where i stand asi
ndandakutoshaya kuti ndochizvitaura sei manje saka paakandigura akanga
atondiitirawo mushe.Ndakanga ndakutofunga zvekuti ndaizoenda kuimwewo clinic kuti
ndinobatsirwa ikoko.

"Where do you want us to go" akabvunza chiremba."Chero,,,kana muspar"

ndakapindura."kkkkkkkkki tapiwa dear,,,,,how can we have lunch muspar,,,okay nhasi
handei kuchristmas pass hotel,,,,ndirikufanira kudzoka kubasa".Takaenda zvedu
tikanodya.Akazonditi "tapiwa honey ,,,,, i have something to tell you but zvotoda
kudzikamisa hana"."You see,,,the last time iya yawakaradzikwa kuclinic kwedu
ndikatora scan ndichida kutarisa kuti chii chachichinetsa,,,,ndakaona kuti zvaisaita kuti
ndikuudze because you were writing your exams so i decided not to tell you" vakadaro
chiremba.Ndakabva ndavagamandichiti "just get straight to the point,,,zvekutenderera
ndozvinei".Vakabva vangoti "Ahhhh Tapiwa rough yacho irikunyatso oneka.ndofunga
urikuda kuzvara mukomana chete".Kuzvara mukomana??? What was he trying to
say?? Was he tying to tell me that i am pregnant? Mibvunzo yandakanga
ndakungozvipa hangu mumusoro isina mhinduro."Ahhh sorry Tapiwa thats not the way i
wanted to tell you.ndangoshamisikawo nerough yawaita but congrads you are
pregnant". Congrads,sure kuti congrads.Vaizoti cograds sei ini ndakanga ndavataurira
nyaya yangu.Chokwadi kuti congrads mwana asina baba.

"Tapiwa are you okay,,,,ko wanyararei kudaro,,,,i hope you are not thinking too
much,,,,its not good for the baby"akadaro chiremba.Hama dzangu apa ndanga
ndachitsvika pakupererwa.Ndakatanga kufunga zvekuti Tafara ndaizomubata sei kuti
ndimuudze kuti ndane nhumbu.Ukuwo ndandakufunga kuti kumba ndichadii.Ko kana
Tafara akugara naNyarie ndozodii,,, ndingarigona ini barika??? Chiremba akatarisa
time ndokuti "Oo my God ,,,,Tapiwa i am 15 minutes late already handei ".Takabva
tasimuka tikapinda munzira kuenda kutown.Ndirimumota hapana kana
zvandaitaura.Ndakanga ndichingozvibaya nepfungwa.Ko ndikataura na Dr Mtale kuti
vaibvise havo nhumbu, asika kuuraya munhu.The bible says thou shall not
kill.Zvinondochidii,ko ndikazviuraya hangu mai vangu vanosara nani zvendiri ndega
mumba medu.Nekupererwa ndakazoti "Nhai Gerald what should i do".Dr Mtle vakanga
vanonoka zvavo kubasa asi apa vakatomboenda padivi peroad ndokuti "Shaa Tapiwa
you don't know how much you made me so happy calling me by my fisrt name,,,,i have
always loved you believe me but the way you called me by name , you made me even
love you more.Ko urikundirwadzisirei moyo wangu ,,why cant you just accept my
proposal" akaenderera mberi.Whaaatt asi he was lying that i'm pregnant.How can he
fall in love with someone who is pregnant??? ." Okay Tapiwa tonyatsotaura manheru
after work , ndouya kumba,,,dont hurt our baby uchifunga zvisina basa,,will help you
sort out this mess".akadaro chiremba."Iiiii kumba hakuiti, mum might suspect
something, ndogona kuzopinda mutown mangwana tozotaura" ndakadaro."Okay then,,
mangwana ndotora off wouya kumba kwangu totaura" akadaro.Takazofamba zvedu
kupinda mutwn asi aimhanyisa mota nekuti anga anonoka.Kumba kwadoctor Mtale
ndaikuziva nekuti taipota tichiendako nehanzvadzi yangu, mwana wasisi vamai vangu
Noel.Dr Mtale vaitamba namukoma vangu Noel saka ndangandisiga shaiwe
zvekunyeba kuna mai vangu kuti ndiendeko."Gerry ndisiye hako pama taxi,,,ndokwira
comby kuenda kumba"."Okay hey ndanonoka kubasa,, unokwira taxi not comby
unondikwadzira mwana wangu".Aka kakange kavakechipiri achiti mwana wangu.Ko
aiyedza kutii?? Ndakangozvibvunza ndega ndikasiyawo zvakadaro. Takasvika papaspar
irimuna main ndokubva atora card muwallet make ndokubva ati"O loyalty card rangu
wotenga zvaurikuda muspar mofanirwa kunga muine about $500 ,,,,mari yetaxi iyi
mangwana ndouya kuzokutora mukuseni" akadaro achinditambidza$100 Ndakabva
ndati "aiwa dont wry ndiribhoo mari yecomby ndinayo"."i insist,tora zvinhu zveurikuda
wozotsvaga zvimwewo zveurikuda kunze pamari iyi".Ndakazotambira mari zvese
necard Gerry akadzika kundivhurira door.Ndakambofara kwenguwa yacho,
kumboitwawo princess.Ndakabva ndanzwa kuti " Haaa long tym Tapiwa ko
urisei".Ndakatarisa wanikei ndiNyari apa angaashata ainezidumbu."I will leave you guys
to talk,,,bby m so late ndakumhanya kubasa,,,,,ohh by the way my name is
Gerald,,,Tapiwa's fience,,,,bye bye hun"akadaro ndokubva andipa pack
pahuma.Ndakashamisika nezvanga zvaitwa na Gerry asi handina kuda
kuzvipangidza.Ko ndaidawoka kuti Nyarie ati ndine gud catch.

Muspar hamuna chandaida asi apa ndakazopinda zvekudakusvotesa Nyarie

chete."Long tym ko urikugara kupi "ndakamubvunza."Long story my dear,,,ndirikugara
kwana Tafara but ma1 shaa,,,hazvina kumira mushe,,,kungogarawo zvekuti ndodii".Ini
ndakabva ndaramba ndichingobvunza kuti ataure magariro ake naTafara ndichida
zvangu kubatanida maths dzangu.Akataura zvese Nyarie, anga agara asina
secret.Ndakabva ndaona kuti pakanga pasina rudo pakati paNyarie naTafara.Ndakabva
ndatanga kungomuvhairira ndichitora twinhu twisina basa ndichiisa mutrolley.Tasvika
patill ndakachaisirwa twunhu twangu ndokubva twasvika $111,00.Kwekanguwa
ndakanetseka kuti Gerald aizotii nekuwaster mari kwakadaro."Asi muri mukadzi waDr
Mtale" nditill operator akadaro."Soon to be " ndakadaro ndichishamisira zvangu.Ko
ndaida kuti Nyarie arwadzirwe neni.Ndakabva ndamuti andiperekedze kunotsvaga
mafruits ndobva taenda tese pamusika uri paside peBata.Ndakatora tora twumafruits
twandaida.Takafamba zvedu tichienda kumacomby ndobva ndati "Nyari hande
kunokwira taxi apo,,,Gerry anonetsa,,,haadi kuti ndikwire comby,,,iwe ndozokusiya
kumba kwenyu ndakudari kuenda kuchikanga".Nyari haana kumboramba,takabva taita
saizvozvo.Takasiya nyari kumba kwana Tafara ndokubva ndandarikira hangu kuenda
kumba.Moyo wangu wakarwadza kuona imba yanaTapiwa.Ndakabata dumbu rangu
ndikati nechemumoyo "waona imba yababa vako here?" misodzi yangu ichibva yaerera
pamatama.

"Mhamha Dr Mtale vakati varikuda munhu wekuti aite kapiece work kumba
kwavo.Ndokumbirawo kuti ndienda hangu ,,pane kadress kendirikuda kutenga"."
Kuenda unoenda hako asi kwete wega,, unoenda nemumwe kanaSinikiwe,,,Dr havana
mukadzi saka hazviiti kuti uende wega,,,ko akazokubata wozodii" vakadaro mai
vangu.Ini ndakaziva zvangu kuti Sinikiwe anga aenda kumusha namai vake.Ndakabva
ndati" Okay mhaha ndichaenda naye mangwana,,Asi mhamha hanti makati ndikaita
mukomana after ndapedza chikoro hapana problem here,,,Dr Mtale vakati vanondida
saka ndodii?".Mai vangu vakamboita kakushamisika ndokubva vazoti " kungoti hauna
vana tete ndochingotaura hangu newe,,, ini handikwanise kukuti ida kana kuti ramba
izvo zvinobva pamoyo pako but you have to be careful you are still very young".Mai
vangu vakambotaura zvakawanda zvekundipanga ndokubva tazoenda zvedu kunorara.
Zuva raitevera Gerry akauya kuzonditora tikaenda tese kumba kwake.Imba yaGerry
yakanga zvayo yakanaka asi yakanga isingasviki pane yanaTafara.Takatombodya
zvedu Gerry ndokuzoti "Okay Tapiwa,,,i wanted to tell you kuti ini ndokuda pamwe chete
nenhumbu yako,,,you see i have Azoospermia,,,a condition that there are virtually no
sperm count i my ejaculate,,,,so i might not be able to have a child of my own" Gerry
akataura hake kudai asi aipangidza kushishikana pamoyo pake."So if you want we can
get married as soon as possible tochata but you should never tell anyone about
mwana,chero tikagumburisana sei muupenyu hauzofe wakati Mwana haasi wangu"
akaenderera mberi.Panguwa iyi i was desperate and i had no any other option pane
kubvuma.Kutaura chokwadi Gerry ndakanga ndisingamudi kana ka1 even though he
had all it takes.Ndakazoda kumuwachira akabva aramba achiti I had to rest as much as
i could kuitira mwana.Takazotaurirana kuti taizoenda kwana tete vake paweekend.

Takazobva kumba kwaGerry tikapinda mutwn.Takasvika paspar ndikabva ndadzosera

Gerry card rake akabva ati " No you keep that 1 wozondidzosa panobuda rako,,, here is
another one ndereku bank,,,,,pin i1978".Sekuti tatakufambidzana ndakatambira ndikati
"Thanx".Akabva abudisa imwe mari ndokuti Iyi ndeye emegancy $500 usaibata unogara
iri muwallet then $300 ndoye up keep,,,kana yapera unotora mucard,,,mune about $ 16
000 mubank,,next week pay inopinda saka inenge yawanda,,, mean while nduda kuti
uite madriving lessons,,,i will talk to this guy anoita nezvazvo,,,pane chimwe here bby
".Ndakangoti "Aiwa thanx".Ehe apa ndandakuimba mari asi moyo wangu wakanga
usingadi Gerry asi ndandisina yekutamba.Takazopinda muspar Gerry aka applayer for
loyalty card rangu.Takazofamba tichienda kuma burger.Hwema hwema burger
hwakandirova ndikasvotwa zvisingaiti.Pandakadakufamba kuti ndibude ndakanga
ndatononoka ndokubva ndangorutsa padhuze nepane mafruits. "I am sry about this bt
my wife is pregnant" akadaro Gerry achitaura namanager wemo
achindibata.Munozivawo vanhu ndozvavanoda.Munhuwese akanga achiti maziso
pandiri.Ehe kuleopard rock ndakanyara asi apa ndakacheneruka kumeso.Kuita scone
chairo. "Pregnant???? Who is pregnant????" ndakashamisika ndichinzwa voice
raitaura ndichibva ndacheukirana pamwe chete naGerry wanike ndiTafara.

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CHAPTER 8

"Tapiwa you are pregnant??ine mamonths mangani nhumbu iyoyo??" Tafara akadaro
achiswedera kwatanga tiri."You stay away from my wife" Gerry akadaro achiswedera
kuna Tafara.Ini ndakange zvino ndachipusa nenoise yanga yakutanga apa, vanhu
vanga vakatarisa."Iwe i wasnt talking to you wazvinzwa ,,,,, Tapiwa ndati nhumbu ine
mamonths mangani" Tafara akadaro achisaidzira Gerry achifamba kuuya kwandiri.I had
always known Tafara to be cool but this time anga achiratidza kutsamwa.Ndakabva
ndati "Iwe Tafara cool it,,,,asi wakupenga,,,,zvenhumbu yangu zvine basa rei
newe,,,zvaNyari wambopedza here,,,siyana neni"."I'm sorry baby but i need to know the
truth"akadaro tafara qachiuya kwendiri."Tapiwa honey ndiudze chokwa".Asati
ambopedzakutaura akabva anzi chibhakera na Gerry ndokubva anodonhera
pamatomatoes.Ndakabva ndamhanya kunobatsira Tafara kusimuka."Are you okay
Tafara,,,pane pawakuwara here " ndakadaro ndichimubata pabendekete pake."No bby i
am fyn,,,,dont worry m fyn" akadaro akatarisa mumaziso mangu chaimo ,apa achibata
maoko angu ese mumaoko make."Tapiwa hande " Gerry akadaro achindidhonza
kubuda neni.Akandipinza mumota ndokubva adzokera muspar.Ndakanetsekana
zvisingaiti ndichiti Gerry achandikwadzira Tafara.Ndakamboda kubuda asi
ndakazozvidzora nekunyara kuti vanhu vaizotii.Ndakafara ndichiona Tafara akubuda
mushop ndikaziva kuti hapana zvazoitika.Kanguwa kandakanga ndambotarisana
naTafara kakandifungisa ma hey days.Ndakambofunga kubuda mumota ndichinotaura
naTafara asi ndakazofunga Gerry ndikadzikama.Kutaura chokwadi kunyangwe Tafara
akandirwadzisa hake I had a weakness when it came to him.Ko nei Tafara akabvunza
zvenhumbu??? Asi aizviziva kuti ndanga ndine nhumbu yake?? Ndichifunga kudaro
Gerry akabva apinda mumota.Ndakabva ndatanga kutya kuti achandibvunza kuti sei
ndanga ndaenda kunobata Tafara."Hesi baby,,,are you okay?" akabva
adaro.Akaenderera mberi achiti "i am sorry about what happened,,,,ndabatwa nehasha
kkkkki plus kuchengera".Takabva taseka zvedu tese ndobva akuzoti."Uridavkuti tiende
kupi?"."Kumba,,,ndaneta shaa" ndakamupindura." Kumba kupi kwenyu or kwako"
akadaro."Kwangu ndekupi ikoko" ndakamubvunza."Kwanguka ndokwako,,,,ko ini
ndichiri neimba here,,,yatove yenyuka,,,hauone izvozvi ndiriwekungoenda
kubasa,,,,,,tongosurrender mari yese kune imi maboss" akadaro Gerry.Takazotaura
zvedu nyaya achindiperekedza kumba.
Musi unotevera ndakatomutswa nephone landline yanga ichiringer.Ndakafamba zvekuti
ndodii asi ndaingonzwa kuneta neta "Hesi Tapiwa uriko here kumba kwenyu,,,ndiNyarie"
"ahhh hesi nyarie ehe ndiriko huya" ndakamupindura.Hapana kuzombopera nguwa
Nyari akabva asvika.Takataura zvedu nyaya kwekanguwa kadiki ndokubva ndanzwa
knock padoor."Makadii zvenyu,,,,ndatumwa naDr Mtale zvanzi ndiuye kuzokubatsirai
basa" uyu mumwe mukadzi anga aita wechikuru.Ndakanga ndisingadi zvangu
kubatsirwa basa asi nekuti Nyarie akanga aripo ndakavarega vachiita basa ndakatogara
hangu tichinwa juice."Nyarie nhumbu yako imborine mamonths mangani
ndakamubvunza."Ine two mnths"akapindura.Handina zvangu kuda kuenderera mberi
nekubvunza asi ndakaona sekunge nhumbu yanga yati kurei ndichicompare neyangu
yanga yakusvika three months."Tapiwa iwe ndirikufungidzira kuti Tafara ane munhu
waakaitisa nhumbu chete,,,,ndakanzwa achitaura nababa vake paphone asi akabuda
kunze saka handinakunyatsozvinzwa asi aiti musikana wacho amubvunza kuti yane
mamonths mangani asi haana kupundura,,,hanzi naye i will do whatever it takes to get
them both here hameno".Ndakashamisika nezvaiva zvataurwa naNyarie.Ndakanga
ndakutya kuti manje haana kunzwa zita rangu here richibuda."ahh tapiwa ndirikunzwa
kamwe kapain so rega ndichiende kumba ndambokuona"akadaro Manyara achisimuka.

Ndakaperekedza Nyarie kusvika pamacomby ndokubva ndapinda mumba.Hapana

kupera nguwa mukadzi anga auya kuzoita basa akabva aendawo.Kuzoti patiperei
kanguwa ndakanzwa knock padoor."Yes ndiani"ndakafamba ndichienda kunovhura
wanike ndiTafara.Ndakashamisika ndikabva ndamirapadoor kuti asapinde mumba."
Won't you let me in,,,i need to talk to you Tapiwa,,,,i really have to" akadaro.Ndakabva
ndamubvumidza kupinda mumba ndokubva ati " i just want you to be honest with
me,,,how long gone is your pregnancy".Ndakashaiwa kuti ndomupindura kutii nekuti
ndaiziva kuti ndikamuti around 3 aibva aziva kuti ndeyake.Ndakabva ndati "Tafara
ndozveunga fambira kubva kumba kwenyu kuuya kuno here? I am not
pregnant,,,,,Gerry akashaiwawo kuti ondivhara sei mushop manga makazara vanhu,,,
handina nhumbu ini"."Hoo if that is the case then fine bt kana uchiziva kuti une nhumbu
plus ndeyangu you have to tell me now nekuti handina mwana anokura achichengetwa
nevamwe vanhu baba vake ndiripo" akadaro.Ndakambovhunduka mbichana nezvaiva
zvataurwa naTafara ndokubva ndazoti "Ndakuudza kudhara kuti mwana haasi
wako"."Hoo wamboti you are not pregnant ,,,izvozvi wakuti mwana haasi
wangu,,,chokwadi chaicho ndechipi apa".Akaenderera mberi oti "i know i have hurt you
big time and up to now i regret but Tapiwa pliz don't do this to me,,,,ndiudzewo
chokwadi".Ndakaramba ndakanyarara ndokubva azoti " its okay bby handisikuda
kukupa pressure but please sara uchifungawo nezvazvo,,,I miss being with you
bby,,,,cant we just talk things over".Ndakaona kwakanga kwakuda kuenda nyaya
ndokubva ndamuti "shaa Gerry anouya kuno kulunch,,,,akasvika uripano panozoita
nyaya,,,handidi zvekumakisika muline saka please chienda,,,,you had your own time
and you treated me like a door mat yeunongotsika uchienda mumba,,,chisiyawo vamwe
vaenjoyer time yavo without any harassment".Mashokoaya akamurwadzisa mumoyo
nekuti haana kana zvaakazombotaura.akabva ati "its okay,,,,ndokubata" achibva
asimuka.Ndakamuperekedza kubuda mumba ndokubva ndamira padoor ndakamutarisa
achifamba.Haaa tafara anga akaumbwa weduwee.Ndakatombobatwa neruchiwa
kwekanguwa ikako uku ndichibata padumbu pangu ndichiti nechemumoyo "dady vako
wavaona here".Ndakazomu daidza ndobva ndamuti "Pliz dont tell Nyarie kuti we had an
affair"achibva ati "Handina nyaya dzinosvika ikoko naNyari ini,,,,ndokubata".
Ndakazoswera hangu ndakarara, ko ndaida kuitei zvangu basa rese ranga
raitwa.Ndakazomuka hangu ndikabika kudya kwedu kwemanheru.Mai vangu vakazouya
zvavo late vakutobva nekumaprayers kuchurch tikadya zvedu ndokuzotandara.Kuzoti
tangoti pedzei kunamata kwekuti tichirare phone yakabva yatanga kuringer ndokubva
mai vangu vadaira."yes ,,,, yes ,,,,okay hold on" "O Tapiwa ndeyako"Ndakabva ndaenda
paphone ndokuti "Hello ndiani".Ndakadaro nekuti time dzakange dzafamba." Hesi
Tapiwa ndiNyarie,,,,ndokumbirawo help shaa i am in great pain,,,Tafara haasi kudaira
phone yake apa haasi pamba ndiri ndega".Ndakabva ndangoti "okay mira ndiphonere
Gerry aone yekutamba".Ndakazotaura na Gerry ndikamupa address ne phone number
yanyari.Akamboda kuramba asika munongozivawo zvinenge zvataurwa namadam boss
ndozvinotoitwa.Ndakazofonera Nyari ndichimuudza kuti Ambulance yakanga yakuenda
kuzomutora achiendeswa kuSasu clinic uko aizonoonerwa naGerry.

The next morning ndakamutswa nephone.Yakaringer kekutanga ndika ignore ikaringer

zve ndikaignore.Ndakazosvotwa nenoise yayainga ichiita ndizvo zvakazoita kuti
ndinoidaira."Mrning lovely,,,,urisei and my bby" ndiGerry anga achitaura
paphone."Ndamuka bhoo,,,ahhh Gerry unobhohwa ,,,wandimutsa ndichirikuda kurara
ahhh,,,,zvawanzwa kuti handina kudaira phone wakuramba uchingophone uchiita
manoise" ndakamupindura."Ahhh sry mai Mtale nekukumutsai,,,,iyo rough haaa muri
kuidira,,,,, mudakundibarira boys asi?" akabvunza." Boys boys kudini kwacho nduda
musikana ini" ndakamupindura."Okay bby mwana chipo chinobva kuna Mwari,,,,boy or
girl wese vana,,,warara bhoo here" akadaro."Ehe ndiribhoo iwe urisei" ndakadaro "I am
fine my love,,,,hows our unborn baby"akabvunza "Aribhoo mai vacho ndivo vane hope
and ndakaneta,,,,itotumidzira mai vaya" ndakadaro."Okay ndichavati vauye sweety,,,,sry
i ddnt want to wake you up bt i wanted to give you good news" akadaro."And what is the
good news dzawanditadzisa kurara hangu hope dzangu" ndakamubvunza."Imbo
guesser" akadaro."Handina kana idea shaaa apa ndinehope taura kani"
ndakadaro."Okay i wanted to tell you that Manyara gave birth to a bouncing baby boy
manje manje apa"

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CHAPTER 9

"Bouncing baby??,,Gerry ari normal here mwana

waNyari" ndakabvunza."kkkki Tapiwa haaa ndazviona

kuti uchirine hope,,,,ari normal and he's big 3,6kgs

".Ndakashamisika ndichibva ndamuti "Okay

ndirikuuya ikoko manje manje,,,ndakutopinda

kunogeza"."Okay honey make sure you book a cab

not kuuya necomby,,,later"akadaro Gerry.Ndichiisa

phone pasi ndakabva ndaphonera sekuru vandaigaro

kwira cab yavo kuti vauye kuzonditora.Kugara

nekugara ndaigeza nemvura inopisa asi apa

inotonhora yakabvuma.Zviya zvekuti ndanga ndine

hope zvakabva zvapera.Hapana kupera nguwa cab

yakasvikawo ini ndichipedzawo.Takasvika paiwa

nemapurisa ndikaita kubhadhara spot fine yasekuru

vecab nekumhanyirira kuenda kuSASU.

Ndakasvika visiting hour yemakuseni yapera

ndichibva ndaenda kunotora Gerry kuti andibatsire

kuti ndipinde.

"Gerry iwe mwana wanyari akanyatsokwana

here,,,,kutoitawo mwana kwaye,,,,two months

panozvarwa mwana here,,,,Saka Tafara auya here

kuhospital" ndaingobvunza ndisingamiriri

mhinduro."Nhayi tapiwa wambondimutsawo

here?.Ko unongotanga nekubvunza zvaNyari

wambondiudza here kuti hw is our own baby

doing,,,,, come give dady a hug" akadaro achisimuka

pachair yaanga akagara.Iyi ndiyo yaiva first time

yangu kupa Gerry hug.Haaa ini Gerry

ndandisingamudi.Tafara ndaitoita zvekunyunguduka

angonditarisa chete asi Gerry chero pahug

kungoitawo sendaipa shamwari yangu nyari

hug.Infact ndakatosvotwa ne hug iyoyo,,,kuzoti

paakachizobata dumbu rangu ndakanzwa kuvavirwa

weduwee kuita kumerera nekusvotwa.Gerry anga

arimunhu anga ari right zvake asi ini kumuda

ndangandisingamudi.Zvangazvakuitawo

zvichichinjawo asi ndezviya zvekuti ndozvitoripo.Nd

akazokurumidza kumuti "handei kani tinoona

mwana" kuti achiregedza kubata dumbu

rangu."Tapiwa kuti unoona mwana izvozvi its

pointless,,, ndandichitoda kukuti ubatsirewo friend

yako kutenga zvinhu zvemwana,,,kutaura kuno hembe

dzaakapfeka ndedzekupihwa nevamwe muclinic

imomo"."Ahhh ndichibatsira shamwari yangu kuti

mai vake vakafa here,,,,mai vake ngavatengeka

hembe dzemuzukuru plus Tafara anozoita rei basa"

ndakamupindura."Ahhh you are taking things light

Tapiwa,,, your friend needs your help,,,mai vake

ndavaphonera makuseni vakati handina mwana

anonzi nyari ava nemwana,,,,zvanzi navo wangu

anemimba ine 2 months,,,ndofunga i stress nekuti

pakaipa" akadaro.Ndakazofunga kuti ini kwakanga

kusiri kungwara asi dzakanga dziri nyasha dzaMwari

kuti Gerry achengete mwana asiri wake.Ndakazoti

"Gerry ini handina mari,,,,,dai ndinayo

ndaitenga"."Tapiwa mari yese yakatopera here"

akabvunza kudaro achiratidza kushamisika."Aiwa

handina kumboibata ini , chero $300 yawakati ndeye

up keep handina kumboishandisa,,,,ndichiri

kushandisa change ye$100 yawakatanga kundipa iye"

ndakamupindura."Ahhh uchirine mari iya?? ,,,, saka

urikuzvikuwadza nenzaraka,,okay chirega

ndikuperekedze tinotsvagira Nyari 1or 2 things.Ahhh

sry ndakukumhanyirai mai Mtale is it okay with

you?"akabvunza."No prob unenge watondibatsiraw

o"ndakamupindura.

Takazopinda mutown ndichifunga kuti tichapinda

muJohn Tselendis iyo yaitengeswa hembe dzakachipa

chipa.Ndakashamisika ndakupinzwa muMeikles iyo

shop yaidhurisisa maMutare.Gerry aingotora zvinhu

zvisina kana nemusoro wese achigoisa patill point.Ini

ndakamboedza kutora tora twinhu twaiwe nemusoro

semanapkins mavest nematracksuits.Gerry aitotora

hake twumatoys twusina kana nebasa

rese.Akazosvika pane mawalker evana akati "Tapiwa

come and see this,,,,i want this for my

baby".Ndakamboedza kumumisa kuti atenge asi

akabva aita nharo ndokutenga. Zvinhu zvanyari zvese

zvakaita almost $400 apa walker yega yemwana

yakaita $230."Gerry urikuona tarisa walker yawatenga

yatodhura kudarika half yezvinhu zvese izvi,,,,unonaki

dzwa nekuspender mari zviri unneccessary"

ndakamudaro."Tapiwa shaa this is our baby we are

talking about,,,,he or she should have the best of

things in this world just as long as i can afford it"

akapindura.Apa ndipo pandakaona kuti Gerry aida

mwana wangu kunga wakewo."Can you help me with

an assistant to carry this stuff to my car,,,,my wife is

pregnant,,,,i dont want any weight exerted on her"

Gerry akadaro achitaura namanager wemushop

imomo.Chokwadi dai chero munhuwo akazvinzwa

akanditarisa aitoshamisika nekuti dumbu rangu raiva

risati rakutomboonekera.Takazobuda mushop umu

tikatombotenderera zvekuti panguwa yatakazopedza

pakanga pangosara 10 mins kuti visit yemasikati

isvike.

"Hesi kani Nyarie,,,,,hiiii nemakorokoto weduwee,,,,iiii

ii mwana wako muhombe tione hedu,,,,,iiii ende

akanaka mai mai mai iiiii akafanana naniko

kutsvuka?".Ndakazoona kuti ndaingotaura hangu

ndega iye akanyarara ndobva ndazoti "Nyarie

hesi".Akabva aita zvekuvhundukira zvaipangidza kuti

pane zvese zvandaitaura hapana chero chimwe chete

zvacho chaakanzwa."Hesi kani Tapiwa urisei,,,,wamuo

na here mwana wako" akazopindura ."Ehe shaa,,,mai

the baby is so cute,,,,ko zvaunenge wakamumonerera

nemachira?"ndakabvunza asi Gerry akabva apindira

achiti "Tapiwa ipaika mwana hembe dzake

dzemakorokoto timuonewo akapfeka".Ndakaziva kuti

Gerry aiva ataurira pachikuru kuti tingope mwana

hembe pasina zvemubvunzo.Takapa Manyara zvinhu

zvese zvataiva tauya nazvo akafara zvisingaiti.Aka

tenda zvainzwisa tsitsi.Gerry akazotisiya zvedu tiri

tega kuti timbokurukura."Tapiwa shaa nyaya yangu

ma1 chaiwo,,,,ndakanye" "Ahhh ko wambodya

here".ndakabva ndagura Nyari nekuti ndakaona kuti

vanhu vanga varipaside pebed yanyari vakanga

vakatitarisa vachiterera nyaya dzataitaura.Kutaura

chokwadi ini gossip ndanga ndichitoda kurinzwa asi

ndakaona kuti akataura aizofumurika muclinic

umu.Ndakamupa sign yekuti arege kutaura iyewo

achibva atochinja nyaya.Kuzoti tatigarei garei mai

vaNyari vakabva vapinda vakapfeka face

yebasa.Ndakangobvuna mufaro ndokubva

ndabuda.Ndirikunze ndakanzwa kupopota kwaiita

mai vaNyari zvekuti voice rawo raivharira ward

yese.Ndakabva ndadaidza Gerry kuti tipinde

tese.Tichingopinda takasvikoona mai vaNyari vakuda

kurova Nyarie.Ndakabva ndamhanya kunovabata

ndokubva mai vacho vandizunza ndokubva

ndanodonhera kwakadaro.Ndakabva ndatanga

kurwadzirwa zvisingaiti musana nemudumbu.Gerry

akabva anditakura achinondiisa manga mune

mumwewo vamwe doctor.Ndakazobaiwa

mainjections pamwe nekunwa matablets

ekungoderedzera marwadzo chete.Ndakaendeswa

kuscan kuti vanoone kuti mwana akanga akagara

vakanaka here."Gerry shaa this does not look too

good,,,,,its a threatening miscarriage" vakadaro Dr

Museta vachiverenga maresults escan."She needs a

bed rest and i have to admit her pano for some days

,,,,,nurse please help us take her to the maternaty

wing" vakadaro Dr Museta.Ndakazoona ndaiswa

muward imwechete neumo manga muina Nyarie.

"Gerry shaa cant you talk to Dr Museta muno hamuiti

shaa ko mhamha vanotii,,,,do something Gerry ,,,,act

fast" ndakadaro."Tapiwa you have to cool down or

you will loose the baby,,,,there is nothing i can do

here because right now as it stands uri patient ya Dr

Museta and i dont have a say about it,,,,lets jus face

fate as it comes" akadaro Gerry.Ndakatanga

kunetsekana kuti mai vangu vaizotii pavaiuya kuclinic

uku.Ndaifanira kusafunga zvakawanda asi

ndaitofunga chete.Chakanyanyozondinetsa

ndechekuti ndakanga ndaiswa pabed yanga

yakatarisana neyaNyarie.Ko shamwari dzaizouya

dzichiona Nyari dzaizotii nezvangu.Chokwadi chiya

changa chazobuda pachena kumunhu wese.Chokwadi

hapana chakahwandika pasi pedenga zvese

zvinongobuda chete.Iro ranga rine manyanga

rakangararamba kuputirika. "Iiiii tapiwa hauiti

kusandiudza kuti une nhumbu ,,,haa wakaoma

sahwira"akadaro Nyarie."Nditori mushock so

Nyarie,,,ndandisiri kutozviziva" ndakamupindura

ndokubva tazotaura hedu dzimwe nyaya.

Mai vangu vakazouya nguwa dzevisiting hour

yemanheru yakuda kusvika."Hesi tapiwa,,,,ko urisei"

mai vangu vakadaro vachipangidza kuneta."Ko nhai

tapiwa zvendiri free wani kwauri wakatadza

kundiudza here kuti wavane mimba??,,,, ko waizotyei

iwe waiziva kuti baba vacho varipo uye vanotoda

zvavo mwana wavo".Ndakashamisika nezvaiva

zvavakutaurwa namai vangu ndichibva ndangoti

"sorry mhamha".Ko ndaiziva kuti baba vaitaurwa apa

ndevapi here.Vakaenderera mberi vachiti "Gerry

azofonera mainini Mary ndovazotondiudzawo kuti ati

urikuno and akakuitisa nhumbu"."Zvino ataura navo

achiti apihwe date rekuuya kuzoroora kuti

tifambidzane"."Saka madya here mai Mtale"

vakadaro mai vangu vakutosekerera zvavo.Ko vairega

nei mwana anga atopinda machena.Mwana anga

ahwina pakuruka,, doctor mumusha,,aiwa vanga

vakosha."Ndadya mhamha Gerry atenga asi

makuenda kumba munatora zvimwe,,zvakawa

ndisa"ndakadaro.Takazotaura hedu dzimwe nyayawo

navo vakazomboenda kunoonawo mwana

waNyarie.Gerry akadongorera ndokubva aona mai

vangu ndokubva andibhabhaisa achisekerera

ndokubva aenda.For that moment i was taken,,he was

so sweet."Tapiwa visit yakupera rega ndichiende,,,pa

ne zveuchada here kuno mangwana makuseni?" mai

vangu vakabvunza.

Ndakavataurira zvandaida ndokubva ndazovati "Oyi

card mozonditengerawo icecream muspar,,,,motor

awo zvemurikuda"."Yohwee matova nemacard

ekwaspar kare ingaa,,,,dont wry ndoshandisa

yendiinayo".Nekuziva mai vangu handina kuda

kuitisana navo nharo. "Zvandakutobuda ndisina

kuverenga mamedical details ako nhai" vakadaro mai

vangu vachiverenga macards anga aripo pamwe

nekuona scan."11 weeks inga zvawanga uchatozvara

ndisingazvioni" vakadaro mai vangu."11 weeks????"

takanzwa voice rakabvunza nechekumashure kwedu

ndokubva tacheuka pamwe chete namai vangu

wanikei ndiTafara.

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Ndakabva ndakurumidza kuti "Hesi Tafara,,,ko urisei,,,hona mhamha wavaona

here".Apa ndakataura ndichimhanya ndichiitira kuti asataure zvakawanda."Ahh sorry
ndandamboona here,,,,makadini mhamha,,,kurisei kumba" akadaro Tafara achimhoresa
mai vangu."Mushe mwanangu,,,,ko hauchauye uchiona mhamha here? "Nemakoroko"
vasati vapedza ndakabva ndavazunguza zviya zvekuti kana munhu akuomoka anobva
arega.Vakabva vazoti " Nemakorokotoka makapedza chikoro,,,,iiiii regai tichibude bhero
rarira" vasati vabuda pakabva pauya mumwewo nurse vachibva vati "Do you need
anything mai Mtale" ndakabva ndangoti "no i am fine thanx".Vakabva vanditambidza
katsamba.Ndakavhura ndokubva ndaona pakanzi "Will come and see you later
honey.ko paita ambuyaka.uzovape mari yetransport.vape $100.i love you hey.tek
care".Ndakasekerera zviya zvekubiwa ndokubva ndazodzoka mai vangu vakuti
"Ndakuenda ini" vachibva vabuda.Handina kuvamisa kuti ndivape mari nekuti ndaiziva
kuti vairamba.Tafara akabva aswedera mudhuze mangu ndokuti "Tapiwa what is really
going on,,, i need answers Tapiwa,,,, i need answers"."Ko unoti you need answers kuna
Tapiwa ndiye anozivei,,,,huya ndikutsanangurire ini muridzi wenyaya,,,usanetsa
Tapiwa,,,, anzi nadoctor she should rest" akadaro Nyarie.Ndakaona kuti Tafara chero
dai aida kuenderera mberi nenyaya yake haaikwanisa kuramba achitaura iye ainge
aunzwa kuti ndaifanira kuzorora.Tafara akangazvake andirwadzisa asi ndaiziva kuti he
was so caring."So how are you,,,,how are you feeling now" akadaro Tafara.Ini kana
wanga uri mushonga wandakaisirwa naTafara waishanda weduwee.Ndaiti
ndikamutarisa moyo wangu wese waienda kwaari."Ndiribhoo ,,, i just need a bed rest
chete" ndakabva ndaderedza inzwi rangu ndokubva ndati "Tafara pliz dont create a
scene muno,,,,sort out your differences naNyari mavakumba".Ndaiziva kuti chero hazvo
takanga tasiyana naTafara , hapana paairega kunditerera. "Chibudai time yadarika
kare" uyu aiva guard aitaura kudaro.Tafara akabva ati "Okay baby i will see you
tommorow " ndokubva aenda pana Nyarie ndokuti " i dont want any explanations,all i
want to know is where to place your staff".Nyari akabva ati "Ndokuudza
mangwana".Tafara akabva angobuda asina kana kumbodongorerawo mwana.

"Tapiwa hauti,,,,hauna kana kumboudzawo Tafara kuti une nhumbu,,,,ndaitofungidzira

kuti ndiye wawakaudza ka since he was the only person you were close to,,,,,asi izvozvi
hamuchanyatso wirirane chii?" akabvunza Manyara."Ahhh iwe unopenga waida kuti
ndiite tsika nditsikewo nemurume wemunhu here,,kubva pamakaroorana ndakabva
ndati regai titambire kure" ndakamupindura.Takazotaura zvedu dzimwe nyaya.
Takuda kurara ndakashamisika ndichiona nurse vachipa mwana waNyarie mushonga
wekunwa.Ndakamirira kuti nurse vabude ndokubva ndati " Asi haasi kunzwa mushe ko
chii?.Manyara haana chaakapindura aitaridza kuva kure.Ini ndakaziva kuti aitofunga
zveupenyu kuti aizoitasei nemwana ndokubva ndamuti "Nyari imbomira zvekufungisisa
izvo ,,,ndati mwana arikunzwei uyo?" haa no sign."Manyara?" ndakazodaro
ndichidaidzirisa "Hee,,,,wati ,,,ehe arikurwara" akazopindura."Arikunzwa chii
ndakabvunza.Akambonyarara ndokuzoti "Ane kaflue kainako". Takazotaura hedu
dzimwe nyaya nevamwe vangavari muward imomo ndokubva Gerry azouya.Gerry
akauya nezvinhu zvakawandisa zvekudya pamwe nemamargazine ekuti
ndizoverenge."Okay baby i will see you tommorow urare mushe honey.i love you"
akabva andikisser pahuma ndokubva aenda. Pandakasara vamwe vaiva muward
vakasara vachinditi ndainge ndaita rombo rakanaka kuwana murume akadai na Gerald.
Manurse nemamwe madoctors vaiuya vachindionawo.Ndaipihwa special treatment
muclinic umu, ko vaida kudii ndandiri mukadza wachiremba kaini.

Zuva raitevera Gerry akauya visiting hour isati yasvika achiitira kuti asazoonana namai
vangu.Zvechokwadi Gerry aindida.He would always treat me like a princess.Pandaida
kutora chinhu aibva akurumidza kunditambidza.Akanga asingadi kuti
ndinetseke.Ndofunga dai kutoilet kwaienderwa nemunhu Gerry aindiendera chete.Visit
yakazosvika, mai vangu vakandiwigira coffee netwumwewo twakadaro

Mbuya vangu vakazosvikawo pamwe chete na mainini Mary munin'ina wamai

vangu.Mainini Mary vanga vakajairirana naGerry kubvira kare nekare."Hesi kani
mwanangu? Ko kusazotaura kuti wane nhumbu,,,,,asi hauiti sure,,,wakanga
wazodanana riini naGerry,,,sure waitinetsa iwe uchiziva zvako kuti yaiva iri mimba
kkkkkkkki ahhh Gerry wacho akati handimbotauri ,,,kutinyebera kuti bp bp imi
muchizivana" mainini mary vakadaro ndokubva vabatsirana kuseka nambuya namai
vangu.Ndakazongoti "sry henyu vana mhamha nambuya,,ndaisatozivawo kuti ndine
nhumbu".

"Tapiwa hauti,,,,hauna kana kumboudzawo Tafara kuti une nhumbu,,,,ndaitofungidzira

kuti ndiye wawakaudza ka since he was the only person you were close to,,,,,asi izvozvi
hamuchanyatso wirirane chii? akabvunza Manyara."Ahhh iwe unopenga waida kuti
ndiite tsika nditsikewo nemurume wemunhu here,,kubva pamakaroorana ndakabva
ndati regai titambire kure" ndakamupindura.Takazotaura zvedu dzimwe nyaya.
Takuda kurara ndakashamisika ndichiona nurse vachipa mwana waNyarie mushonga
wekunwa.Ndakamirirakuti nurse vabude ndokubva ndati " Asi haasi kunzwa mushe ko
chii?.Manyara haana chaakapindura aitaridza kuva kure.Ini ndakaziva kuti aitofunga
zveupenyu kuti aizoitasei nemwana ndokubva ndamuti "Nyari imbomira zvekufungisisa
izvo ,,,ndati mwana arikunzwei uyo?" haa no sign."Manyara?" ndakazodaro
ndichidaidzirisa "Hee,,,,wati ,,,ehe arikurwara" akazopindura."Arikunzwa chii
ndakabvunza."Ane kaflue kainako" akazopindura. Takazotaura hedu dzimwe nyaya
nevamwe vangavari muward imomo ndokubva Gerry azouya.Gerry akauya nezvinhu
zvakawandisa zvekudya pamwe nemamargazine ekuti ndizoverenge."Okay baby i will
see you tommorow urare mushe honey.i love you" akabva andikisser pahumandikubva
aenda. Pandakasara vamwe vaiva muward vakasara vachinditi ndainge ndaita rombo
rakanaka kuwana murume akadai na Gerald. Manurse nemamwe madoctors vaiuya
vachindionawo.Ndaipihwa special treatment muclinic umu, ko vaida kudii ndandiri
mukadza wachiremba kaini.

Zuva raitevera Gerry akauya visiting hour isati yasvika achiitira kuti asazoonana namai
vangu.Zvechokwadi Gerry aindida.He would always treat me like a princess.Pandaida
kutora chinhu aibva akurumidza kunditambidza.Haasaibvumira kuti
ndinetseke.Ndofunga dai kutoilet kwaienderwa nemunhu Gerry aindiendera chete.Visit
yakazosvika, mai vangu vakandiwigira coffee netwumwewo twakadaro

Mbuya vangu vakazosvikawo pamwe chete na mainini Mary munin'ina

wamaivangu.Mainini Mary vanga vakajairirana naGerry kubvira kare nekare."Hesi kani
mwanangu? Ko kusazotaura kuti wane nhumbu,,,,,asi hauiti sure,,,wakanga
wazodanana riini naGerry,,,sure waitinetsa iwe uchiziva zvako kuti yaiva iri mimba
kkkkkkkki ahhh Gerry wacho akati handimbotauri ,,,kutinyebera kuti bp bp imi
muchizivana" mainini mary vakadaro ndokubva vabatsirana kuseka nambuya namai
vangu.Ndakazongoti "sry henyu vana mhamha nambuya,,ndaisatozivawo kuti ndine
nhumbu".

"Ahhh Mary utorinani ko ini ndainzi ndirikuenda kuma piece work kwadoctor Mtale
,,,,vana ava" mai vangu vakadaro.Tese takabva taseka mainini Mary ndokuzoti "Manje
tozvifambisa sei,,,Gerald ati arikuda kuroora,,,,tochidii manje,,,, panodaka kuendwa
kumba kwana baba vaTapiwa kuti vatipe date racho,,,, plus Tapiwa anobva ari kumba
kwake here kana kuti kwenyu sisi?".Mai vangu vakazoti "iiii ini ndirimai mukuru
kuchurch uko,,,,anotombodzoka kumba ozoenda abvisirwa,,,handiti zvirikukurumudza
here,,,asi zvekuzomirira muchato manje ndopane nyaya,,mati dumbu rinenge risati
rakuoneka here.
?"."Ko iwe tapiwa amborine marii yearikuda kuuya nayo" mainini Mary vakabvunza"."Iii
handizivi ini asi akandipa card rekubank achiti mune $16 000,,,,asi aiti yepay ichapinda
saka handizivi kuti ichaita marii yese pamwe chete ,,,,ndichamubvunza".Mbuya vangu
vakabva vati "haa imi hadzisi nyaya dzekutaura muclinic idzi,,, munozotaura
mavakumba".Takazotaurawo dzimwe nyaya.Kubva zvandaive ndapinda muchipatara
hapana kana munhu mumwe chete zvake wekuchurch akauya, ndakazobvunza mai
vangu ndokubva vati vaiitira kuti vanhu vasaziva kuti ndine pamuviri.Takazoti garei garei
ndokubva Tafara apinda.Akauya achionawo kuti ndanga ndarara sei.Akabva azoenda
pana Nyari ndokubva ati "Ko urikudei kwandiri,,,,,ndafonerwa ndichinzi ndofanira kuuya
kuno chii chirikuitika?"."Handisikuziva ini bvunza nurse varikudarika apo avo" Nyari
akadaro.Nurse vakabvunzwa ndokubva vati "Ohhh you should come after visiting
hour.Actually its Dr Mtale who wants to have a talk with you".Hana yangu yakabva
yarova zvisingaiti.Ko aida kutii Gerry? Aida kutaura nezve mimba yangu here ? Aidei
kuna Tafara?.Nguva yekuti visiting hour ipere yakandinonokera hama dzangu.Vana mai
vangu vakanga vakutotaura zvavo vega ini ndavakuzvinetsa mupfungwa.

Visiting hour yakazopera vanamai vangu ndokubva vaenda.Vachingoti budei Gerry

akabva apinda.Asati atombotaura neni ndakabva ndamuti " Ko iwe urikuda kutaura
naTafara panyaya dzei?"."iiii baby,,,,tambotaura zvedu here wavakuda kutaura nezva
Nyari na Tafara,,,,urisei,,,,urikunzwa sei honey".Handina kukwanisa kumupindura
ndakaramba ndakamutarisa zviya zvekuti ndipindure zvandabvunza."Okay mai Mtale it
private and confidential,,it has nothing to do with you or me" akadaro Gerry.Ndipo
pandakazotanga kufemawo mweya waifemwa nevamwe vese.Takazotaurawo dzedu
nyaya ndichingo yemedzwa yemedzawa.Tafara akazopinda ndokuti "Makadini
,,,,ndanzwa kuti murikida kundiona"."Ehe ichokwadi i have to talk to you privately,,,Baby
i will see you in a moment"akabva andikisser pahuma achiita zviya zvekushamisira kuti
Tafara arwadzirwe.Vakabva vafamba vachienda panga paina nyari.Ndakazongonzwa
Tafara akuti "I have nothing to do with Nyarie ,,,,i would rather you talk to me
alone".Vakazofamba vakapinda mune kamwe karoom ndokubva vavhara door.Pati perei
kanguwa ndakazoona Tafara achibuda mukaroom aka achifambisa pamwe
nekufemereka ndokubva abata Nyari collar ndokuti "Iwe Nyarie kundiurayisa iwewe"
ndokubva amupa mbama ndokuti "Kundipa AIDS iwewe".

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AIDS, aidakuyedza kutii Tafara.Kana Tafara aiva neAIDS ka zvaireva kuti neniwo
ndakanga ndatorinayo.Ipapo ndipo ndakabva ndatanga kurwara.Ndakatanga kufunga
vese vaiuya vachiti go for HIV testing before indulging into sex.Ndakafungazve
kastatement kataigaro taura kuchikoro kukuti no sex before marriage.Misodzi yangu
yakatanga kubuda.Pandai tambudzika mupfungwa dzangu kudai Tafara aitove achirova
Manyara.Maguards ndiwo vakazomhanya kuuya kunobata Tafara.Kunyangwe zvangu
ndaive mukunetseka mupfungwa, moyo wangu wakarwadzirwa naTafara aitaura
achichema.Ndakabvandangodaidzira kuti " Tafara its not the end of the world".Tafara
akabva adzikama.Chero hazvo Gerry aivepo handina kuita basa nazvo ndakabva ndati
"Tafara let us go and talk outside,,,,privately" ndichinyatso tarisa kuna Gerry kuti azive
kuti ndaida kutaura naTafara tiri vaviri chete."No prob but i need to explain something
here" Gerry akadaro.Ndakabva ndamuti "No" achibva angonyarara.Apa ndakanga
ndaputirwa nehasha.Gerry akangoti "lts fine" achitaura nemaguards nekuti ini ndaida
permission to leave the ward.Takabuda panze tikanogara paiva nemaruva anga
akanaka pakanyarara.Tafara misodzi yaingo erera pamatama.Ndakabva ndamubata
maoko ake ese ndokubva ndati "Tafara you have to calm down,,,,,i have been sleeping
with you and i am also in shock but hazvizirizvo zvinoita kuti munhu arase hunhu,,,,,i
can take everything else from you but not to see you behaving wild like this".Tafara
haana chaakapindura akabva atowedzera kuchema achiwira pamabendekete angu,
kuita seaindimbundira. Kubvira pataidanana naTafara hapana kana mumwe chete
zvake munhu waainyatso taura naye zvekuti he could share with his
problems.Chaitonetsa aitotaura neni.Ndakabva ndatanga kumubhabhadzira sezviya
zvinoitwa kamwana kachecheche.Ndaingo muti "its going to be okay,,,,it will be
okay".Tafara abata padumbu pangu ndokubva ati "i am sry my dear i am sry".Handina
kuziva kuti apa aitaura nemwana kana kuti neni, asi ndakangomurega akadaro.Ipapo
ndakabva ndabhoikana naGerry kuti semunhu anga akaenda kuchikoro akadzidza
nezvekurapa , akanga atadza here kupa Tafara proper counselling.Ndakangoramba
ndichimubhabhadzira kuzotsvika adzikama.Akabva azoti "l am sorry bby, hasha
dzandiwandira,,,,Nyari akanditorera zvakawanda muupenyu hwangu,,,,i lost everyone i
ever loved because of her , you,,, my dad,,, now this Tapiwa i cant take this
anymore".Ndakabva ndamuti "Tafara chero ukachema zvekuzviuraya chero
kuzvibonderesa hapana chichachinja,,,,,Gerry wacho akuti une AIDS here?".
Akambonyarara ndokuzoti "Ati you might be infected because both the mother and the
child are ,but Tapiwa the baby is not even mine nxaaaaa haaaaa
zvakandiomera,,,,ndokura uone "."Handiti zvanzi might here Tafara,,,might hazvireve
kuti unacho,,,,dont worry handiti" ndakamudaro."Tapiwa urikubuda riini muhospital?"
akabvunza."Handizivi ini maybe tommorow why?" ndakamupindura."Ndirikuda kuti
undiperekedzewo kunew start please baby please".Ndakabva ndamuti "Its okay
toenda,,,,i also need that for my baby" ndakadaro.

"I will let you know kuti ndobuda riini,,,,but i have to go and rest now
ndakurwadzirwa"."Its okay ini handichapindi mukati ,,,,,i will see you pavisit yemanheru"
akadaro achisiya dumbu rangu.Pese apa paanga akabata handina kana kunzwa
kuvavirwa nazvo sezvandaiita panaGerry , infact ndaitonzwa kakudziirwa neruoko
rwaTafara."Sorry baby nekukupinza busy" akadaro."No problem,,,,kana uchiona kuti
hausati wakunyatsofunga mushe dont drive,,,,famba netsoka" ndakamudaro
ndichisimuka. Takaparadzana ndichienda ndichibva ndapinda muward medu.

Ndakabva ndapinda muroom maiva naGerry ndokubva ndari "Iwe why do you hate
Tafara ,,,,,akanyanyokuitirei haaa,,,,watadza kutaura naye zvakanaka here haa?".Gerry
akabva ati "Tapiwa why is it that you dont trust me ,,,, why is it that you always choose
Tafara over me,,,,pese paunozviita ndongoita sepasina zvaitika,,,,cant you even see kuti
i am hurting,,,,that day wakamubata muspar instead yekuuya kwandiri what do you take
me for,,,,kukunyararira imhosva here?".Ndakabva ndaona kuti zvechokwadi zvandaiita
zvazvisingaiti asi nekutindanga ndakatsamwa ndakangoti "Discharge me today,,,,you
have the powers ,,,talk to Dr Museta,,,I have to go home today"."Tapiwa hausati
wapora,,,,okay sorry for raising my voice ndichitaura newe i am sorry but Tafara haana
kukwana hes not man enough,,,ang" Ipapo ndakanzwa kupupira nehasha Tafara
kusakwana sei."Whaaat??? Wati Tafara is not man enough ,,,,,kkkkkki ,,,, chitiudzaika
imi maman enough kuti murume pakati pako naTafara ndiani"."Tapiwa zvaurikufunga
hazvizirizvo zvendirikutaura sorry baby asi handisikuda zvekunetsana newe".Akabva
abuda mukaroom kaya ndokubva abuda panze.

Ndakabva ndaenda pakanga pana Manyara ndikasvika achichema akangotarisa

mwana achichemawo.Ndakabva ndamuti "i understand where you are coming from and
where you are going bt it not the end of the world,,,dont worry dear ,,,,chipa mwana
mukaka".Akamboramba achichema asi akazonyarara ndokuzopa mwana wake
mukaka.Vamwevo mai vaive muward vakabva vatanga kutaurawo vehupenyu hwavo
semunhuwo airarama ari HIV positive.Kutaura chokwadi mai ava waisava fungira.Izvi
zvakabva zvabatsira Nyarie nekuti akanga akutobvunzawo mubvinzo.Dr Museta
vakazouya ndokubva ndavakumbira kubuda muhospital vakabva vati ndaizobuda musi
waitevera.Zuva rese rakapera Gerry asina kuuya.Visiting hour yemasikati yakasvika
,mai vangu vakauya na mainini Mary.Vakabva vati manheru vakanga vasirikuchauya
since i was feeling much better.

Yemanheru yakasvika Tafara akandiwigira zvinhu zvekudya zvakawanda kusanganisira

my favourite chocolate Aero pepper mint.Ndakabva ndamuti "Ahhhh waita hako my
favoutite chocolate,,,mira ndibvandatopa nyari zvinhu zvake ndisare nezvangu,,,,mari
yako yechocolate ndozokupira kumba".Ndakataura izvi ndichiitira kuti Nyari
asarwadzirwe.Ndakabva ndaendesa zvimwe zvese kuna Nyari ndikati nevoice repasi
"Zvanzi idya uwane mukaka,,,,,zvanzi will talk to you ndichiri ndakatsamwa".Tafara
haana kufara nazvo asi hapana zvaakange achakwanisa kuita. Akabva angoti "i will see
you tommorow,,,,udye usakuwadze mwana arimudumbu" ndokubva aenda.Kuzoti
visiting hour yapera Gerry akabva apinda neplastic bag rangarakazara ma Aero
peppermint chocolates ndokubva ati "Ndeipi ,,,,urisei,,,ndauyaka nemachocolates
akawanda,,,,handiti waita kunga uchafainter nekufarira 1".Handina
zvandakapindura.Ndakabva ndaziva kuti ainge aona zvese zvanga zvaitika pakauya
Tafara.Kutaura chokwadi machocolates aya aga akawanda asi handina kana
kumbomafarira.Ndaitoda iyoyo one yanga yabva kunaTafara."Sry about what happened
earlier,,,,ndandangobhoikana,,,waswera sei".Ndakazomudaira zvakanaka tichibva
tazotaura dzimwe nyaya ndokubva azoenda.

Ndakatotadza kunyatsorara manheru aya ndichifunga kuti Tafara anga arisei.Zuva

raitevera ndakazobuditswa muhospital ndikasiya Nyari achirimo.Gerry akandiperekedza
kumba akandisiya pagate nekuti aiziva kuti mai vangu vanga varipo since it was
Sunday.Ndakapinda mumba muina mai vaya vaindibatsira kuita basa varimo.Ndakatya
kuti mai vangu vachandituka asi ndakatoshamisika vachitofara zvavo vachitaura
nyaya.Manheru acho Gerry akatuma munhu akauya achindidaidza ndikaenda road
yekuseri kwaanga ari.Takataura nyaya ndokubva azondipa magroceries aanga auya
nawo.

Chifumi chemangwana acho ndakamutswa nephone call yepaland line

yedu."Hi,,,ndiTafara ndouya ndichikutora nguwai".Takazowirirana kuti aizouya
kuma10.Akazouya achinditora.Ndakafara zvisingaiti panguwa yandaiva
naTafara.Takapinda muroom mataida kutorerwa ropa."May i know the relationship
between you" ndinurse vakabvunza.Tafara akabva amhanya kupindura ndokuti
"Husband and wife".Handina zvandakakwanisa kutaura.Counselling yacho yaingoitwa
yevanhu varimarried .Takazotorwa ropa ndokubva tazomboenda hedu kumota
takamirira maresults.Tafara aindiudza nyaya dzaindinakidza zvekuti ndandakutonzwa
mabayo nekuseka.Tafara aigona zvekundisekesa.Gerry aimboyedza zvake
kundisekesa asi hapana zvaimbondinakidza zvaaitaura.Takazoenda kunopihwa ma
results edu.Ini ndaive ndashandisa zita rekuti julie, tafara rekuti Edward."Your results
are here,,,you have to accept zvinenge zviripo and move on with life,,like i said ealier
kuva ne" ,nurse ava vakanga vakutondinonokera.Vakatombotaura zvakawanda asi
hapana kana chimwe chandakanzwa.Vakazoti "Okay,,,i will start with you julie,,,,you are
HIV " phone yakabva yaringer bvavati "A moment please".

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Pavaitaura paphone ndakabva ndatanga

kubvunda.Mudumbu mangu makatanga

kurwadza.Tafara akabva andibata ruoko achiti

"let us be strong and accept what is

there".Nurse vakazobva zvavo paphone ndokuti

"Sorry about that,,,,ndandakutaura kuti"

ndakabva ndati "Pama results" because could

not wait any longer."Okay zviya,,,,julie you

are HIV negative " Tafara akabva asvetuka

mudenga achiti "Yes ,,, Yes thank you

God,,,,thank you Father"."Mabva mafara

kudaro,,,,ko enyu mamanzwa here" nurse

vakabvunza.Tafara akabva apindura kuti "If

she and my baby are safe then i have some

people to live for weather positive or negative i

don't mind,,,,come on baby give dady a big hug"

akataura kudai achindidhonza.Tafara akanga

zvake azere nemufaro asi ini ndakanga

ndakutozvidya moyo kuti My Baby.Kuti Tafara

ainyatsoziva kuti nhumbu yaiva yake here?Ko

sei anga ati and my baby? Haa zvakandinetsa

mumoyo.Ko kana achiziva kuti mwana ndewake

ndichatii manje kuna Gerry.Ko vanamai vangu?

"Ahh baby ndandakuto rwadzirwa kuti

ndakakupinzisa busy.i am so happy".Apa

ndakaona kuti Tafara aindida.Chero zvedu

tanga takasiyana ndakaona kuti Tafara

aingondishuwira zvakanaka.

"Okay chigarai pasi ndikupe ako Edward.Ini

handina kana kutozomboona kuti

ndandazombundirana nguwai naTafara nekuti

ndaive pasi mupfungwa."Okay Tafara you are

also HIV negative".Ndakafunga kuti Tafara

aizojamba mudenga nemufaro asi akangoti

"Okay".Nurse vakabva vati "Ko sei usina

kunyatsofara sezvawaita emudzimai

wako"."Ahhh ini pane pndakabhaiza and i coulnt

live with it dai anzi HIV positive,,,,She and my

baby comes first".

Nurse vakakozenderera mberi necounselling

vakataurawo nezvekuti taifanira kuzouya zve

kinotetswa after 3mnths.Vakazopedzisira

vachiti "You are still a young couple,,,,munot

ofanira kunamata kuti murege kuparadzaniswa,

,,muchinamatawo tauraiwo maverse emubible

like Mwari ndimi makati what you have joined

together let no man put asunder".Apa ndakabva

ndatanga kunetseka kuti zvino ini zvendinoziva

Tafara bedzi muupenyu hwangu apa

ndinenhumbu yake asi ndirikunzi mai Mtale

handisikutadzira Mwari here.Takazotenda

zvedu tikabuda.Tafara akasiira nurse ava mari

achiti vazotengawo lunch.Vakamboramba asi

vakazobvuma.

Tavamumota Tafara akazoti where do you want

us to go.Ndakabva ndamuti "Kumba"."Ahhh

tapiwa ndirikuda kumbospendawo zuva rese

newe please ,,,,no strings attarched ,,,, i

promise"akadaro."Okay hande kusight viewing

kuVumba,,,ndakambokuenda naGerry the sight

is so nice ,,,,you will love it" ndakadaro."Hoo

naGerry inga,,,,manje ini handiiti zvaGerry

ndoita zvaTafara,,,,neVumba yacho ndabva

ndaimaka" akadaro.Ndakabva ndapererwa.Ko

sei varume ava vakavengana zvekudaro???."H

ande tinotenga zvinhu muSpar then tozoenda

nekuti kwendirikuda kukuendesa hakuna

mashops akawanda" akadaro Tafara.Takapinda

muspar Tafara akanhonga nhonga twumanice

nice.Ndakanga ndamuudza kuti hapana

zvandaida kudya nekuti mazuva iwayo ndaingo

rutsa rutsa.Takasvika kutill point kwakazara

saka ndakabva ndamuti tiende kunobhadharira

patill yema loyalty cards."Maswera sei mai

Mtale" nditill operator akadaro , "loyalty card

renyu rakabuda ,,,, ndabva kuripa Mr Mtale

manje manje apa"."Tafara mira ndimboona

Gerry ndakadaro ndichimutamidza loyalty card

raGerry ndikabva ndabuda kunomutsvaga kucar

park asi ndakasvika atoenda.Ndakazodzoka

mushop Tafara apedza kuchayisa zvinhu

ndokubva taenda kumota.

Tavamota Tafara akabva ati "Tapiwa shaa i cant

go out dressed like this,,,i have to change into

some thing more casual,,,,hande kumba zve2

minutes chete"."Okay asi tobva tadarika

nekuchikanga,,,ndirikudawo kunochinja,,,nd

irikuda kunopfeka skinny jean ne tshirt"

ndakadaro."Zvawakapfeka zvitori bhoo

izvozvo,, you have to wear zvinhu zviri loose

just like the dress you are wearing not zvinhu

zviritight ,,,urikuda kundikwadzira

mwana".Ndakabva ndakurumidza kuti "Okay"

zviya zvekuti nyaya ikurumidze

kupera.Mataurire aiita Tafara aiita semunhu

aiziva kuti mwana anga ariwake.

Takazosvika pamba pavo ndokubva ndadzikawo

mumota nekuti i wanted to use the

toilet.Takapinda mumba ndichitarisira kuona

change semumba mangamakugarwa

nemunhukadzi asi hapana chakanga

chachinja.Handizivi kuti chii chakandibata

ndakazoerekana ndati "Hoo saka maitoshandisa

bedroom yako na Nyarie"."Tapiwa tell me

something,,,,are you still in love with

me,,,just be honest".Ndakabva ndati "Aiwa nei

wadaro"."Then why are you jealous asking me if

i shared a room na Nyarie".Akabva andibata

rwuoko ndokufamba neni achienda neni

mubedroom make."Urikuona mune zvinhu

zvaNyarie here muno,,,,,chiuya kuno uone" apa

anga akundiendesa kune imwe sparebedroom

ndokubva ati "You see this room,,,ndiyo yanga

iri room yanyari".Zvechokwadiwo ndimo manga

muine zvinhu zvaNyarie.Tafara akabva

anditarisa mumaziso ndokunditi "Tapiwa if only

you would let me explain,,i am still in love with

you".Kutaura chokwadi i had strong feelings

for Tafara zvekuti kungonditarisa kwaakaita

ndakabva ndanyunguduka.Tafara akabva

aswedera padhuze neni ndokubva andipa kiss.I

wanted to respond but ndakabva ndaona photo

yaNyarie yanga iri muframe pamadziro.Ndaka

bva ndafunga marwadzisirwe andanga ndaitwa

naTafara ndokuba ndamusundidzira kure." I

thot you said no strings attarched,,,so what is

this about" ndakamubvunza."Sorry Tapiwa but i

could'nt resist you" akapindura."So that means

kwetirikuda kuenda you will behave like that

again,,,, i am going home".Tafara

akazokumbira ruregerero akavimbisa kuti

aisazozviita futi ndokubva ndazomuti "I am

now with Gerry and you have to respect that if

you want us to remain friends".Akabva ati "Its

okay i will never cross that line

again".Ndakabva ndazobuda mumba

ndikanoshandisa toilet yekucortage ndichiitira

kuti muedzo usazondikurira mumba umu.

Takazotanga zvedu rwendo rwedu.Ndaingobv

unza kuti tirikuenda kupi , Tafara achingoti

uchazvionera.Takazosvika muChimanimani

atove masikati.Takazopinda muChimanimani

national park.Kutaura chokwadi ini

ndakatoshaya kuti Tafara anga akakwana here

kundiendesa kunzvimbo yanga izere miti dzega

dzega.Takazosvika paiwa nekagate ndipo

pandazonzwa Tafara akubvunza kuti "Bridal Veil

iripapi pacho".Akapihwa madirections acho

ndokubva abhadhara mari yekuti

tipinde.Takazosvika ndikaona kuti haaa

naGerry hapana zvandakaona.Nzvimbo iyi yaiva

diki zvayo asi yaiva yakanaka.Takafara zvedu

tichimbopota tichimhanyidzana sezviya

zvinoitwa nevanodanana.Panguwa iyi

ndakafunga kudzokera hangu kuna Tafara asi

ndakazofungazve Gerry ndikabva ndazvidzora

moyo.Kuzosvika pakudya ndakaramba kudya

Tafara ndokubva abata padumbu pangu ndokuti

"You see mum has to eat so that she can be

strong,,,,be good and let her eat".Ndakatoseka

zvangu ndobva ndati "Unofunga kuti mwana

wako anonzwa chinhu here iyeye"."Tapiwa what

did you just say?" akandibvunza.Ndakabva

ndangomira kuseka pakarepo.Ndakambonyarara

ndokubvandamuti "sleep of tongue,,,sorry"

.Akabva angoti "Hoo ,,,,iribhoo ,,,ngatichidye

ndataura naye".Ndakadya zvese zvandaida asi

kana kumborutsa.Ndakazomuti "Ngatichidzoker

a kumba,,,ndodakunobika,,,,mhamha vanonoka

kuuya nhasi,varikuend nekuma prayers".

Takadzokera zvedu kwaMutare tichingotaura

nyaya dzaisetsa.Takazodarika nekuclinic

tichinoona Manyara.Takapinda muward muya

matova nevamwe vanhu vatsva."Waswera sei

Nyari,,,,aisei baby" ndakadaro, "Ndeipi" tafara

akadaro.Gerry akabva apindawo ndokuti "Hesi

baby,,waswera sei" achindibata pamabendekete

angu zviya zvekuti Tafara aone.Ndakabva

ndangoti "Ndaswera bhoo,,urisei".Haa apa

ndakaona kuti panga pakaipa.Ndaimboedza

kutaura nyaya asi the situation was tense.Kuti

nditi ngatichienda Tafara ko Gerry.Kuti nditi

Gerry hande ko Tafara.Haaa iyi ndiyo

*DILEMMA* yanganga ndapinda manje.Nyari

akabva ati "Tafara ndokumbirawo kuti

ndimbouye kumba kwenyu zvemadays

mashoma,,,dady angu vauya masikati vachiti

vachanotaura namhamha asi manje pano ndanzi

ndiri kudischargwa mangwana".Tafara akaba

ati "Ahhh i dony think i can help you with that

Nyari,,,,ndirikungoyedza kurerutsa zvinh

nekuuya kunokuona but you made me lose a lot

in lyf".Ndakabva ndakurumidza kupindira

"Tafara iwe hazvinzwaro,,,are you so perfect

in life,,,,unorevakuti hauna munhu

wawakamborwadzisa muupenyu hwako

here?".Apa ndaitaura ndakutofungamar

wadzisirwe andanga ndaitwa naTafara.Tafara

akabva apindura asimudza inzwi achiti "Yes

ndakakurwadzisa Tapiwa but it was all because

of this bitch our relationship was

ruined"."Relationship?" Nyari akabvunza.Tafar

a ndokuti "Yes you ruined our relationship and i

lost her,,,,and now i am about to lose my baby

to some dump a" haana kuzopedzisa chibhakera

chakanga chasvitswa pamuromo naGerry.

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Tafara akabva adzoserawo Gerry chibhakera.Ndakaona kuti painge paipa ndokubva

ndadaidzira kuti "Guard ,,,,Sekuru" nekuti ndaiziva kuti hapana zvandanga
ndichakwanisa kuita kuti vaviri ava vamire kurwa. Pakarepo maguards akabva auya
kuzobata Gerry naTafara.Gerry akabva abuda ndokubva tasara tiri vatatu."Handina
kumboziva kuti Tapiwa waidanana naTafara,,,,dai wakanga wakandiudza,,,,weduwee
ndiregerereiwo i was desparate" akadaro Nyarie.Ndakabva ndati "Hapana
zvawakakanganisa,,,,ndini ndofanira kukuti sorry".Nekunyara ndakabva ndati "Nyarie
ndavakuenda,,,i am not feeling well" ndichinyeba zvangu.Tafara akabva ati "Nyarie
ndakuendawo ndokuona mangwana".Takabva tabuda tikafamba tichienda kucar park
kwanga kuine mota yaTafara.Patakasvika pamota yaTafara,ndakazokaruka ndakunzwa
Gerry achiti "And where do you think you are going Tapiwa" achifamba kuuya pandanga
ndiri.Paakadaro hana yangu yakabva yarowa ndikaziva kuti pakanga pasisina kumira
mushe.Tafara akabva ati "Tapiwa arikuenda neni nekuti ndini ndauya naye" achivhara
door remota achifambawo kuuya pandanga ndiri.Ndakabva ndakurumidza kuti "Enough
you guys enough,,,,munoti handina pfungwa dzangu here dzekufunga,,,,,,stop
controlling me both of you".Vese vakaramba vakanyarara "Iwe Tafara watch your
mouth,,,,,iwe Gerry control your temper,,,,mese siyanai neni,,,hapana wendirikuenda
naye,,, ndirikuenda ndega kumba".Vese vakada kutaura ndokubva ndavati "Ndatopedza
nemi".Ndakabva ndafamba ndikavasiya varimu car park imomo.Ndakupinda muroad
Tafara akabva auya nemota yake achifunga kuti ndichakwira asi ndakaramba
ndichingofamba kudzamara azosara nemota yake.

Pakarepo maguards akabva auya kuzobata Gerry naTafara.Gerry akabva abuda

bvatasara tiri vatatu."Handina kumboziva kuti Tapiwa waidanana naTafara,,,,dai
wakanga wakandiudza,,,,weduwee ndiregerereiwo i was desparate" akadaro
Nyarie.Ndakabva ndati "Hapana zvawakakanganisa,,,,ndini ndofanira kukuti
sorry".Nekunyara ndakabva ndati "Nyarie ndavakuenda,,,i am not feeling well"
ndichinyeba zvangu.Tafara akabva ati "Nyarie ndakuendawo ndokuona
mangwana".Takabva tabuda tikafamba tichienda kucar park.Patakasvika pamota
yaTafara,Gerry akabva ati "And where do you think you are going Tapiwa".Paakadaro
hana yangu yakabva yarowa ndikaziva kuti pakanga pasisina kumira mushe.Tafara
akabva ati "Tapiwa arikuenda neni nekuti ndini ndauya naye".Ndakabva ndakurumidza
kuti "Enough you guys enough,,,,munoti handina pfungwa dzangu here
dzekufunga,,,,,,stop controlling me both of you".Vese vakaramba vakanyarara "Iwe
Tafara watch you mouth,,,,,iwe Gerry control your temper,,,,mese siyanai neni,,,hapana
wendirikuenda naye ndirikuenda ndega kumba".Vese vakada kutaura ndokubva ndavati
"Ndatopedza nemi".Ndakabva ndafamba ndikavasiya varimu car park imomo.
Ndakupinda muroad Tafara akabva auya nemota yake achifunga kuti ndichakwira asi
ndakaramba.

I needed to talk a long walk ndichinyatsofungisisa zvandaida chaizvo chaizvo nekuti

zvakanga zvakuitika pakati paGerrynaTafara zvakanga zvisingachaiti.Ndakafamba
ndichifunga kuti zvino ndochida ani.Ndakafunga zvandaiitirwa naGerry ,Gerry aindida
unconditionaly.Gerry ainge andida nemwana wangu.Gerry akange abvuma mhosva
yaanga asina kupara kumba kwedu ,akandibvisa nyadzi kuna mai
vangu.Ndakazotangakufungawo nezva Tafara.Hongu Tafara ndaimuda nemoyo wese
asi ainge andirwadzisa.Asika Tafara ndiye anga aribaba vemwana wangu.Apa
ndakapinda *Dilemma* chaiyo.Ndakasvika paikwirirwa macomby ndikapinda mucomby
ndichingorine pfungwa dzangu idzi.Handizivi kuti comby yasimuka seyi
ndakazongoerekana ndakunzi naconductor "Iwe musikana iwe asi hausikudzikira
paright turn nhasi" , ndakabva ndangoti "paright turn".Pandakada kumupa mari
yecomby akabva ati "wabhadhara kudhara,,,,asi pane zvirikunetsa.Handina kukwanisa
kumudaira nekuti ndanga ndichingori pasi mupfungwa.Ndakapinda mumba mai vangu
vatovemo."Maswera si mhamha,,,,ko nhasi makurumidza kuuya" ndakadaro ndichiita
kakunyaririra nekuti vakanga vakutobika."Mushe waswera bhoo here,,,,nhasi ndati
ndimbotora off".Takazotaura zvedu dzimwe nyaya ndokubva tazoenda zvedu
kunorara.Ndava mubedroom mangu ndakazofunga kuti regai nditore kapepa ndinyore
zvakashata zvandakaitirwa naTafara kuseri ndonyora zvakashata zvandakaitirwa
naGerry.Pana Tafara ndakabva ndanyora kuti cheat asi ndicho chega chandanga
ndatadzirwa naTafara.Ndakaenda papage paGerry ndakabva ndashaiwa kana chimwe
chete zvacho chaakanditadzira.Ndakazozviudza kuti ndaifanira kuita nezvaGerald
ndosiyana naTafara nekuti Tafara aiva andirwadzisa moyo.

Chifumi chemangwana wacho ndakamuka ndikaita basa rese remumba.Ndakazofunga

zvekufonera Tafara ndokubva ndafona ndikati "Tafara patakatamba pakakwana
chisiyana neni,,,,ndiwe wakandikanganisira,,,,Gerry is a good person,,,i am sick of
hurting him and i dont want it any more,,,,,please don't call me or come to my
house,,,,whatever we had its over" ndokubva ndakata phone.Ndichingoisiya pasi
ndakanzwa yavakuringer ndikaziva kuti aiva ariTafara saka handina kuidaira.

Mumba mainditonhora saka ndakafunga zvekubuda kuti ndinogote mushana

panze.Ndichingovhura door ndakabva ndatarisana naTafara uyo akanga akuda
kuknocker padoor."Tapiwa shaa usandidaro please,,,,i promise you i won't come
between you and Gerry,,,,,i only want to be your friend please Tapiwa please" akadaro
Tafara.Ndakabva ndamupindura ndakapfawa zvangu "you see Tafara i am going to be
honest with you,,,, i still have feelings for you whilst i am dating Gerry and soon we are
going to get married,,,,ndikaramba ndichikuona unenge uchitondipa confusion,,,,apa
mese hamutomboonani saka i am sick and tired of separating your fights,,,,ndini
ndiripakati and the decision i made is to be with Gerry,,,,he is so good to me and i have
to start spending more time naye so that we get to know each other better,,,asi iwe
ukaramba uri mupicture that will never happen".Apa ndanga ndazvipira kutaura
chokwadi kuti andinzwisise."Tapiwa i am sorry about what happened neni wacho
handitombozivi kuti chii chakaitika,,,,but Tapiwa ungabva wazvipira kuroorwa nemunhu
weusingadi just because he is good here,,,,, there is a saying inoti the devil you know is
better than the angel you dont know" akadaro Tafara.Ndakabva ndamupindura kuti "It is
now time for me to know more about Gerry,,,very soon he will also be the devil i know,,,,
ndakuudza chokwadi changu saka i am done with you Tafara", ndakabva ndapinda
mumba ndokuvhara door.Moyo wangu wakarwadza zvisingaiti zvekuti ndakachema asi
ndakanga ndakufanira kuenderera mberi nehupenyu hwangu.Tafara ndaimuda asi it
was time for me to move forward with my life.

Ndakabva ndafunga kuenda kunoona Gerry kumba kwake sekuti zuva iri angaari off
pabasa.Ndakabva ndapinda mutown ndokupinda muspar ndichida kutsvaga muriwo
nekuti ndaida kunomubikira.Ndakabva ndafunga kuti aive akandiudza kuti
ainyanyofarira fish.Ndakabva ndaenda kufridge ndokubva ndanotora mabreams angu
maviri,ndokubva ndaenda paspice rack ndikatora favourate spice yangu ground black
pepper.Ndakaziva kuti Gerry aisanyanyobika kumba kwake ndakabva ndatenga
matomatoes maonions nerape.Ndakabva ndafunga makissirwe andanga ndakamboitwa
naTafara aine chocolate Aero pepper mint mukanwa ndokubva ndasekerera ndobva
ndaitora.Apa ndakanga ndazvipira kupa Gerry my all. Ndakabva ndafunga zvekutsvaga
card rekumuendesera ndokubva ndaenda muTime Stationary.Ndakasvikowana
macards angaaine mamessages anga akanaka asi ndakatorwa moyo netwo,rimwe
rakanga r rakanzi I love you nerimwe rakanga rakanzi I am sorry.Ndakabva ndamatora
ese arimaviri.
Musi uyu handina kuda kuti Gerry azive kuti ndakanga ndiri kuuya kumba kwake.I
wanted to surprise him.Pese pandaitenga tenga twunhu twangu ndakabva ndaona kuti
ndakanga ndakutotangawo kuda Gerry.Ndakaenda kunokwira taxi ndichinyemwerera
nekuti ndaiziva kuti ndakanga ndichanofadza Gerry sezvaanga asati
amboita.Ndakasvika pamba pake gate rakavhurwa ndichibva ndangopinda.Ndakaona
mota dzake dzese nhatu dziripo ndikaziva kuti aivepo.Ndakavhura door repadinning
ndokubva ndaona tv iri on asi makanga musina munhu.Ndakabva ndafamba ndichienda
kubedroom kwake ndokubva ndangovhura door remubedroom make wanike Gerry
akatorara zvake asina kupfeka akararirwa nemusikana akanga asinawo kupfeka
pachest pake.Ndakabvandangoneta ndokudonhedza plastic bag pasi.

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CHAPTER 14

Ndakabva ndashaiwa simba ndokubva ndangogara pasi ndichiita zvekuzvikanda.Gerry

akaita zvekuvhundukira ndokubva ati "Ahhhhh,,,,Tapiwa,,,,,Heyi,,,,,,Oooooo
,,,,,Eeee".Handina kuzoona kuti akadzika sei pamubhedha akapfeka.Ndakazobuda
mukuputirika musikana uya akuti "Eeeee mukwasha chindipai mari yangu ndiende,,,,
$40 because ndaita all night ka". Apa ndipo pandakazonyatso pererwa.Chokwadi Gerry
ainge apererwa zvekusvika pakutsvaga pfambi here?Munhu waDoctor kupererwa
zvekusvika pakudaro here? Gerry akabva atora iri $100 ndokupa pfambi iya zviya
zvekuti ikurimidze kuenda."Hiiii thanx ,,,,thank you so much,,,,kana muchizondida futi
munozouya kuMandisa,,,,ndomendinenge ndingori,,,,munouya kutable irikuside kwabar
man kuya ,,,not kwemunositorera Prisca kuya" musikana uya akabva adaro.Hama
dzangu apa ndakabva ndachizooma mate mumukanwa.Chokwadi zvinoreva kuti
ndowaitove kugarire waGerald wekutorana nepfambi.Gerry akabva angodaira kuti "Ok
chienda".Musikana uya akabva abuda ndokubva tasara tiri vaviri.Akabva afamba
achiuya pandanga ndiri ndokubva ada kundibata ndipo pandakabva ndamuti
"Usandibate nemaoko ako anetsvina,,,,,uri doctor mhandoyi asingazivi kuti mazuva ano
kunezvirwere,,,,urizikubenzi remunhu,,,hooo heya saka waida kundipa zvirwere zvako
handiti". "Its not like that Tapiwa,,,,inyaya yekuti Tafara akandibhohwa nezur" haana
kuzopedzisa kutaura nekuti ndakanga ndamudira mbama."Leave Tafara out of
this,,,,chero dai wanga watsamwiswa naTafara does this give you the right to cheat on
me,,,,saka pese apa pawaisiita zvaana Prisca ndiTafara futi?" ndakamubvunza."I did it
because iwe wacho waindipangidza kuti waida Tafara and not me,,,,pandaikupa hug
chaiyo waitokurumidza kundiisa kure,,,,Tapiwa i am a man and i have feelings too"
akadaro Gerry.Ndakaziva kuti munhu anenge abatwa haashai chekutaura.Ndakabva
ndamuti "Gerry tingatopedza nguwa tichitaura,,,,handichadi kufa ndakakuonazve
muupenyu hwangu,,,chero ukanzwa kuti ndaita accident ramba kuti uri doctor
vangu,,,,,never come to our house chero kuparty zvayo,,,, ukandiona muroad
usandimhorese".Gerry akabva aona kuti nyaya yanga yaipa ndokuzoti "What about your
baby ,,,, your mum ,,,,society vese vachatii".Panguwa iyi ndakabva ndadzikisa pfungwa
ndichifunga kuti vanhu vaizotii.Ndakazomuti "Hoo saka pese apa waiita zvinhu zvako
uchiziva kuti u were taking advantage yesituation yangu,,,,dont worry about my child
ana baba vake,,,,chokwadi ndazvionera kuti the devil i know is better than an angel i
dont know".Mumoyo mangu makarwadzirwa kwete nekuti ndaiva ndaona Gerry aine
mumwe musikana asi nemabatire andanga ndaita Tafara paanga auya kumba
kwedu.Ndakabva ndasimuka pandaiva ndakagara ndokubva ndati "Gerry wakaita hako
nezvese zvawakandiitira,,,asi nhasi wandirwadzisa moyo wangu.Wozoisa fish
dzandanga ndatenga ndichida kukubikirawo mufridge,,,,ndakuenda" ndakataura kudaro
ndichichema."Tapiwa lets not do this please,,,,handina kumboziva kuti wanga
uchazondidawo kusvika pakuda kutondibikirawo,,,,i am sorry Tapiwa please usadaro "
akadaro Gerry voice rake richitaridza kuti ainge adzamirwa.

Ndakambobatikana ndikazvipa mhosva yekuti ndakanga ndisinga pangidzi Gerry rudo

asi ndakazofunga kuti dai iye Gerry aindidawo nemoyo wese haaizombosvika pakutora
pfambi.Ndakabva ndatora macards ake ese muwallet ndokubva
ndamutambidza.Akaramba kumatambira ndokubva ndamaisa padressing table
yake.Ndakabva ndabuda ndichifamba kuenda dinning.Ndakusvika padoor rekubuda
kunze ndakabva ndanzwa sound yakabuda mubedroom maGerry ndokubva Gerry
adedzera kuti "Maihwee".Ndakabva ndadzokera mubedroom make wanike Gerry anga
akadonhera pasi ropa rakubuda mumusoro zvichipangidza kuti anga adonherwa
newalker iya yatakanga tatenga ,painezve prema yanga ichiri muplastic nemasimbi
simbi akangosiyana siyana.Ndakabva ndamhanya kunomuzunguza asi haana
kudaira.Ndakabva ndamhanya kudinning ndokubva ndafona kuEmras kuti inditumidzire
ambulance.Hapana kumbopera nguva ambulance yakabva yasvika.Ndakabva ndatora
macards aya andanga ndamboramwa ndokubva ndakiya madoor ndokuenda ku SASU
clinic.Patakasvika kuclinic ndakabva ndarambidzwa kupinda muroom
maakapinzwa.Ndakasara panze ndakungodemba nekunamata.Papera kanguwa
ndakazonzi ndipinde kunomuona.Ndakasvika aiswa bandage mumusoro."Gerry Gerry
urisei" ndakadaro ndichimuzunguza."Hee baby i am fine dont worry,,,,asi ndine nzara"
akadaro Gerry.Apa ndipo pandakazotura befu ndanzwa kuti akanga
avakutaura.Ndakazobvunza zvaaida kudya ndokubva anditi chero.Ndakabva
ndabudiswa muclinic ndichinzi aida nguwa yekumbozorora uye kuti vamupe zvekudya.
Ndakabva ndafamba kupinda mutown ndichinotsvaga zvekudya.Ndakazodzoka visiting
hour yemasikati yatotanga.Ndakamubatsira kudya asi ainetsa nekuti akanga
achinetseka kutsenga.Mamwe madoctors madzisahwira ake akabva atanga kuuya
kuzomuona pamwe chete nehama dzake.Hama dzese dzaingouya dzaingobvuza kuti
ndakanga ndiri ani waGerry.Gerry wacho ndiye aipindura achivati "Ndivo mai Mtale
ivavo".

Handidi kunyeba ini zvaGerry ndakanga ndisingachadi asi nekuti airwadzirwa

ndaingobvumira zvese zvaaitaura.Visit yakapera ndokubva ndapinda mutown
ndichinotsvagira Gerry mapyjama ekushandisa muchipatara.Ndakabva ndaenda kumba
ndichida kunobikira Gerry ma mashed potatoes kuitira kuti asazonetseke
pakudya.Ndichisvika pagate repamba pedu ndakabva ndasangana nemusikana webasa
wepanext door pedu.

"Iiiii nhasi sisi Tapiwa phone yenyu yaswera ichingoringer" akadaro musikana
uya.Ndakabva ndangoti "hoo urisei" ndokubva ndapinda mugate.Ndakasvika ndikabika
mapotatoes aGerry pamwe nechikafu chedu chemanheru.Mai vangu vakazopindawo
ndokubva ndavaudza zvekuti Gerry akanga arimuhospital asi handina kuda kuvaudza
nezvanga zvaitika kumba kwaGerry.Vakabva vandibatsira kugadzirira kuti ndidzokere
kuclinc.Ndapedza ndakabva ndapinda mudinning ndichiti nditore wallet yandanga
ndasiyamo ndopakabva pangoringer wo phone."Hello ,,,,its Tapiwa speaking"
ndakadaro."Hesi Tapiwa ,,,ndiManyaya,,,,ndabvira kudhara ndichifona,,,,,ndavakumba
kwedu,,,,Tafara aita accident makuseni ,,,,arikuGeneral hospital muward A".Handina
kuzombomirira kuti apedze kutaura ndakabva ndangoisa phone pasi ndokubva ndati
"Mhamha ndiperekedzeiwo kuGeneral hospital,,,,Tafara aita accident"
ndichidedzera.Mai vangu vakabva vauya mudinning mandanga ndiri ndokuti "Wadii
watanga kuenda kunoonaGerry first handiti ndiye murume wako here,,,,wozoenda
kunoona Tafara kana wabva kunoona Gerry".Ndakambonyarara kwekanguva
ndichifunga.Kuti ndiende kuna Gerry ko Tafara , kutizve ndiende kuna Tafara
koGerry.Haaa apa ndanga ndapinda *DILEMMA* chaiyo .Ndakabva ndazofunga kuti
Gerry ndakanga ndambomuona ndokubva ndazovati ndaida kutanga nekuona Tafara
nekuti Gerry ndangandabva kumuona.Vakabva vazoti vaizondiperekedza
kunoonaTafara sezvo pakanga pasina zvaiera panaTafara nekuti kuti vanoona Gerry
zvakanga zvisati zvavakuita semhunhu akanga asati abvisira

Takakwira mota yemumwewo murume tikakumbira kuti atisvitse kuGeneral hospital

ndokubva akabvuma.Tasvika pahospital ndakabva ndati "mhamha ndakumhanya
motevera henyu muchifamba".Handina kumirira mhinduro ndakabva ndamhanya
ndokusvikobvunza paiva naTafara patable yemanurse muward A umu.Ndakasvikoona
tafara akakuvara rwuoko aine chinhu changa chakaiswa pahuro chiitirwa kuti
chisupporter huro.Ndakabva ndasvikonomuzunguza ndichiti "Tafara,,,,Tafara
iwe".Akabva ati "Hee Tapiwa wauya" achitaurira pasi asi akangovhara maziso."Chii
chaitika ?Tafara urisei? " ndakabvunza.Akabva apindura achiti "I am in deep pain
Tapiwa,,,ndirikurwadzirwa,,,,,please Tapiwa be honest with me love,,,,is the baby you
are carring mine?".Ndakabva ndapererwa.Kuti ndinyebe zvakabva
zvandinetsa.Ndakaona kurwadzirwa kwaanga achiita zvikabva zvandishungurudza
moyo.Ndakabva ndati "Ehe nhumbu ndeyako Tafara"."Wati chii Tapiwa?????" ,
ndakabva ndacheuka wanike ndimai vangu vakangavabvunza.

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CHAPTER 15

"Mhamha ndichakutsanangurirai tavakuenda kumba" ndakadaro.Kuti vachadzokera

zvakanga zvisingachaiti vakabva vangoti "Hesi mwanangu ko chii chaitika" vachibvunza
Tafara.Tafara akangoti "Ndirikurwadzirwa".Kuataura chokwadi ndakaita sendichati
Mwari torai kurwadzirwa kwese kwaTafara mundipe.Handina kuzombozvifunga zvekuti
mai vangu vakanga varipo ndakabva ndangoti "Tafara you have to be strong for your
son,,,imbomira zvekufunga zvinhu zvisina basa,,,,,,handiti ndakuudza kuti mwana
ndewako here" ipapo pandaitaura misodzi yakabva yatanga kuerera pamatama.Tafara
akabva aita seaida kukosora ndokubva atora zikubefu.Ndakabva ndamudaidza
ndichimuzunguza asi haana kudaira.Ndakabva ndadaidza nurse kuti vauye kuzoona
kuti chii changa chavakutora nzvimbo.Nurse vakauya ndokubva vanodaidza
doctor.Pasina nguwa Tafara akabva abudiswa achiendeswa kuintensive care
unit.Weduwee moyo wangu wakarwadza.Mai vangu vakamboedza kundinyaradza asi
vakanditadza.Ndakanga ndakungonamata kasingaperi.Mupfungwa dzangu maingove
muchiti ndini ndauraisa mwana wevanhu nenyaya yezvandanga ndamuita mangwanani
acho.Ndakatanga kuita flash back yezvese zvandaiita naTafara kubva kuvaccation
kusvika ndadzokera kuchikoro ndikatanga kubowa.Ndofunga aindiona aitoti kuda
ndafirwa.Takanga tachizogara pamabhenji epanze pe ICU munhu wese aidarika
achingonditarisa.Panguwa iyi ndakanga ndisisina basa nemunhu.Nyari akazosvikawo
pati perei kanguwa ndokubva takwazisana.Akazonditi aida kutaura neni ndokubva
tasiya mai vangu vakagara nemukadzi aigara kucortage kwana Tafara.

"Tapiwa sorry hako ndaisaziva kuti waidanana naTafara.Ndakaitiswa pamuviri

nemukomana aishanda kufarm kwedu.Pandakamuudza nezvepamuviri pangu akabva
ati zvakanga zvirinani kuti anotsvaga basa kuSouth Africa pane kuti arambe
achishandira Dady vangu.Akabva aenda ndokubva aroverako.Paya patanga tiri
kuChisamba ndanga ndakupererwa nepfungwa saka ndakafunga kuti zvaive nani kuti
ndidanane naTafara ndomunyebera kuti ndaiva nepamuviri pake.Kutaura chokwadi
pfungwa dzangu dzaida kuzobvisa pamuviri apa ndonyeba kuti ndaita
miscarriage.Ndakamboedza kuitira Tafara maactions asi haana kumbobvira
andida.Mumwe musi ndaka invitwa kuimwe party ndokubva ndaenda.Ndakasvika Tafara
aripo achinwa doro zvisingaiti.Ndakabva ndatora advantage ndokubva ndati
kuneshamwari dzake ndaizosiya Tafara kumba kwavo.Vakabva vandibatsira kuisa
Tafara mumota ndokubva taenda kumba kwavo.Tasvika ndakabva ndabatsirwa kupinza
Tafara mumba mavo nataxi driver.Ndakabva ndamukurura hembe dzake dzese
ndokubva ndabvisawo dzangu.Time yaakazomuka akabva andibvunza kuti pane chaiva
chaitika here ndokubva ndamunyebera kuti ehe.Akabva andiperekedza kumba kwedu
asi akandiudza kuti aiva nemusikana wake saka zvaisaita kuti
tidanane.Ndakazomuudza kuti ndinenhumbu after a month asi akabva anditi musikana
wakewo anga ainewo nhumbu saka zvaisaita kuti tigare tese.Ndakabva ndakurumidza
kutaura kumba kwedu kuti ndisalooser Jackport.Kubva pandakatizira Tafara hapana
kana musi mumwe zvake waakaswedera pedyo neni.Ndakazoedza kuda kubvisa
nhumbu asi yakaramba kubva.Ndangandisina kunyoresa nhumbu yangu saka
ndakazozviitirwa naDr Mtale musi wandanga ndakuda kubara ndipo pandakazoziva kuti
ndakanga ndine chirwere.Sorry hako Tapiwa asi dai wakandiudza ndisina kumbofungira
Tafara pakashata.I am very sorry for breaking your relationship with Tafara nenyaya
dzangu dzekunyeba.Pandambouya kunomuona masikati ndamutsanangurira zvese
zvakaitika ndipo paabva anditi ndizotaurire iwewe" akadaro Manyara.

Ndakanzwa hasha dzisingaiti asi ndakazoona kuti ndini ndakanga ndiine mhosva nekuti
ndakanga ndisina kubudira shamwari yangu pachena.Ndakazomuti "I am sorry too
Nyarie.Handina kuda kukuudza nezvangu naTafara nekuti iwe wanga watondiudza kare
kuti waida Tafara.Ndakatya kuti waizorwadzirwa moyo so i chose to keep it as a
secret.Sorry hako.Asi panyaya yababa vemwana wako dont loose hope vanogona
kungouya usingambo zvifungiri.Iwewe you have to be strong for you and your son.if you
ever need someone to talk to i will be here for you"."Thank you Tapiwa wakandibatsira
zvisingaiti naGerry. Heyiiii haaa pakaipa manje uchadii,,,,uchachooser ani pakati
paGerry naTafara.Gerry wacho ariright, Tafara anokuda,,,,haaa saka urikufunga kudii?"
akabvunza Nyarie. Ndakaonawo kuti sahwira vangu vakanga vabatwawo ne *Dilemma*
yangu.Ndakabva ndangoti "iii handisikuzivawo kuti ndodii asi ini ndoda Tafara apa Gerry
anondida"."Asi naTafara wacho anokudawo dai isiri nyaya yekuti ndakanyeba handiti
ingadai muchingori mese here.Handiti paya ndakakuudza kuti ndakanzwa Tafara
achitaura nababa vake paphone here.Ini kubva pandakagara naTafara handina kana
hama yake 1 zvayo yandaitaura nayo.Ndaingoda kuyedzawo lucky asi pangu
zvakaramba.Tafara haana mhosva,,haana chaakakukanganisira" akadaro Nyarie.

Vehama woye ndakatanga kurwadzirwa kudarika zvendaive ndichiita.Ndakafunga zvese

zvanga zvaitwa naTafara achiedza kundikumbira ruregerero iye ari innocent.Ndakabva
ndakwetsura mhere yangu kuita sekumunhu aipenga.Mai vangu vakabva vauya
pandaiva ndiri ndokundinyaradza.Chokwadi zvinoita moyo wekubara, i had a lot to
explain to her but still she chose to stand by me.

Visiting hour yakasvika pakupera Tafara asati amuka. Ndakamboedza kukumbira kuti
ndigare naye muhospital asi manurse akaramba.Takazoenda kumba asi kwaingova
kuendawo kwekuti pakanga pasina zvekuita.Tasvika kumba mai vangu vakafonera
mainini Mary kuti vauye.

Mai vangu vakatsanangurirawo munin'ina wawo zvavanga vanzwa kuhospital.Mainini

mary vakazondibvunza zvakanga zvaitika ndokubva ndavatsanangurira nyaya yacho
yese asi ndakasiya zvekuti ndakanga ndaona Gerry ainepfambi."Ah manje kwakuchidini
manje,,,,iwe wochitoenda kuna Gerry,,,,,ahhh aiwa enda kuna Tafara ,,,,, ahhhh
Gerrry ,,,,,,, Tafara " *Dilemma* yakanga isiri kune mwana chete namai vanga varohwa
nayo.Kuzoti nyakuzvara vakatoshaya kuti vonditi ndidii *Dilemma* yanga yanyorwazve
pavari.Mainini Mary vakazoti vakanga vakutombosiya zvehumai voenda neni kunaGerry
nekunaTafara kuti vanyatsoona kuti ndosaruda zvipi.

Musi uyu hope hadzina kana kundibata.Chifumi chemangwana acho ndakamuka

ndikanamata ndichiita zviya zvandanga ndadzidziswa nanurse vaya vekunew
start.Ndaingokumbira kurapirwa Tafara.Mainini Mary vakazoti taitanga nekunoona
Gerry.Vakashamisika ndichivaitira nharo kekutanga muupenyu hwangu
hwese.Takazobvumirana kuti taizotanga kunoonaTafara since kwaGerry ndaigona
kungopinda chero time yandaida.Takazoenda kunoona Tafara wanike patakasiira
ndipapo.He was in a comma.Ndakabvumidzwa kunomuona asi akanga akangorara
akaiswa chinhu chekusuppler oxygen pamhino.Takazobuda visit isati yapera nekuti
hapana zvazvaibatsira.Ini moyo wangu waingoda kuramba ndiina Tafara mukutaura
nemukusataura.Takazokwira taxi ndokuenda kunoona Gerry.

Takasvika Gerry atokutaura zvakanaka achiti aiva adya porridge remakuseni

zvakanaka.Akatomuka akagara achitotaura nyaya.Ndamupa mapyjama andakanga
ndamutengera akapangidza kufara zvisingaiti."Thanx baby,,,,,i am so lucky to have
you,,,,,asi nezuro wanga usisiri kunzwa mushe,,,,ndakaona usina kuzouya kuvisit
yemakuseni,,,,,Kurwara kwakanaka,,,,vana mainini Mary matouyawo kunotiona"
akadaro Gerry.Ndakango pindura kuti "ndangandaneta".Mainini Mary naGerry vakanga
vakajairana zvekuti zvenyaya hazvina kuvanetsa.Ini pese apa ndaitova kuna
Tafara.Pakazopinda vamwe vasikana two vachida kuona Gerry.Vakangosvika patanga
tiri mumwe wacho ndokuti "Eee Gerry ndipe mari yangu"."I will give you once ndabuda"
Gerry akadaro.Mumwe vevasikana ava akabva ati "Eeee handiti Joy wakamupa $100
panite chete iwe uine chikwereti chaPrisca chenight ne2 maquick $40,,,hatisikubuda
muno tisina mari yaPrisca".

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CHAPTER 16

Haa ndakanzwa kuneta mumuwiri mangu.Handina

zvandakakwanisa kutaura kunze kwekungotora mari

muwallet mangu ndokubva ndatambidza musikana

angaachitaura zvaJoy."Ahhh thanx mainini

maitabhoo,,,,muri ani wacho zviya" Prisca akabvunza.

"Iwe Prisca,,,siyana naye,,,,mari yako wanayo,,,,she is

my wife" Gerry akadaro."Haa haa Gerry,,,,,umborine

vakadzi vangani iwewe,,,, pane mumwe uya wekuita

dzungu tikamurova paChicken lnn, pozoita uya

wekuden kwako ,kwakuzoti kahanzvadzi kaDred

vemadisc kwa" haana kuzopedzisa nekuti Gerry

akabva amugura achiti "Iwe ndati chibuda muno

mhani,,,haunzwi here"."Ahhhh sorry henyu mainini

asi kana murimi makaroorwa naGerry haaa muri

paloss" Prisca akadaro.Munongozivawo zvemuclinic,

ipapo maziso evanhu vese anga achiti jijiji kutarisa

kwatiri.Vasikana ava vainhuhwa doro vachitopangidza

kuti vanga vakadhakwa.Gerry akazodaidza maguards

ndokubuda kwevakazoita.Ndakabva ndangotora

macards muwallet ndokubva ndaisa mumaoko

ake.Handina kudakutaura zvakawanda ndakabva

ndangoti "Handei mainini Mary".Mainini Mary

havana kumbopikisa vakabva vangoti "Takuenda

Gerry usare bhoo" ndokubva tatofamba tichibuda.

"Tapiwa uda kuti titaure nezvazvo here ,,,,ukataura

ndokuti zvikuperere mumoyo,,,,ukanyarara

unokwadza mwana nebp" vakadaro mainini

Mary."Dont worry about me mainini nditori

bhoo,,,,ini Gerry ndandagara ndisingamudi kubva

kare nakare ,,, ndandakutodzidzirawo kumuda asi

Mwari vabva vandibatsira ndisati ndawira,,,,,dai

Mwari vangondinzwawo vangoita kuti Tafara amuke

kubva mucomma.Ndine zvakawanda zvendinoda

kumuudza,,,,chokwadi ndosaka zvichinzi no sex

before marriage.Haaa ndadzidza chidzidzo

mainini,,,Handiti dai ndaizvishandira ndisina kana

kumboita basa nanaGerry ava ,,,,zvino yekuti ndozodii

ndiyo yanga ichandiparira,,,,apa mufunge

ndaitoshamisira nekunzi mai Mtale ndisingazivi kuti

vanhu vaitondiseka" ndakadaro.

"Ahhh ngatichitotenda Mwari nekuti zvabuda usati

wazvisungirira paari,,,,asi wanga wapinda mumari

mwanangu,,,,wochitoshingirira kugara naschool boy

wako kana apora,,,,ndopota ndichikubatsirawo kana

zvakupressa" vakadaro mainini Mary.Handina zvangu

kuda kuvataurira nezvema business anga arimuzita

maschoolboy wangu."Ahhh ndizvo zvazvinoita

mwanangu,,,,,asi ko kungoshingirira hako naGerry

wogara zvakanaka nekuti hamudye love ka

naschoolboy wako" mainini Mary vakadaro.Ndakan

govapindura kuti "The Lord will provide

mhamha"."Ndizvo hazvo he provides asika anga

atokuprovidira Gerryka Mwari wacho ,,,,zvekuti

manje manje waifamba nebenz,,,apa isusu taibuda

tiri kuma$5000 yezvehumai chete,,,,wadii

kungoshingirira".Ndakaona kuti mainini vangu vanga

vada mari panaGerry.Zvavanga vasingazivi ndezvekuti

schoolboy aitove nemari kudarika Gerry apa he also

had the looks apa love yanga iri yaka yaka haaaa

Tafara ndaimuda mhani.

Takazoenda kunokwira macomby ekuti tiende

kuChikanga.Tasvika kumba ndakabva ndatanga

kunamata.Ndichipedza, ndakabva ndatanga kugadzira

soup yekuti Tafara azodye."Ahhhh manje zveuri

kugadzira soup,handiti schoolboy wako ari

mucomma here?" mainini Mary vakabvunza.Muitire

waiita mainini Mary kuti school boy waindibhohwa

asi zvekuita pakanga pasina.Ndakabva ndavapindura

kuti "Ndine faith yakanyanya,,,,ndoziva kuti

ndinosvika baba vemwana wangu vamuka".Ndakape

dza kugadzirira ndokubva takwira comby kuenda

kuvisiting hour yemasikati namainini Mary.Takasvika

Tafara akangoita sezvaakanga akaita pavisit

yemakuseni.Takapinda tikagara takangomutarisa

.Bhero rekuti time up rakasvika pakurira

takanotarisana zvekuti nefaith iya ndakabva

ndatoirasa.Ndakazosimuka ndokubva ndabata

rwuoko rwake ndokuriisa madumbu pangu ndokubva

ndati "I will see you visit yemanheru,,,,just be strong

for our baby".Ndakazopedzisa kutaura ndava

kuchema.Ndichingogadzika rwuoko rwake pasi

ndakabva ndakuona Tafara akuita semunhu

aigwinha.Ipapo ndakabva ndati kwatove kufa.Mainini

Mary vakamhanya kunodaidza manurse.Takabva

tabudiswa panze ndokubva vavhara paiva naTafara

nemacurtains.Yaaa apa ndakabva ndaona kuti

zvakanga zvisisina kumira mushe.

Handina kukwanisa kubva pahospital apa kuti

ndimbodzokere kumba ndozouya time yevisit

yakwana.Ndakangogarawo palawn yaiva paseri

pemale ward A.Mainini Mary vakati vaizodzoka time

yevisit yemanheru.Time yevisit yemanheru yakasvika

ndokubva ndazopinda .Haa apa ndakafamba zvangu

ndichipinda muward asi tsoka dzangu dzakanga

dzakuremerwa.Ndichipinda mu ICU ndakabva

ndaona paiva naTafara pasisina munhu.Hamawee

ndakaikwetsura mhere.Ndakazobvunzwa nevamwe

nurse kuti ndaichemei ndokubva ndavapindura kuti

baba vemwana wangu vaive yashaya."Ahhh hapana

munhu amboshaika muward muno nhasi,,,,mukoma

na anga ari pabed number 4 adzoserwa kumale ward

A" akadaro nurse uya.Ndakabva ndakurumidza

kupukuta masodzi ndokubva ndafambisa ndichienda

kumale ward A.Ndichisvika ndakabva ndaona Tafara

akagara pabed asi akaita zvekuzendamira

papillow.Ndakabva ndamhanya kunomumbundira.

Mufaro wakapinda mumoyo mangu hautsanangurike

."Thank you God thank you" ndakadaro

ndakamumbundira.Ndakazobuditsa soup yandaiva

ndabika ndokubva ndatanga kumudyisa."Ko

zvawakati wanga usingachadi kundiona,,,,minamato

yaiva yei" Tafara akadaro achiseka."Hii hii unoti chero

daivwakafa ndaimboita basa nazvo here"

ndakamupindura."Ana smally kani,,moti magustomer

akaita sesu kudai munozofa makamawana kupi"

akadaro Tafara ndokubva taseka tese."Baby i am

sorry about what happened,,,,i thot kuti waitodanana

naNyar" handina kuzopedzisa nekutiTafara akabva

andivhara pamuromo nechigunwe ndokubva ati "I

understand my love,,,i should be the one saying sorry

because i was careless zvekunwa doro kusvika

pakusaziva kana chinhu".Akataura kudai akanditarisa

mumaziso moyo wangu ukabva wanyura.

Tafara akambogara muchipatara kwe 1 week

ndokubva azobuda.Musi waakabuda ndakabva

ndaenda naye kumba kwavo.Ndivo musi wandakabva

ndatanga kugara naTafara.Mai vangu vakamboedza

kuti ndimbogare navo ndibvisirwe mari ndirikumba

kwedu asi ndakaramba.Ndakanga ndisingachadi

zvekuparadzana naye zvakare.

"Iiiiiio ende Tapiwa hauiti,,,,,sure ungabva watadza

kundiudza kuti Tafara ane mari yakawanda

kudaro,,,,iiiii wakanyatsogona choice mwana

wangu.Izvozvi mari yandapihwa yehumai iyi

ndirikuda kutonohodha,,,,shop yangu yanga yabroker

wena,,,,,apa ndinotoenda nebhazi ranaTafara"

mainini Mary vakadaro."kkkkkkki itaika kuti Schoolboy

zvamaiita" ndakavapindura."Honey ohhh foni

ndimudhara" Tafara akadaro achinditambidza

phone."Eeee mwanangu mugare zvakanaka kana

paine chanetsa unophona uchitaura handiti.Ndakatu

midzira zvinhu zvemwana , zvinosvika ikoko after two

weeks.Mune handset yandatumidzira yako muparcel

imomo.Kana business risirikuita munotaura

ndokutumidzirai mari.I will see you pendirikuuya

kumuchato wenyu munaJanuary" vakadaro vaChihota

phone ichibva yakata.

Kuzoti mumwe musi tirikubuda paPizza ini naTafara

takabva tasangana naGerry ainaPrisca neshamwari

dzake.Akabva aita seasina kutiona isu ndokubva

taitawo kunga tisina kumuonawo.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY !!!!

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