The Female Knight and The King
The Female Knight and The King
Book 1
Story 1: Winter
Chapter 1.
Poliana’s life was average.4nb90dqs
People like to talk about other people’s lives. Some may question how such an
unlucky
and tragic life could be considered average, but another may retort that one’s
ambition for power and revenge was a normal part of life.
For Poliana, she was indifferent about her life.
Her life may have been a bit different from others but it was not. Her life started
out the
same way as everyone else’s, and it will end the same way as well eventually. What
happens in between may be slightly different, but eventually, everyone’s life ended
the
same way.
You were born, you live, and you die.
Simple.
Poliana lost her mother early and her father remarried immediately to gain a male
heir.
Her stepmother did give birth only a year after her marriage, but it was another
girl.
Poliana didn’t know why, but after the birth of her stepsister, her father and her
stepmother stopped trying for another child. In fact, they decided that the family
name
and fortune would be inherited by one of their daughters.
It was no surprise that it wasn’t Poliana who was going to be their heir.
Poliana lived in a kingdom named Aehas, which was a small country in the northern
part of the continent. Although it was a tiny nation, Aehas maintained its
unfriendly
relationships against its neighbors.
It was no wonder Aehas suffered from constant war. Many died, and when the knights
and the noble families began to avoid participating in these wars, a new law was
made in Aehas.
Any nobility that doesn’t provide at least one member of its family to participate
in the
wars would lose their status as a noble. To prevent the noble families from forcing
their
very-distant relatives to the war, the law specifically stated that only a direct
member of
the family, or even the heir him or herself, had to participate.
And if the family only had daughters and decided to send a distant male cousin to
war,
then, that cousin or their direct family member were to inherit their noble title.
It was also
illegal to marry off the daughter to a random man and send him off to the war. In
cases
like this, then the woman would still not be able to inherit that title even if her
husband
died in a war.
Poliana was born to a mediocre noble family in Aehas. For her stepsister Liana to
inherit
the title, as their parents hoped, one of the sisters had to serve time in the
military.
It was no surprise that Poliana was chosen by her parents to serve this time.
Her little sister Liana led a favored and extravagant life. Her hair was brushed to
silkiness
many times a day and she adorned with the most expensive ribbons. Her dresses were
decorated with lavish laces and she enjoyed the most luxurious perfumes.
Learning to play the piano and harp, reading the popular romance novels by the cozy
fireplace, and being loved unconditionally by her adoring parents…
And while Liana was being pampered senseless, Poliana was resigned to the harsh
life
of a knight. Her hair was cut short at all times and she only wore pants.
One unique thing in Aehas was the fact that it was the only country that allowed a
woman to fight in wars.
A female knight.
Knightess.
In other countries, women were sometimes given honorary knighthood but they were
never allowed to actually fight. It was different in Aehas, however, it was very
rare. In
fact, it was considered an embarrassment for any noble family to send in a
knightess to
represent them. If it was absolutely necessary, then the family would often bribe
their
way in to make sure that their knightess would be given a desk job instead of being
sent
to the battlefield.
But Poliana’s parents didn’t take these precautions. Rather than bribing to ensure
Poliana’s safety, they chose to cut her hair, dress her in boy’s clothes, and give
her a
sword.
Their intention was obvious.
Go fight and die.
Some may think that her parents did this because they realized Poliana was a
talented
fighter.
A genius swordsman? An amazing combatant?
But in truth, this was not the case. There has never been any notable solider in
Poliana’s
family history, and both of Poliana’s birth parents were of average health.
As time passed where Poliana trained to become a knight, she quickly realized her
physical limits. No matter how hard she tried, she could never win a single fight
against
the others since she was weaker and slower.
To survive, she needed to be talented. She needed to be much more talented than
everyone else but, unfortunately, she had no aptitude for combat. Her teacher, an
old
knight, informed Poliana’s father that she needed to give up on being a knightess
or
else she would die, but Poliana’s father didn’t care. He thought that it was her
duty to
enter the war and die so that her little sister Liana could inherit the family
title. It was
essential for Poliana to die or else, she would inherit the family title after she
had served
her time.
The old knight had no choice but to teach Poliana how to fight. He said to her,
“Survive.
No matter what happens, you must live. That will be the biggest revenge you can
have
against your parents.”
If Poliana returned alive after 10 years of military service, she would inherit the
family
title, but the chance of her surviving this long was unlikely.
The old knight suggested to Poliana that she should try her best to get close to
her
superiors or any high-ranking soldiers so she could get a desk job. That was the
only way
for her since she had nothing to offer. She had no money to bribe anyone and no one
at the front would be sympathetic towards her. It had to be her father who needs to
take care of this, but he was unwilling to do so.
The old knight explained, “Poliana, make sure to study the art of war. Study the
strategies of warfare and do not blindly trust your superiors. If it looks like
your side is
going to lose in a battle, you need to run. You won’t be called a deserter as long
as
you’ve returned to your base.”
One fortunate thing was that at least, Poliana was of noble birth. Any nobles
automatically started out as officers, not foot soldiers. The most and immediate
deaths
during a battle occurred to the foot soldiers fighting at the front line.
If Poliana survived a few battles, she would be promoted and therefore become a bit
safer. The old knight’s best advice for her was to study battle tactics because no
matter
how hard she tried, she was never going to become a good soldier.
Thankfully, Poliana was intelligent and her brain was her only talent.
Her skin was burnt from training outside so much. She was covered in scars,
especially
her hands. Her hair was shorter than many boys’ and she was extremely thin. She
still
looked like a boy.
When her period started, the old knight explained her worst-case scenario.
“If you are caught by your enemies, you will be raped.”
“I know.”
Most women found in battlefields were either prostitutes or wives of the soldiers.
In this
world, killing prostitutes and raping regular citizens were banned.
However, a knightess was different. If a woman holding a sword was captured, they
would be allowed to kill or rape her. They were to be considered as a soldier and
therefore, they were treated like a man.
In Aehas’ history, there have been a few renowned and revered knightess. They were
amazing soldiers, but in the end, they were all killed.
Raped and murdered.
The old knight continued, “It might not even be your enemy who rapes you. It could
be
someone in your own army as well.”
“I know that too.”
Women were considered bad luck in battles and most men would not even
acknowledge a female’s presence at the frontlines. It was public knowledge that
some
of those famous knightesses were actually murdered by their male fellow soldiers.
This was why most knightesses didn’t make it to the battle. A case like Poliana’s
was
extremely rare.
“Why do you work so hard, Poliana? What are you working for?” The old knight asked
Poliana, who looked calm.
“I don’t know.”
“A lack of goal can ruin a person.”
One of the common myths among the soldiers was that if they touched a woman
before their first battle, they would die soon. It was believed that abstinence
before the
war would bring soldiers good luck.
The boys continued to spit at her before they walked away.
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Then suddenly, one of the knights on a horse ahead of them announced firmly,
“Anyone who doesn’t make it to the base on time will be considered a deserter!”
Poliana flinched and started to limp as best as she could. One of the knights on a
horse
behind her saw her and asked her name. When she gave him her answer and when he
checked the document, he frowned and grumbled loudly, “Dammit, you’re a girl…
Useless.”
The knight didn’t want her, but if she didn’t make it, she was going to be
executed. He
told her to hurry. “Take your helmet off. Maybe it will be easier for you if you
do.”
Although men hated women on the battlefield, many also had a secret desire for a
knightess. In popular stories, a beautiful female knightess would take her helmet
off to
reveal her gorgeous long hair and face.
Of course, Poliana was not one of these knightesses. To wear the helmet, she had to
cut
her hair very short and she was certainly not beauty.
When the knight on the horse saw her face, he was clearly disappointed. If she was
pretty, he planned on allowing her to ride the horse with him, but when he saw her,
he
just rode away.
Poliana wiped her face with a towel as she walked. She was so tired, but
shockingly, this
was only the beginning of her long journey.
Chapter 3
The young people that were drafted were initially given a low rank. In the past,
any
noble would receive their knighthood immediately, but the law was changed recently.
Knighthood shall be given to one that had survived three battles.
This change was made to save the country’s money. There were a lot of cases where
nobles would get themselves killed or captured on their first battle that resulted
in Aehas
compensating for their loss more than those who belong in the lower ranks.
Poliana’s name was announced, “Cranbell’s and Sir Bassette’s offspring, Poliana
Cranbell!”
The military base Poliana was assigned to was at the base of a mountain. It was
considered one of the more dangerous areas amongst the other bases that Aehas
controls because their enemies could utilize the terrain around it. Many deaths
have
occurred here as recorded in their previous battles.
Most of the nobles bribed the higher-ups to make sure that they didn’t end up here,
but
Poliana was sent here with other boys from poor families along with the unlucky
ones.
Three battles to become a knight.
Their commander studied the recruits with sharp eyes. The boys and Poliana stood
tall
and rigidly, hoping to be favored by him. The recruits’ immediate superior, a
knight,
announced the rules and news while the high commander continued to examine the
newcomers. He kept going back and forth between his papers and his new men. The
paperwork included portraits of the recruits and the commander was making sure that
they matched.
Then suddenly, the commander raised his left eyebrow.
“A girl?”
Poliana swallowed hard. The commander, Sir Batre, had a fairly good reputation but
as
a soldier, not as a person. At least, he was considered to be a talented commander
and tactician.
Poliana answered, “Yes! That’s correct, sir!”
“Are you a virgin?”
“Pardon?”
When Poliana looked up in shock, the commander got irritated and slapped her hard.
She almost fell to the ground, but she gritted her teeth and remained standing.
“I asked you if you are a virgin.”
“Yes! That is correct, sir!”
When Poliana answered and while hiding her mortification, the commander nodded
and replied, “I was hoping to get a taste of fresh meat, and yet, what we ended up
with is an ugly thing like you… Dammit.”
Poliana clenched her teeth but she couldn’t stop trembling. She was horrified and
to
hide her embarrassment, she lowered her face but when the commander saw this, he
slapped her again.
“Look up!”
“I’m sorry, sir!”
She could feel everyone’s eyes on her. She didn’t have to look around to know. She
knew that they were all laughing at her and that they all despised her.
Poliana kept her chin up, trying to prevent her tears from rolling down her eyes.
One of
the boys whispered viciously, “Why did she bother coming here? This is war and this
is
not a place for a girl She should’ve stayed back home and get herself pregnant.
Although looking like that, I doubt anyone would marry her.”
Poliana remained quiet as she shivered in pain and when suddenly, she heard the
commander call out another name. The name belonged to a blond boy with a pretty
face and when his name was called, the boy stood straight and answered.
Why did the commander call this boy’s name? Everyone wondered, but what he said
next answered the unspoken question.
She was now 20 years old and a fully-grown woman, but Poliana still looked like a
teenage boy. Most women in normal circumstances would have had a narrow waist
and beautiful curves, but not her.
The sheer lack of food and constant battles made her skinny. It wasn’t that she
didn’t
have any curves, it’s just that her thick metal armor hid most of them.
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If she was fully clothed in her battle gear and didn’t speak, no one could tell
that she
was a woman. She looked like any other knight in this war.
But she wasn’t completely unknown. In fact, she was somewhat infamous. A knightess
surviving 6 years of war was unusual.
The enemies called her a whore or a witch. Some even taunted Aehas, laughing at the
fact that it had to send a woman to do man’s job. Most men on her own side, her
fellow soldiers remained hateful towards her.
But Poliana remained steady and confident. It wasn’t her fault. She didn’t do
anything
wrong.
Even at her own home, most people blamed her for everything. Her father, her
stepmother, and her stepsister ignored her when she returned home to take a break
from her service.
Poliana, in turn, ignored them as well. At home, she ate and slept to her heart’s
content. Her room was long gone, so she just walked into an empty room in her home
and took residence.
She deserved this vacation and she was going to enjoy it no matter what.
Chapter 4
One morning, Poliana woke up to her stepmother complaining that she went to bed
unwashed. She was sleeping in one of the guestrooms and her stepmother grumbled
that Poliana was ruining it.
Poliana went downstairs for breakfast when suddenly, she smelled something sweet.
It
wasn’t food, but it was perfume. When she looked up, she saw her stepsister Liana
at
the top of the stairs looking like a doll. She saw an expression of disgust and
hatred on
her face.
As Liana slowly walked down the stairs, her long silky hair danced around her.
Poliana
gaped at her gorgeous little sister. She had to admit that Liana has grown into a
beautiful woman in six years. She was what an ideal lady was supposed to look like
and
Poliana could imagine men fighting each other for Liana’s attention.
Liana said to Poliana sharply, “What is wrong with you? Why do you look so
disgusting?”
Liana pinched her nose and Poliana sniffed herself.
Sweat, blood, dust, dirt, urine, an unwashed body, and clothes.
The stench of death.
Poliana shrugged, thinking she didn’t smell any different than usual. Liana, still
irritated,
continued, “Are you crazy? Why did you come here now, of all times? Is it because
it’s
my birthday soon? Are you trying to ruin it?”
Poliana had no idea it was her sister’s birthday soon. She came here because she
had
spent 6 years of her 10-year term, and she was beginning to feel hopeful that she
might
survive this. The situation at the battlefront, however, wasn’t going very well, so
she
thought she should use up her vacation time and think about some strategies.
But obviously, Liana thought that everything was all about herself.
Poliana shrugged again. ‘Oh well, I guess it can’t be helped since I didn’t explain
anything to anybody why I came here.’
Poliana walked to the kitchen and started to butter her bread liberally. The
servants
offered to cook her something, but she refused. She was perfectly happy with bread
and butter. Liana followed her to the kitchen and stared at her angrily. When
Poliana
ignored her and continued to eat, Liana screamed, “Leave this house right now!”
“Liana, if I survive another four years, it will be you who needs to leave this
house.”
Liana’s face became pale. If Poliana survived the 10 years of military service, she
was
indeed going to inherit the family title. Poliana didn’t plan on kicking her sister
out, but it
was still fun to say it out loud. Poliana was also sick of people calling her a
naive idiot.
Everyone who knew Poliana’s situation told her to slap her sister if she
disrespected her.
It was for Liana’s benefit that Poliana was in this situation after all.
Liana wanted Poliana to die.
Poliana had all the right to hit her sister. She was her older sister, but if
Poliana really did
hit Liana, she knew exactly what the people would call her.
A vindictive b*tch.
Poliana watched in amusement as Liana trembled. Did Liana think she was really
going
to hit her? If she did, Poliana knew that Liana would faint.
Just then, their father came hurriedly and yelled, “How dare you!” He slapped
Poliana,
and because he wasn’t wearing a gantlet, she didn’t even flinch. Having father on
her
side, Liana snorted confidently. Liana truly hated Poliana. She looked at her older
sister
up and down in disgust.
The war hasn’t been gentle on Poliana. She was covered in scars and her face wasn’t
spared from it. Her hair was cut short and ugly, and because she didn’t get to wash
regularly, her skin was dirty and rough. She had to yell often during battles,
which turned
her voice deep and gravelly.
“Liana is the heir to this family! How dare you disrespect her?” Their father
continued in
anger.
But this was an empty threat. The truth was if Poliana survived her 10-year
military
service, she was going to automatically inherit the family title as well as their
wealth. This
was the only perk of going to war on behalf of one’s family.
And to prevent the nobles from abusing this law, if the surviving soldier dies
within 10
years of inheriting the title, another member of the family had to serve another
10-year
term in order to get it back. There were an unfortunate incident where a solider
survived
the term and inherited his rightful title but ended up dying from a battle wound
soon
after. The man’s brother, therefore, was forced to serve 10 years himself in order
to
become the next heir.
Poliana’s father was sure that she would not survive the harsh life, but when she
remained alive after 6 years, he felt anxious.
When she felt full, Poliana went upstairs and walked into another empty room to lay
down. No matter how hard she thought, there was no future for this country. The
soldiers
were treated like a sacrifice while the citizens near the battlefront lived in
constant fear
and poverty. Those who lived in the city center had no idea what was happening, and
they didn’t care about the war or the food of the country. Nobles were the worst of
them all.
Poliana has heard many things about this new ruler. Apparently, he was a gorgeous
young man. Was this just an exaggerated rumor or the truth? Poliana was skeptical
about it, so she didn’t believe it but she agreed that it was nice to have good
looking
royal members.
It was also very advantageous for the heir to be attractive so it was very common
for
the royals to spread such rumors, whether it be true or false.
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But something about this new emperor nagged her.
Acreia’s emperor was still very young. So much so that people still called him a
“young
man.” A young ruler would want to solidify his power, and that was why new monarchs
often tried to make as many public accomplishments as they could. They would
exaggerate the smallest achievements in an attempt to look strong, especially to
neighboring nations.
But this new emperor of Acreia… so far, has done nothing. There were no stories of
his
triumphs. They weren’t friendly with each other, but they still communicated and
still,
trades took place between them.
The only thing Poliana knew was that when the new emperor came into power, a
significant number of Acreian soldiers were placed at its border. It wasn’t an odd
occurrence as this happened often. A new ruler often made changes and
improvements to the country’s military.
Poliana shook her head since something felt wrong. She went back to the room she
rented and took out her map that showed the military presence of all the northern
borders.
She studied it carefully, and after contemplating for a day, she finally realized
the truth.
Acreia was getting ready for a war.
Chapter 5
Acreia’s northern region was too cold for anyone to survive while it’s eastern and
western borders were surrounded by icy seas.
Only its southern border faced other nations, namely Aehas and Kukda. Unless Acreia
was planning to go to war against the polar bears, the only possible foes for
Acreia to
wage war against were pretty clear.
Kukda and Aehas have been carrying on their war for centuries, and now, the third
country, Acreia, was about to join in.
Acreia’s lands were unproductive. If it planned on going to war, which meant
redirecting their limited resources to their military division, its goal was very
obvious.
It was to conquer another nation.
Poliana gave up the rest of her vacation and returned to her base. She immediately
reported to her superiors about her findings, but they ignored her as usual.
“Acreia? Do you think Acreia is going to attack us? Are you stupid? Only a woman
would think of such a ridiculous story.”
“But it’s the truth. It is so obvious, sir. If you would only look at Acreian
military
movements, you should be able to see this. We need to send the scouts to learn more
about their plan.”
“This isn’t your first year here, girl. You have survived here for 6 years, so even
an idiot like
you should’ve learned how things work around here. We have no soldiers to send
away. Our battle with Kukda is just about to start! The last and biggest battle of
our
history!”
Poliana wondered, ‘Why do I bother? What am I living for?’ Then, she remembered her
teacher, the old knight’s words.
“A lack of goal in life can ruin a person.”
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Poliana now knew that this was the truth. She was working for nothing. The fact
that she
was trying so hard just to be ignored and despised killed her.
Survival alone was meaningless now. She needed a reason to live and revenge was
useless. Even if she survived the rest of her term, return home, and inherit the
family title,
Poliana knew that she wouldn’t become happy. The life of a lady was not what she
wanted.
If she remained here as a knight, Poliana knew that she was going to die here
either by
a sword or an arrow. And she wasn’t going to die a hero; she was going to die a
nameless soldier and disappear. No one was going to mourn her.
She didn’t want to die, but she also didn’t have a meaning for her life.
‘Bastards.’
Poliana went into the forest and punched a tree in anger. This was her way of
relieving
stress, and when one of the patrols saw her doing this, he muttered, “dumbass.”
As expected, Poliana’s warning was ignored by her superiors and soon enough, it
became clear that Poliana was right. Of course, being right wasn’t a good thing in
this
situation.
Chapter 6
Poliana’s base was surrounded by what appeared to be Acreian soldiers. Some Aehas
soldiers were able to escape.
A military corps was a single unit, and in battles, the size of a corps was
proportional to
its power. Mid-sized corps were stronger than those who were small, and a large
unit
was obviously more powerful than the two. A complete mid-sized corps was stronger
than a large but dispersed corps.
When she realized her base was under a sudden attack, she immediately ordered the
soldiers under her command to retreat. She has done this before when she sensed
that
they would be defeated, so she chose to act quickly to save herself and her men.
Thanks to her quick decision, only her soldiers were the ones who were able to
escape.
Including herself, there were about 20 of them.
In 6 years, Poliana and her men survived many times because of her tactics, but
this
time, it didn’t end as well as she had hoped. There were too many of her enemies
and
they had no allies nearby who could come to their rescue. In fact, Poliana
suspected
most, if not all of the other Aehas bases must’ve been captured as well by now.
Probably Kukda’s military bases too.
“Ha! I told you so.”
It seemed that Acreia was smart in waiting for Aehas and Kukda to be weakened from
a useless war. Now, it was going to be easy for Acreia to conquer two nations.
Poliana
knew that her country had no future, but she didn’t expect it to be destroyed like
this.
She sighed and scratched her head when suddenly, one of her soldiers came to her
and asked, “Boss, what should we do now?”
She looked at him and the other soldiers in surprise. It felt strange for these
men, who
have clearly despised her for so many years, to suddenly look up to her as their
leader.
It was strange that they followed her orders to retreat despite the fact that she
was
recently demoted. She no longer had the right to command these men and yet, they
followed her anyway. She felt thankful for it for some reason.
Her superiors saw her escape, and so, he ordered her to help him escape by
contacting the headquarters but that was not possible anymore. She had no doubt
that all Aehas and Kukda bases were in same situation.
Poliana now had to figure out what to do for herself and her men. They escaped to
the
forest, and the only way for them to survive was to move deeper into the grove. If
they
continued to run, they will tire themselves out soon and they would either be
captured
or die fighting for their freedom. Even if for some odd luck they avoided their
enemies,
they were in the middle of winter and it was clear that they would eventually
freeze to
death if they didn’t do anything.
Poliana looked at his men. Some were older and some were much younger than her.
She had seen many soldiers in her time. Men who sneaked into her tent in an attempt
to rape her, men who refused to take her order because she was a woman, some who
urinated in front of her to embarrass her and some men who dared her to pee in
front
of them as a condition for their obedience.
And many men who watched all these things happen to her and didn’t do anything
about it.
These were horrible men, but somehow, six years of time have created an odd
understanding between these men and Poliana. In fact, there were occasions when
new recruits disrespected her and some of these men stopped it out of strange
loyalty
to her as their leader. An unwanted leader, of course, but she’s still their boss.
Her men were often the subjects of other soldiers’ ridicules because they were
taking
orders from a woman and Poliana knew about this.
Poliana realized that despite everything, she cared about them.
“I will become the bait and give you a chance to escape. Go out of this forest and
pass through the enemy soldiers and head towards the capital,” she blurted out.
“No, we can’t let you do that!”
“Boss, there must be another way!”
Poliana took a deep breath and continued, “I know this area better than any of you,
and besides, I am of noble birth. They will be more interested in capturing me than
trying to get you guys. They will capture me so they can get a ransom. I’m sure
that
they won’t kill me right away.”
“But you are different than the other knights,” one soldier pointed out the obvious
and
she became irritated because of it.
“I’m sure that these knights will be honorable and chivalrous towards a defenseless
captive. Besides, who would want me as a woman? I mean, look at me.”
“Oh, that’s true,”
SLAP!
Poliana took care of the rude soldier and ordered her men to run. The simple and
stupid
ones all believed her words and they ran towards the direction she suggested.
Once she was sure that they left, Poliana sat down weakly.
‘Idiots. Do they really think I would be safe?’
If she was captured at the time of their attack, perhaps she may have been spared,
but she wasn’t, and in fact, she escaped them a few times as they ran. Their
enemies
knew this and of course, she knew that they would make an example out of her.
If she was a high-ranking noble or even a high-ranking officer, she would’ve had a
better chance, but Poliana was a nobody. In fact, she didn’t plan to ask someone
for a
ransom.
The only thing Poliana depended on at this point was her appearance. Unless someone
forced her to take her armor off, no one would be able to tell that she was a
woman.
Her hair was still very short, and although her voice and face looked feminine,
they
would assume that she was just a delicate-looking man. No one would think about a
woman taking command while carrying her sword and armor.
She knew that she would be executed, but as long as her enemies didn’t realize her
gender, they won’t rape her and shame her any further. She knew that they were
going
to find out once she died, but that wasn’t her problem. She would be dead and
therefore, she wouldn’t feel anything.
She only cared about what was going to happen to her before her death. What would
happen to her corpse was not of her concern.
‘Oh well, my death can’t be helped. All I can do is to make sure they don’t suspect
that
I am a woman.’
Poliana briefly thought that it would’ve been better if she died honorably, for
example
during a battle but she quickly realized that it didn’t matter. Whether she died
with
honor or be executed in front of a crowd, it won’t change a thing.
Death was just that and her honor would mean nothing if she’s dead.
Poliana sighed again and put on her helmet again.
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‘I’m so tired now.’
There was no future for her or for her country. Her life didn’t have any meaning
which
meant that continuing to live was going to bring her only pain and confusion.
A life without a meaning or a goal…
There was no point, besides, she was so sick of being despised just because of her
gender.
Poliana finally accepted her fate. She was ready for her death. Trying so hard all
of her
life without a purpose made her tired.
Thus, it was now time for her to rest…
…and she deserved it.
Chapter 7
It took many days for the Acreian soldiers to capture Poliana. She had no idea if
her
men survived and at this point, there was nothing more that she could do for them.
As she was captured, she pretended to resist and waited for a sword or an arrow to
kill
her, but it seemed that the soldiers were given an order to capture her alive
because
all they did was to bind her with a rope.
“Did we get the right guy?”
“Yes, look at that helmet. It’s him.”
“Exactly. I’m sure it’s the guy we have been looking for, the guy who has been
evading
us for such a long time.”
They forced Poliana to kneel on the ground. One knight tapped her helmet and asked,
“What is your name?”
“Just kill me.”
Thanks to yelling and screaming all those years during the war, her voice was
rough. It
sounded especially manly because she was still wearing her helmet.
The knight didn’t reply and turned around. It was clear that she was to be captured
alive.
Poliana was dragged to her own military base, which was now completely taken over
by the Acreian force. It was impossible to tell what had happened to her own
people.
Poliana was thrown onto the ground in front of the commander’s tent. Because of her
armor, her fall made a dull sound. One knight then ordered, “Kneel!”
It seemed that she was to meet a rather high-ranking officer since her arms were
bound
behind, and because of her heavy armor, it was very difficult for her to move. She
pushed herself up using all the strength she had left and as she struggled, she
swore
that she would swear at whoever was standing in front of her. But as soon as she
laid
her eyes on him, she froze.
‘So… beautiful.’
Poliana’s stepsister insisted on calling her light brown hair golden. In certain
lights, it did
shine, so at the time, Poliana agreed that Liana could be called a blonde. Her hair
was
her pride and joy, but if Liana saw this man who stood in front of her right now,
she
would have wept in shame.
Under the winter sun, the man’s hair shone like white gold and his face… He was the
most gorgeous man Poliana had ever met in her life.
Suddenly, she realized who this was and she remembered the rumor of the new
Acreian emperor who was supposedly a very handsome young man.
She assumed that it was an exaggeration, but it turned out that it was a complete
and
utter truth.
‘Well, at least I get to see something very pretty before I die.’
Her eyes feasted on such a beauty. He still had an aura of a man in him, making his
face look unisexual but it wasn’t masculine or feminine either. Poliana was sure
that he
would get his dose of masculine magnificence once he matures but unfortunately, she
would never get to witness it.
Because she was going to die today. Right here, right now.
Somehow, she felt like this was a fine time for her to die. She got to see a
beautiful
person and that was more than what she expected to see today.
At the emperor’s gesture, a knight took Poliana’s helmet off from her head. She was
staring at the beautiful man when suddenly, she realized that she needed to smarten
up. If they found out she was a woman…
But thankfully, she was no beauty. She wasn’t even feminine by any means,
especially
with her very short hair. No one noticed anything strange.
The emperor asked, “What is your name?”
“….”
She knew that her face wouldn’t give anything away, but her voice might. She
remained quiet. The knight who took her helmet away then slapped her face for her
insolence, making her cough out blood.
“Where are your men?”
“….”
The knight was about to slap her again, but the emperor stopped him. He continued
calmly, “You evaded my men many times, and now, you get captured all alone… Did
you send your soldiers to the capital for help? Because that would’ve been useless.
It’s
all over now. My men have taken your kingdom.”
‘So it really happened…’
She expected this, but now that it really happened, she felt devastated. It
appeared
that Acreia had been planning this for a very long time, and Aehas had been stupid
and naïve.
When Poliana looked down, the knight who slapped her forced her to look up again.
Now that she saw him more clearly, she could see that this knight was no average
soldier. The armor and the cloak he was wearing were all of high quality.
So why did the emperor send such a high-ranking soldier to capture her?
“Or did you help your men escape for their lives?” The emperor continued.
“….”
The emperor was smiling as if he knew everything already. Poliana looked down again
and this time, the knight didn’t force her to look up. The emperor laughed, making
her
clench her teeth since she couldn’t understand why he seemed so happy. Why was he
laughing? She felt a sudden fear of it. She was ready for her death, but now that
it was
really about to happen, she couldn’t help it.
“I’m impressed. Very inspiring. I would like to know the name of such an
extraordinary
knight, so tell me your name.”
Poliana almost sighed in relief. It seemed that the emperor liked Poliana. She
wasn’t so
naïve that she expected him to spare her life, but perhaps he would let her die
honorably as a knight.
She expected him to kill her in her armor and send her body to her home. This was
what
she wanted.
Lowering her voice as much as possible, Poliana replied, “Paul… Cranbell…”
“Paul, Sir Paul.”
The emperor smiled and Poliana felt blinded by his beauty.
He was such a magnificent man.
The knight asked the emperor, “Your highness, what would you like to do?”
Poliana tensed and waited for the answer. Was she finally going to face her death?
“Don’t you think it would be such a waste to kill him?”
“Then would you like us to release him?”
“Hmm… that would be a shame as well…”
“Then…”
Suddenly, Poliana bowed deeply and begged, “Please kill me.”
The knight, angry that she interrupted their conversation, kicked her. “How dare
you!”
Then suddenly, the emperor yelled, “Ainno!” He stood up from his chair and to her
shock, the emperor walked towards her.
Why couldn’t he just kill her and get it over with?
Poliana kneeled again and when she looked up, the emperor was standing right in
front of her. She felt breathless after seeing his face up close.
While she gaped, the emperor asked, “Now, how about you become my kni…”
He seemed like he was in a good mood, but as he looked at her face, the emperor
suddenly frowned. His sharp green eyes studied her and he took a step back.
“Could it be.. that you are a woman?”
‘Oh no! I’ve been found.’
Poliana closed her eyes tight. She certainly didn’t look like a woman, so how did
the
emperor figure it out? As soon as he blurted those words, everyone around them
gasped in shock. Some thought the emperor was joking but when they saw Poliana’s
reaction, they realized that it was true.
“It’s a woman?”
The soldiers started to mock her and her country for sending a woman to fight. They
continued harshly as they talked about her appearance.
“A woman can’t be a knight! She must be a real knight’s mistress or something!”
“Or a prostitute wearing an armor!”
“But look at her! How could someone who looks so ugly seduce a man?”
“She must be a clown or a jester! Someone sent her to the bases to make the
soldiers
laugh!”
“Sending a woman to war? The men of Aehas must’ve been all cowards! Such losers!”
“If I was a woman born with her face, I would’ve killed myself.”
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Ugly words surrounded her but she was so used to it that she didn’t even flinch.
This was nothing.
She didn’t care about what they thought or how they felt about her and her country.
What Poliana wanted to know was her fate.
What was going to happen to her?
The Acreian emperor appeared to have lost interest in her because he turned around
and walked towards his tent. Did this mean that her fate now rests on the knight
named
Ainno?
When Poliana glanced at the knight, she realized that he was glaring at her coldly.
She
knew that other countries did not look kindly on women fighting in battles. In
fact, they
saw it as an insult. It was only her country, Aehas, that allowed it.
The emperor was about to enter his tent when suddenly, he turned towards her and
asked, “By the way, are you still a virgin?”
Chapter 8
Poliana flinched from his unexpected and rude question. She slowly replied in her
normal voice, as there was no point in trying to hide her gender now. “I don’t
understand the purpose of your question. Please just kill me.”
Was it a tradition in every county where a woman is asked about her virginity when
she
enters a military base? She suddenly remembered Sir Batre and how he smugly assured
her that he didn’t take away her virginity. She trembled in anger and when she
showed
her teeth, the emperor walked towards her and explained, “In Acreia, we believe
that
if a virgin woman dies, she will forever haunt us and bring us harsh winters. I
just gained
my first glorious victory and I can’t have a virgin ghost to haunt me and ruin this
success.
If you were even an average looking girl, I or one of my knights would take you
before
your execution, but…”
He studied Poliana, who looked back at him in shock. “Your appearance is… hard to
tolerate. Your face is not acceptable, especially considering how Acreia is known
for its
great beauties.”
‘What the heck was this lovely man blabbering about?’ Poliana gaped in shock as she
retorted, “W-who said that I was a virgin?!”
“Well, with a face like yours, it’s obvious. You MUST be a virgin.”
His verbal attack was effective. Poliana had difficulty recovering from shock. The
words
were particularly hurtful as they came from the most beautiful man she had ever
met.
And what he said next was even worse.
“Get a fair looking man who’s good in bed to take her virginity before you execute
her.”
‘Dammit! Why couldn’t he just kill her?’
Did she work so hard for this? Was her life meant to end in this way?
Poliana’s limbs were pushed down as her armor was taken off, she tried but she
couldn’t get away.
By the time her underwear was revealed, someone pushed her legs apart. The feeling
of a stranger’s hands were rough and unpleasant.
“Who’s gonna be the ‘fair-looking’ man?”
“We will cover her face, so let’s just get it over with!”
“So who will do this? Who….?”
As the soldiers laughed among themselves, Poliana continued to struggle. A few
soldiers pushed her down while the rest of the group watched with interest.
The excitement of their recent victory was still fresh and Poliana was a noble
knight they
captured. She was ugly but still of noble birth, so the lowly soldiers couldn’t
help but
become interested. They knew they would never get a chance to take a noble woman
in their lifetime.
“Get… off of me!” Poliana screamed.
“Shut up!”
“Gag her!”
“Where is the rope?”
The men panted excitedly as they took her pants off with their clumsy hands.
Poliana struggled and suddenly, her hand touched something. It felt familiar, and
she
knew immediately what it was. It was something she has held in her hands all her
life,
just the feel of it was enough for her to know exactly what it was.
Without hesitating, she grabbed it and jabbed it into someone with all her
strenght.
“Gyaaa!”
“W, what happened?”
At one soldier’s scream, the other men started to panic and this gave her a chance
to
escape. She crawled out from the crowd and as she did, she was able to grab a new
dagger from another soldier’s belt.
When the men realized what Poliana had done, their eyes sharpened.
They felt anger and resentment.
“That b*tch!”
Poliana knew instinctively that if she was caught again, she was going to be
violently
raped by all of the soldiers in front of her. It wasn’t going to be them following
their
emperor’s orders anymore, they were clearly furious and they were excited at the
violent nature of this situation.
Poliana grinned, realizing that perhaps they were now going to also rape her with a
knife or maybe, they would cut off all of her limbs and drag her body around.
All she had on was her underwear and a single dagger. She was practically naked
while the Acreian soldiers were fully armed.
One thing that she was thankful for was the fact that Poliana didn’t expect all the
men
to attack her all at once. With most of her clothes gone, she now clearly looked
like a
woman and those men weren’t going to lunge after her altogether. It would be an
embarrassment for more than a single man to subdue a woman.
Everyone was thinking the same thing.
On top of that, there still was the emperor’s order. They couldn’t kill Poliana
until she was
no longer a virgin.
Poliana wasn’t afraid of death, her life had no meaning and she didn’t even expect
an
honorable end.
The only thing that she wanted to keep was her dignity.
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Poliana lowered herself and held her dagger tightly. She briefly wondered if it
would be
easier to kill herself with the dagger but she quickly changed her mind. Only a
coward
and a weakling would do such a thing.
Just then, one soldier jumped towards her and instinctively, she stabbed him,
leaving
her dagger in his body.
And now, she no longer had any weapon.
Some of the soldiers walked towards her slowly, but as they did, they gave away
their
weapons to the other men. It seemed that they didn’t think that they would need
them.
She had no chance in this fight. It was hopeless just like her country, Aehas.
From behind, another soldier attacked her but with all the strength she had left,
she was
able to throw him off. And one after another, the men came towards her, leaving her
no choice but to fight.
“I won’t make it easy for you!” Poliana screamed.
Chapter 9
The young emperor Lucius the First took a seat inside his tent and instead of
resting, he
started to read over the military documents. They weren’t that important so he just
scanned them and as he continued to go through the documents, he stopped at the
sight of one.
“This is…”
It was the record of the day Poliana lost her position as a platoon leader. Her
superiors
may not have believed her, but because she spoke during an official meeting,
everything she said was recorded. In it, Lucius the First saw his own name written
clearly.
“Poliana Cranbell… Paul Cranbell… so this must be her. Hmm…”
Lucius tilted his head and murmured, “The more I think about it, the more I am
disappointed that she had to be a girl… Such a talent.”
Poliana didn’t know this, but she left a lasting impression on the emperor. He was
so sure
that his attack was going to be a complete success, but when a knight and a bunch
of
soldiers escaped his men, he was shocked. He sent his men after them, but the group
was able to evade them multiple times, which impressed him.
And when the knight in question was captured, clearly surrendering in order to save
other men, Lucius was truly amazed about it.
Of course, up until he realized that it was a woman.
A female knight.
A knightess.
It was ridiculous.
‘Even so… It was still such a waste.’
Lucius the First searched the documents and pulled out anything that had Poliana
Cranbell’s name. Her proposals, reports, and records of her tactics.
The more he read about her, the more he wanted her in his team.
Physically, she was an average swordsman, but that was something that anyone would
expect, she was a woman after all. What grabbed Lucius the First’s attention was
her as
a strategist and a military leader. She clearly had a knack for reading and
analyzing
maps as well as using geography to her advantage. In fact, she was outstanding.
Based on the reports, it seemed that she had some major achievements as well, and
yet, she has been given only the position of a platoon leader. It turns out that
even that
meager status was taken away only a few days ago.
The reason was obvious, it was because she was a woman.
The most ironic part was the fact that she lost her position because she correctly
predicted the Acreian invasion. Lucius laughed about it quietly.
‘What was the point of allowing the existence of knightesses if they weren’t going
to
utilities such talents? Idiots.’
“A female knight… Hmm…” Lucius the First thought carefully. It was such a shame to
lose a gift like Poliana Cranbell. If she was born a man, she would’ve made a name
for
herself. In fact, she would’ve been given the honor of becoming his man today.
He wanted her, he wanted the knight who outsmarted his men. He wanted her in his
team. Lucius the First had big dreams and he needed all the good talents he could
get.
He didn’t care where his men came from and Lucius knew very well that if he wanted
to succeed, he needed to accept any talents he could get even if they were not from
his own country.
And today, he found a knight that he genuinely wanted but it turned out to be a
woman.
A knightess.
“A girl… girl… A girl…”
In Acreia, winters were harsh and long and there always was a shortage of food.
Women rarely left their homes since they were expected to cook and take care of
their
children while the men handle the rest that needs to be done.
Lucius the First couldn’t understand Aehas’ law of allowing women to become
knights.
On top of that, women were also allowed to inherit the family name, status, and
wealth. It was such an outrageous idea.
Women were naïve and weak, which meant that they should stay home and raise kids.
There was certainly an array of wise women in this world but they were very rare
and
always of very high born.
In Acreia, a woman gained respect and honor only through marrying a high-ranking
man or giving birth to a successful son. All elders were respected, but once a
woman
became old and unable to bear children, she was no longer considered a woman.
Lucius the First contemplated.
A woman. A knightess. A talent. A woman. A knightess. A talent. A woman. A
knightess.
A talent.
A woman and a knightess.
Well, it was too late. He ordered her death two hours ago, so Poliana Cranbell
should
probably be dead by now.
‘Maybe I shouldn’t have killed her.’
The emperor, who was a very superstitious northern man, became annoyed and
frustrated, and the noises outside his tent wasn’t helping.
He then yelled, “What is happening out there!”
“Your highness… The thing is…!”
Lucius the First’s friend and subject Sir Ainno sounded troubled, which confused
him. Sir
Ainno was a decisive man and it was rare to see him troubled or hesitant.
The noise became even louder and when it didn’t seem like it was going to end any
time soon, Lucius the First went outside. He could hear his men screaming so at
first, he
thought that his base was under attack but after seeing them up close, he thought
that
maybe he was wrong.
“What is going on here?” He asked with an annoyed tone.
“That girl is fighting back and she’s making a scene.”
“Fighting back?”
At the unexpected news, Lucius the First checked his watch. He has been reading the
documents for the past 3 hours, so how was she alive? He expected her to be dead
within the first half an hour of his order and yet, she still lived.
Once again, she surprised him.
The emperor became displeased. His men couldn’t handle a mere girl bound with a
rope? How useless could they be?
Lucius had big plans for his country and yet his men were having difficulty
fighting a
single girl.
This was not good. Not good at all.
He walked towards the commotion and as he got closer, he could see more and more
of his soldiers gathering around.
“That girl’s fighting back so hard that the morale among our men is declining
fast,” one
of his men explained to him. “At this rate, she will die a virgin and her ghost
will haunt us.
Your highness, please give us another order.”
“Do you think it makes sense that these soldiers can’t even handle one girl?” The
emperor replied angrily.
“We apologize, your highness, but that b*tch is so fierce.”
He was being generous when he ordered a fair-looking man to take her virginity
before
her death, yet this was how he was being thanked. It was obvious that if several
men
attacked her at once, they would’ve been able to subdue her but they weren’t doing
this for some reason.
Lucius the First gestured them to make way and as he got to the scene, he saw
something that shocked him.
The woman, who was almost bald and naked, was wrestling five of his soldiers on the
ground ferociously. Whenever someone got close to her, she either kicked or punched
him to escape. She was using her teeth and nails like an animal to free herself.
Lucius the First could understand what the knight meant when he said that his men
were losing morale because of this. None of his soldiers have ever been attacked by
a
woman so being beaten by this girl was shocking and demeaning to them.
She wasn’t unusually strong, but at the end of the day, she was a trained knight.
Lucius
the First read that she spent over 6 years in battle. Her moves were calculating
and
desperate.
“Stop.”
Even when the emperor ordered it, the fight didn’t end immediately. Six men were
currently fighting Poliana and they were losing.
Slam!
Poliana punched one man’s jaw.
Smack!
Poliana kneed another man’s groin.
Stab!
Poliana barely missed stabbing one man’s eye, if she aimed a little more to the
right,
that man would’ve lost his sight.
The emperor wasn’t using any difficult words and there was only a little difference
between the Acreian and Aehas languages.
But even then, Poliana couldn’t understand what the emperor was saying to her. As
she
gaped at him in confusion, the Acreian soldiers protested loudly.
“Your highness, you can’t! You mustn’t!”
“What are you trying to say, your highness?!”
Poliana still couldn’t comprehend what was happening around her. Was the emperor
making fun of her?
The emperor explained slowly, “This woman, a knightess, has fought and lasted three
hours against all of you. A woman naked and weaponless.”
Three hours? To Poliana, it seemed so much longer. But what shocked her more was
the
fact that Lucius the First addressed her as a knight.
Knightess… He was acknowledging her status, and not in a mocking way compared to
what most men did.
“She is small and her swordsmanship is average. Yet, through hard work and effort,
she
improved herself as a soldier. Look at her now, what she has accomplished so far is
impressive, especially because she is a woman,” he continued.
‘I don’t understand what he is saying…’
Polina stared quietly. It felt surreal to see the emperor smiling happily while all
the men
around him complained loudly.
Ignoring his soldiers, Lucius continued, “I read the reports written by you,
Knightess, and I
could see how talented you are. You made calm and shrewd decisions even during
dire situations. You showed that you are not afraid of defeat and you care more
about
your men than victory, which means that you are a good leader. How many times have
you read the ‘Battle Tactics and Strategies’ by Usher? Did you memorize the Fielm’s
book ‘The Importance of Supplies during Wars?'”
It was true, she read these books and others countless times. When people learned
about her efforts, they just called her stupid.
“Won’t you become my knight and follow me?” Lucius asked her once again.
“If you are mocking me…”
“I like those who make an effort, because I myself am that type. I have worked my
hardest to get this far.”
The emperor was praising Poliana for her endeavor, but it didn’t make her happy.
She
couldn’t be, because all the hard work she did in her life meant nothing without a
purpose.
But something strange started to happen. Her foggy mind began to clear and although
her body still felt awful, her eyes felt stronger. The ringing sound in her ears
stopped and
she was able to hear the emperor clearly.
Poliana raised her head and saw the Acreian emperor beaming down at her. He gave
her a gentle and beautiful smile.
A smile that could embrace all of her.
“I have a dream. I will continue to move down south and conquer the entire
continent.
I plan to become the first-ever emperor that was able to unite all the nations in
these
lands. I have tried my best to get this far, and I will continue to do so to make
my dream
come true. So, how about it? How about you, Knightess, follow me and reach the end
of the world?” Lucius the First continued.
To unite all the nations.
To become the emperor of them all.
It was such a crazy fantasy.
An astounding ambition.
A dream.
And this emperor was offering her this dream. He was asking her if she would share
it
with him.
The men around them began to protest again and this time, it was stronger, but
despite
the noise surrounding her, Poliana couldn’t hear a thing. Inside of her, a storm
was
brewing.
She finally realized the truth. She thought she didn’t have a purpose but in fact,
she did.
More than anything in the world, Poliana wanted to be recognized and accepted.
That was her goal in life. She wanted to be acknowledged, she wanted to be praised.
She desired for someone to realize how hard she has tried to learn and survive in
this
world.
And right in front of her, right at this very moment, the Acreian emperor was doing
exactly that.
Her emperor. Her leader.
She was his.
“Get… Get me a sword!” Poliana yelled.
She didn’t care who gave it to her. She didn’t care what kind of sword it was.
Poliana
just needed a sword to swear her fealty as a knight. The soldiers who were holding
her
down wavered. Forgetting her injuries and pain, she stood up tall. When the
soldiers
tried to push her down, the emperor gestured them to stop.
“Get me a sword!” She screamed once more after being freed.
She looked around and found that no one offered her a sword. They all glared at her
sharply and silently. For a moment, Poliana felt fear. Was this just a dream? A
hallucination?
When she was about to give up, a man in front of her suddenly handed her his own
sword, and Poliana was now certain that this wasn’t a dream.
This was real because the man who handed her the sword was the emperor himself.
He gave her his own sword.
Poliana took it out from its scabbard and kneeled in front of him. She announced
without hesitation, “I will never betray you and will protect you with my life. I
will follow
you like your own shadow. I will never fail and protect your honor. With my life, I
will
follow you and your order, even if it is to the depth of hell. I, Poliana, swear my
loyalty to
the Acreian emperor.”
“I, the Acreian emperor Lucius the First, will become the very first to unite and
rule all
nations. As of today, I acknowledge you as my own knight. Will you continue to use
your
old family name?”
Poliana shook her head. Her country was gone and her family name was now
meaningless.
“If your highness would give me a new name, I will consider it the greatest honor.”
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“Excellent. A new beginning requires a new name! Now, what should I call you?”
Lucius
the First contemplated when suddenly, he noticed Poliana’s bare shoulders
trembling. It
was the dead of winter and the almost-naked Poliana was shivering uncontrollably.
Lucius the First smiled and announced, “My knight is shivering. Yes, it is indeed
very cold
here. It is winter, after all. Therefore, I will give you the name of Winter to
celebrate this
day.”
“Stand up and raise that sword, Poliana Winter. As of this moment, you are my
knightess,” Lucius continued.
This was the moment.
The moment she has been living for all her life.
Poliana bit her lip to stop herself from crying. She knew that the other men would
mock
her for crying. They would most likely despite her for NOT crying either, but she
didn’t
care.
She didn’t let her tears flow because this was the happiest moment of her life and
she
didn’t want to ruin it.
This great day, the day when Poliana Cranbell became Poliana Winter, was not a time
for tears.
Chapter 11: Story 2. Aehas and Kukda- Chapter 11
Story 2. Aehas and Kukda
Chapter 11
Lucius the First’s decision was followed by huge protests from his men. Lucius the
First
surrounded himself with young loyal men around his own age. He was charismatic and
it was not difficult to have men follow him.
Those who used to serve his father, the former emperor, was left behind in Acreia
and
Lucius only took those young and healthy men to war. The emperor treated his men in
different ways. Sometimes, he talked to them like his friends, while other times he
treated them like his own brothers. When necessary, he, of course, treated them
like his
subjects, which they were. In return, the men treated Lucius like a friend, a
brother, and
an emperor, depending on the situation.
So when these soldiers talked to the emperor frankly and honestly, it didn’t mean
disrespect. It came from their deep sense of loyalty.
“Your highness! This can’t happen!”
“A woman cannot be allowed to hold a sword! Women exist to take care of homes
and children!”
“That b*tch is lying! She is lying because she doesn’t want to die! A woman’s best
weapon is their dishonesty.”
“Your highness, how could you trust a woman?”
Although his men objected loudly, especially because of the fact that Poliana was
abandoning her own nation to swear her loyalty to him, Lucius the First refused to
change his mind. He had no doubt that Poliana meant what she had said.
The emperor smiled and replied, “This entire continent will become mine soon. In
fact,
how can you accuse her of abandoning her own country when her homeland is now
mine? When I conquered her land, she immediately became my subject.”
“But your highness! She betrayed her emperor! Someone who betrays once will do so
again.”
“That won’t happen. To Poliana Winter, I will be her first and the last emperor.”
It was a done deal. With the emperor’s own sword, Poliana became Lucius the First’s
knight.
Once he returned to his own tent, Lucius smiled again. He won Aehas and also gained
an excellent knight.
It was a very good start.
***
Poliana Cranbell, now Poliana Winter, took a deep breath before entering the
commanders’ tent. It has only been a few days since she became Lucius the First’s
knight, and when she was given immediate access to the commanders’ tent, she
became the most hated figure in the base because most of the soldiers, if not all,
disagreed with their emperor’s decision.
Why did he trust her so much?
Poliana felt a huge responsibility on her shoulders. She had to repay his trust
with her
utmost loyalty and performance but physically, her performance wasn’t going to
amount to much.
Her body was damaged severely, therefore, she could not participate in battles as
of
yet. When she was assessed after her ordeal, she was told that the damages were
serious. She almost lost one of her eyes and she ended up losing a molar. Her nose
was
indeed broken and the doctor told her it was very likely that her nose will heal
crooked.
She couldn’t use her nose to fight, so Poliana didn’t care about this.
Additionally, several of her fingers and toes were either broken or dislocated. It
was also
suspected that she had some internal bleeding as well. If she entered a battle in
this
condition, there was no doubt that she was going to die.
But Poliana didn’t care. If the emperor ordered her to die, she would gladly obey
him
because now, her life finally had some purpose.
A dream.
And now that she had a goal in life, she was willing to die for it.
Poliana took a deep breath and stood tall. As a soldier, she always tried to
maintain a
good posture. After a polite cough, she entered the tent and as soon as she did,
she
had to make sure that she would look confident and nonchalant.
The men surrounding Lucius the First were glaring at her angrily. She expected this
and
knew that it couldn’t be helped. She was a female knight from a foreign country who
abandoned and even betrayed her own homeland. Poliana knew that the concept of
a knightess did not exist in Acreia so she understood why the soldiers doubted her
words
of loyalty.
But their obvious anger didn’t fade Poliana. After years of being ridiculed and
despised,
it was too easy for her to ignore those men and their petty emotions. She had
thicker
skin than any other man inside that tent.
One thing that she found odd was the fact that everyone in the tent was very young.
It
made sense that the emperor was a young man since he was born into royalty, but
strangely, the knights and the soldiers that served him were also young. It was
customary for the emperor to have older and wiser knights with experience.
Hiding her confusion, Poliana announced, “Poliana Winter, your highness. I have
come
at your command.”
“Come in.” The emperor greeted her with a smile, and as Poliana approached the
table, she noted the military maps and documents that they had.
She looked at them in determination. She couldn’t disappoint her emperor. Lucius
the
First told her that he wanted to hear her opinion before taking over Aehas.
Perhaps the emperor accepted her only for the information on Aehas, which could be
very helpful in their invasion. It was very possible that he didn’t truly saw her
as a knight,
but just a source of Aehas military secrets. It was a common belief that a woman
couldn’t keep a secret.
But even if Lucius the First was using her, Poliana didn’t care. He showed her a
dream,
and just to be a small part of this great ambition was an honor. She thought that
she
would die happy even if she was being used by him. It was a fair price to be
allowed to
see this great man’s dream.
Objectively speaking, Poliana also believed that the emperor didn’t truly need the
information she possessed. He has already taken over many of Aehas’ military bases,
meaning that he already had the official documents that he needs. Even though they
were in secret codes, it wasn’t going to take him long to have his men decode them.
On top of that, there was no doubt that he had spies placed in Aehas. Most likely,
he
has been collecting all the necessary information for years by now without Aehas
even
getting the faintest idea about their plan.
This was a losing battle on Aehas’ part from the beginning.
Poliana stood tall in front of the table and everyone stared at her.
‘Whatever happens, will happen.’
She took a deep breath and said, “I believe whatever information I am about to
provide you is already in your possession, most likely from your own spies, your
highness.”
Lucius the First smiled sweetly, and all her worries melted away. The emperor
didn’t
waste any time. He took his soldiers and left immediately. Poliana was too injured
to
follow him into the battles, so instead, she stayed behind to study the Acreian
military
laws and cultures.
She also started planning for future battles with other nations. She was sure of
the fall of
Aehas and Kukda. She knew it was going to be easy, but even an easy war would take
time. She expected this conquest to continue around spring. This meant that Acreia
should stock up and rest for the rest of the seasons and start its conquest again
in
winter.
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The next nation to invade was Bebero. It was located at the south Aehas and Kukda.
Aehas and Kukda were separated from Bebero by a river named Koemong, which was
the widest and deepest river on the northern continent.
To get to Bebero, they needed to cross this river. Poliana had never done a battle
in
water, which meant that she needed to study a different tactic on that matter.
Having a goal and making an effort for it was a beautiful thing. It made Poliana
very
happy. It gave her a purpose to wake up every morning.
That winter, before the spring arrived, Lucius the First was able to make those two
kingdoms surrender. The emperor of Aehas kneeled in front of Lucius the First to
relinquish his country, while the emperor of Kukda kneeled in front of Sir Bentier,
the
head of the Acreian army that was sent to invade Kukda.
Lucius the first smiled in satisfaction. As his knightess promised, things happened
quickly
and efficiently. Her plan allowed him to conquer the two nations a few months
faster
than he had anticipated compared to their original plan.
“I’m going to have to reward Sir Poliana.”
Lucius the First was 22 years old and it seemed that he was able to dominate two
countries before he turned 23. He couldn’t stop smiling.
Chapter 13: Chapter 13
Chapter 13
Seating on Aehas’ throne, Lucius the First read over some various paperwork. The
maids
and the female servants of the Aehas castle blushed excitedly as they stared at
their
new and beautiful young conqueror.
Aehas and Kukda’s emperors offered their daughters to Lucius to marry. Lucius the
First
never refused a woman, but he also didn’t plan on having bastards all over the
continent. Because he was an emperor, he couldn’t sleep with a common woman.
Only the women of noble birth and who knew their places had the honor of warming
his bed.
Theoretically, he could take in the princesses of the conquered kingdoms as his
concubines, but he feared that these women could turn against him at any time. They
could also work as spies for their fathers, who were the former emperors of their
kingdom.
Lucius the First decided early on that he would forget about marriage or concubines
until he accomplished what he had set out to do. The same decision was made by the
emperor’s closest and best knight, Sir Ainno.
“Your highness.”
“Yes, what is it, Ainno?”
“Your highness, that girl is no longer useful to us, so it would be best if you
give her an
appropriate reward and dismiss her. I’m sure that she would be more than satisfied
with
that.”
Lucius the First stopped reading the documents and murmured, “Hmm… An
appropriate reward…”
“A piece of land would be the best.”
Indeed, the biggest reward a knight could receive was a title and land. When Aehas
was conquered, all the Aehas nobles lost their titles and their lands were to be
awarded
to Lucius’s men.
In Acreia, women could not inherit family titles or lands, so the fact that Sir
Ainno made
this suggestion meant that he greatly valued Poliana’s input in their recent
success. He
was being very generous.
“Same for me too, your highness.” Sir Baufallo, who was standing nearby agreed.
Sir Baufallo was the oldest knight among all the emperor’s knights, but he was
still only
40 years old. He was very detail-oriented and he was the head of the war supply
division.
The emperor then asked, “Really? Sir Bau thinks so too?”
“Yes, but for a slightly different reason.”
“Tell me.”
“Sir Poliana is of Aehas, born and raised. The biggest worry after conquering a
kingdom
is the threat of a rebellion by the locals. If you have Sir Poliana as the head of
Aehas, I
believe that she will be able to control this kingdom very well.”
What Sir Baufallo said made perfect sense and Lucius agreed to it, but Sir Ainno
disagreed, stating that it was too much.
“For a mere girl, that would be too big of a reward and a promotion.”
It was indeed a huge promotion for a mere knight, but Lucius the First seemed
interested in Sir Baufallo’s idea. The emperor then stated, “She did after all
greatly help
us in conquering two kingdoms. I have no doubt that she will do a good job of
controlling Aehas.”
Based on his assessment, Poliana was very intelligent and had a talent for
leadership
and politics. Lucius had a long road ahead of him, which meant that he couldn’t be
worrying about his already-conquered kingdoms. He also couldn’t spare many of his
men to be left behind to control the citizens. The emperor definitely needed
someone
who knew Aehas very well.
He knew Poliana would be a perfect fit to become the head of Aehas on his behalf.
But…
Although Lucius the First agreed with the two knights’ suggestions, something
didn’t feel
right to him. Sir Baufallo was right, Poliana was going to be able to take
excellent care
of Aehas in his absence. Aehas allowed women to hold titles, so there was a fair
chance that the locals would accept her as their new head despite the fact that she
was a woman. They may call her a traitor, but Lucius was sure Poliana could handle
anything.
But something felt wrong…
The emperor wondered why he felt so bothered by the idea. While he contemplated,
the scribe Momo, who has been recording the conversion, suggested, “If I may ask,
your highness. If the knightess refuses her reward and asks to follow you to the
war,
would your highness accept her decision?”
Sir Baufallo frowned and replied, “You have been reading too many fictional novels,
I
see.” Sir Ainno agreed as he needed.
For a knight to refuse such a huge reward, a land as well as a title, and opt to
follow
into a war, where he could be killed, was a rare occurrence. Only the bravest and
the
most loyal knights would make such a risky choice.
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Of course, a woman may make this decision, but not because of loyalty but because
of her own stupidity.
Lucius looked at the scribe, who looked down when the two knights glared at him.
Suddenly, he smiled as if he thought of something funny. He suggested, “Why don’t
we
start a bet?”
“Pardon?”
“I will take Momo’s side. Let’s bet to see whether or not Sir Poliana will choose
to follow
me or stay behind in Aehas. If Momo wins, you two knights will have to accept Sir
Poliana as your subordinate. If you guys win…”
“Then please take away the new family name you gifted her, your highness. That was
unnecessary and too big of an honor for her.”
“Yes, I agree with Sir Ainno, your highness.”
The scribe’s eyes widened nervously while Sir Ainno and Baufallo left after the
conversation. Lucius the First hummed happily as if he just found an entertaining
game.
Chapter 14
Poliana’s injuries were almost healed. Her nose ended up looking permanently
crooked,
and although her bones mended, she was still covered in bruises. Despite all that,
she
felt well. As long as she wasn’t going to be re-injured, she was going to be fully
healed
very soon.
Some parts of her skin were permanently discolored from being injured over and over
again, but Poliana didn’t care.
She walked alongside the other injured soldiers to the capital. No men bothered
her,
most likely because they knew who she was. In fact, they ignored her completely and
Poliana didn’t mind. She was used to being all alone.
Thankfully, the regular citizens of Aehas didn’t find it difficult to accept the
new
emperor as their own. The people of all northern kingdoms were of the same race
with
similar cultures and languages, so it made it very easy for the average men and
women
of Aehas to go on with their lives.
But it was a different story for the nobles of Aehas. Their titles and lands were
taken
away. They still remained in their current positions temporarily until Lucius the
First found
the appropriate replacements from his own pool of people, but it was inevitable
that
they were going to be replaced soon enough.
The Cranbell’s land was on the way to the Aehas capital. Poliana visited her home
to
see her old knight, but she found out that he had passed away. Rather than dying in
his
bed of old age, the old knight chose to face the death of a true knight. He
apparently
went to battle against Acreia and ended up being killed.
Thankfully, the old knight was given an honorable funeral by the Acreian soldiers,
who
valued such bravery from an old man. His grave was located near Poliana’s home.
Standing in front of his grave, Poliana reported to him, “I have found a dream.”
When she thought back, the old knight rarely praised anyone. He never openly
acknowledged her efforts and hard work, but still, his teaching had saved her.
“I will follow the emperor to the end of this continent. When I return from my
victory, I will
report back to you,” she continued.
After a quick emotionless bow, she left.
Poliana returned to her home, which was now temporarily used to house the injured
soldiers. Many of the Aehas nobles’ homes were forced to be used according to that
purpose. It was Lucius’ thoughtful idea to provide a comfortable place for the
wounded, and this fact helped with the soldiers’ morale.
Lucius the First had strict rules.
Soldiers should never go hungry and any injured men must not be left behind.
Poliana wholeheartedly agreed with his policy. When she entered her home which
never really felt like one, its servants and its workers were shocked to see her.
At first,
they didn’t recognize her, but when they did, they exclaimed, “My lady!”
“You have returned! Are you here for good now?”
Because Poliana was still wearing her Aehas uniform, people thought that she has
returned after losing the war to Acreia. She ignored their questions and went into
the
kitchen to start packing some food. She grabbed a few apples and cranberries.
She chewed on the as she walked away and their sour taste made her mouth water.
She then thought to herself, ‘I should’ve grabbed the craisins, not this one.’
Just then, she stopped when she spotted her younger stepsister, Liana.
It was a smart idea to be favored by the conquering soldiers and knights, so Liana,
who
hated soldiers and blood, was out pretending to help the wounded men. Instead of
wearing her usual lacy dresses, she was wearing a simple robe.
In truth, she was no help at all, but the knights seemed to enjoy the company of a
pretty girl, so they smiled and let her roam around.
Liana’s pride and joy, her long hair, was placed in a high bun, but she kept having
it
down to brush in front of the men. Every time her hair fell down like a brown
waterfall,
the soldiers drooled excitedly.
Something seemed different to Poliana. She studied her sister carefully and
wondered,
‘This is strange. Why doesn’t she look pretty anymore?’
In her memory, Liana has always been a pretty lady. Poliana didn’t like her, but
she still
had to admit that Liana was good looking.
But today, she didn’t look pretty. Was it because she wasn’t as dolled up as
before? But
Poliana has seen Liana before getting adorned, and even then, she had always
thought that her younger sister was attractive.
Poliana finished the last bit of cranberries when suddenly, their eyes met. Liana’s
eyes
widened and quickly, she walked towards her angrily.
“You!”
Liana continued to scream, “Why did you come here? Get out! There is nothing for
you
here!”
Poliana wasn’t here for anything. As Liana got closer, Poliana now was sure of her
findings.
Liana was no longer pretty.
It was shocking to Poliana. Liana was of age when she was supposed to be the
prettiest, so how could she have changed so much so badly?
“You have become ugly,” Poliana said.
“WHAT?”
“You should do something about that.”
Liana flinched and her hands covered her face in shock. Just then their father came
out and when he saw his oldest daughter, he started to scream at her, just like
Liana
did.
Poliana didn’t care, especially now. She did have something she has always wondered
about, so she finally asked her father, “So who was the one with the problem? You
or
my stepmother?”
Her father and her stepmother were still young when they had Liana, so the fact
that
they gave up having a son at the time meant that one of the two had a health
problem. But before her father could reply, Poliana answered for him. “Obviously,
you
are the one with the problem, right? How badly did you take care of your body that
you became impotent at such a young age?”
Embarrassed and angry, her father raised his hand to strike her, but Poliana
grabbed it
before it reached her. She was about to go see the emperor, and she didn’t want to
have any new bruises on her face.
“Why are you overreacting? It’s not like you have a family title to give to anyone
anymore. And why are you shivering so much? Are you cold? Is your home so old and
crumbly that it’s drafty? Maybe you should build a new home or something,” Poliana
continued indifferently.
Her father fell to the ground in shock. Poliana walked away quickly and when she
saw
her stepmother come out from the house, she made sure to advise her loudly that she
should divorce this impotent man. She also told her that she should take better
care of
her daughter, who was turning ugly.
Poliana thought to herself, ‘She isn’t a noble anymore, so her looks were going to
be
everything that she has. How could Liana lose her prettiness when she needs it the
most?’
Poliana felt satisfied but as she reached the castle where she was to meet the
emperor,
she suddenly regretted her words. She didn’t expect to see her stepsister ever
again,
but if she did, Poliana decided that she should apologize to her.
It was because Poliana realized the truth. It wasn’t that Liana has become ugly; it
was
that Poliana’s standard of beauty had increased dramatically.
She spotted her emperor, Lucius the First from afar. The most beautiful man in the
world.
As he smiled, his whole face shone like the sun, blinding everyone around him.
It was no wonder that after meeting the gorgeous emperor, everyone else looked
homely and plain to her.
The victory celebration took place for a few days and on the last night of the
party,
Lucius the First called for Poliana for a private meeting.
He offered her a drink, and she took it without hesitation. Even if it was
poisoned, she
would’ve taken it gladly. When she emptied the glass, Lucius the First said to her,
“There
has been a suggestion that you, Sir Poliana, should be the acting head of Aehas.
You
were born and raised here, and I believe that you would do a fine job. If you
accept, I
will make it happen immediately.”
Poliana almost coughed in shock. The acting head of this kingdom? It was too much.
And it wasn’t what Poliana wanted. Putting down her glass, she kneeled in front of
her
emperor and begged him, “Your highness. My dream is to follow you to the end of
this
continent. Please do not abandon me here. I will protect you forever by your side
as
your knight.”
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Lucius the First smiled happily and asked Sir Ainno, who was standing behind him.
“Did
you hear that?”
“Well, she is obviously too ambitious for her own good.”
“She just refused the posting of the acting head, so how could you call her too
ambitious? Oh well, whatever you say, Ainno.”
Poliana could guess what kind of conversation went between the knight and the
emperor, and it seemed that she gave the right answer. As long as the emperor was
happy, she was too.
Lucius the First picked up a cookie and continued, “As you have promised, Sir
Poliana, it
was a piece of cake to take over the two kingdoms. Therefore, I will let you have
what
you just asked for. You will follow me to the end of this world. You will be by my
side to
protect me with your life.”
“Thank you, your highness.”
“I will get the armor maker to make your new gears. You may pick any weapon you
want from the armory. You should take some rest until your wounds heal completely
to
prepare yourself for your next battle.
Looking at silent Poliana, he continued, “We will have to cross the river very
soon.”
Story 3. Getting Used to the New Life.
Chapter 15
Lucius the First accepted Poliana, but it was still undecided in which division she
would
belong to. Thankfully, her injury was so severe that she couldn’t have been allowed
to
work anyway. But as she healed and regained her strength, she began to get nervous.
Would she come to belong anywhere?
Then finally, good news arrived, making her smile.
She was assigned to Sir Baufallo’s division, the war supply unit. Unlike Aehas, the
Acreian
army didn’t have an administrative unit. It was the supply unit who took care of it
all.
This meant that Sir Baufallo was the First Sergeant of Lucius’s army.
Sirs Baufallo and Ainno were forced to accept Poliana because they lost the bet to
the
emperor and his scribe. Sin Ainno absolutely refused her when the time came for
them
to decide who would take her, saying that he would kill her if she ever was
assigned to
his division. Therefore, Sir Baufallo had no choice but to take Poliana. Of course,
Poliana
had no idea that all these things have happened regarding her assignment.
Regardless of their feelings, the two knights had to accept Poliana as part of the
Acreian army now. She was immediately notified of her posting. When she met with
Sir
Baufallo, he informed her, “His highness has asked either myself or Sir Ainno to
take you
as an aide and it has been decided that I will become your superior.”
“May I ask you a question?” Poliana became curious about which unit Sir Ainno led.
“Go ahead.”
“Which division does Sir Ainno belong to?”
“He is the head of his highness’s personal security unit.”
He’s the head of the emperor’s bodyguards, the knight who never leaves the
emperor’s side. This gave Air Ainno the right to kill anyone who appeared to be a
threat
to his highness. It made sense, this was why he slapped her that day.
At the same time, Poliana could also understand why Sir Ainno despised her. The
emperor ordered him to capture her alive when she escaped the Acreian attack. Sir
Ainno was forced to leave the emperor’s side, which he was never supposed to do
just
to get HER. No wonder Sir Ainno hated her.
Poliana learned soon enough that Sir Ainno refused to accept her into his unit and
she
couldn’t help but understand where he’s coming from. Having a foreigner in the
emperor’s security team was too risky. Poliana would’ve done the same thing if she
was
in his shoes.
Poliana then asked, “Is Sir Ainno strong?”
“He is the best night in the kingdom.”
And with his answer, Sir Baufallo almost asked her, “Why? Do you want to try
fighting
him and see if you can take him on?”
If it was any other knight, a male knight, Sir Baufallo would’ve asked in a half-
jokingly
manner, but he stopped himself because he suddenly remembered that he was talking
to a girl. He forgot about it for a second, and for a moment, it felt like he was
talking to
a normal average knight.
He did hear that she served in Aehas’ army for 6 years and it made sense. She
certainly
acted like a proper soldier.
But there was no ambition in her eyes, no desire to gauge Sir Ainno’s strength like
any
other male soldiers would have.
‘She is a girl after all,’ Sir Baufallo thought to himself.
Poliana could tell what Sir Baufallo was thinking. Just until a moment ago, he was
treating her like a soldier, but just now, his eyes changed and he was now looking
at her
like she was a stupid woman.
She was used to it. It wasn’t important to her at all. As long as she didn’t give
up on
being a knight, this was going to happen again and again.
“Even so, it was very unprofessional of you to have someone help you do your own
work,” Poliana replied.
“Well, the thing was, it was only me who was supposed to be assigned to this
conquest.
But then, both my father AND my younger brother were assigned to it as well. All of
the
men in our family were sent to war, and my mother got so worried because of it. She
begged that all of us get should get assigned to the same unit so that we could
keep
each other safe…”
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So that was why the entire family was assigned to the war supply department.
Originally, Lucius the First’s cousin, Duke Luzo, was responsible for this
division. But when
the emperor decided to leave for war, the kingdom needed an acting leader on his
behalf. This was especially important since Lucius the First did not have an heir
yet. It
was then decided that Duke Luzo needed to stay behind with Sir Baufallo taking his
position.
Giving your cousin the kingdom while you go into war? It was a perfect coup
scenario.
Even if they were the best of friends, one could never know what the future holds.
Poliana thought to herself, ‘I mean, who knew I would end up pledging my loyalty to
a
whole different country?’
But Poliana didn’t doubt Lucius the First’s decision. No one knew what the future
holds,
but the emperor must’ve given that responsibility to his cousin for a good sound
reason.
She didn’t trust Duke Luzo, but she trusted her emperor.
Sir Baufallo’s works and recordkeeping were excellent, but Sir Howe’s works were
problematic. He originally wanted to belong to Sir Rabi’s team, but when he didn’t
get
what he wanted, Sir Howe lost all interest in his work.
The funny thing was, Donau was indeed rather excellent at this work, especially
considering his young age. That must’ve been why Sir Howe continued to dump his own
work on his younger brother.
And meanwhile, Donau was feeling proud of himself for doing a knight’s work.
Donau returned to the room again and without even acknowledging her, he threw the
documents at her and left. She remained quiet for now but some time soon, she knew
that she needed to teach him a lesson.
Chapter 17
Poliana has always been ignored.
Always.
Because she was a woman, there were many times when she was treated worse than
the enemy by her own side.
This didn’t mean she didn’t do anything about it. This was beyond just personal, it
was
against the written and the unspoken rules of any military group. No matter what
others
said, she was a knight and a military officer, and now, she was being watched by
everyone. She needed to make her strength show.
When she was a platoon leader, her men followed her because they knew this. They
called her a witch and they hated her, but they had to follow her orders or else,
they
were going to be beaten by her.
When she took over the position of Sir Baufallo’s aide, she would have to see Donau
more frequently.
‘It’s time to teach him some manners.’
When the personal helps liked their knights, they would hang around them
constantly.
In this case, Donau worked for his own father, which meant that Donau was going to
be
around her A LOT. On top of that, Donau thought very highly of himself because he
did
a lot of the work his older brother Sir Howe was supposed to do.
A personal help or the son of a knight was usually treated poorly by everyone, but
because Donau came with his father as HIS help, the other knights were unusually
kind
to him.
Because the base was filled mostly with young knights, not many of them had
personal
aides. This meant that there weren’t many other personal aides older than Donau who
could put him in his place.
Donau had no manners, but it wasn’t enough of a reason to beat him up. He also
mostly ignored her but hasn’t technically outright disrespected her yet, so she was
in an
awkward position.
And most of all, Donau was Sir Baufallo’s own son. Her superior’s child. Blood was
certainly thicker than water.
Finally came the day when Sir Howe’s work was done. He laughed like a madman and
left, leaving the supply unit headquarters’ tent with Sir Baufallo, Sir Poliana,
another
knight, and Donau in it. When Sir Baufallo and the other knight left for a meeting
in
command, they left her with Donau.
As soon as they left, Donau sat on a chair rudely without asking for her
permission.
‘What should I do… Should I beat him up good?’
A 15-year-old teenager was sitting there with his legs up. Poliana felt a sudden
urge to
break both of his legs.
Poliana ignored him and worked on her reports. When Donau flicked the paper on her
table, she warned him quietly.
“Don’t touch that.”
“I work on these all the time, so why do you care? Do you even know how to read?”
Donau laughed at her, and again, Poliana warned him quietly. “These are official
military documents. You have no right to read them, so return to your place,
Donau.”
“Don’t you dare order me around! A woman, who bleeds between her legs holding a
sword?! Ha! You should just go back home and work in the kitchen where you belong!”
Disobeying a knight’s direct order and talking back this way? This was enough for
her to
reprimand him, but she stopped as Sir Baufallo walked into the tent.
Donau jumped off the chair immediately and stood straight. “Hello, Father!”
“Address me properly, Donau.”
“Welcome back, Sir.”
Poliana also stood up and saluted. Donau, being a good help, took his father’s coat
and his sword. He also grabbed his father a bowl of water and a towel to wash up.
Sir Baufallo patted Donau’s head as a habit. He acted indifferently, but from time
to
time, his love for his son was obvious through his meaningless gestures.
Suddenly, Poliana felt envious.
Donau came to war with his own father. He was the lowest of rank in the base, but
because of his noble birth and his father’s status, no one ignored or mistreated
him. His
older brother was also a knight, so the others treated him kindly. Among all the
personal
helps in the base, Donau was at the top of the food chain.
And most of all, thanks to their kind and rather an ethical emperor, Donau never
had to
know how it felt to be sodomized by his superior.
Donau was a rather pretty-looking boy. Poliana remembered Sir Batre, who used to
rape both boys and girls who came as new recruits to his unit. When he was killed
during the Acreian military’s conquest, Sir Batre’s body was sent back to his home
as a
show of respect and honor to a fallen soldier. But the rumor had it that during his
funeral, an unknown somebody stabbed his anus with a spear and ran away.
Some believed it was false, but Poliana couldn’t herself but nod. The details made
too
much sense.
Karma’s a b*tch.
Poliana couldn’t do what she wanted to Donau because of Sir Baufallo. She felt
frustrated and envious at Donau at the same time.
Sir Baufallo acted awkwardly around her, who now was his aide in place of his older
son. He was still very professional around her, especially compared to all the
other
knights so Poliana felt thankful about it.
Except for the fact that he had such a brat of a son.
Sir Baufallo asked her, “How long do you think it will take to reach our goal?”
“If we receive the planned supplies from Aehas and Kukda, we should be able to
reach
it by the end of this month.”
“Hmm… and anything else? Anything we are lacking?”
“Not according to the reports we received, Sir.”
“When I was walking around, I noticed that we may need more uniforms for the
soldiers.”
“The winter will be over soon. If we mend the existing uniforms and get a few more
made from the nearby towns, we should be able to survive the rest of the season.
The
town of Lotto, which is located nearby, happens to produce fabrics, so if we can
grab
the unused stocks from there, we can dye it ourselves and use it.”
“Good. Take care of it.”
“Yes, sir. And as for the cotton needed to create a layer for warmth under one’s
clothes, Acreia produces the best ones so we will wait until the harvest is over.
It
shouldn’t be long, we would have it most likely before the end of winter.”
“We don’t need winter uniforms.”
Poliana was sick of these Acreian men claiming how much colder Acreia was. Just
because they came from the northern region, the Acreian soldiers thought so little
of
the Aehasian winter.
Poliana thought secretly, ‘Aehas’ winter is pretty cold too, you jerk.’
Perhaps the best thing for her own good was to not say anything in this situation,
but
Poliana’s responsible nature wouldn’t let her remain quiet. They could lose their
limbs if
their soldier suffers a severe case of frostbites. The regions near the Koemong
River were
going to be even colder. It didn’t rain much there, but starting in the late
autumn, those
areas would be covered in ice.
Well-insulated winter uniforms were a must.
“It may not be as cold as Acreia here, but it will be freezing near the river,
sir,” Poliana
said politely.
“I didn’t mean it like that. I meant that we will be heading down in the spring.”
Poliana’s mouth suddenly felt dry. She became confused. “S-spring, sir?”
“Yes, that is what the emperor wants.”
She couldn’t understand and she couldn’t help but swallow audibly. If they were
heading down in the spring, it meant that they were going to battle in spring as
well. All
of their wars occurred during winters, and the other three seasons were for farming
and
rest. It has always been this way.
The majority of the foot soldiers were commoners. They needed to farm during the
spring, summer, and fall. If they didn’t, the land would go to waste.
Winter was for war, spring was for planning, summer was for growing the crops, and
fall
would be the time for harvest. All of their battles would continue during the
winter.
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They cannot toil their lands if they were to fight during the spring. Without
farms, there
would be no food, and without food, their people would die or worse, they would get
rebellious.
This couldn’t happen.
“This can’t be! If we do this, we will not get enough food from our harvest!”
Poliana
exclaimed.
“That won’t happen.”
“How?”
“All of the Acreian soldiers’ sole occupation is being soldiers. None are being
drafted.”
This was a piece of shocking and meaningful news to Poliana. She still had
difficulty
accepting the idea of war in spring, but she remained quiet. All their soldiers
were PAID
as such instead of drafting farmers and forcing them to fight?
She needed time to digest this news.
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Lucius the First’s army didn’t immediately march down south. Instead, it restocked
its
supplies, rested, and treated its injured in Aehas and Kukda. Poliana expected the
army
to stay where they were for a while longer before continuing its conquest but
Lucius the
First had another idea. Against the unspoken rule of war on this continent, he
planned
on marching down in this upcoming spring.
She understood that this did mean they were going to have an advantage. The
kingdom of Bebero wouldn’t be expecting any kind of attack from them at all. They
would be sighing in relief that the winter was almost over.
Every kingdom already knew about what happened to Aehas and Kukda. It did make
sense to attack Bebero now rather than giving them the chance to become prepared
for the war. In spring, their defense would be down as well.
‘A war in spring…’
It was hard to get her head around the idea. It sounded like a nonsense phrase,
like “a
pregnant man,” or “a bearded woman.”
As Poliana pushed around the fire with the metal poker, the black coals turned
bright
red. She was preparing a brazier for Sir Baufallo’s tent. This was one of the
responsibilities
of his personal help, Donau, but Donau claimed that it was a woman’s job and ran
away. It was such an Acreian thing to say.
In Acreia, men would go out to hunt while women stayed behind to keep the house
warm.
Poliana wanted to beat Donau up with the brazier, but she remained patient.
When she was in the Aehasian army, she had to build her own tent, which was
supposed to be handled by a lot of people. She expected something similar here, but
to her surprise, she was given a private tent without any fuss by Sir Baufallo and
he even
had the other soldiers set it up for her. He also told her to take as many supplies
as she
needed from their storage.
Poliana couldn’t repay his kindness by beating up his son. She just kept it to
herself,
saying, ‘That’s my superior’s son. That’s my superior’s son. That’s my superior’s
son. That’s
my superior’s son. That’s my superior’s son.’
Donau was an a*shole.
One of the supply unit soldiers came to her with a pot and a ladle and told
Poliana,
“I was told that you are going to be cooking for a while now.”
“I said that?”
“I heard it from that boy, Sir Baufallo’s personal help.”
“Wow, we get to eat the food prepared by a woman for once,” the other soldier said
excitedly.
“But THAT person is not a girl.”
“It will still be better than what we can make ourselves.”
“That’s right. Anything cooked by women is better than that by men.”
Poliana looked down at the ingredients nervously. Because of Donau’s lie, she
suddenly
became responsible for her division’s dinner. In Aehas, there were official cooks,
but in
the Acreian army, that position didn’t exist. Men took turns to cook and it worked
because Acreian men were used to preparing what they’ve hunted.
Looking down at the giant pot, Poliana wondered, ‘What should I do…’
She tried to go around and tell people that she never offered to cook, but it was
no
use. The men replied, “What? But couldn’t you just do it anyway? You must’ve cooked
a lot in your life anyway, right?”
“We were told that you will be cooking, so that’s that. If you have a problem with
it, you
should go take it up with that help.”
“Can’t you just do it? It must be easy for you to do it.”
“…”
This was not the response she expected from the soldiers. Poliana had no choice but
to
go find Sir Baufallo. She hated to tell Donau to his own father, but she had no
choice.
Poliana explained to Sir Baufallo what had happened in a very objective manner. He
looked awkward as he apologized. It was indeed his responsibility to train his
personal
help and son.
“I will make sure that Donau gets a special lesson from me, Sir Poliana.”
“Thank you.”
“And I am looking forward to your cooking.”
“Pardon?”
“The soldiers are already expecting you to cook, so I think you need to do it. IT
can’t be
that bad to cook just once.”
‘Dammit.’
This was ridiculous. Everyone was being unreasonable, but Poliana took care not to
show her anger on her face. She had no choice but to follow the order. This was an
army; whatever her superior said cannot be disobeyed.
She clenched her fists and her teeth instead and replied, “Yeasesse.”
“What did you say?”
“I said yes sir.”
“I won’t make you do it again even if you do a good job, so please don’t make it
taste
bad on purpose.”
“I will do my best.”
“Haha, I will look forward to it then.”
Sir Baufallo tapped her shoulder, hoping to appease her, but it didn’t help Poliana
feel
better at all. She felt frustrated and angry.
She shook her head as she stared at the ingredients again. If she did well, the
soldiers
would say it wasn’t a big deal because she was a woman and therefore it must come
easy for her. If she didn’t do a good job, she knew the men would get angry at her.
In the end, Poliana decided that she should at least make it good. She might as
well do
her best since she had to eat it after all.
But…
At the end of the day, Poliana was a noble-born lady as well. She never spent any
time
in the kitchen. Of course, she learned to hunt and recognize the poisonous ones
from
the other mushrooms but the old knight never taught her how to cook. When she was
in
the Aehasian military, there were cooks who made food for everyone.
In fact, Poliana had never even held a kitchen knife.
Thankfully, she did have some basic nutritional knowledge. She was used to poor
meals
in her old unit where they always lacked supplies, but now, there were a lot of
ingredients in front of her. This meant that whatever she cooked, it would turn out
good.
Poliana remembered her previous meals. They were mostly stews. In front of her were
a
pot with some fat, salt, meat, oats, wheat, and various vegetables. All she had to
do
was put them in the pot with water and bring it to a boil. She did just that. She
chopped
everything up as the water simmered before dumping everything into the pot. She
also
added some spices for better taste.
While she glared at the pot full of boiling stew, the men began to gather around
her.
Some from even different divisions came after they heard that Sir Poliana was
cooking
tonight.
Apparently, it was Sir Baufallo who bragged to the other knights that he was going
to
be able to eat a dish prepared by a woman tonight. It was an odd thing to be proud
of
because ever since they conquered Aehas and Kukda, they had plenty of women
from the towns to cook for them during their stay in the conquered kingdoms. This
was a
while ago, and apparently, these men missed a woman’s cooking.
When they heard Poliana was cooking, they gathered around her like hungry dogs.
“What?”
Sir Baufallo took another bite and threw up immediately. Feeling confused, Poliana
said
to him earnestly, “Sir, this doesn’t have inedible components like bugs, dirt,
rotten meat,
corpse, or anything soiled. It is perfectly edible, and it won’t kill you.”
“But the goal of a meal isn’t to be just edible!”
Delicious food would increase their men’s morale significantly. Good quality food
was
just as important as plentiful supplies.
The knights who tried the food left in shock while the soldiers who were left
behind to
eat the stew remained in place angrily. Some soldiers tried it out of curiosity and
had a
similar reaction to the others who experienced it firsthand.
So in the end, Poliana offered to take responsibility.
“Sir, I will eat the whole thing.”
“Sir Poliana, did you lose your taste buds during your service? Are you unable to
taste
anything at all?”
“Not at all, sir!”
“Yet you are offering to eat that whole thing yourself?”
“I won’t throw it out. I will finish it.”
“… are you sure you will be ok?”
“I have eaten worse things, including a bread that was stepped on by others. I
should
be fine!”
“But you might get sick.”
“I will be ok!”
“Alright then. You can finish that pot of stew, Sir Poliana, and we will make a new
pot for
the soldiers. Donau!”
Donau came to his father quickly.
“Yes, sir!”
“You are the one who started this whole mess, so you will be the one who will fix
it.
Make everyone’s dinner, Donau, and you will also do the dishes yourself.”
“Father!?”
“You can use the spare pot. Let me know when it’s ready.”
Sir Baufallo grabbed some tea leaves and placed them in his mouth in an attempt to
cleanse his tongue. The soldiers saw what had happened in the kitchen and left for
now. They were upset that their dinner was going to be later than usual. Some, who
were so hungry, tried a bite of Poliana’s stew and grimaced. They were so hungry,
but
they couldn’t stand her food.
The problem was that it had too much fat and spices. As soon as the dish hits their
tongue, the oily taste of fat would spread throughout their mouth, only to be
followed
by the overwhelming taste of spices.
In the end, everyone left. Poliana was ready to keep her word. She poured a large
bowl
for herself while Donau glared at her. He filled the spare pot with water to boil.
While
waiting, he tried a spoonful of Poliana’s stew as well.
“How bad could it be… Blarrrggg.”
The stew smelled ok, so Donau took a bite but he ended up reacting the same way as
his father did. He then yelled, “You made this? To eat?”
The pot containing the stew was made of thick metal. It would’ve hurt to kick it if
one
would have military boots, but Donau did it anyway. Poliana cracked her fingers
when
she saw this. Donau groaned as he held his foot in pain and on the other hand,
Poliana
wanted to push his head into the hot boiling stew and hold him down.
No matter how hard she thought, she knew that Donau has crossed the line. She
decided to be patient just one last time where she warned him calmly, “This is the
last
time you will be allowed to disrespect me.”
“Ha! Like I would be scared of you! I can take you out easily. Let’s do this!”
“You are not a knight yet, which means that you have no right to fight me. But of
course, I can teach you a lesson.”
“You aren’t a true knight either, b*tch!”
If this happened in Aehas, Poliana would have beat him up till all of his bones
broke,
but her current situation was a bit different. She was still new, and she didn’t
want to
cause any problems. This was especially important because she didn’t want her new
emperor Lucius the First to be disappointed in her. This was the only reason she
was
being so unusually tolerant.
“Stop being stupid, Donau. I may not win against other knights, but I can certainly
beat
you up easily. I am an officer that was knighted personally by his highness. If you
continue to show disrespect to me, I will have no choice but to punish you,”
Poliana
replied.
“I don’t believe you! I don’t believe his highness knighted you on purpose! You are
lying
about the whole thing or you did something strange to make it happen. You don’t
look
like a girl, so you probably hid your gender until you were knighted! Or maybe you
begged like a coward until his highness felt sorry for you!”
“Do you think his highness knights everyone who begs for it?”
“The emperor would never do something like that, you b*tch!”
Poliana felt bored, so she began to eat her stew. It didn’t take her very long to
empty
her bowl and while watching her, Donau murmured, “You aren’t a girl. You are a pig!
Blarrgg. I would never eat such garbage even if someone paid me to do it.”
The very first meal she received as a soldier, at the age of 14, was a piece of
bread that
had a clear footprint. At the time, the 14-year-old Poliana contemplated whether
she
should eat it or starve.
In the end, Poliana ate it. From then on, she had to eat much worse things. Food
with
dead bugs in it, water with some bastards’ spit, rotting meat and fruits, sour
wine, and
the list goes on. In fact, she drank some water recently that had Donau’s spit.
“I knew you threw some spit in my water,” Poliana said to him.
“Oh, now you are making stuff up to get me in trouble?”
“If you were so desperate to have me drink your fluids, then I guess I have nothing
to
say about it. But I will have to tell Sir Baufallo that his son has a strange
fetish.”
Donau’s face crumpled into an ugly frown as Poliana continued, “Dirt, dust, bugs… I
have eaten it all, you idiot. I don’t know if you have any hair down there yet but
listen
carefully Donau, I became a knight at the age of 14 and I have been in the army on
active duty for the past 6 years. I may bleed between my legs as you said, but I
still
have more hair down there than you do.”
Donau turned red and screamed, “You B*TCH!!!”
He came after her, but before he could reach her, Donau fell to the ground. It was
because a gauntlet hit him from behind.
“GYAAA!”
Donau shrieked in pain while Sir Baufallo came towards him and picked up the
gauntlet. Sir Baufallo said to his son, “You will be responsible for everyone’s
meal for a
week. I apologize, Sir Poliana. I will make sure to teach him some manners.”
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Sir Baufallo kicked Donau, who yelped in pain. Poliana was no stranger to punching
and kicking, and based on her observation, she knew that Sir Baufallo wasn’t
putting
too much force into his kicks.
“From now on, if your son causes any more problems, I would like to be the one who
reprimands him, sir,” Poliana offered.
“Do not think of him as my son, Sir Poliana. He is a mere help, so you may do
whatever
you would like to him. Donau, listen carefully. Sir Poliana may be a woman, but she
has
been acknowledged by the emperor himself. What you just said and did to her was
unacceptable.”
“If it wasn’t for this b*tch, I would’ve become a knight!” Donau argued.
“You idiot!”
Sir Baufallo began his lesson, and it was a lesson given by a father rather than a
superior. Poliana knew when to butt out from family businesses, so she left quietly
as she
enjoyed Donau squealing in pain.
But before she left, she took a spoonful of Donau’s stew out of curiosity, and her
eyes
widened in shock.
It was delicious.
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Poliana saw less of Donau from then on. She tried to find a chance to get him, but
it
didn’t come easily. Donau was sneaky, he would get himself away whenever she’s
close.
At first, Poliana thought that he was smart and lucky, but she soon realized that
she was
falling into his trap. Donau had less military experience than Poliana did, but he
knew
the Acreian army much better than she did. Donau knew the paths and schedules of
everyone very well, and he used it to his advantage to taunt her.
The only time he couldn’t escape her was when he’s cooking. He was still on the
kitchen duty, which meant that for at least an hour before lunch and dinner, he had
to
be in the kitchen. Poliana used this to her advantage.
While cooking, Donau couldn’t pick a fight with her. If they ended up in a physical
spat
and something happened to the food, he was going to get in trouble. So it was
Poliana,
who tried to pick a fight with him during those times.
She made a point of roaming around the kitchen while he worked. She knew that he
hated her presence and that was why she did it. She also tried his food while he’s
cooking or ate a few pieces of vegetables after he chopped them. Others assumed
that she was just hungry, and Donau couldn’t openly complain about what she was
doing since she wasn’t doing anything wrong.
Donau quickly became extremely irritated, particularly whenever Poliana criticized
his
cooking.
“Little boy, your soup is too salty.”
“Go drown, you b*tch.”
Poliana smiled and Donau smiled as well. From afar, they looked like they were
having
a nice conversation.
But when she did have it, it felt awful. She wasn’t in so much pain, but she felt
angry
and annoyed. She became crueler and rougher, and during battles, she killed her
enemies better.
The reason for her walks in the night was to relieve her stress. She walked to a
nearby
tree and began to hit it with her bare hands. The patrol nearby saw her and walked
away while shaking his head. He clearly thought that she had lost her mind.
Suddenly, Poliana felt a presence coming towards her. She stopped assaulting the
poor
tree and turned around to find a few men staring at her in shock. One of them was
Sir
Ainno.
Sir Ainno never left the emperor’s side. Wherever Sir Ainno was, it meant that most
likely,
Lucius the First was nearby.
“Greeting to your highness from Sir Poliana Winter.” Poliana began to sweat
nervously
as she addressed him.
“Oh, hello. I’m not sure about what you are doing right now, but good luck to you.”
Lucius the First glanced at her without interest and continued to walk past her.
Poliana
gritted her teeth. It was obvious that he was uninterested in her and it most
likely was
because she was unimportant. She had no one to blame but herself.
Sir Ainno looked at her in disgust and followed the emperor. Behind them were men
carrying a wild boar.
Acreian men were excellent hunters so even though they didn’t lack food or
supplies,
they often went hunting for fun. Sir Baufallo didn’t approve of these hunting
expeditions.
Technically, it wasn’t an illegal practice to do so in the military base, but since
the First
sergeant frowned upon it, the soldiers refrained from hunting.
So here he was, caught hunting. But then again, he was the emperor.
Poliana felt awkward, and the knights seemed awkward as well for being caught by an
aide who belonged to Sir Baufallo’s unit.
Lucius the First tried to leave quickly, but he stopped as if he remembered
something.
He turned to Poliana again and asked, “I hear that you, Sir Poliana, was involved
in
poisoning the soldiers recently. Is that right?”
“It wasn’t poisoned!”
She was happy that the emperor showed his interest in her, but this was not the
kind of
thing she wanted her emperor to know. Poliana kneeled in front of him.
She didn’t put any poison in that stew. All of its ingredients were edible. She
didn’t burn
the pot, nor did she put any soil into it. In fact, she has been eating that stew
three times
a day for three days now.
The other men saw her eating it and they couldn’t believe it. They called her a
crazy
btch. A btch without taste buds. A b*tch who could probably survive being poisoned.
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‘Whatever.’
Poliana didn’t care. All she wanted was to eat her food as quickly as possible so
she
could start eating Donau’s food. He was going to be cooking for just a week, so she
had to finish her stew as soon as possible.
Lucius the First then said, “I would like to try your stew too to see what it
tastes like.”
“No, your highness. You mustn’t.”
One of the knights in his group shook his head seriously. He stated that he was one
of
the few who tried it. When the knight looked so upset, Lucius the First burst into
laughter.
“It was that bad? Well, I guess I shouldn’t then. I will grant you this wild boar,
Sir Poliana,
so make sure that the men would get their fair shares.”
Apparently, Lucius the First caught two wild boars that day. He gave one to Poliana
and it was clear that he was asking her to put in the good words to Sir Baufallo
about his
hunting trip.
Poliana bowed her thanks and the men dropped one of the animals in front of her.
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When the emperor left, Poliana stood up and examined the wild boar. It was way too
heavy for her to move by herself.
“Dammit.”
She knew what the men would say if she asked for help in carrying this animal. They
would say she couldn’t handle it because she was a mere woman when the truth was
that no one man would be able to lift such a huge beast.
Angrily, Poliana began to assault the tree again. The leaves and small branches
fell
helplessly onto the ground.
Sir Baufallo became annoyed at the unexpected gift from the emperor. It wasn’t
because the emperor went hunting against his wishes, it was because the emperor
didn’t take HIM along on the hunting trip.
The soldiers, however, were excited at the meat. Most men were originally hunters,
so
they all had different ideas on how best to cook a wild boar. Soon, they began to
argue and Sir Baufallo had to step in.
“Since this was a gift to ME from the emperor, I will be the one deciding what to
do with
it.”
The hide, teeth, and bones were obviously going to be stored for later use. But
what are
we going to do with the meat?
“Let’s cut it into steaks and cook them in the fire!”
“Pick it up.”
“Even the dog won’t eat it. So you would eat anything, eh? Even garbage?”
Donau kicked the piece of meat. When Sir Baufallo heard the noises outside his
tent, he
came out to see what was happening. No one had to explain to him what had
happened. Sir Baufallo looked resigned as Poliana made a request.
“Sir Baufallo, may I punish this insolent help of yours?”
“Oh, go ahead.”
Donau sneered. “I refused to be punished by a girl…. AHH!”
Before he could finish his sentence, Donau screamed in pain and fell to the ground.
It
was because Poliana kicked him in his crotch. It was so unexpected that Donau
kneeled on the ground in agony. Even Sir Baufallo’s eyes widened in shock. During
the
last few weeks in the supply unit, Poliana studied how the helps are treated by the
knights. She learned that although they weren’t sexually assaulted and there wasn’t
any severe beating either, the helps were still reprimanded through physical
punishments.
This was for the good of Donau. This young man had to learn his lessons now so he
could have a bright future.
Poliana picked up the steak that was now covered in dirt. She threw it at him, and
it hit
Donau right in his face.
Donau was now shivering in shock, pain, and fear. He expected that the worst
Poliana
would dare to do would be to slap him as any other girl would.
But she kicked him in his manhood and slapped him with a dirty steak.
“What is the meaning of this?” Sir Baufallo yelled in shock.
“This isn’t the first time I kicked someone’s balls, sir. I made sure not to pop
it, so you
don’t have to worry about not getting grandsons from this young man,” Poliana
replied
calmly.
Poliana seemed so nonchalant that Sir Baufallo couldn’t even get angry at her.
Poliana
grabbed Donau’s collars and with a horrifying kid of tone, she whispered, “You keep
mentioning how I bleed between my legs, so perhaps I should make the same thing
happen to you, eh? Whenever you disrespect me, I will hit you only in your balls. I
will
kick them until they burst and bleed, so if you want that to happen, keep being a
jerk to
me.”
Sir Baufallo ran towards his son and protested, “But Sir Poliana, this isn’t a
proper way to
punish someone!” He patted Donau’s bum to comfort him, which seemed to cause
even more pain to Donau whose crotch was most likely very bruised.
Poliana felt satisfied. She then replied, “It’s not like I cut his penis off, sir.
At least I didn’t
break any of his bones.”
“What? Do you know how painful this area is to a man?”
“Well, that’s why he will never disrespect me again. Pain is a very good teacher.”
Poliana threw the ruined steak at the dogs. The dogs barked happily and ran away
with
it.
So many people saw what happened today. There was no way of hiding this. The
rumors would start immediately and reach everyone in the base by the end of
tomorrow. Sir Howe, who came running after he heard about the trouble, laughed
hilariously as he watched his younger brother being beaten by a female knight.
Towards the end, he was rolling on the floor crying because he was laughing so
hard.
Poliana continued, “I want to make this very clear to everyone. I am a knight who
was
appointed by his highness himself. I am also Sir Baufallo’s aide. I have no reason
to
ignore and forgive a mere help’s insolence. In fact, what I did today will save
this young
man’s life someday. He has been acting disrespectfully and idiotically because he
must’ve believed the power and status of his father and his older brother would
protect
him. But this won’t always be the case in the real world. I am also telling you,
Sir
Baufallo, that if you truly care about your son, you will stop preventing his
knighthood
and also teach him some manners.”
The truth was, it wasn’t Poliana’s fault that Donau wasn’t being knighted. It was
his
father’s. There were no official rules of limiting the number of soldiers being
knighted per
year. In fact, during the war times, it was a piece of cake for nobles to become
knights.
So the reason Donau hasn’t been knighted so far was because Sir Baufallo asked his
highness for it. Sir Baufallo was worried about his youngest son, especially
because both
himself and the oldest son were both knighted already. What if all three men died
in the
war? There would be no more man in his family.
Donau was a smart boy. Based on what she saw, Poliana knew this to be a fact. This
meant that Donau most likely already knew why he didn’t get knighted. But he was
blaming Poliana because he didn’t want to blame the emperor or his own father.
Poliana had no intention of being blamed for something she had nothing to do. She
already had enough to deal with in her place just for being a girl.
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As Poliana walked away, the soldiers avoided making eye contact and covered their
crotches. Satisfied at making a point, Poliana returned to her own tent.
Inside, she sighed.
‘I’m so envious of him.’
Donau had a father who truly cared about him. He also was born in a kingdom where
the emperor took care of his people. He was a very lucky boy.
From then on, the soldiers seemed to behave more carefully around her. Donau,
however, still screamed at her whenever he saw her. He yelled that what she did was
unforgivable. Poliana would ignore him and tell Sir Baufallo, “I think your
youngest son
must not want to sire children in the future.”
This was always enough for Sir Baufallo to immediately shut Donau up, and when Sir
Baufallo wasn’t around, Poliana kept her promise and kicked Donau in the crotch for
his
rudeness.
Soon enough, things started to settle down. Donau was now nicknamed and teased as
“the boy who got kicked in the balls by a girl.”
Poliana was overall very happy.
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Inside the Acreian command tent.
Lucius the First and his knights were discussing their plan to cross the Koemong
River and
attack the kingdom Bebero.
“We already completed selecting the appropriate fishing boats from the fishing
village
nearby. About 80 percent of these boats have been adjusted and remodeled for our
military purposes. The rest of the work will be done very soon.”
“We also recruited the fishers who knew the river very well. We are training them
according to our basic military skills.”
“And how is Bebero reacting?”
“So far, very quiet, your highness. We believe that they are feeling safe since
spring is
coming. They most likely think that we won’t attack till the upcoming winter. Our
spies
planted inside the Bebero kingdom are still unable to return since the borders have
been closed, but they were able to send us several reports. All sounds good so
far.”
Lucius the First’s army would be attempting to cross it once spring had arrived
when its
waters had melted. The key to this mission was to keep it a secret. No one could
know
about this. A surprise was the biggest advantage an army could have in a war.
A surprise attack rarely failed.
Lucius the First studied the maps carefully. The Koemong River was wide and deep.
It
was the biggest river in the northern region of the continent, and around it was
various
fishing villages. The river was regularly used to travel as well as to transport
supplies to
different areas.
But during the winters, the rivers would freeze completely where no boats could
cross it.
The only use of this river during winter was for some odd winter fishing.
The biggest problem of this military plan was their lack of experience in a naval
battle.
Lucius the First’s army has never fought in water before.
Acreia was located in the most northern region of the continent. During springs and
winters, all the water surrounding the kingdom was frozen. There was no reason for
the
Acreian soldiers to ever fight in the water.
To fight on boats.
To fight against the enemy boats.
To shoot arrows on boats and at the enemy boats.
All of these tactics were new to the Acreian soldiers.
On top of that, what if their soldiers became seasick?
So Lucius the First took some time and care to make sure that his men became used
to
the waters. He also ordered the fishermen to teach his men how to stay safe inside
a
boat.
“The one positive thing is that the Bebero soldiers are also not used to battling
in the
water. Because Aehas and Kukda were busy warring against each other, Bebero never
worried about its river border. Bebero soldiers aren’t prepared at all, so please
don’t be
too concerned, your highness.”
“But the Bebero has plenty of citizens that are used to riding and working on
boats. Our
men, on the other hand, have no idea how to even maneuver one. Some don’t even
know what an oar looks like,” Lucius the First replied.
“We already have begun our training, so all will be well, your highness.”
“I believe in all of you. All I am saying, however, is that it won’t be as easy as
it was with
Aehas and Kukda.”
Suddenly, the emperor remembered the person who made it so easy to conquer the
two said nations.
The female knight who made it all possible.
She was a foreigner and a knightess, but Lucius the first believed in her
abilities. He had
no doubt that she would adapt to whatever situation came at her.
It was those around her that had difficulties getting used to HER.
The soldiers received an order from Sir Baufallo to grab the shovels. They were to
work
on improving and maintaining their army base. The men from other departments could,
in theory, reject Sir Baufallo’s order, but none of them did. After all, Sir
Baufallo was the
one who fed all the men on the base, which meant it was a bad idea to disobey him.
But some men did complain. To them, Sir Baufallo yelled, “If you don’t want this
job,
then you can participate in the special training instead!”
The special training involved getting into the battle gears and jumping into the
river in
the middle of the winter. No one volunteered for this. Without further protests,
all the
men grabbed their shovels and went to work. Sir Baufallo grinned.
Some men were ordered to work on building new boats. The fishing boats they
acquired were not enough. Lucius the First ordered all the available boat builders
and
carpenters to be gathered so they could build more proper military ships. It was
impossible to build large ships at this point, so they worked on creating smaller
vessels
instead.
Koemong was a slow-streamed river. As long as the purpose of the vessels was to
carry
the soldiers across, smaller ships were going to be enough.
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Although Lucius the First’s men assured him otherwise, there was a good chance that
Bebero was planning their defense already. Acreia conquered the two kingdoms
directly above it, so they had to have at least an idea on where they would be
next.
Bebero had to be preparing for war.
One main difference was that while Bebero was preparing for a winter battle, Acreia
was lying in wait for the spring.
Another huge difference was their soldiers. Any emperor dreamed of maintaining a
strong army. More soldiers meant more power, but maintaining soldiers costs a lot
of
money. Providing food alone was not enough. The soldiers needed to be clothed, fed,
and housed properly. On top of that, they also needed to be paid so they could
afford
to have families of their own.
During active wars, it made sense to have as many soldiers as possible. But what
about
when it’s over, or during a truce? What should the soldiers do?
This was why the emperors on this continent did not have a military force on
contract.
The soldiers they gathered were not soldiers by occupation. They were just regular
men
drafted by force and by law. The nobles became knights while the farmers became
foot soldiers.
This meant that these military forces were weak and untrained at best. There were
times
when the battles were fought only by the high ranking knights from each side.
Lucius the First did things very differently. He was, in fact, the very first
emperor who
created his entire army made of professional soldiers. His men trusted him and
followed
him, believing in his plan to conquer the world.
And as soon as the Koemong River melted, Lucius the First’s men made their first-
ever
attempt to cross it. Just in case things didn’t work out, only a part of the
soldiers went on
this first try.
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While the main troop went on to cross the river, the soldiers left behind continued
to
train and work on improving the military base. Some were even sent out to Aehas and
Kukda to volunteer and help the locals. It was very important to maintain a
positive
impression on one’s colonies.
Sir Baufallo left the base to supervise the men who were sent to help the locals.
Poliana
remained on his behalf to take care of the station.
After what she did to Donau, no men disrespected her.
At least not in front of her.
They no longer spat in front of her. They waited until she left. The soldiers also
didn’t call
her a b*tch. When they needed to address her nowadays, they would look at her
awkwardly and call her, “Hey…” or “You over there…” Some knights went as far as
calling her “Sir,” but never her full name of “Sir Poliana.” There were odd people
who
convinced themselves that she was really a man. These men called her “Sir Paul.”
But despite the change in all the men on her base, there still was one boy who
continued to call her nasty names.
Donau.
Lately, he has been constantly trying to pick a fight with her.
“I dare you to have a duel with me!”
“Hmm… A hairless boy like you? Do you have a death wish or something?”
Since that incident, Donau began to wear a cup for his protection. Until that
incident,
he was more of a nuisance as he bullying Poliana, but now, he openly challenged her
for a fight. She kicked him again once, proving that a protective cup was useless,
but
Donau refused to learn his lesson.
‘It’s not that he is stupid… so why?’ Poliana wondered.
Donau showed his intelligence when he wrote out many of the reports for his older
brother. Poliana also witnessed how friendly he could be with others, which meant
it
wasn’t his personality who had the problem.
So why was he being an idiot around her? Was it simply because he was a teenager?
Strangely, Poliana felt a little guilty. She felt apologetic towards Donau because
what
she did to him was mainly done to establish her strength and position in this
place. She
made an example out of him. And it worked because now, she was seen as a person
to be feared. What she did to Donau was unnecessarily violent. She admitted this
much.
But it also didn’t make sense how Donau continued to disrespect her. Poliana
couldn’t
help but feel the burning need to show him again how a proper soldier needs to
behave around his superior.
But Poliana was a woman of her word. She couldn’t beat him unless he made the first
move, and whenever he did, she’d only attack his crotch. It must’ve been painful
every
time, but strangely, Donau never gave up. Poliana had to admire his persistence.
Every single day, Donau picked a fight with her. He always tried to get away before
she
could kick him, but on most days, Poliana was quicker.
But she was getting sick and tired of this interaction.
Poliana tried to figure out why Donau was acting this way. She recently learned
after
meeting the emperor that she had a secret need and desire to be acknowledged. Was
Donau feeling the same thing? Did he want his persistence and existence to be
acknowledged by her?
She asked about it to him once, vaguely, and this wasn’t the case.
Finally one day, Poliana grabbed him and asked, “Are you doing this because you
like
your penis being kicked? Because if you like that kind of pain, you should just get
a
prostitute.”
Poliana has seen some soldiers developing a strange fetish after going through many
traumatic battles. When she asked if he was a masochist, Donau reddened. Poliana
continued, “I’m just telling you because I feel like my legs are going to rot from
kicking
your balls all day.”
“You b*tch! Have you lost your mind?”
“I am trying my best to control my strength. I have been avoiding turning you into
a
eunuch but getting injured like that every day can’t be good. It’s a very sensitive
and
fragile area, you know. Aren’t you in pain?”
“I have no choice because you won’t accept my challenge!”
“A duel is a privilege only given to the knights. A mere help like you have no
right!”
“If it wasn’t for you, I would’ve become a knight…! DAMMITTT!”
“Donau, manhood is a very important part for any man. You are young, so perhaps you
haven’t realized this yet.”
Poliana should’ve stopped here, but she was so used to verbal and sexual abuses
that
she continued without thinking, “Have you ever been with a woman before, little
boy?”
SLAP!
Suddenly, Donau slapped Poliana with his leather glove. He then threw it at her and
screamed, “I challenge you to a duel!”
“… I apologize. I shouldn’t have said that.”
Poliana felt a little sad. Just now, she acted like all the men she hated so much.
What
she said was wrong and she had no excuse for it.
Poliana remembered her first day in a military camp, and how her superior treated
her.
If it was her who was forced to be with Sir Batre instead of that pretty boy, she
would’ve
cried.
She thought to herself, ‘Hmm… HE said the similar thing to me too I suppose.’
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Lucius the First.
But his intention was very different than that of Sir Batre.
Poliana slowly picked up the leather glove and handed it to Donau. If he was a
proper
knight, the act of picking it up would’ve meant Poliana accepted his challenge, but
Donau was only a help. A duel was not allowed for him and in fact, it was against
the
military law.
Poliana felt envious of him. He could challenge and insult her all he wanted, and
she
couldn’t fight him to the death.
Donau screamed again, “I want a duel!”
“What I just said was wrong, so I won’t kick your balls anymore.”
Donau ran towards her with his sword out. Without much effort, Poliana kicked the
boy’s
stomach. When he fell, she easily took away his sword and threw it far away. She
then
kicked his legs a few times, and before Donau could stand up, Poliana placed her
foot
on top of his chest and said to him apologetically, “And don’t worry. I won’t break
any
of your bones. I’m not very strong, so without a weapon, I can’t break bones that
easily.”
And with that, she punched his stomach without mercy.
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The kingdom of Bebero was shocked at the unexpected attack, but in the end, they
remained calm. Before the Acreian ships reached the shore, Bebero’s military force
quickly began their assault using their bows.
Long spears and arrows came at Lucius the First’s men. The Acreian soldiers, who
were
used to fighting on land and hunting in the mountains, moved desperately to avoid
being hit.
And the result was…
A huge loss on the Acreian side.
Before the Acreian soldiers could cross even half of the river, they had to turn
back. At
least, they didn’t have too many casualties, which was caused by pure luck.
Those who returned alive no longer felt sure of themselves. Those that were left
behind
wanted to hear the details of the battle, but the high-ranking offers needed to
meet
with the emperor first to discuss what happened.
The injured were transported to the medic’s tent while the rest of the soldiers
fell asleep
after such a long day. The young men felt devastated as this was the first loss
they
experienced since Acreia waged its war against everyone. Their morale went down to
dangerous levels.
This could be a problem. Low morale meant the possibility of deserters. It also
meant
that the soldiers wouldn’t and couldn’t fight well. Battles and even wars could be
lost
because of it.
This needed to be fixed, and this was the job for Sir Baufallo, “The Mother.”
Inside the Acreian commander’s tent, Lucius the First smiled kindly and encouraged
his
men, “Don’t feel so bad.” The beautiful emperor was neither angry nor disappointed.
He was never going to give up. A failure like this was only going to help their
future
victories.
“Everyone, cheer up. The main purpose of this attempt was to learn about our
enemies,” he continued.
They couldn’t ignore their emperor and they had to obey their master. The knights
looked up at Lucius with their eyes beginning to lighten. They had to stop groaning
and
start figuring out why they lost.
Lucius the First didn’t participate in the battle this time, so he asked the head
of this
attempt, Sir Rabi, to provide him a full detailed report.
“At first, we tried to follow our original plan. We were going to push the ships
down the
riverbanks so we could cross it, but we ended up not even being able to get to the
water,” Sir Rabi explained.
It took so much effort to build their ships and yet, they weren’t even given the
chance
to use it at all. This was an unexpected turn of events for the Acreian soldiers.
The Koemong River was the biggest body of water in the northern region. It would
freeze completely except for its dead center during the winter. As they had
expected,
they would melt during spring, but for those who were used to have frozen grounds
during that time, they weren’t prepared for what awaited them.
Wet muddy riverbanks.
As the men pushed the boats down the banks, their legs were caught in the mud. They
couldn’t move. Bebero’s soldiers laughed at them from the other side of the river.
When
one team got close to getting its vessel into the water, they shot their arrows at
them
and even used their catapults against them.
Getting attacked while stuck in mud… The Acreian soldiers had no chance against it
as
their only defense was their shields. Most men came back alive, thankfully, but it
was
clear that they lost the battle.
“With all the mud out there, it will not be possible to build a dock either,” Sir
Rabi
continued.
“How about we pour soil over to harden the banks?”
“Bebero soldiers wouldn’t just stand by and watch us. They will shoot their arrows
at us,
and it would be impossible for us to work and defend ourselves at the same time.”
“The wind will also be a problem for us. There is currently a very strong northern
wind
going on right now,” another knight added.
Bebero’s arrows were weaker, but because they were also lighter, they could go very
far. The northern wind meant that Bebero had a huge advantage over them. On the
other hand, the Acreian arrows were too heavy and they couldn’t travel far against
the
strong wind.
“They said that the riverbank would turn solid around summer,” Sir Rabi suggested.
Another knight then said, “But in summer, the water will be too strong. We won’t be
able to cross it.”
Only big ships could cross the river in the summer, and even if they had enough big
ships, the Acreian soldiers were no sailors. Crossing the Koemong River during the
summer was out of the question.
One positive thing was that the summer was very short. So should they try it again
in the
autumn?
In the fall, the water level of the river would go down significantly, which meant
bigger
vessels would not be able to cross it. Only smaller ships could make it across. It
was also
the only time in the year where people could swim in it. On sunny fall days, many
locals
went for a swim in the Koemong.
Bebero now knew that Acreia wasn’t going to wait till the winter. This meant that
Lucius
no longer had the edge of surprise on his side. Bebero was now going to have its
defenses up. A small troop was no longer going to be enough to defeat Bebero
anymore.
Should Acreia stop and be satisfied with conquering Aehas and Kukda?
“Do we need to wait like this until the winter…?” Lucius the First murmured in
disappointment,
But even if they did, he still had no idea how to defeat Bebero. This was going to
be his
best chance. A surprise attack.
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He asked Sir Rabi, “Can you think of any other way?”
“… What about if we go up the river?”
“North of Koemong would be…Acreia.”
“And there, perhaps we can build a bridge across?”
“It that was possible, it would’ve been done a long time ago, don’t you think?”
If the kingdoms were in a good relationship, there would’ve been a bridge built
already, but Aehas and Kukda have been busy fighting against each other while
Bebero didn’t bother with them.
Lucius joked gloomily, “Once I conquer Bebero, my first order will be to build a
bridge
across the Koemong River.”
“Hahaha,” everyone laughed and the meeting ended with no plan in place.
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The Acreian soldiers turned into carpenters. They were professional soldiers, but
if and
when their superiors ordered them to become something else, they had no choice but
to obey. Men grabbed the shovels, hammers, and nails. If they didn’t have what they
needed, they would go to the cities to get them or made them themselves. One good
example was the catapult.
The Acreians were planning to conquer the world, which meant they could not carry
something like a catapult, so they didn’t. Lucius the First expected the need for
one
would begin once they reached the kingdoms with bigger castles, like those in the
middle of the continent, but he was proven wrong.
The newly and hurriedly built catapult was not capable of launching large rocks.
But
then, the catapults owned by Bebero also had the same problem. Besides, it was
going
to be difficult to find large rocks and transport them to the catapults anyway.
There were a few small docks at the river before the battle, but most of them were
damaged or completely destroyed by now. It was possible to build new ones, but they
were going to be wrecked by Bebero catapults anyway, so there was no point in
rebuilding them yet.
The Acreians also were short on wood. They couldn’t waste them on anything that
wasn’t going to last in this battle.
A makeshift camp near the river was a day’s walk away from Poliana’s supply
division.
With Sir Baufallo’s permission, Poliana approached the Koemong River.
Poliana watched the Acreian soldiers standing around near the riverbanks. When the
wind calmed down, one soldier suddenly shot an arrow to the other side. When it
reached the middle of the river, the wind began to blow again and it dove into the
water.
“Oh, that was so close!”
“What are you talking about? That was not even close!”
He didn’t look very happy to see her. Poliana then answered, “I came here to see
the
Koemong River. I have never seen it before.”
“Aren’t you originally from Aehas? Good, then do you know anything about this
river?
You must’ve heard things growing up so nearby. You know, like any battle records
between Aehas and Bebero or something.”
“Sir, this is the first time I saw the Koemong River! And there has never been a
battle
between Aehas and Bebero!”
“Dammit! Then why did you come here?”
“I have never seen the Koemong River, so I came to see it, Sir!”
“So you came here for fun? Do you think this is funny?! Huh!?”
Poliana came here just to see the river, and she didn’t mean anything by it, but
the
angry Sir Rabi took it the wrong way. Given the role of leading the battles was a
huge
honor, and failing the emperor’s expectation was a horrible feeling indeed. Sir
Rabi was
not a happy man at the moment.
Lucius the First did not blame Sir Rabi at all, but this made Sir Rabi feel even
worse. Every
day, Sir Rabi screamed at the river angrily. Some times, the Bebero soldiers would
shoot
a few arrows at him in reply. By the time a few of the arrows reached near Sir
Rabi, they
were too weak and slow to the point that it was easy for him to just knock them off
with
his sword. Those arrows could never hurt him considering where he was, but he still
got
angrier.
The only way Sir Rabi could relieve his stress was to spar with other men. But
after the first
few times, his men began to avoid him. At the moment, Poliana was the only one
visible
to him, but he remembered her gender. She didn’t look like a woman, but she was.
He grumbled, “Dammit… I can’t even spar with you because you are a girl.”
“If you need a sparring partner, I would be honored, Sir!”
Sir Rabi grabbed her collars and lifted her off the ground with only one hand. She
wasn’t very heavy, but Poliana was still well-armed with leather armor, a sword,
and
two daggers. Lifting her off the ground with only one hand… That was quite a feat
and
Sir Rabi didn’t seem to be even out of breath.
The interesting thing was, Sir Rabi didn’t look muscular or manly. He, in fact,
looked
almost too pretty for a man.
‘He is incredibly strong.’
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Poliana now could understand why he was appointed to lead this battle.
“DAMMIITTT!”
Sir Rabi shouted again, louder this time. Poliana almost felt like her ears were
bleeding
from it. She suddenly realized that perhaps the real reason why he was given this
position was for his loud voice, which could be useful in leading the men during
noisy
battles.
“If you will allow me, I will be honored to spar you, Sir!” Poliana replied.
“If you have a death wish, then go for it, you idiot! AAAHHH! What does everyone
want
from me?!”
Just then, a beautiful voice commented from behind them.
“Perhaps I demanded too much from you, Sir Rabi.”
It was their emperor, Lucius the First.
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At the sudden and unexpected appearance of their ruler, Sir Rabi flinched while
Poliana saluted her emperor immediately. Lucius the First, who was dressed
unusually
luxuriously today, looked gorgeous as usual.
Poliana was impressed.
‘He is so handsome.’
She truly believed her own emperor was the best-looking man in the world. But there
was no time to admire him. With his fancy outfit and blindingly gorgeous look, he
was
an obvious and noticeable target. If any of the Bebero soldiers spotted him from
across
the river, they were going to shoot him.
Poliana bowed and said to him anxiously, “Your highness, please move far away from
here. It is too dangerous.”
But the emperor ignored her. Instead, he turned to Sir Rabi and announced, “I did
not
order to, Sir Rabi, to bring me a victory against Bebero. I ordered you to study
the river
and research on how we can cross it. You made a rash decision of attempting to
cross
it without a good plan. You did it several times in fact! That was your mistake,
Rabi. It’s
not you losing the battles, but it was you not following my orders accurately.”
Sir Rabi bowed as well and replied, “Your highness, you are absolutely right. And
you
may reprimand me all you want, but please step back first away from this area! It’s
too
dangerous.”
“I am very unhappy about all this. This won’t do.”
Lucius the First ignored his knight’s worried request. He refused to leave the
place.
Instead, he turned to the river. His beautiful green eyes stared at the water as
well as
the army beyond it.
They were now in the middle of the spring. The Bebero has recruited many more men
since the first battle and strengthened their defense. A gentle wind blew suddenly,
and
Lucius the First’s golden hair danced around his face.
The wind blew towards the Acreian army and it was going to remain in this direction
until the fall. Suddenly, a weak arrow flew from the Bebero’s side and reached the
dirt
in front of Lucius the First’s feet. Sir Ainno, who was standing behind the
emperor, finally
realized the danger his emperor was in. Sir Rabi and Poliana stepped forward to
place
themselves in front of their emperor.
But Lucius the First smiled and replied, “I’m fine, Ainno. Step back.”
Just then, Poliana saw that her emperor was holding a bow and an arrow. They were
the best-looking weapons she had ever seen. Lucius the First shot his arrow without
hesitation, and despite the strong wind, it flew strong and ended in the middle of
Bebero captain’s head.
The captain was wearing a helmet, but the arrow went through and killed him
instantly.
The Bebero archers shot at Lucius the First in panic, but none of them got even
close to
the emperor. In fact, most of them fell into the water.
Lucius the First murmured disappointedly, “This is embarrassing… Hmm…” He handed
his
bow to Sir Ainno, who used it to shoot his arrows this time. His arrows killed a
foot soldier,
two archers, and another soldier handling the catapult.
The best knight in the Acreian army, Sir Ainno.
Aehas’ main weapon was a sword while Acreia was known for its archery. Acreian men
made their bows and arrows from the trees that could survive the freezing climate
of
Acreia. Men from other kingdoms usually couldn’t even pull the string because it
was
too tough. An average Acreian man could use it, but perhaps just once or twice.
Not three times in a row like Sir Ainno just did.
The emperor only brought a few arrows. This was just to scare Bebero’s soldiers. It
should
be enough to keep them quiet for a while.
Lucius the First then announced, “I don’t think they will be attacking us for a
while now.
Before they start shooting again, explore the river well, Sir Rabi.”
“Yes, your highness.”
“Ainno, is your shoulder ok?”
“It’s fine, your highness. You need not to worry.”
Other soldiers began to gather around their emperor with bright faces. Their morale
has
been down lately due to the recent failures and losses, but with the presence of
their
emperor and what he has just done, they were starting to feel more confident.
Lucius the First looked around. He saw the soldiers and Poliana as well, but his
eyes
didn’t linger anywhere. There wasn’t going to be another personal interaction
between
them, like the one they had that night when he rewarded her with a wild boar. After
the
emperor left, Sir Rabi also ran to his tent, screaming again like a beast.
Now alone, Poliana enjoyed the wind as she walked along the river. As the emperor
predicted, no arrows came from the other side of the water.
Poliana clenched her hands into fists. She was not strong enough to shoot an arrow
as
Lucius the First or Sir Ainno did. And even if she managed to pull the string, she
was not
a good marksman. Poliana also was well aware of her limited swordsmanship. If Sir
Rabi
did take up on her offer and they sparred, she would’ve lost easily. He probably
could
beat her even without a sword.
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She had to do something. Anything.
She needed to become a knight her emperor could be proud of, a knight worthy to be
in Lucius the First’s army.
Poliana knew that the emperor would be perfectly satisfied with her being a good
aide
to Sir Baufallo, a good supply unit soldier. Her emperor was a man who would
appreciate everyone, even those who worked behind the scenes, but still…
Every knight probably felt this way. They all wanted to be seen by their emperor.
To be recognized, to be near their ruler.
Suddenly, Poliana remembered Sir Rabi’s question.
“You are from Aehas, right? Then you must know the river well? Maybe you heard
something about it in the past?”
The wind blew again, but unlike Lucius the First, Poliana didn’t have long hair
that could
dance around her face.
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Lucius the First saw the big picture for his future. After his father’s death, he
inherited the
throne as a young boy. Once he became an adult, he left his kingdom in his cousin’s
hand and went south. He conquered Aehas and Kukda in record time.
The last kingdom to conquer in the northern region was Bebero and to do this, he
had
to cross the Koemong River.
“When will Bentier arrive?”
“In four days, your highness.”
Sir Bentier was the deputy commander and the current acting head of Kukda. He had
been ordered to bring his men and join the emperor. The soldiers didn’t provide an
obvious answer to their current situation, but there was nothing else Lucius could
think
of. He thought that perhaps more brains to think would help him come up with a
plan.
It was summer now, and it has been 5 months since the Acreian military remained
still in
the river. The weather was getting too hot, and the men now wore their summer
uniforms. Sir Baufallo busied himself by making sure that no infections or epidemic
would
start while they’re there. He had strict rules about boiling all of their water
before
drinking it.
Meanwhile, the water level rose in the river, pushing the Acreian soldiers further
back.
They were so far from each other that no stones nor arrows could reach either side,
The Bebero soldiers did not make a mistake of attacking the Acreians. Instead, they
focused on strengthening their defense. They expected Lucius the First not to give
up,
they realized that he could always build bigger ships to cross the river the next
spring.
They then began to build a wooden barrier along the river, which ended up being a
big source of frustration for the Acreians. Even though it wasn’t a stone citadel,
the
wooden barriers were still an excellent defense system.
Lucius the First thought unhappily, ‘I still haven’t conquered the northern region
yet!’
He knew that uniting the three northern kingdoms was going to be good enough. This
alone was enough to make him be remembered as a great emperor.
But it wasn’t enough for him. Lucius the First wanted much more. He wanted to unite
the entire continent and become the emperor of all.
This was his dream. This was what he was born to do.
He could never give up.
Four days later, Sir Bentier arrived. He was a legendary soldier like Sir Ainno. He
was also
known for his great intelligence and strategies, and Lucius the First always valued
his
brain and prudence. He kneeled before his emperor and said to him, “Your highness,
conquering Aehas and Kukda could still be your greatest accomplishment.”
“Are you saying I should be satisfied with what I have? That I should stop?”
“No one will think less of you if you did, your highness.”
“So you are saying I should give up. I should give up my dream, which I have been
planning since I was a little boy. Sir Bentier, I appointed you as my deputy
commander
because of your prudence, but in this case, you are making a mistake. What I need
is
your brain, not your caution. Please do not disappoint me now.”
“I will do my best for you, your highness.”
The truth was, Lucius the First had been planning this for a long time since his
father was
well and alive. If it wasn’t for his father’s sudden death, Lucius the First would
be still in
Acreia just like his cousin was right now, protecting his kingdom. He was the only
heir
after all.
Even now, there were many who disagreed with his mission. In fact, there were some
who wanted his cousin Luzo to take over the throne in his absence.
Pouring her emperor’s drinks was not a problem at all, but to order her just
because she
was a woman… Poliana knew her disappointment in her emperor would be hard to
overcome.
Lucius the First also invited Sir Howe and Donau. When Donau entered, Poliana
noticed
that he was wrapped in bandages. He wore various ornaments in a poor attempt to
hide this fact. After the emperor saw Donau, he asked, “Did you get stomped by a
horse? Are any of your bones broken?”
Donau did look badly beaten, but it was clear that it wasn’t by a horse. If it was,
Donau
wouldn’t have been able to walk around like this. The emperor knew this, but he was
being sensitive and kind.
But Donau didn’t seem to realize this, he gritted his teeth in embarrassment as he
replied, “I haven’t broken anything, your highness. It is only a minor injury.”
“I see.”
Lucius the First smiled and patted Donau’s head, who smiled happily.
Just then, the servants brought the drinks and the food. The emperor mumbled,
“There
seem to be only four duck legs… But there are five of us.”
Everyone stood up quickly and announced that they didn’t want the legs. Lucius the
First waved them to sit down and replied, “I was just joking.”
He grabbed a bottle of wine and announced, “I know I invited you for a drinking
party,
but all I can offer you today is just a watered-down wine. We are going to have a
long
day tomorrow anyway, so I think this is probably a good idea. Getting drunk would
only
make it harder to wake up.”
He filled Sir Baufallo’s cup with half portions of water and wine. The emperor then
turned
towards Poliana, who flinched in shock.
“M, me too?!”
“Hmm? You are older than Sir Howe, isn’t that so? This means that you would be next
to
receive the drink. But of course, if you don’t like to drink, you are welcome to
refuse it.”
“No! Not at all, your highness! And yes, I am older than Sir Howe! By a whole
year!”
“Alright then.”
Poliana held the cup with both of her hands, looking nervous and honored at the
same
time. Lucius the First carefully poured the water and wine into her cup.
This was the first time Poliana had someone pour her a drink. Not to force her to
drink
but as an offer. Realizing the emperor didn’t invite her to pour drinks for them
made her
feel relieved.
After Sir Howe, it was Donau’s turn. The emperor made sure that Donau’s drink was
much more watered. He ignored Donau when he protested.
Everyone chatted pleasantly. Lucius the First talked easily with Sir Baufallo, who
used to
be the former emperor’s knight as well. Meanwhile, Poliana asked Sir Howe, who she
hasn’t seen in a long time, about how he was doing under Sir Rabi. Sir Howe said
that
his new position was an incredibly stressful one because of how picky Sir Rabi was.
Donau, on the other hand, was busy eating the ducks.
Lucius the First asked Sir Baufallo, “I’m sure you wanted to lead a more active
department than a war supply unit, Sir Bau. Are you ok with your current position?
I
know you took it because I made you to.”
“Not at all, your highness. I actually like my posting. It suits me very well,
especially since
I am getting pretty old. I believe it is time for the young men to get the chance
for
glory.”
“Please, don’t think you won’t be recognized just because you are in a quieter
unit. I
know it may not be as obvious, but I am well aware of how important a supply
department is.”
“I know that very well too, your highness.”
“And if you are unhappy about something I do, please don’t hesitate to let me
know.”
“How could I ever be unhappy with you, your highness? I am just honored that you
allowed both of my sons to serve you.”
Sir Baufallo looked at Sir Howe and continued, “I am only worried that my idiot
sons
might disappoint you, your highness.”
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“I guess I just feel very apologetic to your wife, Sir Baufallo… I took all of the
men in her
family into this war.”
While Sir Baufallo and the emperor discussed things about the war, Sir Howe began
to
chat with his younger brother while Poliana just drank quietly. The ducks were
cooked
very well, but because she was so nervous, she couldn’t taste anything.
Poliana was born to an average noble family. She wasn’t raised as a lady either, it
meant she wasn’t used to talking with such important people. She did meet with high
ranking officers from time to time, but not in a friendly setting like this.
Poliana kept drinking fast to ease her anxiety, and soon, the bottle was empty. The
servant immediately brought out another bottle. Donau, who has been busy with the
duck dish, reached out to grab the new bottle, just as Poliana was doing the same.
Their eyes suddenly met.
Since she had a higher rank, it was only right that Donau let her have the bottle
first, but
it was clear that he wasn’t going to. So, Poliana moved faster, she grabbed the
bottle
and poured Donau and herself drinks. This made Poliana look like a generous knight
who kindly poured a mere help a drink. Angrily, Donau emptied his cup in one gulp
and
glared at her.
‘That jerk!’
Donau’s obvious disrespectful behavior was shocking, considering that they were in
front of the emperor. He was lucky that Sir Baufallo and Lucius the First were busy
talking
among themselves. They didn’t seem to notice what was going on between Poliana
and Donau.
Just then, the emperor asked Sir Baufallo loudly, “so how is Sir Poliana doing?”
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‘GYAAA!!’
Poliana gasped and turned pale. It seemed that the chat between the men turned to
the topic of her performance. Sir Baufallo glanced at her quickly before reporting
to the
emperor, “She is good at her job.”
“And?”
“My oldest son was an unsuitable aide, so having someone capable like Sir Poliana
is a
pleasure. There was a brief minor problem with other soldiers, but it has been
resolved.
There seems to be another problem currently, but…”
Sir Baufallo looked at his youngest son who looked battered. Donau has been
insisting
that Poliana attacked him without a warning, but Sir Baufallo knew better. If and
when
Donau would become older and more experienced, he might be able to beat Poliana,
but for now, Sir Baufallo knew that it wasn’t going to happen. He hoped that his
son
would realize this soon and grow up.
Sir Baufallo secretly wondered. ‘I hope I will get to have a grandson out of Donau
but at
this rate, Sir Poliana is going to make a eunuch out of him.’
He decided that sometime soon, he should pull down Donau’s pants and make sure
that everything was still intact down there.
Sir Baufallo turned to the emperor again and continued, “I am confident that this
current problem will be resolved very soon as well. The only complaint I have
against Sir
Poliana, however, is that she tends to use violence to solve all of her problems. I
suspect
that it is due to how she was brought up. For now, it is ok, but if she wants to go
far in the
military, she better change. I think… I think she will be able to.”
Poliana’s face became pale as she listened. She clenched her fists.
She hated to admit it, but Sir Baufallo was right. As a low-ranking knight, she
could beat
her men to follow her orders, but if she were to be promoted, she could no longer
treat
her men like that. No good would come out of such behavior.
Poliana was well aware of her faults and her limit as a woman. She tried to make it
up
as best as she could but some things just couldn’t be fixed. The reason why she
acted
this way was because she never expected to get anywhere in the military. She didn’t
believe that she would ever be promoted to a higher position.
But right now, Sir Baufallo was talking about the possibilities she never imagined.
She was truly impressed at how Sir Baufallo seemed to have read her so accurately.
She
didn’t think that he was paying any attention to her, but it was clear that he has
been
watching and analyzing her. He knew her behavioral pattern as well as the reasons
behind it.
Ever since she was appointed as a knight in the Acreian military, she had been
worried
about how the emperor would think of her. She never considered how her direct
superior would see her.
It was an embarrassing realization, but for some reason, Poliana felt happy as
well. She
was happy that Sir Baufallo was interested in her, and that he saw her potential.
Lucius the First then asked Sir Baufallo, “Well, is she at least good at beating
men up?”
“She has great techniques.”
Poliana knew this as well but hearing that she had “great techniques” still made
her
pleased.
Sir Baufallo continued, “In conclusion, I believe that Sir Poliana should give up
being a
knight. She should leave the military entirely and work in an administrative
department
back home. Or perhaps, she could work as a scribe. That would be the best way she
could serve your highness. It would also be most beneficial to Sir Poliana. Not
many can
survive in war especially as they get older… Being a knight… It is a tough job for
anyone, especially a woman. Sir Poliana doesn’t have the physical attributes to
survive
this war. She may win against smaller and weaker men, but not against a proper
knight.
And again, she is a woman and she needs to be protected so she can get married and
bear children.”
His words made Poliana’s heart sink. She suddenly felt cold but unaware of her
shock,
Sir Baufallo continued smoothly, “She needs a good plan for herself because let’s
be
honest here. She is no beauty. With that face… it will be impossible to get any
nobleman to marry her. She needs to grow her hair and maybe put on a nice dress. My
wife knows many well-mannered ladies, and I am sure that one of them can teach Sir
Poliana how to become a proper lady. And if we consider all these things, I am
certain
that we should be able to get maybe a farmer to offer her a marriage. She may not
be
a looker, but she is still a noble, and that fact alone should make her attractive
to some
commoners.”
Just then, Sir Howe interrupted his father. “Gosh, Father! You should be more
worried
about my own marriage! I am your son after all.”
But Sir Baufallo replied bluntly, “I am not worried about your marriage. You will
be fine.
You will have no problem finding a wife.”
Poliana thought bitterly, ‘But he thinks I won’t. He thinks I won’t be able to get
a man
without all these things.’
But she didn’t want to get married. A long time ago, she decided that she would
never
marry so whenever someone mentioned this topic to her, Poliana couldn’t help but
feel
angry. However… The way Sir Baufallo talked seemed to suggest that he felt at least
a
little affection towards her.
Sir Baufallo mumbled, “I am saying this because she is kind of like my son… I mean
my
daughter.”
Poliana was used to being laughed at and criticized, but when Sir Baufallo made the
same suggestions with genuine concern, she didn’t know how to reply or react.
Lucius the First had a strange expression on his face. He then replied to Sir
Baufallo,
“Thank you for your opinion, Sir Bau. As a matter of fact, I agree with a lot of
the points
you made just now.”
Poliana lowered her face to hide her disappointment. The emperor continued,
“However, what really matters is how Sir Poliana feels about all this. Sir Poliana
swore to
me that she would serve me as a knight till death. I made her a knight, not as a
scribe or
an administrative official. So Sir Poliana, what is your opinion on this? What do
you
want?”
Poliana’s body jerked up in shock. With her voice trembling, she replied with
determination, “I will always remain as your highness’s knight. I will live as a
knight and I
will die as one too.”
Lucius the First looked at her proudly. Her answer came exactly as he had expected
and hoped from her. On top of that, the way Sir Baufallo seemed to care about
Poliana
made him feel even better. To gain such trust and affection from her superior… It
was a
good sign.
The emperor said to her, “I haven’t been paying much attention to you, or help you
in
any way, but it seems that you have been doing just fine.”
Poliana believed that the biggest and the best chance she was given in her life was
meeting Lucius the First. Being praised by the emperor right now… She couldn’t have
asked for more.
The emperor continued, “I would love to see you accomplish such big achievements,
Sir Poliana, but I know that it may not be possible yet. If we fail again in
crossing the river
in the fall, then my men and I will be returning to Acreia. If you wish, you will,
of course,
be welcomed to stay in Aehas.”
“Your highness! I…”
“But remember, you refused the acting director position, so you can’t ask for it
now!”
Poliana could tell that the emperor was joking. Lucius the First continued,
“Listen, I
haven’t given up yet, and I never will. If we fail again, I will return and build a
proper
navy from Aehas and Kukuda’s ports. Who knows? Maybe it would be faster to go by
the sea rather than by land.”
“Your highness…”
The three knights and one help in the room became teary. They truly loved their
emperor who was incredibly charismatic. Poliana clearly saw the difference between
how she treated her men compared to how her emperor was with his subjects.
Of course, Lucius the First had the advantage of being born a royal. He was also
possibly the most beautiful man in the world, but these advantages didn’t guarantee
his men’s loyalty. It was his kindness, generosity, and intelligence that captured
their
hearts.
Lucius the First was their beloved sovereign.
Poliana clenched her teeth. She was given the honor of serving such a great
emperor,
and there was nothing she could do to help him fix this situation. Just because of
this
stupid river… A simple river was stopping her emperor.
She stood up from her chair and kneeled in front of him.
“Your highness, I know I am not worthy, but I would like to do everything I can to
help
you! I am willing to give up my life to make your dream come true! So please, I
have a
request I would like to beg of you.”
“You are certainly worthy, my knight. You are my sword, my knight, and my shadow.
The one who shares my dream. Sir Poliana, what do you want from me?”
“Please allow me a map of this area and a few days so I could explore.”
“Is there something you want to check?”
“There is a myth in this region that a man rode a kelpie across the river to get
medicine
for his sick son. I am not so naïve that I would believe a myth, but it is such a
widespread story that I believe that perhaps there is a truth to it. I have been
wondering if
that man rode a horse to cross the river. If this is the case, there must be a part
of the
river somewhere that is shallow enough for men to cross it easily. If you could
allow me
a few days, I will find out. I will give up my life to do this.”
A kelpie was a shape-changing aquatic spirit. Some believe that it was a spirit
while
others believe that it could be a monster. The legend had it that it resembled a
horse
and lived in the river.
Poliana believed that the myth could be just an exaggerated story of a man riding a
horse across the river. The emperor then replied, “There is no need for you to give
up
your life, Sir Poliana. I will be fine with you not finding anything either. I am
happy with
just you trying so hard. I will give you a map, and if you need it, I will also
allow you to
take one man to help you. Return before the end of this summer. If you do find
something, I will allow you to attend the strategic meeting.”
Poliana’s eyes moistened at her emperor’s generosity. Poliana bowed deeply and
Lucius the First laughed.
“Hahaha! I am very pleased!”
He has been barely drinking, but now, he finally emptied his glass and gestured
Donau
to pour another one. Poliana thought secretly, ‘I see that the emperor prefers a
pretty
boy than an ugly girl…’
The truth was, Lucius the First had Donau pour the drink because he was the lowest
ranking member in the tent, there was no way for her to know this. When Donau
poured
a drink respectfully, Lucius the First patted him affectionately.
The emperor asked Donau, “Is there anything you want from me too, Donau? I am in a
good mood, so I may consider it.”
“I would like to become your highness’s knight and fight for you.”
“Haha, you want to get a sword?”
“I would like to participate in the upcoming battle for your highness!”
“Haha, so you would prefer a bow, like your father and your older brother?”
“I would like to become a knight!”
“Hmm… You would like a spear instead? Alright.”
There was a silent agreement between Lucius the First and Sir Baufallo. All of the
men
from Sir Baufallo’s family ended up going into this conquest. If all three of them
became
knights, the family could lose all of its men. This was the reason why the emperor
has
been keeping Donau from becoming a knight.
Lucius the First purposely continued to pretend like he didn’t understand what
Donau
was asking, but the boy was persistent. Sir Howe covered his younger brother’s
mouth
tightly as the emperor glanced at Sir Baufallo. Until now, Sir Baufallo has been
adamant
that Donau remains as his help but today, he seemed contemplative. After a few
seconds, Sir Baufallo nodded carefully.
Of course, everything changed when she met Lucius the First. The emperor told her
that
a person gets many chances in life, but Poliana didn’t believe it. Someone
privileged
like her emperor may get multiple chances, but someone like her…
This chance she was given was going to be her first and her last opportunity. Even
as a
young girl, Poliana had to work much harder than everyone else. She was smart
enough to know that she couldn’t have everything. For example, she knew that she
couldn’t be greedy about her looks. She was no beauty and that was that.
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Poliana remembered her stepsister’s beautiful hair. She always thought it was
pretty, but
she never envied it. Her fragile lace dress that reached her slim ankles, her girly
singsong
voice, her powdered face and neck, and her narrow waist as she walked carefully in
pretty but uncomfortable shoes, the sounds of piano and violin from the music room,
a
flowery perfume for her girly room, the sets of expensive rings on her slim fingers
and her
necklaces that adorned her; Poliana never envied her younger sister Liana for
having
all these things.
In her entire life, Poliana has never forgotten even for a moment that she was a
woman. It’s that society wouldn’t let her become one. She never tried to mimic men;
all
she did was whatever she could to survive in a place where women weren’t accepted.
She did her best to become accepted.
‘I don’t even know what love is… I don’t feel confident about loving anyone
either…’
Sir Batre was proud of keeping her virginity intact, but it was an unnecessary
gesture.
Her choice was made, and it was a simple one. For now, she would live for the
emperor
who truly acknowledged her as a knight. She couldn’t promise “forever,” because
life
could be very unexpected. Who knows what might happen in the future?
But even so, she knew the best she could hope for is perhaps a one-sided love.
On her part of course.
To know what love meant… Poliana wanted at least that. It would be so sad to die
without ever knowing what love feels like.
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As Lucius the First promised, Poliana received a map the next day.
Just looking at the map wasn’t enough for her to figure everything out. Poliana
decided
that she will first explore the towns nearby the river. She didn’t really need
anyone, so she
only took Donau with her. There weren’t many horses to spare anyway, so it made
sense
for just the two of them to go.
Because of Poliana’s absence, Sir Baufallo asked to borrow Sir Howe from Sir Rabi.
The soldier who was responsible for the horses claimed that he could only spare one
horse. Poliana then announced, “I guess we better ride it together then.” Donau
protested loudly, but she ignored him and got on the horse. They fought to be the
one
riding it on the front, and in the end, when Poliana threatened to have him walk,
Donau
gave up.
When two people rode a horse together, those who needed to be protected rode on
the front. For example, the ladies and children would ride on the front while a
knight
would be behind them.
The reason why both Poliana and Donau fought to ride on the front wasn’t that they
wanted to be protected. It was because they both thought the other didn’t deserve
to
be protected.
If a male knight needed to ride a horse with another man, the knight usually ended
up
riding the front, however. If Poliana was considered a lady, Donau would’ve offered
the
front seat to her without hesitation and take the reign while if Donau was younger,
Poliana
would’ve offered him the front seat.
But these weren’t the case. Poliana wasn’t a lady and Donau wasn’t a little boy.
They didn’t find out much in the first town. It seemed that the people have heard
of the
myth involving the kelpie, but no one knew when the story started and where it came
from. Poliana first read about this myth in a travel diary written by a nobleman
who
traveled this area about 60 years ago. In the diary, it said the following.
-The fisherman who was about to ride away in his boat mentioned, “Recently, so-and-
so
crossed this river by riding a kelpie.”
60 years… This wasn’t an overly long time ago. There was a possibility that it
really was a
kelpie but to be honest, Poliana didn’t believe in spirits. It was more likely that
perhaps
the fisherman was referring to a boat named “Kelpie.”
Despite the unlikeliness of finding anything useful, Poliana still wanted to
explore because
there was nothing else she could do for her emperor. She wanted to do something,
anything, for her Lucius the First. To accomplish something noteworthy and gain the
emperor’s trust… That was her dream.
Poliana didn’t deny that she was acting greedy, but it came from her loyalty to her
sovereign.
In the town, Poliana went to talk to the oldest living person to find out more
about this
myth. The old man did know of this story as well, and he explained that it was a
very
simple tale. There lived a fisherman in a fishing village near the Koemong River
who had
a son. This son was an only child and because of it, he was supposed to be exempted
from being drafted. However, there was a misunderstanding and the son was forcibly
taken to serve in the military.
The son was released and returned to him three years earlier than others from the
army,
but he came home with one of his legs amputated. Unfortunately, the injury became
infected, and a doctor was needed to help him.
It was faster to get a doctor from across the river, from Bebero, than to go the
Aehas. But
at the time when this son needed a doctor, Aehas and Kukda were at war as usual,
and
Bebero stopped any boats from crossing the river in fear of spies being sent.
The father had no choice but to cross the river using the kelpie he was raising at
home.
Poliana asked in confusion, “So a kelpie didn’t appear in front of this father, who
was
crying at the river in fear of losing his son? It was a kelpie that the father
already owned?”
“Yes, that’s right. It was the kelpie he was raising at home at the time.”
Everyone had smells they were used to. For Donau, it was the smell of blood,
rotting meat,
and dirty military shoes.
There was only one bed in the room, and Poliana contemplated. No knight would give
up the bed to a help, but this only applied to one’s own personal servant. If it
was another
knight’s help, then it would depend on his/her age. And again, in this case, it was
a bit
tricky because Donau was neither a little boy nor a fully-grown man.
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Donau also felt awkward in this situation. As someone who was going to become a
knight
very soon, he needed to act accordingly. In a normal case, it only made sense for
him
to give up the bed to a lady.
But a lady… What if it was a lady who really wasn’t a lady? Who didn’t look like a
lady at
all? A lady who was a knight?
Since Donau did not accept her as a knight, it would make sense if he were to take
it.
The reason why he couldn’t accept her knighthood is her gender, it also meant that
he
should give up the bed to a woman.
Finally, Poliana said to him, “You can take the bed. I will let you have it.”
“No way, you take it!”
Donau blurted out, but she ignored him and placed her cape on the floor.
Relentlessly,
Donau did the same and laid down on the floor as well. It was a very small house so
when
the two of them got down on the floor, there was no extra space around or between
them.
Suddenly, without turning towards Poliana, Donau asked rudely, “You are a woman, so
why the hell did you become a knight?”
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“In Aehas, a nobleman cannot inherit his or her family name and wealth without
serving
in the military.”
“Then why didn’t you just ask for some land from his highness? Why did you follow
him
here?”
“I am his highness, Lucius the First’s knight. I don’t need to get permission from
someone
like you for anything.”
Poliana laid her head on her arms when suddenly, she thought of something. She said
to Donau, “I guess it won’t be long until I can treat you this way. Soon, you will
become
a knight and since your family is favored by the emperor, you will most likely
become
promoted to an important position quickly. Perhaps you will even become my
superior.”
All of Poliana’s colleagues were promoted faster than she did. Even those who were
much younger than her received quicker and higher promotions than her. When she
was given her position as a platoon leader, which was a minor promotion, the other
men protested angrily against it.
There never was any true friendship between herself and any other men, but some odd
times, some men showed comradery towards her. For example, when they were
surrounded by the Acreian men, her Aehas soldiers followed her. One thing Poliana
learned during her service was that no one was 100% good or bad. Bad men could
show goodness sometimes and vice versa.
She remembered Sir Batre. He was a dirty old man and a rapist, but she had to admit
that he was a talented strategist. In fact, he had never lost a battle he led
personally.
And then, there was Donau, who was a total jerk and a bastard. To her, he was an
as*hole, but to Sir Baufallo and his wife, he must be a treasured son, to Sir Howe,
a
beloved younger brother, and to the emperor, the youngest son of his trusted
knight.
To Poliana’s surprise, Donau stammered, “I, in the military, the amount of time you
served matters the most! E-even if I become your superior, I won’t be able to
mistreat
you!”
This was an unexpected answer from him. Poliana then wondered, ‘Hmm… where is this
coming from?’
Was Donau finally becoming more mature? Or was he losing his mind?
Donau suddenly added, “Don’t fall in love with his highness.”
Poliana sat up in surprise. What the hell was this boy talking about?
SMACK!
She punched him in the shoulder and when he stood up in pain, she kicked him in the
bum as well. She yelled, “What the hell are you talking about?”
“H-his highness is out of your reach. D-don’t even dream about falling for him! Do
you
have any idea what kind of an amazing man he is?”
“Of course, I know that.”
“And do you know how many women fall for him?”
KICK!
Poliana kicked him again. She punched his head as she answered, “Have you lost your
mind? Or do you think I have? Do you really think his highness would see me as a
woman?”
“No.”
“And do you truly believe that I would want him to?”
“You never know.”
“I am his highness’s knight. I will live and die as a knight. You have much more
than I do,
you have a well-to-do family that will give you a bright future so please, show me
some
kindness. You need to learn to be humble and generous for your own good.”
When Poliana glared at him, Donau didn’t say anything. She laid down on the floor
again and added, “Besides, his highness told me that I am so ugly that he would
rather
take a dirty prostitute to bed than me. Let’s be honest here. Our emperor has eyes,
just
like we all do.”
Poliana was no beauty, but she never thought she looked that bad. So when Lucius
the
First told him this, it was such a shock to her. If he was an ugly man, it wouldn’t
have hurt
her so badly, but her emperor was the most beautiful man in the world.
Lucius the First was an incredibly important man and therefore, he did not lay with
just
any woman. There were plenty of prostitutes out there, but there was no need for
him
to take them because countless noblewomen would just throw themselves at him for
the honor of it. Some kings preferred prostitutes, but Lucius First, who was
unmarried and
without an heir, made sure to stay far away from them. Or perhaps it was because he
was superstitious.
Donau readjusted his body to find a comfortable position and again, he said, “Just
remember not to fall in love with his highness.”
“…”
“Your life is bad enough that you don’t need that kind of trouble.”
“Idiot.”
“What?!”
“Just shut up.”
The next morning, Donau was still annoyed. He pouted and refused to say a word to
her. Watching him acting like a child, Poliana could now see the resemblance
between
Donau and Sir Baufallo.
The village the old man told Poliana about was a bit bigger. It was closer to the
river
and it also had a decent dock. Men sat around fixing their nets and fishing rods.
When
the Acreian soldiers first conquered the kingdom, the villagers became covered with
fear, but when they realized that they weren’t in any danger, the people relaxed
quickly. They, in fact, were happy to have the foreign soldiers who would sometimes
come to make a purchase.
When Poliana and Donau arrived, the villagers welcomed them happily. They claimed
that they preferred the Acreian soldiers over the Aehas military, who forced their
men
to serve in the army.
Poliana and Donau sat down at the local restaurant where both food and alcohol
were served. It was a good place to eat and also ask questions.
The restaurant owner announced, “Hello, sir knights! I should let you now that we
don’t
sell women here. If you are here for that, you should go across the street to that
house
with the wooden sign.”
Donau coughed as he blushed, but Poliana remained calm. It wasn’t a surprise that
some soldiers visited the nearby villages to find a company of prostitutes.
Poliana shook her head and asked, “Is there a boat owner in this town with only one
leg?”
“No, why?”
“It doesn’t have to be a boat owner. Any one-legged man around here?”
“No. There used to be one, but he died. And by the time he died, he was childless,
so
the other families took his boat. Wait! Do you have to pay taxes on something like
that?
Is that why you are here?”
The restaurant owner asked nervously. Poliana didn’t know the Acreian law very well
so
she turned towards Donau, wondering if he about it and to her surprise, he shook
his
head confidently.
“I am not here for the taxes. If that man had no offspring, then I would like to
talk to
whoever knew him well,” Poliana replied to the owner.
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The owner explained that unfortunately, the one-legged man died young. But at
least,
he died after his father passed away. The son never got married, and he left
everything
to those who worked for him. A handsome gravestone was placed on his grave.
Regrettably, no one really remembered much about his life and because he was a
commoner, there wasn’t any public record of him either. The only other relevant
person
in this myth was the doctor, but if he was still alive, he must’ve been in Bebero.
All the information that the villagers could tell to Poliana was useless.
“Apparently, the kelpie crossed the river in a blink of an eye!”
“They say that it was such a sight!”
Leaving them behind, Poliana explored the area near the river. She checked with her
map to make sure that everything was accurately recorded. And then, she
remembered the story.
The father needed to get the doctor right away for his dying son, which meant that
he
had to cross the river not too far away. An hour or two at most from his house.
The spot he crossed the river couldn’t have been too far from where she was
standing
but even though she carefully explored the area, she couldn’t find anything useful.
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Donau murmured, “This river is indeed huge.”
“It is the biggest in the northern region but apparently, there is an even bigger
one in
the southern part of the continent.”
“Dammit. If we can’t even cross this one, how are we going to cross THAT?”
“It is supposed to be a very calm river, easy to cross with a boat. There is even a
rumor
that people have swimming competitions in it,” Poliana explained, and Donau shook
his
head in disbelief.
They decided to do more digging back in the village. On their way, they asked the
same questions to everyone they saw, which were mostly farmers. They received the
same answers every time.
Poliana saw a few farmers weeding a piece of steep land, which she found odd since
there were plenty of flat lands nearby. She then asked, “That flat land over there,
is it
not our land? Why is it not being used for farming?”
“Oh, my good sir, that land is full of rocks.”
The farmer waved his hands. “The entire area over there is made up of rocks. It’s a
useless piece of land.”
The farmer pointed at the land all the way to the river. Poliana followed his hand
thoughtfully. Was there an answer here somewhere? She didn’t want to be
disappointed again, so she stopped herself from becoming hopeful. All that she
could
do was continue her search.
Poliana called out to Donau. When they began to go towards the river, the farmer
shouted, “Please don’t go into the river! There are many who drowned in that area!”
Hearing this, Poliana began to feel even more certain. She got onto the horse and
Donau followed from behind, grumbling along the way. Soon, they arrived at the
river.
The current was strong, but not so rough that it brought down rocks and twigs as it
did
before. The water was also clearer.
Poliana checked the shallow area by stabbing it with her dagger. She heard a thud,
pointing out that she had hit something hard.
It has got to be somewhere near here,” she murmured.
“Where the kelpie crossed? But if we tried to cross it right now on a horse, we
will both
die.”
Donau didn’t seem convinced. She then pointed him at the bottom of the river and
explained, “This area right here, the ground feels different. It’s basically a
giant piece of
rock, but do you see that area where the whirlpool is? The ground must be softer
there. I
will bet that those people who died here got drowned in that area. The current is
too
strong in that spot.”
“So it means we can’t cross it on a horse.”
Poliana nodded and replied, “Because it’s still summer.”
“So what are you proposing?”
“Before we begin making plans, we better make sure.”
She then began to undress, making Donau’s eyes widen in shock. He screamed and
covered his eyes like a blushing schoolgirl.
“What the hell! You are shameless, b*tch!”
“It’s nothing you haven’t seen before, so what’s the matter?”
“When did I ever see you like that?!”
“Oh, weren’t you there when it happened?”
Poliana assumed that every man in their camp had seen her on the day she fought her
way out of captivity. She thought that everyone saw her naked that day.
Poliana took off her armor and her clothes, and she was left with only her
sleeveless top
and thin pants. Donau stared as she took her leather military boots off. He seemed
embarrassed at first, but now, his eyes never left her.
Poliana considered taking her top off as well, but she decided against it.
“So why are you suddenly taking your clothes off?” Donau asked.
“I obviously need to go in.”
“… Sorry.”
Donau hung the wet towel on the nearby tree branch. Someday very soon, Poliana
knew that Donau would be able to beat her, and sometime after that, he would be
able to beat her without even trying. But to become a true knight, winning alone
wasn’t
enough.
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For the emperor and for the kingdom, Poliana was doing everything she could think
of
to help, and Donau was slowly realizing her true worth. After seeing her body, he
could
no longer disrespect her, at least not as a soldier.
When he saw her without any clothes, what he mostly felt was sadness, sympathy, and
respect. So many scars covered her body, and Donau could tell what kind of life she
must have led as a knight for the past 6 years. If it was him… Donau wasn’t sure if
he
could have survived those 6 years.
She was definitely not a woman. Donau thought this, but it wasn’t a criticism. He
announced to her, “His highness will become the true emperor of the entire world.”
“I agree.”
“That means he will be surrounded by many different kinds of people.”
“Of course.”
“So having an ass of a knightess probably won’t make any differences.”
It seemed that Donau has been thinking about this for a long time. He was growing
up
fast. Suddenly, Poliana realized that he was much taller than when she first met
him. He
was much smaller than her but now, he was about the same height as her. Soon, he
was going to be taller and he would go places, leaving her behind. Somehow, Poliana
felt angry, envious, and a little proud all at the same time.
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“So what is your plan, Sir Poliana?” Donau asked.
“I am certain that this is where the ‘kelpie’ crossed the river, but it can’t be
done now
because it’s still summer. We will have to wait till fall when the water level is
lower. We
will check it then.”
Poliana took out the map and marked where they were standing. She murmured, “This
might be it. We might be able to cross the river from this spot.”
“But only on a horse. The men won’t be able to cross it on foot, Sir Poliana.”
“I know, but his highness has more talented knights than me. I am sure one of them
will
be able to figure it out.”
“So for now, we have to wait till the water level becomes more acceptable, Sir
Poliana.”
“Yes, but it won’t be too long. By the way…”
Poliana sighed deeply before continuing, “Donau, there is no need for you to
suddenly
address me so formally. Just act normally, as you have done before.”
“…You are so ungrateful.”
Lucius the First read the message sent by Poliana and took out his own map. He
found
the area Poliana mentioned and marked it.
The emperor wondered how he could use this information. The spot Poliana mentioned
was about a one-hour horse ride from where the main Bebero military base was. Even
if
it was the right spot, it would not work if their enemy got ahold of what they’re
planning.
There was a good chance this might not work but still, Lucius the First thought
very highly
of Poliana’s initiative. He now wanted to move her to a different department as
soon as
she returns. He knew that some of his men would be against the idea, but Poliana
was
too good to be left in the supply division.
The winds have quieted down and the water level was much lower. Finally, when the
autumn arrived, Poliana and Donau entered the tent where the strategy meeting was
taking place.
Their boots were covered in dirt and mud, making everyone around them frown. Sir
Ainno was about to kick them out, but Lucius the First stopped him. He turned to
Poliana
and Donau, who looked like they were deathly tired.
The emperor said to them, “Hmm… I see that your journey was a difficult one.”
“We apologize, your highness, for not cleaning up first. But if we don’t report our
findings
now, we were afraid we might fall asleep and not wake up for days.”
Donau, Poliana, and even the horse looked like they were about to drop. Poliana
walked up to the table and pointed at the map. The map was already marked with the
area she mentioned in the message.
She reported to the knights that it was possible to cross the river. In fact, she
has done it
herself. There was one path in the river that had much shallower water level than
the
rest of the river. An armed knight on a horse could cross it without drowning. The
path
was surprisingly not slippery and as long as they avoided a few spots where the
ground
would drop suddenly, crossing the Koemong river was possible.
To make sure, Poliana and Donau tried crossing the river many times to the point
that
they had to borrow a horse from the villagers.
Lucius the First ordered them, “I will allow you to take a seat. You look like you
need a
break.”
Both Poliana and Donau collapsed onto their seats while Lucius the First returned
to the
topic on hand. Sir Bentier began to explain his plan, “This time, we should cross
it early in
the morning.”
The water level would be lower at that point and once they’ve crossed the first
half of
the river, their men could walk for the rest of the way since they would just be
treading
on sand. All they needed to accomplish now was to cross at least half of the river
without being noticed by their enemy and by that time, it would be too late for
Bebero.
Sir Bentier’s plan was simple. The men should carry the boat to the river, cross
halfway,
then walk the rest of it while pushing on the boat.
The emperor contemplated. This strategy was going to be very difficult for the
soldiers to
carry out. Would they be able to carry the boat halfway across the river and fight
their
enemy after? What if they get attacked? Would they be able to cross it, push their
boats and defend themselves at the same time?
Sir Bentier was known for being meticulous and careful, yet his plan sounded too
risky. It
was probably because there was no other way.
When Lucius the First voiced his concerns, all the knights answered, “Your
highness, your
men are stronger than you think! They can do this!”
What an over-confident bunch of people! The emperor knew he indeed had strong
soldiers, but he was still concerned. What if the Bebero army rained some fire
arrows on
them?
When he asked this question, Sir Bentier answered, “We covered our shields with
leather. We can discard any arrows that reach the ships onto the water. If all the
men
hold up their shields and move as one, we should be safe. Sir Rabi and I will be
there to
supervise.”
“Inno, you should go as well.”
“Your highness, please. I must stay by your side.”
“No, Inno. You must go as well. This battle is going to take everything we have, so
you
must go as well. If your presence can save even one more of our men’s lives…”
Lucius the First still seemed uncertain about Sir Bentier’s plan, which wasn’t much
compared to their previous ones. It wasn’t really a strategy but more of a
sacrifice. It
wasn’t that he considered this strategy before, but he discarded it because he knew
it
would cost too many lives.
And even if his men crossed it successfully, they will be stuck with Bebero’s
soldiers in
front of them and the river behind them. The emperor was concerned, but Sir Bentier
seemed very confident about it. He then explained to Lucius the First, “Your
highness,
our men had plenty of rest during the spring and the summer.”
But the truth was, the Acreian soldiers did not stay idle during this time. They
made
multiple attempts to cross the river, strengthened the dock and its base area, and
they’ve built a wooden fence as well. They even helped the locals in their hunts.
Suddenly, the tent was filled with men arguing. They each had different ideas and
plans
for this battle. Lucius the First allowed a moment of free speech and sharing of
ideas in
this tent and once he did, the knights continued to argue loudly among themselves.
It
was especially worse because the tent was filled with young men. Most of them were
good friends, so when they became excited, they argued informally even in front of
the
emperor.
Poliana, rubbing her tired eyes, stood up slowly. After getting permission to speak
from
the emperor, she made a suggestion as she pointed at the map. “Your highness, how
about if you send your brave knights through this way?”
Bebero did not build any defenses on the crossable river area found by her. This
meant
that if the knights on their horses crossed it and got inside of the Bebero’s
military base,
they could defeat their enemy quickly and efficiently without sacrificing their
infantry.
Poliana requested the two best Acreian knights for this job.
Sir Ainno and Sir Bentier.
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When their names were called by her, odd expressions appeared on their faces.
Lucius the First warned her, “It’s too dangerous. The horses cannot see very well
in the
dark. Besides, Sir Poliana, you are the only one who knows the way.”
Suddenly, Donau kneeled in front of the emperor and announced, “Your highness, I
know it as well. If you will allow me, I will accompany Sir Poliana and become
their
guide.”
“Perfect, then we have a plan. Rabi, you will lead the foot soldiers across the
river with
the ships while Bentier and Inno will take the knights via the path Sir Poliana
found. I will
supervise the archers myself.”
The emperor then gestured to Sir Baufallo, who sighed and handed him a sword.
Lucius
grabbed it and announced to Donau, “As I promised, you are now my knight, Donau.
Accept this sword and swear your loyalty to me and this kingdom.”
Donau, with his eyes tearing up, kneeled and did as he was bid. Sir Baufallo
clapped
although his face looked grim.
Donau was so tired that when he tried to stand up, he almost fell. Poliana helped
him
even though she herself felt like fainting. The knights in the tent glared at her
angrily.
The next day, Lucius the First visited the area Poliana discovered and after
examining it,
he announced, “We will build a bridge here.”
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Poliana became surrounded by the knights. The men looked furious, and their anger
was directed at her. Poliana opened her mouth to say something, but she ended up
deciding against it. She thought it would be better to wait for them to speak
first. She
knew what they were going to say, but she also knew that she had to hear them out.
She didn’t know everyone, but there were some familiar faces around her. Sir Ainno
and Sir Bentier were present, and she could guess that the other knights were also
of
high ranks. They didn’t have to say a word, but she knew exactly why they came to
her.
“What were you thinking?” Sir Ainno finally asked her.
“I am his highness’s knight.”
“That is not what I was asking, and you know it.”
The other knights chimed in angrily.
“Our emperor was too generous in accepting a woman as a knight, yet this ungrateful
girl thinks she knows best. You need to know your place, girl.”
“You don’t know what you are doing!”
“You should’ve just stayed quiet and work in the supply department like a good
little
girl. You are abusing his highness’s kindness! You think this will get him to
notice you?”
Poliana straightened up. She knew that this day would come and she has been
contemplating how to answer them. She was fine with being insulted herself. All she
wanted to avoid was doing or saying something that would shame her emperor.
It was the great Lucius the First who accepted her as his knight. She didn’t need
the
approval of others. She knew that she was never going to be liked by these men, and
she didn’t expect to be treated with respect by them either. A deep hatred like
this was
never going to improve. In fact, it was only going to get worse.
Poliana was used to being despised. She experienced it all her life, and she wasn’t
going to back down now.
“I am not sure what you are all referring to,” Poliana replied calmly.
“You are a traitor!”
“Deserter!”
“Cold b*tch!”
Poliana continued to feign her ignorance as she asked, “Pardon? I don’t
understand.”
“Are you pretending to be deaf?”
She was trying her best to avoid the confrontation, but it seemed that it couldn’t
be
helped. She had to face it head-on now.
Poliana then explained, “I honestly do not understand why you are insulting me
right
now. His highness is the greatest and most ambitious man I know, and he will soon
have
many different types of people, including more of people like me following him. I
am
well aware of how strong Acreian knights are, but there are only a limited number
of
you. Without more people from other kingdoms, like myself, his highness won’t be
able
to accomplish his dream. To Lucius the first, who is going to be the emperor of all
kingdoms, it wouldn’t matter where his knights were born. When more men from other
nations come to join this army, will you treat all of them this way? I ask you, my
knights,
why you are doing this? Do you feel this way about me because I am a woman or
because I am a traitor?”
Her old kingdom Aehas had no future. Its king was weak and obsessed with the war
while the noble families and high-ranking officials that filled the higher-ups were
corrupt.
Its military was useless and fragile.
In the past, Poliana knew that despite it all, Aehas was still her home. She was
one of
the nobles, soldiers, and knights of this kingdom. To most people, Poliana knew
that she
must look like a traitor, but she had no excuse for it.
But only Aehas men and women could call her a traitor. No Acreian had the right to
call her a name when she was the main reason why they won the battle against Aehas.
“I am a woman. I have never tried to hide the fact even from the beginning. To
Aehas,
it is true that I am considered a traitor, but to Acreia, I am a newly gained
knight, a new
loyal soldier. So I ask you, knights, once again. Do you doubt me because of my
gender
or because of my deeds?” She continued to talk to the knights firmly.
The men surrounding Poliana became speechless. She held up the sword she received
from Lucius the First and added, “I am his highness’s knight. If I considered
myself a
threat to him, I would willingly kill myself. But I ask you, do you doubt me
because I am a
foreigner? A woman? Or is it because I betrayed my own kingdom? But If all of these
things were a problem, his highness would have never accepted me. Because the
emperor believes in me, and as long as he does, I will never abandon my sovereign.”
Without checking the men’s reactions, Poliana moved to leave. To her surprise, the
knights moved aside for her. She expected them to become angrier and further insult
her, but no one did.
‘Are they going to pull out their dagger and stab me from behind?’
Poliana tensed as she moved when suddenly, one of the men offered her his hand
while wearing a gauntlet. With an odd unreadable expression, Sir Bentier asked to
shake her hand. When Poliana did, he shook her hand and said clearly, “I am Sir
Bentier
Ceize. I think we were introduced to each other before, but I am not sure if you
remember my name.”
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“Sir Poliana Winter from Aehas, Sir!”
When Poliana saluted him, Sir Bentier looked around the room and ordered the other
men, “You should all introduce yourselves to her. We should be acquainted before
going into this battle.”
“Sir Bentier!” Sir Ainno protested in shock. He seemed furious and to him and
everyone,
Sir Bentier explained, “I don’t trust a female foreigner who betrayed her own
kingdom.”
“Then why are you doing this?!”
“Because I DO trust the knightess, Sir Poliana, who was knighted by his highness
and
even received her last name from the emperor himself. Because I trust my emperor, I
believe that his kingdom will eventually become an empire and our leader will
become
the head of it. If I can believe that this could happen, how could I not believe
that a
woman can become a knight? I believe in the world my emperor dreams of.”
With that, Sir Bentier left the tent. When he did, the other men began to introduce
themselves to Poliana. It didn’t mean that they were ok with her yet, but they did
agree
that everyone should be introduced and acquainted before going into an important
battle.
The last knight remaining was Sir Ainno. He still was angry and refused to shake
her
hand, but he nodded at her instead.
When she was left alone, Poliana looked at her right hand, the hand that shook all
the
high-ranking knights of this kingdom. She had to admit that she felt afraid for a
moment,
but she now felt excited as the adrenaline coursed throughout her body. She has
never
been acknowledged like this before by so many men, and she felt shaken. Her body
trembled slightly.
Chapter 37
The first person Poliana killed was a man on death row. To prevent young new
soldiers
from going into shock in the middle of a battle after their first kill, they were
taught to kill
beforehand.
Poliana killed three people even before she began her official military service.
The old
knight brought her three men for her to practice on. He didn’t tell her the men’s
crimes,
he even covered their faces.
The old knight told her that death was the end. Whether if one were to die or to
kill
someone, it would always cause a life to end.
‘Don’t think. Just move and kill before you get killed.’
To be a Guinea pig and be killed by a noble lady with only basic training rather
than by
a skilled executioner… These men had met a gruesome fate, but they volunteered
because they were compensated. The money went to either the man’s family or the
man’s victim.
The old knight told Poliana, “A good swordsman can cut a man’s head off with one
clean swing. A good executioner can kill someone painlessly. You, Poliana, don’t
have
the strength of a man. You may be able to slice through the flesh, but not through
the
bone. This means that what you need to learn isn’t how to kill, but how to cause
maximum pain. Stab between the ribs and aim for the lung, be quick when you are
swinging your weapon, and the eyes are the easiest and the most vulnerable spot for
anyone, don’t forget that. A man could kill with bare fists, but not a woman. So
when
you attack, make sure to do it with everything you have and with all the strength
you
can muster. Become as evil as possible, act like you have lost your mind or like
you
have been possessed by the devil. When your enemies see you act this way, they will
not come after you.”
But removing the sword that was stuck between the ribs was difficult. When Poliana
first
tried it and was unable to remove it, the old knight kicked her and removed it for
her
with only one hand. He was old, but he was still much stronger than the young
Poliana.
The old knight told her to remember this fact.
Assume that everyone is stronger than you.
Sir Ainno, on his horse, ran towards the head knight of Bebero army. He quickly
swung
his sword and severed his head away from his body, and the Acreian soldiers, who
were fighting, saw this and screamed excitedly. Sir Ainno placed the head of the
knight
on his spear and lifted it up high. He then yelled, “The head knight is dead!”
“WAAAAA!”
The Bebero men, now without their leader, dropped their weapons and surrendered
without a fight. Poliana took out her sword from a Bebero soldier as he collapsed
to the
ground. If Sir Ainno announced the death a second sooner, this man could’ve lived.
But she didn’t feel guilty. If she didn’t kill this man, it could have been her
that was on
the ground bleeding to death.
Poliana relaxed a little and looked around. She saw Sir Bentier and Sir Rabi
organizing
the men and making sure that the Bebero soldiers were being bound. Some Bebero
men successfully ran away while the others were caught. It was going to be a while
till
the medics and the archers arrive.
The injured were gathered, and the emergency treatments were done with whatever
medical supplies they could find from the enemy camp. Those Acreian soldiers who
were ok went to the river to clean themselves of mud and blood. As expected, one of
the knights yelled, “You idiots! Get over here quickly and dry yourselves before
you
freeze!”
The men quickly gathered some firewood and lit it up. Poliana was getting warm
standing near the fire when suddenly, she noticed Donau at the river vomiting.
‘Maybe I should have asked him if he killed a man before.’
She regretted not making sure, but she quickly shook her head. It wasn’t her job or
responsibility; it was his father, Sir Baufallo’s or his brother, Sir Howe’s.
Besides, she wasn’t even sure if Donau was vomiting from the shock of killing a
man. It
was possible that he was vomiting from his nerves or perhaps even from the smell of
blood. Assuming he was throwing up from the shock of killing a man was in fact very
inconsiderate of her. If Donau knew she suspected this, he would’ve felt angry and
embarrassed.
After all, he was a knight.
The Bebero flag was taken down and was replaced with the Acreian flag. Poliana felt
proud as she watched it.
‘We won!’
It was a complete victory. Lucius the First’s army successfully crossed the Koemong
River.
Donau, now Sir Donau, approached the fire where Poliana was sitting. When she saw
him, she moved a little so he could take a seat. Sir Donau took a sip of water and
wiped
his mouth. His wristband was soaked in blood and some of it got onto his face.
He murmured, “I have killed deer before, but…”
“That sounds yummy.”
“Are you serious? Are you really feeling hungry right now? After all this?”
“But aren’t you starving, Sir Donau?”
Just then, Poliana noticed Sir Baufallo making sure that the supplies from the
Bebero
army were taken out and organized. She didn’t even realize that he had arrived.
She was Sir Baufallo’s aide, which meant that no matter how tired she was, she
should
go over there and help her superior.
Poliana groaned as she tried to stand up. Sir Donau, who was already standing,
offered
her his hand to help. Looking at the boy knight’s blood-soaked hand, Poliana
grinned.
Donau could be annoying as heck but sometimes, she found him cute. He reminded
her of her stepsister Liana, who could also be very annoying while still being
adorable
sometimes.
Were all little brothers and sisters like this?
Impulsively, Poliana said to Donau, “You can think of me as an older sister. I
would be ok
with that.”
“Sister? What the hell are you talking about?! I don’t need a lazy bald sister!”
Sir Donau spat on the ground, but he still helped Poliana stand up. The other
knights
who were watching their interaction laughed and yelled at Donau, “Do it! Treat her
like
she was your older sister!”
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“That’s right! She is your sister now!”
“Sir Poliana, this is your lucky day! You just got yourself a brand new younger
brother!”
The way the other knights treated her was different now. They no longer acted
suspicious and doubtful towards her. After the battle, in which they all fought
together
as one, the men now saw her as one of them.
It finally dawned on her that she did it. She crossed the Koemong River.
And on top of that, she also crossed the gap that separated her from all the other
men.
Donau, the other knights, the entire Acreian army.
She was finally one of them. She was no longer someone on the other side.
She was finally an Acreian knight.
Chapter 38: Story 5: Initiation
Story 5: Initiation
Chapter 38
The Acreian army continued on strong.
The enemy military focused on defending its northern border, but it was clear that
the
Bebero officials were in a state of panic. When they had the Koemong River
protecting
their border, they felt comfortable.
But not anymore.
Bebero was defeated much more easily than Aehas and Kukda. Lucius the First
demanded its king to surrender and it was given immediately. Finally, Lucius the
First
became the ruler of the entire northern region.
Poliana still belonged to the supply division. She was responsible for organizing
the
supplies, keeping counts of everything, and ordering it. She was kept very busy;
she
barely had time to eat lunch every day.
Before crossing the river and conquering Bebero, it was easy to receive some
supplies
from Acreia. Whatever they needed more of could be brought from Aehas and Kukda
easily by land.
But from Bebero, it was more difficult because of the Koemong River. Transporting
the
supplies by ships was costly, both in manpower and time. This was going to get
worse as
they moved further down south, which meant that they needed to stock Bebero with
resources very well.
Luckily, Bebero was a wealthier kingdom than Aehas and Kukda. They had plenty of
food and supplies that were needed on a daily basis. But this plentifulness also
meant
that Poliana and Sir Baufallo were busier than ever. They needed to count and
record
everything.
Poliana felt nauseous from the nonstop work. She had to stack everything in an
organized manner and to get it done on time, she had to work through the night. Her
eyes were getting so tired that they became blurry. She didn’t even notice the
other
knights gathering around her.
The knights have been ignoring her all this time, but now, they were waiting for
her to
turn towards them. When one of them coughed to get her attention, she finally
looked
up and greeted tiredly, “Hello there.”
Her voice was faint and weak, but ignoring it, the knights suddenly grabbed her
arm.
This finally got her attention.
Poliana’s eyes widened as she screamed, “What do you think you are doing?!”
Before she could stop them, they began to drag her away.
She was being kidnapped.
The knights grabbed all of her limbs and began to walk. Poliana was about to fight
back when suddenly, she noticed Sir Donau being taken away nearby in the same
manner.
The knights took Poliana and Sir Donau to a random room in the Bebero castle.
Donau’s mouth was gagged, and when the cloth was removed and he was able to
speak, Sir Donau screamed, “Why are you doing this to us?” Suddenly, one of the
knights grabbed his hair and pulled his head back roughly. Before Donau could even
attempt to fight back, a gush of alcohol rushed into his mouth.
“Hahaha!”
“Hehehe! YES!”
A torrent of evil laughs filled the dim room. Sir Donau, now covered in alcohol,
shook his
body to get away from it. Most of the alcohol ended up in his nose rather than down
his
throat. His nose turned bright red.
Sir Donau coughed and yelled, “ARRGG! W-what are you d-doing?!”
Suddenly, the room became bright and Poliana saw that there were even more knights
present than she had expected. It appeared that most of them were waiting here for
her and Sir Donau. They were all smiling evilly, looking like immoral pirates.
What the knights wanted wasn’t money or Poliana and Donau’s lives. They wanted to
“welcome” the new knights into the group.
It’s their initiation ritual.
One of the knights chuckled and explained, “Welcome, hahaha! I suppose you guys
have never been initiated yet?”
“We are in the middle of a war! Don’t you see how inappropriate and wasteful this
is?!”
Donau argued.
“Hahaha, it can’t be helped. You must go through this.”
Donau continued to protest. These were his brother’s and his father’s friends,
colleagues
and acquaintances. He believed that he could convince them otherwise. Poliana
thought about saying something herself, but she decided against it. She knew it
wasn’t
going to change anything. If she remained quiet, perhaps they would focus more on
Donau.
The knights laughed at Sir Donau. With a knowing grin, one of them replied, “His
highness has given us permission already! He is fine with it!”
“Let’s get more alcohol and get them to chug it! Chug, chug!”
Donau couldn’t believe what he just heard. He then insisted, “You are lying! His
highness
would never allow something like this!”
Donau, still in disbelief, attempted to escape, but he was caught and brought back
quickly. As a bonus, he was kicked a few times to teach him a lesson.
With a disgusted look, Sir Ainno grabbed Donau and placed him in a corner. Lucius
the
First remembered Sir Ainno looking awkward when he was told that the emperor was
going to make a surprise appearance. Lucius thought to himself, ‘I guess it’s not
what I
expected…’
But he was already here, and he couldn’t go back. Sir Ainno, with a frown, kicked
the
door open and announced loudly, “The emperor has arrived!”
Everyone, who was now drunk, stood up quickly. Sir Ainno looked around and when he
saw that Poliana looked awake and normal, he was shocked. Lucius the First was
surprised as well. She had to be the one who drank the most in this room; they were
certain that the other knights wouldn’t have been kind to her just because she was
a
woman.
The emperor said to her, “Hmm… You look perfectly fine.”
“It’s because I know the secret to staying sober.”
Calmly, Poliana stuck her finger in her throat and vomited on the floor. She then
rinsed
her mouth with alcohol nearby and smiled at the emperor happily. She announced,
“This is how you remain sober, your highness!”
Suddenly, Lucius the First and Sir Ainno realized that they were mistaken.
Poliana’s eyes
weren’t focused at all; she was obviously intoxicated. She just looked better than
other
men because she was standing while most of the men were on the floor.
The emperor then replied, “Sir Poliana, if you continue this way, you are going to
die.”
Poliana, meanwhile, tried unsuccessfully to kneel for Lucius the First. Feeling
sympathetic, the emperor took away the bottle from her hand, which made her fall on
her side. There were bowls and buckets of vomit all over the floor, and naturally,
she fell
into one of them.
Her face, body, and hair became covered with disgusting pukes. For the first time
since
he met her, Lucius the First thought it was a good thing that Poliana cut her hair
so short.
This was no place for an emperor. Sir Ainno, still frowning, begged, “Your
highness, you
should return to your tent now.”
The emperor loved to drink and enjoyed drinking with his knights, but what he saw
tonight was too shocking for him to understand. He rubbed his face and looked up at
the ceiling.
How was he going to conquer the continent with men like this?
The next day, the knights used different methods to cure their hangovers. Some took
cold showers, while others sparred or exercised to “sweat” the poison out. A few
men
chose to remain in bed because they claimed that moving too much was going to
make them feel worse.
Those who felt ok were as cruel as ever. Sir Rabi and Sir Bentier came to the tents
of the
knights still in bed and kicked them.
“Get up, you lazy bastards!”
The knights grabbed their heads and looked around desperately for water. Thankfully
for Sir Donau, Poliana was quick in getting him up before being kicked out from his
bed.
She woke up earlier and was feeling better after a cold shower.
“My eyes won’t open…” Donau murmured.
Indeed, his eyes remained shut and he waved his arms around pathetically. Poliana
replied in annoyance, “Yes, I can see that you aren’t quite awake yet. Alright.”
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She took Donau and pushed him randomly into one of the knights’ tents. She tried
her
best, and now, he had to figure out what to do next on her own.
Sir Howe stood beside Sir Rabi and kicked the men still in bed, or crawling on the
floor,
including his own brother. As the weakened men tried to get dressed, some screamed
because they found vomit in their boots.
Poliana watched them with a smile. She wasn’t weak like those men. She was better.
She drank so much, more than most and yet, she was walking and talking fine. She
felt
so proud of herself for getting up early and not breaking her routine.
But her happiness disappeared quickly when she was spotted by Lucius the First. The
emperor, who rarely approached a woman, broke his own rule and walked towards
Poliana. He tapped her shoulder to get her attention and said to her, “Sir Poliana,
please don’t ever drink like that again. You will end up killing yourself that
way.”
“Y, your highness! I apologize!”
“Or if you must get drunk, just fall asleep or lose consciousness like a normal
person. I
can understand many different things, but what I saw last night… I cannot.”
Sir Ainno nodded, “I agree with his highness, Sir Poliana. It was horrible.”
Poliana was so sure that she has done very well last night but apparently, she was
very
much mistaken. With her face turning bright red, she ran out to the forest and
began to
beat up a poor tree out of frustration.
Chapter 40
In the northern region of the continent, there were four kingdoms; Acreia, Aehas,
Kukda, and Bebero.
Acreia was the biggest but most of its lands were too cold to be inhabitable.
Aehas and Kukda had corrupt royal and noble families with dwindling wealth due to
such a long-term war.
Bebero, feeling safe from the other northern kingdoms due to the Koemong River, had
a weak military presence.
Within only two years, Lucius the First was able to unite all three northern
kingdoms,
which has never been done before.
But… The people began to call him the “Loser of the North.”
The story of his beauty and triumph was romantic enough for girls to gossip
excitedly,
but many didn’t believe it. They, as a matter of fact, badmouthed him and called
him
an evil man who broke the peace of this continent.
They called him a tyrant.
Until Lucius the First, there has been an unspoken rule that battles should take
place
only during the winters. He was the one who broke this tradition and now, everyone
needed to live in fear all year round. People blamed him for it, calling him a
barbarian
from Acreia, which was known for being poor and lacking in culture due to its
severely
cold weather.
The kingdoms in the middle of the continent laughed at him. Their main source of
income was farming, while in Acreia, most men were hunters. These kingdoms were
well
prepared for the upcoming war. Their military and economic statuses were stable.
They
did not fear Lucius the First.
But Lucius the First and his knights laughed at them as well. They were confident
that this
war was going to end in their favor.
Poliana clenched her fists in determination. Those who insulted her emperor needed
to
be punished.
Acreia united the entire northern region of the continent. The only thing left for
them to
conquer was its middle and southern areas. To unite the entire continent… That was
the
emperor’s dream.
The four main kingdoms in the mid-continent were Kopi, Mongsheim, Oz, and Bikpa.
The
rest of the smaller countries were mostly colonies that previously belonged to
Kopi. In
theory, the main four kingdoms were in good standing with each other but in truth,
Bikpa was treated poorly by the others. Bikpa was located a little north of the
Msmel
Forest, which was in the middle of the continent.
Because no one dared to cross the Msmel Forest, Bikpa could have been a useful
kingdom that connected the northern nations to the rest of the continent. However,
because those kingdoms in the mid-continent thought little of the northerners,
there
were barely any communications or interactions between them.
Kopi, Mongsheim, and Oz did not think highly of Bikpa because it was much smaller.
They even considered Bikpa to be more of a northern kingdom. So when Bikpa asked
for military assistance from the other three kingdoms when Lucius the First
attacked it, it
was ignored. Bikpa had a relatively decent army, but compared to the “northerners,”
they were no match against them. When it was about to be conquered by Lucius the
First, Bikpa did the last thing they could do. They closed the castle gate and hid
behind
their walls.
Lucius the First expected this move, but how Bikpa carried it out was shameful.
“What cowards…”
As a ruler himself, Lucius the First felt embarrassed for the Bikpa’s king, Gali
the Third. Gali
the Third, along with the high-ranking nobles, abandoned their lands and people
when
they hid in the castle with their soldiers. During this process, they also made
sure to take
as much of the supplies as possible, leaving their own people starving to death and
unable to protect themselves.
It was such a selfish cowardly move.
It became so bad that the mayor of one of the Bikpa cities came to Lucius the First
with
tears in his eyes, begging for help. Many of the lords, who were honorable, did not
abandon their people. They were furious over how their own king treated his people,
and in the end, these men surrendered to Acreian military. In fact, they wished to
help
Lucius the First in defeating Gali the Third.
“Please save us. Our children are starving to death. We need help.”
It was an odd situation where those being attacked were begging for food from their
attacker. The people of Bikpa have heard of how Acreian soldiers did not plunder
the
conquered lands, unlike the other armies. They were desperate and hopeful at the
same time as they visited the Acreian military base.
The Acreian knights, including Poliana, didn’t know what to do.
“How dare you… why are you coming to us?!”
“Please kind sirs! Let us have some food! We are dying, please!”
“Our children are starving to death. We can’t even hunt because we’re too weak
because of starvation.”
“Dammit!”
Poliana watched the people beg for food, some even tried to steal some of their
supplies. The people of Bikpa were so desperate that they were no longer afraid of
them. Sir Baufallo was sympathetic, but the military supplies were for his own men.
They
did not have enough to share with others.
Sir Baufallo announced, “Do not give them anything! Not even a grain of rice!” He
felt
sorry for the people, but his job was to maintain the supplies for the Acreian
soldiers.
Following his order, the supply division soldiers guarded the goods like hawks.
Thankfully, Gali the Third didn’t get to empty the supplies of every city. Those
cities that
were missed by Gali the Third voluntarily surrendered to Lucius the First and
shared their
supplies with the rest. Bikpa’s king was destroying his own kingdom. If his people
starved,
they were not going to follow him, and without the people, there would be no
government or a king.
Lucius the First was disgusted.
“This is so terrible.”
He thought that all he would have to worry about is winning this war, but now, he
was
also concerned about their wellbeing. He was a conscientious emperor and he was
furious at Gali the Third.
“He is not fit to be a ruler!”
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Everyone agreed. Lucius the First gritted his teeth angrily. At first, he thought
Bikpa was
being bullied by nearby kingdoms for no good reason but now, he knew why. Gali the
Third was an unsuitable and incompetent king and he deserved to be punished.
A king could be greedy and selfish but even then, he had the responsibility to make
sure his people weren’t starving. To raid his own villages for food and weapons and
hide
in his castle… That was beyond acceptable.
The people of Bikpa were fed up with their own king. Many of the cities voluntarily
sent
their surrendering documents to Lucius the First. Without much of a fight, Acreia
was
able to gain many of their cities but even with these easy victories, Lucius the
First was
still very displeased.
Slowly but surely, the Acreian army got closer to the capital, Yapa. From afar,
Lucius the
First studied the Yapa castle and suddenly, he clapped in realization. He has been
wondering how Gali the Third has been storing all the supplies he stole from his
own
people. Did they have a separate storage?
And finally, Lucius the First figured it out. He has been expecting a small castle
since
Bikpa was not a big kingdom, but Yapa castle was huge. The castle had a total of
three
layers of walls and was backed onto a rocky mountain. The walls were made of the
rocks from this mountain and they were very high to the point that every one of
them
thought that they won’t be able to climb it with just a rope. The Acreian men were
impressed with the magnificence of the place.
But the sad truth was how it was built. To create such a huge building, it must’ve
cost an
incredible amount of money, time, and energy. It had to be easily the biggest
castle in
the entire continent, and it was certainly bigger than anything Lucius the First
had ever
witnessed.
A very long time ago in history, Bikpa was a formidable kingdom. Oz and Mongsheim
both used to belong to it, but as the corruption within the government and the
royal
family increased, various rebellions from different regions caused the kingdom to
be
divided.
The splendid Yapa castle was the only thing that remained of Bikpa’s glorious past.
Chapter 41
At the Acreian military strategy meeting…
The scouts were able to gather some information on the Yapa castle. They asked the
various Bikpa nobles and knights who have been inside the castle to get an idea of
how to attack it effectively.
What they knew so far were presented as followed.
First, the castle had its own separate water source. This meant that cutting off or
poisoning the nearby water wasn’t going to work. Secondly, it was very likely that
they
had more than enough food to last a long time, so waiting for them to starve was
out of
the question.
“This is going to be tricky,” Lucius the First murmured.
“And attacking them straight on was never going to work.”
“How about that rocky mountain behind the castle? Can we climb it and attack from
there perhaps?”
“We got a couple of good climbers to try, but it was not possible, your highness.”
When the castle was being built, the rocks from this mountain was used. The
architect
who designed it made sure to cut the rocks in a way that made the mountain
impossibly steep.
A siege was a game of patience. Normally, the attacker would cut off the supplies
into
the castle and wait for starvation to take place. Whoever gave in first was the
loser of
this battle.
And in this case, Gali the Third had a clear advantage. Since he had plenty of both
water and food, all he had to do was wait it out from the inside in comfort.
Lucius the First then asked, “What is your best guess with respect to his food
supply?”
“We can’t be completely certain, but based on our rough calculation, we believe
they
should be able to last at least 5 years…”
“That’s not good.”
Only a small number of noble families, high-ranked knights, and royal families hid
inside
the castle, which meant they could last a very long time even with a moderate
amount
of food.
In many siege cases, hunger and thirst would take place inside the castle rather
quickly.
The longer they waited, the more people ended up dying. There were some desperate
instances where cannibalism occurred.
The problem here was that Lucius the First believed that the Yapa castle could last
the
next 10 years. It was an impossible task for the Acreian army to attack it head-on,
and
Gali the Third knew it. This was obviously why he hid in this castle as quickly as
possible.
His loyal and cowardly cohorts were only happy to follow him.
From time to time, Lucius the First noticed messages being sent from the castle via
pigeons. At first, Lucius had them shot down, but after a while, he left them
alone. He
saw that the birds headed towards two directions; Oz and Mongsheim. Gali the Third
was obviously asking for help from these neighboring kingdoms.
Lucius the First asked his knights, “Any movements from Oz or Mongsheim?”
“No military movement, your highness. But we just heard that there have been some
activities in the Kopi army.”
Oz and Mongsheim were their closest kingdoms, which meant that they were the most
likely going to be attacked next and yet, they weren’t reacting at it in any way.
This
could only mean that there was some kind of an agreement between Kopi and Bikpa.
But why now? When Bikpa was first attacked, Kopi refused to help. So what made them
change their mind? Lucius the First contemplated.
“Hmm… This could be a trap. Perhaps Kopi is using this situation to their
advantage.
Using Bikpa as bait while they prepare their military.”
“Then how about we do something unexpected? Attack either Oz and Mongsheim?”
“But what if we move away from here and Bikpa comes after us from behind? We
could get surrounded by Bikpa on one side and another kingdom ahead of us. Or they
could even cut off our own supply from Bebero somehow. We can’t take that chance.”
“Gali the Third isn’t trusted anymore by his lords that remained outside of this
castle. I
doubt they will support him if he attacks us.”
“We can’t count on that. Those lords may still feel obligated to follow their king
even if
they don’t want to.”
If they didn’t, they wouldn’t have let Gali the Third take the supplies from them
in the
first place. Inside the tent, Lucius the First looked around the men and asked,
“Any
ideas? I don’t care if they are stupid or crazy. I want any and all suggestions
from you.”
No one answered their emperor. Lucius the First looked at each man. When his eyes
reached Poliana, she lowered her face in shame. She was lucky enough to help the
emperor in creative ways recently, but for this situation, she didn’t have anything
helpful
to offer. Lucius the First nodded understandingly at everyone and consoled them, “I
myself have no solution for this problem. It seems that all we can do is wait for
now.
What happened to the messenger we sent to Gali the Third?”
“He refused to even open the gate. We are certain that he is waiting for military
help
from somewhere.”
“Were you able to shoot down any messenger pigeon today?”
“Yes. You ate it for your breakfast, your highness.”
Lucius the First remembered the pigeon roast he had this morning. It was too chewy.
He
said quietly, “I prefer wild goose over pigeons.”
“Wild geese aren’t used as messengers, your highness.”
It was true that wild geese were bigger and tasted much better than the pigeons.
Lucius the First then ordered, “Send another message to Gali the Third. Tell him
that if he
surrenders now, he and his men will receive fair treatment from us.” When the
message
was written, Lucius the First pointed at Sir Rabi, who saluted him confidently.
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“Sir Rabi, you have a good strong voice, so please read us the terms of surrender
that
are to be sent to Gali the Third. I want to hear it to make sure it’s correct.”
“Yes, your highness!”
When Sir Rabi began to read loudly, those standing near him feared that they might
lose their hearing.
Poliana was recently moved to the infantry division under the leadership of Sir
Rabi. This
change happened right before they reached the Yapa castle. She has been assigned
with 100 men and one personal aide. Her reputation among their men wasn’t bad,
especially after her role in conquering Bebero, so those men under her supervision
seemed ok with having a female knight as their leader. Poliana also got along well
with
Sir Rabi.
Sir Bentier was the deputy commander but the soldiers seemed to prefer Sir Rabi.
Both
of them were from well-known families in Acreia. The difference, however, was that
Sir
Bentier was from a noble family while Sir Rabi was from a family with many
generations
of famous knights.
Except for his shocking loud voice, which became handy when he reprimanded
someone, Sir Rabi was a good superior. He was a born leader and an excellent
soldier,
perhaps it became that way because he grew up in the family of many knights. He was
also much better at understanding and empathizing with other soldiers compared to
Sir
Bentier, who clearly was a nobleman before he became a knight. Sir Rabi was also
undoubtedly brave and incredibly strong. He looked like a “pretty boy,” but he was
a
man’s man. Because of this, many soldiers considered him their role model.
Poliana missed Sir Baufallo, who was kind to her, but she also felt very fortunate
to have
Sir Rabi as her new superior.
Her first meeting with Sir Rabi, which took place at the Koemong River, made her
initially
believe that he was an impatient and violent man, but she quickly realized that she
was
mistaken. When Poliana was assigned to his division, Sir Rabi treated her with
respect.
He treated her like he would treat any of his men, which meant that he made her
work
incredibly hard. He swore at her just as he would to his other knights and yet, he
respected her personal space and time as well. Poliana could understand why he was
loved by his man.
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When the emperor’s order came to go visit the Bikpa king and deliver a message, Sir
Rabi began to get ready. He didn’t bring a personal help, but he asked some
lowerranking knights for help. He asked them to grab him his golden armor, which he
wore
only during special occasions. Sir Howe also offered to help get him ready.
In his full armor, Sir Rabi came out of his tent and yelled at the soldiers who
were
standing around outside, waiting to see him in his special gear.
“You lazy bums! Don’t you have more useful things to do than just standing
around?!”
The men ran away quickly and Poliana thought to herself, ‘Sir Rabi is truly a great
superior. A perfect knight.’
The knights who helped Sir Rabi came out of the tent as well. Before putting on his
helmet, Sir Rabi turned to them and asked, “If any of you want to follow me, you
may
do so.”
“We will get ready right away!”
Many of the knights, including Sir Howe, bowed excitedly and ran off. When Sir Rabi
spotted Poliana, he asked her, “Do you want to come too?”
“If you wish, I will follow you and provide you some protection.”
“That won’t be necessary.”
Sir Rabi finally put on his helmet. His armor was twice as thick as regular armor
and it
looked luxurious. He looked amazing.
A few of the soldiers, who didn’t run off when cheered for Sir Rabi. It wasn’t only
because he looked dashing, but they also greatly admired the man himself.
‘How beautiful.’
The knights’ knight, Sir Rabi Bika, Poliana could finally understand why so many
men
admired him and followed him around like lovesick puppies.
The fancy armor Sir Rabi wore wasn’t made to his taste. He only wore such flashy
gear
because he was the vanguard of this expedition. Because they couldn’t let the other
kingdoms know, they didn’t hold a public ceremony. Instead, a small private
ceremony
took place in the Nanaba castle before they left Acreia. This golden armor was worn
that day.
Its extravagant appearance didn’t take anything away from its strength. In fact, it
was
made with heavier metal and therefore was much stronger. Only a very robust man,
such as Sir Rabi, could wear such heavy armor.
Sir Rabi ordered Poliana, “Come back in your armor.”
His voice sounded muffled because of his helmet. Poliana then replied, “I do not
own a
golden armor, Sir.”
“What kind of an idiot doesn’t even bring an armor to a war? Wait… Forget what I
just
said.”
Suddenly, Sir Rabi nodded. There was premade armor available for purchase, but any
knight who came from a wealthy family always got a custom armor made for him.
Poliana was able to receive a sword from the emperor, but she never got a set of
armor
from anyone.
Even if she had the money to get a set of armor made, they were in the middle of a
war. She couldn’t stay in one place to wait for it to be made. On top of that, it
was rare
to find someone who could make an armor suited for a woman. A normal armor
provided protection, but it was also very heavy. Poliana, who lacked a man’s
strength
and stamina, would not benefit from a set of armor in a battle. It would slow her
down.
Besides, a golden armor was only worn for special occasions, such as duels or
tournaments.
But the lack of a proper full armor didn’t bother Poliana. All she needed was a
helmet,
a pair of military boots, and chainmail. She knew that she wouldn’t be able to
wield a
sword in full metal armor.
Just then, the other knights who wanted to follow Sir Rabi came running in their
own
armors. Sir Aeke and Sir Howe were among them. Sir Rabi checked their gears and
announced, “Follow me!”
“Yes, sir!”
Sir Aeke had the same rank as Poliana. His brothers’ names were Beke and Deke, and
when she learned this, Poliana asked at the time, “Then where is Ceke?” It later
turned
out that there was Ceke, a nickname for her sister named Cekel back in Acreia.
Poliana followed Sir Rabi as well. Sir Beke and Sir Deke, who didn’t have armors,
watched their older brother Sir Aeke enviously.
Sir Rabi left with the messenger and came back a few hours later. When he took off
his
helmet, Sir Rabi had a strange expression on his face. The messenger continued on
to
report back to Lucius the First. The other knights, curious about what had
happened,
gathered around Sir Rabi. They suspected something must’ve happened.
Sir Rabi scratched his head. He looked perplexed because he didn’t understand what
the other king meant. Sir Rabi suspected that this was a trap.
Loudly, so everyone could hear him, Sir Rabi announced, “He suggested a
tournament!”
When Lucius the First received the message, he felt the same way as Sir Rabi.
‘This is a trap.’
The knights who were in the tent as well had the same thoughts.
A trap.
Based on the events so far, it was likely Bikpa was going to win this battle. All
it had to
do was wait. So why would the king of Bikpa suggest a tournament? If he wanted a
tournament to decide the fate of his kingdom, he would have suggested it before
Lucius the First crossed the border.
“I don’t understand what he is trying to do,” the Acreian emperor murmured.
Why did the Bikpa King, who abandoned and even plundered his own people suggest
a tournament all of sudden? Lucius the First couldn’t understand it.
When he brooded, Sir Bentier replied, “Your highness, it only makes sense that an
intelligent man such as yourself cannot understand an idiot’s reasoning.”
“Hmm…”
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“Will you be accepting this offer?”
The Bikpa King’s offer was as followed:
If Bikpa lost the tournament, it would surrender immediately. If it won the
tourney, Acreia
needed to leave the kingdom right away. It also promised that if Acreia attacked Oz
or
Mongsheim as it left, Bikpa would not go after the Acreian army from behind.
Of course, no one believed this promise.
Bikpa would not suggest a tournament if it thought that they were going to lose.
The
truth was, the knights from the northern kingdoms weren’t familiar with
tournaments. The
northern regions consisted of many mountains rather than flatlands and therefore,
the
northern men were more used to bows and arrows rather than the spears or swords.
On top of that, the northern kingdoms did not have recognizable orders of knights
unlike the kingdoms in the middle and southern regions. The royal families of
northern
regions had knights for protection, but not an actual division that consisted of
knights. It
was the same case for Lucius the First. He had many knights in his army, but not a
definite knights’ group.
Was this why Bikpa suggested a tournament? Because of this advantage alone?
Lucius the First agonized over that idea.
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The place and rules for this tournament were to be decided by Bikpa. A messenger
from the Yapa castle arrived that afternoon. When he saw Lucius the First, he gaped
in
shock. The people of Bikpa believed that the stories of Lucius the First’s beauty
to be
false rumors, so the messenger did not expect to meet such a gorgeous man.
Lucius the First, as well as the other knights, read over the documents carefully.
The rules
themselves seemed ordinary. Unfortunately, the Acreian men weren’t familiar with
the
tournament rules, so they read over them and discussed them among themselves.
Lucius the First asked, “So each kingdom is to send 10 of its knights. The Bikpa
and
Acreian knights will fight one on one, and whoever falls off the horse is the loser
and the
winner goes on immediately to fight the next opponent. Are these rules typical of a
tournament?”
“Yes, your highness. They sound about the same as the ones we have read from the
books.”
“Alright. And… each knight is to bring his own weapon… Do we even have any
horseback lances?”
He didn’t think so. Why would they have tournament-related weapons when they
didn’t even hold any tournaments? And even if they did have them, why would they
bring them to war?
Lucius the First began to wonder if he needed to get them made somehow when
suddenly, Sir Ainno replied, “I brought one, your highness.”
“Inno? You did?”
Sir Ainno has been with the emperor since they were children. For him to have a
weapon the emperor was unaware of surprised Lucius the First. Sir Ainno explained,
“The
former emperor was very kind when he complimented my skills in spear fighting. He
ordered me to travel the middle and southern regions and become a famous
tournament knight when I got the chance.”
It was a common occurrence for those knights in the middle and southern areas of
the
continent to participate in these tournaments to make names for themselves.
However,
this was a very rare idea in Acreia.
“Then Inno, have you been in a tournament before?” Lucius the First asked.
“I entered a few times under a different name, but not since the former emperor
passed away.”
“Oh, I see.”
It finally made sense to Lucius the First. As soon as he became the emperor, Sir
Ainno
has never left his sight, so he must’ve participated in these contests before his
coronation. At the time, Lucius thought Sir Ainno went to further practice his
battle skills
in the mountains; he never imagined Sir Ainno traveled the continent to enter
tournaments.
The emperor replied, “I’m impressed with your preparedness, Inno.”
“It is my duty to serve you as best as I can, your highness.”
Sir Ainno bowed gratefully and considered himself lucky. If Gali the Third didn’t
suggest
this idiotic tournament idea, he may have been criticized for bringing such a
useless
and heavy weapon to this war.
Very lucky indeed.
But with Sir Ainno with his experience and weapon, it still didn’t fix the problem
at hand.
A single knight with a single weapon couldn’t win against ten opponents. Lucius the
First
didn’t want to step into what was obviously a trap. He especially didn’t want to
risk Sir
Ainno’s life. Sir Ainno was his treasured knight and most of all, his friend.
Even if he had to waste 10 years waiting for the Yapa Castle to crumble, Lucius
believes
that it would be worth it if it would mean Sir Ainno’s safety. To the emperor, Sir
Ainno
was worth the time.
Lucius the First began to announce, “I think that in the end, I will not be
accepting this
offer…”
“Your highness, this tournament is our chance. It could lead us to a quick win with
minimal loss of our men. Please, your highness, trust your knights. Please trust
me. You
know I can do this. I, Sir Ainno, have never lost a swordfight, I have never fallen
off a
horse, and I have never missed a mark with my bow.”
Sir Ainno was determined to enter this contest. He was also determined not to lose.
Never. No matter who Bikpa sent, Sir Ainno was confident that he was going to win.
He
was Acreia’s greatest knight after all.
When Sir Ainno appeared to be confident and determined, Lucius the First changed
his
mind.
When the emperor announced the tournament, the Acreian knights went wild. Some
thought it was a joke to spar in the middle of a serious war while the others
worried that
they didn’t have enough if any, tournament experience to win this.
Lucius the First picked 9 knights who were known for their horse riding and spear
skills.
Even though Sir Ainno was certain he could win against 10 enemy knights, the
emperor
knew better.
Thankfully, the weapons were provided by the lord of the nearby Bikpa village who
was
sick of his own cowardly king. He even offered his own knights to teach the Acreian
men how to use the horseback lances.
The Lord said to Lucius the First, “I would love to offer my knights to fight on
your behalf,
your highness, but I am afraid we won’t win against Gali the Third’s men.”
“I’m sure you have strong knights.”
“Yes, but certainly not stronger than the king’s knights.”
The Lord, who used to be a knight himself, shrugged and explained that Gali the
Third
loved the tournaments. This was why he spent more money on these contests than on
his own military. Tournaments in this kingdom occurred often and the rewards for
each
were grand. Bikpa was known for the greatest tournament rewards on the continent.
Bikpa was ignored as a kingdom, but its tournaments were celebrated by all the
other
nations. The greatest knights gathered in this place to show off their skills. The
best of the
knights was offered great wealth to become one of Gali the Third’s personal guards.
These champions may not have been useful in real battles, but they were the best in
one-on-one horseback lance combat. The Lord then explained, “Your knights may be
skilled fighters, but their combat experience won’t help in a tournament.”
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“I see, but you would be surprised.”
As the Acreian knights practiced with the Bikpa men, they realized that they made a
mistake of underestimating their enemies. They were also thankful for whatever tips
they
could get. Even the briefest practice could be a big help.
Riding a horse while holding and fighting with a lance was indeed very difficult.
The
horse needed to be ridden at its full speed and the knight had to face the opponent
who was coming at him at that same full speed. The horses who weren’t trained in
tournaments often stopped in the middle when they saw another horse coming at
them. The Acreian knights had difficulty aiming accurately with the lance, which
was
very long and heavy.
Sir Rabi became frustrated. When he began to fling around his heavy lance easily,
the
men standing around him ran, fearing that they might get hit. The Bikpa knights who
were watching Sir Rabi were clearly impressed. They asked Lucius the First, “Is he
a man
or a monster?”
“That is Sir Rabi and he is one of my high-ranking knights.”
Sir Ainno looked confident compared to the other Acreian knights, but he also
looked
grim at the fact that he had to leave his emperor to participate in this
tournament.
When the Bikpa Lord saw how Sir Ainno rode the horse easily while wielding his
lance
expertly, he asked the emperor, “Who is he? How can a man be that strong and fast?”
“He is one of my best.”
Poliana watched the scene proudly.
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A temporary podium was made for Lucius the First to stand and watch his knights’
practice. When he saw Poliana nearby, he called for her and asked, “Is it hard for
you
to watch the practice because you are so short?”
“I’m not that short, your highness.”
It was true that other audiences’ heads were blocking her view. Poliana was tall
for a
woman, but she was certainly smaller than most northern soldiers. Sir Donau, who
was
now much taller than Poliana, walked towards them. His older brother, Sir Howe, was
one of the knights selected for the tournament, and Donau was both proud and
envious of him.
9 knights, including Sir Ainno, were selected for the tournament. An additional
nine
more knights were chosen as spares. The knights in the main group included the
following men.
Sir Ainno, who was acknowledged as the best knight in Acreia.
Sir Bentier, who hesitated to participate since he was the deputy commander but
ended up entering the contest because of his skills in spear combat.
Sir Rabi, who had the strength of a wild boar.
Sir Howe, a talented fighter who was hated by his sparring partners for his
sneakiness.
Sir Beke, who had the most potential as a good fighter among the young knights.
Sir Aeke, who wasn’t as good of a fighter as his brother but still a very
dependable
knight.
Sir Mahogal was also a decent fighter, but he was excluded because he was the
second in command of the emperor’s personal protection division. Sir Ainno, the
head
of the protection team, was going to be absent, which meant that they could not
spare any more of the emperor’s personal guards.
Those selected felt extremely proud because it meant they were recognized as the
best in the Acreian army. Sir Deke looked at his brothers proudly just as Donau
did.
Lucius the First gestured Sirs Donau and Deke to come closer as well. The temporary
podium squeaked as they stepped on it.
The emperor said to them, “I am still very concerned.”
“Why, your highness?”
“The Bikpa Lord told me that the armors for tournaments are much thicker than our
Acreian gears. This means that our knights need to win without getting hit even
once.
Inno may be an amazing fighter, but he cannot win over 10 professional tournament
knights. 10 champions… I am not even certain about what order I need to send our
men to fight.”
If Sir Ainno was the first to fight, he would lose his strength as he fought more
and more
men. It could be a huge problem if Gali the Third placed the strongest of his men
towards the end of the tournament.
Lucius the First knew that he was more likely to lose than win. He accepted this
idea
partly because Sir Ainno was determined to participate. However, the biggest reason
was that it would still be meaningless if he lost.
The King of Bikpa was truly stupid. He requested the Acreian army to leave his land
if he
won the contest, but all Lucius had to do was leave temporarily before declaring
another war and return. Most lords of Bikpa no longer accepted Gali the Third as
their
sovereign since, after all, their king abandoned them. The only people loyal to
Gali the
Third were those who were inside the Yapa castle. The only land he truly owned now
was the castle itself.
Even if Lucius the First lost the tournament and left the Bikpa border, he knew
that at
least, a dozen Bikpa lords would ask him for help in their rebellion towards their
king. All
Lucius the First had to do was to accept their plea and attack them again.
All he had to lose was a little bit of time. With the Bikpa lords’ help, perhaps it
might
even become easier the second time they attack.
“We are in the middle of a war and yet, we are here to practice for a tournament. I
guess Gali the Third is a romantic. A romantic who lives in his own dream,” Lucius
the
First muttered.
It was shameful indeed.
Poliana listened to her emperor attentively. Secretly, she felt the same way as Sir
Donau
and Sir Deke; she was envious of the knights who got to participate in the
tournament
but of course, she understood perfectly why she should not and could not be part of
it.
She acknowledged that these men were amazingly brave and strong knights. Their
skills
were well known around the kingdoms.
Poliana herself made significant achievements recently as well but unfortunately,
she
was known to the world in a negative way.
The new Acreian knight Poliana Winter; her name was used to mock Lucius the First.
A female knight who was given this rank because she was Lucius the First’s favored
mistress.
A knightess who rides men better than horses.
It was a common strategy to ridicule the opposing armies during wars. False rumors
ran
rampant all around the continent.
But it didn’t faze Poliana. Whenever she was met with jokes and ridicules like
these, she
fought back with her foul mouth that could even make the biggest men blush.
Her colleagues and her soldiers were on her side. When they faced a rumor about
her,
these men fought back as well.
“Have you any idea how ugly our knightess is? If you did, you would not say such
things!”
“She is so ugly that no men would ever want her! Therefore, all the rumors of her
being a
who*e are ridiculous!”
“Her hideous face will keep her virginity safe forever!”
“Our knightess is no woman! She is a knight and nothing more!”
Her men encouraged Poliana to ignore these rumors. They were truly and genuinely on
her side, but Poliana didn’t know how to feel about their comments, which were said
with good intentions but clearly insults themselves.
But in the end, Poliana didn’t feel hurt because the men were only trying to defend
her
reputation. Still, there were still times when she found it hard not to kick the
other knights
when they said horrible things to her.
“Sir Poliana! Do not feel disappointed! I am sure you will be able to get married
someday!”
“We all know that you aren’t a cheap who*e, Sir Poliana! Please don’t feel hurt by
the
rumors!”
‘Bastards.’
Sometimes, Poliana couldn’t tell if these men were truly on her side.
But what worried her the most was the fact that her name was being used to mock
Lucius the First. The emperor hasn’t mentioned anything about it yet, and when
someone did bring up the subject, he angrily ignored it.
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Lucius the First was indeed a wise and kind emperor.
Poliana felt sorry for the people of Bikpa, ‘How awful it must be to have a stupid
king like
Gali the Third.’
But at least, these people now had hope. Lucius the First was going to conquer this
kingdom and take care of the poor people of Bikpa just as he did for Aehas, Kukda,
and Bebero.
And this was the truth. The people of these conquered kingdoms now revered Lucius
the First as a godsend. The tax rates were dropped, and everyone was treated
fairly.
The chance of internal rebellion was minimal inside these kingdoms.
The great emperor Lucius the First.
Poliana tried to never miss a word her leader said. Then suddenly, he said
something
that made her speechless.
“Hmm… Sir Poliana, now that Inno will be temporarily unavailable to protect me,
will
you take on the duty for a while?”
“Pardon?!”
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Poliana felt so embarrassed that she wanted to hide. Her emperor had a talent for
surprising her like this. Then, Lucius the First asked, “Sir Poliana, you should
take over Sir
Ainno’s duty and protect me until the end of this tournament.”
Did the emperor see her envy and jealousy towards the other knights? Was she that
easy to read? Did he think she was being petty?
Only the best of the best had the honor of becoming the emperor’s personal guard.
It
had to be a knight who came from a well-trusted family, who proved his combat
skills,
who had an acceptable appearance, and who had impeccable manners. The head
of the emperor’s personal guards even had the special privilege to disobey the
emperor’s order when necessary.
A foreigner such as Poliana certainly was not fit to take this esteemed position,
even
temporarily.
Yet here he was, Lucius the First, offering her this post.
‘I-is he joking?’
Poliana studied him carefully, but she couldn’t see any smile on his face. In fact,
the
emperor looked serious and she couldn’t disappoint him. Sir Mahogal, who was
standing behind the emperor, didn’t say a word. Poliana kneeled quickly in front of
him,
saying, “I am honored, your highness.”
“Thank you.”
But of course, it wasn’t going to be that easy.
“We are sorry, Sir, but this is his highness’s order. We cannot let you follow
him.”
While Sir Ainno argued with the guards, Lucius the First opened the door slightly
again
and peaked in. He whispered to Poliana, “Why aren’t you following me, Sir Poliana?”
“Oh, I apologize!”
Sir Ainno saw this interaction and his face crumpled angrily. Feeling guilty
towards him
but having no other choice, Poliana left to follow the emperor.
Being alone in the room with Lucius the First and still be allowed to keep her
sword with
her, Poliana felt mystified. She still felt guilty towards Sir Ainno, but she
couldn’t help also
feeling immensely proud.
When Poliana stood around awkwardly near the door because she didn’t know what
to do, Lucius the First gave her permission to sit.
“Sir Poliana, please do not think too much about what I said to Inno. I didn’t mean
it as
an insult to your skills or your loyalty.”
“Not at all, your highness! If I can sacrifice my life for you, it would be my
honor!”
“All I was trying to do was to take away a little bit of the burden from Inno’s
shoulders,
but it seems I have caused him even more stress…”
It was true. Unintentionally, the emperor was making Sir Ainno become tenser. The
reason why Lucius the First chose Poliana among so many other more qualified
knights
was for a personal reason. He didn’t expect all of his knights to become friends,
but the
emperor still believed that Sir Ainno had to change his attitude towards Poliana.
To repair their relationship, something positive was needed to happen between Sir
Ainno and Poliana and for something to happen, they needed to spend more time with
each other. This was why Lucius the First assigned Poliana as his temporary guard,
but it
seemed that his plan backfired.
Poliana felt a little disappointed because it seemed that the emperor gave her this
duty
for Sir Ainno’s sake, not hers, but she quickly felt ashamed of herself because she
was
being too greedy. It only made sense that the emperor would care more about his
long-time loyal knight than a foreigner.
Her thoughts must have shown on her face because Lucius the First said to her
quietly, “I
hope you aren’t too disappointed.”
“Not at all, your highness!”
Poliana stood up clumsily, making the emperor laugh. He then replied, “Anyway, it
is
what it is. Please stay with this during this shift and protect me, Sir Poliana. I
believe in
you.”
“I will do my best, your highness!”
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“And starting tomorrow, you can learn the details of this position from the other
guards.”
Lucius the First waved at her to take a seat again. He told her to relax, but
Poliana
continued to sit with her back straight as a spear. The emperor had nothing to do
at the
moment, so he took the opportunity to ask Poliana about her personal life.
Details of how she came to become a knight…
About the old knight who taught her as a child…
And all the books that she read over the years…
Lucius the First was an avid reader. He loved to read and at any time he could
find, he
spent it on reading. Poliana read many books as well, but it was only about
battles. As
she talked to the emperor, Poliana realized that she had so much more to learn.
The emperor said to her, “I like people who strive to improve themselves, but I
also like
people who are lazy from time to time. I know that you, Sir Poliana, never waste a
second, but I think what you really need is to take a moment for yourself, to
breathe. It
will help you get better in the long run.”
Their conversation continued, and somehow, Poliana was able to get a sparring date
with the emperor. Any disappointment she felt melted away like snow under the sun.
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The next day, Sir Ainno, sweating heavily from his tournament practice, ordered her
angrily, “Follow me!” When she did, the other knights looked at her
sympathetically.
As they walked, Poliana saw how drenched he was. She said to him, “Sir Ainno, you
look like you need to take a rest.”
“I will not allow an idiot to stand by his highness, so I will give you a special
lesson to
prepare you better.”
“Sir, you just completed a round vigorous training. You really need to rest now.”
“You!”
Sir Ainno looked at Poliana up and down and suddenly, he hit her head hard.
It hurt, and she was no longer in a helpless position like before. After all, she
was a knight
and she belonged to Sir Rabi, not Sir Ainno. She had all the right to protest.
“Why did you just hit me?!”
“Do you really think you can be near his highness looking like that! Go wash
yourself!
You are filthy!”
“But I washed a week ago!”
Sir Ainno’s eyes wavered in shock, making Poliana wonder, ‘What’s so shocking?’
Poliana couldn’t understand his reaction. A servant was walking by and Sir Ainno
loudly
ordered him to fill up a tub.
“With cold water. Actually, fill it with hot water since it washes better! And get
her some
four strong women too!”
“Sir Ainno, what are you trying to do?”
“Do you at least brush your teeth, woman?”
Poliana knew very well how important teeth were for everyone. It was common for
soldiers to lose their teeth from injuries, which meant it was especially important
for
military men to take care of their teeth. Poliana herself lost a molar because of
Sir
Ainno, and ever since, she has been taking special care of her teeth.
She answered confidently, “I brush them with salt five times a day.”
“Thank god.”
Sir Ainno seemed relieved before glaring at her again. He ordered loudly to the
servants, “Get this girl cleaned right now!”
A bathtub was prepared outside. The servants and the maids were shocked because it
was to bathe a woman, not a man. A wife of a lord from the nearby village offered
her
own bathroom when she heard the news, but Sir Ainno stubbornly refused, claiming
that her bathroom would be dirtied beyond repair.
Shocked, the lord’s wife sent her own maids to help with the process. She also
insisted
that at the very least, the bathtub should be placed indoors. In the end, it was
placed
in a storage room and the windows were all covered for privacy.
A few lanterns were placed inside for light. Poliana grumbled loudly as she took
off her
clothes quickly, shocking the maids again.
A woman who knew no shame.
But Poliana was a knight and there was no place for shyness or embarrassment in
wars.
If necessary, she had to be ready to fight naked.
When she was fully naked, the maids were shocked again.
“Oh my god, she was really a woman?!”
“I thought that she was a man too…”
Half the maids seemed disappointed for some reason, while the other half seemed
surprised. There were so many different rumors about Poliana that the maids became
excited to find out the truth. They began to chat all at once.
“Oh my, you aren’t as ugly as some claimed!”
“Sir Knightess, you look so handsome!”
“Well, for me, I am disappointed because I was hoping you would be like his
highness.
You know, beautiful.”
The maids also whispered that the lord’s wife became upset when she saw Lucius the
First. She was considered the most beautiful lady in the region, but when she saw
how
beautiful the Acreian emperor was, she felt ashamed of herself. Poliana understood
perfectly how that must have felt, so she nodded emphatically.
All four tubs of water were needed to wash Poliana and it took most of the day for
the
maids to clean her. When there was no more hot water, the maids became
disappointed because there was still more washing that needed to be done. When
they suggested that they ask the kitchen to boil more water, Poliana announced
loudly,
“No more!”
Her skin stung and she couldn’t take it anymore. When the maids began to rub in oil
on
her body, Poliana jumped in shock. Her skin was just cleaned, so why were they
putting
on smelly stuff on her body?
“That hurts! Stop!” She complained.
“Stay still, Sir Poliana. I can’t believe how rough your skin is.”
“But the oil smells like flowers. What if the enemy dogs detect me while I am in
the
middle of a surprise attack?”
“It’s called perfume, Sir Poliana. Hold still.”
The maids ignored her protest and continued rubbing in oil on her hair and her
body.
Poliana hated that oily feeling. When she began to wipe herself off with a dry
towel, the
maids stopped her.
“We just gave you our lady’s personal stash of oils! Do you know how expensive it
is?!”
When she was told it was an expensive oil, Poliana decided to let it stay on her
skin. Her
clothes were taken away to be washed. When Poliana protested, saying her leather
armor shouldn’t be washed with water, the maids replied that a soldier took it so
he
must know what to do with it.
The maids offered her a lady’s robe, making Poliana frown. She feared that she
might
have no choice but to wear it, but she quickly realized that it didn’t fit her.
For a woman, Poliana was very tall. She was slim but very muscular. She had no fat
on
her body but her shoulders were broad and her arms and chests were well muscled.
Her body shape was definitely very different than the others. The robe didn’t fit
her at
all, and even if they brought a bigger one, it wouldn’t work. On top of that, the
dress
just did not suit Poliana. With her discolored skin and shaven head, she looked
creepy in
a skirt.
In the end, men’s clothes were brought in for her. It was a bit too big for her,
but it still fits
her better. In fact, she looked like a decent looking young man in it. Both Poliana
and
the maids couldn’t understand why she looked scary in a skirt, but almost handsome
in
pants.
Looking at the mirror, Poliana wondered, ‘I… I guess I WAS really dirty…?’
But it was normal for any soldier not to be able to bathe often. In fact, washing
once a
week was considered very clean.
For example, Poliana’s superior Sir Rabi hated water on his skin altogether. He
avoided
bathing himself at all costs.
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On her way back to her tent, she spotted Sir Rabi, who was sweating heavily as Sir
Ainno did. Sir Rabi was playing with the military dogs. Poliana greeted him and
said to
him, “Sir, you look tired. You should go take a rest.”
Sir Rabi looked up at her and replied, “Who are you?”
“…”
“I’m joking, Sir Poliana.”
“Was I… that filthy? I thought I was ok.”
“Not at all, Sir Pol. You are actually one of the cleanest soldiers I know. And you
brush
your teeth five times a day! I was just kidding because I have never seen you in
regular
clothes.”
The dogs licked Sir Rabi, making him laugh. As far as Poliana knew, the last time
Sir Rabi
washed was when it rained and even then, all he did was barely wet his body with
the
rain. She remembered Sir Baufallo shaking in disgust when he talked about how
filthy Sir
Rabi was.
Just then, Sir Howe walked by with Sir Donau, who then exclaimed, “Wow, Sir
Poliana.
You look so clean.”
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Sir Donau and Sir Howe used the rooms next to Poliana, so they met each other
often.
Like their father Sir Baufallo, the boys liked to keep themselves cleaner than most
men
on the base. They also never visited the prostitutes like everyone else for the
same
reason.
The brothers were curious about Poliana’s new duty. When she first complained about
how she was treated by Sir Ainno, the brothers nodded and replied, “That’s normal
for
those rude guards. They think they are better than everyone else.”
“That’s right. And the guards spend too much time on their appearances.”
Donau looked at his older brother and said to him, “But you do too, bro.”
“I’m different. Not like them at all, and what angers me the most is the fact that
all of
the guards are very strong. It’s not fair.”
“And they all come from good families.”
“That’s right. Their families are all wealthy nobles. It must be so nice to be
rich. How
about their uniform? It’s blue so if they get any blood on it, it looks noticeable.
It’s not
practical at all, but they refuse to change it. I heard that if it gets dirty, they
would just
buy themselves a new one.”
Both of them chattered excitedly and Poliana joined in, saying, “I washed a week
ago,
so doesn’t that mean I’m still clean? I can’t believe Sir Ainno called me ‘filthy!’
He
ordered the maids to ‘wash me,’ like I’m a dirty piece of cloth that needs to be
laundered.”
“That’s awful.”
“Totally!”
Even if the men belonged to the same army, there was a subtle tension between the
regular knights and the emperor’s guards. They considered each other colleagues and
they, of course, respected each other, but the knights were secretly jealous of the
guards.
The emperor’s personal guards consisted of good-looking young men from good
families. Because they protected the emperor, these guards had huge pride in their
positions and sometimes looked down on the other knights. During a war, the guards
and the knights were treated equally but during peaceful times, the guards had
higher
ranks.
And most of all, their blue uniforms looked amazing.
“I want to wear that uniform too,” Sir Donau muttered.
He was clearly envious. Sir Howe, feeling the same way, shook his head and said to
his
brother, “Forget it.”
“Why don’t you try out to become a guard?” Poliana asked.
“We are from a family of knights.”
It wasn’t impossible, but it was very unlikely that these brothers would be
accepted.
Poliana became a bit nervous. The position given to her was temporary, but it still
obviously meant a great deal. Lucius the First was giving her great honor, and she
knew
she had to do her best not to disappoint her emperor.
How a guard was expected to behave was vastly different than that of a knight.
Poliana never considered herself to be ignorant of good manners and etiquette. She
was known to be cold and stiff but as a soldier or a knight, her manners were
accepted
as decent.
But as the emperor’s personal guard, much more was expected from her. There were
separate protocols to follow when it came to being a royal guard.
Poliana found it especially difficult since she was used to being on the front, but
it had
to be done.
When Sir Ainno saw her in clean clothes and looking cleaner, he nodded.
Now, the next step was training.
Sir Ainno ordered one of the royal guards, “Before I come back, make sure you teach
her how to behave like a human.”
“You are being rude to me, Sir Ainno,” Poliana protested.
“I will treat you better once you learn your manners, woman.”
“I doubt that.”
Sir Rabi often called his men “bastards.” He would yell, “You bastards are too
lazy! Run,
idiots, run! Run until you can hear your balls sing!” He addressed her as “Sir
Poliana” in a
formal setting, but he also called her the same names during work.
When Poliana retorted that she didn’t have any balls, Sir Rabi answered her, “Then
run
until your nonexistent balls sing.” She didn’t know how to respond to him.
The royal guards worked with 8-hour shifts. The guard that was ordered to teach
Poliana
was taking his break time to help her, so Poliana did her best to learn as quickly
as
possible.
The first lesson was as followed.
A royal guard represents the emperor, therefore, one must always be clean, look
acceptable, and have faultless manners.
“This means you need to speak like a gentleman,” the guard explained to her.
Indeed, the guard spoke softly and never swore, but what about Sir Ainno?
“What about Sir Ainno?” Poliana asked.
“Our leader doesn’t speak much.”
Poliana had no choice but to agree. Sir Ainno firmly believed that action spoke
louder
than words. He would punch or kick someone before swearing at them.
Although she did not learn these new etiquettes, Poliana knew why it was necessary.
A
royal guard, who remained by the emperor’s side all the time, could and should not
act
like a callous soldier. At least, Poliana knew that this was only a temporary
position. She
wasn’t someone who would be allowed to remain by her emperor’s side this closely.
Poliana never learned these royal etiquettes because it wasn’t necessary. The old
knight never taught her about this. So speaking softly with pretty words made her
feel
uncomfortable. Thankfully, the guard explained to her that the Acreian etiquettes
were
least strict in the entire continent.
It was a good thing that the Acreian emperor was conquering and uniting their
lands.
When it was time for the next shift, the guard handed her an outfit. It wasn’t the
blue
uniform because she didn’t officially belong to the royal guards. The cloth she was
wearing currently was the same one from yesterday, the one she got after her bath.
It
was still clean, and it wasn’t crumpled either. So why was the guard getting her to
change?
When Poliana studied the clothes, the guard explained, “As I said before, a royal
guard
must always look clean and neat.”
“Alright.”
“I will root for you, Sir Poliana. I am sure Sir Ainno will someday call you by
your proper
rank and name.”
The guard smiled kindly. Just like all the other royal guards, he was tall and
handsome.
Even his voice was a nice baritone, and Poliana had no doubt that he was much
stronger than her. She blushed at his smile. It wasn’t that she wanted him, she
just felt a
little shy.
When she entered the emperor’s room, she immediately began to use what she just
learned. She bowed properly and her posture was straight. She was a natural.
Lucius the First watched her quietly and grinned. Poliana assumed that she had done
a
decent job.
“I heard that Inno treated you like a dirty piece of laundry yesterday,” the
emperor
said.
Poliana nodded, her fists clenched in agreement, and the guard praised her, “That’s
exactly it! All you have to do is beat the person up first! Even if it turns out
that you were
wrong about that person, all you have to say is that you did it to protect the
emperor!
No one will be able to blame you.”
All the royal guards were rather violent, most likely because they were led by Sir
Ainno.
After all, it was he who caused Poliana to lose a molar. He also broke her nose,
which
healed crookedly. Sometimes when she drank a glass of cold water, all her teeth
felt
sensitive. She would still miss it every time she would chew on a piece of meat.
The guard was an excellent teacher. Sir Ainno, who was on his break, was watching
nearby. He nodded in satisfaction and added, “You can also beat up lazy and rude
people.”
“Huh?”
“Anyone you don’t like, you can just beat them up. It doesn’t matter what their
ages or
ranks are. Well, I guess you shouldn’t hit children and elderlies since they might
die. And
once you do this a few times, people will learn not to do anything stupid in front
of you.”
Sir Ainno also added that she already had the moves down.
“You just have to do what you do best.”
Poliana’s specialty was muscle and joint assault. She didn’t have enough strength
to
break bones, but she was trained to do maximum damages on men much bigger than
her. She couldn’t kill anyone with her bare hands, but she could cause enough pain
that felt worse than death.
Sir Ainno pointed at her crotch with a knowing look and Poliana understood
immediately what he meant. The “lesson” she taught Donau was respected by
everyone on the base. Anyone who showed even the slightest disrespect to the
emperor deserved the same treatment.
On this subject, Sir Ainno and Poliana agreed completely. According to Sir Aiino,
the
only person who was allowed to be cheeky around the emperor was Duke Luzo.
Poliana had the permission to beat anyone and everyone else she thought that had an
unacceptable behavior.
Poliana liked that a lot.
When she was with Lucius the First in his room with her sword still in her
scabbard,
Poliana felt an overwhelming pride. Sometimes, when she thought that the emperor
wasn’t watching her, she would place her hand over the hilt of her sword and glare
at
the door as if she was getting ready for an intruder.
Lucius the First found Poliana, who acted like a little girl receiving a gift,
adorable. The
reason why he assigned the royal guard duty to her was to unburden his friend Sir
Ainno, so when Poliana seemed extremely happy and honored, Lucius felt happy and
a little apologetic at the same time.
But overall, he liked to see how happy she was about this position.
As she spent more time with the emperor, Poliana learned a lot about Lucius the
First.
The biggest surprise was his personality. She always thought he was a serious and
thoughtful king, but now, she realized that there were different sides to him she
never
saw before.
He was a young man who had a huge ambition of uniting the continent. He was a hard
worker and an extremely handsome man.
The emperor was well aware of how beautiful he was, and he also knew how to use it
to his advantage. He was very sensitive about his looks, much more so than Poliana
ever was about hers. Every morning, Lucius the First asked Poliana which outfit
looked
best on him. To her, all of them looked great on her emperor, so she found it very
difficult to answer his question.
“Of these two outfits, which one do you think works best for me, Sir Poliana?”
“You would look beautiful even if you wear a dirty towel, your highness.”
“That’s not the answer I was looking for.”
Just like the other young men his age, the emperor would get annoyed easily.
Lucius the First was gorgeous and he knew that his men were proud of his beauty.
Oddly, his soldiers were delighted with his look, and the emperor was only too
happy to
oblige his men by making sure that he always looked presentable.
And it wasn’t just for his soldiers. Lucius the First personally believed in
staying on top of
the latest fashion. He considered it an embarrassment to wear unfashionable
clothes.
When Lucius the First realized Poliana was going to be no help when it came to
style, he
began to ask other guards instead. When they answered skillfully and to the
emperor’s
satisfaction, Poliana made sure to listen carefully so she could learn about it.
As Lucius the First’s guard, she was able to meet many different people. She became
acquainted with not just other guards and knights, but the emperor’s scribes and
servants too.
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Technically, the emperor’s personal servants had higher ranks than Poliana. They
all
seemed so sophisticated and well-learned that Poliana found it hard to interact
with
them. So instead, she became closer to the scribes.
During their breaks, Poliana and the Scribe Momo chatted together. Momo
complained loudly, “No matter how diligently we, the scribes, record his highness’s
beauty, it won’t be enough. No one will believe it, not to the true extent anyway!
The
people of the future who would read our work would think that we’re just
exaggerating!
It makes me feel so sad that our future generations won’t know how gorgeous our
emperor is!”
Now that she thought about it, Poliana felt the same way. Her emperor was the most
stunning man in the world, but his beauty would most likely be forgotten in the
future.
When she mentioned her fear to the other knights, they all agreed to with her. Sir
Rabi,
who had children, finally said to her, “This is why having children is very
important. The
people in the future will be able to tell by our descendants’ looks, right? Do you
have
any idea how adorable my daughters are?”
Apparently, Sir Rabi had two cute daughters and a handsome son. He claimed that
they were all amazing loud-voiced kids.
Poliana studied Sirs Aeke, Beke, and Deke. Because they were brothers, there was a
clear resemblance between them. Sirs Howe and Donau must’ve resembled their
mother because they didn’t look like Sir Baufallo, but they still had distinct
similarities
with their father.
Suddenly, Poliana thought of her own family.
The family she hasn’t thought about for a long time.
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Poliana’s mother died right after giving birth to her. She had seen her mother’s
face
only on a portrait. Painters were often very kind to their paintings by making sure
whoever they were painting looked their best, so the fact that Poliana’s mother
wasn’t
a beauty even on a painting suggested that she was most likely an unattractive
woman. Poliana could see a clear resemblance between her and her mother.
Mysteriously, Poliana’s father became unable to sire any more children. Her
stepmother
wasn’t related to her, so she didn’t count. Her stepsister Liana was a beauty, but
they
weren’t alike at all. They didn’t share any habits or patterns as most siblings
have.
Because she didn’t spend much time with them, Poliana didn’t see them as her
family.
It was especially truer now since she was no longer an Aehasian.
The old knight was more like her family. They, in fact, shared more similarities,
but the old
knight was dead. Poliana had no family now.
But the important thing now was this; the emperor’s wife, the future empress, had
to be
an amazing beauty. Poliana felt certain of it. It had to be a woman who wouldn’t be
outshined when she stood next to Lucius the First.
Lucius the First would have been considered the most eligible bachelor even if he
was
an ugly man. After all, he untied the northern kingdoms. He was an emperor like no
other and therefore, he needed a woman who was kind, generous, beautiful, and who
was healthy enough to bear many magnificent children.
Perhaps it would be a princess from a good kingdom.
This was how all Lucius the First’s knights felt, but the emperor felt it little
differently. It
would be nice to marry a pretty woman, but her appearance wasn’t a priority for
him.
As long as she didn’t look like a monster, he would be fine with it.
What he considered more important was a woman’s wisdom, personality, and of
course, her ability to bear children.
He was going to be the ruler of the entire continent. This meant that he could have
all
the beautiful mistresses he wanted, so what he wanted from his empress wasn’t how
attractive she was.
Because Lucius the First didn’t share his view with the knights, none of them knew
what
their emperor truly wanted. They weren’t close enough to the emperor for him to
share
his personal thoughts at them. The only knight close enough to him was Sir Ainno,
and
he didn’t have to be told about it because he knew his emperor very well.
Poliana imagined what kind of empress she would want to serve. She wanted someone
that could be compared to Lucius the First’s beauty, but no matter how hard she
tried,
the only beautiful face Poliana could think of was her emperor’s. She had never
seen a
woman who was more or even as beautiful as him.
Poliana tried to imagine the more beautiful versions of the ladies she had seen in
her
life, and finally, she came up with a decent face. She felt so happy just imagining
the
beautiful wedding and the future princesses and princes as she smiled widely.
‘It’s going to be so nice.’
Poliana knew it was silly to imagine these things, but she couldn’t help it. She
wondered
how beautiful Lucius the First’s daughter would be. He would be the most beautiful
prince on the continent with the greatest emperor as her father and a kind beauty
as
her mother.
This princess would be the most loved lady in the continent. She could have a
beautiful
face, a fragile and feminine body, a songbird of a voice, and kind eyes. Someone
who
all the knights would pledge their loyalty to.
A perfect lady.
Lucius the First suddenly noticed that his guard Poliana was smiling creepily,
making him
flinch in shock. She looked like she was having an inappropriate and dirty thought,
which was very unlike her.
“Sir Poliana, what are you thinking about?” The emperor asked.
“I was imagining how beautiful your highness’s princess would be.”
It was a common occurrence for Lucius the First to hear his subjects ramble about
his
future children when he wasn’t even married yet. He nodded calmly and seriously.
His future daughter…. If she resembled him, then…
“Yes. If she resembled me, my future daughter would be the most beautiful girl on
the
continent. It makes sense since I am the most handsome man in the world and I can
tell
you, Sir Poliana, that it is very nice to be beautiful. It makes many people
happy,” Lucius
the First jokingly replied to her.
“Indeed, your highness, you are so very beautiful!”
Poliana replied emphatically, surprising the emperor. He was only joking, but it
seemed
that this knight took it very seriously. It was an unfortunately common occurrence
for
him. Because he was the emperor, his subjects often took his jokes very seriously.
Sir Ainno once told Lucius the First that it wasn’t because he was the emperor, but
it was
because his jokes were no good. The emperor didn’t believe his friend, thinking
that
Inno was just jealous of his sense of humor.
Lucius the First then explained to Poliana, “I was just kidding.”
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“But your highness, it can’t be a joke because you are truly very beautiful!”
“… you can be so strange, Sir Poliana.”
“Your jokes too, your highness.”
Since she was temporarily appointed as a guard, Poliana has been spending a third
of
her day with the emperor every day. Slowly, she was getting used to the emperor’s
odd
jokes. She learned that Lucius the First had a strange sense of humor, which
sometimes
made his subjects very uncomfortable. The emperor didn’t mean to make anyone feel
awkward; he was only trying to be friendly, but those who didn’t understand him
found
it difficult to deal with his odd jokes.
Because Poliana didn’t want to look weak, she decided to joke back brazenly, and
curiously, Lucius the First seemed to like this very much.
‘I can’t understand him at all… But it must be because he is a genius.’
She knew it. She has known it from the beginning. Lucius the First was brilliant.
A mastermind in every sense.
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Elegance couldn’t easily be learned, but Poliana was confident in nailing down good
posture.
When she finally got her manners up to standard, Sir Ainno began to nitpick about
her
appearance and hygiene, which was unreasonable for her. For example, she would
show up with her face and hair washed, but Sir Ainno would swear at her that her
hair
looked dirty. Her last bath was only a few days ago, but he insisted that she
needed to
take another hot bath again. Poliana couldn’t help her frustration.
But in the end, she had no choice but to follow his orders. Sir Ainno said that it
was the
rule for the royal guards to follow the same hygiene standard as that of a
nobleman.
One day, Donau suggested to Poliana, “Now, all you have to do is to let your hair
grow.
If you do, people will no longer mistake you as a man.”
Poliana hasn’t had long hair since she was a little girl, and she didn’t want to
start now.
When she scratched her hair hesitantly, Donau begged her, “Please, Poliana, let
your
hair grow. I am so sick of people confusing you for a man. Sometimes, I even feel
like I
should call you ‘Bro.'”
“You can if you want to.”
“That’s not the point, Sis!”
Donau now sometimes called Poliana “Sis.” He was sick of having a brother. Now that
he finally had someone that could be like his big sister, he felt like didn’t need
another
brother. Donau knew the pain of having a big brother, and he secretly felt sorry
for Sir
Deke, who had the misfortune of having two.
Donau pointed at Poliana’s hair, which was shorter than most men on the base.
She held up her fists and proclaimed this so vigorously that Lucius the First
didn’t know
how to respond. He remained speechless and stared at her quietly.
As the tournament date approached, Sir Ainno couldn’t spend much time on
criticizing
Poliana anymore. Any extra time he had was spent on teaching and training the other
knights.
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The other royal guards were happy that their leader was no longer around them to
reprimand and disprove them. All the guards were excellent knights, but Sir Ainno,
who
was the best of them all, never seemed satisfied with them.
Because the guards felt more relaxed, they treated Poliana with kindness. It was
never
a bad thing to be surrounded by handsome and nice young men, so Poliana felt
pleased with her position.
Soon, she learned that the royal guards were envious of the other regular knights.
It
shocked her since she knew that the regular knights like Sirs Donau and Howe were
envious of them.
The royal guards explained to her, “We know it is a great honor to protect his
highness
up close, but we want to be in battles. Because his highness rarely leads the men
in the
front lines, we are always left behind with him. When we see the knights return
with
injuries, we feel a sense of great guilt and responsibility.”
The royal guards were selected from the best of the families. Only the good-
looking,
well-mannered, and skilled young men were chosen for this duty. But despite the
fact
that they had it all, it seemed that the guards felt inadequate.
Serving the emperor up-close was a great honor. It could help them and their
families
advance politically but whenever they would face the knights covered in blood while
coming back from their previous battles, they would feel horrible about themselves.
The guards felt that they could be a significant help if they could enter the
fight.
‘Well, I guess everyone has worries about something or another,’ Poliana thought to
herself.
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Poliana did a quick stretch and grabbed her sword. After hearing the worries of the
royal guards, who were strong and fit young men, she felt like she needed to work
harder to not embarrass them. She was only a weak Acreian knightess, and Poliana
knew that she had to work harder than everyone.
She knew she didn’t have to become physically strong, she knew that she couldn’t
become as strong as the men around her. She had no talent in terms of swordplay or
any other combat skills. She was much smaller than them, and it was very hard for
her
to gain muscles. Her stamina and reflex were mediocre at best.
The only thing that she could do was do her best.
Her body needed to be trained to react. It needed to pull out the sword as soon as
her
brain recognized an attack. And to do so, she needed to practice as much as
possible.
Poliana trained during her breaks every day. She did some basic training by herself
and
when she gets a chance, she asked other knights to spar with her. Sir Donau was her
go-to, they sparred with each other so often that Donau now knew all of her moves
and tricks.
At first, Poliana won most of the time, but it changed quickly. Lately, Sir Donau
won 8
out of his 10 fights with her but despite it, Poliana didn’t feel discouraged. Sir
Donau also
never underestimated her.
Even though she lost most of the time, none of the knights ever refused her or
laughed
at her when she asked them for a spar. This made her truly happy.
When Poliana saw Donau on the practice field, she immediately asked him for a
practice fight, and he accepted her challenge. They decided to follow their usual
rule,
which was to fight with the practice swords, which weren’t sharp.
Poliana suddenly said to Donau, “Let’s avoid attacking each other’s faces.”
“Your brother, of course. At your age, Sir Howe was able to fight against two
knights at
a time.”
Lucius the First was not shy about telling the truth when it came to things like
this. Donau,
who had an inferiority complex against his older brother, was obviously
disappointed.
His shoulders slumped and that’s when Poliana touched his shoulder kindly.
Just as Sir Baufallo was talented at administrative work, Sir Donau was better at
the
same department than swordplay. However, Donau’s dream has always been
becoming a knight. This was why he volunteered to follow his father into this war
as his
personal help.
Donau believed that someday, he will be recognized as a great knight. As Lucius the
First’s knight, he knew it was possible. The two knights, Poliana and Donau, looked
at
their emperor with utmost trust in their eyes.
Their belief in him was both joy and a burden to Lucius the First. Just as all the
other
knights trying their best not to disappoint their emperor, the emperor also did his
best
not to let his men down. This was why Lucius the First had the strongest and most
trustworthy army in the continent.
After telling Donau some encouraging words, the emperor walked away. Watching his
back, Poliana thought happily how lucky she was to serve such an amazing man. Her
young emperor was the most regal leader she has ever seen in her life. Ambitious,
responsible, meticulous, and hard-working.
It was truly the greatest honor to serve an emperor like Lucius the First.
Poliana’s life
changed completely after she met him. For the first time in her life, she gained a
purpose for her life. Lucius the First wanted to reach the end of the continent,
and if she
could die helping him, she would the happiest person in the world.
Poliana gritted her teeth suddenly and turned around towards Sir Donau. There, she
asked him, “I would like another round with you.”
“I was going to ask you the same thing, Sis.”
Without a warning, Poliana raised her sword and attacked him. Sir Donau blocked her
move expertly and swung at her himself. He considered Poliana his sister now, and
without hesitation, Donau continued to swing at her with all of his strength.
Sir Ainno made sure that all of the knights selected for the tournament worked with
minimal breaks. He had no sympathy for them as they complained. Some knights, who
were talented, seemed to get the hang of the game while the others still appeared
to
be lost.
Time passed on quickly and finally, it was the day before the tournament. They had
no
more time to practice.
All of their training paid off to some extent. All the knights could ride their
horses and
hold their lances without falling now but to Sir Ainno, none of them were good
enough
to enter the game. He was disappointed, but the Bikpa knights who helped them
praised that the result was much better than they had expected.
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Sir Rabi, who ended up being trained by Sir Ainno, who was younger than him,
shuddered in annoyance and anger. He had no choice since Sir Ainno was the only
one in the Acreian army that had any experience with regard to this kind of
competition.
“That bastard, Ainno! I’m feeling sorry for the stupid royal guards who had to
serve him
as their leader,” Sir Rabi grumbled.
“I agree, Sir! I thought I was going to die from Sir Ainno’s training,” Sir Howe
agreed with
Sir Rabi loudly, but he was one of the three that benefited the most from Sir
Ainno’s
instruction.
Sirs Rabi, Howe, and Bentier, they were now the best knights that they could offer.
Sir Bentier, the deputy commander, glared at Sir Ainno and contemplated, ‘He is too
good to be left behind during the battles…’
In the past, Sir Bentier had pleaded with his emperor a few times that it would be
a
huge waste to assign a great knight like Sir Ainno as a royal guard. Lucius the
First had a
good common sense. He realized his own importance and therefore just like any other
royalties, he rarely went near the frontlines. This meant that Sir Ainno, as his
personal
guard, was also left behind in the safety of their base. Lucius the First respected
Sir
Bentier’s opinion and was willing to consider it, but because Sir Ainno was adamant
about remaining as a royal guard, there was nothing that could be done to change
this situation.
But even so, Sir Bentier still couldn’t give up on it yet.
‘I should ask his highness again.’
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“It would be great for you to win, and it would be equally fine for you to lose.
Just
consider this as a fun game, nothing more,” Lucius the First encouraged the knights
who
went through Sir Ainno’s brutal training.
“You are being too kind and easy on us, your highness. Your Ainno, the best knight
of
Acreia, swear to you that I will win this tournament and bring you the champion’s
wreath,” Sir Ainno replied with determination.
Everyone on the spot imagined how their emperor would look like with the flower
wreath on his head, they all were certain that it would suit him very well.
Watching his
knights smiling proudly, Lucius the First sighed. Usually, the champion’s wreath
was given
to a woman such as the knight’s lady, the lord’s wife or daughter, or the knight’s
sister.
Poliana was smiling as well as she imagined how beautiful Lucius the First would
look
with the wreath when suddenly, she thought of something. She whispered to the guard
standing next to her, “At this rate, a romantic scandal involving his highness and
Sir
Ainno is going to erupt.”
“Not now, thanks to you, Sir Poliana. If it wasn’t for you taking over this duty,
the scandal
would’ve occurred. Of course, Sir Ainno doesn’t seem to realize this.”
To her relief, Poliana’s presence wasn’t all negative to Lucius the First’s
reputation. As
the only knightess, she was the center of many ugly rumors and because of it,
people’s
focus had shifted towards her from her emperor. In addition, her presence so close
to
Lucius the First meant that the enemies no longer could joke about the Acreian
emperor being gay. This was especially a popular rumor because of Lucius the
First’s
beauty and before Poliana became his guard, Sir Ainno was rumored to be the
emperor’s bedmate.
‘Hmm, I guess that makes sense.’
Poliana was pleased with this news. The thought of harming her emperor has been
eating her up inside. There were moments when she felt so depressed that she found
it
hard to get out of her bed but now that she knew that she was being useful to his
highness, Poliana felt joyful.
“It’s all my fault, Inno. I thought it would be unfair to a woman to marry you when
it is
possible that you might not survive this war. That was why I didn’t have you get
married
before taking you with me here. But now, I realized that I made a mistake. I should
have
made you marry before coming!” Lucius the First said to Sir Ainno with a frown.
The emperor looked distressed, but Sir Ainno replied loudly, “Even if I was
married, I
would have given the flower wreath to you, your highness! You will always be the
recipient of all of my flowers!”
Sir Ainno really meant it.
The tournament was decided to take place on a flatland nearby the Yapa castle. All
the necessary costs were taken care of by Gali the Third. The preparation of the
field
was also completed by the people of Bikpa. To make sure that Gali the Third wasn’t
putting any traps in the area, the Bikpa lords who were on Lucius the first’s side
advised
him to send his own men and monitor everything.
The Acreian emperor sent Sir Baufallo and whenever he got a chance, Sir Baufallo
visited the site.
On the day before the tournament, the knights who were entering the tournament
waited nervously. Because they didn’t have wives or fiancés at all or here with
them,
the men walked around the village begging for handkerchiefs from any woman that
they could find. Sir Howe ended up with the greatest number of handkerchiefs and
even Sir Donau, who didn’t need one, got a few as well.
There were even maids who handed some handkerchiefs to Sir Donau and asked him
to give them to the knightess. These handkerchiefs were more beautifully
embroidered
than those of Sir Howe’s.
When Donau handed them to Poliana, she asked him, “I understand you got some
since you were walking around with your brother, but why am I getting these?”
Poliana was confused, but she took them anyway. Soft linen cloths such as these
could
be useful and most importantly, they were free.
“Many of them said you should cover your bald head when you aren’t wearing your
helmet,” Donau replied.
It seemed that there were many women who felt concerned about Poliana’s short hair.
Following the women’s advice, Poliana tried the handkerchief on her head and asked
Donau, “Like this?”
“You look like a farmer.” Sir Donau sneered at her.
“…then how should I wear it?”
When Poliana asked frustratingly, Sir Donau took the handkerchief and made a ribbon
around her head, which was the trend nowadays. It felt odd and somehow, it made
her look creepy and funny at the same time. Poliana looked at herself in the mirror
and
frowned sadly. “What the hell!”
“This is the least you can do to let people know of your gender… ARRHG! Why did you
just hit me?”
Poliana kicked Donau’s butt as he suggested that if she grew her hair long, this
ribbon
would look so much better on her.
Because Sir Ainno didn’t go around the village like the other knights, he didn’t
get any
handkerchief. He was a good-looking man, but his reputation as a scary violent
knight
prevented the maids from approaching him. They were really afraid of him.
Sir Ainno didn’t care about superstitions, but Lucius the First did. “I can see
that you
aren’t very popular, Inno. You need at least one handkerchief, so why don’t you go
ask
a servant and get him to get you one from a maid?”
“But I thought if I don’t get one myself, it won’t work.”
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“Hmm… By the way, Sir Poliana, why is that you got so many of them when you aren’t
even participating in the tournament?”
Poliana grinned and showed Lucius the First her handkerchiefs. “I know! But it
still feels
great to get them from the ladies.”
The emperor put up his finger and asked her, “Could you spare one to Inno?”
“Unfortunately, your highness, even your order cannot compel me to give up these
handkerchiefs. They are gifts from the ladies, and I am honor-bound to keep them
for
myself.”
Poliana would have done anything for him, but this was a completely different
matter.
The handkerchiefs were genuine and precious gifts from the ladies of different
stations.
To give them away was considered to be incredibly rude, and Poliana refused to
commit such a crime.
She would’ve given one if her emperor insisted, but she wondered if it would be
effective. After all, the superstition that involved the knights getting the
handkerchief for
himself. For the handkerchief to mean something, it had to be given by a lady who
prayed for his victory and safe return.
Asking the Bikpa lord’s wife or daughter was out of the question. If a wrong rumor
started, Sir Ainno could end up needing to marry the daughter or get in trouble for
the
suspicion of coveting the lord’s wife. The best person to ask was a random maid or
female servant who wouldn’t put too much meaning behind it.
But there was no time now, Lucius the First was becoming desperate.
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“Inno doesn’t even have a fiancé, and it is all because he was too busy serving
me,”
Lucius the First begged Poliana.
‘More like Sir Ainno was an as*hole that that is why no woman wanted to marry him,’
Poliana thought secretly.
Being busy and getting engaged were two separate things. Most of the time,
noblemen and women’s marriages were arranged by their parents. Sir Ainno wasn’t
just
any knight or lowly noble; he was the first-born son of Marquis Seki. It was
obvious that
he wasn’t engaged because Sir Ainno didn’t want to be.
Sir Ainno had a rather unpleasant reputation. The men hated him for being too
perfect
and overconfident, and the women didn’t like him either. It made sense just based
on
how he treated the women around him.
Perhaps he would make an acceptable husband due to his station, but he was
definitely not a knight that the maids would want to give their handkerchiefs to.
But the emperor explained earnestly to Poliana that Sir Ainno just didn’t know how
to
treat women. Lucius the First insisted that Sir Ainno was a man of few words and
this was
why the women mistook him as rude.
Poliana finally nodded and hesitantly handed Sir Ainno one of her handkerchiefs. “I
am
just lending one to you. I’m not actually giving it to you, ok?”
“Fine.”
“You need to promise me that you will return it to me.”
“Fine.”
“I am only doing this because of his highness. I don’t actually want to do this.”
“Just give it to me!” Sir Ainno grabbed the handkerchief from Poliana and stuffed
it
inside of his shirt. He grumbled loudly, but it seemed that he was superstitious as
well
after all.
Most, if not all, northern men did, including the emperor.
Suddenly, Sir Ainno’s eyes moved the Poliana’s head. She knew why he was staring
because it has been happening all day. Half the people she met today told her she
looked good with the handkerchief on her head, while the other half told her to
take it
off.
Lucius the First, Sir Howe, and Sir Rabi thought it suited her. Sirs Baufallo and
Aeke
thought that she looked ridiculous.
“Did you finally realize your gender?” Sir Ainno asked her coldly.
“Sir Ainno, I have known that I was a woman all my life. Even without the
handkerchief,
even with the armor on and with me holding my sword, the fact that I am a woman
won’t ever change.”
This was the truth. Poliana had never considered herself anything other than a
woman.
She had lived as a woman, and she will die as one. No matter what she wore, no
matter what she did for a living, Poliana Winter was and would always be a woman.
She could be fighting in the war, or she could be home sewing. She might not have
beautiful hair like her stepsister, and she might have a special knack for kicking
men’s
balls, but despite it all, Poliana Winter as a woman. No one could deny it, no one
had
the right to deny it.
“Sir Ainno, you also saw me naked too, didn’t you? I have always been a woman,”
Poliana added.
Even if she received a severe internal injury and was no longer able to bear
children.
Even if her breasts were cut during a battle.
No matter what, her gender would never change.
She was forever a woman.
Until death.
Sir Ainno seemed awkward and confused at the same time. There were people in this
world who considered certain types of people “different.” For example, children,
eunuchs, and women like Poliana.
‘Did Sir Ainno think that way?’
Just then, he nodded in agreement and replied, “True. Even the ugliest women are
still
women, I guess.”
‘Bastard.’
Sir Ainno saw Poliana’s face and ran away quickly, afraid she might take her
handkerchief away from him.
The tournament field was very clean and neat. It didn’t have the luxurious or
extravagant structures, but it still had proper seats and the podium for the
champion.
Because this game was a special occasion, two VIP seats were provided; one for each
emperor. Lucius the First sat in this seat and watched Gali the Third, who was
sitting
across the field from him. The Bikpa king was a middle-aged man wearing a golden
crown. He looked ordinary.
But the Acreian knights were used to the most beautiful emperor, which meant that
they were harsh in their judgment. Wearing expensive crown and clothes didn’t
change the fact that Lucius the First was far more gorgeous.
“Our emperor is definitely the most magnificent man in the world.”
“Gali the Third looks even uglier than the king of Bebero.”
Poliana didn’t know what the emperor of Aehas looked like. She heard that he was a
fat old man with a huge belly. His children, according to the rumor, were cute, but
then
again, all children were cute.
Poliana knew enough not to judge someone by their appearance but so far, most of
the people she met seemed to have personalities that matched their appearances. For
example, Poliana saw that the royal members of Bebero and their looks matched their
lack of charisma.
The king of Bikpa, Gali the Third, also looked too ordinary. Perhaps he looked
especially
worse because he was compared to Lucius the First but still, the expensive cloth
that he
wore looked gaudy and ugly.
Of course, if the Acreian emperor wore the same cloth, his knights would have
praised
him for it.
But the girl sitting next to Gali the Third was pretty. Was it his wife or his
daughter? She
looked to be in her late teens. Her cheeks were rosy and her eyes shined like the
stars.
Her long smooth hair was braided with a silk string.
It had to be Gali the Third’s daughter since she looked so much younger than him.
If she
was his wife, then the Bikpa King would probably be worse than what had everyone
expected. The princess was staring at Lucius the First with widened eyes, and this
made
Poliana feel proud.
The moderator first announced the names of each kingdom’s leader. The two men
waved at the audience and the knights.
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They then called out the knights who were participating in the tournament. When
their
names were called, each man entered the field, holding the flag that had their
family
crest embroidered on it. Sir Ainno’s flag was bright red and was the most
noticeable of
them all. To be allowed to have such a deep color meant that his family, Seki,
must’ve
been very powerful in Acreia.
Before this day, Lucius the First had the knights gather to decide the order of
their
participation. The rule of this tournament was simple; the winner was to continue
fighting until he was defeated. This meant that it could be 1:10, 2:10, or 10:10.
Lucius the First was obviously concerned about his knights getting injured. All of
the
Bikpa knights were champions with great skills. If the Acreian knights, who were
inexperienced in this game, fell off the horse and got stabbed, they could be
severely
injured or even killed.
It was a game, but a very dangerous one. After all, the knights were to hold long
sharp
lancets and ride towards each other on horses.
Sir Ainno wanted to be the first one to enter the tournament. He was determined,
but
Lucius the First didn’t think that it was a smart idea. What if they send out their
strongest
knight towards the end of the tournament?
So Lucius the First contemplated carefully before making the decision based on the
experiences and advice of the knights.
And finally, the very first Acreian knight to be sent out, in the end, was decided.
Sir Rabi.
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This was what may have happened. This was what Lucius the First wanted on how the
tournament would play out.
The first knight to fight, Sir Rabi, won by shocking the opposing knight with his
signature
roar but unfortunately, he fell off the horse when he tried to avoid being hit by
his
opponent’s lance.
The next man to enter could be Sir Bentier. He should be able to win three matches,
but
his games would be too boring because Sir Bentier would be overly careful and
strategic. Tournaments were known to be exciting but for some reason, he expected
Sir
Bentier’s performance to be boring. He would act too carefully, and the Bikpa
audience would boo him. In the end, Sir Bentier would become distracted by all that
booing, and he would lose his fourth game.
Next would be Sir Howe, who would defeat two knights by being his usual sneaky
self.
This way, Lucius the First expected his knights to use their unique talents to win
the
tournament, but….
It never happened this way.
Sir Ainno refused to change his mind. “Your highness, I will go first! I must!”
Lucius the First tried to change his mind many times, but Sir Ainno was too
stubborn. In
the end, the emperor became angry. “Fine, Inno. I no longer care if you get too
tired
and fall off the horse! You are going to get injured, so don’t blame me when it
happens!”
And to everyone’s shock, Sir Ainno was incredible. For some reason, although his
horse
was just like any other, it seemed that Sir Ainno was riding at least three times
faster than
anyone else. Sir Ainno never got injured; he won game after game quickly and
efficiently. Gali the Third’s face slowly crumpled as his knights lost.
And finally, Sir Ainno defeated his 10th and last opponent. He immediately raised
his
lance high and roared, “Absolute victory! This is my gift to his highness, Lucius
the First!”
Everyone on the Acreian side cheered loudly while those on Gali the Third’s side
gaped
in shock. Gali the Third stood up quickly, then suddenly, he fainted. Thankfully,
his
personal guards caught him in time, so he didn’t get hurt.
10 seconds later, Gali the Third regained his consciousness. He pointed his finger
at Sir
Ainno angrily and screamed, “W-where d-did t-this mo-monster c-come from?!”
The Acreians won the tournament without a doubt. It wasn’t just a simple victory.
It was
a huge win.
1:10.
It didn’t really matter to Acreia and especially to Lucius the First whether they
won or
not, but it was still very nice to win. As the trumpet rang loudly, announcing the
end of
the tournament, the Acreian men cheered boisterously.
Sir Ainno held his trophy proudly. The next step was for an important Bikpa lady to
gift
the champion a flower wreath. Today, it was given by their princess.
Her eyes shined brightly and expectantly. The wreath, after being received by the
champion, was always re-gifted to the same lady. It was the tradition and was
considered as a good manner. The princess was certain that she would be getting the
wreath back.
The Bikpa princess was a naïve young girl. She didn’t truly understand the meaning
of
this situation. By losing this tournament and with the Bikpa King losing his
position as the
sovereign of this kingdom, it meant that she would no longer be a princess, but it
seemed that she didn’t realize her dire situation. To her, getting back the wreath
from
the champion right now was much more important.
Sir Ainno lowered his head slightly as he stood in front of the princess. When he
received
the wreath and stood up straight, the princess, in turn, lowered her face slightly,
fully
expecting Sir Ainno to place the wreath on her head. Even the Acreians believed
that
this was going to happen despite what Sir Ainno said earlier.
But Sir Ainno suddenly began to run toward his emperor. Lucius the First, who has
been
grumbling the entire time Sir Ainno was fighting, smiled widely when he saw his
knight
running towards him. Sir Ainno kneeled in front of him and handed the flower wreath
to
his emperor.
The Bikpa princess and the people stared in obvious astonishment and outrage.
“Good job, my friend. My knight, I am so proud of you! You are indeed the best
knight
in Acreia!” Lucius the First said to his knight and friend kindly.
“I am flattered, your highness. All I did was whatever was necessary to honor your
reputation.”
Lucius the First was happy about winning the tournament, but he wasn’t too keen on
receiving the wreath. He forced a smile on his face as he took it. Although his
lips were
smiling, his eyes were clearly saying to Sir Ainno that he didn’t want the wreath.
‘I don’t
want this flowery thing, you jerk!’
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Sir Ainno knew his friend enough to know what Lucius the First was thinking but
without
hesitating, Sir Ainno looked right back at his emperor with a clear message. ‘Just
take it
anyway, you as*hole!’
Lucius the First wondered if he should give the wreath to the poor princess but
thought
against it. Giving away the champion’s wreath was unheard of, and it could be
mistakenly seen as his interest towards the princess. Lucius the First did not want
something like that to happen. The princess of Bikpa seemed kind enough, but he
definitely didn’t want her as his wife.
In the end, the Acreian emperor took apart the wreath into separate flowers. He
then
ordered the men to give them away to the maids and the ladies who were kind
enough give them their handkerchiefs. A few flowers were also given to the Bikpa
lord’s
wife, who helped the Acreians greatly.
When Lucius the First still had one more flower left, he turned towards his loyal
knightess
standing behind him. He gently placed the flower on the handkerchief that was still
adorning her head, explaining, “This is my payment for you lending your
handkerchief
to Sir Ainno.”
Poliana truly wanted to enjoy the emperor’s gift. She knew that he meant well.
Receiving a piece of champion’s wreath was an honor indeed.
But Poliana couldn’t enjoy the gift at all. She wasn’t sure how it was seen in
Acreia, but
in Aehas, only a crazy spinster wore flowers in her head.
Just then, Sir Howe, who was standing nearby, began to laugh at her. He said to
her,
“Have you lost your mind, Sir Paul?! You have a flower in your head!”
Poliana sighed deeply. It seemed that the Acreians thought the same way as the
Aehasians.
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Gali the Third walked towards the center of the field with a rigid face. He was
being
helped by his servant, and he looked like he was still in severe shock. It was
understandable, after all, he just watched 10 of his best knights, who were all
renown
champions, fell off their horse like leaves falling off a tree. Each match was won
so
easily by Sir Ainno that the entire Bikpa audience was still left gaping.
Sir Ainno, on the other hand, seemed indifferent. He seemed to have expected this
to
happen. Today’s tournament was going to be remembered as a legendary game, but
the other Acreian knights didn’t look too happy. Those who were supposed to
participate in the tournament especially looked unhappy and in fact, they looked
downright angry.
They were all thinking the same thing. If Sir Ainno was going to win the whole
thing,
what was the point of training and practicing so hard?! It seemed that Sir Ainno
knew
this was going to be the outcome, so why was he so harsh on them?
“What can we do as a payback to him?”
It was almost impossible to get back at Sir Ainno. He was the best at everything;
he
came from the best family and he was the most skilled fighter of them all. Lucius
the First
was the only one who could do something to Sir Ainno, but he couldn’t do much to
him
as well.
Sir Bentier regretted not refusing hard enough to participate in this tournament.
He did
refuse a few times, but he should have been more adamant. He should have said that
his duty as the deputy commander prevented him from entering the match.
But it was too late, the only thing Sir Bentier could do now was to swear to
himself not to
do anything like this in the future.
The king of Bikpa signed the document of surrender. When the witnesses signed it as
well, Lucius the First grabbed it with a satisfied smile. Gali the Third looked
like he was
going to faint again. He looked very pale.
Gali the Third stumbled towards Lucius the First and kneeled in front of him to
swear his
loyalty. As the king of Bikpa, he made his last request, saying, “After every
tournament,
a banquet is held in the honor of the champion. Please let me wear my crown until
the
end of the feast tonight.”
“Go.”
“I won’t! I refuse!”
As the head of the royal guards, Sir Ainno had the right to refuse the emperor’s
direct
order when it involved the safety of his ruler. When Sir Ainno continued to refuse,
Lucius
the First frowned unhappily. Finally, Sir Rabi walked towards Sir Ainno and grabbed
him.
“Let me go!” Sir Ainno roared.
“Let’s go to our rooms.”
“ARGHH!”
Even the best knight of Acreia couldn’t win against the herculean strength of Sir
Rabi. In
the end, Sir Ainno had no choice but to walk away from his emperor and follow the
servant. The other knights left to their rooms as well.
As he followed Gali the Third, Lucius the First enjoyed the castle’s interior. He
complimented generously, but Gali the Third’s face crumpled into an unhappy frown.
This was going to be the last day he was allowed to stay in his own castle so
obviously,
Gali the Third was furious. He tried his best to put a fake smile, but he was
failing
miserably.
Feeling uncomfortable, Gali the Third quickly changed the subject.
“I am sure you don’t have many outfits with you since you are in the middle of a
war, so
I prepared a few things for you, your highness.”
“Thank you for your kindness.”
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Lucius the First had a big interest in fashion, so he did bring numerous garments
and
attires when he left to conquer the world. He knew that there will be public
occasions
where he would receive documents of surrender or meet with important nobles and
royalties for negotiations, and he wanted to look decent during these events.
But his best and most luxurious clothes were still in Acreia. They were either too
heavy or
too valuable, so he couldn’t bring all of them with him. Gali the Third’s offer was
both
considerate and appropriate. And of course, everything in the castle, including the
outfits Gali the Third was “lending” to him were all going to be Lucius the First’s
anyway
by tomorrow. The Acreian emperor felt pleased with the thought. Gali the Third was
acting politely, but this didn’t mean Lucius the First had to treat him with
generosity.
After all, this was a war. The document of surrender Bikpa signed was filled with
general
matters and details like these.
“You are indeed very beautiful. I thought the rumors were exaggerated, but it
appears
that they were underreported,” Gali the Third complimented Lucius the First.
Gali the Third then turned and looked around. It seemed that he was looking for
someone. When Lucius the First asked, Gali the Third answered, “And where is the
beautiful knightess who is rumored to be your mistress?”
Poliana was standing right behind her emperor. When Lucius the First smiled and
pointed at her, Gali the Third showed an obvious displeasure. His daughter, the
Bikpa
Princess, was so disappointed that she said out loud, “But… she isn’t a beautiful
seductress like the rumors.”
She said it so loudly that everyone heard it. Lucius the First didn’t reply because
he
wanted to be forgiving, and Gali the Third also didn’t reprimand his daughter. In
fact,
he looked at Poliana with a confused expression. He looked worse than when Sir
Ainno
won the tournament.
Poliana briefly considered kicking the Bikpa King’s balls but refrained herself.
She had to
admit that if people were expecting a seductress, they would indeed be shocked to
see her. At least, Poliana was wearing a handkerchief that was covering most of her
head. If the princess saw her almost-shaven head, Poliana suspected that she might
faint.
It was even worse because after they saw Lucius the First and how beautiful he was,
they must’ve been expecting a great beauty. Poliana was so used to being treated
this
way that she didn’t feel angry.
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Gali the Third said to Poliana awkwardly, “I have prepared a dress and some jewelry
as
well for you, so… go ahead and make yourself presentable.” His words were generous,
but clearly, the Bikpa King did not think she deserved his fineries.
“I am an Acreian knight and therefore do not need to be adorned,” Poliana refused
politely.
“But you must follow our tradition and show your respect to this important
occasion,”
Gali the Third replied angrily. Poliana thought that he looked a little more like a
king
when he showed his anger, but she knew her duty. Poliana offered him a compromise
that she would just wear some clean shirt and pants just like what the other
knights
would do.
But it seemed that this made Gali the Third even angrier. “You are in Bikpa and
therefore, you need to follow Bikpa traditions! As my guest, you need to wear and
eat
what I have prepared for you and also, no guests were ever allowed to bring their
weapons to our feasts!”
“I thank you for your generosity and will wear what you have prepared for me, but I
cannot be unarmed,” Poliana replied politely once again.
What Gali the Third said was true; guests weren’t allowed to wear arms to royal
events
in any kingdoms, but Poliana had no intention of following this rule now. Bikpa was
going to officially belong to Acreia tomorrow, so she was not obligated to humor
this
idiotic king.
‘Fine, I will wear the outfit that will no doubt make me look like a clown, but I
won’t give
up my sword.’
She had no problem wearing a dress and jewelry that she knew would not suit her.
She
had never dolled up before, so perhaps it would be a good experience, but the most
important fact here was that she was Lucius the First’s personal guard.
This was only a temporary post for her, but she knew what an honor it was to be the
emperor’s guard. She had to do her best, and that meant being unarmed was out of
the question.
When Poliana refused, the other guards nodded in agreement. To be unarmed in this
situation was ridiculous. Gali the Third may have signed the surrendering document,
which should guarantee Lucius the First’s safety, but none of the guards were
willing to
bet their emperor’s life on a piece of paper.
Gali the Third trembled in anger. “Are you all trying to mock me…! I am still the
king of
Bikpa!” When he roared, Lucius the First finally tried to convince his knights. He
explained that the necessary document was signed, which meant that the Acreians
must show respect to Bikpa’s culture. Yes, the Acreian knights might feel
uncomfortable
attending the feast unarmed, but this was the tradition in every kingdom. Since
this
banquet was the last event Gali the Third was holding as the king, Lucius the First
thought that it was prudent to respect his wishes. The document of surrender was
signed in public with witnesses, and nothing was going to change this fact.
Lucius the First said to his knights, “Thanks to Sir Ainno, we were able to conquer
this
kingdom without shedding blood. I think it would be ok for all of you to relax a
little.”
The knights had no choice but to nod since their emperor ordered it.
The male knights followed a servant together to their rooms while Poliana looked
around awkwardly. The Bikpa maids and servants approached her awkwardly, but they
seemed uncertain of what to do next. After a brief silence, Poliana finally asked
them,
“Where should I go?”
“We apologize… We are just a bit confused and surprised at you…”
‘I guess these girls don’t know how to lie at all.’
Poliana suspected these women to be the princess’s personal maids. They seemed to
be shocked at her appearance and they didn’t hide that fact. Poliana followed them
to a room and with their help, she took a hot bath. She secretly was relieved
because
she already took a bath only a few days ago. She wasn’t too dirty and therefore
could
avoid further embarrassment.
When Poliana took off the handkerchief from her head, the maids gasped in horror.
They were used to noble ladies and princesses, and so it was obvious they have
never
seen large scars. Poliana seriously thought to make them leave the room so she
could
wash but she kept herself quiet instead. She was a bit nervous because her clothes
and
sword were taken away.
“Where are my clothes and things?” Poliana asked.
“We’ve placed them in the closet over there.”
“Oh, thank you.”
All the outfits prepared for her were dresses. At least, there were various sizes
and she
could find one that fits her muscular body.
But when she saw herself in the mirror, she felt nauseous. With her almost-shaven
head,
Poliana looked like a mad woman.
“Please get me men’s clothes,” Poliana asked the maids.
“Sir, please do not refuse our king’s generosity.”
“But don’t you think looking like this would be considered even more offensive?”
“We can get you a wig, which will make it better,” the maids begged her, some even
pretended to cry.
‘Looking sad and distressed won’t work on me, girls. If I was a guy, I might fall
for it, but
I’m not,’ Poliana thought to herself.
When the begging didn’t work, the maids changed their tactic. They said to Poliana
that they had no choice to doll her up because they were ordered to do so. Poliana
understood this since she was in the military. An order had to be obeyed.
So in the end, Poliana decided to let the maids do whatever they wanted to.
The next step was putting on her makeup. A thick powder was used to hide Poliana’s
scars and discolored skin. When the maids saw her crooked nose, they couldn’t help
but ask, “What happened?”
“It didn’t heal properly when it broke. Next time it breaks again, I am going to
make
sure to straighten it.” It was a joke, but the maids just stared at her
sympathetically.
Poliana was disappointed and wondered if Lucius the First’s bad sense of humor was
rubbing off on her.
Her eyebrows and other her facial hair were plucked. Her lips were colored with
rouge.
It smelled sweet, so Poliana tried licking it, but she immediately regretted it. It
tasted
awful. Rouge was made with honey, but it was mixed with a red powder that was
bitter.
The maids asked Poliana if she was married. Before they met her, the maids thought
that Poliana was Lucius the First’s mistress but when they finally saw her face,
they
realized their mistake. When Poliana answered that she was unmarried, the maids
tried
to style the wig in a girly style. An unmarried woman usually had her long hair
down.
Poliana refused, feeling uncomfortable with the fake hair all around her upper
body.
She asked it to be put up in a neat updo style.
The makeup was enough to make her look normal, but her body shape was another
problem. Ladies strived to have a slim, almost fragile, body. The fashion nowadays
involved a robe-style long dress that hung to the curves gracefully or a narrow
dress
that showed off a woman’s slimness but when Poliana wore these dresses, they only
accentuated her muscles.
The maids were distressed, but Poliana was proud. She compared herself to the girls
and saw that her hard work has paid off. Her muscles were definitely much bigger.
The maids claimed that Poliana would look ok with makeup and a wig. Poliana knew
this wasn’t going to be true, and she was proven right. She looked ridiculous.
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‘I am going to be the clown of this banquet I guess.’
Poliana glared at herself in the mirror and the maids asked her to stop. They
sprayed her
with perfume and tried to put the flower on her head. It was the same flower that
Lucius
the First gave to her after the tournament.
Poliana stopped them and asked, “Please put it on my dress instead.”
She was in her mid 20’s. Flower wreaths, necklaces, and rings were for young girls,
not a
spinster like herself.
The next step was the jewels. The fineries offered to her were very extravagant.
Was Gali
the Third trying to show off his wealth? Or was he trying to seduce Lucius the
First’s
mistress?
The stones were big with bright colors. Poliana knew they were expensive and of
high
quality, and she felt like she wasn’t worthy of them. When she looked at them with
a
frown, the maids ordered her again, “Stop frowning or glaring. Your makeup is going
to
get ruined.”
Finally, Poliana insisted on wearing the smallest necklace. The maids were very
tired by
now, so they didn’t argue with her. Poliana didn’t want to get her ears pierced and
none of the rings fit her thick fingers. The only ring that did fit her had to be
worn around
her pinky.
When she looked at the mirror, the final product showed an ugly mean-looking woman.
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Poliana put on her silk shoes and tried walking. The shoes were too soft and light
that
she felt strange walking in them, unlike the heavy military boots that she used to
wear
all the time. The very fancy feminine footwear made her feel like she was going to
slip
and fall.
When Poliana walked like she was wearing a wet diaper, the maids pleaded with her,
“Please don’t walk like that. You look too strange.”
“Umm… I need some time to get used to them, but I feel embarrassed practicing in
front of you. Could you guys all go out and leave me alone for a while? I want to
practice by myself.”
“Alright. If you need anything, please call for us.”
When the maids left the room, Poliana sighed deeply. She opened the closet and just
as the maids claimed, her personal items were there, folded into a neat bundle. Her
sword was taken away, but at least, her clothes were safe. Poliana felt a little
relieved.
When Poliana came out of the room, she was still walking strangely. The maids
covered
their faces in frustration, but Poliana ignored them and walked into the banquet.
The
other Acreian knights were already there enjoying the feast. A piece of exciting
music
was playing, and Poliana could smell food and drinks. She inhaled deeply with a
wide
grin.
‘Yes! Food!’
It was strange how great any food tasted when it was made by someone else. Poliana
wasn’t even hungry, but she felt excited. As soon as she walked in, Poliana looked
around and check who was there. The Bikpa champions didn’t arrive yet. At the high
seats, the Bikpa King and his daughter were present. In the room were a dance floor
as
well as extra seats along the walls.
Around Gali the Third was Bikpa nobles while across from them, on the opposite
side,
the Acreian knights were laughing and eating. The musicians were in the corner and
the servants and the maids were running around busily. Bikpa guards were placed
strategically, but all they were doing was looking straight ahead. A good guard
needed to be alert and pay attention to his surroundings.
Poliana thought in disappointment, ‘Well, at least it’s better than them being
distracted,
I guess.’
Poliana then checked the position of her emperor, Lucius the First.
The distance between her emperor and the door…
The people sitting around her emperor…
The high seats were always placed farthest away from the doors. Lucius the First
was
sitting in the center and next to him was Gali the Third. The Bikpa Princess was
sitting
next to her father, but her eyes were firmly set on the Acreian emperor.
Her stare was so obvious that Lucius the First was having a hard time pretending
his
ignorance. It would have benefited Gali the Third greatly if her daughter married
Lucius,
so he ignored her daughter’s rude behavior.
Not all of the Acreian knights were sitting down. Some became bored and were
standing around a fool who was performing. These knights glanced at her as she
approached them but they quickly turned away, not recognizing who they were.
Poliana greeted them, “How are you all enjoying this night?”
“Sir Poliana?”
“Where? Huh? What?!”
The knights gaped in shock. One tried to compliment her awkwardly, “S, sir Poliana…
Umm… You… look good. It… suits you.”
Another knight was more honest. “I am disappointed. I thought that if you really
tried,
you would look much better.”
When they all looked at her with obvious dissatisfaction, Poliana told them what
Lucius
the First often said to his men when they talked nonsense. “You guys all need to
stop
reading those romance novels.”
The knights nodded embarrassedly.
Poliana moved towards her emperor to give him a proper greeting. When some of the
knights noticed that she walked awkwardly, they walked towards her to help her.
Most
of them were the royal guards, who she has been working with for the past while.
The royal guards were certainly more versed in gentlemanly manners than the regular
knights. They moved quickly to offer their escort. When the one who got to her the
fastest offered his arm, Poliana almost took it without thinking.
These gorgeous good-mannered men!
“Sir Poliana, you can lean on me if you need it. You probably aren’t used to the
dress
and the shoes.”
“It’s ok. I’m fine. Please leave me alone.”
“Sir Poliana… Could it be that you feel shy?”
“Shut up! I want to show my new look and walk to his highness so I can make him
laugh.”
“Sir Poliana, his highness would never laugh at you.”
“I was just joking.”
“… it appears his highness’s awful sense of humor has rubbed off on you.”
“Dammit! Are you serious?! It can’t be!” Poliana gasped in annoyance.
Before Poliana reached Lucius the First, she passed by Sir Donau, who was drinking
juice
instead of alcohol. Next to him was Sir Deke, who was in his first banquet and was
already drunk. Sir Donau grabbed onto Sir Deke, who kept walking into a wall. He
spotted Poliana and greeted him, “Sis! You look good! It suits you.”
Sir Deke also greeted her, “Huh? Sir Poliana? I almost didn’t recognize you because
of
your wig.”
“I think it’s because you are drunk, Sir Deke.”
Donau let go of Sir Deke, who walked right into a wall. Thankfully, this woke Sir
Deke up.
He pulled himself up and sat down next to Poliana and Sir Donau.
Donau handed Deke a glass of juice and offered Poliana his hand. Poliana looked up
at Donau and at his hand. She was confused.
“What do you want, Sir Donau?”
“May I have this dance?”
A young boy she met only a little while ago was now a 19-year-old young man.
A young man who knew how to ask a lady for a dance.
Poliana grinned, but her answer was firm. “Nope. I don’t dance.”
“What? You are so cruel.”
“It’s still a no.”
Sir Donau didn’t look disappointed; he knew his adopted sister very well by now. If
Poliana was this adamant against dancing, there had to be a good reason behind it.
At least from her point of view.
Donau offered, “If you don’t know how to dance, I can teach you.”
“No, it’s not that. I know how to dance from both a man’s and a woman’s position.”
Dancing was a basic skill that any knights and noble members learned as children.
It
has been a long time she last danced, but Poliana remembered its basic steps well.
Poliana rarely forgot any new movements that she learned. In the past, she was
never
complimented that she was a good dancer, but she was adequate enough that she
could dance without bumping into anyone.
Donau then asked, “Then why won’t you dance?”
“Why do you insist on dancing?”
“Because I doubt I will ever get to see you in a dress again.”
“Hmm… Good answer, but it’s still a no.”
While they talked, they walked and finally reached near Lucius the First. When the
emperor spotted Poliana, he smiled in excitement. He wasn’t laughing at her,
instead,
he was happy because he finally found an excuse to get away from the Bikpa Princess
who was still staring at him with an obvious desire.
Lucius the First said to Poliana, “My loyal knightess! Sir Poliana, you look
amazing. It suits
you very well.”
“Thank you, your highness.”
Poliana turned towards Gali the Third and thanked him as well.
“Thank you for lending me this dress and jewelry.”
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Rudely, Gali the Third looked away in disgust. Ignoring him, Lucius the First asked
Poliana, “You look great. Now, Sir Poliana, how do I look?”
Finally. It was showtime. Poliana has been learning from the other royal guard
about
how to answer when the emperor asked such a question. In the past, she would have
given a simple answer, such as, “You are so beautiful, your highness!”
She wouldn’t have been wrong to do so, and it would have been her honest answer,
but this was not what Lucius the First wanted. He wanted much more.
After taking a deep breath, Poliana replied, “The red velvet cloak looks amazing
against your golden hair and makes your skin glow brightly, your highness. Is that
necklace one of the jewelry that Gali the Third lent you? The stone had the same
shade
as your eyes, and it looks gorgeous! Of course, your eyes are much more beautiful!”
‘I hope I did ok…’
Poliana looked around, hoping to get an approval of her guard friends. A guard
named Sir Mahogal, who was dancing with a Bikpa lady nearby, heard it and put his
thumbs up for Poliana.
She smiled happily. Lucius the First seemed satisfied as he replied, “Your wig
suits your
skin tone, Sir Poliana. I wonder if I will ever get to see you like this again.
Now, give me
your hand.”
The Acreian emperor grinned at her as he offered his hand.
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Lucius the First loved to play. He loved the parties. He loved to drink, eat, and
play
games.
And most of all, the Acreian emperor loved to dance. He wasn’t obsessed or addicted
to it, but he found it pleasant to put his arms around a lady and dance around to
beautiful music.
But if he stood up to dance right now, he had to dance with the Bikpa Princess out
of
politeness. And if he did this… Lucius the First was certain that he would be
bullied into
marriage before this night was over. It made sense for the princess to be
ambitious; she
wasn’t just an average lady but a royal member of a kingdom. A small kingdom, but
still, she had the right bloodline to aim high.
Lucius the First also had a big dream and he wasn’t ready to get married yet.
Besides, the Bikpa Princess was not his type. She had bright curious eyes and
innocent
laughs, which were all well and good, but she was not the one.
But if he chose to dance with another woman of lower birth, and every woman in the
room of lower ranks than her, it was going to be considered rude and even insulting
to
the princess. And of course, there was the risk of whoever he dances with visiting
him
stark naked tonight.
‘Hmm… not that I don’t like naked women visiting my chamber…’
If it happened in any other kingdoms as an offering or gift, he would have accepted
the gesture. In fact, similar things have happened to him during this war, and
Lucius the
First never refused it even once. But here in Bikpa’s castle… He didn’t feel like
it. He felt
uncomfortable.
He was contemplating what to do when he spotted Poliana approaching him in a
dress. Lucius the First smiled in relief; if he danced with his own knight who was
there to
protect him, the princess could not claim to be insulted, and he could dance all
night!
“You have already surrendered to me. You signed the document. Do you not
remember?”
“That piece of paper? I will just rip it into pieces!”
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“You know as well as I do that it is not just a piece of paper.”
A document signed by royal members were considered a binding contract according
to the continental law. Such a contract could be made only by the royal members or
high-ranking nobles. An average joe could not create one even if he or she could
read.
If one party broke the contract, the punishment was clear and severe; they would
lose
their family’s wealth and title for three generations.
Gali the Third sneered. “I can just destroy the document and kill the witnesses! Or
I can
force you to sign another document that states that you surrender to me. You stupid
bastard! You have made a huge mistake coming after me!”
“You are the one who has lost his mind. I trusted you because I believed you could
not
be this stupid, and I guess I was wrong.”
“Just how long do you think you can remain confident like that?”
When Gali the Third stood up, his guards and knights began to surround the
Acreians.
Lucius the First became furious as he yelled, “To attack the very people you
invited!
How dare you! You are unforgivable.”
Lucius the First looked around the room with his eyes blazing. He looked like the
true
emperor with his charisma and strength. Lucius then continued, “Drop your weapons!
This man standing here is no longer your king. Are you all willing to remain loyal
to a
man who is deceitful? Who is willing to break his words?”
Some of the Bikpa men seemed hesitant at Lucius’s confident words. The Acreian
emperor continued boldly, “This man gave away his own kingdom! He didn’t protect
his
own people! His idea of winning this war was to open a tournament! He stole from
all of
you and your families! Do you really think he is worthy of your loyalty? Bikpa is
no longer
an independent kingdom. Even if you kill me tonight, you will all still be punished
by the
other kingdoms. The other kings won’t let this man get away with it. They will also
punish
all of you for breaking the sacred contract! You and your family will be enslaved
or
executed! Listen to me carefully. Your king has abandoned you, so drop your
weapons!”
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“Shut up!’ Gali the Third screamed and swung at Lucius the First, who evaded it
easily
and contemplated. Should he grab Gali the Third or the princess as his captive?
Which
would be a more advantageous hostage?
Before he could make his decision, a dagger flew by him and hit Gali the Third’s
hand.
The Bikpa King screamed in pain.
“GYAAA!”
“Your highness! Please move aside!”
Poliana ripped her dress and took out her last dagger and threw it at the Bikpa
knight
that came after her. The dagger bounced off from his metal armor, but Sir Donau
picked it up quickly and handed it to Sir Deke before wresting with the Bikpa
knight with
his bare hands. Donau kicked the man’s crotch, which was Poliana’s favorite move,
and the knight fell to the ground weakly.
Sir Donau then stole the sword from the fallen enemy. Sir Deke also was able to
kill a
guard with the dagger and grab the dead man’s spear.
Lucius the First watched as he quickly organized his thoughts. Things were
happening so
fast and the room was beyond hectic. Men were screaming while oddly, Lucius the
First
had a faint smile on his face.
Lucius walked towards the Bikpa King, who was still screaming and pulled the dagger
from his hand. The emperor decided that rather than take a hostage himself, he
would
trust his knights.
Lucius the First swiftly moved behind Poliana, who by now had her dress shredded to
pieces and had her silk shoes off. There were only a few Acreian knights in the
room, but
they were quick, skilled, and determined. They were ready to die for their emperor
and
realizing this, the Bikpa soldiers attacked them with all they had.
“ARRGG!”
When one of the enemies ran after her, Poliana threw her wig at his face. He seemed
confused when it hit him and taking this chance, she ran towards him and kicked his
crotch. When the enemy fell to the ground, Sir Donau quickly moved in and beheaded
him. The unknown man’s head rolled away from them.
The ground by now was covered in blood. Poliana walked with her bare feet and the
feeling of a stick and slippery liquid made her frown.
Sir Donau informed his emperor, “Your highness, the door has been locked from the
outside.”
“Just in case something happens, I told the rest of our soldiers, who remained
outside
the castle, to look out for a signal. Use your spear to let our men know at the
window.”
Sir Deke grabbed a piece of Poliana’s dress and tied it to his spear. After
lighting it, he
ran to the window and waved at the Acreian army outside. Meanwhile, some of the
other Acreian knights were able to grab some weapons from the Bikpa soldiers. They
surrounded their emperor for protection. Poliana flipped a large table to create a
protective wall and informed Lucius the First, “Your highness, please hide behind
this.”
“But Sir Poliana, you have no weapon and you aren’t a skilled fighter, don’t you
think I
should be the one out there fighting?”
“You are absolutely right, sir, but your highness, I am your sword and your knight.
This is
my duty as your servant.”
“Sir Poliana is right!”
“Please your highness, let us handle this! Let us protect you!”
“Please your highness, please trust us!”
“Long live Lucius the First!”
“Honor to our kingdom, Acreia!”
Before the Bikpa archer could shoot an arrow at them, Poliana and the others threw
plates and foods at them. One of the smart Acreian knights lighted the tablecloth
and
threw it at their enemies too.
When the Bikpa men scrambled, those Acreian soldiers with weapons ran towards
them. There were non-military men and women in the room as well, such as Bikpa
nobles, musicians, servants, and entertainers, but there was no time for the
soldiers to
distinguish them.
The battle was fought dirty and frantically. Despite the fact that this was a
surprise
attack, the fight was a close one. The Acreian soldiers weren’t armed well, but
their
determination and courage were unmatched. An enemy attacked Sir Donau from
behind by kicking his crotch but unlike the Bikpa men who fell to the ground after
such
an attack, Donau remained standing. He swung his sword and killed the Bikpa man
quickly.
‘Dammit… It hurts so bad.’
No matter how hard he trained, he could never get used to being kicked in the
crotch.
But at least Sir Donau was used to the pain now thanks(?) to the extensive training
from
Poliana.
Those Acreian soldiers who weren’t able to secure proper weapons fought with
whatever they could find. Broken plates, forks, knives, and chairs… These items
didn’t
cause too much damage to the enemy men, but they were enough to distract them. It
also worked very well for the non-military Bikpa men.
The room was filled with chaos. Screams and loud noises were heard everywhere and
from the burnt tablecloth, the smoke made it hard for everyone to breathe. Some
women even fainted from the smell of blood.
Gali the Third, whose hand was bleeding, screamed angrily while being surrounded by
his men, but no one paid attention to him.
It seemed like an eternity when a loud commotion was heard outside of the banquet
room. Suddenly, the door burst open into pieces and the Acreian tournament
champions appeared. They were also wearing normal clothes, but they were holding
weapons. It appeared that they killed and stole the enemies’ weapons on their way
here.
“Your highness!” Sir Ainno screamed.
“Inno!”
When Sir Ainno determined where Lucius the first was located, he raised his right
hand.
He was wearing an expensive outfit given to him by Gali the third and he was
holding a
fireplace poker that was covered in blood.
Sir Rabi, one who destroyed the door with an ax and his monstrous strength, quickly
ran
into the room to behead an enemy easily.
When the best knights of Acreia appeared, the men’s morale soared. Many of them
didn’t like Sir Ainno, but they had to admit that he was a mean fighter.
Not all of the Acreian champions came to the banquet. Some of them, including Sir
Bentier, went outside of the castle to open the wall to let the rest of the Acreian
men,
who were waiting outside.
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When the loud roaring could be heard outside the window, the Bikpa soldiers and
knights lost their will to fight. To Gali the Third’s shock, they dropped their
weapons and
kneeled. The other Bikpa nobles did the same.
But to those who surrendered, Lucius the First murmured quietly, “It is too late
for you to
surrender yourselves.”
The Acreian emperor had no intention of showing mercy tonight. Every Bikpa men here
deserved what was coming for them.
It was over with a blink of an eye. Those Bikpa soldiers who were outside and were
unaware of what was happening inside the banquet saw their flag being brought
down. They stared at it in shock and gloom.
The Acreian men roamed the castle to bring out every Bikpa men and women. They
locked them up in one place under the orders of Sir Bentier. Afterward, he reported
to
Lucius the First.
“Your highness, we got everyone in the castle. We separated the Bikpa healers from
the
rest so they could take care of the injured.”
“Good job. I will let you handle the men outside, Bentier.”
“Yes, your highness.”
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The worst damage done to the Acreian men occurred in the banquet room. A few
knights died while several were severely injured. The corpses and the injured were
taken
outside.
On the bloodied floor, the royal members and the nobles of Bikpa kingdom waited on
their knees. They were bound by ropes. Some cried and begged for mercy. The
princess
was unable to recover from her shock. She vomited and lost consciousness while her
maids surrounded her and sobbed. Many of the noble ladies were in a similar state.
“I assume you know your crime,” Lucius the First asked the king.
“Crime? What crime? You! You are the one who committed a crime here! You little
twit!
You have created unjustifiable chaos on this entire continent! You broke the rule
of
going to war only during the winters! We were all safe and living in peace during
the
three seasons but now, because of you, everyone needs to live in fear all year
round!
All because of you! You have ruined the world!”
Sir Ainno moved to kick the king, but Lucius the First stopped him. He replied,
“Sickness,
death, natural disasters… The fear of them has always been with us all year round.
This
supposed rule of wars only during the winters… It is not an actual continental law
and
besides, someone would have broken it even if I didn’t.”
Gali the Third smirked. “You are an idiot! A coward! A tyrant!”
“Under my rule, my people won’t live in fear. The horrible lives they live right
now under
someone like you… It will never happen again because I will unite the entire
continent.
There will only be one true kingdom.”
When Lucius the First held up his dagger, Sir Ainno grabbed Gali the Third’s head.
The
Bikpa King’s eyes widened as Lucius shoved the dagger into his mouth. The ugly
sound
of the metal hitting his teeth was heard. Lucius said to Gali the Third, “You are
the first
liar I have seen since I began this conquest. There is a war myth that states if
the first
liar’s mouth is sliced open, the conqueror won’t have to go through meeting another
liar again.”
There were also rumors in various kingdoms that Poliana was a witch. People
believed
this because they thought she seduced Lucius the First, but what they didn’t know
was
that the Acreian emperor was the one with all the magic.
Lucius the First smiled innocently and he moved his hand. Gali the Third screamed
as his
mouth was sliced open sideways. This wasn’t the end of his torture. Poliana walked
up
to the cowardly king, who was now on the floor writhing in pain and kicked his
crotch
with everything she had. Gali the Third foamed in the mouth.
Lucius the First ordered loudly, “Hang this liar upside down from the castle wall.”
He then turned towards the rest of the Bikpa nobles. “Unfortunately for you, I am
not a
forgiving ruler. Everyone here is to be stripped naked and hung upside down as well
on
the wall. That includes children, women, and elderlies too and as for the
princess…”
He threw the dagger, the same one he used to slice her father’s mouth, in front of
the
princess, who stepped back in fear.
“I can see that you didn’t know anything about this plot, Princess, so I will be
kinder to
you. I will give you the chance to kill yourself. You have one day. If you aren’t
dead by
tomorrow, I will hang you beside your father.”
“P-p-p-p-please… l-l-l-let me…. L-l-live…”
The princess hyperventilated. Her whole body was shaking visibly.
“And if I let you live? Are you ok living as a slave for the rest of your life? Or
live as a
prostitute? Would you like me to find you a position as our military who*e?”
“…”
The princess continued to sob loudly. When the soldiers came to drag her maids
aways,
they screamed, “GYAAA! Please let us live! Somebody save us! Please, your highness!
Please! Princess! Please save us!”
When all of the Bikpan were dragged away, it was only the princess who was on the
floor. The soldiers unbound her arms and she crawled towards the dagger. The
princess
hugged it tightly and sobbed. She looked pathetic, but coldly, Lucius the First
turned
away and walked out.
When he left the banquet room, the clean air felt shocking compared to the smell of
blood that he had basked in. Lucius the First tried to remain cold; he had to focus
on his
own men who were injured from this plot rather than feel sympathy towards the
daughter of a liar.
Then, he noticed that Poliana wasn’t behind him. She had never left his sight since
the
banquet, and he wondered why she wasn’t coming out. Just then, he heard the
princess’ cry stop after a short but sharp gasp.
Lucius the First felt relieved. “Hmm… I am not a kind person, but I guess my knight
is.”
Contrary to her emperor’s belief, Poliana was not a kind woman.
She looked down at the princess, who was trembling with the dagger in her hands. It
seemed that she didn’t even know how to hold a weapon properly.
Poliana lowered herself and helped the princess hold it the right way. The tearful
eyes
turned to her in shock.
“P-p-p-p…”
“It is impossible to kill oneself without causing pain, even for men, but I assume
you want
it to be as quick as possible, right?”
“P-p-p-p…”
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Poliana ignored the princess begging for her life. Instead, she placed her hand on
the
princess’ ribs. Unfortunately for the princess, the dagger was too short and would
never
reach her heart if it did go in correctly. Poliana then explained, “You can try
stabbing
your neck, but if you are unlucky, you might just end up with a hole and not die.
So
here, between your ribs, is your best bet. It might take longer, but you will
definitely die.”
The princess swallowed hard. She was still crying and was about to beg for her life
again
when the screams of her people coming from outside began. The massacre has begun.
The princess clenched her teeth. She was still crying, but she seemed to have made
her
mind. Slowly, she brought the dagger to her ribs. As it began to enter her skin,
she
closed her eyes. At that moment, Poliana helped her.
Poliana was not kind. If she was, she wouldn’t have forced the princess to kill
herself.
Instead, she would’ve killed her for her. It would have been easier, quicker, and
painless.
But Poliana was generous enough to help at least. She knew that without her
assistance, the princess would end up just cutting herself and suffer unnecessarily
so
firmly, she pushed the dagger for the princess.
That was as far as she was willing to help.
A swordsman was a murderer. A knight was a swordsman. This meant that a knight was
a murderer. It was a knight’s job to kill in order to protect someone or kill
because of an
order from the one he or she served.
This was her life and she had no regrets about it.
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Was it because she killed a defenseless girl?
Poliana felt strange, but she shook her head to forget about what happened. She
retrieved her daggers. ‘I’m so glad I kept them with me.’
Her sword was taken away but thankfully, she was able to hide her dagger between
her neatly folded clothes. If the maids folded her clothes for her, they would have
found the weapons, but Poliana made sure that she did it herself. The maids grabbed
her well-folded clothes and placed them in a closet as they were. They would have
noticed how heavy it was, but they probably thought it was just that because of her
leather armor.
Poliana felt too anxious without any weapons, so she strapped one dagger each on
her inner thighs. She was worried that if she placed them on the outer thighs, they
would show because her dress was very tight. But having the daggers between her
legs
meant that she had to walk awkwardly to make sure they didn’t clink against each
other.
She felt relieved and perhaps a little peeved, that no one thought it was strange
that
she walked so oddly.
‘I mean, even if I have never worn a dress before, why would people think I
wouldn’t be
able to walk normally in it?’
Did everyone think Poliana was that awkward?
Bastards…
‘But…’
It was nice to be treated like a lady. Her colleagues seemed to treat her with
respect,
and she secretly loved it. She kept her face blank when the guards offered to
escort her
but on the inside, she was happy.
And when Donau and Lucius the First asked her to dance…
In truth, she wanted to dance, but she was afraid that the daggers between her legs
would make metallic noises while she did. She couldn’t have her weapons be
discovered.
Thanks to the daggers, she was able to protect her beloved emperor. Even without
them, she knew the Acreians would have won anyway, but she was certain it helped.
Her daggers provided an advantage that the enemies didn’t expect.
It was perfect.
When Poliana finally left the banquet hall, she flinched. She thought everyone left
by
now, but they were all waiting outside the hall. All the knights and even the
emperor
were watching her.
Poliana wondered, ‘Will I be punished for helping the princess commit suicide?’
But the men didn’t look angry. The emperor and the champions looked unscathed, but
the rest of the men didn’t look ok. They were covered in blood, food, alcohol,
vomit,
innards, and dust. Didn’t they want to wash up as soon as possible? Why were they
waiting for her?
Poliana knew she looked the worst. There was no mirror for her to confirm it, but
she was
certain that she must look frightening.
Her makeup was probably smeared. She could smell the blood and sweat on herself.
Her dress was ripped into shreds and she lost her shoes. She was no longer wearing
her
wig and her short hair was covered in blood.
Poliana knew she must look like an ugly monster, but the monstrous’s emperor still
remained clean and beautiful. There were some blood splatters on his clothes, but
because they were red, it wasn’t very noticeable.
After a brief hesitation, Poliana walked towards her emperor, who greeted her
calmly.
“Where did you keep your daggers?”
“Between my thighs, your highness.”
“Good thinking, you’re very well prepared.”
“Because it is my duty, your highness.”
The emperor smiled quietly. The other knights then said to her, “So that was why
you
walked so strangely.”
“Oh, we thought it was because the floor was slippery.”
“So is that why you refused to dance with his highness?”
“Yes. I was worried that the daggers would make strange metallic noises.”
She didn’t mean to be rude to her emperor. She hoped that Sir Ainno, who was still
glaring at her, would understand her situation.
Suddenly, Sir Ainno said to her, “Your outfit suits you.”
‘Jerk.’
She knew that she looked ridiculous right now. Sir Ainno could be a mean son-of-
ab*tch. Poliana considered throwing the daggers at him, but she decided against it.
She
knew that she couldn’t win against him.
‘He is such an assh*le. People like that live really long too. How unfair.’
Like the other knights, Poliana had many different injuries as well. Sir Donau was
already
gone to see a healer. She wasn’t a doctor, but she could see he had broken at least
a
few bones.
Suddenly, Poliana realized that her time as the emperor’s guard was almost over.
The
tournament had ended and Sir Ainno was now available. She felt disappointed but at
least, she was able to keep the emperor safe. She felt relieved and proud of
herself.
If Lucius the First got even the smallest cut… She didn’t even want to think about
it.
Poliana suspected that a few of her bones must be fractured. When she stood
awkwardly, making sure her feet touched the floor as little as possible, the
emperor
asked her, “Are your feet injured?”
“I’m fine, your highness!”
‘Oh my god! How dare I show his highness my weakness? I have made a huge
mistake!’
Before she could explain, Lucius the First lifted her up to carry her. Poliana
flailed
awkwardly, narrowly missing the emperor’s face.
“I’m fine, your highness!”
“Stop screaming, Sir Poliana. My ears hurt.”
“I’m perfectly fine, your highness. Truly! Please let me down!”
“This is for refusing to dance with me tonight.” Lucius the First smiled at her
kindly.
‘What a generous emperor he is!’
Poliana felt encouraged. The way the emperor was holding her was painful because of
her broken ribs. After a brief hesitation, Poliana asked, “Then… Could you carry me
on
your back, your highness? Like a piggyback… This position feels very
uncomfortable.”
“…”
When the emperor remained silent for a long time, Poliana realized that she was
being
insolent. She apologized immediately. “I take it back, your highness! I am so
sorry.”
“No, not at all. I am just surprised by you, Sir Poliana.”
Lucius the First gently let her down on the floor. Poliana considered running away,
but
her emperor quickly offered her his back. She didn’t know what to do. She really
didn’t
want to be carried by the emperor. She considered escaping this situation, but Sir
Ainno
was behind her and blocking the way. Sir Deke was being no help at all.
Poliana contemplated and suddenly, she thought of a good idea.
“I… I cannot be carried on your back because my dress is destroyed. My backside
will
get exposed for everyone to see, your highness!”
This was true. Her dress was badly ripped. Lucius the First turned around and
before he
could say anything, Poliana felt something on her shoulder. When she turned around,
she saw that Sir Ainno was putting his own cloak around her.
‘This man is useless!’
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Before she could protest, Poliana found herself on the back of Lucius the First. To
her
shock, Sir Ainno remained quiet. The rest of the men were smiling proudly, looking
very
pleased.
Poliana tried to make sure the least amount of her body touched Lucius the First’s
back.
She continued to gape, having a difficult time believing that she was actually on
her
emperor’s back.
An emperor who carried his own subject… What a great ruler he was.
‘His highness is so amazing.’
Before they reached the makeshift infirmary, Poliana suddenly thought of a
question.
She knew she was being rude, but she was curious. She wanted to know his answer.
“Your highness, I have a question I would like to ask you.”
“What is it?”
“You believe in not killing a virgin for fear of being cursed, yet today, you
didn’t hesitate
to kill the princess, who must be a virgin lady. Why did you do it?”
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The Bikpa Princess was a royalty, which meant that her bloodline was good enough
for
Lucius the First to bed. He could have easily ordered her death after he spent the
night
with her.
The emperor remained quiet. Poliana, still on his back, could feel his body
tensing. After
a long silence, Lucius the First asked, “You still remember that, huh?”
The emperor’s voice, which always sounded confident, wavered a little.
“How could I forget, your highness?”
“I see…”
He sighed quietly. He could fool Sir Ainno, but he certainly couldn’t fool Poliana.
“Listen, Sir Poliana. What I did to you when we first met… That was my fault. It
was a
mistake. I was blinded by my desire for a perfect war. I was foolish enough to
believe
that I could make no mistake. I was wrong.”
‘Oh…’ Poliana understood his words.
Her emperor always looked confident and self-assured, but he was only a man after
all.
He was a young man of 20 years when he first sat out to conquer the world. And now,
a
few years later… He was a fully grown man. He had matured, he was different now.
Who could have ever imagined that a skinny ugly foreign knightess could become the
Acreian emperor’s personal guard? Feeling her eyes welling up, Poliana rubbed her
face hard. When she saw her hands covered in makeup and blood, she gasped.
Looking up at the emperor again and with her voice trembling in determination, she
said, “Thank you, your highness! I will do my best!”
“Excellent! I believe in you, Sir Pol.”
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After Lucius the First left, Poliana laid down on the bed and covered her face with
her
hands. Lucius the First called his close acquaintances by a shortened name. For
example, he called Sir Ainno, Inno, while he called Sir Baufallo, Bau. Only those
he had
known for a long time and he trusted had the honor of being called in this friendly
manner.
Poliana weren’t been able to admit it until now, but she realized that she had been
envious of these two men. Poliana wanted to be close to Lucius the First too. She
wanted to become a knight her emperor could trust.
Her emperor was an amazing man. Lucius the First was able to give a purpose for her
life. He even gave her a dream, and he made her realize that she was in fact a
greedy
person.
Poliana always thought she didn’t care, but she had been wrong about herself. She
was greedy for her emperor’s recognition and trust, and she was ambitious to become
the one who would help him achieve his dream.
‘It will happen. I just know it.’
Poliana truly believed it. She had no doubt that if she followed her emperor, she
would
get to see the world, she would get to conquer it alongside Lucius the First.
The emperor had an enormous dream. Poliana would follow him anywhere and dream
the same dream.
For the rest of her life, Sir Poliana Winter would live as the shadow of the
greatest
emperor, Lucius the First.
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Poliana Winter was now an official member of Lucius the First’s personal protection
team. She was no longer one of his mere guards, but she was assigned the position
of a
commander. Sir Mahogal, who used to be the commander, was not promoted to
become the head of the department.
Then what about Sir Ainno, who was the head of the protection division? Lucius the
First
made him the head of a new department titled the special forces. As expected, Sir
Ainno was adamantly against this idea. “Your highness! Please! Please do not do
this!”
Sir Ainno looked determined. He stood in front of the emperor’s tent, refusing to
leave
until Lucius the First changed his mind. Sir Ainno looked unkempt and messy.
When Lucius the First gave him a frustrated look, Sir Mahogal smiled and went out
to
remove the resolute knight. Of course, Sir Ainno wasn’t the type to be easily
removed.
When the emperor heard Sir Ainno and Sir Mahogal arguing, he went out himself to
take care of the situation.
Lucius the First asked Sir Ainno to join him for a drink.
The two drank as long-time friends and talked frankly.
Lucius the First tried to make his case. He explained that Sir Ainno was too good
of a
knight to be wasted as a personal guard and left out of the battles. The emperor
was
safe, and the other knights were all very skilled; they would do a fine job of
protecting
the emperor. Lucius also told him that he knew Sir Ainno loved going into the
battles
whenever he got a chance.
“How can I trust those weaklings to protect you, your highness?!” Sir Ainno
retorted.
It was such a corny thing to say, but Poliana liked it. Because Lucius the First
said it, this
comment sounded poetic. Besides, it was true. Everyone here was following him to
make his dream come true. The soldiers and the knights were there to make Lucius
the
First, the first emperor of the entire continent.
They would become the legend to be talked about for decades.
Poliana bowed and replied, “Thank you, your highness. I am honored.”
“Don’t you think you and I get along great?”
“I do, your highness.”
Even if she disagreed, she obviously had to say yes to such a question. Lucius the
First
smiled like a naughty boy and Poliana smiled back.
They looked at each other for a long time, smiling widely and showing off their
white
teeth. Of course, unlike the emperor, Poliana was missing a molar.
“Sir Pol, I really think we will have a very good relationship.”
“Of course, your highness. I will always try my best to be a good knight no matter
what.
No matter what kind of emperor you become, I will serve you to my best ability.”
“And I will never abandon you, Sir Pol. Even if you aren’t a good knight.”
Lucius the First was impressed with how Sir Donau fought at the banquet hall as
well. He
promoted Sir Donau to become a guard in the personal protection division. Donau was
ecstatic, but Sir Baufallo respectfully refused because he thought this was too big
of an
honor. With a smile, Lucius the First explained to Sir Baufallo, “There aren’t that
many
knights who can fight even after being kicked in his balls, Bau.”
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Sir Baufallo understood immediately and gave his blessing to his youngest son. Sir
Howe
became very jealous after he saw his younger brother in the handsome guard uniform.
Sir Howe insisted that if he wasn’t chosen to participate in the tournament, he
would
have become a personal guard instead of his little brother.
Wanting to boast, Donau wore his uniform everywhere. To eat, to sleep, and to
train.
When the other personal guards found out about it, Donau was harshly reprimanded
for
being too careless with his position. The personal protection division was known
for its
harsh internal discipline process.
Several of the existing personal guards wanted to participate in active battles
too.
When they asked, Lucius the First allowed them to join Sir Ainno in the new special
forces. To fill their positions, new personal guards were selected. These knights
became
overjoyed as they received their new blue uniforms, which they admired from afar
for a
long time.
To get to know the new guards, Lucius the First gathered everyone in the personal
protection team. He ordered the drinks and food, and he smiled at the knights. He
was
happy and he felt finally free.
Lucius the First announced, “Then! Let’s drink to celebrate the departure of Inno!
I finally
got rid of him!”
“WAA!”
“Long live Sir Ainno!”
“Cheers!”
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Lucius the First ordered the Bikpa King and the noble families that were present at
the
banquet to be removed from the official records. Only those nobilities who
surrendered
before the tournament took place were spared. Anyone and everyone who was
associated with Gali the Third was hung upside down alive on the castle wall. Their
screams never stopped and by the second day, the birds began to eat them alive. The
strong winds caused them to smash into the stone walls, and many of them began to
bleed. There were some whose ropes got untied and fell to the ground.
And finally, after a week, the screams stopped.
Despite the gruesome punishment, no one faulted Lucius the First. In fact, the
people
believed he saved the Bikpa nation from being starved to death by their own king.
Later, Lucius the First found the messages that were exchanged between Gali the
Third
and the rulers of other kingdoms.
“Idiot…”
It seemed that Gali the Third was following the idiotic suggestions by the other
rulers. He
was born a king, but he certainly did not act like one. He had no honor or bravery.
The kingdoms surrounding Bikpa never had any intention of helping. They were using
Bikpa as bait to buy time.
The three kingdoms near Bikpa had their own confederation. Fighting this
confederation was going to be very different than fighting an individual kingdom.
This three-kingdom confederation had been in power of the middle continent for a
long
time. The greatest of this group was Kopi.
The three kingdoms formed a half-moon shape. In the middle of them was the Msmel
forest. The south of it was Kopi, the west was Mongsheim, and the east was occupied
by Oz. Above them all was Bikpa.
Msmel forest was a heavily wooded jungle, especially in the middle. Even during the
daytime, it was dark as the night inside the forest. It provided overabundant woods
for
the three kingdoms, as well as protection from each other’s attacks. No one dared
to
cross the Msmel forest.
It was said that anyone who went deep into the forest disappeared and was never to
be seen again. Therefore, to get to Kopi, Lucius the First had to go around it. The
confederation was ready for the Acreian attack. While Lucius the First dealt with
Bikpa,
they finished their military preparation.
The Acreian emperor needed to get ready as well. Rather than beginning to move
immediately towards Kopi, the smart thing was to recuperate, both in terms of
supply
and manpower. Lucius the First also wanted to help the Bikpan people by fairly
distributing the food and other supplies from the Yapa castle.
Those soldiers who were injured severely were ordered to stay in Bikpa until their
recovery. The Acreians also held a memorial for the soldiers who died during the
battle.
Their bodies were burned and only their bones and armors were to be sent back to
Acreia. Their flesh was buried here in Bikpa. Lucius the First was busy with their
preparation for the next battle, but he made sure to attend all the funerals and
memorials for his soldiers.
The Bikpa nobles, who were hung upside down on the wall, were left to rot, but the
Bikpa Princess’s body was wrapped in cotton to be buried. No gravestone was given
to
her, which meant that in two years, her gravesite was going to disappear.
During these busy days, one thing bothered Lucius the First.
Msmel Forest.
It was nicknamed the heart of the continent.
The soldiers of the confederation knew the forest well, while the Acreian soldiers
were
ignorant of its geography and history. The citizens of the three kingdoms were used
to
living nearby the forest because although the middle of the Msmel was considered
dangerous, its outer areas were relatively safe.
No Acreians have gone into the forest to study it. All they knew came from the
information provided by the people of Bikpa. They were strongly warned not to go
into
the forest.
There were many rumors going around concerning the forest. Some claimed that a
woodcutter went in only to disappear. Only his ax was found. One Oz citizen got
lost
and was found dead six months later in Mongsheim. His corpse was apparently left in
horrible shape.
The funniest rumor Lucius the First heard was about a dragon. Some people in the
midcontinent believed that a dragon lived in the forest. It was ridiculous.
But one thing was certain; the forest was undoubtedly dangerous. Even the soldiers
of
the confederation didn’t venture too deep into Msmel. Sir Bentier then answered,
“As
you know, your highness, we, the Acreians, are hunters. For generations, our people
have been good friends of the forest.”
“But Msmel forest isn’t familiar to any of us. I wouldn’t call it a friend.”
“I will make it my friend very soon.”
The other knights smiled secretly. They knew Sir Bentier was too serious to have
many
friends at all. Poliana was the only one who didn’t smirk.
Lucius the First murmured, “Hmm… But just simply exploring it wouldn’t be fun…”
After discussing with Sir Baufallo, Lucius the First announced that hunting was now
allowed. The best hunters were selected to go out hunting and explore the forest at
the
same time.
The first time they went inside the forest, they were lost and returned very late.
Afterward, there were days when a search party had to be sent to find the hunters,
but
overall, the exploration went smoothly. Unfortunately, they walked into their
enemies a
few times, but they still returned safely.
In the end, the exploration team’s findings were unhelpful. Inside the Msmel
forest, there
were various marshes and wetlands. The Acreian soldiers were so sick of the Koemong
River that they flinched when they saw the wetlands.
These swamps were different from the riverbanks, however. The marshes were made of
rotten tree branches, dirt, and leaves over a very long time. A fine yet thick
mosscovered these areas, and more trees grew on top of them. Adding to the fact
that it
was darker in the forest, it was very hard to tell which areas were swamps and
which
were firm lands.
The forest was also thick with old trees. Without a compass, it was impossible to
tell the
directions. The scary thing was that there were places within the forest where the
compass didn’t work. It must’ve been like this because certain areas had high metal
contents in the soil.
But the scout team did find out one thing for certain. They found the identity of
the
supposed dragon.
An alligator.
It was an alligator living in one of the swamps. The Acreian soldiers, who have
never
seen an alligator before, ran away screaming. But eventually, the soldiers were
able to
catch it alive and bring it back to Lucius the First, who looked shocked.
“So it looks like a dragon, but it’s not?”
“It’s called an alligator, your highness.”
“Hmm… What horrible teeth. I can see that it could probably kill all of us very
easily if
given a chance. And you found this in the forest just crawling around? Well, I
guess we
better give up on crossing the Msmel forest then.”
The alligator was given to the supply division to be studied. Sir Baufallo ordered
his men
to find out if the alligator was edible. The men asked the locals and it turned out
that
once the skin was removed, its meat could be eaten. Still suspicious and ever-so
careful, Sir Baufallo ordered to throw away the blood and make sure to cook the
meat
thoroughly.
The soldiers became excited at the prospect of trying a type of meat they’ve never
tasted before. The alligator hide was given to Lucius the First, but he wasn’t
interested.
“I like the bear and tiger hides, but reptile skin…. I’m not into it.”
In fact, Lucius the First disliked any kind of reptiles, but he was curious about
what it
would taste like. He tried a small piece just to see and Poliana did the same. She
thought it was ok, but she wouldn’t want to eat it again.
The Acreians were skilled at hunting bears, but certainly not alligators. It took
them a
very long time to hunt the alligator and they realized it was a huge waste of time.
They
certainly had better things to do.
The attempt to cross Msmel forest as a military strategy was no longer viable. At
least,
Lucius the First didn’t have high expectations regarding this plan, so he wasn’t
overly
disappointed. At least, they found out the identity of the dragon.
The alligator hide eventually ended up in Sir Rabi’s hands. Sir Rabi sewed it up
into a
dog coat and made his dog wear it. When the mutt ran around the base in the
alligator hide, the unsuspecting soldiers jumped in fear, making Sir Rabi laugh.
The soldiers were ordered to stop exploring the forest, but hunting was still
allowed. It
became an enjoyable activity for the men while the battles continued. The animals
they hunted weren’t enough for everyone to eat, but the soldiers still enjoyed it.
Then one day, Sir Rabi captured a live fawn. When Poliana found out, she began to
salivate.
“Let’s roast it!”
“Sis! You are such a barbarian!”
“What? What are you talking about, Donau? It was you who introduced me to deer
meat!”
The other soldiers also glared at her angrily. How dare they! These Acreian men
were
notorious for roasting and eating anything they could find! Feeling annoyed,
Poliana
went to Sir Rabi himself. She was going to convince him that a roasted fawn would
be a
great meal for a drinking party.
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But when she found him, Poliana learned that Sir Rabi was in love with the fawn. He
was
a father of young children, who lived in Acreia, and the fawn apparently reminded
him
of his own children.
“Oh, Sir Pol, did you come to see my fawn? Look at her! She is so adorable!”
“But… Sir Rabi, it’s just a deer.”
“Yes, and she is so different and cute!”
‘Well… because it’s a southern deer…’
In the northern region, the winter deers were huge with large horns. The deer in
the
middle and the southern continent was much more delicate. The fawn did look cute as
it trembled. It must’ve been cold.
“It looks delicious,” Poliana replied honestly.
What Sir Rabi said to her next was very unexpected.
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Sir Rabi, looking shocked, said to Poliana, “You are awful!”
“She is still a baby, so her flesh must be very tender.”
“Sir Poliana, how can you call yourself a woman? Don’t you have any kind of
motherly
instinct?”
“It was you people who taught me that a deer is food, Sir Rabi!”
The other knights and soldiers heard their conversation and began to criticize
Poliana
openly.
“You are a savage, Sir Pol! A witch! You are so cold! Booo!”
To her shock, it seemed that everyone at the base was smitten with this fawn.
Poliana
left awkwardly. Feeling frustrated, she found a tree and began to beat it in
exasperation. Suddenly, after her angry kick, a bird nest fell off from the tree
and the
eggs inside it cracked. Poliana stared down at it guiltily.
‘What terrible mother and father birds. How could they build such a weak and
fragile
nest? Stupid birds…’
She tried to rationalize the situation, but she couldn’t stop feeling guilty.
Poliana began
to scratch her hair, which now reached her ears. She hasn’t cut it since the day
Lucius
the First suggested she let it grow.
Today, her hair wasn’t knotted because she washed it this morning. On a good day,
it
could be called golden, but usually, her hair had the same color as straws.
“Waaa!”
Suddenly, she heard men exclaiming excitedly. When Poliana turned around, she saw
Sir Rabi feeding milk to the fawn by soaking his handkerchief and dripping the milk
onto
its mouth. The other knights and the soldiers were watching him so eagerly.
Poliana frowned, but she continued to study the fawn. It had large clear eyes,
small
head, a fragile body, and a short tail. It was still trembling pathetically.
‘It looks so delicious.’
It really looked very yummy.
In Acreia, the one who was taking care of the kingdom in the place of Lucius the
First
was his cousin Duke Luzo. During the last five years, Duke Luzo has supported
Lucius the
First faithfully. Most of the supplies were replenished as the army moved and
conquered
lands, but they still needed certain things from their homeland.
For example, the soldiers’ uniforms, weapons, and certain food items were delivered
from Acreia. Lucius the First’s personal items were also sent from his home. This
meant
that there were sometimes problems of prolonged delays in delivery, which included
mails.
One day, Lucius the First received a letter from Duke Luzo. In short, Duke Luzo was
asking for help because apparently, there were some high-ranking nobles who were
trying to make him the emperor.
“Lucius, they are trying to make me the new emperor. Please return as soon as
possible
and save me.”
The message explained that every time the news of Lucius the First’s victory
arrived, his
popularity went up dramatically. All the new colonies were also stabilizing and
adapting well. But some of those in Acreia wanted to put Duke Luzo on the throne,
thinking that he would be easier to control than Lucius.
Duke Luzo said he was trying his best to keep it at bay, but he needed help right
away.
He also added that because of Lucius the First, who refused to return any time
soon, he
was never going to be able to get married.
Lucius the First folded the letter and laughed. It was so helpful to have an
unambitious
cousin who was a great administrator. The emperor began to write a reply. He wrote
about the current situation at the front, the disloyal nobles Duke Luzo mentioned
and
how to control them, taxes and minor legal matters, and how to further stabilize
the
colonies.
And at the end, he added that if Duke Luzo wanted to marry, he was free to do so.
Duke Luzo was worried that if he bore a son, he would receive even more pressure to
take over the throne. This was why he was delaying his marriage at all until Lucius
the
First returned.
The royal members and high-ranking nobles married either very young or very old.
Duke
Luzo was still very young, but soon, he was going to be pressured to get married.
Because so many noble young men left home to follow Lucius the First, Duke Luzo was
considered one of the most eligible bachelors left in Acreia. Many noble families
were
trying to get their young daughters to marry Duke Luzo, who potentially could be
the
new emperor.
Lucius the First didn’t mind his cousin getting married. He wasn’t worried at all,
but he
certainly appreciated Duke Luzo’s thoughtfulness and selflessness. Lucius knew that
if it
wasn’t for Duke Luzo, he wouldn’t have been able to leave Acreia to accomplish his
dream.
Lucius the First’s father, the former emperor, Heogwai the Second, had a tense
relationship with some of the powerful nobles in Acreia. When Heogwai the Second
began to prepare for a similar conquest as Lucius’, these nobles were against the
idea.
When the former emperor died, Lucius the First was pressured to give up on this
plan to
conquer the world.
Of course, Lucius didn’t listen to them.
He understood why these men wanted Duke Luzo to take over the throne. Lucius the
First suspected that these old nobles hated hearing how successful he was with his
battles.
Although he felt apologetic towards Duke Luzo, Lucius the First couldn’t return
home.
At the strategy meeting, Sir Baufallo looked over the map and sighed. He said in
frustration, “These bastards… They just won’t go away. They are like persistent
love
handles.”
“Love handles?”
“You know, the fat in your midriffs.”
“Why would there be fat in your midriffs?”
When the young and slim knights asked, Sir Baufallo shuddered in anger. He was over
40 years old and the oldest in the tent. As he got older, it was getting harder to
stay slim
despite his best effort.
Lucius the First thought secretly, ‘I suppose Sir Bau is nearing his retirement.’
Often, the knights retired after a major battle injury. Sometimes, they were lucky
enough
to retire from an old age. Older meant stiff joints and depleted stamina. Their
bones
were more brittle, and some also experienced psychological illness from their times
in
countless battles.
Lucius the First insisted on having Sir Bau because he trusted this knight, who has
served
his father before him. The emperor needed someone who could lead the young naïve
knights. It had to be done, but Lucius the First still felt guilty for dragging Sir
Baufallo into
this conquest.
And on top of that, both of Sir Baufallo’s sons were also here.
When Lucius the First announced his plan for this journey, many young knights and
soldiers volunteered to follow him. Some did it because they admired their young
emperor while others wanted to become heroes and gain fame and fortune.
Sir Rabi followed because he belonged to a well-known military family. Sir Bentier
was
ordered to go by the nobles who didn’t trust Lucius the First’s judgement.
Lucius the First then asked, “Any new rumors about me?” One of the soldiers brought
him a report that included all the recent rumors that were going around in the
nearby
kingdoms. As he read it, the emperor smirked. As expected, there were many gossips
concerning Poliana. It seemed that everyone was shocked by the concept of a female
knight.
“Hmm… They are pretty much the same rumors every time… It’s not even interesting
anymore.”
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“Indeed, your highness.”
“Aren’t you upset by these, Sir Pol?”
“Not at all, your highness, since the woman they are talking about isn’t accurate.
They
are describing someone that is definitely not me.”
The rumors about Poliana were full of conspiracies and obscenities. Some were
filthy
enough to make even an experienced prostitute blush, but Poliana remained calm.
They were not true, and she was sure no one believed them. And if she did become
angry, she could just kick the enemy soldiers’ balls when she got a chance.
The rest of the document was boring. Lucius the First seemed disappointed.
“These people… they have no creativity.”
It was a common and rather effective strategy to spread negative rumors about your
enemies during a war. It was similar in the northern region as well.
Lucius the First asked the knight in charge of the rumors, “Are things going well
on our
end? Are our rumors spreading accordingly?”
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“Yes, your highness.”
The most important thing in a war was justification. Simply put, if Lucius the
First could
come up with a justification and a logical rationale for his conquest, things could
work
out much simpler for him.
The Acreian emperor’s slogan was the following: The people of the continent will be
freed from their selfish rulers. He promised happiness for the citizens of all
kingdoms.
Lucius the First also came up with personalized details for individual nations. For
example, the people of Aehas and Kukda were needlessly suffering because of the
meaningless war that had been going on for a long time. Bebero was doing its nasty
part by selling weapons to both Aehas and Kukda. The three-kingdom confederation
was starving its people with unreasonably high tax rates.
Lucius the First applied the Acreian tax laws to all of his colonies. The tax rates
ranged
from 10 to 30%. This worked very well in Acreia where farming wasn’t the main
national
industry due to its harsh weather. The surprising thing was that even the 30% tax
rate
was wholeheartedly welcomed by the colonies.
In the kingdoms of the confederation, the tax rate was usually at 70%, which left
the
inhabitants poor. When this war began, the governments raised the rate to 90%.
So, Lucius the First ordered several Acreian men to disguise as Bikpa noble
refugees.
They moved around the three kingdoms and pretended to hate the new tax law
enforced by Lucius the First. It was true that indeed the nobles would become much
poorer if the tax rate went down. These spies spread the news that if the Acreian
conqueror took over control of the confederation, the non-noble inhabitants would
greatly benefit it by having their taxes reduced enormously.
Lucius the First couldn’t understand the reasoning behind high tax rates. Why did
those
nobles need so much money? Compared to them, he was considered a very frugal
man.
10 to 30% was plenty and Duke Luzo agreed that it was so. The 90% tax rate was
ridiculous, especially for the poor farmers. The three kingdoms in the mid-
continent had
the best farming lands. Their productions were massive, which made these nations
very
attractive to Lucius the First. He felt confident that his much lower tax rates
would entice
the citizens of the confederation to help him. He could become their savior.
“… but we can’t kill an innocent baby fawn just for our greed.”
Nodding reluctantly, Poliana began mending the ripped tunic. Suddenly, Lucius the
First
wanted to try sewing himself. He took the needle and the thread from Poliana and
began. After being shown how to do it a few times, the emperor quickly learned the
skill
and did a decent job of mending the shirt.
It wasn’t a perfect job and the tunic looked obviously mended, but it was still
very much
functional. Looking over his work, the emperor asked, “I know you aren’t a selfish
person, Sir Pol. So why is it that you are so obsessed with that fawn?”
“Because I am indeed a selfish person, your highness.”
“Hmm… and you are proud of it?”
“It’s just…”
When Poliana hesitated, Lucius the First offered, “If you are so desperate for deer
meat,
I will go out and hunt one for you.”
“No, not at all, your highness! I… I was just envious.”
“Envious of what? The fawn drinking the milk?”
Milk was scarce nowadays. It spoiled easily, which meant that they didn’t stock it.
When
milk was available at odd times, it was only given to the highest-ranked officials.
The
emperor thought that perhaps Poliana liked milk and she was angry that the fawn got
it
instead of her.
“It’s not that, your highness. I was just imagining about something.”
“About what?”
“If it was me, not Sir Rabi, who brought back and fawn and decided to keep it as a
pet,
what would have the men say?”
It wasn’t a difficult question to answer, but Lucius the First didn’t know what to
say. It
was because he knew precisely what the men would say.
Sir Poliana brought a fawn because she was a woman and therefore gentle.
She likes the fawn because she was a woman and so, she obviously likes babies.
Because she was a woman….
People wouldn’t necessarily make such comments in a negative way, but the point was
still the same. She was a woman and everything she did or said was because she was
a
woman.
After a short silence, Lucius the First finally answered, “Alright. I understand
what you are
saying, Sir Pol.”
“Your highness! I am not saying I want to eat deer meat!”
“For you, my loyal knight, I will go out and hunt a deer myself.”
“Arrrrgghh!”
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That night, the emperor kept his promise and brought back a dead deer. It was made
into a large pot of stew by Poliana, under the strict supervision of Sir Donau.
Sir Howe nervously took a bite and put his thumb up for her. It was a decent stew,
but Sir
Donau was still dissatisfied.
“I watched you make it like a hawk, Sis, and yet…”
“It’s so delicious, isn’t it?”
“No! It’s the opposite! You used the best ingredients we have, so why is it that it
tastes
like all the other stews we have been eating this week?”
“Because this is an army and I am a soldier?”
In the end, Lucius the First didn’t wear the alligator gloves. He said it was
because he
valued it so much since it was made by one of his favorite knights, but everyone
knew
the truth.
The emperor just hated the alligator hides.
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Time passed by and the battles continued on without an end in sight, at least from
a
quick glance. There were many areas in the mid-continent that remained peaceful.
For
now, winning depends not on geographical strategies and individual soldier’s skills
but
on the soldiers’ overall morale and their ability to work as one.
Lucius the First and Sir Rabi were impatient men who were well-versed in battle
tactics
while Sir Bentier was much more patient and careful. This made Sir Bentier the
perfect
commander for the current standstill situation.
As Lucius the First slowly took over Oz, Sir Bentier never wavered in his position.
While the
Acreian emperor took and lost his ground over and over again, Sir Bentier stood his
ground, unmoving and then suddenly, things changed dramatically.
Sir Bentier had been patiently looking for a chance to attack, and when he found
one,
he raided it with everything he had. He moved like an angry bull and in one day, he
was able to take over half of Mongsheim. At this great news, Lucius the First sent
a
congratulatory message to Sir Bentier. He also reflected on how wrong he was about
him.
“I always thought Sir Bentier was too careful, very unlike the young men nowadays,
but I
see that he has just been waiting patiently for the right time. I have so much to
learn
from all of you, my knights.”
This event led to a significant change in balance. When Oz heard of the news as
well,
the Oz army began to strengthen their defense further. Lucius the First now had a
decision to make. Mongsheim was much weakened and with more men, this was the
chance that the Acreians could complete its mission. But to send men to Sir Bentier
meant Lucius the First would have fewer soldiers to fight against Oz.
But to not send any men didn’t make sense either, so how should he divide and
distribute his men?
Normally, Lucius the First did not have a strategist. He liked to hear every
knight’s
opinions and follow his instinct. Because most of the men were young and
inexperienced, they rarely protested against their emperor no matter how odd and
unconventional his tactics were. But as time passed, the men began to offer more
and
more opinions and ideas.
Poliana was assigned to be a personal guard, but if there was a strategy division,
she
would have been given a position there.
Mongsheim was in chaos after losing a major part of its land, and along with it,
the
rumor Lucius the First prepared spread rapidly, causing further turmoil. Just a
little more
push and Mongsheim was going to fall.
The discussion of how many men to send to reinforce Sir Bentier began heatedly.
Some
argued that Sir Bentier had plenty of men already and therefore no more were needed
to be sent. Another knight suggested that they should send a thousand men to help.
If
they didn’t push hard now, it would give Mongsheim time to recuperate. This was the
time to take Mongsheim out, and with more men, it could work. But on the other
hand,
if Lucius the First sent too many men, their position against Oz would weaken.
Suddenly, Sir Ainno, who has been quiet until now, offered, “I will go, your
highness.”
Everyone turned towards him, and Lucius the First frowned. “Inno… I don’t want to
hear
another of your suicide plan again.”
“This isn’t a suicide mission, your highness. Mongsheim is no longer an organized
group;
it is just a bunch of people in chaos. This means that I can go in and destroy it
completely.”
“You are talking like it’s going to be easy.”
“I don’t even need that many men, your highness. Please allow me, 27 men.”
At an odd number of 27, everyone looked curious. Sir Ainno explained confidently,
“I
looked and counted 27 decent soldiers. Having idiots wouldn’t help me at all, so I
don’t
want them. I selected 27 men only based on their skills; not their age, their
looks, or their
ranks. If you give them to me, I will bring you the rest of Mongsheim, your
highness.”
Sir Ainno wasn’t asking for 1000 men, just 27.
When Lucius the First hesitated, Sir Ainno kneeled in front of him. The emperor
thought
secretly, ‘This guy is a habitual kneeler.’
“I, Ainno, exist only to serve your highness. I exist to kill your enemies, remove
your
obstacles, and make a comfortable path for you to go forward. I am ready to take an
order from you, your highness, whatever that may be. If you order me to bring you a
dragon’s heart, I will,” Sir Ainno continued.
‘I don’t like reptiles.’
There weren’t many reptiles in Acreia due to its cold climate, so Lucius the First
never
knew how much he detested reptiles. He tried to hide his hatred as much as possible
in
front of his men.
Lucius the First couldn’t refuse Sir Ainno when he was being this serious.
“Alright Inno, if you insist, you may take any men you want. I will give you full
control
over this mission.”
“Thank you, your highness. I will get right on it.”
Sir Ainno stood up from the ground and looked around the tent. The other knights
cringed slightly, fearing that they might be one of the 27 Sir Ainno planned to
take. Sir
Ainno looked like a wolf looking for its prey.
Sir Ainno pointed at the man standing behind Lucius the First.
Sir Mahogal.
The head of the emperor’s personal protection division screamed silently. He was
horrified that he had to be under the supervision of the evil Sir Ainno once again.
Poliana looked at Sir Mahogal with sympathy.
Next, Sir Ainno’s eyes stopped at Sir Rabi, who shook his head firmly. Sir Rabi
certainly
was one of the most skilled knights in the Acreian military, but he was currently
responsible for leading the soldiers against Oz. Thankfully, Sir Ainno wasn’t as
crazy as
everyone thought; he passed Sir Rabi and continued to look around the tent.
Eventually, he stopped and pointed at Sirs Howe and Beke.
Sir Howe paled while Sir Beke followed in resignation. His brothers Sirs Aeke and
Deke
were already under Sir Bentier’s army, so he was going to be reunited with them.
When Sir Howe looked uncertain, his father, Sir Baufallo, pushed him forward.
“Father!”
“If you want to be promoted and have a successful career, you must go, son.”
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A mother lion wouldn’t push its young off a cliff, but a human parent would push
his or
her children for their own good. Sir Rabi grabbed Sir Howe, who was about to escape
the tent.
“Please, sir!” Sir Howe protested.
“This is your chance to shine, Sir Howe.”
Sir Rabi handed Sir Howe to Sir Ainno, who left with the men selected by him.
Lucius the First wondered, “The best of the best of the Acreian army… I am curious
about what kind of team they would make.”
“Probably the best in Acreian history, your highness.”
“Hmm… Inno’s new special forces already have very skilled young men…”
Later, these hand-selected men would form the very first and the very best team of
knights in Acreian history. They would be called The Emperor’s Sword. The only
problem
with them was that as Sir Ainno said, these men were selected sorely on their
skills. This
meant that some of them had horrible personalities, with their leader, Sir Ainno,
being
the meanest of them all.
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Lucius the First hugged his friend Sir Ainno, who patted the emperor’s back
affectionately. Lucius the First whispered so no one can hear their conversation,
“I am
sorry to make you do all the hard work, Inno. It’s all because I am a lacking
ruler.”
“Not at all. I will always fight for you, my friend. Don’t forget that I am the
best knight in
our kingdom, and I will always be on your side.”
Sir Ainno and Lucius the First went through so much together. The emperor knew that
everything Sir Ainno did, whether it was right or wrong, was all for him. Lucius
the First
thought secretly, ‘Well… but I’m pretty sure it’s partly for himself as well.’
As an enthusiastic young man, Sir Ainno preferred to be out in the battlefield
fighting
rather than cooped up in a tent pouring over a map. But the main thing was that the
Acreian emperor trusted his knight completely.
Some knights teared up as they watched the beautiful scene between the knight and
his emperor. Sir Baufallo moved closer to Poliana and held her hand as he
whispered, “I
am so thankful you are here, Sir Poliana. It’s a blessing indeed.”
“Huh? What do you mean?”
“If it wasn’t for your presence here, there would have been so many nasty rumors…”
“Oh…” Poliana knew what Sir Baufallo was referring to. There were also many rumors
concerning herself and the emperor.
The sex addict emperor. The gay emperor. The emperor who slept with all of his
knights.
But Poliana didn’t care about these rumors. Even if her emperor was all those
things,
Lucius the First was still a great ruler. The Acreian emperor was closest to Sir
Ainno, but
he also treated all of his knights with genuine affection. It was a wonderful thing
to
watch.
With Sir Mahogal’s absence, Poliana was now the head of the emperor’s personal
protection division. She couldn’t help but grin widely.
The head of Acreian emperor Lucius the First’s personal guard team.
Sir Poliana Winter.
A golden stripe was added to her blue uniform to signify her new rank. Thankfully,
she
learned a lot from Sir Mahogal, so her transition into this new position was
smooth. It
wasn’t perfect, but it wasn’t bad enough that others criticized her openly. Poliana
was
satisfied with the result, especially because many thought she was actually doing a
good job.
Some still were unhappy about the fact that a female knight led the division, but
having
a foreign knight promoted to such a high rank was also good publicity for all the
colonies. Poliana was intelligent and calculating, and being rewarded for her
skills
rather than being punished for where she came from was a positive message to all
the
kingdoms in the continent.
Lucius the First was also practical when it came to utilizing foreign talents. The
soldiers
and knights from the colonies were hired without discrimination, which was how this
conquest was going so well. The morale of these foreign soldiers went up
significantly
when Poliana became the head of the personal guards. Lucius the First was also seen
more positively from this promotion.
And as the Acreian emperor continued to conquer more lands, the idiotic rumors
about
Poliana began to disappear.
It was always fun to gossip about your enemies. The dirtier the rumor, the better
it was.
But those who loved to talk about the supposedly inappropriate relationship between
Poliana and Lucius the First stopped gossiping. There were more important and
significant things to talk about instead.
The stories of fairness in the Acreian army were a new popular topic. Unlike the
armies
from the other kingdoms, who dragged men away to be enslaved or killed and women
to be raped, the Acreian soldiers were strictly ordered to act with honor.
After Sir Bentier conquered half of Mongsheim, the enemy soldiers ran away to
nearby
villages or even into the Msmel forest instead of going back to their capital. The
Mongsheim citizens whose land was conquered trembled in fear. Were the Acreian
soldiers going to kill them, or would they do worse?
But when these people saw how the Acreian army behaved, they sighed in relief. What
made it better was the large presence of foreign soldiers inside the Acreian
military. The
people quickly learned that the Acreian emperor was a great and fair man who
treated everyone with honor. Most people in the mid-continent used to believe that
the
northerners were barbarians and Lucius the First a womanizer. But once they saw how
the Acreian men refused to harm the regular citizens of Mongsheim, they realized
that
they were mistaken. In fact, those Mongsheim soldiers who ran away were more of a
threat to them at this point.
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Meanwhile, Sir Ainno and his 27 men arrived within a few days. The capital of
Mongsheim barely had any chance to recover when this small but deadly Acreian
force made several efficient attacks. Sir Ainno was quickly able to gain more and
more
lands and this great news was welcomed by Lucius the First.
Kopi’s actions were more cautious. Kopi sent men to help Oz defend itself, and when
they received a message for help from Mongsheim, Kopi spared a part of their force
for
them. It was clear that Kopi wanted both Oz and Mongsheim to survive.
But from Lucius the First’s point of view, he found Kopi to be devious. Kopi was
making
sure that the battles took place only on Mongsheim and Oz’s land, thereby being
spared from any danger of losing its own land.
The lands used for battles were often destroyed severely, sometimes beyond repair.
The
lands were stomped by tens of thousands of men, horses, and wagons. The dead were
often buried or burnt, polluting the soil. In addition, the metal pieces from the
weapons
made the land too dangerous to farm. At the end of major battles, the land usually
becomes barren.
Farming, being one of the most important industries in these kingdoms… This could
ruin
these nations even if they win the war. It was best to avoid any battles at all
costs, and
Kopi was doing just that.
On top of that, the battles meant damaging the trees in the nearby forest as well.
Lost
trees meant destroyed habitats for wild animals and fewer hunting opportunities for
the
people… and even the wild animals attacking the farm animals… All these things
could
cascade into a major disaster for the land and its people.
Lucius the First understood why Kopi was doing this. It also made sense based on
their
geography, but still…
In his tent, the emperor was alone. Lucius the First sent all of his guards away so
they
could celebrate Poliana’s recent promotion. He promised them he would not leave his
tent alone, but of course, when he got the chance, he did. Lucius the First was
getting
bored. He wasn’t sleepy either, so he grabbed the wine bottles. It was a bad habit
to
use alcohol to fall asleep, but they were in the middle of a war. There were some
nights
when one could not fall asleep without a drink.
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A celebration was allowed, but since they were still in the middle of a
battlefield,
drinking was not allowed but despite this rule, the tent smells heavily of alcohol.
Why?
Because they poured the drinks on themselves.
The knights looked like drowning mice. Poliana was already wet, but Sir Rabi poured
another cup of hard liquor on top of her head. Her hair, which was now right above
her
ears, was dripping.
They only drank water, but the heavy smell of alcohol made it feel like a real
party. The
knights felt drunk and happy.
“Our own Sir Pol became the head of the guard team! Wow!”
Sir Rabi, who used to be her former superior, announced excitedly. Sir Baufallo,
who was
her first superior, smiled proudly as well. Poliana looked for her current aide
while her
previous subordinates complimented her as well.
“Sir Poliana, you will be remembered as the ugliest personal guard in Acreian
history!”
In the past, Poliana would have ignored it and controlled her anger, but not
anymore.
She now held a lot of power in her hand. She also now had the responsibility of
teaching her rude subordinates how to treat their superiors properly.
This was a military after all.
Poliana placed her arm around the rude knight and whispered, “If you continue to
act
this way, I can make your face much uglier than mine.”
Poliana announced with a frown, “I am the star of this party, aren’t I? So must you
all
talk about these shady and sleazy topics?”
Immediately, the men stopped. The conversation changed suddenly into other more
mundane subjects including their families, positions, training, and hobbies. If
their
superiors weren’t present, the lower-ranking officers would have spent a chunk of
time
badmouthing them.
Sir Rabi was especially loud about his wife and his children. He also bragged about
his
new pet fawn. Then suddenly, and loudly, as usual, he asked Poliana, “By the way,
Sir
Pol, do you not get monthly bleeding? I remember my wife suffering greatly whenever
she got her period every month.”
Everyone heard this question and turned towards her for an answer. Sirs Donau and
Baufallo, who knew the answer, gave Sir Rabi a warning look, but Poliana didn’t
care.
‘Why do men overreact about things like this? It’s nothing to be ashamed of.’
“I haven’t had a period in a very long time, Sir Rabi.”
“Oh… Are you very irregular? Is that it?”
“No, actually I haven’t had one in about 8 years now.”
She had minor bleeding a few times, but it never enough to call it a period. In
fact, she
saw more blood from her hemorrhoids. Thankfully, she was fully recovered from it,
but
she remembered how hard it was to go to the bathroom when she did suffer from it.
Sir Rabi then asked, “That sounds very serious. Have you talked to a healer about
it?”
“No, I don’t have any discomfort, so I never thought to seek a healer for it.”
Besides, what would a military doctor know about gynecology? It would be more
useful
to go to a local midwife.
The other knights froze awkwardly, but Sir Rabi seemed genuinely concerned. He
talked
about his wife again, and it was clear that he was very much in love with her. This
was
one saving grace for her view of Sir Rabi. Poliana smiled faintly.
“Even if you don’t have any pain, you might have a cyst growing inside you. You
need
to go talk to a healer,” Sir Rabi continued.
“I will when I get some time. When things aren’t so hectic…”
“Even my daughters… They are just like their mother, so they suffer from monthly
cramps
too…”
It seems like yesterday when Sir Rabi’s daughters were only babies but now, they
were
all grown up. They were women now.
The other married knights teared up as they talked about their own fast-growing
children. Meanwhile, Sir Rabi continued to focus on Poliana as he asked, “Aren’t
you
worried that you might be barren?”
“I don’t have any plans to have children.”
“Sir Pol, you need to rethink that, marriage can be amazing.”
Sir Rabi was a powerful nobleman, which meant his marriage was most likely
arranged.
Yet, it seemed that he had a great loving relationship with his wife. It was clear
based
on the way he talked about how much he loved his wife and his children.
Poliana sighed and replied, “To be honest, I have never considered marriage for
myself.
When I was in Aehas, all I could think about was to survive, and after I became his
highness’ knight, I became busy adapting to my new situation. Getting married and
having children when we are in the middle of a war… I can’t imagine myself doing
it.”
“I understand, but from now on, perhaps you can think about it. Even if you don’t
want
to have children, marriage can still be very fun.”
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Poliana grinned.
She was ugly. Her face and body were badly scarred. She now had longer hair, but
she
planned on keeping it above her ears at all times. Her fingers were manly and
thick,
and her hands were rough and calloused. Her nails were destroyed and her voice was
rough. She behaved like a soldier, not a lady and on top of that, she probably
couldn’t
have children.
So who in his right mind would marry her?
‘I like things the way they are right now.’
Poliana was satisfied with her current situation. She had the emperor’s trust and
she now
could call the other knights her friends. Her men were loyal to her too.
She had everything she would ever need. If she acted greedily now, she could lose
everything. She knew her place and she needed to be thankful for what she had,
which was more than she deserved.
Because she was going to have a long day tomorrow, she left the party early. The
other
knights didn’t protest. As she walked out, she noticed Sirs Rabi and Baufallo
whispering
to each other privately.
‘What’s going on?’
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Poliana stood around near the tent’s door, wanting to hear what Sirs Rabi and
Baufallo
were talking about. She secretly spied on them and saw that Sir Rabi was showing
Sir
Baufallo the portraits of his daughters.
Sir Baufallo shook his head. “The gaps between our stations are too big. Sir Rabi,
your
family comes from one of the longest Acreian noble lines, while mine is a family of
mere
knights.”
“Oh, come on. After this war, you and your sons will be greatly honored for your
hard
work and sacrifices. I just know it!”
‘Oh my god!’
Poliana covered her mouth to stop herself from yelling. All of her senses were
focused
on the two knights’ conversation. She felt breathless and her heart began to beat
fast in
excitement.
‘Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god…’
“They are about the same ages, and I already know what fine young men Sirs Howes
and Donau are,” Sir Rabi continued.
“Thank you, Sir Rabi, for thinking so highly of my sons.”
The Bika family was much wealthier and more powerful than the Ribo family. Sir
Baufallo
was lucky enough to be noticed by the former Acreian emperor, but his family never
went much further, politically or financially.
There was a vast gap between these two families, and yet it seemed that there was
going to be a marriage happening among them in the future. Possibly two marriages!
Sir Rabi’s two daughters and Sir Baufallo’s two sons. Sir Rabi suggested that they
should
move to somewhere more private so they could talk about the details. When the two
men disappeared, Poliana looked around.
‘I can’t believe what I heard! This is crazy!’
Unfortunately, she could tell no one about this. Arranging a marriage was a serious
and
sensitive business, and this involved the people close to her. She knew not to talk
about
it with anyone, but she couldn’t help feeling excited.
Poliana grinned as she walked and noticing her odd behavior, Sir Donau approached
her.
“Sir Pol.”
“Huh? You must be tired, Donau, so you should return to your tent and rest.”
Of all people, she had to walk into the very person she was excited for. Poliana
tried her
best to hide her elation. She wore a serious face, and thankfully, Donau seemed to
be
oblivious. Instead, he said to her kindly, “Even if you are barren…”
“Yeah?”
“And even though you are ugly and foreign, I am certain there is a man out there
who
would want to marry you. And when you find this man who likes you the way you are,
I
am sure you will end up in a happy marriage.”
“Hmm!”
Poliana explained to him what Sir Baufallo told her a long time ago. If she wanted
to
remain and die a knight, she should never get married. When Donau heard this story,
he flinched and replied, “But then was then, and now is now! Things have changed!
Your situation has changed completely! There has to be a man out there who won’t
mind you continuing your career as a knight even after you get married. I just know
it!
You will find the right man, so please don’t ever say you will never get married.”
‘What’s with him?’
It was true that her situation had changed greatly since her conversation with Sir
Baufallo. At the time, she was accepted by only a few knights, but now, she was the
head of the personal guard division.
To hear Donau telling her that people will accept her as a knight even if she gets
married… It was such a wonderful thing to hear, but the way Donau reacted seemed a
little odd.
‘I wonder if he is drunk.’
“I am telling you because I consider you my adopted sister. I want you to be happy,
that’s all.”
When Donau seemed serious about his hope for her, Poliana thought about his claim
carefully.
A man who loved her the way she was… A man who would be understanding of her
barrenness, ugly appearance, and her career as a knightess… A man who wouldn’t
mind her being surrounded by other men 24/7…
It took a very long time for the smell of alcohol to disappear from her body. After
rinsing
her body three times, Poliana finally got out of the tub.
Poliana was busy drying herself with a towel when suddenly, she felt a presence at
the
entrance to her tent. She quickly grabbed her sword.
“Sir Pol, why is my dog running around in that hideous reptile hide…!”
It was Lucius the First.
Lucius the First was having a drink because he was unable to get to sleep. Feeling
lonely, he searched for his hunting dog and when he found him, he was outraged. His
beloved dog was wearing that dreadful reptile hide like a coat.
The dog, happy to see his master, jumped up at Lucius the First, but to the
emperor, it
looked like a ghastly monster attacking him. Lucius the First ran away and still
feeling
lonely and needing good company, he decided to visit one of his most understanding
knights.
Someone who wouldn’t reprimand him for breaking the promise of leaving his tent
alone without a guard.
…and that was Poliana.
It wasn’t the first time Lucius the First visited Poliana’s personal tent
unexpectedly. As
they got to know each other better, the emperor came to like Poliana as a person.
Poliana, in turn, felt even more strongly about her emperor. She respected him and
hoped to become closer to him. The two of them both wanted the same thing.
This could occur easily because as his personal guard, Poliana spent a lot of time
with
him. Lucius the First, who treated his knights with unusual familiarity, had a good
feeling
about Poliana.
An instinct that Poliana was going to be someone very special to him.
He wondered what she would turn out to be. Would they become the legendary
emperor and knight combo? Or perhaps she could become his friend?
Sir Ainno was already friends with Lucius the First even before he became a knight.
Duke Luzo was close to the emperor, almost like a friend, but they were cousins
first. Sir
Aino was… a friend who was a bit of a jerk. Duke Luzo was a close relative who was…
a
good guy but gets easily manipulated and used.
Unlike the two, Lucius the First and Poliana’s relationship began very differently.
They
began strictly as a business acquaintance, but they were beginning to become
personal friends.
The emperor and the foreign knightess. Lucius the First wanted to become Poliana’s
friend, and it was a good thing because he already knew Poliana was in love with
him,
not as a man, but as her master and emperor.
It didn’t take long for Poliana to gain special privileges. She now had the right
to
request a private audience with him. She was also allowed to have a seat on a chair
in
his presence and not just any chair, but a chair with a back and even armrests.
She could get onto the horse in front of him and was also allowed to have a
conversation with the emperor while on the horse. Being able to wear a hat and lie
down in front of the emperor… Being able to leave his presence without his
permission… Being allowed to ask for his audience at a moment’s notice without a
formal request… The list went on and on.
‘Oh, but he didn’t give me permission to be naked in front of him… wait.. there is
no
such thing.’
Lucius the First came here just to have a drink with Sir Poliana. If he knew she
was having
a bath, he certainly wouldn’t have come. The problem was that he hasn’t been seeing
Poliana as a woman. He realized that it was a mistake to unexpectedly visit her
tent so
often.
The emperor contemplated. ‘Should he apologize to her?’
An emperor had to be careful about apologizing because a ruler was supposed to
remain flawless in front of his people. When Lucius the First hesitated, Poliana
put down
his sword and greeted him.
“Your highness, why aren’t you coming in?”
“Huh?”
“You’ve already seen everything of me before, so why are you so shocked?”
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Poliana swore her fealty to Lucius the First naked. She didn’t have an attractive
body,
and she knew her emperor didn’t see her in a romantic way. She felt comfortable and
unashamed in front of him. Besides, what worried her the most was the fact that
Lucius
the First was walking around the base alone and unprotected. The best thing now was
to get dressed quickly and make sure to remain with him as his guard.
Poliana put on her clothes quickly. Lucius the First still looked embarrassed, but
he
walked in and sat down. He replied, trying to look calm, “Yes, of course. This
isn’t the first
time I am seeing you naked, so it’s all good.”
Lucius the First pretended to be indifferent while taking a secret look at
Poliana’s body.
If he looked away, it would have looked like he was embarrassed and trying to avoid
her.
In his memory, Poliana’s naked body was miserable and sad. She was covered in old
and fresh scars and bruises. But today… Her body looked entirely different. Lucius
the
First felt proud and happy. He smiled and said, “The condition of your body has
improved greatly since you became my knight, Sir Pol. Many of your scars have
faded,
and… oh wait, how did you get that new injury on your waist? It looks new.”
“It happened when I was under Sir Rabi.”
“…”
“…”
After fully being dressed, Poliana grabbed some snacks and laid it out in front of
her
emperor. This was what he came here for, to drink and chat with Poliana, but Lucius
the
First still felt a little awkward. When he looked hesitant, Poliana started the
conversation.
“So what brings you here, your highness?”
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Lucius the First didn’t want to be nagged about going around without a guard. So he
put on a serious face, and Poliana straightened to wait for his answer. The emperor
said
to her, “I couldn’t sleep because of all my worries… so I went out to find my dog
and…
my beloved dog was wearing that hideous reptile hide! How could this be?!”
“Sir Rabi put it on him, very cute.”
“Cute? You need to get your eyes checked, Sir Pol! A cute animal, by definition,
should
be furry. I hate snakes and any other kind of reptiles.”
“Oh, on the topic of Sir Rabi…” Poliana leaned towards the emperor to whisper
secretively, “something crazy is going on with him.”
“Crazy? What is it?”
“I just witnessed it myself, your highness, and it is…”
What she heard between Sirs Rabi and Baufallo was so exciting that she desperately
wanted to tell someone. It was such a sensitive subject that she knew she shouldn’t
share it with anyone, except for one person. And that person was sitting right in
front of
her.
Lucius the First! Any high-ranking nobles needed to get permission from the emperor
for
their children to get married. If they didn’t, these marriages weren’t considered
blessed
by the royalty, which could result in loss of wealth and nobility.
“I think Sirs Rabi and Baufallo are planning to become in-laws.”
Lucius the First gasped and covered his mouth in shock, it was indeed big news. The
two
gossiped like old ladies outing on a brunch date. Juicy gossip was the best snack
when
drinking.
Nobles’ arranged marriage could be categorized as either strategic or contractual.
The
Bika family held a dukedom while Sir Baufallo’s family held a knighthood only. If
Sir
Rabi’s daughters married Sirs Donau and Howe, they would lose their noble ranks but
of
course, Sir Rabi was thinking ahead.
Lucius the First nodded in understanding. After this war, the nobles were going to
receive even higher ranks and lands, while those without ranks were going to become
newly honored aristocrats.
This was not a risky gamble for Sir Rabi. In addition, he knew Sir Donau and Howe
very
well. They were fine young men, and it was better to focus on these qualities than
some
random noble gentlemen who could be horrible human beings.
As Poliana and Lucius the First continued to chat, the topic of her own marriage
came
up. Poliana told him what Sir Donau suggested, which was for her to find a very
understanding man and marry him. Lucius the First nodded because he agreed.
“Yes, if you can, you should get married.”
“But your highness, under the Acreian law, a woman cannot be a knight. This means
my
current status is barely tolerated, but if I get married on top of it all…”
“You are mistaken, Sir Pol. The law does not state a woman cannot be a knight. We
just
assumed that it was not possible.”
The reality for women could be harsh. Just as a man could not bear a child,
everyone
assumed and believed that a woman could not be a proper knight. But just as he
stated, there was no specific law that said it was forbidden.
This meant that even after she got married, as long as her husband was ok with it,
Poliana could remain a knight. The emperor hoped that this would be the case.
“Yes, indeed you should get married if you find a good man.”
A good man… Now, where was Poliana going to find a good man who was stupid
enough to marry her? And if there was such a man, the right thing to do was to find
him
a proper woman.
She still didn’t feel like marriage was the right thing for her, but if she did get
married…
She didn’t want an idiotic husband.
“I don’t plan on getting married, your highness.”
“Why not?”
“If I get married, I need to take on my husband’s family name, don’t I?”
In Aehasian law, if a noblewoman married a commoner, the man had to take on the
woman’s last name. Poliana thought there would be a similar law in Acreia, but she
was
wrong. In Acreia, only a man could inherit the family name, wealth, and rank. If a
nobleman only had daughters, he needed to adopt a male relative and appoint him
as their heir.
Poliana gave up her given family name and gained a new one from Lucius the First.
It
happened on that fateful winter day.
Poliana Winter.
It was the day when she was reborn. The day she got a brand-new life. If a marriage
meant she would lose this name… She couldn’t even think about it without shivering.
Lucius the First replied firmly, “As long as you don’t marry the first-born son,
you are ok to
keep your own maiden name.” He seemed certain that this would not be a problem.
The emperor then added, “If you bring me whoever you want to marry, I will convince
him to let you keep your name.”
Poliana felt so blessed to have such a kind understanding emperor. She emptied her
cup slowly. The drink tasted so much sweeter than usual.
They continued to chat about this and that. Serious topics, jokes, about people
around
them… Lucius the First felt proud of himself for acting normally around his knight
even
after walking on her when she was naked. It was a sign that he was a great man who
treated her knightess as a human, not simply as a woman.
As they talked, the topic of Poliana’s infertility came up. The emperor put on a
serious
face and talked as if he was a proper healer.
“I feel strange asking you this question, Sir Pol, but I need to in order to know
more
about your condition. Have you had an unpleasant sexual experience in the past…?”
“You can just ask me if I have done it before or not.”
“Isn’t that too direct and rude?”
“But when we first met, you asked me if I was a virgin.”
“That is not the same thing!”
“And you also ordered a decent looking man to take my virginity so you could kill
me.”
“Oh, come on!”
The emperor reached to cover her mouth. A ruler wasn’t supposed to apologize, but
he
knew what he did to her was absolutely wrong. And… walking on her tonight was also
very wrong. He knew better than that. He had to apologize.
Why did he keep making mistakes around Poliana?
“Sir Pol, I was wrong. I apologize for what I did back then. At the time, I didn’t
see you
as a proper knight. I just thought you were some random woman who was pretending
to be a knight.”
This was the second time the emperor apologized to her, and Poliana felt
indifferent.
She also was not angry or upset at Lucius the First.
The emperor emptied his cup because he felt a burning thirst. Poliana thought that
since they were on the topic, she might as well tell him everything.
“When I was younger and still in the Aehasian army, there was an awful knight named
Sir Batre. He was a decent strategist, and he had a very strange idea of being
fair…”
As he heard the story, Lucius the First became pale. When she was done, the emperor
covered his face with both of his hands and shook his head. Worried, Poliana
reached
out and asked, “Are you ok, your highness? Have you drunk too much?”
“No… I…”
Lucius the First sighed deeply and explained, “I am sorry, Sir Pol. I made you
remember
a very unpleasant memory. As an emperor, I shouldn’t be apologizing, but I keep
making mistakes that force me to apologize to you.”
Mongsheim surrendered in the end after losing its final battle. Afterward, it
became
easier for them to conquer the other two kingdoms of the confederation. Oz
struggled
to keep its defense up while Kopi tried its best by using their sneaky and cowardly
methods.
One day, a messenger from Kopi arrived and requested to meet Lucius the First. The
messenger relayed that the Kopi king’s mother passed away and requested a
temporary truce. The Acreian emperor believed in decency, so he agreed to stop
attacking Kopi even though Acreia was very close to taking over the kingdom.
But it was all a lie. When the Acreian army paused its attacks, Kopi began doing
their
surprise attacks. There was no death in Kopi’s royal family. It was just a ruse as
their last
attempt to survive.
Lucius the First lost his own mother at a young age and using a family member like
this
was unforgivable. The Acreian men felt the same and they burned with anger.
Luckily,
the weather suddenly turned freezing. The Kopi army, unused to any cold weather,
were weakened while the Acreian men, familiar with the coldest weather on the
continent, attacked with incredible viciousness.
And finally, Lucius the First was able to have the king of Kopi kneel in front of
him.
Urion the Twelfth, King of Kopi.
Lucius the First grabbed his neck furiously. Using his mother’s name in such a
cowardly
way… It was inexcusable.
Lucius the First had no plans to show any mercy to the king.
“I hate liars.”
The story of the Acreian emperor slashing Gali the Third’s mouth and hanging him
upside down on the castle wall was well-known all around the continent. One would
expect Urion the Twelfth to tremble in fear and beg for mercy, but this was not the
case. Instead, the Kopi king shouted angrily, “I will never sign the document of
surren…
GYAA!”
Poliana kicked Urion the Twelfth’s crotch. When the king fell to the floor and
collapsed,
she kicked his chin. The king’s mouth began to foam.
“… you… ev… vil… b*tch…”
When Poliana motioned to kick him again, Urion the Twelfth quickly signed the
document. He obviously didn’t want to be kicked in the crotch twice, especially in
front
of his own men.
Just then, a lizard crawled by. Lucius the First stared at it and closed his eyes
in disgust.
Unfortunately, the warm humid southern kingdoms were the perfect place for various
different types of reptiles. There were more lizards than mice and rats on the
streets.
‘I’m going to die.’
Lucius the First sighed desperately and his loyal knight, Sir Poliana did her best
to protect
him. Every time she spotted a lizard or a mouse, she made sure to kill it quickly.
The
southern people didn’t mind the reptiles. Unlike mice, lizards and snakes didn’t
spread
diseases or eat the harvested grains. Instead, they hunted and ate insects, so the
lizards
were left alone.
Because of the heat, the houses left their large windows open, and the reptiles
could
enter freely. Sometimes, they spotted some snakes that were bigger than most men.
Every one of the emperor’s guards remained vigilant in killing any lizards they saw
around Lucius the First. Poliana was the most enthusiastic of them all, and she was
successful in killing a large number of those creatures. Some of the lizards were
edible
while others weren’t.
The most popular lizard among men was the white-tailed lizard. It was considered to
be
amazing for man’s stamina, and when the soldiers and knights found out about this,
they became even more vigilant.
Poliana joined in, not to eat it herself, but to give it to her adopted brother Sir
Donau,
who seemed to be married sometimes soon in the future. She was worried about
Donau. What if he doesn’t do an adequate job in the bedroom as a husband? Who
was going to be blamed?
It would be her, Poliana Winter, who kicked his crotch countless times when they
first
met. Some knights considered giving the white-tailed lizard dish to the emperor,
but
they hesitated. They knew Lucius the First hated any kind of reptiles, so they felt
certain
that he would get angry and refuse to eat it.
When Poliana kept offering Donau the white-tailed lizard soup, he protested, “Why
do
you keep trying to make me eat this thing? It’s useless to me!”
Then suddenly, the door was opened, and a woman walked out. It was a lady Poliana
had seen a few times before. She had distinctively dark smooth skin, which was
usual for
the southerners. Her black straight hair looked silky, and she also had generous
breasts.
Poliana knew that all the knights were drooling over her.
The lady always looked at Poliana irritably, and today when she spotted her, the
lady
looked away rudely and left. Her disrespectful behavior didn’t bother Poliana. She
knew
what kind of rumors people were talking about. The strange stories between Poliana
and Lucius the First were still very popular among the many. Many called Poliana
the
“Seductress Witch.”
Most women who saw Poliana in person quickly realized that the rumors were false,
but
there still some who looked at her with jealousy.
Poliana knocked on the door and before she received the permission to enter, she
announced, “It’s Poliana. I’m coming in, your highness.”
Lucius the First was getting dressed with help from his servant. Based on his and
his bed’s
current state, it looked like nothing happened. Poliana became confused.
‘The lady didn’t look like someone who would get scared or make a mistake… So what
happened? Or I guess the real question is… why didn’t it happen?’
The emperor gestured for her to come closer and ordered the servant to bring in new
glasses and another bottle of wine. He then explained to Poliana, “I sent her
away.”
Apparently, they were drinking and talking together. The lady was very smart and an
excellent conversationalist, so Lucius the First was pleased with her. When he was
about
to take her to his bed, the lady brought up the rumors between Poliana and himself.
“She believed in those stories about you and me, Sir Pol.”
“But it’s not true. I would never sleep with you!”
Poliana replied immediately. She hated how her presence damaged her emperor’s
reputation. With an unhappy frown, Lucius the First replied, “I wouldn’t sleep with
you
either.”
It was rare for the emperor to show such displeasure. It meant that he was indeed
very
upset about this situation. He continued, “And she also told me about some other
kings
who like to collect different types of women. Ugly women, beauties, young and old,
widows, and disabled… She was talking about some pervert and was looking at me like
I was too! But I am not a pervert! Why would I ever do something so hideous like
that?!”
Poliana stood up quickly and set down her glass. She turned around and announced,
“I
will go find her and beat her up for you, your highness.”
How dare she insult her greatest emperor? She may have been a lady, but she
deserved to be beaten. As Lucius the First’s personal guard, Poliana had the right
and
responsibility to punish those who insulted her emperor. When she raised her fist
angrily,
Lucius the First replied, “It’s alright, Sir Pol. Just sit down and drink with me.”
Of course, everyone still remained vigilant. There were still many kingdoms who
haven’t
officially surrendered yet, although there were plenty of rumors that said that
they were
coming.
Poliana was rewarded with a vacation as well, but she never left the emperor’s
side.
When Sir Ainno heard about this situation, he came and insisted he would act as the
emperor’s guard temporarily.
The two knights argued fiercely. Poliana claimed that as the head of the protection
division, it was her duty to stay by the emperor’s side. Sir Ainno insisted that
Poliana was
on vacation so she should go out and enjoy herself while he could be by the
emperor’s
side. Sir Ainno said that this could be his hobby.
Poliana became indignant. “A hobby? Guarding his highness is a hobby for you? How
dare you!”
“I have been protecting his highness since we were little boys. It is part of my
life and my
routine!”
“Then I will get the same hobby as you, Sir Ainno! I will guard the emperor during
my
vacation as a hobby!”
“How dare you! To treat guarding his highness as a hobby!”
Sir Ainno was as stubborn as a bull and Poliana knew she couldn’t win this argument
on
her own. Sir Ainno had a higher rank and he had known Lucius the First much longer
too.
“…”
But there was one thing that was on Poliana’s side, and it was the fact that Sir
Ainno
was a jerk! She was certain that the emperor wouldn’t want to have a mean nagger by
his side during such a busy time!
Poliana looked at the emperor beggingly. After a pause, Lucius the First announced,
“Inno, Pol… Both of you, out!”
“Your highness!”
“Your highness!”
The two knights acted like unruly children, and the emperor had no intent to act
like
their mother. He already was suffering from a headache from all the paperwork. He
didn’t want to get involved in his knights’ squabble. Each of the knights was quiet
when
alone, but when both of them were in the same room, they became noisy and whiny.
Lucius the First knew that if he let one of them stay, the other one would make a
huge
and loud fuss.
Poliana moved to leave, as per her emperor’s order, but Sir Ainno didn’t move.
Poliana has been serving Lucius the First for many years now, but it couldn’t
compare to
the amount of time Sir Ainno spent with the emperor. Sir Ainno knew Lucius the
First best.
He was better than even the emperor’s personal servants.
Sir Ainno said to the emperor, “Your highness! If we all leave you alone, who will
kill
those disgusting reptiles? Please let me stay so I can protect you!”
This was a very smart move. Those reptiles were one of Lucius the First’s very few
weaknesses. Sir Ainno continued, “Your highness, I will be here to guard you. I,
the best
archer in Acreia, will make sure none of those hateful reptiles get to you!”
Sir Ainno raised his bow to prove his point. Poliana was impressed, thinking, ‘Oh,
what a
smart idea!’
Poliana looked at Sir Ainno with both jealousy and respect. Realizing he needed
someone to kill the reptiles, Lucius the First raised his hand and announced,
“Inno! My
friend!”
“You are making the right decision, my wise emperor!”
The two men hugged, but they quickly stepped back from each other. It was way too
hot and humid for a prolonged hug. Poliana, admitting her defeat, left the room
quietly.
It has been a long time since Lucius the First and Sir Ainno were alone together.
Since Sir
Ainno left the protection division to lead the special forces, he didn’t have the
time or
the opportunity to talk to the emperor privately. The emperor also now had new
close
knights around him. New people that he could talk to and drink with…
It wasn’t something Sir Ainno should be disappointed about. To him, Lucius the
First was
the one and only emperor, but to Lucius the First, Sir Ainno was one of his many
close
knights.
Sir Ainno locked the door to make sure no one tried to eavesdrop on them. When he
was certain they were safe, Sir Ainno went to a nearby chair and laid himself down.
It
was one of the many special privileges he received from the emperor.
To be allowed to lay down in front of the emperor.
People didn’t realize Sir Ainno utilized his privilege because they have never seen
him
do so but he did, only when he was alone with the emperor.
To Lucius the First’s disappointment, Sir Ainno didn’t even try to kill any of the
reptiles
that were roaming around the room.
“Inno, get up.”
Sir Ainno made an odd groan, “Arrhhhhh….”
“What is it?”
“…”
Sir Ainno finally sat up and narrowed his eyes at his friend. Sir Ainno never
doubted him,
but it still felt strange that they were finally here. He murmured, “So… you are
finally
becoming the emperor of the entire continent. It’s really happening.”
Sir Ainno closed his eyes. He knew this day would come because he trusted and
believed in his emperor. Lucius the First was a good man to follow. He was kind and
generous, yet also very objective, rational, and cold when he needed to be.
Lucius the First often told his men to stop dreaming nonsense, but in truth, he was
their
dream. He was everyone’s hope.
Sir Ainno wondered what happened to the young boy prince he grew up with. The boy
who lost his mother at a very young age, and his father, the former emperor, a few
years later… The boy who had to grow up fast and become an adult to rule an entire
kingdom…
That boy was now gone and a man, an emperor, stood in front of him. But sometimes…
Lucius the First still smiled at Sir Ainno like a little boy. Would he still be
able to smile like
that when he officially became the ruler of all? Sir Ainno was a little worried
about his
friend.
Lucius the First replied with a faint smile. “Yeah… I guess you are right. The
emperor of all
of the continent…”
“What are your plans now?”
“Well, there is a lot to do now, of course.”
Winning the war was the easy part. Now, the real battles were going to begin. To
rule,
to fight against the other noblemen with laws and policies…
The political war was about to begin.
Lucius the First continued, “And I need to get married too, I suppose.”
When the news of his success reached Acreia, the first message that came from his
homeland was an insistence on him getting married as soon as possible. The official
wife
needed to be selected and approved by the Acreian government, which meant it
could not happen until the emperor returned home. However, he could take a few
concubines in the meantime and began to bear future heirs.
The emperor murmured, “And as soon as I return, I will have to reward my cousin…”
Duke Luzo didn’t directly participate in this conquest, but without his help and
sacrifice,
Lucius the First knew he wouldn’t have been able to even begin his war. To that,
Sir
Ainno nodded in agreement.
Even if the elder noblemen pushed Duke Luzo to take over the throne, Lucius the
First
wasn’t concerned. He could just take it back. He just felt sorry for Duke Luzo, who
wanted to get married but was waiting for the emperor to return.
“And of course, I will have to reward all who went through so much for me.”
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This needed to happen sooner rather than later. The morale and the continued
loyalty
of all of his men depended on it.
The more he thought about it, the more work Lucius the First had. He felt the heavy
burden of it crashing down on him. He was surprised that he was still standing and
remained sane. Being an emperor was not an easy task.
He added, “I also want to change many of the old and outdated laws and change the
capital city, but I don’t think I can. I already have too much to do, so it will
have to be
done by those after me.”
“I can tell you that it would be best if you change the capital soon.”
“And take on even more work?! You’re Crazy!”
Lucius the First laughed loudly, but slowly, his laughter died down, and he nodded.
It
was true; it had to be done now. It was too big of a burden to leave for the next
generation. It was essential to establish the capital of the entire continent, not
just of
Acreia.
This was necessary to maintain the peace and stability of his new land. In fact, it
needed to be on top of his priorities. Just like any man, Lucius the First loved to
be lazy
and enjoy life, but for now, he knew his responsibilities came first.
He decided he will have plenty of time to play later. It was time to get to work.
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Poliana was roaming around the city aimlessly when she was greeted by the other
guards and Sir Ainno’s knights. They were on their way to a bar and they invited
her to
join them. Poliana glared at them disapprovingly. “You are going to drink in the
middle
of the day?”
“It’s too hot, Sir Pol!”
“That’s right, it’s so hot!”
The men complained, and yet they had their arms around each others’ shoulders in
brotherly affection. Just watching them so close together made Poliana sweat. The
knights looked like they were close friends. Sirs Howe and Mahogal became fast
friends
after they became part of the special forces under the lead of the mean Sir Ainno.
In
the past, Sir Howe complained of how all the personal guards were all fancy boys
while
Sir Mahogal disliked Sir Howe for being too loud-mouthed but now, it seemed that
they
have become best friends.
Poliana wasn’t interested in going out drinking with these men. When she refused,
the
knights went their way. Sir Donau tried to escape the group, but Sir Howe grabbed
him
quickly. Donau protested, “I told you I don’t like to drink!”
“You are so young and naïve. You don’t know anything. We will teach you to be a
better man!”
“GYAAA!!”
Poliana thought to herself, ‘Hmm… He used to hate it when he was given watered
wine… How the time flies…’
Since when did Sir Donau avoid drinking? Time went by so fast. Poliana looked back
and remembered the past. She was now 30 years old. It had been 10 years since she
first met Lucius the First. From that time, she never looked back. She only looked
forward
and every day, she did her very best.
Her emperor was her guide to the right path. He led the way and she followed him.
She
never once doubted him. She never once hesitated. She only followed him like his
shadow and protected him with everything she had.
Poliana was never worried she might get lost. She was never worried that she might
not
reach her destination. She knew that all she had to do was to follow her emperor.
And after 10 years, she was finally here.
10 years ago, she found a new master she knew she could die for, and the 10 years
she
spent in this war… It wasn’t all that bad.
The knightess stood in the hallway and contemplated while many people passed by
her. Soldiers, knights, servants, maids, citizens of Pucachi, and messengers from
other
kingdoms…
She heard the sound of the trumpet, which meant that the new messengers were
arriving from another kingdom. Poliana remembered the map of the southern region.
Majority of the southern kingdoms already surrendered and there were only three
nations left before reaching the ocean. In the Southern Ocean, there were a number
of
islands with their own kingdoms, but Lucius the First had no plans to go after
them.
Crossing the ocean was a fool’s errand.
So three kingdoms left…
After these nations surrendered, Lucius the First would finally become the first
emperor
to unite the entire continent. He turned 32 this year. It was common for many royal
heirs
not to inherit the throne even when they were over 30 years old. There were times
when
the princes died before they could even become the next ruler.
But Lucius the First… At the age of 32, he united the entire continent.
‘How strange.’
The unification of the continent, it was such a giant goal. Some said it was an
impossible
dream, but the emperor and his men worked tirelessly, and they were finally here.
Just a little bit more…
But even though they were so close, it still felt surreal. It was such an
unbelievable
accomplishment that Poliana still had a hard time believing it.
With another trumpet sound, a messenger with a foreign flag entered the castle
entrance followed by several delegates on horses.
So only two more to go.
Poliana remembered that winter 10 years ago. She could still feel the painful cold
on
her skin. She was almost naked, and the cold wind at the time felt like a knife
slicing
through her body. Whenever she breathed, the inside of her nose and mouth froze,
even her eyeballs felt cold.
She no longer felt angry or resentful of that day, but this didn’t mean she had
forgotten
about it. How could she? Naked and covered in dirt and her own blood… She
remembered the beating and the insults that she took. No one helped her. No one
even gave her a piece of cloth to cover herself.
All alone, in the middle of the winter day…
But her worst day in her life turned into the best day of her life in an instant.
She was
reborn as Poliana Winter. Being no longer Poliana Cranbell, her life changed
completely. Even the deadly cold could dampen her happiness that day. The cold
glares of the men around her could stop her from feeling the pleasure of being
alive.
There was no way she would ever forget that winter day. Her emperor personally gave
her a sword. She could still feel his beautiful smooth fingers on her skin as he
handed it
to her. Poliana knew that even if she became senile, she would always remember
herself screaming.
“Get me a sword, someone get me a sword now!”
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Only two more to go. Two more kingdoms to surrender and her emperor’s dream was
finally going to come true. His ambition to unite the entire continent, which was
just
south from his homeland, Acreia, was going to be a reality.
And then… what?
What would happen after all of this?
Poliana couldn’t even guess, but she wasn’t afraid of the unknown future. She was
certain that the Lucius the First she knew would come up with another dream for all
of
them to follow. As long as she followed him… As long as she remained beside him as
his
shadow and protect him… Poliana knew she would forever live as herself.
A knightess.
And then…
Poliana heard the trumpet again and this time, it was blown twice.
Finally, it was done.
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All the nations in the continent were united into a single empire.
Acreia…
And it belonged to Lucius the First…
The first thing he did was to assemble and reassess his army. A recruitment
announcement was also made, and quickly, many men from different colonies applied
all at once.
Unfortunately, not all of them could be accepted because there were too many of
them. In the end, only those with vast military experience and high ranks were
selected.
Although all the southern kingdoms surrendered to him, Lucius the First still
wanted to
continue to the end of the continent. He wanted to physically set his foot on the
land
he now owned. Those who were lucky enough to be chosen were to follow him on his
final journey.
From the uppermost part of the northern lands to the farthest part of the southern
lands… Lucius the First stood at the cliff and looked out to the South Sea.
The sea that never freezes even in winter.
The waves danced while the seagulls cried loudly. The sun shone hotly, and the sand
invaded his shoes and his clothes as he entered the beach. The smell of the ocean
was
very different from that of a river. The salty air stuck to his skin.
His horse grumbled as it walked on unfamiliar sand. Even though he has reached his
final destination, Lucius the First wandered around like a lost child. He kept
riding his
horse around the beach aimlessly.
The emperor took his time, but no one complained. As they followed him, they
reached
another cliff and there, the emperor looked out quietly and unmoving.
A gentle wind blew, making Lucius the First’s golden hair dance around him. It
would
have been nice if he was wearing a cloak because that would have made a prettier
picture, but no one said a word. No one called out to their emperor.
Lucius the First didn’t look back at his men. His soldiers, feeling an overwhelming
sense
of happiness, stared at their emperor against the beautiful ocean, cliff, and the
sky.
The shockingly blue sky, clear shiny water, and their emperor…
It was a scene they would never forget. Suddenly, the soldiers realized what this
moment meant.
This was what the Acreian soldiers have been fighting for for the last 10 years.
They
followed Lucius the First to this place, and finally, they were being rewarded.
Just
watching their emperor standing at the end of the earth… It was an overwhelming
moment for all of them.
Acreians, the children of hunger…
Acreian men had different reasons for volunteering to follow Lucius the First on
his war.
Some wanted the physical rewards that they would get afterward, such as titles and
lands, while others wanted the experience and honor. Some were forced to enlist by
their parents.
What everyone received as rewards for their services was more than they could have
imagined. Just watching their great emperor at this moment…
One by one, the soldiers began to cry.
“Your highness! We have always believed in you!”
“We knew you could do this from the very beginning!”
“We will take this experience as the greatest honor! We will tell our children of
this
victory for generations!”
“Now, we get to go back home!”
“Long live Lucius the First!”
“Hooray for Acreia!”
“Long live Lucius the First!”
“The one and only emperor of this land!”
“Your highness!”
He was now the emperor of the entire continent. He owned the whole world.
“Hurray for the emperor!”
“Long live Lucius the First!”
The knights and soldiers took out their spears and swords and held them up high.
Their
cries and the clanking of their weapons filled the air, drowning out the sounds of
the
ocean.
At this moment, the men didn’t care if they didn’t receive any titles or lands.
They were
Lucius the First’s men and belonging to him alone was enough of a reward.
Lucius the First turned around. His blonde hair looked beautiful against the blue
sky and
the almost-green ocean. Then suddenly, the emperor bowed to the men standing in
front of him. He announced humbly, “Thank you, everyone, for getting me here. To
help
me arrive at this place… It is all thanks to you. I know that it must’ve been hard
for you
to believe in me, and that is why I am thanking you now. This will be my first and
only
time bowing to anyone.”
He raised his head again, and shrugging his shoulders, he added, “As the emperor, I
must never bow to anyone anymore.”
Turning towards the ocean again, he ordered, “I will be staying here for a while
longer,
so you may return without me.” The men realized that the emperor wanted to be
alone,
so they began to leave. Some still remained, wanting to enjoy the moment a little
longer too, but in the end, everyone left and there were only three of them.
Lucius the First, Sir Ainno, and Sir Poliana.
Poliana planned on staying till the end with the emperor, and she assumed Sir Ainno
was going to do the same but after a while, he turned around too. When Poliana
raised
her eyebrows, Sir Ainno patted Poliana’s shoulders affectionately.
Not to disturb the emperor, Poliana whispered her question. “Aren’t you staying?
Are
you going to make me leave?”
“Of course not. You are the head of the personal protection division, aren’t you?”
Poliana was shocked, she was sure Sir Ainno would insist that she should leave.
When
she became speechless, Sir Ainno grinned and added, “I’m sorry I took your place
last
time in that room.”
His voice sounded a little strange, and suddenly, Poliana realized the truth. When
everyone was crying, Sir Ainno remained dry-eyed. It was obvious he hated showing
his
tears to anyone, and now that he couldn’t control his emotions, he was running
away.
So finally, it was just Lucius the First and Poliana on the cliff. Like his shadow,
she
remained by his side to protect him.
When everyone cried, Poliana didn’t. It wasn’t because she was afraid of what
others
might think of her tears. She was just so overwhelmed that she couldn’t even cry.
Besides, she knew the truth. This wasn’t the end. It was only the beginning of
something
even bigger.
Uniting all of the kingdoms didn’t mean the end of the world. Poliana, Lucius the
First,
and everyone else was going to live on in this new world. Even if she died right
now,
everyone else would continue on without her.
The sun began to set and Lucius the First finally turned around.
“Let’s return to our base now before it gets too dark.”
“Yes, your highness.”
Becoming his knight was the best choice she ever made in her life. She smiled
brightly,
unable to hide her happiness and joy. Lucius the First was standing with the sun
behind
him, and Poliana couldn’t see her emperor clearly because of that blinding light.
But
even so, she continued to smile at him. It was ok if she couldn’t see him. It was
ok even
if she lost her sight. After all, Lucius the First was like the sun to her and she
was only
happy to be by his side.
And because she couldn’t see his face, she missed the change in his expression. For
a
moment, he lost his poker-face, and he looked… emotional.
‘Finally…’
He has done it. Finally… He was here at the end of the earth. It was all his. The
entire
continent was his.
He should have been ecstatic, but instead, he felt… burdened. Whenever his men
kneeled before him, Lucius the First felt the unbelievable weight of his mounting
responsibility.
He could have been the worst dictator, and even then, he knew no one would blame
him or dare to deny him anything, but the problem was that he wanted to be a good
emperor. This was why he felt so burdened and troubled.
‘Well, it’s a good thing at least that I won’t be alone.’
Ever since he was a young boy, he dreamt of becoming the emperor of all. And in
this
dream, he was never alone. He had a woman, an empress, by his side. She didn’t have
to be beautiful, but she needed to be wise, generous, and kind. She needed to be
the
mother to all the people in this world.
A woman who was intelligent… She didn’t have to come from the best of the families
as long as she wasn’t a commoner. They also needed to have children, so it would be
best if she came from a large family. She needed to be healthy and could never be
jealous of his concubines.
It wouldn’t be easy, but Lucius the First was sure that he would find the perfect
woman.
He wanted to be alone, and that was why he asked everyone to leave, but even
without looking, he knew there would be one person waiting for him.
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‘Sir Pol!’
He smiled. The knight with the “winter” as her last name has been his most loyal
knight.
She served him well despite all the hardships she must’ve gone through as a female
and a foreigner. Lucius the First was well aware that she deserved a great reward.
‘Our first meeting was so unforgettable…’
The whole world turned orange as the sun continued to set.
“Let’s get going, Sir Pol.”
“Of course, your highness.”
The loyal knightess looked up with a beautiful smile, and suddenly…
Lucius the First lost his smile as he saw Poliana.
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Poliana’s smile…
It was a smile that came from genuine happiness and certainty.
How beautiful, it was more amazing and stronger than the sun that was disappearing
into the ocean.
When he looked back, it was always like this. Poliana had always treated Lucius the
First
with honesty. She served him with everything she had. She saw him as her emperor,
her
master, her fellow fighter, and her friend. She never changed or wavered in her
belief
and trust in him.
Lucius the First knew she will never change in the future, but… It was him who was
changing. Suddenly, his usual calm and logic cracked in front of this woman. Even
the
future he dreamt of seemed pale compared to this moment.
The cupid’s arrow went straight into Lucius the First’s heart. It was unfair and
cruel
because the emperor never had a chance. He wasn’t given a warning or even time to
get himself prepared for it.
And the worst thing was… The woman in question didn’t even realize what she had
done to him.
‘Why?’
Lucius the First despaired, he didn’t believe in love. Even when he thought of his
future
wife, there never has been love in his heart. All he expected was to maintain a
good
relationship with his wife. Love would have been a huge bonus, but not at all
necessary.
Love mostly existed in songs and poems.
So for him to fall in love like this… How could this be?
What did this mean? To realize that he had fallen in love with someone who he has
known for 10 years… Shouldn’t he have noticed this much earlier?
The emperor’s beliefs and views collapsed around him. This didn’t make sense at
all,
which meant… It had to be a mistake. It had to be a misunderstanding. Lucius the
First
couldn’t be in love with that “woman.”
‘Woman…’
That’s right, Poliana Winter was a woman. A woman who was also a knight.
People called her the knightess. Because she was a woman in this world of man, she
had to go through such hardships. She must’ve felt incredible despair and
hopelessness.
It was much harder, almost impossible, for her to be acknowledged and accepted.
Filthy and unfair rumors followed her everywhere. Until her death, she was going to
be
surrounded by these prejudices.
She almost died, but Lucius the First took her in. He wasn’t being arrogant. This
was the
truth. He made many mistakes that required him to apologize to her, but at the end
of
the day, Lucius the First saved Poliana Winter.
“Your highness.”
Poliana called out to him with an affectionate tone. He knew she showed the most
respect and consideration to him than to anyone else in this world.
The way she looked at him was warm. It was an unconditional love, but not a love a
woman felt for a man. It was a love for her emperor as her master. It was a
devotion to
her ruler.
It was loyalty and nothing more.
“Your highness, are you ok? Is something wrong?”
“No.”
Poliana looked at him worriedly, and Lucius the First flinched. It was as if
someone threw
cold water at him.
Everyone knew how ugly Poliana was. Even Poliana herself agreed to it. She looked
much better and cleaner now, but she certainly was no beauty. At best, she was an
average-looking woman.
But right now, at this moment… She looked pretty to him.
The emperor couldn’t breathe. His heart began to beat uncontrollably. He had no
choice but to admit and accept that he was in love.
Quickly, he put on his poker face again. He gave her the “generous emperor’s
smile.” It
wasn’t hard because after all, he had done it all his life.
Even though he was a man newly in love, he was an emperor first. He couldn’t be
swayed by his emotions. Perhaps, that was why he didn’t believe in love. At least,
it
wasn’t for him.
Lucius the First looked at Poliana Winter. She had a sword hanging on her waist.
Somewhere on her body, there were several daggers and other weapons. She never
did, and never would hesitate to use them to kill. She had no qualms about using
violence. She wasn’t a talented fighter, but she had enough experience to do an
adequate job. For him, she would do anything.
The blue uniform looked good on her. As the head of the guard division, she was
given
the honor of wearing a golden stripe as well. Lucius the First knew how hard she
tried to
look clean and presentable for him.
The sun was now nowhere to be seen, but the sky was still bright. He could now see
a
few stars appearing in the sky.
“Your uniform looks good on you, Sir Pol.”
“Thank you for the compliment!”
“That sword suits you as well.”
“You flatter me, your highness!”
“And you looked good with short hair too!”
“Your highness, you must be very happy right now.”
“It’s just that you look pretty today, Sir Pol.”
“… are you ok, your highness? Are you ill perhaps?”
Lucius the First smiled. He almost made a mistake of confessing his love for her
just now,
but he quickly recovered. He had to push down his feelings. He was no mere man, he
was the emperor.
The emperor.
Lucius the First imagined Poliana standing beside him as his empress. It looked so
ridiculous that he laughed. He felt a little better.
‘Perhaps I’m just mistaken. Maybe I’m just confused.’
This was an emotional time for him after all.
He had so much to do now, and no matter what it was that he felt, it didn’t matter.
‘Just forget about it for now.’
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A love now could turn into something different tomorrow. For now… he decided to
ignore it. He wasn’t abandoning it, but he would bury it deep inside of him, and
when
he had more time, he would reassess it.
As they rode their horses down the cliff, everything felt unfamiliar to him.
Somehow,
Lucius the First knew that he would remember this moment forever.
‘… it’s love…’
The emperor smiled helplessly. He knew the future was uncertain, but for now, he
wanted to enjoy this moment.
The Acreian army finally turned around to head back to the north.
Back home to Acreia…
No obstacles stopped the emperor this time.
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The Acreian emperor Lucius the First’s army moved north speedily. The men were
excited to return home after 10 years of war. They moved fast, excited at the
prospect
of reuniting with their families.
Their path back to Acreia was smooth thanks to Duke Luzo. Every time Lucius the
First
conquered more lands, Duke Luzo made sure to create proper roads in these places.
He strongly believed in proper infrastructures, especially for swift and efficient
supply
chains. The roads were built by the enemy captives and criminals, and these well-
built
paths helped the Acreian men to return home much easier than expected.
If he wished, Lucius the First could have pushed to get home faster, but he
purposely
moved at a slow pace. It was to make sure his men didn’t tire out and also to
examine
how his colonies were doing after being conquered. It was obviously impossible to
extensively explore every city, but it was enough to get an idea of how the
citizens
were reacting to their new reality.
Thankfully, it seemed that the people were doing fairly well. In most of the
kingdoms,
the citizens threw flowers at the Acreian army and welcomed them. Lower tax rates
and stricter laws against crimes were accepted by these people with open arms. The
people of the mid-continent were now free from their greedy and selfish kings. They
were thankful to Lucius the First, who was a much kinder ruler.
If the emperor raised the tax rate a little in a few years, would the people become
angry and regret their decisions to support him? Perhaps, but unlikely. Whatever
increase the Acreian emperor proposed would still be much lower than the one set by
their previous kings.
Lucius the First; the beautiful, kind, wise, and fair emperor. Everyone was in love
with this
young man.
There were still a few kingdoms that remained technically “independent,” but in
reality,
all of them belonged to Acreia and strangely, the fact that they belonged to a
single
greatest nation made the people feel a sense of pride and acceptance. This was
especially the case because Lucius the First did not discriminate between the
original
Acreians and new Acreians. He was also fair and generous to many of the nobles of
the
previous kingdoms, as long as they behaved. As the tax rate and the crime rate were
lowered, the farmers and the regular citizens began to gain more power while the
lords
lost some of their authorities. If a lord treated his people unfairly, he was
replaced by
Lucius the First immediately.
Having an emperor like Lucius the First was a blessing to many. Most of the
people’s
lives have improved daily, they now have more to eat and less to worry about. It
was a
dream come true. Most nobles, although they lost their absolute powers, accepted
their current situation. After all, they didn’t want to go through another war.
And besides… the new emperor was such a good-looking young man!
“Long live the Acreian emperor Lucius the First!”
People looked at him with adoration. Even Poliana, who was riding behind him, could
feel their love.
‘This is amazing.’
It was a beautiful sunny day with a nice breeze. The soldiers seemed to be enjoying
the
weather as well and the people of the colonies threw flowers at them as they
cheered.
Poliana never relaxed because she knew there could be an assassin among the crowd,
but she still let herself enjoy the scene a little. When they returned to Acreia
and
entered the capital, Nanaba, she knew they would be greeted with cheers again, but
this was different. The people here… They referred to the emperor as their savior,
and
therefore it meant so much more.
Lucius the First told his men that he was taking the easiest and smoothest route to
make
the journey as comfortable for his men as possible. But based on Poliana’s
calculation,
this was only partly true. She could tell he had another reason for it. Many of the
emperor’s closest knights suspected the same thing, but they didn’t say anything.
Whatever the emperor did, he most likely had a very good reason for it.
It was getting late and the emperor announced that they would stay in this village
for
the night. In fact, Lucius the First decided that they would stay in the city of
Sitrin for a
whole week. Sitrin was known for its hot springs and the emperor ordered everyone
to
relax and enjoy themselves.
Sitrin was a large city with a beautiful castle. South of it was the Msmel forest
and it was
located in the middle of the mid-continent, which meant it had mild weather.
Farming
and forestry flourished in this place as well as tourism thanks to the hot springs.
It was
already well-developed, but it had even greater potential for further growth.
Unfortunately, people of Sitrin have been starving despite their fruitful land. It
was
because of its previous lord who was selfish and cruel. When Lucius the First was
nearby,
it was the Sitrin lord’s vassals who killed their master and opened the door for
the
Acreian men. The vassals wanted better lives for their people.
Lucius the First had to execute one of the noblemen, who tried to fight back, but
the
rest of them were spared. He approved the rest of the vassals who cared for their
people. Of all the mid-continent kingdoms, the citizens of Sitrin cheered for
Lucius the
First the most.
The emperor waved at the people and thought proudly, ‘What a great land this is.’
Sitrin was indeed a great piece of land. Being in the middle of the continent was a
huge bonus when it came to supply chains. It wasn’t before, but now that the whole
world was united as a single kingdom, Sitrin was going to benefit the most from its
location.
Currently, no new lord was appointed for Sitrin. The kind vassals were taking care
of the
matters for now. Lucius the First allowed his men to rest, but he went right to
work after
getting off his horse. The first thing he did was look over the paperwork
concerning Sitrin.
He smiled as he checked the grains and money collected as taxes. This place was
indeed a very productive place. How could the old lord let his people starve when
there was plenty to go around?
While the emperor looked over the documents, the Sitrin vassals waited nearby
nervously. They have done nothing wrong, but still, they were in the presence of a
conqueror. What if he didn’t like the numbers? And what if the new emperor changes
his mind and punish them for killing their old lord? A bad master was still a
master, and
disloyalty was usually punished by death.
Suddenly, Lucius the First saw something odd. He asked, “What is this?”
One of the vassals anxiously looked at the list the emperor pointed at, and with a
sigh of
relief, he explained, “It’s the budget for the water channel maintenance.”
“Channel?”
“Yes, our previous lord built this channel so the hot spring water could be
transported to
the castle.”
“But the water would be cold by the time it reaches the castle.”
“It is reheated before it enters the castle tubs.”
What a selfish and lazy lord he must have been. The hot spring wasn’t even that far
from the castle. What a waste of time and money.
When the emperor frowned, the vassals trembled. What they didn’t know was that
Lucius the First was a very forgiving emperor. As long as it wasn’t a huge mistake,
he
often let it slide.
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‘This would be the perfect land to reward one of my men.’
A bountiful land and capable vassals, it would make a good present.
Lucius the First looked around for Poliana. She was nearby and instead of focusing
on
him, she was reprimanding the vassals regarding the city’s supplies. It was an old
habit
she developed when she used to work in the supply unit.
“This is wrong, what’s this number, and here?”
As the emperor watched her, she continued to find the small mistakes in the
calculations and bookkeeping. Lucius the First thought to himself, ‘She would’ve
done a
great job if she stayed in the supply unit.’
“Sir Pol.”
“Yes, your highness.”
“I see that you are very interested in Sitrin and its figures. Do you like this
land? Do you
want it? Would you like me to give it to you?”
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Poliana replied hastily, “No, not at all, your highness!” She thought Lucius the
First was
making a joke about how she wasn’t doing her job as his guard and was more focused
on silly paperwork.
“I apologize, your highness, for not doing my job.”
She handed the paper back to the vassals and walked towards the emperor.
“I’m not joking, Sir Pol. You have done so much for me and you need to be rewarded.
I
think a piece of land is a good start.”
“You can just give me any leftover piece of land, your highness.”
“A leftover? Sir Pol, you should be getting one of the best lands I have.”
Poliana was about to refuse again but bit her lips. It was true that she did do a
great
deal for this war. She did deserve something great. Also, it wouldn’t look
appropriate for
the head of the guard division to be a landless knight. In fact, it would look
ridiculous.
Poliana didn’t have a title yet either. She was a knightess and that was it. If her
Aehasian background was accepted, she was still a noble. If it wasn’t, then she
would
be something in between a noble and a knight. After the war, she assumed that her
emperor would give her a title, and land always came with a title.
Lucius the First allowed many of the foreign nobles to keep their titles and lands,
but not
all of them. This meant that there were plenty of lands and titles that needed to
be
distributed.
Poliana contemplated and she finally made her decision, she determined that she
definitely deserved this city.
“Are you sure? Are you really offering me this land?”
“Of course, or if there is another piece of land you prefer, all you have to do is
to let me
know. The exact boundary of the land will change a bit in the future, but not by
much.”
Poliana was one of the few people who knew of Lucius the First’s plan for a new
capital
for Acreia. Poliana quickly calculated how far Sitrin would be from all the
potential
capital cities and replied, “I would be honored to have this land, your highness.”
“Good. Then, Sitrin will be yours.”
Sir Ainno already received a good piece of land very close to all the potential
capital
cities. Other high-ranking knights received their rewards as well so Poliana said
to
herself, ‘I deserve this.’
The old Poliana would have refused the reward because she knew what the other men
would say. If this was the Aehasian army, the other knights would’ve said she only
received it because she was sleeping with the emperor. Ugly rumors would have been
spread like a wildfire but now… Things were very different. She was one of the
emperor’s closest knights and she was trusted and respected by everyone in the
Acreian army.
Poliana was certain that everyone around her would support her no matter what. If
anyone in the army said anything negative about her, she knew she could take care
of
him easily.
The vassals looked at the emperor and the knightess nervously. Right in front of
their
eyes, their new master was decided in a blink of an eye.
Lucius the First offered to Poliana, “And if you are unhappy with these vassals,
then let
me know. I can just replace them for you. After all, they did betray their old
master.”
The vassals flinched and began to tremble. Some even closed their eyes, thinking
their
deaths were coming. Poliana immediately shook her head and replied, “You just gave
them to me, and now you are trying to take them away from me, your highness? That’s
not fair. These are my people now and they seem like they are very capable workers,
so
I am definitely keeping them.”
Just a moment ago, she was reprimanding them for making mistakes, but now that they
belonged to her, she defended them viciously. The vassals’ eyes widened at how the
knightess, their new master, stood up to the emperor on their behalf.
Respect and admiration shone in their eyes as they looked up to her. Thanks to
Lucius
the First, Poliana gained passionate loyalty from her vassals immediately.
Poliana took a walk that night around the castle. It still wasn’t official, but she
was going
to be the master of this entire place. As she walked outside the castle, she
immediately
fell in love with her land.
Poliana touched the stone wall and feeling a bit overwhelmed, she punched it. She
bit
her lips so she wouldn’t scream with joy.
‘Wow!!!!’
If she knew no one would hear her, she would run around screaming. She wanted to
gather the people of Sitrin right now and announce from the rooftop that she was
their
new lord.
Poliana was born into a mediocre noble family, and her land was known for
cranberries. Her childhood home could be called a mansion at best but now…
Her new home was a castle, an entire castle made of stones and a castle that had a
drawbridge. It was all hers.
The large luxurious castle suddenly became her personal home. The castles of the
midcontinent were typically oversized, and this particular one was as big as the
biggest
castle in the Aehasian capital where the king and his family lived.
‘And it’s all mine.’
It belonged to Poliana now. His highness Lucius the First gave it to her. She
didn’t follow
him to become wealthy, but this was such a huge and unexpected, yet very
welcomed, bonus. She was ecstatic.
So many thoughts passed through her head. With the tax money she gathered, what
could she do to improve this place? First, she needed to have a solid army and have
enough to feed them for a while. She noticed that there were gold and precious
stone
decorations all over the castle. The previous lord was obviously a luxurious fool.
She
wondered how much she could get if she sold them all? How much food and supplies
could she get?
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All she knew was war, so all she could think of was having enough supplies at all
times.
Suddenly, Poliana noticed a patrolling soldier walking towards her. He obviously
didn’t
spot her because after looking around, he turned towards the castle wall and
unbuckled his pants to urinate. Poliana quietly approached him and smacked the back
of his head.
The guard screamed in shock and ignoring him, Poliana ordered sharply, “Urinating
should only occur in washrooms.”
“I’m sorry! Please forgive me!”
“This castle is where the emperor is currently residing. We can’t have him smelling
your
urine, now can we? Make sure to tell everyone never to do something like this
again.”
They were too far from the emperor’s room for Lucius the First to smell anything,
but it
was always a good idea to enforce strict rules. Poliana didn’t feel guilty at all.
The night darkened further, so she decided it was time to go to bed. Before she
returned to her room, she needed to check on the emperor one last time. Her men
were standing in front of the emperor’s door. They saluted her when she approached
them. New guards were also there for the next shift as it was time to switch. The
guards
communicated through sign language to exchange reports. Poliana watched them
and realized that there was a guest inside the emperor’s room.
‘Another woman?’
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The emperor was in his early 30’s, so it made sense that he had strong needs just
like
any other young healthy man. It wasn’t uncommon for Poliana to witness women
visiting him often even during the war, but what confused Poliana was the fact that
Lucius the First didn’t refuse any women at all lately.
Until now, the emperor has rarely refused the offered women’s entry to his room,
but
depending on his condition or mood, he only talked with them or drank with them
most
of the time. But now, on their way back to Acreia, he has taken all of the women to
his
bed without a question.
It was the emperor’s personal servant’s duty, not a knight’s, to deal with the
emperor’s
personal life. But as his guard, Poliana couldn’t help but worry about the
emperor’s
stamina. If he spent all his nights with a woman, wouldn’t that harm his health?
Lucius
the First was a very healthy young man, but Poliana couldn’t stop herself from
worrying.
Poliana met Donau in the hallway. Sir Donau mentioned it to her, “It seems that his
highness has been keeping himself very busy every night.” It was clear that it
wasn’t just
Poliana who was worried about their emperor’s change in habit.
Poliana then replied, “I agree. I wonder if he just has been very tense during the
war,
but now that he can relax, he has become more active in his nightly activity.”
Some men liked to take some women to bed to relax during a war, while other men
needed to feel safe and relaxed to be able to enjoy a woman. Every man was
different
in his preference. At first, she wondered if it was because the emperor was trying
to sire
an heir but if this was the case, he wouldn’t have insisted on some women of
mediocre
nobility.
Poliana sighed and added, “I wish he would take in a wife soon. I would love to
have
an empress.”
“I know! A beautiful wise empress…”
“Kind and generous…”
“And then, we will have many princes and princesses…”
They were talking together when suddenly, they heard the guards talking about how
the emperor sent tonight’s woman away. Poliana asked one of the guards, “What
happened? Did she make a mistake?”
“The lady suggested that they should enjoy the hot spring together. You know how
his
highness was very sensitive about something like that.”
A man and woman bathing together naked… It was considered a significant event. It
meant that they were becoming serious about each other, and it seemed Lucius the
First was offended at this lady’s forward and seductive move.
The emperor was born a prince, he grew up to be an heir, became an emperor of a
kingdom, and united the entire continent. He led an elegant and straightforward
life, so
although he enjoyed women who were enthusiastic in bed, he disliked women who
strayed from the normal and usual bedroom etiquette.
Based on what they witnessed so far, they knew what kind of women their emperor
preferred. Lucius the First didn’t have to say a word, even Poliana knew his taste
very
well.
“His highness’s type is a fragile and feminine lady.”
“Exactly. Long hair and slim body… A lady he could embrace easily…”
“Totally, someone who looks like she needs to be protected.”
Their discussion continued as the men began to talk about their types. The married
ones
bragged about their wives while the unmarried soldiers talked about their dream
women. When Sir Donau was asked about it, he refused to give them an answer.
The cook took special care to maintain the lizard shape as the stew was made. He
was
successful and he proudly placed the intact animal on top of the stew as a
decoration.
Thankfully, the emperor’s servant saw it and removed the lizard before Lucius the
First
ever saw it. If he did, the emperor would have refused to eat even a spoonful of
the
specially made stew.
Yesterday, Lucius the First was upset because the lady offered to him tried to
seduce
him into having a bath with her in the hot spring. A man and a woman washing
together… It would have never ended with just a bath, and the emperor felt a little
angry. Did that woman think he was a pervert? That he was desperate?
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‘The previous lord must’ve enjoyed such vulgar activity.’
It made sense, or else, why would anyone spend so much money and effort to make a
channel that transported the hot spring water into the castle?
Lucius the First was unhappy. Every day and every night, he was served by different
beauties and was offered the most extravagant meals and yet, he was still very
displeased. Why? Only the emperor knew the answer to that question.
Lucius the First took a spoonful of his stew. It had a distinct and unfamiliar
taste and he
loved it.
“What a great stew.”
“Yes, your highness. It is made especially for you. It is supposed to be very good
for
health, so please finish your bowl. All of it.”
The servants who knew the secret to this stew didn’t say a word. It was better for
him not
to know the truth. Poliana exchanged some knowing glances with the servants and put
her thumbs up for them.
Perfect, everything was going according to her plan.
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Thump, thump.
The emperor’s heart began to beat loudly. Lucius the First felt the pain of it and
closed
his eyes. His beautiful face was filled with sadness and worry. The previous lord
of Sitrin
was a lustful man. The hot spring wasn’t that far from the castle, yet he created
an
expensive water channel to bring the water directly to his castle. On top of that,
he also
built a custom brazier to reheat the water and an extravagant bathhouse for his
pleasure. It must’ve cost a pretty penny to build something like this.
Based on his understanding, it took a very long time to complete this project as
well. It
was only recently finished, and in the end, the previous lord ended up dying
without
being able to enjoy his crazy creation.
How sad.
And now, Lucius the First, the conqueror of all kingdoms, was going to enjoy it and
in
the future, Poliana would get to enjoy it as the new master of Sitrin.
For now, the emperor was happy to relish in the healing water alone. It was quiet
inside
except for the sound of falling water. Lucius the First stared at the gentle wave
of the
water around him.
Thump, thump.
His heartbeat filled his head and he shook his head.
Please don’t let it be love…
Lucius the First was desperate. This couldn’t be love. This powerful feeling he had
inside
of him… It had to be just his excitement from accomplishing his dream of uniting
the
continent. It had to be him feeling good about seeing his trusted night happy. It
had to
be because it had been a while since he had a woman.
It had to be… It had to be…
This was why he didn’t refuse any women that were offered to him. They were all
different. Whether they were round-shouldered and square-shouldered, big-breasted
and small-breasted, even if they had a sweet bodily scent and they were sour-
smelling,
and on and on. He didn’t care as long as it was a woman, any woman. He thought
that if he buried his face on a woman’s breasts, he would be able to forget about
Poliana, and this crazy heartbeat would stop.
The women who entered his room were all beautiful. They had long silky hair,
porcelain
skin, and clean and well-kept nails…
Lucius the First welcomed all of them. He spent all of his pent up energy on these
women, but…
The emperor’s heart would not stop beating loudly.
‘This isn’t right…’
Of all people… He felt so strongly for Poliana. Even after taking all those women
to bed,
his feelings didn’t change. He could no longer claim his feeling for her was from
his
repressed lust.
Lucius the First was troubled. This was a big problem for him. There has never been
anyone who distressed him this much. This could be dangerous. Just the fact that he
considered this situation as a trouble was disturbing.
If he wanted a woman, it wasn’t a problem for Lucius the First to take her. There
was no
one else in this world who had a higher status than he did. He was the emperor
after all.
No one could deny him or refuse him. As an emperor, he didn’t have to pursue a
woman. He only had to say so and his servants would bring her straight to him.
As long as it wasn’t a married woman, the emperor could have anyone. In fact, even
most married women would be willing to give themselves to him.
This wasn’t only because he was the emperor with absolute power. The fact that
Lucius
the First was a young, beautiful, and kind man was the biggest reason for it. The
emperor was respectful and was not shy about acknowledging true talents. He was
also very intelligent and well-read.
Countless women confessed their love for him. It would be very difficult to find a
woman who would refuse such a man.
For a second, Lucius the First thought he came up with an easy solution. Why not
just
confess to Poliana? No matter how the knightess felt about it, she could not escape
him.
Suddenly, realizing his mistake, the emperor splashed some water on his face.
‘No! No! I can’t be like that! It would be wrong.’
Forcing a woman… It was wrong to even think about such a thing. This was what a
tyrant would do.
Lucius the First couldn’t come up with an answer. Recently, he stopped calling
Poliana
by her nickname “Pol.” He began to call her Sir Pol again. He could tell that
Poliana was
disappointed, but he couldn’t help it. He was afraid that if he got any closer to
her, he
would blurt out his love for her.
The emperor was troubled.
The first person who noticed the change in the emperor was his long time friend and
loyal knight, Sir Ainno. At first, Sir Ainno didn’t think much of it.
‘His highness must be just worried about all the work he will have to do when he
returns
to Acreia.’ When he found out about the women, Sir Ainno also didn’t think it was a
problem. The emperor was a healthy young man after all. The war was over, so it
wasn’t
strange that he would seek a nightly company.
But what worried Sir Ainno was him drinking. For some reason, Lucius the First
rarely
drank anymore and when he did, he drank alone or drank with one of the women
offered to him.
This was strange because Lucius the First loved to drink with his men. He hated
drinking
alone. The emperor’s favorite pastime was having a drinking party with his knights.
Many men found it hard to be the emperor’s drinking body. Lucius the First was a
great
master, but as his subject, none of the knights could drink comfortably in front of
their
boss. Lucius the First also had a horrible sense of humor and having to force
themselves
to laugh at his jokes was quite an ordeal.
At the beginning of the war, Sirs Baufallo and Ainno were called to these drinking
gatherings the most. But as the emperor came to know more and more knights, other
men were invited to join as well.
Towards the end of the war, Lucius the First became set on drinking with only his
favorite
knights. Poliana was one of these people for an obvious reason. She was a strange
drinker, but still a very good company, she wouldn’t look drunk but would collapse
so
suddenly. And at the end of these parties, it was always Sir Ainno who ended up
having
to clean up after everyone. He was a very strong drinker and rarely became
intoxicated like the other men.
This should have been the perfect time for the emperor to have a nightly drinking
party
with his knights, but when it didn’t happen, Sir Ainno became worried.
Something was wrong!
After a few days of observing his emperor, Sir Ainno decided to be direct and ask
him.
He grabbed a bottle of wine and visited Lucius the First. It worked out perfectly
because the emperor was alone in his bedroom.
Sir Ainno asked without hesitation, “Your highness, is there something you are
worried
about?”
“I am now the emperor of the entire continent, so why would I be worried about
anything?”
Lucius the First replied calmly, but Sir Ainno wasn’t fooled by it.
“If you are unhappy about something, you only need to let me know, your highness. I
will take care of it immediately. If you are worried about the elders in Acreia
making
trouble for you when you return, just tell me. I will ride ahead and get rid of all
of them
before you reach our homeland.”
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Such a loyal announcement didn’t make the emperor feel any better. When Lucius the
First still looked troubled, Sir Ainno was about to ask him again but someone
knocked on
their door.
“It’s Poliana, I’m coming in.”
Poliana walked in excitedly. She was carrying a bottle of wine and some snacks.
“I can’t believe you two are drinking without me!”
Sir Ainno saw the bottle she was holding. His eyes widened as he asked, “How come
you have a better bottle of wine than I do, Sir Pol?”
“Because I… Hahaha…! I am about to become the new master of this castle!”
Poliana laughed happily and loudly. Sir Ainno grumbled and grabbed the bottle from
her hand.
Lucius the First seemed to be contemplating quietly. Suddenly, he turned to Poliana
and ordered, “I will be drinking alone with Sir Ainno tonight, so Sir Pol, I would
like you to
leave.”
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Sir Ainno and Poliana’s eyes widened at their emperor’s firm words. This confirmed
Sir
Ainno’s suspicion; something was definitely going on with Lucius the First. Poliana
simply
thought that perhaps there was a topic her emperor wanted to discuss only with
other
men.
‘Maybe his highness wants to talk about something dirty…’
Both Lucius the First and Sir Ainno were high-born young masters. Whatever dirty
stories
they wanted to share with each other… Poliana knew it wouldn’t compare to what she
heard or even had to go through, but if she pointed this out to them, she knew that
the
two men would deny it and make her look like a dirty-minded woman. Poliana knew
that if she pried, it would only embarrass Lucius the First, so she decided against
it.
She decided to let the men have their fun.
“Then, I will go drink with the other knights, your highness. Have a great
evening.”
“Wait, Sir Pol, please make sure you don’t drink too much. Actually, you shouldn’t
drink
at all. Just go to bed for tonight.”
“Pardon?”
Poliana’s eyes widened as the emperor explained, “I really think you drink too much
and too often, Sir Pol. We have a wonderful bathhouse with hot spring water, so why
don’t you enjoy it before going to bed tonight. You are going to be the new owner
of
this castle, so it would be a great idea for you to explore every aspect of this
place.”
It sounded like Lucius the First really cared about her health. Poliana nodded in
agreement. She left the wine and snacks and left the room.
The emperor sighed in relief. For tonight, he was able to stop her from drinking
and
spending too much time with other men.
Sir Ainno then asked, “Do you have something you want to tell me? Something that
Sir
Poliana shouldn’t hear?”
“No, it’s nothing like that, Inno. You go ahead and rest too.”
“Your highness, please tell me what is bothering you. I will fix it.”
Sir Ainno was serious about his offer. From his point of view, Sir Ainno couldn’t
understand what the emperor could be worried about. All of his dreams came true.
The
continent was united, and the emperor didn’t lose any of his close men. None of the
colonies were revolting and the people were throwing flowers at them and welcoming
them with open arms.
But the emperor looked for forlorn as if he was all alone in this world. Was Lucius
the First
going through another puberty?
“Inno, I’m fine.”
“Your highness, I know you are not telling me the truth.”
“I…”
Lucius the First rubbed his forehead. It was becoming even clearer that something
was
bothering him. He sighed deeply. Lucius the First knew that he couldn’t keep this
secret
from Sir Ainno for too long. In the end, the emperor said to his knight, “There is
a woman
I am interested in…”
“Who is she? I will bring her to you immediately.”
The names and the families of all the women that were offered to the emperor were
recorded in an official document. All Sir Ainno had to do was ask the servant for
the
name and the address, and he could get the lady tonight.
Lucius the First shook his head. “No, there is no need.”
“Why not? You are feeling this way because of this woman!”
“It’s just a temporary and minor attraction. It will pass soon so there is no need
for you to
deal with it.”
“If it was going to pass soon, you wouldn’t be here looking like this.”
“… I suppose you are right, Inno.”
Lucius the First smiled bitterly. Sir Ainno looked determined. It was clear that he
wasn’t
going to leave the room without finding out the truth.
“Your highness, please tell me about her! Where is she from? The reason you won’t
tell
me… Is it because this woman is married? Or is she too young? Too old? Is she
widowed
with a child? Is she a commoner?”
“No…”
It was all wrong. Sir Ainno became even more curious. What was the problem then?
“Your highness, then why do you hesitate? Bring that woman here and tell her how
you
feel. I am certain she would be delighted.”
Sir Ainno was sure of it. His friend, the emperor, was beautiful and kind. He had a
great
body and most of all, he was the emperor of the whole continent. Who would dare to,
or want to, deny such a man?
He supposed that a heart would want what a heart wants. Of course, not all women
would fall immediately in love with the emperor, but who would deny themselves of
such an honor of becoming the emperor’s woman? Love was not a requirement here.
On top of that, Lucius the First was unmarried. If this woman in question came from
a
decent family, there was a very good chance she could become the next empress.
This was especially possible because the emperor was clearly smitten with her. Sir
Ainno
had never seen Lucius the First act this way.
“Your highness, if this woman is a foreigner, I guess the elders back home may
protest,
but this could actually be a good thing. Having a foreigner as a wife could bring
all of
the colonies together as one. Your highness! What is it that worries you so much?
Even if
this woman is married, if we give her husband an appropriate compensation, we can
make this work.”
“Inno, a woman isn’t a property. We don’t buy women.”
Sir Ainno became speechless. He knew women weren’t livestock, but they were
certainly treated like one. Lucius the First was a kind and fair man, but Sir Ainno
knew
that the emperor wasn’t a naïve man. Lucius the First knew perfectly well how the
world
worked, so for him to say something like this… Suddenly, Sir Ainno realized the
truth.
“Ah, are you in love, your highness?”
This couldn’t be just an interest. This young man was in love and that was why he
looked
so troubled.
Hearing it out loud from another person confirmed what Lucius the First feared.
Thump, thump.
His heart began to beat loudly again. Lucius the First closed his eyes and nodded.
“Yes, it’s love.”
“So who is this woman? Where is she? If you are in love with this person, why would
you
take in a different woman every night? If you truly love this girl, then we need to
bring
her here immediately…”
“Just stop, Inno. It is only now that I have admitted this. I have been trying to
ignore it
and deny it… but it didn’t work.”
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“Deny love? Why would you do something so silly?”
Sir Ainno frowned. He knew Lucius the First could do almost anything if he placed
his
mind to it but still, there were things in this world that just couldn’t be done.
Love… Sir Ainno had never been in love, but even he knew that it couldn’t be
stopped.
Why was the emperor trying so hard to ignore his feelings? It had to be because
this
woman was someone he couldn’t have. A married woman? A widow?
“Just who is it, your highness? Tell me!”
Lucius the First’s clear green eyes looked unsettled. He wasn’t used to worrying
this
much. He was at his limit. He needed to tell someone.
The emperor’s heart thumped excitedly, this would be the first time he admitted it
to
another person. He wasn’t confessing to her in person, but it certainly felt like a
confession.
Finally, Lucius the First opened his mouth and said to his friend, “Poliana
Winter.”
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“Shut the f*ck up! Are you crazy?”
Lucius the First grabbed Sir Ainno’s collar with a frown, but the knight easily got
away by
bending his emperor’s wrist. Lucius the First rubbed his wrist and Sir Ainno,
confused and
shocked, walked around the room.
Turning towards the emperor, the knight asked to confirm, “Are you serious? Is this
for
real?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“Your highness! Look at me!”
Sir Ainno showed him two of his fingers and asked, “How many fingers am I holding,
your
highness?”
“Two.”
“Do they look unclear, or do your eyes feel foggy…”
“My eyes are perfectly fine, Inno.”
The emperor said to Sir Ainno firmly and continued, “Let me explain.”
“Please… Just give me a second to gather my thoughts… I… I don’t know if I can
muster the courage to hear your story.”
Sir Ainno grabbed the bottle of wine and gulped it down. After emptying half of it,
he
finally sat down again. Lucius the First wanted to tell him the whole story and Sir
Ainno
now had to keep this secret safe as his loyal knight.
The emperor was 30 years old, he was old enough to have sired several children by
now. In fact, Sir Ainno’s younger brother already had a child. Yet here was the
emperor,
experiencing his first love.
It was an embarrassing moment; sharing a love story between two grown men, but it
couldn’t be helped.
The 30-year-old man began to tell his love story to his trusted friend.
From early on, Lucius the First liked Poliana. Of course, in the beginning, it was
an
interest as any emperor would have towards a talented knight. After a while, they
became close acquaintances, and then close friends.
Then at some point, this platonic affection turned into love. And when this
happened,
Lucius the First could no longer treat Poliana as easily as before. He couldn’t
even call
her by her name without fearing Poliana finding out about his feelings. Lately, the
emperor felt breathless whenever he saw her smile.
“S-stop, your highness. Just give me a moment.”
It was considered rude for anyone to interrupt the emperor, but Sir Ainno couldn’t
help
it. Lucius the First was so excited that he was talking too fast and too excitedly,
and Sir
Ainno needed time to digest what he was hearing.
The emperor reddened, as did Sir Ainno.
Cough.
The two men coughed nervously. Sir Ainno finished the rest of the bottle and
nodded.
He looked determined to hear out his emperor. Lucius the First was grateful that
his
friend was willing to listen to him.
What good friends they were!
Lucius the First continued, “I tried to ignore this feeling, but it didn’t work. It
makes sense
because…”
The emperor admitted that although Poliana was indeed no beauty, she was actually
very adorable. Besides, a person’s appearance wasn’t the most important thing, it
was
the inside that really mattered.
The emperor added, “Besides, I have enough beauty for the both of us. And really,
Poliana isn’t ugly when you think about it. If you look closely, she is actually
very cute. A
few days ago, she complained about her bangs getting into her eyes, so she got a
bowl and cut her hair straight across it.”
Everyone gaped in shock, but the emperor secretly thought she looked lovable.
“Your highness, calm down!”
“Oh, of course. I… I got carried away.”
To call a 30-year-old spinster cute… Clearly, the emperor had lost his mind. The
two men
coughed embarrassedly.
Lucius the First took the bottle of wine but placed it down after realizing that
Sir Ainno
finished it. He grabbed another one and poured himself a full glass.
He felt thirsty.
It wasn’t just the emperor whose mouth felt dry. Sir Ainno gulped down another
bottle.
He was a strong drinker and rarely became drunk. Unfortunately, the more he drank
right now, the thirstier he became.
There were so many women in the world. Half of the population was men, which meant
the other half was women. Sir Ainno knew that badmouthing the woman his emperor
loved was a bad manner, but he couldn’t help it.
“Your highness. Half the world is full of women. Even excluding the elderly,
children, and
married women, there still are so many women in the world. You could pick anyone
among them randomly and she would be still better than Sir Poliana.”
Lucius the First angrily threw a bottle at his knight, who caught it easily and sat
it down
on the table.
Sir Ainno realized this was not something he could fix.
‘There is no answer to this problem.’
The scary thing was the fact that Lucius the First knew this. He understood how
crazy this
was and how unfit Poliana was to be his woman. Yet… The emperor with the greatest
self-control and logic was helpless against his feelings for her.
Both men blushed in embarrassment.
“As your highness must know, Sir Poliana is 30 years old. She is a spinster and
let’s be
honest here. She is no beauty. In fact, to be brutally honest, she is one of the
ugliest
women I have met.”
One could be kind and say she came from a decent family, but no one could ever call
her a proper lady. She was covered in scars and she looked ridiculous in a dress.
Her
hair was always kept short and she had no manners fit for a lady. All she knew were
how to use a sword and win battles.
“On top of that… She was in the Aehasian army for years. She spent most of her
adult
years with young men, your highness. If you take her as your lady, there will be
many
who would question her virtue. Even if we can stop them from talking… It still
wouldn’t
change the fact that she is barren.”
Lucius the First was well aware of these problems.
“I know, I know it better than you do, Inno.”
It was true. The emperor knew more details of Poliana than anyone in this army.
Before
he developed his feelings for her, Lucius the First and Poliana spent many nights
together talking and drinking. They shared intimate stories of each other.
Because Lucius the First was the emperor, he couldn’t tell her too much of his
secrets,
but Poliana felt free to tell him of hers. She was honest about her past.
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On those nights, there was no room for love or lust. They were together as an
emperor
and his knight, nothing more. So how did this happen? When did love begin? No
matter
how hard he thought about it, Lucius the First couldn’t figure it out.
A barren woman could not get married if her condition was known. If she belonged to
a wealthy family, she would live her life as a spinster. If she came from a poor
family, she
would be sold to be a wealthy man’s concubine or worse, a prostitute. This was what
happened in Acreia.
Suddenly, Sir Ainno said to him, “Well, whatever. If you must, your highness, take
her as
your concubine, why not?”
Lucius the First raised his face at such an unexpected answer. He was certain that
his
friend would be adamantly against the idea, so this was a surprise. Of all people,
the
emperor expected Sir Ainno to disapprove of this the most. He even thought his
knight
might even go after Poliana and beat her up for seducing his emperor.
But clearly, Lucius the First was wrong. Sir Ainno continued, “Your highness, you
are the
one who united this world. Who would ever dare to refuse you? Why should you be so
troubled because of a woman? Do what you must. Do what you want. I will always be
on your side. I have your back.”
Then suddenly, Sir Ainno sat arrogantly and added, “That is as far as I will say as
your
knight and subject. Now, let me tell you something as your friend.”
“The knight Ainno and friend Ainno are two different men?”
“Just listen to me. Here is your biggest problem, that girl… Sir Poliana… she
doesn’t see
you as a man.”
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Lucius the First knew exactly what Sir Ainno was trying to say, but he believed
that his
situation wasn’t hopeless. After all, he didn’t see Poliana as a woman until
recently.
Something changed inside of him and he fell in love with her, so the same thing
could
happen to her too.
When the emperor pointed this out, Sir Ainno answered in frustration, “That’s
different.
You are crazy, while she isn’t.”
Shocked, Lucius the First became speechless. With a sigh, Sir Ainno continued, “So
just
do what you want.’
“What?”
“I am telling you this as your friend. Do what you would like. I will always be on
your
side.”
But even as he said this, Sir Ainno knew the truth.
‘She will refuse you.’
He couldn’t say this out loud to his friend, but Sir Ainno added, “However, you
need to
remember this. There have been many rulers in history who became tyrants because
they couldn’t control their emotions. Lucius, you aren’t like the other kings. You
are the
emperor of the entire continent. What do you think will happen if you become a
tyrant?
A tyrant who has absolute power over this world… If you ended up entering the wrong
path, I will kill you, Lucius. And afterward, I will put poor Luzo on the throne.
That is what I
can do for you as your true friend.”
The three of them, Ainno, Lucius, and Luzo, were childhood friends. Sir Ainno
continued,
“I trust you. I know you. I know you aren’t the type that would become corrupt
because
of a woman, so do what you want. I will make sure there aren’t any obstacles on
your
way.”
“Inno…”
Sir Ainno always thought of Lucius the First as someone that needed to be protected
since their childhood. If the emperor wanted something, all he had to do was take
it.
He certainly deserved everything.
“Just go get her! Take her!”
“What? She is a person, not a thing. What are you talking about?”
“Then go tell that to her. Confess your love to her. You are an emperor, Lucius!
Are you
going to suffer this one-sided love forever?”
Sir Ainno stood up in annoyance. He moved towards the door because he couldn’t
take this love crap anymore.
When Lucius the First called his name, he shuddered and answered, “Don’t ever tell
me
about your love story again, Lucius! It’s so corny and gross! Besides, I am not
interested
in love and dating and all that. I will marry whoever you decide for me and that
will be
the end of it!”
“Inno…!”
Sir Ainno clearly lived his life only for the emperor and Lucius the First felt
grateful. When
the emperor opened up his arms, the knight grumbled but hugged Lucius the First
back.
When Sir Ainno finally left the emperor’s room, his frown became bigger and uglier.
He
couldn’t understand what was happening. This world was full of beautiful women, so
why was Lucius the First set on her?
Sir Ainno accepted Sir Poliana as his fellow knight, but not as a woman. All the
other
knights felt the same way. In the Acreian army, Poliana Winter was accepted as a
genderless knight. Not a man, but not a woman either.
So for the emperor to fall in love with her… Sir Ainno couldn’t imagine Poliana as
a
concubine. Strangely, however, Sir Ainno hoped that Polian would accept the
emperor. He couldn’t imagine her rejecting Lucius the First, she couldn’t. In fact,
he
expected her to fall to the floor for such a great honor. She would be considered
the
luckiest woman in the world.
The emperor’s heart.
There was nothing more precious than that on this continent.
Alone in his room, Lucius the First finished the rest of the drinks.
It took him a while, but Poliana finally opened her eyes. She looked around, trying
to
figure out what was going on.
Then suddenly, she pushed the emperor away and crawled towards the nearby corner.
And there… she began to vomit.
Lucius the First thought about calling for a servant at first, but he stopped.
Poliana was
still naked. Even with the cloak around her, the shape of her body was visible
because
of the moisture.
He couldn’t let another man see her like this.
“Blarggh!”
Poliana threw up violently and the loud ghastly sound echoed throughout the
bathhouse. Lucius the First looked away and patted her back to comfort her. It
sounded like she was vomiting her innards out.
At some point, she looked up. Lucius the First then asked, “Are you ok? Are you
awake
now?”
“Yes, your highness.”
“Alright, tell me what happened.”
Finally feeling better, Poliana explained what happened. After leaving the
emperor’s
room, she went to take a bath just as Lucius the First suggested. She remembered
hearing how the wine tasted even better when taken during a bath. She knew it could
be dangerous, but she was confident that she could handle it.
Because she gave away her bottle to Sir Ainno, she had to go get another one.
Luckily,
she was able to find a new bottle of liquor.
She soon realized that the myth was true. Drinking inside a hot bath got her drunk
even
faster than usual. When she began to feel dizzy, she came out of the tub and opened
the nearest closest door she could find. When she walked through, she found herself
in
another bathhouse, and she became confused. Drunk and baffled, she kept walking
back and forth between the two different bathhouses until she lost her
consciousness.
Lucius the First checked the secret door and saw that indeed, the other side
looked,
while on this side, it looked like it was part of a wall. Poliana kneeled and cried
out,
“Your highness, I apologize for my behavior. I am sorry! I deserve to be punished!”
The cloak he placed on her naked body fell on the floor, but she didn’t care.
Meanwhile, Lucius the First didn’t know where to look so he looked up at the
ceiling
awkwardly.
‘I guess she was embarrassed about vomiting, but not about showing her naked body.’
Poliana didn’t see him as a man. The emperor wondered if she even realized that she
was actually a woman.
He had been nude this entire time, yet Poliana… she didn’t seem to even notice.
Should he be feeling angry at her? Or should he be devastated?
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In his head, he understood that Poliana was different from a normal woman. She had
seen plenty of naked men in her lifetime, so she was used to it.
Still…
Lucius the First glared at himself in the mirror. He had a beautiful face, an
amazing
body, and an excellent manhood. He was being objective. He had also seen many
naked men, especially because saunas and bathhouses were common in Acreia. He
had many chances to compare his body to others, and he knew he had more than
adequate.
‘So why?!’
Feeling embarrassed, Lucius the First found a towel to cover himself. They were
both
naked, but it appeared that it was only the emperor who was embarrassed about it.
He
knew it must be because he saw her differently now.
Meanwhile, Poliana was still in the tub looking uncomfortable. It wasn’t a sense of
embarrassment from being naked; it was because of the fact that she vomited in
front
of the emperor and he ended up cleaning after her.
Suddenly, Lucius the First realized that this could be a great chance to confess to
her.
‘Could this be the perfect timing?’
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Lucius the First wasn’t thinking logically. What kind of woman would find this
situation
romantic? To have a man, who just witnessed her vomiting, confess his love to her…
It
was clearly a bad idea, but the emperor wasn’t thinking with his head. His heart
now
controlled him.
But he was right about one thing. They were in a luxurious and romantic bathhouse.
The
place was filled with warm steam and the two of them were naked.
And on top of that, they liked and were interested in each other! Of course, the
emperor’s interest in her was definitely different than that of Poliana, but still,
he felt
optimistic.
When Lucius the First approached her, Poliana apologized again, “I, I’m so sorry,
your
highness.”
“Are you feeling better now? Or are you still feeling drunk?”
“I’m perfectly fine, Sir.”
Poliana still looked mortified, so Lucius the First consoled her. “Don’t feel so
bad. There is
no need for you to blame yourself. Others have done much worse things in the past.
For
example, Inno broke my father, the former emperor’s sword, once.”
Breaking his dead father’s keepsake was clearly much worse than vomiting in front
of
him, but Poliana reddened even more. She wanted to disappear from this situation.
Lucius the First left her clothes and towel on a table and entered the tub. He sat
down
close to her, but Poliana didn’t move away. The water level rose slightly, creating
a
gentle wave against Poliana, and Lucius the First blushed as he watched her.
The emperor quickly put on a serious yet calm face and began to work his magic. He
knew he looked seductive with his wet golden hair and shiny eyes. It was enough to
excite even an elderly woman.
Or at least, that was what he thought.
“Are you feeling better, Sir Pol?”
“Yes, your highness. Much better, thank you. And again, I apologize for
inconveniencing you. It will never happen again.”
Poliana looked determined, but all Lucius the First could focus on was a droplet of
water rolling down her not-so-slim neck. The emperor held her hands. They were
rough
and covered in scars. Her fingernails were misshaped from being broken over and
over
again.
“You aren’t shivering anymore.”
“I think I vomited all the wine out, so I feel fine now.”
“Don’t ever do something like this again. Drinking while taking a hot bath… It is
such a
dangerous thing. And if you ever feel dizzy, make sure to call someone. We aren’t
in a
war anymore, so there is no need for you to be so tense. Your biggest problem is
that
you never take care of yourself. You get drunk and sleep anywhere. I even saw you
sleeping in the same room as other men! I understand that you trust them since you
have known them for a long time, but still… Sir Pol, you can never trust a man when
it
comes to something like this. All men are animals.”
“HAHAHA!” Poliana burst into a peal of loud laughter, making Lucius the First
flinch in
surprise. The water swayed gently, just like his heart.
“Why are you laughing?”
“I apologize, your highness. I was just very happy that you are so worried about
me.”
“Don’t laugh, Sir Pol! It’s very true that all men are animals!”
“I am not worried about things like that because I am no beauty, your highness.”
“You are adorable! If anyone makes fun of your looks, you better bring them to me!”
She was in a bathtub with a naked man, who was holding her hand, but Poliana didn’t
think much of it. She took his words as kindness and nothing more.
It was true that unattractive women were in just as much danger as attractive women
when it came to sexual crimes. Often, rapes didn’t occur purely from sexual needs.
It
could originate from various causes such as anger, revenge, sadness, and
misinformation. In truth, her noble status provided her better protection against
rape
than her looks.
Poliana knew this perfectly well. After all, she was a woman, and she lived as one
all her
life. She experienced this firsthand, but she still felt confident, especially in
this situation.
“Your highness, even if every man in this world is like that, I know one person who
isn’t.
You would never act like that.”
She knew she could trust the emperor. Of course, what she didn’t know was how
Lucius
the First’s feelings have changed. She didn’t know what he was thinking when he saw
her naked just a moment ago.
The emperor insisted, “I am telling you. You are very cute.”
“Alright, alright.”
‘She doesn’t believe me…’
Normally, Poliana’s reaction to the emperor’s comments was much more exciting. If
Lucius the First pointed at a dog and called it cute, she would have responded more
positively.
“Yes, your highness! You are right! That is indeed a very cute dog! You have very
good
taste!”
But when it came to a compliment for her, she didn’t believe it.
What was the point of all this if Poliana didn’t see him as a man?
Before he made his confession, the emperor decided to see how she felt about him.
“So, Sir Pol, what do you think of me?”
“You are very beautiful!”
Lucius the First nodded slowly. He knew very well how all of his knights were proud
of his
beauty. Poliana especially seemed excited about his looks. Although she didn’t like
to
get dolled up herself, she loved seeing others get dressed in fineries. She
continued
excitedly, “You are my emperor and the ruler of the entire continent. You are the
greatest there ever was and will be. The one and only!”
If she was dressed right now, she would have kneeled in front of him. Even if she
was
naked, if they were outside the tub, she would have still kneeled anyway. She was
that
kind of person.
“As long as you allow me, I will remain your knight forever, your highness!”
Poliana looked at him with great admiration. She looked like she needed a sword.
Just like that winter day when she needed a sword to pledge her loyalty to him. No
one
answered her call, so Lucius the First himself handed her his own sword.
‘That’s right… This is who she is… A knightess…’
The emperor’s eyes blurred for a second, but he recovered quickly. He was no
ordinary
man. He was born a prince and became the emperor all on his own.
And because he was not just a man, he could not live a normal life of a man.
Sir Ainno asked what the point of becoming an emperor if he couldn’t even marry the
woman he loves. Sir Ainno was right, but for Lucius the First, watching the woman
he
loves smile was enough.
He did truly love Poliana and he knew Poliana loved him, although in a very
different
way.
He tried to ignore his feelings, then admitted it and was about to confess his love
to her
but ended up giving up on that same day. It was painful, but the disappointment and
sadness only made him look more mature. Lucius the First glared at himself in the
mirror.
The person looking back at him was a man who now had a deeper and more
melancholic beauty. He had been secretly unhappy about his youthful look and now,
he was satisfied.
‘Love makes a man grow.’
He was a devastatingly handsome man to begin with and now, this emotional scar
made him more gorgeous. He had been bathing in the bathhouse for the past few
days. His skin was soft and smooth while his hair looked even silkier. Sir Ainno
visited his
emperor in the morning and asked, “Your highness. You and Sir Poliana… I heard you
spent some time in the bathhouse together last night…”
“Oh, that? Nothing happened.”
“But I heard something did happen! Everyone knows how she threw up right in front
of
you and you had to clean up after her. All the guards in her division are feeling
so
embarrassed. They are so ashamed of her behavior.”
A man and a woman spent an evening naked in a bath, yet there was not a single
sexual or romantic rumor about it.
Sir Ainno, the only one who knew how Lucius the First truly felt about Poliana,
asked if
anything else happened. The emperor shook his head and told his friend that he has
decided to forget about it for Poliana’s sake. Sir Ainno looked at him with relief
as he
replied, “With whatever the decision you make, your highness, I will always be
there for
you. I will stand by your side. You have my full support.”
Sir Ainno’s words were kind and loyal, but it was clear that he was doubting his
emperor’s words. With a frown, Lucius the First added, “I am really doing it. I am
doing it
for Sir Pol’s happiness. I am willing to make that sacrifice.”
“Just make sure you remember your words. I wouldn’t surprised if you did something
crazy if she does somehow find a man of her own.”
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“How dare you, Inno! Who do you think I am?! I would never!”
Knock, knock.
The servant knocked on the door, ready to serve the emperor his breakfast. Sir
Ainno
and Lucius the First both put on serious faces.
The breakfast this morning had a surprising portion of blueberries. At first, the
emperor
thought that perhaps Sitrin was famous for its blueberries, but the servant
answered,
“No, it is not, your highness. We brought you the blueberries because Sir Poliana
told us
she was worried about your eyesight.”
“But my eyes are perfectly fine.”
“Well… Sir Pol said that you kept praising her looks, so she was worried you might
be
becoming either nearsighted or farsighted. She seemed very concerned.”
Sir Ainno covered his mouth, trying not to burst into laughter. Resigned, the
emperor
looked down at the table. All he did was compliment the woman he loved, but all she
gained from it was a worry that he might be losing his sight.
“…”
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Lucius the First and his army made its way to the north smoothly. They passed the
southern and mid-continent easily and finally reached the Koemong River.
The biggest river in the northern continent, it was just as magnificent as before,
but to
the Acreian men, it didn’t look the same. It was because they saw an even bigger
river
in the southern region.
The Gora River, the biggest river on the continent that was made of Pesi and Goga
Rivers. After 10 years of seeing the rest of the world, the Acreian army was no
longer
impressed or scared by the Koemong River. In fact, when they faced this water
again,
they felt embarrassed because they remembered how long and how much work it
took them to cross this small river.
Now, there was a sturdy stone bridge across the Koemong River. It was completed a
few years ago by Duke Luzo. This was the first time the emperor saw this, and he
was
pleased with the result.
His servant explained to him, “People call it the Emperor’s Bridge, your highness.”
“People are so silly. They put my name on everything they can think of.”
The liquor the emperor enjoyed was called the Emperor’s Drink. The cliff the
emperor
climbed was called the Emperor’s Cliff. The bathhouse the emperor used was called
the Emperor’s Bath, and the path the emperor took to return home was called the
Emperor’s Road.
The people loved the very first emperor of the continent. Anything they could name,
they named it after him. At this rate, it was only a matter of time before the
continent
was called the Emperor’s Land.
Lucius the First changed the name of the bridge into something that made more
sense,
the Koemong Bridge. Many complained that the new name was too simple.
The bridge was well built, and it held strong even when the entire army crossed it.
The
local man reported that thanks to the bridge, there had been a significant increase
in
the interaction between the kingdoms.
Crossing the river with a boat had apparently lessened and the supply chain had
become more active. This improvement was of course considered to be one of the
countless deeds by the kind emperor.
The people of Aehas and Kukda welcomed Lucius the First with open arms. Instead of
going straight to Acreia, the emperor decided to stop by in both Aehas and Kukda.
After leaving Kukda, they were on their way to Aehas when Poliana realized that
they
were going to pass by her hometown, Cranbell. The village of Cranbell wasn’t close
to
the capital of Aehas, but it was on the way. This meant that there was no need to
stop
by and stay overnight in Cranbell.
It may have been her home before, but how she felt about Cranbell wasn’t all good.
She did want to report to someone in Cranbell, however, so she requested some time
off from Lucius the First.
The emperor granted her a vacation, but he told her that there was no need for her
to
take a time off just to visit her place. If she wanted to spend some time in her
hometown, he and his men could have Cranbell as their stopover.
Poliana was against that idea.
“We cannot have you stay in the castle of Cranbell. It is more like a mansion and
it is
not fit for an emperor.”
“It’s fine, Sir Pol. I have slept outside before, so your old home should be more
than
adequate.”
“But that was when we were in the middle of a war.”
Now, the war was over, and they were on their way back to Acreia. Poliana insisted
that the emperor shouldn’t stay in Cranbell, but Lucius the First refused to change
his
mind.
“It can’t be because you want to see your family…”
“I want to see my old teacher, your highness.”
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Lady Tory smiled and said to Lady Stra, “If the men don’t return by
sunset, we can just return to the castle ourselves.”
“Yes, you’re right. I’m so sorry I made you come, Lady Tory. This is
going to be such a long boring time, and it’s all my fault.”
“Don’t worry about it. I actually wanted to see what a hunting party looks
like anyway. I could never join the men because a woman alone can’t
accompany them.”
Lady Tory knew the Acreian men well, but she never expected them to
leave them behind like this. The ladies brought only one maid each
because they were warned that too many people would scare the
animals away. Lady Stra sighed in frustration and Lady Tory held her
hands.
Lady Stra asked, “So, what should we do now?”
“We need to wait.”
“So this is what Acreian men do, huh?”
In Acreia, the women stayed home and kept it warm while the men went
out to hunt. The women waited up until the men returned.
The maids kept the fire going as the ladies waited. Lady Stra regretted
asking to tag along. They were all alone in an empty lot with nothing to
do. Lady Stra felt frustrated. She murmured, “If I knew this was going to
happen, I would’ve just stayed in the castle and chatted with the
duchess. And because of me, you are here too, Lady Tory… I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright, Lady Stra. I really mean it when I say that I wanted to come
and see what a hunting party is like. They rarely take women with them
to things like this.”
Lady Stra suddenly felt dizzy. She walked to her carriage to rest and
Lady Tory sat by her side to take care of her and let the maids rest. It
was only light, so Lady Stra felt much better after lying down a little bit in
the carriage.
The two wives of the emperor chatted among themselves. Lady Tory
asked, “What do you think his highness will catch on his hunt?” Lady
Stra thought of the animal that suited Lucius the First the most and
answered, “Don’t you think he will catch a wolf? He is such a good
hunter, so I am sure he can do it.”
“A wolf? Well, wolf meat doesn’t taste that good, so… I hope he catches
a wild hog since it’s for the National Day feast.”
The two ladies thought differently because they grew up in different
regions. Lady Stra, who was from the mid-continent region, favored farm
animals while Lady Tory, being from the north, preferred wild animals. In
the mid-continent, people got their meat from raising animals while in the
north, meat came from the hunt.
Lady Tory grumbled lightly, “Now that I think about it, we never got any
wedding gifts from the emperor, did we? I am a little disappointed in his
highness.”
“But I thought we all exchanged wedding gifts.”
“In Acreia, a man sends an animal hide to the woman when he
proposes. It has to be an animal the man catches himself. The white
bear hide is considered the best gift. I understand that the emperor is too
busy to go out and hunt himself, and that is why he sent the hides of the
animals his men caught, but still… that is not how it is done in Acreia.”
“Oh, so that is why his highness was so eager for this hunt. I had no
idea.”
On their first night together, Lady Stra woke up to find Lucius the First
quietly measuring her body with his hand. She heard him murmuring,
“How many animals will I need to catch…?” Stra didn’t know what he
was doing at the time, but now, she understood. Lucius the First was
trying to figure out how many animals he had to hunt to get enough
hides for all of his wives. Until now, he hasn’t had the time to hunt, so
this was his chance.
After visiting Nanaba, Lady Stra finally understood the extent of the
Acreians’ obsessions for hunting and animal hides. It made sense
because the Acreian weather was so cold. Just a regular cotton coat
was not even close to being enough to survive the winter here.
Lady Stra and Lady Tory were laughing and chatting when the first
successful hunter returned. Everyone expected it to be Sir Ainno who
catches something first, but shockingly, it was Lucius the First. He
caught a giant deer. An arrow was stuck in his neck; it was still alive and
breathing heavily. Every time it took a breath, the dogs barked wildly.
Tory clapped excitedly and Stra did the same. The servants took the
deer down from the horse and took it away to be cleaned and gutted.
Poliana was the one who was the happiest to see the deer. She said to
the emperor, “That’s the best tasting kind of deer.”
“I know you like it and that is why I caught it for you, Sir Pol. You should
take it and eat it all by yourself. Don’t give it to anyone, ok?”
“Hahaha, your sense of humor is still so awful, your highness. It hasn’t
improved during the last 10 years.”
The ladies watched enviously as Poliana and the emperor joked with
each other comfortably. Lady Stra felt curious so she left her carriage to
have a look at the deer. The servants and the dogs moved aside so she
could examine it. Stra carefully touched the deer and found that its hair
was rough and smelly. Suddenly, Poliana came up to her from behind
and said to her, “Lady Stra, you might get a tick from the animal if you
touch it.”
“Oh, no!”
Stra immediately stepped back. When she was a princess in her
kingdom, she used to raise small deer and rabbits in her garden. The
northern deer, however, was much bigger and tougher looking. It looked
more like a wild hog. Its antlers were so large and sharp that they looked
like a weapon.
Poliana continued, “Your bones would break if it kicks you. Its antler can
also puncture you and kill you, so please be careful.”
“Alright.”
After having one more look, Lady Stra nodded. Before she left, she
leaned forward to touch the tip of the deer’s antler. It felt rough like a tree
bark. The deer was dying slowly, and finally, its eyes rolled back, only
showing the whites. The deer continued to breathe harshly, its breath
smelling awful.
Stra began to feel nauseous, so she finally stood up to leave. Just then,
the deer twisted its body and its legs moved to kick Stra.
To Lady Stra, everything seemed to happen in slow motion. She could
see the deer hooves coming at her face, and although it seemed to be
happening very slowly, she couldn’t move away. Suddenly, she felt a
shadow over herself; it was Poliana who put herself between the lady
and the deer.
The next thing Lady Stra felt was pain and shock as her head and her
back fell to the ground. She couldn’t think clearly, and her ears were
ringing. She couldn’t ear briefly, but within a few seconds, she heard
people screaming, “Gyaa! Lady Stra!”
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“Lady Stra!”
“Marquess Winter!”
Everyone screamed, but the most desperate voice came from the
emperor, who roared, “Poliana!”
Lady Stra’s hands shook as she touched Poliana’s body, which was
covering her own. Poliana wasn’t moving at all as she laid on top of Stra.
Poliana was very slim, but to Lady Stra, she felt like a large rock
crushing her. Stra couldn’t even scream because she was out of breath.
Suddenly, Poliana woke up and Stra began to cry in relief. Poliana asked
her, “Are you ok, Lady Stra?”
“I’m fine. It’s you I am worried about, Marquess! Are you alright? Oh my
god!”
Poliana patted Stra’s cheek gently and stood up. She wanted to get up
quickly but she immediately realized that something was wrong with her
body. Based on how she couldn’t stand up straight, Poliana knew what
the problem was. The other guards, when they saw how she moved,
knew as well.
The ladies and the emperor yelled, “Get the doctor!”
“Marquess Winter is hurt! Get the doctor immediately!”
Poliana muttered, “Why is everyone making such a big fuss…”
The servants quickly took away the dead deer and people swarmed over
her. Someone helped Lady Stra to stand up and when one of the maids
offered their hand to Poliana, Poliana refused. She remained sitting on
the ground and checked out her upper body.
“Ah. Ah.”
She could speak and breathe fine, which meant her lungs were fine. She
slowly stood up, and although it was painful, she could still do it, which
meant her legs were fine too.
So this meant…
“My ribs are broken.”
Poliana diagnosed herself indifferently and those around her fussed over
her. When they tried to help, Poliana stopped them and added, “I’m fine.
All of my joints feel ok and my organs are fine too.”
Her guards replied calmly, “Oh, is that so? Good. Can you walk then,
Boss?”
Tory looked at the scene. Poliana diagnosing herself and her guards
nodding in agreement that her injury was only mild… This was
ridiculous.
The emperor announced that the hunt was over. He ordered his servant
to blow the horn to let the knights and the guards know they must return
immediately. Poliana tried to stop Lucius the First, telling him there was
no need to stop the entire hunting party just because of her, but the
emperor was adamant.
Poliana thought to herself, ‘I was lucky just now.’
It wasn’t uncommon for a victim of such a kick to die or become
paralyzed. Her broken ribs could’ve punctured her lungs, or her spine
might have been damaged.
Soon, the doctor arrived and came up with the same diagnosis as
Poliana’s. He stated that her ribs were indeed broken, but they were still
in place. All she had to do was to limit her movement as much as
possible until they healed. When the doctor announced that this wasn’t a
life-threatening injury, Stra was so relieved that she began to sob into
her handkerchief. She said to Poliana, “I am so sorry, Marquess. It’s all
my fault. I insisted on touching the deer even though you warned me…”
“Don’t worry about it, Lady Stra. It is my duty to protect you and Lady
Tory. I am just glad that I got the chance to prevent you from getting
hurt.”
To Poliana, this wasn’t a big deal. In fact, she blamed herself for not
being quicker. Normally, she would’ve been able to roll away with Lady
Stra in her arms away from the deer, but this time, she lost her
consciousness when the deer kicked her.
‘I’ve become too lazy and relaxed.’
It was partly because she was getting older, but it was also because she
had become too comfortable. She wasn’t desperate to survive anymore
because she now had everything. Money, power, and even the
emperor’s favor… She was no longer as alert and vigilant as before.
Lady Stra offered her carriage to Poliana. After Poliana got into it, Stra
tried to follow her into the carriage but the emperor stopped her.
“But your highness, I can take care of Marquess Winter…”
“No need. I will take care of Sir Pol myself.”
Before Lady Stra could protest, Lucius the First entered the carriage first.
When Lady Stra tried to follow him, Sir Ainno stopped her.
“His highness probably has something he wants to discuss with Sir
Poliana, Lady Stra.”
“But someone needs to take care of her wound…”
“You can do that when we return to the castle.”
“Is his highness planning to reprimand Marquess Winter? That can’t be!”
“…”
Sir Ainno feigned his ignorance. It was possible that the emperor was
going to be upset with Poliana, but he was certain it wasn’t for the
reason Lady Stra was thinking.
Lady Stra began to cry again and Sir Ainno helped her get into another
carriage.
***
Poliana was looking up at the carriage ceiling when someone came in.
She assumed it would be Lady Stra, but when she saw that it was the
emperor, she tried to get up. Lucius the First waved his hand to stop her
and Poliana laid down again comfortably. She was one of the few who
had the special privilege of being allowed to lay down in the emperor’s
presence. Even if she didn’t, she had a good excuse because she was
injured.
Poliana sighed deeply, which caused her immense pain, and said to the
emperor, “I have gotten too complacent, your highness. I have gotten too
used to peace. Did you see how slow my reflex was back there? When I
am all healed, I am going to have to do some serious training to improve
myself.”
Poliana had been focusing on training for this hunt that she has been
lazy about all of her other drills. She spent any free time she had with
Frau, and now, she regretted it. Instead of going to different restaurants
with him, she should’ve been riding her horses and doing sit-ups.
And of all days, she chose not to wear her metal chain armor underneath
her uniform. If she did, her ribs wouldn’t have broken. She would’ve only
suffered from some bruises.
Poliana continued, “As soon as I got kicked, I couldn’t breathe at all and I
blacked out. I can’t believe I did that. I am so embarrassed. I have
become too lazy.”
Poliana gave the emperor a guilty smile. When the carriage began to
move, she winked in pain and Lucius the First supported her body with
both of his hands to keep her still. The emperor’s face was rigid. When
he saw her collapse to the ground after getting kicked by the deer, it took
everything in him not to run after her and scream. He knew he couldn’t
show his true feelings to her because it would only make Poliana feel
uncomfortable.
In a calm voice, he said to Poliana, “Don’t ever do that again.”
“Pardon, your highness?”
“Don’t ever do that again, no matter what. Don’t ever throw yourself to
save another person, even if it’s me or my wives. You cannot sacrifice
yourself, Poliana. You are my knight, which means your life belongs to
me, right?”
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Lucius the First’s eyes teared up as he looked at Poliana. When the
tears began to roll down on his cheeks, Poliana waved her hands in
shock before moaning in pain. Her own eyes began to well up at her
emperor’s thoughtfulness. He had to be the kindest ruler in history.
Lucius the First begged her, “Please… Please… Don’t ever do
something like that again. Don’t make me lose you like that. You are the
one I l…”
Suddenly, the carriage stopped. Poliana almost fell to the floor but the
emperor held onto her tightly. The door opened without a warning and
Sir Ainno announced loudly, “Your highness, there have been urgent
news from Yapa. Duke Luzo was the one who received it on your behalf,
and he brought it here for you.”
For Duke Luzo to bring the message himself so hurriedly meant that the
letter must’ve included very serious news. Lucius the First’s face
crumpled with concern. He took the message from Sir Ainno’s hand and
when he read it, Lucius the First’s face turned even darker. Poliana
asked nervously, “Your highness, what is the matter? Did something
happen in Yapa?”
“You needn’t worry, Sir Pol, just rest.”
“But your highness… What happened? Why are you so angry? If I can
help you fix the problem, I will. Please let me know.”
“Sir Pol, I…”
Lucius the First gritted his teeth. He wanted to say the words. He wanted
to tell her that he loved her, but he knew that he probably would never
get the chance. The emperor just looked at Poliana sadly and continued,
“The best thing you can do for me is to live.”
Lucius the First got out of the carriage and closed the door behind him.
Poliana could hear the noises outside, so Poliana slowly got herself up
and left the carriage as well. Sir Ainno was gathering some of his guards
while the emperor was ordering Duke Luzo. Lucius the First said to his
cousin, “You will have to take care of the National Day celebration for
me, Duke Luzo. I am sure you will do a good job of it.”
“Of course, your highness. You can trust me.”
Poliana called out, “Your highness!” The emperor turned to her and gave
her orders as well.
“Marquess Winter, you will remain in Nanaba until your injury heals
completely. You will still be responsible for the protection of the ladies
just as you have been in Yapa. If you return to the capital before your
injury heals, I will take that as disobeying my direct order. You will be
punished.”
The emperor took Sir Ainno and some of the guards and left quickly on
his horse. They disappeared within seconds and the silence that they left
behind felt eerie.
Poliana had a bad feeling about this.
‘What is happening?’
She was so frustrated that she wanted to swear, but she was in the
presence of the Duke, so Poliana refrained herself. She ordered a
nearby servant, “Grab me my horse immediately!”
“Are you going to disobey his highness’s order?”
Duke Luzo, who has been watching quietly, called out to her, “Marquess
Winter.”
His eyes looked calm as he said to her, “Let’s just get to the Nanaba
castle first.”
Poliana’s thoughts raced as she tried to read the duke’s expression. The
kingdom was at peace, and there was nothing she could think of that
could disturb it at the moment. An urgent message from Yapa… It could
only be one thing. She asked Duke Luzo, “Is Lady Rebecca in danger?”
There were only a few possible reasons why Lucius the First would
leave in such a hurry. Either the southern regions began a rebellion, or
his pregnant wife wasn’t doing well. Duke Luzo didn’t answer
immediately, but his silence was enough. Poliana tried to get onto her
horse to go after the emperor, but the other knights grabbed and
stopped her. Poliana was feeling too weak so she had no choice but to
stay. Duke Luzo said to her, “Marquess, are you really going to disobey
the emperor’s direct order? His highness will arrive at Yapa shortly, so
you needn’t worry about anything. There is no need for you to go there.”
Lady Tory and Lady Stra, who got off their carriage, were trembling
anxiously. They could tell something was wrong. No one so far
confirmed that something had happened to Lady Rebecca, but everyone
could tell that things weren’t okay.
Lady Stra, who was still shocked by what just happened, couldn’t take
the stress anymore. She began to sob again, and Lady Tory hugged her
tightly. It wasn’t that Tory was calm, but she knew how to control her
emotions better.
Poliana watched the two ladies for a short while before giving up trying
to get on her horse. She desperately wanted to follow her emperor, but
she knew that she would only be a burden to him at this point with her
injury. Besides, she had a job to do here; she was still responsible for
the safety of these two ladies.
Lady Tory asked the duke, “Duke Luzo, what happened?” Duke Luzo
tried to remain silent, but the stares from Lady Tory, Lady Stra, and
Poliana, were so intense that he had no choice but to answer her.
“Apparently, Lady Rebecca lost her consciousness. The letter said it
happened a few times since the emperor left Yapa, but this time, she
hasn’t woken up for the last two days. The doctors didn’t say that she
was in a critical condition, and since his highness will be with her very
soon, I am sure everything will be okay. With her husband by her side, I
am sure Lady Rebecca will feel much better.”
Stra’s cry became louder while Poliana’s frown deepened. Lady Tory
took a deep breath and bit her lips before replying, “I am sure you are
right, Duke Luzo. In addition, Duchess Nani is with her daughter, so I am
sure everything will be okay.”
“That’s right, Lady Tory, you are so wise. So, Lady Stra and Marquess
Winter, you don’t need to worry.”
Indeed, there was a very good chance that Lady Rebecca was going to
be okay. Lady Rebecca was fragile but not seriously ill. Lady Tory kept
murmuring, “Everything is going to be alright.” Poliana remained quiet
but tried to think positively as well. Both Vaxi and Vanessa had their
babies safely. The majority of her guards’ wives also had their babies
without too many incidents. Duchess Luzo also had a healthy boy less
than a year ago.
Many women delivered their babies safely, so it had to be the case for
Lady Rebecca as well. Lady Rebecca had to be alright; she just had to
be.
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The National Day feast continued according to its original plan. The meat
for the banquet, however, came from the livestock rather than from the
hunt. It was believed that hunting and killing animals in the forest was
considered bad luck when there was someone who fell ill recently. This
proved that the Acreian men insisted on hunting before the National Day
for their own enjoyment, rather than tradition.
The Acreian nobles gathered around Lady Tory while Duchess and Lady
Stra sat down side by side from afar. No one came to talk to them and
Lady Stra smiled bitterly. This was the same in Yapa whenever there
was a feast; people flocked over Lady Tory, who was from Acreia but
never around her. However, Lady Stra never felt lonely or scared
because Lady Rebecca was always by her side while Poliana always
kept watchful eyes over everyone from the corner.
Lady Stra said to the duchess, “This is supposed to be a party, but all we
are allowed to do is just sit. Banquets in the north are so boring.” Unlike
in the mid and southern regions, where both women and men were
encouraged to mingle, the women were strongly suggested to remain
seated in the north while the men were free to roam. Lady Stra shook
her head, feeling like she was being suffocated.
The Acreian nobles sitting next to Lady Tory chatted, “Look over there,
the duchess is looking at us.”
“Who cares? Haha, all we need is Lady Tory here. She is the only true
lady in this room, right? Look at how quiet and lady-like she is, especially
compared to those southern women.”
“I know! Did you see them walking around the banquet just a moment
ago? I was so shocked!”
“Exactly, when they came to me and began to talk to me, I almost
dropped my glass.”
“Lady Stra tried to make an excuse, telling me that the women are free
to mingle in any parties in the mid-continent. Can you believe that? Does
she not know that this is Acreia and not the mid-continent?”
Lady Tory put on a kind smile on her face and the Acreian nobles around
her exclaimed and complimented her.
“Look at Lady Tory! She is a real lady!”
The men continued to talk loudly, ignoring the others who were frowning
at them. The Acreian nobles continued loudly, “If things work out as we
hoped, it’s going to solve so many of our problems.”
“Absolutely. And the best thing is, we didn’t have to get our own hands
dirty. What luck!”
“Yes! Heaven must’ve heard our wish and decided to grant it. It must
know how much we love our kingdom.”
Lady Tory’s perfect smile wavered a little, but thankfully, no one noticed
it. She knew what she must do, so with a firm determination, she
emptied her head and put on an even prettier smile.
These Acreian nobles didn’t expect much from her. To them, Lady Tory
wasn’t much different than the maids and servants surrounding them.
The only difference was that she could put on a perfect smile on her face
unlike the other women, and that was the only reason why they made
her the emperor’s wife.
‘Just don’t think about it. Empty your mind, Tory, just smile. That’s all you
have to do.’
Lady Tory knew exactly what these men thought of all women.
‘Women have no useful thoughts.’
‘Women have no determination.’
‘Good women need to have obedience and the willingness to work.’
‘The most important part of a woman was her uterus.’
‘A woman’s purpose in life is to reproduce.’
‘Everything else, logic, intelligence, strength, and common sense, all
belonged to men.’
The nobles continued to chat among themselves, “The emperor is
keeping tight control over the iron mine in Acreia, which is making it very
hard for us to make our weapons.”
“Well, just use the metals from the other colonies then.”
“But the best comes from Acreia. All the others are of lesser quality…”
“In addition, if we suddenly start buying the iron from other places, the
emperor is going to suspect that we are up to something. Why not just
go through the black market…”
The men talked about their dangers and treasonous plan as they
glanced around them, making sure the other people in the banquet didn’t
hear them. However, they didn’t seem to even notice that Tory was
sitting right among them.
All Lady Tory could do was smile warmly. There was nothing she could
do. The situation couldn’t be helped.
This was how she was raised, so that was that.
***
Unfortunately, there was no treatment or medication for broken ribs. The
only thing Poliana could do was to wait patiently until they healed.
She prayed desperately, ‘Come on, just heal already!’
Poliana had never felt so helpless before. She wanted to go Yapa, but
she couldn’t until her injury healed. Thinking to speed up the process,
Poliana ate as much as possible. Unfortunately, the result was Poliana
gaining weight rather than her bones healing faster.
“Why won’t the bones heal quickly? What more should I do? Am I not
working hard enough?”
A royal doctor from the Nanaba castle asked in confusion, “Marquess
Winter, what do you mean ‘work hard?’ Are you working hard to make
your injury heal faster? That doesn’t make sense at all.”
“Yes, it does! My ribs aren’t healing fast because I am not doing my best!
I need to try harder!”
The doctor shook his head. He was the personal doctor of Duke Luzo,
which meant that he mostly worked on treating hair loss. It has been a
while since he was given the opportunity to see a real patient with a real
injury, but it turned out that his patient, Marquess Winter, was a strange
and stubborn woman.
What was she talking about? Trying her best to make her injury heal
faster? Was she insane?
“…”
Poliana was so desperate that her head spun. Her despair made her
annoyed and moody, and she felt like her entire body ached. Her ribs
and waist were injured, but her stomach and hip felt painful too. Was
there a large bruise on her body? Feeling annoyed, Poliana lifted her
blanket to check and to her shock, she saw that her bed was covered in
blood.
The blood that was coming from her groin.
The redness slowly but surely spread around her, soaking the bed
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Poliana was bleeding quite a bit, but what bothered her most was the
fact that she was feeling dizzy and annoyed at the same time. An
immense frustration and anger overwhelmed her, so Poliana kicked her
bed hard. Her toes hurt, which angered her even more.
The doctors ran into the room and gasped when they saw the blood.
They examined her and listened to her symptoms, which were
abdominal and muscle pain, and in the end, the doctors called for the
gynecologist for help.
After a long discussion among the doctors, the diagnosis was made.
Poliana was having her period.
The gynecologist explained, “After the war, your body probably began to
relax, Marquess Winter. It was on its way back to a normal healthy state
and when this sudden injury caused you extreme stress, it must’ve
triggered your monthly bleeding again.”
Poliana muttered, “So my period stopped because of stress and it began
again because of stress again? How ironic.”
It has been many years since she had her menstruation, and Poliana
wasn’t happy about its return. Was it because of her period, or was her
moodiness a coincidence? Either way, Poliana felt awful and angry.
Frustrated, Poliana acted like an injured wild animal. She became very
wary of everyone, even the maids who were taking care of her.
Everyone knew that she was very concerned for Lady Rebecca, so
people were very understanding of Poliana’s rudeness. Her period
certainly didn’t help her mood either.
The maids chatted among themselves.
“I have never seen Marquess Winter acting like that. She has always
been tough on the other knights and the guards, but always kind to us.
She must be in a lot of pain.”
“Exactly, and with what happened to Lady Rebecca… Marquess Winter
is very close to her, right?”
“And this is her first period in five years, right? Can you imagine how
awful her body must feel?”
The maids remembered the days when they were young and didn’t have
to suffer from their periods every month. They used to feel so much freer
at the time; they missed their childhood. As soon as they had their first
menstruation, they were no longer treated like a child. They were
considered women who could bear a child. Being treated as an adult
was fun and exciting, but the women still sometimes missed their
younger days when they had less to worry about.
In her bed, Poliana laid down as she chewed on a piece of jerky. She
knew she was being rude and annoying to everyone ever since her
period began, and she hated it. What bothered her the most was the fact
that even though she knew she was being a jerk, she couldn’t stop.
Poliana promised herself that she would never abuse her power, but
now, all she felt was her entire body aching and her mood worsening by
the minute. Poliana couldn’t think straight at all.
The doctors and the maids treated Poliana with kindness. The doctors
were nice to her since she was their patient and the maids were kind to
her because they believed that Poliana was suffering from five years
worth of period all at once.
“Argh…”
Poliana punched her bed angrily. Every time she did, her ribs hurt along
with her stomach and her hip. Pain killers didn’t help at all. The only
thing the doctors could suggest to her was to be patient. She hasn’t had
a period in five years, so it was normal for her to feel uncomfortable. The
maids put a warm cloth on her stomach, but it didn’t help.
In the past, Poliana has been stabbed by swords and spears. She was
shot by many arrows and she was punched several times as well. Her
nose broke before and she experienced plenty of large cuts. There were
times when she had to hold her sword with her palm scraped and
bleeding. She even had to roll on the dirty ground naked.
All her life, Poliana had lived with various injuries. She had enough scars
to prove it. She was used to sharp intense pain, but this dull constant
throbbing was the worst thing she has ever experienced; it felt
unbearable to her.
She felt so annoyed because she couldn’t control her annoyance. This
symptom lasted until the last day of her period. The only people Poliana
could muster to treat with politeness were Lady Stra, Lady Tory, Duke
Luzo, and Duchess Luzo.
In the end, the National Day feast was carried on without the emperor or
Poliana.
***
Lady Tory decided that it would be best not to spread the news of Lady
Rebecca’s condition. This meant that Lady Tory and Lady Stra had to
continue smiling throughout the feast as if nothing was wrong back
home. This wasn’t very hard to do for the ladies because they were
raised to be this way. They were taught to put a kind smile, even when
someone was dying in front of them. They grew up in different kingdoms,
but the two ladies were educated in similar ways.
Finally, the feast and all of the National Day celebrations ended. Most of
the people from out of the town left Nanaba. The only guests left were
Lady Tory, Lady Stra, and Poliana, who had to remain in the Nanaba
castle as the emperor ordered.
Poliana’s period ended as well, and as soon as she felt better, she went
around to apologize to everyone for her rudeness. She felt so guilty
about her behavior.
Lady Stra and Lady Tory, who were younger than Poliana, acted very
responsibly during the entire celebration period while Poliana, who was
supposed to be working as well, acted like an absolute jerk.
Remembering how she behaved made Poliana feel frustrated as well.
‘Why did I act like that? Why? Did I lose my mind for a few days or
something?’
She flushed from the shame of it. The doctors assured her that it was
okay and that she should remain in her bed. They informed her, “There
is a good chance you will continue to have your monthly bleeding
regularly from now on, Marquess Winter.”
This meant that she might have her period even during her work shifts.
Lady Tory brought up the subject of the color of Poliana’s uniform. It was
a bright blue because it looked elegant and it was also one of the
cheapest dyes. The problem was that if any blood got on this color, it
would become very noticeable. Lady Tory suggested that perhaps
Poliana should get a red uniform but knowing what color blood turned
into when it dried, Poliana couldn’t agree. Lady Tory was very smart, yet
there were times like this when it was obvious that she was a proper lady
who had never seen dried blood before.
Poliana thought to herself, ‘Black would be better to cover the blood.’
What was really important here, however, wasn’t the color Lady Tory
suggested. It was the fact that Lady Tory thought of Poliana. The lady’s
thoughtfulness made Poliana feel even guiltier. She said to Lady Tory, “I
apologize again, Lady Tory, for my rudeness during the last few days. As
soon as I return to Yapa, I will resign from my post.”
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Both Lady Stra and Lady Tory replied to Poliana, “Don’t say that,
Marquess Winter, we know how hard you work to keep us safe. We feel
safe because of you.”
Lady Stra added as she put her hand on Poliana’s, “And just a few days
ago, you saved me, remember? Without you, I might be dead by now.”
Their kindness made Poliana feel even worse. She almost felt suicidal
from shame. Whenever she felt angry or frustrated, she used to kick and
punch the furniture or the trees, and now, Poliana felt like she was the
one who should be punished.
Even though she was a patient, not many people visited her. Was it
because people now knew how awful she has been behaving lately?
Other than Lady Bika visiting her a few times, no one else came to see
her.
Poliana needed to get out of this emotional spiral. She clenched her
teeth and tried to think of a way to fix the problem. She knew hitting
herself was a stupid idea. The best thing she should do at the moment
was to get better as quickly as possible.
Ribs were fragile bones that broke easily. Fortunately, there weren’t
many long term side effects upon breaking it, but broken ribs take a very
long time to heal. Her doctors told her she needed to stay in her bed for
the next two months, but Poliana left in only a month.
Her torso was still badly bruised and painful, but it was endurable. It
wasn’t like the pain from her period; the pain from the broken ribs was
sharper, which helped her become more alert. It almost made her feel
like she was back on the battlefield; it reminded her that she was a
knight and she will always be one.
As soon as she was able to leave her bed, Poliana went to visit Lady
Tory and Stra. She needed to ask them for a favor.
If she returned to Yapa with the two ladies, it would take about the same
amount of time as when they traveled to Nanaba. The emperor ordered
her to take care of Lady Tory and Lady Stra, but Poliana was desperate
to get back home as quickly as possible.
She was becoming more and more worried as time passed because
there haven’t been any messages from Nanaba. If Lady Rebecca was
fine, they would’ve sent words by now. No news didn’t always mean
good news, and Poliana thought anxiously, ‘Even if they are busy, they
could’ve still sent a letter… Something must’ve happened.’
Lucius the First was a very thoughtful person. He cared about those
around us, especially his wives, so if Lady Rebecca was better, he
would’ve sent a message so those in Nanaba wouldn’t worry.
Poliana needed to get back to the capital immediately but leaving Lady
Stra and Lady Tory would mean that she was disobeying the emperor’s
order. She said to the ladies, “I will leave all of my men here. I can go
alone, so you needn’t worry about your safety.”
“Don’t be silly, Marquess Winter, you need to realize that you are just as
important as us. To be honest, I am certain his highness worries more
about you than his own wives. It is easy to find new wives and bear more
children, but it is very hard to find a loyal knight.”
It hurt her pride to say it, but Lady Tory knew it was the truth. Besides, it
was more important to stop Poliana from leaving alone than trying to
protect her own feelings.
It would be impossible for Lucius the First to replace Poliana, a truly loyal
and talented knight. The one and only knightess who helped him
conquer the world.
In addition, Poliana was the symbol of what the new Acreia represented.
She showed how a foreigner could become successful.
Compared to Poliana, Lady Tory knew she was useless. She was going
to be the easiest to replace among all the emperor’s wives. It was
saddening to admit it, but Lady Tory wasn’t afraid to accept it.
Even though Lady Tory begged her, Poliana refused to take her advice.
Poliana knew her emperor might become furious at her for disobeying
him, but it couldn’t be helped. If necessary, she was willing to give up her
position. She was ready to give up her blue uniform with the golden strip.
When it was obvious that Poliana wasn’t going to give in, Lady Tory
suggested a compromise.
“Then please take at least one knight with you. Someone who can
protect you if necessary on the road. We will take the rest of the guards
and follow you at our own pace.”
“But Lady Tory, the royal guards exist to protect the royal members. I
cannot take one of them for my own protection. It would be considered
treason.”
“That can’t be. They are the royal guards, which means they have the
duty to protect their leader, which is you. Besides, I have asked Duke
Luzo to lend us his knights to make up for those who will go with you.”
Poliana was surprised to hear this. It sounded like Lady Tory already had
a conversation with the duke about this. Lady Stra, who has been
listening quietly, held Poliana’s hands gently and smiled. Lady Tory
continued, “We knew you would insist on going alone, Marquess Winter,
so we already asked the duke for help. I understand how you must feel
since you are so close to Lady Rebecca. Five of the royal guards have
already volunteered to escort you back to Nanaba.”
“Thank you so much. Both of you.”
Lady Tory replied, “It is our pleasure. We both know that if it was one of
us and not Lady Rebecca, you would’ve done the same for us too.”
Lady Stra said as well, “We are so thankful for you, Marquess Winter, for
always being honest with us.”
What Poliana had with Lady Rebecca was a friendship. What she had
with Lady Tory and Lady Stra was more like loyalty, but it was true that
Poliana treated all of them with utmost sincerity. The ladies believed that
no other knight could’ve done the job of protecting them better than Sir
Poliana.
Poliana’s eyes welled up from the two ladies’ kindness. It was true that
the wife and the husband often grow to resemble each other. Both
Lucius the First and all of his wives were all such kind people.
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The emperor did not take all of the Yapa royal guards when he left.
Those that were left behind all belonged to the Second Division. All the
guards from the First Division left with the emperor a few days ago.
The Second Division guards that were left in Nanaba were given the
order to protect the emperor’s wives. Poliana asked them, “So you have
been in Nanaba still all this time?”
“Yes, of course, Boss! How could we leave when you are still here?”
“Well, I thought you were all gone since none of you came to visit me
when I was bedridden.”
“…”
“Not visiting your sick boss… What a wonderful world we live in, right?
Don’t you agree?”
“We are so sorry, Sir Poliana. We deserve death.”
When her men trembled in fear, Poliana grinned and replied, “Just
kidding.”
“Boss! Don’t ever do that again! Your sense of humor is beginning to
resemble that of the emperor and it’s not funny!”
“That’s right, Boss! Please!”
“Oh, telling your boss that her jokes aren’t funny… What a wonderful
world we live in, right?”
“Boss!”
Sir Ainno had no sense of humor. Sir Mahogal’s elegant humor delighted
the people around him. Poliana’s jokes were sarcastic but still enjoyable.
Poliana nodded and they headed towards Yapa immediately. They did
not stop much as they rode hard to the capital. The men worried about
Poliana, whose wound still hasn’t healed, but Poliana continued in
determination.
As they rode their horses, they passed by a messenger who seemed to
be headed towards Nanaba.
“Sir Poliana! That was the messenger. He was heading towards
Nanaba!”
“I saw him too.”
“Should we go and stop him?”
“No, just let him continue. I don’t want us to slow down.”
Poliana didn’t stop the messenger on purpose because hearing the
message wasn’t going to be enough. She needed to see what happened
in person. The fact that a messenger was sent all of a sudden meant
that something changed in Yapa.
Unfortunately, Poliana knew whatever happened couldn’t be good. Her
men didn’t say anything, but it seemed that all the guards felt the same
way. They began to slow down a little. Was it because they had a bad
feeling about this?
By the time they could see the Yapa castle, the group looked terrible.
They were dirty, tired, dehydrated, and starving. On their way here, they
threw away their food and water supplies because the weight was
slowing down their horses.
Even the horses looked awful with their mouths covered in foams. Some
of the horses even tried to bite the riders in frustration.
Suddenly, some of the men gasped in shock. It seemed that they saw
something that Poliana missed. She asked anxiously, “What is it? Tell
me now!”
“Sir Poliana. Over there, on the Yapa castle… It’s the half-masted flag!”
“…!”
Poliana gasped as she spotted it herself. Some of the guards began to
tear up. Poliana gritted her teeth, trying not to show any tears. The
devastation she felt was too great to bear. It felt like there was a hole in
her heart.
Poliana said in a shaky voice, “It’s a sad affair indeed, but we expected
it, right?”
“Yes, Boss.”
“We are all knights and therefore, we cannot show any tears. Let’s
continue. If we are lucky, we might be able to attend the funeral!”
Her choice of words was wrong, but it was too late to take it back.
Besides, it didn’t matter anyway.
When the group reached the castle gate, they were stopped by the
gatekeepers, who belonged to the Third Division.
Poliana did not dismount. She announced loudly, “I am Poliana Winter,
the head of the Second Division! These are my men!”
“The Second Division? You are the leader of the Second Division?”
The gatekeepers immediately saluted her. Poliana asked, “The funeral?
When is it?”
“It ended two days ago. We sent a messenger just now. Did you not see
him on your way here?”
“We saw him, but we didn’t stop him.”
Based on her calculation, the emperor purposely sent the messenger
after the funeral. Poliana looked visibly upset at the realization. She
knew that Lucius the First probably believed he did the right thing.
Poliana was so devastated that she couldn’t even be upset about the
emperor’s decision.
Poliana asked, “What about the baby?”
As soon as she asked the question, Poliana realized that it was possible
it was the child that passed away. But for some reason, as soon as she
saw the half-masted flag, Poliana somehow knew that the flag was for
Lady Rebecca. It was very possible that both the mother and the baby
died, but Poliana believed that the baby had to have survived. It was a
strange thing, but she was right.
“It’s a princess.”
Just as Poliana believed, the baby was alive. The guards standing
behind her, however, moaned in disappointment and sadness. One of
them muttered quietly, “A daughter?”
Everyone standing around her was clearly disheartened by the birth of a
princess. They were all thinking that Lady Rebecca died for nothing. It
wasn’t even a son, which meant that her death now had less meaning.
This was exactly why Lady Rebecca wanted a baby boy. For herself, she
didn’t care if the baby was a boy or a girl, but for the child, she knew it
would have a better life if it was a son.
A princess would have a decline in her status as she became older while
a prince could only go up in his position.
The mother of this baby wanted it to be a son. The father of this baby
didn’t care as long as both the mother and the baby were healthy.
In the end, no one got what they wanted. No one truly felt happy about
the birth of the child. Everyone sighed in sadness and disappointment.
Watching them from afar, Poliana’s eyes teared up.
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When Sir Wook heard about Poliana’s arrival, he came to visit her.
Poliana dismissed the guards, who were still with her. Sir Wook offered
her, “You need to rest, Sir Poliana. Is your injury okay? You should
return home and go to the castle tomorrow.”
“I’m fine, Sir Wook, I want to hear what happened.”
“Sir Pol… You should really return home for now and rest. I will order my
guards to take you home.”
“I’m not that tired. In fact, my horse is in much worse shape than I am.
Can I borrow one of your horses?”
“Alright, go wash up first and I will have a horse ready for you.”
Poliana nodded and went to the washroom that was used by the royal
guards. She got herself clean and borrowed herself a set of uniforms. By
the time she was done, the sun was already set and the sky was dark.
Most shops were closed by now. Sir Wook was gone and Sir Jainno was
waiting for her outside.
Sir Jainno announced, “The castle entrance has closed. You can go
there tomorrow morning when it reopens.”
“Hmm… Is that why he got me to wash up first? So it would be too late
for me to enter the castle?”
Sir Jainno shrugged and replied, “How would I know what Sir Wook was
thinking?”
Sir Jainno offered her to have dinner with her and Poliana didn’t refuse.
She ate a big meal while Sir Jainno explained to her what had happened
in Yapa during her absence.
Lady Rebecca’s health deteriorated slowly after the emperor left the
castle to visit Nanaba. Her blood pressure went up drastically and it
refused to come down to normal. Her abdomen became filled with fluid,
which meant she couldn’t eat well. Lady Rebecca ended up losing her
consciousness. Duchess Nani arrived soon after and tried her best to
take care of her daughter, but it was no use. Lady Rebecca did regain
her consciousness a few times, but when the last coma lasted for two
days, the doctors decided to send the message to the emperor in
Nanaba. There was a good chance for the mother, the baby, or both of
them were going to die, and they needed the husband to be present.
When Lucius the First arrived, the doctors informed him that it was going
to be impossible to save both the mother and the baby. The emperor
was furious and devastated. He ordered the doctors to save both of
them, and it was then that the doctors delivered him the will Lady
Rebecca wrote while she was still conscious.
After reading it, Lucius the First chose to save the baby.
The minimum a baby could be born relatively healthy was at the eightmonth mark.
When the emperor arrived, Lady Rebecca was seven
months pregnant. Somehow, Lady Rebecca kept herself alive for
another month so she could deliver her daughter safely. The lady
passed away immediately after birth.
Lucius the First, distraught, planned her funeral himself. But even after
the funeral, he could not bring himself to see his baby daughter.
His daughter cost him his wife’s life.
He never held her once, which worried the baby’s nurse and Duchess
Nani.
After the funeral, the emperor continued to do his work but most of the
time, he kept it to himself. After Sir Jainno finished telling her what
happened, Poliana stood up. Sir Jainno shook his head and stopped her.
“Just go to sleep and go in the morning.”
“Step aside, Sir Jainno.”
“Listen to me. You look awful and you are even losing your voice. Just
rest tonight and go tomorrow.”
“I’m fine.”
“This is a bad idea.”
Sir Jainno insisted but he could not stop Poliana. She began to walk
towards the inner castle and thankfully, a horse was already prepared for
her. It seemed that Sir Wook knew she could not be stopped.
The patrols were guarding the gate, questioning anyone approaching
them. Most people wouldn’t have been allowed to enter, but the leader of
the Second Division was one of the few exceptions. The guards still
weren’t allowed to open the main entrance, but they allowed her to enter
through the side door. One of the guards asked, “Are you going to see
the princess?”
“No, I am going to see his highness.”
Poliana did not go to the princess. It was not a good idea for a newborn
baby to have too many visitors and besides, Poliana was here to see the
emperor.
She knew how sensitive and caring Lucius the First was. Poliana could
imagine how ravaged he must be. It had to be worse for him than
Poliana. After all, she lost her friend, but Lucius the First lost his wife.
The emperor’s marriage was certainly not that of an average person. He
married three women all at once, and he married them for a political
reason. Although it wasn’t a love match, Lucius the First always tried to
do his best for his wives.
The emperor tried to become the best ruler he could be. He tried to be
the best husband he could be. There was no doubt that he was fond of
all of his wives.
In the past, Lucius the First told Poliana that he liked all of his wives for
different reasons. He liked Tory because she was intelligent, while he
liked Stra because she was kind. He liked Rebecca because she was
greedy.
Poliana felt the same way; she also liked Rebecca because she was
greedy.
***
As she walked, Poliana got closer and closer to the emperor’s residence.
All the servants she saw looked upset and anxious, most likely because
they were worried about their emperor.
Master Chail, who was guarding the door to the emperor’s room, spotted
Poliana.
“Marquess Winter? You are here. So does that mean Lady Tory and
Lady Stra are here as well?”
“No. I came here alone. They will follow later.”
It seemed that Master Chail did not receive the message of Poliana’s
arrival. When he saw her, Master Chail looked relieved. Poliana asked,
“Where is his highness?”
“He’s inside.”
When Poliana tried to walk in, Master Chail stopped her.
“Marquess Winter, he ordered me to stop anyone from entering tonight.”
He shook his head at her, but he continued to stare at Poliana
expectantly. Marquess Poliana Winter was one of the emperor’s closest
people, which meant that she was given a lot of special privileges, and
one of them was to be able to visit the emperor even when he did not
want any visitors.
It was, however, unwise to abuse her power, so Poliana asked, “Did the
emperor also order Sir Ainno not to enter?”
“No, Sir Ainno is allowed to see his highness.”
Poliana felt that if Sir Ainno was given an exception, she most likely
would receive the same right. When Poliana refused to change her mind,
Master Chail grabbed her again. He had served the emperor for a long
time, so Master Chail was excellent at reading Lucius the First. Usually,
Chail would’ve been thrilled to have Poliana drink with the emperor and
make him feel better, but for some unknown reason, Master Chail had a
feeling that it was a bad idea today; and in most cases, he was right
about these things.
So, Master Chail asked Poliana again to return in the morning.
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Even Sir Wook nor Sir Jainno could stop Poliana, which meant that there
was no way Master Chail could convince her.
Poliana then announced, “I must insist on seeing his highness
immediately, Master Chail.”
“Marquess Winter, I realize it must be very hard for you, but his highness
is having an even harder time. I think it’s best to leave him alone for
now.”
“That is exactly why I must see him.”
Without knocking or announcing herself, Poliana walked into the
reception area, then into his private room. Master Chail and the other
servants didn’t follow her. His room was dark, and all the curtains were
closed, making the room look like a cave. It perfectly represented how
the emperor must be feeling.
Once Poliana became used to the darkness, she could see the
emperor’s shape slumped on the chair. He was leaning against a table
without making much movement. He asked quietly without looking up, “Is
that you, Inno?”
It seemed that Lucius the First thought it was Sir Ainno who walked in,
not Poliana. The table and the floor were littered with bottles of wine and
hard liquor. Did he drink all of them or did he drink with Sir Inno? Either
way, it seemed the emperor was drunk. Poliana hesitated to approach
him.
It wouldn’t be a good idea for anyone else to see the emperor in such a
state, so Poliana first closed the door behind her before lighting the
nearby wall lamp. Still without looking up, Lucius the First said in a
pained voice, “Inno… Inno… I really have no luck with women, do I?”
The emperor continued to mutter about his life. Lucius the First’s mother
was a fragile beauty. She used to be even weaker than Lady Rebecca,
and everyone believed that she would die young.
What Lucius the First remembered of his mother was different than most
people. Some would remember their mother as a loving and warm being
while others probably thought of harsh punishments when they had to
describe their childhood. For Lucius the First, the word “mother” brought
back the images of dry coughs, blood, and indifferent gazes. Even then,
the emperor loved his mother. He was an only child, and his mother
used to promise him that she would get him a younger brother, but
Lucius the First’s mother was unable to keep her promise to him.
The first girl Lucius the First slept with was a mean girl, but he liked the
fact that she was confident of herself. This girl did not doubt she would
become the next empress, and Lucius the First thought very highly of
her confidence.
But in the end, Lucius the First’s father, the former emperor, was against
his son marrying such a bold girl, so he kicked her out of the castle. The
girl ended up marrying into a good family, but she died of an illness at a
very young age.
By the time Lucius the First arrived at the Yapa castle, Lady Rebecca
was unconscious. She was no longer the pretty girl with her entire body
grossly swollen. Her small blood vessels were ruptured, making her look
horrendous. As soon as he saw her, Lucius the First knew that she was
not going to make it.
The will she left for the emperor was filled with the legality of the
situation, proving that she was indeed a royal princess who was well
aware of her duties; this made the emperor even sadder.
His own mother died at a very young age. His first girl ended up
marrying another man and dying young too. The woman he loved right
now was the one person he could not have. His own wife ended up
dying while giving birth.
Lucius the First thought to himself, ‘I am so lucky in many things, but not
in women, I guess.’
He was given the gift of a daughter in exchange for his wife’s life, but the
emperor was terrified that this baby might leave him too. He could not
even bear to look at the tiny being without trembling.
A baby born at eight months… There was a good chance she might not
make it. She might die at any moment and prove that Lucius the First
was indeed very unlucky. Just thinking about this possibility made the
emperor feel unbearable.
His mother, his first girl, his wife, and now his daughter… There would
be no one left in his life. The emperor waved his hands in pain as he
muttered desperately, “More drinks! Inno! Get me more wine right now!”
“You need to stop, your highness.”
The one person Lucius the First wanted to see the most was Poliana.
The one person Lucius the First wanted to avoid the most right now was
also the same person.
Slowly, the emperor looked up to find Poliana looking tired.
His mother, his first woman, his wife, and his daughter… Would there be
any woman left in his life?
Yes, and he knew the answer to this question. There was only one
woman that mattered the most in his life.
The woman he loved.
The emperor whispered, “Am I dreaming? Or am I hallucinating from too
much wine? If this is a dream, it has to be a nightmare. If it is a
hallucination, it is a terrible one.”
“Your highness, I believe you drank too much.”
Poliana had never seen Lucius the First looking this disheveled and
helpless. Just as Poliana was in terrible pain, it was clear that the
emperor was suffering as well. Unable to help herself, Poliana hugged
him tightly. The emperor, although shocked at first, felt ecstatic as he felt
her warmth envelope him.
Poliana Winter.
The woman he loved.
Feeling overwhelmed, Lucius the First exclaimed, “Pol… I…!”
The heat from her body proved that this was no dream. Poliana, the
woman he desired, was here. She was with him and she was hugging
him. Even though he was intoxicated, his brain worked calculatingly with
cold clarity. If he took her now, his dream would come true. Poliana was
also in pain from losing her friend Lady Rebecca. If Lucius the First
professed his love for her and took her to bed, Poliana would not resist
him. He could even blame his actions on alcohol and the sadness from
losing his wife. Afterward, he could insist on marrying her, which would
mean he could keep her by his side as his forever.
This was the chance he has been waiting for a very long time, and it was
finally here.
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This was indeed a chance, but Lucius the First knew better; it would’ve
been wrong for him to use his wife’s death to trick the woman he loved.
His wife’s funeral was only two days ago, so how could he even consider
such a thing?
The emperor hated himself.
Lucius the First pushed Poliana away. He poured whatever was left over
in the bottle into his mouth. The clear liquor rolled down his cheeks
instead of his tears. He said to Poliana harshly, “Get out, I don’t want to
see you right now.”
Poliana’s face crumpled at the emperor’s rejection. Seeing Poliana hurt
made Lucius the First’s heartache too, but he couldn’t help it. The
emperor needed some time for himself.
Lucius the First might have been the emperor of the greatest kingdom,
but he wasn’t perfect. He couldn’t always remain calm and collected.
Because he was the emperor, he couldn’t even show his true feelings to
others. He wasn’t even allowed to cry in front of anyone. The sadness
and desperation he felt for himself as well as his daughter, who would
grow up without her mother, were immense, but he couldn’t even
express these feelings freely all because he was the emperor.
Then, Poliana came to him. He was barely hanging onto his sanity, but
when he saw her, he couldn’t do it anymore.
Lucius the First was a greedy man. This was why he dreamt of uniting
the entire continent. The emperor was also a loving man. This was why
he did not confess his love to Poliana.
If she remained in this room any longer, Lucius the First knew he would
end up telling her how he felt. He would end up forcing her to become
his. The emperor did not have the patience to remain sane in front of
her.
So he screamed at her, “Get out, Winter!”
Lucius the First loved Acreia. He loved everything about it, even its
harsh cold weather. All Acreians loved the winter, even though they
suffered from it greatly. The bitter season represented them; it was the
symbol of the true Acreians. They were proud to be the ones who were
able to survive such a harsh weather generation after generation. They
believed they were better than the rest of the continent. The harsher the
winter was, the stronger the Acreians became.
Poliana Winter, whose name was given to her by Lucius the First, was
the emperor’s winter. She was his love as well as his motivation; she
was the only one who could move him.
Lucius the First loved Poliana Winter, and because he loved her, he felt
the greatest desperation and conflict. However, Poliana Winter was also
his greatest pride.
The emperor begged her. He begged her to leave him. Perhaps to her, it
sounded like an order, but it didn’t matter. This was the best he could do
at the moment.
“I just can’t do this right now. I need to be alone. I do not want you to see
me like this, so please, leave.”
Poliana’s jaws tightened. Lucius the First wanted to punch himself for
upsetting her. He knew she was missing a molar, which meant it wasn’t
a good idea to clench like this. He wished he could caress her face so
she would unclench it, but he knew that if he touched her, the emperor
would not be able to stop himself.
He didn’t wait this long and went through such a hardship just to use her
body on a night like this. If he took her now, Lucius the First knew she
would never become truly happy again.
Meanwhile, Poliana became angry at herself for not realizing what the
emperor needed. She also felt embarrassed that she overestimated her
importance to the emperor.
Poliana turned around to grab the door. As soon as she left, she slapped
herself.
‘Snap out of it!’
Lucius the First just lost his wife, and Poliana lost her friend. In truth,
without the emperor, Poliana would’ve never met Rebecca at all. It was
obvious that the emperor was the one who was sadder, yet Poliana was
stupid enough to think they could make each other feel better.
Since when did she begin to question the emperor’s order? Since when
did she believe that she knew better than her sovereign?
Against the emperor’s order, Poliana left his two wives in Nanaba and
rode back to Yapa. He ordered her to protect his wives, but she
disobeyed him. Master Chail told her that the emperor did not want
anyone in his room tonight, but she thought she knew better, and she
entered against his order.
Since when did she become so arrogant? She never wanted to become
such an egotistical person, but it seemed that it was too late.
When Master Chail saw Poliana leave the emperor’s room looking pale,
he was shocked. He asked, “Marquess, are you alright?”
“I made a huge mistake. I disrespected the emperor, and I need to go
and think about what I did.”
Sir Ainno was standing next to Master Chail with a bottle of wine in his
hand. He was waiting outside because Master Chail told him that
Poliana was inside with the emperor.
Poliana couldn’t be any more embarrassed. Since when did she think
she was at the same level as Sir Ainno?
Sir Ainno looked at Poliana, who still looked very pale, and sighed
deeply. He handed the bottle to Master Chail and put his hand on
Poliana’s shoulder.
“Marquess, may I talk to you in private?”
“Don’t you have to go inside to see his highness right now?”
“It’s fine. What his highness needs right now isn’t wine; he needs some
time to think.”
This situation was greatly upsetting. He understood how horrible it was
that Lady Rebecca passed away, but what distressed him, even more,
was the fact that because of this royal death, his marriage plan was
delayed for at least a year. He didn’t even get the chance to talk to his
parents about his plan.
On top of that, the emperor was making a muck of his relationship with
the love of his life. Poliana looked devastated, annoying him to no end.
He was having problems with his own love life, yet here he was, having
to fix his emperor’s love life.
He turned towards Poliana and asked, “What happened? What’s wrong?
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Poliana opened her mouth to answer, but Sir Ainno did not wait for her.
There were so many things he needed to fix, and he needed to keep this
as short as possible. Sir Ainno said to her, “Did his highness get mad at
you? Did he yell at you? If so, don’t get upset. He’s just drunk, that’s all.
Or did his highness take you to his bed? If he did, it’s because he was
drunk, so don’t think too much about it. If you are upset, then just marry
him.”
Poliana lowered her face. It was becoming harder to control her tears.
She whispered, “I… It’s all my fault. If I didn’t find you that day when we
were doing the cleansing ritual… Things would’ve been okay. I found
you and that is why I ruined everything. That must be why Lady
Rebecca…”
A normal kind person would’ve tried to console Poliana, but Sir Ainno
was definitely not a nice person. He was an impatient bastard, so without
thinking, he punched her in the stomach for being stupid. He regretted it
immediately after, but it was too late. Poliana kneeled on the ground with
a gasp.
Sir Ainno knew punching her wasn’t the smart thing to do at the moment,
but he didn’t feel sorry. What Poliana was saying was ridiculous, and it
clearly showed on his face. Poliana saw his expression and nodded,
knowing that he was right. What she said was stupid indeed. As soon as
she got up, however, she tried to kick his shin. Sir Ainno evaded her
attack easily and raised his fist again. Poliana immediately apologized to
him, “I’m sorry. I misspoke.”
“Alright. As long as you know you are being stupid, it’s okay, I guess.
Now, whatever his highness might have done or said tonight to you, just
forget about it.”
Poliana’s face darkened again at the mention of the emperor, making Sir
Ainno feel even more annoyed.
‘Why do I have to waste my time consoling this woman?’
Poliana was the woman his friend loved, but it was unlikely that things
would work out between them. Sir Ainno’s eyebrows cringed angrily
before he took a deep breath to calm down. He thought logically, ‘I
guess even if they don’t become a couple, I should at least try my best to
make sure their relationship doesn’t worsen.’
Sir Ainno said to her, “His highness probably didn’t want to show you his
weakness.”
“No, it’s not that. I am the one who made a mistake. I was being
arrogant; I overestimated my importance.”
“I am telling you that that’s not it! Just how many times do I have to
explain? Until now, you have only seen the best sides of his highness!
The emperor just didn’t want to ruin your perception of him.”
No man would ever want the woman he loved to see him cry like a baby
after his wife died. As a matter of fact, it would be the same situation for
a woman too. A woman would never want the man she loved to see her
crying after her husband dies.
To Sir Ainno, Lucius the First was a good friend and his emperor who
needed to be protected. To Poliana, Lucius the First was the greatest
emperor and the ruler she served.
It was likely that the emperor probably didn’t want anyone to see him like
this tonight.
Sir Ainno said to Poliana, “You and his highness are both too emotional.”
Sir Ainno was indeed a jerk. Just because this wasn’t his problem, he
talked like this wasn’t a big deal. Poliana felt bitter, knowing Sir Ainno
had everything. Both of his parents were still alive; he also had a
younger brother who had a healthy wife and children. On top of that, the
woman he loved was still very much alive and healthy.
Poliana became annoyed at Sir Ainno. She stopped crying, but she
continued to sniffle. What Sir Ainno said was rude and hurtful, but
unfortunately, it was the truth. The problem was, Lucius the First’s
rejection hurt Poliana deeply.
She was fine when she was spurned by her parents and her colleagues.
She didn’t even get angry at the time. But being rejected by the
emperor… It felt too devastating. This couldn’t be helped because it was
Lucius the First who made her into the Poliana Winter she was today.
The emperor made her existence as the knightess of Acreia possible.
Without him, Poliana would’ve died nameless somewhere in one of the
countless battlefields she had faced.
Lucius the First was everything to Poliana. To her, he could do no
wrong. What made Poliana angry at the moment was the fact that she
crossed the line. This was her fault; she ruined everything.
Sir Ainno, realizing that he wasn’t going to be able to fix this, muttered, “I
will see you tomorrow.”
He walked away quickly.
Poliana, without a word, returned to where she left her horse. Just like
she entered the castle, she left by the side door available only for the
people of importance.
‘Should I go home and drink?’
She hated to be alone. She craved to feel drunk, but she also didn’t want
to drink.
‘I don’t want to drink alone though…’
She tried to think of another place to go other than her own empty home.
If Sir Howe and Sir Donau were here, she would’ve gone to them, but
unfortunately, they weren’t in Yapa anymore. Lady Rebecca was no
longer alive, so she couldn’t visit her either. She knew most of her
closest guards must be on duty, so she couldn’t go bother them either.
The other guards who were off duty were most likely at home with their
families, and she certainly could not disturb them in the middle of the
night.
Poliana thought she developed a good social circle around her, but the
truth was, she had no one. There was no one she could visit this night to
drink with her. She didn’t cry even when Lucius the First rejected her, but
now, she was afraid her tears would roll down uncontrollably.
‘Dammit! I refuse to cry!’
Poliana rubbed her face vigorously and wished sadly, ‘I should’ve
accepted the puppy when I had the chance.’
She regretted her decision. She was so lonely. Poliana wished she had
someone, or even a dog, to keep her company this night.
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After Poliana left for Yapa, Lady Tory was still in Nanaba getting ready to
leave when she was visited by a guest. She already received a message
concerning the death of Lady Rebecca, so Lady Tory didn’t feel like
greeting a guest, however, it was a visitor she could not refuse, so she
put on her usual smile. She was raised this way and she was very good
at playing her role.
“Great grandfather.”
It was Sir Bentier’s grandfather and the most powerful elder of Acreia,
Marquis Seeze.
He visited Lady Tory with the same smile as hers. All the maids became
rigid and left immediately.
Marquis Seeze asked Lady Tory, “Oh, so you are returning to Yapa?”
“Yes, I should’ve returned a long time ago.”
“Yes, I agree. You are the mistress of that castle, so you should not be
absent for too long there. Besides, there has also been very good news
recently, so I think it’s the perfect time for you to return.”
The only news that arrived from Yapa was the death of Lady Rebecca.
Marquis Seeze was calling this good news, and Tory’s smile faltered a
little. Marquis Seeze, unaware of the change in her demeanor, continued
with a pleased laugh, “I was never worried about that southern girl
because she has always been so weak. Even if she had a son, I knew
he was going to be weak just like his mother, but she ended up having a
daughter instead. What a wonderful week it has been.”
Marquis Seeze patted her shoulder gently and continued, “Bentier has
been acting strangely lately, but I know he is a serious and smart young
man, so I am not too worried about him. I am sure he will do the right
thing. I also have great trust in you, my child. You are very intelligent too,
so I am certain you will do me proud. You know what I am saying, right?”
“Yes, Sir.” Lady Tory bowed obediently, making Marquis Seeze smile
proudly.
He slowly unraveled the gift he brought for her. It was a bottle of ice wine
from his own winery in the northern region. “Everything we do is for his
highness, Tory. You know that, right?”
“Yes, Great grandfather.”
Lady Tory received the bottle with trembling hands as Marquis Seeze
continued, “I will tell the maids to take good care of you, alright?”
“Thank you, Sir. I am so grateful for all your help. I don’t know how I will
ever thank you for taking such good care of me.”
“Of course, I should be taking good care of you! You are the woman who
is going to bear the future emperor after all! You are the woman who will
become the next empress!”
Lady Tory smiled shyly. Marquis Seeze said a few more words before
leaving. After he was gone, the maids returned and took the bottle of ice
wine away. Lady Tory was certain that he probably had a word with the
maids.
Tory smiled at the women as if nothing happened.
***
Lady Stra finally woke up after crying herself to sleep. When she heard
the news of Lady Rebecca’s death, she couldn’t stop crying.
Still feeling confused and sleepy, all Lady Stra could think about now
was how to help Lady Tory. She needed to get up and help get ready to
leave Nanaba, but her maids stopped her. The maids told Stra that Lady
Tory ordered them to make sure Stra rests well.
‘She is such a kind person.’
To Stra, both Lady Rebecca and Lady Tory were wonderful women.
Thinking about Lady Rebecca made Stra begin to cry again. Lady
Rebecca, a good person, was dead now. How could this happen? And
what about the baby? The newborn would never get to know her own
mother.
It was a tragedy, but Lady Stra knew she couldn’t just sit around and
drown in sadness. It was very possible that the southern colonies would
insist on the emperor taking in another wife from their own region. They
might even insist on Lucius the First marrying Lady Rebecca’s sister,
claiming that she would take the best care of the newborn princess.
Until now, Lady Stra has been remaining quiet and docile because she
was the youngest and the least powerful, but she needed to be stronger
now. Her maids told her to rest and they will take care of everything, but
Stra needed to work.
‘I can’t just sit still anymore.’
Lady Stra wiped away her tears and stood up to go help Tory. When
Lady Tory saw her, she told Stra that it was not necessary for her to
help, but Lady Tory still smiled kindly as if she was pleased.
***
A small group was formed to take care of the new princess. The royal
doctors were kept busy because they were ordered to take special care
of the princess as well as Poliana, who suffered from a recent injury.
Normally, they would’ve liked to spend much time treating Poliana, who
was a very influential figure, but the doctors were becoming too tired.
So they said the Frau Sneke, “You know the marquess well, so you
should be the one taking care of her.”
“That’s right. You should go, Doctor Sneke.”
Frau was half forced to visit Poliana. Just like the other doctors, Frau has
been working hard during the past few months. He even lost a little
weight, making him look less chubby. Unwilling to look tired in front of his
patient, he straightened up before going to visit Poliana.
He knew how close Poliana was to Lady Rebecca, which meant that
Poliana must be very upset.
‘I wonder if she will cry… Or maybe she is drunk?’
Frau has never seen Poliana cry before, but her friend just died. It
would’ve made sense for Poliana to cry. This was what Frau thought, but
he was shocked to see Poliana’s perfectly dry face. Poliana didn’t smell
of alcohol either. She looked perfectly fine, making Frau feel
uncomfortable.
‘No wonder people call her the cold witch.’
Frau almost felt a little fearful of her, but Poliana seemed oblivious. She
stared as Frau changed the bandages on her torso. His hands felt warm
to her cold skin. The desperate loneliness she felt seemed to become
soothed by his touch. A dog would’ve had a higher temperature, but
Poliana decided that this man will have to do.
She said to Frau bluntly, “Let’s get married.”
“Pardon?”
Frau gasped in shock, but Poliana didn’t care. She liked his
awkwardness and honesty. She now had regular periods, which meant
she could get pregnant now too. If she married him, they could have
children and she could have her heir.
Even if she was too old to have a baby, it was still ok. Frau told her
before that he didn’t care if they didn’t have any children. Poliana
couldn’t endure her loneliness anymore, and that was why she proposed
to him
Frau, the gold digger, might just get what he wanted.
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The princess, who couldn’t even breathe well when she was born, now
looked better. When Lucius the First visited his daughter, the maids and
the wet nurse sighed in relief.
The emperor, now seeing that his daughter was doing better, decided to
finally name her. When she opened her eyes, she looked a little crosseyed. There,
the emperor announced, “I will call her Luminae.”
Everyone sighed in relief. They have been worried that the emperor has
been refusing to visit the princess, but now, it seemed that he was ready
to face his daughter. Lucius the First played with the princess’s tiny
fingers, studying her carefully. Just like her mother, Lady Rebecca,
Princess Luminae had black hair and black eyes. She had pale skin like
her father, but she was also covered in fine hair. When the emperor
showed concern about the fuzz, the wet nurse reassured him that they
will fall out later.
“Her highness will become a great beauty, your highness.”
“Your highness, it makes sense since her parents are such beauties
themselves.”
“She is becoming so much stronger too, your highness.”
Lucius the First gave a small smile and replied, “Yes, I can see that she
resembles me; I can also see Rebecca in her too.”
“Yes, your highness. Princess Luminae resembles both of you.”
“Rebecca was a greedy woman. I am also a very ambitious man, so I
think our daughter will become a greedy girl.”
“We did notice that the princess is always hungry for food.”
“Good, good. She needs to eat a lot since she was born two months
earlier than she should’ve; she needs to eat as much as possible.”
The wet nurse informed the emperor that the princess was constantly
hungry, keeping her busy. Lucius the First was relieved to learn that his
daughter was eating well. Perhaps it was Princess Luminae’s greed that
kept her alive.
The emperor murmured to her, “You need to grow up selfish. You need
to take what you want for yourself. You need to live long, and you cannot
die before me.”
Lucius the First hugged her, almost too tightly. He lost his mother, his
first girl, and his wife too early. The emperor didn’t think he could endure
losing his daughter too.
Duchess Nani was furious when she was forced to leave Yapa. The
southern regions protested aggressively at how she was treated, but
Lucius the First ignored them. He claimed that this was a family
business.
Lady Tory was relieved to see Duchess Nani gone. After a long day, she
was finally able to relax when she was alone in her bed. Tory couldn’t
relax even when she was with her own maids. From early in the morning
till late in the night, Lady Tory could not relax at all.
No one asked or ordered her, but Lady Tory became the unofficial
mistress of the castle. Lady Stra, trying to help, took it upon herself to
raise the princess. Some of Lady Rebecca’s maids left with Duchess
Nani back home. Whoever remained helped Lady Stra take care of the
princess.
Anyone who came from the mid-continent clearly supported Lady Stra.
Those from Acreia, on the other hand, were clearly on Lady Tory’s side.
Most of Tory’s maids were young ladies she grew up with in Acreia.
They were her relatives or family friends. During the last few years,
some of them left when they got married, but they were quickly replaced
by other equally qualified ladies from Acreia.
The ladies served Lady Tory faithfully. Tory felt thankful to them, and she
worked very hard to repay them. Just like the elders wanted, Lady Tory
tried to live as a perfect lady. She was able to take control over the
lady’s quarters in the Yapa castle just as the elders desired. Lady Tory
was kind to everyone including the other wives of the emperor. She
always had a smile on her face and acted in a perfect manner.
This was her job. This was what everyone expected of her. She was the
perfect wife of the emperor, the future empress; the lady that represents
Acreia.
Lady Tory needed to do what was necessary so she wouldn’t disappoint
Marquis Seeze, who handpicked her himself for this role.
This morning, one of Tory’s maids said in passing that Lady Stra missed
her period. It was her time for her monthly bleeding, but nothing
happened so far, which was worrying many of her maids. After her
phantom pregnancy, it wasn’t uncommon for Stra to skip her period, so
there had to be a reason why her maid mentioned this. This was no
accident.
Tory took out the bottle of ice wine from the cabinet. It was the one
Marquis Seeze gave to her before she left Nanaba. There was a huge
shortage in farmlands in Acreia, which meant most available lands were
used for grains and vegetables. Fruits were considered a luxury, and this
was why Marquis Seeze was the only one in Acreia who had a winery.
The grapes grown on his land were of a different variety than the ones
grown in the mid-continent and the southern regions. His wine was
considered a very important export item in Acreia. Marquis Seeze’s wine
was considered a luxury item.
Tory shook the bottle lightly and watched the liquid dance inside. There
had to be more than just wine in this bottle. She wasn’t naïve enough to
believe that the bottle Marquis Seeze gave her only contained simple
wine.
‘Should I just drop it and break it?’
If she made it look like an accident and destroyed it, another bottle would
be sent to her shortly. If she broke it again, there would be another
bottle. If she continued to break it, soon, it won’t be bottles of wine that
would arrive but another lady who would replace Tory herself.
Even if she knew this was wrong and she wanted to stop, it was not
possible. She couldn’t go against the will of the elders. She couldn’t even
try to hide her intention because her own maids reported her every move
to Marquis Seeze. The only reason Tory became the emperor’s wife was
thanks to her family. The only reason why Tory was able to take control
of the Yapa castle was due to the help from her maids, who were only
following an order from her family. Just as her married maids were easily
replaced by other ladies, Tory knew she could be replaced just as easily.
‘Rebecca, Stra…’
Tory thought of Lady Rebecca who died and Lady Stra, who was still
alive. Lady Tory wasn’t sure if it was a good thing that she came to be
close to these ladies. They were very kind to her, and it seemed that
they genuinely liked her. Tory wasn’t sure if they really meant to be her
friend, because, at the end of the day, they were destined to compete
against each other.
“For my family. For Acreia. For his highness.”
Stra was kind and genuine. Rebecca, the oldest of them, used to be
sickly but was very dependable. Tory could never be truly genuine like
these ladies. Tory’s smile was fake, unlike theirs. Their husband, the
emperor, often praised her for being smart. It was a surprise because
the only compliment Tory ever heard was that she was obedient and
docile.
Lady Tory wasn’t sure if what she needed to do was really for the
emperor and for Acreia. The problem was, she could never report her
situation because she was in the middle of it. She was in the same boat
as her family. If her family was destroyed, so would she.
The emperor tried his best to be fair to all of his wives, but Tory knew
that of all the ladies, he kept his distance from her the most; it was
obvious.
Tory didn’t know anything about politics. All people wanted from her was
her obedience, so she had no choice but to follow their orders.
‘But I know the truth…’
She knew, but she had to feign ignorance. Her family told her whatever
they asked her to do was for her own good. Tory knew this was a lie,
but…
A proper lady was never supposed to doubt her family’s intentions.
“For me.”
Tory lied to herself out loud. She closed her eyes and buried her face on
her pillow. There was nothing she could do to change the situation. Just
like all the other ladies, Tory was raised to become obedient.
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Just as Poliana promised, she remained at home as a form of selfpunishment. She
didn’t, however, return her uniform with the gold stripe.
Instead, she didn’t go to work; she remained home for a month.
Poliana was very strict about her punishment. First of all, she didn’t
leave her home at all during this time. Even at her own home, she only
stayed in her bedroom and the library. She refused to see any guests
and she also did not receive or send any letters. Any gifts she received,
if she returned them immediately if she ever received one.
Poliana got up in the morning as the sun rose and she went to bed at
sunset. She ate meat only at lunch and she did not indulge herself with
white bread at all during this month. She only drank alcohol at night; she
drank only water during the rest of the day.
She spent her time reading books about royal etiquettes and organizing
the information she gathered during her lifetime about maps and how to
interpret them. Poliana always wanted to write and publish a book about
map interpretation.
The day after Poliana decided to punish herself, Lucius the First sent her
a message that there was no need for her to do so. However, this was
useless because Poliana refused to see the messenger at all.
And finally, after a month, Poliana Winter returned to the castle looking
calmer and determined. Sir Ainno Seki had been leading the Second
Division in her absence, so when the guards saw their boss return, their
eyes teared up in happiness.
“Boss! We missed you so much!”
“Marquess Winter, please don’t ever leave us again!”
“And if you must leave again, please leave us with the leader of the Third
Division, not the First Division.”
Poliana asked, “Anything new since I left?”
“We spared half of Lady Rebecca’s personal guards to the new
princess.”
Poliana nodded in agreement. It would’ve been a waste to use too many
guards to protect a newborn baby. While she listened to the rest of the
report, Poliana frowned in concern.
‘There are too many people here.’
While Poliana was away, the lady’s quarters became filled with
strangers. Too many people were allowed to enter and leave as they
pleased. It was because, during Poliana’s absence, people such as
Duchess Nani and her entourage, more doctors, apothecaries, wet
nurses, newly hired maids, and merchants were called in. After the
duchess left and the two wives of the emperor returned, things settled
down a little, but there were still many more people freely entering the
lady’s quarters than when Poliana was in charge. If someone walked in
with a bad intention, there would’ve been no way to stop them.
On top of this, there has been an increase of noblemen visiting Lady
Tory and Lady Stra to greet them on their safe return. It was almost
impossible to stop these people. What worried Poliana the most,
however, was the fact that the noble ladies seemed to be trying to create
conflicts between Lady Tory and Lady Stra.
‘Is it because there are now only two of them instead of three?’
The careful peace the three wives of the emperor created was now over.
After Lady Rebecca passed away giving birth to her daughter, there was
a clear uncertainty in the castle’s power structure. Three was a good
number for stability. The best thing would’ve been for the emperor to
take in another wife, but no one dared to suggest such a thing to Lucius
the First. It was partly because everyone knew how upset the emperor
was, but also, the royal members themselves could not marry for a year
after the death of one of them.
At this point, it seemed that whichever lady that becomes pregnant first
would be able to gain the ultimate power.
Poliana regretted leaving. ‘Dammit. Maybe I shouldn’t have left for this
long.’
She was feeling much better after a month to herself, but now that she
saw what was going on in the castle, she began to feel uncertain. Too
many things seemed to happen while she was gone. Was something
very bad going to happen from all these changes?
Poliana shook her head. ‘No, there is no need to regret my decision. It
had to be done.’
It wasn’t that she spent the last month fooling around and having fun.
She worked to renew her energy and her goal. She needed this
desperately so there was no reason why she needed to feel guilty about
it.
‘If something goes wrong, it will be their fault.’
She looked around her guards slowly. The men, however, didn’t notice
her look. They only continued to complain about how hard their lives
have been under Sir Ainno’s lead.
Poliana trusted and believed in her men. She didn’t doubt that they
worked hard despite her absence. What worried her, however, was their
relatives. Most of the noblemen and ladies that entered the castle were
one way or another related to the guards. They were either their
relatives, friends, or close acquaintances, which meant the men wouldn’t
be as vigilant.
For example, there was Cekel. Because her brothers were guards
working in the main castle, she could often enter different areas easily
without anyone thinking twice about it. Cekel could go anywhere she
wanted in the castle freely without looking suspicious.
‘I can’t trust Sir Ainno in preventing this kind of problem.’
Sir Ainno was excellent at taking care of problems, but his weakness
was preventing potential problems in the first place. In some ways,
Poliana envied him for it.
‘Ok, I need to stop thinking about this.’
There was no point in Poliana envying Sir Ainno; she could never
become him. They were two very different people, and she needed to
constantly remind herself of this fact.
Besides, at this point, there was a more important thing she needed to
do. It was time for her to beg for the emperor’s forgiveness.
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Poliana said to Lady Tory and Lady Stra, “It is my duty to protect and
serve you, yet I left you in Nanaba and did not even come to you when
you returned to Yapa; what I did was unacceptable and I could ask
nothing more than your forgiveness.”
Poliana was absent for two months in these ladies’ lives and she felt
horrible about it. Lady Stra and Lady Tory, however, told her that there
was nothing to apologize about. They tried to stop her, but Poliana
kneeled on the floor and continued, “I may be serving you per the
emperor’s order, but I take it my honor to work as your protector. You
are my ladies, which means I am guilty of not doing my job. From now
on, I will do my best to serve you even better.”
“Please, Marquess, there is no need for this. You don’t have to apologize
or feel guilty.”
“That’s right, Marquess Winter. You don’t have to be so nice to us….
You are going to make us cry…”
Stra took out her handkerchief and wiped away her tears. The loyalty
and determination Poliana showed them felt almost burdensome. The
ladies wondered how Lucius the First dealt with so many people
pledging this kind of devotion to him.
“Please stand up, Marquess. To us, you are the best knight we could
ever hope for.”
“That’s right, Sir Pol, please stand up; It’s time for you to go greet the
princess now.”
“Her highness? The princess?”
Poliana’s eyes shined with excitement. Princess Luminae was born
premature, so even though she was over 2 months old, she was still very
much a newborn. Poliana was told that the princess had a rough few
weeks but was finally in a stable condition. There was a strict rule on
limiting the number of people that could visit the princess for her health.
Poliana asked, “Are you sure I am allowed to see her highness?”
“Of course.”
“You were her mother’s friend, so you have all the right to visit the
princess.”
Poliana immediately changed her clothes for a cleaner one and washed
her hands. She also covered her nose and mouth with a clean
handkerchief before following Lady Tory and Lady Stra.
Lady Stra was the one who spent the most time with Princess Luminae.
Lady Tory was too busy taking care of other things. It was commonly
believed that a newborn should have minimal contact with strangers.
After naming his daughter, the emperor wanted to see her frequently, but
the wet nurses, the maids, and the doctors asked him to wait a while
longer until she was older. Lady Stra and Lady Tory, however, were free
to see the princess as often as they wished because they were her
mothers. No one would ever dare to stop a mother from seeing her own
child.
Princess Luminae, who was laying on her bed, tried to flail around. She
was tightly wrapped in a blanket, and it seemed that she was unhappy
about it, given by the frown that she wore on her face.
Poliana was the first and only noble who was allowed to see the princess
so far. She stared at the baby with obvious joy. She laughed, which
sounded a little creepy, but the wet nurse and the ladies watched her
with a warm smile.
‘Well, this proves Marquess Winter is indeed a woman. Look at how
much she likes a baby.’
Some people in the room were thinking this way, but this wasn’t really
the truth. Poliana was happy to see the princess, not because she liked
children, but because the princess was a child of her close
acquaintance. Poliana did like children, but she always felt awkward
around them. She never had a chance to interact with children, which
meant that she didn’t know much about them. All she knew was that
babies are very fragile, and they could die easily.
Poliana laughed again creepily. She has always dreamt of Lucius the
First having beautiful princesses, and it finally happened. There was a
tragedy to get this baby to this world, but this didn’t mean that the birth of
the princess could not be celebrated.
It has always been Poliana’s wish to see a princess that resembled her
beautiful father. Her dream finally came true.
Poliana asked excitedly, “So, she is breathing well!”
“Of course.”
“To be honest, this is my first time seeing a baby this close.”
“Would you like to hold her, Marquess Winter?”
“Can I?”
“As long as you can support her head well, you can. Here you go.”
Lady Stra gestured to the wet nurse, who brought Princess Luminae to
Poliana. Poliana’s hands shook as she received the baby. As soon as
she held her, Poliana exclaimed, “Oh, she’s so warm!”
“Yes, babies have a higher temperature than us adults.”
Poliana laughed again happily, and this time, the princess began to cry.
Looking awkward and not knowing what to do, Poliana looked around to
ask for help.
‘Help!’
The wet nurse immediately took the baby away from Poliana. When
Poliana relaxed but looked awkward, Lady Tory consoled her, “You don’t
have to feel embarrassed about not knowing how to hold a baby,
Marquess Winter. Most royals and nobles don’t raise their babies
anyway. They have the maids and wet nurses for that.”
Lady Stra added to make Poliana feel better, “Princes Luminae cries
even when I hold her, Marquess Winter.”
The wet nurse quietly took the baby to the next room so the ladies and
the knightess could talk in private. Lady Stra stated that she needed to
get used to hearing the baby cry, so she followed the wet nurse to the
next room, leaving Poliana and Tory alone.
Poliana thought to herself, ‘The baby was so warm.’
Lady Tory asked hesitantly, “Umm… Marquess…”
“Yes, Lady Tory.”
“If I ask you about something… Even if it’s about things I shouldn’t be
asking…”
Poliana raised her fist gallantly and replied, “Lady Tory. You are the wife
of the emperor, which means you deserve to know anything you wish to
know in this world. Did someone tell you that you shouldn’t be asking
questions? Just tell me who it was, and I will go beat that person up for
you.”
Lady Tory began to look more relaxed. She asked Poliana to move to a
corner away from the door to make sure no one eavesdropped. Lady
Tory didn’t want anyone knowing about this conversation.
She asked Poliana, “Even if it’s about the military?”
“Of course. If you want to learn about something, I will tell you as far as I
know. Oh, but of course, I cannot tell you any national secrets”
“What about the topic of law?”
“I don’t know much about it, but I will answer you as best as I can.”
So, Lady Tory began to ask some basic questions. She felt silly for
feeling nervous about asking Poliana these questions.
‘I guess there was no need for me to be anxious about it.’
Slowly, Tory began to mention Marquis Seeze. Poliana answered as
best as she could, but she realized that she couldn’t help but give a
calculated answer. Poliana felt guilty and apologetic. In the past, Poliana
asked Sir Bentier to trust Lady Tory, yet here she was, not fully trusting
the lady herself.
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‘Of all people, I should’ve trusted her…’
Even Lucius the First acknowledged that Lady Tory was an unusually
intelligent woman. If Lady Tory was trying to fool Poliana and sneak
sensitive information out of her, she wouldn’t have asked this openly.
And even if Lady Tory was trying to gather information, she would’ve
made sure to only ask the questions Poliana could answer anyway.
Poliana felt foolish for being suspicious of Lady Tory.
After a short question and answer period, Tory smiled shyly and said to
her, “Thank you so much for explaining things to me so kindly, Marquess
Winter. I had no one else to ask these kinds of questions and I have
been dying of curiosity.”
“I think reading a few books might help you even more to understand
these topics than just me explaining it to you, Lady Tory. Would you like
me to recommend a few books to you?”
“No, that’s ok. If I had those kinds of books, my maids would notice
them. They will nag me for reading on my breaks.”
The bookshelves in a lady’s room needed to be filled with novels and
fashion books. If there were anything more serious, people would
disapprove. Poliana understood why Lady Tory could not ask anyone
about these things.
Lady Tory was surrounded by other noble ladies just like her. If she
asked one of her male relatives, they would be reprimanded. If she
asked her maids to find her the books Poliana recommended, they
would protest, telling her that proper ladies would never read such
books.
And of course, a proper lady was also not allowed to go to the library
herself to find these books.
Lady Tory asked Poliana, “If you don’t mind, would it be ok for me to
continue asking you these kinds of questions in the future?”
“Of course, Lady Tory.”
“Thank you so much.”
Tory laughed with clear joy. It wasn’t even a big favor she was asking,
yet Lady Tory seemed so grateful and happy. Poliana felt a little
embarrassed, and with an awkward expression, she asked, “Well, would
you mind if I asked you a question too, Lady Tory?”
“Of course. What would you like to ask, Marquess?”
“How do you plan an Acreian wedding?”
“A wedding? Why would you need to know about planning a wedding…?
That is… Oh my god!”
Tory gasped in shock as Poliana looked at her seriously.
***
The truth was, Poliana Winter proposed to Frau Sneke, and her decision
came from her desperate loneliness. Frau was the one who was most
surprised about her proposal. He acted as if Poliana declared that she
was going to kill him. Well, certain marriages could be like a death
sentence, but perhaps it was an understandable reaction.
“M-m-m-m-Marquess?”
“Since you want to marry me for my money, I will let you use all the
money you want. I wouldn’t even mind if you overspend like you are a
king.”
Frau gaped in shock. It looked like he wouldn’t even notice if a fly flew
into his mouth. He asked, “Do you really mean that?”
“Yes, I do. I will never be able to find a man with a higher status than me,
and even if there is such a man, he would never agree to marry me.
Besides, all men are pretty much the same and since I don’t want a
young boy as my husband, you will do, Frau. If you don’t want me,
however, just let me know.”
“N-no! Not at all! I will marry you, Marquess Winter!”
“Alright. The next time we meet, make sure to bring your side of the
engagement documents. Oh, wait, we can’t get engaged or married right
now.”
Due to the recent royal death, no noble could get officially engaged or
married for a year. Poliana was planning on being engaged for a year
before her marriage, but she decided to ignore this tradition.
She announced, “Well, I guess we’ll just get engaged verbally. It won’t
be official or legal, but it doesn’t matter. Let’s call today our engagement
day and a year from now, we will get married. Are you ok with that?”
“Yes, of course!”
“Good! We will then have a whole year to come up with a perfect
marriage contract.”
This was how her marriage was decided and planned. Considering how
a marriage was one of the most important events in one’s life, there was
no doubt that Poliana made this decision too spontaneously. Poliana,
however, thought that a marriage would not take too much importance in
her own life. She was not like the other women after all.
Unlike the other ladies, whose lives depended heavily on who they
married, Poliana had a career, a powerful family name, high noble
status, and lands. It was more likely that Frau’s life would change by
marrying Poliana, not the other way around.
For the rest of his life, Frau would be called a gold digger.
A man who married for money.
A man who gave up his own family name to marry a woman wealthier
and more powerful than him.
It was Poliana who proposed to him, yet she refused to see Frau during
the month of her self-punishment. This meant that today was going to be
the first time she meets him since their proposal. Poliana planned on
discussing their marriage contract with him in detail.
Lady Tory, Lady Stra, and Poliana sat in Lady Stra’s reception room
together. Poliana initially planned on telling only Lady Tory about her
marriage plan, but Lady Tory called for Lady Stra to join them. Both
ladies looked very concerned and serious; even the maids around them
looked shocked and worried about her, too.
Lady Tory said to Poliana, “Marquess… To marry just because you are
lonely… You can’t make such an important decision so rashly.”
“Marriage isn’t that important to me, Lady Tory. This is for convenience,
no one will ever be able to fault me for not getting married.”
“Then why not marry a handsome young man?”
“I can’t marry someone younger than me; young men all look like babies
to me.”
“Please, Marquess… Please reconsider. If Rebecca was here, she
would’ve fainted.”
Lady Tory and Lady Stra wished they fainted easily like Rebecca used
to. Poliana frowned at them unhappily and announced, “Frau is a good
man. I don’t see why this is such a problem.”
‘That’s not the problem!’
Lady Tory was about to scream but stopped herself. She inhaled deeply
to calm herself while Lady Stra replied, “Well, I guess we are ok with it
as long as you are happy, Marquess, but… do you really think his
highness will allow this?”
“Pardon?”
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Lucius the First told Poliana many times before that she should get
married if she found a good man. Poliana never imagined that the
emperor would refuse to allow her to get married. When she looked
confused, Lady Stra explained, “Marquess Winter, you are a very close
acquaintance of the emperor, right? It sounds like you may be marrying
too below your status… which could be problematic…”
“Oh, that shouldn’t be an issue, Lady Stra. His highness is very lenient
when it comes to things like that. As long as I am not marrying a
descendant of a traitor or a mad man, and there isn’t a severe genetic
disorder in his family, it should be ok.”
Poliana felt certain that Lucius the First would give her his permission to
marry Frau. After all, Cekel was significantly beneath Sir Ainno but the
emperor gave his permission to Sir Ainno anyway. Poliana couldn’t think
of a reason why the emperor would be against her marrying Frau Sneke.
Lady Stra murmured, “Oh… I see… I guess… Alright… I suppose… but
still… I was expecting…”
While Stra was deep in her own thoughts, Lady Tory said to Poliana,
“Marquess, you need to think carefully about this. It might have been
hard for you to find an appropriate man because you were focusing only
on the men living in Yapa or Acreia. If you look further down south, I am
sure you should be able to find a man of your age. And I am certain that
all of them are in a better situation than Frau Sneke. If you are
concerned about finding a man who is willing to change his family name
to yours, then there are plenty of kingdoms in the south that are used to
this custom, so…”
“But I don’t want a better man.”
“Pardon?”
Tory was confused. Frau Sneke was an unambitious and useless man.
The world was filled with men that were so much better than him, yet
why was Poliana saying she didn’t want a better man? Every woman
wanted to marry the best man they could find, right?
But Poliana had a good reason for her decision. She explained, “Even if
a man is willing to change his last name to mine, most men will still insist
on being the head of the family. The problem is, I don’t plan on giving up
control over my own family. I want to always remain as the head of my
family.”
Poliana loved power. Was there anything greater than power in this
world? Her name and status allowed her to do as she wished. She could
command thousands of noblemen with a single order. When she walked
the street in her blue uniform with the golden stripe, people moved aside
to create a clear path for her. Power was what made life worth living.
Poliana had all the power in the world, and she didn’t plan on giving it up
when she was in her own home. She swore to be in power both inside
and outside her home.
Poliana continued, “Besides if I marry Frau, I won’t have to worry about
dealing with the in-laws. He will do as I tell him to do. Since he is
marrying me for money, he wouldn’t want to divorce me, which means
that he won’t cause any serious problems for me either.”
“Well, if that is how you feel…”
This was the reason why Poliana didn’t want to marry a man with better
qualifications. She was right about one thing; most men in a decent
situation would never allow her to be in power in their relationship. Even
if he did, the man’s family, friends, and acquaintances would make it
impossible for him to live in such a way. This was why Frau Sneke was
the perfect man for him. He was an outsider and he didn’t have any
friends. No one cared about him, so they wouldn’t care if he lived a
powerless life. His reputation was so bad that it could not get any worse
anyway.
It was hard for the two ladies to agree with Poliana, and it was even
harder for them to oppose her. Lady Stra and Lady Tory sighed quietly.
They had always hoped Poliana would marry someone great. Poliana
was in the position to choose her own husband, unlike all the other
women in the world, and the ladies hoped that she would pick a better
man than Frau Sneke.
‘But this is the reality.’
It was Poliana’s life and her decision. The ladies knew that they had no
right to judge her. Lady Tory asked, “So will you be meeting Frau
today?”
“Yes, I will first go to see the emperor and afterward, I will see Frau.”
“Are you planning on looking like that when you see your fiancé?”
Lady Stra shook her head and called for her maids. “Ladies, please bring
me a brush.”
The maids moved quickly and expertly. Poliana got up, trying to escape,
but she decided against it. She sat down again and thought in
resignation, ‘Well… He is my fiancé now, but maybe I should look
better…’
Perhaps a little change wasn’t the worst idea.
***
Cekel murmured to herself quietly, “I guess this is really happening…”
She felt like her head was going to explode. She was anxious and she
couldn’t help it.
It began when the castle became short-handed when more than half the
maids and servants left to visit Yapa. Cekel remained in the castle and
helped out Lady Rebecca’s servants when needed. Because Lady
Rebecca needed a lot of care, the maids and the servants were glad of
her help. Duchess Nani brought her own maids too, but taking care of a
sick pregnant lady was a lot of hard work. Because the servants were
considered too low-born to touch the lady’s body, it had to be the maids
who take care of Lady Rebecca closely. The problem was, the maids
also hesitated to volunteer to provide physical care because it was hard.
Cekel quietly took it upon herself to do this job without complaints. She
was high born enough to take care of Lady Rebecca, but because she
was considered an insignificant noble among the maids, she didn’t mind
doing the hard work.
Things deteriorated fast after the emperor left the Yapa castle. Duchess
Nani, after she arrived, began to rule the castle as if she owned the
place. The maids had no choice but to follow her orders. Lady Rebecca
lost consciousness frequently and after the emperor returned, she
passed away as she gave birth to the princess. Things happened so fast
and there were so many new strange faces in the castle. While everyone
was focused on Lady Rebecca and the new princess, a few strange
things happened as well in the castle.
After Lady Rebecca’s death, the maids were moved to different
departments. It was a common occurrence that the maids formed their
own cliques depending on where they were from and who they served,
but after Lady Rebecca’s funeral, this situation worsened.
The strangest of them all was the maids from Acreia. Cekel herself was
from Acreia, but she was not an acquaintance of Lady Tory. Cekel
always thought that since she was from Acreia, and they have been
working together for a long time, she was part of the group. But when the
maids returned from Nanaba, they began to treat Cekel like she was an
outsider again; It was the strangest thing.
It was hard to explain what the problem was, but there was a clear
tension in the air. And on top of this, Poliana, who returned from her
selfpunishment, announced that she was getting married, and her husband
was going to be Frau Sneke.
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Cekel always wondered why people called Sir Ainno as the only person
who could prank the emperor, but now, she knew why. She felt
frustrated at this stubborn man, so she asked coldly, “If you are such a
great man as you claim, why do you bother asking me to fall for you? If
you are certain I will end up marrying you in 11 months, why do you
care?”
“Because, Cekel Ingreter, I am in love with you.”
He said with such a force that Cekel’s cheeks flushed. She was so
shocked that she almost nodded. This was all because all women were
taught from an early age to be obedient, especially to men. Cekel
clenched her teeth and replied, “It would’ve been nice if you told me this
before you kissed me by force. I will never fall in love with you, Sir Ainno.
Waiting for me for 11 months would be a waste of time.”
“I will wait. Because even now, I am being patient.”
“Pardon?”
“I am desperate to hug you, kiss you, and touch you even now, but I am
restraining myself. For the next 11 months, I will not touch you without
your permission, I promise.”
If Lucius the First saw his friend right now, he would’ve been very proud.
“How can I trust you? Even after I slapped you, you touched my bbreasts and hugged
me. Don’t you remember?”
There was a good reason why Cekel kicked Sir Ainno’s crotch in the
past. The way he acted around her had been unacceptable. When Cekel
refused to believe his words, Sir Ainno offered, “I swear on his
highness’s name.”
It was good to have the emperor as his friend. It made his life so much
easier sometimes. When Sir Ainno saw that Cekel looked a little less
angry, he continued, “So, what do you like? Do you like jewelry? Silk?
New dresses? How about new instruments? I hope you can wait till our
wedding day for the animal hide. I tried to hunt a good one when I went
to Nanaba, but I didn’t get a chance. But don’t worry, I will get a white
bear hide for you, and I will give you the best gifts anyone has ever seen
in Acreia.”
But Cekel didn’t want these things. Jewelry, silk, instruments, and animal
hides… Cekel wasn’t interested at all because, in 11 months, she was
going to be forced to marry this man even if she didn’t want to. She
wondered how Sir Ainno would react if she told him she didn’t want to
see his face for the next 11 months. Cekel was about to declare it when
she remembered the things that have been bothering her before she met
Sir Ainno just now.
She asked, “Will you give me anything I want?”
“Yes, of course, as long as it’s not something unreasonable.”
“T-then! You are Sir Deke’s superior, right? The Intelligence Unit belongs
to the First Division, so you must be!”
Sir Ainno’s eyebrows crumpled. She might have been his sister, but Sir
Deke had no right to tell Cekel about this secret unit and his role in it. It
was true that technically, the Intelligence Unit belonged to the First
Division. However, the Intelligence Unit was the emperor’s creation.
Lucius the First was the one who controlled it, which meant that Sir
Ainno didn’t know much about it.
Sir Ainno did not ask Cekel how she knew about this secret unit. He also
didn’t tell her that he wasn’t actively involved in it. He was an excellent
hunter, and he knew it when he was about to catch what he wanted. It
seemed that Cekel took the bait, so slowly, Sir Ainno said to her, “Is
there something you want to find out? If so, I will look into it.”
“Well, lately… There has been an odd tension in the lady’s quarters…”
Cekel told him everything she has been feeling and witnessing recently.
She was wringing her hands, worried that someone might pass by and
hear them, and Sir Ainno thought she looked so adorable. He was
listening to her without paying too much attention when suddenly, her
words caught his attention.
“Wait! What did you just say?”
“I said that Marquess Winter is planning to marry Frau Sneke. No matter
how hard I think about it, something doesn’t feel right. I asked my brother
to find out about him, and thankfully, there wasn’t much. I am worried
that Deke’s investigation wasn’t thorough enough, so I was going to ask
him to do a bit more, but Deke isn’t around right now. I thought I had to
give up on this, but… You are Deke’s superior, right? Would you be able
to find out more about it?”
Sir Ainno, who had a stupid smile on his face, now looked concerned.
Cekel, realizing he was bothered by her request, added carefully, “I
know that this Intelligence Unit is for the emperor and the good of this
kingdom. It should not be used for a personal reason, but when you think
about it, Marquess Winter is a close acquaintance of the emperor, and
her marriage concerns this kingdom greatly. So… Sir Ainno?”
“Are you sure about this? Marquess Winter is really marrying this guy?”
“Yes, I heard it from Lady Tory herself today.”
This was indeed huge news. Sir Ainno had no doubt that Lucius the First
would find it the greatest priority.
***
Snakes can be sneaky, and this was why hunting this animal was a very
difficult task. It was common for snakes to hide in random caves and
remain ready to pounce and bite with their sharp teeth. Snakes were
masters at hiding themselves.
To find a snake cave, one needed to find the snake first. After spotting it,
it was necessary to follow it to its home without killing it.
Lucius the First had no desire to catch the old snake. He had seen these
old snakes since he was a child. Not all of them were smart and sneaky;
some of them were rather stupid. Some snakes were even naïve.
Those snakes who were greedy always said nice things to Lucius the
First. They always showed interest and joy to whatever he said or did,
especially when he was a young boy. Because the emperor
remembered these good days, he gave up on hunting these snakes. All
he had to do was wait a little while longer until these old snakes died.
These elders thought they would live forever, but their time was coming.
‘We are such different people, but I guess it can’t be helped since we
grew up in different times.’
Lucius the First was having a private meeting with Sir Bentier, who said
to him, “I think my grandfather is beginning to be suspicious of me, your
highness.”
“It was only a matter of time.”
Sir Bentier smiled bitterly. He lost his grandfather’s trust, and the only
reason why he wasn’t removed as the family heir was because Marquis
Seeze was too old to find and groom another heir.
Sir Bentier said to the emperor, “He told me that I needed to do the right
thing.”
“Hmm… The right thing…”
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Lucius the First was in an irritating situation. The reason why he allowed
the elders such leniency was because the elders did not wish to replace
him. The elders were just being greedy for power and wealth and
thankfully, most of them were still far away from him in Nanaba. But the
way the elders were acting… It was getting closer and closer to being
treason.
The emperor asked Sir Bentier, “Benti, why did you decide to become on
my side rather than your family’s?”
“Me, your highness?”
“Yes, you. Wouldn’t it be better for you to just obey your grandfather? If
you are on my side, your authority may diminish. You know this, right?”
Lucius the First planned to reduce the nobles’ power to strengthen his
position. This was going to anger many people, but it couldn’t be helped.
The emperor just wanted to know how Sir Bentier was feeling about this
situation.
Sir Bentier answered, “It’s because I wanted to be helpful to you. I want
to follow you.”
“That’s the only reason?”
“Your highness, you always tell people to be realistic and stop dreaming,
but I think it is you who needs to see the reality. I am on your side
because I want to. Your highness, you always show us that you trust us.
You have shown us the end of this continent. I, and everyone who
supports you, will always believe in you, your highness.”
“What a big compliment; I feel both flattered and burdened.”
Lucius the First grumbled, “I guess this means that the elders don’t want
to be on my side.”
“They are just afraid of changes. Once they admit it, they think it would
be too late for them.”
The problem of the elder’s private armies was still unsolved. The size of
their armies was much bigger than before the war began, although no
one seemed to notice this. It was a big problem.
Why couldn’t everyone get along?
Sir Bentier asked, “Are you going to just continue to watch?”
“Yes, since I don’t have solid proof. The elders may not want to admit it,
but the base of my authority comes from Acreia. If I get rid of all of them,
it will be like spitting on my face. If there was clear proof that the elders
did something wrong, I would be able to punish them, but they are so
sneaky. There is nothing I can do at this point. All I can do is remain
patient and wait for my chance.”
The emperor was waiting for the snake to lift its head and reveal itself.
What he hoped for was for this old snake to die of old age soon. The
most patient one was going to win this game. Lucius the First could step
on the snake’s tail or wait for the snake to lift its head. Either way, he
would win, but there was one thing he needed to remember. A snake
was a devious animal filled with poison; even its smallest bite could be
fatal.
Lucius the First murmured, “There are no snakes in the north, yet there
are so many men who are devious just like these snakes.”
“It’s the same everywhere else, your highness.”
“I suppose.”
Suddenly, the emperor’s office door was kicked open. A private meeting
was taking place, so there was only one person in the kingdom who
could dare to burst into the emperor’s room like this. Sir Ainno, looking
confident and nonchalant, bowed casually to the emperor; the way he
moved was both elegant and strong.
“I have something to report to you, your highness.”
“Alright, the meeting was almost over anyway. Sir Bentier, you may go
now. Continue your good work.”
“Thank you, your highness. I will see you later.”
Sir Ainno turned towards Sir Bentier and asked, “Actually, this concerns
you as well, Chancellor, so please stay for a while longer.”
Sir Bentier was about to leave, but he sat down again. Sir Ainno
explained to the emperor the odd tension Cekel felt inside the lady’s
quarters. Both Lucius the First and Sir Bentier nodded.
Sir Bentier said quietly, “My grandfather was very worried when Lady
Rebecca became pregnant. I wouldn’t be surprised if he did something
or is planning to do something soon. It would be the right time to cause a
problem since the death of Lady Rebecca has caused so much grief and
confusion to the people.”
The emperor murmured, “Is the snake about to lift its head…”
“Your highness, you can’t be too lenient anymore.”
Lucius the First was unhappy about this whole thing. This was a fight
among men, so why were the elders trying to bring it to his wives? It has
only been a month since his wife’s funeral, and Lucius the First was still
not fully healed yet.
Sir Bentier gave him a piece of solid advice, “Your highness, perhaps
you can distance yourself from Lady Tory for a while and act closer to
Lady Stra, which will anger them even more.”
“I don’t want to use women as bait. Besides, Lady Tory and Lady Stra
are my wives, which means it is my duty to protect both of them.”
“But your highness, you need to accept the eventuality…”
Sir Bentier continued in a cold voice, “If you end up getting rid of my
grandfather, you will have to do the same to Lady Tory.”
“…Yes, that has always been the plan.”
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From the very beginning, Lady Tory was always considered a disposable
wife. Both Lucius the First and Marquis Seeze felt this way. It was an
unfair situation, but it was the way of the world. Lucius the First thought
to say something, but he stopped himself.
Yes, it was indeed unfair; it was very wrong. Sir Bentier was Marquis
Seeze’s direct grandson as well as his heir, yet he was given the chance
to decide for himself which side he wanted to be. Because Sir Bentier
showed his loyalty to the emperor, he was going to be pardoned even if
and when the entire Seeze family was punished for Marquis Seeze’s
wrongdoing.
On the other hand, Lady Tory wasn’t going to be given a chance to
prove herself. It was very likely that it wasn’t even her choice to marry
the emperor. She became the wife of the emperor because of Marquis
Seeze’s power. If Lady Tory did something that caused harm to him,
Lucius the First wouldn’t have felt guilty about removing her from her
position when the time came. But the truth was that Lady Tory didn’t do
anything wrong. In fact, she did an excellent job as his wife. The only
reason Lady Tory wasn’t pregnant was because Lucius the First did not
visit her as often, thinking that she wasn’t going to be by his side for too
long. But despite it, Lady Tory took her responsibility as his wife very
seriously. She served him very well, maybe better than some of his men.
‘Was it wrong of me to distance myself from her?’
If she became pregnant, it would’ve been a good enough excuse for
Lucius the First to keep her by his side even in the worst-case scenario.
The emperor regretted his actions. He had been treating Lady Tory as a
member of Marquis Seeze’s family, not as herself.
An intelligent kind lady.
His own wife.
It wasn’t her fault that she belonged to that awful family. Lucius the First
felt guilty, ‘This must be why Rebecca left that will for me.’
Her will was filled with the legality of her death and the birth of her child,
but in the end, there was a single sentence she wrote personally. It was
heartfelt and at first, Lucius the First thought it came from her as a
mother. Now that he thought about it, her words must’ve come from her
as a woman on behalf of all the other women in his kingdom.
The emperor murmured, “Tory is such an intelligent woman… It would
be such a waste.” He thought suddenly, ‘I feel like I had a similar feeling
about someone else before… When was that…?’
Sir Ainno interrupted the emperor’s thought, “What does it matter? She
is a woman, so who cares if she’s smart?”
Sir Ainno approached the emperor. He came here because there were
two things to report. Sir Ainno didn’t have the patience to wait any
longer. The emperor asked, “Did you have something else to tell me,
Inno?”
“Yes, your highness, but this doesn’t involve the chancellor, so please
leave, Sir Bentier.”
“Of course.”
As soon as the chancellor left, Sir Ainno asked the emperor, “Your
highness, did you know?” He asked the question, but Sir Ainno knew the
truth. The emperor clearly didn’t have any idea about what happened to
Poliana. That was the only reason why Lucius the First was sitting in his
chair calmly. If he knew, Sir Ainno didn’t doubt that the emperor would’ve
made a scene.
Sir Ainno said to him, “Apparently, Marquess Winter is getting married.”
Lucius the First’s eyes widened in shock. He didn’t even have the sense
to ask if this was true. The emperor turned rigid and silent, and just to
make sure, Sir Ainno repeated himself, “Marquess Poliana Winter is
going to get married.”
“What!?”
Lucius the First stuttered as he stood up. Sir Ainno quickly pushed him
down, so he sat down again. It was a good thing because the emperor’s
legs were shaking badly. Lucius the First began to bite his fingernails as
Sir Ainno repeated himself one more time, “Marquess Poliana Winter is
going to get married.”
Three times. Sir Ainno said the same thing three times just so that the
emperor could not deny reality. Lucius the First shook his head and
insisted, “You, you, you, you, you, you are too funny, Inno. What an
awful joke.”
“Your highness, why would I tell you such a joke when I know how you
feel?”
“Who is it? Who is she marrying?”
Lucius the First could not believe it. His Poliana was getting married?
Marriage? Poliana, who didn’t even see the most handsome man in the
kingdom as a man? She was getting married?
Sir Ainno replied, “She is marrying Duke Sneke’s younger brother, Frau
Sneke. Apparently, she is marrying him. She will come to you for your
permission to get married after a year from now.”
Lucius the First shook his head faster and faster, making Sir Ainno worry
that he might hurt his neck. The emperor muttered, “No… No, no, no…
this can’t be. I know about that man; Pol will never marry someone like
him, and Pol told me herself that Frau is too ugly. Inno, you know how
my Pol loves beautiful people!”
Lucius the First refused to believe the truth, and Sir Ainno had no choice
but to be cruel to make him understand.
“Your highness, it’s not like she is going to marry you even though you
are the most beautiful man in the kingdom.”
“Nooooo!”
The emperor screamed desperately. From the outside, it must’ve
sounded like the emperor was being attacked. One of the servants
knocked on the door quickly. Sir Ainno opened it and the servant asked,
“What is going on? Is his highness ok?”
“A huge problem has occurred. We need some privacy to discuss this so
make sure no one comes near this door.”
The servant asked worriedly, “Is it something very serious?”
Sir Ainno lied smoothly, “It is something that can affect the entire
kingdom.”
This wasn’t technically a lie. Lucius the First always said that he was the
kingdom itself and since this situation affected the emperor, it meant that
it might affect Acreia as well. After closing the door behind him, Sir Ainno
grumbled, “Your highness, people are going to think I hurt you. I didn’t
punch you or cut you, so why did you scream so loud?”
“Your news… It hurt more than being cut by a sword.”
Lucius the First held his hands together tightly and looked down.
“I… I… I… I…”
He kept repeating himself like a parrot. Clearly, this was a serious
problem for him. To wake him up, Sir Ainno smacked the back of the
emperor’s head. He apologized immediately afterward.
“I’m sorry, your highness, but I had to do it.”
“It’s… ok. I needed that.”
Lucius the First touched his head and asked, “Inno… Is this really true?
Are you sure?”
“Like I said many times before, yes, your highness. Sir Poliana
apparently announced this to Lady Stra, Lady Tory, and their maids, so it
can’t be a lie. I was told that she even asked them how to plan a
wedding, which means that she wasn’t joking either.”
With a sigh, Sir Ainno added, “I think Sir Pol will be coming to see you
any time now.”
“But…!”
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The emperor continued, “But isn’t it strange?! I mean, why would my Pol
marry some ugly noble who isn’t even a real noble anymore?! Why? On
top of that, he’s a gold digger; he said so himself! And he isn’t even a
handsome gold digger, he’s an ugly one! I cannot accept him, I will not!”
Panting heavily, Lucius the First added, “There is no doubt that he is
trying to steal all of Pol’s wealth! He is going to use it all up! He is trying
to use and corrupt my innocent naïve Pol!”
Sir Ainno replied calmly, “Your highness, Marquess Winter’s wealth is so
great that it would be very difficult to ‘use it all up.’ You must know better
than anyone since it was you who rewarded her. And as for her
‘innocence’ and ‘naivety…’ Your highness, since when has Sir Poliana
ever been innocent and naïve? You know very well what a rough mouth
she has. You’ve heard her talk with men, right?”
Love was a funny thing. Poliana was called the “witch” by many for a
good reason, yet the emperor, who was in love with her, called her
innocent. In the past, Sir Ainno wouldn’t have understood how the
emperor felt, but now, he was in love himself as well; Sir Ainno could
sympathize with Lucius the First.
The emperor continued to rant, “Why him? Of all the good-looking
noblemen, why did she choose that ugly man? Is it because he is
blackmailing him? Does he know her weakness somehow? No, that
can’t be! My Pol is so perfect that she would never let any man hold
something over her! Wait, is it because she just doesn’t know men very
well? She doesn’t have any experience with good men, so maybe that’s
it! Oh, that must be it!”
Lucius the First grabbed his head as if in pain and added, “This is all my
fault! I should’ve let her mingle with young high-ranking noblemen!”
The emperor wasn’t making sense anymore. Sir Ainno smacked the
back of his head again. How could Lucius the First think Poliana didn’t
know men and that she didn’t have any experience with men? This was
a woman who spent the last 15 years in the military! What was Lucius
the First talking about when he said to “let her mingle with young highranking
noblemen?” There was no way the emperor meant this.
Sir Ainno asked, “Do you really mean that?”
“My Pol is the greatest woman there is! So why is she wanting to marry a
poor nobody like Frau? Why doesn’t she just date some good-looking
men instead! It must be all because she doesn’t have any experience
with men!”
To Sir Ainno, the emperor wasn’t making any sense, but Lucius the First
was actually right about one thing. It was true that Poliana wasn’t used to
men as “men.” Because no man has ever approached her with a love
interest, Poliana didn’t know much about love and dating in general. It
didn’t matter that she was surrounded by thousands of men for years.
Most of them were married and none of them were interested in her as a
woman.
She was a classic target for a gold digger. Someone who only knew
about her work and nothing else in the world… She was a gold digger’s
dream.
Although Lucius the First was right, Sir Ainno couldn’t accept this logic.
First of all, Sir Ainno didn’t care; he didn’t know much about Poliana for a
reason. Also, the way the emperor was acting looked more like a
tantrum, not a rational argument.
But Sir Ainno was the emperor’s friend. He was also a fellow man in
love, so Sir Ainno decided to think carefully about what to say. After a
short silence, he decided that this whole situation was the emperor’s
fault. Sir Ainno said to him, “She said she made this decision because
she was lonely.”
“…”
“That night when she visited you and you screamed at her to leave…
You should’ve taken your chance with her, your highness. She realized
that she had no one. Most of her guards were married, which meant that
she couldn’t just barge into their home and insist on getting drunk with
her. She didn’t even have a dog, so Sir Poliana decided that she will get
a husband. And since there was only one man who proposed to her so
far, she decided on Frau. He was the only one available to her.”
Lucius the First blanked out. He remembered that night and his face
crumpled into an ugly frown. He covered his face with both hands; he
didn’t want even his friend to see his expression.
Sir Ainno asked quietly, “Why did you do that?”
He was genuinely curious. Sir Ainno’s question stabbed Lucius the
First’s heart painfully. If it was Sir Ainno, he would’ve taken such a
chance without hesitation. If he was alone with the woman he loved… If
he thought he had even the slightest chance to make her willing to be
his, Sir Ainno would’ve taken it. He didn’t care if it was the wrong thing to
do; he didn’t care if she didn’t love him.
Lucius the First screamed his excuse, “Did you think I made her leave
because I wanted to?!” He was still hiding his face with his hands as he
continued, “At the time, one of my wives just passed away from giving
birth to my daughter! How could I have used that occasion to take Pol as
mine? On top of that, Pol was Rebecca’s friend! She was suffering just
as I was, so if I tried anything, I meant that would’ve been using her
sadness against her. I could never do something like that! It’s just
wrong!”
“If it was me, I would’ve. I always will take whatever chance that I can
get.”
“That’s you, not me, Inno! I am not like you; you know that! If I was in
your situation… If I was an heir to a dukedom and not the emperor, I
would’ve taken my chance! As the emperor, if I forced her into my arms,
I would make Pol unhappy. If I didn’t stop myself that night… What
would’ve been the point of waiting for this long? Even if she accepted me
that night, it would’ve been only from her pity towards me. It wouldn’t be
worth it at all. As a man who respects her will, I could never do
something like that to her!”
It was such a long excuse that made Sir Ainno sigh impatiently. His
friend was too nice, too kind, and too weak sometimes. His emperor
cared too much about his wives, who he married for a political reason.
His ruler cared too much about the snake-like elders too. It was no
wonder that Lucius the First cared greatly about Poliana’s feelings. She
was the woman he loved after all. The emperor’s kindness was one of
the reasons why his subjects were so loyal to him, but his caring nature
was acting like a poison in his love life.
“Your highness… You have a problem.”
“What?”
“You’re being ridiculous.”
Lucius the First pulled out his sword and attacked Sir Ainno, who
grabbed his hand and pushed the emperor down on the floor. Sir Ainno
said to Lucius the First, “You’re an idiot.”
Tears rolled down the emperor’s eyes as he whispered, “I know, I know
that I’m an idiot.”
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When Sir Ainno left the emperor’s office, he saw that Poliana was
waiting outside. It looked like she might have been waiting for a long
time. She didn’t walk in because of what happened a month ago. He was
about to leave after nodding at her before asking in surprise, “Sir
Poliana, is that perfume I smell on you?”
“Yes, the ladies put it on me.”
“Have you lost your mind?”
Poliana hated putting anything on herself such as makeup. The most
she was willing to do was put a little bit of oil in her hair to style it, so this
was a shocking change. When Sir Ainno looked outraged, Poliana
frowned, and replied, “You’re being rude.”
It has been a long time since they last met, and this was how he treated
her. Poliana wanted to punch him, but she knew she wouldn’t win
against him; it was pointless for her to even try,
Master Chail knocked on the door to announce her. Poliana glared at Sir
Ainno before straightening up. This was the first time she was seeing the
emperor since that awful night. She needed to behave perfectly for she
knew that she had no room for mistakes.
“Greetings to your highness.”
Poliana kneeled to give a proper and respectful greeting to the emperor.
Lucius the First, looking upset, said to her, “Stand up, Sir Pol. There is
no need for you to kneel. Why are you acting so formal all of a sudden?”
He sent her a message a month ago, telling her there was no need for
her to punish herself and lock herself in her home, but Poliana ignored it
and didn’t even send him a single letter all this time.
And now, she was going to get married; this was wrong on so many
different levels.
Poliana replied, “I am forever grateful for your forgiveness, your
highness. I have done you a great wrong, yet you have been so kind.”
“Sir Pol, please stand up. Why are you acting this way? Are you trying to
make me sad? Please have a seat and look at me. Please look at my
eyes when you speak. That night… I was too drunk and I didn’t want to
show you that side of me. I didn’t want you to see me like that. That is
why I asked you to leave.”
Poliana didn’t refuse. She quickly stood up and sat down on the chair.
She has learned her lesson. Punishing herself for the last month was
plenty enough, so there was no need for her to feel guilty anymore.
When she looked alright, Lucius the First sighed in relief. Poliana replied,
“Thank you, your highness. How have you been?”
“That’s not important, don’t you have something more pressing to tell
me?”
‘Something important?’
Poliana tried to figure out what the emperor was referring to. During the
last month when she was alone in her home, she hasn’t been interacting
with anyone. She didn’t know anything important that happened during
this time except whatever she heard that morning.
The only thing she could think of was her visit to the princess that
morning.
“Oh, I did see Princess Luminae this morning, your highness. She
resembles both you and Lady Rebecca, which means that she will
become a great beauty!”
“Yes, of course.”
“Indeed, your highness. I always thought a princess would look best with
blond hair, but I think I have to change my opinion on this. She looks
gorgeous with black hair too.”
“Alright, but don’t you have something else you want to tell me?
Something very important?”
‘Even more important than the princess?’
Poliana couldn’t think of anything. The emperor must already know
everything about what was happening in the lady’s quarters. Poliana
didn’t doubt that her guards kept the emperor well informed. The private
conversation she had with Lady Tory that morning… It was just the two
of them so she couldn’t imagine the emperor knowing about it. And even
if he did, it wouldn’t have been something he would be interested in. It
wasn’t that important of a conversation.
The emperor continued to pry, “It’s not something that is work-related.
It’s something that involves your personal life, Sir Pol. Something very
big. Umm… I heard that you already told my wives about it this
morning… Is that right?”
‘Wow, the Intelligence Unit must have amazing sources.’
It was only a little while ago when she announced her marriage plan to
Lady Tory and Lady Stra. The maids helped her put on some perfume
and brush her hair, but during this short time, it seemed that Lucius the
First heard of the news already. Poliana was truly impressed with their
Intelligence Unit.
Lucius the First watched her anxiously. Poliana wasn’t showing any
emotions, which meant he couldn’t figure out what she was feeling or
thinking.
Poliana finally answered, “Yes, that’s right. I decided to get married. I will
be marrying Frau Sneke from the Sneke family.”
“Why? Why? Of all people, why Frau? He isn’t a very good man.”
“He isn’t a bad man either.”
Poliana smiled lightly. Every time the woman he loved smiled, Lucius the
First could not look at her in the eyes because he felt so guilty as if he
had done something wrong.
Poliana added, “It’s not a bad deal for me, your highness.”
Frau Sneke was not a traditionally ideal husband material, but Poliana
wasn’t a good wife material either. Frau was too weak for a man, but
since Poliana would make a strong head of the family, it didn’t really
matter. In fact, it was possible that they might really make a good match.
Most of all, Poliana felt that it would take too long and it would be too
hard to find a “good man” for herself as everyone wished for her.
‘Frau is a good enough match for me.’
Poliana didn’t want to complicate things. This was just a marriage; It
wasn’t a life or death situation. If for some reason, things didn’t work out,
she could just give him some alimony and divorce him. The strange thing
was that society was more accepting of a divorced woman than a
spinster. Poliana had nothing to lose from this marriage.
‘And if I bear a baby, that would be amazing…’
When she first had her period, Poliana hated the idea, but after she
decided to get married, she realized that this could be a good thing.
Poliana imagined what she and Frau’s baby would look like. It didn’t
matter if it was a boy or girl; their baby would be ugly.
And if this child stood next to the beautiful princess…?
‘It would make such a funny picture.’
It was indeed fun to imagine such things. Poliana smiled again quietly,
and this time, she looked genuinely happy. Her joyful smile was enough
to shut Lucius the First up.
Poliana didn’t know herself, but since she proposed to Frau, she has
been thinking about Frau a lot. Now that she considered him her man,
she found him almost cute; she was beginning to like him more and
more.
And they were going to live together forever…
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Frau denied it hurriedly, “No, no, that’s not it at all! She has passed
away.”
He looked down again and explained, “It is all in the past. It happened
many years ago!”
Poliana thought about it quietly. So it seemed that Frau’s once-in-alifetime love
story ended because of her death. Was it because Lady
Rebecca died recently? Poliana wasn’t unhappy to hear what happened.
She felt a little relieved that the woman in question was gone.
Poliana replied, “You aren’t a young man, so it is understandable that
you have a past. I don’t, but I am a special case.”
After looking through Frau’s documents, Poliana warned him, “I will be
writing this in the contract, but I will give you a warning in advance; if you
cheat on me, I will kill you.”
“I would never do that.”
“And if you do anything that shames or embarrasses the Winter name, I
will kill you.”
“Yes, Ma’am!”
“I’m not kidding, I really mean it.”
Poliana took out her dagger and began to play with it. She threw it in the
air again and again, and every time its sharp edge shone against the
sunlight, Frau’s face paled further. Poliana continued, “And the
documents you brought… They may be accurate. If there is any
falsehood on this paperwork, it’s going to be very bad for you. I hate
liars.”
Lucius the First ripped Gali the Third’s mouth when he lied. Frau nodded
in understanding, making Poliana grin in satisfaction.
‘He’s cute.’
To Poliana, Frau looked adorable.
***
Lucius the First, for his birthday feast, only invited the Acreian elders and
the high-ranking nobles on purpose. He had a plan, which was to have a
serious conversation with them as a last attempt to force their
obedience. It was true that these men have been a pain in his life, but
they were also the people who made Acreia. Lucius the First wanted to
give them a last chance.
Of course, if this didn’t work, then he was going to have to do a snake
hunt. He and Sir Bentier have been planning this hunt for a while now.
Poliana’s wedding plan was also going very well, thanks partly to Lady
Tory. Poliana asked anything she wasn’t sure about, and Lady Tory
answered as best as she could. Lady Tory was only too happy to help,
especially because Poliana was always there for her to answer any
questions she wanted to ask. Poliana was the only one who Lady Tory
felt safe to ask about the topics about the kingdom.
“Oh, so that would be called tax evasion.”
“Yes, Lady Tory, that’s definitely tax evasion.”
Poliana was no law expert, but even she could tell that the case Lady
Tory talked about was illegal. Poliana was fascinated whenever Tory
asked about various stories she heard from somewhere. She could tell
that these illegal deeds were done by Lady Tory’s acquaintances, but
Tory was very sneaky about not revealing their identities. Even if Poliana
knew who these people were, she had no intention of telling the emperor
about them. Poliana was just happy that Lady Tory now knew that what
her acquaintances were doing was wrong.
Their conversations were kept secret. Everyone thought that Poliana and
Lady Tory were only talking about Poliana’s upcoming wedding. It made
sense because Poliana was alone. She didn’t have her parents or any
other family members to help her arrange her wedding. It wasn’t an odd
thing for Poliana to ask a noble lady for help.
Frau also didn’t have his family to help him arrange the wedding. Even if
he wanted to plan it himself, he couldn’t because he couldn’t afford it
himself. Everything was paid by Poliana.
If Marquess Winter’s wedding becomes a success, Lady Tory’s
reputation was going to greatly improve. To help arrange a high-ranking
noble’s wedding was considered a great honor only given to older noble
ladies.
The reality was a little different than what the maids and other ladies
believed, however. The truth was, Poliana’s wedding was being
arranged mostly by her butler and maids. Tory did help in giving advice,
but only at the very beginning. Their time spent together was rarely
about Poliana’s wedding.
What Poliana found odd was Lady Tory’s mood. Some days, Tory
looked relieved while other times, she looked like she was worried about
something. Whenever Poliana asked if something had happened, Lady
Tory refused to give her a real answer. She only explained that she was
too tired from work.
It was Poliana’s lucky day today. She was permitted to visit Princess
Luminae. Poliana was even allowed to hold her for a while. On her way
to the princess’s room, Poliana met the oldest and the second oldest son
of the Ingreter family. She saw Sir Beke often, but it had been a long
time since she met Sir Aeke, who retired from his active duty and was
transferred to have a desk job. For some reason, the two brothers were
together in the garden enjoying the sunlight.
Poliana greeted Sir Beke pleasantly, “Sir Beke, long time no see!”
“You too, Sir Pol.”
“It’s nice to see you, two brothers, together.”
She stood next to them to sunbathe as well. Sir Beke asked her, “Has
something good happened recently? You look really good.”
“Oh, it’s because I began to get facials; I’m taking care of my skin now.”
It only began recently, so it was nice that he noticed it already. Poliana
realized that it was worth the money and time to get her skin improved.
The maid who was working on her told her to avoid the strong sun
whenever possible, but Poliana had already forgotten about it; she
laughed brightly as she enjoyed the sun.
Both Sir Beke and Aeke laughed as well and replied, “Hahaha! You’re
too funny, what a good joke!”
They both thought Poliana was kidding. Just then, Sir Aeke became
aware that he could smell something.
‘Hmm? What is this scent?’
At first, he thought it was from the flowers since they were in a garden,
but the scent was a little more complicated. It smelled more similar to
what he could smell in his wife’s room sometimes. It wasn’t too strong,
but it definitely was not from nature — it had to be man-made.
Sir Aeke looked around and the only difference within the last few
minutes was the fact that Poliana came to them. In disbelief, he asked,
“Sir Pol… D-did you put on some perfume by chance?”
To the brothers’ shock, Poliana answered, “I didn’t’ spray it, it’s just a
dab.”
‘Oh my god!’
Both Sir Aeke and Beke backed away in shock and took their swords
out. They yelled at her jokingly, “Who are you, and what have you done
with Sir Pol?!”
“Maybe she’s an imposter, but where would you be able to find such an
ugly girl like her?”
‘Bastards.’
The brothers were only half-joking, making Poliana annoyed. These men
needed to be taught a lesson.
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“…”
Poliana sighed, she thought about punching the Ingreter brothers but
decided against it. She was feeling pretty good because she saw
Princess Luminae earlier.
Sir Aeke and Beke were both shocked that Poliana put on perfume.
They never thought they would see the day when Poliana does
something feminine like this. Poliana was the woman who kept her hair
short because she was too lazy to wash her hair often. Until she became
a royal guard, she used to wash herself only when absolutely necessary.
Just like many soldiers, she used to believe that washing too often would
increase the chance of getting caught by the enemy’s military dogs.
So to see Poliana wearing a perfume…
Sir Beke murmured in fear, “Sir Poliana… Could it be that you are very
sick? Do you have an incurable illness or something?”
Sir Aeke asked, “Did Lady Rebecca’s will say you need to become more
feminine?”
Sir Beke clapped as if in understanding, “Oh, that makes sense! Did
Lady Rebecca give you her perfume as her last gift? Is that why you put
it on? That’s it, right?”
The brothers seemed excited. Poliana tried her best to be patient, but
she couldn’t help raising her fist, which shut the Ingreter brothers up.
Sir Beke finally whispered, “So… was the rumors true? We heard that
you’re marrying Frau, who was kicked out from the Sneke family. The
maids were talking and we didn’t believe them, but…”
The brothers stared at Poliana desperately. They prayed that the rumors
weren’t true. Unfortunately, Poliana was really marrying Frau. She put
her hand on her waist and replied, “It’s true. I will be marrying Frau
Sneke.”
“But why?!”
“Why, Sir Poliana?! That man is a nobody; he isn’t even a knight!”
Sir Aeke and Sir Beke began to talk at once. They loudly nagged her
and their reason for it was the same as everyone else’s.
“Sir Poliana, he isn’t good enough; his status doesn’t suit yours!”
“That’s right! You are Marquess Winter after all! Someone like him
cannot marry you!”
“Sir Poliana! Why don’t you just marry one of the knights?!”
“Or at least a man who is good looking!”
“You can do so much better. He has no money, looks, and status.”
Poliana yelled, “Just stop!” She explained to them the reality of her
situation. Poliana was 33 years old. She said that all of her colleagues
were married with children, and pretty much most of the other noblemen
that were slightly younger than her were also either married or engaged.
Those who weren’t married were either at least 10 years younger than
her and Poliana refused to marry children. Those much older than her
that might be interested in marrying her were widowed.
It was true that the continent was big and if she continued to search, she
might find a better man that was more suitable for her. However, as she
searched, she wasn’t going to get any younger. Poliana decided that it
was time to compromise and this was the good time to do it. Unlike other
ladies, Poliana had the right to choose her own life, so she was happy to
do this.
Poliana was a powerful woman, and everywhere she went, people paid
attention to her. This was especially the case nowadays because of the
rumor of her marriage. Sir Ainno, who was walking far away from them,
noticed Poliana and approached her. Sir Beke has been trying his best
to avoid Sir Ainno, and when he noticed Sir Ainno, he quickly walked up
to his boss and explained what he just heard. To Sir Beke’s shock, Sir
Ainno replied, “I already know.”
Sir Ainno looked perfectly calm. He looked at Sir Beke coldly, making Sir
Beke cringe a little. Sir Ainno also looked at Poliana coolly, making her
yell at him, “Stop that!”
“What? What did I do? I didn’t say anything, Sir Poliana.”
“You were looking at me like you thought I wasn’t good enough. You
made me feel bad!”
“Maybe that’s because you feel guilty because you have done something
wrong, don’t you think so?”
Unfortunately, Sir Ainno was the best and the strongest knight of Acreia,
which meant that Poliana couldn’t argue with him. She trembled angrily.
‘What a jerk.’
But she was partly glad to see him because she had been meaning to
ask Sir Ainno for something. Poliana said to him, “By the way, I am sure
you will fulfill your promise to me.”
“Promise? What promise?”
Sir Ainno asked in confusion. Poliana snorted, remembering the exact
word Sir Ainno said to her before. She explained, “Don’t you remember
telling me that you will be my groom’s best man at my wedding? I
remember it very clearly, so thank you for your offer.”
Frau had the worst reputation among men, so Poliana knew that her
future-husband had no one to stand by his side on their wedding day.
She heard that Frau had no friends because any friends he had left him
once he was kicked out from his family. Having the best knight of Acreia
as his best man was going to only improve Frau’s reputation.
Sir Ainno looked at her unhappily.
‘At the time, I thought Lucius would end up winning her…’
Even if the emperor didn’t, Sir Ainno thought Lucius the First would
never give his permission to Poliana to marry anyone else. Sir Ainno
was only joking when he offered to be her groom’s best man, but now, it
was too late. This was all because of his stupid friend.
Sir Ainno tried to back out, and Poliana refused to let him off. As they
argued with each other, the Ingreter brothers grabbed them and
exclaimed, “We have an idea, Sir Ainno! You must marry Sir Poliana,
you must save her from marrying Frau Sneke!”
“That’s right, Sir Ainno! Just marry her for a year and then you can
divorce her; this is a perfect plan!”
Sir Aeke and Sir Beke continued to insist that Poliana should marry Sir
Ainno. They hated the idea of her marrying Frau and the more they
talked, the bigger Poliana’s frown became.
Of all people in the world, why would she willingly marry Sir Ainno?
Sir Ainno also had an ugly scowl on his face. Of all people, how could
Cekel Ingreter’s own brothers tell him to marry someone other than their
sister?
Only Lucius the First and Poliana knew about Sir Ainno’s proposal to
Cekel Ingreter. Sir Ainno decided that this was a perfect time to
announce this so that everyone could now. Then, Sir Ainno placed his
arms around Sir Aeke and Sir Beke. He did it in a friendly manner, but
his arms felt like a prison to the Ingreter brothers.
Sir Ainno said to them, “I have something to tell you.”
“B-boss? W-we’re sorry we said you should marry Sir Poliana. We will
never say such a thing again.”
“T-that’s right, Sir Ainno, we’re Sorry. We won’t do it again, so please
don’t hit us…”
With a scary smile, Sir Ainno said to the brothers, “In one year, I will be
marrying Lady Cekel. We’re going to be family, my brothers. I hope we
get along.”
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Sir Aeke, Sir Beke, and Poliana’s eyes widened at Sir Ainno’s sudden
declaration. Even the people around them who were passing by stopped
to listen. They were all focused on Sir Ainno. They stared with intense
curiosity and interest.
“S-sir Ainno? Y-you’re joking, right? Your sense of humor is getting
worse… I am afraid the emperor’s sense of humor is rubbing off on
you…”
“O-our sister’s name is indeed Cekel…. Hahaha… But maybe you’re
referring to another Lady Cekel? You must be mistaken… It could not be
our sister… You have to be joking…”
Cekel was rather a common name, but unfortunately for the Ingreter
brothers, Sir Ainno repeated himself, “I proposed to Lady Cekel Ingreter.
Yes, your sister. There is no mistake. I’ll marry her once the year of
mourning is over.”
Sir Beke’s eyes wavered while Sir Aeke tried to continue smiling, still
wishing that Sir Ainno was kidding. Was this really happening? Or were
they dreaming? If they were, this had to be the worst nightmare.
The atmosphere became tense and when the Ingreter brothers realized
the seriousness and realness of the situation, they asked Sir Ainno
again, “Do you really mean this? You are really marrying our sister?
Cekel Ingreter?”
“Yes, brother.”
‘Dammit.’
Sir Beke began to tear up, and it wasn’t from happiness. Even though
Poliana knew about Sir Ainno’s feelings for Cekel, she was also shocked
as well. She had no idea the situation has progressed this much in such
a short period of time. Just how and when did Sir Ainno pull this off?
Marriage? And why didn’t his highness share such a juicy story with her?
The last thing she heard about Sir Ainno and Cekel’s situation was that
Cekel was still refusing him. Did Cekel change her mind about him? If
so, why? How?
So what happened since then?
Poliana asked Sir Ainno, “So Lady Cekel accepted your affection? Are
you sure?”
Sir Ainno replied confidently, “11 months. I have 11 months to make her
fall for me; she permitted me to try.”
“I am pretty sure she will still hate you in 11 months.”
“It wouldn’t matter, we’re still getting married.”
Poliana frowned, realizing what Sir Ainno was saying.
“Sir Ainno… are you saying that you will force her to marry you? You will
misuse your power like that? Are you serious?”
Sir Ainno nodded proudly. It was good to be powerful. Poliana knew
better than anyone how great it was to have power, but what Sir Ainno
was about to do was not acceptable. Poliana knew she needed to stop it.
She exclaimed, “His highness will never allow such a thing! You can’t do
this!”
Sir Ainno looked at her calmly and replied, “I already have his
permission. It is done.”
Poliana gaped in shock. It now made sense that Sir Ainno felt confident
declaring his intention for Lady Cekel in public like this. This wedding
was going to happen no matter what. He said to the Ingreter brothers,
“You understand what I’m saying, right, brothers?”
Sir Aeke and Sir Beke answered at the same time, “W-what?”
“Hahaha.”
Sir Ainno laughed dryly as he tightened his arms around the brothers.
He was enjoying the Ingreger brothers’ discomfort. There was no doubt
Sir Ainno was a perverse man.
Poor Cekel.
Sir Ainno began to slowly drag them away to a dark corner as he said to
Poliana, “Well, we need to get going. We need to discuss some family
business, Sir Poliana, you should understand. I will see you later.”
“You’re such a jerk, Sir Ainno…”
Poliana shook her head while the bystanders stared at them with
interest. Soon, the entire Yapa was going to know about Sir Ainno’s
declaration and Poliana’s marriage plan. This meant that the right and
left hands of the emperor were both getting married. This was a huge
deal that was going to affect the entire kingdom.
‘I can’t believe his highness is allowing this… Is he really going to let Sir
Ainno force Cekel into an unwanted marraige?’
Poliana was certain that Sir Ainno must’ve had a fit in front of the
emperor to get this permission, and if his highness gave his permission,
there was nothing Poliana could do. It was too bad for Cekel, but it
couldn’t be helped. But if Cekel wanted to get divorced in the future,
Poliana would be there to help.
Was it because the Ingreter brothers mentioned Lady Rebecca? Poliana
suddenly felt a little down now as she thought about her late friend. Lady
Rebecca’s almost every possession was taken away by her mother
Duchess Nani. Whatever was leftover were distributed among Lady
Tory, Lady Stra, and Lady Rebecca’s maids. Poliana was offered to take
something if she wanted, but she refused.
Lady Rebecca also did not leave a will for everyone. There was no time
since her death was quite sudden and unexpected. She only left one and
it was for the emperor. Poliana was her friend, possibly her closest friend
in Yapa, yet she never got to talk to Lady Rebecca before she died.
‘There were so many more things I wanted to tell her… There were even
more I wanted to hear from her…’
Things Poliana could never tell anyone else… Deep secrets she wanted
to share… Lady Rebecca was her true friend and now, she was gone.
The only one left on this earth from Lady Rebecca was her daughter,
Princess Luminae. The daughter Lady Rebecca hoped was a son. In
about 15 years, the newborn Princess Luminae was going to be married.
Who will the princess end up marrying? Lady Rebecca was worried that
any daughter of hers was going to have an unfortunate life. Was she
right? Poliana was afraid to find out.
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People found it very hard to believe how much Poliana changed lately.
The perfume… her skincare routine… Her happier mood… Her smiles
and giggles… They looked at her like she had gone crazy. The guards of
the Second Division were the first ones to accept her changes. They had
no choice, after all. Anyone else who kept mentioning the fact was
quickly punished until they shut their mouths.
Most women, however, saw Poliana’s changes in a positive way. They
were glad to see Poliana finally acting like a woman.
“It’s a good thing for her to improve herself now that she’s getting
married. She is a woman no matter what people say, so this change
makes perfect sense. Good for her.”
The older men, however, were still grumbling about her.
“Why doesn’t she take off her pants and just wear a dress like a normal
woman? Why does she keep carrying a sword? Why does she still act
like a man even though she is going to be a bride?”
But the ones who were most shocked and concerned by her changes
were those who knew her well. The men who went to war with her were
genuinely worried about her, so they all went to Lucius the First and
voiced their concern, “Your highness! Marquess Winter has lost her
mind!”
They were seriously alarmed and they wanted their emperor to fix the
situation before it got worse.
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Sir Mahogal, who was unfortunately still working for Sir Ainno, ran to
Lucius the First as soon as he heard the shocking news. When he
arrived at the emperor’s reception area, he saw Master Chail standing in
front of the door. This was a good sign because it meant that the
emperor was available to receive visitors.
‘Perfect!’
Sir Mahogal excitedly asked Master Chail, “Is his highness inside?”
Master Chail shook his head without a word, which was an unusually
rude behavior for him. When Sir Mahogal looked at him in confusion,
Master Chail shook his head again and waved his hand. “You can just
go inside, Sir Mahogal.”
Still confused, Sir Mahogal did as he was told. He walked into the room,
and as soon as he did, he realized why Master Chail was acting
strangely. Lucius the First’s reception room was filled with knights who
were in shock from the same news. They were telling what they saw and
heard to the emperor. It looked like most of the knights inside Yapa were
all gathered here. Sir Mahogal realized that he was too late to the party.
Most of them were the knights who were part of the conquest. The scene
reminded Sir Mahogal of the strategy meetings they used to have during
the war. The knights were talking earnestly to the emperor, who was
sitting there with a serious face.
When the knights spotted Sir Mahogal, they all spoke at once.
“Oh, Sir Mahogal, you’re here too!”
“Come, come! You’re late!”
“Sir Mahogal, what did you see? Tell his highness what you saw!”
“Did you know what I saw? I saw Sir Poliana smelling a flower, a flower!
Sir Poliana did!”
“That’s nothing! I saw something worse! I saw Sir Poliana humming! She
was humming, I tell you!”
“I even saw her hiding her scars with makeup! I thought I was going to
faint!”
The men were busy sharing what they witnessed. Sir Mahogal didn’t
know how to join in, so he found an empty chair and sat down. The
knights continued to talk loudly for a while longer but slowly, they began
to calm down. And thankfully, the men began to accept the situation.
“Well… It’s not that she put the flower in her hair, so I guess it’s alright.”
“Yes, I suppose so.”
“Sir Poliana is still doing an excellent job leading her guards, so I guess
we can let her do what she wants. Her own men seemed shocked to see
the changes, but I think they’ve already accepted them. She also still has
a very firm grip on her unit too.”
“I guess it’s okay for her to put on some perfume. It isn’t like it’s hurting
anyone, right?”
“That’s right. I mean, if she is going to get married, it makes sense that
she wants to improve her skin. Marquess Winter’s skin is so awful that
she will probably need a year to improve it.”
In the end, the men decided that there was nothing wrong with their
Poliana Winter. For some reason, their frustration changed its direction
towards Frau.
This was all Frau Sneke’s fault. It had to be!”
“Frau Sneke is no good! He just doesn’t suit Sir Poliana, don’t you
agree?”
“If he wasn’t kicked out from the Sneke family, perhaps he would’ve
been an alright choice, but he was abandoned by his own family,
abandoned! If he doesn’t belong to a noble family, doesn’t that pretty
much mean that he’s a commoner?”
“Absolutely, so how dare he propose to the marquess?”
“He has no money or status. He has no land, and he was kicked out of
his family. He is also old, and he isn’t even a knight! He’s just a doctor! I
am against this marriage!”
Lucius the First, who was holding his forehead with his hand as if he was
having a headache, flinched. The knights, however, were too busy
talking that they didn’t notice.
The men continued, “I am against this marriage too! I heard he even said
that he was doing this for her money! He’s a gold digger!”
“I went to have a look at him, and he was also ugly too!”
“Yes! That’s right, he’s ugly too; an ugly gold digger like that needs to be
destroyed!”
The emperor’s ears were clearly very much focused on the men’s
conversation, but the knights were still unaware.
One of the knights suddenly disagreed, “Actually, I am ok with this
marriage. Frau is indeed unmanly and weak, but this means that he will
treat Marquess Winter with the greatest respect. He will do as he is told
and they might just have a quiet marriage.”
Lucius the First slowly looked up to see the man who thought positively
of Poliana’s upcoming marriage. The knight, unaware of the hatred in the
emperor’s eyes towards him, continued, “I mean, think about it. Any man
who marries Marquess Winter will have to give up his family name and
take hers. If she wasn’t rich, what man would be willing to do that?”
“Well… I guess…”
The other knights agreed reluctantly, “It’s true that I would never give up
my family name. I would never take a woman’s name as mine.”
“Me too, no amount of money would make me do something like that.”
“That’s right, my name was a gift from my ancestors, so how could I ever
sell it?”
Any man who married Marquess Winter had to take her last name. On
top of that, Poliana was barren, which meant that they would have no
heir. Some of the knights nodded in agreement, but those who disagreed
argued, “But Marquess Winter’s name was given by his highness
himself! It won’t be such a sad thing to take an honorable name like
Winter. Besides, Sir Poliana would be able to make even the most
vicious man obedient! She doesn’t need a weak doctor like that! She can
do so much better!”
“But what can we do? It’s not like we chose him, the marquess did!”
“I had no idea that Sir Poliana had such a low standard.”
“That can’t be! Everyone knows how much Sir Pol cares about people’s
looks.”
“So why would she decide on such an ugly man?!”
“Well, she apparently said that she didn’t want a much younger man.”
“So what are your thoughts on this, Sir Mahogal?”
Sir Mahogal, who was sitting quietly, flinched when his name was called.
He sat up straight and faced the men. The reason why the men turned to
Sir Mahogal was that they were talking about good looking men.
The most handsome man in the room was without a doubt Lucius the
First, but it was a well-known fact that Poliana did not see the emperor
as a man. The next in line for the list of handsome men were Sir
Mahogal.
Indeed, people witnessed Poliana blushing from time to time in front of
Sir Mahogal, who was a very handsome man. He was also from a good
family and his manner was excellent. If he wasn’t married, Poliana would
have been very interested in him.
After some careful thought, Sir Mahogal replied, “For someone important
like Sir Pol… I do think she needs a man who is at least as good looking
as me.”
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All the knights booed Sir Mahogal, who just shrugged his shoulders. His
comment was disgusting, but unfortunately, it was true that Sir Mahogal
was indeed a very good looking man. If Poliana saw how her colleagues
were behaving, she would’ve been annoyed. They were certainly her
friends and co-workers, but they were not her relatives. They had no
right to agree or disagree with her marriage plan, yet these men were
seriously discussing the situation as if they were talking about their own
sisters or daughters. They were talking about her like her future was
their business.
Poliana was ugly, old, and barren; she had all the three qualities of an
undesirable woman, however, she was also incredibly wealthy and
powerful. Wealth and power could be enough to make all of her worst
faults look ok. To these knights, Poliana was someone they wanted to
protect. They felt affectionate towards her and wanted the best for her.
So, the men continued to argue if Poliana should marry Frau Sneke.
“Yes! Yes! No! Yes! No! No! No! Yes!”
The meaningless discussion went on and on and it seemed that they
could not come up with a decision. They formed two sides and continued
to argue intensely.
“How can you approve of such an uneven marriage?”
“What? This is what Marquess Winter wants! She wants to be happy! So
how could we object of this is what she truly wants?”
“How could she be happy in a marriage that does not suit her? Do you
really think she will be happy marrying that gold digger?”
Finally, one man suggested, “Let’s stop this nonsense and talk to the
marquess herself. We need to convince her!” His comment sounded
logical, but everyone else disagreed. They argued, “But we can’t. If we
talk to her about her marriage, she’s going to think we’re nagging her.
You know how she is going to react if we approach her.”
“He’s right. She hates being nagged. Last time I suggested something,
she forbade me from approaching her for weeks. She was so cold to me.
It was not fun.”
“Well, let’s think logically for a second. We need to figure out why Sir
Poliana decided to get married. We have been telling her to get married
for a long time, but she never agreed to it. So why did she change her
mind now? What happened?”
“It’s because she’s lonely! Isn’t that what she said?”
“She was very close to Lady Rebecca.”
One of the knights, who couldn’t take this anymore, offered loudly, “I will
offer my nephew to marry her! This will fix everything! I am willing to
sacrifice my nephew for her!”
All the other knights began to boo the man as they yelled, “Your nephew
is only 14 years old. He could be her son! You know she isn’t going to
agree to this!”
Lucius the First, while sitting in his chair, watched his knights quietly.
Why did these men feel so strongly about Poliana’s marriage? They
were talking as if her marriage affected them greatly. They were acting
like Poliana’s brothers, fathers, and grandfathers.
Just as the emperor was busy with work, these knights were very busy
men too. This was why it was so strange that the knights were still here
arguing. They have been doing this in front of the emperor for hours
now. It seemed that none of them were even getting tired; their voices
became louder and louder.
Lucius the First thought quietly, ‘It looks like they are enjoying this
situation…’ His eyes narrowed, slowly figuring out why. Most of these
men got married right after they returned home from the war. Their
honeymoon was probably sweet, but soon after, they began to have
children. By now, their wives were probably more focused on their
children than their husbands. Their children were probably in their
rebellious teen years and want nothing to do with their fathers.
It was clear that these knights were bored with their lives. They were
busy with their work, but they were used to it. What they lacked was
something interesting in their lives, and they finally found it.
Poliana’s marriage…
This was the most fun they had in years!
Lucius the First sighed; his face was filled with worry and irritation.
‘And these are the men that accomplished the unification of this
continent with me.’
The only man in this room who had any right to have an opinion on
Poliana’s marriage was Lucius the First, and this was because he was in
love with her, and because he loved her, he had to say something he
didn’t really mean.
“Stop, everyone. I, the emperor, have decided to respect Marquess
Winter’s decision.”
“Your highness!”
The knights all turned to the emperor as if he betrayed them. Lucius the
First continued, “Don’t you get it?”
The emperor gritted his teeth, worried that he might begin to cry at any
moment. Lucius the First raised his voice on purpose and opened his
eyes wider as he added, “Doesn’t Marquess Winter look happy now?”
She has been seen humming often nowadays. People reported
witnessing her laugh too for no reason. These small changes that were
very unlike her… These were proof that Poliana was happy.
Lucius the First fell in love with her small smiles. He really wanted
Poliana to be happy. Her happiness was more important than his own.
Sir Ainno once ranted that it didn’t make sense how the emperor of the
greatest kingdom could not even have the woman he wanted. But the
truth was that it was because he was the emperor that he had to give her
up.
There was no good reason for Lucius the First to stop Poliana from
marrying the man she wanted.
The men nodded after listening to their emperor. The room turned quiet
as Lucius the First closed his eyes.
‘That’s right. As long as she’s happy… That’s all that matters.’
He opened his eyes and ordered, “Now, you’re all dismissed. Return to
your works but remember this one thing. If that man makes Marquess
Winter cry even a single tear…”
Lucius the First clenched his teeth, finally showing small evidence of his
true feelings. He didn’t bother putting on his usual fake smile.
“If that man makes Marquess Winter sad, I will kill him. I will end him.”
It was an oath, and the knights waved their hands in shock. They
begged the emperor, “Your highness! Please, don’t say such a thing!”
But they weren’t asking the emperor to spare Frau Sneke. They wanted
something much worse for him.
“You cannot just kill him like that! That would be too easy for him; you’re
being too kind!”
“That’s right, your highness! He needs to be tortured for at least a year!”
“Hang him upside down and drown him!”
Lucius the First smiled happily, impressed at his knights for being such
good friends of Poliana. He said proudly, “You men are such good
knights. What a beautiful friendship we all have!”
A single tear finally rolled down from Lucius the Fist’s eyes. He wiped it
away quickly, and the knights in the room assumed that it was a tear of
joy for their friendship.
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Following Lucius the First’s order, Sir Deke explored the southern
regions before stopping at the viceroy’s official residence. The viceroy,
who controlled the entire southern region, Sir Rabi, welcomed Sir Deke
with open arms. Sir Rabi was genuinely happy to see Sir Deke. It has
been a very long time since he got a visitor from the capital. He was also
very fond of all of the Ingreter brothers.
The Bika family offered to throw a banquet in honor of the guest from
Yapa, but Sir Deke declined it since he needed to do a lot of work here.
Unlike in the northern and mid-continent region, there weren’t many
intelligence agents Sir Deke could rely on, which meant that he had to
do the work himself. It was an annoying situation, but it could not be
helped.
Thankfully, the southern region has been very quiet lately. After the
incident with Duchess Nani, who was thrown out from the Yapa castle by
Lucius the First, there was a concern that the colony, Nanikun, might
cause problems, but nothing happened. Instead, the people of Nanikun
mourned the death of Lady Rebecca and prayed for the health of
Princess Luminae. The people of other southern colonies felt the same
way.
There was also a big interest in who would become the next wife of the
emperor to replace Lady Rebecca. Everyone expected it to be a lady
from the south again. There was still a rumor that the emperor preferred
middle-aged women, but other than that, things were relatively quiet.
Many noble ladies of the south secretly felt expectant, hoping that they
could become the next wife of the emperor.
After Sir Deke was done doing his research in the south, he readied
himself to return to Yapa, but before he did, he dropped by the Viceroy’s
house one last time. Although he didn’t want a huge banquet in his
honor, he still wanted to become the Bika family’s guest. When the war
was over and many of the knights ended up staying as guests of Sir
Rabi, Sir Deke heard that these men were treated luxuriously. He wasn’t
one of the guests at the time because he was away with his brothers Sir
Aeke and Sir Beke, which made him feel envious and curious, so he
wanted to become one now. He wanted to experience the luxury of
being a Bika family guest. It was also considered a great honor to be a
guest of Sir Rabi and his family.
The entire Bika family welcomed him. Sir Donau, who was about the
same age as Sir Deke, was especially happy to see his old friend. They
spent a lot of time together during the war and they became close
friends at the time. It has been a very long time since they last saw each
other.
Sir Deke joked, “You’re being too nice to me, Donau. If you think you are
going to get something from me, you’re going to be disappointed. I have
nothing, so stop being so nice.”
“What are you talking about? I am really happy to see you, that’s all.
Don’t be such a jerk.”
“How is life in the south by the way?”
“Pretty good, except for the summer; it’s too hot here. I miss the north
sometimes.”
The family of the viceroy and the Ribo family both lived in their official
residence. Sir Baufallo was the landlord of the adjacent land, but Sir
Rabi offered to live together since his residence was so big. In truth, Sir
Rabi just wanted to be close to his twin daughters so he could watch out
for them. The in-laws ended up living together as one big family.
Sir Howe was happy to live with Sir Rabi, who he idolized, and Sir
Donau was ok with the situation as well since he got to live with all of his
family. Although, being surrounded by family and relatives all the time
could be a little overwhelming sometimes; this was why Donau was
happy to see a new face.
Sir Donau asked, “Did you get to check out the road conditions? Are you
done all of your work?”
“Yes, it seems like all the roads are in good condition. They’re very
cleanly made, and it was much better than the ones in the mid-continent.
I don’t think there is much to worry about.”
The official reason for Sir Deke’s visit was to check on the roads. It was
a plausible excuse since the emperor was indeed planning on uniting the
entire kingdom with well-built roads. For easy imports and exports
among the colonies, solid accessible roads were necessities. This was
his big plan for the future.
Sir Deke made sure to always carry a map, telling everyone he was just
checking on the roads. Thus, no one suspected that he was there for
another reason. He also marked the map of any roads that needed to be
repaired so it looked even more convincing.
Sir Donau replied, “Of course, my father-in-law is the viceroy, after all.
He’s very thorough in taking care of everything. He is an excellent
landlord.”
“Wow!”
Sir Deke exclaimed and added, “You sound so natural calling him your
‘father-in-law!'”
“…”
Sir Donau looked away in embarrassment while Sir Deke laughed. It was
so nice to see Sir Donau looking comfortable and happy in his new life. It
was clear that Donau was content.
Sir Deke had nothing to do until dinner, so he decided to walk around the
residence. The truth was, one of his purposes here was to find out the
general atmosphere of the Viceroy’s residence. It was obvious that the
emperor was right in trusting Sir Rabi with such an important job. Sir
Deke could see that Sir Rabi’s residence was well-kept and well-run. All
the works were done efficiently, and everyone seemed generally
satisfied here.
Then suddenly, Sir Deke screamed when he saw a strange creature on
the ground.
“Arrggh! What the heck! What is that?”
He almost fell to the ground from the shock of it. Sir Deke took a step
back and took a careful look at the animal. To his surprise, he realized
that it was a dog. But it was not the kind of dog he knew. The dog’s face
had similar features as the northern dogs, but the animal had no hair on
its body. It looked like a duck or a chicken without any feathers.
What surprised him, even more, was the fact that there were similar
looking creatures on the ground all over the place. Most were
underneath the tree in a shade or lying against cold stones. It seemed
that these animals were trying to keep themselves cool.
“What the heck!”
Bardo Bika, who was walking alongside Sir Deke, explained, “The dogs
and the cats were not doing well with the heat here, so we shaved
them.”
Thinking about the luxurious hair the northern dogs usually have to fight
against the Acreian cold, Sir Deke felt pity towards these dogs. His eyes
began to tear up a little, so he quickly turned away and headed towards
the dining room where the dinner was about to begin.
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Sir Donau and Sir Howe agreed with their wives.
“I feel the same way, Father. I respect my adopted sister’s wishes.”
“Me too, Father. I’m sure Sir Pol didn’t make this decision lightly.” The
brothers knew that Poliana was an intelligent and careful woman. They
believed that she would have considered all the possible consequences
of her marriage before making this decision. But the truth was, Poliana
decided to do this in a very rash way. In fact, if she had accepted the Sir
Bika Senior’s offer of a puppy, Poliana would’ve never decided to get
married. Poliana was in an emotionally vulnerable position because she
felt so lonely, and it worked perfectly to Frau’s advantage. It was his
lucky day.
In the end, everyone on the table agreed that they should all respect
Poliana’s decision. Sir Deke, feeling awkward, didn’t say much. It
seemed that he was the only one who knew about Frau’s declaration
about how he wanted to marry Poliana for her money. Perhaps it was
best for people not to know about it or else it would upset them even
more.
Vanessa and Vaxi nodded, “We are so glad Sir Pol is marrying someone
her own age.”
“Totally, I remember her telling us she doesn’t want to marry a younger
man.”
Sir Donau felt a little sad, remembering how Poliana was his first love,
but his feelings for her were now a distant and fond memory. He loved
his wife and his daughter.
While everyone chatted amicably, Lady Bika kept murmuring to herself,
“Frau… Frau…” The name sounded familiar. She had a bad feeling
about it, and suddenly, she looked up.
“Sir Donau, did you say Sir Poliana is marrying Frau Sneke?”
“Yes. His name is Frau and he is from the Sneke family. He is currently
working as Baron Redikal’s student; he’s a doctor.”
Lady Bika’s face became rigid. She was normally a very calm and kindlooking lady,
but at this moment, she looked like a witch. She looked so
angry, which was very unusual. It was also considered very rude to look
so unhappy in front of a guest. Sir Rabi held his wife’s hand gently and
asked, “Dear, what’s wrong?”
“Just give me a moment. I need to think. Frau Sneke… Frau Sneke… So
that would be the current Baron Sneke’s younger brother? The man who
had that notorious affair with a maid in his own household?!”
No one could agree or disagree with Lady Bika’s question because no
one knew. Vanessa and Vaxi had no idea what their mother was talking
about. Sir Rabi and Sir Baufallo were not in Acreia when this happened
because they were away at war. Sir Donau and Sir Howe were the
same. Sir Deke knew about this scandal since he recently did his own
research, but he could not reveal this fact. If they asked how he knew
about it, it would be very hard for him to explain it.
Lady Bika exclaimed, “No one here remembers this?!”
She raised her voice and Lady Ribo frowned before answering, “Oh, oh!
Yes, you’re right, Lady Bika. Now that I think about it, I do remember.
There was a huge scandal where a son of a duke wanted to get married
to a maid. It was a huge deal, so I assume that that was the Sneke
family?”
Sir Rabi murmured coldly, “So, that man has another woman?”
Lady Ribo, now remembering more about it, explained, “I think that maid
died soon after that scandal. Right, Lady Bika?”
Lady Bika nodded unhappily, which made Sir Rabi feel a little better.
After all, Frau Sneke was the same age as Poliana, which made him 33.
It was not an odd thing for a man of 33 to have a past. As long as he
was unattached right now, it was going to be okay.
Sir Rabi announced, “If she’s dead, then I guess it’s all good.”
Sir Baufallo asked, “Does Sir Pol know about this man’s past?”
Sir Donau answered suggested, “Well, knowing Sis, I am sure she did
her research before deciding to get married. You know how her hobby is
collecting information, right?”
“Haha, that’s right. She used to refuse to go into battles if she didn’t have
enough information about them…”
“So, Sir Pol is really getting married…”
“What a joyous occasion!”
Suddenly, Lady Bika yelled as she slapped the table, “What are you
people talking about! This is a joyous occasion?!”
“D-dear, w-what’s wrong, are you ill?”
“Are you people all crazy? A joyous occasion, how could you all say
this!”
Ignoring her shocked husband, Lady Bika pointed at the three young
men at the table. The three men straightened, just like they used to
when they were in active duty and ordered by their superior. Lady Bika
looked faint as she stood up weakly. Before Sir Rabi could help her,
Lady Bika ordered firmly, “You three need to go and stop this wedding
right this minute!”
Her voice sounded almost scary. It was so loud that it echoed throughout
the dining room. It was no wonder she was the wife of a prominent
knight. The three men stood up and saluted her.
“Yes, Ma’am!”
“Right away, Ma’am!”
“Of course, Ma’am!”
Their reaction was by reflex from their years in the military. Lady Bika,
suddenly realizing how odd her behavior was, quickly began to explain
her reasoning behind her request. The three men, however, did not need
her to explain herself. They were ready and willing to follow her order.
That very night, the three young knights rode to Yapa. They had only
one goal and one mission in mind.
They had to stop the evil Frau! They had to prevent Poliana’s wedding
from happening!
The night deepened and heavy ominous rain fell on the three young
men, but they never stopped riding.
***
Meanwhile, as Cekel predicted, the maids inside the lady’s quarters
became divided into two sides. Some sided with Lady Tory, while others
supported Lady Stra. Strangely, this made Lady Stra and Lady Tory
become even closer to each other.
Instead of Lady Rebecca’s reception area, the two wives of the emperor
began to gather inside Lady Stra’s reception room. Instead of the sweet
fruity snacks from the south, grainy desserts from the mid-continent
region were served.
Lady Stra was now fully responsible for raising Princess Luminae while
Lady Tory remained the unofficial head of the lady’s quarters. Taking
care of a newborn was a hard job, but in truth, it was the wet nurse who
did most of the work. When Lady Stra seemed apologetic, Lady Tory
suggested, “Stra, could you take care of arranging the emperor’s
birthday feast this year?”
“Oh?! I think that job is too big for me; I don’t think I’m qualified to do it.”
“I am sure you can do it!”
“But… All the powerful Acreian nobles were invited this year, right? It will
have to be a perfect Acreian banquet, and I know I won’t be able to do
it.”
Due to Lady Rebecca’s recent passing, it was decided that the
emperor’s birthday party will be a much smaller occasion than usual.
Only the Acreian nobles and those aristocrats in Yapa were invited,
which meant that the banquet would have to be in Acreian fashion. Stra,
who was not from the north, did not feel comfortable taking care of such
a big event.
Lady Tory said encouragingly, “You can do it, Lady Stra. The feasts in
the mid-continent regions are actually more complicated. I will help you
do it, so don’t worry.”
Stra hesitated, but Lady Tory has been taking care of a lot of the things
lately. Stra has been thinking that she should be helping more, so this
could be her chance. In addition, she could learn more about the Acreian
customs this way, which will be helpful to her in the future.
Stra nodded and replied, “Alright. But if I do something wrong, you have
to promise to tell me right away.”
“Of course.”
Tory replied kindly, but Stra still seemed uncertain. She knew any
mistakes would be criticized harshly by the Acreian nobles. When Stra
looked concerned, Tory offered, “If you do a good job, I will give you a
gift.”
Tory gestured to her maid, who brought a bottle of wine. When Stra saw
it, her eyes shined. She exclaimed, “It’s the ice wine!”
Tory replied quietly, “So, you have heard about this wine.”
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The ice wine from Acreia was legendary. Lady Stra did not particularly
enjoy drinking, but even she knew about this wine. It was made only in
one region in Acreia, and because of the ongoing war between Aehas
and Kukda, it had been almost impossible for people of the midcontinent and
southern regions to enjoy this wine. Lady Stra’s father,
who was the king of his own kingdom, only had one bottle and he kept it
safe as one of his treasures.
Lady Stra asked excitedly, “Where did you get that?”
“This ice grape grows only in Marquis Seeze’s land. Marquis Seeze is
my great grandfather, and when we visited Nanaba recently, he gave me
this as a present.”
“Oh, then you can’t give that to me. It is a precious gift from your great
grandfather. I can’t accept it.”
“Oh, no!”
Lady Tory smiled teasingly as she handed the bottle back to her maid.
The maid took the bottle with trembling hands, terrified that she might
drop the priceless item. Lady Tory said to Stra, “I am not giving it to you
for free. I will only give it to you if you do well with the emperor’s birthday
party.”
“Oh… I heard from Duchess Luzo that the Acreian nobles and the elders
can be very picky… They will be harsh critics of anything I do.”
When Stra looked disappointed, Tory said to her encouragingly, “So,
you’ll just have to do a perfect job so no one can complain about
anything. I’ll help you.”
“R-right? Since you are offering such a priceless gift, I guess I will have
to do my best.”
“You can do it, Stra!”
The two ladies giggled together like little girls. The atmosphere in the
reception area was light and happy, making even the maids on different
sides smile. Lady Stra’s maid brought new plates of snacks. Stra looked
at Tory expectantly. She always felt like she owed Tory, so providing
tasty snacks was the least she could do.
Lady Stra explained, “My new chef made it. He’s very good at his job.
Try it.”
“Absolutely.”
Sweet snacks were rare in Acreia, so Tory took a bite of a cookie
excitedly. It was indeed delicious, and Tory murmured, “I wish the
marquess was here to enjoy it; she would like this.”
“Well, it can’t be helped. Marquess Winter is too busy planning her
wedding.”
Tory picked up another cookie. Feeling embarrassed that she was eating
all of the snacks, she offered one to Stra. Lady Stra shook her head
gently.
“My chef is so good at his job that I gained so much weight. I need to
control myself.”
“I understand how it would be so easy to gain weight on food like this.”
Tory ended up cleaning up the plate all by herself. Her Acreian chef was
great at cooking meat and making jerkies, but that was it. He was awful
at making any other types of dishes or desserts. It was going to take a
very long time for the Acreians to learn the sophisticated cooking of the
mid-continent region.
Tory wondered secretly, ‘Is she really gaining weight because of
overeating? Or…’
She was smiling, but deep inside, she couldn’t help but feel suspicious.
‘I guess it can’t be helped. Whatever happens… Even if she is
pregnant…’
Tory’s maid informed her recently that Lady Stra stopped having her
period. It was unknown whether it was because she was pregnant, or
because she usually had irregular periods. Was it another phantom
pregnancy?
Apparently, Stra didn’t even call for a doctor to get checked. Was it
because Stra believed it could be another phantom pregnancy? Did she
not want to be embarrassed and disappointed again?
The maid brought more cookies, and Tory continued to eat. Stra teased
her that at this rate, Tory might gain weight too. The maids laughed at
her joke, and Tory, still a smile on her face, focused on the taste of the
cookies. They were indeed delicious.
***
At that same time, Poliana was busy discussing her wedding dress
design with a dressmaker. It was a tradition for a bride to wear the most
expensive outfit she owned on her wedding day, but most of the time,
the women decided to get a new outfit made for this occasion. It was a
good chance to get a nice outfit.
Lucius the First was a generous emperor. He sent the best designers
and dressmakers to Poliana. He also allowed her to use whatever royal
fabric he owned in the castle. Poliana didn’t know much about different
types of fabrics. All she knew about were uniforms and bandages.
The dressmaker asked Poliana, “Should we first decide on the fabric? Is
there a specific color you would like, Marquess Winter?”
“Blue.”
“Well, blue is great, but most brides prefer red, gold, or purple.”
“Blue, and I want it to be the same blue as the guard’s uniform.”
The head of the dress committee, Lady Siming, looked at Poliana
awkwardly. The main reason why the guard’s uniform was blue was that
it looked rich. Blue dye was also one of the cheapest. The expensive
dyes were gold, red, and purple. There were different shades of blue that
were more expensive, but the specific one Poliana wanted was the
cheapest one of them all.
Lady Siming explained patiently, “Marquess Winter, the shade used for
the uniforms is too dark and is therefore not appropriate for a wedding
dress.”
“Blue.”
“I heard that you like dark-colored clothes. Why not try a lighter and
brighter color this time?”
Lady Siming took out a few different fabrics and tried putting them
against Poliana. The maid brought a mirror and placed it in front of the
two ladies.
Lady Siming said to her, “See! Don’t these bright colors look good on
you? What do you think?”
“Blue.”
“I can see that you aren’t going to change your mind…”
In the end, Lady Siming gave up. Poliana was well known for her
stubbornness, so Lady Siming knew her effort was going to be useless.
Now that the fabric was decided, next was to determine the dress’s
design. Lady Siming asked nervously, “You are going to let your hair
grow, right? Please tell me you won’t cut it short.”
Both Lady Siming and all the maids looked at Poliana beggingly. Poliana
has begun to take care of her skin, but she hasn’t thought about what
she should do with her hair. After a few moments of thinking, Poliana
answered, “Well since I am getting married… I guess I should let it
grow… Right?”
“Yes! Absolutely! How long do you think it will be if we let it grow until
your wedding… Does your hair grow fast, Marquess Winter?”
“It grows at a normal speed.”
“I see. Well, it’s really short now, but if you let it grow, I am sure it will be
ok.”
Poliana knew nothing about clothing design, so she let Lady Siming take
care of it. Lady Siming was only happy to take on responsibility.
The next topic was the gifts to be exchanged between the groom and the
bride. All the women in the room looked at Poliana expectantly.
Poliana answered, “I will be the one taking care of all the gifts.”
“Of course.”
The maids looked disappointed, but this was expected. Normally, it was
the groom that gave more expensive and extravagant gifts to his bride.
In this case, however, it made sense that Poliana took care of everything
since Frau was penniless.
One of the maids said eagerly, “I heard that Lady Ingreter got a box full
of jewels as a wedding gift!”
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The maids exclaimed as they talked about Cekel and Sir Ainno.
“Wow, that sounds so amazing!”
“I am so envious! A whole box of jewels?”
The biggest story in Yapa at the moment was Sir Ainno and Cekel’s
upcoming marriage. Just like Frau and Poliana, there was a huge gap
between Sir Ainno and Cekel in terms of wealth and status. People,
however, reacted differently to the two couples. Whenever they heard
about Poliana and Frau, they laughed or shook their heads. A woman
marrying so beneath her? Everyone found it either ridiculous or
unacceptable. However, a woman marrying above her station? All the
women found the story of Sir Ainno and Cekel romantic.
Many women were jealous as well. They pouted, saying how sneaky
Cekel was. Didn’t she declare that she was never going to get married?
That she was going to remain a spinster? Yet here she was, getting
married to the most eligible bachelor in the kingdom.
People were also curious. How did someone like Cekel capture Ainno
Seki’s heart? There were many rumors, but nothing was confirmed. The
ladies also enjoyed Sir Ainno’s passionate courtship of Cekel. Sir Ainno
was a jerk, and he was a very forward and forceful man, but it seemed
that no one noticed it. It was partly because he was a great actor. Ever
since Cekel gave him permission to try to win her over, he has been
acting like a perfect gentleman.
When he gave her a bouquet of flowers, he made a noticeable effort not
to touch her hands. Whenever he escorted her, he asked for her
permission respectfully. He even asked for her permission whenever he
kissed the back of her hand. To the ladies, he was a perfect gentleman.
Poliana, however, knew he was faking it.
‘What a jerk.’
Her guess was that Cekel was training Sir Ainno to act in this way. If this
was the case, then Sir Ainno must really love Cekel.
Lady Siming asked Poliana, “And what will you do about the wedding
animal hide?” Traditionally, the groom was supposed to hunt an animal
and give its hide as a wedding gift to his bride. But unfortunately,
everyone knew Frau was not a hunter. He was a chubby slow man. It
was very likely that he wouldn’t even be able to catch a chicken inside a
chicken coop.
Poliana considered hunting an animal herself but quickly gave up on the
idea. Poliana herself was not a talented hunter. It was best to just
purchase a hide. She didn’t even want or need one, but it was the
tradition.
When Poliana said she was going to buy a hide, Lady Siming replied
excitedly, “There is no need. His highness told me that he will be giving
you a black bear hide as a gift for you. He has one that he recently
received as a gift.”
“Isn’t that too much?”
“His highness was actually disappointed that he didn’t have a white bear
hide for you.”
“Well, I guess that makes sense… His highness is so generous. I guess
I better go and thank him in person soon.”
Poliana accepted the emperor’s gift without a fight. It was a good idea
never to refuse a gift like this. Lucius the First also offered to give
Poliana jewels, but she politely refused them, especially because he was
offering a ring and Poliana wanted to get one custom made for her.
Poliana asked Lady Siming, “For the wedding ring… I was thinking about
making one big enough to fit my gauntlet. What kind of stone do you
think I should use?”
“Marquess! During the wedding, you will be exchanging the rings with
your future husband. Are you telling me that you will be wearing your
gauntlet at your own wedding?!”
Lady Siming exclaimed in shock. The maids, who were working nearby,
also ran towards them and said hurriedly, “Marquess Winter! You will
have to wear your ring during the entire wedding, and if the ring falls off
even once that day, it means your marriage will suffer bad luck!”
‘Even the women are so superstitious here.’
It wasn’t just the Acreian men who were suspicious. The northern
women also strongly believed in myths. There was no doubt that such a
ring would fall off a few times during the wedding and the reception. It
would also look quite ridiculous for her to be wearing a ring that big.
Poliana pouted in annoyance, realizing that she was going to have to
give up on her idea. Lady Siming, watching Poliana change her mind,
quickly learned that it was possible to persuade Poliana sometimes.
‘I am going to have to try changing her mind about the blue dress.’
Lady Siming thought carefully. It seemed that Poliana was not interested
in fashion at all. The only reason she insisted on the color blue was that
it was the color she was most familiar with, or perhaps she just liked the
color.
If she could get Poliana an opportunity to wear different colored clothes
before the wedding, Lady Siming thought she might be able to change
Poliana’s mind about the blue wedding dress. Poliana, who was only
used to dark colors, would never agree to wear a bright pink outfit, but…
“Marquess Winter.”
“Yes? What is it?”
“Are you working on his highness’s birthday? During the party?”
“No, I am not going to be on duty. The emperor forced me to attend his
banquet as a guest.”
This was the gift Lucius the First demanded from Poliana. Poliana
wanted to be working that day just like at his wedding, but she had no
choice but to do as the emperor wished. It was her duty to make him
happy.
Poliana thought worriedly, ‘All of the Acreian nobles will be there…’
But Lucius the First wanted to be surrounded by his close acquaintances
and friends on his birthday. He didn’t want the people closest to him
working that day. The emperor was lonely, which was why Sir Ainno was
also forced to be off duty that day.
Of course, this made both Poliana and Sir Ainno very nervous about the
security that day.
Lady Siming said to Poliana, “That is great! Then you should wear a nice
robe that day at the party.”
“Why? Do you need me to look like a clown so I can entertain the
guests?”
Poliana didn’t think Lady Siming meant a simple indoor robe. It was likely
that the dressmaker wanted Poliana to wear a very feminine and
extravagant dress. Lady Siming explained patiently, “There is a famous
story about you in a dress in the Yapa castle during the war, right? I
heard that you are very awkward in dresses, which means you should
wear it often before your wedding, so you get used to them. It would be
embarrassing for you to be walking down the isle awkwardly in your
wedding dress.”
Poliana replied indignantly, “I was walking funny that time because I had
hidden daggers on my thighs. I don’t walk strangely in a dress. I can
even dance very well in it.”
“I am sure you can! It’s just that everyone thinks you can’t. This would be
a great chance for you to show them!”
Poliana liked this idea. It was true that the story of her fighting bravely in
a ripped dress and thick makeup was widely spread. The knights talked
of it proudly, but Poliana didn’t like it at all. When Poliana looked
convinced, Lady Siming quickly added, “I will make a perfect dress for
you. Let’s make it something other than blue so that it doesn’t overlap
with your wedding dress.”
Lady Siming looked at Poliana expectantly. After a few minutes of
thinking, Poliana finally answered, “I think green would be ok.”
“Excellent. I will make a green dress that matches his highness’s
beautiful green eyes.”
This was the perfect answer. Poliana smiled widely and Lady Siming
grinned in satisfaction.
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The Yapa castle became busy even though the emperor’s birthday was
still a week away. Many of the nobles from far away arrived early to
attend the feast. Each nobleman brought a huge entourage with him, so
the castle quickly became overwhelmingly populated.
The attendance rate of the Acreian nobles this year was 100%. This was
because knowing that many elders would refuse to come, Lucius the
First wrote in all of the invitations.
-His highness Lucius the First had something very important to
announce so attendance is strongly recommended.
Until now, it was never mandatory to be present at the emperor’s
birthday banquet. This was especially the case now because Acreia was
now the entire continent, which meant many of the nobles would have to
travel very far to reach Yapa.
But this year, Lucius the First made sure to write that he wished
everyone would attend. He didn’t outright order the noblemen, but
everyone knew that it would be wise not to against the emperor’s
wishes. Things could get very ugly quickly for those who displeased the
emperor.
Yapa castle was huge, but it barely accommodated the guests that came
from all over the continent. The entire city of Yapa filled with people, and
for the security of the capital city as well as the royal family, the guards
had no choice but to work overtime. Most of them had to give up their
weekends and days off. Poliana, who was asked to be off duty on the
day of the birthday feast, felt embarrassed as she watched her men work
so hard. This was why she worked extra hard and passionately until the
actual banquet.
The four heads of the three divisions gathered together. It has been a
long time since all the lead knights have come together. Instead of Sir
Ainno, who was the head of the First Division, Sir Mahogal attended in
his place. The First and the Second Division were burdened with
securing the castle while the Third Division became responsible for the
surrounding villages. Each leader discussed the plan to protect everyone
efficiently and effectively.
“The Knight’s Order will help during this time. Our priorities would be, of
course, in the following order: his highness, Lady Tory and Lady Stra,
Princess Luminae, and Duke and Duchess Luzo.”
Sir Mahogal suggested, “I think having a regular patrol would be enough
to provide protection for the princess.”
Poliana agreed with Sir Mahogal. If Princess Luminae was a son and the
heir to the kingdom, a knight would’ve been given the honor of protecting
her. But since she was a princess, the chances of someone trying to
harm her were slim. In addition, Princess Luminae lived in the deepest
part of the lady’s quarters, which would make it very hard for an assassin
to reach her without getting caught.
Sir Mahogal added, “On the day of the banquet, the First Division will
take care of the security of the party. All the guests will be asked to
disarm themselves before entering the party. Only those given
permission by the emperor to carry arms in his presence will be allowed
to bring weapons.”
As he announced this rule, Sir Mahogal looked at Poliana. Sir Jainno
and Sir Wook also turned towards her. On the day of the feast, Poliana
was going to be off duty. She was going to be one of the guests, but
Poliana was one of the few people who were allowed to be armed in the
emperor’s presence. Knowing how Poliana enjoyed wearing her uniform,
the three knights assumed that she would be heavily armed this time
too.
Sir Mahogal suggested, “We know you are going to attend the party
armed, so why don’t you at least get a fancy sword?”
“I won’t be bringing my sword.”
It was clear that the three men were remembering the day when they
were ambushed by Gali the Third in the castle. Poliana shook her finger
and added, “You will all see that what happened that day was not me. It
was an unnecessary embarrassment and misunderstanding. I can walk
and move just fine in a dress and I am going to prove it at the upcoming
party.”
Embarrassment? Misunderstanding? The three men couldn’t understand
what Poliana was talking about? To them, what Poliana accomplished
that day in the Yapa castle was a symbol of bravery. Poliana was well
prepared and was able to save Lucius the First from the evil Gali the
Third. She gave all the other knights hope that they could conquer the
world. It was that day that the men were able to truly accept her as their
own.
Sir Wook said to Poliana proudly, “Sir Pol, you were so amazing that
day!”
Sir Mahogal’s eyes teared up just thinking it, before adding, “It is such a
famous story! I heard you were so great, Sir Poliana.”
Sir Jainno said as well, “I wasn’t there, and I wish I was. I heard you
were quite a sight.”
Sir Mahogal and Sir Jainno weren’t present that day. They were truly
disappointed that they did not get to witness Poliana’s bravery. Sir
Mahogal was especially upset that he missed the whole thing. At the
time, he was selected as one of the knights to compete in the
tournament. Of course, Sir Ainno ended up winning the whole thing all
by himself, so Sir Mahogal didn’t get to participate in the tournament
either.
He and many of the other knights were trapped by Gali the Third, and by
the time they escaped and reached the emperor, the fight was over.
Sir Mahogal asked Poliana in confusion, “What do you mean, Sir
Poliana? You mean your bravery? Why would you call what you did an
embarrassment?”
Poliana replied, “I refused to dance with anyone, so a rumor started that
I can’t dance at all, that’s not true!”
In addition, people believed that she could not walk properly in a dress
because she walked funny that day. It was ridiculous that people
believed this. She was a knight after all; she was a person who used her
body as a weapon, so why would anyone believe that she couldn’t walk
well in a dress? Even if the silk shoes were slippery, why would people
think she wouldn’t be able to move gracefully in them?
‘Jerks!’
Sir Wook was the worst of them all. He was present at the time, and
apparently, he told everyone how awful she looked that day. Based on
what she heard, most people believed she looked like a monster
covered in blood and ugly makeup. Poliana had to admit that she did
look scary that day. Her makeup was indeed awful and it must’ve looked
shocking when she threw her wig away, but still…
So this was her chance to look decent. She was going to wear a dress
and walk straight! She was going to prove to everyone that she could
dance just fine!
Poliana announced in determination, “You will all see! You will see that I
do not walk funny in a dress! I will show it to everyone!”
“Haha, alright. So does that mean you will be attending the party with
Doctor Sneke?”
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Poliana shook her head and replied, “No, Frau Sneke won’t be
accompanying me to the party.”
Frau was not important enough to even get an invitation. The emperor’s
birthday feast this year was to include the highest-ranking Acreian
nobles. The security of the party was going to be extremely tight; a
nobody like Frau couldn’t even dream of being invited.
Sir Mahogal asked, “But aren’t you engaged to him? So shouldn’t he be
your guest?”
“We aren’t engaged.”
It was illegal to get married or engaged within the year of a royal death.
Poliana planned on skipping the standard engagement period and just
get married as soon as it was allowed. Although Poliana and Frau were
promised to be married, they weren’t legally engaged.
Sir Jainno was confused. Even if they weren’t technically engaged,
everyone in Yapa knew they were going to be married, which meant that
Frau would be allowed to attend the party. Sir Jainno asked, “But he
would still be allowed to go as your guest, right?”
Poliana shrugged her shoulders. She did consider taking Frau with her,
but when she asked, Frau became pale and asked, “Do I have to, is this
mandatory?”
“Well, no.”
“T-then, I don’t want to go.”
“Hmm, alright, as you wish.”
This was the end of their conversation that day. Poliana didn’t ask Frau
why he didn’t want to go. They weren’t married yet, and therefore she
didn’t want to act like a nagging wife, and besides, she could guess why
he wouldn’t want to attend this party. Since all the important Acreian
nobles were invited, it was very likely that Frau’s family, the Snekes,
were going to attend as well. Frau was kicked out from his family and he
wasn’t even allowed to attend his own father’s funeral. Meeting his family
now would be a painful experience.
Sir Wook nodded. “Well, I can understand why he wouldn’t want to go. I
am guessing the Sneke family will be attending, right? And Frau Sneke
is still a nobody, so it would be embarrassing for him to face his family
now.”
Sir Mahogal shook his head with sympathy. For a family to prevent a son
from attending his own father’s funeral… Frau must’ve angered his
family very badly. Sir Mahogal especially could not understand this. A
family, no matter how dysfunctional, was still a family. Not all families
could be happy. Not all family members could get along with each other.
Things happened for a reason. For example, look at Poliana. She was
practically abandoned by her own father. If Poliana was even a little bit
prettier… If she was a little bit less resilient and strong… She would’ve
never met Lucius the First, and if she never met the emperor… All of
them would’ve never met.
***
It was finally Lucius the First’s birthday. Lady Stra worked very hard to
arrange the banquet with the help from Lady Tory. Even the harshest
critic had to agree that the feast was perfect. Lady Stra asked Tory and
many of the other Acreian ladies to decide on the food and drinks. The
banquet hasn’t begun yet, but Stra still felt so proud of herself. Her eyes
teared up as she exclaimed, “It is all thanks to you, Tory!”
“…”
When Tory didn’t answer, Stra turned towards her. To Stra’s surprise,
Tory was shaking visibly and glaring at the reception area. When Stra
took Tory’s hands in shock, Stra felt that Tory was shaking very hard.
“Tory? Are you ill? What’s wrong?”
“No, I… I guess I am very nervous.”
“Oh, Tory, I should be the one who is nervous. Oh my… Why are you
shaking so much?”
“Everything is fine. I just need to rest a little.”
“Of course.”
Tory smiled kindly, which made Stra’s smile wide. Tory looked around
and saw that there were many people around them. Tory gestured for
Stra to come closer and whispered, “Can I tell you a secret?”
“What is it?”
“The truth is, I don’t want to give you the bottle of ice wine.”
“Haha, you’re too funny!”
Stra laughed hard and replied, “Just because you said that, I now feel
like I must taste it!”
“Haha, I hope you like it.”
Whatever the emperor’s wives did, they always were the center of
everyone’s attention. Lady Stra and Lady Tory were only talking, but the
maids nearby never took their eyes off from them. Tory closed her eyes
and held her hands together. Knowing that she will have to see those
she knew before tomorrow at the banquet… Her heart refused to stop
beating fast.
***
The banquet began successfully. The Acreian nobles, who heard the
feast was orchestrated by Stra, tried their best to find faults with it, but
they were disappointed.
“I guess it’s not bad.”
“Considering she’s from the mid-continent, I guess she did alright. The
party seems very proper.”
“Well, Lady Tory helped, which must be why it’s so perfect.”
“Exactly. Lady Stra is from the mid-continent, so she probably doesn’t
know anything about Acreian customs. Lady Tory probably arranged this
whole thing.”
Acreian banquet followed very frugal and tight rules. The only areas
where men and women could mingle was in the middle where the dance
floor was. Women and men weren’t allowed to eat together, so their
tables were separated.
A man and a woman were allowed to dance together if their families
were previously well acquainted. It was only 30 years ago when the rule
eased, and a man was allowed to ask a lady to dance. A woman was
strictly forbidden to ask a man to dance.
An unmarried woman was not allowed to roam around the banquet
alone. A married woman could, but it was frowned upon.
A wild hog and a deer were roasted whole for this party. It was not
necessary to serve only Acreian drinks, so many expensive bottles of
mid-continent wine were served.
In some kingdoms, the rules dictated that the most important figures
appeared last to the party, but this wasn’t the case in Acreia. However,
the highest-ranking figures were to be seated first, which meant the
emperor and his wives had to sit down before the others were allowed to
sit.
Lucius the First, in his extravagant outfit, looked around the room. He
was still the most beautiful man in the kingdom, and those Acreian
nobles smiled bitterly. Duke Luzo, who sat next to the emperor, was also
a very handsome man, but next to Lucius the First, he looked average at
best. The emperor’s golden hair shined brightly against the light, and the
balding men in the room looked away in shame and envy.
Lucius the First stood up. He was satisfied to see that all the nobles he
wanted present today were all here. After the feast, the emperor planned
on talking to some of them individually one by one.
He opened his eyes and began, “As you must all know, something very
sad happened recently.” At the mention of the late Lady Rebecca,
everyone looked down humbly. The emperor continued, “I am very
grateful that my other wives and my new daughter, Princess Luminae,
are all healthy. I would like to thank you all for attending this party to
wish me a happy birthday. And thank you, Lady Stra, for arranging such
a wonderful banquet for me.”
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Lucius the First praised his wife and Lady Stra stood up to bow to him.
She replied, “You are too kind, your highness. I was only able to arrange
this banquet thanks to Lady Tory; without her help, I wouldn’t have been
able to do it.”
Lucius the First turned to Lady Tory and praised her as well, “Thank you,
Lady Tory. I am always so grateful that my two wives get along so well
like sisters.”
“How could we be jealous of each other when we are so honored to
serve you, your highness? And Lady Stra is so very kind that I have no
complaints. I am just grateful to have you and Lady Stra by my side.”
The older noblemen began to congratulate the emperor on his good
luck. They talked about his beautiful wives and prosperous kingdom, but
Lucius the First did not feel lucky.
‘How come none of the annoying elders are dying?’
He hated the fact that his thoughts were turning negative. The servants
began to serve the food and the guests laughed and enjoyed it. Poliana
sat next to Tory. Lady Tory and Lady Stra sat at the seats of honor. Next
to the emperor’s wives were supposed to be Duchess Luzo and
Duchess Seki, but Poliana was given the seat of honor instead. Poliana
greeted Duchess Seki awkwardly.
Next to Lucius the First was Duke Luzo and Sir Ainno. Those who were
trusted the most by the emperor were allowed to sit next to him. In
reality, Poliana should’ve been sitting next to Lucius the First, but
because she was a woman, she was seated next to the other ladies.
Lucius the First didn’t even think that this was how the seating was going
to be arranged. Poliana was just as surprised. In the previous feasts,
men and women were seated together, but this time, Lady Stra made
sure to follow the Acreian tradition. Since she knew how hard Lady Stra
worked on planning this, Poliana didn’t dare to ask to get her seat
changed.
‘But I want to sit with the men.’
Lady Stra talked happily with Duchess Luzo while Tory looked
uncomfortable for some reason. Normally, she would’ve said a few kind
words to Poliana, but today, Lady Tory was very quiet.
For example, Lady Tory would’ve said something like, “What a beautiful
green dress you are wearing, Marquess. It is the exact shade of the
emperor’s eyes.”
Normally, Poliana would’ve been happy to sit next to the emperor’s
wives and chat, but today, Tory seemed unhappy. Poliana asked, “Lady
Tory, are you alright? Are you not feeling well?”
“No, Marquess. It’s just that I am still very nervous…”
‘Nervous?’
Lady Stra interrupted their conversation, “Lady Tory has worked very
hard to help me plan this party. That is why she’s so anxious; I think
she’s anxious for me.”
Poliana nodded. “I think I can relate to that. I always get so nervous
when I see my guards dueling with a guard from another division.”
Tory turned to Poliana and said apologetically, “I’m sorry I’m not acting
appropriately. I can do better; I need to smile more.”
Tory smiled brightly. It was a perfect smile of a perfect lady, but Poliana
didn’t like it at all.
“Lady Tory, if you aren’t feeling well, there is no need for you to fake a
smile.”
“No, Marquess. This is my duty. When you were a lower-ranking knight,
you had to always put on a smile in front of your superiors, right? This is
the same thing. I must smile in public; that’s my job.”
It was indeed the same thing for everyone. Tory was right, but Poliana
shook her head and replied, “But I don’t do that anymore, Lady Tory. I
don’t smile if I don’t want to. You, Lady Tory, are the wife of the emperor
and therefore you are not required to put on a smile unless you feel like
smiling.”
With a sigh, Poliana continued, “And if someone forces or orders you to
smile, then please tell me the name of that person. I will beat him or her
up for you.”
Lady Tory giggled. People who forced her to smile? That would be pretty
much every Acreian noble in the kingdom. Tory suspected, however,
that if she told Poliana the truth, Poliana would really go after every
Acreian noble. This time, Tory could laugh for real.
After the feast, the main portion of the party began. Lucius the First
stood up and approached Tory as he offered her his hand. Tory took his
hand gently and the emperor glanced at Poliana secretly.
Poliana looked different than usual today. Her hair, how a bit longer, was
neatly arranged with oil. She was also wearing a refreshing green dress.
Lady Siming was a truly talented dressmaker. The dress hid Poliana’s
overly well-developed and muscular upper body. Poliana was also
wearing a few simple jewels. Lucius the First loved Poliana no matter
how she looked, but this feminine side of her made his heartbeat even
faster today.
The emperor praised her generously, “Green suits you very well, Sir Pol.
Are you planning to wear dresses often now?”
“No, your highness. I only wore it today to redeem myself from what
happened a few years ago in this castle.”
Poliana stood up suddenly and began to dance by herself.
Three steps to the right, three steps to the left, turn forward and turn
backward…
Her moves were graceful, proving that she could indeed walk and dance
well in a dress. Lucius the First said to her, “I remember how you and Sir
Donau were so brave that day.”
“I swear I didn’t bring any weapons today, your highness.”
Lucius the First gave up on his love, but this didn’t mean his feelings
were gone. He would love Poliana forever and he would have to live with
it for the rest of his life. The emperor knew he would die with this love
and pain deep inside of his heart. Lucius the First smiled to hide his
bitterness. Did Poliana know that even the most powerful man in the
kingdom had to fake a smile sometimes?
Duke Luzo took his wife’s hand and walked to the dance floor. The other
men began to move as well, trying to find partners such as their wives
and fiances.
Poliana looked around, trying to find an appropriate dance partner. She
proved to everyone that she could walk normally in a dress. Now, it was
time to show that she could dance as well. Most of all colleagues were
dancing with their wives, so Poliana decided to wait. If she waited
patiently, she was sure one of the knights would ask her to dance
eventually.
Today, none of the men seemed surprised to see her in a dress and
wearing makeup. The men have changed just as Poliana has. She
looked especially natural and decent today, and the other knights
learned that a woman, even Poliana, could change without looking
drastically different.
The first song was a very long one. Poliana was enjoying the music
when someone offered her his hand.
It was Sir Ainno.
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Poliana stared at the hand he offered before looking up at Sir Ainno. She
asked in confusion, “What are you doing? What’s with the hand?”
“Wanna dance?”
“You? With me? Dance? You want us to dance together? Are you
serious? But what about Lady Cekel… Oh.”
Because Lady Cekel was present at the party as Lady Tory’s maid, she
was not allowed to leave her lady’s side. Of course, if she asked Lady
Tory in advance for a day off, Cekel would’ve been able to attend the
party as a guest today, but she instead volunteered to work on the
emperor’s birthday. There were many maids dancing around on the
dance floor, but Cekel watched from afar quietly. She asked to work
today all because of Sir Ainno. Cekel knew that if she attended the party
as a guest, she would be obliged to dance and converse with her
unofficial fiancé.
Sir Ainno offered Poliana, “Why don’t I dance with you instead of being
your groom’s best man? Would that be enough to get me out of my
promise?”
“What are you talking about? You already offered, so I will not release
you from your promise. Besides, it was you who offered without asking
for my permission, not me.”
“At the time, I thought you would end up marrying someone else.”
“What? Who? Who would I marry?”
“It doesn’t matter now. Dammit…”
Sir Ainno looked obviously annoyed. It was clear he didn’t want to chat
anymore. Poliana suggested, “Why don’t you dance with your mother?”
Duchess Seki, who was sitting next to Poliana, flinched and replied, “Oh,
there is no need. I don’t want to dance with him, hahaha.”
Duchess Seki quickly escaped to her husband so she could avoid
dancing with her son.
“…”
Poliana thought understandingly, ‘So I guess Sir Ainno is a jerk even to
his own parents.’
She asked Sir Ainno, “Are you not in a good relationship with your
parents…?”
“They told me they find me too intimidating because I am so perfect.”
‘More like you always act like a jerk…’
Poliana could understand how Sir Ainno’s parents must feel about their
oldest son. It seemed that Sir Ainno never discussed his life decisions
with his parents. For example, he decided to join the emperor on the
conquest all on his own. Sir Ainno also announced to his parents about
his marriage plan rather than talking about it with them. Obviously, Sir
Ainno’s parents didn’t like their son very much, and Poliana wasn’t
surprised.
“Hmm… Should I dance with you? Or not? Maybe? Maybe not?”
Poliana grinned at Sir Ainno and began to tease him. Meanwhile, the
first song finally ended and Lucius the First returned to the seat with
Lady Tory. He took Lady Stra’s hand for the next dance when he spotted
Sir Ainno and Poliana together. The emperor asked, “What are you two
doing? Is this some kind of a protest against me because I made you
take a day off today?”
Stra giggled and explained to the emperor what the two knights were
arguing about. Poliana reported to the emperor, “Sir Ainno was just
telling me that he doesn’t want to stand as my groom’s best man at my
wedding. He promised, and now he is trying to break his own words,
your highness.”
Sir Ainno defended himself, “Your highness, I am sure you understand
why I am trying to avoid being part of this.”
The two loyal knights, Poliana and Sir Ainno, both looked at the
emperor, who announced firmly, “The best knight of our kingdom
breaking his word? That can’t be. I will not allow it.”
“…”
Sir Ainno glared at his friend who just betrayed him. How dare he! Sir
Ainno was only trying to help, yet it seemed that the emperor chose love
over their friendship, and it was only one-sided love too!
Dammit!
Sir Ainno had no choice but to do as he was told.
Just then, several knights approached them and began to ask Poliana to
dance. “Give me your hand, Sir Pol.”
“May I have this dance, Sir Pol?”
“How about me?”
“I have a lot of time too, Sir Pol. My wife sent me here to dance with you,
Sir Poliana!”
Poliana didn’t understand what was happening, but she realized that this
was her chance to tease Sir Ainno. Maybe all these knights were asking
her to dance to save her from dancing with Sir Ainno the Jerk.
Sir Ainno muttered, “… you’re all going to regret this.”
He wanted to punch them all, but today was the emperor’s birthday. It
would have been unacceptable for him to use violence on such a happy
occasion. He was helpless in this situation, especially because he did
not have a high rank. Among the highest ranking Acreian nobles, Sir
Ainno was only one of many knights and nothing more. He regretted not
accepting a dukedom of his own when the emperor offered him. Sir
Ainno refused because he wanted to keep his freedom, but he realized
that he made a mistake.
Poliana chose the first knight who approached her the quickest. The
other knights didn’t seem disappointed at all. In fact, they all looked
relieved. As long as it wasn’t Sir Ainno who got chosen, they didn’t care.
Lady Tory, who watched sympathetically, murmured to Cekel, “Lady
Cekel.”
“Yes, my lady.”
“I will give you my permission to dance with Sir Ainno today. Just one
dance.”
‘Dammit!’
All the knights around them heard this and frowned in disappointment.
Poliana frowned as well, annoyed at Sir Ainno’s grin. Cekel quickly and
emphatically shook her head, “There is no need, Lady Tory. I would like
to stay by your side for the rest of the party.”
“It’s ok, Lady Cekel. It looks like Sir Ainno has no one to dance with him.
He obviously needs a dance partner, so I am asking you to do this. Just
one dance. Go on and enjoy it.”
‘Dammit.’
Poliana and her dance partner walked to the dance floor in
disappointment. A quick and upbeat music began to play, but they didn’t
feel happy. At least, Poliana was glad that she could finally show
everyone that she could dance properly in a dress. She was not an
overly skilled dancer, but her steps were calculated and accurate; she
was a soldier, after all. Because her partner was also a knight, his steps
were also very measured. For some reason, they made good dance
partners.
Poliana made sure to avoid looking at Sir Ainno and Cekel dancing
together because she didn’t want to see Sir Ainno’s satisfied grin. If she
saw his smug expression, Poliana knew her blood pressure would go up
uncontrollably from anger. This was not fair at all. She was going to
refuse his offer to dance with her, leaving him all alone without a partner,
but as usual, Sir Ainno got more than he deserved. He got to dance with
the woman he loved.
Sir Ainno was handsome, talented, and came from a rich powerful
family. And now, it seemed that he was going to get the woman of his
dreams.
Yes, this world was not a fair place.
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The knights and the emperor made sure Poliana didn’t know about their
plan. The emperor extended Poliana’s vacation on purpose. When she
protested, the emperor told her that her time off was a form of
punishment. He told her never to risk her life again, and she disobeyed
him. Poliana nodded in understanding.
Poliana was overjoyed to see her adopted brothers Sir Donau and Sir
Howe. She hugged them tightly. They wrote to each other often, but it
was not the same as seeing them in person. Poliana smiled widely.
While the brothers distracted her, Lucius the First made sure Frau could
not visit Poliana. Meanwhile, the Intelligence Unit worked tirelessly. Sir
Deke needed to find out where Frau’s child and his maternal
grandparents lived and how much money Frau was sending them.
Frau sent letters often to an “acquaintance” in the small Acreian town. In
reality, he was sending money to his child and his in-laws. The reason
why Frau lived so poorly wasn’t that he was frugal. It was because he
sent everything to this child.
Since he moved to Yapa, he visited his son a few times. But
unfortunately, he hasn’t been able to travel to Nanaba during the last 6
months because the work has been so busy.
Frau had to miss his son. He had to miss him a lot. Lucius the First was
sure of it. The Intelligence Unit spread a false rumor regarding the Sneke
family. Duke Sneke and his family were one of the many Acreian nobles
who were arrested due to the recent scandal. The false rumor stated that
a few of the town people living in the Sneke’s land were hurt during a
scuffle.
Within a few days, Frau became noticeably anxious. Just as Lucius the
First predicted, Frau asked for some time off. Frau apparently told
Poliana that he was worried about a few close acquaintances in his
hometown. He was lying again to Poliana since it was obvious that he
was going to visit his son and his in-laws.
Poliana asked him, “Will these acquaintances of yours be invited to our
wedding?”
“Pardon? Oh-n-no. It would be too difficult for them to travel that far.”
“Oh, how disappointing. If you are going to visit them, they must be very
close to you.”
Of course, they were. One was his own son and the other two were his
ex-in-laws.
“Y-yes, Marquess.”
Those who knew the whole story found Frau despicable, but Poliana had
no idea. Frau was sweating heavily and stammering, but Poliana thought
he was just scared of her.
Sir Howe and Sir Donau didn’t stay long in Yapa. They left within a few
days and thanks to Lucius the First, Frau was kept busy and unable to
meet with Poliana. Poliana felt disappointed, but this was a good thing
for Frau. If Sir Donau and Sir Howe spotted him, they wouldn’t have
been able to control their anger.
Frau, Sir Donau, and Sir Howe all left Yapa. Stra left Yapa to visit her
homeland to take care of the divorce papers. Tory was still in isolation
for her own safety.
Poliana was a powerful woman, but she was still on her vacation ordered
by the emperor. Poliana took this order very seriously and did not
consider it a vacation. However, she also didn’t trap herself inside her
home like the last time. Instead, she worked hard on her wedding, which
frustrated Lucius the First.
A few days after Frau left Yapa, Lucius the First visited Marquess
Winter. Poliana was contemplating what kind of stone she should use for
her wedding ring. When she saw the emperor, Poliana greeted him. She
was especially glad to see him because Lucius the First had a much
better taste than she did.
“Your highness, I am so happy to see you. What kind of stone do you
think I should use for my wedding ring?”
“Pol, that is not important at all. Let’s talk about that later. For now,
wouldn’t you rather go on a picnic with me?”
How could he say her wedding ring wasn’t important? Poliana has been
pondering about this matter very seriously, and when the emperor
answered her so nonchalantly, she felt shocked. Lucius the First, on the
other hand, felt frustrated at how hard Poliana was planning her
wedding.
“Sir Pol, I am just worried that you have been working too hard when you
should be resting. This is supposed to be your vacation. Why don’t you
go on a picnic with me?”
“Sorry, your highness, but I’m busy.”
Poliana refused, not because she was truly very busy, but because this
wasn’t the time. The kingdom was in turmoil, so for the head of the
Second Division to go on a picnic with the emperor like nothing was
happening… It wouldn’t look right.
Lucius the First begged her desperately, “I really would like you to go
with me. I am asking you for a favor.”
Poliana’s resolve weakened quickly. She heard about the emperor’s
divorce, which meant he was now going to be a divorcee with a newborn
baby. She felt bad for him, so she asked, “How many guards were you
planning to take?”
“The two of us.”
“You mean me and Sir Ainno?”
“No, just you and me.”
“No, that’s not possible.”
Poliana closed her lips and looked away. It was rude of her to act like
this, but it couldn’t be helped. No one would fault her for acting this way
because after all, she was one of the few who were responsible for the
emperor’s safety. She had no choice but to refuse the emperor’s
request. For his safety, it would be better for Lucius the First to go alone
with Sir Ainno rather than her.
“Inno is too busy dating and enjoying his love life nowadays that he
abandoned me. If I go on a picnic with him, he is going to annoy me with
all his romantic stories.”
“I’m sure he wouldn’t do that.”
Lucius the First recently lost all of his wives, so what man in his right
mind would talk about his own romance. But then… Sir Ainno wasn’t just
an ordinary man. He was a jerk, and everyone knew it.
Despite the recent political chaos, the stories of Cekel and Sir Ainno’s
romance continued to be popular. Poliana asked curiously, “Is it really
true that things are going well between them?”
“Apparently.”
Poliana snorted. It was so unexpected, and she was surprised. She
remembered giving her love luck for this year to Sir Ainno.
“I gave him my love luck because I thought my love luck was in fact bad,
but I guess I was wrong. Perhaps my luck in love was actually pretty
good.”
‘Oh, that must be why Sir Pol’s own love life is in such a horrible
situation…’
Lucius the First could tell that Sir Ainno had the greatest luck in love this
year. If he pushed on to marry Cekel by force this year, the emperor
didn’t doubt that their relationship would’ve been unrepairable, but
because of Rebecca’s death, their wedding had to be delayed, which
gave them a year to get to know each other better. Sir Ainno was very
smart in wooing his lady and it seemed that things were going very well
for him.
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It was rumored that things were going well between Sir Ainno and Cekel.
They became closer thanks to frequent conversations. Both Sir Ainno
and Cekel’s marriage and Poliana and Frau’s marriage involved two
people whose social statuses did not match. However, people laughed
when they talked about Poliana’s wedding while they found Cekel and
Sir Ainno’s union very romantic. Women, especially, talked about it with
dreamy eyes.
Sir Ainno’s parents, Duke and Duchess Seki, knew they had no
influence over their first-born son, so they didn’t bother objecting or
voicing any kind of opinion. They approved the marriage without a word
and Cekel’s parents also did the same. Their marriage was blessed by
everyone in the kingdom.
Lucius the First thought in annoyance, ‘He is such a jerk.’
The happiness Sir Ainno enjoyed right now should’ve been Poliana’s. It
was her love luck, not his. It was only a superstition, but the emperor
firmly believed that this was why Poliana’s love life didn’t work out.
Lucius the First was a superstitious man, after all, and Poliana’s current
situation was the worst. There were plenty of decent men in this world,
so why did Poliana have to be fooled by the worst man possible? The
more he thought about it, the angrier Lucius the First became.
The emperor also felt sad for Poliana. His sadness showed on his face,
but Poliana mistook it as sorrow for losing his three wives, and it
sounded like his best friend Sir Ainno was no help at all. Although he
was the emperor, Lucius the First was still a man who got lonely. Poliana
felt sympathetic towards him and in the end, she nodded.
‘I mean, he won’t go too far, right? He probably just wants to go hunting
in the nearby forest…’
Lucius the First knew how important he was. Poliana believed that he
would never put himself in danger on purpose. The emperor smiled
awkwardly when Poliana agreed to go on a picnic with him. Suddenly,
Poliana realized that there was something more to this outing.
“Your highness… a-are you planning to do an overnight trip?”
“Hahaha! I love how quick and smart you are, Sir Pol. I will have all the
preparation done, so all you have to do is show up. See you later!”
Poliana yelled after him, but Lucius the First ran away laughing.
What was her emperor planning?
***
The next day, the emperor and Poliana were ready to leave. The high
ranking government officials became worried about this unexpected trip.
After all, Lucius the First had a history of secretly moving the capital city
without telling his own government.
The men begged Poliana, “Marquess Winter, if you find out that he is
planning to move the capital again, you need to stop him. You need to
do whatever is necessary. If you need to tie him down with a rope, just
do it.”
Poliana snorted, “What are you talking about? It has only been a few
years since he moved the capital to Yapa, so why would he move it
again? Don’t be so ridiculous!”
“But he has done this before! He might do it again!”
“It’s just you people who didn’t know about his plan! At the time, those
very close to the emperor knew about his plan to move the capital.
We’ve known about it for years actually.”
The men’s eyes widened in shock. They could not believe what they just
heard; all of them felt hurt.
“What! You knew! And others too! But why not us!”
Poliana could see the men’s eyes tearing up, so she quickly ran away.
‘Why do people say women cry a lot? It’s the men sometimes who can
be much more emotional.’
The emperor and Poliana rode their horses. Because Lucius the First did
not tell Poliana where they were going, Poliana followed without a word.
Her recent injury wasn’t too serious, so she didn’t have any problem
riding.
Poliana grumbled, “You should’ve brought more guards for your
protection, your highness…”
She learned that morning that the rumor was true, Sir Ainno was indeed
so distracted by his love life that he didn’t seem to care at all about the
fact that the emperor was going on a trip with only one knight. Normally,
Sir Ainno would’ve insisted on accompanying them, but this time, he
didn’t look interested. He just waved at them, which shocked Poliana.
‘This is so strange… Something doesn’t feel right.’
Why did Sir Ainno look at her so oddly? He was looking at her like she
was a prey about to be caught. Poliana couldn’t understand. It wasn’t
like the emperor was going to sell her off as a slave somewhere. So why
was Sir Ainno looking at her like that?
The emperor replied confidently, “I’m going to be fine, Sir Pol. I am very
strong, you know. I am actually more worried about you, Sir Pol. How is
your injury? Does it hurt to ride?”
“My bone didn’t get injured, so I’m fine, your highness. I just have to
keep the wound clean so it doesn’t get inflamed. By the way, Sir Bentier
is still in prison, right? So, who is in control while you’re absent, your
highness?”
The emperor didn’t tell Poliana how long their trip was going to be either.
She guessed that it was going to be at least an overnight trip, and it was
very possible that it could be several days before they returned home.
So if the chancellor and the emperor were missing… Who was going to
rule the kingdom?
Lucius the First smiled happily, “Oh, I have a wonderful cousin named
Duke Luzo.”
“…”
Poor Duke Luzo. Poliana prayed for the poor man, who was going to be
overworking again for a while.
The emperor rode fast even though he knew Poliana was recently
injured. They have a history of crossing the continent, so this felt easy
for both of them. Besides, there weren’t any battles they had to win on
their way, so both Poliana and Lucius the First felt relaxed.
Poliana asked, “Your highness, just where are we going?”
She could tell that the emperor had a clear destination in mind. The fact
that she didn’t made it frustrating. It was definitely not Nanaba. They
definitely weren’t going to Duke Luzo’s castle. No matter how hard she
studied the map, Poliana couldn’t figure it out.
Just then, she saw a familiar name on the map.
Duke Sneke’s land.
‘It can’t be this place…’
But it was. Thinking it was finally time to tell her, Lucius the First told her,
“We are going to the Duke Sneke’s land.”
“Is there a very rare animal you want to hunt in the area? Or is there
something fun to watch there…?”
“Yes, I guess it’s both. I need to hunt down something there and I also
want you to see something.”
Lucius the First wanted to hunt down the gold digger and he wanted
Poliana to witness the fact that she was marrying a fraud. The emperor
technically did not lie, but he let Poliana misunderstand. Poliana thought
that they were going into a forest to hunt, but this wasn’t the case. The
emperor was going to hunt down Frau Sneke and he wanted Poliana to
see the truth. Poliana, ignorant of what was going to happen, looked
excited.
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The town they arrived at was a small rural one in the rough Acreian
mountain. Poliana never imagined the real reason why she was brought
here; she just looked around the area and enjoyed the small village. Its
landlord, Duke Sneke, was currently arrested and in jail, but the town
was still running as usual. It was not overly big or small; it was an
average-sized village and its main industry seemed to be hunting. There
was a well-built inn often used by the hungry, which was fortunate. This
meant that Poliana and Lucius the First did not have to sleep outdoors.
Poliana walked around leisurely. At first, the villagers watched with
suspicion at the sudden appearance of strangers, but when they realized
that it was a woman, they relaxed a little.
“She looks pretty rich, right?”
“A woman traveling alone?”
“No, I saw that she came here with a man.”
A woman rarely traveled alone. The villagers watched with interest as
Poliana roamed the town. They weren’t looking at her with suspicion
anymore; they stared at her with interest and curiosity. The reason was
simple; Poliana was ugly. If a beauty suddenly appeared in town, people
would’ve been suspicious.
“Yeah, she looks wealthy, but what’s with the scar on her face?”
“I know, right? Did she got mauled by a wolf or something?”
“Or maybe she got hit by a wagon when she was little.”
Ugly women were more common than beautiful ones. Poliana wasn’t
beautiful, but people could tell that she was obviously a wealthy noble
lady. But to have a rich lady with so many scars… It was a rare
combination. It was one thing for her to be unattractive, but it was quite
another for a woman to have such a large scar on her face.
The villagers stared and whispered, “Remember how my neighbor’s
youngest daughter got poked in the face by an arrow when she was
little? It happened a few years ago. She was playing around and ended
up getting hurt.”
“Yes, but her face looks fine now, right? How come?”
“She was lucky because Master Frau was there at the time. He gave her
some medicinal cream and she didn’t end up with a scar on her face.”
“Really? Wow. Her father actually dared to go to Master Frau for a
favor? He must’ve been really desperate.”
“Well, she is his only daughter and if she was scarred, she would’ve
never been able to get married. He was very worried, so he was willing
to risk being beaten. He visited the master and begged him.”
“Hmm… My feet have been draining pus for a while now… Should I go
visit him too? Master Frau is still here, right?”
“Don’t you dare. You are going to get in trouble.”
For the first time, the villagers began to talk about a person Poliana
recognized. She couldn’t help but get closer to listen. When the people
stopped talking, Poliana called for them. At first, the men didn’t realize
Poliana was talking to them, but when she called out to them again, they
replied, “Oh, did you need something, Ma’am?”
The villagers approached her respectfully. Poliana was a foreigner with
an odd scar, but there was no doubt she was someone wealthy and
important. People suspected that she was either a high-ranking noble
lady or a wife of a very wealthy merchant.
Poliana asked, “You were talking about this man named Frau. Are you
referring to the Master Frau of the Sneke family?”
“Huh?! Yes, Ma’am! Do you know the master?”
“I am his acquaintance. So it’s true that Frau is currently visiting this
town?”
“Yes, yes! It’s true!”
The people became even more awed and respectful when they realized
that Poliana was acquainted with Frau, who was a nobleman. Poliana
learned where Frau was staying in the village. She couldn’t help smiling
as she walked.
‘Wow, what a coincidence.’
She came here with Lucius the First as a random outing, so what were
the chances that she would meet her fiancé here? Poliana secretly loved
it; she hummed quietly.
‘Maybe this isn’t a coincidence. Maybe it’s fate.’
It was such a corny thought that Poliana giggled. Thankfully, there was
no one around her to witness her odd behavior. Within a few minutes,
Poliana arrived at the small house, which seemed empty. She could,
however, hear people talking behind the house. There was also a faint
sound of a child laughing, making Poliana smile as well.
Then, she heard the conversation.
“… even if you say that…”
“It can’t be helped now. It’s too late to change.”
It was Frau’s voice.
Poliana thought in relief, ‘I guess I found the right place.’ She smiled
happily. Wanting to surprise her fiancé, Poliana walked towards the
backyard quietly. The conversation continued and as she got closer, she
could hear it more clearly.
“Please, Master Frau, you must rethink your decision. You, as well as
the child, could get hurt from this. Please just forget about us and the
child and live your life freely.”
“How can a father abandon his own son! I could never do something like
that, so don’t even say it!”
Poliana, suddenly realizing this was a very serious conversation,
stopped on her tracks. She was no longer smiling. Instead, she gritted
her teeth. Her jaws clenched painfully as she made sure to keep herself
hidden. She moved slowly and carefully walked towards Frau and an old
man.
“Master Frau… If your lady finds out about this, she is going to be
furious.”
“I won’t tell her so she will never know.”
“But how…”
“This rule doesn’t apply to you commoners, but us nobles had a strict
law about inheritance. That woman I am about to marry cannot have her
own children. When she dies while I am her husband, everything she
has will be inherited to my son.”
The old man didn’t know the law, so he could not argue with Frau.
However, it was clear that the old man did not like this situation.
Normally, a commoner like him would never dare to argue with a
nobleman like Frau, but…
The old man knew what an honor it was for a man like Frau to have
loved his daughter, but in the end, the result was not a happy ending.
“But Master Frau, if you end up dying before the lady…”
“I will make sure that never happens.”
Poliana inhaled sharply. The sound of a child laughing got closer. A
young boy ran up to Frau and hugged him tightly.
“Father!”
“Hahaha! How have you been, my son?”
Frau lifted up the boy and kissed his cheeks several times. The boy
laughed happily and hugged Frau even tighter. It was a beautiful scene
of a father and son, but Poliana could not smile at them.
The boy was an average-looking child. Just like his father, the young
child had round shoulders, and considering he grew up in a small village
with an old couple, the boy looked well-fed. Other than that, there was
nothing special about this boy. He was just one of many village boys and
nothing more.
Poliana shivered as she thought angrily, ‘He wants to give my title to that
boy?’
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“So?”
“Master Frau is a family member of our landlord, so you can’t do this…”
Poliana glared at the villager, making him flinch. She said to him, “Duke
Sneke and his family are no more. They will not be returning here. If you
are so worried about this man being related to your former landlord, then
I will become your new landlord.”
She looked around, and the villagers didn’t have to question whether she
could do this. It was clear, based on her behavior and the way she
spoke, that Poliana was a woman of great power. She continued to
announce, “I am the most loyal knight of the greatest emperor Lucius the
First. I am Marquess Winter! This man here has brought shame to my
name and my reputation! He has abused my trust and he has wronged
me greatly! Worst of all, by doing this, he also has brought shame to his
highness’s name and reputation! This crime cannot go unpunished! He
can only repay his debt with his life! But this bastard is a nobody! He is
not a nobleman! He isn’t a knight! He is nothing, and therefore, his life is
not worth anything! He cannot pay for his crime with his life and that is
why I am punishing him myself!”
The villagers kneeled as Poliana revealed her identity. Everyone has
heard of the infamous marquess, and no one doubted that Poliana was
the one. Claiming another noble’s identity was considered a crime, after
all. Besides, the way she acted indicated that Poliana was obviously a
very high ranking noble.
Someone as high-ranking as Marquess could kill any innocent
commoner without being punished. So how could anyone blame her or
try to stop her when she was about to punish someone who was guilty?
Poliana turned back to Frau and ordered again, “Cut it off.” She looked
down at him like he was an insignificant bug on the ground. This was
why she loved power. She was no longer a young powerless knight from
Aehas. She did not have to endure people’s rudeness or insults. She
now had the power to punish anyone she wanted.
Cruel punishment was necessary for her to maintain her authority. She
needed to make good examples of those who committed crimes so
others would think twice before doing something stupid to her or to those
around them. There was no room for mercy in this situation.
Lucius the First did not usually rule by fear and violence, but there were
certainly times when he used them when necessary.
“…”
Frau kneeled with his head on the ground and begged for compassion.
This was useless, however. Only those who deserved mercy would get
it, and Frau certainly was not one of them.
Poliana said to him coldly, “Do it now before my anger turns towards
your child. Cut it off.” This threat was enough to make him move. Frau
finally got up and pulled down his pants with shaking hands. Poliana
stared at his manhood which was shriveled from pain and fear.
Frau begged, “Please… Not my son… Please forgive him…”
“Daddd!”
The boy, who was still held firmly by the old man, cried out. He was
annoying, but Poliana stopped herself from hurting him. Although the
boy was the original source of this situation, he was innocent. It was
Frau’s greed that started all this, not the child. The boy didn’t deserve to
be punished.
Poliana wondered bitterly, ‘Why am I the one looking like the bad guy
here?’
All the villagers were kneeling on the ground in fear. In the middle was
the man who was bleeding and crying. A young boy was nearby crying
after his father. The only person standing here was Poliana, who was
screaming at the man to cut his genital off.
This wasn’t fair. The current situation made her look like a nasty witch.
She was certain she was a horrible person when in truth, it was Frau
who was the villain! She waited patiently and watched as Frau, still
shaking, brought the dagger to his manhood. After a short hesitation, he
cut himself. A stream of bright red blood spurted out.
“Arrgg!”
Frau screamed and slumped forward in pain. Poliana watched coldly and
walked towards the piece of flesh on the ground. Without any emotion,
she stepped on Frau’s penis and crushed it.
Frau now was a eunuch. He would never be able to have sex again. He
might even die today from bleeding.
‘Well, he is a doctor so I’m sure he will be fine.’
Poliana felt like he should be thankful to her. She planned on killing him,
which was what he deserved, but she spared his life because of his
young son. She said to him, “If I ever see you or your son again, I will kill
both of you. If a rumor starts from this about me that makes me look bad,
I will come after you and kill you. If I find out my reputation has been
damaged from this, I will kill you. If you ever shame my family name
again, I will kill you. I am Poliana Winter. My name was a gift from the
emperor. If this name becomes blemished, I will kill you. I won’t kill you
kindly or painlessly. If and when I kill you, it won’t be pretty. I will make
sure to kill your child in front of you before I kill you.”
Frau cut his own genitals off to save his son, but this fatherly love did not
impress Poliana. After all, it was from this love that started this whole
ugly situation.
‘He already has a son so it should be fine for him even if he can’t sire
another child. It’s all good.’
Poliana turned towards the villagers and announced, “I am sure all of
you know what to do and what not to do from this day! I meant it when I
said I will become your next landlord. Make sure you do not anger your
new lord!”
Poliana felt much better. She walked towards the place where the
emperor was standing. Whatever happened in the village now wasn’t her
problem anymore. They already reserved the room at the town inn, but
she didn’t want to stay in this village anymore. Poliana decided that they
should ride to the next town before the sun sets.
‘But before that…’
Poliana bowed deeply to the emperor and apologized, “This will never
happen again your highness.” Lucius the First looked at her sadly and
replied, “Sir Pol… I keep telling you that this isn’t your fault…”
“Because of my mistake, I have caused you unnecessary grief, your
highness. I sincerely apologize.”
“No, Sir Pol. You didn’t do anything wrong. You did everything right
today. You did it excellently. I am proud of you.”
Lucius the First hugged Poliana tightly. Poliana didn’t fight and in fact,
she rested her head on his shoulder. The emperor caressed her head
gently and murmured, “You did very well. You were amazing. You didn’t
do anything wrong.”
He decided quietly, ‘I better deal with the Sneke family myself.’
The whole Sneke family had to know what was going on, yet they didn’t
say anything. It was obvious why. They were jealous of Poliana, who
was a foreign woman with more power and wealth than them. They
clearly wanted her to suffer.
If Lucius the First punished Duke Sneke harsher than he deserved
based on his official political crime, people were going to talk.
Fortunately, the Sneke family was very close to Marquis Seeze, which
meant that there had to be many more secret crimes involving Duke
Sneke.
Finally, the snake hunt was over. The political snakes were all in jail and
the gold-digging snake, the worst kind, was punished. Lucius the First
would’ve preferred much harsher torture for Frau, but he decided to
respect Poliana’s decision.
Now, the only thing left for him to do was….
‘I need to propose to her!’
He was going to do this right. Instead of some flowers he picked, he was
going to give her the whole garden full of flowers when he proposed. He
was going to give her his mother’s ring and make Poliana the next
empress of Acreia. He was going to tell her how he felt about her for a
long time.
Lucius the First swore to himself that he would propose to her, even if
she refuses him. He wanted to let her know that he loved her with all of
his heart.
He needed her to know that he loved her desperately.
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Poliana and Lucius the First grabbed their things from the inn. It was
getting late and the nearest town did not have an inn. This meant that
they would have to travel to a farther village and if they wanted to get
there before the sunset, they had to move fast.
The sun set fast in the mountainous areas. The villages in the area built
walls around themselves for protection against wild animals as well as
strangers. The entrance to the different towns closed at night.
The nobles could enter the villages even after the doors closed if they
could prove their nobility. However, it was time-consuming to do this, so
it was best to get to the town before it got too dark.
The emperor rode his horse quietly. It wasn’t just because he needed to
ride fast; it was more because his companion was not interested in
having a conversation. Lucius the First did not have to see Poliana know
how upset she was. He could feel it on his skin.
When was the last time Poliana was this upset and defeated? Never.
Lucius the First could not remember the time when Poliana wasn’t robust
and confident. The emperor knew what he had to do first as soon as he
returned to Yapa.
Revenge!
Poliana’s punishment for Frau was too mild. It was not even close to
being enough to satisfy Lucius the First. He wanted to do much more,
but the emperor needed to respect Poliana’s wishes. If he did something
back in the village, it would’ve made Poliana look weak. If he punished
Frau further in the future, this would also make Poliana look soft.
However, he could still punish others involved in this scheme.
Thankfully, there were people back in Yapa he could hurt.
The Sneke family didn’t do anything to stop the marriage between
Poliana and Frau even though they must’ve known the truth about Frau.
A decent nobleman would’ve let Poliana know what kind of man Frau
was. After all, the Sneke family itself disowned Frau. However, Duke
Sneke didn’t say a word. If someone from the Sneke family said
something, would the situation have gotten this bad? It wouldn’t have
been hard to let Poliana know. Just one word… That would’ve been
more than enough.
‘I am going to make them regret it.’
Lucius the First gritted his teeth quietly. He could tell that his knightess
was in pain and knowing how hard she must be trying to hide her
sadness was killing him. He swore to himself that someone would pay
for this.
Lucius the First’s emotions changed from anger to sadness over and
over again. His face showed what he was feeling while Poliana’s
expression remained emotionless. Knowing how much pain she must be
going through… The emperor’s heart ached.
Poliana Winter has always been strong and confident. Even when she
was about to be raped by the enemy soldiers, Poliana never gave up
fighting. So to see her so defeated like this… It was hard to watch.
‘She must be extremely upset, which means…’
At this moment, who would be able to understand how Poliana felt? Just
thinking about her made Lucius the First want to cry. He desperately
wanted to hug her, but he stopped himself. He wasn’t sure about what
he should do.
Should he hug her? Should he not?
While he contemplated, Poliana was feeling hopeless.
‘Dammit. I want to kill myself.’
The emperor was the most important person in the world to her. She
always wanted to look good in his eyes, yet what happened today ruined
everything. It made sense that she was suicidal. Of all people, why did
something like this happen in front of his highness?
No one could be perfect all the time, but everyone wanted to look perfect
in at least one person’s eyes in the world. To some, it could be their
parents. To others, it could be their spouses. To Poliana, it was Lucius
the First.
Her emperor took her in and changed her life forever. To him, Poliana
wanted to always remain a good knight. Just like a child wanting to be
praised, her motive was pure yet obsessive.
‘Sh*t… Should I just really kill myself?’
Poliana really wanted to die at this moment. She wanted to drown
herself or hang herself. If she didn’t do something, Poliana suspected
she might die from embarrassment.
Only yesterday, she was smiling and giggling while planning her
wedding. Now, Poliana was humiliated about the small happiness and
joy she felt for her future. Was she being punished because she desired
something she didn’t deserve? Something that did not suit her?
Unable to endure the overwhelming humiliation, Poliana suddenly
slapped herself.
Slap!
It was such a loud sound that Lucius the First jumped in shock.
“W-w-what was that?!”
“I’m sorry, your highness. I was falling asleep, so I slapped myself to
wake up.”
“You are an excellent rider who can ride in your sleep, Sir Pol, so don’t
ever do that again.”
“Yes, your highness!”
Poliana replied emphatically. The slap actually helped because she
really did feel awake.
‘What the heck am I thinking? Punishment? What punishment! F*ck it!
It’s that bastard who conned me! I didn’t do anything wrong!’
Poliana gritted her teeth, and the emperor told her to stop or else she
would hurt her teeth. He was right, of course. Poliana was missing a
molar, which meant that she should take extra good care of her
remaining teeth. But right now, she was so furious that she couldn’t help
gritting her teeth again.
She has been wrong. She shouldn’t have to feel embarrassed. She
wasn’t being punished for anything. The universe was on her side.
Poliana realized this because first of all, she was Lucius the First’s
knight. On top of it, she was a powerful noble. Power was justice and
since she had all the power in the world, justice was whatever she
decided it to be.
Poliana didn’t do anything wrong. All she wanted was justice and nothing
more. But despite this truth, Poliana still couldn’t help feeling
embarrassed. She has never been this humiliated in her life. It would’ve
been less humiliating to enter the training hall naked. Poliana wondered,
‘Did highness feel like this that night?’
She remembered the night Lucius the First rejected her. It was after she
returned from Nanaba. Sir Ainno explained that the emperor told her to
leave because he didn’t want her to see him in distress. At the time,
Poliana didn’t understand what this meant, but now she realized what Sir
Ainno was talking about.
She understood perfectly because, at this very moment, Poliana wanted
to reject Lucius the First! If she wasn’t the head of the Second Division…
If she wasn’t the only guard present to protect the emperor… If there
was just one more royal guard with them… She would’ve run away from
Lucius the First.
It wouldn’t have been as bad if what happened today occurred in front of
anyone else in the world. But of all people… She never wanted her
emperor to see her humiliated like that. Of all people… Why did it have
to happen in front of her emperor?
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Lucius the First was Poliana’s emperor and master. She was a knight
that swore to hold her sword until her dying day to protect her sovereign.
Poliana would jump into the fire for him. She would fight a vicious tiger
for her emperor.
Lucius the First was the very first person who recognized her as
someone worthy. He accepted her as a knight and treated her with the
utmost respect. He was her savior, which meant that she could not help
but be loyal to him.
To Poliana, Lucius the First was a hero. He was her god. She, however,
did not think her loyalty for the emperor was overdone. She believed that
every knight in the kingdom felt the same way about Lucius the First as
her. Of course, she was mistaken. Sir Ainno and Poliana were notorious
for their unusual devotion to the emperor; most people thought it was
more like an obsession.
The point was, Poliana finally thought she could understand how Lucius
the First must’ve felt that night when he told her to leave his room. She
felt exactly the same way at this very moment.
The person you trusted and treasured the most… Even if this person
was the most important person in your life, there were things you
wouldn’t want to show about yourself. Poliana wanted the emperor to
see only the best side of her, the side he helped her to achieve.
Poliana was a close friend of Rebecca. They talked about everything,
including things that were raw and ugly. They shared their worst sides to
each other. This was possible, not because their friendship was deep,
but because their relationship began this way. Because Poliana was in
awe of her emperor, she wanted to show only the best side of her to him.
She wanted him to be proud of her. She wanted him to think she was
perfect.
Of course, there were times in the past when he saw her drunk, but…
That was insignificant.
‘What happened today… This isn’t right.’
Poliana was afraid that the emperor would now see her as a woman who
was desperate for men. At this very moment, she wanted to be alone.
She wanted everyone in the world to leave her alone. She needed to be
by herself.
And if she couldn’t be alone in this world… At the very least, she wanted
Lucius the First to leave her. It wasn’t that she was rejecting him or
hating him. She still loved him more than ever. She just didn’t want him
to see her like this. She was so humiliated, and she felt guilty.
Poliana found it difficult to look Lucius the First in the eyes. If she hadn’t
been feeling so lonely, especially after that night when the emperor
asked her to leave… None of this might have happened.
Trying to snap out of her thoughts, Poliana slapped herself again.
Slap!
‘How dare I try to blame his highness for this mess! I am the worst.’
Lucius the First jumped again. He was used to seeing her assaulting
various plants and buildings, but never herself! This was not acceptable!
“Sir Pol, you must stop.”
“I’m sorry, your highness.”
Poliana’s cheek reddened. She knew that it would swell or bruise by
tomorrow morning. Hesitantly, she asked, “How… How did you know?”
Her voice was weak. Lucius the First was conflicted. Should he tell her
the truth? That her adopted brothers rode nonstop through the bad
weather to tell him about it? Or should he tell her that he found out by
coincidence during his own investigation? If he told her the truth, Poliana
would feel grateful to Sir Howe and Sir Donau, but it would also make
her feel guiltier and more embarrassed. If he lied to her, then at least,
she would think that not many people knew about her embarrassing
situation.
The emperor decided to lie for her feelings.
“Sir Pol, you know how important you are to me. I did my own research
on that man to make sure he was worthy of you.”
“I did too…”
Poliana was impressed with the Intelligence Unit once again.
‘Wow, the Intelligence Unit must be a powerful organization.’
The emperor replied, “It is obvious that the Sneke family purposely kept
this a secret. The older members of that family would know all about
what happened to Frau, but the younger ones obviously wouldn’t
remember.”
“…”
“Don’t feel too upset. There aren’t that many people who know about
this. Your breakup won’t result in bad rumors.”
“It’s not the rumors I am afraid of.”
Ugly and strange rumors followed Poliana everywhere since the
beginning. She was used to them and she expected them to be with her
always. The important things were whether or not these rumors were
true and if people would dare to speak of them in her presence. If these
rumors weren’t true, Poliana didn’t mind them.
What bothered her the most in this situation was the fact that the
emperor had to get involved to fix it. How does he feel about this mess?
Until this afternoon, Poliana had no idea about the truth about Frau. It
seemed that Lucius the First made sure his own investigation and the
findings remained hidden from the public. By doing this, he allowed
Poliana to be able to punish the criminal on her own terms.
Poliana felt so thankful and ashamed.
And now… She began to regret her decision. Poliana asked, “Do you
think I was too kind to him? Was that punishment too light?”
Should she have ripped all of his limbs off and hang him in the public
square? Poliana provided a weak excuse, “I didn’t rip his limbs off
because of the child there.”
“No, Sir Pol. You did very well.”
“Should I have sent the child away and ripped his arms off?”
“Well, I must admit that you were indeed very generous back there…”
Initially, Poliana planned on beheading Frau to be kind. Her life has been
filled with blood and she did not hesitate to kill when necessary. The
elderly Sir Bika once told her that not all murderers are knights, all
knights are murderers; Polina knew that this was very much true.
She was a murderer. In fact, she studied and was trained to kill. It was
her job and her career, which meant that anyone who hurt her reputation
needed to pay with their life. The only reason why she didn’t kill Frau
back in the village was because of the child. She thought that killing a
child’s father in front of him was too cruel.
Lucius the First said to her again, “I do think you were a little too kind,
especially considering what he did.”
Poliana laughed bitterly and replied, “I guess I will now have another
nickname, a eunuch maker.” She bit her lips, making Lucius the First’s
heart jump. She added, “I apologize again, your highness, for being such
an idiotic knight…”
“Stop, Pol. You need to know that I like you the way you are. I like you
because you are the way you are.”
Who cares if the woman he loved was a professional eunuch maker? It
just meant that the other men would be too afraid to approach her. Less
competition for him.
Who cares if the woman he loved was a knight? If for some reason, she
gets kidnapped, she would be able to survive on her own until he
rescued her, this was a good thing.
So what if the woman he loved was ugly? Again, less competition for
him!
Lucius the First smiled kindly at her. He was a youthful beauty before,
and now, he had matured into a gorgeous man. Poliana’s cheeks
reddened as she stared at his smile. It wasn’t from slapping herself; it
was from something different.
‘I swear, I will never even think about getting married again.’
Poliana thought in determination. She had no idea how sad her thought
would make her emperor.
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In the end, Poliana and Lucius the First arrived at their destination
shortly after the sunset. They entered the village right before the
entrance closed for the night. The two headed straight to the town inn
and thankfully, there were empty rooms available. The innkeeper, who
thought she wasn’t going to get any guests that day, greeted Poliana
and the emperor happily. But when she noticed the appearances of the
two, she seemed shocked and confused.
‘Hmm… Is he a gold digger who seduced a wealthy lady and they are
eloping?’
But this scenario didn’t make sense since the “lady” looked too scary. It
was one thing for a lady to be ugly, it was quite another for a
noblewoman to have so many noticeable scars. At first, the innkeeper
wasn’t even sure if Poliana was a woman, but she saw Poliana’s
breasts. Yes, this was definitely a woman.
‘Maybe she is the mother and she is taking her runaway son back
home?’
The innkeeper decided that this must be the case. It seemed that the
lady was very wealthy. The inn had two rooms and she took both of
them. Before entering the rooms, Poliana made sure the hallway and the
stairs were secure. It was a long traumatic day, but she was still a knight.
She would never forget to do her job.
The more she studied them, the more confident the innkeeper felt that
the lady was the mother and the young man was her son. The “son” was
very tall, but the “mother” was tall as well, so it made sense. Poliana
didn’t care what the innkeeper was thinking. After Lucius the First went
into his room, Poliana turned towards the innkeeper and asked, “Do you
sell alcohol here too?”
“Of course.”
“I need quite a lot.”
“How many bottles do you need?”
“A lot.”
She needed enough to make her forget that day. Poliana’s eyes burned
in determination.
***
As the lead of Acreia’s Second Division, Marquess Winter received
various privileges from Lucius the First. There were so many that it now
made no sense to list them all. Poliana was allowed to be armed and
draw her weapon in his presence even during the peaceful non-war
times. She was allowed to lie down in front of him even when she wasn’t
ill or injured.
Poliana could also enter his room and meet with him even without his
permission. During a conversation between the emperor and another
person, she had permission to interrupt in order to speak to his
highness. She was allowed to enter his personal space and even argue
with him.
In the past, Lucius the First enjoyed drinking with his men. During the
wartime, he often invited his knights to drink in his tent. This pastime,
however, became a rare occurrence after he moved the capital to Yapa.
It was because Lucius the First became too busy.
During the last few years, only Sir Ainno had the privilege to drink with
the emperor from time to time. Besides, there were plenty of official
feasts which made it unnecessary to invite his knights for private
drinking.
On a rare occasion when he did decide to drink, Lucius the First made a
point of not inviting Poliana. The time of the emperor seeing his
knightess’s naked body without an incident was now over. If he saw her
naked now… Lucius the First knew he would not be able to control
himself. He was a healthy man in love and his desire couldn’t be
stopped.
“…”
This was why the emperor hesitated to allow Poliana to enter his room
when she knocked on his door.
Poliana was standing in the hallway. Lucius the First noticed that she
had something beside her. It was a large barrel about half her size.
‘How did she carry that up here? This is the second floor.’
Based on the size of it, it was obvious the barrel wasn’t something
Poliana could carry up the stairs by herself. The emperor asked her,
“What is this?”
“It’s alcohol, your highness!”
Poliana answered proudly. Lucius the First already knew what it was,
since it obviously looked like a barrel that held liquor. He clarified his
question, “I meant how did you get it.”
“I purchased it from the town hall. Apparently, they have been storing
some of these for the upcoming town festival.”
“No, what I meant was, how you got such a large barrel up here.”
Poliana clenched her fist proudly and replied, “I rolled it!”
She was telling him that because it was so heavy and she could not
carry it, she rolled it upstairs. Lucius the First could understand that the
seller might have helped bring it from the town hall to the inn. So she
rolled it up the stairs from the first floor to the second?
‘Wow. It couldn’t have been easy to do that. It looks really heavy.’
If she had her men with her, she would’ve ordered them to do it for her.
She could’ve ordered someone from the town to do it, but it seemed that
she did not trust any of them to do it right.
“Umm… Sir Pol, you must be very tired. Do you really think drinking is a
good idea?”
Suddenly, Lucius the First stopped himself, realizing he was making a
mistake. He remembered the last time he pushed her away, trying to do
the gentlemanly thing. It turned out that what he did that night was the
completely wrong thing for him. It might have helped in pushing Poliana
towards that bastard Frau.
He failed himself once, but now, he learned his lesson. He needed to do
better this time. He needed to take the chance when it presented itself to
him.
Hesitantly, Lucius the First let Poliana enter his room. She began to roll
the barrel towards the door when she stopped, realizing that the width of
it on its side was too wide to fit through. Before she could do anything,
Lucius the First helped her. He put it upright and carried it easily into the
room.
It took all of her strength just to roll it, but the emperor carried it easily.
This was the difference Poliana had to remember between the emperor
and herself. Lucius the First asked her, “Are you telling me we should
drink all of this?”
“I will drink it all and die, your highness.”
“Well, I like drinking too, but don’t you think it will hurt your injury?”
“No, your highness. Alcohol is great for wounds.”
“I think it’s good for a wound when it is poured on top of it to prevent
infection. I don’t think drinking it is the same thing.”
Poliana ignored him and began to set up the table. She opened the
barrel and took out two cups. She also brought out the pieces of deer
jerky she purchased along with the liquor.
“Umm… Pol.”
“Yes, your highness. I am ready.”
She sat down on the chair and filled the cups. Poliana looked
determined for some reason, making Lucius the First feel uncertain.
‘What should I do…’
He allowed her to enter his room, but now… The emperor could not
guarantee her safety from him. His desire for her was so great and
Lucius the First did not think he could control himself if an opportunity
presented itself to him. Any other woman would’ve been safe with him,
but not Poliana.
Only Poliana, she was the only one for him.
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Lucius the First was a dangerous beast when it came to Poliana. Ever
since the day at the cliff after he conquered the world, his desire for her
has been growing nonstop. He could no longer trust himself to leave her
alone if she became naked again. The emperor no longer saw himself
and Poliana as the emperor and his knight. Their relationship was no
longer a business one, at least not to Lucius the First. Of course, Poliana
was unaware of this significant change in the emperor’s mind. Since she
didn’t know about it, it wasn’t her fault that she acted the same way as
she always has been around him. It was the emperor who changed. It
was him who needed to maintain control over his feelings and needs.
But a wild beast was impossible to tame. His love for her was about to
explode.
He decided silently, ‘I will just send her away to her room after a few
drinks.’
His love for her was one-sided. Poliana still saw their relationship as a
pure emperor-knight one. It was only Lucius the First who coveted and
desired her secretly. He thought to himself, ‘I just need to remain calm
and in control.’
It didn’t matter if Poliana got drunk as a skunk. As long as the emperor
didn’t make a mistake, this night could stay innocent. Lucius the First
was so distracted by his impure thoughts that the alcohol dribbled down
from the corner of his lips. He wasn’t focused at all.
‘I will just drink a few glasses and send her away.’
Thankfully, Poliana was a heavy drinker. She drank just as well as any
other knights he knew. He suspected that she would probably feel very
tired in a little while and voluntarily return to her room.
***
Unfortunately, Lucius the First’s guess was wrong. After finishing her
second cup, Poliana stared at the table blankly.
“This is a pretty strong liquor, isn’t it, Sir Pol? …? Pol? What’s wrong?”
“…”
Suddenly, her face crumpled, making the emperor tense. Was she going
to throw up? But she only had two cups so far. She did, however, have a
history of vomiting after drinking, so perhaps…
Secretly, Lucius the First hoped that Poliana would really throw up. That
way, his impure thoughts would disappear, and he would spend the night
taking care of her. In addition, Poliana would feel so guilty about
throwing up in front of the emperor again that if he asked her, she would
return to her room without a fight.
But the emperor did not get what he wanted. Poliana ended up doing
something much worse than throwing up. Large drops of tears began to
roll down her eyes. Lucius the First almost dropped his cup. He would’ve
much preferred her vomit over her tears.
Poliana Winter was someone who did not show tears lightly. The
emperor knew her tears were more meaningful than anyone else in his
life. Even when every knight was crying at the cliff, Poliana remained
dry-eyed. There were times when she was hated for smiling or crying
just because she was a woman. That difficult time was now over, yet
Poliana still remained stoic. Poliana Winter was the woman who did not
cry when she was in danger of being raped. She did not cry when she
betrayed her own country. She still didn’t show any tears when there
were so many awful rumors about her. People believed she was a cold
woman.
Yet here she was, crying her eyes out. It was obvious she was extremely
upset; Poliana bit her lips not to wail out loud. Her lower lip looked like it
was about to bleed.
Lucius the First stammered, “D… Don’t cry…”
What should he do?
He tried to console her awkwardly and when she realized there was
someone in the room ready to listen, Poliana burst into sobbing.
“Buaaa!”
“Pol? Sir Pol? Poliana?”
“Buaaaaa!”
“Sir Pol… Please don’t cry. Why are you crying? It’s that bastard who did
you wrong. You did everything right. You didn’t do anything wrong. You
were great. Please don’t cry.”
“Buaaaa! I… I wanted to get marriedddd!”
“Yes, yes, I know. I know you were happy to get married. I know it very
well.”
“I… I trusted himmmm!”
“You should not trust anyone in this world. I am the only one you can
trust. Trust me and no one else. No, wait, don’t trust me either.”
While planning her wedding, Poliana felt excited. It felt like a dream to
her and now, she was clearly in a nightmare instead. She felt miserable.
Poliana didn’t do anything wrong. The only mistake she made was
becoming lonely. She was so lonely that she made a rash decision. She
chose the wrong person. She decided to get married even when she
didn’t have to.
Was this mistake so horrible that she deserved to feel this horrible?
Poliana couldn’t accept this situation. She was well aware of the fact that
in this world, there are things that can’t be done even if she tried her
best. It was just the way it was in this world. This didn’t just apply to
Poliana; it was the same for everyone. For example, no matter how hard
Poliana trained, she would never be able to carry this large barrel like
Lucius the First could.
Poliana learned to give up at an early age. She learned that dwelling too
much time on something impossible was a waste of time and effort. She
took this lesson very seriously. It was part of her life and no one could
change this. Some people said that Poliana was born without enough
ambitions, desires, or wishes, but this wasn’t the truth. Poliana knew that
this was a learned behavior. She learned to give up on things she knew
she couldn’t have. Poliana realized this when she became Lucius the
First’s knight. It was then that she discovered that she did have
ambitions and wishes.
Poliana didn’t need anyone’s sympathy. She didn’t have any sympathy
for herself either. She worked hard when necessary and she got what
she wanted. She achieved much in life. She was a knight because she
earned this position.
The point is, Poliana did not wish for things that could not be had.
However, she did wish for things that everyone else had. She wanted a
family who would greet her when she returned home. She wanted a
partner who would respect her and spend his life with her. Poliana didn’t
expect love, but she hoped for a companionship.
Everyone in her life had this, and therefore, Poliana did not believe
wanting the same wasn’t being greedy. Anyone should be able to form a
family if one tried hard enough. Some people were lucky enough to be
born into a loving family, to begin with. Others who didn’t have this could
still get it if they made an effort. It should’ve been easier than becoming
a knight.
This was why Poliana was so upset. Why was getting a family so hard
for her? It was so easy and simple for everyone else to form a family, so
why did it seem so impossible for her?
Why?
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Poliana wailed, “I didn’t do anything wrongggg!”
“Of course, you didn’t. Sir Pol, you clearly didn’t do anything wrong. If
anyone says otherwise, I will kill him!”
Lucius the First sounded like a tyrant, but he didn’t care. He swore to
never become one, but at the moment, he felt like he could really kill
whoever dared to hurt Poliana.
“I wanted to have a familyyy! I didn’t even do anything wronggg!”
“That’s right, Pol, you didn’t do anything wrong.”
Poliana filled her cup again. Lucius the First considered stopping her,
since it seemed that she had more than enough, but he let drink. If he
stopped her now, he suspected that she would cry even harder.
‘I’m sure she will get tired soon and just fall asleep.’
It would be best for her to just fall asleep. Lucius the First remained
patient and continued to listen to her complaining.
“I wanted to have children tooooo!”
“Of course, of course. If you get married, of course you would want to
have children too.”
The emperor wanted to cry. He didn’t know about how Poliana’s period
returned. He still thought she was barren and so he had no idea that
Poliana was hoping to have children with Frau. In the past, Poliana
smiled and said that she didn’t care if she didn’t have any children.
Lucius the First now believed that Poliana liked Frau so much that she
dreamt of having his children.
“I liked himmm!”
The emperor became frustrated and swore loudly, “Dammit!”
‘So she really liked him!’
He despaired. Perhaps her feelings for Frau weren’t as deep as the
emperor’s, but still… It was obvious she liked that jerk. It now made
sense that she was so upset right now. She must’ve felt like she was
betrayed. Just looking at her in pain made Lucius the First’s heart ache
painfully.
‘I need to kill him! Rip his limbs off!’
He didn’t care if people called him a tyrant. It was very unlike him to want
to punish someone for a personal reason, but Lucius the First couldn’t
help it. Besides, it was Frau who started this mess. It was him who hurt
his Poliana.
The moment Frau decided to fool Marquess Winter, he must’ve known
that the punishment for such a crime would be harsh. Everyone knew
how close the emperor and Poliana were. Scamming Poliana was the
same thing as scamming the emperor himself.
Poliana was his. Poliana was the woman the emperor loved. It just so
happened that he didn’t have the courage to confess his love to her, but
still, she was precious to the emperor.
And it seemed that Frau made his woman cry.
Lucius the First had to admit that this situation was partly his fault. He
was too weak to do anything about his feelings for her. He had been
keeping his distance, thinking it would keep Poliana safe, but in the end,
he ended up pushing her towards a gold digger who hurt her badly.
Poliana continued to cry as she muttered, “That bastard.” Her tears
refused to stop, so she kept drinking and ate her jerky to keep herself
hydrated.
“That bastard!”
“Yes, yes. He’s a very bad man.”
“He’s a jerkkk!”
“Yes, I agree, Pol.”
One cup, two cups, three cups, four cups, five cups, six cups… Before
she reached the tenth cup, Lucius the First stopped her.
“Pol, I know how you must feel, but don’t you think you are drinking too
much…”
Her tearful angry eyes looked up to him. If he made a mistake here,
Lucius the First would become the “bad guy” in her eyes. Poliana was so
drunk that she wasn’t thinking clearly. Poliana slowly began to point at
Lucius the First and murmur, “You are the bad gu…”
“Here, drink. You can drink all you want. Here you go.”
Lucius the First handed her a cup filled with the liquor. He already gave
her his heart, so why not more drinks too?
Poliana snorted and giggled. She was crying a moment ago, but now,
she was smiling. She picked up the emperor’s cup and filled it too. When
she offered it to him, Lucius the First knew that tomorrow, he would
experience the worst hangover in his life.
‘But I need to keep my mind clear…’
When he hesitated to take the cup, Poliana glared and murmured, “You
are the bad gu…”
“Alright, alright! Let’s drink!”
If he didn’t drink with her to humor her, Poliana was going to hate him.
Lucius the First had no choice but to do as she wished. He hurriedly took
the cup from her and announced, “Alright! Let’s get drunk! Like I told you
before if you get in trouble from drinking, I will take care of you, Pol!
Don’t worry about a thing and drink!”
“Hahaha!”
Poliana clumsily wiped away her tears and replied, “You are the best,
your highness!”
“I need to remain awake and sober… I need to remain sober…”
Lucius the First kept telling himself to not get drunk, but it was an
impossible task.
***
The barrel was now half empty. Both Lucius the First and Poliana’s eyes
looked blank. They were both very drunk, and this was no wonder. The
alcohol they were drinking was a typical Acreian liquor, which was
considered the strongest on the continent. Some people watered it down
because they found it too strong, but Poliana and Lucius the First drank
it raw.
Slap!
Poliana slapped Lucius the First’s chest with her wet hand and she cried.
She buried her face in his chest and kept murmuring what a jerk Frau
was. This went on for a long time before Poliana finally became tired.
The emperor did not push her away; in fact, he hugged her and patted
her back soothingly.
“That bastard!”
Pat, pat.
“Hahaha… You are so great, your highness. I like you a lot.”
Pat, pat.
“That jerkkk!”
Pat, pat.
“Hahaha, your highness is the best.”
Poliana was going through a rollercoaster of emotions. She kept going
back and forth between swearing at Frau and complimenting the
emperor. Meanwhile, Lucius the First continued to pat her back while he
kept repeating himself, “Poliana! I love you!”
He was obviously just as drunk as Poliana was. He was so intoxicated
that he confessed his love for her loudly. It was quite a sin as the two
talked without listening to each other.
“Buaaa! That jerk!”
“Poliana! I love you! I love you! I love youuuu!”
Poliana’s speech was slurred while the emperor was speaking very well.
However, he was very drunk himself and he had no idea that he was
telling her his secret out loud.
“I love you, Poliana.”
“You are the best, your highness!”
“I love you. I’m in love with you. You are the love of my life. I love you. I
have been in love with you for a long time. I don’t care about the
kingdom! I don’t care about what a proper empress is supposed to be! I
love you and that is all that matters! I love you, Pol!”
The problem was that Poliana, who was too drunk, wasn’t even listening.
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“Yourrrr highnessss… You’re the hotestttt man in the worldddd.”
Poliana loved beautiful people! She was still in Lucius the first’s arms
when she looked up at him happily. Seeing him up-close like this… He
was indeed so very handsome.
He was beautiful and handsome. It was such an honor to serve such a
gorgeous emperor. Lucius the First replied, “That’s right! I am very good
looking! I really am the ‘handsomest’ guy in the world! So why is it that
you don’t see me as a man? Is it because I am too good looking? Is it a
turn off because I am too handsome? Can you not see me as a man
because I am prettier than you? Would you like me better if I had a scar
on my face? Would I look more manly that way? Is that it? I mean, even
if I had a scar on my face, I would still look beautiful. It’s something you
will have to accept, Pol! It is such a curse, Sir Pol! Why am I so
handsome? After I fell in love with you, I became even more magnificent.
It is all your fault, so you must take responsibility! You must take me as
yours!”
“Hahaha… You are so hot! Your highness, I like you so so much. I will
follow you everywhere!”
“Love me, Sir Pol. I made a mistake. It is all my fault. I should’ve
confessed my love for you when I first realized it. I was scared. I
shouldn’t have asked you to follow me from behind. I should’ve asked
you to stand beside me. You need to be by my side. I should’ve asked
you to be mine!”
Lucius the First sounded like a little boy as he drunkenly confessed his
love for her. Unfortunately, Poliana was not listening at all, as she was
intoxicated as well. She stared at him blankly, feeling amazed at how
beautiful her emperor was. He was so handsome that she began to
drool.
‘Dammitttt! His highness is so hot!’
When she was captured by his men and brought to him, this was her
very thought. She was happy at least that she got to see such a beautiful
man before dying. Lucius the First became even more beautiful as he
became older. His mature look made him more masculine. His beauty
was so perfect that it blinded her eyes. It didn’t matter that she has been
with him for over a decade; his look still amazed her to this day. And
today, she got the opportunity to be in his arms and enjoy his face up
close. This was the greatest gift anyone could ever receive.
“Your highness, you are so handsome.”
“Poliana, please see me as a man!”
Poliana admired his loveliness and Lucius the First continued to beg her
to love him. They were both talking to each other yet none of them were
listening to one another. Lucius the First cried as he begged for a kiss
from her, “Pol! Please! Please love me! I am not just an emperor. I am a
man! Kiss me! Kiss my lips!”
Then… A miracle happened. Poliana followed his order.
“…!”
Poliana rubbed her lips against Lucius the First’s lips. The emperor, who
has been whining and begging, became rigid. Slowly, he put his hands
on her shoulders. Poliana thought in wonder, ‘This definitely feels
different than kissing the back of his hand.’ After the kiss, Poliana licked
her lips.
This wasn’t the first time her lips touched the emperor’s skin. She, as his
favored knight, had the honor of kissing the back of his hand countless
times. But the feeling of his lips on her own… It was a very different
experience.
More…
Lucius the First begged for more. His lips, slightly apart now, were
shaped perfectly. They were the most beautiful lips in the world, and
they were ready to be kissed. Poliana didn’t need any convincing. She
put her lips back on his lips again without hesitation. Because his lips
were apart, her lips opened a little as well. The man pulled her closer to
him and his tongue slid into her mouth.
The man and the woman kissed passionately like there was no
tomorrow. When they finally moved apart, they began to undress
immediately. Both of them were excellent undresses thanks to their
extensive time in the battlefields.
“Ahhh…”
Their passion was on fire. The only thing on their minds was the need for
pleasure; neither of them was thinking logically. They were both quite
intoxicated and it was unlikely that they would realize what was
happening until the next day.
Poliana kissed Lucius the First again as he hugged her hard. A man and
a woman who liked each other… They were alone in the room and the
night was deepening, which meant there was only one natural thing that
could happen.
Lucius the First was an experienced lover, but he moved awkwardly. He
kissed her desperately as if he was a child tasting something sweet for
the first time in his life. The strange thing was, Poliana didn’t wish to
push him away.
Ever since she first joined the Aehasian army, Poliana was in constant
danger of being raped. The risk of sexual assault did not lessen because
of her looks. Rape wasn’t about appearances; it was about power. This
was how Poliana understood it and she accepted the danger.
Now, Poliana was the highest-ranking knight in the kingdom. Some
accepted this fact easily because she was a noble. Others still found it
inappropriate because she was a woman. There were still many who
laughed at her appearance and behavior, but this did not change the fact
that she was a knightess; She was a woman in the military.
And in the military, men often fell asleep together after heavy drinking.
There were many times in the past when Poliana fell asleep among them
and more than once, men instinctively reached out to grope her.
Perhaps it was because her unattractiveness did not change the fact that
she was a woman.
People asked Poliana how she could fall asleep among other men so
easily. How could she sleep so well when she could be in such danger?
The truth was… She never slept well in these situations. Her body
intuitively knew not to relax completely and Poliana trusted her instinct.
Whenever she was touched while asleep, Poliana woke up immediately.
There has never been an exception. Even when she was so drunk and
Sir Ainno dragged her out of the tent to throw her out… Even when Sir
Donau carried her to her own tent… Poliana opened her eyes to check
who it was before falling asleep again.
If another soldier touched her by mistake while they slept after a wild
drinking party, Poliana’s reflex kicked in; she would punch or knee
whoever touched her in her sleep; This has been her habit her entire life.
But tonight… It was different. Their lips touched and their tongue danced
around each other. True, it was her who took her clothes off first, but
still… She could not understand what was happening, And most of all,
for some reason… Her heart was beating fast.
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Poliana’s reddened and swollen eyes looked into Lucius the First’s
beautiful green eyes. His eyes were filled with love, making her heart
swell up with affection as well.
What a lovely man this was!
This man was begging for her to love him. He was asking her to accept
his love. His body was burning with lust, yet he has been keeping his
distance because his love was greater than his desire for her. This
proved his respect for her and he was pleading for her permission to
continue.
Her emperor was the loveliest man in the world. His love for her was
true. Lucius the First felt that he wouldn’t mind drowning in his love for
Poliana.
Today has been such a traumatic and upsetting day, but Poliana, who
has felt the greatest betrayal she has ever felt in her life, was suddenly
able to regain a little bit of her faith in humanity.
At the very least… This man in front of her would never betray her. This
was a fact and she knew this very well. Poliana was hungry for love and
affection. She needed warmth. She needed someone… But not just
anyone. She didn’t need the prince charming on a white horse. All she
wished was a man who accepted her as she was. Someone who
respected her.
This man, who was standing in front of her and begging her to accept his
love… Poliana knew that he was the one man in this world who truly
understood her. Unable to fight her own emotions, Poliana hugged
Lucius the First tightly. This was the unspoken consent he has been
waiting for, and happily, the emperor continued to confess his love for
her.
His confession went on all night.
***
The sun rose brightly the next morning after a night of passion and
drunkenness. Poliana woke up early just like any other day. As soon as
she sat up, her hand reached for her mouth as she gagged. Considering
how much she drank the night before, this was actually a very mild
hangover. Her head was spinning, and her body spun with it. She closed
her eyes and waited for it until it finally stopped.
She gagged again, feeling like her head was hit by a hammer a few
times. There was a constant buzzing deep inside her ears and the
intense headache tormented her. She wasn’t sure if it was the ringing in
her ears that was causing her headache or the other way around. It
didn’t matter in the end, however. The end result was the same; she felt
like she was dying.
Her stomach felt awful, her mouth dry, and her throat scratchy. These
were all the signs that she most likely vomited a few times during the
night. She licked her dry lips, but they refused to moisten because her
mouth was so dry.
These were all typical symptoms of a hangover. Poliana looked around
in confusion. She was still not fully awake and because her eyes were
swollen, she could not see very clearly. Poliana could see, however, that
there were vomits all over the room along with pieces of clothes
everywhere. The barrel was still standing, but it was half empty.
‘I drank all that…’
She gagged again and regretted, ‘I shouldn’t have done that…’
Her headache was getting worse. She had no memory of what
happened last night. The last thing she remembered was rolling the
barrel upstairs into this room, but afterward… Things were unclear.
Poliana wasn’t worried because it looked like she stayed in this room all
night, which meant she didn’t create any major problem outside the inn.
‘Oh, wait! His highness…’
This wasn’t the time to think about herself. What if something happened
to the emperor while she was drunk? Her eyes opened fully, and she
suddenly felt wide awake. To her relief, Poliana found Lucius the First
sleeping beside her soundly. His hair, spread on the bed, shined like
pure gold against the morning sunlight. The most beautiful gold ring
could not shine like his hair did just now. Poliana grinned, admiring him.
She woke up to find herself beside a man on the same bed, but Poliana
wasn’t surprised. This wasn’t the first time something like this happened.
Besides, of all men in the world, nothing could’ve happened between
herself and her emperor. Poliana didn’t remember anything, but she was
certain of this.
“Argghh…”
Poliana stretched her arms and groaned. She felt even more awake
when she noticed that both herself and Lucius the First were naked. To
her credit, Poliana, again, was not surprised. There has been more than
one occasion in the past when they fell asleep drunk and naked. Both
Poliana and Lucius the First had a habit of taking their clothes off when
they’re too drunk. They fell asleep naked together before and every time
something like this happened, Sir Ainno would flinch in disgust. He
warned them more than once to be careful.
But what was there to be careful about? Nothing was ever going to
happen between them. Poliana and Lucius the First were in a pure
relationship free from the typical gender restrictions. They loved each
other as human beings, not as a man and a woman.
Poliana reached down the bed to grab her sword. She tried to stand up
when suddenly, she felt an odd sensation. Something was very different.
This feeling… This was not something she felt in the past after a wild
night of drinking.
Strangely, her back and waist ached. It felt odd between her legs as
well. Poliana also noticed that her body was covered in red marks.
‘Hmm… Maybe this inn is infested with bedbugs or fleas?’
This was a remote village inn where hunters frequented, so it couldn’t be
helped. It actually made sense. Feeling annoyed, she lifted the blanket
to check the bed.
‘Or maybe my period began? Dammit.’
If this was the case, she was going to feel so embarrassed. To have her
emperor witness her period… How awkward! It was one thing to be
naked in front of him; it was quite another to have her period in front of
him. Poliana looked around the room again and saw that there was no
blood. She sighed in relief but then she noticed something between her
legs. It was whitish, dry, and sticky… She knew what it was.
“…”
Poliana’s brain stopped working.
‘Wait a minute…’
Poliana brought her hands to cover her mouth. She breathed in and out
deeply a few times. It helped her headache a little, but the panic inside
her began to grow.
‘Wait, wait, wait…. Oh, f*ck! Wait a minute!’
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out…
Poliana tried to calm down by breathing slowly. Her body trembling
slightly, Poliana checked to see again who was sleeping beside her.
It was a man in his thirties with the most beautiful appearance in the
world. It was a man she knew very well.
“F*ck…” Her voice shook. She prayed and prayed, hoping she was
mistaken, but her prayer was not answered. The man sleeping next to
her naked was Lucius the First, her one and only emperor.
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Lucius the First rubbed his face, realizing why he was feeling so tired.
He tried his best to remember, but he couldn’t remember anything.
Although, one thing was certain.
‘I slept with her.’
He wanted to die at that moment. Lucius the First loved Poliana. He had
been in love with her for the past few years, and this is what he ends up
doing? He slept with her in a dingy inn… This was their first time, and it
wasn’t romantic at all… and the worst of it, he couldn’t even remember it.
How did it happen? Did he do well? Did she enjoy it? Was he able to
satisfy her? All these important things… The emperor couldn’t remember
any of it.
And what worried him the most was…
‘Did… Did I force her…?’
The last thing he could remember was him trying to console Poliana,
who was crying. He was certain that at that time, she was drunker than
he was. Did he sleep with an unconscious woman? If she was too drunk,
it was very possible that Poliana wouldn’t have been able to fight back.
Or perhaps she fell asleep and he… Lucius the First flinched in disgust.
‘I am the worst.’
To sleep with a lady who was too drunk to know any better… This was
not acceptable. Even if he didn’t sleep with the unconscious or asleep
Poliana, Lucius the First still felt horrible. To sleep with the woman he
loved before confessing his feelings for her… He was the worst! He
deserved to die!
The truth was, he did confess to her over and over again, but clearly, the
emperor did not remember this. Lucius the First wanted to die.
“Sir Pol… Did I…”
The emperor couldn’t finish his question, but it didn’t matter. Poliana
kneeled and lowered his face until it touched the floor hard.
Bump!
It was loud enough that the people on the first floor would’ve wondered
what was happening upstairs. Poliana begged, “Your highness! You
must kill me! I… I…!”
“You…?”
“I think I raped you because I was too drunk!”
“Huh?”
Lucius the First could not hide his shock and confusion at Poliana’s
confession. In situations like this, wasn’t it natural for everyone to think it
was the man who took advantage of the woman?
Of course, women had sexual needs too. Of course, it was possible that
a woman could take advantage of a drunk man. But normally… It was
the man who was considered at fault, not the woman. However, Lucius
the First did not question Poliana’s explanation since he had no memory
of what happened last night. If Poliana remembered… Then she must’ve
been right.
“Pol… I… I cannot remember much from last night because of all the
drinking… Do… Do you remember what happened?”
“I don’t remember either, your highness. Nothing at all.”
Poliana answered quickly. Her tone was a bit defensive as she
remembered her groping the emperor and wrapping her legs around his
naked body…
Touching him was one thing but to have her legs around him like that…
Poliana put on her best blank face. She could never tell him what she
remembered, so Poliana decided to pretend ignorance.
The emperor asked, “If you don’t remember either, then why would you
think…”
“I am sure of it! I took advantage of you!”
‘I don’t think you should be proud of that…’
Lucius the First was still feeling shocked. He didn’t know what to say to
her. Meanwhile, Poliana was certain of what happened last night. Her
logic came from many different facts.
Firstly, Poliana remembered very well what Lucius the First told her the
first time they met each other. That freezing winter day, he said to her, “I
would never sleep with an ugly woman like you. I would rather take a
dirty prostitute to my bed.”
Poliana has never forgotten his words. Not once! She remembered it
clearly because it was such a shocking day that day. His beauty and his
cruel words… It was an extremely memorable day.
Secondly, Poliana was certain that Lucius the First did not see her as a
woman. There have been many occasions when they got drunk and fell
asleep in the same bed. However, something like this never happened
before. It was obvious that he only saw her as his knight and nothing
more. The only time he would ever willingly sleep with her would be if
every other woman in the kingdom died and she was the only chance to
repopulate the world.
So the fact that something like this happened… There could be only one
explanation. Only one culprit… It had to be one of the two in the room,
and it had to be her. Yesterday, the emperor was perfectly fine. It was
Poliana who was emotionally fragile. On top of this, she could remember
herself groping him…
Her face became rigid. Poliana decided to give up on trying to remember
more from last night. No matter how hard she thought, there was only
one explanation.
She took advantage of the emperor last night. Her face reddened from
embarrassment and guilt. She was so dehydrated that no tears showed
from her eyes, but she was definitely crying on the inside. Her eyes were
very red.
Yesterday had to be the worst day of her life. Her emperor witnessed
how she was conned by a gold-digger and last night, she ended up
raping him. This had to be a nightmare… How could this happen? All
she wanted to do was to show him only the best side of her, but in the
end, she ended up doing the worst thing she could possibly do to him.
Poliana wanted to die.
The two people in the room were both feeling suicidal. Lucius the First
decided that he couldn’t let Poliana believe she was the one who took
advantage of him.
“Pol, it would’ve been me who took advantage of you, not the other way
around. It had to be me!”
“No, your highness! It was me!”
“But Sir Pol! You are a woman and I am a man!”
“A woman can take advantage of a man too, your highness! It’s very
possible!”
“Yes, of course… Yes, I know it’s possible, but…”
Lucius the First could not disagree with her too strongly. He was afraid
that if he did, Poliana would offer to show how it could be done. Poliana
kept insisting it was her and begged again, “Your highness! I deserve
death!”
“No, no, Pol… Get up… No matter how hard I think about this, I think
you got it wrong. It was me who took advantage of you, not me. It had to
be me. I know you very well and I know that you are not that kind of
person. I just know it.”
Lucius the First loved Poliana. Poliana loved him too but not as a man.
She loved him as a knight would love her emperor. This was why the
emperor was sure it was him who took advantage of her.
Of course, they were both wrong. What happened last night was
completely consensual. The man and the woman became drunk and
horny, and they ended up sleeping with each other. The problem was…
Neither of them could remember what happened.
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What an embarrassing and awkward conversation they were having right
now…
Lucius the First’s face turned red. Poliana felt her body becoming hot as
well. She fanned herself with her hands as she blushed.
‘I think it’s true that we were having a good time… I think it felt good…
I’m sure his highness was liking it too…’
She remembered him hugging her tightly. She remembered the
emperor’s body all over her own. If he didn’t like what was happening, he
wouldn’t have done that, right? Thinking about last night made her entire
body burn. Poliana looked down and when she became quiet, Lucius the
First pushed on, realizing that he was winning this argument.
“Pol, it was an accident. I am telling you that it was.”
He meant it when he said he wanted to think of last night as an accident.
To have slept with the woman of his dreams for the first time after getting
drunk… Lucius the First truly wanted to cry at the tragedy of it. It was
even worse because he didn’t remember any of it. If he did, he could
claim responsibility, but since he had no memory of what happened last
night, the emperor couldn’t.
If he tried to take responsibility at this point, he was certain Poliana
would try to commit suicide. She wouldn’t believe him, and her selfconfidence was
going to plummet even further. She was in a fragile
state, so Lucius the First decided that it was best to discuss last night in
detail at a later date. For now, it was important to move on. The emperor
said to her, “It was an accident, Pol. We made a mistake after getting
drunk last night. We are both responsible, which means no one is at
fault, Sir Pol. We need to forget about it and move on.”
“But your highness… It was me… I need to…”
“Stop! You need to stop blaming yourself!”
Lucius the First ordered firmly, interrupting Poliana. If he didn’t conclude
the incident as an accident with no one at fault, their relationship was
going to go nowhere in the future.
“Sir Pol, it was an accident.”
“Alright, your highness…”
Poliana disagreed, but she nodded. In a situation like this where two
nobles got involved, there were two possible conclusions. Either they
were forced to get married or they forgot about it and pretended as if
nothing happened. Lucius the First wanted the first option, but if he
offered it to her, he knew Poliana was going to kill herself. To prevent
this, he repeated himself, “It was an accident.”
“Alright, your highness.”
When the emperor said firmly, Poliana nodded as if she made a
decision. It killed Lucius the First to tell her that what happened between
them was just an accident, but it couldn’t be helped. This was the best
solution for now.
He said to her, “Let’s forget what happened. We will not talk of it again.”
“Ok, your highness. To do this for me… Your highness… I hope you
know how much I appreciate your kindness. My life is yours as always. I
will live the rest of my life to repay this debt.”
Lucius the First loved her declaration.
‘That’s right. We will get married and you will stay by my side for the rest
of our lives!’
But of course, the emperor felt upset after the conversation.
‘Shoot…’
He sighed, realizing again how he slept with the woman he loved from
drinking too much. This was not how he behaved. He wasn’t like this at
all. He wasn’t naïve enough to expect a perfect first night, but he at least
hoped for some romance. Was that too much to ask?
On top of that… There were so many things Lucius the First wanted to
try with Poliana. So many things he wanted to do with her… Even the
things he hated because they were too kinky… He would’ve loved to try
them with Poliana. Just thinking about them was enough to wake up his
lower half again. Lucius the First secretly pulled the blanket to cover
himself. He also turned away from Poliana a little, trying to hide his
excitement.
Meanwhile, Poliana was slowly gaining her mind back. Her eyes, which
have been looking confused, were beginning to gain their usual
intelligence. Lucius the First, stealing secret glimpses of Poliana,
clenched his teeth. He couldn’t look her straight in the eyes when he
said to her, “Well them, Pol…”
“Yes, your highness. What do you need from me?”
“You should really get dressed.”
They were completely naked during the entire discussion. Lucius the
First, still in the bed, at least covered his lower half, but Poliana, who
was on the floor still kneeling, had not a single piece of clothes on her
body.
Old scars, new cuts and injuries, black and blue bruises, and discolored
patches of skin… Yet to Lucius the First, Poliana’s nude body looked
extremely attractive. Was it because she has been taking care of herself
in preparation for her wedding? Either way, she looked magnificent to
him.
“Of course, your highness.”
Poliana began to grab her clothes and get dressed. Lucius the First,
feeling embarrassed, turned away. This was why he missed her
reaction.
Poliana, who has never been embarrassed to be naked in front of Lucius
the First, was turning red. Her face and her neck were blushing furiously.
Poliana hurriedly got dressed as she kept glancing at the emperor
secretly.
Beautiful face and perfect statue-like body. His perfect smooth skin that
was kissed by her last night…
‘Arrgghh!’
Something inside of her exploded. She told herself, ‘Stop it, you dirty
woman! You have lost your mind! Keep calm!’ Poliana bit her lower lip in
frustration. The emperor told her to forget about what happened last
night. He told her that it was just an accident. Poliana agreed to it, but
she knew deep in her heart that their relationship could never go back to
the way it was before last night. Even if they agreed to forget what
happened… Things will never be the same again between them.
When she realized this truth, her body became cold but not completely.
There was still a small fire left inside of her and if the right man came
into her heart… This small fire was going to grow into a full-blown
explosion.
***
They skipped their breakfast and left the inn early that morning. The
innkeeper, based on what she heard from their room, decided she knew
exactly what happened. At first, she thought Poliana was the mother who
came to the mountain to find her runaway son. But the innkeeper
realized that she had been wrong; the guests had to be a married lady
and her secret lover. She heard everything that went on in their room
last night, and… She concluded that they had to be lovers.
As the innkeeper watched them leave, she shook her head. This strange
couple was making love all night, and this morning, they got up bright
and early to leave without even eating their breakfast.
What a healthy and strong couple they were! What stamina they had!
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Their way back home to Yapa was filled with awkwardness. The first
uncomfortable moment was when Poliana got onto her horse expertly.
When she got on top, she remembered another piece of memory from
last night.
‘Gyaaa! I need to kill myself!’
It was a shocking memory; Poliana remembered being on top of Lucius
the First. This definitely proved that she took advantage of him. She
couldn’t bring up this new information to the emperor, however. If she
did, it would be like bringing up the painful discussion again when they
both agreed to forget about it. It didn’t feel right to go through the same
debate over again.
‘Gyaaa!’
Poliana screamed silently as her face became pale. Thankfully, the
emperor did not notice anything since other than a subtle flinch, Poliana
looked perfectly normal. The truth was that the lower half of her body
was feeling especially tender, most likely due to last night. But even
when she suffered from the worst hemorrhoid of her life, Poliana silently
rode her horse to the war. Compared to that time, the discomfort she felt
right now was minimal. It wasn’t like she was bleeding. It wasn’t like she
was injured. There was no reason why she shouldn’t be able to ride her
horse. Of course, she couldn’t help the extreme embarrassment she felt.
Poliana found it difficult to face the emperor, so she purposely rode
slightly in front of him and looked straight ahead. They were close
enough that silence shouldn’t have been uncomfortable between them,
yet Lucius the First felt a distinct unease in the air. He tried to focus on
the beautiful scenery around him. The sky, the birds, the ground, the
wind, and… the beautiful backside of Poliana who was riding ahead of
him. She was part of the scenery, right? So why couldn’t he enjoy the
view of her?
‘I can’t remember anything from last night!’
No matter how hard he tried, it was useless.
‘What a waste!’
He tried and tried, but his brain remained blank. The only thing he could
remember was the vague feeling of pleasure.
‘Yes, it was good. It had to be great! I am certain it was amazing!’
The emperor had three wives and even before he got married, he had
plenty of bedmates in the past. But compared to all of those
experiences, Lucius the First firmly believed that last night must’ve been
the best night of his life.
It had to be because he was with the woman he loved.
To every other man in the world, Poliana might have been an
unmarriageable woman, but to Lucius the First, she was the most
precious person in his life. She was the woman who made the emperor
of this entire kingdom lovesick.
He liked it. It had to be good. His body felt thoroughly pleasured. To
have had her and fall asleep next to her… Just thinking about it made
the emperor feel relaxed and satisfied.
‘I think I might even remember how her breasts felt like…?’
Lucius the First reached out to the air and squeezed. Poliana was very
thin. Even in the mid-continent region, where men preferred slim and
fragile women, Poliana was considered too thin. Considering the fact
that she had not a single extra ounce of fat in her body, Poliana wasn’t
completely flat-chested. However, when she had her loose clothes on, it
was impossible to tell.
‘Hmm… I think they were actually quite…’
Lucius the First kept squeezing the air when suddenly, he realized what
he was doing. He sighed, thinking how idiotic he was acting. In a typical
romance story, the main character, usually a knight, would “take
responsibility” for the lady if something like this happened. He would
either marry her immediately or at least give her a token of his affection
as a proof of their engagement.
Lucius the First supposed Poliana, his knightess, did something similar.
She did offer to take responsibility, but instead of offering to marry him,
she offered to be punished by either dying or losing her knighthood and
her wealth.
The awkwardness continued all the way to Yapa. They stayed in
different inns on the way in different villages, and until they reached the
capital city, neither of them drank a single sip of alcohol.
***
When Poliana reported for her duty after returning home, it was her
colleagues that greeted her. Her closest knights were at the castle
entrance, waiting for her early in the morning. When Poliana saw them,
she didn’t know what to think.
“Could it be…Do you people all know about…”
“Umm… Well, Sir Pol, your marriage is something that is very important
to all of us, right?”
Dammit! Everyone knew about the gold digger Frau and how he fooled
her! Poliana felt dizzy and weak. She was a strong and sturdy woman
who has never felt this helpless before. This was a new experience.
Her friends surrounded her and greeted encouragingly, “Sir Pol!
Welcome back!”
“You went through a lot!”
“Marquess, we have fixed this problem. We prepared something for
you.”
Prepare what? Why were all the men looking expectant and pleased?
Poliana clenched her teeth, realizing that what happened between
herself and Frau was not a secret. How will she ever overcome such an
embarrassing incident? While she contemplated furiously, the other
knights murmured among themselves. Suddenly, a young boy was
presented to her.
“Hello, Marquess Winter!”
The boy saluted her nervously and Poliana nodded. She assumed that
he was someone’s new help. The young boys who were hired as a
knight’s help often were naïve and stupid. Oftentimes, they thought they
knew best and even acted rudely towards Poliana, who was a female
knight. It didn’t take long, however, to properly train these young idiots.
All that was needed was how Poliana trained Donau in his younger days.
One of the knights suddenly announced to Poliana, “This is my nephew.”
“So?”
This should’ve been the end of their conversation, but the knight
explained that he was offering his nephew as her new groom. Poliana
smiled kindly and punched the knight hard.
“Hey! Why did you just punch me?!”
“You are trying to sell your nephew? What kind of a man are you?!”
“Well, don’t you think it’s better to marry my nephew than a crazy gold
digger?”
Poliana flinched. When she was about to punch him again, the knight
said to her loudly, “Hey! We are in the presence of his highness! How
dare you act this way, Sir Pol!”
Lucius the First shook his head and said to Poliana, “No, it’s fine. Keep
going, Pol.”
This was all the encouragement she needed. Poliana showed no mercy
to the knight.
The knights ushered Poliana and the emperor inside where a drinking
party was prepared. The knights declared loudly, “Let’s get drunk!”
“I took today and tomorrow off, so we can get totally drunk and forget
about everything!”
“Me too!”
“I did too!”
It seemed that every high-ranking knight who was acquainted with
Poliana took some time off to “console” her. Lucius the First frowned,
knowing that these men were only using Poliana’s situation as an
excuse to drink. Poliana went through such a difficult last few days after
the incident with Frau. She cried, for god’s sake! The emperor watched
her suffer, so he knew how upset Poliana was, yet here the men were,
pretending to console her when in fact, they just needed an excuse to
drink.
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Lucius the First looked unhappy but Poliana accepted the knights’
invitation thankfully. She raised her glass and announced to them, “If I
ever say again that I will get married, you guys should all stop me!”
“We will!”
The knights cheered excitedly, but the emperor could not do the same.
He wanted to get married to her, but it seemed that Poliana was now
determined to avoid it.
Only a few days ago, she got drunk and an unexpected incident
occurred. Yet Lucius the First watched as Poliana continued to empty
her glass along with the other knights. He felt anxious and he walked up
to her nervously, “Pol, are you going to be drinking a lot today?”
“It’s just water, your highness.”
Poliana replied in determination and showed him her cup. Indeed, inside
her cup was clear cold water. It was going to be very hard to avoid
drinking at a party that was thrown in her honor, so the emperor asked,
“So the other knights aren’t pressuring you to drink?”
“When I told them that I will cry if I drink, they gave me water to drink
instead.”
“…”
This party was to console Poliana, but it was obvious that the knights did
not feel comfortable with her crying. What good friends…
Poliana said to the emperor. “I will just drink cold water. I swear I will
never get drunk and lose control over myself again. If I ever drink again,
I will give up my last name.”
Her last name “Winter” was given to her by Lucius the First. It was
something she treasured the most in her life, so she really must’ve
meant it when she said she would never drink again.
At first, only those very close to Poliana were at the party, but soon,
more and more people arrived. Sir Ainno, who joined later, first came to
check on Lucius the First’s health. When the emperor looked upset, Sir
Ainno grinned just to annoy him. And when the knight saw Poliana
Winter, who got very close to being trapped by a gold digger, he began
to laugh hard. Sir Ainno asked, “W-were you able to deal with that gold
digger?”
“I made sure he will never be able to do anything like this again.”
“Hahahaha! I’m sure you did!”
Sir Ainno, who rarely showed any emotions, laughed loudly. Everyone in
the room was thinking the same thing, ‘What a jerk.’
Sir Ainno’s love life was going very well. Cekel no longer ran away as
soon as she spotted him. In fact, they chatted together often nowadays.
The emperor no longer had any wives. Although the knights and the
soldiers were still very busy, the maids now had a lot of time to spare. Sir
Ainno, who should’ve been too busy to have any spare time, made sure
to make time to visit Cekel to talk with her.
The main topic of their conversation had been Poliana and Frau. As
soon as she learned the truth about Frau, Cekel was relieved to hear
that the emperor got involved himself to fix the situation. Sir Ainno was
able to use the topic of Poliana’s current problem to get closer to Cekel
and make her feel less wary of him. In some way, it was Poliana who
helped him with Cekel, which was why Sir Ainno didn’t try to annoy
Poliana further.
Sir Ainno turned back to the emperor. Lucius the First should’ve been
happy to stop the woman he loved from getting married to a gold digger.
But strangely, the emperor looked upset. Sir Ainno whispered to him to
ask why, but Lucius the First just shook his head. He didn’t want to
answer and Sir Ainno didn’t prod him further.
‘I will ask him later.’
Sir Ainno didn’t know the details, but the emperor’s mood must’ve had
something to do with Poliana. What else could there be? And since both
Poliana and Lucius the First were alive, Sir Ainno assumed that things
would eventually work out somehow.
Meanwhile, Poliana was making another determined declaration, “I will
live alone forever! It’s not worth getting married! I am going to get a dog
too!”
Poliana has been drinking only water, but she seemed to be having a
good time as if she was drunk.
Lucius the First was wondering when he should propose to her, so
whenever Poliana loudly yelled that she will never get married again, his
heart ached.
‘I swear, I am never going to get involved with a man again!’
She was going to stop drinking from now on, and even if she took a sip
of alcohol, she will never drink with a man alone. Her bad habit was to
fall asleep on the spot whenever she became drunk; she was going to
have to fix this.
In this society, it was impossible to avoid drinking completely. There will
be times when she must participate in drinking. Today, she got lucky, but
next time, these same knights, who were being so understanding, will
very likely pressure her into drinking.
Poliana didn’t think it was unfair since she did the exact same thing to
others. This was the way of life in the military.
Poliana yelled again, “I will live alone forever!”
A long time ago, Sir Baufallo told her to live alone if she wanted to
remain a knight. At the time, Poliana couldn’t tell him with certainty that
she will never love. She knew enough that no one could ever tell what
the future held. She also thought it would be a shame to live her entire
life without knowing what love felt like.
Now, 10 years later, Poliana made a huge mistake of falling for a man. It
was going to be the biggest mistake of her life. So, she kept repeating to
herself that she would never get married and every time she did, Lucius
the First became more and more upset.
***
So the rumor of how Marquess Winter’s wedding was canceled spread
fast. This story spread much faster than the one about her getting
married. People’s reaction was very different than before. When they
first heard that Poliana was marrying Frau, people refused to believe it.
However, when they heard the wedding was off, everyone nodded. They
have all been expecting this news, so they weren’t surprised at all. After
all, the difference in status between Poliana and Frau was too great.
Poliana had everything to lose from this marriage while Frau had nothing
to lose.
The older generation still felt that it was necessary for everyone to get
married, but most of the elder nobles were either imprisoned themselves
or had friends or relatives in jail now. The high-ranking nobles were too
busy dealing with their situations that they had no great interest in what
was happening to Poliana.
People, who were interested, assumed that Frau didn’t return to Yapa
because he was upset about the breakup. People guessed that Frau
somehow annoyed Poliana enough to make her dump him. Some even
believed that the power of the marquess exiled Frau so he could never
return to the capital. Such a thing wouldn’t have been hard for Marquess
Winter to order since Frau was a complete nobody compared to her.
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The current political turmoil worked in Poliana’s favor. Some powerful
nobles, who were jealous of her, might have used her failed marriage
plan against her, but most nobles were busy dealing with the kingdom’s
situation one way or the other. On top of it all, the Sneke family was
closely involved in the crimes committed by Marquis Seeze. The Sneke
family was most likely be destroyed anyway; the only reason why Frau
wasn’t in prison right now was thanks to Poliana.
In addition, there really was no noble that was powerful enough to fight
against Poliana. The only one who might be able to use this new
development against her was Sir Ainno Seki, but he had no interest in
her. In the end, no one really cared about Poliana breaking up with Frau
Sneke. Those who were closely acquainted with Poliana knew what
happened, so they refused to mention this incident.
Poliana tried her best to forget about the situation and Lucius the First
did his best to stop any unsavory rumors starting. The result was that it
didn’t take long for the kingdom to forget about Frau Sneke and
Poliana’s relationship with him.
Lucius the First let Poliana know that it was Lady Bika who helped in
revealing the truth about Frau, so Poliana sent a thank you letter and a
gift to her. If it wasn’t for Lady Bika’s amazing memory, Poliana might
have married the jerk. Poliana remembered Frau saying he was going to
make sure he didn’t die before her.
‘Hmm… Make sure how…?’
Poliana sincerely hoped that he didn’t mean to become a murderer
because if he did, then it meant that her ability to judge a character was
severely impaired.
Poliana also thanked Cekel. “I wish I listened to you when I had the
chance.” She sighed deeply. Lately, Poliana noticed that only two things
she gained were the habit of sighing and weight. Her diet or the amount
of training she had haven’t changed much, yet she noticed herself
gaining weight around her waist. A long time ago, Sir Baufallo used to be
upset about this exact same problem. At the time, Poliana didn’t
understand him, but now, the same thing was happening to her.
Oh, the joy of getting old…
Cekel shook her head and replied, “Please, you shouldn’t feel so bad
about all this.” She felt guilty because she didn’t stop Poliana harder.
Cekel thought she should’ve made more effort and be more insistent. If
she only had more information at the time… It was such a regrettable
situation. She should’ve insisted that her brother, Sir Deke, research
further about Frau Sneke.
Currently, Poliana was the head of the Second Division and therefore,
she was responsible for the safety of the royal family. Cekel, a royal
maid, was one of many who served the royal family. At this moment, the
head of the lady’s quarters was the emperor’s first-born daughter
Princess Luminae. Because she was still an infant, her nannies and wet
nurses took care of her. There was no need for Poliana to be by her side
for protection and Cekel, who was an unmarried maid, was not needed
either.
Many of the maids had to leave the castle because their families, most of
them being Acreian nobles, were imprisoned. But even though there
were significantly fewer maids present, there were still more than
enough in the castle especially since the emperor now didn’t have any
wives. Cekel wasn’t having busy days, but she was frustrated by another
matter. Everyone kept asking her about how her wedding plan was
going, and she was beginning to feel overwhelmed. Cekel preferred to
talk to Poliana about other things, but Poliana ended up asking the same
question as everyone else.
“So Cekel, how is your wedding plan going? Have you made significant
progress?”
“… I didn’t expect you to ask me that question.”
“Oh, I just meant that if you need, I can give you some of the items I
prepared for my own wedding. I hope you aren’t offended by my offer.
Everything I have is of the best quality. Many of them were things I
prepared with Lady Tory.”
“Pardon?”
“I mean, I understand that you might not feel comfortable using my stuff
because of what happened to my wedding. I get that you might think
they are tainted or unlucky, but I think you will be fine because your
groom is Sir Ainno. That jer… I mean, Sir Ainno is such a strong-willed
man that I don’t think any bad luck would dare to come after you and
him.”
“I… I would appreciate anything you can spare me, Marquess Winter.”
Having the Seki family as the in-laws were going to help the Ingreter
family greatly in many ways but preparing for the wedding was becoming
a huge burden for Cekel’s parents. Although the Seki family did not ask
for an unreasonable dowry, the Ingreter family still had the responsibility
of trying its best to match the gifts offered by the Seki family. If Cekel
accepted the items Poliana prepared for her own wedding, it was going
to unburden her family greatly. Sir Ainno told Cekel that she didn’t have
to bring anything to the marriage, but Cekel wasn’t thick-skinned enough
to do such a thing.
Cekel felt a little embarrassed that she had to do this, but she had no
choice. She accepted Poliana’s offer and she was thankful for it. Poliana
nodded and said to her, “And if you ever feel like you can’t live with him,
let me know. I will help you with the divorce.”
“… you’re funny, Marquess.”
Cekel smiled bitterly because no one knew what the future may hold.
***
In Yapa, the civil servants were the busiest men because any evidence
the royal guards found were dumped on them to be processed. It was
the job of the royal guards to arrest the criminals while the civil servants
were responsible for examining and determining the official crimes and
their appropriate punishments. All the guilty noblemen were arrested,
which meant that the knights were now free to enjoy their time off. The
civil servants, however, were burdened with a never-ending amount of
work.
The head of all of the civil servants, the chancellor, was officially still
imprisoned. Unofficially, he was still working for the emperor, but
because there was a limit to what he could do in the prison, Duke Luzo
was ordered to remain in Yapa. Duke Luzo sobbed and screamed, “But
you promised to leave me alone after I get married! You promised I
wouldn’t have to work like a slave anymore!”
Lucius the First feigned ignorance, telling his cousin that he promised no
such thing. The emperor stated, “I told you I would let you go after things
settle down.”
In the end, Duke Luzo was saddled with all the responsibilities of the
chancellor as well as those of the emperor while he was gone with
Poliana. When Lucius the First finally returned, Duke Luzo couldn’t
control his anger.
“How could you do this to me?! You went away just to hunt a gold
digger? How could you?”
“I told you, it wasn’t just any gold digger.”
“What do you mean? Not just any gold digger? So you mean an ugly
one?”
“Listen here, Luzo. Marquess Winter is very special to me.”
“And I am not?!”
The emperor replied in a serious tone, “Listen to me carefully.”
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Lucius the First’s voice turned genuine, making Duke Luzo’s eyes widen.
Whenever the emperor’s demeanor turned this serious, there could be
only two reasons.
1. To use him and make him work harder.
2. To discuss something as a family.
Duke Luzo wondered anxiously, ‘What could it be this time?’ A lot of his
hair, now long gone, was never going to come back to him. He wore a
wig to hide the bald spot, but it just wasn’t the same. Every strand left
was precious to him, and Duke Luzo decided that if he lost more, he
would have to be brave and stop wearing the wig altogether!
Lucius the First took a deep breath. This secret of his… Only his best
friend and one of his ex-wives knew about it. Now, there was going to be
one more person in this world who shared his secret.
“I am planning to propose to Marquess Winter.”
“Umm…. Hmm… Actually, that is not a bad idea. So by having
Marquess Winter, the most loyal knight in this kingdom, as the empress,
you will prevent the power struggle within the royal family. You will then
get an heir from getting more wives. Yes, I get it. What an amazing and
clever idea. You are indeed a very wise emperor, your highness.”
Duke Luzo looked at the emperor with deep respect. It was true that
Lucius the First abused his cousin from time to time, but Duke Luzo had
the utmost faith and respect for his cousin the emperor. A man’s
marriage was personal business, but the marriage of the emperor was a
matter of the entire kingdom. It was no wonder the duke took the
emperor’s plan as a political solution.
Because Lucius the First no longer had any wives, either from death,
divorce, or annulment, and he still was without a male heir, the emperor
was now required to get married again. Because things didn’t go well
with his three previous wives, there was a good chance that the
government would want the emperor to choose a perfect empress this
time to begin with, rather than have the wives fight over the position.
In the Marquess Winter’s family, there was only one member, Poliana
Winter. If she became the next empress, there won’t be any worry over
the other members of the family abusing the new-found power. In
addition, Marquess Winter was the emperor’s close acquaintance, which
meant that she will always side with Lucius the First. Even if it means
she needs to sacrifice herself, Duke Luzo had no doubt that Poliana
would do what is best for the emperor.
Lucius the First replied, “That is not what I meant, Luzo.”
“Oh, no? Then what is your reasoning behind your plan, your highness?”
Duke Luzo was confused. He agreed with the emperor’s plan, yet Lucius
the First seemed upset at his reaction. The emperor sighed, frustrated at
the fact that no one in this world will wonder if he wants to marry Poliana
because he loved her. Why couldn’t people see what an amazing
loveable woman she really is?
Lucius the First replied, “I want to propose to her from my heart, not for
political reasons.”
“Oh!”
Duke Luzo nodded in understanding and said to him, “Oh, is Marquess
Winter very upset about the whole gold digger incident? But to marry her
out of pity… I don’t think that is what the marquess would want. I doubt
she will accept your offer, your highness.”
“No, that’s not it, Luzo… I… I love her.”
“Oh, you don’t need to say anymore, your highness. I understand.”
Lucius the First gaped in shock. Did Duke Luzo already know about the
emperor’s secret love for Poliana? Was he so obvious about his
feelings? All this time, Lucius the First thought no one knew about it, but
it seemed that everyone knew! How could this be?
Duke Luzo continued, “I mean, you will never find a more loyal knight
than the marquess. She is a true talent as well and she will do anything
for this kingdom. I wish I had a knight like that for myself too.”
Lucius the First sighed in relief. Duke Luzo didn’t know anything. No one
would ever suspect that the emperor is in love with his knightess. Lucius
the First replied, “No, it’s not like that, Luzo. I really mean what I said. I
am in love with the marquess. I don’t love her as a loyal knight; I love her
as a woman.”
“Pardon? What did you just say?”
Duke Luzo tapped his ears a few times, thinking he misheard. The
emperor repeated himself emphatically, “I am in love with Poliana
Winter.”
“… your highness, how many fingers am I holding right now?”
Duke Luzo, after hesitating, put up both of his hands with only the middle
fingers raised. The emperor found this hilarious, but he stopped himself
from laughing out loud. He asked seriously, “My eyes are working
perfectly fine, so put your hands down, Luzo, before I break your fingers.
Now, where did you learn this inappropriate gesture?”
“From Sir Ainno.”
‘That jerk…’
Because Lucius the First spent 10 years with the knights and soldiers
during the war, he was well aware of various vulgar words and gestures.
Duke Luzo, however, grew up and lived in a rather sheltered
environment inside the royal castle all this time. So where would this
innocent man learn such a distasteful gesture?
Well, of course, it was Sir Ainno. The culprit was always closer than he
could ever imagine.
To be more specific, the actual source was Sir Jainno. Since he was a
young boy, Duke Luzo witnessed Sir Jainno gesturing this way to his
older brother, Sir Ainno. Duke Luzo, however, did not explain the
specifics to the emperor. After all, it really was thanks to Sir Ainno that
Duke Luzo knew this.
Lucius the First continued to talk about his love for Poliana. This was the
second time he had to reveal his secret, the first time being Sir Ainno, so
the emperor found it much easier this time. He talked about how he
learned his true feelings for his knightess, how he tried to forget about it,
and how he could not. Lucius the First also explained why he could not
confess his love to her yet.
While he talked about his feelings, the emperor looked very emotional,
which made him even more beautiful. Afterward, Duke Luzo said to him,
“Hmm… I can see how much you suffered emotionally, your highness.”
Duke Luzo’s reaction was very different than that of Sir Ainno probably
because the way the emperor explained his feelings have changed.
When he confessed his feelings for Poliana to Sir Ainno, Lucius the First
was in love with her but had no plans of proposing to her. Poliana was
not the right woman to become the empress, but now, the emperor
found his reasoning ridiculous. He hated himself for being so stupid.
Now, he felt very differently. He didn’t care if she didn’t have the
qualifications to become the empress. No matter what, Lucius the First
was going to propose to her. He was determined to do this.
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Lucius the Firsts didn’t care if he didn’t have an heir. It would be too
cruel for him to have to turn away from his true love just because she
was barren. Until now, he has been acting patient, but his patience only
resulted in a complete disaster. A disgusting gold digger ended up
having his try at Poliana. If the emperor continued to be stupid and “wish
for her happiness from afar,” Poliana may end up facing more hardship
in the future.
The emperor said to Duke Luzo, “Pol is very upset right now, so it
wouldn’t be right for me to propose to her any time soon. I plan on
waiting until the royal death period is over before doing this.”
“I think that is a wise idea, your highness. You need to do this when she
feels better. If you are sure this is what you want to do, then you must do
it. And you can just have one or two wives for an heir.”
“Oh, about that… My wife will be Pol and Pol only. I will not marry
anyone else.”
What was the emperor saying? Duke Luzo looked shocked and Lucius
the First understood. The emperor knew very well that he needed his
cousin for his plan to work. To be exact, Lucius the First needed Duke
Luzo’s son…
The emperor explained, “Pol is barren, so I will not be able to get an heir
from her. This is why…”
“Your highness, then what are you going to do about your succession…
W-why are you looking at me like that, your highness?”
Duke Luzo trembled and took a step back, but the emperor continued to
stare at him expectantly. Duke Luzo wondered, ‘Could it be… Is he
trying to make me his heir? He can’t! He wouldn’t dare!’
If Duke Luzo was an ambitious man, he would’ve taken over the throne
while Lucius the First was away on his conquest. Instead, Duke Luzo
worked tirelessly for his emperor for 10 years, fighting against the elders
to keep supporting Lucius the First and his dream of uniting the
continent. During this time, Duke Luzo ended up sacrificing his hair.
Duke Luzo did his part. He served his emperor to his best ability. He has
done more than enough. When Duke Luzo looked at him suspiciously,
the emperor shook his head. He was only a year older than his cousin.
“Luzo, our age difference isn’t big enough.”
“T-then… You…!”
The person Lucius the First wanted was Duke Luzo’s son. When he
realized what the emperor wanted, Duke Luzo could not believe it. To
marry a barren woman, his cousin was trying to steal his son away from
him.
What a thief! Duke Luzo was willing to sacrifice his hair, but not his own
son. He shook his head hard and screamed, “No way!”
“Don’t be like that, Luzo. Your son will become the next emperor of this
kingdom! How amazing would that be!”
“No! Never! You can’t! My son is very docile and kind just like me! If he
becomes an emperor, he will have a very unfortunate life! He will suffer
from severe ulcers and lose his hair from the stress of running the
kingdom!”
No baldness ran in his family. No baldness ran in his wife’s family either.
So if his own son became bald, what would people think? They will think
it began from Duke Luzo! The truth was, his baldness came from the
stress of working too hard, but people will believe that he was naturally
bald if his son was bald too, especially since his wife had such luscious
hair.
This wouldn’t do. Duke Luzo cannot have people think baldness ran in
his family. He couldn’t bring such a shame to his family and his
bloodline. He said forcefully, “If you refuse to marry additional wives, I
am against you marrying Marquess Winter! I will oppose it as a member
of the royal family! I will oppose it as hard as I can!”
Lucius the First was shocked to see his cousin, usually so obedient,
rebelling against him. Duke Luzo has always been a very submissive
man, but it seemed that he has changed ever since he became a father.
The emperor begged him, “Luzo, come on…”
The duke covered his ears and replied, “I refuse to listen to you, your
highness! I know what you are going to say. You are going to tell me that
I can always get more sons, right?”
“Don’t be like that, Luzo. My daughter and your son can marry each
other. This will make your son a proper and official heir to this throne.”
“Your highness… You will have me abandon my son for your love? Are
you so blinded by your feelings that you will make me do this? You will
sell your own daughter for this?”
It was such a shocking thought that Lucius the First became upset. The
emperor loved his daughter and his nephew, which was why he thought
it would be a good idea for them to marry. He never imagined that Duke
Luzo would feel this way about his plan.
Perhaps he was too rash and selfish about it all. Lucius the First realized
that he needed more time and planning. The emperor felt bad about it,
so he apologized to his cousin, “I think I was being too hasty. They are
still only babies, after all.”
“I agree, your highness.”
Duke Luzo looked at his cousin resentfully and the emperor looked down
guiltily. Then suddenly, Duke Luzo thought, ‘Something doesn’t sound
right.’ During this conversation, something was nagging him. Duke Luzo
has been so distracted that he didn’t figure it out immediately, but it
didn’t take him long to realize what he was missing.
‘Marquess Winter… Didn’t she get her menstrual cycle back?’
Duke Luzo remembered clearly how the doctors were flabbergasted
when Poliana began to bleed again. This news wasn’t very important to
him, so Duke Luzo didn’t think too much about it at the time, but now…
He considered telling Lucius the First about it, but he kept his mouth
shut. Marquess Winter was the same age as himself. What was the
chance that a woman, who spent half her life on battlefields and without
periods, be really fertile even if her bleeding began again? There were
women who safely had children after turning thirty, but these women
usually had multiple children beforehand. For a woman over thirty to
have her first child… Things could become very ugly.
What will happen if Poliana died while giving birth?
At the scariness of it, Duke Luzo shivered. Lucius the First already lost
one wife to childbirth. If it happened again, especially to the woman he
loved… The emperor may not recover from it. Duke Luzo decided that it
would be best for the emperor to never marry Poliana. This way, there
would be no risk of something so tragic. Duke Luzo said to the emperor
again, “I am against this marriage. You need to know this, your
highness. I am against you marrying the marquess.”
Duke Luzo turned away from the emperor. His objection may hurt the
emperor now, but it was for his own good. Duke Luzo hoped that
someday, Lucius the First would realize that what he did came from love.
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Lucius the First silently watched his cousin leave. Duke Luzo left with his
back turned on the emperor, which was unusual. Normally, the duke
took a few steps back before turning around, which was the proper royal
etiquette.
‘I guess he is really angry…’
It was understandable since the situation involved Duke Luzo’s son. In
the previous generation, Lucius the First’s father, the former emperor,
ended up having an unfriendly relationship with his younger brother,
Duke Luzo’s father. The former emperor ordered Duke Luzo to be raised
in the royal castle so Lucius the First would have a good friend growing
up. Duke Luzo’s father felt like his son was stolen from him.
Until the day they died, the brothers never made up their differences.
Lucius the First did not want the repeat of this family tragedy.
‘But I need Park as my heir.’
To gain his love, the emperor decided to be a little selfish. Even if the
duke did not agree to this plan, if Lucius the First passed away without
an heir, Duke Luzo was going to have to inherit the throne, and his son
afterward. It didn’t really matter if Lucius the First officially announced
and groomed Park Luzo as his heir. Of course, the problem was that the
emperor would have to work until his dying day to make sure the
kingdom became as stable as possible for the next generation.
‘I guess I will never be able to retire…’
In his head, Lucius the First went over the things he would have to
accomplish before he died. He sighed, knowing that there were too
many to do and not enough time. He was the ruler of this kingdom and
therefore, he was destined to lead a lonely life. Was wanting a woman of
his dream by his side too much to ask? Was he being too greedy? Why
was it that Poliana’s happiness and his own happiness could not exist
together?
If the emperor told Poliana Duke Luzo’s initial thoughts, which was to
marry her for a sound political gain, Lucius the First suspected that
Poliana would agree to the plan. She would accept his proposal easily
and she will work hard as the new empress of this kingdom. She would
remain his loyal subject.
But… This is not what he wanted. The emperor wanted Poliana’s heart.
He wanted her to want him as a man, not as her emperor. He wanted
them to be a true wife and husband.
Just as Poliana dreamt of finding a husband that respected her, Lucius
the First dreamt of having her as a loving wife. Was this too much to
ask? Was he being greedier than when he swore to unite the entire
kingdom at the age of 18?
‘Pol, I miss you.’
Whenever he felt lonely or tired, the emperor wanted to see Poliana. But
unfortunately, it has been impossible to see her because Poliana
decided to go through special training after the traumatic experience.
Due to the recent imprisonment of the guilty elders, the royal guards
haven’t had much to do. The Second Division especially acted lazily
since they no longer had the extended royal families to protect. Poliana
announced that she will begin special training for herself as well as her
men, which meant that Poliana visited the royal castle often. However,
she never purposely looked for the emperor. There was no doubt that
she was avoiding him.
***
Long after Tory’s incredible act of courage at the banquet, Yapa slowly
began to gain peace again. To most people in the kingdom, nothing
much has changed other than having an emperor who was single again.
Nothing changed in Lucius the First’s life either. He woke up early in the
morning for exercise and after a brief rest, he went to work. He worked
tirelessly in hopes that he might still someday retire.
Even though he was busier than ever, the emperor still felt lonely and
empty, most likely because it was impossible to see Poliana anymore. In
the past, he had the same issue; it was very difficult to meet Poliana
before too. But the difference was whether this was happening on
purpose. As long as Poliana continued to avoid the emperor, Lucius the
First couldn’t help feeling insecure.
The emperor still heard about what Poliana was up to. How the head of
the Second Division visited Princess Luminae… How the head of the
Second Division requested to visit Lady Tory but was denied… How the
head of the Second Division had an argument with the head of the First
Division…
Even though the emperor heard plenty of stories about Poliana’s
activities inside the castle, she never came to visit Lucius the First.
Although he understood why she was acting this way, he still felt
disappointed, even a little upset, at Poliana.
Lucius the First became sicklier by the day from being lovesick and
overworked. His big secret of what happened with Poliana didn’t help his
condition either.
Sir Ainno, who was the only one who might have been able to prod the
emperor about what happened during the trip, was too busy with his own
love life and wedding preparation. Sir Ainno was determined to marry as
soon as the royal death period was over and to accomplish this, he has
abandoned his best friend.
But even if Sir Ainno insisted on knowing what happened, Lucius the
First would’ve never told him about the night he spent with Poliana. This
was why the emperor wasn’t upset with his friend. Sir Ainno might have
been his best friend, but Lucius the First still would never talk about that
night. This meant that the emperor had no one to talk to; he had to suffer
alone.
It became the emperor’s habit to play with his mother’s wedding ring,
which he still hasn’t returned to the Emperor’s Room in Nanaba. All he
could do was wait in pain. While the emperor became weaker, Poliana’s
survival instinct was kicking in. Poliana was still very grateful for the
emperor forgiving her. Although that night was a result of both of them
getting drunk, Poliana felt that what she did ashamed the emperor. Her
crime was unforgivable, yet her kind emperor offered to forget about the
night. Poliana was determined to pay back for his kindness by being the
best knight she could be.
‘I better be extra careful from now on. Something like that can never
happen again.’ Poliana was determined.
Her nickname was the “War Witch.” People believed that she was as
cold as the freezing winter day. She was known for her mercilessness
and ruthlessness during wartimes. There used to be plenty of enemy
generals who swore to hunt her down and kill her.
During the war, people died every day. Even when there was no battle,
those who were injured died constantly. Poliana was used to losing
people around her.
So what happened? She used to be iron-willed. She used to be so
strong and in control, but now… She was too relaxed. Peace had ruined
her body and soul. The incredible power she held made her weak and
lazy.
It all began after her friend Lady Rebecca died. It was okay to feel sad
about a friend’s death, but the mistakes she made afterward… They
were not acceptable. Sure, a lonely woman could be fooled by a gold
digger. It was okay because there wasn’t any permanent damage to her
reputation, but to assault her own emperor in such a manner… How
could she?! How dare she?!
‘Dammit!’
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Poliana covered her face in shame. There was no way she could see the
emperor’s face. She wasn’t a horny teenage boy, and yet Poliana
couldn’t stop thinking about that night. She wished she could remember
what happened clearly, because if she did, at least she would know
exactly what happened. But the reality was, she remembered very
vaguely and mostly how she felt, not the detail of what really happened.
And how she felt… It was embarrassing to admit it, but she remembered
feeling good.
‘Dammit! I think it was really good.’
If it was an awful experience, all she would have to do is forget about it.
This was especially the case since Lucius the First ordered her to forget
as if nothing happened. The problem was… Poliana couldn’t forget,
probably because it was such a shocking event.
They both agreed to forget, but they both knew that they couldn’t. Both
Lucius the First and Poliana knew they would never be able to forget that
night. This was partly because if they didn’t, they might lose each other.
Their relationship might get ruined, so at the time, both believed that
pretending to forget was the best option.
‘It’s never too late. I better snap out of this.’
Perhaps it really was too late, but Poliana decided not to think this way.
It wasn’t too hard for her to do this since she had a strong will. She had
always believed what she chose to believe, and she was going to do the
same thing in this incident too.
‘I have been acting too weakly… I was seduced by the comfort of my
new life… This is why I made such a huge mistake… This is the worst. I
deserve to die. People can be such a lazy and greedy being, but I can’t
be one of them! I need to be better!’
This was why Poliana decided to go through special training. Since she
no longer had much work to do, she filled her daily routine with intense
training. Poliana announced that she will no longer drink. She no longer
accepted dinner invitations just like the way she used to when she was a
skinny young girl, Poliana trained like her life depended on it.
Poliana was interested in how the First Division, under Sir Ainno’s order,
trained so intensely. Sir Ainno may have been less interested in his best
friend the emperor because he was busy with his love life, but Sir Ainno
never acted lazy about his work. The Knight’s Order’s training was
always one of his priorities.
When Poliana visited the First Division to ask about the training, the
guards replied rudely, “It will be too hard for you, Sir Poliana.”
Everyone knew all the knights of the First Division were jerks, but this
was too much. If Sir Mahogal was here, things would’ve been in better
order, but he was on vacation. Poliana smiled brightly and kicked the
rude guard viciously.
The knights of the First Division shivered in shock. They knew they had
no choice but to acknowledge Poliana as the head of the Second
Division, but they had no responsibility to accept her as their own boss.
But… Poliana’s kicks and punches were shockingly painful. When Sir
Ainno punched them, the guards feared for their lives. When Poliana did
it, they feared becoming debilitated. The guards knew they would not
suffer an immediate death, but to suffer for a very long time and very
painfully… It was a scary prospect.
Poliana knew that violence was not the answer to everything, but these
jerks kept forcing her to use it. She was able to gain some control over
the guards, but Poliana still felt upset. When she continued to pant
angrily, Sir Beke walked up to her. He kicked his colleague, who was on
the floor in pain, and said to Poliana, “Sir Pol, our training may be too
difficult.”
With his eyes, he silently said to her, “This is hell.”
Poliana replied bravely, “That’s exactly what I want.” Poliana clenched
her fist and raised it up in the air. When she looked determined and
ready, Sir Beke kindly explained to her what their training involved.
***
After the training, Poliana collapsed to the ground. When Sir Ainno
spotted her, he walked up to her and asked, “Why are you here?” The
royal guards of the First Division saluted their boss immediately while
Poliana remained on the ground weakly. When she couldn’t seem to
answer him, Sir Ainno asked the guards instead, “Why is the head of the
Second Division here? What was she doing?”
“She has been going through our training with us, Sir.”
“Did she do well? Was she able to keep up?”
“No!”
Poliana’s eyes wavered, but she still gritted her teeth when she heard
the guard’s answer. ‘Jerks.’ Why couldn’t they give a little white lie and
say she did well?
‘Honest jerks.’
Both the guards and their bosses were assh*les. Sir Ainno looked down
at her with his usual disgruntled look. Poliana, feeling upset, asked,
“What?! Why are you staring at me like that?”
“No, it’s just… His highness has been acting strangely lately, so I was
wondering if you knew anything about it.”
She knew a lot about it, but Poliana couldn’t answer. When she
remained silent, Sir Ainno assumed that Poliana didn’t know anything.
He looked away and ordered his guards, “Take care of her. Help her
return home or something.” He left, leaving his guards feeling frustrated.
“What should we do? Who should help her?”
“Let’s just get one of the guards from the Second Division. She is their
boss, right?”
“I agree!”
“Me too!”
“But if the boss finds out we didn’t help her ourselves, he is going to be
furious.”
“Oh, maybe, and she’s a woman, so we might get in trouble…”
“Wait! Isn’t Beke her friend or something?”
“Oh yeah! Sir Beke is her close acquaintance, so… Wait a minute!
Where did Sir Beke go?”
“He ran away as soon as the boss appeared.”
“Well, that’s understandable. Sir Ainno is going to be his brother-in-law,
right? That sounds horrible. I would’ve run away too if I was in his
shoes.”
The guards of the First Division chatted leisurely while surrounding
Poliana. Just then, a random dog appeared and walked up to Poliana
with its tail wagging. The dog began to lick Poliana’s face, perhaps
wanting her to play with him. Poliana was feeling too weak to push the
dog away.
When the guards continued to discuss what to do with her, Poliana used
every strength she had left to raise her hand and said to them, “I… I will
take care of myself, so… Go away.”
“Yes, Sir Pol!”
The guards left immediately, leaving Poliana alone with the dog.
Somehow, Poliana pushed herself so she laid on the ground on her
back. Looking up at the sky made her feel a little better. The dog
continued to lick her face, and soon, Poliana realized that the dog was
after the saltiness of her sweat. He wasn’t licking her because he liked
her. She was fine with it except for the fact that the dog had awful
breath.
‘I’m going to die here like this…’
Poliana felt too tired to move. Perhaps it was a mistake to dismiss the
guards. She didn’t want to do anything. She couldn’t. She was regretting
her decision to join the special training when Sir Beke returned.
“Umm… My brother told me to invite you to dinner when I see you, Sir
Pol.”
Sir Aeke told both Sir Beke and Sir Deke to invite Marquess Winter for
dinner when they got the chance to see her so the family could thank
Poliana for giving her wedding items to Cekel.
But today wasn’t the day for a dinner invitation. Poliana was too weak,
so Sir Beke helped her get home.
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This went on day after day. Poliana participated in the intense daily
training of the first division and ate plenty to keep up. When she returned
home, she collapsed onto her bed and fell asleep immediately.
It was a common knowledge that a good and plentiful rest was
necessary for physical training to be most effective. Poliana, however,
wasn’t after physical improvement. She was training to strengthen her
mind and so far, she didn’t think she was doing enough.
The maids of the marquess’ household were concerned for their
mistress. Even though Poliana was eating just as much as any male
knights, Marquess Winter remained skinny. She just won’t put on any
weight. When the maids shared their worry, Poliana reassured them that
she was perfectly fine. She was gaining a lot of muscles, so it is likely
that Poliana weighed quite a bit. But what the maids wanted was for
Poliana to get a little of fat on her, not more muscles.
Poliana wrote a daily log of her training and the result. She was happy to
see that she was making progress. For the first few days of her training,
Poliana had to be helped to return home by Sir Beke or other knights
because she could not walk on her own. But since yesterday, Poliana
was able to ride the horse back home all by herself!
She felt like she could do anything in the world! Poliana was feeling
great when Sir Ainno said to her, “If you keep doing this, you will die.” Sir
Ainno didn’t really care about what happened to her, but if she fell ill or
hurt herself while going through his training regimen, Sir Ainno knew
Lucius the First would be nagging him to no end. Sir Ainno said to
Poliana, “From now on, you are banned from participating in the First
Division’s training program, Marquess Winter.”
His voice, his tone, and the way he spoke… He was such a jerk, but Sir
Mahogal, who recently returned from his vacation, kindly explained to
her the reasoning behind Sir Ainno’s words.
There was no argument that Poliana’s body was different from that of the
other male guards. The difference was especially great when compared
to the knights of the First Division, who were the best of the best in the
kingdom. If Poliana continued to try keeping up with these exceptional
men, she really might end up hurting herself badly. It might look like
she’s making some progress for now, but in reality, her body was most
likely to being damaged.
Poliana nodded in understanding, so she decided that she would take a
break today. And starting tomorrow, she would begin a different type of
training.
‘Tomorrow… I should drop by to check on my men in the Second
Division, and… Huh?’
She was going through her schedule when she noticed a red mark on
the day before yesterday. Poliana wondered why she marked this day
with red ink, which was the most expensive colored ink.
‘Did someone die on this date? No, that’s not it… Is it someone’s
birthday…? No, that’s not it either… Wait! Oh! I remember.’
After thinking for a while, Poliana finally remembered. Yes, it made
sense. It was about this time last month when she had her last period.
Yet… This month, it hasn’t begun yet.
When Poliana was examined at Nanaba castle, the royal doctor told her
she will most likely get her periods regularly now. He was right because
when she returned to Yapa, she did have her periods consistently. This
was why she marked the calendar, so she would not have an
unfortunate and unexpected accident.
But this month… She was a few days late already. Poliana wasn’t
worried, however, because there was a simple and logical explanation
for it.
‘Well, I have been training extremely hard lately, so…’
Poliana has been training hard like a woman on a death mission. She, in
fact, trained harder than when she was in the war, so it made sense that
her period stopped. If her doctor found out, he would nag her that she
should take better care of herself, but Poliana didn’t care. Why?
Because she was a bad patient!
But as long as she lived as a good knight and good subject to the
emperor, it was all good, right! Of course, it was!
Nodding vigorously, Poliana threw the calendar on her desk.
‘Who cares if I don’t get my periods back? It’s not like I plan on having
kids or something.’
Poliana laid down on her bed feeling justified. All she had to do was to
sleep, but for some reason… Her body felt different. Something wasn’t
right.
‘Hmm… I wonder…’
She has never had a regular period in her life. She had more months of
no periods than the ones with menstruation. It was a normal occurrence
for her not to have periods, which meant that she shouldn’t have been
bothered by this situation. Yet… She kept thinking…
‘Why am I bothered? Is it because I was thinking about having kids only
a little while ago?’
It was a short-lived dream for her. There were days when she grinned
about creating a family with Frau and perhaps even having kids of her
own… OF course, the result of her dream was a tragedy in the end.
Poliana ended up taking advantage of the emperor.
‘Gyaaa!’
Poliana left her bed suddenly and punched the wall loudly.
“Gyaaa!”
Her room was soundproofed, but the entire household heard Poliana’s
scream. Her butler, shocked to hear his mistress, ran to her room.
“Mistress! Marquess!”
“Arrggghh!”
When he entered the room, Poliana was assaulting the wall and the
furniture. Her butler was well aware of the marquess’s strange method of
relieving stress, so he quietly closed the door behind her. When the
other servants and the maid gathered around outside her room, the
butler explained to them what was happening and ordered them to keep
quiet about it.
“But shouldn’t we stop her?”
“She will stop when she is done.”
She was a very important woman. Her health and well being should’ve
been her priority, so Poliana’s staff assumed she would stop soon.
However… They were wrong. Poliana’s stress-relieving habit continued
intensely.
She kicked the wall so much that her silk wallpaper was ripped. At first,
the butler replaced the entire wall with new wallpaper, but soon, the
butler realized that it was no use. Poliana kept doing it over and over
again, and in the end, he decided to patch it up by cutting a flowershaped piece of
silk and gluing it on. He, unfortunately, had to do this
frequently. It was an annoying job, but this was his responsibility, not
Poliana’s.
Marquess Winter had other matters to worry about.
‘Dammit! Have I lost my mind? Why can’t I stop thinking about his
highness?! What is wrong with me?’
It was the job of a good knight to think about his emperor day and night,
but Poliana’s thoughts were going in the wrong direction. Ever since Sir
Batre “spared” her marriage prospect by sodomizing her, Poliana
learned to hate the feeling of men breathing down on her. It was okay for
her to feel her colleagues’ heavy breaths while they worked out together,
but if a man intentionally blew warm breath at her… Poliana flinched in
disgust.
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Poliana’s nightmarish memories of Sir Batre disappeared when she
heard the news of his death. The rumor of an unknown man stabbing the
corpse’s anus was enough to soothe her mind. She no longer thought of
him or had upsetting flashbacks of him.
But now… Poliana had new flashbacks of the night she spent with
Lucius the First. How she wrapped her thighs around him… Touching his
soft skin… Groping his chest shamelessly… She could not forget these
memories.
‘I have finally lost my mind.’
Poliana believed that she needed to be punished. She believed that the
appropriate punishment for her crime would be death. Frau tried to con
her into marriage, but his crime did not compare to what she did to the
emperor.
Poliana sexually assaulted Lucius the First. The rapist and the victim
agreed to forget about what happened, but this didn’t change the fact
that Poliana committed a crime.
The very generous emperor told her to forget about that night, but
Poliana kept obsessing about what happened. She couldn’t stop thinking
about it. It wasn’t that she could remember much of that night. It also
wasn’t her first time feeling the body of a man against her own.
So what was it that she couldn’t stop thinking about it?
Because Poliana was often treated as “genderless,” she had plenty of
chances to witness nude men. She also touched plenty of them too, so
Lucius the First’s bare body shouldn’t have been too memorable to her.
So why! Why! Why! Why did she keep thinking about it?!
‘This is driving me nuts!’
This was why she could not go visit the emperor. She couldn’t face him.
Lucius the First saved her life, and this was how she repaid him for his
kindness. And now, her mind continued to commit the crime of
remembering that night. She was a horrible knight. She deserved death.
Poliana was so frustrated because she couldn’t talk to anyone about it.
What happened that night… How it felt… How she felt now… This would
have to be her secret forever.
So what should she do about this problem? How was she going to stop
thinking about the emperor in such an impure way?
Lucius the Firsts’ skin was soft while his muscle was hard. It felt so good
to touch him… It felt amazing to slap his chest!
Poliana thought she was probably the only one in the kingdom who
slapped the emperor’s bare chest. The amazing sensation that only she
knew… Poliana couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Poliana laid down on her bed and looked at her hands. She tried so hard
to forget, but she couldn’t. Even when she trained so hard that she fell
into a dreamless sleep, whenever she woke up in the middle of the night,
thinking about the emperor was all she could do. Poliana recalled Lucius
the Firsts’ warmth.
‘His highness was so warm.’
Thinking about him was what she did whenever she got the chance, so
how could she face him?
So it was only when the emperor ordered all the heads of the three
divisions to gather that Lucius the First was able to reunite with Poliana.
***
The emperor ordered the heads of the First, Second, and Third Divisions
for a work-related discussion. Originally, the First Division, which also
worked as the Knight’s order, was considered the emperor’s own
personal use. The First Division usually did not have designated daily
duties. The Second Division was the group that was responsible for the
royal family’s protection in real life. The Second Division also took care
of the security of the inside of the castle. The Third Division was
responsible for the security of the capital city outside the royal castle.
After the recent major incident, Lucius the First ordered the First Division
to focus on the emperor’s protection. But now that things have settled
down, and there were only two royal members left to be protected, things
could go back to normal.
Sir Wook, the head of the Third Division, smiled and said to Poliana,
“You must be happy about this, Sir Pol. The Second Division is again the
only group protecting the royal family.”
Sir Wook made a gesture of drinking, which was an invitation for Poliana
to go drinking to celebrate. Poliana shook her head weakly and replied,
“I quit drinking.”
Sir Wook laughed loudly, “Hahaha! You’re too funny! Are you trying out
new jokes?” Sir Jainno laughed as well. Sir Ainno was already gone.
Poliana was about to walk out of the room with the other knights when
the emperor called for her, “Marquess Winter, please stay for a while
longer.”
“…”
Poliana considered making an excuse to leave but gave up on the idea.
After the other knights left and they were alone, Poliana sat in front of
the emperor. At first, thankfully, Lucius the First talked only about work.
Poliana felt relieved and focused on the conversation, but soon enough,
the emperor brought up the subject she dreaded.
“Pol, after that night, I…”
Poliana’s body became rigid as she answered automatically, “Your
highness, you needn’t worry about a thing! I didn’t tell anyone about it.
And I also haven’t drank once since that night either!”
“Yes, I didn’t tell anyone about it either.”
He planned on proposing to Poliana after the royal death period was
over, but if he proposed to her out of the blue, Poliana was going to be
shocked. So the emperor decided that their relationship needed to
improve first. To accomplish this, he had no choice but to bring up what
happened that night.
Lucius the First explained, “Just listen, okay? I thought about it a lot and
I am certain that it was me who took advantage of you, Pol. I mean, think
about it. It doesn’t make sense that you forced me. You are a woman
and I am a man. I think I did it out of my desire and lust. So what I’m
trying to say is that I will take responsibility.”
“Your highness, it was me who took advantage of you.”
Poliana straightened up and interrupted the emperor coldly, surprising
Lucius the First. He wondered if she remembered something from that
night. Poliana seemed so certain of the fact that she was at fault, but this
only fueled the emperor to be even more insistent. Whatever she may
remember… They were both very drunk so her memory couldn’t be very
accurate. Besides, there were no evidence or no witnesses to prove
anything, so the emperor decided to push on.
“Pol, it was me, stop arguing with me.”
“No, your highness, it was me. I am sure of it.”
“I am telling you, it was me who took advantage of you that night.”
“No, I am certain it was me who assaulted you, your highness.”
“Are you saying this because you remember something from that night?”
Poliana, feeling cornered, yelled loudly in annoyance, “I was on top of
you, your highness! I was sitting on top of you that night!” Shaking her
head in frustration, Poliana continued, “It was me, your highness! I used
your body! We decided to forget about it, so why do you keep bringing it
up, your highness?!”
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Lucius the First argued, “Well, maybe somehow we just got tangled! You
know, if you are horsing around, things like that could happen!”
Poliana yelled, “If I was just ‘sitting’ on top of you, do you think I would
be saying this?!”
Poliana dared to raise her voice to the emperor. Her face frowning in
frustration, she left the room without asking for his permission. Lucius
the First could not stop her. He was so surprised that he wasn’t thinking
clearly. His heart was beating so fast like he ran hundreds of miles
nonstop.
‘Calm down, Lucius… Calm down… Calm down… I need to calm
down…’
The emperor rested his chin on his hand and thought carefully. So he
was laying on the bed and Poliana was on top of him… And she wasn’t
just “sitting” on top of him… And Poliana was certain, based on this
piece of memory, that she took advantage of his drunk body…
So…
‘She was on top of me!’
There was no need for further explanation.
“…!”
The emperor collapsed onto his desk while clutching his chest. His heart,
pride, and desire were all damaged from this piece of information.
Something so great and incredible happened yet he couldn’t remember
any of it… He hated himself. He hated his brain for being so stupid.
Lucius the First felt foolish for secretly being happy about vaguely
remembering the feel of her breasts. Something even greater happened,
and all he could remember was the hazy shape of her breasts… The
emperor wanted to cry. It was the first time since his parents died that he
felt like crying like this.
Lucius the First tried and tried to remember that night, but nothing came
up to his mind. He even hit his head a few times with his hand, but it was
no use.
***
Poliana was furious, and as the woman in power, she did not relieve her
anger alone. After all, Poliana had plenty of men in her control to help
her feel better.
When she walked into the Second Division’s breakroom, the guards
saluted her loudly. Poliana was disappointed to see that the room was
sparse. She hoped that if one of her men who weren’t supposed to be
taking a break was playing hooky so she would have an excuse to
punish him. But to her annoyance, it seemed that all of her men in the
Second Division were honest and diligent.
Normally, any boss would’ve been proud to have such good men, but
today was not a normal day. Poliana asked, “Is there anyone here who
wants to spar me?”
The young handsome men in the room all looked away, unable to meet
her eyes. As the head of the Second Division, Poliana was a powerful
and influential figure both politically and in terms of military authority. If a
young guard wanted to make it in this world and get promoted, this
would’ve been a good chance to volunteer and get on her good side.
This would be the chance to be noticed by the boss. However, it seemed
that no one wanted to be successful because no one volunteered.
The guards had a good reason to remain quiet. Poliana sparred a few
times recently with the guards of the First Division recently, and the way
she fought was considered legendary.
When Poliana sparred, she attacked like she was in a real battle. It
wasn’t just her that fought so hard; many spars were fought seriously,
and most young knights were excited at the chance of sparring with a
veteran soldier. Many of the young guards never had the chance to fight
in real battles so sparring those who were in the war was the only way to
learn the realness of a battlefield.
However, Poliana, who obviously had less stamina and strength, was
known to fight viciously. To be her most effective self, Poliana attacked
only the most vulnerable body parts. If a man got a lighter version of her
attack, he would be in severe pain. If a man got the full force of her
attack, the man could be permanently crippled. Her savagery worsened
recently after she trained with the First Division. All the soldiers of the
royal guards were well-trained men, yet those who had the opportunity to
fight Poliana, declared that it was like fighting a hungry tiger.
‘Our boss Sir Pol… I don’t think she became physically stronger, but she
became scarier, right?’
‘Totally. We better never get on her bad side.’
The superstitious guards of the Second Division believed that if their
boss died, she would become the guardian ghost of Yapa that protected
the capital forever.
Poliana walked around the room leisurely as her men stood straight and
in fear. She looked at them as if they were pieces of meat to be bought
and eaten at the butcher’s shop. Who will be called to face this tiger?
Suddenly, Poliana’s face turned ugly as she gagged.
“Blargh.”
Poliana gagged a few times, and the men felt hurt as they said to her,
“B,Boss… You are too mean. We get that we smell rotten, but to gag in
front of us like that…”
“N-no, that’s not it… Blargh… I… Blargh…”
Poliana couldn’t stop gagging so she ran out of the room. The smell in
the guard’s breakroom was a familiar smell to her. Men’s sweat, blood,
urine, mold, alcohol, juice, stale bread and meat, and mouse poop…
There was nothing new there; Poliana was used to the smell. In fact, she
has smelled much worse during the war.
So why did the familiar smell suddenly make her sick? For some reason,
Poliana could not stop gagging. Her head kept telling her the smell was
fine, but her body was reacting violently against it.
It was painful to keep gagging, so Poliana ran to the washroom, thinking
that if she vomited, she would feel better. But unfortunately, nothing
came out when she tried to throw up. Poliana put a finger inside her
throat, but even then, she barely threw up anything.
Poliana tried to think of what might be happening to her body.
‘Hmm… have I been training too hard lately?’
But she used to train even harder in the olden days, right? Sure, she
was younger then, but…
Poliana supposed that there was a huge difference between being in
one’s teen years to being in one’s twenties. This meant that being over
thirty was going to feel very different, and when she turned over forty,
her body would deteriorate further.
It was true that the knights who went through harsh training and battles
ended up suffering later. It was common for the soldiers to have pain
even after their broken bones mended. It didn’t mean that these soldiers
could not continue to fight, but…
‘I was feeling fine until this morning. Well, I guess I have been overly
tired lately.”
Poliana decided to take the rest of the day off today. She felt guilty,
knowing that she should take better care of herself. If she continued to
abuse her body this way, Poliana knew she might end up suffering
greatly later. She had a hard life for the first twenty years of her life, so
Poliana strongly believed that she deserves her next forty years to be
amazing.
In fact, her current situation was the best scenario she could ever hope
for. She had a great power and her life was finally good. Such a
wonderful life should’ve been only the beginning for her.
“Dammit…”
Poliana gritted her teeth and began to pant in panic. Inside of her mouth
felt gross from throwing up.
“…”
Poliana desperately wanted to deny the cruel reality, but it was very
hard. For a while now, it was becoming harder to ignore the distinct
possibility. The changes in her body… She could imagine what these
may mean, and now, it was time to find out rather than keep ignoring
them.
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Missing period, feeling poorly, and gagging for no reason… All these
symptoms could be explained by harsh training, but what if there was an
accidental one night stand before all these symptoms?
Poliana left her work early to return home. There, she expertly put on a
dress and wrapped her hair with a handkerchief. Since the day she
decided to get married, Poliana chose not to cut her hair. It was now
long enough to touch her shoulders.
Should she cut it now? Should she not?
Poliana glared at the mirror for a while before deciding to keep it
because she knew the handkerchief looked better on her with long hair.
Her butler asked, “Mistress, are you going out?”
“Yes.”
The butler was happy to see Poliana in a dress because it meant that
she wouldn’t go too far…. Well, actually, this only meant that she
wouldn’t go out training like a maniac. Poliana didn’t get on her horse.
Instead, she chose to walk. She asked around and found the place she
was looking for. It wasn’t the market but an area in the suburban area.
After taking a deep breath, Poliana walked in. The owner of the place
was an old woman.
The old woman’s job was something women needed in every village.
She was a professional who had extensive experience and knowledge
that could help women with their health.
She was a midwife. Because most doctors did not have much
knowledge of women’s health, the midwives were necessary. Although
they did not have official and organized schools and research, the
midwives’ experience helped in keeping down the death rate of pregnant
mothers and their babies.
The old woman asked, “What brings you here?”
“I’m wondering if I’m pregnant.”
Now that she said it out loud, Poliana felt dizzy. The midwife asked her
to have a seat.
“I haven’t seen you around here.”
“I just had some business to attend Yapa recently.”
The midwife didn’t get on with the examination immediately. Poliana
showed her frustration, but the old woman didn’t seem to care. Poliana
might have had 20 years of battlefield experience, but the old woman
had 50 years of experience as the midwife of this town.
The old woman asked Poliana many personal questions. Where did she
live? How old was she? When Poliana refused to answer them, the old
woman grumbled but examined her nonetheless. After a little while, the
midwife said to Poliana, “Congrats, you’re pregnant.”
“F*ck!”
“A pregnant woman should not swear like that! If you do, you will end up
having a baby with a cleft lip. You’re old enough to know better!”
The old woman slapped Poliana’s back a few times.
Slap! Slap!
The midwife was shockingly strong, and in the end, the head of Acreian
Second Division Marquess Poliana Winter surrendered.
“Dammit! Argh! Fine! Fine! I’m sorry!”
Poliana ran out of the door and sighed deeply. She didn’t know what to
do.
“Your highness… Lucius the First… My dear emperor…”
It seemed that even her emperor’s sperms were amazing since it only
took one time to get Poliana pregnant. She wondered why it took so long
for Lady Rebecca to get pregnant and why the other two ex-wives never
did.
Poliana kicked the wall hard, and the midwife inside yelled at her, “Why
are you kicking my home? You’re pregnant, which means you should be
more careful, be kinder!”
“Alright, alright! Sorry, I’m sorry.”
Poliana wanted to cry. Why was her uterus suddenly working so hard
when in the last thirty years, it refused to work at all?
Why? How? What the hell!
She wanted to believe that it wasn’t Lucius the First’s baby, but it was
not possible. The only man she slept with was the emperor, so it had to
be his. Poliana leaned against the building wall. She felt too dizzy to
stand straight. Both of her legs began to shake.
Pregnant. She was pregnant!
People say that it was easy to miscarry at an early stage of pregnancy,
so how did her body endure such hard training while pregnant? Poliana
found it difficult to believe what was happening. She watched Lady
Rebecca bedridden during most of her pregnancy. She needed the
doctor’s permission just to get the chance to sit on a chair, yet compared
to that, Poliana’s body seemed like it was invincible.
Poliana believed that her life was alright. Some may believe she led an
unfortunate life while others believe that she should’ve been greedier for
more in her life.
But today… Finally… Poliana believed that a true calamity occurred in
her life. Something was going very wrong here. Was her life destined to
be destroyed this way?
Immediately after she was born, her birth mother passed away. Her own
father and her stepmother wanted her to die. Poliana lived many years
living and surviving without having a clear goal. She lived an
unappreciated life for decades. She almost died many times before
finally meeting the emperor who acknowledged and accepted her as a
true knight. She was given a new name and she worked hard. She made
many notable accomplishments. She was finally respected; she even
had colleagues who liked her.
The only thing left for her was to live a happy life, so why was this
happening to her?
It was one thing to be fooled by a gold digger, but to get pregnant by
Lucius the First? Of all men… Why did it have to be the emperor?
Lucius the First currently did not have an heir.
‘Well, that’s not true.’ Technically, Duke Luzo and his son were next in
line. Duke Luzo was a truly loyal cousin and ally to the emperor. If Lucius
the First did not get an heir, the next option was to have Princess
Luminae marry the Duke’s son and have him become the next heir. It
wasn’t a bad idea, though the new emperor’s legitimacy wouldn’t be as
strong as if it was Lucius the First’s own son.
The emperor united the entire continent. He dreamt of a strong unified
kingdom and he didn’t plan on it falling apart after he was gone.
In this complicated situation, Poliana Winter became pregnant with the
emperor’s child. The gender of this baby was obviously unknown at this
point. So as the loyal knight of the emperor, what should Poliana do?
She could think of four options.
1. Honesty. She tells the emperor the truth.
2. Escape. She runs away.
3. Abortion. She gets rid of the baby.
4. Suicide.
5. This has to be a dream. When she wakes up, she will realize that it
was only a nightmare, so there is nothing to do. Nothing to worry about.
Poliana chose option 5. She was too tired, both physically and
emotionally, that she needed some rest.
***
The next morning.
Considering it was such a traumatic event yesterday, Poliana slept
rather well. With a clearer head after a restful night, Poliana
contemplated what happened.
“Why is this happening to me?!”
Poliana despaired at the fact that she wasn’t dreaming. She was truly
pregnant with the emperor’s child. This was really happening. Although it
was hard to accept the truth, she could no longer just sit still and feel
miserable. Now that she could think a little better, a thought popped into
her head suddenly.
‘Wait a minute! That midwife may have been wrong, right?!’
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That’s right! Exactly! Poliana grinned widely.
‘Why didn’t I think of this earlier?’
Midwives were not official professionals. They had more medical
knowledge than the public, but these women were certainly not doctors.
On top of that, the midwife Poliana saw yesterday had an awful
personality. Since she seemed like an awful person, that old woman
probably was an awful midwife too.
Poliana finally felt much better. She calculated the days and realized that
it would be too difficult to tell if she was indeed pregnant at this stage. It
was very possible that the midwife was mistaken.
Poliana put on a different dress and a handkerchief than yesterday to go
out. Her butler didn’t say a word; he only helped her get ready and
opened the door for her. Poliana, feeling a little guilty, gave an
unnecessary excuse for her outing, “I am on a secret mission to check
on the Third Division’s work.”
The butler did not doubt his mistress’s word. Instead, he felt sorry for the
Third Division.
***
Poliana sighed as she walked the street.
‘I better find a different midwife to see what she says.’
Today, Poliana rode her horse to the city center. The most accurate way
of finding out would be to see the royal gynecologist, but if she did,
everyone would know the truth. To keep her secret, Poliana needed to
visit a village midwife.
Poliana asked around, making a point of only asking women in her same
age group. She asked a few women and luckily, Poliana learned that
there was a famous midwife living nearby.
Because she was so popular, this midwife’s place was very busy. Most
people waiting were women, although there were a few husbands that
came with their wives. There also were a few kids who came with their
mothers, making the waiting area rather noisy.
Poliana waited with a rigid face. She was sweating profusely, and when
it finally came to be her turn, the midwife examined her and announced,
“You are still at a very early stage, so I’m surprised that you already
know. Yes, you are indeed with a child.”
“Arghh…”
“Why are your hands so rough and calloused? You better be more
careful now that you are pregnant.”
“Arghh…”
It was like a death sentence to her. It was actually worse than a death
sentence. As Poliana walked out of the midwife’s house, her shoulders
slumped. She felt weak; Poliana was able to reach where her horse was
waiting for her, but she didn’t feel strong enough to get on top of it.
Two midwives confirmed her pregnancy. She was pregnant; there was
no denying it now. After spending the night with Lucius the First, Poliana
went into intense training. There should’ve been a high chance that she
miscarried from it, but her baby still survived.
‘I can’t believe the baby is still alive after me training so hard…’ Both
midwives told her that she needed to take it easy. The training she went
through wasn’t something Poliana planned herself. It was something
created by the infamous First Division. There were moments during the
training when Poliana wondered if she might die from it.
‘Rebecca…’
The memories of her friend made Poliana feel bitter. Lady Rebecca was
forced to spend most of her pregnancy in bed and even then, she did not
survive childbirth. Suddenly, Poliana shivered in fear. It was a good thing
Lucius the First was currently unmarried. If he wasn’t… If Poliana
became pregnant when he was still married…
‘If it happened then, I would’ve had no choice but to commit suicide.’
How shameful would that be? If it happened, Poliana wouldn’t have been
able to face the emperor’s wives. She really would’ve killed herself out of
shame and embarrassment.
Poliana returned home and washed up. She changed into her usual
uniform and went to the castle to visit Princess Luminae. In the past, the
princess had three mothers, but now, she had none. The only family
Princess Luminae had was her father, but this wasn’t an unusual
situation. The princess had plenty of nannies and maids that she would
never be truly alone. Besides, all nobles and royal families never raised
their own children.
Princess Luminae was now past her newborn stage. She was growing
fast and strong, making her father Lucius the First proud. Now chubby,
the princess was adorable. She only inherited the best features of her
parents. Princess Luminae was so pretty that people believed she would
grow up to be an even greater beauty than her own father.
When the princess spotted Poliana, who visited her often, she
recognized her and reached out to her. Poliana saw the princess’s cute
chubby fingers and smiled. Poliana buried her face on the baby’s tummy.
The wonderful smell of the baby and her warmth felt unfamiliar, but for
some reason, Poliana missed it.
Everyone was a baby at one point in life, but no one really remembered
being a baby. Perhaps people liked children because they missed the
time of their lives they didn’t really remember.
Poliana smiled bitterly and whispered to the princess, “I did something
very wrong, Princess.”
Poliana was a friend of the princess’s late mother. Rebecca used to be
the one person Poliana could talk to about anything and everything.
They were honest with each other and their friendship was real. Dirty
chats, dangerous topics, disgusting words, horrible treacherous
thought… Poliana and Rebecca used to share their lives. If Rebecca
was still alive, Poliana would’ve told her about this situation.
More accurately, if Rebecca was still alive, something like this would’ve
never happened. No matter how drunk Poliana gets, she would never
take advantage of a married man.
Poliana slept with the husband of her dead friend. This ugly thought
made her even more upset.
‘Should I really kill myself?’
If Rebecca was alive and heard what happened, how would she react?
Would she have hated her? Found her disgusting? Or would she have
just nagged her and in fact found it funny? Either way, Poliana would’ve
loved to have her friend back. She missed Rebecca.
Poliana was a knight. She has always been a knight, which meant that
she learned to not be too sentimental about friendships and memories of
those who were no longer alive. This was necessary for her sanity, so
Poliana quickly erased the thoughts of Rebecca. Missing her was
making her feel even guiltier. She was already feeling bad about it so
she didn’t need anything to make her feel worse.
Poliana asked the baby princess, “What should I do?”
Dammit! What was she supposed to do? She got drunk and made a
huge mistake. Other people made drunken mistakes all the time and
lived their lives fine, so why did her life have to change so much from a
single misstep? Why did she have to get pregnant?
‘Should I go tell the truth?’
The emperor and Poliana decided to forget about what happened, but
now, there was going to be a child. A child… This wasn’t something they
could forget about. So should she go to Lucius the First and tell him the
truth? How should she explain this to him?
“Your highness… I am sorry to tell you but about that night… I believe I
am suffering from a side effect from it.”
To this, Lucius the First would ask her, “Oh, what is the side effect?”
If she replied, “I am pregnant,” what kind of reaction would the emperor
have?
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Poliana couldn’t imagine how the emperor would react. Maybe her
confession would create an incident where the emperor falls off his
throne. It will be the first time ever in history that something like this had
happened.
‘But I can’t just ‘forget’ about this anymore! It’s not possible!’
While Poliana contemplated, Princess Luminae giggled beautifully. Her
golden hair, though different shade than her father’s, still shined with
amazing luster. The head of the Second Division felt burdened as she
wondered, ‘What if his highness asks me it’s really his?’
How should she answer if he asks such a question?
Poliana didn’t know. Of course, she knew her emperor wouldn’t ask a
question like that. He wasn’t that kind of man at all. She knew he would
instead try to console her. He would say something like, “You must’ve
been feeling lonely and scared.” He would be kind and gentle to her.
It was only Poliana’s imagination that he would ever ask her if the child
was truly his. It was the worst and the scariest thought and Poliana
couldn’t stop it from haunting her.
Poliana wouldn’t spend the night with any other man. Lucius the First
was the only one, but there was no proof of this claim. It was going to be
just her words. If she was Lucius the First, Poliana would’ve been
suspicious. Since she took advantage of him, who is to say she hasn’t
done this before?
In her mind, she was just a drunk woman who “raped” a defenseless
man. So if such a woman went to the “victim” and tell him and she was
pregnant with his child, who would believe her?
If the man believed her, that would make him an idiot.
The truth was, Lucius the First was indeed an idiot when it concerned
Poliana. But Poliana was unaware of this. To her, the emperor was the
most handsome and kindest ruler there ever was or could be.
Normally, Poliana would’ve felt more confident about her situation and
how to deal with it. With her utmost trust in Lucius the First and her
powerful status, she would’ve been more decisive, However, the reality
was that Poliana’s emotional state was still very fragile from everything
that happened to her. She couldn’t help feeling pessimistic, and it also
didn’t help that her hormones were out of balance.
Usually, when a woman became pregnant by accident, an abortion was
recommended. It was the darkest responsibility of the midwives.
However, in this case, this was not an option. This baby… It wasn’t just
Poliana’s. If it was, Poliana wouldn’t have hesitated in getting rid of it, but
it was also partly Lucius the First’s, and Poliana could never harm the
bloodline of her emperor.
So if she could not kill it, the only option for her was to keep it. Now that
this decision was made, the next dilemma was what to do after she had
the baby. If she had it in the current situation, this baby would be a
bastard. There were two types of bastards; either recognized or
unrecognized by the parents.
The former was the lucky one that sometimes even they could be
adopted by a married couple. The most common example was if a
couple only had daughters and the husband ended up having a male
bastard outside of his marriage. Oftentimes, this child would be adopted
and become the official heir to the family.
So what if the child was not recognized by the father? Then, the decision
was for the mother’s to make. She could abandon the child at the
doorstep of the father’s home if she wished.
Poliana was going to be a mother. She was going to have an unwanted
child. What are her options? The usual options for a woman in her
situation were as followed:
Abandon.
Kill.
Have the child be adopted by someone.
In the worst-case scenario, pretend the child is her current husband’s.
The first two options were not acceptable to Poliana. This baby was
going to be Lucius the First’s. If it was a son, although he would be a
bastard, he will still be the first-born son of the emperor. This child would
have to be raised accordingly as part of the bloodline of the royal family.
There were romantic stories out there about this kind of situation. An
unmarried lady becomes pregnant with a handsome knight’s child. The
knight, a highborn nobleman, was already married with an heir. The
knight secretly supports the single mother and his son. The knight’s
official heir ends up dying accidentally and the single mother and the
bastard son reunite with the knight; a happy ending!
This was considered a romantic and beautiful story that was popular
among the knights. If Poliana was not the pregnant one but the knight,
she would’ve been willing to support the single mother too. Abortion was
not an option. Poliana also could not abandon her child. When she heard
the romantic story, Poliana thought it was a nice fiction, but now that it
was happening to her… She realized how horrifying her situation was.
‘Why, why, why, why me! Why meee!’
Poliana screamed silently and stomped her feet. Her body tensed, and
she ended up squeezing the princess, who was still in her arms. When
Princess Luminae began to cry, Poliana immediately relaxed. She tried
to console the baby, but the princess refused to stop crying.
Poliana quickly ran out of the door and yelled, “Help!”
The wet nurse, who was waiting nearby, quickly held the baby in her
arms. The princess had been just fine when she left her with the
knightess, so the wet nurse glared at Poliana, who ran away hurriedly.
Poliana could hear the princess crying even louder, making her feel
guilty.
‘I’m so glad her highness is healthy.’
Poliana’s life was in a shamble, but at least Princess Luminae was
healthy, which was all that mattered. Well, at least, this is how Poliana
tried to think, but it didn’t take long before she became frustrated again.
‘Dammit! It’s not okay at all.’
She pouted angrily. The early stage of pregnancy is supposed to be
fragile and dangerous. All pregnant women were told to be careful and
avoid any vigorous activities during their pregnancies. So how was it that
Poliana and her baby survived the most intense training in the kingdom?
It was the First Division’s hellish training!
‘I wish I miscarried. I wish I lost the baby.’
Poliana’s thoughts were turning dark. She truly wished that she
miscarried her baby naturally. It would’ve made things so much simpler.
It would’ve been better if this baby disappeared without anyone knowing.
It was such a terrible thought that Poliana bit her lips. Poliana
remembered Stra crying for days because of a baby she never had. At
the time, Poliana learned to understand how Stra felt, yet here she was,
thinking that it would be better to lose her own baby!
Punch! Punch!
Poliana attacked the stone wall angrily.
To feel saddened by Stra’s baby that never existed, yet wanting her own
real baby growing inside of her to die… The irony of it was too
complicated. There was no good solution to this problem. All Poliana
could do was to assault the wall until she felt better.
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Once a woman was pregnant, everything in her life changed to
accommodate the baby. She was told to only think good thoughts, eat
good things, hear good sounds, and see good scenes.
In her case, however, this wasn’t going to work. Unfortunately, Poliana
Winter was not a good person. Everything was supposed to be good
when a woman was pregnant, but how could this rule work when the
mother-to-be herself was not good?
All Poliana wanted was for this baby to be gone; she did not need or
want this child. It was painful to be in this situation, but the only reason
why she could not go through with the abortion was that this child was
her emperor’s own blood.
‘I am the worst.’
Poliana couldn’t stop punching the wall. If it wasn’t for the gloves, her
knuckles would be bleeding by now. She was on her way to report to
Lucius the First, but her legs refused to move fast. She walked slower
and slower as she wondered, ‘What if he doesn’t think it’s his?’
Just imagining such a scenario was painful. If he doubted her words,
Poliana knew she would be hurt for life. She would never be able to
recover from it.
Lucius the First had to believe her. Poliana was single and the emperor
was eligible again. Since she was pregnant with his child, the best option
now would be for them to get married. By getting married, they will
effectively stop any ugly rumors.
Yes, Poliana and Lucius the First’s marriage…
When the maids spotted Poliana, they bowed respectfully and greeted
her, “Hello, Marquess.”
When the royal guards saw her, they saluted her immediately, “Boss!
How are you doing today?”
An elderly nobleman nodded to her and asked politely, “Long time no
see, Marquess Winter. Shall we have dinner together soon?” When
Poliana refused, the man left in disappointment.
She had to get married. There was no other way.
And with this marriage, everything she achieved will be…
Poliana couldn’t swallow. She felt so overwhelmed that her body burned.
Her name was Poliana Winter. She was born in Aehas and currently,
she was the head of the kingdom’s Second Division. She received the
title of marquess from her emperor Lucius the First. Her last name
“Winter” was the treasure given to her by the emperor herself.
Her hair was shorter than any woman in the kingdom. It barely reached
her shoulders. She did not wear any makeup or jewelry, but despite the
lack of these fineries, no one who saw her doubted her nobility and
importance. The uniform she wore proudly was that of royal guards,
beautiful blue with a golden stripe across her shoulder and chest to
represent her rank.
Poliana was one of the few who were allowed to carry hidden weapons
inside the royal castle, even in the presence of the emperor.
‘Everything his highness gave me… Everything I achieved…’
She knew that Lucius the First would not be unkind to her. She could bet
her life on this fact. The only time he said ugly words to her was the first
time they met, but that couldn’t be helped.
Because he recently lost all three wives, Poliana knew he would be
especially kind to her. If she bore a son, she suspected that he might not
even marry another wife. Just as he valued her as his knight, Poliana
was sure he would treat her respectfully as his wife. He would treasure
her.
Lucius the First was a man of honor. The emperor would be able to
make her dream come true. The dream she thought she might live with
Frau… She knew that with the emperor, she would be able to form a
warm family filled with respect and affection.
The emperor was definitely a much better husband material than Frau. It
wasn’t even a fair comparison. Lucius the First was the most beautiful,
kindest, and smartest man in the kingdom. A gold digger like Frau could
never even dream of becoming half as good of a man as the emperor.
Lucius the First would never ask Poliana the cruel question she dreaded.
He would never fault Poliana even though all of it was her fault. He
would instead take responsibility and punish those who would dare to
disrespect her. He would make sure there is no negative rumor about
her. He would trust her and believe everything she says.
“…”
Poliana gritted her teeth and began to walk faster. When the emperor’s
servant saw her, he greeted her pleasantly. Lucius the First has been
denying anyone’s request to see him today, but he allowed Poliana to
enter his room.
“Pol, did you come here because you wanted to see me?”
The woman he loved has been avoiding him. The emperor has been
looking ill but as soon as he saw Poliana, his whole demeanor changed.
Lucius the First felt true happiness when he saw the woman of his
dream. He decided not to hide his feelings anymore. He looked at
Poliana lovingly.
“Your highness, I…”
Poliana clenched her fists. Her hands trembled as she continued, “Your
highness, I would like to take a break from my duty.”
“… is that so?”
“Yes, I would like to get an extended vacation. I need to go take care of
my land and I would like to enjoy some time off. I have been feeling very
tired and my muscles have been very achy lately, perhaps from the
recent injuries. I think the hot springs from my land will be helpful. I have
also been suffering from insomnia, so… I would really like some time
off.”
Lucius the First frowned. Everything he was hearing now was not what
he expected. Poliana wasn’t feeling well? And she wanted to go away on
vacation? He planned on winning her heart somehow, but what she was
telling him now was too shocking for him to do anything.
The emperor replied, “Of course you can take as much time off as you
like, but do you really need to go to your land? Can’t you take a vacation
in the city?”
“I haven’t visited the place once in a very long time, so I think I should
go.”
If things didn’t go right, there was a chance she might never be able to
return. It was from her greed and selfishness that she asked for a
vacation rather than a retirement.
Poliana was a selfish person. She didn’t want to lose anything she
received from the emperor and this was why she was lying to him. The
love in his gorgeous green eyes… Poliana couldn’t endure it. She
thought his love was for her as a knight, and Poliana felt too guilty to
accept his affection.
After a short silence, the emperor replied, “Of course… Of course, you
have gone through a lot lately, Pol. I understand.”
Lucius the First nodded. So many things have happened after Rebecca’s
death. Tory’s public accusation, which led to a political turmoil, the Frau
incident, and of course, the shocking night they spent together… Poliana
did look very tired of all the things that happened to her. She also looked
very thin, perhaps from the harsh training she put herself through.
Lucius the First’s heart ached painfully as he said to her, “You do need a
vacation, Pol, so I will allow it. Please have a restful time off for however
long you need. No matter when you return, the position as the head of
the Second Division will be yours and yours only, Pol. Always.”
“Thank you, your highness.”
Poliana didn’t leave immediately. She hesitated, but Lucius the First did
not notice her behavior because he was too deep in his own thoughts.
“Pol.”
“Yes.”
“Please come back to me.”
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Poliana, who has been looking hesitant and uncertain, suddenly
straightened up. There was a clear determination in her eyes as she
replied, “I will return to you, your highness. I swear I will because my
place is with you.”
This wasn’t just an answer to the emperor’s question, but also a vow
Poliana made to herself. Lucius the First knew what his knightess meant.
He understood how she felt, and even then, he couldn’t help feeling
disappointed.
‘I should’ve proposed as soon as I saw her today.’
Regretting his inaction was useless at this point, it was always futile.
Lucius the First said many horrible things to Poliana when he first met
her. For example, he announced that he would rather sleep with a dirty
wh*re than with her. He said to her that he was prettier than she was.
The emperor also ordered his men to get a decent looking soldier to bed
her before killing her.
Lucius the First knew he could never fault her for not falling in love with
him just based on the things he said to her.
Poliana had never done any wrong with him. Everything was the
emperor’s fault and his alone. But Poliana swore to him that she would
return. No matter what happens, she will be back. As long as Lucius the
First allowed her, she will stay by his side as his knight.
The emperor regretted it again and again. If he knew he was going to fall
in love with her, Lucius the First would’ve never said such rude things.
He blamed the war; he was too nervous about achieving his dream that
he said things he shouldn’t have.
Poliana’s request today might have sounded simple but what it
represented certainly wasn’t. Poliana’s head was filled with what might
happen if she bore a son while the emperor couldn’t stop thinking about
proposing to her.
And in the end, they parted their ways for now.
***
Instead of telling the truth, Poliana chose to run. She didn’t have a plan.
Not having a plan was her plan. Thankfully, she didn’t show now, but
soon, her body would change. If she remained in Yapa, people would
know that she was pregnant.
An unmarried woman pregnant… It was going to be the juiciest gossip
this city had in a very long time because it would involve Poliana, who
was a famous figure, to begin with. Currently, the most popular story in
Yapa involves Sir Ainno and Cekel’s upcoming wedding. This was going
to be the best time for Poliana to leave quietly while the city was
distracted. Once the wedding takes place, people’s interest will turn
towards her.
Marquess Poliana Winter, who broke up her engagement to Frau,
suddenly getting pregnant… What a sensational gossip it would make!
Everyone will want to know who the father is. They will want to know
what she does with the child.
This was why she had to leave Yapa.
Lucius the First minimized the powers of the noble landlords in the
kingdom, but Poliana’s authority and influence were still much greater in
Sitrin than Yapa. It was going to be easy to refuse guests from entering
her land. She wouldn’t have to worry about how people saw her.
Poliana will stay in the castle mostly, claiming she wasn’t well and
needed rest. She will have her baby without anyone finding out. If it was
a girl, she would raise her as her own. If it is a son, she will still raise him
as her own, of course. If the child resembled the emperor, she would
confess to him. This was Poliana’s plan so far.
This was the least logical plan, but Poliana decided to just go with it. It
may have been a selfish decision, but she didn’t care. Her life hasn’t
been easy on her. Life was never easy for anyone, but hers was a little
more difficult than that of most. She had to work extra hard to achieve
what she had now, and she didn’t plan on giving everything up. It was
too big of a punishment for a one night’s mistake.
Poliana didn’t want to lose it all. Her power, her reputation, her career,
and her name… She wanted to keep all of it till her death. Poliana
planned on taking everything with her to the grave. She would never let
any of her achievements go. Her name especially… She would never
give up her name.
Perhaps it was too early to think too far. There was no guarantee that
she would give birth safely. She was a healthy sturdy woman, strong
enough to withstand intense training, but childbirth was a very
unexpected event.
Even though there was a chance she might not even make it to term,
Poliana still could not even imagine losing her accomplishments. She
now had 7, maybe 8, months left till her baby was born. Until then, she
will be constantly at risk of miscarriage.
Even though the logical thing to do was to marry Lucius the First,
Poliana didn’t want this option. To give up everything and marry? It was
too unfair.
It was true that Lucius the First was the most eligible bachelor in the
kingdom. He was the best husband material without a doubt. And to gain
such a husband, there were so many things Poliana had to give up in
return.
She would lose so much of herself, she thought.
Lucius the First was the emperor of this kingdom. He ruled this
continent.
If she married him, Poliana would gain a lot, of course. Things she used
to have… Things she never was allowed to have… Things she lost…
It was possible that Poliana might gain more than she loses. For
example, if she became his wife, she would get to experience many new
things. She will get new kinds of powers and given the chance to think
differently.
Poliana was in her thirties. She was still very young, but still too old to
get a whole new life and experience new things. Poliana worked like a
dog to accomplish what she had now. She finally had enough power to
live the way she wanted, so was it too much to ask to keep her current
life? To enjoy herself? Wasn’t it only natural that she wants to remain in
power?
‘Let’s just think positively. It looks like I will be getting a true heir of my
own, so it’s a good thing, right? Whatever!’
If the baby didn’t resemble the emperor, things were going to be very
simple. She was going to give birth in her own land, so it was going to be
easy to forge papers for her child. All she had to do was come up with a
fake nobleman’s name to put on the birth paper. She would claim that
she got married and the father of her child accidentally died right before
birth!
She was powerful enough, especially in her own land, to accomplish
this.
‘So easy.’
Poliana continued to live in denial. On a battlefield, the best option
sometimes was to run, and now that she decided to do this, Poliana
didn’t waste any time. She got a few guards for her protection and left
Yapa.
She was supposed to rest, but it wasn’t going to happen. She had to ride
to her own land, but her body was strong enough to withstand the
intense training, so Poliana felt certain she would be able to survive the
horse ride.
One good thing was that whether her baby was a boy or a girl, it would
be a strong one.
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Poliana owned many lands.
How many pieces of land were considered many? There was no specific
set number, which meant that some might argue that Poliana did not
own many lands. Either way, before returning to Nanaba, Poliana was
given two more towns on top of her already-existing lands.
During their ten years of conquest, there were many ownerless lands on
the continent. The current situation was that Lucius the First did not have
enough loyal subjects to give all of these lands.
The emperor purposely broke up the lands into even smaller pieces
when he awarded them. Those who received multiple lands were given
different pieces in the three regions: the north, the mid-continent, and the
south. This caused most of the noblemen to be unable to visit all of their
lands in their lifetimes.
This was exactly what the emperor wanted. By doing so, he was making
sure the noblemen’s powers were dispersed all over the kingdom. This
made it difficult for an individual or a group of noblemen to grow their
force extensively.
Just as he did with the military, Lucius the First also changed the
ownership law of the lands. The noblemen no longer had complete
control over their lands as if they were the king of their properties. All the
lands and the people living off of them belonged to the emperor now,
and the landlords were essentially leasing the lands from Lucius the
First. The noblemen had to pay a fee to the emperor and the royal family
to use these lands.
This new law took effect only a few years ago, and unfortunately, most
commoners were still unaware of the meaning of this change. They still
saw their landlord as the ultimate ruler of the land. To them, their
landlord was still someone to be obeyed and feared.
In the past, before this law, the landlords had the power to do anything
they wanted within their lands. Even though Lucius the First took away
this right, many noblemen still abused the people living on their lands.
Even with the new law, a landlord still retained power as an enforcer. A
landlord also had the authority to set the tax rate within his land.
This meant that in her own lands, Poliana was the most powerful person.
She suspected that it would be very easy to forge official papers for
herself.
Among all the lands she owned, Poliana visited two of them. One was
her hometown, Cranbell, which was known for its cranberries, and the
other was Sitrin, which was famous for its fertile land.
Sitrin was an extremely productive piece of land, making up the majority
of Poliana’s income. Some would say that it was the best piece of land in
the kingdom and it made sense that Lucius the First gifted it to his most
loyal knight. It was located near Yapa, the capital of Acreia, and Sitrin
even had hot springs, which made it perfect.
Poliana planned on staying in Sitrin. It bothered her that it was so close
to the capital city, but she didn’t want to travel too far in case the guards
she brought might notice her condition.
***
The vassals of the Sitrin castle could barely breathe. They were
extremely anxious about the arrival of their mistress. Poliana was a
generous landlord. In this world, the best landlord was an absent one.
Since she received the land a few years ago, Poliana never once visited
Sitrin.
She received the financial reports regularly and as long as the numbers
looked good, she did not pay attention to whatever was happening in
Sitrin. It was so close to Yapa, yet she never visited it once. This created
a perfect environment for corruption to occur here.
However, the vassals of Sitrin remembered what happened in the past.
When Poliana was in Sitrin last time, she examined the financial papers
with the eyes of a hawk. She was able to find a single numerical mistake
on the documents and questioned the vassals mercilessly.
This was why the men were about to have a heart attack. Their only
hope was that Poliana was visiting to spend her vacation, which meant
that she will not be interested in working.
The officials of Sitrin reviewed the documents over and over again to
make sure there weren’t any mistakes. The servants, the maids, and the
locals all worked together to clean the castle inside and out until it was
spotless. The local guards patrolled the area, again and again, to make
sure there wasn’t anything that might upset their landlord.
Because the previous owner of Sitrin was cruel, Poliana had a good
reputation. For her arrival, a room and a bath were prepared. The castle
chef worked tirelessly to prepare a feast for his mistress and the
accompanying knights.
“Welcome, Marquess!”
As soon as they spotted the group, the patrols rode back to the castle to
let everyone know. The drawbridge went down immediately, and the
castle gate was opened. The vassals bowed deeply and greeted their
knightess, “Welcome, Mistress!”
Their lord, Marquess Winter, got off her horse. It looked like she rode
very hard because she looked exhausted. Her eyes were red, and she
was covered in dirt and dust.
The butler, realizing his mistress needed a bath first before the feast,
gestured to the maids to get to work. Poliana eyed everyone until she
found the butler. Without a warning, she grabbed him, making everyone
around become pale in shock.
Poliana yelled, “Get me some jerkies!”
There was a great extravagant feast prepared for her, yet Poliana
screamed for the jerkies. No one could understand why, but what people
didn’t know was that Poliana was suffering from her morning sickness.
Everything she usually ate made her feel nauseous.
All the way to Sitrin, all Poliana could stomach was the jerkies. She
constantly chewed on them, annoying her guards.
“Boss, why do you keep eating that cheap stuff? You are the head of the
Second Division and our boss! You need to have a better taste!”
“That’s right! If you want meat, we can go hunt a deer for you!”
Poliana replied coldly, “This is what I want to eat, so stop nagging me!”
At one point, the guards caught a deer for her, but Poliana refused to eat
it. When they stopped by the villages from time to time during their
journey, Poliana looked for the worst and the cheapest food possible
rather than proper meals.
The other knights could not understand why their boss’s taste in food
changed so drastically. Poliana herself could not understand this change
either. She refused the delicious food offered to her. Instead, she kept
chewing on the jerkies. Poliana tried different types of food on the way to
Sitrin, but nothing seemed to satisfy her.
When she arrived, Poliana raided Sitrin’s pantry and found the dried
meat and bags of old flour. The chef, who has been working hard to
prepare for the marquess, lost his kitchen to her.
The vassals begged her to stop, but Poliana ignored them and got to
work. She placed a small brass pot filled with water on the fire. Before
the water began to boil, Poliana threw in all the ingredients all at once.
When the content of the pot began to boil, everyone frowned. The chef
began to cry in shock.
‘The marquess has the worst taste in food!’
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Their mistress, Marquess Winter, had the worst taste in food ever. At this
rate, the Sitrin chef knew that he, an expert in fine dining, would be fired
soon if he could not satisfy the landlord’s taste buds.
The mysterious stew made of old jerkies, flour, and water continued to
boil ominously. Poliana ladled some onto a bowl and let it cool for a
while before trying a bite. After tasting it, she became angry.
“This doesn’t taste right!”
‘What is wrong with her?’
‘She made it herself and now she is angry at the food?’ What was going
on here?
People around her had no sympathy for her. After all, their landlord didn’t
even greet her vessels when she arrived. Instead, she immediately ran
to the pantry and the kitchen and began to make a pot of her disgusting
stew. Everyone looked at her coldly.
But Poliana didn’t care about how they felt. She ignored them, especially
because she found it hard to control her anger over the content of the
pot.
“This doesn’t taste the same as before!”
‘What does she want?’
No one could understand what Poliana was trying to accomplish. She
made the appalling stew herself and now she was getting angry over it. It
was not a surprise that the stew tasted awful. The vessels watched her
make it and there was no way that it would taste good. The ingredients
and her cooking method were both terrible.
Poliana chewed on her lips and tried to figure out what went wrong.
The ingredients? They were the worst kind. Her cooking method? It was
the simplest one out there, and yet the taste seemed different from
before.
Why?
Poliana was still a soldier. She was on vacation, but this did not change
who she was. Then suddenly, her eyes twinkled. Poliana pointed at the
large metal pot in the corner and ordered, “Get me that pot.”
The servant took out the giant pot, which was only used when there was
a large banquet. Poliana began a fire from scratch in the castle garden.
She gathered the firewood herself and began to go through the same
process again.
She found even more inedible things such as molded jerkies, awfulsmelling cheese,
and the grain flour that looked like it was about to go
bad. Poliana also added some salt and spices.
The final result looked like normal stew, but those who witnessed how it
was made knew that it couldn’t be edible. Surrounded by the knights and
the vessels, Poliana tried it.
“Yes, this is it!”
She nodded in satisfaction. She used the same method and ingredients
for the first try, but Poliana realized that what makes the difference was
the portion size and the size of the fire. During the war, that one time
when she cooked, she was given a large pot and an equally large fire to
feed the men. According to her, this was the secret to the successful
military cooking.
Poliana, clearly looking pleased, continued to stir the pot. This was the
remake of her infamous “dog stew.”
The stew not even the dogs would eat.
This was the food she has been craving desperately for some reason.
Poliana smiled happily and the knights wondered, ‘Does that stew really
taste that good?’
The story of the “stew that not even the dogs would eat” was legendary.
The young knights, who have only heard of this story but never tasted
the stew before, became curious. One of them, unable to stop himself,
asked her, “Boss, may I try it?”
“Sure.”
“Thank you.”
“Me too!
“I want to have a taste too!”
The other knights also seemed eager to try. They filled a few bowls with
the stew excitedly. The knights, every one of them, were young, naïve,
and inexperienced.
When they had one taste, all of them began to gag.
“Blarghh!”
“Boss! I can understand why it’s called the dog stew! No dog would ever
eat such a thing!”
Poliana glared at them and asked, “Have you ever actually seen a dog
refuse to eat it?”
“Pardon?”
“I asked you if you’ve actually seen a dog refusing to eat it! Are you a
dog? Is that how you know?”
“N-no, Sir Poliana.”
The knights became scared when Poliana overreacted and seemed
furious. When they shivered in fear, Poliana grinned and replied, “It’s
true that even the dogs won’t eat it. Anyway, you should never throw
your food away, so you better finish your bowls.”
Now that she ate what she craved, Poliana felt more generous. She was
full now, which helped her in finding her manners. Unfortunately, it was
too late. The vessels were staring at her in confusion. Poliana cleared
her throat and greeted them, “Long time no see.”
“Welcome, Mistress.”
It was obvious the vessels did not really mean what they said.
***
The Sitrin vessels expected their landlord’s stay to be short.
There were noblemen who preferred to be hands-on with the running of
their lands while there were others who were happy to just receive the
income. In this case, Marquess Poliana Winter was the latter.
Poliana clearly did not have any emotional attachment to her land, but
the locals still loved her. The people of Sitrin were abused badly from
their previous lord that they were extremely happy with Poliana, who
was, although absent, very generous. The locals hoped that Marquess
Winter’s family would rule their land for many generations.
Marquess Winter was greatly respected and admired. Unfortunately, the
people of Sitrin knew that as the head of the Second Division, Poliana
wouldn’t stay in their little town forever.
This meant that this might be their only chance to meet their landlord!
The locals wanted her to tour the land of Sitrin. The vessels and the
officials wanted their landlord to review their paper works because they
wanted her approval and be free of further scrutiny from her.
The butler and the castle maids wanted their mistress to rest, which was
her reason for this visit. The merchants of Sitrin wanted Poliana to get to
work and approve and renew the trade permits. The city guards,
although they technically belonged to the kingdom, didn’t hesitate to
make various requests to Poliana.
The result was Poliana working as hard as before. It was impossible to
ignore the requests of the locals. There were many things she needed to
take care of as the landlord. She had an excuse not to get involved in
person when she lived in Yapa, but now that she was here, she could
not ignore her duties.
“Marquess, what should we do with the goods we confiscated from the
bandits of the surviving enemy soldiers?”
“There are many vagabonds who are pretending to be refugees to get
into our town. What should we do?”
“You also need to decide on the trade list for this town.”
Their landlord, Marquess Winter, was an infamous knightess during the
war. She was known to be ruthless, which scared the Sitrin vessels
enough to work with perfect transparency. They knew that based on the
rumors they heard that if they made a mistake, they would end up losing
their manhood.
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Those working for Poliana in the Sitrin castle were anxious ever since
they heard the news about her visit, but now that Poliana was here, they
finally had the chance to prove their worth to her. The officials sought her
out actively, making Poliana’s life very busy.
Poliana had enough to worry about, but she did not avoid her
responsibility. In a way, she was just like her emperor; Poliana was a
workaholic. She visited Sitrin partly to rest, but she was barely given a
chance to sit. Poliana, however, didn’t mind. Her plan was to get forged
papers and to do this, she was going to need help from the local officials
and the vessels.
Poliana prioritized the requests and worked efficiently to the officials’
delight. It was supposed to be her vacation, but in the end, it was her
accompanying knights that ended up getting a break. They enjoyed the
hot springs, the wonderful food, and the time off. Just to keep in shape,
they did the bare amount of training.
Most royal knights were from a good family with good looks and talents.
The women of Sitrin, both the ladies and the maids, admired the knights
from the capital city.
The young men loved being appreciated by the ladies.
“This is like heaven.”
“We don’t want to go back to Yapa.”
Even in Yapa, the royal guards were respected, but there were plenty of
them in the capital city. In Sitrin, they were considered rare. In fact, they
were the only royal guards in Sitrin castle, so the locals reacted excitedly
around them.
After being revered for a few days, the knights looked well-rested and
pleased. When Poliana saw one of them, she grinned. The knight looked
very well; his skin shined brightly.
Poliana asked, “You must be having a good time, huh?”
“Yes, Sir Pol! The hot spring here is amazing. When the people in Yapa
learn about it, they are all going to want to visit.”
Sitrin was already a rich land. If people learned about the hot springs
here, there would be an increase in visitors from all over the kingdom,
which wasn’t what Poliana wanted. She wasn’t interested in making
Sitrin into a tourist spot.
There was a reason why Poliana asked one of her men to come see her.
It was time for her guards to return to Yapa.
“Why do you think I called for you today?”
The knight suddenly felt scared, and he didn’t know if he did something
wrong. The knight tried his hardest to remember, but there was nothing
that came up in his brain.
‘D…did I not train enough lately? Does she know? But the other guys
didn’t do much either. Is she going to make an example of me?’
Poliana asked again, “Do you not know?”
The knight shivered. His entire body tensed, but he knew what to do.
The knight straightened and replied, “My apologies, but I don’t know! If
you tell me, I will fix it immediately!”
“Do you know what the Intelligence Unit is?”
“I am not aware of such a group, Sir Pol!”
“You must know.”
“Is it a newly formed unit? I am sorry I do not have any information on it!
I will find out right now!”
“So you are going to pretend ignorance? Who do you think
recommended Sir Deke to his highness for this unit?”
When Poliana continued to push, the knight stared for a little while
before grinning. His bright white teeth shone as he stopped pretending
and replied, “So you knew about it, Boss?”
“Just a little bit.”
“You are definitely the best among all the bosses of the divisions, Sir
Pol.”
Poliana shrugged, enjoying the flattery. It was indeed Poliana who
recommended Sir Deke to lead the Intelligence Unit. Over time, although
she didn’t know the specifics of this secretive group, Poliana could guess
who might be part of it. And one of them was her own guard standing in
front of her. He was a member of the Second Division, but he also
worked for the Intelligence Unit covertly as well.
‘I’m going to have to get him fired from the Intelligence Unit.’
As part of the Intelligence Unit, he should not have admitted his position
to Poliana even if she prodded him. Because this unit was created in a
hurry, it seemed that its men weren’t trained properly. However, it
seemed that the members at least did a decent job gathering
information.
“So you must now know why I called for you.”
“Did you need something from me?”
“The real reason I came here isn’t for a vacation.”
‘I actually came to have a baby.’
Poliana trusted her guards. She believed in their loyalty to her, but the
problem was, all the royal guards, including herself, were loyal first to the
emperor. And it was Lucius the First who was the one she had to keep
her secret from.
Poliana believed that all secrets eventually get revealed in this world.
This was why it was best to keep the number of involved people as small
as possible. The more people there were who knew about the secret, the
faster it will be for the secret to be exposed.
Poliana said to her guard, “I came here to run away.”
The knight’s eyes sharpened at her confession. The powerful Marquess
Winter running away? From what?
When telling a lie, it was most convincing when one would include as
much truth as possible. Poliana decided to tell the guard the truth about
what happened with Frau as the reason for her stay in Sitrin. She told
him about how embarrassing it was to find out that a gold digger almost
fooled her into marrying him.
It was such a tragic story that the guard quivered angrily.
“And what did you do to that bastard, Boss?”
“I chopped it off.”
Did she mean his neck? When the knight pointed at his neck
questioningly, Poliana shook her head. The knight thought about the
other body parts that could be cut off, and he suddenly remembered
Poliana’s nickname.
The knight nodded in understanding and Poliana said to him, “Revenge
isn’t what really matters right now. There is a bigger issue.”
“What is it?”
“I am too embarrassed.”
“…”
Her guard frowned and nodded. It was true that such an incident was
humiliating. She called off the wedding, but people still talked about it
sometimes. If it wasn’t for Sir Ainno’s and Cekel’s upcoming wedding,
Poliana’s failed marriage plan would’ve been the talk of the town.
Most of the people in the kingdom didn’t know what really happened, but
those who mattered most to Poliana knew. Perhaps it would’ve been
better for the strangers to make fun of her rather than those close to her
to pity her. Poliana said to him, “I am just mortified.”
“I understand.”
“It’s too embarrassing.”
“Yeah…”
“And as time passed, my embarrassment became bigger. This is why I
ran.”
“Boss…”
“I forgot to tell his highness, but I am planning on staying here long
term.”
The guard nodded and Poliana continued, “So you guys should return
without me.”
“But who will guard you here?”
“Sitrin castle’s guards will protect me, so you will return without me.”
“But Boss…”
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Because Poliana was so busy since the first day she arrived at the Sitrin
castle, her guards have been having a nice time off. The knight looked at
her in disappointment, wanting to stay in Sitrin a while longer to enjoy
himself, but Poliana waved him away. The knight bowed and left the
room, feeling sad that he had to say goodbye to the wonderful hot
springs.
Staring at the closed door blankly, Poliana thought to herself again,
‘When I return, I better tell Sir Deke to fire him from the Intelligence Unit.’
A few days later, the knights that accompanied Poliana left Sitrin to
return to Yapa. Poliana continued to work hard as she survived on the
dog stew three meals a day. The castle chef, who has been happy to
have the Yapa knights enjoy his food, was the most disappointed now
that the only guest left was Poliana, who insisted on eating only the
awful food she made herself.
The chef thought that once the dog stew was gone, Poliana would
search for a new kind of food. He secretly stole a little bit of stew at a
time to give it to the stray dogs living outside the castle.
Everyone in the Sitrin castle, except the chef, was happy that the
marquess was here. A castle without its owner always felt too empty. As
long as the lord or the lady of the place wasn’t too cruel, it was always
better to have him or her present.
One day, Poliana finished most of her work for the day. She decided that
this was the day for her to get things over with. She gathered the butler,
the heads of the maids, and the vassal in her room. An unmarried
woman getting pregnant was an embarrassing incident, but if she
showed any remorse or guilt, people were going to take advantage of
her. With a straight and confident face, Poliana announced, “I am
pregnant.”
The vassals gaped in shock, but the butler and the head of the maids
looked calm. This was not an unusual occurrence in a noble household.
The butler and the head of the maids have seen it all. The only
difference, in this case, was the fact that this was happening to a
mistress rather than a master, but no one cared about it.
This situation was especially well accepted by the people of Sitrin
because the mid-continent had a much more open culture than Acreia.
Here, ladies and the noblemen were allowed to mingle and interact more
freely. Cheating on spouses and having bastard children weren’t very
uncommon.
One of the vassals asked, “I…is that why you came here?”
“Yes.”
“What about marriage…”
The vassal couldn’t seem to finish his sentence. The infamous Marquess
Winter became pregnant and came to Sitrin without a marriage plan. It
was obvious that her intention was to have the baby here in secret.
There had to be a reason why Poliana couldn’t get married.
Unlike the butler and the head of the maids who remained calm and
quiet, the vassal continued to ask different questions. He asked how far
along she was and how her health was. Poliana answered as politely as
she could, but she preferred the nonchalant reactions of the butler and
the head of the maids.
Poliana ordered, “For now, close down the inner castle so that no
strangers can enter. Only those delivering food will be allowed to come
and go. The number of people entering this city should also be limited…”
The butler offered before Poliana could finish her order, “My lady,
instead of doing all that, have you considered staying in the country
house?”
“The country house?”
“Yes, there is a villa that was built right where the original source of hot
spring exists. The foreigners are forbidden to enter this place. Only the
maids and the cook usually frequent this place. It is located in a rather
remote area and there is only one way to get to this place. It is very easy
to keep tight surveillance there, which was why many important figures
used this place to rest and carry out private businesses.”
The head of the maids added quickly, “My lady, you came here for your
vacation, which means that no one will question why you stay at the
country house. The officials here won’t complain because you will still be
closer to Sitrin than when you lived in Yapa.”
While the vassal looked uncertain, the butler and the head of the maids
seemed ready to take on this mission with efficiency and precision. They
were clearly professionals in this field, and Poliana was impressed with
them.
If you are sick, you should visit the doctor. If there is a war, you should
call for the soldiers. If you need to have a bastard baby in secret, you
should ask for help from the butler and the maids.
To the butler and the head of the maids, this was an easy task.
Normally, something like this happened to the lady of the house, which
meant that it was very difficult to hide things from the master of the
house. In this case, Poliana was the owner of the castle and therefore,
there was no need to keep this secret within the household.
When things were decided, the butler and the head of the maids left to
get everything ready. The vassal, looking awkward and still shocked,
was about to leave as well when Poliana stopped him.
“Stay a little while longer.”
“Yes, yes, my lady.”
Poliana discussed with him about forging the papers for herself. It wasn’t
a very difficult problem; the vassal reassured her not to worry about a
thing. Falsifying documents was going to be easy. It was another matter
that was going to be tricky. The vassal asked, “Mistress if it is a son, are
you going to make him your heir?”
“I haven’t decided yet.”
What will happen to the baby, whether it was a boy or a girl, was going
to depend on how much the baby resembled the emperor. Poliana was
not a fortune teller so she could not predict what her baby will look like.
Even the best fortune-teller of the kingdom would find it hard to guess
such a thing.
The vassal regained some of his calmness as they talked about paper
works, which was his specialty. His eyes looked at Poliana intelligently
as he suggested, “If you wish, you can have your baby be adopted by
one of the vassals and make him your heir. This happens rather often,
my lady. You can also have the baby be adopted by a noble family
without its own heir. There are many options for you.”
Swallowing nervously, the vassal hesitated before asking a dreaded
question, “And if the father isn’t of blue blood…” He was risking his life
by asking such a question, but there were going to be many things the
vassal needed to take care of, which meant that he needed to know as
much as possible about the situation.
“If the baby wasn’t of blue blood, I would’ve never decided to keep it,”
Poliana replied firmly.
In the kingdom, the high-born nobles were nicknamed the “blue blood.”
This was because the nobles never worked outside, allowing their skin to
remain pale and therefore making their veins look blue.
The truth was that everyone had red blood. It didn’t matter if you were a
commoner or a nobleman, and Poliana, as a knight, knew this very well.
Lucius the First liked the color red, but because it was considered the
color of the commoners, he needed to come up with another color to
represent him. Poliana believed that the color of the emperor’s blood
must be gold.
“Phew…”
The vassal sighed in relief at her answer, but Poliana certainly wasn’t. If
her baby wasn’t of noble blood, she wouldn’t have kept it. The problem
here was, however, that the father of her child was too high born.
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Lucius the First, the father of Poliana’s unborn baby, was disappointed to
see the royal guards return without his knightess. Apparently, Poliana
asked for a long vacation, and by doing this, she was testing his
patience. When Poliana first asked for some time off, Lucius the First
was expecting her to take a month off at most. But it seemed that her
absence in Yapa could be much longer.
Sir Ainno said to the emperor, “Just fire her already.” He sounded
annoyed at the fact that Poliana dared to take a long time off from her
duty. When Lucius the First glared at him, Sir Ainno looked right back at
him and said, “If you tell her she is fired, she will come right back your
highness. You know this.”
“I will not fire her!”
“Well, you have to though, don’t you?”
If Lucius the First proposed to her and married her, Poliana would
become the next empress. To become an empress, however, Poliana
had to give up on being the head of the Second Division.
And there was no way Poliana could give up her position easily.
This meant that her decision to accept becoming the next empress
would depend on how sweetly Lucius the First seduces her. Luckily, this
task was something Lucius the First felt confident he could accomplish.
The only reason why things were not going according to his plan was
that he was purposely keeping his distance from her.
There was no one more handsome than him in this world. Poliana has
revered Lucius the First’s beauty many times before. She was proud of
his looks. She considered it the national treasure. If Lucius the First
really put his effort in courting her, he felt certain that Poliana would fall
for him.
While the emperor burned with confidence, Sir Ainno had his own
problem to worry about. Sir Ainno asked him, “Your highness, what do
you prefer, a bear hide, or an alligator hide?”
“Bear.”
It was an expected answer from the emperor and Lucius the First looked
at his friend in annoyance. The emperor was envious of Sir Ainno. He
didn’t even get to propose, but his friend was contemplating what would
be the best wedding gift for the woman he loved. Lucius the First was
jealous.
“Your highness, I had no idea but apparently, an alligator hide is very
expensive. In some cases, it is much more expensive than the hide of a
white bear.”
“But think about it, Ainno. Don’t you agree that bears are much cuter? So
furry and cuddly.”
“I think it would be a good idea to actually catch a large alligator and
hang its hide at home.”
‘I am going to never visit his home.’
The emperor felt very strongly about this. Unless his friend hangs the
hide of a furry beast, Lucius the First was never going to visit his home.
Sir Ainno began to insist that the emperor should give him a wedding
gift. Lucius the First nodded and asked, “And what will you give me when
it is my time?”
“You should ask me that after you are successful with your proposal,
your highness.”
“Come on, listen to me carefully.”
Lucius the First began to lay out his big plan and Sir Ainno listened just
like he did when the young emperor told him about his plan to unite the
continent. Sir Ainno’s eyes looked blank, but he was definitely listening.
“Ok, Ainno. So the first thing I will do when Pol returns is to seduce her.”
Sir Ainno nodded and the emperor continued, “And when Pol falls in love
with me, I will propose to her.”
It seemed that this was not a very detailed plan, but Sir Ainno decided to
let it go.
“Since Pol treasures her status as Marquess Winter, I am going to get an
appropriate boy to be adopted as her brother and get him to inherit the
name.”
Lucius the First continued, believing that this really was the perfect plan.
Sir Ainno knew right away that it was not going to work.
‘He’s going to fail.’
In the past, Sir Ainno believed that if Lucius the First put his mind to it,
he could seduce any woman in this world. But now, he knew that this
was not the case. In fact, in some cases, a man’s effort could cause the
woman to run away in disgust.
Sir Ainno learned that being good looking, rich, and talented, did not
guarantee a woman’s love. Cekel taught this lesson to him during his
courtship.
Sir Ainno said to the emperor, “I heard that the duke will be opposed to
you marrying the marquess.”
“That is why I came up with two strategies.”
Lucius the First thought that what Duke Luzo said when he first told him
about his feelings for Poliana made sense. It was one thing to want to
propose to her because he loved her, it was quite another when it comes
to how to convince the others of his plan. Lucius the First wished he
could just tell the world that he was marrying her because he loved her,
but he knew that Poliana could feel differently about it.
Ugly and strange rumors followed Poliana everywhere, so it was
necessary to come up with a logical reason for their marriage. He
needed to give her a good reason to give to the world for marrying him.
The feelings they have for each other… This was not going to be enough
to make the world understand.
The best backstory was going to be a political one. By having Poliana as
the empress, the emperor would be able to strengthen his power over
his united kingdom. This was the reason he was going to give to the
world while he tells Poliana the truth. He would tell her that everything he
tells the world was a lie and he wanted to marry her because he loved
her.
Sir Ainno, listening carefully to the emperor, knew that Lucius the First’s
best bet was to actually lie to Poliana too. Tell her that he wanted her as
his empress for a political reason, and most likely, Poliana would agree
to his proposal.
But Sir Ainno did not say a word. The emperor looked happy just
thinking about his plan, and Sir Ainno didn’t want to dampen his
excitement. As well, Sir Ainno was busy with his own wedding plan and
he felt too busy to give proper advice to the emperor.
A month passed, then two. Lucius the First waited for Poliana’s return
eagerly. He ordered the gardeners to make sure the flowers bloomed at
all times in the castle. His mother’s ring was always ready in his pocket.
Time passed by cruelly, and half a year later, Lucius the First finally
made his move. He did not want to be one of those men who nags when
it was him who told her to take as much time off as possible. He was ok
to wait longer, but he at least wanted to know that she was doing ok. So
instead of sending a knight or one from the Intelligence Unit, the
emperor sent an auditor to Sitrin.
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An unwanted and unexpected guest arrived at Sitrin, making all the local
officials anxious. Even though it wasn’t the usual time for such a visit, an
auditor from the capital city was here.
The vessels were impressed with the emperor’s thoroughness in
managing his lands, not knowing that the official was actually here to spy
on Poliana, not the city.
The “auditor” from Yapa asked, “Where is the marquess?” He asked to
see Poliana and the vessels sweated nervously. If they refused to let him
see their mistress, this could become a problem later.
Poliana had been staying at the country house and refusing to meet with
anyone other than the people working in the Sitrin castle. For the auditor
to request a meeting from her was not unreasonable. It actually made
sense for him to meet with the landlord of Sitrin. If this meeting did not
take place, the auditor may think that Poliana was being disloyal to the
kingdom and the emperor.
The vessels made various excuses to keep the auditor busy while
Poliana contemplated. She could not refuse to see him, but if the auditor
saw her, he would notice her giant stomach. There was no hiding the
fact that she was very pregnant. Unless the auditor suddenly became
blind, he would know immediately.
Thankfully, the auditor was already acquainted with Poliana. As soon as
she heard his name, her face brightened a little. She decided to see him.
When the auditor heard that he was granted an audience, he sighed in
relief.
Poliana greeted him, “Long time no see, First Level Scribe. When did
you become an auditor?”
When Poliana was responsible for the emperor’s personal protection,
she became acquainted with all of the high-ranking scribes. Poliana
especially became close to a few scribes and the one closest to her was
the auditor standing right in front of her now.
Scribe Momo.
Their friendship became a little shaky after Momo purchased a home in
Nanaba by using all the money he earned during the 10-year-long war.
When Lucius the First suddenly changed the capital city to Yapa, Momo
ended up losing a lot of money and Momo became upset at the fact that
Poliana did not tell him the emperor’s plan. Fortunately, Poliana felt
guilty and loaned him a significant amount of money at zero interest, and
this was enough to mend their friendship.
Momo used to be an excellent scribe who was very tight-lipped. Poliana
knew that he was someone who could be trusted.
“Long time no see, Marquess. I had a very devastating reason for giving
up my position as a royal scribe.”
The auditor Momo, who used to be the scribe Momo, looked thin and
tired. Momo complained about what happened to him. There were four
levels of scribes in the government: the third level, the second level, the
first level, and special level. There was a great need for the second and
third-level scribes but only a limited demand for the first and the special
levels.
Most first and second level scribes planned on changing their
department as a long-term plan because they had a better chance of
promotion, but for Momo, becoming the special level scribe was the
dream of his life. Momo wanted to remain in his current department and
become the special level scribe that served the very first emperor of the
entire kingdom. However, Lucius the First thought very highly of Momo,
who was an efficient worker with unwavering loyalty and tight lips and
sent him to the audit department. The emperor promised to return Momo
to being a scribe if he did well as an auditor, but so far, this hasn’t
happened.
Momo said to Poliana in frustration, “Don’t you think the emperor is
being unfair! I mean, what did I do to deserve this?!”
“But this was a promotion. He sent you to the audit department because
you are good.”
“But I like being a scribe! I really liked my old job!”
Momo filled Poliana in what was happening in Yapa as well, and during
their entire chat, Momo’s hand and eyes never stopped working. The
vessels of Sitrin already complained to Poliana that Momo was an
incredibly detailed auditor. He may not have agreed, but Momo, with his
experience in the war and his detail-oriented mind, as perfect for this job.
The Sitrin administration and accounting were transparent. Momo smiled
in satisfaction and asked Poliana, “By the way, you look very well,
Marquess. When are you returning to Yapa? His highness misses you
terribly.”
“Well, I made a mistake.
“Mistake?”
“Yes, a huge one.”
Poliana, who has been sitting behind a large desk and covering herself
with a thick shawl, stood up. When she removed the shawl, her pregnant
belly was revealed. There was no denying that she was with a child.
Poliana could lie if she wanted. She could say she was suffering from a
tumor or a parasite in her stomach. Although Momo was an excellent
government official, he could be rather slow in things of this nature.
There was a chance he might buy her ridiculous lie. But instead, Poliana
told him the truth. She could trust him. Just as Lucius the First knew,
Momo knew how to keep a secret.
“Huh!”
Momo gasped and began to cough in shock. Poliana walked to him and
patted his back to help him breathe. She said to him, “If people in Yapa
find out, my reputation is going to be ruined.”
“Definitely.”
Momo, clearly worried for Poliana, promised her, “I will keep your
promise with my life, Marquess!”
“I knew you would, Momo. Thank you.”
“There is no need to thank me! After what we have been through! We
are friends after all.”
It was wonderful to have a friend you could trust. Momo said again, “I
swear! I will keep your promise to my grave!”
“Thank you. Oh, and please just make up something for the emperor. I
would be too embarrassed if he finds out.”
“Of course! Don’t worry about a thing, Marquess!”
Poliana smiled as she caressed her stomach slowly. It was a
coincidence that she befriended the scribe, but now, it seemed that her
friendship was paying off. At the time, the other knights often told her it
was useless to befriend the scribes because they were small-minded
government officials. But Poliana did not listen to them. She used to
discuss and debate with the scribes often about the emperor’s beauty
and how to spread the truth about his highness’s greatness to the world.
The vessels stood at the castle entrance as they waved goodbye to
Momo. Momo arrived at Sitrin with a lightly packed bag, but now, he left
with many gifts. As an auditor, accepting such gifts could be seen as
accepting a bribe, but he and Poliana were good friends. Most people
knew their relationship. He may have visited Sitrin on official business,
but his friend ended up giving him a few presents. What was so wrong
with that?
The only one who could fault him was the emperor, but Momo knew
Lucius the First wouldn’t dare. After all, it was the emperor who abused
his power and sent him to Poliana in pretense.
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Lucius the First shivered in fear.
‘What if Pol never comes back? What will I do?’
Poliana promised him to return before she left. At the time, Lucius the
First believed her, but now, he couldn’t get rid of the ominous feeling
growing inside of him. Something didn’t feel right. He was missing
something very important.
The auditor he sent to check up on Poliana sent him a report as soon as
he returned to Yapa. The report was short and concise.
Nothing significant to note.
Lucius the First immediately summoned Momo. The emperor needed
much more detail, but Momo had nothing more to say.
“There wasn’t anything special to that place.”
“But this doesn’t make sense.”
“I already sent you a detailed audit report.”
“All you said was ‘Nothing significant to note!’ That can’t be all!”
Momo was acting rebellious to the emperor’s annoyance. The state of
Sitrin’s financial state wasn’t what the emperor wanted to know. Lucius
the First was desperate to learn how Poliana was doing. There was a
reason why the emperor sent Momo on this mission.
For some reason, Poliana and Momo got along very well from the
beginning. Momo was already married with a child, which was why
Lucius the First thought he could trust him with Poliana. In the past,
Momo and Poliana used to gossip for hours at a time, so the emperor
knew that they would chat excitedly when they are reunited.
But the report Momo made was too short and simple. It looked like a
daily report the knights of the guards made.
“Nothing happened, your highness, so if you keep asking me if
something happened… There is nothing I can tell you other than the fact
that nothing happened…”
Momo was clearly being defiant to the emperor. Has he always been this
brave and stubborn? Perhaps the fact that he lost his job as a scribe
made him a little bitter towards the emperor. Momo refused to say a
word about what he saw in Sitrin.
Lucius the First, feeling weak, asked Momo where he learned this bad
habit of writing such a short and lazy report. Momo explained to the
emperor what happened when they were in the southern region during
the war.
After Lucius the First received the surrender from the southern
kingdoms, every government official, especially the scribes, had to work
day and night. The surrender papers were complicated and required a
lot of attention, which meant that there weren’t enough royal scribes to
shadow the emperor constantly to record Lucius the First’s day. In the
end, the scribes had no choice but to ask the royal guards for a favor.
There were always a number of guards staying by the emperor’s side, so
it should not have been a difficult job. At the time, Poliana was the
person given this duty. At first, she did her best to write in detail, but
soon, she was too busy with her own work and became too lazy to make
constant notes. In the end, she dumped the work to her second in
command, who in turn, gave the job to his subordinate. As the job
became passed around, the records became shorter and shorter.
When the scribes returned to their job, they saw pages after pages of
“Nothing significant to note.” The scribes, especially Momo, never forgot
this tragic and angry incident. From then on, the scribes made a point of
using the sentence “Nothing significant to note” everywhere they could.
Soon, the scribes realized that this made their job so much easier. They
still wrote many details for official documents, but on everything else, it
became a common practice to write this sentence.
Momo said to the emperor, “The marquess is enjoying her vacation,
spending much of her time in the hot springs to cure herself of chronic
fatigue. She also is keeping herself very busy with the running of her
land. Marquess Winter has never run her own land before, so she told
me she is learning a lot lately. Other than that, she is making sure to
spend most of her free time in the hot spring. She used to never listen
when we told her to take care of herself, but now, she was complaining
that she doesn’t feel like she used to. Cold wind makes her bones ache,
so she told me she will return to Yapa when she feels better.”
“So what I want to know is when that would be.”
“Umm…”
Momo tried to remember how long it took his wife to return to her normal
life after the birth of their child. If he remembered correctly, it took a very
long time. Poliana, a woman who would need to work as a knight, would
probably require even more time to recover.
Momo replied, “Maybe 3 years?”
“How can the head of a division be absent for 3 years?!”
“It’s not like she has anyone to protect in the lady’s quarters anyway.”
Momo remained calm while Lucius the First couldn’t hide his anxiety. He
has been ignoring the official demand to get married as soon as the
royal death period ended. At this point, the emperor could not imagine
having a wife other than Poliana. He has been waiting for her return so
desperately, yet it seemed that she had no plans to come back any time
soon.
Things became even worse after Lucius the First had a bad dream last
night. In his dream, he heard a puppy barking adorably. The emperor ran
towards the sound and saw a puppy caught in a bush and crying.
‘Oh, he’s trapped.’
Lucius the First immediately got to work to cut the branches off, but
before he could rescue the puppy, a giant alligator-dog creature attacked
the puppy.
It was a nightmare.
After dismissing Momo, the emperor contemplated in despair. His friend
Sir Ainno has been too busy to pay attention to him. Duke Luzo, after
yelling his objection to the emperor’s marriage to Poliana, returned to
Nanaba. Lucius the First had no one around him to listen to his worries.
It would be going too far for him to place a permanent spy in Sitrin just to
get information on Poliana. Besides, the Intelligence Unit was short on
spies at the moment anyway. Unfortunately, this unit was still very
unorganized.
It took all the members of the Intelligence Unit to gather information
necessary for the security of this kingdom. It wouldn’t look right to send
one of the spies to Sitrin. The knights would believe that the emperor
was wary of Marquess Winter, or they might think that the emperor was
trying to get rid of her. Such thoughts could turn into ugly rumors, which,
in turn, might result in something very harmful.
Most of all, it didn’t feel right to hire a spy to check up on the woman he
loved. It actually sounded rather criminal to do something like this.
‘If I do this, it would make me a stalker.’
Lucius the First had no choice but to trust Poliana and wait for her. As
long as he allowed it, Poliana promised to remain his knightess.
And a proper knight always returned to his or her emperor.
Lucius the First was happy and sad at the same time that Poliana was
his knight.
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Poliana heard that many pregnant women dream frequently as they got
closer to their due dates. This was, however, not the case for her.
Perhaps her father, who was probably living quietly in Cranbell, had the
conception dream instead of her, but Poliana didn’t care about him and
what kind of dreams he might be having. She had no desire to think
about him, so she quickly changed her thoughts.
Until she was halfway through her pregnancy, Poliana didn’t bother
slowing down. She woke up early in the morning to train as usual. She
trained after every meal as well. The maids worried that she might
miscarry if she continued such a vigorous lifestyle, but Poliana ignored
them. Her baby survived the First Division training, which meant that this
child could endure anything.
Poliana kept herself as active as possible while staying at the country
house. She made sure not to be seen by others. As time passed, she
became bigger and the changes in her body began to scare her. There
was no way around this.
‘I admit, I am scared.’
Poliana’s birth mother died from a fever after her birth. Poliana’s friend
Rebecca died after a difficult pregnancy as well. Of course, Vaxi and
Vanessa both gave birth to their babies safely. There were plenty of
people she knew, the wives of her colleagues mostly, that gave birth
safely, but Poliana was still afraid.
Because she was the landlord and the mistress of the entire Sitrin,
Poliana could not show her fear to others. So every night, she trembled
alone in the bed.
‘I am so scared!’
Dying while giving birth was the worst kind of death Poliana could
imagine. Marquess Poliana Winter dying while giving birth to a bastard?
It made her quiver just thinking about it. She achieved so much in her
life, but they will be forgotten. She will only be remembered as the
woman who died giving birth to a bastard.
Poliana wrote a will and sealed it close. On top of it, she wrote:
-If I die while giving birth, make sure this will reach Sir Donau of the Ribo
family.
In her will, she explained who the father of her baby was and why she
had to hide her pregnancy. Poliana knew she could trust Sir Donau to
respect her wishes and follow her orders.
And with that, Poliana was ready for her death.
She waited not for the birth of a new life but for death.
And if she survived, her fate would depend on what the child looks like. It
didn’t matter if the baby was a girl or a boy as long as it did not resemble
its father. If the baby looked just like her, it was going to be very simple
to fix her situation. She just had to come up with a forged birth certificate
for her child with a fake father. She would leave the baby in Sitrin and
return to Yapa to ask for the emperor’s permission to be married to an
imaginary man.
So easy, right?
Poliana felt certain the emperor would give his permission. She didn’t
doubt that her emperor would never force her to remain a single mother.
But if the baby resembled its father…
“…”
Poliana decided not to think about this possibility. As her due date got
closer, she became meaner and more sensitive. The people of Sitrin
castle, who were excited to have a generous and kind landlord, were
very understanding, considering her condition.
All animals become sensitive when their due date nears. Even a loyal
dog often ran away to a “safer” place to have its puppies. There were
some servants who felt sympathetic towards Poliana, who was without a
husband or a family.
Then one day, Poliana felt her labor pain beginning. The midwife and the
local doctor, who had been staying in the country house for a few weeks
now, helped Poliana into her bed. The pain Poliana was feeling was the
worst she has ever felt. After the enema, the midwife and the doctor
constantly lifted her skirt to check.
The sharp and hellish pain began to overwhelm her every few minutes.
Poliana has experienced severe injuries before. She was sliced with a
sword, stabbed, shot by an arrow, and attacked with a hammer and a
hatchet. She broke her bones plenty of times and she almost died a few
times as well. When she had to fight so many men while being naked,
the pain she experienced was immense.
But of all the pain she felt in the past, this was by far the worst. The
agony every few minutes was so blinding, and the worst thing was the
fact that it kept coming faster and more frequently.
“Arghhh.”
Poliana’s entire body was drenched in sweat. When she clenched her
teeth, the midwife shook her head and whispered, “Mistress, you will
damage your teeth that way.”
Poliana refused to listen. She continued to grit her teeth, unable to think
clearly. She has been brushing her teeth with salt five times a day
because she cared about them, but at this moment, she didn’t care. The
pain was blinding and Poliana felt an overwhelming sadness and
loneliness.
And most of all… She couldn’t stand the fact that this wasn’t fair at all.
Poliana screamed, “I… Living as a woman… Has done me no good at
all! Nothing ever good came out of being a woman for me! It sucks that I
have to do everythingggg… a woman has to go through in a lifetime.
This sucks so much…”
Indeed, Poliana was born a woman. And indeed, her life as a woman
has never been a good one. Only the strongest survived in her world of
men, and just the fact that she was a woman made her physically
weaker than most men.
But despite the unfairness of this world, Poliana did not despise being a
woman. This was all thanks to Sir Batre, who taught her that being weak
was worse than being a woman.
Poliana did not cry when she was raped because the others, the boys,
were also raped. Of course, it was unfortunate she suffered from
hemorrhoids.
This world did not show mercy to the weak. Most of the time, a woman
was weaker than a man. However, anyone, even a woman, could work
hard and become stronger. If she got on the top of the world, no one
would be able to hurt her. Poliana always believed that a woman should
not blame her misfortune on her gender. This was especially true
because death did not discriminate between the strong and the weak.
But today… Poliana realized that what she believed was not the truth.
Today, Poliana blamed her pain and situation for being a woman. Today,
she felt that she was treated unfairly because of her gender.
Poliana wished she was born a man. What an unfair world this was. If
she really died, Poliana swore she could become a ghost that cursed all
the men in the world forever.
‘I will curse that all men are required to give birth too! All the babies in
the world should be born from men!’
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Poliana was a very healthy woman who worked out regularly all her life,
but having a baby at her age was not an easy thing. After 10 hours of
labor, Poliana finally held her baby in her arms. She had no energy left in
her to do anything; she wanted to go to sleep immediately, but she knew
she needed to check something.
‘Let’s do this!’
Poliana widened her eyes and glared at the baby. She needed to
know…
‘Baby! I need to look at my baby! I need to check and see…!’
“Mistress, what a handsome baby son!”
Poliana finally saw her newborn.
Golden hair and red wrinkly face.
She didn’t have to look further; Poliana wanted to faint as she felt
weaker. The midwife and the doctor exclaimed in surprise, “I have
worked as a midwife for 35 years, but I have never seen such a
handsome baby.”
“Me too.”
“Arghh…”
Poliana’s eyes began to fill with tears. The midwife and the doctor
mistook her cry as a new mother’s relief and happiness. Poliana didn’t
care what they thought, however. She knew she shouldn’t cry in front of
others, but Poliana couldn’t control her emotions.
‘Dammit!’
The baby resembled his father. Her new son still could not open his
eyes, but Poliana didn’t have to see to know what color they would be.
Even though the baby had the usual red wrinkly face of a newborn, there
was no mistake that she could see Lucius the First in him. All the
features of the emperor were right there on her son’s face. It looked like
a famous artist drew a portrait of the younger version of Lucius the First.
Poliana knew this was a likely result, but there were odd times when the
children did not resemble their parents at all, so she has been feeling
hopeful.
Until now.
‘Dammit! I’m doomed.’
There was no point in forging a birth certificate for her son. Everyone
who saw her son would suspect that Lucius the First was the father.
Lying was going to be useless.
Poliana weakly covered the baby’s ears gently and swore, “F*ck.”
She used to be nicknamed the “witch of military strategy” during the war.
Everyone knew how much the emperor trusted and relied on her to win
many battles. In every battle, Poliana always made sure to have an
escape plan. Running away was not something to be ashamed of. This
was the same in life, which Poliana believed was a battle as well.
However, when running away, one needed to be well prepared. One
needed to have a solid plan for the escape to work.
And in this case, Poliana made a huge mistake. She ran away without a
plan; She failed herself.
***
Poliana began to feed her high-born son. Her entire body was swollen as
if someone beat her recently. Her breastmilk wasn’t very free-flowing,
but thankfully, her baby was a strong eater.
Poliana already had a wet nurse and a nanny ready to get to work. Highborn ladies
never raised their own children. A wet nurse was there to
feed the baby and the nanny was there to do the rest to take care of the
baby. Before giving birth, Poliana thought being a mother would be a
simple job.
But she was very wrong. The wet nurse told her that the birth mother
needed to feed her baby for at least a month. Poliana was confused,
asking, “Why?”
“That way, the baby will be healthy.”
“But this baby is already very healthy. He will be just fine without my
breast milk. I mean, he survived that crazy training.”
Poliana wasn’t making sense. In the end, she began to feed her son as
the nanny consoled her, “Mistress, you just need to endure this for a
month. I will also get you the herb that helps dry up breast milk
production, so it happens gradually.”
“And after a month, I will feel better?”
“Yes, yes. I guarantee it.”
Poliana had to feed her newborn every half an hour to an hour for a
month. The rest of the work was done by others, but since she had to be
awake every half an hour, Poliana was constantly tired.
‘I’m so sleepy.’
Poliana watched her baby eat with bleary eyes. Thinking about her
situation and her bleak future made her shiver.
‘What should I do now?’
Poliana still hasn’t named her baby yet. She planned on naming it after
birth and when she was certain no one would suspect who the father
was. But now, it was too late. She had no idea that her son would
resemble his son this much. The similarity was uncanny.
Just why did he have to be born looking like this? Did her son want to let
everyone in the kingdom know of his precious royal blood? During the
pregnancy, Poliana nicknamed the baby the Dog Stew since she craved
it so much. There was a myth that a baby named with something
common and unimportant will live a long healthy life. Believing this,
Poliana still continued to call her son the Dog Stew. In addition, she did
not think she had the right to name her son at this point.
Poliana glared at Dog Stew, who still could not open his eyes. The baby
had no idea what was happening. All he did was just continue to eat.
‘Dammit.’
Poliana regretted not coming up with a good plan before running to
Sitrin. She was now trapped, and she had no idea what her next move
should be. It was too late to tell the truth. In hindsight, she shouldn’t have
run away like that.
‘But I had no idea he would resemble his father this much. Where did my
blood go? Why doesn’t he look like me at all?!’
Poliana continued to examine the baby closely. Even though she still
could not see the baby’s eyes, and even though the baby’s nose was still
smooshed from the birth, there was no denying that Dog Stew was
Lucius the First’s son.
The wet nurse and the nanny, who didn’t know what their emperor
looked like, were excited at how handsome the baby was.
“The master must resemble the father, my Lady.”
They didn’t say it outright, but it was clear that everyone was relieved
that the new baby did not look like Poliana. The mother, however,
disagreed. Poliana would’ve preferred her baby to be ugly. It would’ve
been fine for her son to be even uglier than herself. She didn’t care if her
son grew up to resent her because of his looks. All Poliana wanted was
for her baby to either resemble herself or no one.
‘Hmm… Maybe the hair color is similar to mine?’
Her son’s hair was not the clear golden color as the emperor’s. It was a
little duller like her own. But of course, a baby’s hair color could change
as he grew up.
Poliana slowly patted her son’s hair. Dog Stew finally opened his eyes
and she saw that they were the clear green color just like the emperors’.
The baby clearly had no idea what he was seeing, but he still looked at
her intensely. He looked adorable.
‘What should I do?’
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Poliana was overwhelmed with worries. She gritted her teeth and glared
at her son.
‘Why did you have to look just like your father? Why? Do I now have no
choice but to propose to his highness? DO I now give up everything I
built for myself?’
The sounds she made with her teeth were frightening. If she wasn’t
holding her baby, Poliana would’ve punched the wall by now.
She knew it was the wrong thing to do, but Poliana wished to keep her
son a secret. Her original plan, if the baby did not resemble Lucius the
first, was to keep the baby fatherless. She knew that keeping the
emperor’s first-born son a secret was an awful thing to do, but Lucius the
First was still very young. He could remarry and have plenty of sons, so
what would be the point of having a bastard son as his firstborn and
possible heir?
This was the reasoning behind her original plan. It was just a convenient
excuse, but Poliana didn’t want to admit it.
Because of the newborn, only the wet nurse, the nanny, the doctor, and
a maid were allowed into the country house. The head of the maids
delivered the congratulatory message from the vassals to Poliana.
Most people around her in Sitrin knew what Lucius the First looked like.
All they knew was that the emperor was the most beautiful man in the
kingdom. The head of the maids, however, did know the face of the
emperor, but she didn’t say a word. She studied the baby closely in
admiration, but that was it. Poliana trusted the head of the maid to keep
her secret.
The problem was the vassals, who knew what the emperor looked like.
Once they saw her son, Poliana was afraid that they would know
immediately who the father was.
But then, there were so many people in the world who looked alike. On
top of that, people rarely remembered their faces perfectly. The vassals
saw the emperor a few years ago, so how many of them would be able
to remember his face well? Even if they did, there was no way that any
of them would feel certain about it. If Poliana denied it, they might just
believe her. There was also a chance that the vassals might not even
think of the emperor when they saw the baby’s face.
But then… Lucius the First was no ordinary beauty. His face was so
beautiful that he even made the portrait artists cry from time to time. The
scribes wrote in countless records how beautiful the emperor was.
Poliana, as the head of the Second Division, met and worked with plenty
of handsome men, but none of them could compare to Lucius the First.
In her mind, Poliana believed that anyone who saw the emperor even
once could never forget his beauty.
‘Why couldn’t my baby look like me…’
If Dog Stew was anyone else’s baby, any noblemen in the kingdom,
Poliana could’ve kept him as her heir without a problem, but the baby
was the emperor’s son. The baby was of royal blood. The baby might
have been born out of wedlock, but he was still the first-born son of the
emperor. Poliana could guess how fearful the vassals were going to be
once they realized this truth.
And what if Lucius the First decided to acknowledge the baby as his
own? And what if the emperor was unfortunate enough to never bear
another son? Then her baby was going to become the next emperor…
Poliana shivered in fear.
Poliana was an infamous figure. She was despised by her enemies and
admired by her allies. To become the woman who bore the next
emperor… This was not the life she wanted. Poliana grabbed her head.
She needed to think of another plan. If she couldn’t hide who the real
father of her son was, should she perhaps try to fake the fact that she is
the mother? Let the emperor tell everyone that he had this baby with an
unknown woman?
Unfortunately, Poliana knew this was an impossible plan. First of all, the
official record showed that the emperor did not sleep with anyone since
his marriage to his three ex-wives. All the women that spent the night
with the emperor were recorded in the royal documents.
One option was to lie that the emperor spent a night with a woman when
he was traveling with Poliana, but this would require Lucius the First’s
cooperation. Poliana knew very well that the emperor would not agree to
this plan. He would say that he would rather marry her instead of lying to
the world.
‘Arghh!’
Poliana screamed silently and her stress must’ve been felt by her baby.
Her son stopped sucking and began to cough before vomiting. The
nanny took the baby away to soothe him while Poliana cleaned herself
up.
The more she thought about her situation, the angrier she became. No
matter how hard she tried, Poliana could not come up with a plan. She
needed help. She needed an ally. She needed someone who would
point out her mistakes but also support her wholeheartedly.
Poliana quickly brought out a piece of paper and began to write a letter.
Other women would’ve asked for help from their parents but Poliana
didn’t have a family. In a situation like this, there was only one person
she could trust.
She gave up writing a proper elegant letter. Instead, she wrote,
-My beloved brother Donau,
I am in trouble. Help.
***
Poliana tried to organize her thoughts. What were her crimes so far?
She lied to the emperor, she raped the emperor, and she essentially
kidnapped a member of the royal family, her son; there was no end to
her wrongdoings.
After sending the letter, Poliana scratched her head. Perhaps it was best
just to come clean now, but it was too late. The moment she ran away
after lying to the emperor, she knew there was no going back.
‘But his highness will forgive me.’
Her trust in Lucius the First was unwavering. He might get upset with
her, but she could not imagine the emperor punishing her harshly, if at
all. Poliana knew that the worst punishment she has been envisioning
would never happen.
But the current situation was the worst possible scenario.
‘I should’ve told him the truth.’
Although she knew there was no point in regretting, Poliana couldn’t help
it. She should’ve been braver and face the emperor from the beginning.
She tried to cover it up by lying to him, and by doing this, she made
things much worse. Why did she do it? What was wrong with her? Why
didn’t her brain stop her from making this huge mistake? Poliana hated
herself for it. The regret she felt was too heavy to endure.
All she wanted to do was be alone. She wanted to tell everyone to leave,
but her newborn son wouldn’t allow such freedom. Her royal-blooded
son asked for his mother very often. He was a very demanding baby.
When there wasn’t enough breast milk, Dog Stew cried angrily. Poliana
became annoyed. She yelled at the wet nurse, “Just feed him your milk!”
As the baby continued to cry, Poliana became even more frustrated,
“What an irritating baby… I grew up fine without my mother’s milk! Your
sister did fine too, so why are you being so demanding!”
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What Poliana didn’t realize was the fact that by the time she visited
Princess Luminae for the first time, she was a few months old already.
Poliana was being unfair when she compared the newborn Dog Stew to
Princess Luminae. Poliana, however, did not realize this fact. All she
could feel was annoyance and despair. She didn’t have the patience to
understand her baby; she didn’t even make an effort.
When Poliana obviously looked frustrated, the nanny took the baby
outside. Alone in the room, Poliana finally had some peace and quiet to
think clearly. This was when she realized that she was being unfair to
innocent Dog Stew. Her son didn’t even do anything, yet Poliana, his
own mother, was getting angry at him for no good reason.
‘I’m the worst.’
She could imagine how disappointed her emperor would be if he saw her
like this. He would be especially upset at how his own flesh and blood
was being treated.
But to Poliana, Dog Stew was the emperor’s son and the source of her
misfortune. At the moment, she could not see her baby as her own son
or her family. She did not feel any love for him at this point.
In the noble society, there was a clear priority set for the firstborn son as
the heir to the family. After the third son, the rest of the children were
considered expendable. This was the same for Poliana; she couldn’t
remember being ever loved by her parents.
She might have carried him for 10 months and went through excruciating
childbirth, but Dog Stew still did not feel like her family. He was an
unwanted and unfamiliar figure; a royal prince and nothing more. She
would’ve felt more affection towards him if he did not resemble Lucius
the First so much.
What Poliana wanted was a family. She wished for a family that would
greet her when she returned home from work. But even though she now
had a son of her own, Poliana didn’t feel any joy at all.
Then one day, a guest arrived at Sitrin. Poliana could refuse most
visitors from entering her land, but this particular guest was no ordinary
visitor. It was not Sir Donau, the person Poliana has been hoping to see.
She still hasn’t heard anything from her adopted brother yet.
This guest was actually the man Poliana dreaded to see the most.
It was the emperor, Lucius the First.
***
With the First Division knights’ protection, the emperor visited Poliana’s
Sitrin. As soon as the royal visitor arrived at the Sitrin castle entrance,
Poliana was informed of the news. She jumped in anger at how lax her
land’s security system was. One would need to have a few days of
traveling to get to the Sitrin border to her castle, so how was it that none
of the Sitrin patrols reported to her in advance?
“What were the patrols and guards doing?!”
“They were all captured and ordered to guide the party to the castle
safely.”
“It was the First Division that escorted the emperor? Dammit, it now
makes sense since that unit is made up of the worst jerks…”
The patrols guarding the Sitrin borders approached the party to find out
who was coming into the land. When the patrols realized it was the
emperor, they were surprised and tried to get to Poliana as quickly as
possible, but before they could leave, the knights of the First Division
apparently grabbed all of them to prevent any of the patrols from
reporting to the castle.
It was obvious that the emperor wanted this visit to be a surprise.
Poliana didn’t have to see it in person to know what happened.
‘So his highness came in person… Is this a sign that I should confess to
him?’
Officially, the emperor was touring the entire kingdom now that Acreia
was stable. However, the real reason was that Lucius the First could no
longer be patient. He could not endure another day without Poliana so
he came to Sitrin to take her back to Yapa.
Not wanting her to figure out his true intent, Lucius the First made a point
of visiting the other lands first. He toured the kingdom for 6 months
before visiting Sitrin. The reason why Poliana was unaware of the
emperor’s tour wasn’t because of the work by the Intelligence Unit or
Poliana’s lack of sleep. It was because the vassals felt that they had
nothing to fear from the emperor’s visit. Since Sitrin’s administration and
accounting were clean as the snow, the vassals believed that there was
no point in reporting the possibility of the emperor’s visit to their mistress.
They truly believed that there was nothing to hide inside Sitrin.
Of course, what they didn’t know was the fact that Poliana recently bore
Lucius the First’s son.
Poliana also hasn’t been interested in anything happening outside of her
land. She didn’t pay any attention to the rest of the kingdom, and the
result was the shockingly unexpected visit from the father of her secret
son.
And Poliana, who mistakenly overestimated the power of the Intelligence
Unit, believed that the emperor must know about her secret.
‘His highness… He must know everything!’
She thought that the Intelligence Unit found out about the existence of
the royal baby! Poliana became paranoid, wondering if there was a spy
inside her own land, possibly even inside the country house!
‘There is no point in lying to him anymore.’
Poliana invited Lucius the First to the country house. She knew she had
to show him the baby, and because Dog Stew was too young, he could
not go outside for a while longer.
On his way to the country house, Lucius the First could not stop smiling.
He was finally going to be reunited with the woman he loved. On the way
to the country house, the emperor was briefly informed of Poliana’s
situation. All he heard, however, was that she remained inside the
country house and did not leave the place for a long time. The emperor
became worried that she might be suffering from a serious illness.
“Poliana!”
The person he missed the most. The woman he loved. Lucius the First
opened his arms to hug her.
Even though she has been vacationing at the country house with a hot
spring, Poliana looked awful. Her skin and her hair were dry and rough,
but thankfully, she seemed to be walking fine. The emperor, however,
was curious why Poliana looked so tired and worried.
Poliana kneeled in front of the emperor and confessed, “I have done
something terrible! I deserve to die, your highness!”
“Huh?”
Lucius the First became confused. It was true that Poliana’s vacation
lasted much longer than expected. Was this really a crime? Not to the
emperor. Lucius the First gave her permission to take all the time in the
world. Even if she took 10 years off, the emperor would’ve never gotten
angry with her.
Poliana bowed deeply, hitting her forehead on the floor. Lucius the First
asked in shock, “P-pol?”
“I lied to you and tried to hide the birth of a royal prince! You saved me
by making me your knight, yet I ended up replaying you with lies and
disloyalty! I deserve to die!”
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“Pol! Calm down! What happened? Whatever you did, I will forgive you!”
Lucius the First, worried for Poliana, helped her stand up. He came here
to see the woman he loved and missed terribly. He did not come here so
the woman he loved would apologize to him. Lucius the First could not
hide his confusion and in turn, Poliana’s face became rigid.
‘D-does he not know? Did I just confess for no reason?’
“What are you talking about? What do you mean a prince?”
‘Dammit…!’
Poliana finally realized that the emperor did not know anything about
Dog Stew. This meant that she confessed for nothing. It was
unfortunate, but it was also too late. She already said the words, and
now, she needed to own up to them. For a second, she considered
telling him she was only joking, but Poliana quickly decided against the
idea. There were things you could joke about, and there were things she
should never joke about in this world. Giving birth to a bastard son was
not an appropriate jest material.
She could make up another lie right now. Perhaps tell him she misspoke
and that she gave birth to a son who was fathered by someone else.
Poliana knew that her emperor, such an understanding and kind man,
might just believe her.
But this only meant that she really needed to tell him the truth. She could
not lie again to the man who trusted her so much. She needed to come
clean.
***
The innermost room of the country house was a luxurious yet cozy
bedroom. There were two beds here, one for the mother and a crib. The
crib looked elegant and extravagant. Although the baby was born in
secret, his mother was still the powerful marquess while his father was
the emperor of this kingdom. Poliana, though did not feel any affection
towards him, tried her best to give Dog Stew the best of everything. Her
son laid in the crib sleeping peacefully.
Because of the sleeping baby, all the curtains were drawn to keep the
bright sun out, but the room was still light enough for Lucius the First to
see the baby’s face. He rubbed his eyes over and over again. He came
here to see the woman he loved, but in addition to reuniting with Poliana,
he also found a baby that looked just like him.
“C-could he be…”
While the emperor stuttered in shock, Poliana’s frown became uglier.
‘Dammit! I should’ve found out more before confessing like an idiot!’
“Could this be my son?”
Lucius the First’s smile became wider by the second. The emperor and
Poliana accidentally slept with each other. It was a drunken mistake, yet
here was a result of that night. It was the greatest and most unexpected
gift. Lucius the First was confused and overjoyed at the same time. He
could not hide his smile.
Ever since he achieved his dream of uniting the continent, the emperor
knew he was a pretty lucky guy. In fact, since he was a baby, luck was
always on his side. Lucius the First was born the only son to the Acreian
emperor, which meant that he had no competition to the throne. The only
possible rival was his cousin, who was such a docile man with no
ambition.
Within 10 years of becoming the Acreian ruler, Lucius the First became
the emperor of the entire continent. The only thing he thought was
lacking was luck with women, but it turned out, this was not true. In fact,
it seemed that he was especially lucky in this aspect as well. Perhaps,
those hard times he had to endure was all for this very moment.
Lucius the First closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
‘How can my fate be so kind to me? I am actually a little scared right
now.’
His luck was so great that the emperor felt like he was dreaming. Lucius
the First continued to keep his eyes closed and meditated for a minute to
control his excitement. Meanwhile, Poliana watched in horror because
she believed the emperor was so angry that he was trying to calm down.
She begged him, “I have done a terrible thing, your highness! I swear I
did not mean to hide your son from you forever. I was just blinded by the
fact that I might lose my power… No! No, I mean! That is not what I
meant! I just thought that since we agreed on forgetting about what
happened that night, it would be wrong of me to bring up that topic
again. I did not want to upset you, but when the baby turned out to be a
boy… And he resembles you so much… I was planning on telling you
the truth…! I really did!”
She tried to emphasize the fact she never actually lied to him! Poliana
kneeled on the floor again. Lucius the First inhaled deeply, trying very
hard not to act too enthusiastic.
The emperor replied, “Yes, I can see that the boy looks just like me.”
“Yes, that’s right! And he is extremely healthy.”
Poliana, thinking to lessen her guilt, stressed how healthy their son was.
If the emperor realized how she kept the baby strong and healthy,
perhaps his anger would lessen. Besides, it was true that the baby was
extremely well. He even survived the intense training when he was only
a few weeks old growing inside her tummy.
Lucius the First frowned and replied, “Why are you talking only about the
baby’s health, Pol? What about you? How are you? Have you been
resting well after giving birth? It is very important to take it easy, so why
do you keep kneeling on the cold floor? It kills me to think of you having
our baby all alone without me, my heart aches for you.”
The emperor took off his cloak and put it around Polina’s body. He gently
helped her stand up and sit on the chair next to the fireplace. The way
he acted around her was filled with love and happiness. It has been so
long since she felt the emperor’s affection. It was not just Lucius the First
who missed Poliana. Poliana had not realized how much she missed
him. She felt her eyes filling up with tears.
Even though Poliana committed such a huge crime, the emperor was
just as kind as ever. He did not blame her for anything.
Poliana has become uglier while the emperor was still gorgeous. He was
indeed the true treasure of this kingdom. Her cheeks were flushed, but
Poliana wasn’t aware of it. Even if she did, she would’ve just thought it
was because she was so thankful for the emperor’s generosity.
Lucius the First murmured in joyful disbelief, “I never imagined you
would conceive a child from that one night.”
“Yes, your highness. I was very shocked as well.”
“Haa… I can imagine how scared you must’ve felt. Why didn’t you tell
me, Pol? It kills me to think how worried you must’ve been…”
“Your highness…”
It was true that Poliana has been distraught all through her pregnancy.
When Lucius the First consoled her, she became emotional. Just as she
thought, her emperor wasn’t going to abandon her. Even though she did
something so terrible, he wasn’t blaming her; he was actually worried
about her.
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Poliana had been so anxious, but now she saw how understanding
Lucius the First was about their situation, she became relieved. She
even felt a little silly for worrying so much. She should’ve just told him
everything from the beginning.
Since they now had a child together, they had to get married, but Poliana
didn’t want to become the emperor’s wife. She guessed that Lucius the
First didn’t necessarily want to have her as his wife either. If they both
thought hard enough about it, perhaps they could come up with a
solution. Of course, if they don’t, they will still have to get married. The
important thing was that she knew the emperor would respect her and
help her come up with a plan.
“Hehehe.”
Poliana giggled, making the emperor smile. He looked around the room
leisurely and saw the warm fireplace and the woman sitting in front of it.
The woman he loved. Her dark circles looked awful and her skin was
rough, but her cheeks were flushed and her eyes shined with
intelligence. The baby that resembled him was sleeping soundly in the
nearby crib, making the entire room feel warm and peaceful. When he
closed his eyes, a lovely sweet scent greeted him. It was the smell of a
newborn and milk. The emperor could smell his from Poliana, too.
‘This feeling… It reminds me of that time.’
Poliana’s blushing cheeks made him remember the beautiful sunset that
day at the cliff. Her smile also looked very similar to the one she had on
that day. Lucius the First grabbed his mother’s ring inside his pocket. He
could not be patient anymore.
The emperor decided to give up on wooing Poliana first. They now had a
child. Not just any child, but a son. This baby was the emperor’s firstborn
son. He could not have the baby remain a bastard, which meant he had
to marry Poliana. To marry her, he had to propose to her, and before
proposing, he first had to tell her how he felt about her.
Lucius the First needed to let Poliana know that he wasn’t marrying her
just because of the baby. He wasn’t marrying her because he needed to,
but because he wanted to. The emperor wanted to tell her that he has
been in love with her for a very long time.
Lucius the First has felt affection towards Poliana soon after their first
meeting. The depth of his feelings changed after that fateful day at the
cliff of the southernmost region. Since then, his heart began to beat
strangely, and his brain became filled with lust and conflict. The emperor
now could admit that he was in fact obsessed with his knightess.
“Pol, that day at the cliff when I saw you…”
Poliana didn’t mean it, but she ended up making Lucius the First fall in
love with her. The cruel part of this situation was that Poliana had no
idea while the emperor suffered secretly.
“I learned that what I felt for you is love. I tried to hide it and deny it, but
the fact didn’t change that I fell in love with you, Pol.”
He knew she might reject him. Either way, they had to get married and
Lucius the First hoped that their feelings were mutual. The emperor
quickly planned out his future in his head. A son who resembled him. A
wife he loved with all of his heart. He was going to be the luckiest man in
the kingdom. For a long time, Lucius the First did not think he was meant
to have this kind of happiness, but now, his impossible dream was about
to become a reality.
It was so close…
The emperor kneeled on one knee in front of Poliana. He took out the
ring, which shined brightly. The ownerless ring was now just about to
find its new mistress. Before reaching for her hand, Lucius the First, who
had his face down from shyness and nervousness, looked up.
When he saw Poliana’s face, his smile disappeared.
Her face was cold as ice; she certainly did not look like a woman happy
to receive a proposal from the most eligible bachelor in the kingdom.
The gentle smile and flushed cheeks disappeared. Instead, her face was
filled with shock, betrayal, and even resentment. Her eyes began to fill
with tears. Lucius the First held her hand, which was trembling.
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“Your highness…”
Poliana bit her lips, unable to finish her sentence. Lucius the First knew
immediately that he made a wrong choice by proposing to her like this.
Poliana continued, “Your highness… My sovereign… The emperor of
Acreia and the master of this land… You may be shocked to hear this,
but I have never resented being born a woman in my entire life. Even
when I was being raped by my superior… Even when I almost died
during a battle because I wasn’t strong enough… Even when I was
beaten just because I was a woman… Even when I was captured,
bullied, ignored, almost poisoned, hated, and attacked just because of
my gender… I never hated being born a woman. Perhaps I believed all
of these things happened because it was wartime. Maybe I thought this
was the same for everyone. It is also very possible that I just got used to
being treated this way and so did not know any better.”
Her entire body shivered a little, but Poliana continued, “Your highness. I
have never resented being a woman, but right now… You made me feel
it. You made me hate being born a woman, your highness, my master,
my savior; the one who gave me my sword. The first one who ever
accepted me and allowed me to follow. You’re the very one who made
me into a proper knight.”
Although her eyes watered, Poliana didn’t cry. She stared at the emperor
in front of her. The most beautiful man in the kingdom… The man she
could never even dare to have…
But even though this very man confessed his love for her, Poliana didn’t
feel happy. Instead, she felt sad.
Lucius the First, the emperor of this kingdom. He was indeed her master
and her everything. Poliana would gladly die for him. She was willing to
do anything for him, but at this moment, Poliana condemned him.
“If the person who was behind you at the cliff was a man… If it was a
man who shadowed you everywhere during the war to protect you… If I
was a man, would you have loved me this way? Would the
overwhelming excitement you felt at that time from conquering the world
translates into the feeling of ‘love’ if I was a man standing behind you
then?”
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Falling in love was all about the right timing. If the person standing
behind Lucius the First that day at the cliff was a man… If Poliana Winter
was a man… Would the emperor still have fallen in love?
“No, Pol.”
His heart beat so fast that day… The intense feelings that overwhelmed
him…
She was so precious, too precious, that he could not even dare to touch
her. It was even harder for him to watch another man approaching her.
He was keeping her safe from him, but he ended up letting a gold digger
snake get to her.
Lucius the First stammered, “I didn’t want to make you cry, Sir Pol… But
I guess I failed.” The emperor used to laugh at those who believed in
unrealistic romance stories, but it seemed that Lucius the First made the
same mistake. He forgot the reality and caused his most loyal knight to
shed tears.
Hot tears finally rolled down Poliana’s cheeks. Her teeth were clenched
hard. She looked like she was experiencing the worst moment of her life.
Worse than when she found out the truth about Frau.
Lucius the First embraced her gently and Poliana did not fight him. She
cried quietly, not making a sound, which made it even worse.
“I’m sorry… It’s all my fault, Pol… It’s… I made a mistake. It’s my fault.”
A goal.
He made her an offer, and he asked her if she would follow him.
Poliana was abandoned by her own family. She was bullied and abused
by everyone in her own army. She had no good reason to live, and yet
she desperately worked to live.
The emperor was the first one to see her talent. He recognized how hard
she worked. He told her he needed her. He told her he liked her. Even
though he knew she was a woman, he accepted her as a knight. He
acknowledged her as a knight.
Lucius the First offered her a dream she never even imagined could be
her own. He gave her an opportunity to be part of his future. It was such
a wonderful dream. Poliana became stronger for him. She studied and
worked harder to serve the emperor better.
The witch who seduced the emperor. The wh*re. The crazy b*tch. The
ice-cold woman.
Poliana was used to what people called her. Even when they weren’t
true… Even when the things people talked about her were horrendous
and ugly… Poliana laughed them off. She was okay because she knew
that her relationship with the emperor was pure, but as soon as Lucius
the First confessed his love for her, everything people have gossiped
about became true.
The story of her, a stupid b*tch, seducing and fooling the emperor, now
was going to be true. The stories that were made up to bring her down
by the enemies were going to become the truth.
“She is a woman, so what do you expect?”
This was the worst sentence she has ever heard about herself, and it
was going to be a true statement now. Was this really correct? No matter
how hard she worked, was her gender going to be her greatest limit?
Poliana pushed Lucius the First away and wiped away her tears.
“Your highness, you didn’t do anything wrong. It is all my fault. All of it…
All…”
“I have done you wrong. As soon as the prince is old enough to travel, I
will send him to you to Yapa.”
She told him that she will “send” their son. She didn’t say she herself will
return with their son. Lucius the First flinched, realizing that his
confession ended up causing the situation to become worse.
“Poliana, are you saying you want to give up your right as his mother?”
“Poliana, I never asked you to give up being the mother to our son.”
Lucius the First’s and Poliana’s eyes met intensely. The emperor was
surprised by her reaction, but he understood her; this was the woman he
loved, this was the Poliana Winter he knew.
Lucius the First reminded Poliana of the things she dreamt of when she
was planning her wedding with Frau. The emperor knew he could
provide all of the things she wanted in a family.
“Pol, you told me that you wanted respect from your spouse! You said
love was not necessary. We can have that! It’s okay if you don’t love me
because I love you enough for both of us. As long as you respect me, we
can have that cozy and warm family you dreamt of! I’m not going to have
you as my concubine or one of the wives. I want you as my empress. It’s
not because you bore me a son! Even when I thought you were barren, I
planned on proposing to you and make you the empress of this kingdom.
I wouldn’t have cared if you couldn’t give me an heir!”
If he wished, the emperor could have filled his harem with thousands of
beauties. Yet here he was, begging this woman to be his one and only
wife. He was ok with her never having his children; he was ok with her
not performing the duties of the empress.
Lucius the First continued, “That is how much I love you. I adore you. I
tried to give you up for your happiness, but it didn’t work out. I can swear
on this kingdom that you will be my one and only wife.”
The emperor was desperate. He had everything in this world except for
one thing; love.
With a baby between them, Poliana and Lucius the First had no choice
but to get married. The mistake the emperor made was being too rash
and impatient. He was so desperate and excited that he forgot to think of
how Poliana must feel.
Quietly, she replied, “And as soon as I become your wife, your highness,
I will no longer be your knight.”
Just like Lucius the First, Poliana was desperate too. She stammered in
tears, “You promised, your highness! You promised that I could remain
by your side as your knightess forever! An empress or the wife of an
emperor could never be a knight, so why do you keep asking me to give
up myself?”
She finally exploded. “I don’t want this! I am telling you, I don’t!” Poliana
went through so much because of one drunken mistake. Months and
months of carrying this baby all alone… and now, she was being forced
to become her emperor’s wife, she did not want this one mistake to be
the reason for a marriage.
“All the other knights get married and have families while remaining your
knight, so why can’t I?! Why me? Why just me! Why can’t I have that
too? Just because I ended up having someone’s baby… A baby I didn’t
even want… Why must I become your wife?! I don’t even love you!”
Indeed, most knights Poliana knew were married with kids. But even
after the wedding, these knights’ lives did not change. No one ordered
them to give up their career.
Why?
It was because she was a woman and the man was Lucius the First.
Poliana continued, “Why do I have to confirm what so many people
believed? That I was a woman who seduced you! Why do I have to give
people the reason to mock me for being a woman? I do not want to enter
the lady’s quarters! I do not want to become an empress either! Why do I
have to give up the name you gifted me? Why do I have to live in the
Yapa castle when I have my own place? I thought you, of all people,
would accept what I have become, your highness. I am Marquess
Winter. You were the one who gave me everything! That is why I thought
you were going to come up with a plan that will allow me to keep what
was mine. Even if it may be impossible, I thought you would at least
try…”
Poliana knew very well that they had no choice but to get married. She
had accepted her fate as soon as she saw her son, but what made her
so sad and angry was the way Lucius the First was behaving. She was
truly disappointed in him.
Her beautiful emperor was her religion. Poliana believed in him. He was
greater than anything she knew in this world. What she wanted was for
him to suggest that they should come up with a solution other than
getting married, but what he gave her was a love confession.
‘This is strange.’
Poliana had to admit that what she felt did not make sense. Why did she
feel so much worse by the emperor’s love confession?
The most beautiful and eligible bachelor in the kingdom confessed his
hopeless love for her, so why was she feeling so sad?
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The only answer Poliana could come up with was the fact that she was a
woman. All of her colleagues were married yet they were allowed to
keep their career and status. Their life did not have to change much.
Odd times, some knights did retire, but how they were treated by the
others did not change. Besides, these knights weren’t forced to retire. It
was their choice.
No male knight was asked to leave their position just because they got
married. No male knight was forced to quit their job because they had a
child. No man ever had to change their last name just because he now
had a wife. The only thing the men lost after getting married was the
freedom of a bachelor, but this could not compare to what Poliana had to
give up.
It was Lucius the First who first accepted her as a knight, yet it seemed
that it was also the same man who made her hate being born a woman.
Of course, Poliana didn’t want to blame him. Everything that was
happening to her was all because she was a woman; this is what
happens to a woman.
Poliana’s scream woke the baby up. Dog Stew began to cry loudly and
flail his arms. Poliana walked up to him and held him in her arm. Lucius
the First watched and murmured, “I am an idiot. I always say I want your
happiness, yet I always end up hurting you.”
When Poliana told him she did not love him and that she never wanted
this baby, Lucius the First felt deep pain.
“I was so blinded by my love for you that I did not consider you and our
baby. I gave you everything and now I was asking you to give them all
up. I absolutely understand why you are angry, Pol.”
Poliana continued to keep her back to him and consoled Dog Stew. She
didn’t say a word, she just began to feed her baby.
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Those working for Poliana in the country house could not hide their
anxiety as if they were the ones who committed a crime. They made
sure to appear as inconspicuous as possible so they would not annoy
the emperor or the knight’s order.
Their fear was well-founded. Everyone who saw their mistress’s baby
has been admiring the newborn. Their new master was a beautiful baby
and they have been wondering who the father might be, and now… they
knew.
There was no doubt that the mistress’s son resembled his highness the
emperor. It was an uncanny likeness.
A few months ago, when their mistress confessed that she got drunk and
took advantage of a man, everyone thought it was just a joke. But now
that they saw the emperor’s face, the staff knew that Poliana’s story had
to be true.
It was impossible to guess what their mistress was thinking when she
ran away to Sitrin. Poliana herself didn’t know what she was thinking at
the time. Since she tried to hide the emperor’s son, she could be
considered a traitor. In the worst-case scenario, Sitrin, the place that
helped her hide, could be punished. Every citizen of this city could be
forced to become slaves as a result.
Lucius the First brought only a few of the members of the First Division
for his safety. When these knights saw Dog Stew, who looked just like
their emperor, they were so shocked that they could not even move. The
knights all stood still and murmured among themselves, “Why do you
think Sir Pol did this? What do you think?”
“How do you know for sure she will become the empress?”
“Didn’t you see that baby? It’s a son! And she isn’t just any lady. She is
the marquess, which means she has to be made the empress. I can’t
believe Sir Pol is going to be the symbol of Acreian ladies! Man, she is
such a lucky woman. To become a royal member just by having a
baby… All thanks to her being a woman; this is what women do.”
Slap!
Sir Beke hit the knight who badmouthed Poliana. When it seemed that
there was going to be a fight, Sir Mahogal yelled, “Everyone just shut
up.”
The very first knight’s order of the kingdom. The members of this unit
were selected solely based on their skills. There were many knights who
were both very talented and well mannered, but for some reason, most
of those chosen by Sir Ainno had terrible personalities. They were
infamously aggressive and rude.
The second in command of this unit, Sir Mahogal, was thankfully a kind
and decent man. There were many days when he wanted to quit, but he
knew that his presence was necessary to control this angry group. Even
Sir Beke, who was a normal guy, acted horribly when he was around the
other knights of the First Division thanks to their bad influence.
When Sir Mahogal heard that Poliana gave birth to the royal prince, he
didn’t know what to think. The other knights’ unthoughtful comments,
however, made him angry. He shook his head as he asked, “Think about
it. Do you really think this incident will make the marquess’s life better?”
“Of course. She will be the empress of this kingdom. There can’t be
better promotion than that, right?”
“Totally. I mean, perhaps we could have worded it kindlier, but it’s true.
This is the best thing that could’ve ever happened to her.”
Most of the knights thought Poliana was lucky in having the emperor’s
son, but Sir Beke didn’t agree.
“I disagree with the others, Sir Mahogal. Why would Sir Pol ever want to
become the empress…”
What Sir Mahogal said made sense, but the knights of the First Division
still seemed confused.
These knights were selected purely based on their physical skills, which
meant that talents were what they valued the most in a fighter. The rude
men continued to chat, “His highness had three wives and he only got a
princess out of it. Sir Pol, however, was able to provide a son from just
one drunken night? She must be a natural! Maybe she will be able to
give births to many princes!”
“Dammit! Do you really want to serve the royal princes that look like Sir
Pol?”
Smack!
Sir Beke, unable to tolerate anyone insulting Pol, hit the knight again.
This time, the rude knight fought back by kicking Sir Beke. A fight finally
broke. Sir Mahogal was out of patience at this point. He was about to
punish them all when Sir Ainno entered the room.
Sir Ainno, who recently got married immediately after the royal death
period ended, was unhappy that he wasn’t home right now. He should’ve
been Yapa with his new bride and enjoying their honeymoon, but
instead, he was dragged out of the capital to tour the kingdom with the
emperor.
Sir Mahogal was good at controlling the men, but Sir Ainno was much
more feared by the knights. They straightened up nervously, expecting
to be punished severely.
The knights immediately became docile, making Sir Mahogal sigh. Sir
Ainno glared at him in annoyance.
Sir Mahogal asked, “So you think they will get married?”
Perhaps a mean uncaring man may have insisted that it was not his
child, but Lucius the First was not like that. Besides, this was a golden
chance for the emperor to marry the woman he loved. Only an idiot
would miss this opportunity.
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As soon as he heard that the meeting between Lucius the First and
Poliana was over, Sir Ainno visited the emperor. When he entered the
room and saw Lucius the First, the emperor, unfortunately, didn’t look
very happy. The room was dark and Lucius the First was clearly upset.
Sir Ainno couldn’t understand why.
‘They had a child together, so why does he look like that? Could it be…
Did she actually refuse his proposal, seriously?’
All the emperor had to do was forgive Poliana for hiding the baby and
propose to her. What could have gone wrong in this home run scenario?
What the heck happened?
Lucius the First wasn’t crying. He didn’t look angry and he wasn’t smiling
either. The emperor just looked… guilty. He looked like he was regretful,
making Sir Ainno frown in frustration and anger.
No one could argue that Sir Ainno was loyal to the emperor, and as
someone who loved Lucius the First, Sir Ainno was furious that his
emperor was making such an expression. An emperor should never be
apologetic, even if it was for the woman he loved. The emperor should
never forget that he was the master of his kingdom.
Sir Ainno, clearly furious, turned around. His job was to make sure his
emperor never had to make such an expression, and he was ready to
take care of the situation. He would go and make Poliana make the right
decision.
“Don’t go.”
Lucius the First stopped him before he could leave the door.
“Your highness.”
“It’s my fault.”
“Your highness did not do anything wrong. You are the emperor. You are
the ruler of this kingdom and therefore by definition, you can do no
wrong. It is Marquess Winter’s fault for upsetting you and she must be
punished.”
“No, Inno. It’s my fault. I betrayed a loyal knight for a woman I love.”
Lucius the First wanted Poliana’s happiness. He wanted what was best
for her, but when the emperor found out about the baby, he couldn’t
control his own excitement at the fact that they now had no choice but to
get married. Lucius the First was so happy that he forgot about Poliana’s
own happiness.
The emperor knew he made a mistake. Confessing his love for her was
the absolute wrong thing to do. If he told her that because of their child,
they now had to get married for the good of the kingdom, Poliana
would’ve accepted his proposal. She would’ve seen it as her
responsibility and felt ok about it.
Lucius the First should’ve been more patient. He was too excited, and he
forgot the reality. He was dreaming of his happy future when he wasn’t
thinking about how Poliana would feel.
It was all his fault. Whether they had a child together or not, he should’ve
always considered Poliana’s happiness first. His resolve shouldn’t have
changed like this. Just having a child didn’t change Poliana in any way.
Becoming a mother didn’t change Poliana into a different person, the
emperor’s long wait and patience now were for nothing.
When Lucius the First looked devastated, Sir Ainno said firmly, “She
dared to run away when she was carrying your highness’s child. She
tried to hide the existence of a royal member. She also tried to forge the
papers to fool you, and most of all, even though your highness forgave
her for everything, she still hurt you badly by refusing your proposal. All
these crimes she committed… They are unforgivable.”
“Inno, you know better. You know that when you are hunting, the easiest
prey is the mothers with young, but it is also them that you should never
hunt. I knew Poliana was vulnerable and I used this situation against
her.”
“This is exactly what I have been warning both of you about. I told her
not to drink with a man alone. If she listened to my advice, none of this
would’ve happened. Her inappropriate action has created this problem.”
What Sir Ainno was angry about wasn’t the fact that the two of them got
drunk. He was furious about how the emperor’s knight, who was
supposed to exist to protect Lucius the First, got so drunk that she could
not even remember what happened that night. In Sir Ainno’s mind,
Poliana did not do her most important duty as the knight of Acreia.
“But Inno, you used to drink with Pol all the time too. It is me who made
a mistake; it is I who betrayed her.”
The emperor was being pitiful again. Sir Ainno, clearly annoyed, asked
with a sigh, “So what are you going to do now?”
“Whatever I do, I know you will support me, Inno.”
Sir Ainno quickly kneeled in front of the emperor and replied, “I will
always be your Inno, your highness.”
“I can see that you are happy. Although I feel jealous, I am also happy
for you.”
Inno quickly stood up and thought, ‘He is changing the subject again.’
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Lucius the First looked at him with a lonely smile, which made him look
even more beautiful. Not too long ago, Sir Ainno was able to win Cekel’s
heart and marry her immediately after the royal death period ended.
From Cekel Ingreter, Cekel became Cekel Seki.
Duke Seki, Sir Ainno’s father, wanted his oldest son to inherit the title
now that he was married, but Sir Ainno refused. He gave an excuse of
him being still inexperienced, but in truth, he just didn’t want the
responsibility just yet.
Oddly enough, Sir Ainno felt a little guilty about how things were going.
His own love life was a success while it seemed that the emperor’s quest
for love was going very wrong.
‘Could it be because I took away Sir Pol’s love luck? It can’t be… Can
it?’
If this was really the case, Sir Ainno believed that things will work out for
the emperor and the marquess slowly. If he remembered correctly,
Poliana gave him the two years of her love luck. That 2 years was
almost over now.
Sir Ainno, who had a notoriously hot temper, wanted to go and beat
some sense into the marquess, but he stopped himself. He decided that
all he had to do was wait; time would fix everything.
Just as Poliana trusted Lucius the First, Sir Ainno trusted the emperor as
well. He truly believed that Lucius the First will do something, anything to
make this situation right. After all, this involved the woman who should
be his wife and the empress of this kingdom, as well as their firstborn
son.
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The next day, Lucius the First and Poliana sat down at the table and ate
breakfast together. The conversation they had yesterday was painful,
leaving both of them upset, but they did not avoid each other. During the
war, they had to go through much tenser time. There were times when
they argued with each other more intensely. What happened
yesterday… It wasn’t going to be enough to make them change how
much they trusted each other.
Poliana trusted Lucius the First, and Lucius the First trusted Poliana as
well. They spent 10 years together in a war. What they went through
together… Their love and respect for one another weren’t going to
change very easily.
Poliana glanced at the emperor nervously. When she heard Lucius the
First’s confession yesterday, she reacted very emotionally, which was
unusual for her. Was it because she hasn’t been able to sleep well from
taking care of the newborn? Poliana knew that what she said to the
emperor yesterday was extremely rude and unreasonable. Perhaps she
was overly tired. At least last night, the wet nurse took care of Dog Stew
while Poliana got a full night’s sleep. Now, she felt much better and
calmer.
Poliana offered her apology first, “Your highness, I believe that how I
acted towards you yesterday was horrendous. What I did yesterday was
much worse than running away from you.”
Lucius the First shook his head and replied, “I heard that after childbirth,
a woman can become very emotional and sensitive, so I understand.
You look much more relaxed today, Sir Pol, so I think you were just very
tired yesterday.”
“No, Pol, it was I who did not think of you and how you must feel. I was
so happy at the prospect of marrying you that I wasn’t thinking clearly. I
told you how I felt about you, and by doing so, I have hurt you with my
impatience, I’m sorry. All I ever want is to make you happy, but it seems
that I keep doing the wrong things and end up apologizing to you.”
For the next half an hour, the two continued to apologize and confess
their mistakes. After about 30 minutes, Poliana finally asked the question
that has been bothering her all night.
“Your highness, are you sure your eyesight is ok? Could it be that it has
been deteriorating since the end of the war?”
Lucius the First replied solemnly, “My vision is perfectly fine, Pol.”
Perhaps it was just his imagination, but it seemed that this morning’s
breakfast was made up of all the foods that were known to be good for
eye health. Lucius the First knew his eyesight was fine. He added firmly,
“Sir Pol, you are very cute.”
“Your highness, how many fingers am I holding right now?”
“Three.”
“People do not fall in love purely based on one’s look. If this is the case,
you, Sir Pol, should’ve fallen madly in love with me, right?”
His heartfelt love was rejected yesterday. Lucius the First looked at her
with a lonely smile, which made him look even more gorgeous than
usual. Poliana became speechless at both his logic and his beauty. She
knew he was right.
There were many things they needed to discuss together. What should
they do next? Should they really get married? They needed to figure out
both public and personal aspects of this situation, yet none of them
brought up this subject.
After breakfast, Poliana stood up to feed her baby and Lucius the First
followed her. Looking at his son who resembled him so much… The
emperor couldn’t help but smile.
“Pol, may I try holding him?”
“Of course.”
Watching the most beautiful man in the kingdom holding such a beautiful
angelic baby… It was quite a sight. Poliana was used to seeing one of
them at a time, but watching them together felt very different. She was
truly impressed. She said to him, “I guess in this case, it would’ve been
impossible for me to hide who the father is.”
Dog Stew looked just like when Lucius the First was younger. The
emperor held him gently and expertly. He had some experience taking
care of Princess Luminae, which made him more comfortable around
newborns.
Unlike his daughter, his son was very healthy. Lucius the First smiled
happily.
“How would I dare? For now, we have been calling him little master.”
Poliana could never tell him that she nicknamed the baby Dog Stew!
When she kept quiet, Lucius the First signed and asked, “This isn’t just
my son. It is your child as well, Pol. Are you sure you didn’t even have a
nickname for him?”
“…dog…”
“Hmm?”
“…stew…”
“When I was pregnant, the only food I could tolerate was the dog stew,
so I nicknamed him Dog Stew.”
“…”
A long silence fell. Feeling guilty and embarrassed, Poliana kept her
head down. The emperor felt upset that she had to go through such a
bad morning sickness, but he also wondered why of all names, she
would name him Dog Stew.
In the end, Lucius the First felt that it was necessary to object.
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“He is our firstborn son, so I really don’t think Dog Stew is an appropriate
name for him.”
“I sincerely apologize, your highness. By the time he was born, the name
just stuck. You’re here now, so please name him.”
Lucius the First examined his son, who looked just like him. Such a
healthy baby… The emperor smiled again and replied, “Haha, he is still
so young, yet he is very sturdy. I heard his cries roaring as well. Look at
his eyes! Such intelligence! He will make an excellent general!”
With another smile, the emperor added, “Gerald. Let’s call him Gerald.”
Any name would’ve been better than Dog Stew. Now that he was
named, Gerald was being recognized by Lucius the First as his own. It
was obvious that the emperor enjoyed having a son. He already had a
daughter, Princess Luminae, but having a son was a different matter. He
was especially overjoyed because the mother, the woman he loved,
survived the childbirth.
It was wonderful to see the father and son together. Those working for
Poliana in Sitrin, who have been petrified that they were going to be
punished, were greatly relieved. Seeing the emperor so happy meant
that they were now safe.
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Noble ladies did not raise their own children, however, this didn’t mean
they could be completely absent. Even with the wetnurse present,
children often asked for their mothers. This was why Poliana was not
free to leave as she pleased. She needed to remain physically close to
Gerald at all times.
Feeding the baby every hour was a tiring business, but a baby required
to eat this much to survive. Poliana understood it and took it as her duty,
but other than feeding, she didn’t spend any effort or time on her baby.
Lucius the First quickly noticed how nonchalant and uncaring Poliana
acted around Gerald. Those working for her thought this was normal
since Poliana was a very important noble lady, but the emperor was sad
to see this. He watched Poliana feed Gerald carefully. She made sure
the baby was comfortable, but clearly, there was no deep love from her
towards Gerald.
“Sir Pol, you aren’t happy about the birth of Gerald, are you?”
This shouldn’t have been a surprise. After all, Gerald was an accident. In
addition, this newborn was about to force Poliana to lose everything she
accomplished in her life.
Poliana was often seen holding and hugging Princess Luminae happily.
She also sent carriages after carriages of presents to Vaxi and
Vanessa’s babies. Poliana was known to be very generous and kind to
everyone’s children. However, it seemed that she didn’t have any love
for her own son.
If Poliana considered Gerald the emperor’s son rather than her own, she
should’ve treated him affectionately, just like she did with Princess
Luminae. The fact that Poliana seemed awkward and unhappy about
Gerald meant that she must acknowledge him as her own. This was
what confused Lucius the First.
“Yes, he is very pretty. At first, I was unhappy that he looked too much
like you, your highness, but now, it’s nice to see what a cute baby he is.”
“Then why do you look so indifferent? You are such a cute lady and it is
not nice to see that you look offended by our son.”
Poliana coughed and sputtered, “Your highness… You really need to get
your eyes checked by the doctor, you aren’t seeing things clearly.”
“Why do you keep saying that? I’m telling you that you are very cute. I’m
being honest and that is why I don’t tell you that you are pretty, right?
You may not be conventionally pretty, but you are adorable, so stop
arguing with me.”
When Gerald was finished eating, Poliana put him against her and
began to pat his back gently to make him burp. If she was successful in
making him burp, she would be free for the next hour. If she wasn’t, then
he would need to feed some more.
He was the child she carried for the past 10 months. For the first few
months of her pregnancy, Poliana was resentful that the baby survived.
During the last few months, she was fearful that she might not survive
childbirth. Holding the warm baby in her arms, Poliana thought quietly
about her situation. This little creature was so light in her arms, but when
he was inside of her, it felt like she was carrying a giant rock. Every time
her stomach got bigger… Every time the baby kicked inside of her…
Poliana felt fearful rather than excited. She knew people wouldn’t
understand how she felt, so she never voiced them.
But now, in front of the emperor, Poliana gave him her honesty.
“My own mother died after giving birth to me. Lady Rebecca also died
from her pregnancy. I was afraid before giving birth to him because I
thought I might die. After his birth, I knew I could not escape this
situation, and this made me feel desperate. So far, nothing good came
out of him, and that is why I feel this way. I apologize for being such an
ungrateful woman.”
Once the baby was born, he made Poliana a prisoner. This was how
Poliana felt. She did feel guilty for thinking this way about Gerald, but
she still felt justified since she was a nobleman. A child grew up fine
without love. For example, Poliana grew up without an ounce of love
from her parents, but she ended up becoming this kingdom’s greatest
marques.
Lucius the First couldn’t hide his bitterness at Poliana’s words. It wasn’t
that her logic was inaccurate. In fact, most aristocrats felt this way. There
were actually some who, thinking too much love can poison and spoil
children, sent their children away to be raised separately.
She admitted that they had no choice but to get married since they now
had a son together. However, what if they got married, make Gerald a
legitimate son of the emperor, then get divorced!
Lucius the First grabbed his forehead and replied, “Marquess Winter, it
sounds like you haven’t heard a word I said. Did you not hear it when I
confessed my love for you?”
“To be honest, your highness, I cannot believe what you told me about
yesterday. I thought that maybe you were just lying to make me feel
better.”
It would look and sound better for the emperor and Poliana to get
married because they were “in love” rather than solely because of their
son. If and when Poliana marries the emperor, people were going to talk
no matter what. If she married him just because she had the emperor’s
son, people were going to say that she was a loose woman. If she
married him “for love,” then people were going to see her as a woman
who couldn’t control her emotions. To the public, the latter woman would
be treated kindly. In fact, some might see it as the greatest love story of
the century.
‘Dammit.’
Poliana wanted to cry again. Becoming a beloved empress was not what
she wanted. She did not want to give up her current position. Poliana
didn’t care if people didn’t understand. Some believed she was not
ambitious enough, but the truth was, she loved power. She didn’t want to
give up everything she accomplished so far.
Poliana knew her suggestion wasn’t going to work, but she still asked
again, “Couldn’t I just send Gerald to you, your highness?”
The woman he loved the most in this world… This woman didn’t want to
marry him. Poliana may have gladly died for him, but she desperately did
not want to marry Lucius the First. He couldn’t blame her, however,
since although he would gain great happiness and lose nothing from this
marriage, Poliana would end up losing everything.
It was easy for him to say they should think positively. If the emperor
truly loved Poliana, that Lucius the first was going to gain everything
from this marriage. The woman he loved and an heir. Poliana, who was
going to lose so much, could not be optimistic about the future.
But Lucius the First was her emperor and her savior. He was her life and
her everything. Poliana nodded reluctantly in the end. Lucius the First,
who knew she still did not want the marriage, could only give her a bitter
smile.
Lucius the First would’ve loved to take Poliana and Gerald and return to
Yapa immediately. Unfortunately, the emperor was in the middle of
touring the kingdom and Gerald was too young to travel.
They decided to keep the situation a secret until Poliana recovered both
mentally and physically. For her reputation, it would’ve been better for
them to get married immediately, but Poliana still was very reluctant. She
was still very emotional. Her thoughts about the matter changed
constantly every day. Lucius the First didn’t know what to do about it, but
her staff seemed nonchalant. They assumed that she was having
difficulty controlling her emotions because of her hormones, which
meant that once she stopped breastfeeding, Poliana should feel better.
As soon as Sir Ainno saw Poliana, he glared at her. How dare she reject
the emperor’s love? Poliana ignored his anger. She just gave birth to a
baby, so what could he do to her? He would never lay a hand on her, at
least until she recovered.
But Poliana still had to apologize to Sir Ainno about something entirely
different. She said to him, “I’m sorry I didn’t get to attend your wedding. I
also apologize for not getting you a wedding gift.”
“It’s alright. Everyone agrees that the gifts you gave to Cekel from your
own wedding plan were more than enough.”
“Is Lady Seki doing well?”
Poliana was surprised at the unexpected news. Knowing Sir Ainno and
his stubbornness, she expected him to make Cekel retire from her job.
Sir Ainno believed that a true highborn lady should not have to work at
all, even as a royal maid. Oftentimes, influential ladies volunteered as
the maids to the royal members to gain even greater reputation, but Sir
Ainno insisted that a truly powerful noble lady did not need to take this
job to be recognized. Although his statement was true, people still hated
his arrogance.
So how was it that this infamous Sir Ainno’s wife became the head of the
royal maids? Sir Ainno, looking annoyed, explained that he had no
choice. After many of the Acreian nobles were imprisoned and removed
from their positions, many of the maids who belonged to these families
also left the Yapa castle. They were short on maids, and so finally,
Lucius the First ended up offering the position of the head maid to Cekel,
who was married and now one of the highest-ranking ladies of the
kingdom.
Cekel accepted the position without consulting her husband. Sir Ainno
became furious, but Cekel refused to change her mind. She said to him,
“It’s not like you asked for my permission when you proposed to me.”
Sir Ainno had no answer to this. He initially considered nagging the
emperor to take away her job, but this was when Lucius the First
decided to go on the tour of the kingdom. Sir Ainno was going to have to
leave Yapa for almost a year, which would leave Cekel all alone. He felt
that it would be better for her to have a job during this time.
“…”
Poliana didn’t look very happy but Sir Ainno ignored it. Suddenly, she
realized why Sir Ainno laughed whenever he saw her and why he
insisted on becoming the best man to her groom at her wedding.
It shouldn’t have been a surprise since Sir Ainno and Lucius the First
were best friends. When she thought she was going to marry Frau, Sir
Ainno tried his best to get out of this duty, but now, Poliana knew he
would insist on acting as the emperor’s best man.
“What debt?”
After he left, Poliana wondered, ‘Did I lend him money in the past or
something?’ She felt confused and no matter how hard she tried, Poliana
could not remember anything. And the way he said he was going to
repay her… It didn’t sound good. Did she perhaps do something bad to
him, and now he planned on “paying back” for whatever she did to her?
One of the knights from the First Division looked at her accusingly. Many
of the knights continued to chat among themselves about the shocking
situation. They thought that Poliana should not have any more children
with the emperor in case they resembled Poliana. They wanted to keep
the royal bloodline “beautiful.” These rude knights were, of course,
quickly punished by Sir Mahogal and Sir Beke.
Sir Mahogal didn’t say much to Poliana when he saw her. He simply told
her that if she needed anything, he would be there for her. Poliana
teared up at his warm and kind words. Sir Beke said a similar thing, but
knowing what he was like, Poliana just nodded and thanked him. If Sir
Aeke offered the same words, she would’ve believed him more.
Lucius the First wished to remain in Sitrin with Poliana and Gerald, but
he was obligated to complete the tour. There was a publicly released
schedule, and if he didn’t follow it, people were going to become curious
as to why. At this point, he couldn’t let people know about Poliana and
Gerald.
The day he left Sitrin, Poliana waited at the country house entrance to
say her goodbye to the emperor. She looked up at him with
determination. Many things, some of them very unfortunate and
unexpected, might have happened but no matter what, Lucius the First
was always going to be her emperor.
Poliana clenched her fists just thinking about this future. The emperor,
who betrayed his knightess, said to her, “I like people who make great
efforts and hard workers. You know why, don’t you?”
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“Exactly.”
Lucius the First nodded and continued, “What I did was wrong, Pol. I
ended up betraying you. Instead of understanding how you feel, I
thought only of my love for you. Since we must get married, I thought
you would have no choice but to accept my feelings for you. I didn’t
respect your wishes to not get married. I forgot all about why I have been
so patient all these years. I just thought of my own dreams for us. I know
what I did was wrong and what must happen is unfair to you, but Sir Pol,
you realize the truth, right? We cannot leave Gerald a bastard, and we
can’t have him adopted by another woman when his birth mother is alive
and well.”
Her mistake was to act emotionally and reveal her worries and fears to
the emperor. This was what was going to happen anyway, so what was
the point?
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Poliana tried her best to accept her inevitable future as the empress and
the wife of the emperor. Of course, this did not mean she suddenly
developed love for him. Although she still enjoyed Lucius the First’s
beauty, the fact was, Poliana still could not see him as a man.
The emperor said to her before leaving, “I know, Pol. But I will still make
my best effort. I have never ignored or denied the fact that you are a
woman. In fact, it is because I know how much you suffered unfairly for
being a woman, I know you are the strongest person there is.”
“Your highness…”
“So Pol, that is why I want you to reach the highest status a woman can
dream to reach. I want you to be happy as a woman and as a person. I
want you to enjoy all of these things and still remain strong.”
He offered his hand and when Poliana took the back of his hand to her
lips to kiss, the emperor shook his head. Instead, Lucius the First took
Poliana’s hand and kissed the back of it. He acted with utmost respect
and love that Poliana was too shocked to pull away. Lucius the First’s
beautiful smile made her freeze.
Her heart began to beat fast and excitedly and Poliana could not tell
why.
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The emperor told her to wait until he returned to get her. Was it an order,
or a request? It didn’t really matter because Poliana wasn’t planning on
going anywhere. Gerald was too young to travel far, which meant that
she had to stay by his side in Sitrin.
In truth, Poliana was certain her son would be fine without her. Gerald
was extremely healthy and if she remembered correctly, he was
developing at a much faster rate than Princess Luminae. Poliana was
still recovering from childbirth, but Gerald was doing very well.
Studying her son, who looked just like his father, Poliana thought
secretly, ‘Please don’t resemble me in any way.’
Before he was born, Poliana prayed that her child would look just like her
and not like the emperor. Her prayer was clearly not answered; Gerald
was an exact copy of Lucius the First. Now that it was too late to hide his
existence, Poliana wanted the best for him.
Poliana’s physical traits were not ideal. She was too small, and she
lacked true talents. She practiced harder than anyone, but the result was
never satisfactory. On the other hand, Lucius the First was an amazing
knight. His skill as a fighter was not well known because it was
overshadowed by Sir Ainno who never left the emperor’s side, however,
Lucius the First was a very skilled knight. If he was just a simple
nobleman, it was most likely that he would’ve been drafted to the First
Division. Poliana hoped that Gerald will have his father’s physical
talents.
A few days after the emperor left, another guest arrived at Sitrin. This
time, it was someone Poliana expected. Someone who she actually
invited and arrived too late.
Poliana didn’t go out to greet him, and the guest probably knew why. Her
adopted brother, who was many days too late, visited Poliana in the
country house. Even considering the fact that Donau lived a long
distance from her, his arrival was extremely late. The emperor now knew
everything, and Poliana couldn’t help feeling annoyed.
Her adopted brother arrived too late while the emperor dropped by
without any notice. At this very moment, Poliana was frustrated with both
of them. The thing she resented the most, however, was her own life.
“I’m sorry I arrived late, Sir Pol. Vanessa was sick so I couldn’t leave
right away.”
“If your wife is sick, why would you leave her at all? Why did you come
here?”
It was Poliana who asked him for help, but now that he was here, she
was asking him why he came. Donau felt like he was being treated
unfairly. Poliana then nodded and replied, “Well, sounds like you had a
good excuse for being late, so you’re fine. I forgive you.”
Since he was married, Donau should always think of his family first.
Even though Poliana asked for help, he made the right decision to take
care of his sick wife first. If he left his wife and came here, Poliana
would’ve been very angry at him.
Sir Donau was too late to help Poliana. If he arrived before the emperor,
perhaps he could’ve done something for her. It seemed that Donau’s
timing was always a bit off.
Donau, looking guilty, apologized sincerely, “I guess I’m too late. I’m
sorry, Big Sis.”
“If Vanessa was sick, you were right to stay home to take care of her.
Was she seriously ill?”
“She had a fever and there was a chance it might have been some kind
of an epidemic, so I couldn’t get here right away. Sis, what’s wrong?”
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Poliana took a few steps back from him. She understood that Donau
wouldn’t have come if he was infectious, but she was the mother of a
newborn. She needed to be extra careful. When Donau took a step
towards her, Poliana took three steps back.
When she waved at him to stay away, Sir Donau grumbled, “I came
because we found out that it’s not an epidemic.”
“But even then, I want to be careful. Go wash up first, we’ll talk after you
clean up.”
Sir Donau sighed and shrugged his shoulders. “It’s ironic how you, who
used to keep her hair short because you were too lazy to wash your hair,
are telling me to wash up.”
This was true. There were times in the past when Donau was immature
and spoiled while Poliana rarely washed her hair. More specifically, she
used to find it annoying to have to dry her hair, which was why she kept
it short. At the time, Sir Ainno used to find her disgusting, which wasn’t
fair. She washed more often than most. Washing her hair once a week
should’ve been more than enough during the war, right?
Poliana, still keeping her distance from Donau, insisted, “We will talk
after you wash up.”
Sir Donau leisurely enjoyed the wonderful hot spring of Sitrin. Based on
Poliana’s attitude, it seemed that whatever pressing matter his sister
asked about was resolved now. He had been traveling at a grueling pace
to get here, so Donau has been feeling tired. Being in the steaming
water helped greatly. He was used to washing with cold water since the
south was always so hot, so it was nice to enjoy a warm bath.
After the bath, he was treated to a feast. Sir Donau was thankful for such
luxurious treatment, but he could not stop thinking, ‘What was it that she
needed help with? It doesn’t look like anything big happened recently…’
Poliana wasn’t the type that would exaggerate or overreact. If she sent a
message asking for help, she most likely really needed help. The letter
sounded like an emergency and Donau was supposed to leave his home
immediately.
But just before he was about to leave, Vanessa fell ill with a fever. It was
possible that there may be an epidemic going around, which forced Sir
Donau to stay home. Thankfully, Vanessa got better, and the doctor
announced that it wasn’t an epidemic.
Just like when he rode to Yapa to rescue Poliana from the gold digger,
Sir Donau rode as hard as he could without making a stop, but when he
arrived at Sitrin, the place seemed quiet and calm. Everyone working in
the castle and the country house looked relaxed. Even Poliana herself,
who asked for help, looked fine.
‘What happened?’
Did she send that message from the shock of what happened with Frau?
After the Frau incident, and when Poliana arrived at Sitrin, she stopped
communicating with anyone. She stopped sending any messages after
the last one, in which she stated that she wanted to rest quietly. No one
thought this was odd since Poliana deserved to take a vacation.
Everyone assumed that she needed time to recover from the shock and
humiliation of what happened with Frau Sneke.
Sir Donau’s curiosity was satisfied when he was escorted to a room by a
maid. The room he entered felt familiar; his own wife and child had a
similar one. In the south, the baby rooms were designed to have plenty
of windows to keep it cool. In Sitrin, where it was much cooler, the
windows were shut tight to keep the cold wind from entering.
Poliana was sitting on a chair and reading by a crib. When Sir Donau
entered the room, Poliana looked up.
‘C-could it be that she had that gold digger’s baby? No, that can’t be! My
sis isn’t like that…’
Donau shivered in fear as he walked up to check on the baby. When he
looked inside the crib, the baby’s face wasn’t what he expected at all.
Donau was anticipating seeing a small baby that resembled either
Poliana, Frau, or an unknown person, but instead, the baby’s face
looked just like someone else he knew very well.
“His highness?”
Inside the crib, a miniature version of Lucius the First was sleeping
soundly. Sir Donau couldn’t have been more shocked. There was no
doubt that the baby belonged to the emperor. This was clearly a royal
prince, so why was such an important baby here and not in Yapa? And if
the emperor had a son, this would’ve been the biggest news of the
kingdom, so why haven’t Donau heard about it earlier?
The first scenario Donau thought of was the fantasy story the knights
talked about sometimes. The emperor goes on a picnic and ends up
sleeping with a beautiful and mysterious woman. The emperor forgets
about the incident, but the knight who accompanied the emperor
remembers. The woman becomes pregnant and the knight takes care of
the lady. The older knights sometimes dreamt of becoming such a loyal
and gentle hero.
The Poliana Donau knew would be willing to do such a thing. Was this
what happened? Was this why Poliana asked for his help?
Sir Donau looked at Poliana questioningly. They have known each other
for a very long time. They were close enough to each other that when
Poliana looked at Donau with a subtle shake, Donau stammered. “T-that
can’t be…”
Donau tried to deny it. “Sis, tell me it isn’t so! What happened!”
“Gyaa!”
Sir Donau began to pull his hair out. Thankfully, he still had enough
sense in him to keep his scream quiet since there was a sleeping baby
in the room. What Poliana was telling him… It was such a scary thought
that Donau didn’t know how to digest the news. He desperately wanted
Poliana to tell him she was just kidding.
Donau looked at her with despair, but Poliana just shook her head
mercilessly.
No one else was in the room, yet Donau whispered the question, “What
happened?!” Poliana remembered the fateful night with the emperor with
a sigh and regret.
“I got drunk and made a mistake.”
When Poliana nodded, Sir Donau suddenly slapped her back hard.
Slap!
It hurt so much that her eyes widened. She knew she deserved it, but it
still hurt too much.
“Hey!”
Sir Donau continued to slap her back loudly. Poliana let him do what he
wished for a while before getting angry. Again, she knew she deserved
it, but getting punished by her younger brother was too humiliating.
Donau wasn’t putting all of his strength into the slaps, but he was still a
muscular man and her back was on fire now.
“That’s why I let you slap me a few times. That’s enough now, so stop!”
Sir Donau began to breathe heavily, trying to calm himself down. After a
few seconds, he asked the very important question, “Does his highness
know about this?”
“He didn’t.”
She said it in the past tense. Sir Donau quickly realized what his late
arrival must’ve caused. Poliana obviously asked for his help with hiding
her baby and Sir Donau was too late to do anything. The emperor
already knew everything now.
“It’s ok. Vanessa was sick, so it couldn’t be helped. Besides, it’s all over
now.”
Poliana acted like her life was over. Sir Donau looked at her in frustration
and pity. “So when’s the wedding?”
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Poliana asked, “So you think I need to get married too, huh?”
The prince’s life was much more important than her own, so it made
sense that she needs to sacrifice herself. If it was a daughter, however,
would she have had another choice?
Poliana decided not to think of the what-ifs. She should’ve felt grateful
for bearing a healthy son. Isn’t that what every woman dreamt of?
Lady Rebecca ended up losing her life to give birth, yet people still felt
disappointed in her for giving birth to “only” a daughter. Meanwhile,
Poliana was alive and well with a healthy son. She was even promised
the position of the empress along with the love confession from the
emperor.
‘I know I should be thankful. What a lucky woman I am.’
She knew being sarcastic about the royal family was inappropriate, so
she did not voice her thoughts out loud. Others would think she was
acting spoiled, but Poliana couldn’t help feeling this way.
It was time for Dog Stew, no Gerald, to be fed. Poliana quickly did her
duty before talking with her adopted brother. Poliana was the one who
mostly talked while Donau listened.
The first thing she explained was the reason why that unexpected night
with the emperor happened. That very day, she cut off the Frau’s penis
and got drunk with the emperor in the inn. They drank late into the night
and Poliana ended up taking advantage of the emperor. Sir Donau
flinched when he heard this part. Glancing uncomfortably at her, he
asked, “Umm… It can’t be that you took advantage of him, Sis… It
doesn’t make sense…”
“Shut up. I told you I was the one who did it, so who are you to tell me
otherwise?”
“Yes, Ma’am.”
Poliana wasn’t asking for him to agree with her wholeheartedly. She
knew very well what she did wrong. What Poliana wanted was for Donau
to tell her that although she made a mistake, he still felt sympathetic
towards her and that there was nothing she could do about her situation.
Poliana just wanted him to console her.
Poliana told Donau that when the emperor and herself woke up the next
morning, neither of them could remember what happened. They spent a
long time arguing about who was at fault, and in the end, they agreed
that they would forget about the whole thing. Unfortunately, within a few
weeks, Poliana learned that she was pregnant. After contemplating for
days, she decided to run away to her castle in Sitrin.
Sir Donau slapped her back again when he heard the part about her
running away. What happened with the emperor that night could be
partly blamed for her drunkenness, but running away was a decision she
made when she was fully conscious. What she did was very wrong.
During the war, Sir Donau had to be the one cleaning up after Poliana
just because she was his adopted sister. Donau also didn’t like to drink
himself, so he often nagged her to stop overdrinking so much.
Slap! Slap!
There were so many feelings Donau felt. He was relieved that it wasn’t
Poliana who was raped by some random man while drinking. He was
also glad that of all men, it was the emperor she ended up spending the
night with. Of course, he was also angry that of all people, she had to
sleep with the emperor. It made things so much more complicated.
Sir Donau did not enjoy drinking. Some, who did not like to drink, still
choose to drink if they needed to be consoled. Donau, however, was not
one of these people. Alcohol made him feel nauseous and it gave him an
awful headache.
“Yup.”
Poliana was the most loyal and accomplished knight of Acreia. She was
also one of the closest acquaintances of the emperor. She now had
Lucius the First’s son, so if the emperor refused to marry her, it would be
the greatest embarrassment on her part.
Sir Donau thought of the consequence of this event. The emperor finally
got a male heir and the marquess was going to become the empress.
Lucius the First and Poliana had an excellent and affectionate
relationship. Poliana was undoubtedly one of the most loyal women in
the kingdom. The likelihood of their son, Gerald, becoming the next
emperor was very high.
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But what if the emperor married more women? And what if his other
wives had sons too? There would be a rivalry between the emperor’s
sons for the throne. Of course, if Gerald continued to grow up to
resemble the emperor so much, and if he had half the intelligence and
charm of Lucius the First, he was going to be the most likely one to take
the throne.
Just as Duke Luzo agreed, the marriage between the emperor and
Poliana was a smart idea. As a foreigner who achieved so much and
became powerful on her own… Poliana would strengthen the emperor’s
own power in the government.
Donau thought with a shiver, ‘So… She could really become the next
empress… This is really happening!’
“Yes?”
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“Here’s my plan, Donau. His highness and I get married to make Gerald
his legitimate son, then we get divorced, and I return to Sitrin alone.
Gerald can be raised in the Yapa castle.”
Poliana thought it was a good idea, but Donau looked unconvinced. “You
can’t do that. Lady Stra had a good reason to ask for a divorce, but your
case is different. If you and his highness get divorced, people are going
to gossip about it to no end. They will say you only married each other
because of the child.”
“But it’s true! The only reason we have to get married is because of our
son!”
“Sis…”
“Arghh!”
Poliana grabbed her face and screamed. There was one more thing she
didn’t get to tell her adopted brother.
The fact that Lucius the First confessed his love for her.
At the time, when he told her he loved her, Poliana felt betrayed by the
emperor. She was angry, disappointed, and despaired; her emperor was
understanding, nonetheless.
After the emperor left Sitrin, Poliana has been thinking a lot about this.
‘There is no way his highness loves me. Maybe he just said it to console
me and make me feel better.’
This was her best guess at this point. She was only making an excuse,
but Poliana didn’t even realize what she was doing. She, in fact, began
to be suspicious of what the emperor said to her. Lucius the First was
the perfect man except for his odd sense of humor, so how could
someone like him be in love with her? The more she thought about it, the
more she became convinced that this whole thing was just an act.
Lucius the First was a kind and gentle emperor. He most likely pitied
Poliana, who was conned by a gold digger into a terrible marriage. She
then ended up giving birth to his child. Her thoughtful emperor, who felt
sorry for her and worried about her reputation and pride, most likely lied
to her that he loved her to spare her feelings.
Knowing the emperor, Poliana knew this was a very likely possibility.
“Hahaha!”
Poliana suddenly felt relieved. She laughed out loud, making Donau
flinch in surprise. His eyebrows went up, wondering if his adopted sister
was finally losing her mind after such traumatic events.
“Sis…”
Donau reached out to her to console her, but Poliana didn’t give him her
hand. Instead, she slapped the table and continued to laugh, “Hahaha!
It’s so funny! It’s too much!”
“Sis, are you alright? Sis? Sir Pol? Did you mix alcohol in your water or
something?”
“Oh gosh… Donau, maybe I really did lose my mind. Maybe I am going
crazy.”
Donau asked her as he gulped down some water. Poliana replied, “His
highness confessed his love for me, and I actually believed it for a
second. Hahaha, how ridiculous.”
Sir Donau coughed from the water going down the wrong pipe. He then
spewed out some water onto Poliana’s face. Calmly, Poliana wiped
away her face and asked, “Are you ok?”
Cough! Cough!
“I know, right? It’s so stupid and funny. I can’t believe I fell for it!”
Poliana pushed the stray hair up and away from her eyes. She hasn’t
been trimming her hair during the pregnancy, so now, her hair was
rather long. One thing Poliana learned from it was that the longer the
hair, the easier it was to tie it behind her back and keep it away from her
face.
Sir Donau seemed even more shocked by what she told him than when
he first saw Gerald. He kept asking her again and again if she was sure
about what she heard. Poliana answered him yes and returned to her
seat. Sighing heavily, Poliana explained, “I was so shocked at the time,
and his highness was such a good actor that I actually believed him; I
must be getting stupid or something.”
“Umm… Sis, can you tell me the details? I… My brain isn’t working well
so I am still having a hard time understanding…”
Poliana told him about what happened. Lucius the First confessed his
deep love for her and proposed to her. Since they had a child, it was
obvious that they now had to get married, but what Sir Donau focused
on was the “love” part, not the “proposal” part. When he insisted on
hearing more about how the emperor revealed his feelings for her,
Poliana replied, “There wasn’t much to it. After he found out about
Gerald, his highness told me that he has been in love with me for a long
time. That’s all, and I believed it and acted so foolishly…”
“Hmm?”
“Why? What do you mean? Isn’t it obvious? Why would his highness be
in love with me?”
“What’s wrong with you? Why would you say ‘someone like you?’”
It wasn’t that Poliana had low self-esteem. In fact, she believed she was
quite a catch since she was powerful and rich, however, this wasn’t
about politics. It was a matter of the heart.
Poliana replied, “I’m not saying I’m lacking. I’m saying that it just doesn’t
make sense. Why are you arguing with me about this? You’re the one
who isn’t making any sense.”
“No, it’s you who is talking nonsense. Sis, what you are doing right now
isn’t right. You’re ignoring and dismissing his highness’s feelings.”
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Poliana became frustrated with Sir Donau’s argument. She had a good
reason for believing the emperor’s words to be a white lie because she
has been thinking about this constantly ever since Lucius the First left
Sitrin.
“I agree.”
“And now, he and I are going to be forced into an unwanted marriage. All
because of my mistake, right? So, imagine how I would feel if he sighed
and looked obviously frustrated. I would be upset, right? And knowing
how thoughtful his highness is, don’t you agree that he would rather lie
to me to make me feel better? He told me he loved me to spare my
feelings and pride.”
“But that’s just your guess, Sis, and nothing more. The emperor I know is
indeed very kind, but he is not the kind of man who would lie and make a
false love confession just to make someone feel better, even if it’s you.”
“Gosh, Donau. You’re being too stubborn. I am not just one of his many
knights; I am closer to him than most!”
Poliana felt certain about her reasoning. She took a sip of water to wet
her mouth. She bit her lips, feeling embarrassed to be talking about such
a subject with her adopted brother.
Sir Donau remained quiet and waited for Poliana to continue patiently.
This was an extremely serious and sensitive topic, and he wanted to get
to the bottom of this even if it took all night.
Lucius the First was indeed a kind and gentle man. He was so caring
that it sometimes annoyed Sir Ainno greatly. Most of the time in the past,
Poliana thought Sir Ainno was being rude, but recently, she couldn’t help
but agree with him. It was true that sometimes, the emperor’s kindness
was too much.
The way he handled the gold digger situation… And now how he
confessed his “love” for her…
Even before she decided to marry him, she thought Frau Sneke was a
good guy. When she decided to have him as her husband, she grew to
like him even more just because he was going to be her family. Poliana
remembered giggling in happiness just thinking about him.
When she learned what kind of man Frau really was and what he
planned on doing, Poliana punished him while still showing him mercy.
She chose to be kind and let him live because he had a son.
Poliana was hurt very badly. She wasn’t sure if she would ever recover
from betrayal like this. This was why she drank that night, which
unfortunately resulted in an even bigger problem.
Lucius the First was with her the entire time. When she was in such pain,
the emperor witnessed it and tried to console her. He was there to see
her suffer, so didn’t it make sense that he was trying to be kind when he
told her he loved her?
This was Poliana’s guess and she thought it sounded logical.
Poliana said to Donau, “He was just trying to be nice because he knew
about what happened to me with the gold digger. He felt sorry for me so
he was being kind.”
“Sis, I know how traumatized and hurtful you must’ve felt about the
whole Frau incident. Everyone who’s close to you knew about it. But Sis,
think about it. You and the emperor have to get married no matter what,
right? You two will be seeing each other every day for the rest of your
lives, which means that if he lied about his feelings for you, he will be
found out soon enough. You will know after a while, right? So why would
he lie when he knows he will be caught? Why would the emperor do
something so stupid?”
The two looked at each other intensely. Suddenly, Poliana burst into
laughter and slapped the table. “You are kidding, right? Hahaha.”
Poliana looked down at the table and continued, “I am ugly, old, and not
at all lady-like. I am the opposite of his highness’s type, which is a proper
lady who is fragile and beautiful. There is no one in this world who would
ever look at me as a woman.”
Poliana thought secretly to herself, ‘This is why I got fooled by that jerk.’
Frau Sneke was the only person who seemed to see her as a woman,
and this was exactly why she fell for him. Even though he was an ugly
unattractive man, Poliana felt like a woman when she was around him.
Every other man treated her either like one of them or a genderless
being. When Poliana took her top off, the other knights covered their
eyes, not for her or for propriety, but to protect their eyes from her
ugliness. The other knights accepted her as a knight, but they, to this
day, could not accept her as a woman. Poliana was fine with this
because this was the only reason why she could remain a knight herself.
She needed to remain a woman who did not feel embarrassed when
taking her shirt off. She needed to be “one of them.”
“You are very mistaken about that, Sis. There are men who see you as a
woman.”
“Where?!”
“You just have to trust me that there were, and there will be in the future
too!”
Donau felt frustrated. Poliana was a very logical and objective person,
but when she feels strongly about something, she could be incredibly
stubborn. No one could change her mind, except perhaps the emperor.
Sir Donau, however, did not think this was bad quality in her; in fact, it
was her stubbornness that allowed her to become so successful.
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“Sis, I am serious. You may not know about it, but there had to be
someone who was in love with you and just couldn’t confess his feelings
for you.”
“No way.”
If Sir Donau was smarter and braver enough to admit that he saw
Poliana as a woman… Things could’ve been very different. In the end,
however, Sir Donau married Vanessa and was gifted with a beautiful
daughter. Thankfully, Donau was very happy with his life.
Donau, frustrated, asked her, “Sis, if what you are saying is true, are you
telling me that you are someone who could never be loved by anyone?
And you are still insisting that the emperor lied?”
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Poliana assumed that Sir Donau went out to get something, and she was
right. It was a pair of gloves he brought, and he threw them at Poliana’s
back. He threw it so hard that they made a loud slapping sound.
Poliana stood up with a scream. When she turned around, she found
Donau looking coldly at her and announced, “You have insulted those
who are dear to me, Sir Pol. As the second son of Duke Ribo, I ask you,
Marquess Poliana Winter, to a duel.”
“Dear to you?”
“Yes, that’s right. You have insulted my sister and my emperor. I will fight
you for their honor.”
When Poliana tried to pick up the gloves, which fell to the floor, Sir
Donau moved quicker and grabbed them first. Donau never forgot that
Poliana just went through childbirth. She was a patient, which meant she
shouldn’t be moving too vigorously. But of course, Poliana never listened
to the doctors. She accepted the request willingly.
Fortunately, there was someone in Sitrin who came from the greatest
bloodline in the kingdom.
Gerald, the soon-to-be legitimate son of Lucius the First, the emperor of
Acreia!
When Donau named the baby, Poliana’s eyes narrowed. Gerald could
barely open his eyes, so how could he stand as a witness to their duel?
Sir Donau shook his head and explained, “What I meant was that we are
both honest knights, which means we should not need a witness. We will
know who the winner is and we both know we won’t lie about it.”
If they swore to Gerald’s life to fight a clean duel, they, Gerald’s own
mother and adopted uncle, certainly were going to keep their promise.
***
The next day in the country house back garden, Sir Donau and Poliana’s
duel took place.
There was no doubt that Sir Donau was the winner. In the beginning,
Poliana did very well for winning a few sets, but soon enough, Sir Donau
won most of them.
The adopted brother and sister knew each other’s fighting habits very
well. Their favorite attack and defense move, and special tricks… In the
past, they used to be each other’s sparring partner, which was even
beforehand, it was obvious who was going to be the winner.
But still, Sir Donau did not assume he was going to win. Poliana also did
not assume she was going to lose. This was a smart thing since Sir
Donau was actually shocked by Poliana’s ferocity at the beginning sets.
‘When did my sister become such a vicious swordsman?’
High, high, low, low, right, left, right, left… Poliana moved without a
break or hesitation. Her attack became stronger and less predictable
than the last time they fought. It was all thanks to her training with the
First Division. She was able to quickly improve her stamina and skills as
well as her brutality. Sir Donau could feel that she has become much
more ruthless. He was impressed at how much Poliana has improved
during the last few years they have been apart. He thought he knew all
of her very well, but obviously, Poliana was someone who never stopped
improving herself.
Poliana was feeling the same way about her little brother. Sir Donau,
who moved to the south, has been mostly on desk duty. Despite it, it was
clear that he hasn’t been lazy about his training. There was an obvious
improvement in his strength. It was much harder for Poliana to defend
herself against his attacks. Sir Donau was also much faster now, and
before Poliana could blink, his elbow struck her nose hard. Poliana took
a step back to brace herself, but in the end, she ended up kneeling on
the ground from the shock of it.
“Dammit! My nose…”
Poliana grabbed her nose. She could not even lift her head up because
of the intense pain. A doctor, who was standing nearby just in case, ran
towards her. When the wet nurse saw Poliana’s nosebleed, she almost
fainted. Gerald, not understanding what was going on, just watched
them with his round eyes.
In the past, Sir Ainno broke her nose once. Poliana knew she was lucky
that her nose didn’t heal the wrong way at the time, in which case a
doctor would’ve had to break it again to reset it. All the knights knew how
painful it was to reset one’s bone.
The doctor shook his head, “No, it’s not broken, Marquess.”
“Good.”
Her nose ached terribly, and her ears were ringing, but Poliana was just
happy to hear that her nose wasn’t broken. Sir Donau, who was
watching worriedly, looked relieved. He didn’t mean to hurt her, but
during a duel, one needed to focus only on winning.
Poliana was doing and thinking the same thing, so she did not blame
Donau for almost breaking her nose. A knight needed to do his or her
best whenever they were in a fight, even if it was an unofficial duel.
The bleeding stopped quickly and Poliana accepted her defeat easily.
She apologized to Sir Donau properly, but he still didn’t think it was
enough.
“Sis, I hear you apologizing, but I know you still aren’t accepting the
truth.”
Sir Donau looked at Poliana with serious eyes and called her by her
rank, “Sir Poliana.” Although they weren’t related by blood, to him,
Poliana was family. She also used to be his superior, his mentor, his
colleague, and his friend. She taught him many precious life lessons he
will never forget. She made him into a proper man. Sir Donau always felt
thankful to her, and he wished her happiness.
He hoped Poliana would lead a happy life. She didn’t have to become
the happiest person in the kingdom; Sir Donau just wished she would be
as happy as the other people in this world.
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Although it took him a long time to realize it, Sir Donau used to be in love
with Poliana. Of course, he proposed to her before realizing his true
feelings, and his proposal was rejected; his first love ended rather sadly
and abruptly.
After marrying Vanessa and learning to love her, Sir Donau later realized
that what he felt towards Poliana was really love. This was why he felt
sorry for Lucius the First. There was a time when Sir Donau believed his
love for Poliana would be a burden for her. Perhaps this was why it took
him such a long time to realize his feelings.
Sir Donau believed in the emperor. There was no way that Lucius the
First would make up such a lie to a loyal knightess; the emperor that
Donau knew would never lie about something like this.
For a long time, Donau didn’t even know that he was in love with
Poliana. Lucius the First was different, however. The emperor was a
better man and he had the courage to confess his feelings to her. Donau
was on the emperor’s side. He wished Lucius the First best with his love
life. Donau was willing to do whatever was necessary to help the
emperor.
Of course, at this point, how Poliana felt was the most important thing.
Sir Donau would never pressure her into anything, but he wanted her to
recognize and admit, at least, that the emperor’s love was real.
“It wasn’t I who was insulted, so what would be the point of you
apologizing to me?”
Sir Donau might have won the duel, but this still didn’t mean it was
enough to change Poliana’s mind.
Sir Donau insisted that there were men, and was one that currently loved
her. Poliana kept insisting that he was mistaken by saying the same
thing. Her self-defense mechanism kicked in, and to protect herself from
another disaster like with Frau Sneke, Poliana didn’t want to even admit
the possibility of love in her life.
Sir Donau didn’t even witness how Lucius the First confessed his love
for her, but he was certain that the emperor meant what he said. Sir
Donau talked like he had seen the emperor’s heart and knew for a fact
that Lucius the First was in love with Poliana.
Finally, after arguing for a few more minutes, Sir Donau said to her,
“Well, it looks like you will never apologize to yourself for depriving
yourself of love, so the least you can do is to apologize to the emperor. I
heard that his highness decided to cut his tour short and return to Yapa,
is that right?”
Now that he had a son, there were a lot of things Lucius the First needed
to take care of. He shortened his tour immediately and was on his way
back to the capital city. The emperor had always been a workaholic, so
no one thought that it was strange for him to want to return as soon as
possible.
“What?”
Poliana flinched, clearly not wanting to return home. She ran away from
that place not 10 months ago, so why would she want to return? Sir
Donau insisted, “I am a little worried about leaving Gerald here, but it’s
not like you take care of him much, right? I assume you let the wet nurse
do most of the work, which means your presence here isn’t necessary.
So why don’t we go to Yapa and find out for sure how the emperor really
feels about you.”
Sir Donau was telling her to return to Yapa with no plan or a good
reason. She became angry.
“Hey, this is none of your business… You aren’t part of this problem…”
“…”
Poliana became speechless and Sir Donau looked at her with sadness.
It was obvious that his adopted sister did not believe in true love, at least
not for herself. He thought angrily, ‘That damn gold digger. He ruined
everything.’
If Frau Sneke didn’t hurt Poliana, perhaps she would’ve been more
receptive to the emperor’s love. Perhaps she would’ve believed in true
love.
Donau continued, “I know that marrying his highness will not bring you
happiness. In fact, you will end up losing a lot. You would be better off
marrying someone else. But it doesn’t help you to keep denying his
highness’s love for you. This marriage needs to happen no matter what,
so won’t it be better to confirm that his highness really is in love with
you?”
Sir Donau put his hand on Poliana’s shoulder and shook her gently.
Poliana was looking confused and blank as he added, “Do you
understand the significance of this?! His highness, the most beautiful
and powerful man in the kingdom, confessed his love for you! Doesn’t
that make you feel good?”
“If what he told me is true, that means his highness saw me as a woman
and not as a knight! If I was a man like you or like all the other knights,
he…”
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“Sis!”
Sir Donau interrupted her harshly. Poliana was making a huge mistake
and he needed to stop her before she went too far.
“Sis, you are a knight! Even if someone loves you as a woman, this
doesn’t change the fact that you are a knight.”
“But if I marry his highness, I will have to give up being the head of the
Second Division. They will also confiscate my title and land…”
Poliana glared at him angrily, but Sir Donau didn’t look away. He
continued, “The fact that you have to lose your status… It can’t be
helped since he is the emperor, which means it is all his fault. Think
about it. If anyone else fell in love with you and married you, you
wouldn’t have to give up anything. For example, if Duke Luzo loved you
and married you, you wouldn’t have to give up being a knight. So the fact
that you have to give up so much is all his highness’s fault.”
Sir Donau’s words shocked Poliana. She had never thought about her
situation this way. She felt a little guilty about using Duke Luzo as an
example since he was a happily married man, but she decided to
imagine what it would’ve been like.
Let’s say Duke Luzo was still unmarried and fell in love with Poliana.
Because he was an obedient man, it was very likely that he would’ve
listened to whatever Poliana had to say and follow her wishes. She
would’ve insisted on staying in Yapa and continue working as the head
of the Second Division, and she was certain that someone like Duke
Luzo would’ve chosen to stay in the capital city with her. He would’ve
worked for Lucius the First in the Yapa castle.
Things would’ve been similar to other men too. She hated to even
imagine such a thing, but if for some reason she married Sir Ainno, she
wouldn’t have had to lose so much of what she achieved.
Marrying any man other than Lucius the First would’ve given her the
chance to keep what was hers. So why of all men, did it have to be her
emperor? Ironically, it was the emperor who gave her everything she
desperately wanted to protect. Now, it was that same man who was
about to take everything away from her.
“Haha…”
Until now, there hasn’t been anyone Poliana could talk to about her
situation. She has been feeling alone and frustrated, but now, she felt a
little more relaxed. When Poliana laughed quietly, Sir Donau smiled as
well. He loved her smile. It made him feel happy to see her happy.
When Sir Donau smiled widely, his missing canine looked very
noticeable. The emperor gave him a fake ivory tooth to wear as a gift,
but Sir Donau never used it once after unwrapping the present. He
claimed that he would keep it in perfect condition as a family heirloom.
Although he would never admit it, the truth was that Donau did not want
to look ridiculous with a fake tooth.
Sir Donau said to Poliana, “To be honest, what happened that night is
your fault in big part, Sis. I mean, getting drunk with the emperor like
that…”
“What?”
“Whatever decision you make, I will stand by you. I will support you no
matter what, so let’s first get to Yapa. What you find out there isn’t
enough to convince you… If you still don’t want to become the empress,
then don’t. You should do whatever you think is right. Get married and
divorced if necessary. But don’t deny what he is feeling for you. Please
don’t run away this time.”
Running away without a plan was a stupid thing to do. Poliana has
already done it once and she learned her lesson now. Poliana nodded
firmly. Now that she had an ally, she felt stronger. Even though she
knew there was nothing Donau could do to help her situation, she was
still glad that he was here with her.
***
That night, Poliana remembered the time when she held a sword for the
first time. It happened so long ago, yet she could remember it like it was
yesterday.
She was beaten badly because she didn’t hold the sword right. She had
to move like her life depended on it. She practiced so much that her
hands bled. To survive, she learned to kill. She learned to be vicious and
merciless. Poliana learned what the boys her age learned rather than the
things the girls were supposed to learn.
On the day she killed a man for the first time, Poliana did not cry.
Sometimes, Poliana saw old knights who were afraid of the dark. The
knights who killed so many people… The darkness reminded them of
death, and they shivered in silent fear. Many knights believed that the
souls of those murdered by them would eventually find them. These
knights waited for the ghosts of their victims to knock on their windows.
Poliana betrayed her homeland, Aehas. She might have killed fewer
men than many of the knights her age, but she was one of the most
hated figures during the war. She was certain the Aehasian royals
probably cursed her, but Poliana wasn’t afraid of the ghosts or the
curses.
There was only one thing she was afraid of in this world.
Poliana remembered the first day she held the sword. Not the day she
held it for the first time, but the day she held it as a knight who was
recognized for the first time.
It was a freezing day, yet she couldn’t feel the cold at all. At the time, she
screamed for a sword to swear her loyalty to the emperor, but no one
offered it to her. Finally, it was Lucius the First who gave her his own
sword.
And now, his highness was about to take away her sword. However…
He was still her emperor.
Remembering the day at the cliff brought back a wonderful feeling to
Poliana. Her heartbeat became faster just thinking about it. Swearing her
loyalty naked to the emperor was an honor. All the days she spent with
the emperor was an honor. Each of them was precious to her. The
wonderful memories were enough to make her eyes tear up.
Poliana had never forgotten how he said that he would rather sleep with
an ugly prostitute than with her.
Lucius the First already apologized for this comment, but Poliana always
found comfort in it. She, in fact, was thankful for her lack of beauty. If she
was a beauty, the emperor would’ve slept with her on the day they first
met and killed her, perhaps. Even if she didn’t die, Poliana believed her
life would’ve been worse if she was beautiful.
Lucius the First’s love confession made her feel betrayed rather than
happy. Even now, after a few days, she still wasn’t happy about it.
However, she wished she reacted better. She was so emotional at the
time, and Poliana regretted how she acted in front of the emperor.
Poliana was imperfect and she was a woman, but no matter what, she
was a knight. She was Lucius the First’s knight; she betrayed her own
country and chose him.
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“Hahaha.”
Now that she knew what to do, Poliana could see things more clearly. As
soon as the sun rose the next day, she went to Sir Donau.
“I am going to Yapa right now. You can stay here and rest before going
back home.”
Sir Donau quickly wrote a letter to his wife, parents, and his in-laws
about his delay in returning home. He knew that when he was going to
be in trouble with his family, but he could not send Poliana alone to the
capital.
The brother and his sister finally set out to Yapa. They, of course, had no
idea what awaited them there.
Poliana’s face crumpled into an ugly frown. She has never been a reader
of a romantic novel, which meant she had no idea how to deal with her
current situation.
‘I better start reading some of those lady’s novels from now on.’
Sir Donau, knowing Poliana very well, finished her sentence for her,
“And then you are going to divorce him. Fine, fine. I got it. It’s so funny
how naïve you are, Sis. From now on, your nickname should be the
‘Witch of Naivety.’”
“Just stop thinking only from your perspective and start seeing this
situation from his highness’s point of view. He is in love with you but
because of many reasons, he wasn’t able to tell you about it for a long
time. But miraculously, he ended up spending the night with you and you
ended up having his baby. And now, he gets to marry you! Do you really
think his highness will ever sign the divorce paper?”
“What if I tell him I will hate him if he doesn’t divorce me?”
Sir Donau coughed and asked, “What? Are you like three years old or
something? Besides, do you really think you can hate the emperor?”
She could hate her own parents, but she could never hate Lucius the
First. This was one thing Poliana felt certain of in her life. The emperor
did upset her by confessing his love to her, but this didn’t mean that her
trust of him was lost. This was especially true because the emperor did
not force his love on her or asked her to love him back in return.
Lucius the First was the first emperor ever to unite the entire continent.
He was able to accomplish this in only 10 years. He ruled this world; he
was the most powerful man in this world.
Yet this great man did not force her to accept his love. In fact, he kept
his feelings hidden for her own happiness. Poliana was still uncertain if
the emperor meant what he said, but… She remembered him hugging
her tightly and consoling her when she cried.
Sir Donau said to her, “Good luck, Sis. I am always on your side.”
“You give me pretty words, Donau, but I prefer action over words.”
“Well, for now, you will have to be satisfied with my words.”
Even though Donau would’ve been happy to help her, he didn’t feel right
getting involved. This was a matter of love and he wasn’t a part of it. In
addition, this was also a political situation between the emperor and the
powerful marquess.
When he thought about it, this case could be considered the most
scandalous event of the century. A foreign knightess, Marquess Winter,
bearing the emperor’s heir… It was a shocking story.
This wasn’t the luck Poliana was hoping for. Donau knew this very well
too. He knew that his sister would refuse such luck if it wasn’t something
she wanted.
But no matter how you looked at it, this was such a sweet love story. The
beautiful emperor falling madly in love with his knightess… Any ladies
would die for such a life. Sir Donau suspected that the people of Acreia
would be fascinated by Poliana’s story.
***
Poliana and Sir Donau arrived at Yapa in the middle of the day. The city
gate was wide open and because it was daytime, those entering did not
have to provide their identification. Poliana, however, made a point of
going to see the gate guards because she heard in the previous village
that Lucius the First finished his tour much earlier than expected and
was already in Yapa.
For some reason, the guard couldn’t meet Poliana’s eyes. He covered
his mouth with his hand and kept looking down on the ground.
Poliana thought to herself, ‘Well… Some guards are like that, I guess.’
Most guards were very proud of their positions, but in front of a real
nobleman such as Marquess Winter, they knew they could not compare
in terms of power or authority. Poliana did not blame the guard for
looking weak and shy. She asked, “When did the emperor return?”
The guards at the gate could not meet her eyes until she left. Poliana
was a little disappointed at how weak the men were; they were
supposed to protect the city, yet they couldn’t even look at her in the
eyes.
Yapa, as the capital city of Acreia, was a very busy and well-developed
city. The streets seemed to be even more crowded than Poliana
remembered. She decided to go to the royal castle immediately. She
wanted to see the emperor right away, which was why she even bathed
in the previous village.
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Suddenly, Poliana saw a large crowd in the city center. It seemed that
there was an outdoor theater going on. An actress holding a sword
caught Poliana’s eyes. Was it a story about a knightess? Poliana knew a
few of them and feeling curious, Poliana stopped her horse.
Any story that gets re-enacted in the city center has to be something that
is wildly popular. Most likely, every poet in the kingdom was singing
about this story. It had to be the biggest tale that everyone in the city
wants to watch in a theater.
Poliana and Sir Donau found a few Yapa bards and asked about it, and
quickly, they learned that their suspicion was correct. Everyone in Yapa
was talking about the love story between the emperor and his knightess.
The story went like this. The emperor and the knightess meet as
enemies but the knightess swears her loyalty to the emperor because
she sees him as the true ruler of the world. During the war, the emperor
falls in love with the knightess. Their relationship continues to be
platonic, but the emperor begins to see his knightess as a woman. The
emperor suffers from heartache and in the end, he confesses his love to
the knightess, who accepts his proposal.
The bards and the poets claimed that this story was fictional, but anyone
who heard it could easily figure out the truth. It was obvious that the
story was about Lucius the First and Poliana Winter.
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The original story of Lucius the First and Poliana was already
fascinating, but the bards and the poets apparently added even more
interesting and false details to the tale. The people of Yapa were
captivated by it.
She could now understand why the guard at the gate acted so shyly
around her. He was covering his mouth the entire time, and she thought
that either he was honored to meet the powerful marquess or he was
hiding his bad breath, but it seemed that she was wrong; he was
obviously trying to hide his smile.
‘Is that why none of the knights came to greet me even when they
must’ve heard the report of my arrival?’
She has been absent for a long time. She expected either Sir Wook or
Sir Jainno to come down and see her in person, but no one showed up.
At the time, she assumed that they were all very busy.
Obviously, she was wrong.
Sir Donau asked, “Sis, what will you do? I think you have been
ambushed.”
Whoever made the first move, especially if it was a surprise one, often
had the greatest chance of winning the battle. It seemed that the
emperor took advantage of this tactic. Sir Donau and Poliana, who came
storming into Yapa, were both impressed by the emperor and
disappointed at themselves.
For now, she decided to head towards her own home in Yapa. Poliana
had always hated to go into a battle without as much information about it
as possible. This unfamiliar and unexpected scenario was quickly
making her angry and violent. Before she lost her calm, Poliana needed
to gather as much information as possible.
The butler abruptly turned towards Donau. “Sir Donau! You are here as
well! How nice! I will get your room ready immediately.”
She knew she was in trouble by watching how her butler acted. ‘Dammit!
This is bad.’ She was also angry at him. There was no way the butler did
not know about the story that was going around in Yapa. He should’ve
sent her a message to let her know what was happening!
Poliana was about to blame him, but she stopped herself. The butler was
introduced to her by the emperor; therefore, he was indebted to Lucius
the First for this honorable position in the marquess’s household. It was
no wonder that the butler’s first loyalty went to the emperor.
In addition, Poliana hid the existence of Gerald from her butler. She
didn’t trust her own butler to tell him the truth, so how could she blame
him? Besides, the butler probably thought this situation was a great thing
for her. In fact, everyone in Yapa was probably envious of her.
Poliana could feel that she was in the enemy’s territory because she
wasn’t comfortable even in her own home.
“Dammit!”
She slapped her forehead loudly in frustration before urging her butler to
tell her everything.
The first thing people thought of whenever they discussed their emperor
was his beauty. Lucius the First of Acreia was considered the greatest
beauty of the century.
The next thing about the emperor was his luck with the talented people
around him. If Lucius the First was considered the greatest beauty, his
closest friend Sir Ainno was called the greatest genius of the kingdom.
Some even believed that Sir Ainno was the main reason why the
emperor was able to unite the kingdom so quickly and efficiently. In
addition to Sir Ainno, the emperor had many other gifted loyal men
around him. They flocked to him like moths to a flame.
The third most well-known fact about the emperor was his incredible
ability to gather information. During the conquest, although the Acreian
army was considered politically and culturally unsophisticated, no one
could deny its ability to collect and use information. With it, Lucius the
First was able to come up with extraordinary battle strategies.
Poliana knew the emperor’s methods very well because she was by his
side for 10 years and witnessed them all. And it seemed that Lucius the
First used his old tactic to make his move. He was clearly the one who
began spreading the “fictional” story about an emperor and a knightess.
It was a smart move because it succeeded in surprising her.
It seemed that the story was widespread even before the emperor
arrived at Yapa. A few popular bards sang about it not long after the
emperor left Sitrin.
There were already many romantic stories involving a knightess, but this
particular one became a sensation. It was because the characters in the
story clearly reminded people of the real people.
Whether the stories and songs the bards sang were true or not didn’t
really matter to people. What mattered to them was the fact that their
emperor was now single, and the “unknown” knightess was also very
single. People’s imagination went wild with excitement.
The story was a typical one. A knightess, who led a harsh life,
overcomes her difficult situation and ends up in a romantic relationship
with the gorgeous emperor.
Happy ending!
H! A! P! P! Y! E! N! D! I! N! G!
What do we want?
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Happy ending!
Romantic stories with sad endings were not the trend nowadays. It
hasn’t been very long since the war ended, and the kingdom was finally
finding its peace. It was time for stability and celebration, and the people
demanded a happy ending for this popular story.
So the emperor and the knightess fell in love with each other and lived
happily ever after!
Love forever!
Although the beginning and the ending of the story was the same, there
were many slightly different versions of it in the capital city. One of them
involved the knightess running away after finding out that she was
pregnant with the emperor’s child.
When Poliana heard this version, she flinched. Her arms became
covered in goosebumps. She asked the butler, “Could it be that
someone has been spying on me? Or did the emperor spread this
version on purpose…?”
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The noblemen of Yapa were concerned; they were more worried about
the emperor’s marriage than their own children’s lives. They did not
believe him when Lucius the First claimed that he would take care of his
marriage plan.
The nobles believed that it was a political agenda. They thought that the
emperor was trying to strengthen his authority by uniting with the
powerful Marquess Poliana Winter. To them, that had to be it!
Those who did not see the emperor’s sad expression believed this logic,
however, those who heard him talk about Poliana believed the rumor.
They had no choice because they saw the true feelings on the emperor’s
face. Of course, when these men claimed that the emperor had to be
truly in love with Marquess Winter, people laughed at them.
Things got even more interesting when Duke Luzo and Marquess Zeese
sided with the truth. These two noblemen stated that the rumor was
indeed true, but their claims began to be seen as a political move. Many
noblemen began to believe even more that the union between the
emperor and Poliana had to be a political move.
Things have been calm after the incredible removal of the Acreian
nobles and elders and Sir Ainno and Cekel’s wedding, but now with the
new rumor about the emperor’s love life, Yapa was again buzzing with
excitement.
Everyone had their own interpretation and guesses, and people were
dying to know the truth. Was it really a political move? Or if it was really
true love, then how the heck did Poliana capture the emperor’s heart?
And then… Poliana returned to Yapa. As soon as she entered the castle,
Poliana sighed. She could feel everyone, both the servants, the knights,
and the high-ranking noblemen staring at her.
People greeted her as if everything was normal, but none of them could
hide their intense curiosity. Poliana preferred those who believed that the
emperor was making a political decision. People who believed there was
something more personal going on between the emperor and Poliana
smiled at her knowingly, which annoyed her. These people tried to hide
their smiles by looking down or covering their mouths, but Poliana could
still tell what they were thinking. She wanted to punch all of them in the
faces.
“Sir Pol!”
The knights of the Second Division came out as soon as they heard she
was in the castle. Most of them had knowing smiles on their faces;
Poliana’s men believed in the rumor.
Poliana showed them the cutthroat gesture. It wasn’t one of the official
sign languages used among the guards, but it was enough to let the men
know that they better keep their mouths shut. The knights of the Second
Division flinched. They looked at each other quietly before leaving
Poliana alone.
Poliana was giving off a vicious aura and the men knew not to annoy her
when she was like this. She was here to visit the emperor, which was
why she was dressed neatly. If she was holding her sword in her hand,
the knights knew there could’ve been a bloodbath.
Poliana pouted angrily, but Sir Donau said to her, “You need to think
positively. I mean, everyone’s reaction is actually better than I expected.”
“Hmm…”
“Sis, you need to feel more confident about yourself. This means that
people are accepting you.”
“Hmm…”
Poliana nodded grudgingly. It was strange how people were not reacting
the way she expected. Poliana thought her old nicknames would come
up. “The witch who seduced the emperor” and “The ugly wh*re.” She
expected people to say that this was all because she was a woman. She
thought people would say that this was why a woman should not be
allowed to become a knight.
These ugly words… Poliana used to ignore them because they weren’t
true, but now… She expected what happened to confirm what people
were thinking, but it seemed that she was wrong.
Poliana said to Donau, “It’s still too early to tell how people are going to
react.” She had only met a few noblemen in the castle so far.
The relatively positive reaction from the public was due to two reasons.
One was because Poliana was now a powerful figure, but more
importantly, because the emperor made sure the rumor focused on his
one-sided love for her. Many didn’t believe this based on Poliana’s looks
and personality, but surprisingly, there were some who thought this was
possible. The woman who spent the most and the longest time with
Lucius the First was Poliana Winter. They traveled the entire continent
during the war and some people believed that the deep comradery could
have developed into something more.
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Most noblemen married for political or financial reasons. It was very rare
for a noble couple to begin with love. In most cases, the husband and
wife learned to respect each other over time and develop affection
towards one another. This was how most noble marriages worked.
Master Chail and all the other servants bowed to her respectfully when
they spotted Poliana. They were all very polite people to begin with, but
their behavior towards her was especially formal. The way they bowed to
her was usually reserved only for royal members, for example, the
empress.
It seemed that Master Chail was ready to begin calling her “Your
highness.” Poliana wanted to reply sarcastically, but she stopped herself.
It was obvious that Master Chail knew about the existence of Gerald.
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When the butler explained, Poliana sighed in relief, “Is that right?” The
truth was, Lucius the First also had the same reaction as Poliana when
he first heard this version of the story.
So far, the stories they talked about were the versions that were popular
among the commoners. What really mattered, however, was the version
that was going around among the nobles. Poliana asked the butler, “I
won’t get angry at you so just tell me the truth. What are the details of
the story his highness spread?”
Poliana was the main character of the rumor as well as the victim. She
had all the right to know everything about it. When she looked at him
persistently, the butler looked away and replied, “It was nothing that
would hurt your reputation, Mistress…”
Poliana promised not to get angry, but she ended up screaming at him.
She hated how she lost this battle. She should’ve expected the emperor
to make such a move. In addition, Poliana was also displeased at how
the commoners seemed to cheer for the romance between the emperor
and herself.
Did the knightess really have to become the empress for the story to be
considered a happy ending? Was that really the only way?
“There haven’t been any rumors about his highness the prince. I have
only heard about how the emperor is in love with you…”
Argh!
Poliana covered her face with both of her hands. She was about to slap
herself in frustration, but instead, she changed her mind and punched
the wall. Sir Donau tried to stop her from assaulting the building.
“Sis, you need to stop. You are going to hurt your hand.”
“Let me go!”
Before leaving Sitrin, her doctor begged her to be careful with her body.
It could take years before her body healed completely from the recent
childbirth, so she needed to minimize any vigorous movement. It wasn’t
a difficult order for most ladies to follow, but it seemed that it was an
impossible task for Poliana. She knew she should take care of herself
better, but Poliana couldn’t help punching the walls. Her butler told her
that the general public didn’t hear anything about the baby, but it was
clear that the butler himself knew about the existence of Gerald, which
meant that Lucius the First told the truth to those who were close to him.
This secret was bound to be known to everyone in the near future, but
Poliana was disappointed. The emperor should’ve given her time to
prepare herself. If she knew that he was going to do this, she wouldn’t
have come to Yapa.
She screamed his name with respect and resentment, “Argh! Your
highness!”
It was true that if Lucius the First was a callous man, there would’ve
been no reason for him to spread such rumors. He would’ve just ordered
her.
Sir Donau pulled her towards a chair while the butler offered her a cup of
warm water. Poliana drank it slowly on purpose and by the time she
emptied the cup, she felt a little better.
Since Sir Ainno and a few knights of the First Division were present in
Sitrin when the whole thing happened, their names did not have to be
mentioned. Poliana could imagine a few people that would’ve been told
about it. This wasn’t just a matter of marriage but also about the next
heir. Most likely Duke Luzo, Sir Bentier…
‘Oh wait. It’s not Sir Bentier anymore. He is now Marquess Zeese.’
After the removal of Marquess Seeze, the Seeze family no longer
existed. Sir Bentier was “forgiven” thanks to the hard work he did for the
emperor, and in return, he was given a new name and a title. The same
letters from the old name were used to create the new name of Zeese.
He wasn’t given the dukedom right away to keep up the pretense of him
not being involved in the removal of old marquess Seeze, but it was only
a matter of time before he became Duke Zeese.
Poliana could guess a few names. She insisted on her butler to answer
the question, and he finally replied, “All I know is what the emperor told
me. I do not know anything else about this situation.”
Poliana knew this. She knew that her butler kept silent about the rumors
because he knew that they would not harm her. The butler, and
everyone else in Yapa, probably was happy for her. She was hurt by a
gold digger recently, and now it turned out that the emperor was in love
with her. This had to be wonderful news for her, right?
Everyone wanted a happy ending. People around her truly hoped for
Poliana’s happiness. She felt grateful for their loyalty, but…
Even though she should’ve been happy, Poliana could not smile.
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At first, no one believed this story. The members of the Intelligence Unit,
who were ordered to spread this rumor, had a difficult time convincing
people of this tale. The situation, however, changed after the emperor
returned to Yapa.
Everyone knew how Lucius the First enjoyed romance gossip, so one of
the noblemen said to the emperor as a joke, “Your highness, there’s a
rumor that you’re in love with Marquess Winter. Isn’t that hilarious?”
There were two reactions people expected from Lucius the First.
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1) “You shouldn’t say such a thing! Such a rumor would upset Marquess
Winter. She is a single lady while I am divorced and a widower! It
wouldn’t be fair for her to be treated this way!”
2) “Haha, it is true that Marquess Winter is very dear to me!”
Instead, Lucius the First decided to help legitimize this rumor. With clear
sadness and loneliness on his beautiful face, the emperor replied, “How
did you know?”
They didn’t want to believe it. Every nobleman wanted to deny it and
they began to analyze everything that happened recently.
It has been over a year since Lady Rebecca’s death. The royal mourning
period was finally over, and immediately after the year ended, Sir Ainno
and Cekel got married. The noblemen of various regions sent their best
ladies to Yapa as the candidate to become the emperor’s next wives.
Some of these women were those who did not make it during the first
round. They have remained unmarried all these years in hopes of trying
again.
But when the emperor was asked to choose his next wives, Lucius the
First refused, “I will be the one who makes the decision about my
marriage.”
Poliana asked Master Chail, “His highness must be very busy with work,
then?”
One of the special privileges Poliana had was to walk into the emperor’s
room without his permission. However, she did not misuse her power
unless necessary because she didn’t want to interrupt the emperor when
he was busy running the kingdom; she understood how annoying it was
when one’s focus gets disrupted.
Sir Donau asked while they waited, “Sis, are you going to go in alone?”
“Yes.”
“But Sis…”
Sir Donau looked down and Poliana and continued, “To be honest, you
have no chance against the emperor’s charm. He is a master of words
and you clearly aren’t. I am afraid you’ll just get convinced by him.”
“…”
Poliana flinched and replied with a red face, “But I still always make sure
I get my message across!” It was true that she wasn’t the best speaker
in the world, but she never had any problems telling people whatever
was necessary. In the past, when she was a nobody, she had to keep
her mouth shut in front of her superiors, but this was no longer
necessary. In fact, it was now those around her who had to keep their
mouth shut.
Chail begged her and Poliana nodded. She decided that it was a good
idea to come to the castle with Donau. If she was waiting alone, it
would’ve been too boring.
Martin was Sir Howe and Vaxi’s son while Marin was Sir Donau and
Vanessa’s daughter. They were cousins born within a few days apart.
The two children got along very well, perhaps because their mothers
were twins.
He looked pleased and proud. Poliana nodded and replied, “So I guess
they resemble their mothers.” Those who didn’t know the family well
would’ve assumed that the children resemble their maternal grandfather
Sir Rabi. However, Poliana knew the truth; she knew what monstrous
power the twins, Vaxi and Vanessa possessed!
Sir Donau continued, “We already carved both of their names on the
training wooden swords you sent.”
‘Both?’
So not just the boy Marin but the girl Marin as well? Poliana did not ask
Donau if he really meant to allow his daughter to hold a sword. Marin
was Sir Donau’s daughter, but a girl’s training was a responsibility and
the right of her mother.
If Vanessa wished to teach her daughter how to fight, the only person
who could disagree with her was Marin’s father and Vanessa’s husband,
Sir Donau. Based on how Sir Donau looked so excited and proud, it was
most likely that he agreed to teach Marin how to use a sword.
Poliana replied, “I see.” Sir Donau grinned. It was just a small smile, but
it was obvious he was truly happy. Poliana smiled back.
Chail clenched his fists excitedly. He seemed happier now than when his
own child was born. Master Chail continued to grin happily as he added,
“Haa… A baby prince who resembles the emperor… I feel ecstatic. I am
so glad I had my son early. He will be just slightly older than the prince,
which means he will get the honor of serving the next emperor. What an
honor for our family.”
It was considered the greatest honor to serve the royal family for
generations. The servants, as well as the knights, felt this way, which
was why Poliana understood how Master Chail must be feeling right
now. If it wasn’t her own son they were talking about, she would’ve been
feeling happy for Chail too. She might even have been jealous since she
didn’t have her own child who could serve the next generation of the
royal family.
After a fairly long wait, the emperor finally gave his permission for an
audience. Poliana walked into the room looking determined. As soon as
she was inside, she bowed and greeted him, “Marquess Poliana Winter
is here to greet you, your highness—”
When she looked up, her eyes widened. She could not finish her
sentence because her mouth was gaping. She used both of her hands to
cover her wide-open mouth. She thought about running away, but the
door behind her closed firmly. There was going to be no escape today.
She tried to look away, but her body would not listen to her.
Lucius the First, the most beautiful emperor in history, was standing in
front of her. Today, his beauty was vastly enhanced, making him look
like a perfect statue. His golden hair shined like that of a fairy under the
light. His already-gorgeous green eyes looked especially lovely today.
Wearing his favorite color, red, Lucius the First was the god of beauty
himself. The jewels he wore sparkled along with his golden hair and his
face, a perfectly clear complexion, strangely made him look masculine
rather than feminine.
Lucius the First looked so perfect that he almost looked like a doll.
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The new lighting, the best outfit, and the best accessories… The
emperor was dolled up, and knowing how beautiful he looked, he smiled
proudly and triumphantly.
How could anyone look this lovely? Poliana forgot all about her battle
plan and just stammered with her fists clenched, “You look so lovely
today, your highness!”
Yes, indeed her emperor was the most beautiful man in the world!
Poliana silently thanked the former emperor and the empress for
creating such a perfection. Her eyes felt cleansed from witnessing such
beauty.
Lucius the First’s beauty was considered a legend when he was in his
20’s, but now in his 30’s, the emperor was becoming even more
gorgeous. How could this be possible? It seemed that there was no limit
to his exquisiteness. Could it be that he was growing more beautiful
every day?
Poliana exclaimed, “Your highness! You look perfect today! Your beauty
must be the work of the gods! Everyone in the kingdom must see you so
they can enjoy it! You must let everyone witness your gorgeousness!
Yes!”
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Poliana couldn’t think at all. It was obvious that Lucius the First’s beauty
could be used as a weapon to distract his enemy.
The truth was, the emperor has been preparing for this day since he
returned to Yapa. He ordered his room to be redecorated completely.
The carpet, the wallpaper, and even the furniture were all replaced so
their colors could enhance his look.
Poliana continued, “How could you look even more beautiful than the
priceless jewels you are wearing, your highness? The red cape you are
wearing looks especially perfect on you today. I am sure it costs a
fortune, but if I was allowed, I want to give up my entire wealth to buy
more of them for you…!”
Her training, when she was working as the emperor’s personal guard,
was at work now. Sir Mahogal taught her how to give proper
compliments to the emperor, and Poliana couldn’t stop herself from
babbling. She thought even the flooring was making the emperor look
more beautiful when suddenly, she realized what was happening.
It was too late for her to realize this. By the time Poliana could think,
Lucius the First was already holding her hands. When she saw him upclose, Poliana
blushed. The emperor even smelled beautiful.
She said to him, “Your highness! This isn’t fair! You aren’t fighting f-fairly.
Your highness! You can’t do this!”
“Haha.”
Lucius the First didn’t make an excuse. He just quietly escorted Poliana
to a chair that was placed next to his own. Poliana kept repeating how
he was being unfair, and when she was seated next to him, she became
confused. ‘Why is he sitting next to me? Why isn’t he sitting in front of
me?!’
Poliana tried to keep her distance from him by sitting as far away, and
the emperor did not try to get closer. Poliana asked, “So, you spread the
rumor about us?! How could you! That’s not fair!”
“Of course, it is. This is the cruelest war there is. The war for love; a
battle to gain a woman’s heart.”
If this was indeed a war, Poliana was at a disadvantage. Lucius the First
already made a first surprise move, and now, she was bombarded with
his unearthly beauty. But the emperor disagreed with her assessment, it
was he who was always going to be on the losing side because he was
the one in love. It was always going to be Poliana who had the key to
ending this battle.
Even the emperor of this entire kingdom was weak when he was
standing in front of the woman he loved. Lucius the First never forgot his
weaker position. He was reminded of it every day, and instead of
complaining about it, he was ready to use it to his advantage.
To win, one must do anything and everything necessary. The emperor
was ready to do whatever it took to win Poliana’s heart.
She was finally beginning to get used to the emperor’s beauty. It was a
very difficult task, but thankfully, she spent a long time with him in the
past, so she had at least some tolerance for him. Poliana remembered
the words she planned to say to him before coming to Yapa. She was
going to tell him about her plan.
‘Let’s do this!’
“Pardon?”
The emperor smiled and said what Poliana was going to say, “You were
probably going to tell me now that you are willing to marry me for Gerald.
But you can’t give up being a knight, so you want a divorce right after our
wedding. You want me to say yes to this plan, right?”
This was exactly what Poliana was going to say to the emperor. When
Lucius the First looked at her and held her hands. Poliana could not pull
away as he asked, “Did I get it right?”
“Happiness.”
Poliana frowned. She certainly knew what happiness was. It was the day
she met the emperor and he accepted her as his knight; the day that he
told her that if all of his knights were like her, he would’ve been able to
conquer the continent twice as fast. It was the day when she was able to
help his highness. The day she gained a new brother Sir Donau… and
the day she saw the emperor’s smile on that cliff.
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“No, you don’t. You don’t know and that is why you are refusing this. You
may know a part of it, but not all of it. You don’t know all the different
kinds of happiness you can enjoy in your life. Only those who have
experienced it can know, and since you haven’t, how would you know? I
realize that your definition of happiness is different than others, but Pol,
you haven’t experienced the joy others have. So how can you know if
you don’t want it? You have never experienced the kind of happiness the
other women felt in their lives, so how can you say that you don’t want
it? You are frustrated that other people don’t understand your definition
of happiness, but you are doing the same thing. You are not willing to try
the things that make other women happy.”
This was the truth. Poliana became speechless and Lucius the First took
his chance. He squeezed his hands around hers, taking her silence as
her acceptance. Even if it wasn’t, it didn’t matter. He was going to do
whatever it took to make his dream come true.
He said to her, “So please, give me a chance to show you.”
Poliana felt shocked. She could see herself in the emperor’s eyes. She
could see that in this very moment, she was the only thing in his eyes.
Lucius the First continued, “I will show you what happiness feels like. I
will show you the true joy of a woman being loved. I will teach you what it
is like to be loved by the emperor. I promise that my love for you will
never change.”
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Poliana asked, “Your highness, do you really… Do you really mean what
you said?”
“The moment we stood on that cliff, my feelings for you have never
changed; my love for you will be eternal.”
Ever since he has fallen for her, Lucius the First has been Poliana’s
prisoner. Poliana’s hands, still held by the emperor, warmed up. Slowly,
she tried squeezing back, and by doing so, she was able to feel her own
heartbeat at the tips of her fingers. Until now, she has been trying to
deny it all, but now, Poliana couldn’t believe how she could’ve missed it.
This man’s feelings for her were obviously pure and how could anyone in
this world be able to ignore such a beautiful man’s sincerity?
Poliana’s cheeks blushed. It wasn’t that she had fallen in love with him,
but now that she knew the truth, she had a new responsibility.
Lucius the First liked those who worked hard and made efforts because
he was the same way. Poliana was just like him. There were times when
she worked so hard without even a purpose in life. If someone was
making an effort for a clear goal, she needed to be decent enough to
give that person a chance.
Poliana didn’t want to be the kind of person like her Acreian superiors
used to be. She answered, “Alright, your highness.”
They had to get married no matter what because of Gerald. This didn’t
mean Poliana was in love with the emperor. Her blushing was just a
natural physical reaction because Lucius the First was too beautiful. He
was clearly a man, yet it seemed logical to call him beautiful. The
emperor replied, “I know. I have spent 10 years uniting the continent. I
would be happy to spend as much time, or more if necessary, to win the
heart of the woman I love.”
Lucius the First finally let her hands go. Poliana was expecting him to at
least kiss her hands, but when he didn’t do anything, she felt
embarrassed. The emperor escorted her to the door holding her arm like
a gentleman.
“You must be tired from the long trip. Don’t drop by anywhere. Just go
home and rest.”
“But I am not fine with it. Sir Pol, getting stabbed and giving birth are two
very different things. Please do not treat your health so lightly and listen
to those who care about you. You need to especially listen to me, the
man who loves you.”
Poliana felt shy and embarrassed, but Lucius the First seemed happy.
He thought of his current situation.
Love.
Now that he knew Poliana was aware of his feelings for him, he wanted
to keep saying it over and over again. He wasn’t shy about telling her
how he felt. In fact, he felt proud. Lucius the First was ecstatic. Finally,
he didn’t have to hide how he felt. He could tell her he loved her as much
and often as he wanted. Poliana was giving him the chance to pursue
her.
For the first time, Poliana saw him not only as an emperor but as a man.
He could feel the difference because although she was giving him the
same compliments, that he was beautiful, she was saying it differently. It
was definitely worth getting dolled up for her today.
The emperor turned the knob and opened the door for her. What an
honor to have the emperor of this kingdom personally open the door!
When Sir Donau saw the emperor, he yelled helplessly, “You look so
beautiful, your highness!”
***
Sir Donau shook his head. Just as he expected, Poliana had no chance
against the emperor. It wasn’t just the matter of the emperor’s convincing
words; it was Lucius the First’s unbelievable beauty, only a blind person
could resist him.
Today, the emperor was more beautiful than usual if that was possible.
Even Sir Donau, a man, felt his eyes water from the honor of it. So, it
was no wonder that Poliana, who was alone with the emperor in the
room, had no chance of winning this battle. It was obvious that Lucius
the First planned this meeting; this was his chance to seduce her and he
was successful.
The surprise rumor attack and now this… This battle was over. Sir
Donau had no doubt who was going to be the winner in the end.
Lucius the First ordered Poliana to rest, and she followed it faithfully. On
her way home, she received several attractive offers, but she refused all
of them. Her colleagues asked her to go out drinking, her men begged
her to drop by the breakroom for some snacks, and the maids wanted to
have fun with her, but Poliana said no to all of them; she even skipped
visiting Princess Luminae.
At the dinner table, Sir Donau said to Poliana, “I will be returning home
tomorrow.”
“Of course, I will always be on your side, but you lost, Sis. You got
seduced.”
Poliana exclaimed, “What could I have done? I can’t help the fact that his
highness is so beautiful!”
“In the past, you would’ve just simply admired his beauty and nothing
more.”
This fact was the reason why Sir Donau was convinced of the emperor’s
victory. It was true that Lucius the First’s beauty would’ve never worked
like this on Poliana before. She saw the emperor only as her ruler and
not as a man at the time. But now… Poliana’s eyes and heart wavered
like a fragile tree branch against a wind. Was it because they slept
together that night?
One could not blame her for being human. In fact, it was odd that she
never saw the emperor as a man before. Poliana replied, “I can’t help it.
Whenever I see his highness, I keep thinking about that night.”
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“I thought that it was unlikely you would be happy marrying the emperor,
but perhaps I was wrong. Who knows? Maybe it would be really good.”
‘F*ck.’
Poliana blushed again as her thoughts turned to that night. Why couldn’t
she stop thinking about it? Sir Donau sighed as he watched her. He had
no idea what his sister was thinking. He said to her, “I will support
whatever decision you make. You can get divorced after the marriage or
choose to become the empress. You can even refuse to marry him if you
wish, but there is one thing I don’t want you to do.”
“Running away?”
Sir Donau shook his head and answered, “No. It’s unhappiness. I don’t
want you to miss out on happiness on purpose.”
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Poliana stretched her body in her bedroom. After dinner, she exercised
lightly, and she felt good. She would probably get a good sleep tonight.
Poliana looked around, noticing how different her room looked. While
she was gone, it was normal for the butler to maintain the house by
keeping it clean and organized, but it seemed that her butler completely
changed the place during her absence.
Poliana laid down on the bed and closed her eyes. As soon as she did,
the image of the shockingly beautiful emperor popped up in her head.
“Oh, no…”
Lady Tory. Lucius the First informed Poliana that Lady Tory now had a
job. Poliana had been so busy that she didn’t send even a single letter to
Tory, explaining what was happening in her life. Poliana decided that
she should visit Tory tomorrow.
What about the twins? Poliana guessed that if the Bika sisters’
happiness was proportional to their husbands, the twins were probably
leading happy lives now. Vaxi and Vanessa were living the lives their
parents wanted for them. As long as nothing unexpected happens, the
girls would lead stable and content lives.
Many other women crossed her mind. The wives, mothers, daughters,
and sisters of her colleagues… And then, there was Stra.
Marrying a good man, having babies, and forming a happy family. This
was the definition of a woman’s happiness according to most people.
Lady Bika believed that Poliana was extremely unhappy because she
didn’t have these things, but at least, she did not force this idea on
Poliana.
But Poliana wasn’t unhappy. She didn’t lie to herself about what made
her happy. Working hard for a goal, her emperor, has always been
Poliana’s definition of her happiness. Of course, at the moment, her
“goal” was holding her back a little. She had to admit that she was a tiny
bit unhappy at the moment.
Poliana always thought she would be happy to follow Lucius the First
wherever he went. She wanted to be always a step, or perhaps half a
step, behind the emperor. She would’ve been content with such life, but
now, it seemed that Lucius the First wanted her to get closer to him.
Bang!
Poliana punched her pillow hard. She thought of her son who was left
back in Sitrin. If she didn’t have Dog Stew, no, Gerald, would the
emperor have confessed his love for her? He told her he hid his feelings
for her happiness, so Poliana assumed that the answer was no.
She wanted to blame Frau for everything, but she knew this wasn’t true.
Poliana was now certain that alcohol was a huge hindrance to one’s
happiness.
***
The next day, Sir Donau got ready early to leave the capital city. Poliana
wanted him to stay a while longer, but she didn’t say anything. He
accompanied her all the way to Yapa, which meant he has been away
from his family for too long.
Poliana filled Sir Donau’s bags with gifts. Donau protested, “Why are you
keep putting things in my bag? I can’t take them all. There are too
many.”
“They’re bribes.”
Poliana held her hands together politely and said to him, “Please make
sure you put in good words for me to them. Make this situation as
wholesome as possible.”
She was worried about her two old superiors. If they became angry at
her… She knew Sir Bika wouldn’t come all the way to Yapa since he
was busy working as the viceroy, but Sir Baufallo certainly would be free
to come after her. Poliana could imagine Sir Baufallo traveling all the
way to the capital city just to punish her. She didn’t think she would be
able to endure the disappointment of the two older men she respected
so much.
“And don’t run away again. You know there isn’t any point, right? This
continent is just one big kingdom now, and it’s not that big anyway. You
should know since your hobby is studying maps.”
“Please be happy.”
Poliana, feeling awkward, rubbed her fingers. She was well into her
thirties now. She was the head of the Winter family. She was a fully
grown woman and she had it all, yet people around her kept telling her to
find happiness. It was a very confusing situation.
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Sir Donau looked at her with hopeful eyes. He knew his sister was a
capable woman, but she had a long road ahead of her. To a married
person, Poliana, a single girl, looked naïve and young. Just because he
was married now, Sir Donau felt more mature.
Poliana watched her brother leave and when he was no longer visible,
she returned to her room to get ready. She was going to visit the royal
castle, but because she was still on vacation, she couldn’t wear her blue
uniform.
Thankfully, Poliana had plenty of outfits that were appropriate for going
into the castle. When the butler saw her getting ready, he said hesitantly,
“Mistress, you have plenty of robes, so is it necessary for you to wear
those pants…”
She wasn’t dressed any differently than usual, but the butler was still
worried about what the other nobles might say. Poliana hasn’t changed,
but the way the others saw her certainly did. The butler was certain that
people will judge Poliana more harshly for her clothing.
Poliana replied coolly, “Don’t worry, I’m more powerful than most of
them.”
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There was no one in Yapa who could make a fuss about her outfit to her
face. Well, perhaps Duke Luzo had the right to do so, but Poliana knew
he was too fragile to do such a thing. The rest of the high-ranking
noblemen, who were older and possibly just as powerful as her, would
never say anything negative to her face because they knew how much
the emperor favored her. Ever since all the elders were imprisoned and
removed from their stations, the other nobles have been staying quiet
and docile. The emperor’s authority has been strengthened
tremendously after that event.
When the young ladies and maids of the castle saw Poliana, they
surrounded her excitedly.
The maid obviously all wanted to know if the rumors were true, but none
of them had the courage to ask outright. They just followed Poliana, who
was on her way to the lady’s quarters. Her plan for today was as follows;
visit Princess Luminae, then Tory, and then Stra. If she had some time
left at the end, Poliana also wanted to visit Rebecca.
As the group got closer to the lady’s quarters, the maids became
hesitant. They were becoming too far away from their workstations, and
soon, they would have to return to their work. If they didn’t ask the
question now, they might not get another chance!
“Please, you don’t need to be so formal with me. I’m not a duchess yet.”
Cekel Seki, now the wife of Sir Ainno, replied calmly. Poliana studied her
because she has been worried about Cekel for a while. Cekel was
forced to marry Sir Ainno, who was a well-known jerk. Was Cekel
unhappy?
But thankfully, Cekel looked perfectly content and Poliana was relieved.
“…”
Cekel remained quiet. She has always been a woman of few words, but
Poliana could tell that there was something Cekel wanted to say. Poliana
waited patiently and after a few minutes, Cekel finally sighed and said to
her, “Good luck.”
“…thank you.”
Cekel knew what it felt like to be enthusiastically pursued by a man.
Although most women saw Poliana with envy, Cekel was well aware of
how it was not always a good thing to be loved, especially by a powerful
man such as the emperor.
It has been a little over a year since Poliana last saw Princess Luminae.
Poliana was surprised at how big the princess has grown.
Princess Luminae was beautiful in a different way than her father. While
everything about Lucius the First reminded people of the sun, his golden
hair, his pale skin, and his light eyes, the princess possessed a beautiful
combination of light and dark. Her hair was jet black against her
alabaster skin. Her eyes were dark maroon and all of her features
resembled those of her father. Princess Luminae was no doubt the most
adorable child in the kingdom.
The little girl’s eyes widened when she saw Poliana. Poliana saw the
princess often when she was here, but it is likely that the baby could not
remember those times. Poliana wasn’t bothered by the girl’s stare, but
she still felt awkward because of the wet nurses and the nannies. The
women were clearly curious about the rumors as well and Poliana
couldn’t tell how they felt. Were they upset with her, or were they okay
with the situation?
The most obvious answer was that they were unhappy. After all, Poliana
slept with her dead best friend’s husband.
“Princess Luminae, I am Poliana Winter. It has been a long time since
we last met.”
“No!”
“Yes! We only told her that she will be getting a new mother soon, so it is
a good thing…”
Poliana replied, “It’s fine. I am more bothered by how hard you are trying
to explain her reaction…” Poliana didn’t say a word, yet the nannies
seemed unreasonably anxious. And they were telling the princess that
she was getting a new mother? That Poliana was going to be her new
mother?
If there weren’t any rumors about the emperor and herself, Poliana
would’ve reprimanded them immediately, but at this moment, she was in
an awkward position.
The princess’s maids were looking at Poliana oddly and she couldn’t tell
what they meant by it. However, the truth was that those serving the
princess were not unhappy about Poliana marrying the emperor. Having
Poliana as a mother would be better for the princess than some strange
lady. On top of that, Poliana was a good friend of Lady Rebecca and the
nannies have seen how affectionate Poliana was with the princess in the
past.
Unfortunately, Poliana had no idea the women felt this way. She felt
uncomfortable.
It seemed that the nannies were telling the truth. Apparently, the
princess even said “no” to her father before, too. Poliana held the
princess in her arms and listened to the maids about how Princess
Luminae has been. After a few minutes, Poliana said to the baby, “Your
highness, I will be leaving now.”
One of the nannies explained, “I think the princess doesn’t want you to
leave. Her highness hates it when people leave her.”
“Hmm…”
Poliana looked at the princess’s bed. It was a large bed for such a little
girl, but there was only a small room left on it due to the fact that it was
filled with so many toys, handkerchiefs, and pillows.
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Poliana gently pulled the princess’s hands away from her. Princess
Luminae began to tear up, realizing Poliana was about to leave.
“Nooo. Poliii….”
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On her way to Yapa, Poliana never once worried about Gerald, but she
did feel a little guilty.
‘When I return to Sitrin, I will be nicer to him.’
Both Gerald and Princess Luminae were raised in luxury. The only
difference, perhaps, was that Lucius the First loved his daughter while
Poliana only felt dutiful towards Gerald as a parent. She even
considered bringing Gerald to Yapa and leaving him here. She knew she
was being cruel.
‘But I can’t help liking the princess more. She never negatively affected
my life while my own son does.’
Poliana took a deep breath, trying to calm down her sudden burst of
anger. She put on a kind smile and consoled Princess Luminae, who
pouted and finally let her go.
The nannies said to Poliana, “The princess likes you so much, Marquess
Winter. Once you become her mother, she will like you even more.”
“That’s right. Her highness loves you. She will be the happiest princess
once she gets a new mother.”
Lucius the First ordered to let Princess Luminae have anything she
wanted. This was why her bed and her room were filled with so many
things. Poliana remembered Lady Rebecca telling her she didn’t want a
daughter because a princess’s life was not as good as that of a prince.
Princess Luminae was going to grow into a beautiful woman. She was
young, yet her beauty was already blinding. Everyone around her loved
her. She had a doting father and although she lost her mother at a very
young age, this wasn’t an unusual thing. She was beloved and cared for.
Everyone was kind to her; the princess’s life was going to be that of
luxury and comfort.
Most women would dream of a life of a wealthy lady. A happy lady would
begin her day by sleeping in as much as she wanted without worries.
Her days would consist of eating the delicious food made for her and
watching her children run around the beautiful garden while chatting with
her lady friends. Her home will always be kept warm by the maids and at
the end of the day, she would talk about her day in her husband’s arms.
Or did most women believe true happiness came from jewels and silks?
Or was it better to be beautiful with important blood coursing through
your veins?
Perhaps it was all of these things together that could make a woman
truly happy. And the one person Poliana knew that had them all was
Princess Luminae, but did this guarantee that she would lead a happy
life?
What was a woman’s happiness? And why did she keep wondering
about a “woman’s” happiness?
Poliana was deep in her thoughts when suddenly, someone greeted her,
“Long time no see, Marquess Winter.”
It was the person Poliana has been planning to visit. Poliana felt lucky
that she ran into her, although this was expected since the lady worked
here.
Poliana wondered how she should proceed. After some brief
contemplation, Poliana greeted back, “Indeed, Baroness Leef… It feels
strange calling you by this name.”
Lady Tory received the position of Baroness from Lucius the First a few
months ago. Now called Baroness Leef, Tory bowed to Poliana
elegantly. This could be a very awkward situation since their stations
have changed. Although Tory wasn’t Poliana’s direct superior, she still
was higher ranked than Poliana. The unspoken rule among the nobles
was to treat your past superiors with the same respect as you showed
them before.
“Alright.”
When Poliana grinned, Tory smiled as well. Poliana was one of Tory’s
favorite people in the world.
They walked together to Tory’s place. Tory’s room was the same as the
ones used by the castle maids. Though she may no longer be the lady of
the castle, Tory still used to be the emperor’s wife until recently. Poliana
wondered why Tory chose to live in the castle when she could’ve lived in
her own house outside the castle. She didn’t have to ask, however,
because Tory offered to explain anyway. “His highness gave me a
house, but it would’ve been too dangerous for a woman to live alone
outside.”
The Third Division was responsible for keeping the city of Yapa safe.
The capital city was a rather safe place, but Tory wasn’t referring to the
common thugs and thieves on the street. The unfortunate truth was that
Tory was the most hated lady in the noble society.
Many noblemen resented the emperor and the chancellor as well, but
these two men were impossible to get to. A single woman with no family,
however, was an easy target.
Tory was a whistleblower. Lucius the First, who gained the most from
Tory’s public outburst, was only happy to offer Tory bodyguards. Tory,
however, refused. She also was offered to stay with Sir Bentier, but Tory
didn’t want this either. Tory wanted to live alone for as long as possible.
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Tory didn’t go into details of her life and Poliana didn’t ask. Poliana
wanted to be respectful of Tory’s wishes no matter what. It was most
likely that Tory was more curious about what was happening in Poliana’s
life, but Tory was a proper lady. She didn’t ask about the latest rumors.
Poliana asked, “How’s work?”
For someone who said she was happy with her job, Tory looked very
tired. Poliana thought, ‘It can’t be helped I guess.”
Tory was given the position of the “Inner Palace Management Officer,”
which was a brand-new job that never existed before. It was created by
the emperor to help the mistress of the castle run the palace. Before,
when the emperor was unmarried, the lady’s quarters were managed by
the head of the maids and the head of the servants, but now, Tory, as
the Inner Palace Management Officer, was to run the place.
Based on the job description alone, Tory was above the heads of the
maids and the servants. Tory was, however, only a baroness at this
point while the heads of the maids and the servants belonged to many
powerful families. For example, Cekel, the current head of the maids,
was going to be the future Duchess Seki.
So, who would obey a young woman such as Tory, a notorious snitch
who betrayed her own family and so many other Acreian noblemen?
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In a way, Tory was probably having a tougher time than Poliana lately.
Poliana climbed up from the bottom to get where she was. The other
knights respected the time she spent on the battlefields, especially
because they witnessed her talent. Tory, however, was a different story.
She was given her current position by the emperor and she hasn’t
proven herself yet. People respected the emperor and therefore followed
Tory’s orders to an extent, but Tory had a long way to go before she
gained their respect and acceptance as well. Poliana thought
sympathetically, ‘She’s probably having a really hard time right now.’ If it
was Rebecca, she would’ve screamed, “This is too hard! I hate this! I
hope everyone dies!” If it was Stra, she would’ve just cried.’
But this was Tory, and Tory chose to endure it quietly. She refused to
share her hardships with anyone.
Poliana murmured, “It must be tough…” She was giving Tory a chance
to rant, but Tory shook her head and replied, “Stra is helping me out a
lot, so it’s okay. You heard Stra became the second head of the maids,
right?”
Originally, Lucius the First offered the same position to Stra as he gave
to Tory. Stra, however, refused, feeling uncomfortable with the position
that never existed before. She said she would rather take a well-known
position, and in the end, she became the head of the maids.
‘Oh my god.’
Poliana was surprised to hear the details. Her butler only told her that
Stra became the head of the maids, but he didn’t tell her how she came
to this position. Poliana couldn’t believe how generous her emperor was
in hiring his ex-wives. There was even a rumor that the emperor was in
love with them.
In a way, Poliana was also impressed with both ladies, who agreed to
work in the castle.
“Yes, she works mostly in the lady’s quarters. She said she is too busy
today to join us, but she would really appreciate it if you drop by to see
her.”
Tory suddenly smiled and added, “Speaking of Stra… She told me that
she knew about this for a long time.”
So finally, Tory brought up the topic of the year. This was especially
strange since it was the ex-wife of the emperor who was talking about
this subject.
When Poliana replied edgily, Tory laughed and continued, “If you were
the one in love, we would’ve all known about it immediately. I think it
would’ve been very obvious.”
Tory thought it was a good thing that it wasn’t Poliana who fell in love
with the emperor first. In fact, this was a very good thing. If this knightess
fell in love with the emperor first, this story would’ve ended tragically.
Tory was certain of it because she knew that Poliana the knightess, who
was honest and obedient to the emperor, wouldn’t have been able to
accept her own feelings.
Tory said to her, “I realize that we, Stra and I, have no right to bring up
such a subject, even if it is the most popular rumor nowadays.”
Well… Actually, the ex-wives of the emperor probably had more rights
than most to bring up this very subject, but Tory smiled and continued,
“But we still wanted to talk to you about it as your friend. Stra loves this
situation, by the way. She said she has been secretly hoping for
something like this to happen for a long time.”
When Poliana didn’t say anything, Tory added, “I’m going to remain
neutral until you make your decision. Whatever you do, I will support you
completely, Marquess”
Tory was now the second ally, next to Sir Donau, but Tory’s reason for
her support was different from that of Donau.
“Marquess Winter, Stra thinks that the happiness of you and his
highness would be the best outcome, but I feel a little differently. Even if
you choose the path that might lead you to unhappiness, I want you to
be the one making this decision. Even if you choose the path that will no
doubt bring you sadness, as long as you have a logical reason behind it,
I am sure it will be the right decision.”
Tory gave up a comfortable life on purpose. If anyone else gave this
opinion to Poliana, it would’ve been inappropriate, but Tory was the one
person who could say such a thing without sounding fake.
“And Marquess, I also heard about the birth of the prince. What an
honor.”
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“No, this fact will remain a secret to most people for a while longer. I was
told only because my position requires me to know these things. Once
you marry the emperor, I will be there to take care of many things for
you. Oh, now that I think about it, perhaps his highness created my
position in order to help you, Marquess, in case things happen the way
he wants. He might have done it subconsciously or intentionally.”
“Well, at that time, I was actually preparing my wedding with Frau Sneke,
so I don’t think his highness would’ve been thinking about me…”
This was definitely not something Poliana thought of before. If Tory was
right… It wouldn’t matter if it was intentional or not. Poliana couldn’t help
feeling guilty. Tory was very proud of her position. If she wasn’t the exwife of
the emperor, things wouldn’t feel so complicated to Poliana.
Fortunately for her, Tory didn’t care about these things at all, and she
had one more thing to tell Poliana, “Of course. His highness is a very
thoughtful man, however. I think that perhaps since he wanted to marry
you, but he thought he couldn’t, he probably considered marrying
someone like you. And if he did, then he would need someone like me to
help the future empress. But there is something else I want to tell you.
Please don’t forget that the choice is yours. It is your right.”
“The choice?”
“Yes, you’re not the one being chosen; you are the one choosing.”
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Many ladies in the past told Poliana that she should find a man who
could satisfy everyone’s expectations.
“Marquess Winter, you are one of the very few women, perhaps the only
one, who has the right to choose her own husband. So we hope you
marry someone amazing.”
But what Tory was telling her right now wasn’t the same thing. The
definition of a “good husband material” in most ladies’ minds was the
same as that of a “good wife material” except for the gender.
A good husband material was someone young, good looking, from a
good family, kind, and talented.
The ladies thought that since Poliana was a successful and powerful
woman, she had the right to get a “perfect” husband. If this was the
case, there could be no one better than Lucius the First. He was
certainly gorgeous, talented, and from the best family, there was. In fact,
Poliana should’ve been honored.
The problem was that it wasn’t Poliana who “chose” this. She was
“chosen.” Normally, a woman would’ve bowed with great appreciation.
But Tory advised Poliana, “It doesn’t matter if you have a prince with the
emperor. Your right to choose does not change.”
“Your way of thinking is a little bit too progressive. The fact is, I cannot
have Gerald remain a bastard.”
“Then what were your plans when you ran away to Sitrin?”
“No, it’s not. If you act strong, his highness won’t be able to do anything
about it. You have all the power, Marquess. This is your choice and no
one else’s.”
“…”
Poliana never realized that Tory was even more radical than Rebecca.
At the same time, Tory was also very cold.
Oftentimes, people equated being cold to being rational. Tory was the
most rational and emotional person Poliana knew. Tory was realistic, but
it was her passionate nature that made her choose the unknown life over
her comfortable one.
Tory’s difficulty in life did not end just with the loss of her station. The
conflict at work was also not the hardest thing Tory had to go through.
What Tory found most challenging in her current situation was her
relationship with other people.
Tory betrayed her own people in front of everyone. The proof of her
claim was the conversations she remembered from the past. After this
incident, Tory’s intelligence made people nervous, and her ability to
remember made them feel suspicious of her.
Tory made everyone change how women were seen in the kingdom. A
woman was no longer just an animal that could walk on two feet. A
woman was no longer just a silent property like a house or a carriage.
Men saw, for the first time, that a woman had a mouth; a mouth not only
just to eat but to speak.
The problem was, half the population was women, which meant it was
impossible for the men to be wary of every woman. It would be too timeconsuming. It
would also mean that they would have to give up
everything they believed in. So the men of Acreia decided to believe the
easiest explanation they could come up with.
Sadly, the other women did the same. They did not wish to become
untrusted by the men. It was going to make their lives too complicated,
so in the end, the women decided to ignore Tory as well.
Everyone chose to see Tory as an exception and nothing more.
A special case.
Thankfully, Stra did not listen to the suggestions of those around her.
Everyone thought she should move away, but instead, she returned to
Yapa. She was going to keep her promise to take care of Princess
Luminae, and to help Tory, she chose to become the head of the maids.
Cekel, who also became the head of the maids, was happy to interact
with Tory, but everyone else… They chose to ignore Tory.
Tory became the one person who people decided they could never
share their secrets. Her reputation was ruined beyond repair. People
didn’t even bother to insult her or show contempt. Instead, they did the
worst thing that could be done to a person.
The maids and the servants followed Tory’s orders, but they did not
respond in any way. Even when Tory ordered the wrong thing, they did
not correct her.
Tory was the most distrusted figure in the kingdom, yet it was she who
Lucius the First trusted enough to reveal the existence of his son,
Gerald. She should’ve been appreciative and supported the emperor
without question, but Tory chose to do something else. She decided to
support Poliana to make her own decision because Tory remembered
that it was actually Poliana who trusted her first. Even if Poliana chose
the wrong path… Tory was going to be there for her.
“To be honest, it would be a good thing for me for you to become the
next empress, Marquess Winter, because I know you will give me the
power to handle everything in the lady’s quarters. This will make my
place here more solid and meaningful. Even if you chose to take control,
you would still need my help because I know much more about running
this place than you do, but do not think too much about how other
people, including myself, feel about this situation. The most important
thing is what you want, Marquess. You are not a bird trapped in a cage.
You are free to choose whatever you wish.”
Even before Tory broke out of her own birdcage, Poliana has always
been a free person. If Poliana chose to go into the cage because of the
egg she laid inside, that was going to be her choice and Tory would
support it. however, it would be such a sad thing if Poliana felt like she
had no choice other than this just because she felt responsible for her
child. Even if Poliana chose to be free, there were going to be plenty of
people who are only happy to raise Gerald. Everyone probably told
Poliana she was needed to raise Gerald and make things right, but this
wasn’t true. Everyone knew this but refused to tell Poliana.
Tory shook her head and replied, “You can choose to marry the emperor
if you wish, Marquess. What I am telling you isn’t that you should not. I
am telling you that you can do anything you want; you are free to
choose.”
“It’s just that if I choose to get married, I might feel guilty even though I
am not doing anything wrong… I might feel like I lost.”
“Please don’t think that way. This is your choice and if anyone says
otherwise, you let me know and I will punch them in the face.”
The emperor refused to take his eyes off of the mirror. Inside, a man of
perfect beauty was smiling back at him. People sighed in ecstasy as
they admired him, but to Lucius the First, what he saw in the mirror was
not enough.
Firstly, his skin did not shine as much as it used to. After he got married,
he worked constantly, wanting to forget Poliana. During this time, his
skin aged terribly, and the emperor regretted his bad decision. He
should’ve known better.
A new chapter in his life was beginning and he needed to make himself
more beautiful in order to seduce Poliana. Lucius the First believed that
his beauty was the greatest weapon he had to make Poliana fall in love
with him. Everyone knew that Poliana was the knight who was most
proud of the emperor’s looks. Lucius the First was ready to use whatever
was necessary.
Sir Ainno shook his head and argued, “I hate to disagree with you, your
highness, but I really don’t think the marquess is going to fall for it.”
No! That can’t be! Lucius the First wanted to deny it, but Sir Ainno shook
his head again. If Poliana was going to fall in love with the emperor just
for his beauty, she would’ve done it a long time ago. She would’ve, in
fact, be seduced by him the very first moment she saw him.
The emperor replied, “It’s okay even if she isn’t madly in love with me.
What is most important is to make her feel good whenever she sees
me.”
Lucius the First’s plan was simple. He was going to show her the things
she never experienced before. He was going to make her feel the kind of
happiness she never felt. This was his strategy. His hope was that slowly
when she learned how great is to be loved, she would be more
accepting of him. She might even come to love him.
Poliana was a noblewoman who had never felt the love of a family
before. This was probably why she did not know how to give love as a
family. Just look at how she treated Gerald. Poliana showed much more
affection towards Princess Luminae than her own son!
Poliana loved power and wealth. To make her want to marry him, the
emperor should’ve enlightened her about the kind of power she would
wield as the empress rather than confess his love to her.
He was going to let Poliana know the kind of power she never had
before.
Sir Ainno said to him, “Good luck.” He still did not think the emperor
could pull this off. In history, women have always belonged to men, first
to their fathers and then their husbands. Poliana was a rare exception.
She achieved her own power as an independent woman, and she loved
being who she was. She would certainly gain a little more power when
she became the empress, but would this be enough? Normally, Sir
Ainno always tried to think positively when it came to the emperor’s
suggestions, but in this matter, he couldn’t agree. Sir Ainno believed his
friend was making a mistake. Instead of trying to win her over, Sir Ainno
thought that the emperor should try to trap Poliana. A man must do what
he must for love, right?
The emperor said to his friend, “And the thing is, my Pol has no immunity
against men. Except for that jerk Frau, she hasn’t had much experience
and I am going to use this to my advantage. She has begun to see me
as a man and she will be mine.”
Lucius the First remembered very well how Poliana used to blush when
the handsome royal guards treated her like a lady. It took everything he
had to hide his jealousy and envy.
Now, he finally had a chance to be with her. He knew better than any
man how to treat a lady right and he was going to make her blush.
While the emperor imagined all the things he was going to do, Sir Ainno
watched him curiously. It was a rare sight to see Lucius the First acting
like a lovesick schoolboy. The emperor was acting abnormally, and Sir
Ainno finally looked away.
Sir Ainno, in the past, wouldn’t have understood the emperor at all, but
now, he had to admit that he could sympathize with Lucius the First,
even if just a little. Love was such a scary illness. Even though a man
knew he was acting stupid, a man in love was helpless in stopping
himself.
‘Pool Lucius…’
Sir Ainno looked at his friend and thought secretly, ‘I hope he gets
dumped.’
Even if he does, Poliana would have no choice but to marry the emperor.
Because she gave birth to a prince, marriage was necessary to make
him legitimate. The first-born son of the emperor could not remain a
bastard. If Poliana wanted to get a divorce later, that was her choice.
Suddenly, a bell rang, indicating someone was here to visit the emperor.
With Lucius the First’s permission, Master Chail entered and informed
the emperor who was here.
There were two Lady Sekis living in Yapa. One was Sir Ainno’s wife
while the other was Sir Jainno’s; Duke Seki the Senior’s wife, Sir Ainno,
and Sir Jainno’s mother, lived in Nanaba now.
To avoid confusion, people called Sir Ainno’s wife the first Lady Seki
while Sir Jainno’s wife was the second Lady Seki.
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Cekel entered and bowed respectfully. Sir Ainno, whose face has been
like a cold statue, lighted up immediately. He walked up to his wife and
asked politely, “Dear wife, please give me the honor of allowing me to
kiss your beautiful hand.”
Sir Ainno didn’t care. He enthusiastically and lovingly kissed the back of
Cekel’s hand and looked up. Before Cekel could stop him, he also
kissed his wife’s two cheeks and her forehead before tucking her hair
behind her ear.
Sir Ainno was clearly in love. This honeymoon phase was suiting him
very well and Lucius the First watched in jealousy. Was his friend acting
this way on purpose in front of him? The emperor chewed his lower lips
and thought, ‘I am dying of envy! I am going to do the same thing with
Pol! Soon! Very soon! You’ll see!’
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Even after leaving Tory’s room, Poliana couldn’t stop thinking about their
conversation. She was impressed when Tory said she would support her
even if Poliana chose the path that would lead to an unhappy life.
Poliana also liked the fact that Tory understood how an unhappy life
could still come from the right decision. Tory said that as long as one
could find pride in one’s life, it had to be worth living.
Poliana had plenty of pride in herself too. She was proud to be a knight
who served the emperor. She was one of the fighters who followed
Lucius the First to the end of this continent.
Poliana kept walking until she arrived at her destination. This was the
place she planned to visit if she had any time left today.
Rebecca’s grave.
Only those with royal blood could be buried inside the castle. The Bikpa
royal family members were buried at the far end of the castle so a new
burial site was created for the Acreian royals. It was said that the very
first one to be buried here was a young wife of the emperor. It would’ve
been worse if it was a child, but still, this did not make the situation any
better.
Poliana put down the flowers and a bottle of wine in front of the grave. If
Rebecca was still alive, how would she react?
“Pfft.”
The emperor Poliana knew was strangely innocent and pure. If he was
still married to any of his wives, Poliana knew he would’ve never
confessed his love to her. If Tory and Stra left him and Rebecca was the
only remaining wife, the emperor would’ve made her his empress.
Lucius the First was willing to remove Tory as his wife for a political
reason, but he wasn’t the kind of man who would abandon his wife
because he loved another. He was a kind man and although some
thought it was a weakness, Poliana liked this side of him.
‘But I am a little bothered by the fact that he was so nice to the ladies
when he was supposedly in love with me. Hmm… He’s kind of a
playboy.’
He was the emperor, and the best one there was, which meant that he
had all the right in the world to enjoy the beautiful women. Poliana
understood this but still felt strange about it.
She contemplated long and hard and she finally came up with an answer
to why she didn’t feel right about it. It was the fact that Lucius the First
left the woman he loved alone and married the other ladies instead.
Normally, didn’t men be impatient when it came to love? Didn’t men go
right into action for the women they loved? Was it normal for a man to be
so patient and wait this long?
But then… If Rebecca was still alive, would things have happened this
way? Probably not. Lucius the First wouldn’t have offered Tory this
position. He only did this because he no longer had any wife to take care
of the inner palace. If Rebecca was still alive, she would’ve become the
mistress of the royal palace and there would’ve been no need for this
new position.
As expected, the dead did not speak. Rebecca did not answer Poliana’s
questions. The knightess looked lonely as she stood in front of her
friend’s grave. She lost the friend she needed to spill her secrets. This
unexpected loneliness was not a welcoming event.
Poliana has never been perfect. Every year, she believed she hoped she
would become wiser, but it never seemed to be enough. When she was
young, she thought becoming an adult would mean she knew the world,
but Poliana learned that this wasn’t the case. She was all grown up now,
but she still felt like a little girl inside.
In public, she acted confident and capable, but when she was alone, she
couldn’t help thinking about her decisions over and over again. The
doubts and regrets were constant unpleasantness in her life.
Did everyone feel this way or was it just her? Was she somehow more
lacking than the most?
What is a choice? What is happiness? What did the emperor mean when
he said he was going to make sure she learned what true happiness
was?
***
While Poliana contemplated deeply, the emperor, the cause of all her
problems, wasn’t thinking at all.
Lucius the First’s focus was on seducing Poliana, which meant that
making himself even more beautiful was his priority. He studied himself
in the mirror and announced, “A smart person always uses his strength
to his advantage. Hahaha.” The emperor looked satisfied while Sir Ainno
looked sour. The knight admitted that his friend was indeed handsome,
but it was still very hard to watch the emperor acting this way.
Sir Ainno said to him, “If she was the type that cared about looks, she
would’ve fallen in love with you a long time ago.”
The emperor thought he was much wiser when it came to love, but the
undeniable truth was that Sir Ainno, although inexperienced with women,
was able to marry the woman he loved. He was able to capture her into
marriage, which was a legally binding contract. There was, of course, the
pesky possibility of a divorce, but Sir Ainno was doing his best to make
sure his beloved wife never leaves him.
Meanwhile, all the emperor was doing was just admiring himself in the
mirror.
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Lucius the First writhed in envy at Sir Ainno. He continued to chew on
his lower lip until the emperor realized a bloody lip wouldn’t help his
beauty. He stopped immediately.
So far, Lucius the First was pleased with Cekel’s work. She was a logical
and sensible woman who did not believe in silliness. She did not waste
her time gossiping with Master Chail or enjoy sending cryptic messages
like some members of the Intelligence Unit did. So far, Sir Deke was the
one who mainly collected the information and Cekel mostly worked as
the middle person who reported to the emperor. Cekel was a very
efficient messenger and never wasted the emperor’s time.
“Hmm… I see.”
A bitter smile appeared on the emperor’s face. In the royal grave site
located in the old capital city of Nanaba, there were many graves of his
ancestors. In Yapa, however, there was only one. It saddened him
greatly that it was that of his young wife.
Lucius the First couldn’t help feeling guilty. His wife died giving birth to
his daughter… And now, he was courting her best friend. At least, he
had one excuse. His love for Poliana began long before Rebecca and
Poliana became friends.
“Most of them are showing positive reactions. Those who genuinely wish
for the good of the kingdom are worried about Marquess Winter’s
bareness, but they are not against the marriage itself. Those who are
more suspicious believe this whole thing is a scheme to strengthen your
power, your highness, but even these people are not against the
marriage.”
The one who had the most power in the suspicious group was Duke
Luzo, but once he heard about Gerald, he kept quiet. As soon as he
learned that Poliana gave birth to the emperor’s heir, he was all for the
marriage.
When Sir Bentier heard about Gerald, he sighed and asked about the
wedding plan. Lucius the First wanted his and Poliana’s wedding to be
the biggest and the most extravagant event ever. Now that the elders
were gone, there was no one who would disagree with the emperor,
which was a pleasant surprise to Lucius the First. But this was how
things were supposed to work. He was the emperor of the entire
continent, which meant he should be treated with the utmost respect.
Lucius the First, however, could not help but feel suspicious of the
noblemen’s reaction. They were talking about the emperor’s new wife,
which was a huge deal, yet no one had an opinion about it? If this trend
continued, it meant that whatever the emperor decides to do in the future
will not be met with opposition. Lucius the First decided that this did not
mean he should relax. It just meant that he should put more thoughts
into his decisions. He needed to become more careful and alert.
Smack!
The pointy end of the paperweight hit the middle of Sir Ainno’s forehead!
The knight groaned loudly, “Argh!” Lucius the First yelled in shock,
“Inno!”
Cekel ran towards her husband in shock, “Husband! Oh my god! Are you
alright?” Sir Ainno slowly but purposely leaned towards his wife, so he
was in Cekel’s embrace. Sir Ainno’s movement was so natural that the
emperor almost fell for it.
‘Wait a minute! There is no way that Inno would stagger like that just
from the paperweight!’
The emperor saw right through his friend, but Cekel had no idea. She
caressed her husband as she said to the emperor, “Your highness, I
understand that my husband’s comment was rude, but I don’t believe
throwing the paperweight at him was the right punishment.”
The play of throwing the paperweight back and forth only happened
when the emperor and Sir Ainno were alone. Lucius the First found this
situation so unfair that he couldn’t even come up with an excuse.
“I… I…”
Sir Ainno was Cekel’s husband now, so she naturally took his side. In
addition, if one only saw what happened just now, everyone would agree
that Lucius the First was wrong in this situation. Even if he was the
emperor, throwing things in anger was not a good habit.
Sir Ainno, still happily in Cekel’s arms, put his hand on his forehead as if
in pain. The emperor could tell his friend was only acting, but he couldn’t
say anything.
Sir Ainno was clearly doing everything possible to gain Cekel’s sympathy
and affection. Everyone knew that Sir Ainno was the toughest man out
there. He often said that a man should never show that he was in pain,
yet here he was, groaning and moaning.
Sir Ainno said to his wife weakly, “My dear, it’s okay. It is all my fault.”
“I can’t believe it hit you right in the forehead… Are you ok?”
“Oh no…”
Sir Ainno gave a knowing look to the emperor. They were friends long
enough for Lucius the First to know what Sir Ainno wanted from him. The
emperor gritted his teeth. He used to joke about how Sir Ainno was the
type who would betray his friend for love, and it seemed that this was
really happening.
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Indeed, the honeymooners should stay in bed all day tomorrow perhaps.
The emperor needed his most loyal knight. His knightess Poliana Winter.
‘Poliana!’
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Lucius the First went in search of Poliana. It wasn’t a very difficult quest
since Poliana Winter was the most famous figure inside the Yapa castle
at the moment. Everyone who spotted Poliana remembered her and
talked about her. Lucius the First followed her trail easily. When he
asked people where they last saw her, they answered and gossiped
about it afterward.
Meanwhile, Poliana was chatting with her guards. They asked her,
“Boss, what is your secret to success?”
They welcomed her and closed the door quickly. They had so many
questions for their boss, and because Poliana felt guilty, she let them
trap her in the room until their curiosity was appeased.
Poliana was shocked to find out that her men were true believers of the
rumor. The guards of the Second Division were in love with the story of
how Lucius the First fell for their boss. When they prodded her for
details, Poliana was flabbergasted as she replied, “You really believed
that rumor that his highness is infatuated with me? You men are the
royal guards of Acreia, so how could you be swayed by such a silly
story?”
“But boss, we are indeed the royal guards; we are the knights who
provided personal protection for the emperor! We have heard and seen
the truth, so how could we not believe it?”
When the guards of the Second Division heard the rumor, they actually
were suspicious of it. It wasn’t because Poliana was their boss but
because they knew her well. Her guards knew Poliana much better than
most of the high-ranking noblemen. While the nobles knew Poliana as
the marquess, her men knew her as their boss as the head of the
Second Division. In reality, Poliana was more a knight than a marquess.
So when the men first heard the rumor, they assumed that it was spread
for a political purpose. They were sad to see Poliana retire, but if it was
what the emperor wished, it couldn’t be helped.
But then… These knights learned the truth soon after. The First Division
was returned to their old posts and the Second Division knights were
called to provide the emperor and the princess their protection. When
the knights worked close to the emperor, they quickly learned that Lucius
the First was indeed in love; he didn’t make an effort to hide his feelings.
Of course, there were still a few in the Second Division who were
suspicious of the emperor’s true intention. Unless his highness had a
strange taste, how could he fall in love with such an ugly woman as
Poliana? This didn’t make sense at all!
But the face the emperor made whenever Poliana’s name was
mentioned clearly indicated that his feelings for her were deep. So how
was it that no one realized this until now?
The knights didn’t know. Poliana herself was ignorant of it. Even though
Poliana spent so much time with the emperor, she never suspected a
thing.
According to Lucius the First’s confession, his love for Poliana began at
the cliff after he conquered the world. No one knew about this until the
emperor explained the details.
Although some of the guards were still doubtful, no one in the Second
Division was against this marriage. To be honest, Poliana felt a little
betrayed when the men asked her, “So when will be the wedding?”
Since the empress of the kingdom could not also be the head of a
military division, her marriage meant she had to retire. In the past,
whenever she joked that she was going to retire, her men used to
protest, “But Boss! You need to stay here for another 30 years! You
need to be here for a long time so you can teach my son when he
becomes a knight himself!”
The men, dense as usual, said with smiles, “Boss, it’s time you become
happy.”
The knights told her it was time she became happy. She needed to
become happy. So did this mean she has been unhappy this whole
time? Poliana asked, “So marrying his highness will make me happy?”
“Well, why wouldn’t you be? The young and beautiful emperor is in love
with you!”
Poliana wanted to ask them if a young and beautiful lady’s love will make
them happy, but she didn’t bother. She knew the answer. She knew all
of the men would nod and say such a thing will certainly make them
ecstatic.
“Boss! Think about your age! This is going to be your last chance that a
man falls in love with you!”
“Come on! Be serious! This is probably her FIRST and the last chance!”
“But what about that doctor?”
“He was after her money! His highness is genuinely in love with her!”
“I just can’t believe why! The emperor has such a strange taste! Why did
he fall in love with the boss?”
“When a man and a woman spend a lot of time for a long while,
sometimes love can develop.”
“But we never fell in love with the boss even though we spent a lot of
time with her!”
“Love does not require logic or reason. You love someone just because
you do. Period. His highness loves our boss so much that he doesn’t
even notice her face; it must be true love.”
‘Bastards.’
They knew she was no longer going to be their boss, which must’ve
been why they were talking so rudely.
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Poliana thought in annoyance, ‘I was going to be nice to them because I
have been absent for so long, but this won’t do. They need to be taught
a lesson.’
She was about to order them to straighten up when suddenly, there was
someone at the door.
Knock knock.
The door opened with permission but none of the knights could become
angry at the intruder because the one who entered the room was the
most beautiful being in the kingdom. The golden figure resembling a fairy
appeared and asked, “Is Sir Pol here?”
The men were excited about this unexpected event. They were also
excited to tell their wives about it when they returned home tonight.
While the guards couldn’t stop grinning, Poliana couldn’t look directly at
the emperor. She thought she was now used to his beauty, especially
after witnessing him yesterday when he was dolled up, but she realized
that she was mistaken. Lucius the First was even more beautiful today.
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Lucius the First’s beauty had always been Poliana’s pride and joy… until
he began to seduce her.
Lucius the First asked her, “You came into the castle, yet were you not
going to visit me, Sir Pol?”
“Of course.”
Lucius the First raised his hand. The way he moved was so elegant that
it took a long time for Poliana to realize what he meant by it. The knights
around them murmured in shock as they also realized that the emperor
was offering to escort Poliana.
Poliana took a step back in shock and the emperor asked, “Are you to
leave me hanging like this?”
All Poliana said was she would spend some time with him. She never
agreed to have physical contacts! Poliana ran out of the break room past
the emperor in embarrassment. Lucius the First laughed and said to the
guards, “Isn’t she adorable? Don’t you guys think so too?”
Lucius the First, feeling awkward, coughed. How come no one else
could see how cute Poliana was? Well, it didn’t matter. Only he knew the
truth, which meant he was going to be the only one who got to enjoy
Poliana.
After the emperor left, as soon as the door closed behind him, the
knights began to talk all at once.
What else could it be? Lucius the First was clearly in love that he was
blinded.
Some of the knights, who were still suspicious of the rumor, knelt on the
floor and announced, “We have been wrong! Your highness! We were
wrong!” After this day, every member of the Second Division now firmly
believed in the rumor.
Poliana sighed in relief when Lucius the First did not insist. All she did
was walk behind the emperor, but everyone stared with interest. Lucius
the First took Poliana to a small dining room inside the castle where only
those closest to the emperor were allowed to enter. As they walked
together, the emperor said to her, “I heard that you haven’t eaten yet, Sir
Pol.”
Poliana frowned and Lucius the First laughed quietly like an old man. He
replied, “I don’t mind you being tense around me. It just means that you
are conscious of me.”
“…”
Because it was true that she did feel nervous, Poliana didn’t know what
to say. She straightened up, trying to look confident. She has lived as a
soldier all her life, which meant that Poliana had an excellent posture.
The servants standing in front of the dining room opened the door for
them. When they walked in, Poliana was surprised to find the room filled
with a feast.
Roasted meat, boiled meat, fried meat, and tartare… Deer meat, which
was Poliana’s favorite, was cooked in various different ways for her. In
addition, there were other rare dishes as well, including the special fruits
only found in faraway regions. They were brought here especially for
her, but all Poliana seemed to be interested in was the meat.
Poliana murmured, “I think this is a little too much.”
Normally, Lucius the First ate simple food. He was in his mid 30’s and
was very careful not to gain any extra weight. If he was younger or had
more time to exercise, the emperor would remain slim even if he ate all
he wanted. Unfortunately, Lucius the First spent a lot of his time at his
desk to work, which meant that he needed to stick to a strict diet to keep
himself in shape.
This meant that all the food that was prepared in the dining room… It
was all for Poliana. Poliana felt happy and a little nervous at the same
time. Lucius the First replied, “It’s not too much at all.”
She may be the woman he loved, but he still had to reprimand her when
necessary. He said to Poliana, “You were carrying the emperor’s son,
yet all you were eating was the dog stew?!”
Lucius the First felt hurt and apologetic that the woman he loved craved
the kind of food even the dogs refused to eat. His pride was hurt and
Poliana didn’t have an excuse. She herself felt embarrassed about her
pregnancy craving.
Poliana was also apologetic that she nicknamed Gerald “Dog Stew.” She
knew she should’ve come up with something better.
Inside the dining room, there were only two of them. Poliana didn’t see
any servants or guards. Lucius the First pulled out a chair for her and
smiled kindly.
“Have a seat.”
The emperor replied firmly, “No, I want to do this. Sir Pol, you just enjoy
your time here.” When Poliana hesitated, Lucius the First asked her,
“Are you planning to leave me hanging here again?”
‘Hmm…’
They sat across from each other and she was used to this. They also ate
together often before, so Poliana felt a little relieved because this was a
familiar scene for her. Of course, how the emperor treated her now was
vastly different than before, but still… No matter what, eating alone with
the emperor was always considered a great honor.
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“I hope you like them. I ordered all your favorite dishes to be prepared.
Enjoy.”
The food was indeed amazing. Although Poliana was still nervous, this
didn’t mean she couldn’t enjoy such a wonderful meal. The emperor
watched her chew on the roast with a pleased smile on his face.
“Who cares? I’m just happy to be here with you. By the way, what’s
happening with Gerald?”
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Lucius the First brought up the subject of their firstborn. A child this
young grew so much every day and the emperor was worried about
Poliana, who had to leave Gerald behind.
Lucius the First was, however, mistaken. Poliana wasn’t worried at all, “I
left him with the nanny. He’s perfectly healthy.”
“Even if he is, don’t you think he is still too young to be left without a
mother…? I’m worried.”
“Well, it makes sense since both you and I are in excellent health.”
Lucius the First remembered Gerald’s chubby body with thick bones.
The emperor hasn’t seen many newborns in his life. Just Duke Luzo’s
son, who was almost two years old by now, Princess Luminae who was
born prematurely, and his latest child Gerald. However, it didn’t take an
experienced midwife to see how healthy Gerald was.
Lucius the First and Poliana chatted about different things as they ate.
This wasn’t something new to them as they have often eaten and
conversed together before. They talked easily and Poliana felt
comfortable. When Poliana mentioned how Princess Luminae has yelled
“No” at her, the emperor stated that he had experienced it before as well.
Lucius the First admitted that he felt hurt by it and Poliana agreed.
The next topic that came up was Tory and Stra. The emperor said to her,
“I was so shocked when Stra told me she knew about how I felt.”
“I don’t know how I am going to face her, your highness. I’m ashamed.”
Stra ended up divorcing the emperor, but if she hadn’t, Poliana would’ve
been the one guarding her as the head of the Second Division. Poliana
didn’t know how she should’ve been able to do such a duty when she
knew Stra was aware of everything. Even now, Poliana didn’t know how
to face her. Lucius the First shook his head and replied, “This is all on
me, Pol. It was my burden to carry so you shouldn’t worry about it.”
Everything was the emperor’s fault. It was his mistake not to confess his
love for Poliana earlier. It was his fault for marrying other women and
was selfish enough to keep Poliana close to him. All of this happened
because of Lucius the First.
Poliana was innocent, and if anyone tried to blame the knightess, the
emperor was going to punish them without mercy.
“I really mean it. Even if you divorce me after we get married, I will not
remarry. You will be my only wife until the day I die.”
“Haa…”
The meal was delicious, but now, Poliana felt like she was going to get
sick. She sighed deeply, wondering if the emperor was threatening her in
a way.
“Your highness… Why me? Why does it have to be me?”
There were plenty of women out there in the world, so why her? Why did
he choose her? Poliana couldn’t understand no matter how hard she
tried. The emperor replied, “Is there any reason why one loves another?
One day, I saw you and I suddenly became your captive. I cannot
explain it, so I’m afraid I cannot give you an answer.”
The emperor remained calm, but it was Poliana who blushed. She
gulped down some cold water to cool down. The beautiful emperor and
his words made Poliana’s heart beat faster. It was a silly question, but
Lucius the First did his best to answer, “But since the lady I love asked
me a question, I should try harder to come up with an explanation. I
believe that even from early on, we were already in love with each other.
I was infatuated with you and you with me, Pol, because don’t you agree
that we loved each other the most in this world? In the beginning, it was
the love and trust between the emperor and his knight, and for me, this
deep feeling progressed into love as a man for a woman. It didn’t take
long before you became so precious for me.”
Lucius the First reminisced the days when he first realized how he felt
about Poliana. He also remembered the day he ended up betraying his
knightess.
“That day when I hurt you after I proposed… You asked me that if I
turned around at the cliff and found another knight, would I have fallen in
love just the same. I said the wrong thing at the time. I shouldn’t have
said what I said to you. The thing is, even if I didn’t fall in love with you
that day at the cliff, I would’ve fallen for you eventually; I’m certain of it.
When I accepted you as my knightess, I knew without a doubt that you
will become someone very important to me. And wasn’t I right? I am sure
you have felt this way before. Haven’t you ever felt that even though you
met someone for the first time, that person will become very precious to
you?”
Lucius the First was right. Poliana has felt something similar to it before.
It was when she first met the emperor. She knew, just as the emperor
did, that Lucius the First was going to be the center of her universe.
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Meeting him was the greatest luck Poliana experienced in her life. It
changed her destiny. Lucius the First often said that Poliana was the
greatest treasure he gained from his conquest. When Poliana heard this,
she couldn’t hide her happiness, realizing that they felt the same way.
The emperor continued, “To be honest, there were times when I tried my
best not to love you, Pol. I made the biggest effort in my life to change
how I felt, but I failed. No matter how hard I tried, it was hopeless. So all
I could do was hide my love. Now that I don’t have to suppress my
feelings, you have no idea how happy I feel.”
“Sir Pol, I will not pressure you into making any decisions at this point. I
am happy to do what I can do to make you want me. I am happy just for
the fact that I don’t have to hide my love for you anymore. All you need
to do is enjoy it. You just have to watch what I do as the man who loves
you and decide for yourself what you want to do with me.”
Poliana’s face and neck turned bright red. She looked down because
she could not face him. It was Lucius the First who was saying all these
embarrassing things, yet it was Poliana who felt shy and embarrassed.
All she did was eat her meal, so why did she feel this way?
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“You’re welcome. You are probably still tired from your trip, so you
should return home and rest.”
“Your highness… Why me, why did you choose me? There are so many
better women out there?”
“Pol…”
“Alright, your highness. Anyway, I am old and ugly. You are the man
every woman wants, but I am the woman no man wants. So I just don’t
understand why you are pursuing me like this. I realize there is no logic
or reason for love, but still… This still doesn’t make sense. There have
been plenty of beautiful and wonderful ladies in your life, so why do you
want me?”
“You’re being so cruel, Sir Pol. If what you say is right that I am the man
every woman wants, then shouldn’t you feel proud to have me fall in love
with you? You have always been a confident and proud woman, so why
can’t you be happy about my feelings for you?”
“Those are two very different things, your highness. My pride and
confidence have nothing to do with anything here.”
“You are wrong. And even if you aren’t, it doesn’t matter. Also, you are
not ugly. I find you adorable.” When Lucius the First told her she was
cute, Poliana became quiet. She blushed again and to hide it, Poliana
covered her cheeks. They felt warm on her hands and Poliana decided it
was time for her to go.
Lucius the First stood up quickly. Worried that he might try to pull out the
chair for her again, Poliana stood up immediately, but to her shock, the
emperor was at the door and opened it for her.
‘Dammit!’
This was now the second time she walked through the door that was
opened by the emperor. Such an honor was difficult to endure for her;
her eyes reddened and she felt like she wanted to disappear.
The servant waiting outside quickly ran to the barn to get her horse.
Poliana and the emperor walked leisurely outside. She made sure to
walk slightly behind Lucius the First. The emperor must’ve ordered the
horse to be brought to the back door. When they walked out, there was
no one around, not even a single guard. The servant who ran out to get
the horse was gone, thus, Poliana waited for her ride.
Poliana bowed and said to the emperor awkwardly, “Well then… Have a
good night, your highness.”
What Lucius the First did next made her feel even more uncomfortable.
He bowed politely and asked Poliana, “Please, my lady, allow me the
honor of kissing the back of your beautiful hand.”
The emperor has been dying to ask Poliana this ever since he saw Sir
Ainno do it to his wife. It was such a respectful request, but Poliana froze
as if he stabbed her. She looked like she was about to burst in shock.
“Your highness, you know my hands aren’t beautiful! They are ugly!”
Her hands were discolored and rough with callouses. Her fingernails
were broken and misshaped. Until now, Poliana has been proud of her
hands, but at this very moment, Poliana felt embarrassed.
Lucius the First said to her in frustration, “Smooth and soft hands aren’t
the only hands that are beautiful. Do you think a mother’s hands are ugly
if they are worn from sewing so much? Noble ladies work hard to keep
their skin soft and beautiful while the common women work hard to feed
their families. I believe the hands of all ladies are beautiful, just as I think
your hands as the knightess are beautiful.”
Lucius the First gently held her hands. A man’s hands on her skin…
Since they were both experienced swordsmen, Lucius the First had the
callouses in the same areas as hers. Poliana’s hands were, of course,
rougher. The emperor rubbed the back of her hand with his thumb, but
he did not kiss it. He was going to wait until she gave him her
permission.
The emperor was ready to wait forever for her even if she ran away. He
would wait day and night. He would wait for her for a decade. Perhaps
longer.
Poliana knew she was allowed to refuse him, but it was difficult to say
no. It was because Poliana has kissed the back of the emperor’s hand
so many times before. Love and respect were two different things, but…
Poliana remembered the first time she was allowed to kiss the emperor’s
hand. The happiness and excitement she felt… She would never be able
to forget that moment.
And here was the man who was clearly in love with her. He was looking
at her beggingly and Poliana didn’t have the heart to refuse him. It didn’t
feel right for her to say no when she was given the honor of kissing his
hand so many times before.
Poliana finally said to him, “Do whatever you wish, your highness.”
Lucius the First slowly kissed the back of her hand. Her hand was rough
while the emperor’s lips were soft.
Even though it was the back of her hand he kissed, strangely, Poliana
felt her palm feeling ticklish. In fact, her neck, back, breasts, feet, ears,
and even her teeth felt sensitive.
It was just a simple kiss on her hand, but Poliana became filled with
strange emotions. The unfamiliar feelings refused to disappear even
when she went to sleep that night.
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Poliana quickly lifted the demanding princess up into her arms. Because
Poliana was much thinner than the nanny or the wet nurse, the princess
didn’t seem to like Poliana’s embrace. The little girl was used to being
held by soft women. Although the knightess was on the voluptuous side,
especially considering how slim she was, Poliana’s body was far from
being soft. Her breasts got bigger during and immediately after her
pregnancy, but they were now back to their normal size. It was most
likely because she stopped breastfeeding and she was also taking the
medication that “dried up” her milk. Poliana was slowly regaining her slim
and hard body. Prince Luminae seemed to contemplate before wanting
to return to her nanny. However, she refused to let go of Poliana’s finger.
For a little baby, Princess Luminae was surprisingly strong as she
continued to grab onto Poliana’s finger stybbornly.
Suddenly, Poliana thought of her own son Gerald. It was the strangest
thing because when she was with him in Sitrin, she often didn’t even pay
attention to him even when he was in her arms. She thought of her son
more now than when she wasn’t with him. Why was that? Why did this
situation remind her of her son?
One of the maids asked, “Marquess, I see that you’re wearing gloves
today.”
Just from the kiss on her hand from the emperor yesterday, Poliana has
been feeling strange all night. At least, her body mostly calmed down by
now, but her hand still felt very warm as if the kiss happened just a
moment ago.
Didn’t people say that the fourth finger of the left hand had a vein that
ran directly to the heart? That was why the wedding ring was worn on
this finger. Lucius the First must’ve kissed her fourth finger yesterday
because her heart still felt strange even now.
Poliana visited Tory yesterday, and now, it was time to see Stra. When
Stra saw Poliana, her eyes teared up as she congratulated her,
“Congratulations on your wedding, Marquess Winter!”
Stra hasn’t changed at all. Poliana was going to marry her ex-husband,
yet Lady Stra was congratulating Poliana with genuine happiness.
Poliana was planning on apologizing as soon as she saw Stra, but she
became speechless at Stra’s greeting.
“But you are going to marry him, right? My maids and I are all cheering
for you!”
Stra was still as kind as ever. It seemed that everyone was rooting for
Poliana, but this didn’t make her happy. She asked Stra, “Aren’t you
upset about it?”
“Upset? Why would I be upset? It’s not like you seduced his highness,
Marquess. And you do not need to act so formally around me anymore. I
am no longer his highness’s wife. I am just Stra, one of the heads of the
maids.”
“You may have divorced him, but his highness still used to be your
husband…”
“If I was the kind of woman who would be jealous and upset about this
situation, I would’ve never agreed to work in the castle. I have no ill
feelings towards you, Marquess. It’s actually his highness that I am a
little…”
Soon after he and Stra were divorced, Lucius the First said something
rude to her. Ever since, Stra has been a little unhappy with the emperor.
The marriage between the Acreian emperor and a princess from one of
the colonies… It was a typical example of a strategic political marriage.
At the beginning of their marriage, Stra fell in love with Lucius the First,
but before their first wedding anniversary, her feelings disappeared. Ever
since, Stra has been watching how things progress between Lucius the
First and Poliana. She enjoyed the love story developing right in front of
her eyes.
Because Stra was no longer the princess’s mother since she divorced
the emperor, she could no longer raise princess Luminae herself, but
she still could remain in the castle and help.
But when Stra returned to Yapa for this job, she was disappointed to find
Poliana gone from the capital city. She was certain Lucius the First was
going to confess his love for her, but it seemed that the emperor didn’t
do a thing. Stra became very upset and disappointed in the emperor.
However, things were finally happening the way they should and Stra
was ecstatic! When she first heard the rumor about the emperor and
Poliana, she screamed with excitement.
Stra smiled shyly and said to Poliana, “Anyway, there is no need for you
to feel uncomfortable here, Marquess. I hope you know that I have been
cheering for you and the emperor for a very long time.”
Blushing, Stra added, “Of all the romantic stories I have heard in my life,
yours is the best.”
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Here was another person who wanted a happy ending to this situation.
Poliana was still struggling to find what true happiness was, but it
seemed that everyone around her was certain of what would bring
happiness to her.
The marriage between herself and the emperor. This is what everyone
wanted for her.
They say that a man becomes happy when he marries the woman he
loves, and a woman becomes happy when she marries the man who
loves her. Based on what everyone has told her and what she read in
the romance books, this was the conclusion Poliana came up with. In a
lot of the stories with a knightess, if the main character died, it was
considered a sad story. If she lived, it was thought to be a happy story.
Poliana survived everything she had to go through in her life, and she
was going to be satisfied with this fact. But it seemed that people around
her wanted more for her. They wanted a “happy ending.”
Of course, it also didn’t help that her hand, the very hand the emperor
kissed yesterday, still felt ticklish as if a puppy licked it just a moment
ago.
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Duke Luzo with his receding hairline from all the work…. Marquis Zeese
who found the castle more comfortable than his own home because he
did not trust his own wife… These two men shuddered as they saw the
work piling up on their desks.
“My lord, I have a foxy wife and a dovely son waiting at home myself.”
Marquis Zeese’s wife was able to avoid being punished during the recent
political turmoil thanks to her husband. However, Lady Zeese was
shocked to find how her husband was secretly on the emperor’s side.
She couldn’t believe she was never told of his plan, and ever since, they
have been living as strangers.
Sir Bentier regretted his decision, but it was too late to change what he
did. He should’ve trusted his wife. He should’ve trusted women in
general. Sir Bentier did not blame anyone because he knew it was all on
him. It was his fault.
But what about Duke Luzo? The chancellor has always been a
workaholic, to begin with, but Duke Luzo never was! He was being used
just because he was the emperor’s cousin.
The Acreian government was still short on officials. The emperor was
being very thorough in hiring people because he wanted to pick the best
of the best. This was a great idea, and it was going to pay off in a few
decades, but it also meant that the government was going to be shortstaffed for a
very long time. The only reason the current officials were
able to survive being overworked was because their own emperor
worked very hard alongside them.
Then recently, the emperor announced all of a sudden that he was going
to take a vacation for himself in order to focus on seducing Poliana. The
emperor’s marriage was an incredibly important deal for the entire
kingdom, which meant that no one could fault the emperor for taking
some time off. Sir Bentier and Duke Luzo would’ve loved to just tell the
emperor to marry someone else, but when they heard Lucius the First
and Poliana already had a son together, the two men could not oppose
this marriage.
Duke Luzo complained, “When will I get to rest?! When will I get to enjoy
my life?”
The emperor, meanwhile, was hard at work to make Poliana fall in love
with him. He was waiting at the outer door of the lady’s quarters and
when Poliana came out after visiting the princess, he snatched her
away. He asked her to lunch with him again and Poliana could not
refuse. After the meal, he suggested they should take a walk in the
garden as he claimed that he hadn’t had the time to exercise at all due to
his work.
Lucius the First has always been a workaholic emperor and Poliana
didn’t doubt his words. In the past, she has been worried for him for
working too hard.
She felt obligated to walk with him in order to give him at least a small
break from his work. Today, the emperor looked as gorgeous as ever.
He dolled himself up again and he was glowing, perhaps because he
was in love. Poliana thought he reminded her of the beautiful mist of an
early morning on a crisp autumn day.
The two walked quietly in the garden. Because this particular castle
garden boasted of beautiful blooming flowers, it was often crowded.
However today, it was completely empty. Lucius the First walked ahead
while Poliana followed him from behind awkwardly. Whenever he turned
to look at her or stepped back to get closer to her, Poliana became
nervous. She begged him, “Your highness, you’re going to fall. Please
be careful.”
“Please just keep walking. You will hurt yourself if you fall onto the
paving stone; it’s very dangerous.”
“But I can’t help it. When I see the flowers, I think of you. When I see the
birds, I think of you. When I see the sky, it reminds me of you.”
Just as the emperor did, Poliana looked back from time to time to see
him. The two, trained to be brisk during the war, were fast walkers.
Poliana walked as fast as she could, but she could feel Lucius the First
closing the gap easily. It almost felt like she was being chased and the
tension intensified. Poliana realized her mistake. This was supposed to
be a simple walk, but it felt different.
Poliana also began to see the things she never noticed when she was
walking behind the emperor. His beautiful summer forest green eyes
greeted her. Even though they were walking the best garden in the
castle, it seemed that Lucius the First could not take his eyes off of her.
He smiled at her, happy that he could look at her all he wanted.
Suddenly, Poliana felt ticklish again. Her heart especially did a
somersault, and the feeling was much more intense than yesterday.
Poliana looked down and continued to walk.
Lucius the First asked her, “It has been so long since I last saw you
wield your sword. Perhaps you will honor me with a spar sometime
soon.”
Did the emperor know how he made her feel? He brought up the subject
he knew made Poliana feel comfortable. During her stay in Sitrin, she
kept herself sedentary. She tried her best to train whenever possible, but
the midwife and the doctor kept a close eye on her. It was a miracle that
she was able to give a decent fight when Sir Donau asked for a duel.
Poliana felt excited at the prospect of a spar with the emperor. When she
looked happy, Lucius the First grinned.
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Lucius the First said to Poliana, “I said, you’re finally walking at the same
pace as me.”
“You were walking like you were running away from me, but now, you
aren’t.”
When they first began their walk in the garden, every time Lucius the
First took a step, Poliana took two. But now, just as the emperor said,
they were walking at the same pace.
Every time Lucius the First took a step, Poliana took a step along with
him. The emperor smiled and asked, “I am not chasing you, so why were
you running away?”
Poliana pouted and replied, “I didn’t run away, your highness.” When she
slowed down a little, Lucius the First suddenly closed the distance and
said to her, “Don’t run away. You’re only making me want to catch you.”
Although the emperor said this, he didn’t mean to catch her. All he did
was to close the distance between them. His sudden move surprised her
and made her trip. Thankfully, Poliana, a soldier, had excellent reflexes.
She quickly regained her balance, but lost it again when the emperor
yelled, “Sir Pol! That’s dangerous!”
Poliana ended up stumbling backward. Most people fall forward and hurt
their noses, and although most would think this was unlucky, Poliana
would’ve preferred to stumble forward than backward. Because as she
did, Lucius the First caught her from behind.
Luckily, she didn’t fall into his embrace. Well, lucky for Poliana, not so
much for Lucius the First. He said to her, “You walking ahead of me is
dangerous. Let’s not do that anymore.”
Lucius the First squeezed Poliana’s hand, but she didn’t even have the
time to be shocked by the feeling of his skin. It was because when she
almost fell, she saw the windows of the building around them.
They were being watched by a huge audience! Poliana had no idea they
were putting on a show for everyone in the castle!
Lucius the First replied, “Yes, I can see that we have a large audience.”
Lucius the First smiled and replied, “Good, good. I’m glad.” He let go of
her hand and made her walk alongside him.
“But!”
“…”
The emperor interpreted her silence as a yes to the first option. He took
one of her hand and they began to walk together. As if to make her feel
comfortable, Lucius the First looked ahead. It was actually Poliana who
was staring at him. She couldn’t stop looking at the side of his face. Her
hand felt ticklish just because he was holding it.
This was all because of the kiss on her hand. It was because the
emperor kissed the spot where the vein was connected directly to her
heart. This was the excuse Poliana tried to stick to, but she secretly
knew the truth. The hand he was holding right now wasn’t the same
hand the emperor kissed yesterday. She was also wearing her gloves,
yet she still felt like she could feel him. This sweet feeling slowly climbed
up to her wrist, arm, and to her heart.
Poliana felt angry. It was Lucius the First who confessed his love for her.
Poliana was supposed to only love the emperor as her sovereign while
Lucius the First declared that he loved her as a woman. This meant that
it was the emperor who should be feeling nervous.
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So why was it that Poliana’s heart was pounding so fast? It felt like her
blood, once cold, was now flowing into a warm place. Her body tingled
strangely.
Poliana looked down at their hands together. She didn’t like that fact he
was the one holding her hand and she was following him. Although she
knew this was considered rude, Poliana squeezed back. She held his
hand harder than the emperor and looked down at their hands again. It
felt right. It felt right for her to be the one leading. The strangely ticklish
feeling disappeared. Pride filled her.
Poliana finally felt calmer. She was relaxed enough that she could
converse with the emperor. When she looked up at Lucius the First’s
face, she saw that the emperor was blushing subtly. He was a man in his
mid 30’s and he was blushing like a schoolgirl, yet it didn’t look odd. In
fact, the rosy blush suited the emperor.
This was the question of the century. How could Lucius the First be so
gorgeous? He was like a pretty blooming flower.
Meanwhile, Lucius the First looked down at Poliana and wondered, ‘How
could a woman be so adorable like this?’ The emperor couldn’t believe
how cutely Poliana was acting just now. She was squeezing his hand
and looking proud of herself. Lucius the First was having a hard time
keeping his cool. The two were thinking the same thing about one
another.
It was obvious that they were very close. They clearly trusted each other
and now, they were smitten with each other.
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Poliana agreed to have lunch with Lucius the First again. She thought
about refusing the request, but she couldn’t. Poliana didn’t know that the
emperor was on vacation. Even though the emperor worked constantly,
there seemed to be no end to the amount of work required to run a
kingdom. Poliana, still believing that Lucius the First was working hard,
felt obligated to have lunch with him when he was sparing his precious
time for her.
The loyal knightess could not refuse her emperor. After they parted in
the garden, Poliana began to assault a tree. She was wearing her
gloves, so she was able to punch harder than usual.
Bam! Bam!
Those still watching wondered, “Who is that man and how is he able to
make Marquess Winter bow like that?”
Poliana couldn’t help but laugh. Momo was a timid man who found it
difficult to express his anger. He was not good at confrontation, which
meant he normally kept his frustration deep inside. But this time… He
couldn’t believe how Poliana lied to him and made him look like a fool.
Momo argued, “You abused my trust in you! His highness is now going
to believe that I’m a liar!”
Auditor Momo found this situation to be too unfair; he lied to the emperor
to keep Poliana’s pride and honor intact, but it turned out that the father
of Poliana’s child was the emperor himself!
Lucius the First did not tell Momo about the existence of Gerald, but
Momo was able to figure it out himself. After all, Momo was considered
one of the most detailed and intelligent men in the government.
Of course, even if Poliana told him that the father was the emperor,
Momo would’ve still lied to Lucius the First. After all, Momo considered
Poliana his good friend.
Poliana apologized again before running away. “Haha! I’m so sorry!” The
knightess ran, but the auditor followed her. Unfortunately, Poliana was a
much better runner with excellent stamina. Momo, with his desk job,
could not keep up and ended up losing her. Their broken friendship,
which was repaired when Poliana gave him an interest-free loan to
purchase a home, was destroyed again.
Later on, they would become good friends again after Poliana helped
him to become the highest-ranking scribe, but this wasn’t to happen for
many more years.
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After making sure Momo couldn’t catch up to her, Poliana sighed. She
has been so busy that she forgot about him. It wasn’t that she valued
him; Momo was unfortunately just a very forgettable person.
She finally found a safe subject to discuss with the emperor tomorrow at
lunch. Poliana felt a little relieved. There was no war going on anymore,
so why did Poliana feel so tense? Seeing Lucius the First was a source
of great joy for her, but Poliana also couldn’t help feeling nervous and
uneasy.
Poliana thought she was used to his beauty by now since she worked a
long time as his guard, but she was obviously wrong. When Lucius the
First was just an emperor, Poliana did not feel this way. But now that he
was treating her as a man would a woman, Poliana’s heart did funny
things.
The biggest problem here was that Poliana liked this situation. The way
she felt… Perhaps the word “like” wasn’t the right term, but Poliana
definitely knew that she didn’t dislike it. The ticklish sweet feeling on her
hand that traveled to her heart… Something was definitely happening
here.
This something… It was similar to the feeling she felt when Frau
approached her. It was also similar to the feeling she felt when the other
handsome knights treated her like a lady.
But what she felt right now… It was stronger. It felt… more pleasant.
Although she denied it so far, Poliana had to admit that it was nice to be
pursued, especially by a beautiful man she greatly respected. He
confessed his love for her! It would be a complete lie if she claimed that
she hated this situation.
If only Lucius the First wasn’t her emperor! If the man who was pursuing
her wasn’t Lucius the First, she would’ve accepted his love by now.
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The next day at lunch, another feast was prepared for Poliana as
expected. She was, however, still surprised because the table was filled
with dishes that were completely different from the lunch the day before.
Poliana felt a deep respect and guilt towards the royal cooks, who must
be slaving away even though there wasn’t even a castle banquet. Their
hard work was going to fatten up Poliana.
Poliana still hasn’t lost all of the pregnancy weight yet. She also did not
regain the muscles she lost. She lost some weight from breastfeeding,
but she most likely also lost a lot of nutrients from her body to feed
Gerald. This was one of the reasons why Poliana decided to stop
breastfeeding as soon as possible. The custom-made full armor the
emperor gifted her was Poliana’s pride and joy. She never wanted to be
forced to adjust it like so many older knights who had to replace the
stomach portion to accommodate their changing bodies.
Poliana said to the emperor, “Your highness, I would like to ask you for a
favor.”
“Tell me.”
The emperor looked like he was ready to give her anything she wanted.
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Lucius the First has always been a generous emperor, especially to
those close to him. He has always been obliging to Poliana and Sir
Ainno, and now that he was openly in love with her, Poliana could ask
him for anything and he was only willing to give it to her. Lucius the First
was ready to give Poliana the world. He looked at her with tremendous
affection.
As usual, Poliana ate quickly and the emperor watched her happily. He
couldn’t stop smiling as if he found her to be the loveliest thing in the
world. Lucius the First smiled and smiled, and he couldn’t hide his pride.
Poliana couldn’t understand why.
Was he proud of her big appetite? Was he proud of the fact that she ate
very well?
‘Well, it is true that watching someone you like to eat well is very
satisfying.’
Poliana said to the emperor, “I want to talk to you about Momo. I would
like you to reinstate him as your scribe.”
“Right? You think so too? I was thinking the exact same thing.”
Lucius the First grumbled for a while, but in the end, he gave his
permission for Momo to change his department. With this favor, Poliana
was able to keep her friendship with Momo safe.
Just like yesterday, Lucius the First suggested they take a walk after the
meal. Although Poliana agreed, she felt uncomfortable having an
audience watching them again. If the emperor asked her to walk the
garden, she was going to suggest a different location.
Lucius the First nonchalantly offered her his arm and Poliana almost
took it without thinking.
Poliana looked down at the emperor’s arm quietly. She couldn’t imagine
holding his arm like a lady. She also felt awkward holding his hand, but it
would look odd if she refused to do so when she did it only yesterday.
Gulp!
After swallowing audibly, Poliana decided what to do. She put her hand
on top of his and then squeezed before swinging their hands together.
Lucius the First was overjoyed that Poliana took his hand without a word.
Watching him looking proud, Poliana became confused. Why was he
looking so proud? Was he proud of her hand strength? It was true that
Poliana had great hand strength.
“Your highness, where is Sir Ainno? I haven’t seen him all day.”
Poliana was shocked to hear this news. ‘That jerk is actually sick?’
Sir Ainno’s mission in life was to protect the emperor. He was a true
knight who refused to ever admit he was in pain even when he was. Sir
Ainno believed in being manly and he would never leave the emperor’s
side just because he was sick.
‘Unless… Is he sick like the way he was sick after Cekel kicked his
crotch?’
At the time, Sir Ainno took a sick leave more so from his damaged pride
than actual pain. When Poliana couldn’t hide her shock, Lucius the First
realized that this was his chance to tell her about what Sir Ainno did to
him.
‘Wait. No, I shouldn’t waste this opportunity. I can use this better.’
The sneaky emperor suddenly thought of another plan. Lucius the First
didn’t say a word because he came up with a much better idea. Sir
Ainno used the emperor for his gain, so why couldn’t Lucius the First do
the same? The emperor decided that his payback to Sir Ainno would
have to come later.
When Lucius the First remained quiet, Poliana asked, “Is Sir Ainno being
beaten by his wife, Lady Cekel?”
Poliana knew that Sir Ainno was smitten with Cekel. She also witnessed
how strong and firm Cekel was with Sir Ainno before their marriage.
When Poliana looked up at him hopefully, Lucius the First laughed and
replied, “No, he hurt his head, so I told him to take a day off. I also told
his lady wife to take time off so she could take care of him. By the way,
Sir Pol, I think most people would think of an illness when someone
takes a sick leave, not an unhappy marriage.”
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Lucius the First found Poliana’s thinking amusing. When people thought
of an unhappy and violent marriage, they thought of a husband beating
his wife, but Poliana was the opposite. The emperor would’ve actually
loved to see Lady Cekel beating up Sir Ainno, but he knew something
like this would never happen.
Poliana murmured, “Well, something similar happened in the past, so I
was just thinking out loud.” She secretly would’ve loved it if it was true,
but Poliana would never admit this out loud.
Never!
The emperor replied, “Oh, that’s true. I remember Inno taking some time
off after Lady Cekel kicked him.”
While they chatted, the emperor and the knightess finally arrived at the
greenhouse. This place was familiar to Poliana because the emperor’s
wives often used to visit it. But the greenhouse looked very different
now. It looked unfamiliar and Poliana wondered, ‘Is it because I haven’t
been here for a long time? Wait… I think there are many more flowers
here.’
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The reason why Poliana knew many flower names was because she had
a keen interest in geography and geology. She knew very well how
different plants grew in different climates and soils. In the past, Poliana
found it very helpful in coming up with battle strategies if she knew the
geology of the area well. It became her habit to study different plants.
The greenhouse was beautiful. She could see how hard the gardeners
must’ve worked to have the flowers from different climates to bloom at
the same time. Lucius the First smiled as he watched Poliana check the
roots of the flowers rather than the blooms.
He has been planning for this for a long time. He ordered the gardeners
to make sure there are exotic flowers blooming at all times so he could
propose at any time. As his plan for the marriage proposal became
delayed, the greenhouse became filled with more and more flowers. The
emperor knew he would never have to worry about proposal flowers
now.
Since they had Gerald together now, Poliana accepted the idea of
marriage. There was no denying that the birth of their son was what
made this possible. What Lucius the First now needed to focus on was
to make sure Poliana continued to think positively about their marriage.
He needed to do everything he possibly could to make sure Poliana
does not ask for a divorce.
“Pardon?”
Lucius the First picked a blue lily blooming nearby and tucked it behind
Poliana’s ear. Poliana flinched when she saw the giant flower coming at
her. It was way too big to be put behind one’s ear, but somehow, Lucius
the First balanced it on her ear and smiled in satisfaction.
Since the emperor looked so happy, Poliana wanted to be happy about it
as well, but… Only crazy women put flowers in their hair and besides,
this particular flower was just too big. If anyone saw her, a rumor would
begin immediately that Marquess Winter has finally lost her mind. Lucius
the First exclaimed, “It suits your hair color, Sir Pol.”
No matter who looked at it, Poliana’s hair was a dull brown. At best, it
could be considered a light brown, but it certainly was not golden like
that of the emperor’s. The flower would have suited Lucius the First
much better with his blond hair.
Poliana laughed awkwardly. The subtle vibration from her laugh caused
the flower to fall to the ground. Unfortunately, Poliana’s thin hair was not
able to support the giant bloom. Poliana lowered her body to pick it up.
She was about to pick it up when the emperor’s hand touched hers.
Poliana frowned and said to him, “Your highness, I should be doing
things like this for you.”
Lucius the First gently took the flower from Poliana’s hand. He
straightened up quickly and said to her, “Things like this… These are
part of my job now. Giving you flowers and picking up the things on the
ground for you… I want to do these things for you. Please don’t take this
away from me.”
Lucius the First gently shook the lily to get the dirt off. He murmured to
her, “With the blue flower in your hair, it looked so beautiful like a blue
bird sitting on a cornfield.”
Apparently, the flower represented the blue flower and Poliana the
cornfield. The emperor added, “The blue bird looks the best when it is
sitting on a cornfield, after all.”
Lucius the First put the flower behind his ear and said to her, “See? This
doesn’t suit me.”
Before she met the emperor, Poliana believed that flowers and men
didn’t go together. But now, she knew that Lucius the First looked
amazing with flowers and jewels. She suspected he would even look
lovely with laces.
While Poliana ogled him with her eyes, Lucius the First picked a few
more flowers. His action was casual, but he was very gentle with the
flowers.
“Your highness, you will hurt your hand.”
The smell of the greenery was much stronger than that of what had
bloomed. The sticky fluid ran down her fingers from the stems. Poliana
thought, ‘I can’t breathe.’
Poliana felt like she was suffocating. It wasn’t because of the strong
scent of the flowers; it was because Lucius the Frist’s smile was too
blinding.
She was fine yesterday when she was with him, so what was different
today? Suddenly, Poliana realized that the difference was the location. In
the garden yesterday, they were an open space with an audience, but
today, they were alone in a closed space.
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What Poliana didn’t know was the fact that Lucius the First asked the
gardener previously to learn the meaning behind all of the flowers in the
greenhouse. Poliana also didn’t realize that although it looked like the
emperor was picking the flowers randomly, he was actually selecting the
flowers that represented what he wanted to say to her.
But it was okay that Poliana didn’t know these things because most
flowers in this world carried the meaning of love. All the emperor wanted
to tell her was that he loved her. Lucius the First desperately wanted
Poliana to know the true extent of his feelings for her. And now, it
seemed that Poliana was giving Lucius the First her truth.
Poliana said to him, “As you know, your highness, you used to be just
my emperor. I never saw you as a man. I think you used to feel the same
way about me. I did not see you as an opposite sex until that…
unfortunate accident.”
Poliana gritted her teeth. If it wasn’t for the huge mistake she made that
night… This ridiculous situation would’ve never happened. If she didn’t
get so drunk that night…
The reason why Poliana avoided Lucius the First in the past wasn’t just
because she felt guilty. It was mostly because every time she saw him, it
reminded her of that night. It was even more frustrating because she
actually didn’t remember what happened that night. She remembered
only small pieces of it, and just these memories were enough to make
her run away. Poliana almost felt suicidal during this time. If she didn’t
get pregnant, it was very possible that she eventually fell in love with the
emperor on her own.
Some wouldn’t understand how someone can fall in love just from
spending one night together. How could a person be so simple? But
then, Poliana was a very simple woman. In fact, Poliana began to like
Frau just because she decided to marry him. She began to fall for him
just because he was going to be her husband.
Poliana didn’t know what love was. She never felt a genuine affection of
a man for a woman. Poliana was loved as a student, a colleague,
subordinate, superior, and friend, but never as a woman.
And now… She was experiencing the love between a man and a woman
for the first time in her life. She still didn’t know about the love between a
mother and her child yet because she never experienced it with her own
mother. This was perhaps why Poliana still did not like Gerald much.
She was going to marry Lucius the First only because of Gerald. She
may have given birth to him, but to Poliana, Gerald was the son of her
beloved emperor rather than her own flesh and blood.
To Lucius the First, Gerald was the luckiest thing that happened to him
while to Poliana, it was the opposite.
Until now, perhaps even now, Poliana did not believe in true love. This
was no wonder since all she felt in her life were the friendship between
the colleagues and the affection from her emperor. She still did not trust
what she was feeling right now, especially because it began after that
unfortunate night. Poliana felt that feeling this way about the emperor
was inappropriate and rude.
She continued, “To be honest, I do like how you are treating me, your
highness. I do like it… and I am attracted to you, but it is because I like
this situation. A handsome man falling in love with me… Who wouldn’t
like that? But I am not sure this is because it is you, your highness, or it
is because I am a loose woman. I mean, after all, I said some mean
things to you in Sitrin, so for me to suddenly be attracted to you like
this…”
“You are not a loose woman, Sir Pol. Not at all.”
Lucius the First begged her to stop blaming herself for anything. He
continued, “You should do whatever you want. You should enjoy this
situation if you want. That is exactly what I would like. If you experience
what I can offer you, and if you like it, then you should keep enjoying it.
That would make me very happy. This is how I really feel. And
besides…”
Lucius the First adjusted the flower tucked behind his ear and added,
“You deserve it, Sir Pol. You worked so hard all your life that you
deserve a man like me.”
In most stories, the knights were richly rewarded after their adventures.
Unless it was a tragic story, they all ended in a similar fashion. The hero
would find a treasure, be awarded with a castle by the emperor, be
kissed by a beautiful lady, or be greatly respected by the other knights.
Some heroes got everything including an honorable reputation, wealth,
and a beautiful wife.
Lucius the First emphasized the fact that Poliana deserved all the
happiness in the world. Poliana agreed because she felt the same way.
She believed that she had the right to enjoy all of the good things in life.
The emperor said to her, “It would be my honor for you to want me and
lust after me, Sir Pol.”
Lucius the First suddenly closed the distance between them. He slowly
lowered his face to kiss the bouquet Poliana was holding. Poliana was
mesmerized as she watched the most beautiful man kissing the beautiful
vibrant flowers.
Even the most exotic flowers could not outshine the beautiful green eyes
of the emperor. It felt like a dream to see the emperor surrounded by the
flowers. Poliana couldn’t help the overwhelming affection she felt for this
man. The vague memories of that drunken night filled her head, making
her feel dizzy. The intensity of her feelings… They were always there
deep inside of her, and now, they were beginning to surface.
What a lovely man her emperor was. Could it be that what she did that
night wasn’t a random act due to being drunk? Could it be that she
always had feelings for Lucius the First and she just never knew about
it?
At this point, however, it didn’t matter. What was important now was that
something was happening between them. Something was happening to
Poliana.
“Of course.”
One of the many special rights Poliana had was the honor of kissing the
emperor’s hand and his rings. Being a very polite woman, she always
asked for his permission before kissing his hand. Lucius the First offered
his hand without hesitation, but to his shock, Poliana grabbed it and
pulled him towards her. The emperor was greeted by Poliana’s embrace
and then…
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As soon as her lips touched his, Lucius the First’s eyes widened.
Poliana’s eyes, however, were closed so she did not notice the
emperor’s surprise. Their lips rubbed against each other. Before the
emperor could open his mouth, Poliana stepped back. Lucius the First,
although disappointed, did not pull her back towards him. He let her go.
The emperor wasn’t going to force her. He wasn’t going to pressure her;
this was his way of showing her how considerate he is.
Perhaps it was a stupid thing to do. Many would think so, saying that
such patience and consideration were silly. Even Lucius the First thought
this; his patience was what caused that snake Frau to use Poliana in the
past.
But even knowing this, the emperor could not help being gentlemanly.
This was because he knew very well what could happen once he started
to do what he wanted. He was the most powerful man in the kingdom.
He had the power to take Poliana in any way he wanted. If he began to
use his power for his personal gain, Lucius the First knew that it would
be the beginning of him turning into a tyrant. What he gained from then
on would become meaningless. What he wanted was for Poliana to
choose him, not be forced to be with him. Perhaps it was his
powerfulness that made his love so much harder.
His heart was pounding wildly, but the emperor said to Poliana
nonchalantly, “I thought you were going to kiss the back of my hand.”
Lucius the First was worried his heart might burst out of his chest. He
was even more concerned that Poliana might hear his heartbeat, so he
took a step back and acted calmly. Poliana said to him, “I thought I might
realize something by doing this.”
“Your highness, I love you. I can tell you without a doubt that this is the
truth.”
Lucius the First was not surprised by this statement because he knew
this already. Everyone could tell that Poliana loved and respected the
emperor. The knightess and the emperor were smitten with each other.
Their love for each other was greater than anything.
Unfortunately, however, the kinds of love they felt for each other were
very different. Poliana continued, “My love for you has been from a
knight to her emperor, but now, I am beginning to see you as a man.
This change has brought me a lot of confusion. Your highness, you told
me that your love for me suddenly changed. It is possible that the same
thing happened to my feelings for you too since just now, I wanted to
kiss you. So I thought that if I did what I wanted, which was to kiss you, I
thought I might learn something from it… But that wasn’t the case.”
“If you ever want to test out things like that again in the future, please
feel free to do it. I welcome it wholeheartedly.”
He would not only welcome it, but he would greatly appreciate it.
Poliana shook her head and replied, “There is no need because I will
admit that I am physically attracted to you. In the past, whenever I saw
you, I didn’t feel anything like this, but now…”
Poliana didn’t finish her sentence because she was afraid that saying
what she thought out loud would be considered sexual harassment.
Lucius the First was desperate to hear how she saw him, but he didn’t
prod.
Poliana couldn’t hide her confusion. She was filled with wants and
needs, but she couldn’t tell if they simply came from her lust for the
emperor, or from love. She wanted to kiss him. There was no denying
that she did. She thought that if he kissed him, her confusion would
magically disappear and she would know the truth, but unfortunately, the
kiss only confused her even more.
Love and lust often came together, but not always. There were times
when they occurred separately. If one could only sleep with a person he
or she loved, the human race would’ve ended a long time ago. Most
people Poliana knew married without love, but even so, they all had
plenty of children and lived content lives.
Poliana said to him, “I just don’t get it. I don’t understand what I am
feeling. Not at all! But your highness, if what you feel for me is similar to
how I feel, then…”
Poliana, uncertain about her own feelings, asked the emperor if it was
possible that he confused his lust for love. Could it be that he was also
having difficulties distinguishing the two similar but very different
emotions? It was an extremely rude question. It was worse than when
people whispered that the emperor had a fetish for older women
because he lost his mother at a very young age.
Lucius the First’s eyes sharpened with anger, but he quickly controlled
his fury. The woman he loved, standing in front of him, was the infamous
Poliana Winter. She never had any marriage prospects until she was
well into her thirties. She spent all her life surrounded by men on various
battlefields. She became an adult without a first love. The very first man
she fell for was a gold digger and a conman, and her first pregnancy was
from a drunken night with her emperor. Her life has been very different
than that of Lucius the First, who lacked nothing. Although he lost his
parents very young, he grew up being loved by many.
Lucius the First said to her, “I will forgive you since you only asked this
question out of confusion. But remember this; I will never forgive such a
question the second time.”
“I apologize, your highness.”
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If all Lucius the First felt for Poliana was lust, it would’ve been easy for
him to satisfy his needs. All he had to do was order her to his bed. If
what he wanted was just simply to marry Poliana, it also would’ve been
easy for him to achieve this. All he would have to do is to order her.
Even if he betrayed her and lost her trust, it didn’t change the fact that he
was Poliana’s emperor and therefore her master. Poliana could never
leave the emperor. She would always have to follow his order.
But Lucius the First refused to force her in any way and Poliana trusted
him to be fair and honorable. The emperor said to the knightess, “I want
to tell you this, Sir Pol. It is true that I love you and lust after you, but I
am the kind of a man who would always respect you rather than force
you. I hope you realize what it feels like to have someone who genuinely
loves and cares for you. I think you already are beginning to learn what it
feels like, right? You told me that you don’t dislike it. You said you
actually like being treated this way. This is only the beginning. There is
much more to come. I am a little hurt that you would even consider my
feeling for you to be just lust. You are very cruel, Sir Pol.”
It indeed hurt the emperor greatly. When Poliana saw how the emperor
felt, she gritted her teeth. She realized that she was being a coward. She
ended up insulting the emperor.
“You are so cruel, my beloved lady. Let’s end our walk for today.”
This was all Poliana’s fault. She promised not to doubt the emperor’s
love, but she ended up insulting him. Poliana tried to kneel and
apologize, but Lucius the First refused to give his permission.
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That day, when Poliana returned home, she found a gift that was sent
from the royal castle. It was a large wagon filled with hundreds of
flowers. It looked like all of the flowers from the greenhouse were
plucked and put inside this wagon.
The butler and the servants carried the flowers into the house proudly.
This gift was proof that their mistress, Marquess Winter, must be the
emperor’s most favored person. The first floor of Poliana’s mansion soon
became filled with flowers.
These were no ordinary flowers. The seeds came from all over the
kingdom and the castle gardeners have been working tirelessly for years
to grow them. There were spring, summer, and autumn flowers.
The main hall was filled with the heavy scent of the flowers, but it wasn’t
overwhelming. Poliana, however, felt a little dizzy as she stared at the
emperor’s gift.
“Umm… Since they are from his highness, we need to treat them with
respect.”
“Then I will take care of them, Mistress. I will pick out the most fragrant
once for your bath and perfume. The flowers with the most vibrant colors
will be dried and made into potpourri. The rest will be divided and placed
in multiple vases and I will make sure they last as long as possible.”
Poliana was thankful that she had such a capable butler. When the
butler saw the bouquet Poliana was holding, he asked, “And what is it
you are holding, Mistress?”
The flowers that were cut professionally by the gardeners indeed had
clean ends. The bouquet of flowers in Poliana’s hand, however, had
rough and torn stems. If these flowers aren’t trimmed properly, they
weren’t going to last a very long time. But Poliana replied, “No, I… I will
take care of these myself.”
Lucius the First gifted Poliana with flowers many times before including
the champion’s garland in the past. Receiving a flower from the emperor
was one of the greatest honors, especially when they were given with
love.
This bouquet… These flowers were the first ones the emperor gave to
her after he confessed his love. They carried a deep meaning and
Poliana felt a little burdened by them. Poliana felt determined to keep
this bouquet forever. She will not let it be lost this time. She was going to
dry it herself and put it near her bed and to do this, she first needed to
trim the ends properly.
Before removing the ribbon, Poliana first put her nose on the flowers and
inhaled deeply. The green scent of the plants was much stronger than
that of the flowers, and it reminded her of the clear green eyes that
looked at her so adoringly.
‘I’m parched.’
Poliana suddenly felt so thirsty. She took a sip of water, but even after
drinking the whole cup, her thirst didn’t disappear. The thirst that can’t be
quenched even with water… This was no ordinary thirst. Poliana, who
decided to quit drinking, considered getting a bottle of wine but decided
against it. She knew that no alcohol could take care of this problem.
Poliana laid down on her bed and decided to admit the truth.
She missed Lucius the First. She wanted to see him. Poliana was still
uncertain if what she felt was love or lust. The strange ticklish feeling on
the back of her hand and her heart evolved into ravenous thirst.
Being loved by someone who felt so unfamiliar and odd… Poliana felt
shy and embarrassed, but also proud and arrogant. To be pursued by
the greatest man in the kingdom… Poliana felt special. Perhaps her selfconfidence
needed a boost after all.
Lucius the First called her cruel, but Poliana felt the same way about the
emperor. To her, the emperor was the most generous yet the cruelest
man. In the past, he never bowed to anyone, but now, the way he acted
around her made Poliana feel bewildered and uncertain. He restored her
confidence in herself, but his love also made her baffled.
“…”
Poliana sighed, unable to fall asleep.
***
That same night, the emperor was also unable to fall asleep. Lucius the
First and Master Chail chatted secretly.
“Your highness, it was expected. It’s natural to get tired of the same
thing, even if it’s your beauty.”
Master Chail was the person who spent the most time with the emperor.
Lucius the First staggered a little at Chail’s statement. The emperor was
certain that no one could ever become tired of his beauty.
“Chail… Are you serious? Is that how you feel about me too?”
“Of course not, your highness. I would never become tired of your
gorgeous face. All I am saying is that it’s possible Marquess Winter may
feel this way.”
Lucius the First wasn’t completely convinced, but he decided not to
question Chail further. Master Chail was one of the very few people in
this world who the emperor could discuss such an important yet private
subject. Lucius the First did not want to lose Chail by being too
demanding. Most of the time, Chail just listened quietly to the emperor,
but this was enough for Lucius the First.
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The Poliana Chail knew definitely wasn’t one of these typical ladies.
Master Chail has seen Poliana push her guards against a wall if she
found them weak. Poliana also treated her colleagues this way if she
thought they were acting unmanly. When Chail pointed this out, Lucius
the First disagreed, “This is different! I will keep showing her my
strength, but I will also show her my more sensitive side. She will find me
fascinating and charming!”
Chail thought secretly, ‘If you know so well, why haven’t you been able
to seduce her yet, your highness?’
But Master Chail also knew that Poliana was a difficult woman to
seduce. In fact, Chail believed that Poliana Winter may be the most
difficult lady to love. But then… Lucius the First was the emperor of
Acreia. Of all the men in this kingdom, he had to be the only one who
might have a chance.
The emperor could easily have any other woman he wanted, but
knowing him well, Master Chail wasn’t surprised Lucius the First picked
the harder road for himself.
Love was a funny thing. Many say love was a young man’s game, but
although he was in his mid-thirties, it seemed that the emperor’s game of
love wasn’t quite over yet.
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Poliana frowned. The deep wrinkles on her forehead made her look
mature and regal. Last night, she didn’t get to sleep until early in the
morning. Since it was her habit to wake up early, Poliana ended up
waking up without much sleep at all. Whatever sleep she got was not
enough. Poliana felt horrible.
‘I’m so tired.’
She felt both physically and emotionally fatigued. Poliana could feel
herself aging. Getting old was not a fun experience. After an aggressive
breakfast, Poliana sat blankly. Her brain wasn’t working properly.
The butler asked, “Aren’t you going to the castle today, Mistress?”
“Since you received the flowers as a gift, you need to repay him with a
present yourself.”
Yes, the beautiful flowers that now decorated the marquess’s mansion…
Poliana nodded in understanding. Lucius the First publicly gave her an
incredible gift. If it was just a single flower or even a bouquet, Poliana
could’ve just thanked him, but she received a wagon full of flowers that
were seen by everyone in town; a simple thank you was not going to be
enough.
“A gift for the emperor… I don’t know what a proper choice would be as
a thank you for the flowers. What should I give him?”
Poliana groaned and crossed her arms. She did embroider several
handkerchiefs during her pregnancy because the midwife and the doctor
insisted it was good for the baby. Unfortunately, Poliana left these
handkerchiefs in Sitrin. She never thought to bring them with her to Yapa
because why would she? Who would’ve thought she would need them?
Poliana didn’t explain further, making the butler believe that it was her
poor sewing that displeased the emperor. This, however, was not the
truth; Lucius the First refused to wear these gloves because they were
made of alligator hide.
Poliana insisted that she shouldn’t go to the castle until she picked out a
gift, but the butler said to her firmly, “You must go today. The first thing
you need to do is thank his highness; you can come up with a gift later.”
It was clear that the butler was on the emperor’s side rather than
Poliana’s, but Poliana had to admit that her butler was right. The
emperor gave her an incredible gift that would make any lady swoon with
pleasure. It was only right that she visited him in person and thanked
him.
“But wouldn’t it be better if I pick out a gift first and thank him with it?”
“For his highness, your visit would be the greatest gift he can hope for,
Mistress.”
“…”
Poliana had no idea her butler was such a corny romantic. His comment
made her feel embarrassed, so she quickly returned to her room. The
butler, who was an elderly man, kept a straight face. He couldn’t
understand why Poliana found his comment so distressing.
***
Poliana faced Lucius the First rigidly. Before she thanked him for the gift,
Poliana had something more important to say first.
In the greenhouse yesterday, she doubted his love once again. She
thought that perhaps what he felt for her was lust, not love. Poliana
immediately regretted saying such a thing as soon as she asked the
question. She knew what she did to the emperor was unforgivable, yet
instead of getting angry and punishing her, Lucius the First gave her a
wagon full of flowers. He gave her all the flowers in his greenhouse.
Poliana knew he sent them to show his love and forgiveness. Poliana
was kneeling on the floor and looking down, waiting for the emperor to
punish her.
“I was not going to say this, but…” Lucius the First looked at the top of
her head and sighed. He continued, “You’re just like Inno when it comes
to kneeling. You kneel all the time like him.”
“Yes, you do. You’re so loose with your kneeling; you kneel too easily.”
“I am not easy!”
She was not an easy woman! Poliana protested angrily. The only one
she kneels for was the emperor, so how could he call her an easy
kneeler? Poliana stood up quickly, making Lucius the First smile. The
best way to boost Poliana’s mood was to bring up her nemesis.
“Sir Pol, now that I think about it, I really do think you and Inno resemble
each other.”
“Think about it. You both used to fight for my affection in the past, but
now you both have abandoned me… It looks like neither of you needs
me or wants me anymore… You’re treating me like an old unwanted
shoe…”
Now that he said it out loud, Lucius the First really felt sad. He gave
Poliana a lonely smile before turning away. He remembered the time
when Poliana couldn’t seem to spend enough time with him.
“In the past, you and Inno used to fight for my attention and affection…
But now, Inno is married and he barely notices me. And you, Sir Pol…
You think what I feel for you isn’t genuine…”
The more he thought about it, the sadder he became. Lucius the First’s
eyes watered a little, and Poliana gasped in shock. She kneeled again
and exclaimed, “I’m sorry, your highness! I deserve to be punished!”
“It was funny to me. It was fun to joke with you like the old times.”
It seemed that no matter how old the emperor became, his sense of
humor never improved. Lucius the First put his hand on Poliana’s
shoulder and helped her stand up.
“Rise, Sir Pol. I have done you wrong many times before and this is your
first time making a mistake, so there is no need to apologize.”
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“You are too rigid, Sir Pol. Well, alright. I would like you to give me a gift
in return for my flowers and as an apology.”
Lucius the First has always been the giver of this relationship while
Poliana was the one who always received. He was the emperor after all
with all the wealth and power in the world. Lucius the First gave her so
much so far, and all Poliana gave him in return had been a simple thank
you. So today, she expected the emperor to say that all he needed was
her thanks. Poliana realized that she was very wrong about this. She felt
confused, ‘Should I hire someone to go grab my handkerchiefs from
Sitrin?’
Poliana asked the emperor what he wanted, and Lucius the First replied,
“Give me your whole day.”
Lucius the First shook his head, telling her that is not what he meant.
“Spend a night with me.”
All Poliana could do was nod…
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Even though Lady Siming told Poliana she could stand comfortably,
Poliana refused to relax her stomach. She continued to hold her breath
as long as she could, making Lady Siming sigh.
“Marquess Winter, you’re very slim even without you holding your
stomach in.”
“No, you don’t. In fact, Marquess, you’re still too thin; It would be nice if
you gain a little more weight.”
“No way!”
There was a reason why Poliana refused to let her body change in
shape. The armor the emperor gifted her after conquering the
continent… This golden armor was her pride and joy. There was no
bigger honor for a knight than receiving a custom-made armor from the
emperor.
These three things were satisfied to make Poliana’s armor. This female
armor was shaped to enhance Poliana’s body through its feminine lines.
It was elaborate and elegant, making it look like something that a
fictional knightess from a romantic story might wear. If Poliana wore this
and did not take off her helmet, the armor had the power to make people
imagine that there was a beautiful knightess inside it.
The armor maker who created this retired afterward, making Poliana’s
piece his last one. His students carried on, but if Poliana wanted to make
adjustments to her armor, a different metal will have to be added by a
different armor maker. There was no way her armor would look the
same, and Poliana did not want this.
“I also ordered the servants to bring all the furs they could find!”
When the emperor mysteriously asked her to give him her night, Poliana
ended up nodding nervously. As soon as she agreed to his request,
Lucius the First called for Lady Siming.
After the emperor asked Poliana to spare him her whole day, he
disappeared, leaving her alone with Lady Siming. Poliana tried to
escape, but she was quickly captured by the lady, who looked
thoroughly determined.
To Poliana’s surprise, Lady Siming had brought a dress, which fit her
perfectly. Poliana had unusually overdeveloped shoulders, arms, and
chest, yet she had no problem fitting into this dress. It was an outfit
Poliana has never seen before, so she asked, “Lady Siming, why do you
have an outfit that was custom-made for me?”
“Do you remember how I made a dress for you in the past?”
“Yes, of course.”
“I didn’t want to take it apart because I put a lot of work into it. I also
didn’t feel right giving it to you since you broke up your engagement. So I
just kept it until now.”
Although Lady Siming was the royal seamstress and designer, she had
made some outfits for Poliana in the past per the emperor’s request.
Lady Siming was asked to make Poliana’s wedding dress as well as
other party outfits for her wedding, but after the Frau incident, all the
work had to be stopped.
One thing that was lacking severely in the Acreian castle was the
number of royal family members. At the moment, there were only two
people: Lucius the First and his daughter Princess Luminae. Because of
this, Lady Siming and the other royal seamstresses didn’t have much to
do.
Thankfully, the emperor was a very fashionable man, which meant that
there was some work to do, but it just wasn’t enough to keep the royal
fashion department busy. Princess Luminae was too young, which
meant that there was a limit to the use of jewels and silks in making her
outfits. Lucius the First, who enjoyed wearing lavish outfits and
accessories, was still a man and therefore could not satisfy Lady
Siming’s desire to create beautiful dresses for a lady.
Lady Siming has been secretly working out various dresses for Poliana
to keep herself busy. Although Poliana wasn’t in Yapa, Lady Siming still
had all of her measurements.
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The robe Lady Siming made for Poliana was shredded to pieces the day
Poliana first wore it. Lady Siming put a lot of thought and effort into this
robe, so she couldn’t hide her disappointment when it was destroyed. So
immediately afterward, Lady Siming began to work on a new robe.
She designed and completed a pretty blue robe for Poliana. Lady Siming
remembered Poliana insisting her favorite color was blue, so she chose
the fabric carefully. Lady Siming has been waiting for Poliana’s return to
the capital city. She planned on giving it to Poliana and lie to her that she
made it a long time ago along with the green dress that was made for
the banquet.
Then suddenly, Lady Siming heard a lovely rumor about the romance
between the marquess and the emperor! She could not believe her luck
and joy. Lady Siming studied the blue dress she made for Poliana and
wondered. Was this meant to be? Was this dress she created on a whim
to be used as a wedding dress?
But then… This blue robe was not fit to be used as the empress’s
wedding dress. Even though she wasn’t ordered, Lady Siming began to
work on a wedding dress for Poliana. Today, she made further
measurements on Poliana’s body so she could complete the wedding
dress later in secret.
The emperor did not order anyone regarding his and Poliana’s wedding
plan, but there was no need. Everyone, as soon as they heard what was
happening, began preparing for the upcoming event on their own.
Chancellor Marquis Zeese began to gather the items necessary for the
wedding ceremony. Duke Luzo, who was superstitious just as much as
his cousin the emperor, began to look through the calendar to pick the
most auspicious day for the wedding. Sir Mahogal, knowing the Knight’s
Order will need to attend the ceremony, began to teach his men the
basic royal etiquettes. Sir Wook and Sir Jainno suspected that the royal
wedding party may last for many days, so they began to organize their
schedules and plans to keep the city streets safely guarded.
Sir Ainno, on the other hand, didn’t do anything. This was fine since the
emperor would’ve been happy as long as his friend didn’t cause any
trouble.
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Lady Siming asked Poliana, “See, Marquess? This is your favorite color,
right? The accessories are very simple but elegant, right?”
“Yeah, it’s very pretty but when did I ever say I like blue?”
Lady Siming’s eyes widened in confusion and fear. Didn’t Poliana insist
only on blue dresses before?
It was obvious that Poliana only insisted on blue, not because it was her
favorite color, but because it was the color she was most used to. Lady
Siming and her maids sighed in relief.
Knock, knock.
Someone knocked on the door and one of the maids went out to open
the door. Poliana was only wearing her underwear because Lady Siming
was trying on different fabrics on her. Poliana quickly moved behind the
privacy screen. She could hear people coming and going outside the
thick fabric screen. It seemed that large heavy boxes were brought into
the room. Lady Siming, who was inside the screen with Poliana, finally
went out to see what was going on. Poliana could hear Lady Siming
shaking her head and ordering the men, “This isn’t enough. We will go to
the storage ourselves to have a look. Please open it for us.”
“To go inside the storage… How dare you suggest such a thing…”
Poliana’s ears picked up the man’s voice. The man who was arguing
with Lady Siming was someone she knew because she recognized his
voice. Poliana tried to remember who it was and after a few minutes,
finally realized that it was the man who worked as the keeper of the royal
treasures and valuables stored in the Yapa castle.
The man argued, “Only a royal member can enter the storage.”
“Even so…”
“His highness will allow it. Where do you think I got all these silks and
furs from?”
One of the servants, who was watching nervously, quickly went out to
get the emperor’s permission. It was clear that everyone wanted things
to go smoothly. The entire castle was helping Lucius the First to make
this marriage happen. As soon as the emperor’s permission was
granted, Lady Siming dressed Poliana in her original clothes and they
walked towards the treasure storage. The butler and the other maids
followed excitedly.
As she stood inside the royal treasure storage, Poliana gaped in shock.
“…”
She could understand why the treasure keeper acted so nervously when
Lady Siming suggested they go into the storage. Inside was filled with
the most precious and priceless gems and jewels of the entire continent.
The number of treasures Lucius the First collected was enormous. It was
a good thing that there was already a well-organized catalog of the
treasures or else, it would’ve taken a lifetime to figure out what was
inside this room.
Even Tory, Stra, and Rebecca, who were the emperor’s wives, were
never allowed into this storage. Whenever they needed to wear royal
jewels, only certain maids who were given special permission could visit
the treasure keeper. It was only after the treasure keeper gave his
permission when the maid could enter the storage under the keeper’s
watchful eyes to grab what she needed.
The selection process was also carried out by the keeper. Only very few
and specific jewels were allowed to be worn by the emperor’s wives. In
the history of Acreia, there has never been an incident where the person
who was going to wear the jewels was allowed to enter the storage to
pick them out herself.
The keeper took out a large key chain. The keys were necessary to open
the many boxes inside the storage. He opened each of them one by one
and it took two guards to lift the heavy doors open.
One of the guards met Poliana’s eyes and grinned. He was silently
cheering for her.
Poliana and the guard were arguing silently while Lady Siming and the
maids looked around the room. The room was surprisingly not shiny; in
fact, it was rather dark. It was because the jewels and the gems were
mostly stored inside the boxes. The place was organized according to
different types of jewels.
Lady Siming and the treasure keeper began to discuss their plan.
“I don’t think the extravagant style will suit her so we should choose
elegant items…”
Poliana’s opinion was also important, so the keeper asked her, “Are
there any specific gems you prefer, Marquess Winter?”
“That is something you should have made with your own money,
Marquess.”
Poliana flushed angrily. Did he think she was a beggar? She replied, “I
was going to. I just wanted to have a look at one from here so I get an
idea of what design I should get.”
The maids brought out different styles of daggers and laid them out in
front of Poliana. She stared in happiness as she enjoyed the beautifully
bejeweled weapons. Lady Siming said to her, “I can see you like the
gems, Marquess; that’s very feminine of you.”
The keeper argued, “It’s not just the ladies that love the gems. We’re
driven by instinct to collect shiny things.”
This was true. If it was only the women who liked the gems, then why
would there be so many jeweled weapons? Men also loved gems. It was
partly because it represented power and wealth, but still, it was a fact
that men loved shiny things just as the women did.
After the jewels were selected, the real work began. After putting on
Lady Siming’s blue robe, the accessories were put on Poliana. Before
leaving the treasure storage, Poliana was given one of the lovely
daggers. Poliana wasn’t planning on keeping it, but the keeper told her it
was ok. He murmured that everything in the storage was going to be
hers anyway very soon.
It seemed that Poliana was the only one who opposed the relationship
between herself and the emperor. She felt a little lonely, feeling like she
was all alone in this.
After the preparation was done, Lady Siming and the maids brought out
a full-length mirror. Poliana stared at herself now looking like a highborn
lady. Normally, most women would greatly improve in appearance after
so much work and care, but in her case…
Poliana genuinely was curious about why something still didn’t seem
right. She still didn’t look feminine. One of the maids finally murmured,
“Well… The nose is supposed to be the center of one’s face, but in your
case… I mean…”
The maid was very accurate in her assessment. Poliana’s bent nose
indeed made her look mean and vicious. In addition, Poliana worked as
a soldier all her life. She killed countless men and her harsh face
showed it. There was always a frown on her face and with the uneven
nose, Poliana looked very strong and unique.
There was no way she could ever become a fragile lady. No one could
deny the power and authority that exude from her body.
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Lady Siming tried to make Poliana feel better, “Marquess Winter, you
may be unmarried yet, but you aren’t a young girl anymore, so we need
to emphasize your elegance and maturity…”
But the truth was, the other ladies in their thirties still did their best to
look fragile and feminine. Even some married women with three kids still
wore veils to emphasize their girlishness, while here was Poliana, who
was a single woman but needed to “show off” her maturity. Poliana
couldn’t help feeling a little sad about it, but she also couldn’t deny the
fact that Lady Siming and the maids were correct in their assessment.
Poliana was the type that improved in appearance as she became older.
Unlike some women who bloomed beautifully in their teens and twenties,
Poliana maintained a constant solidity as her charm. She was
unchanging and steadfast, which was what the maids focused on when
they dressed her.
It was always a good thing for the emperor and the empress to be
beautiful. However, Lucius the First had more than enough beauty for
both of them, which meant Poliana didn’t have to worry about her own
appearance.
The final result of Lady Siming’s work was a lady who looked formidable
and unwavering. Poliana’s posture was straight and her manners
faultless from serving the emperor for such a long time. The woman who
stood in front of the mirror was not conventionally beautiful, but everyone
in the room could see that Poliana was going to make a majestic
empress.
***
The day was getting dark and Poliana was finally escorted to the
emperor. When he saw her, Lucius the First became speechless. After a
few seconds of silence, he finally said to her, “There were times when I
thought you might not look suitable to stand next to the emperor, but I
was very wrong.”
“Pfft.”
Poliana covered her mouth to stop herself from laughing. She felt
embarrassed as she replied, “Your highness…”
“My eyes are perfectly fine, Sir Pol. See? I can see that I’m holding two
fingers.”
Lucius the First quickly replied as he waved two fingers in front of his
eyes. Lucius the First asked Poliana for a whole day to spend with him,
but it took her half a day to get ready. Now, what was going to happen?
Poliana waited patiently for the emperor’s order.
It was dinner time already, so they ate together. Poliana, still worried
about gaining weight, so ate less than she usually did. The emperor
looked at her with concern as he said to her, “We will be working out all
night, so you should eat up.”
Oh my god. Poliana blushed uncontrollably.
It had to be…
‘Why did I say yes? So are we really going to sleep together? Just like
that? Really? Will it be possible when we aren’t drunk?’
***
After the dinner, Lucius the First held her hand and escorted her out of
the dining room. Poliana felt confused and nervous, not knowing what
she should do.
‘Will we go right to bed? Or will we go for a walk first? Are we really
going to do this? Are we going to drink first? We aren’t even married, so
is this ok? Well, we already have Gerald together… And we are going to
get married anyway… So I guess it doesn’t matter? So is it really ok for
me to sleep with his highness like this? I mean, I always thought the
emperor could have everything for me, but this feels different… I don’t
know what I want…’
The truth was, Poliana’s body wanted Lucius the First. There was
denying that her body craved him, but her heart seemed uncertain.
When Lucius the First took her outside the building, Poliana became
tense.
‘Outside?!’
This was only their second time sleeping together and it seemed that the
emperor wanted to do it outside! How daring!
Poliana began to sweat profusely. Her entire body was becoming wet.
The makeup and her styled hair were all being ruined, but there was
nothing she could do about it.
He said to her mysteriously, “I won’t let you sleep at all tonight.” He let
go of her hand and walked up to the gazebo. Poliana rubbed her hands
nervously like a fly waiting for its meal. Her hands were sweating as well
as she yelled, “Should I take off my clothes now?”
“What?”
Lucius the First, who was about to ask Poliana to dance with him, froze.
‘Oh my god.’
It was clear that the emperor was acting like a perfect gentleman asking
a lady to dance. Suddenly, Poliana realized that she made a mistake. It
was only her whose mind was in the gutter. She was completely wrong
about her assumption for tonight and the emperor’s intention.
Lucius the First, who never imagined the woman he loved would ever
ask such a thing to him, seemed confused.
“I thought you were talking about the type of ‘exercise’ that is done
naked…”
“What! How could you?! I mean, it’s not that I don’t want to, but we aren’t
even married yet!”
The emperor acted like a blushing virgin bride on her wedding night.
Normally, he enjoyed imagining spending erotic nights with her.
However, recently, he has been trying to control his dirty thoughts since
he was in the middle of courting Poliana. So, for her to bring up this
subject all of a sudden… Lucius the First felt a little angry that Poliana
misunderstood his gentlemanly intention. Did she still think he was only
lusting after her rather than truly love her?
Poliana argued, “But it was you who said strange and suggestive things,
your highness!” When she was embarrassed or surprised, Poliana tends
to become angry and aggressive. She yelled at the emperor, strongly
believing that this situation was largely Lucius the First’s fault.
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Poliana looked around and asked the musicians who were hiding around
the gazebo. They have been waiting for a long time on standby. These
musicians were supposed to start playing when the emperor began to
dance with Poliana, but it seemed that things weren’t going according to
his plan. The musicians all replied with a nod.
“See? Your highness, the things you did and said tonight were very
misleading. It is no wonder I misunderstood you.”
“But I am innocent! Did you really think I would force myself on you like
that? Outside?!”
Lucius the First staggered a little in shock. He ordered all the musicians
to leave and leaned against a stone chair. Poliana, who argued heatedly
because she felt too embarrassed, now regretted her words.
Because she worked as the emperor’s personal guard for many years,
she knew that if she didn’t console him now, Lucius the First was most
likely going to pout for days. The best way to make him feel better was to
compliment him.
“…”
“…”
“And the moon and the stars are so bright tonight. So how about it, your
highness? Would you allow me this dance?”
Poliana bowed politely while holding her dress up like a lady. Lucius the
First finally turned towards her. After a sigh, he took her hand and they
walked to the center of the gazebo.
The sun was almost completely set now, leaving only a slight bit of
redness in the sky. The bugs continued to cry because it was a mating
season. After a long silence, the emperor finally said to her, “I realize
that you and I are both adults and we even slept with each other once
already… But…”
This was very true. Ever since Poliana returned to Yapa, Lucius the First
never made any unnecessary physical contact with her. All he did was
look at her adoringly and ask her politely if he could kiss the back of her
hand. He also waited patiently until she was ready to hold his hand.
The emperor continued, “They say men should be greedy while women
should be patient. I am, however, proving my love for you by being
patient so that you would become greedy for me, Sir Pol.”
While they chatted, their first dance ended, but Lucius the First could not
let Poliana’s hand go. Just as he said, once he began to dance with her,
he could not stop.
This time, it was the emperor who bowed to her and asked her to dance.
Poliana bowed back and took his hand. Lucius the First chose an
excellent location to dance. The moon, now high up in the sky shone
directly on the gazebo.
Poliana’s dance moves were textbook and rigid but Lucius the First led
her smoothly and elegantly. While they danced together, their breathing
and heartbeat matched perfectly. Poliana could not stop looking at the
emperor. It was the same for Lucius the First. The emperor made sure
not to touch Poliana more than was necessary, which oddly disappointed
her.
Just how many dances were they going to dance? It was Poliana who
first fell onto fatigue. She didn’t get a good sleep last night and she didn’t
eat much at dinner earlier. Lucius the First encouraged her, “Sir Pol! We
can dance more! You can do this.”
“It’s pretty chilly at night nowadays. You just gave birth recently, so it is
important to keep yourself warm at all times.”
Lucius the First looked up at the sky longingly and continued, “My
mother died when I was very young because she didn’t take good care
of herself after giving birth to me. She got a very bad cold and didn’t
make it. So please, Sir Pol, I am begging you. Please take care of
yourself.”
The emperor did not bring up his dead mother spontaneously. This was
a topic he prepared in advance. He also looked up at the sky at an angle
that allowed the moonlight to shine on his face and hair.
Lucius the First wanted Poliana to realize what a sensitive man he was.
He may have been the emperor of the kingdom, but deep inside, there
was a great sadness of losing his mother very young. He might have
been a perfect man, but he was also someone who needed a woman’s
warmth and sympathy.
This was what Lucius the First learned from his friend Sir Ainno. He
didn’t care if Poliana pitied him. What the emperor wanted was any kind
of strong emotion from her. Lucius the First wanted Poliana to show
interest in him. He wanted her to love him.
He wondered secretly, ‘Do I look handsome now? Does Pol think I look
good? Or does she think I look pitiful?’
“Your highness…”
The emperor looked so lonely and suddenly, Poliana felt a strong urge to
lessen his sadness. She wanted to be the one who healed the emperor’s
pain. She wanted him to know that he wasn’t alone.
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Poliana wanted Lucius the First to know that she could provide him the
warmth he craved so much.
Her heart began to beat very fast as she looked at the emperor. Could
this be love? It had to be, right? Then should she say it out loud? Should
she tell him? Poliana knew he would be thrilled to hear it.
Poliana stood up from the chair to stand next to the emperor. But as she
stood up, she accidentally stepped on the blanket. Luckily, Poliana had
excellent reflexes, which meant she would’ve staggered a little before
straightening up. However, Lucius the First’s overreaction made things
worse.
The emperor was busy wondering what Poliana was thinking when he
spotted her stumble. Lucius the First grabbed Poliana’s wrist and pulled
her towards him. Unfortunately, this made her lose her balance even
more. The emperor turned his body to embrace her and they ended up
bumping into the nearby column.
By the time Poliana opened her eyes, she found herself trapped
between the emperor and the column.
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If the emperor left her alone, Poliana’s reflexes would’ve kicked in and
she would’ve been fine, but Lucius the First tried to help and this
surprised her even more than anything. Poliana thought about pointing
this out, but she kept her mouth shut.
The night sky was full of stars and underneath it, Lucius the First’s face
moved closer to her. He was still holding her wrist while his other hand
was supporting her neck.
‘I’m trapped,’ Poliana thought suddenly.
Just as she thought he was going to kiss her, Lucius the First let her go.
She was free now, but her heart continued to pound fast.
Badum, badum.
The emperor said to her, “That was close. You need to be more careful.”
He also apologized to her for touching her without her permission. He
was being a perfect gentleman yet when Poliana didn’t reply; he became
uncomfortable.
Lucius the First glanced at her nervously, trying to figure out what she
was thinking. It was a very difficult task because she was neither smiling
nor crying. She also didn’t look angry. Poliana seemed surprised, but the
emperor could not tell if she was shocked because he suddenly
embraced her or because she almost fell.
“Sir Pol, now that I think about it, something like this happened to me
before. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I thought I was
going to die. You were trying to protect me from an assassin, but it was
you who almost killed me.”
The emperor brought up one of his favorite memories from the past. It
was the time when she slammed him against a wall for his protection.
Just thinking about that moment still made Lucius the First heart skip a
beat.
What the emperor didn’t realize was that Poliana was feeling the same
sharp emotions he experienced at that time. He had no idea how
Poliana’s heart was pounding because, at this very moment, she found
him incredibly attractive.
Lucius the First has always been attractive. The problem for Poliana was
the fact that he was going to become more and more handsome. What
she felt right now was more intense than how the emperor felt before. In
the past, Lucius the First suffered from difficulty in breathing and chest
pain. Poliana, however, felt even worse now.
Her hands felt heavy as if they were chained. Her heart felt trapped in a
cage. The moonlight that shone on the gazebo seemed to have captured
her like a helpless animal.
Her soul was forever changed. Poliana knew she would never forget this
moment until her death. She was going to think about this moment over
and over again in the coming days.
“Your highness…”
Poliana was afraid but also happy and excited. Poliana wanted to run
away but also hold on to him. She wished this moment would last forever
yet she also wanted this night to be just a summer night’s dream.
Poliana’s lips trembled a little as she whispered. Her voice was barely
audible, but because Lucius the First was so focused on her that he
could hear her perfectly.
Sun-burnt skin, noticeable scars, and twisted nose. When she smiled
wide, the missing molar was very noticeable. Even he couldn’t say
Poliana was beautiful, but to him, she was the loveliest woman in his
kingdom.
His love for her grew day by day. Ever since the moment he realized
how felt about her, Lucius the First never stopped loving her. They say
age worsens people’s appearances. They say that as time passes, one
becomes tired of the same face every day, but strangely, Lucius the First
never felt this way. Every day he saw her, he fell in love with Poliana
over and over again.
Some say love usually only lasts three years, but to the emperor, his
love for her was eternal. Every week, every day, and every moment…
Lucius the First fell in love with her again and again. In a way, it was a
battle he was never going to win. He was the loser in this war of love, but
then at the same time, he was going to be the winner who earns the
woman he loves.
Because he fell in love with someone like Poliana, his fight was a difficult
one, but in some ways, it was also destined to be an easy battle. It was
because Poliana was desperate for love. It was impossible for her to
refuse someone who was ready to shower her with love and affection.
So…
“But are you really sure it’s okay for me to love you?”
“You do not need to ask for my permission to love me, Sir Pol.”
In truth, Poliana wasn’t asking this question to the emperor. She actually
was asking herself and society.
Was she really allowed to love the emperor? For an unknown reason,
Poliana felt guilty about it.
Was it because it felt like she was coveting the emperor she was
supposed to respect and admire? Was it because she was desiring the
husband of her dead friend? Or was it because she felt guilty towards
Princess Luminae?
In this kingdom, Marquess Winter was the only woman who possessed
all the freedoms of a man. She was forced to become a soldier, but she
ended up paving a powerful life out of her situation. While all the other
women were forced to live inside the invisible wall the society created,
Poliana was the only one who escaped it.
But if she loved Lucius the First, she could no longer live outside this
wall. She had to voluntarily return to “where women belonged.” Although
she would be living inside the most luxurious castle, this castle was
going to be inside this invisible wall.
Was this really okay? Why did she feel so guilty? Why did she have to
feel like she was doing something wrong? Was it the right decision to
give up everything she accomplished for love?
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Tory said to her that Poliana’s life was her own and therefore she should
do whatever she wanted.
Stra told her that Lucius the First and Poliana would make a great
couple.
Sir Donau told her that she should do whatever she desired.
Not a single person was against their union, and for some reason, this
scared Poliana even more.
But she could no longer control her desire. She lunged at Lucius the
First and embraced him. The emperor, without hesitation, embraced her
back. She felt his warm arms on her body.
Poliana closed her eyes and focused on the beautiful man. Perhaps she
would regret it once this night was over, but for now…
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The next day, Lucius the First woke up before Poliana this time.
The emperor didn’t get much sleep last night. Just the fact that Poliana
was sleeping next to him… He was so happy that he didn’t want to miss
a moment.
Lucius the First quietly drew down the bed canopy so Poliana could not
be bothered by the sunlight. He tried his best not to make any noise, but
Poliana, who was a very light sleeper, opened her eyes. Lucius the First
tried to give her a morning kiss, but he was stopped by Poliana’s loud
groan. She stretched her arms and pounded her back hard.
Her hangover dulled her muscle pain the first time they slept together,
but now, Poliana could feel every inch of her body clearly.
They looked at each other. Poliana stared at him blankly while Lucius
the First blushed and looked away shyly.
“I am excellent.”
“…”
“…”
Then, there was silence. They were close enough that they usually felt
comfortable in silence, but after spending the night together… They
couldn’t help feeling awkward. It was the emperor who couldn’t stand the
silence anymore. He coughed and put the kettle on the fire. Walking
towards the table, Lucius the First pretended to be busy picking out the
tea.
Poliana busied herself wiping her body with a wet towel. She realized
that they have finally done it this time. There was no going back now.
They weren’t drunk when they chose to be with each other. There was
no excuse. On top of that, all of the emperor’s maids and servants knew
about their night together now.
It was beyond PG 15. In fact, it was more like PG 28. This was perfectly
alright since they were both over 30 years old.
Lucius the First poured some cold water into a teacup and handed it to
Poliana. He looked excited and happy like a groom after his wedding
night.
Poliana thanked him quietly. Lucius the First was not a good tea maker.
He put the tea leaves when the water was too hot. Poliana, however,
didn’t complain. It was rare for her to complain about the taste of food
because she could usually eat anything and everything.
Lucius the First sat next to her at the table. He took a sip of his tea and
frowned at the taste before telling her, “If we get another child from last
night…”
His speech was much more respectful, and he seemed very proud of it.
“Well, you are going to be my wife very soon, which means I cannot talk
to you disrespectfully, Pol.”
‘Oh.’
Suddenly, Poliana realized what was happening here. Lucius the First
addressed those close to him by their nicknames. Towards the end of
the conquest, he began to call her “Pol,” but when he realized that he fell
in love with her, he changed back to calling her “Sir Pol.” After she broke
up with Frau, he again began to call her Pol until Poliana sobbed after
Lucius the First confessed his love to her.
She was addressed as “Sir Pol” by the emperor since then even after
she returned to Yapa. He was making a point of calling her by her
knight’s title because he knew how important her position was to her.
Poliana replied, “But your highness, we aren’t married yet.” She began to
count slowly as she continued, “Spending one night doesn’t mean we
must get married. If that was the case, you would have so many wives
by now… Let me see… One, two, three…”
Poliana stopped counting and replied, “It’s just a joke, your highness.”
“Haha.”
Lucius the First patted his chest and staggered a little. “You’re so funny,
Pol. I almost had a heart attack because it was so funny. Anyway, if you
insist, I won’t change how I talk to you.”
“Your highness, I may have fallen in love with you, but that doesn’t
necessarily mean I will marry you.”
Lucius the First tapped the table quietly as he added, “I understand this
isn’t fair for you. If it was anyone else other than me, the emperor, you
wouldn’t have to give up so much. I understand why it would be hard for
you to accept me.”
“You are correct, your highness.”
“If it was anyone else… Even my cousin Luzo, who is working like a
slave for me… You wouldn’t have to give up your sword. The two of you
would’ve slaved away for me for the rest of your lives.”
“That is true.”
“But can’t you see it from my point of view as well? See how unfair it is
for me too?”
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Lucius the First kneeled in front of her. Poliana, feeling shocked, tried to
get up and kneel as well, but the emperor stopped her. He put his hands
on top of hers and continued, “Just because I was born to a royal family
and united the continent, I am having a difficult time marrying the woman
I love. How unfair is that? But Pol, what bothers you certainly bothers me
too. Your problem is my problem as well.”
The emperor began to tell her what he has been thinking for a long time.
“You can continue to carry your sword if you wish. You can continue to
wear pants as well. You can also continue to boss around everyone. If
there isn’t a law to stop you from doing these… And if someone argues
against it…”
Lucius the First was about to say he would take care of these opposers,
but he knew better. He said instead, “You will beat them up, I’m sure,
and I will always back you up no matter what.”
Poliana quietly listened to the emperor. Born as the only son to the
emperor and therefore forced to rule the kingdom… It was true that
Lucius the First never had any choice in this. She could understand how
he would feel that the world was unfair. Although it looked like he had
everything, she knew that things weren’t always perfect for him.
The emperor begged her, “When things become too unbearable, please
just remember me. The fact that you have me hopefully helps.”
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Poliana couldn’t accept this situation. It was too unfair. It was true that
the emperor also faced some difficulties, but what he had to endure if
they got married could not compare to how much she would have to
suffer. Pouting, Poliana said to him, “Your highness, you don’t actually
lose anything from this relationship.”
Everyone in the world thought it made sense for Poliana to be the one
who gave up in order to make this marriage work. Even worse, Poliana
herself thought the same way.
Lucius the First didn’t have to give up anything for this union. He had
everything. He was going to get everything he ever wanted, yet for
Poliana, she was going to be forced to give up everything she achieved
for love.
Career and love… Love and job… Title and love… Love and title…
Properties and love… Love and properties…
While the emperor could have both, Poliana had to give up one to get
the other. What made her the angriest was the fact that her surrender
was going to solve all the problems and bring the textbook happiness
everyone in the kingdom believed in. It seemed that everyone was going
to be happy and satisfied when she gives up and marries the emperor.
So why did she have to give up her own happiness for everyone else?
“Your highness, you’re a coward. You’re being selfish. You’re being too
greedy.”
Looking straight at him, Poliana confessed her feelings to the one she
considered the most precious treasure in her life.
“…Luci.”
“Luci” was the nickname only Sir Ainno used when he and the emperor
were alone. Poliana knew this and was jealous of Sir Ainno for being
allowed to call the emperor by his nickname. When Lucius the First
heard this, his eyes widened before smiling. He looked so happy like a
man who had everything he ever wanted in this world. Indeed, he had
the entire continent and now he also had the love of his life.
“Pol.”
This was an inevitable conclusion. Lucius the First was Poliana’s whole
world. He was her everything, so how could she ever push him away?
How could she ever deny him?
Lucius the First was the man who completed Poliana Winter as a
person. It was him who gave her an identity, so now, she must accept
the fact that he was going to take it away and give her a new one.
‘Poliana Clair. It doesn’t suit me at all.’
Both Lucius the First’s nickname and last name sounded very feminine.
It was a mystery how the emperor of such a male-oriented kingdom
ended up with the family name of “Clair.”
‘Gerald Clair… That doesn’t sound right either… But Luminae Clair
sounds very pretty.’
Poliana was not completely happy with how everything was going, but it
couldn’t be helped. She smiled brightly at the man she loved.
Lucius the First’s happiness was her own happiness after all.
***
Poliana continued to stay in the Yapa castle. Officially, she was the
emperor’s guest, but everyone treated her like she was already the
empress.
All Poliana said to him was that she wanted an ordinary wedding.
Marquis Zeese asked, “And what is an ordinary royal wedding?”
The way Marquis Zeese spoke to Poliana was different now. He treated
her with much more respect and formality.
One thing that displeased Poliana was the fact that Sir Ainno also began
his own skincare routine. He was confident he was going to become the
best man, so apparently, he wanted to shine during the wedding.
Whenever Sir Ainno talked to her respectfully, Poliana couldn’t help the
goosebumps covering her entire body.
What shocked Poliana most recently was the fact that Sir Ainno and his
wife, Lady Seki, actually got along much better than she expected.
Poliana had to admit that Sir Ainno must truly love Cekel.
It was decided that Cekel will be Poliana’s maid of honor. Vaxi and
Vanessa lived too far away, and it was going to be difficult for them to
travel with such young children. Poliana was close to Tory and Stra, but
they were both the emperor’s ex-wives, so it seemed inappropriate to
make them her bridesmaids. The only other noble lady Poliana could
think of was Cekel, so by coincidence, both the husband and wife of the
Seki family became the official member of the wedding party. Cekel
seemed surprised at Poliana’s request, but she accepted it graciously.
As the bride-to-be, there was so much Poliana needed to do, yet her
acquaintances would not leave her alone. Now that she was going to be
the emperor’s wife, her title and wealth would have to be inherited by
someone else. Sir Jainno already asked her if she would accept his
second son as the next in line to her title. The other nobles also wanted
their own sons to inherit her wealth and status. Poliana tried to choose
carefully, which meant there was much research she needed to do on
each candidate.
Poliana was busier than she has ever been in her life. She could’ve just
denied all of the requests, but if she did, her title and wealth were going
to be confiscated by the royal family. The name “Winter” was going to
disappear forever and Poliana did not want this.
This name was given to her by the emperor and she wanted it to thrive.
Lucius the First gave her permission to give away her title to a person of
her choice. This was considered to be her right and her obligation.
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Poliana became a little bitter and lonely. People said to her that her effort
was finally paying off. They told her that she was finally going to be
acknowledged for her hard work.
But… This wasn’t what she worked for. This was not what she wanted.
She used to be called so many ugly names during the war, but now, no
one said one bad thing about her. All the criticism whenever she
accomplished something stopped. When she became a knight and
marquess, which were titles she knew she truly deserved, so many
noblemen were against the idea. But it seemed that these same men
were perfectly fine accepting her as their empress.
Strangely, Poliana missed their criticism now. It felt so strange that she
was being accepted so wholeheartedly.
Poliana remembered what her adopted brother Donau said to her once.
He asked her what she was going to do if she became so used to the
criticisms and insults. It seemed that Sir Donau knew a long time ago
that something like this might happen.
Despite it all, however, she kept herself busy preparing for her wedding.
Poliana couldn’t help feeling excited just like when she was planning her
wedding with Frau in the past.
Poliana giggled more nowadays. Although she felt a similar excitement
as before, her current emotions were stabler. It was because she knew
Lucius the First truly loved her and confessed his feelings for her.
The emperor was much richer and more powerful than Poliana, which
meant that he wasn’t marrying her for her money. There was no way she
was going to be conned by the emperor. On top of it, they already had a
child together, which meant that she didn’t have to feel pressured to
produce a royal heir.
Have there ever been days like these when Poliana felt so happy and
safe? Happiness and excitement filled her every day. She felt like she
was dreaming until the letter arrived from the south.
“Hmm.”
Poliana put the letters on the table. Looking at the dates these letters
were sent, it was most likely that they were written before the news of
her wedding reached the south. So the people who wrote these letters
probably only knew about how Poliana made a huge mistake of getting
pregnant, running away, and having her child in secret. They obviously
didn’t hear about how Poliana was now going to marry the emperor.
Her adopted brother was the only one she could rely on right now.
There were several letters from the south and Poliana decided to open
the ones she knew were going to be kindest.
As expected, the twins were on her side. Just like when she was about
to marry Frau, Vaxi and Vanessa wrote that they would support
whatever decision Poliana makes. They also wrote that they cried when
they heard Poliana gave birth to her baby all by herself. Sir Howe didn’t
write Poliana a letter but his wife Vaxi wrote that he was ready to ride to
Yapa if Poliana needed him. Poliana smirked. Why would she need him?
‘Three?’
Confused, Poliana checked the names. There was one from the Viceroy
Bika and another one from Sir Baufallo. The last one, however, was not
actually a personal letter but an official document that was sent from the
local government from the south to Marquess Winter.
“What is this?”
When she opened the envelope, Poliana was shocked to see another
letter inside. This letter had her name written on the outside in a writing
that was dear to Poliana. The handwriting of a person Poliana missed
desperately.
If she wasn’t mistaken, this letter was from Lady Rebecca. This had to
be her last message to Poliana.
***
“Me too.”
The reason why these letters weren’t given to the correct receivers was
all because of Duchess Nani. Rebecca kept these letters safe in her safe
just in case, and it seemed that her mother the duchess took the safe
with her when she left Yapa. There was a small note from the southern
government that explained this situation.
Poliana asked if she could find out what Rebecca said to Tory and Stra.
The messages for the two women were similar. Rebecca told them she
was happy to have known them and that she hopes they would take care
of her child. She also hoped that Tory and Stra would find happiness in
their lives.
Tory guessed, “There could be only one reason why the southern region
sent these letters to us. Now that you and the emperor are getting
married, they are probably telling you, Marquess, to not to forget about
them.”
Poliana shook her head, “No, that can’t be. The south doesn’t know
about the wedding yet. They probably forgot about these letters until
now. Just a random coincidence that they arrived before my wedding.
Besides, Duchess Nani did lose her daughter…”
It was very possible that Duchess Nani did not open Rebecca’s safe until
recently. After all, it couldn’t have been easy to go through the things of
her daughter who died giving birth in a foreign land.
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The letter Rebecca sent to Poliana contained slightly different messages
than those sent to Tory and Stra.
“I want to ask you to take care of my child, but I won’t. You should not try
to take responsibility for anyone else except yourself. Be greedier and
happier. That is all I ask of you.”
Poliana never expected even her dead friend to force happiness on her.
She looked at the letter quietly. It felt as if Rebecca was whispering the
words in her ear.
Poliana’s eyes teared up so she quickly wiped them with her sleeves.
Tory handed her a handkerchief without a word. Reading Rebecca’s
letter before her own wedding to Lucius the First… Poliana felt strange.
She looked up and finally asked the question that has been bothering
her.
“Is it really okay for me to marry his highness?”
Stra wiped away her own tears and replied, “Of course! If Rebecca was
alive, she would’ve been happy for you!” Again, hearing these words
from the ex-wife of her future husband… This was truly a strange
situation for Poliana.
Tory added firmly, “Marquess Winter, just as Rebecca’s letter says, you
should not be so concerned for others. All you need to think about is
yourself. There isn’t even a need for you to promise to be a good mother
to Princess Luminae.”
Looking straight into Poliana’s eyes, Tory continued clearly, “No one will
blame you for anything. No one will criticize you. No one has the right to
judge you.” With a smile, Tory added, “So please don’t feel bad for us or
Rebecca just because you are marrying the emperor.”
How could she not!
Poliana sighed deeply and replied, “Thank you.”
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Poliana was alone and back at her desk. It was time for her to open the
letters from her previous superiors. She sat up straight and opened the
envelopes. The first one was from the Viceroy Sir Rabi.
His letter contained calm words. He stated that he would support her and
even congratulate her if she chooses to marry the emperor. He
emphasized that marrying the emperor would be the right choice. As she
read the letter, Poliana felt like she was finally coming home. It was hard
to explain, but it just felt… welcoming. As a skilled strategist, Sir Rabi
also advised never to tell the public how the prince was conceived as an
accident. He suggested telling everyone that her marriage to the
emperor was a political one.
“Hmm.”
Poliana put Viceroy Bika’s letter back into the envelope. Now, it was time
to read the letter from Sir Baufallo.
“…”
Poliana groaned after reading the first sentence, which stated how Sir
Baufallo could not believe what she did. He reprimanded her for the next
little while but ended with the following.
“But since you now have a child, I guess it can’t be helped.
Congratulations.”
Poliana tried to figure out what must’ve happened in the south. She
guessed that Sir Donau did not tell her old superiors that Lucius the First
was in love with Poliana. Even so, the two men congratulated her, which
told her they cared about her deeply. Poliana felt touched.
‘Even if they hear the rumor that the emperor is in love with me, they
probably won’t believe it for a long time.’
Finally, Poliana finished reading the dreaded letters and stretched her
body to relieve her tensed muscles.
Rebecca’s message from the grave and the reprimanding letters from
her old bosses… Within a very short amount of time, Poliana felt
immense stress. At a time like this, she knew the best thing was to move
her body.
Poliana searched for Lucius the First. She was going to ask for a sword
match.
The emperor, who succeeded in capturing Poliana’s heart, now had no
excuse but to return to work. All the government workers protested
angrily that his vacation was over.
So during the day time, Lucius the First worked like a dog, and during
the evening and the night, he enjoyed his time with Poliana. Whenever
he got a chance, he sparred with Poliana, which now was one of his
favorite pastimes.
The other knights avoided sparring Poliana at all cost, knowing that she
was going to become the next empress. Besides, if they caused even
the smallest cut on her body, the knights knew they would be hounded
by the maids who were responsible for Poliana’s skincare.
The only knight who didn’t care and was willing to practice with Poliana
was Sir Ainno, but Poliana herself refused. This man was merciless even
when sparring with the emperor. Sir Ainno, from his own extravagant
skin regimen, now boasted of the smoothest skin in preparation for the
upcoming wedding. Yet, when Poliana sparred with him once, he was
vicious as if he was trying his best to hurt her.
‘What a jerk.’
Sir Ainno was such an annoying man. Poliana used her tongue to touch
the area where one of her molars was missing. A tooth specialist was
currently hard at work to make a fake ivory tooth for Poliana. It would
look unseemly for a bride to be missing a tooth on her wedding day.
Poliana remembered how Sir Donau never once used the denture the
emperor gifted him. She suspected that after her wedding day, she
would be doing the same thing.
‘People might complain that the empress of this kingdom is running
around with a missing tooth, but it can’t be helped. Especially since it is
the future duke who caused me to lose this tooth.’
This future duke was also the one who broke her nose in the past. Who
knew the woman he was beating up was going to be the future empress
of the entire continent? No one did.
The knightess from the foreign kingdom becoming the empress of
Acreia… When Poliana thought of that cold winter day, her body shook.
She was given the name “Winter” so that she would never forget that
day.
“…”
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She used her tongue again to rub the gum where the molar should be.
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Lucius the First greeted Poliana happily. He was always so pleased to
see her. His whole face lit up as soon as she walked in. Some of the
scribes covered their lips to hide their smiles. Unfortunately, there was
no time to spar at the moment, but the groom-to-be wanted to have a
chat with his bride-to-be.
“…and therefore, I am planning on adjusting my mother’s ring so it could
be your wedding ring. We will have to make it bigger.”
“That sounds good.”
“This ring isn’t very extravagant. Is that okay?”
If they wanted to make Poliana a new ring, it would take a very long time
to make it properly. The first thing they would have to do is to find an
appropriate stone. Lucius the First wanted the best, biggest, and the
shiniest stone this continent could offer, but this was going to be a timeconsuming
task.
Many believed that instead of using the stone from one of the colonies, it
would be more meaningful to use the ring used by the previous Acreian
royal family. Thankfully, Lucius the First had just the thing. It was the ring
his mother used.
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The former empress’s wedding was pretty, but it was too small for
Poliana’s finger. This was why the ring maker was brought in to enlarge
it. Because Acreia used to be only a small northern kingdom, this ring
was now considered too simple and small and therefore unfitting to be
worn by the empress of the entire continent. However, Poliana said she
was happy to wear it. She didn’t care about how big or small the ring
was. She thought it was perfect that she gets to wear such a meaningful
ring.
Poliana lost her mother at a very young age, which meant she did not
remember her at all. Lucius the First, however, remembered his mother
very fondly. It meant a lot for him that Poliana would wear his mother’s
old ring.
The emperor and Poliana also discussed other bridal jewelry for a few
more hours before talking about their day. Lucius the First told her what
kind of government work he completed earlier while Poliana talked about
her extravagant skin regimen involving many different plants. She also
brought up the subject of Rebecca’s letter.
“…it has been so long since she passed away, so how could the letter
be here now?”
“Tory said the same thing.”
“I can understand how angry she would be. I am actually surprised now
that I received Rebecca’s letter on time.”
“I think Lady Rebecca wrote these letters at different times. The letters
she sent to me, Stra, and Tory were handwritten. I assume the one you
received was written by her maid, right?”
“…”
So his dead wife wrote the letters to the other wives by hand yet the one
sent to her husband was written by someone else… Lucius the First felt
such mixed emotions. He thought that perhaps he would’ve felt more
comfortable if his ex-wives and Poliana didn’t have amicable
relationships, but this wasn’t the case. Poliana, Stra, Tory, and Rebecca
were great friends. When Poliana told him what the letter said, Lucius
the First laughed.
“Rebecca is right. You need to be more selfish, Sir Pol.”
“Do you remember what your letter said, your highness?”
“It was very business-like. He told me what to do with the maids she
brought from her homeland and the new people she hired while she was
here. She also told me to choose the baby if it came to that, and…”
Talking about Rebecca was a painful task for the emperor. Poliana felt
guilty about bringing up this subject, so she gave him a look that told him
he could stop if he wished. Lucius the First, however, continued, “She
said that even if the baby is a girl, she won’t apologize for it. She asked
me to change the world so that the women do not ever have to apologize
for bearing a daughter.”
This last bit was the only personal message Rebecca included in her last
letter to the emperor. Unlike many other men, Lucius the First would’ve
been happy as long as the mother and the baby were both healthy. He
wouldn’t have cared if the child were a girl or a boy. When he read
Rebecca’s letter, he couldn’t help but feel bitter and sad. Rebecca was a
greedy woman. Unfortunately, at this point, it was impossible for the
emperor to change his kingdom the way Rebecca would’ve wanted him
to.
But now, he wondered how Rebecca would feel about the things that
happened after her death. Tory received a title that belonged to her.
Cekel was working as a secret agent in the Intelligence Unit. And…
Poliana was about to lose her title.
Was Acreia moving forward and improving or was it taking a step back?
At this point, it didn’t matter. Nothing changed the fact that Rebecca was
dead. Lucius the First would never truly find out if he did the right things
for his kingdom because the effect of them will be seen after his death.
The changes that were made in the kingdom were going to be judged by
the next generation. But he was certain of at least one thing that if he did
his best and worked hard, it would pay off.
The emperor lived a life that never betrayed his hard work and effort. He
believed anything was possible. On the other hand, Poliana believed that
some things cannot be achieved no matter how hard one worked for it.
In this aspect, their beliefs were very different.
The emperor worked to unite the continent. He often sighed in frustration
about how young people nowadays did not put any effort into things.
After all, didn’t his effort even get him his true love?
Lucius the First and Poliana walked the garden together holding each
other’s arms. They looked up at the sky and chatted about the stars.
They kissed often as if their lives depended on it. Just as the emperor
promised, Poliana finally experienced the kind of happiness the other
women must feel. She has never felt this way before. She felt content.
Poliana finally realized what it felt to be loved.
Lucius the First whispered to her, “Your eyes are filled with stars. They
are so beautiful like the pretty lake on a clear day.”
“…”
“Don’t be so embarrassed.”
“You may be used to this kind of compliment, but I am not, your
highness.”
Poliana slapped his back in embarrassment and the emperor just
laughed. When the night deepened, they finally parted. Instead of going
to bed, Poliana sat down at a desk.
She was happy, but she also felt nervous. When Poliana told Stra about
it, Stra reassured her that it was a normal feeling for a bride-to-be. Stra
explained that everyone felt nervous before their wedding day. Once
Poliana was married, she would be fine.
‘But what if I keep feeling anxious? What if I get more things to worry
about?’
On her way to the bedroom, one of the guards passing by greeted
Poliana. He told her that she looked happy lately. This made her think
hard about her life. If even a random guard thought she looked happy, it
must be true. She had to be happy.
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Be happy. Be selfish. Remember that she is the one in control. She can
make a choice.
These were the things many people told her. The people who cared
about her… And just as they wished, Poliana became happy.
The very first Marquess and knightess Poliana Winter was going to be
the very first empress of the new united Acreia. She was going to be the
wife of the greatest emperor and it was very possible that her son Gerald
was going to be the next emperor. She was going to be given the
greatest happiness and honor a woman could ever hope for.
She was going to have everything.
Poliana Clair was going to have everything.
Poliana Clair.
“Oh.”
Suddenly, Poliana realized what she had forgotten. When she was
young, Poliana didn’t have much, but as she became older, she was
lucky enough to possess and enjoy many things. Of all these, there were
some Poliana could let go while there were others she could never give
up.
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For example, Poliana could not give up Lucius the First. She also could
not give up power nor her sword.
Poliana thought carefully. The thing that she could not give up even if it
meant she would end up at the deepest part of hell… For this, she was
willing to let go of her knight’s honor or even her pride as a human.
Perhaps this was even more important to her than the emperor’s smile.
“I have the right to choose… This will be my choice to make…”
Tory told Poliana not to feel honor-bound to do anything just because
she now had Gerald. Even if the boy remained illegitimate, his look will
no doubt prove his royal birth. A mother who was a powerful marquess
and a father who was the emperor of the kingdom… Gerald could still
easily become the next emperor and take over his birthright even if
Poliana did not marry Lucius the First. If not, Gerald would still become
the next Marquis Winter, which was no small rank.
“Love…”
There was no doubt that Poliana loved Lucius the First. But… Her love
for him was not great enough to give what was most precious to her.
To be fair, this was the same for Lucius the first. He would always
choose his kingdom over Poliana. Just as the emperor could never give
up his empire, there was something Poliana could not give up even for
Lucius the First.
Tory told her that even if Poliana chose the hard road for herself if
Poliana felt that this was the right path for her, she would be able to walk
it with pride. For example, Poliana was ready to give up being a knight to
see her emperor smile with happiness.
Because she had been watching her weight, Poliana was slimmer than
before, but as she slowly stood up, she felt steadier now. She walked out
of the castle and saw that it was very early in the morning.
She didn’t care if she became criticized for being selfish. She didn’t care
if people thought she was an idiot who didn’t know what was really
important in life. She now had her decision. She may regret her choice,
but she wasn’t going to change her mind.
She was a knightess. She needed to be more ambitious.
Therefore, her greed for what was important to her was justified.
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“…”
One of the gatekeepers gaped while another one groaned. In front of the
main entrance to the castle, there stood a knight in a complete set of
glorious armor as if ready to enter a battle. The knight was wearing a
helmet as well so without the family coat of arms, there should’ve been
no way of knowing who this soldier was, but the knight’s identity was
clear to everyone.
There was no mistake that this was the one and only knightess in the
kingdom. There could be only one woman who would show up at the
royal castle in full armor.
The guards saluted her firmly. Just yesterday, they greeted her as the
future empress, but today, they could not.
“Boss, good morning!”
“Work hard.”
As Poliana walked into the castle, everyone who saw her gasped in
shock. Only the royal guards usually wore full armor inside the castle.
Those who were allowed to be armed in the emperor’s presence only
carried small and basic weapons. Therefore, to wear full armor and walk
around the castle so brazenly… It had to mean that this knight was trying
to rebel against the emperor. Just her presence in the castle like this
could be considered treason.
And the scary thing was that this knightess was searching for the
emperor. In any other situation, the guards would’ve stopped such a
person immediately and disarmed him, but… no one stopped her. No
one even tried.
This wasn’t because Poliana was the head of the Second Division. It
was because she was trusted. Although she did not explain the reason
for her visit in such a fashion, the guards felt like they could guess. After
an initial shock, all the royal guards seemed to understand what was
happening. Perhaps, subconsciously, they were all expecting this to
happen.
Clunk clunk.
The sound of the metal armor rang inside the castle as the knightess
walked to the emperor. People moved away to create a clear path for
her. Her armor, which should’ve taken seven years to make but the
emperor insisted on getting it done within a year, was inspiring. The
armor maker claimed that it was his best work. He put his life and soul
into it. Even though its line was slim and feminine, there was no mistake
that whoever wore this was a fighter.
When Master Chail spotted her, his eyes widened in shock. Before he
could announce her arrival, the door to the emperor’s office opened. It
wasn’t Chail who opened it but Poliana herself.
Everyone who was inside stood up in shock. Luckily, or unluckily, all the
important figures of the kingdom were gathered around the emperor.
“W…what is the meaning of this?!”
“Is there a rebellion? What are the guards doing… Oh, it’s just Marquess
Winter. Hello.”
When the men realized it was Poliana, they all relaxed. There was no
way that Poliana Winter, the head of the Second Division, would ever
revolt against Lucius the First. It was even more unlikely that Sir Ainno
turning into a kind and caring gentleman.
Knightess Poliana Winter took her helmet off and kneeled in front of the
emperor. Lucius the First looked at her calmly. His face was blank as if
he was hiding what he was thinking. Marquis Zeese grabbed his
forehead as if he was getting a headache. Duke Luzo sighed in
frustration. Sir Ainno glared at Poliana for a while before looking away.
Perhaps everyone in the room also knew, just like the guards, that
something like this was going to happen. The Marquess they knew was
definitely capable of this. She was the kind of woman who would choose
this metal armor over the crown of the empress.
She was a knightess.
“Greetings to the one and only emperor of this continent from Poliana
Winter.”
“Rise, Marquess.”
“I came here today to ask your highness something.”
“What is it?”
“Do you love me, your highness?”
“I do. I love you.”
“Then can you give up the kingdom?”
Lucius the First smiled. She was asking the impossible.
“No, I cannot.”
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“I feel the same way, your highness. I love you. I really do. And just like
you, your highness, there is something I cannot give up.”
“And what would that be?”
Everyone knew the answer. Poliana replied, “Your highness, do you
remember that winter day when I swore my loyalty to you?”
“How could I forget? It was the day when you became my knight.”
“That day… That winter… I screamed for a sword so I could swear to
become your knight. No one offered one to me but before the cruel
reality hit me, your highness gave me your own sword.”
Lucius the First had the kingdom while Poliana had that winter. Her
winter. The winter her emperor gave to her. The winter they shared
together.
Their winter.
And Poliana decided to choose her “Winter.”
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The harsh winter was going to follow Poliana forever. There will be
plenty of snow and hail in the future for her. There will be times she
would have to endure freezing temperatures and walk the icy road. The
blizzard may blind her eyes, but she accepted this as part of her life.
Poliana said to Lucius the First, “Your highness was absolutely right.
You did show me what happiness and love are. You taught me, an
ignorant woman, the greatest happiness I never could imagine.”
“And I am not done yet. I haven’t shown you everything.”
“I know without a doubt that I am giving up a wonderful sense of
happiness. I also know that what I am doing, as a woman and as your
knight, will make you sad. But your highness… I cannot ever forget that
winter day. It was the happiest moment of my life. Just as you cannot
give up Acreia, I cannot give up my winter.”
Poliana bowed deeply. Her forehead almost touched the floor as she
continued, “I would be willing to do anything you order, your highness. I
would happily drink poison, jump into the fire, and fight a bear with my
bare hands. But your highness… This is one thing I cannot abandon
even for you. I cannot give up my name.”
The men in the room shook their heads. They expected her to refuse the
emperor for perhaps her title or her knighthood, but for her name? This
was very unexpected.
“You can take away my title. You can confiscate all of my lands. But your
highness! There is one thing you cannot take away from me. The name
you gave me… You cannot take it back.”
Lucius the First never once looked away from her. His expression also
never changed, which scared Duke Luzo, who said to Poliana,
“Marquess Winter! How can you do this now?! And what about Gerald?”
“If your highness will allow me, I will raise him myself.”
“But he is the first-born son of the emperor!”
“If you insist, then I will send him to Yapa.”
“You will abandon your own son?”
“I am abandoning him. I am sending him to be raised by his father.”
Why would Duke Luzo think she would be abandoning her son? She
would be sending Gerald to Lucius the First. Just what did these people
want? They didn’t want her to raise him herself, yet they didn’t want
Gerald to be raised by his father either?
Poliana glared at Duke Luzo. Today, she looked like a force of nature.
The fragile Duke Luzo could not even meet her gaze. The only reason
why he didn’t run out of the room in fear was that this involved his
nephew. Duke Luzo tried to say more, but Lucius the First stopped him.
“Marquess Winter, you may do what you wish. You can have whatever
you want. And I would never take away your title. How could I?”
“Your highness…”
“Poliana Winter, you are the most loyal knight of this kingdom. You are
my own knightess who walked to the end of the continent by my side. I
awarded you a great title and many lands because you deserve them.
So Poliana Winter, do you wish to remain my knight?”
Poliana bowed and replied, “Even if you don’t allow me, I will always be
your knight, your highness.”
“Good. You will be my knight for eternity. No one can ever change this
fact.”
“Even if you give me permission, I have abused my power today by
coming here this way. I would like to resign as the head of the Second
Division.”
“I won’t accept your resignation.”
Lucius the First denied her for the first time. Poliana raised her head and
protested, “Your highness!”
“Sir Pol, you just promised to remain my knight forever, yet you are
acting like you will never see me again. Snap out of it! Poliana Winter, I
will give you a year to be on your own. After a year, you will return to this
castle and protect the kingdom. Do not give me an excuse that you can’t
do this because of your personal feelings. I believe in you, Poliana.”
He said the words so coldly, which actually made Poliana believe that
this could really work. She stood up using her sword as a cane. Lucius
the First stood in front of her and said to Poliana, “I believe in you, Sir
Pol. I always will believe in you. Therefore, please believe in me too.
Since you showed me your determination, I will give you my answer. I
will continue to love you. I will always love you and I hope you do the
same for me.”
“I will love you until the day I die, your highness. I will love you forever.”
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The loyal knightess bowed deeply before leaving. After the door closed,
Lucius the First turned towards the men and announced, “Starting today,
I plan to become a tyrant. If anyone has a problem with it… If anyone
plans on running away… And if anyone plans on mutiny… Let me know
right now.”
No one said a word. Poliana brought in a storm into the castle, and now,
it seemed like it was the emperor’s turn. Everyone shut their mouth.
Lucius the First looked around and continued, “Are you sure? No one? I
am not joking. I will become a true tyrant. I can tell you that you will be
dissatisfied with my decisions. There is a possibility that the royal line
might actually end with me if I do what I plan to do. Perhaps I will be later
remembered as a tyrant who lost his mind because of love. Perhaps
people will say Marquess Winter is the evil seductress who destroyed
the kingdom.”
Again, no one said a word.
Marquis Zeese tried to figure out what the emperor’s plan was while
Duke Luzo began to hiccup nervously. Duke Luzo could almost feel the
rest of his hair falling away from his head.
Lucius the First looked at all the men until he turned around and faced
Sir Ainno, who was standing behind him. The emperor asked him, “So
what do you say, Sir Ainno? You are the only one who can end me. The
one who can remove me. I am not joking when I say I plan on becoming
a tyrant. I am going to do mad things. I am going to be creating so much
disorder in this kingdom we tried so hard to stabilize. The future
generations will call me the mad emperor. So, Sir Ainno, what will you
do? You have always told me that if I ever became a tyrant, you would
kill me.”
Lucius the First tried to look calm but he was sweating secretly. Sir
Ainno looked at the emperor as if he was a wolf eyeing its prey. The
knight’s right hand was already on the hilt of his sword.
Sir Ainno, as usual, looked nonchalant. He kept touching his sword,
uncertain what he should do. Acreia was finally becoming stable yet here
was the emperor trying to do something unnecessary and drastic. It
wasn’t a joke when Sir Ainno said he would kill Lucius the First if he ever
became too dangerous. The emperor knew this and it was partly why he
trusted Sir Ainno so much.
Sir Ainno eyed the emperor’s face carefully.
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Sir Ainno could see in Lucius the First the same boy king who claimed
he would conquer the world. The young emperor who was so sure that
he was going to unite the entire continent…
Sir Ainno, after contemplating for a long while, finally sighed and replied,
“I have a debt to repay to Marquess Winter. I think this should make us
even.”
Sir Ainno removed his hand from his sword and Lucius the First sighed
secretly. He risked his own life just now for love, and it seemed that he
won this dangerous bet. Unaware of how the emperor was sweating
profusely, Sir Ainno kneeled in front of him.
“Your highness, I, your Inno, will follow you even to hell if necessary!”
Sir Ainno was on Lucius the First’s side even if the emperor became a
tyrant. The emperor felt relieved, realizing that he wasn’t going to be
stabbed to death in this very room.
Lucius the First said to the other men again, “Anyone who wants to run
away, you better do it now. Perhaps if all of you side together against
me, you might be able to achieve a successful rebellion. You can at least
try if you wish.”
The men shivered as the emperor casually mentioned an uprising. It was
clear that Lucius the First was serious about his plan. Duke Luzo, who
couldn’t take the tension anymore, finally surrendered. He knew he was
going to lose the rest of his hair before it was all over.
Duke Luzo said to the emperor, “I mean it, your highness! You will let me
go when this is over! You have to keep your promise. After all the work is
one, you will release me!”
Marquis Zeese sighed after long deliberation, “Your highness, people
are going to protest. There is going to be a huge backlash. The entire
kingdom may become unestablished.”
“That is why I am telling you that you may leave if you wish. You can
even protest if you want, but it won’t change the fact that I will become a
tyrant.”
“Just for a woman.”
When Marquis Zeese sighed again, Lucius the First shook his head and
replied, “Not just for her. I am doing this for half the population of our
kingdom.”
Of course, the emperor wasn’t telling the whole truth. He was indeed
doing this all for just one woman, but the rest of the kingdom didn’t have
to know this.
The men murmured among themselves nervously. Those who knew the
emperor well realized that Lucius the First was dead serious about what
he was about to do. Those who weren’t very close to the emperor
seemed fearful and confused at the same time.
Lucius the First waited while the rest of the men contemplated. He
waited and waited without leaving the room and finally after 12 hours of
discussion, all of the highest-ranking noblemen bowed as one. Lucius
the First nodded in satisfaction and announced, “Now, it’s time to get to
work. Let’s see what kind of damages we can do to our kingdom.”
It was going to be a long hard road for everyone.
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Poliana said her goodbyes to her friends in Yapa. Tory, Stra, and Cekel
couldn’t hide their concern for Poliana. The other knights couldn’t stop
admiring Poliana, claiming that even after her death, she will be the
knightess who protects the kingdom. The guards shook their heads,
unable to understand why their boss would do this. They joked that she
probably would remain the head of the Second Division for another 30
years.
Poliana didn’t feel that it was necessary to waste any more time in the
capital city. She immediately headed for Sitrin. The person who seemed
most disappointed was her butler.
To her surprise, no one seemed to be against her leaving like this. Even
though the wedding was canceled, no one seemed to be angry at her.
No one criticized her. The nobles seemed uninterested while
surprisingly, it was the commoners who seemed to react more strongly.
Many were hoping for a fairy tale, a happy ending. These people were
very disappointed, but most accepted the situation without a fight.
Even Poliana herself felt calm.
‘Perhaps this is for the best.’
It seemed that everyone felt this way.
In any case, Poliana became the first and only woman who refused the
emperor. Her already incredible fame increased 100-fold from the recent
event.
On her way to Sitrin, there were many moments when Poliana regretted
her decision. Did she make a mistake? She couldn’t believe that she
gave up having the emperor for herself. But then, she remembered what
she gained from all of this. The happiness as Poliana Winter rather than
as Poliana Clair. Even if she became unhappy, she would always be
Poliana Winter.
Born as Poliana Cranbell, she was reborn as Poliana Winter and almost
became Poliana Clair. And now… She will forever be Poliana Winter.
She knew it was a selfish decision. Poliana felt apologetic towards
Gerald especially. He could’ve become the next emperor, but now, he
would have to be happy with becoming the next Marquis Winter. Poliana
tried to rationalize her decision, ‘I am sorry, Dog Ste… I mean, Gerald.
But this might be a better life for you. You will be able to experience the
joy of becoming promoted to a higher rank. Imagine how happy you will
feel when you become a duke from a marquis.’
Poliana thought about Gerald often, must more so than when she was
pregnant with him. Now that she chose to remain a “Winter,” the burden
and the pressure she felt towards Gerald disappeared.
Poliana finally realized that she has been too hard on her son. Even if
she didn’t feel love towards him, she should’ve given it to him. She knew
she didn’t treat him right. Poliana felt horrible that she became the kind
of parent she used to hate as a little girl.
When she arrived at Sitrin, it was, of course, Gerald who greeted her
most vigorously. It has been a few months since Poliana left, yet Gerald
seemed to recognize her. He raised both of his arms towards her and
screamed, “Mama!”
The angelic boy smiled brightly. Poliana took Gerald from the wetnurse
and replied, “Yes, Gerald Winter. I am your mommy.”
Gerald was so much bigger than she remembered. He was now big
enough to stand if he held onto something. When he crawled around, he
was faster than any baby Poliana knew. She felt a little bitter that she
missed spending so much time with her son. The heavy weight of the
baby in her arms felt meaningful.
Gerald, with his unusual strength, grabbed and twisted Poliana’s nose
and lips as he sniffed her. Poliana patted his back affectionately.
“Yes, Gerald.”
“Mama!”
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“Yes, yes. I am your mom. I haven’t been with you for a while and I am
so sor…”
Suddenly, Poliana narrowed her eyes.
“Wait a minute… There is nothing I should feel sorry about, right?”
She has seen so many mothers apologizing this way that she almost did
the same thing, but Poliana realized that there was nothing to be sorry
about. Most noble ladies did not raise their children themselves. Poliana
left Gerald because she had to take care of some very important things.
If she left for no reason, she should’ve apologized to Gerald, but this
wasn’t the case.
Poliana raised him high. He was a heavy baby, which meant that most
noble ladies would’ve found it hard to lift him, but Poliana was no
ordinary lady.
“Gerald, I left you because I had to take care of something.”
Of course, the baby didn’t understand her at all. Gerald just laughed as if
she told him a funny joke. He looked so beautiful that Poliana smiled and
said to him, “My son, you’re so strong. You will make a great knight!”
Poliana had an ambitious dream. Someday, the next Marquis Winter will
also become the head of the Second Division. Gerald Winter, who didn’t
know anything, just laughed happily.
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After she returned to Sitrin, Poliana remained in the villa because the
existence of Gerald was still not official.
Lucius the First gave her a year. In one year, when she returned to
Yapa, she was going to take Gerald with her. By that time, he should be
old enough to travel the long distance.
One of the first things Poliana did was to write letters to the south. When
the story of how Poliana refused to marry the emperor reaches the
southern region… Poliana shivered in fear. Her old superiors were upset
that she gave birth out of wedlock, so how angry were they going to be
when they heard about the most recent event?
After sending her letters, Poliana waited nervously for the replies. Then
one day, several guests arrived from the south. It was Sir Howe, Sir
Donau, and their wives. Poliana hugged the twins tightly. It has been a
few years since they last saw each other. They laughed and hugged for
a long time.
Poliana was pleasantly surprised that the couples brought their children
as well. They were here to meet their aunt.
“It must’ve been a very hard journey…”
“Not at all. They are so strong and sturdy…”
“Gerald is really healthy too.”
“Well, I guess it makes sense that they are all children of the knights.
Since they are so healthy, I guess we will never have to worry about
them getting sick.”
Sir Donau and Vanessa’s daughter, Marin, picked up Gerald easily.
Gerald’s nanny watched worriedly since Marin herself was a very young
child. To the nanny’s shock, Marin showed off her monstrous strength.
Sir Howe and Vaxi’s son, Martin, stood nearby and practiced with his
tory sword. Gerald nanny again watched nervously, worried that Martin
might accidentally hurt the baby, but Martin stated that only an
inexperienced swordsman would make such a stupid mistake.
Martin yelled bravely, “I am going to be the head!”
“Me too!”
They were still very young children and what they were saying didn’t
make much sense. When Poliana looked at their parents, the twin sisters
laughed and explained, “Both of them want to become the head of the
guards in the future.”
“They used to fight about this every day.”
“So we told them that there were three divisions in the capital city, which
stopped their fighting.”
“If not, they would still be fighting.”
It was a cute story, but Poliana couldn’t smile. Sure, perhaps Martin
could become one, but Marin too? When she looked displeased, Sir
Donau quickly explained, “Sis, we are not saying we will force Marin into
becoming a knight. If she wants to become one when she grows up,
then we won’t stop her…”
“This is a huge problem.”
“What is?”
“I was going to have Gerald become the head of the guards. So to have
Marin and Martin as his rival… It is going to be a very difficult road for
my son.”
Poliana sighed deeply. Marin and Martin inherited their mothers’
incredible strength. They were still so young, but the way they played
with the toy swords was truly impressive.
Poliana then turned towards her son. Gerald was too young to show any
talents yet. He definitely resembled his father, but would he also have
his father’s talent for swordplay? What if Gerald resembled Poliana
instead… It would be a very sad thing, indeed. She hoped Gerald would
become a strong and talented fighter.
The kids played hard before falling asleep. Taking this opportunity, Vaxi
and Vanessa went to enjoy the hot spring. Poliana sat down with Sir
Howe and Sir Donau, knowing she would hear about how her old bosses
reacted to her letters.
Sir Howe scratched his cheek and said to her, “My father-in-law… Well,
he sighed a lot.”
Poliana asked nervously, “And?”
“My mother-in-law said that she thinks she might understand a little
about what kind of happiness you must want, Sir Pol.”
This was unexpected.
“Lady Bika did?”
“Yes. There are occasions when men change their last name because
they have to leave their families or receive a new one from the emperor,
but she said that only women can understand what it feels like to lose
her family name just because she gets married…”
“In Aehas, it isn’t uncommon for a man to marry into a more powerful
family and change his last name.”
“Exactly. Lady Bika said that because of this, you might find it even
harder to give up your name.”
‘Hmm? I wonder if she is right. Is that why I felt so strongly about my
name?’
She was an Acreian now, but she grew up in Aehas. Poliana nodded in
understanding. In the Cranbell family, there were only two daughters and
Poliana was the oldest one. If she remained Poliana Cranbell, it was
very likely that her husband, whoever it may have been, would’ve had to
change his name into Cranbell.
Her name and her family… These were all hers. Just as the kingdom
Acreia was Lucius the First’s life, the name “Winter” was the most
precious thing to Poliana.
Now, it was Sir Donau’s turn.
“Well, our father…”
He couldn’t continue for some reason, so Sir Howe explained, “Our
father cried.”
“What? Why?!”
“He cried because of you, Pol. You need to really go visit our father and
apologize.”
Poliana couldn’t hide her nervousness. Sir Baufallo cried? Because of
her?
Sir Donau said to her, “Sis, please calm down. Our father felt sad
because he thought you might have made your decision because of
what he said in the past.”
“In the past? When?”
“The day we ate the ducks.”
Poliana remembered it immediately. It was the day when there were five
people but only four duck legs!
“That day? What did he say to me that day… Oh, I remember. He told
me that if I want to die a knight, I better not fall in love with anyone… But
things are different now!”
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Sir Howe replied, “Yes, yes. We all know, but he is an old man, and he
doesn’t feel that way. Ever since he became a grandfather, he became
much more emotional. You know how big his eyes are right? Like a
cow? His eyes filled up with tears. It was quite a sight.”
“…”
She would’ve much preferred Sir Baufallo come to Sitrin and slap her
back. Making her old superior cry… Poliana felt awful. Sir Howe, seeing
how upset Poliana was, tried to console her, “Don’t feel so bad. It isn’t
that bad. He just cares about you a lot.”
Sir Donau added, “We know you didn’t make your decision because of
what he said a long time ago. Sis, please look so sad.”
“Did I really make a mistake? Do you think… Was… Was my decision a
wrong one?”
Sir Donau replied, “Sis, do you remember what I said to you before? I
told you that as long as you are happy, that is enough.”
Sir Howe added, “If I were you, I would’ve grabbed the chance to
become the empress without hesitation. But you are not me. You should
do whatever feels right, Pol.”
The brothers were very encouraging, making Poliana feel much better.
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After the two couples and their children left, Poliana felt a little lonely.
The villa seemed so quiet without them, especially because Gerald was
a quiet child who rarely cried.
Then a letter arrived from Yapa. It was Sir Deke who delivered it and on
the outside of the envelope was the emperor’s seal. Poliana opened it
nervously, but the content of the letter was surprisingly simple.
Lucius the First wrote how he was doing so far. He asked about Gerald
and Poliana. He asked Poliana to write back or else he would be
disappointed. It was a very calm and nonchalant letter especially
considering it was written by a jilted groom to his runaway bride.
Poliana asked Sir Deke, “How are things in Yapa?”
“People are talking a little, but overall, it’s very peaceful.”
“And his highness is faring well?”
“A few scribes called him a tyrant…”
Poliana raised her fist and exclaimed, “And he just let them live?!” She
seemed ready to return to Yapa immediately so she could beat them up.
Sir Deke shook his head and replied, “His highness already beat them
up himself.”
“Oh, I see. Good.”
Poliana sat down again. How could the scribes call him a tyrant?
Suddenly, she became confused.
“Did they actually think he is really a tyrant or were they just protesting
because the emperor is overworking them too much?”
“The latter.”
“Just what is it that his highness is trying to do?”
Poliana glared at Sir Deke. Since he was part of the Intelligence Unit,
there was a good chance he knew quite a bit about what was going on.
Poliana was silently threatening him to tell her everything he knew. Sir
Deke shook his head again. He had the duty to keep silent even if it was
the head of the military division or a marquess who was threatening him.
Sir Deke thought desperately, ‘If I disappoint the emperor one more time,
I am really going to lose my job.’
Sir Deke did not want to get fired. He was desperate. No matter how
hard Poliana tried, Sir Deke only told her the things that the general
public already knew.
Currently, the emperor was overworking again. He was back to his
workaholic self. People believed that he was burying himself in his work
from the shock of being abandoned by Marquess Winter. The way he
focused on his work… It was no wonder the scribes called him a tyrant.
It would’ve been fine if he was the only one who overworked, but Lucius
the First forced everyone else around him to work just as hard as him.
He ordered many of the noblemen and scholars from all over the
kingdom to work on his project. He collected as many books as possible
too. If someone, too tired and overworked, asked to resign, the emperor
refused to let them.
Based on Sir Deke’s description, it seemed that the inside of the Yapa
castle was now a scary place. It seemed that Lucius the First was
making even some of the book-smart knights to work on paperwork.
Poliana’s arms became covered with goosebumps.
“Just what is his highness trying to do?”
“No matter how hard I think, I believe this whole thing is because the
emperor was too shocked when you left him.”
“Haha, no way. That can’t be.”
Poliana began to feel more and more nervous. What would Yapa look
like in a year when she returned? Would she be greatly hated by all? But
Poliana believed in Lucius the First’s fairness and kindness. Now that
she thought about it, she remembered how hard she had to work during
the conquest. All the other knights were also overworked when
necessary.
Sir Deke left Sitrin with Poliana’s reply to the emperor. Poliana sighed as
she watched Gerald, who smiled at her. He looked just like his father
Lucius the First. Just much smaller.
‘I still can’t believe how much he resembles his father.’
Since then, Poliana and Lucius the First regularly exchanged letters.
Because the emperor’s letters were calm and matter-of-fact, Poliana
also wrote letters that were more like reports. She wrote how she and
Gerald were doing. She also always wrote Lucius the First not to work
too hard.
On the nights when the moon shined brightly, Poliana went out to look
up at the stars. She counted them one by one, remembering the nights
she spent with Lucius the First.
Poliana wondered. After a year has passed and she returned to Yapa,
will things be the same between them?
She had no idea. Since Poliana declared she would raise her son as
Gerald Winter, this meant that the emperor had to find another heir.
However, for some reason, Lucius the First didn’t look for another wife.
Could it be that she wasn’t getting all the information from Yapa?
Perhaps because of her relationship with the emperor, she wasn’t being
told the truth on purpose. So Poliana used her own sources to get any
news from the capital city, but she still didn’t hear anything.
Her worry grew day by day just as her son grew up quickly. Four
seasons passed by, but her feelings towards Lucius the First remained
the same.
And soon, it was going to be a year since she left the emperor.
One day, an unexpected guest arrived at Sitrin. Because the existence
of Gerald was still a secret, there were only a handful of people that
were allowed into Sitrin. So it had to be someone Poliana knew well. It
turned out it was her adopted brother Sir Donau. Poliana greeted him,
“What brings you here?”
“I am here to escort you to Yapa.”
“You should be home protecting Vanessa and Marin.”
“I know, I know. This will be my last time.”
Sir Donau gave her a silly smile and Poliana grinned. It was still a while
till she was going to leave for Yapa, so while they waited, Sir Donau
suggested they go out riding. He said they should ride out to the outer
boundary of Sitrin for fun.
Poliana has been feeling bored lately since she was stuck in the Villa, so
she agreed. Poliana decided to hide her identity and Donau stood
nearby as she disguised herself. Sir Donau protested, complaining about
her outfit, and Poliana argued, “Hey, just shut up! You should never
argue with a lady about her outfit.”
“Sis, please! Don’t wear that handkerchief like that on your head! You
look like a middle-aged woman working in the field!”
“Who are you calling middle-aged?!”
“You have a kid, and you are nearing your late 30’s, so obviously you
are middle-aged!”
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“What? Well, you have a kid too, so you must be middle-aged too! You
jerk!”
In the end, Sir Donau was no match for Poliana. They were adopted
siblings, but they certainly acted like real siblings. Poliana wore the exact
outfit she thought was the best, and as they rode to the outer boundary
of Sitrin, Sir Donau continued to grumble, “Don’t you have better
clothes? And stop riding so fast! Your hair is turning into a huge mess!”
“Shut up!”
“You’re rich, and you must have beautiful clothes! So why do you have
to wear things like that? Why must you look like a field help?!”
“You better stop nagging me or else I am going to hang you upside down
on that tree.”
Afterward, they rode in silence until suddenly, Sir Donau pointed at a
small hill and said to Poliana, “Sis, look over there. The scenery is
amazing.”
“Yeah.”
The small hill was covered in beautiful wildflowers. Sir Donau suggested
that they should eat their picnic lunch on the hill. Poliana shook her
head, “That’s not part of my land.”
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The hill Sir Donau pointed at was on the outside of the Sitrin’s boundary.
Sir Donau said to Poliana, “Oh, who cares? It’s not like we are
committing a crime there.”
“But what if the owner of that land suddenly shows up? It would be so
embarrassing for me to be eating on his land when I have a perfectly
good piece of land.”
“Sis, the way you look now… No one could ever guess that you are
Marquess Winter.”
“Hmm, you think so?”
Poliana was convinced. They were out on a picnic, so wouldn’t it be nice
to eat surrounded by a beautiful view? All they had to do was cross the
small stream to get to the neighboring land.
Before crossing the water, Poliana unarmed herself and hid her
weapons. She thought that if they were seen by someone, it would be
odd for a woman to be armed so heavily.
‘Donau has his sword, so we should be ok.’
Poliana easily crossed the stream. She felt a little guilty for entering
someone else’s land, but it passed quickly. They climbed the hill and
unpacked their lunches. Sir Donau claimed that his water bottle was
empty so he would go back to the stream to fill it.
Sitting alone, Poliana wondered, ‘If you drink the wrong water, you can
get parasites…’ She tried to figure out how clean the stream water might
be. She pictured the map of her land in her mind. She was so focused
that she didn’t hear someone calling her the first time. The man called
out to her again from behind, “Hey lady, do you have some time for me?”
‘No, you loser.’
Poliana didn’t even bother to answer him. She ignored him, wondering
what kind of an idiot would try to seduce a woman who was dressed like
her.
But the man insisted, “Hey, woman. Look at me.”
‘I better teach this jerk a lesson…!’
Although she didn’t have her sword and Sir Donau wasn’t here, Poliana
still clenched her fist to get ready. She still had her fists and her feet!
How dare a man try to assault a woman in the middle of the day?!
Poliana was ready to beat up this man.
But when she turned around, she realized that it was…
Lucius the First.
Poliana was so shocked that she forgot to drop her fist.
“Your highness?”
“Were you about to punch your emperor?”
“No, I mean…”
Poliana slowly unclenched her fist. Lucius the First mockingly frowned
and said to her, “I can’t believe you were about to hit me.”
“That’s not true! I… Your Highness, why are you here?”
The last time she heard from Yapa, it seemed that the emperor was still
working nonstop. So how could such a busy man be standing here in
front of her?
Now that she looked around, Poliana realized that they were surrounded
by many other men. They were very familiar to her.
Sirs Ainno, Jainno, Wook, Mahogal, Donau, Howe, and etc. She
recognized most of the men. They were the highest-ranking knights of
this kingdom. Poliana silently glared at them, asking, ‘If you are all here,
who is keeping the capital city safe?’
They all looked back smugly, ‘Our subordinates, of course.’
‘Damn these lazy men!’
Poliana continued to glare at them, but she knew that these men were all
in positions where they had enough men to take care of things back
home.
The bigger question was, why were the emperor and these knights
here?
Lucius the First walked up to her. It has been a year since she last saw
him, and the emperor was just as beautiful as ever. Poliana’s heart
began to pound just like the day she left him.
“Poliana Winter, I ask you, will you fight with me?”
“Is there a rebellion happening somewhere? If that is the case, of
course, I will, your highness.”
Thud.
Lucius the First dropped a giant book in front of her. It was the thickest
book Poliana has ever seen. The emperor said to her, “This is the
foundation of this kingdom. This is the Acreian law.”
After a quick pause, Lucius the First added, “Well, it’s the first draft
anyway.”
It was the final product of all the hard work by the emperor and everyone
back in Yapa. It was the book that caused Lucius the First to be
nicknamed the tyrant.
The emperor explained, “In Acreia, there is no law that a woman cannot
become a knight. That is why you were able to remain a knightess, Sir
Pol. In Acreia, there is no specific law that a woman cannot receive her
own title and lands. That is why you were awarded many lands and the
title of marquess. But in Acreia, there is a law that states a woman
cannot inherit the family title and wealth. A woman must take the
husband’s name when she gets married. Only a man can be the head of
the family.”
Everyone knew this, so Poliana guessed that there was a reason why
Lucius the First brought up this topic.
“Sir Pol, you asked me if I could give up my kingdom. I told you it would
be impossible. You then said that you felt the same way about your
name. You showed me your determination and will. You gave me your
answer so now, it is my time to give you mine.”
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Lucius the First gave her a heart-stopping smile and continued, “This is
my answer.”
The emperor changed the entire legal system just to marry Poliana. It
wasn’t a simple adjustment of the law, but a complete makeover of the
legal foundation.
At first, Lucius the First was going to change just the inheritance law, but
he realized that it wasn’t going to be enough. He learned that to change
one major aspect of the law, he needed to change the entire system.
This was why the giant book was only the first draft of the new legal
structure. To make it into a stable and completed system, it was going to
take at least another 10 years. Afterward, it would take his lifetime, if not
longer, to implement it to the kingdom.
Lucius the First always dreamt of retiring at an early age and live the rest
of his life peacefully, but now, he knew it wasn’t going to be possible. To
get the woman he loved, this was the least he could do. It was the price
he was willing to pay. He could not give up his kingdom for her, but he
could do this for Poliana.
Poliana became pale as she listened to him. Her brain became blank
suddenly. The emperor was very clear about what his intention was, but
she found it very difficult to comprehend.
“T…this doesn’t make sense. It won’t work. It never will. The noblemen
won’t allow it and to have it accepted by the commoners too…”
“Yes, I know that. It will be a tough road. We will have to fight for it
constantly. We might work on it for the rest of our lives and still not see it
happen in real life. We might not succeed. But Poliana Winter, I have a
dream.”
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Poliana became confused. She felt surreal. Everyone, including the
emperor, was smiling at her happily, but she alone was shocked.
Lucius the First said to her, “I have two dreams now. First, I will take you,
Sir Poliana Winter, as my wife. And with that, I would like to finish this
change in the legal system. I have worked as hard as I could for these
dreams, and I will continue on working for them. To be honest, I know
that it will not be an easy road for us. Perhaps it will be even more
difficult than conquering the entire continent. Perhaps this will be the end
of this kingdom, but Poliana, I cannot control my greed for you. I hope
you will become my wife.”
The Acreian emperor smiled. His smile was kind and handsome. It was
the smile of the emperor who was great enough to rule the entire
continent with dignity and generosity. Just as he said, his dream to
change the legal system so drastically was a foolish one. It was too
ambitious. It was ridiculous that he was even going to make an attempt.
But still, the emperor once again asked Poliana, “Won’t you dream with
me?”
One of the knights standing nearby whistled. Another knight quickly
slapped his back to stop him. The men around them murmured but
Poliana couldn’t hear any of these noises surrounding her. Inside of her
was a huge storm brewing.
Suddenly, Poliana realized the truth. Just when she was about to give up
and accept the reality, her emperor created a brand new world for her. A
brand new dream they could dream together.
“How…”
Her body became covered with goosebumps. Just how great was this
man? This greatest emperor was standing in front of her and asking her
to fight with him once again. She gave up on their marriage a year ago
without a fight, but it seemed that Lucius the First wasn’t disappointed in
her. He trusted her and believed in her. He recognized and accepted her
dilemma and returned to her a year later.
Lucius the First was the beginning of Poliana’s world. He completed her
in every way. She knew that it would be her dream come true to fight for
him.
No, fight with him. Fight alongside him.
Poliana moved her hand to reach her sword but realized that she wasn’t
carrying one. She left it behind before crossing the stream. She could go
back and retrieve it, but Poliana didn’t have the patience.
“Get…”
Her voice became louder and stronger as she continued, “Get me a
sword!”
She didn’t care whose sword it was. She didn’t care what kind of sword it
was. All she needed was a sword, any sword.
All the knights surrounding her unsheathed their swords. The sounds of
sharp metals rang throughout the hill. Surprised, Poliana looked around
to realize that every single man had their swords drawn and ready for
her.
To show her respect, they held the sword backward to offer her the
handle. This was the greatest deference a knight can show to another
soldier. Poliana gritted her teeth. If this were a dream, she hoped that
she would never wake up from it.
“Sir Pol! I sharpened my sword this morning!”
“Sir Pol! This is my family’s sword! I brought it for you especially!”
“Sis! Please pick your brother’s sword!”
“Pol! You know I have the best sword here, right?”
“Boss! Don’t forget about us!”
“Boss! You must pick the sword of the Second Division guard! Don’t pick
the one from the First Division! We made a bet with them!”
“That’s not fair! That’s cheating!”
“Bastards!”
Every man had their sword ready for her. Every man here was fighting
for her to pick his sword. Every man wanted to help her just because she
asked for it. As Poliana listened to them argue, she couldn’t believe her
own ears. She couldn’t understand what was happening here. It was no
wonder because, in the past, everyone refused to give her their sword.
This change was too shocking.
There were too many swords to choose from. The best knights of the
kingdom were holding their swords and surrounding her, but Poliana
didn’t feel any fear. They were all here for her.
Then suddenly, Poliana saw that it wasn’t just the knights that were here.
She saw Vaxi, Vanessa, Cekel, Tory, Stra, and some scribes who were
her close friends.
If she refused the emperor today, it was going to make a legendary
story. Of course, Poliana had no intention of doing such a thing.
“…”
While every knight was trying to get Poliana’s attention, Sir Ainno was
the only one who remained quiet. He, however, also had his sword
unsheathed and ready to be taken by her. When their eyes met, Sir
Ainno smirked at her. He said to her, “Family sword and legendary
sword… They are all meaningless. The best sword is the one that is held
by the best knight.”
‘Oh, you jerk.’
Sir Ainno was acting like he was confident she was going to choose his
sword. Just where did such confidence come from? Turning away from
him, Poliana finally picked her adopted brother Sir Donau’s sword. She
was annoyed that he fooled her and led her to this situation, but now
wasn’t the time to punish him. She was going to do that later.
Sir Donau, happy to be chosen, bowed deeply and helped her hold his
sword. Poliana stabbed the ground with the sword so it stood on its own.
She then kneeled alongside and declared, “I will never betray you. I will
never fail and always protect my honor. I will spend the rest of my life
serving you. I will enter the gates of hell and fire for my emperor. I will
fight for you. I, Sir Poliana Winter, swear my loyalty to your highness.”
“I, Lucius the First, as the emperor of Acreia, am the man who is going to
create a world where a woman does not need to apologize for giving
birth to a daughter.”
Poliana looked up at the emperor. Her eyes were filled with
determination as she replied, “I will never leave your side, your highness!
I will forever stay with you and fight with you. As long as you allow me, I
will remain your knight until I die!”
“That is not true, Winter. Even if I don’t allow you, you will always be my
knight”
Lucius the First waved and smiled at her a little awkwardly. It was
obvious that he was nervous. He said to her, “So rise, Pol. It is now my
turn to kneel.”
Poliana stood up and this time, Lucius the First kneeled on the ground.
Because the grass was wet, his pants became wet, but he didn’t care.
He asked for her hand.
“I told you once before. Sir Pol, you are enough just as you are. In fact,
you are perfect the way you are now. That means you shouldn’t have to
change your name. Pol, you are the perfect partner for me. Your
existence makes me breathe and laugh.”
This was the happiest moment in Poliana’s life. The man kneeling before
her looked up at her like she was the most precious thing in this world.
“Again, I ask you. Poliana Winter, will you marry me?”
Lucius the First kissed the back of her hand and offered her a small box.
Inside was a ring that was unusually big.
“It was my father’s ring. You can wear it over your gauntlet.”
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There could be no gift more perfect than this. Poliana gritted her teeth so
she wouldn’t cry. This was the happiest day, so she didn’t want to show
any tears. Poliana nodded and put her hand on top of his as she replied,
“Your highness. My beloved, will you marry me?”
“You will make me the happiest man.”
Lucius the First put the ring on Poliana’s finger. It was obviously too big
but Poliana knew it would fit perfectly over her gauntlet. The people
around her threw flower petals at them.
Sir Donau and Sir Howe kissed their wives happily. The other knights,
watching the happy couples, wished they brought their own wives. Sir
Ainno tried to kiss Cekel but she kicked his knee. When he looked upset,
Cekel sighed and closed her eyes, and nodded. Sir Ainno smiled
happily.
The emperor’s personal scribe Momo couldn’t help his tears, but his
hands continued to move quickly. He was writing down everything that
was happening today. This would make the greatest love story of the
century.
Stra smiled brightly while Tory dabbed her eyes daintily.
The emperor kissed the knightess.
They became a good couple. They were husband and wife, but this
didn’t change the fact that they were still the emperor and the knightess.
Epilogue
Chapter 360
In the capital city Yapa’s royal castle, the innermost area was where the
emperor’s public office is located. This was where he held official
meetings with the noblemen.
Inside this place, there are many large paintings that fill the walls. They
were mostly the painting of various events in history. The one on the
main wall is the painting of the emperor’s wedding.
The bride, who was supposed to be the flower of the wedding, appeared
wearing her armor. When someone mentioned how a bride should be
wearing a dress, Poliana replied, “But the tradition dictates that the bride
wears the most expensive outfit she owns right? I am only following this
rule.”
Indeed, the bride was right. It was true that the bride was supposed to
wear the most expensive outfit in her closet and it was also true that the
metal armor, which was gifted to her by the emperor himself, was the
most expensive outfit she owned. It was further adorned by being
painted with white gold and jeweled with various precious stones. It was
possibly the most expensive armor that was ever made. Because it was
the bride that was wearing it, everyone seemed to be in awe and
discomfort. If the emperor wore it, people would’ve openly admired it.
Just as he promised, Lucius the First put the wedding ring over his
bride’s gauntlet. No expense was spared for this event. It was a
luxurious and extravagant wedding, but rather than being known for how
beautiful it was, this wedding was forever going to be remembered as
the strangest event in Acreian history.
“Those royal painters should be ashamed of what they did. This painting
is supposed to be an accurate representation of the true event.”
“Actually, I think I can understand why they did this… I mean, she is the
very first empress of this continent, so it would be too sad if the painters
painted the truth… You know what she looks like… The painters
obviously had no choice.”
“Then they should’ve just drawn a helmet over her face rather than lie
about it!”
“But that didn’t happen, so the painting would be inaccurate. She didn’t
wear a helmet so how would they be able to draw it in?”
Poliana Winter.
The enemy knightess who was caught by the emperor. The knightess
who betrayed her own kingdom to serve Lucius the First. Even as the
foreigner and a female, the knightess who became the marquess and
eventually the first empress of Acreia. There was no doubt that Poliana
Winter was going to be the most remembered female figure in Acreian
history. This meant that the royal painters had the obligation to paint as
accurately as possible, but… They just could not make themselves paint
Poliana accurately. This was especially the case because standing next
to her was the beautiful Lucius the First,
They straightened her twisted nose a little. They made her eyes look a
little larger and slimmed down her manly chiseled cheekbones. They
rounded her harsh face a little and painted her cheeks pink. They also
made her skin look brighter and clearer.
When Lucius the First saw the finished product, he was furious.
It would’ve been normal, even expected, for the portrait of the empress
to be beautified, but Poliana ordered, “You need to paint me truthfully.”
Because a personal portrait was usually enhanced dramatically, the
wedding painting would’ve been expected to provide a more accurate
face of the empress than her portrait. So what will the future generation
think when they see how Poliana looked much uglier on her personal
portrait than the wedding painting?
Either they were going to say that the painter who painted the portrait
must’ve hated the empress or that Empress Poliana Winter was truly an
unattractive woman.
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Poliana, however, thought that by comparing her portrait to that of the
emperor, the future generation would realize what a beautiful man
Lucius the First was.
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It was a big job as it involved providing security for the entire capital city.
Because they were so short-handed, Sir Jainno and Sir Wook, who were
the heads of the Second Division, welcomed Poliana with open arms.
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“Poli~!”
“Mother!”
Poliana picked up Princess Luminae with one hand and Gerald with the
other. Because they were getting big, Poliana could only pick them up
for a few seconds, but the children laughed excitedly. Princess Luminae
was heavier than Gerald because she carried a sack that was filled with
various items she picked up from everywhere. Gerald was wearing an
alligator hide.
Poliana said to her son, “Gerald Winter, you know how that hide will
shock your father! Take it off right now.”
Gerald barked a few times like a dog and ran in circles. Poliana and the
maids asked him to stop, but he refused. Princess Luminae, the heir to
the throne, held her forehead as if dizzy and said to Poliana, “He has
been doing that all day today. Hey, Gerry, you need to stop.”
“See?”
Princess Luminae sighed, “Duke Seki came by today and watched Gerry
practicing his sword. Since then, Gerry has been acting like that.”
“Duke Seki came by?”
“I am sure he will bring it back in his hand. Your brother isn’t that stupid.”
So Duke Seki visited today? Poliana wanted to talk to Sir Mahogal. After
excusing herself, Poliana left Princess Luminae to talk to the knight.
“Hmm.”
Duke Seki. He was the man who claimed he was the strongest and best
man in the world. He was the man who declared that everyone else in
the world was weak compared to him.
So if Duke Seki said that her son had a talent for swordsmanship, then…
Poliana gasped in surprise. It seemed that although she wasn’t gifted
with this talent, her son was going to be spared.
Poliana, the empress of Acreia, coughed to hide her reaction and asked
Sir Mahogal, “So the reason why Gerald is insisting on becoming the
alligator dog is…”
“Duke Seki apparently told the prince that he should become the head of
the First Division when he grows up, and you know the symbol of the
Knight’s Order is the alligator dog.”
Sir Mahogal nodded silently. It was obvious what happened. Duke Seki
most likely brought the hide to scare the emperor. When he saw
Gerald’s talent, he probably gave the hide to the boy. Lucius the First
and Duke Seki were both fathers, but it seemed that they would never
tire of teasing each other.
After her conversation with Sir Mahogal, Poliana returned to her quarters
and saw the brother and sister pouring over something. She walked to
them and realized that they were looking at the map of the continent
Poliana gave to Princess Luminae on her seventh’s birthday.
This map was created by all the information Poliana gathered from
trusted sources. It was the first sample of what was going to be a
comprehensive military map of Acreia. Although it was only a first draft, it
was accurately made with all the roads, waterways, and cities marked in
detail. It wasn’t the kind of thing that should be shown to everyone, but it
seemed that Princess Luminae has been carrying it around in her sack.
“So the land up to this ocean and the ocean itself is all mine.”
“Your highness, your loyal subject Gerald Winter will conquer those
islands for you!”
Poliana covered her mouth to hide her laugh. Because the children lived
in the castle, the way they talked was too mature and formal for their
ages sometimes.
Park was Duke Luzo’s son. For the first time during their conversation,
Princess Luminae became angry, “Why do you call Park by his name,
but you call me your highness?! Why won’t you call me by my name?”
“You are your highness and my sister, but it would be too hard for you to
be both. So just be your highness!”
Gerald insisted that since Princess Luminae was going to be the next
ruler, he was going to serve her as such beginning now. Luminae, on the
other hand, was always annoyed that Gerald refused to call her his
sister. This was an ongoing fight between the brother and the sister.
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But they were only children for now. Just as they began to fight, they
quickly began to laugh and play together again. Poliana ushered them to
their rooms for bedtime.
When Gerald was in his bed, Poliana said to him, “Gerald, if it’s too hard
for you to be both all the time, you can alternate. Since you were her
loyal subordinate today, you can be her brother Gerry tomorrow.”
“Then you can be her brother for two days after tomorrow.”
“Alright…”
Gerald finally nodded and fell asleep. Poliana caressed his forehead
gently. Thanks to the changes to the legal system, a woman could now
inherit family title and wealth. Only the first-born son used to be able to
inherit everything, but now, the firstborn, no matter whether it was a male
or female, was to inherit everything.
People often asked Poliana if she felt disappointed that her own blood
son wasn’t going to be the next emperor. The child of another woman
was going to take over the throne, so did Poliana feel unhappy about it?
Not at all.
This was just her opinion and not Gerald’s, and Poliana did feel
apologetic about it. But thankfully, Gerald seemed to have no desire to
become the next emperor. Of course, he might change his mind as he
became older, but for now, his goal in life was becoming Princess
Luminae’s alligator dog. When he grows up and he becomes upset
about not becoming the next emperor, Poliana would tell him to blame
her. It was just a bit of unfortunate luck on his end that he was born to a
marquess.
Next, Poliana went to Princess Luminae’s bedroom. The little girl was
already in bed and ready to go to sleep. She said to Poliana, “Good
night, Poli.”
“Lumi, you can’t show that map I gave you to just anyone.”
The map was just too important to be given to a child. All Poliana wanted
to do was to show Luminae the land she was going to rule one day, but
now, Poliana regretted her decision. Princess Luminae contemplated for
a moment before nodding, “I agree that I made a mistake. But I won’t
apologize for it since I will become the next emperor.”
“I agree; the emperor must never apologize.”
“Because when you are a young boy, you think being different is cool.
Most families have sisters and brothers, but they certainly don’t have a
future emperor and her subordinate.”
“I am sure he will start calling you Sister more and more from now on.”
Luminae Clair and Gerald Winter. After the law passed that allowed the
women to inherit the family title, it also became possible for children to
receive their mother’s maiden name. A child could either take both
parent’s last names or choose one when older.
“Phew…”
Poliana sighed quietly, making sure no one heard her. She felt guilty that
she took the throne away from Gerald. She also felt guilty that she was
forcing the throne on Luminae.
This meant that Luminae was never going to give up the throne because
as the first-born child of Lucius the First, it was her right to become the
next emperor.
Since she was going to become the first female ruler of this kingdom,
Lucius the First insisted on making sure Luminae received the best
education possible. He did not want her to be criticized in any way by the
other noblemen. This meant that Princess Luminae’s lessons were very
strict. Some believed this was too cruel for a child, but Lucius the First
was firm on his decision. Fortunately, Princess Luminae loved to learn.
Her greed for knowledge was unmatched.
Poliana shook her head, trying not to worry too much about the children
and their futures.
She just returned from work for the day, but her work was not over yet.
In addition to being the head of the Third Division, she was also the
empress, which involved much work. Baroness Leef managed the castle
affairs instead of the empress herself, but Poliana still needed to hear
the daily report.
After telling Poliana a few things, Tory smiled, “You look very tired.”
Poliana grumbled. Tory’s situation was the same; there was no end to
her work either. Tory stopped herself from slumping and replied, “It’s the
same for me too.”
“I’m sorry, Baroness. I will get you more staff as soon as possible.”
Technically, Tory was taking care of the things Poliana, as the empress,
was supposed to do. Poliana stretched her arms again and thought of
her past, which became her end-of-the-day habit.
Poliana’s life has been an average one. Of course, others may disagree,
but to her, it felt like an ordinary one. One thing Poliana could say with
confidence was that she worked hard, and she lived for herself. She
believed she lived her life greedily, making everyone around her,
including herself, work hard, and she was glad to say that she felt happy.
But then, her husband appeared and gave her the whole world. He told
her she deserved everything in life. He was going to help her get
everything she ever wanted.
So Poliana decided to fight with him. They fought, are still fighting, and
will continue to fight till the end. After the wedding, they haven’t had a
day of rest.
“We are probably the only emperor and the empress who work this hard
in the world.”
Well, there were only one emperor and one empress on this continent,
but that wasn’t the point.
After Tory’s report, Poliana finally went to her bedroom. Unlike her, who
at least got to go outside to work, her husband was trapped inside the
castle all day.
He may have had dark circles that reached his lips, but Lucius the First
still was the most beautiful man in the kingdom. When he saw his wife,
the emperor brightened immediately. He saw Poliana every day, yet he
always smiled whenever he saw her as if he hasn’t seen her in a long
time. Lucius the First was still falling in love with Poliana every day.
Lucius the First was overworked as usual, but it was completely his fault.
The emperor, however, did not regret his decision since it was for the
woman he loved.
Lucius the First wanted more than just a face massage from his wife. He
wanted to get physical with her, but his body was so tired. The emperor
has been feeling his age lately. He tried his best to keep in shape, but
the amount of work he needed to do every day was too much for him.
In the end, the emperor chose to do what he thought he never would do.
He secretly asked Viceroy Bika to send him the white-tailed lizard to
increase his stamina. Until then, all he could do was work out as much
as possible. To be able to make love to Poliana, Lucius the First was
willing to do, or eat, anything except for giving up his kingdom of course.
If necessary, he was ready to eat an alligator alive.
Lucius the First grabbed Poliana’s hand and kissed it again and again.
Poliana giggled and when her broken fingernail caused his lips to bleed,
Poliana kissed his lips clean.
The husband and wife undressed quickly. Didn’t they say they were both
tired? Yet they moved like they had all the energy in the world.
-The End.