Chapter-V Psychological Conflict in Bye-Bye Blackbird,: Clear Light of Day and Fire On The Mountain
Chapter-V Psychological Conflict in Bye-Bye Blackbird,: Clear Light of Day and Fire On The Mountain
hope.
their life.
own country.
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the abrupt way in which he hands him his ticket and then
keeps him waiting for his change. Even the old lady sitting
next to him clutches her handbag and leans away from him
golden world, the price which is too high from him to pay.
find out the price of a gold icon from Russia and is told that
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Dev loses his self control and in slowly drawn into London
life. The English countryside stirs his inner self, lets him
open his soul and fills it with that healing touch which
drab in contrast:
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his conversation with his friend Dev. As, Alvin Toffler has
pointed out:
the lack of regard shown by the other, for what each holds
fully involve her, self in her husband's culture nor can she
aptly said:
them. She does not suffer from inner vacuity like them
identify with her image that there was no conflict but her
self reproach does not interfere with her married life but is
rather than discuss her life. This is the way she adopts to
this privacy is eroded and orden and are made on her, she
consciously.
loneliness. She does not even i.e. cognize her owns self and
out the bills and took in the cheques kept order in the
and bills in her room under the stairs, she felt like an
for a curry which she did not care to eat. She had so little
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home, that she could not even tell with how much sincerity
she played one role or the other. They were roles and when
she was not playing them she was nobody. Her face was
only a mask, her body only a costume. Where was the real
ever be allowed to step off the stage, leave the theater and
enter the real world, whether English or Indian, she did not
her two roles like Sita, wishes to get out of them. The
wishes that if only she was allowed to keep her one role
apart from the other, she would not feel so, cut and slashed
the masks and be a true and sincere self; she does not
she will slowly but surely gain inner certainty one can
to them.
utterly cut off from the people around them and also from
the three divisions of the book can have three facets of the
novel is the linking tie with Ila Das as well as with Raka,
of Nanda Kaul and Ila Das. Nanda's life has been just like a
close to one another, yet at the same time they are quite
happy life, full of satisfaction. But that is not the real truth
of her existence.
life. The writer had gone to Kasauli when she was eight, a
lonely. The Pasteur Institute, the dry pine needles, the dry
Dubey:
resentful Nanda is, when her great grand child Raka, comes
to stay with her. The second part of the novel deals with
and last part of the novel. As Alka Saxena has rightly said:
Raka, and Ila Das are all related to each other is some way
without any bondage. Her life so far, has been full on the
surface but empty inside. After marriage she had to care for
Mountain.
past.
exhausted.
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had been in love throughout his life with another lady, Miss
the house which she felt could never be her. Indeed she felt
comfortable one. Yet she was not able to free herself from
could not give vent to her feelings and could suffer only in
silence.
small not only in the eyes of others but also in her own. No
one could ever make out her true feelings for she never let
helped her to tide over that bleak phase of her life which
erupt when the heart can bear the strain no longer. Nanda
be her true self, to lead the type of life she had wanted and
rightly commented:
bell and calm after the storm. Now she feels that no one
gone there only after fulfilling all her duties. She had stood
and the Himalayan air and brooks. She wanted no one and
perfection.
knows that she will soon have to depart and this knowledge
It is almost metaphysical.20
her husband and children that had hurt her in the past;
sufficiency earlier her family had needed her and used her
needed nor cared for her. Her suppressed desire for being
world out of her unhappy past are, for herself and Raka,
realise that she had failed to attain the happiness she had
young life has also its sordid side crammed into her
her tender mind. The bed rooms of her infancy were packed
be very concerned and her pleading with Ram Lal not to hit
the mother and brief flashes into her dark closed self.
she sets fire to the forest on the mountain. As, P.D. Dubey
rightly says:
commented:
makes them alike is that each one runs away from the
find what she wants at the place she is running to. In this
have made them both loners. Each tries to hide and conceal
what she wanted, she has only run away from others but
are escapists but the irony lies in the fact that while the
seeks to obtain some relief from the fire within through the
The truth had dawned upon Nanda Kaul much before the
fire but Ila Das remains ignorant because she was brutally
these women are dead when Raka comes out with her
what she set out to do, what she has done and what she
thinks she has done. Desai herself seems to feel the same
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are disaster after another, it does not weaken her will out of
all the women created by Anita Desai, she is the only one
Woolf's. Mrs. Dalloway for like Dorin Kalman, Ila Das's over
where all they learnt was to drink them ill, to find the
horses that never won. The three sons inherited the family
who were hardworking got nothing'. Ila Das and her sister,
livelihood. Along with this issue, Anita Desai also shows her
Ila had not been given proper education and it was Nanda's
teacher.
uproot them. Her fight for the cause of women proved fatal
old girl provoked the father of the girl to such a fury that he
raped Ila and killed her. Ironically, Ila Das, who wanted to
fails to pierce through her iron will power. She does not
capacity for not only hiding that she has something to hide.
conventions and passes the major part of her life living for
not try to achieve it and lives through out like any other
feminist cause, but for her own. Ila Das is the only one who
but her own, and can live life as animals do without any
and runs to Nanda Kaul, whom she had so far ignored and
from her for setting the forest on fire for she somehow feels
that what she has done might meet with Nanda's approval
and she needs comfort, for she is scared her coming home
her. Betrays her need for comfort and love; precisely the
things that Nanda has needed in her life. What makes the
how great their need for comfort and love is, and with this
each others company; Ila Das was under the illusion that
she could transform society and purge it of its evils, but she
should stand up for the cause of others but not for herself,
women look at life and deal with its problem, each in her
own way.
of the narrative:
and failure howsoever deep the scars may be. The timely
has remarked:
been her most successful novel with the public. Sunil Sethi
finds in it:
mood evident in her earlier novels. For the first time, the
remarked:
in mere chronology.
Baba, and two sisters Bim and Tara, who grow up in old
lost.
only Baba, the younger brother and Bim, the elder sister
mind."27 she goes back into the darkest depth of the past
together with her sister Bim. Together they wade across the
bring.
from her old house and has a family of her own, Bim, the
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never left the house. The house is like a tomb in the great
recalls the old well where a cow had drowned and remained
wife and mother and gets marries and goes abroad with her
sisters, who escapes the pall of decay and death that the
mental torture and guilt for having abandoned Bim and her
psyche. Raja, Bim, Tara and Baba all have a home, a family
the children and the parents and they turn to Mira Masi for
dependent on her for the rest of her life. Bim feels hurt at
laughter. Her struggle to close all doors on the past and run
image.
in the college where she was taught, Bim, unlike all others,
past haunt her and as she goes about picking the pieces of
the past and connecting them with the present, the house
others.
The tone and meaning of the letter deeply stabbed her soul.
Raja and Tara who attained what they aspired for Bim is
not jealous but the futility of her desires torments her. Her
arena their paths diverge as they grow up. Boy's books like
fascination for her, nor can she enjoy the light romances
house engulfed with bitterness with Raja and Tara, who she
action and feels that he is too rich, too fat, too successful to
thinking that Raja was a hero, but she now realizes that a
Raja would not matter to her any more. His poems were
link them, ring to ring, he had not, it seemed, really set out
a new star, fresh and vivid. One could see in them only a
independence era she has to work her way out through the
whole, sane being against all odd. She used to long for the
siblings.
own inner life, her own house and its particular history
inner and the outer worlds. Her despair and loneliness are
time and society, who lead their lives on their own terms,
tension and fear, and the sight of a man cruelly beating his
rings with her voice, then with her silence and in the
till her death for her husband's family or for relatives. Since
Mr. & Mrs. Das have no time to look after their children,
others.
and wife are so absorbed in each other that they find little
time for the children and the family. They live for each
Baba for whom Mr. Das leaves some money after his death.
his wife yield to his will and system. The daughters of Tara
moves from the past to the present and from present to the
When her mother fails to fulfill her duties, Bim steps into
her shoes and takes over the role of the mother. Bim not
only sustains the family but also the house and this is
satisfying world.
of Maya, Sita, Nanda and Sarah, yet she is much more than
all their totality. She is also unique the way she cheerfully
accepts the truth of life in all its shades and there in lies
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6. Ibid., p. 72.
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