Daily Dairy 02-06-2023 aj mn 4:10 min pe utha. fajjar ki namaz prhi or phir hum walk pe chle gye. aj preparation ka last day tha kl party thi. college mn prhai itni nhi hoi sirf preparation hi hoi. mne 3 cheezon mn hisa liya. do skits thin or aik title dene mn hisa tha. 3 bje mn ghr aya. aj aik or seminar tha Quid -e-Azam medical college mn. mn or umer bhai dono gye. itna zyada acha nhi tha bs thk hi tha. uske baad hum ghr wapis a gye. or uske baad hum ne ficial kiya. kiu k subha party thi. uske mn ghr aya or so gya.aj hum new ghr shift hoye. 03-06-2023 aj hum ne party mn jana ha. hum subha se hi tyari krne lag gye phir bhi der ho gai. hum taqreebn 1:15 tk pohnche. uske baad 5:00 bje tk party hoi phir wapis ghr aye subha chuti thi is liye hum relax thay. 04-06-2023 to 14-06-2023 Sunday ase hi guzr gya. Monday Tuesday or Wednesday bhi guzr hi gye. Thursday ko umer bhai ne bhi college ana tha tu thora sa hosla hoa. mne tu shukr kiya k umer bhai ne mere college mn admission liya ha nhi tu mn tu us college ko prison smjhta hon. 15-06-2023 to 15-07-2023 is poorey month mn eid bhi aye or hamara college bhi open hoa. is month mn eid k dosre din ki sham ko meri umer bhai or Salman bhai se nrazgi ho gai. kiu k vo mujhe DHA mn apne saath lane k liye invite nhi kiya tha. mujhe ghusa nhi tha mujhe dukh hoa tha k unki nazar mn meri itni bhi importance nhi ha k mujhe bhi invite krte. lekin baad mn pta chla k unhone mujhe yaad tu kiya lekin msg is liye nhi kiya k mn busy hon ga ye Salman bhai ne kaha tha jo k mujhe ase Iga k vo mujhe behlana chahte thay. chln mne bhi neazgi khatam kr hi li lekin mere dil mn baat tu a gai na. mn wapis Bahawalpur a gya is dafa phopho waghera bhi saath thay. mera dil tu nhi lag rha tha lekin majbori thi. isi bare mn mne umer bhai se baat ki lekin koi zyada faida na hoa kiu k unhone meri situation ko itna serious nhi liya. lekin phir bhi dil mera unki waja se hi Iga kiu k vo achey dost sabit hoye. aik din mne apne dil k vo raaz bhi umer bhai ko bta diye jo shayed mne sirf Allah ko btaye thay. mn btana nhi chahta tha lekin pta nhi mne kese unko bta diya shayed is liye k vo achey razdar sabit hon ge. or asa hi hoa. or jb mne unko raaz btaya tu mujhe ajeeb sa apna pan Iga. mujhe pta nhi kiu asa Igta ha jesa mn sochta hon wasa hi vo mere baare mn sochte hn lekin mujhe phir bhi curiosity thi k vo mere baare mn kiya khiyal rakhte hn. jb mujhe umer or Salman jese dost mile tu mne Allah ka shukr ada kiya. k jo manga tha vo mil gya. mn tu unko apna best friend hi manta hon. lekin kabhi kabhi pta nhi mujhe kiu asa Igta ha k vo mujhe aik common dost k ilawa kuch nhi smjhte. or mn chahta hon ya Allah asa kuch bhi na ho. agr asa ho tu mujhe pehle hi un se dooor kr dn or unka khiyal mere dil se bhi nikl jaye. sorry mn itne din likh nhi saka kiu k mera dil hi nhi kr rha tha likhne ko. pta nhi kiu hr cheese se dil bezaar ha. college jane ka dil hi nhi krta agrcha hamari college timing short ho gai ha. From my itel