Freshman English II
Freshman English II
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In Doris Lessing's "IND AFF or Out of Love in Sarajevo," the protagonist's character
undergoes a significant transformation inspired by her dating Professor Peter. This tale explores
the complex interaction among love, ambition, and morality and the way these elements can
shape an individual's person. The protagonist, a young and passionate student, is initially
characterized by her admiration for Peter, her academic instructor. However, as their dating
deepens into a romantic affair, her character evolves from a determined and bold scholar to a
At the story's beginning, a strong interest in Dr. Peter Piper defines the protagonist's
identity. She sees him as knowledgeable and authentic in her academic world, which inspires her
to develop a thesis under his tutelage (140). This appreciation is evident when he discusses
science with her, even during their rainy holidays in Sarajevo. The protagonist's eagerness to
please Peter influences her educational choices and aspirations. Her determination to excel in her
studies and gain Peter's approval drives her life. This first personality trait reflects his dedication
character transformation, highlighting the intricate relationship between personal identity and
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external influences. The narrative explores how traditional norms and values relating to
relationships and morality significantly impact the protagonist's decision-making process. This
adds complexity to her character development, particularly evident in her interaction with
Professor Peter. The weight of societal judgment is palpable as she grapples with the outcomes of
her involvement in an extramarital affair, an act considered taboo by societal standards. This
outside judgment compounds her inner conflict, rendering her transformation more intricate.
Ultimately, the burden of societal expectations becomes a pivotal component in her choice to
distance herself from Peter as she seeks to align her actions with societal norms and her moral
values.
However, as the story progresses, the protagonist's character shifts due to her romantic
involvement with Peter. Their relationship, marked through secrecy and moral ambiguity, will
catalyze her transformation. She will become more impulsive and willing to prioritize her
emotional goals over her educational hobbies and moral principles. The turning factor in her
improvement occurs when she decides to engage in a romantic affair with Peter despite his
marriage (141). This selection illustrates her willingness to deviate from her initial experience of
morality and ambition. Her actions are driven by an extreme ardor and desire for Peter, reflecting
her developing emotional vulnerability. This shift in her individuality is evident when she says,
"I love you," to Peter, even though their love is clandestine and morally questionable (143).
As the protagonist's courting with Peter deepens, her personality also evolves. She
becomes increasingly conflicted, torn between her love for Peter and her know-how of the moral
implications of their affair. This inner conflict is meditated in her choice to leave Peter suddenly
in Sarajevo. Her departure signifies a rupture of their relationship and a moment of personal
reckoning. The rain in Sarajevo is a compelling symbol at some point in the story, mirroring the
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turbulent emotions and uncertainties that shape the protagonist's character. It represents the
unpredictable nature of love and relationships and the inner turmoil the protagonist reviews. Like
her evolving persona, the rain is relentless and uncontrollable, just like the course of her
In conclusion, the tale highlights the protagonist's transformation as she chooses to stroll
far from Peter. Her choice to depart him in Sarajevo demonstrates a newfound experience of
enterprise and self-recognition. She does not desire to be entangled in a love affair that conflicts
with her ethical values and jeopardizes her educational destiny. This final act of defiance
signifies her rejection of impulsive passion in favor of a more reasoned and principled technique
to life.