Phoenix Extravagant
Phoenix Extravagant
"A story of art, love, human connection, the power of creation, colonialism,
and the roles we all have to play in fighting oppression."
Paul Weimer
‘The story is dense, the pace intense, and the East Asian setting might make
it seem utterly alien to many readers—yet metaphors for our own world
abound. Readers willing to invest in a steep learning curve will be rewarded
with a tight-woven, complicated but not convoluted, breathtakingly original
story.’
N. K. Jemisin, The New York Times
‘I love Yoon’s work! Solidly and satisfyingly full of battles and political
intrigue, in a beautifully built setting that manages to be human and alien at
the same time.’
Ann Leckie
‘A density of ideas and strangeness that recalls the works of Hannu
Rajaniemi, even Cordwainer Smith. An unmissable debut.’
Stephen Baxter
‘Sheer poetry. Every word, name and concept in Lee’s unique world is
imbued with a sense of wonder.’
Hannu Rajaniemi
‘Readers who don’t mind being dropped in the deep end will savor this
brilliantly imagined tale.’
Publishers Weekly Starred Review
‘For sixteen years Yoon Ha Lee has been the shadow general of science
fiction, the calculating tactician behind victory after victory. Now he
launches his great manoeuvre. Origami elegant, fox-sly, defiantly and
ferociously new, this book will burn your brain. Axiomatically brilliant.
Heretically good.’
Seth Dickinson
‘A high-octane ride through an endlessly inventive world. Bold, fearlessly
innovative and just a bit brutal, Lee deserves to be on every awards list.’
Aliette de Bodard
‘“You know what’s going on, right?” Lee asks. Often, you have to say, “Uh,
yeah, of course,” when the real answer is “I have no idea, but I really, really
care.” And then you keep reading.’
Strange Horizons
‘Lee is ruthlessly clear-eyed about the costs and concerns of war and gives
us an instantly ingratiating heroine who spends most of the book doing her
best to outmaneuver the forces that have set her up to fail.’
RT Book Reviews
First published 2020 by Solaris
an imprint of Rebellion Publishing Ltd,
Riverside House, Osney Mead,
Oxford, OX2 0ES, UK
www.solarisbooks.com
ISBN: 978-1-78618-317-0
The right of the author to be identified as the author of this work has been
asserted in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.
GYEN JEBI STROVE to keep their hand from shaking as they dipped their
brush into the paint they’d mixed from pigments, a part of every artist’s
training. Remember, they reminded themself, you’re good at art. There’s no
reason to be nervous.
That didn’t do anything to soothe their nerves. They sat in a large room
along with eleven other painters taking the Ministry of Art’s examination,
light filtering in through paper-covered windows, which gave everything a
dreamlike aspect. The other painters varied in age, but most of them looked
like they were in their twenties. Jebi themself would turn twenty-six on the
New Year, when everyone grew a year older.
They’d already completed the first three parts of the examination,
which tested the artist’s ability to paint the most important subjects: first
bamboo (easy), then landscape (mostly easy, unless you were ambitious and
tried to outshine that famous painting of the Diamond Mountains), figure
painting (a girl greeting a bird, in case the examiners were feeling
sentimental). The last, hardest part of the exam was flower painting.
Jebi had mixed feelings about flowers. Even in past eras, choosing the
wrong flower could indicate political opinions or innuendo; such games
were even more dangerous now. The land of Hwaguk had been conquered
and renamed Administrative Territory Fourteen by the Empire of Razan six
years ago, although the Razanei presence went back years before that. And
every flower had a meaning, and Razanei and Hwagugin associations were
sometimes, but not always, the same.
I will be conventional, Jebi decided. Cowardly, but they needed this
job. They were tired of eking out an existence painting crude tigers and
frogs for collectors of folk art, even if it weren’t for the trifling matter of
that debt. Jebi yearned for a chance to paint real art, to spend time with a
community of like-minded artists—even if that meant working for the
Razanei government.
Their sister Bongsunga wouldn’t understand, never had. Bongsunga
had said that Jebi was welcome to stay with her as long as necessary. But
Jebi knew what they made selling folk art, they knew what they owed the
moneylender, and they knew what the Ministry of Art paid its staff artists.
They didn’t understand why the Razanei were so eager to recruit Hwagugin
artists, but they didn’t care. With any luck, they’d secure a comfortable
position painting portraits of scowling officials, making them less scowly in
the process. They could soothe their aching conscience by painting the
moonscapes and native birds that called to them in their off hours.
If they dithered any longer, the paint would dry on the brush, and then
where would they be? Jebi bit their lip, then settled on a peony, inoffensive
in both Razanei and Hwagugin symbolism. Either way it represented
romance and prosperity.
With deft strokes, Jebi finished the painting, depicting the peony with
a single petal curled as though about to fly away. It was in the looser,
impressionistic style that the Westerners had made popular among the
Razanei. Jebi had mixed feelings about foreigners adulterating a tradition of
art going back centuries, but even they had to concede that fashions
changed, whether or not foreigners were involved.
Like everyone in the examination room, Jebi had come dressed in the
modern clothes that the Razanei had introduced. For all her complaints,
Bongsunga owned similar outfits. In parts of the former capital—now
styled Administrative City Fourteen; at least the Razanei made things easy
to remember—wearing native clothes wasn’t safe. Easier to put on shirts
and slacks, also styles imported from the West, and fit in.
Jebi’s only concessions to Hwagugin tradition were two knotted mae-
deup charms under their shirt, one bought from a charm-seller just
yesterday. People had divided opinions on whether luck was like wine or
flowers: that is, whether magic charms grew in power over time, or
withered and had to be replaced. Jebi had split the difference by borrowing
one from their sister and picking up a new one in the same style. One in red
cord, one in blue, together suggesting the flow of yang and yin.
They didn’t wear the charms openly. Most Razanei scoffed at
Hwagugin superstition, although charms were usually reliable as far as
magic went. But the red and blue specifically evoked the yin-yang taegeuk
symbol of old Hwaguk.
Besides waiting for the paint to dry—something it did rapidly on the
absorbent hanji paper—they had to do one final thing before they could
consider themself done with the exam. They’d done it three times before;
they could do it once more, even if guilt pricked at their heart.
Jebi bit their lip, then dashed out a signature in Razanei script, making
sure it was legible: Tesserao Tsennan.
It was a Razanei name, not a Hwagugin one. Tsennan meant bud,
which appealed to Jebi’s sense of irony. Hwaguk meant flower land, which
either referred to the spectacular springtime displays of azaleas and
forsythias and plum blossoms or to the beauty (or seductiveness) of its
people, depending on how bawdy you liked your poetry.
Like a growing proportion of Hwagugin, Jebi was fluent in Razanei.
And like a small but significant number of their people, they sometimes
found it convenient to go by a Razanei name. The two peoples resembled
each other to a strong degree, after all: both black-haired and brown-eyed,
with tawny skin, not too tall and slight of build. The Razanei administration
encouraged the name changes and had set up a Registry of Names for
Fourteeners, as they referred to their subjects. Jebi had lost no time in
signing up, although they’d waited until their sister was at the market to get
this done because they hadn’t fancied a quarrel, especially over the
registration fee.
Tesserao Tsennan.
As the paint dried, Jebi thought wistfully that they wouldn’t mind
signing their own name to their paintings. But if wishes were wings, all the
world would fly. In the meantime, they needed the job.
They washed the brush out in the provided ceramic container,
quotidian stoneware rather than the nicer white porcelain cup they used at
home. The examiners did permit people to bring their own brushes.
Privately, Jebi thought this was likelier to be a cost-cutting measure on the
government’s part than a concession to artistic quirks.
The examiner at the head of the room sat with an open book, gazing
imperturbably at all the examinees. Jebi stared frankly at him, wondering
why he had brought the book if he wasn’t going to read it. Since nobody
was allowed to leave early, Jebi entertained themself by imagining how
they would draw a caricature of the man. Definitely exaggerate that
unseemly beak of a nose, plus the gray hairs sprouting out of his ears.
Maybe compare him to a tiger, cliché as it was? A balding white tiger, with
a ferocious but comical roar.
With a start, Jebi realized that the man was staring back at them, with
ill-concealed hostility. Hastily, Jebi jerked their gaze away and looked down
at their four paintings, neatly arrayed on the table before them.
Surreptitiously, they checked out the competition, cataloging faults, from
sloppy brushstrokes to wobbly composition. Their confidence grew; their
paintings were clearly among the best.
By the time the gong rang from outside, signaling an end to the
examination, Jebi’s head was throbbing. They had eaten only a light
breakfast of rice porridge with a few shreds of chicken in the morning.
They couldn’t wait to get some food into themself.
“Please leave your paintings in place and exit the room single-file,” the
examiner said in a gravelly voice. “The results of the exam will be posted
on the Ministry of Art bulletin board in three days.”
Jebi gathered up their coat in anticipation of the cold outside. It was
early enough in the winter that they had worn a lighter coat. The heavier
one had a prominent ink stain that Jebi and their sister hadn’t been able to
remove despite hours of scrubbing.
Jebi was the second-last to leave the room, following the other
hopefuls through the hallway and out of the building. From the outside, it
looked like any other ministry building, with its peaked roof and roof-tiles
sporting stylized plum blossoms. But the old signs in Hwamal, the language
Jebi had grown up speaking, had been replaced by new ones in Razanei
script.
It doesn’t matter, Jebi thought. The Ministry of Art was still the
Ministry of Art, no matter what language it was labeled with.
One of the other examinees fell in step with Jebi as they headed east
toward a street with food carts. She was a drab young woman, her earlobes
elongated by long earrings that jingled distractingly. Jebi wondered for a
moment if they’d paint her ears faithfully, or exercise some aesthetic
judgment and paint them without the stretching.
“How many of us do you think they’ll accept this round?” the woman
asked breathlessly. She couldn’t have been older than sixteen or seventeen
years, fresh-faced, her plump cheeks already reddening in the chill air.
Jebi fought down an irrational surge of jealousy. “I’m sure the Ministry
has plenty of positions,” they said with false cheer. Did the Ministry even
accept youths? “If you’ll excuse me, I need to get something to eat.”
The woman’s face fell, and Jebi lengthened their stride, leaving her
behind in the afternoon crowd of people with government business,
couriers, and, most unnerving of all, automata.
Jebi’s heartbeat sped up when they spotted the automata. From a
distance they resembled ordinary people. They even wore clothes and smart
black boots like ordinary people, to the extent that their blue uniforms were
‘ordinary,’ down to the golden Sun in Glory badges upon their chests and
the vicious curved swords any Hwagugin would have been arrested for
carrying. But the masks—their wooden masks showed blank visages with
cut-outs for eyes, no nostrils, no mouths, only peculiar painted motifs.
Intellectually, Jebi knew that the automata would not harm them. Jebi
hadn’t done anything. Unlike human police—whether Hwagugin
collaborators or Razanei occupiers—the automata were impartial. They
didn’t pick on drunks out of spite, or demand bribes, or beat up people who
looked at them crosswise. But neither did they understand mercy, and they
didn’t talk.
A patrol of automata and their human interpreter, who could be
identified by her necklace and bracelets of wooden beads, marched past as
Jebi got in line in front of a food cart selling fried pancakes stuffed with
jujubes, nuts, and melted brown sugar. Jebi did not have as much of a sweet
tooth as their sister, and they should save money until they knew they had
passed the Ministry of Art examination—the Razanei had a positive
obsession with paying on time—but they were so hungry. Their stomach
growled as they inhaled the rich smells of the frying pancakes.
It’ll be all right, Jebi thought as they counted out the money for two
pancakes. They had spent all their life practicing painting, even before the
Razanei invaded; had scrimped for lessons from the best teachers they
could find. Bongsunga hadn’t understood, exactly, but she had made her
own sacrifices to help Jebi in their pursuit of art. And Jebi had seen the
others’ paintings. There was no way they had failed the exam.
The pancake-seller made an especial production of Jebi’s pancakes,
flipping the dough ostentatiously and juggling their circular spatula. Jebi
smiled back, although they didn’t intend anything more than a harmless
friendliness. Behind them, two people were talking about the latest Razanei
troop movements as they continued to harry the rebels. The Army had
recently secured an ancient Hwagugin observatory; Jebi was only middling
educated in the ways of astrology, but their sister had a passion for it. They
doubted the Razanei cared about stars and celestial cycles. It was probably
about securing the high ground, one of the few military principles Jebi had
any familiarity with.
When the two pancakes were done, the seller tucked them into a paper
packet and handed them over. Jebi amused themself trying to figure out
where the paper came from. Outdated examination papers were the usual
source, but sometimes people used unclassified documents. This packet
appeared to have been cut from a shrill essay on the encroachment of
Western styles in pottery. Jebi had no strong feelings about the subject, but
it made for entertaining reading, to the extent that reading was possible
while weaving between the passers-by.
By the time Jebi arrived at their sister’s apartment across town, they
had devoured the first of the pancakes and were seriously considering
eating the second as well. They wouldn’t, of course. The whole point of
having a sister was to share, and that included sharing your fried pancakes
even if one was very hungry after a tense day of sitting exams.
In this part of town, people lived in family houses that had been
converted to rental units. These particular houses had been confiscated from
people who had put up a fight when the Razanei administration was
consolidating its hold on the city. Jebi and Bongsunga had had a screaming
argument before they moved into the apartment. Bongsunga had wanted to
stay in their mother’s old rental, even if the roof leaked and it had been
broken into twice and they couldn’t afford to replace the iron grilles over
the windows, since the landlord refused to do it. (The price of metal had
gone up precipitously since the Razanei commandeered the output of the
famed Hwagugin mines both for their automata and their war engines, from
tanks to battleships.) Jebi had pointed out that they’d be less miserable
moving into a less dilapidated place, and Bongsunga had finally given in.
This particular rental was one of the nicer ones, not that you could tell
from the outside. Bongsunga, who never did anything by halves, had
insisted on seeing all the available units and haggling down the price. Now,
to hear her talk, the whole thing had been her idea in the first place. Jebi
didn’t mind. They liked keeping their sister happy.
Jebi unlocked the door and entered, calling out, “Are you home,
Bongsunga?” They spoke in Hwamal; there was no need for pretenses here.
They slipped off their shoes and added, “I brought you a—”
“Sit down,” Bongsunga said coldly. “We need to talk.”
Bewildered, Jebi set the remaining fried pancake on a table and began
taking off their coat. “What’s the—?”
“Sit down.”
Bongsunga was already sitting cross-legged on a cushion in the middle
of the floor, a folder in her hands, next to the baduk set. The game in
progress, with its black and white stones, changed every few days even
though Jebi never met Bongsunga’s opponents. Perhaps she was playing
herself, or working strategy puzzles.
Her hair remained cropped short the way it had been ever since her
wife Jia died in the war with Razan six years ago. Bongsunga had never
grown it out once the mourning period passed, even though Jebi chafed at
having to cut it every time it strayed far from its current severe bob.
Bongsunga had taught Jebi to cut her hair when they were small, to save
money, even before their mother died. Looking at it now, Jebi wished that
their sister would get over Jia’s death—it had been six years, after all—then
winced inwardly at their own insensitivity.
Jebi let their coat fall in a crumpled heap, which would ordinarily have
occasioned a lecture. They retrieved a floor cushion of their own from the
stack by the wall, then arranged themself on the floor, also cross-legged. A
sudden wild panic seized them: “The landlord didn’t jack up the rent, did
they?”
Or worse, what if Bongsunga knew about Jebi’s debt?
Bongsunga’s scowl faltered. “You think this is about something as
petty as rent?”
That was when Jebi knew how badly they’d fucked up. In the ordinary
course of things, Bongsunga took money very seriously. “Then what?”
Bongsunga opened the folder with tight, controlled motions, like she
was close to ripping it in half. “I found this in your room,” she said, and
held up a sheet of paper.
The first thing that surged through Jebi was irritation. They weren’t ten
anymore; their sister, even an older sister who liked being the responsible
one, shouldn’t be going through their room. And never mind that the two of
them could afford two separate rooms, which allowed Jebi plenty of space
for splashing ink about and storing art supplies, instead of sharing like so
many of their neighbors did.
The second thing—
“Where did you find that?” Jebi blurted out, which was stupid, their
sister had just told them. The red stamp of the Citizens’ Bureau faced
outward, clearly visible to them.
In answer, Bongsunga’s eyes narrowed. “‘Tesserao Tsennan,’” she
read, although she stumbled over the pronunciation; the sound ts didn’t
occur in Hwamal words. Unlike Jebi, Bongsunga had only learned the bare
minimum of Razanei words—what she called ‘Rassanmal,’ the Hwamal
term for the language—necessary to survive. “Whose idea was this?”
As if they’d been conned into getting a name certificate by some
feckless friend over drinks. “It was my idea,” they said loudly.
Bongsunga tugged at a lock of her hair, white-lipped. She closed her
eyes, breathed in and out. Opened them.
“If that’s all—” Jebi said, daring to hope that they could get this
argument over with and slip off to the kitchen for a proper dinner. Maybe
Bongsunga didn’t realize what a name certificate cost. After all, she
considered the whole business distasteful; might not have paid attention to
the bureaucracy involved.
“I’m not finished,” Bongsunga said. She put the certificate back in the
folder. “You could have gotten into—this could get you into trouble with
patriots. I’ll burn this, and we’ll have no more of this nonsense.”
Jebi’s temper flared. “What do you mean, ‘burn this’? I spent good
money on—”
They realized the admission was a mistake the moment the words left
their mouth.
“Money,” Bongsunga repeated slowly. “What money?”
Jebi gritted their teeth. There was no way Bongsunga would
understand taking out a loan for something like this, so they had to lie to
her. “I took odd jobs. Painting posters, the endless pictures of tigers to sell
in the markets, you know. Believe it or not, people will pay something for
good art. And I’m good at what I do.”
“Then why do you need this—this—?” Bongsunga indicated the
offending document.
“Listen,” Jebi said, “could we at least discuss this after dinner?
Because I’m famished after—” They clamped their mouth shut. Stupid.
They’d meant to tell Bongsunga—after. Only after they’d passed the exams
and it was a done deal.
Bongsunga’s voice took on what Jebi always thought of as her Mom
But Not Mom Voice. “After what?” she asked with deceptive calm.
In Jebi’s earliest memories, their mother had yelled occasionally—not
malice, just an uncertain temper after the tribulations of raising two children
with her husband dead. Of course, she hadn’t lived long. Bongsunga had
sworn once that she would never yell. And for the most part she succeeded.
Jebi often wished she would, because yelling—even throwing chopsticks—
would have been more endurable than this deadly coldness.
“Let’s talk about this after dinner,” Jebi repeated, and looked down.
Their hands were shaking.
“I told you that you should have had more breakfast,” Bongsunga said,
as if that mattered right now.
Jebi loved their older sister, even when she was mad, but sometimes
she acted like she was still the only grown person and Jebi was still a
teenager. “Never mind,” they said, “I’m not hungry after all.” They got up
to go to their room—hide in their room, if the truth be told, until this blew
over, and maybe they were acting like a teenager after all. Unfortunately,
their stomach betrayed them by growling loudly. At any other time, it
would have been funny.
Bongsunga rose as well, leaving the folder next to her cushion on the
floor. She caught Jebi’s arm. “Listen to me.”
Jebi froze.
“Whatever it is you did that you think is so clever”—she said the word
with no particular inflection—“you might as well share it now. We’ll get
through it together. We always have.”
Jebi’s heart ached, because they didn’t think together was what their
sister would be feeling once they admitted where they’d been all day. “It’s
not trouble,” they said, trying to buy time. “I haven’t gone down to the
gambling parlors and lost the month’s rent, if that’s what you’ve been
thinking.” The moneylender had given them until the end of the month to
come up with the money. And the Razanei paid on time. The problem was
going to go away.
Bongsunga’s brow furrowed. Whoops; bad joke, bad time, and even
when she was in a good mood, Bongsunga had no sense of humor when it
came to money. “If it isn’t trouble,” she said, “why are you avoiding telling
me?”
An excellent question, and one whose answer would only infuriate her.
Fine, then; better to get the explosion over with so the two of them could
resume an ordinary existence. Besides, Bongsunga would come around
once Jebi started bringing in more money. After all, she’d wanted to replace
the floor cushions with nicer ones. Their current set was starting to look
threadbare. Jebi liked how their sister’s face glowed when she was able to
afford things without worrying about money, especially since they were
painfully aware how tightly she budgeted so that Jebi could have the art
supplies they needed. Bongsunga spent all day out of the house, hustling at
tasks she refused to talk to Jebi about, and worked half the night on top of
it. Jebi wanted her to be able to lead an easier life.
Jebi squared their shoulders and bowed slightly, as though presenting a
petition to someone close to their age. “I took the Ministry of Art
examination today,” they said. “I did well. It’ll be a steady job. I’ll bring in
more money than the scribal stuff and cheap pictures I’ve been doing.”
Bongsunga let go of their arm, and for a moment Jebi thought she
wasn’t mad anymore. “What name,” she said, “did you register under?”
“I don’t see why that’s—”
“Exactly. You don’t see.” Bongsunga’s mouth crimped. “Answer the
question.”
Jebi lifted their head and looked their sister directly in the eye, which
caused her eyes to narrow. After all, Jebi was the younger. They might push
her, they might defy her, but open disrespect from a younger sibling was
another matter.
On the other hand, at this point, etiquette was the least of Jebi’s
problems.
“I registered as Tesserao Tsennan,” they said into Bongsunga’s hostile
silence. They couldn’t help themself: they made a point of pronouncing the
foreign name perfectly, as they had practiced so carefully in the markets and
at the downtown districts when Bongsunga wasn’t around to overhear. The
words spilled out of them in a tumble. “You know what it’s like for
Hwagugin these days. The Rassanin”—they used the Hwamal term for
Razan’s people with the ease of long practice—“give preference to their
own when they hire.”
Whoops. They’d revealed more than they’d meant to.
“It’s bad enough,” Bongsunga said flatly, “that you think it’s necessary
to bow to the conquerors—”
Jebi made a frantic shushing motion; there were things you didn’t say,
even within your own apartment.
But Bongsunga didn’t care about that. She continued, “—and even
worse that you’re impersonating them.”
“It’s not impersonating, really,” Jebi protested, “I’m just letting them
make whatever assumptions they want to—”
“You know perfectly well that Rassanin don’t live in this part of town.
Even the lower-ranked ones have no trouble turning decent people out of
their houses so they can loll about in luxury. The truth about your heritage
will come out eventually, and then where will you be?”
“I just thought—”
Jebi might as well have been trying to argue with a monsoon.
Bongsunga’s voice rose just slightly, like a string tuned too taut. “You know
how Jia died!”
They did, although Bongsunga rarely spoke of it. Her wife had gone to
war against the Razanei; had been cut down by a Razanei duelist wearing
flamboyant Hwagugin red and blue—except the witnesses had seen the Sun
in Glory armband, and she’d wielded a curved Razanei sword. If it hadn’t
been the duelist, it would have been artillery shells or bullets, anyway.
Hwaguk’s old-fashioned military, wielding swords and spears, had been no
match for the Razanei with their tanks and modern rifles, technology
reputedly stolen from the Westerners. Jebi still remembered the awful day
when the messenger from the Hwagugin army had brought the news and
recounted the whole thing in detail, and how Bongsunga hadn’t spoken for
a week afterward.
I should have anticipated this, Jebi thought, fighting to keep their face
from crumpling. They’d wanted Bongsunga to be happy. If only she hadn’t
found the name certificate, everything would have worked out all right.
Why had their luck charms failed them so badly?
Bongsunga was shaking. “Jia would have been appalled—appalled—”
Then, to Jebi’s horror, their sister began to cry.
Jebi reached out instinctively. “Bongsunga, I—”
“Get out,” Bongsunga snapped. “Since you’re so keen on working for
the conquerors, you might as well rely on them for your housing too. I’m
not going to share my roof with a collaborator.” She thrust the name
certificate at Jebi.
They stared at her. “You can’t mean that.” But they snatched the
precious certificate anyway.
Bongsunga’s chilly stare was answer enough.
Numbly, Jebi walked to their room, all the while aware of Bongsunga
watching, and packed their money, clothes, and most essential art supplies
as quickly as they could. They didn’t want to linger one second longer than
necessary. Not with their sister in this mood.
It wasn’t until they were out the door that they realized that they had
left behind the fried pancake.
TWO
JEBI PULLED THEIR coat more tightly around themself as they walked away
from their sister’s apartment. She’ll cool down, they thought miserably as
the evening’s chilly wind skirled up their sleeves and cut past their scarf.
I’ll come back tomorrow, and we’ll have breakfast, and everything will be
all right.
They had the sinking feeling that reconciliation was the last thing on
Bongsunga’s mind. She rarely mentioned Jia by name; that she had done so
was a testament to how upset she was.
Jebi could think of several friends they could stay with for a few
nights, but not a long-term solution. Money was going to be a problem until
the end of the month, unless they took out another loan, which they didn’t
want to do. They shivered, sinking further into misery, and to top things off,
they were really hungry.
They walked the half-hour to Hak’s place. Hak worked as a low-level
clerk for the Citizens’ Bureau, on account of her beautiful calligraphy, in
addition to brokering art sales on the side. In an earlier era, she would have
been a poet, renowned for her graceful turns of phrase and ability to quote
from the Huang-Guan classics. As it stood, she entertained herself in her off
hours translating Razanei poetry into Hwamal. There was an underground
market for the stuff, and Hak was a practical woman.
Most collaborators were less obvious about it, but Hak was a gumiho,
a shapeshifting fox spirit. The Hwagugin didn’t want to cross her. The
gumiho were known for seducing travelers and eating their livers. The
general sentiment was that Hak was welcome to hang around the Razanei
and eat their livers, if they were so foolish as to offend her. The one time
Jebi had asked about the topic, Hak had laughed and said that she was a
modern gumiho, not a traditionalist, with better ways of obtaining food.
Getting the name certificate had been Hak’s suggestion, so Jebi could
count on her sympathy. Just as importantly, Hak had a generous spirit and
wouldn’t mind hosting a down-on-their-luck artist for a couple nights. Jebi
hated to inconvenience her, but of their friends, Hak was the best prospect.
I’ll make it up to her later, Jebi thought as they passed beneath the
street lights. A lone automaton was igniting the lanterns one by one,
although the sun was still a red-orange disc on the horizon. Jebi had no
doubt that, by sundown, all the lights would be on, and timed perfectly, too.
That was one thing they liked about Razanei rule, although they’d
never have admitted it to their sister. The Razanei had cleaned up the
streets, hired street-sweepers, wired the central portion of Administrative
City Fourteen for electricity. No electricity out here, of course—the street
lights were ordinary lanterns—but they sometimes caught themself wishing
for it in their home district. The streets felt safer with good lighting, even if
violent crime was a rarity in most parts of the city thanks to the automata
patrols. After all, automata didn’t care about day or night, or need to sleep
at all.
While they were daydreaming, they wouldn’t mind electric lamps in a
spacious art studio. Bongsunga—as much as it hurt to think about her—had
originally given Jebi the larger room, not just so they could have the space
for their supplies, but because it had a wonderful north-facing window. The
other room was in the shade most of the time, thanks to a profligate wisteria
that attracted hornets in the summertime. Being able to work whatever
hours they pleased with good light, instead of being bound by the rising and
setting of the sun, sounded like an impossible luxury.
Perhaps the best way to proceed would be to—and Jebi sighed—bring
a small gift. It was the polite thing to do, even if they had to hoard their
money carefully until the job came through. Still, the best way to ask for a
favor was to do a favor, wasn’t that how the world worked?
With that in mind, Jebi detoured to a book-seller’s stall. There were
always book-sellers, many of them trading in old Hwamal books and the
occasional import from the great land of Huang-Guan to the north of
Hwaguk’s peninsula. Increasingly they sold books in Razanei, too. The
Razanei government attempted to regulate the trade in books, but so far
their efforts had been half-hearted and not terribly successful, unless the
book-seller was stupid enough to pass around openly seditious literature.
This one-armed book-seller sat on a stool that had seen better days,
hunched over a ledger as they cataloged their stock. The two of them
exchanged nods of recognition: they both wore their hair in asymmetrical
haircuts, like geu-ae currently did in the capital. The Razanei seemed
baffled by geu-ae, people who chose to live not as men or women at all, or
who sometimes dressed and spoke as one and sometimes as the other. But
they left them alone, for which Jebi was grateful.
“Do you have any poetry?” Jebi asked, using a moderately respectful
form of the verb. One thing they’d learned from Bongsunga—their heart
clenched—was that speaking sweetly to shopkeepers was a great way to
open a round of haggling.
“What sort are you looking for?” the book-seller asked, reciprocating
the formality level.
“Whatever’s new,” Jebi said. “Rassanmal, if you have it.”
“Any poet in particular? Kiiam is very popular lately.”
“That works for me,” Jebi said, eager to get going before the sun sank
below the horizon. Hak kept late hours, but best not to push their luck.
“It’s for a friend,” the book-seller said knowingly. “You’re not into
poetry at all, are you? I bet you’ve never even heard of Kiiam.”
“Got it in one,” Jebi said. “Doesn’t bother you, does it?”
The book-seller shrugged. “Your money’s just as good either way. I
don’t care if you’re going to draw doodles all over the pages, or use them to
wipe your ass. They’re just books.”
“If you say so,” Jebi said, appalled in spite of themself, and haggled
over the price before handing over the money.
The sky darkened as Jebi kept walking. They paused for a moment in
spite of their haste, and gazed up at the jewel-sash of glittering stars, the
blade-slash of the moon. Bongsunga used to take Jebi up to the roof at night
and name the constellations for them, and tell them all the old stories of
celestial attendants. Hwaguk’s astrologers had observed the celestial beings
directly since the invention of telescopes, although the meanings of their
movements often puzzled people, and were a frequent source of gossip.
By the time they arrived at Hak’s place, a modest house located in
what was euphemistically known as the Virgins’ District, it was not too far
past sundown. Bongsunga had hang-ups about the Virgins’ District—so
called because “everyone’s a virgin if you pay them to be”—and Jebi hadn’t
figured out why until they learned that Jia had, before the marriage, dallied
from time to time with the prostitutes there. But prostitutes had to make a
living, too.
The first thing that told Jebi that they’d arrived at an awkward time
was the fact that the gate was propped open by a weathered kimchi pot.
People milled about the courtyard. Beyond the laughter and buzz of
conversation, Jebi heard—was that musicians? A bamboo flute and a drum,
and they bet there was also a zitherist to complete the trio, although the
instrument was too quiet for a party of this sort.
I should head back, or bother someone else, Jebi thought, hesitating.
But they’d come all this way, with a gift no less, and besides, they could
smell the food from within. The rich aromas of barbecued meat and sauces
and sliced fruits made their mouth water.
What the hell. At worst they’d be kicked out and they could try some
other friend. Jebi ducked behind the wall just long enough to comb their
fingers through their hair, then strode into the courtyard.
Almost everyone was speaking Razanei, which explained why Hak
hadn’t invited Jebi. While Jebi was fluent and rarely had problems passing
on casual contact, Hak knew Bongsunga’s opinion of the Razanei. For that
matter, Bongsunga didn’t think highly of Hak, either, or foxes in general,
but that didn’t matter anymore.
A few people turned at Jebi’s entrance, then dismissed them as nobody
of note. The rucksack crammed full of their possessions looked out of place
here, where the guests were dressed in finery. Jebi didn’t bristle at the
assessment. As much as Bongsunga resented Razanei governance,
hierarchy had always been a part of Hwaguk’s society. Having Razanei at
the top of the pecking order wasn’t all that different from having the old
government’s scholar-aristocrats in charge. But Bongsunga would never see
it that way.
Jebi spent several minutes dodging through the crowd. Where was
Hak? They should say hello, explain the situation to her. But there were so
many people, and they didn’t spot her anywhere.
What the hell, maybe they could at least get a little food in their belly,
then resume the search. Jebi inched toward the food. The tables showed a
staggering spread, only half-eaten. The meat had not been as popular as Jebi
had expected. They sniffed again, suspicious this time. Was that liver? Must
be Hak’s idea of a joke.
“I don’t recognize you,” a sharp voice interjected just as Jebi reached
for a skewer.
Jebi glanced sidelong at the woman, whose brocade silk jacket
declared her wealth. Among other things, Jebi hadn’t seen fabric of such a
rich indigo in this part of town in forever. “Excuse me,” they said at their
most polite. “The host is a friend of mine. I didn’t catch your name?”
The rich woman raised her eyebrow as she looked Jebi up and down,
gaze lingering on the ink stain. Jebi was regretting not wearing their best
coat for the visit, but they hadn’t wanted to risk getting it soiled. If only
they’d known about the party and its judgmental guests beforehand.
Maybe this hadn’t been such a great idea after all. “I’ll be going,” Jebi
said, sliding the skewer back onto the tray with a longing look and turning
around.
Jebi almost collided into Hak in their haste to leave. “Tsennan!” Hak
said, smiling brightly.
Hak was small even for a Hwagugin, and indecently chubby at a time
when the only people who were eating well were, not to put too fine a point
on it, collaborators. Even her clothes were fine, although her fox-red coat
was less showy than the other woman’s brocade jacket. But Hak was also
generous, and Jebi figured they had a lot to learn from her adroitness in
navigating recent politics.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t think to invite you,” Hak went on. “It must have
slipped my mind.”
Jebi knew why they hadn’t gotten the invite; no sense in taking
offense. “It looks like a lovely party,” they said. At least Hak had addressed
them by their Razanei name; they appreciated her attention to detail.
“Chiaza, have you met my friend Tsennan?” Hak said, snagging the
skewer that Jebi had just returned and casually handing it back to them,
bless her. “They’re an artist.”
“An artist, really,” Chiaza the rich woman said, still looking skeptical.
“What school of calligraphy do you subscribe to?”
“I was originally trained in Flowing Salamander,” Jebi said truthfully,
wishing they’d prepared a better lie. Even they knew that Flowing
Salamander was considered eccentric among the Razanei, although at least
it was a recognized school. “But these days I’ve adapted to Four Friends.”
And that was respectable to the point of being stodgy. It referred to four
plants: bamboo, plum blossom, orchid, and chrysanthemum. But if forced
to demonstrate, especially with cold-numbed fingers, it was the other style
they could pull off easily.
“I suppose that’s acceptable,” Chiaza said, as if her acceptance meant
anything to Jebi.
“Chiaza deals in antiquities,” Hak said, patting Jebi’s hand in warning:
Don’t react. As if Jebi would do anything foolhardy in a courtyard full of
Razanei. “That’s why we’re gathered here. Chiaza, don’t let me keep you, I
just want to show Tsennan around.”
Jebi chomped down the meat with unseemly haste, and put down the
skewer. They kept from glancing back over their shoulder at the mouth-
watering food. At least Hak had fed them one skewer, which was better than
none. “Antiquities?” they asked in a low voice as Hak ushered them toward
the house.
“Oh, yes,” Hak said, “it’s the latest rage among collectors back in
Razan.”
I hadn’t heard, Jebi almost said; but best to keep quiet about their
ignorance.
Hak’s next smile was less forced. “Very profitable, if you know the
right people. Granted, my business isn’t direct. I introduce people to each
other, in exchange for a consideration. One has to take care of oneself when
the pickings are lean, you know.”
“I do,” Jebi said. Outdated attitudes still lingered even in
Administrative City Fourteen. In the old days, while a professional painter
or calligrapher could make a respectable living, people reserved their
respect for amateurs—usually aristocrats or poets or courtesans who
practiced the arts on the side. The Hwagugin aesthetic preferred honesty
and spontaneity over strict technical proficiency. Jebi had mixed feelings
about this, but they kept their opinions to themself. No sense in offending
one’s clients, after all, or other artists of whatever stripe.
Once inside, both Hak and Jebi slipped off their shoes and left them on
the low shelf reserved for that purpose. The common room had been
transformed, aglow with paper lanterns in what Jebi identified, cynically, as
a compromise design that could be interpreted as either Hwagugin or
Razanei: round, ribbed, decorated inoffensively with the symbol for long
life in black calligraphy.
Tables and artfully placed screens turned the common room into a
miniature labyrinth displaying the artifacts that Hak had mentioned. The
first to catch Jebi’s eyes was—it had to be a counterfeit. But it looked real,
gleaming in the flickering glow of the lanterns: an antler-crown of one of
Hwaguk’s old dynasties, its delicate prongs covered in gilt and dangling
comma-shaped jade beads. Or anyway, if it wasn’t real jade, it looked damn
close.
“That’s right,” Hak said, noticing Jebi’s hesitation. “That’s genuine,
according to the scholars I consulted. Priceless, and wasted in the shrine
where it was moldering away.”
Jebi scarcely heard her. They drifted among the tables, marveling at
the treasures showcased. Brittle greened daggers of bronze with the peculiar
mandoline-shaped blades that sometimes turned up in the junk markets.
Vases, some pure white, others of the blue-gray celadon that was so prized
even today, still others painted with elaborate scenes of cloud and crane.
Lacquered boxes for cosmetics, decorated with abalone inlay. Silk scrolls
from which bodhisattvas of ages past stared, serene to the point of stiffness,
skin depicted in gold and robes in red.
“This is remarkable,” Jebi said, because they had to say something.
They’d grown up with art like this, to the extent that everyone did. The
riches of ages past, brought here for the delectation of foreigners.
These foreigners rule us, Jebi thought, determined to recognize the
reality of their situation—everyone’s situation, no matter what people like
their sister might think.
Hak chattered brightly about the provenance of various items, pointing
at a golden incense-holder here, a carved wooden duck there. Apparently
the Razanei had sent expeditions to the tombs, the temples, the ancestral
halls. Why should items of such charming and primitive beauty be left
where no one could appreciate them, after all?
Except ‘no one’ meant the people who had made this art, and left it
where they wanted it, for reasons of their own—reasons which had almost
certainly not included pillage by Razanei.
Jebi breathed in and out, reminding themself to stay calm. It wasn’t
any of their business, and it wasn’t their problem to solve, either. So what if
Hak wanted to broker some deals? She had a right to make a living.
They became aware of other people circulating in the common room.
Some of them weren’t even paying attention to the priceless artifacts in
front of them. Snatches of conversation drifted toward Jebi:
“...need a sterner hand, is what,” a baritone was saying. “There’s no
way the Governor-General would have ordered such extreme actions unless
there was a full-scale insurrection.”
Insurrection? Jebi wondered, heart beating more rapidly. Sure, they’d
heard of rebels, people who put up crude posters only to have them taken
down by the patrols of automata, or else hid in the mountains and carried
out ineffectual raids.
Someone with a higher voice answered the first: “But in an out-of-the-
way place like Parugan-Namu? Barugan-Namu? I swear, I keep practicing,
but those complicated Hwamal”—they almost said the word correctly
—“consonants keep defeating me. I’ll get it right one of these days.”
Thank you, Jebi thought ironically. Nice to know someone was trying.
By the sound of it, the speaker was referring to some place called Ppalgan-
Namu, which meant Red Tree; they were used to teasing out Hwamal words
from Razanei mutilation. Jebi had never heard of the place, but that didn’t
mean anything. Hwaguk was full of settlements, from as small as three or
four households clinging to hard-fought terraces of rice to whole sprawling
towns. Most of them had descriptive names like Red Tree or Big Boulder, if
you dug through the etymology.
Hak was still talking, and the people discussing the massacre had
moved away. Jebi put it out of their mind. If it affected ordinary citizens
here in the capital, which they doubted, they’d be able to scrape up the
news elsewhere.
“...to the moon,” someone else was saying. “If celestials can live up
there, then so can ordinary human beings. It’s just a matter of arranging
transport.”
“Even the Ministry of Technology hasn’t figured out how to invent a
flying machine,” a bored voice responded. “And who cares about a bunch
of louche celestials and their pets? There’s nothing interesting in the sky
unless you want to catch moon rabbits.”
“...want some tea?” Hak gestured at the rucksack’s straps, and Jebi
gave up on the intriguing astrological conversation. “I can find you a safe
place to put that down. Your back must ache.”
“Yes, of course,” Jebi said, smiling their gratitude. Besides, they hadn’t
had anything to drink all day, and dehydration was giving them a headache.
The two of them drifted into the kitchen, which was absurdly small
considering the bounty of food outside. “If you ever need a caterer, I can
absolutely recommend the Kim family that lives next to the statue of
Nongae,” Hak said with a wry smile as she poured for both of them. She
was still speaking in Razanei. “They’re used to, shall we say,
accommodating odd tastes.”
“Really,” Jebi said, eyes crinkling. “That looked like ordinary food.”
They weren’t going to mention the livers if Hak wasn’t going to. At a nod
from Hak, Jebi eased the rucksack off their shoulders and leaned it against a
counter. Then they took the proffered teacup and drained it in one gulp, too
thirsty to be decorous.
Hak lowered their voice confidentially. “Nothing’s as spicy as it
usually is! They used the absolute weakest pepper paste they could get
away with, for appearances’ sake. I didn’t want anyone to go away with
their mouth on fire.”
Jebi grinned. “You’re always the thoughtful host. Speaking of which—
I realize this is not the best time, but could I trouble you for a spot to sleep
for the next week or so?”
“Oh,” Hak said, her face screwing up in sympathy. “Let me guess.
Things with your honored sister finally came to a head?” She nodded
wisely at the rucksack. “At least you come prepared.”
“Something like that,” Jebi said, and grimaced. “I hate to impose—”
“Nonsense,” Hak said briskly. “What are friends for? As long as”—
and she grinned—“you don’t mind helping me clean up after everyone’s
gone home.”
“Of course, of course.”
“How did the examination go, by the way?”
Jebi brightened. “I did good work. You know how my sister frets about
money all the time. Once I bring home the signing bonus”—and pay off my
debt—“and start drawing that salary, she’ll come around.”
“She’d better,” Hak said. “I know your sister’s set in her ways, but she
should appreciate that art is work too!”
Jebi laughed, uncomfortable with the old argument. Hak had never
quite understood Bongsunga’s feelings about art. Bongsunga had never
been anything but supportive of Jebi’s vocation, but Jebi was always
itchingly aware of the sacrifices that Bongsunga made, when she must have
dreams of her own.
By all rights, Bongsunga should have remarried, or at least adopted a
child to carry on the family name. She was the elder, after all. Their parents
had died young, of disease, leaving Bongsunga to raise Jebi. And Jebi was
an artist, married, as tradition would have it, to their art. They might take
lovers—had done so in the past—but marriage was out of the question.
They’d only known a few artists who had attempted that path, and they’d
rapidly become irrelevant. Unfair, perhaps, but not something Jebi had any
power to change.
The hard truth was, finding someone willing to marry the widow of a
Hwagugin soldier—and one who’d died fighting the Razanei, at that—
posed a difficulty. And beyond that, children cost money. (According to an
old saying, children ate money. Not a saying that Bongsunga had ever
repeated in front of Jebi, who was always aware of the eight-year difference
in their ages, but one Jebi thought about nonetheless.)
“It’ll blow over,” Jebi said at last. “I just need a place to stay for a few
nights, until the examination results are released and my sister’s temper
cools down.”
“It’s no problem.” Hak smiled. “Still, I think I should put your bag
somewhere safer, in case someone mistakes it for an artifact! I’ll set it in my
bedroom. Will that do?”
“Thank you,” Jebi said. “Besides, you have to talk to people, don’t
you? That’s the whole reason you threw this party. Just as long as you don’t
mind me availing myself of your food...” The more of this feast they
enjoyed, the less of their own money they’d have to spend. A mercenary
way to use a friend, but they didn’t have any better options.
“Eat, eat,” Hak said. She lifted the rucksack. “I’ll take care of this. You
can find me later.”
Jebi waved her off, then returned to the common room, leaving the
empty teacup behind. They slowed down just in time to avoid colliding into
a knot of three Razanei, one of them in the blue-and-gold uniform of
Razan’s military. The Razanei didn’t so much as glance at them, instead
gesticulating at a wooden sculpture and talking in a hushed voice. Jebi gave
up on trying to understand them once they switched to a thick dialect Jebi
didn’t recognize. That, they could tell, was on purpose, so they might as
well give the three their privacy.
It’s not my art that’s being sold to foreign collectors, Jebi thought, to
ease the traitorous pang that stabbed through their heart. They’d stopped in
front of a painting of two hawks circling in a way that evoked the blue-and-
red taegeuk yin-yang symbol featured on Hwaguk’s old flag.
It could be worse, Jebi consoled themself, moving on to the next
painting. This one wasn’t, strictly speaking, an artifact. They could almost
smell the newness of the paints, in the pastel style that some modern artists
preferred. Depicted were shelves and books using the Western innovation
called perspective, which had become a fad among some of Jebi’s
generation—introduced by Western philosophers visiting both Huang-Guan
to the north and the islands of Razan. While the former government of
Hwaguk had forbidden Western visitors, the influences had trickled in
anyway.
The unsettling geometrical realism both fascinated Jebi and made them
uneasy. Surely what mattered was an artist’s ability to capture the inner
spirit of the subject, and not the minutiae of its exterior appearance? At
least Hak—who had, in days past, pronounced herself charmed by the
technique—wasn’t standing here to argue with them over it.
I should pay more attention to the important things in life, like food,
Jebi thought, shaking their head. They slipped on their shoes and headed
back out into the courtyard with its temptation of dishes.
ON THE THIRD morning of their stay with Hak, Jebi woke early enough to
catch her before she left. Hak had already prepared a lunchbox, as she had
the previous mornings; when did she sleep? “We’ll celebrate tonight,” Hak
said, smiling as she slid the lunchbox across the table to Jebi. “My treat.”
“Oh, I can’t,” Jebi protested, “not after all your generosity.”
“Nonsense,” Hak said. “You’ll have plenty of opportunities to return
the favor in the days to come.” She winked, her eye gleaming fox-amber
before returning to its usual brown. “Maybe we can even invite that sister of
yours.”
“Maybe,” Jebi agreed, despite a twinge of resentment. They didn’t
want to share their triumph with Bongsunga, even though they owed it to
her just as surely as they did to Hak.
Jebi and Hak headed out together, although their paths diverged after
just a couple of blocks. The autumn chill had let up today, although that was
only temporary; according to the almanacs issued by the government, the
first frost was right around the corner. Jebi had dressed respectably for the
occasion, bringing a minimum of necessities. They doubted the Ministry
would ask them to start painting on the spot. There was, they’d heard, an
orientation period over the course of two weeks.
Although they’d set out early, a small crowd had gathered around the
bulletin board by the time they arrived. Mostly curious onlookers, Jebi
figured, since there were easily twice as many people as had taken the
exam. Chest tight, Jebi elbowed their way through the crowd so they could
get close enough to the bulletin board to read the results.
ACCEPTED APPLICANTS, said the first sheet, with a list of five
names. Jebi read and reread the list with a growing sense of unreality, then
the official signature at the bottom of the sheet certifying the results. This
can’t be happening.
Five names, and theirs—Razanei or Hwagugin—wasn’t one of them.
THREE
JEBI DIDN’T REMEMBER how they’d ended up at the shabby parlor three
buildings south from the One-Armed Warrior. The statue had not lost its
limb during the Razanei invasion, as some claimed; rather, some vandal had
taken a chisel to it ten years earlier. Jebi had a great view of it from the
second floor balcony of the parlor. Its mutilation echoed Jebi’s mood. They
felt as though someone had chopped off their right arm, or cut out their
heart.
Blearily, they stared at the cup of rice wine, then sipped it. What they
wanted to do was down the whole thing at once, but the taste was so terrible
that even in this mood they couldn’t bring themself to do it. Getting drunk
was difficult when one didn’t like alcohol. But if they kept at it long
enough, inebriation would ensue.
The sun highlighted the roof-tiles of the nearby buildings, most of
them sporting the faces of dokkaebi goblins or legendary warriors. Under
other circumstances, Jebi would have doodled their own versions of the
familiar motifs, recognizable even from a distance. But the last thing they
wanted to do right now was draw.
How could they have failed the exam? Had the examiners discovered
their Hwagugin origins? Because those had been some of their finest
paintings. They’d been so sure that the examiners would be impressed.
Preoccupied, they almost didn’t notice Hak and another person had
slid into the seats across from them until Hak spoke.
“You have no idea how long it took to chase you down,” Hak said,
cheeks pink and a little breathless. She must have been running.
Jebi blinked slowly. “What are you doing here?” Then they realized
how ungracious that sounded. “I mean, I thought you were busy.”
Jebi glanced at Hak’s companion, a slender person dressed daringly in
a sleek masculine beige coat, and a shockingly vivid purple scarf
embroidered with nesting birds, a feminine motif. Aniline purple must be
popular right now. “I don’t believe we’ve met,” the stranger said in
Razanei. Their voice was low and warm. “I heard from Hak what happened.
So sorry.”
“I can’t figure out what I did wrong,” Jebi said dully, not caring that
Hak had brought a stranger along to witness their failure. After all, the
results had been posted in public. Everyone who cared would know.
Even Bongsunga would know. They were sure of it, and just as sure
that they couldn’t go back to her, not without rekindling the argument that
had led her to kick them out in the first place.
The moneylender too. If he hadn’t found out yet, he would soon. Jebi
needed to find a source of income before the end of the month. They only
had twelve more days to come up with the money.
“The examiners are mercurial,” Hak said, reaching out to pat Jebi’s
hand. “You can try the next time they have openings, surely? I bet it was
close.”
Hak’s sympathy only made Jebi want to lash out, but their friend
deserved better. “Who knows when that will be? And in the meantime, I
either have to patch things up with my sister or find alternate living
arrangements.” They knew better than to assume that they could stay with
Hak indefinitely.
“Yes, that’s why I brought Ren along,” Hak said, nodding at the
stranger.
Ren leaned forward, flipping the ends of their scarf fetchingly over
their shoulders. “Some of my friends work at the Ministry of Armor,” they
said. “I wasn’t sure this would be the best time, but Hak said you might be
interested in any leads, even uncertain ones.”
“Mmm,” Jebi said, not sure what this had to do with them. They
already knew that they’d rather avoid designing propaganda posters for
Armor. Among other things, the posters didn’t work. Nobody had ever
looked at the awkward attempts to make the automata look cuddly and
stopped making warding symbols, or scurrying for cover when a patrol
marched by.
“They’re hiring,” Ren said, confirming Jebi’s fears. “I heard someone
mention that they’re specifically looking for painters. What could it hurt to
knock on their door and find out?”
I mustn’t be rude, Jebi thought. Hak was trying to help, preposterous
though the job was. “Thanks for the thought,” Jebi said, “but I’ll try my
luck elsewhere.” They weren’t that desperate—not yet.
Ren shrugged. “Well, keep it in mind.” They rose in one fluid motion
and bowed to Hak. “I’ll see you another time.”
After Ren had slipped downstairs, Hak frowned at Jebi. “You should
have heard them out.”
Jebi regarded her with surprise. “I’m not out of options yet. I just have
to look harder.”
“It’s just that opportunities are thin on the ground these days,” Hak
said, the closest she would come to naming the Razanei presence as an
influence on the arts scene. “I wanted to help, that’s all.”
Jebi forced themself to smile. “I appreciate it, Hak.”
What they wanted to ask was, Are those slender opportunities why
you’ve ingratiated yourself with the Razanei and their art collectors? But it
wasn’t something they could say out loud, not if they wanted to preserve the
friendship. Besides, it wasn’t any different than what they’d tried to do in
applying to the Ministry of Art.
“Well,” Hak said briskly, straightening, “I’ll keep an ear to the ground
in case anything else turns up. But don’t wait too long, all right? The sooner
you pick yourself up and get moving, the less it will hurt. You’ll see.” And
with that, she, too, departed.
OVER THE COURSE of the next week, as the twelve days trickled away, Jebi
became comprehensively familiar with the number of doors that were shut
to them.
They stopped by their sister’s house several times and stood in front of
the gate for the better part of an hour, listening. The first two times, they
heard voices from within, Bongsunga’s voice, and those of strangers. The
third time, despite the unfamiliar voices, they nerved themself up and
banged on the door. But Bongsunga didn’t answer, and after half an hour of
knocking, they gave up and went away.
They’d worked in the past with a broker who offered folk art by
anonymous artists—one of the parts that Jebi detested most about the
business, although they were ashamed to have their name associated with
these pieces anyway. They visited him to inquire as to whether he was
interested in more work. His shop remained dismal, poorly lit and crowded
with the usual stereotyped images. Jebi counted no less than eight tigers, all
of them in the crude, bold style that the market currently favored, and six of
them all but indistinguishable despite—probably—having been painted by
completely different people.
The broker caught them looking. “No more room for tigers,” he said,
almost in a grunt. “There’s talk that tigers are seditious.”
Jebi swallowed an incredulous laugh. Tigers, seditious? They’d
featured in Hwagugin art for hundreds of years, if not longer, as mountain
guardians and mercurial sages as well as the buffoonish subjects of folktales
in which clever peasant children outwitted the beasts who had eaten their
grandparents. (Why the grandparents never managed to save themselves the
same way, Jebi couldn’t figure out.)
Then again, tiger-sages had also served as the patrons of warriors, and
maybe the Razanei administration feared that the resistance would take
inspiration from them. Never mind that tiger-sages made chancy allies at
best.
“I should keep track, huh,” Jebi said, swallowing their bitterness. They
had grown bored of painting cartoonish tigers, but they could do it in their
sleep. Truth to tell, they were horrified at themself for resenting the sudden
uselessness of a skill they hadn’t even enjoyed picking up in the first place.
“You didn’t bring anything, did you?” the broker said, still gruff.
He named a figure; the percentage had gone down.
That’s—Jebi clenched their teeth, took a deep breath. It wouldn’t do to
let him see their outrage.
He noticed anyway. “Nothing personal,” he said, “but the local
interpreter is asking for bigger bribes. You know how it goes.”
“I see,” Jebi said with a sigh. They shouldn’t have bothered coming
here anyway. The folk art had only ever been an uncertain source of
income. “Thanks.”
The man didn’t even look up as Jebi made their way out of the shop.
Jebi had no better success at the other places they checked. How had
they never noticed how few good jobs there were, and how many artists
competed for the ones that existed? In the past, Bongsunga’s support had
insulated them from the ups and downs of having to scramble for money.
They inquired with several schools of portraitists, but portraits had
fallen in popularity since Hwaguk’s conquest. The few portraitists who
commanded high prices had adapted to the trends that the Razanei had set
—not a surprise in itself, but Jebi also gathered, from the oblique comments
they heard, that bribery and connections helped in securing one’s place. One
of the schools offered them a membership, which they would have
considered if they’d been able to afford the fee. The school promised access
to clients, although it took a cut of any commissions. But the fee—for a full
year, up-front—was too high.
They also looked into the rent at communal houses, because sooner or
later Hak would start hinting that they needed to move out. Jebi hated the
idea of living with strangers, but they weren’t going to find a room as
luxurious as the one their sister had kicked them out of, either. Maybe they
could find a hostel, pay by the week, in the hopes of going back home soon.
None of this helped with the immediate problem of finding work. Jebi
regretted not making more connections with printmakers or sign-painters,
people with their own cliques. They’d never break in unless they made
contacts, which would involve bribes, or drinks, or gifts. It all came to the
same thing.
This is what I get, Jebi thought glumly as they stopped by a food cart
to haggle over fish cakes in spiced sauce, for playing high-and-mighty while
I studied traditional art. Some of the ministries outsourced their posters to
printmakers. Jebi preferred painting, but the printmakers had jobs, and they
didn’t. It was too late to change fields, anyway.
The seller only gave Jebi a scant serving of fish cakes. Jebi almost
argued about it, then thought better of it. After chasing leads all day, they
were too tired to quibble, and Hak had fed them well the past few days.
That evening, and the next, and the next, Jebi walked all the way to the
Ministry of Armor’s complex before heading back in indecision. I’m not
that desperate yet, they kept thinking. But none of the other jobs they
applied for panned out, and in the meantime Jebi found it harder and harder
to face Hak during their brief encounters.
I’m not that desperate yet—but they only had five days left before the
moneylender came after them.
ON THE EIGHTH day after the exam results were posted, the day dawned gray
and misty, smothering the entire city. Even the smells of rotting leaves and
waste were muted. With Jebi’s luck, it would rain today.
In spite of themself, Jebi’s feet led them down to District One, once
known as the Government District. They passed alongside the Old Palace,
which the Razanei had rehabilitated for various administrative buildings,
and stopped in front of the Ministry of Armor.
Why not? Jebi thought, staring dubiously at the building. It doesn’t hurt
to look around. Armor occupied the western wing of the palace. In the old
days, it had sported a banner with the White Tiger of the West, which was
associated with autumn. Now, it simply featured a wooden sign saying
ARMOR in the Razanei character.
Jebi had faint childhood memories of the Old Palace and its gardens.
The Razanei had lost no time relandscaping. The pigeons, crows, and
magpies that pestered people for scraps didn’t care, and some of the
Razanei bureaucrats had taken to feeding the birds themselves. Jebi felt the
familiar ambivalence when they looked at the imported cherry trees, so
emblematic of Razan. They’d shed most of their leaves already, but they’d
bloom gloriously in the spring, beautiful and alien.
Unsurprisingly, more automata patrols marched along the streets
around the Old Palace. Jebi tried not to gawk too obviously as one group
passed them. They’d never seen automata with masks with marks that color
before, a weird shimmering... orange? Green? They couldn’t tell for sure,
and that bothered them. Some new paint? That intrigued them.
The interpreter didn’t take notice of Jebi, or at any rate, not more
notice than anyone else in the street. Still, Jebi clutched their bag, since it
contained the precious name certificate. It wouldn’t fend off a Razanei
determined to take offense, of course; they just had to keep matters from
getting to that point.
Like all the ministries, Armor had a bulletin board. Say this for the
Razanei: they were organized. Despite all the stereotypes about the artistic
soul, Jebi appreciated this. One could always expect the Razanei to put
things where people could find them.
This late in the afternoon, only a few other people lingered near the
bulletin board. A functionary in white and gray was pulling down older
notices. Jebi glimpsed some of them: cryptic lists of numbers and names,
something about the cafeteria, a reminder not to feed the birds. A woman in
crutches and a child who resembled her were feeding the birds, and no one
bothered them about it.
“Do you mind if I have a look before you take the rest of those down?”
Jebi asked the functionary in moderately deferential Razanei.
The functionary shrugged. “Suit yourself,” she replied. “No one’s
going to notice if some of these linger for another day anyway.” With that,
she strolled away.
It didn’t take Jebi long to locate the call for staff artists. Why can’t they
borrow them from the Ministry of Art? they wondered.
It was only when a mild voice answered from next to them that they
realized they had spoken aloud. “What’s your interest?”
Jebi bit their tongue by accident as they whirled. “I’m an artist,” they
blurted out, too wrung out by their fruitless search to dissemble.
The speaker was a man in the same white and gray as the woman
who’d been clearing the board, slim of stature, balding. He leaned on the
oddest wooden cane Jebi had ever seen. It was topped by a rifle stock, if its
barrel had been replaced with polished wood. “I haven’t seen you around
the Ministry of Art,” he said, still mild.
“Oh, no,” Jebi said, heat rising to their face, “I’m independent.” A nice
way to say unemployed.
The man raised his eyebrows. “Well, don’t let me keep you from your
reading.” He smiled.
That was awkward, but Jebi couldn’t think of a polite way to excuse
themself. And it would be a shame to have come all this way only to be
driven off. Since they were here anyway, they might as well scrutinize the
postings.
Jebi continued reading. When they got to the mention of starting pay,
their jaw dropped. How much? And what was the catch? There had to be a
catch.
“You’re wondering what the catch is,” the man said.
“You’re very good at reading minds,” Jebi observed, more bemused
than resentful.
The man chuckled. “You weren’t making any effort to hide your
expression.”
“Well, all right,” Jebi said, “if you work here, or even if you don’t,
what is the catch?”
They hadn’t been expecting an answer, but he said, “Everyone’s jumpy
because the head of the artists’ workshop died under mysterious
circumstances.”
Jebi started. “I hadn’t heard.” They wracked their brains. They’d had a
vague awareness that Armor, like most of the ministries, used artists in
some capacity, but who had been the head of the workshop?
To Jebi’s dismay, a cold skittering rain began to fall. While a
freestanding roof protected the bulletin board, the wind picked up as well,
causing the notices to flutter like trapped birds. At this rate, they were going
to get drenched on the way home. Well, ‘home.’
“That tiny umbrella isn’t going to do you much good,” the man said,
craning his head back to study the sky critically. “Tell you what, I’ve got an
office—I can tell you more about the job there.”
He’s not going to do anything to me, Jebi told their thumping heart.
They wavered.
“At the least,” the man added, “you can wait out the squall and head
back to wherever you were going after it’s passed. I can tell you from
experience that this roof isn’t going to offer much protection.”
“Thank you,” Jebi said in surrender.
The man led the way to Armor’s main building. He walked with a
subtle limp, but at a decent clip. Jebi imagined he didn’t want to stay out
here to get wet, either.
Two human sentries and two automata in blue-painted masks guarded
the entrance. They let the man and Jebi pass with only nods of
acknowledgment on the parts of the former and that inhuman stillness from
the latter. Not for the first time, Jebi wondered what the world looked like
to an automaton. If they worked for Armor, maybe they’d find out.
If the Ministry of Art didn’t want you, Jebi chided themself, what
makes you think Armor would? Worse, would they want to be the kind of
person who worked for Armor? Despite their falling out with Bongsunga,
Jebi felt it was one thing to paint harmless commemorative portraits or
landscapes, and another to work with a branch of the military.
Inside, functionaries and servants bustled through the halls. The
interior of the building looked disconcertingly mundane, with ceiling beams
painted in the five cardinal colors—red, yellow, blue, black, and white—
and portraits hanging on the walls. The depicted figures wore old-fashioned
Razanei lamellar armor, not the robes of Hwaguk’s aristocrat-scholars of
old, and all the signs were in Razan’s script. Jebi tried to imagine the halls
as they might have looked during Hwaguk’s last dynasty, the reign of the
Azalea Throne; but Razan’s living presence overwhelmed their attempts to
repaint the halls in their head.
When they headed up the stairs to the second story, Jebi almost made a
comment about how the man should ask his boss for a first floor office, then
thought better of it. After all, the limp didn’t impede his progress any.
They arrived at a door with no sign and a plain door. Automata stood
at either end of the hall, taking no notice of either of them. The man slid the
door open and preceded Jebi into the office.
“Forgive the Western furniture,” the man said with a hint of irony that
Jebi didn’t understand. “It’s easier on my hip, you see.”
He took a seat behind an ornate desk whose rococo ornamentation
sported several dents, in a chair just as elaborate. Uneasily, Jebi sat on the
other side. An awful realization was dawning on them.
“You’re not just another bureaucrat,” Jebi said slowly. They’d
switched to a very formal mode of speech, and a very polite you.
“I didn’t mean to deceive you,” the man said. “I thought you already
knew, until it became clear you didn’t. But yes, you’re correct. I’m Girai
Hafanden, Deputy Minister of Armor.”
Jebi resisted the urge to close their eyes and reach for the mae-deup
charms they’d bought last week. “I can’t imagine,” they said, “that it’s usual
for someone of your stature to speak with random passersby.”
“‘Random’ is a matter of opinion,” Hafanden returned. “You’ve been
lingering around the Ministry; the patrols noticed. So naturally I took an
interest. That sort of thing is my job now.”
“Why,” Jebi couldn’t resist asking, “what did you do before?”
“I was a sniper once,” he said. That explained the peculiar rifle-shaped
cane. “It was a long time ago. In any case—” And, sounding a little
apologetic, he proceeded to list the times when his people had observed Jebi
approaching Armor.
A cold lump settled at the pit of Jebi’s stomach. That couldn’t be the
whole story. After all, if the deputy minister considered them a threat, he’d
simply have had them arrested and flung into some dank prison cell, and
then Bongsunga would never hear from them again. No; he wanted
something from them, and Jebi had the feeling that the murdered artist had
something to do with it.
“Yes,” Hafanden said in response to whatever expression he saw on
their face, “I am in need of artists, as the notice said. You happen to be ideal
for my purposes, even if the Ministry of Art didn’t find a use for you.”
Jebi winced, then regretted it. But hell, it wasn’t as if he didn’t have
them cornered already. “What kind of use?” they asked warily. What if
Hafanden had kept them from the coveted position, all so he could force
them to take this job? But given what he was paying, why weren’t people
lining up to apply? Something smelled off.
“We have,” Hafanden said delicately, “something of a difficulty
retaining artists. People don’t like working with the automata, which is
exactly what we require. The violent death of the former person we had on
one particular project, Issemi, has made it all the more difficult to recruit.
All of our current hires are—occupied with projects of their own. To be
blunt, we need fresh blood.”
This sounded like a terrible job. “It’s very kind of you to think of me,”
Jebi said, “but—”
“I know you’re looking both for housing and a source of income,”
Hafanden continued, “and that you owe a certain moneylender a
considerable sum. We could arrange to pay that off for you, as part of the
deal.”
This wasn’t casual interest. He’d had Jebi followed, or set spies on
them. Jebi thought back to their meeting with Hak’s friend Ren. Had Ren
ratted them out to Hafanden?
“I should get going,” Jebi said, more desperately. From the drumming
on the roof, the rain was pouring down worse than ever. But they didn’t like
the prospect of being trapped here any longer, and they’d survive a little
damp.
“You’ll want to hear me out,” Hafanden said, still polite, but with a
hint of steel in their voice. Jebi was reminded of the difference between
their stations. “I took a look at the paintings you did for your examination,
and the fact that you have a name certificate… expedites certain other
matters. You’re quite suitable for my purpose.”
Jebi stood, shaking.
“Sit down, please,” Hafanden said. He tapped the surface of the desk.
“Your sister, Gyen Bongsunga. She has revolutionary connections, you
know.”
Jebi went cold all over. Was it true—? But it didn’t matter. The
accusation alone, made by a Razanei official, and a high-ranking one at
that, could ruin Bongsunga. And even among their own people, there were
informers happy to turn in suspected rebels.
Besides, anyone who knew Bongsunga would find the allegation
believable. Hell, Jebi believed it themself. They thought of all the hours
they’d spent painting while Bongsunga went out to run errands, or her
unnamed visitors. Jebi had never asked her to account for herself, and why
should they have? She was the elder, and the head of the household. But
that meant she could have tangled herself up with any number of things,
including revolutionaries or radicals.
“Please tell me clearly,” Jebi said, still deferential, “what exactly you
are proposing. So that we are honest with each other about what this is.”
“I’m so glad you’re being reasonable about this, Tsennan,” Hafanden
said. Naturally he used their registered Razanei name.
Jebi did not feel reasonable, either about the situation or about the
damned name certificate, but they knew better than to interrupt.
“We offer a signing bonus and an extremely competitive monthly
salary, in addition to dealing with the moneylender,” Hafanden said. He
named the figures; Jebi’s eyes widened. “You will be required to live onsite,
with some restrictions to your movements, but rest assured that you’ll be
able to leave from time to time, with guards. You won’t be a prisoner.
You’ll work with a project requiring a security clearance. In exchange, we
won’t arrest your sister. She will stand surety for your good behavior.”
For a second Jebi thought about turning their back and walking out.
After all, they still hadn’t patched things up with their sister. A monstrous
petty part of them wanted to punish her for evicting them.
But the choice was no choice.
Jebi hadn’t said any of these thoughts aloud, but Hafanden nodded.
“It’s settled, then.”
Miserably, Jebi sat back down, defeated.
FOUR
I’M LIVING UNDER the Old Palace, Jebi thought, with a sense of unreality.
They wondered if Bongsunga or Hak had missed them yet; kept wondering,
in the days to come. Would Armor tell Jebi’s family and friends what had
happened, or make excuses?
One of the first things they learned about life in a secret underground
complex, especially one where no one ever turned off the lights in the
hallways and shared areas, was how time crystallized around them. The
studio and their room both included clocks, the former on the wall and the
latter tucked away on top of the shelf. The studio also featured a large wall
calendar with cryptic abbreviations, presumably reminders. Also doodles of
gears, sprockets, and malformed genitalia, because artists were artists.
Nevertheless, Jebi requisitioned, and received, a small calendar of their
own. It was printed on cheap paper, and the ink had already smeared, but it
would let them track the passing days.
Vei introduced them one by one to the other artists (not many) and
artificers, who ranged from experts in clockwork mechanisms to
metallurgists, sculptors (for casting prototypes) to scholars. The scholars,
Jebi gathered from Vei’s comments, researched the provenance of the
artwork and artifacts that the Razanei intended to destroy. How do you live
with yourselves? Jebi wanted to ask.
The only artist who seemed inclined to welcome Jebi was Shon. Jebi
rapidly figured out that they’d associated themself with the one other artist
that nobody else liked, although Vei treated him with a certain distant
courtesy. When Jebi asked about this in private, Vei sighed and looked
sideways, then said, “Shon argues with his orders too much. It’s bad for
everyone when he does that, but the deputy minister puts up with it because
he’s so excellent at pigment manufacture.”
The two of them were going over Issemi’s papers in Jebi’s room,
mainly because Vei professed herself unwilling to distract people in the
studio. Given how much the other painters gossiped while working, Jebi
doubted one more conversation would make much of a difference. But they
didn’t mind the chance to study Vei, either.
Despite their better judgment, Jebi had conceived a fascination with
her. She smelled of salt and sweat and cedar-sandalwood incense. Jebi
longed to run their hands through her hair and find out if it was as smooth
as it looked, a wholly inappropriate response that they tried not to think
about; but being around her made it hard to suppress their growing
attraction.
“I notice that you always mention the deputy minister, but never the
minister,” Jebi said cautiously as they frowned over a cryptic muddle of
writing in what looked to be a personal shorthand or cipher.
Vei, who was sitting across from them, looked surprised for a moment,
then laughed ruefully. The expression made her look less like a sword-saint
out of Razanei legend and more like a human being with quirks and
questions of her own. “I forget that you don’t know all the ins and outs of
the Ministry. For all intents and purposes, the deputy minister is the head of
Armor—within Administrative Territory Fourteen. The Minister of Armor
lives in Razan proper; it’s from her that the deputy minister receives his
directives. People in Territory Fourteen sometimes elide the difference.”
“I had no idea,” Jebi said, looking awkwardly down at their hands.
“There’s no reason why you should have known. Even people who
work here sometimes slip and call Hafanden the minister.” Vei flipped to
the next sheet in her own pile. “Aha—this is a schematic. Useful to you?”
“I suppose,” Jebi said, accepting the page and unfolding it carefully.
Their eyes throbbed as they attempted to focus on the diagram; no such
luck. “What on earth—?”
“You too?” Vei grimaced. “Issemi told me once that it was a
countermeasure. She’d taken the most critical of her notes in an ink called
Dragon’s Labyrinth. You’ve now experienced its effects.”
So this was what Shon had showed them on their first day. Jebi eyed
the rest of their pile with dismay. “There’s no way to undo it? Like looking
at the diagram through a special lens?”
“If any such device existed,” Vei said, “she never told anyone about it,
and we didn’t find it in the remaining items.”
“Remaining.” Jebi remembered that Issemi’s assistant had fled. “Do
you know how much of Issemi’s materials she made off with?”
“We think she left most of the documents behind, if that’s what you’re
worried about.”
Jebi sighed. Their hopes of staying out of convoluted Ministry politics
were steadily diminishing, the more they heard about their predecessor.
Since they had Vei’s attention anyway—“I think you’d better tell me more
about this assistant.”
“Her name,” Vei said, her tone brisk, “is Mirhai. The deputy minister
hired Issemi and Mirhai together; she’d originally been Issemi’s apprentice.
The two of them produced rapid results, which the deputy minister
appreciated. But Mirhai’s very closeness to Issemi proved a liability after
the latter’s death.”
“Did she disappear immediately?”
“We’re not altogether certain of the timing,” Vei said. “Things were
chaotic leading up to the experiment with Arazi. We had pressure from the
Ministry back in the homeland.”
Homeland, Jebi thought. Not home. An interesting distinction.
“It was a full week before people realized that Mirhai wasn’t holed up
in the city in some gambling den or taking solace in the arms of a lover. The
deputy minister’s agents found reliable reports from the city guard that
she’d headed out the West Gate just before curfew the night that we
received word of the massacre.”
Jebi was starting to realize that Vei’s cool, almost glacial tones hid a
persistent anger. “You knew her well?”
“Not well, no,” Vei said with a slight pause that made Jebi wonder if
she was telling the truth. “But she owed her loyalty to Armor. It was
cowardice for her to run.”
I’d better not do the same, Jebi thought, alarm prickling down their
spine. They resolved never to forget that, for all her austere beauty, Vei was
a trained killer.
THE FIRST THING Jebi did during their visits to Arazi was to sketch it from
various angles. The dragon usually stopped to loom over them during their
visits, and they took advantage of its statue-like stillness. They marveled at
its articulations, the fiendish scythe-like claws and spiked tail. According to
Vei, the dragon, with its superior mobility and magical abilities—currently
disabled—had been designed as a tank-killer.
“Who has tanks but Razan?” Jebi asked. Surely everyone would have
heard if Hwaguk’s rebels had managed to liberate such weapons of war.
“The Westerners do,” Vei said. “They’re the threat Hafanden fears.”
Jebi almost asked why the Westerners would show up in Hwaguk, then
reconsidered. They might never have seen one of the foreigners, but even
foreigners had to have uses for Hwaguk’s mines. Too bad Razan seemed
determined to pick a fight with the Western nations.
Jebi also asked about the massacre at Ppalgan-Namu. To their
frustration, no one wanted to talk about it. This isn’t morbid curiosity, they
wanted to shout at the other artists and Armor’s own soldiers, although
there was, if they were honest with themself, some of that too. They didn’t
see how they were supposed to fix the dragon’s grammar without finding
out what exactly had gone awry.
Arazi, for its own part, paced in those endless circles when it wasn’t
looming, dragging the chains after it. It never, so far as Jebi could tell, made
any attempt to escape. It might as well have been nothing more than an
immense kinetic sculpture, like a bigger version of the clockwork toys that
they’d seen at an exhibition a few years ago. Jebi was almost tempted to let
down their guard—but they knew better.
Jebi devoted themself to studying the lexicon of mystical glyphs that,
used in conjunction with the magical pigments, could be used to generate an
automaton’s grammar. The grammar gave it a set of instructions to follow.
A simple grammar could result in an automaton that merely walked in
circles, like Arazi often did, or stood in place; more complex ones almost
simulated life.
“You should always run your grammars by Nehen,” Shon told Jebi
once. “They’ve got the most expertise, and you don’t want to accidentally
program an automaton to attack you or something.”
Jebi shuddered. “Thanks for the warning.” After that, they spent the
rest of their time constructing potential grammars based on the elliptical
instructional manuals.
“You’ve got a knack for this, especially for a Fourteener,” Nehen said
the fifth time Jebi came to them. The two of them had just gone over Jebi’s
latest proposed correction to Arazi’s grammar, the first time they’d
incorporated combat instructions.
Jebi stiffened. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Nehen’s hand flew to their mouth. “Oh, sorry, that just slipped out.
Your accent’s so good, I almost wasn’t sure at first. I won’t tell anyone.”
“Thank you,” Jebi said, dubious. In all honesty, they were surprised no
one had figured it out earlier. The servants probably had, by observing
Jebi’s preferences in food. The cafeteria served a mixture of what was
apparently Razanei food and more familiar Hwagugin fare, and Jebi wasn’t
strong enough to resist the latter.
“Let’s get back to the grammar,” Nehen said hastily. “You have a
contradiction between the instruction to defend the base and defer to
authority right here.” They pointed with their pencil to the columns of
glyphs. “If there’s a contradiction, it gets a choice. You see? So we do our
best not to incorporate any paradoxes, so we can completely predict the
automaton’s actions.”
“So we’re eliminating the possibility of choice wherever we can,” Jebi
said, thinking not just of the automaton’s constricted existence, but the
choices that had been taken away from them, and their people in general.
Nehen beamed at Jebi. “Yes, that’s it exactly.”
At other times, Jebi visited the artificers, who were willing to answer
any questions Jebi had about the inner workings of automata.
Unfortunately, they had no explanation for why a dragon automaton had
gone rogue while human automata built using the same techniques
remained obedient. Nehen confirmed that the grammar given to Arazi,
while unusually complex, had been tested on smaller, more easily subdued
automata first.
Based on their studies and those of Issemi’s papers they’d deciphered,
Jebi had one of the artificers start manufacturing more masks to fit Arazi.
The artificer obliged them with nary a word of complaint. Jebi dreaded
having to paint and use the masks according to their proposed grammars,
but they’d worry about that later.
A couple weeks in, Jebi started spending more time in the studio
despite their distaste. The pigment-grinder Shon continued to warm to
them, discussing how he selected artwork and how to determine the
properties of the paints he made from them. Swallowing their revulsion,
Jebi allowed him to tutor them in the methods. Paintings weren’t the only
items to be vandalized. Shon had them practice on a damaged wooden
cosmetics box, frail with age.
“We prefer originals in good condition,” Shon remarked, “but for your
first attempt we should use something expendable.”
Jebi bit the inside of their mouth so they wouldn’t say something
regrettable. “Surely some artifacts are easier to reduce”—Shon’s term
—“than others,” Jebi ventured as Shon gestured for them to sit by him.
“Special tools blessed by the priests of old,” Shon said in his usual
rough manner. He pointed to his mortars and pestles. “Sometimes blunt
reduction is required first.”
A fancy way of saying that one smashed the art, or ripped it into
pieces, whatever was necessary to render it into particles. Jebi wondered if
the mortars and pestles had had some other purpose at first. They couldn’t
imagine that even Razanei priests had invented some ritual expressly to get
rid of art, even art they didn’t like. “Show me,” Jebi said faintly.
Shon chose one of the mortars and slid it toward them, along with the
pestle. “Break off a piece,” he said. “You might want gloves.” He offered a
pair of those as well, although they were comically too large for Jebi’s
hands; Shon was not a small man.
Jebi demurred, thinking, It’s supposed to hurt. Destroying something
ought to make you bleed, even if it was a damaged piece, and not especially
rare. Even Razanei collectors, as Hak had told them ages ago, had standards
—however confusing—as to how much wear and tear was “charming,” and
how much devalued an object.
Some long-ago crafter had labored over this box. Someone had owned
it, or received it as a gift. Someone might have prettied themself up using
the cosmetics within, some of which remained as a faint residue. Someone
might have danced afterward, or written poems, or met a lover.
This box might be the repository of any number of stories. Jebi thought
about that as they tensed their hands, then broke off a splinter. It took less
effort than they’d braced for, but the splinter pierced their hand. Blood
welled up.
“You should have taken the gloves,” Shon said. “Bandage?”
“Does the blood make a difference?” Jebi asked: more morbid
curiosity.
“Not that I’ve ever noticed.”
So you’ve experimented. Which made sense, although it repulsed them.
They’d heard that the Razanei cared more about purity than Hwagugin, or
anyway they cared differently. But if people beneath the Old Palace
bothered with cleansing rituals, they did so in private, where Jebi couldn’t
observe them.
Under Shon’s watchful eye, Jebi ground down the splinter. The faint
gray glow returned. They disliked being involved with Razanei magic,
although they couldn’t deny its efficacy. Even rickety old wood shouldn’t
have gone to powder that easily. And the splinter produced far more powder
than it should have.
“There’s the pigment,” Shon said, satisfied. “This one should prove out
as Allure. Not one that we have much call for, in our line of work. We don’t
make automata to be pretty.”
“You’re not always sure what pigment will be the result?”
“Just like ordinary pigments, there’s some variation in effect,” he said.
“It’s why securing adequate supplies is—a matter of some concern.”
I just bet. “And the rest of the process is as I saw before?”
“Indeed. Refining, mixing the paint, the usual.”
He’s hiding something. But what? And more importantly, would they
get in trouble for inquiring further?
Jebi said, with pretended diffidence, “I suppose painting on wood and
painting on silk aren’t so different after all.”
That was calculated to inspire a lecture. Every artist Jebi had ever
known was happy to rant about the ineluctable differences between media.
But Shon merely nodded, tight-lipped.
Something occurred to Jebi. “Do you ever reduce—living artists’
work?” That might be the source of the others’ distaste for Shon.
“Oh, no, no,” Shon said, shaking his head for emphasis. “No point in
that.”
“Why not?”
“Ineffectual, so no point in it.”
He hadn’t said that the artist might object. Jebi doubted such
considerations occurred to him. So the process depended on the artist being
dead. “So you can tell that Issemi’s apprentice isn’t dead in a ditch
somewhere?” After all, if Mirhai had left any artwork behind, Shon could
have reduced it and seen if it turned into working pigment or not, settling
the question of whether she was alive or dead.
Shon’s mouth compressed, then he nodded. “Don’t do that anymore,”
he said. “We tried it in the early days, art made to order, living artists
handsomely compensated. Never worked. And figuring out whether people
are dead isn’t what this is for, you know. The point is art, not fortune telling.
And Mirhai would have hated having her sketches torn up like that, good
Razanei work that it was.”
It didn’t surprise Jebi that the workshop only destroyed Hwagugin
artwork, when surely Razanei works would have been easier to obtain. The
whole enterprise made them queasier the more they learned about it. “Still,”
they pressed, “if it’s so urgent to capture Mirhai and bring her back here—”
“Can’t find out anything beyond that,” Shon said. “Dead or alive,
that’s it. Not like diviner’s smoke, to lead you in a direction.”
“Thank you,” Jebi said. They were certain that they wouldn’t get the
answers they wanted from him, but that didn’t mean the answers couldn’t
be found.
DZUGE VEI CONTINUED overseeing Jebi, meeting with them at least once a
day—sometimes more often. It was from Vei that Jebi learned the origin of
the underground complex’s nickname: the Summer Palace.
Vei had brought Jebi dinner, because Jebi was mired in Issemi’s papers
and had missed the call to the cafeteria where the artists dined. The kitchens
were theoretically open at all hours—whoever had set the place up had a
realistic notion of artists’ schedules—but while Jebi didn’t like to take
breaks when they were engrossed in something, it was more hassle for the
servants if they went in at odd hours, and as a fellow Hwagugin, Jebi didn’t
want to make their lives harder than necessary.
“Is it that interesting?” Vei said mildly as she watched Jebi alternating
mouthfuls of rice and acorn jelly with scribbling notes on the notes. “I
suppose there’s not much to see in the Summer Palace.”
It wasn’t the first time Jebi had heard the term. “Why do you call it
that?” they wondered. “People say it sometimes, and then look awkward.
There must be some story behind it.”
Vei laughed wryly. “No one’s told you yet? It isn’t anything profound.
It’s Issemi’s fault, which is why I suppose it’s an uncomfortable subject.
When she took up residence, she painted a triptych during her off hours. A
summer garden. Someone thought her yearning for real weather was funny,
hence the name.”
Jebi could relate. Electrical lighting lacked the warmth and variety of
natural lighting. They went up to the surface every few days, always
accompanied by a guard, and stood in the courtyard drinking in sunlight,
the smells of damp and rotted leaves, the magpies’ raucous calls.
“Where’s the triptych now?” Jebi asked. They would have liked the
additional insight into Issemi’s work, however unrelated it might seem.
Vei shook her head. “I don’t know. I think it was destroyed.”
You don’t know? Jebi almost asked, then thought better of it,
remembering the fact that they were a prisoner and some questions were
better left locked behind their teeth. At times it was almost easy to forget
that they couldn’t trust her.
Vei always treated them with courtesy, and, if Jebi was honest with
themself, they loved watching her at her morning exercises, which she did
in the common room, brushstroke-lithe, her slim figure perfectly balanced.
They hadn’t asked for permission to sketch her—not because they thought
she’d say no, but because they were afraid she’d say yes. For Vei’s part, if
she’d noticed Jebi’s attraction, she was kind enough not to mention it.
After Jebi had finished dinner, Vei reached for the tray, and Jebi
reached out on impulse to stop her. Their hands met; Jebi flushed and
snatched their hand away. I’ve done it now, they thought miserably.
Vei caught their gaze, held it. Smiled. “You don’t need to be afraid of
me,” she said. “We may not be friends, but I am not your enemy either.”
“Do you say that to all your opponents?” Jebi asked. For the first time,
they wished they knew something of the duelist’s art so that they could spar
with Vei, meet her in the dance of blade against blade, understand the way
that she tensed and flexed and flowed in her own terms rather than the
academic manner of a student of the human form.
“Is that what we are?” Vei’s smile widened fractionally. “As long as
you deal honorably with the Ministry’s tasks, I have no quarrel with you.”
What a peculiar way to put it, honorably; but Jebi supposed they
couldn’t expect any different from a duelist, of all people. They’d never
thought about art in terms of honor. The traditional schools emphasized
expression of the subject’s inner nature, or the feelings it provoked in the
artist. Lately, the Western schools stressed accurate depictions, so that
realism mattered more than any sense of visual poetry. Neither group cared
much about honor.
Perhaps sensing Jebi’s discomfort, Vei changed the subject. “What
progress have you made?”
“Let’s take another look at Arazi,” Jebi said. “I want to compare the
notes we did decipher”—a process involving much squinting and tea for
headaches—“with the actual mask.” They gathered up the papers.
“Sounds good to me.” Vei led the way to Arazi’s cavern.
Inside, the dragon Arazi continued its pacing. The painted circle that
separated it from the rest of the cavern had not changed, nor the percussive
clattering music of its chains. Jebi couldn’t help but wonder if the dragon
meant to wear out the metal. How much patience did an automaton have?
After all, it didn’t age, in the way of flesh.
Jebi called out, in a voice that quavered more than they would have
liked, “Lower your head.” They weren’t a translator, but they’d learned
over the past weeks that the dragon responded to simple commands. They
thanked whoever had written the current grammar to make the creature
easier to work with.
The dragon halted before Jebi. Its head snaked down until it came to a
stop in front of them. Jebi studied the mask, wondered how heavy it was.
The ones in the workshop were deceptively light. “Wait a second,” they said
slowly. They held up the copy they’d made of one of Issemi’s diagrams.
“That’s not good.”
Vei inhaled sharply. “Oh?”
“I think Issemi hoodwinked everyone.”
“Speak carefully,” Vei said. “She was my friend.”
Jebi studied Vei’s face, worried by her lack of expression. They still
found Vei beautiful, despite the unfashionable narrowness of her face and
the pointed chin, so unlike the moon-visaged women that the Razanei
favored. The ability to hide one’s inner thoughts would be an advantage in
dueling.
Stop staring and start talking. They couldn’t afford to let their
infatuation distract them. “There’s a difference,” they said carefully,
“between the designs that she left behind, and what’s actually painted on the
dragon. I never noticed it before, but now that I have them side by side—”
Now Vei’s expression did shift: narrowed eyes, a tautness around her
mouth. “Explain.”
“You’re a duelist,” Jebi said after the doors had closed behind them,
“so I assume you have a good eye.”
“It’s one of the requirements of the profession, yes.”
“Then you’ll see it.” Jebi held out the diagram. “This is from the
grammar that Issemi got approved to paint on the dragon.” They indicated
Nehen’s signature, and the deputy minister’s seal below it. “I’ve talked to
Shon about the pigments Issemi used. Phoenix Extravagant for destructive
power, as befits an engine of war. Blood Circle, for loyalty to the Empire.”
They could not bring themself to say Razan. “Lion’s Breath, for courage.
And some others, but those are the dominant pigments.”
Vei studied the diagrams. “And?”
Jebi brought out a series of enlarged diagrams. “This is what Issemi
drew—” They pointed. “This is a different grammar than whatever it was
wearing at Ppalgan-Namu, but some of the fundamentals telling the dragon
how to move are the same on this newer mask. Look at the blue glyphs on
the mask.”
Vei held her hand out, and Jebi passed over the sheaf of papers. Her
brow furrowed as she looked through the diagrams, then at the mask. “How
is it that no one noticed this before?”
Vei didn’t sound surprised. Had she already known? Especially if
she’d been friends with the late Issemi—but that was another of the long list
of questions they couldn’t ask.
“Because paper is two-dimensional,” Jebi said, “and the mask is three-
dimensional. Its surfaces are curved, so there’s a certain amount of
distortion involved. If you’re not familiar with how that works, it’s easy to
overlook that.”
“I’ve had training in calligraphy and I’m familiar with the
underpinnings,” Vei said. “You needn’t explain the glyphs to me.”
Jebi bit their lip as they considered the dragon’s motionless head. “So
the dragon’s grammar isn’t what Issemi told the deputy minister it would
be,” Jebi concluded.
“It’s tragic that her disobedience resulted in her death,” Vei said, with
much less sympathy than Jebi expected of a grieving friend.
“No, that’s the part I don’t understand,” Jebi said. They looked at the
papers in Vei’s hands. “If Issemi painted this grammar, there was no
massacre. Or anyway, the massacre wasn’t the dragon’s fault.” They
indicated a series of glyphs. “Devotion to peaceful solutions. It’s a pacifist.”
Vei’s face gave nothing away. “So our war-engine is useless, is what
you’re saying.”
“That’s exactly what I’m saying. Are you sure the massacre at
Ppalgan-Namu happened as the reports say?”
Instead of answering, Vei stared at the dragon for a long time. “I must
tell the deputy minister of your findings.”
Jebi hadn’t expected to get the pages back, but no matter. They had an
accurate eye for detail, and they could replicate the grammar as long as they
still had ink and brush and paper. “Of course.”
Someone was lying about the dragon, about Issemi, about the
massacre. But who, and why?
SIX
JEBI THOUGHT THAT some form of action would result from the untidy
revelation that Issemi had sabotaged the project. An investigation into her
lovers, perhaps, or a formal ceremony severing her from Razan. Something
dramatic.
Instead, for the next several weeks, nothing happened that they could
see—or, perhaps more accurately, that they were allowed to see. They
showed up for breakfasts on the days that they got up on time. On occasion
they traipsed up the stairs—excellent exercise—and stood in the courtyard,
marveling anew at snow, or the color of light caught in ice, or the smell of
roasted chestnuts from the street vendors.
Jebi investigated the three books in their room and discovered that one
of them was an excruciatingly boring but well-regarded set of essays on the
topic of ethics and governance from Huang-Guan, The Classic of the
Orderly State. They took to marking each passing day—or each tolling of
the ‘morning’ gong, anyway—in the back with a pencil. During their
excursions outdoors, they asked passers-by the date. The passers-by usually
gave them odd looks, but the answers reassured them.
In the old stories, the Dragon Queen Under the Sea brought worthy
mortals to live with her in that watery realm. It was a mixed blessing,
because such people returned to find that hundreds of years had passed, and
the people they had loved were long buried. Jebi started having nightmares
in which they watched from the window, helpless to speak or move, while
their sister Bongsunga aged and withered and died alone, with no one to
make offerings of food and rice wine at her grave.
Jebi did not mention these dreams to Vei. They didn’t think she would
understand. Or if she did, she would only look inscrutable and offer
exquisitely courteous sympathy, which would only make them feel worse.
They did, however, finally get up the courage to ask Vei if the Deputy
Minister had anything to say about their findings about Issemi’s work. Jebi
was grinding pigments. By now Jebi had almost gotten used to the idea of
destroying artwork, whether old and decrepit or old and irreplaceable, for
the Razanei project. Vei had entered, looking slightly perturbed.
Jebi gestured to the space next to them, careful not to knock over the
mortar full of earth-colored powder. “I was wondering,” Jebi said before
Vei could speak, and faltered, then started over. “Have you found out why
Issemi sabotaged the dragon?”
“It’s being investigated,” Vei said in a tone that made Jebi think
nothing of the sort had happened.
Here goes nothing. “It wasn’t that she had gambling debts and
someone bribed her? Or a fox spirit ate her liver?” Jebi pressed. “Or she fell
into bed with a crime lord?” That was another thing about Razanei rule—
between their regulations and all the automata, violent crime was at an all-
time low. “Or maybe she thought the experiment would make her
immortal?”
Vei blinked. “Is that even possible?”
Jebi was sorry they’d mentioned that. “No,” they said with more
confidence than they felt. “I’ve never heard of anyone succeeding in their
attempts to communicate with the celestials, not in recent memory. But I
was thinking of those old stories about the Eight Immortals and the peaches,
or maybe it was the Eight Peaches and the immortal, I always lose track.”
They wished they’d paid more attention to their mother’s stories while
she’d still been alive. Bongsunga would have known—but. “I don’t mean to
insult your late friend. It’s just that there had to be some reason. People
don’t do things at random.”
“Indeed they don’t,” Vei said. She reached up to twirl a loose lock of
hair around one finger, then abruptly put her hand down. “The deputy
minister will take care of it.”
She’s nervous, Jebi thought in surprise. But why? And would it be
better to ask, or leave her alone?
Vei saved Jebi from having to make a decision. “I wanted to tell you,”
she said. “I’m going to be absent tomorrow.”
“Oh,” Jebi said blankly. “Only one day?” They chided themself for
their childish sense of abandonment. They weren’t six years old anymore.
Vei didn’t owe them anything. She was Armor’s duelist prime, for crying
out loud, not—not a friend.
For all her amicable manner and polished courtesy, Vei wasn’t here
because she liked them. Vei had duties. And Vei was still the person who
would cut them down if they stepped out of line.
Vei’s hands tautened, then stilled, another nervous tic Jebi hadn’t seen
before. “Well, that depends,” she said with a hint of wry humor. “I will be
facing someone in a duel.”
“Oh,” Jebi said again. “You’ll win, won’t you?” It came out sounding
more plaintive and less confident than they’d meant.
“I always hope so,” Vei said, her expression grave, “but in this
business one should never assume. I thought it would only be fair to let you
know, so you didn’t wonder.”
Jebi shoved the mortar and pestle away from them, and looked
sidewise at Vei. She’d been about to say worry. They were sure of it.
Perhaps Vei didn’t regard them merely as an assignment after all.
Pointing that out would be discourteous, and Vei had made no
overtures—no obvious ones, anyway. Ordinarily Jebi didn’t mind
flirtations, and they couldn’t deny that they had come to look forward to her
company, either. On the other hand, they didn’t want to distract her on the
eve of a duel.
Maybe she wants a distraction, Jebi thought, and hesitated. By the
time they’d made up their mind to say something, or reach out for her hand,
however, the moment had passed.
“If something happens to me,” Vei said, now brisk, “my successor will
have all my notes.”
“Of course,” Jebi said. They almost hesitated again, then thought,
What the hell. They reached inside their collar and pulled out the two
knotted mae-deup luck-charms that they carried, the same ones they had
worn during the artists’ examination they’d flunked. “Red or blue?”
For a second they wondered if Vei knew the charms’ significance. Not
all Razanei did. Then they remembered that Vei had been wearing one
herself, partly concealed, the first time they met her.
“Red for blood, blue for luck,” Vei said in a low voice. Vei’s eyes
crinkled in the truest smile that Jebi had seen from her yet, although it
didn’t touch that serene mouth. Then she pressed her fingers against Jebi’s
palm, the most fervent kiss they’d ever had, and picked the red one. “A
duelist could not choose otherwise,” she said. “Save the luck for yourself.”
JEBI SLEPT POORLY that night, tormented by the memory of Vei’s touch. They
had never slept with a duelist—not that they sought to ‘collect’ professions,
of course—and they couldn’t help but think of those strong, flexible fingers
touching them in places secret and pleasurable. Their longing for the simple
complexity of sex collided with anxiety over the duel.
She must be good, Jebi thought, or the Ministry of Armor wouldn’t
retain her. But even good duelists could suffer bad luck, especially if the
spirits willed it. It wasn’t like art, where bad luck had less fatal
consequences. One might offend a powerful patron and have to give up the
profession or go into exile, or land in prison, but artists didn’t brave the
physical threat of death in the same way.
At last Jebi rose and dressed. They withdrew their last weeks’ pay,
which servants delivered without comment. They’d even gotten out of the
practice of counting the printed notes to make sure that they hadn’t been
shorted, a bad habit. But it was so hard to care when they didn’t have much
to spend the money on but street food. The Ministry provided everything
they needed, to the point where they felt smothered.
What the hell, they thought, I don’t have anything else to do with this.
They grabbed half the sum and put it in a purse.
Then they slipped out of their room on soft feet, too embarrassed to let
the other artists know they cared. They glanced at the clock in the great
hall: only half an hour until the morning bell.
Jebi made no secret of their approach. The guards were used to their
comings and goings by now. “Greetings,” they called out to the guards, or
at least to the human ones. Two humans and two automata, four total; a
warning of sorts, given that four and death sounded almost the same in
Hwamal.
“You’re not thinking of going out today of all days, are you?” the
squatter of the two human guards said, squinting at Jebi. He didn’t seem
overly concerned about their proximity, although in all fairness, Jebi’s late
sister-in-law had pronounced their punches too weak to harm a butterfly.
“You’re not adequately dressed for it,” the guard went on. “It’s the
dead of winter out there.”
“I’ll survive,” Jebi said. They patted their purse suggestively. “Please,
I’d really like to go out to—you know.”
“No, I don’t know,” the guard said. The other one frowned sternly at
Jebi.
Jebi pulled out a wad of bills without looking at it. In a lowered voice,
they said, “It’s been a while since I’ve had a chance at any frolics, hmm?
No offense, but I have a rule that I never sleep with colleagues.” This
wasn’t true, but it wasn’t as if the guards would care. “And since the duelist
prime has other matters on her mind, it’s a good opportunity.”
“I’ll assign you a watcher,” the guard said, resigned. “But the crowds
are going to be a problem.”
The guard named the price, and Jebi paid both guards their bribes.
That was the nice thing about Razanei. When they told you how much they
wanted, they meant it literally. With a fellow Hwagugin, Jebi would have
been left guessing how much extra to pay on top.
“Very good,” the guard said after he’d counted the money twice.
“Zakan will be your watcher this time.” Zakan emerged from the office
where she’d been waiting, and nodded at Jebi.
With that, Jebi headed upstairs.
ON THE GROUNDS that money was a tool for getting things done, Jebi took a
cab most of the way to the dueling site, the plaza in front of the Old
Gardens, paying the extra for Zakan as a second passenger. Riding in an
automobile was a ridiculous luxury, one they’d only indulged in once
before. They spent the entire ride staring out the window marveling at the
simple fact of sunlight, which had a surreal quality after it was filtered
through the winter clouds. Even the chill—the cab wasn’t heated—did
nothing to dilute Jebi’s pleasure.
The crowd had grown so thick, even two hours in advance of the duel,
that Jebi disembarked at its edge and spent more money so they could
watch from the balcony of a nearby house. Zakan rolled her eyes but made
no objection. Jebi guessed it wasn’t the first time the enterprising
homeowner, a thick-bodied Hwagugin woman, had earned some extra cash
this way. At least the woman was a pleasant host, bringing out snacks and
tea. The warmth was especially welcome in the winter chill.
“Who’s dueling, anyway?” Jebi ventured to ask the woman, feeling
stupid for not knowing.
The woman blinked. “You paid to watch a Rassanin duel and you don’t
even—?”
Jebi shrugged, despite the heat rushing to their face. “I like watching
duels, but I lose track. Terrible memory. It embarrasses my family all the
time.”
“Oh, there he is,” the woman said eagerly, pointing toward the
platform. “His opponent must be late.”
The balcony provided them a splendid view. Jebi, with their superior
vision, could almost pick out the individual charms decorating the priest
officiating over the duel. The priest’s silken robes, of white and red, looked
woefully inadequate for the cold. But then, maybe Razan’s gods fortified
their priests against the mere vicissitudes of weather.
“The one in the green and indigo robes is the Chuora Kyovin, from the
House of Chuora,” she went on.
Jebi nodded. They wondered at the woman’s evident adulation of a
Razanei, but maybe it was nothing more than a simple crush. They watched
as the priest anointed Chuora with water or oil, impossible to tell at this
distance. Too bad it was so cold; they could sketch with gloves on, but it
made for a clumsy process. Still, they wanted to jot down their impressions,
so they pulled out a pocket sketchbook and a pencil, and made gesture
sketches to capture the poses.
The woman sighed as wistfully as any maiden and fished out a
miniature portrait from her coat pocket. Its frame was painted a yellowy
green that clashed horrendously with the cooler green of the painted
clothes. The former was probably some cheap mixture of blue and yellow
pigments, but the latter’s vividness made Jebi think it was copper arsenite.
“See?” she asked, practically shoving the portrait under Jebi’s nose
while Zakan caught Jebi’s eye and looked heavenward. “I bought this at his
first duel in Territory Fourteen. I can’t imagine why he isn’t married yet.”
“He’s very handsome,” Jebi said, which might or might not have been
true. The lopsided face of the portrait made it appear as though Chuora had
a double chin. “Is he the favorite?”
“Of a certainty,” the woman said. “You can see him out there, can’t
you? Such a dashing figure.” She sighed again.
I don’t care about him, Jebi thought, not that they would have dreamed
of saying so to their host. “And his opponent?” They didn’t do as good a job
of pretending diffidence as they would have liked. Zakan was snickering
behind her hand.
Luckily, the woman was too caught up in fervor for the coming duel to
notice. “Oh, her,” she said, her nose wrinkling. “I suppose it was inevitable,
really.” She lowered her voice conspiratorially. “People say they were
lovers once, but I don’t believe Master Chuora would have such terrible
taste.”
Jebi made an effort not to clench their teeth, because their host would
notice that, to say nothing of Zakan. “Why, what’s her name and what has
she done?”
Vei struck them as singularly unlikely to involve herself in scandal...
but then, Jebi didn’t know anything about her personal life. Just because
they’d spent the past couple months working with her didn’t mean Vei
didn’t have secret vices. What could they be? Gambling? Opium? The
Razanei hated opium, even though the modern painkillers they’d introduced
to Hwaguk didn’t work nearly as well. Maybe an unfashionable fondness
for kimchi?
“Oh, her name is Dzuge Vei,” the woman said with considerably less
enthusiasm. She mangled the dz sound, perhaps deliberately, given that she
hadn’t had any trouble pronouncing Chuora’s name. “It’s a wonder she’s
allowed to duel at all. You know.”
Jebi counted to three. “No, I don’t,” they said, smiling at the woman in
an attempt to coax her into an answer. They leaned forward; Zakan’s
amusement only increased. “Tell me the dirt.”
That worked, although Jebi almost wished it hadn’t. “Her father could
have served Razan honorably,” the woman said. “He was duelist prime for
Razan’s embassy, decades ago, during the reign of the Azalea Throne. He’s
apparently the one who taught Dzuge how to duel, for all the good it’ll do
her. But he took up with not one but two Fourteeners! Dzuge is half and
half.”
Jebi grimaced. So that explained Vei’s accent when she spoke
Hwamal. She must have learned the language from her other parents. It
wouldn’t be the first time a Razanei soldier fell for one of the prostitutes in
the Virgins’ District, although most of them didn’t formally acknowledge
their offspring. Jebi couldn’t imagine that Vei had had an easy time growing
up, considering the prejudices that some Hwagugin and Razanei had against
children of mixed heritage, like this woman.
The woman misinterpreted Jebi’s expression. “So you see what I
mean,” she said, with a disdain that they found repulsive. “Dueling is in the
nature of a ritual, you know. It’s sacred. It will be just as well when Master
Chuora cuts her down and the Ministry of Armor can look for a proper
duelist prime.”
Zakan shook her head, but kept her opinions to herself. She, like Jebi,
would have seen Vei training.
Jebi made the mistake of asking, “Who does Master Chuora work
for?” Calling him ‘master’ galled them, but they had spent the last several
years using honorifics for people they didn’t like. This was no different, and
Jebi didn’t want to lose this spectacular view by antagonizing their host.
Nevertheless, their plan backfired: “Oh,” the woman said, her entire
face pulling down in a scowl, as she finally looked at Jebi’s sketchbook.
Jebi realized they’d been doodling a monstrous caricature of Chuora with a
bulbous head and comically huge ears. Zakan started to laugh. “That’s not
what he looks like at all!” She lunged.
What she couldn’t have known was that Jebi had long practice
defending their sketchbooks from offended subjects. (Their habit of
caricature had gotten them into trouble before.) They snatched it out of
reach and shoved it into their pocket, then rose precipitously and backed
away. “I’d best be going,” they said. Maybe it wasn’t too late to join the
crowd outside, even if they had every expectation of being squashed.
“Bye!”
The crowd was so thick, especially this close to the dueling platform,
that it took them forever just to open the door. That accomplished, they
shoved and elbowed fiercely until they came to rest at a suitable viewing
spot.
“Nice job,” Zakan said sarcastically from next to Jebi, having kept up
with them during the whole ridiculous interlude. “We could have been
watching the duel from a nice comfortable spot, but you had to ruin that.”
“Sorry,” Jebi lied.
Just their luck, they were squeezed next to a vendor selling noodles
supposedly sponsored by Master Chuora. Given the number of supporters in
Chuora’s green-and-indigo armbands, Jebi kept their skepticism to
themself.
So distracted were they by the business of breathing in the suffocating
crush that they didn’t notice at first that Dzuge Vei had ascended the
platform. But the murmuring and gossip caught their attention, Vei’s name
in hundreds upon hundreds of mouths. Notably, no one called her Master
Dzuge, although as a duelist she merited it.
Jebi looked up, and their heart stopped in their chest.
Vei was resplendent in her own duelist’s finery, a red jacket over wide
blue pants, a white sash holding her sword’s lacquered scabbard. The red
and blue, homage to Hwaguk’s forbidden national emblem, could not be
denied.
That wasn’t what shocked Jebi, though. Rather, they recognized the
costume, for all that they’d never seen it before. The duelist in red and blue
who’d cut down their sister-in-law Jia.
Bongsunga. Bongsunga needs to know.
“It’s her,” Jebi breathed. They doubted any other Razanei duelist in
Hwaguk matched that description. They’d never made the connection
before—and how could they have? They didn’t follow dueling; found the
profession distasteful and barbarous, for all the beauty of its forms.
And Vei—Vei had never practiced in her formal dueling clothes. All
this time they’d been falling for her, she was the one who’d cut down
Bongsunga’s wife. Jebi struggled with a sense of betrayal, although one of
the few things they did know about dueling was that the clothes had a
ceremonial purpose and were not for casual wear. Surely Vei hadn’t known
about this part of Jebi’s past.
Jebi tried to sort out their inconvenient feelings about Vei as they
watched the priest anoint Vei with that same clear liquid. Vei and Chuora
took up their positions several paces apart, each poised with their hands
above their swords’ hilts. The priest raised their hands.
“Here we go,” Zakan mouthed, her eyes bright. “Don’t you worry.”
The crowd roared Chuora’s name, chanting it until the syllables
blurred.
The priest spoke—or anyway, their lips moved; Jebi couldn’t hear a
word.
Forever after Jebi would remember how Vei looked: her long hair
swept up into a chignon so it wouldn’t get in the way, her brow marked with
red paint, her jacket whipping about her slim, poised form. The sun had
gone behind a cloud, and the murkiness of the light made her into a
phantasm of a bygone spring. I could paint you, Jebi thought, and my sister
would kill me for it.
Jebi didn’t have the space to pull out their sketchbook again, but it
didn’t matter. The image had already burned itself into their brain.
Then the priest brought their arms down, slicing through the air like an
executioner’s stroke.
Both duelists leapt forward. Jebi’s eyelids felt as though they had
frozen open. Not that it made a difference. They didn’t know what to look
for; couldn’t follow motions that swift.
Two blades flashed in the winter sunlight, so quick that they were
visible only as blazing crescent blurs.
Jebi’s throat ached. Only then did they realize that they had,
damningly, screamed Vei’s name. Not Dzuge or Master Dzuge, which
would have been proper, but her personal name: Vei.
They held their breath, wondering. Then Vei was on the other side of
the platform, as though she had simply translated across the intervening
space. Blood dripped from her blade. Jebi swore they could hear it hitting
the platform, impossible as that was.
Then they saw Chuora. Vei had slashed him from hip to collarbone,
nearly cleaving him in two. Jebi was suddenly glad they hadn’t rented the
balcony long enough to down more than one or two of the cookies, because
they would have vomited it all up. Oh, they’d seen dead people before—
everyone had, who had lived through the consolidation—but not like this.
Not freshly dead people.
And not over... at this point Jebi realized that they had no idea why
Chuora and Vei had dueled each other. And it was a little late to ask. A
matter of honor, they presumed, since the Razanei cared about such things.
And never mind that Vei was only—‘only’—half-Razanei.
As the crowd keened its grief for the beloved Master Chuora, Jebi
stood numbly, wondering if they had wanted Vei to live or die.
SEVEN
ADAY AFTER her return, Vei checked in with Jebi. She knocked on the door
to the workshop before entering, a peculiar quirk given that she had the key
and all the artists were in the habit of leaving the door ajar. Ordinarily Jebi
liked that about her, that ingrained courtesy. But now all they saw when
they looked at her was that red-and-blue outfit, and their sister-in-law Jia’s
face on the last day before she went off to the war.
“Is something the matter?” Vei asked as she approached Jebi’s
workstation.
Jebi hastily smoothed their expression. “Just worried,” they said. They
had no intention of telling Vei that they were going to question Arazi. “Any
word on the investigation?”
“Issemi?” Vei shrugged one shoulder. “Nothing new from the deputy
minister. He does want to know, however, if you’ll be able to restore the
dragon’s function.”
“About that,” Jebi said, both grateful that Vei hadn’t pried into their
unease and nervous about the current topic. “What is the timetable for
this?”
Vei’s face stilled.
“I realize there are security implications,” Jebi said, picking their
words with care. They glanced down, saw that their hands were tapping
nervously on the work bench, made them stop. “But I can be of more use to
you if I know how fast I need to work, and what to prioritize.”
“I can’t answer that question,” Vei said, to Jebi’s surprise. “But the
deputy minister can. He’s been wanting to talk to you anyway. Come with
me.”
“I was working on—”
“Come with me.” Because she was Vei, she rose and waited for Jebi to
follow suit, rather than striding off and expecting them to catch up.
Jebi’s hopes for an aboveground excursion were dashed when Vei led
them to a corridor they hadn’t explored before. They smiled at the guards,
even the silent automata, out of pure nerves. The guards saluted Vei and did
not challenge her right to enter.
Vei stopped in front of the only unlabeled door down this hall. “Deputy
Minister,” she called out. “I’ve brought the artist.”
“Come in,” Hafanden said, and Vei did. “I’ve been expecting you.”
Jebi waited until Hafanden gestured impatiently at the seat across from
his desk to sit down. They’d assumed that Vei would take it, but apparently
not.
Jebi’s gaze was arrested by the immense map that covered the wall
behind Hafanden, one that had not been present in his aboveground office.
It took them a couple of seconds to spot Razan’s home archipelago, and
then Administrative Territory Fourteen, and the immense land of Huang-
Guan to the north of the Territory. But the map depicted lands beyond the
three that they knew, with unfamiliar names and shapes, as well as notations
for existing colonies and—most worrying of all—planned conquests.
Hafanden said, “It’s time to get a progress report directly from you.
Vei, you may leave us.”
“Of course,” Vei said, and slipped out as quietly as she had come.
Danger, Jebi’s senses whispered to them, a cold hole at the pit of their
stomach. “I had thought that the duelist prime was reporting on my doings,”
they said, careful to speak deferentially.
“Yes,” Hafanden said, leaning forward, “she had mentioned that you’d
spotted sabotage. How close are you to finding a solution?”
At least Jebi had an answer to this. “The design work is
straightforward,” they said, their voice trailing off uncertainly because they
didn’t know how much Hafanden wanted them to explain. But Hafanden
nodded and turned his hand over, indicating that Jebi should continue. “The
problem is supply.”
“Supply of what?” he asked sharply.
“Pigments,” Jebi said. “I’ve been talking to Shon about it. We are
almost out of the enchanted pigment known as Phoenix Extravagant. I
asked him if it was possible to obtain more, but he said that this will take
time because of the rarity of suitable source artworks.”
“You needn’t concern yourself with that,” Hafanden said. “A supply
will be obtained.”
“Be obtained,” Jebi thought: passive voice, with no indication of who
would do the obtaining. “I’d understood that the project was urgent,” they
said.
“That it is,” he said, and for the first time his face sagged into weary
lines.
Jebi gathered their courage and ventured, “I hadn’t thought that the
Empire anticipated any difficulty in the Administrative Territory? The
dragon Arazi is an impressive achievement, but I’d been told it was
intended to defeat tanks, and surely I’d have heard even here if we were
under that kind of threat.”
Hafanden’s smile lacked humor. “Not here, no. I don’t expect an artist
to keep track of international relations”—insulting, but in Jebi’s case, true
—“but the Western powers have been circling Razan and Huang-Guan like
hungry sharks. It is only a matter of time before their navies show up to
annex us the way they have annexed other lands.”
“I had no idea,” Jebi said blankly. Like many of their people, they had
only a vague idea of geography beyond Hwaguk’s nearest neighbors. “So
Arazi is intended to be our defense against the Westerners.” They’d almost
said your, but caught themself in time.
“Correct.” Hafanden folded his hands together, his face stern. “You
will have guessed that the advantage of automata is that they can be
manufactured in whatever quantities our resources permit. We have secured
sources of metal, and we have built factories.”
Hwagugin metal, Jebi thought. They did know that one of Razan’s
motivations for invading mountainous Hwaguk had been its wealth of ores
and minerals. Bongsunga had always complained that they should have
built more guns and swords to arm their soldiers before the war; but it was
too late now.
“So you’ll secure more of the pigment?” Jebi asked, frowning.
“Don’t worry about it. It’s my problem.” Hafanden straightened. “I
want you to document everything about the fix, and hand it in to Vei once
you’ve unriddled the notes completely. Understood?”
“Understood,” Jebi said, more certain than ever that they didn’t dare
tell Hafanden—or Vei, for that matter—that they already knew how to fix
the problem. The question was, did they trust the Razanei to use weapons
like Arazi against foreigners, instead of Hwagugin rebels? And the answer
to that was obvious.
EIGHT
AT THE NEXT meal, Jebi lingered after everyone else had dispersed back to
their work or projects of their own. One of the servants, a thin woman with
a smallpox-scarred face, crept in to clear the dishes and wipe down the
tables. Jebi beckoned her closer.
The servant didn’t look them in the eye. “What do you need?” she
asked in awkward, accented Razanei.
Jebi lowered their voice and spoke in Hwamal. “The guard named
Zakan. Does she have any vices?”
The servant blanched. “I wouldn’t know about that.”
“I just want to slip the leash a bit,” Jebi said. They disliked confiding
in the woman, even if they were both Hwagugin. They didn’t have any
illusions that she would cover for them if questioned, and for that matter,
Jebi didn’t want to get her in trouble. Carefully, they grasped the woman’s
hand and slipped a generous sum into it. “It’s a simple enough question.”
The woman’s face went blank. Then: “I’ve heard that Zakan likes
music. Sometimes she talks about going to performances in the Virgins’
District.”
“Where?”
The woman listed several bars.
“Thank you,” Jebi said.
When they signed out that evening, they requested Zakan. The guards
looked at each other, then shrugged. “There’s a fee for special requests,”
one of them said.
Of course there was. Jebi haggled, not because they cared but because
it would have looked suspicious if they hadn’t.
“Where are we going this time?” Zakan asked.
Jebi chose one of the bars at random, the Lucky Cat. “I haven’t had
much chance for entertainment,” they said, which had the benefit of being
true.
Zakan brightened. “Oh, I know that place! I can show you the best
items on the menu.”
{Are you planning on getting her drunk?} said a curious voice in Jebi’s
head: the dragon.
Jebi nearly jumped. {Can you... hear through my ears?} they asked
tentatively.
{Yes,} said Arazi. {Sorry, am I being rude?}
{No, it was... just a surprise.}
{So, are you?} the dragon asked. {Going to get her drunk, I mean.}
{If necessary, yes,} they said.
{I have never seen anyone drunk, although the guards talk about it,}
Arazi said. {It’s not permitted down here, and Hafanden’s people are very
strict. This will be exciting!}
‘Exciting’ wasn’t the word Jebi would have chosen, but then, maybe
ordinary human drunkenness offered some entertainment to an imprisoned
automaton.
Jebi was impatient to reach the Lucky Cat, but the Virgins’ District
wasn’t far, only about an hour’s walk. Besides, even though their legs ached
from all the stairs, they wanted to savor the outside world. Zakan seemed
content to walk at their elbow, so Jebi occupied themself describing their
surroundings to Arazi. Bare-limbed sycamores and maples with a few last
leaves clinging to their twigs, the slush underfoot, the magpies arguing over
fallen snacks in the streets. The way that Jebi’s fellow Hwagugin gave them
a wide berth, since they were accompanied by a uniformed watcher.
The Virgins’ District had its own charm, despite the occasional
presence of a blue-uniformed soldier. The late afternoon sun slanted
through the clouds and splashed gray light across the roof tiles of the
brothels with their ornate statues and gates. A taffy-seller clacked his
oversized scissors as he advertised his candy. Jebi’s mouth watered at the
thought of the treat, which they hadn’t tasted in some time.
“Need to catch your breath?” Zakan asked, mistaking the reason Jebi
had slowed down.
Jebi stared longingly at the taffy. Duty came first.
{I want taffy,} Arazi said. {You can tell me all about it. No one has ever
shown me taffy before.}
Jebi caught themself smiling. “I want a snack,” they said aloud, and
went to buy the taffy. The seller cut off an extra long piece for them. Jebi
immediately stuffed it into their mouth, struggling to bite off a manageable
amount.
Zakan gave up trying to converse with Jebi while their mouth was full,
which gave Jebi ample opportunity to mentally describe the burnt-sugar
taste of the stuff to Arazi. {Do you even have a sense of taste?} they
demanded partway through.
{Not exactly, but I have an imagination,} Arazi said serenely. {Eating
sounds so fun. You must taste all the things for me.}
I am going to be very round at the end of this adventure, Jebi thought.
They liked the idea of sharing their experiences with Arazi, though. Its
enthusiasm was infectious.
By the time they arrived at the Lucky Cat, Jebi’s fingers and chin were
quite sticky, something else that Arazi found delightful. Just wait until
someone gums up your joints, Jebi thought; but no need to spoil its fun yet.
The receptionist, a refined young man in a woman’s hanbok, raised an
eyebrow at the evidence of Jebi’s taffy malfeasance. At least, he had his
hair cropped short, instead of in a geu-ae’s style. “A bowl of water?” he
inquired delicately.
“Yes, please,” Jebi said, too happy to be embarrassed.
At a gesture from the receptionist, a long-haired woman glided toward
Jebi with a bowl of scented water and a towel. Jebi cleaned up while Zakan
negotiated over the fee for a performance by the house ensemble. They
described the smell to Arazi—a complicated floral essence—and the
welcome heat of the water, warm enough to restore feeling to their cold-
numbed fingers.
{It’s always cold where I am,} Arazi mused, {but it’s not unpleasant the
way it must be for you.}
{If I’m ever reborn, perhaps I’ll ask to be an automaton,} Jebi agreed,
a little dubiously.
Zakan made Jebi pay for the performance, an extortionate sum, which
Jebi put up with mainly because they planned to ditch her later in the
evening. The gliding woman led them both to a private room. Paper screens
with restful if inexpert paintings of frolicking cats divided the room into
two. The musicians were tuning behind the screens, which hid them from
visitors’ eyes.
“I’ve never understood that,” Zakan said with what Jebi interpreted as
genuine regret. “I’d love to see them playing. But I don’t want to intrude
upon the tradition, either.”
{What tradition?} Arazi asked, and then: {I can hear the music, a little,
through your senses. It’s not what I thought it would be.}
Jebi knew the reason for the practice, even if Zakan hadn’t figured it
out. {Entertainers who are available for sleeping with show their faces,}
Jebi explained. {Entertainers who aren’t hide them.}
Zakan, emboldened by Jebi’s willingness to pay for the experience,
ordered two cups of rice wine. Jebi wondered if Zakan thought Jebi was
going to sleep with her—the kind of escapade some bars and brothels
facilitated. She wouldn’t be the first person to think of artists as willing
lovers. Or maybe she really was that keen on Hwagugin music.
The performance began. Jebi found the music, slow as it was, frankly
soporific.
{Really?} Arazi said. Jebi was distracted by the distinct sensation that,
in its prison underground, the dragon was swaying to the plaint of the
zithers. They caught themself doing the same. Zakan winked at them, to
their discomfiture, likely taking it as being caught up in the music, albeit
with an abysmal sense of rhythm. {I think the sea would sound like this, if
I’d ever been to the sea.}
That raised the question of how much Arazi knew about the outside
world, and from where. {Where did you hear of the sea?}
{I am a dragon,} Arazi said, {even if I don’t come from the weather or
the water.}
Jebi drank the wine, and listened to the music. In between numbers,
Zakan insisted on discussing the music with them. To Jebi’s dismay, Zakan
cared very much about music theory, which Jebi only knew about because
one of their lovers four years ago had been an aspiring composer. Every
time Jebi made a half-hearted remark, Zakan took great pleasure in
correcting them.
Midway through the performance, a calico cat sauntered in and made a
beeline for Jebi’s lap. Jebi attempted to shoo it away, with little effect. The
cat began to purr, and Jebi helplessly scritched it behind the ears. They
should have realized that the Lucky Cat would have an actual cat or three in
attendance. It was a plump little creature, with glossy fur.
Zakan continued to order more wine. Jebi pretended to drink theirs,
much to Arazi’s disappointment. {If you want to see me properly drunk,}
Jebi told it, {you’ll have to wait for another occasion. We need to get you
out of there, remember? Besides—} And they spared a few moments to
describe Zakan’s slurred speech and increasingly loud laughter. It wasn’t
entirely clear to Jebi how much of the scene Arazi could take in directly,
through the connection between them, and how much it relied on their
descriptions. They were starting to suspect that Arazi simply enjoyed
having someone talk to it, whatever the topic, and who could blame it,
given its isolation?
Once Jebi judged that Zakan was drunk enough, they shoved the little
calico out of their lap, not hard. The cat immediately made for Zakan’s lap
instead, its tail lashing in affront. “Gotta piss,” Jebi said. Zakan waved them
off without taking her eyes off the shadows moving across the screens.
Jebi did avail themself of the outhouse, in fact, before slipping out
while the receptionist was busy placating a belligerent Razanei.
{Damnation,} Jebi thought, squinting at the dark sky. It was past
sundown, and curfew would be in effect. Without Zakan as escort, they
risked being picked up by the city guard. {At least I won’t get mugged,} Jebi
added to Arazi. {If I can get to my sister Bongsunga, she’ll be able to help
me figure out how to get you out of the complex.}
{I didn’t realize you had a sister,} Arazi said, and lapsed into silence.
Jebi lost no time putting distance between themself and the Lucky Cat,
winding up in a distressingly pristine alley while attempting to avoid the
patrols. It reminded Jebi of the Razanei insistence on cleanliness. The
Razanei patrols wouldn’t hesitate to beat or imprison—or execute—people
caught pissing against buildings or vomiting onto the streets.
The heavy tread warned Jebi that automata were approaching. The
streets here were swept clear of snow, with only gray piles to either side,
and the patrol came right up to Jebi before they could unpuzzle an escape
route. The automata surrounded them in a half-circle.
“You are violating curfew,” the interpreter said, fingering her necklace
of wooden beads.
An idea occurred to Jebi. Maybe this wasn’t a complete loss after all.
“I’m prepared for the penalty,” they said, trying not to sound too eager.
They wished they’d worn another layer, but it might have tipped Zakan off
that they had planned to stay out.
The interpreter looked askance at them. “I’m going to have to send you
to a holding cell overnight, and in the morning you can pay the fine.”
“That’s going to be a problem,” Jebi lied—they had the money right
now—“but my sister will be good for it.” They smiled as unctuously as they
knew how, and the interpreter’s eyes clouded with distaste. They gave
Bongsunga’s name and address, neither of which were secrets to the
Ministry of Armor. Even if Bongsunga had gone into hiding, as indeed they
hoped she had, someone would hear and get word to her.
“Oh, a Fourteener,” the interpreter said dismissively. “You lot are
always getting into scrapes, aren’t you? Well, come along, and maybe next
time you’ll have the good sense to pay heed of laws that are set in place for
your own good, and the rest of us besides.”
Wonderful. They’d found a philosopher, and one determined to
educate them. Jebi nodded and made penitent noises as the automata
surrounded them, ignoring the urge to bolt. After all, the interpreter thought
them an ordinary feckless Fourteener. Being locked up in one of the
overnight cells, however unpleasant, might be safer than wandering around
at night. They doubted that Hafanden would look for them there.
The interpreter passed them off to another patrol, who passed them to
another, until Jebi arrived at the nearest lockup. The bored magistrate’s
assistant on duty misspelled Jebi’s Hwagugin name, and they didn’t bother
correcting him. With any luck, the Razanei would be looking for Tesserao
Tsennan, and not Gyen Jebi.
See, there’s a practical use for this business of two names after all, Jebi
wanted to tell their sister. Granted, they knew that Bongsunga would retort
that this sort of duplicity was a business for spies or... revolutionaries?
Suddenly they weren’t sure what she’d say after all.
Jebi was flung into a cell with five other people, two finely dressed,
three in rags. The cell reeked of alcohol fumes, vomit, and piss, and even
the straw bales that served as makeshift seats smelled moldy. Jebi resigned
themself to an unpleasant stay standing up.
Nevertheless—Jebi pressed against the bars of the cell and waved at
the guard. “Please, if you have a moment—”
The guard didn’t glance in their direction, or give any indication that
they’d heard Jebi.
Jebi fished surreptitiously in their purse for a coin of appropriate
denomination, not so large as to attract unwanted attention, but not so small
that it would offend someone looking for an honest bribe. This time they
held it out, turning it this way and that so it caught the flickering light of the
lantern. “Please, honored guard—”
Someone beyond Jebi guffawed at the obsequious address, but they
ignored them. The guard yawned ostentatiously, then strode forward and
snatched the coin. “Speak your piece,” they said in a gruff voice. “And
make it quick.”
Jebi wondered how much drunken oratory the guard had to endure on
any given night, but it would have been rude, or unwise, to inquire. “My
sister will pay to have me let out early,” they said, servile in their own turn.
“Her name’s Gyen Bongsunga.” They gave her address.
The guard looked pleased at the prospect of another bribe. “I’ll see
what can be done. You’d better not be wasting my time.” They called to one
of their fellows and conferred briefly with him before he stomped out,
presumably to send someone to fetch Bongsunga.
“Of course not,” Jebi said despite the unease pooling in their gut. Now
that they’d escaped, the number of things that could go wrong weighed on
them. The guard might not be honest. Or Bongsunga might not be willing to
bail Jebi out after all. Or worse, maybe Hafanden had lied to them from the
beginning, and Bongsunga was already rotting in a cell of her own, or—
She can’t be dead, Jebi thought. They would have felt it if she had died
—wouldn’t they?
{I am looking forward to meeting her,} Arazi said.
For a second Jebi resented having it in their head. Then they reminded
themself that they’d set up the connection in the first place. Besides, the
dragon was trying to be comforting. It would be unfair to spurn its kindness.
The Summer Palace wasn’t the only place where time lost meaning.
The jail didn’t have any windows, just the one flickering lamp. Jebi longed
for clear sweet electric lights, then hated themself for it. {Sunlight is best,}
Jebi told Arazi.
{I remember it,} the dragon said, its tone wistful. {And the light of the
half-moon, too, the way everything looks different at night. But the lantern
light is interesting, too. The flickering sounds very different from the steady
light we have in the Summer Palace.}
{What about the light in your cavern?} Jebi asked, remembering the
storm-torn quality of it.
{A gift of the Dragon Queen, I heard Issemi say once,} Arazi said.
{Storm-light for one of her children. It’s a pretty story, but the light there is
an artifact of one of the pigments. They would have liked to use it elsewhere
to save on the cost of fueling the electric lights, but they ran out.}
Just as Armor had run out of Phoenix Extravagant.
One of the other prisoners sidled closer to Jebi while they were
engrossed exchanging stories of the dragon spirits with Arazi. “You have
any money for me?” she asked in a wheedling voice, reaching toward Jebi’s
pouch.
They shrank back. They should have realized the guard wouldn’t be
the only person interested in their coin. The problem was, where could they
go? If they backed up any more, they’d be stepping in a puddle of old
vomit.
{I confess I’m glad I’m not in there with you,} Arazi observed. {You
have a very vivid sense of smell.}
{You wouldn’t fit anyway,} Jebi said, briefly distracted by the image of
an immense dragon squished into the lockup.
“Hey,” the guard called out, finally paying attention again. They
scowled at the woman bothering Jebi. “None of that.”
The woman slunk away, and Jebi breathed a quiet sigh of relief. Bless
the guard for their straightforward corruption. For the moment, the coin—
and the promise of more—had bought Jebi a bit of protection.
The hours trickled by. Come the morning, a servant came in and
emptied the waste pail—Jebi had had to avail themself of it once—and after
that, two of the prisoners were released. Jebi realized, with a dismal sense
of failure, that the guard’s greed meant they were trapped in here until
Bongsunga showed up, or Jebi themself revealed that they had more money.
Jebi was so ravenous that by the time the servant returned with some
plain, stale rice, they wolfed down their share with their fingers. No utensils
were provided. {It must be nice not to get hungry,} Jebi said to Arazi.
{Issemi said once that masks can wear away and reduce automata to
motionless husks,} Arazi replied. {It sounds unpleasant. I like being able to
move, even if it is only in circles.}
Jebi flinched. {I should have thought this plan through more carefully.}
They were almost starting to wish that Zakan would show up and liberate
them, furious though she must be.
Jebi had given up hope that Bongsunga would ever appear and that
they’d be stuck in this pit forever when the second guard returned with her
in tow. She was bundled up in the neatly patched coat that Jebi knew so
well, and gloves, and beyond that a scarf that Jebi didn’t recognize, of
sensible undyed wool. Jebi’s heart lit at the sight, despite Bongsunga’s
forbidding expression. Had her face always had those lines around the eyes
and mouth?
{She looks fierce,} was Arazi’s observation. {Like a soldier.}
Jebi had never thought of her in those terms, only Jia, but Arazi’s
words forced them to assess her anew. She did, in fact, have something of a
soldier’s manner. They wondered that they hadn’t seen it before—wondered
what it meant.
They wondered, too, what it meant that Arazi had gone from asking
Jebi to tell them about the outside world to making comments on everything
they saw or perceived. While they hadn’t anticipated this level of intimacy
with a giant war machine, they had to admit to themself that having a
companion was nice. Especially since they couldn’t imagine that learning
about the disgusting conditions in a prison was all that enthralling.
{It’s very enthralling,} Arazi commented brightly. {Sometimes I’m glad
my sense of smell is purely imagined!}
“There they are,” the first guard said to Bongsunga. They laid a
threatening hand on their sword’s hilt. “No one get any notions, hear?”
Then they opened up the door and gestured brusquely for Jebi to emerge.
Jebi scurried out too quickly for dignity, all too aware that they stank.
“Thank you, honored guard,” they said, bobbing a bow.
The guard had lost interest and said instead to Bongsunga, “Take them
and go.”
Bongsunga must have made her payment earlier. She nodded curtly to
Jebi and hustled them out of the jail. She didn’t even wrinkle her nose at the
stench, for which Jebi was disproportionately grateful.
The air outside, however bitterly cold, smelled so much better that Jebi
choked down a sob of gratitude. Bongsunga gave them a moment to orient
themself, then led the two of them not toward home, but down a route that
Jebi didn’t recognize. Jebi didn’t protest. It was enough that their sister had
come for them. Time enough, once they’d reached safety, to explain their
dilemma to her.
Outside, the first silvery light of false dawn brightened the sky near the
horizon. Jebi yawned hugely. Lack of sleep was catching up with them;
they’d tried napping standing up, which hadn’t gone well. They would have
killed for a decent hot meal. They didn’t say anything, though, too
intimidated by Bongsunga’s grim mien.
When the jail had disappeared behind them and they were lost in a
warren of side streets, Bongsunga spoke at last. “Do you have any idea how
long you’ve been gone?” she demanded.
So you missed me after all. “I’m not sure,” Jebi said in their best
penitent voice. It was even true. They hadn’t kept up their tally of days in
the Summer Palace. “It’s complicated. Please, I need your advice on
something urgent.”
“More urgent than running afoul of curfew?” Bongsunga said, but her
heart wasn’t in it. “Let’s get out of the cold. I know someone who runs—a
safehouse of sorts.”
Jebi hadn’t realized what a relief it would be to speak their own
language as a matter of course. Within the Summer Palace, they’d usually
spoken Razanei. “Whatever you think is best,” they said.
If Bongsunga wasn’t taking them home, that meant home was
compromised. Jebi longed to ask what she was up to these days, and who
she spent her time with. But they wouldn’t do so in the open, even if curfew
wasn’t over yet and few people traveled the streets.
Bongsunga took them through more side streets, past closed-up noodle
shops and tailors and tenements with dented grilles over their windows,
until they reached a door that Jebi almost hadn’t spotted, so well did it
blend in with the wall. She rapped three times, then once, then three times
again. The door swung open, and an old, hunched man frowned at them
from within.
“They’re with me,” Bongsunga said to the man without greeting him,
and he stood aside to admit them.
Bongsunga and Jebi entered the second available room, and left their
shoes by the door. Two people were sleeping on mats on the floor; one of
them had a loud snore. “Don’t mind them,” Bongsunga said. “They’re no
threat to you. Like I said, this is a safehouse.”
Jebi didn’t have to ask how Bongsunga had gotten involved with this
place, or what kind of people needed a safehouse to begin with. The deputy
minister hadn’t lied about her revolutionary connections. They’d never
thought of their sister as the type, despite her obvious dislike of the Razanei
administration, but maybe revolutionaries didn’t have a type. Maybe, taken
one by one, they all had their own varied reasons.
Bongsunga sat cross-legged on the floor and indicated that Jebi should
sit across from her, which they did. Neither removed their coat; the room
was chilly, and had a draft. “Now,” she said, “tell me why you sent for me.”
Jebi did. The words spilled out in a jumble, and they had to backtrack
time and again to put the events in order. Arazi helped on occasion by
offering prompts when Jebi faltered, and Jebi was grateful all over again to
have the dragon as a lodestar presence in their mind.
Bongsunga listened intently, without interruptions, her face grave and
thoughtful. Besides the mental link to Arazi, which Jebi didn’t think she
would believe in, the only thing Jebi left out was their inconvenient
attraction to Dzuge Vei. They didn’t think their sister would understand
that, so best not to trouble her with it. Besides, what if she tried to exact
revenge from Vei? Jebi had seen Vei dueling, and didn’t want to lose
Bongsunga to her blade.
At last Jebi had nothing else to say. They bowed their head, ashamed
of the rush of emotion that had overcome them. “I’ve got to organize some
kind of distraction so I can get Arazi out of the Summer Palace. I think I
can finagle the keys off Vei if I approach her right, but that would mean
going back in there. I’m going to be in a lot of trouble for running out on
my watcher.”
Bongsunga squared her shoulders. “There’s something you could do
that would be of great value to Hwaguk,” she said. “If you are willing.”
Jebi knew where this was going. Cold gripped their heart. “What?”
they asked, because they needed to hear it.
“It would be dangerous for you to sabotage the dragon a second time,”
Bongsunga said.
“And pointless,” Jebi said acerbically. Arazi was already useless to the
Razanei.
“But I wonder,” Bongsunga said, “since you’ve become
knowledgeable in the ways of this Rassanin magic—can you turn the
dragon against its Rassanin masters?”
Jebi stared at her. After an appalled moment, they said, “That’s still
sabotage.”
{I would like to have some say in what I do,} Arazi said, its metallic
voice turning discordant.
All the same, Jebi didn’t want to explain that Arazi had objections, not
least because they needed Bongsunga’s help getting it out. If she didn’t
believe it was of use to her cause, she might not aid Jebi in smuggling it out
of the city.
“I know it’s asking a lot,” Bongsunga said. “But think about it. If the
Rassanin have such a weapon, they’re not going to stop with just one, and
they’re not only going to use it to invade Huang-Guan for its resources. If
anyone in Hwaguk rises up against the Rassanin, they’ll use it to put the
rebellion down.”
Jebi’s gaze slid toward the two sleeping figures. Did they have any
guarantee that either was really asleep? Or that they weren’t more of
Hafanden’s agents? I should have thought of that earlier. Now it was too
late.
“And there’s going to be a rebellion,” Jebi said slowly. “You know
what happens to rebels!”
Bongsunga caught and held their gaze; Jebi flinched. “Yes,” she said,
“I know what happens to rebels. The ones who get caught, like this
Issemi”—she stumbled over the name—“did. She was a brave woman, even
if she was Rassanin. Perhaps they’re not all evil; all the same, we can’t
tolerate them in our country any longer.”
“And what are you going to do once they’re gone?” Jebi demanded.
“The Razanei still control the local seas, and the shipping routes. It’s their
expertise that built the manufactories and brought us electricity.”
“Do you think we haven’t been learning from them?” Bongsunga
retorted. “It was that one sage from Huang-Guan who said that your best
teacher is your worst enemy, after all.”
Jebi was silent for a moment. Then they said, “You know what you’re
asking of me.” And of Arazi, who hadn’t asked to be a war machine.
“I’m asking of you what I would ask of any of our people,” Bongsunga
said. “Except you’re in a unique position, because of your—adventures.
You could do us great good.”
“But it means more coming from you,” Jebi said, not a little bitterly.
She was their sister.
“I’m not done asking for things,” Bongsunga said. “If you had the
materials, could you oversee the manufacture of more automata? Ones loyal
to Hwaguk?”
{No,} Arazi said, even more discordantly. {Don’t give us the means to
think and then take away our choices.}
{She has to believe that I’ll help her,} Jebi said, gritting their teeth.
{Let me tell her what she wants to hear. It’ll buy time.}
Once they wouldn’t have hesitated to do as Bongsunga asked. They’d
never considered things from the automata’s viewpoint. It was different
when the automaton could talk to them, and take delight in taffy, and keep
them company. Jebi didn’t want to be the kind of person who would
condemn Arazi to servitude.
Arazi fell silent, and they were afraid that they had angered it.
“I could smuggle out the manuals and train people,” Jebi said, because
Bongsunga was still waiting for an answer. She was their sister. And she’d
rescued them from the jail, despite their estrangement. She’d expect them to
respond accordingly.
“It’s settled, then.” Bongsunga sat straight-backed, almost imperious in
her certainty. “I will have my contacts smuggle word into the Summer
Palace once they’ve figured out a way to get you to safety.”
“‘Safety’?” Jebi said. “Where’s that to be found, in Territory
Fourteen?” They used the Razanei term deliberately.
“It’s true, we could make use of your information within Hwaguk,”
Bongsunga said. “But we have been cultivating allies in the lands outside
our borders, including the West.”
Jebi’s blood chilled. They knew some of their people had gone into
exile rather than face life under Razanei rule, but they didn’t like the
thought of involving even more foreigners in the fate of their country.
“You’d be asking me to go into exile myself,” Jebi said slowly. The
words tasted like poison.
“Or you could stay, and help us,” Bongsunga said. “Your choice.”
Some choice. They’d always known their sister to be hardheaded.
They just hadn’t expected that to be turned against them in quite this
fashion.
“The first step is getting back into the Summer Palace,” Jebi said after
some furious thinking. “That’s the only way I can do anything for you.”
Bongsunga smiled. It did nothing to warm her face. “I’ll make
arrangements.”
TEN
THE GUARDS FROWNED at Jebi when they showed up at the entrance to the
Summer Palace. “Zakan doesn’t appreciate what you did,” said the shorter
one. “She’s in a lot of trouble, and it’s all because of you.”
“It’s my responsibility,” Jebi said, resigned to having made an enemy.
They’d prepared a lie with Bongsunga’s help. “I went drinking and slept it
off at an old friend’s place.” The ‘friend’ was one of Bongsunga’s contacts.
A third guard emerged to escort Jebi down into the Summer Palace,
and closeted them in a room for interrogation. Jebi repeated the story,
keeping the details simple. They couldn’t tell whether the guard believed
them or not.
“All right,” the guard said at last. “Your aboveground privileges will
be revoked for the next month.”
Jebi grimaced. That would make escaping harder, but not impossible.
“That’ll teach me to drink so much of the Lucky Cat’s rice wine.”
The first thing Jebi did after the guard released them was go to the
baths and soak for a good hour. {I will never take baths for granted again,}
they said to Arazi.
{I always worry about rust,} Arazi admitted, {even with the enamel
paints.}
Jebi had to admit that this was one problem that hadn’t occurred to
them. {We’ll keep you out of the rain,} they said, a promise they weren’t
sure they could keep.
After the bath, they returned to their room, fell onto their mat, and
collapsed asleep. They had turbulent, inchoate dreams that might have
involved dragons and fire and storms; or perhaps it was the last remnants of
their illness. Whatever the case, they didn’t wake until well into the next
day.
Vei was sitting at their table, with a covered meal tray, when Jebi
woke. “What—?” they began. They didn’t remember her entering.
“I heard about your quarrel with Shon,” Vei said. Her face was intent,
almost stern. “Has he troubled you before?”
Jebi blinked, trying to figure out what Vei was talking about, when
what they really wanted to do was attack the meal tray. Their appetite had
returned—surely a sign that the worst of the sickness was over, right? Then
the memory of the quarrel flashed before them, and they flushed.
“I was too harsh,” they said. They hadn’t meant for Shon to get into
trouble. Although—“There’s been no impropriety, if that’s what you mean,
but I should have asked myself why he’s the only one who willingly
interacts with me.” Jebi realized what they’d just implied and said, “I mean
—”
The corner of Vei’s mouth crooked upward. “I’m not taking offense,
unless it’s on your behalf. If you think no action is warranted at this time—”
Jebi blanched. “Oh, no, no.”
Vei nodded once, firmly. “Let me know if anything changes.” She
added, with a note of curiosity, “It would have been the same in the
Ministry of Art, you know. Part of the duelist prime’s duty is to ensure that
the bounds of honor are enforced.”
This was an aspect of working with the Razanei that Jebi had never
thought much about. Oh, they’d known that each ministry had a duelist
prime, as had the embassy, back before the conquest, but their distaste for
the profession had prevented them from looking more deeply into the
matter. If only they’d known...
Vei wasn’t done. “You shouldn’t have been adventuring topside, not
without your watcher. Especially when you need your rest.”
Shit. How could they have forgotten that Vei was also here to keep an
eye on them? The guards would report directly to her. “I missed the sunlight
so much,” they said. They didn’t even have to fake the miserable note in
their voice. “Electric light isn’t the same.”
“It’s an unfortunate consequence of our location, yes,” Vei said. “I
heard you’d been experimenting with a new mask for Arazi? Nehen says
you didn’t run the new grammar past them.”
“I was so sure it would work,” Jebi said. “But there’s no change.”
They had to keep Vei from insisting that they return the old one. “I wanted
to leave it on, see if there was a long-term effect.”
{Thank you,} Arazi said.
A crease formed between Vei’s brows. “I’d like you to run the new
grammar by Nehen. They might have some insights.”
Jebi desperately wanted to escape this line of questioning. I need to
distract her—“I’m not the first member of my family that you’ve had
dealings with,” they blurted out.
Shit, what had led them to choose that particular distraction? But it
was too late. They’d spoken; they were committed.
Vei’s eyes widened. She leaned forward ever so slightly. “You don’t
look familiar, not in that way,” Vei said. With no particular emphasis, she
added, “I remember everyone I have ever dueled. I would have noticed a
resemblance.”
Remember, Jebi told themself, in a desperate attempt to avoid
drowning in the shadows of those dark eyes, or to stop noticing the smell of
incense that drifted from her skin and hair. Remember that she could kill
you as easily as scissors cut paper.
Jebi swallowed once, twice. Their mouth had gone dry. “It wasn’t a
blood relative,” they said, “she didn’t look like people of my lineage. Her
name was Jia.”
Vei was utterly focused on them. “Then it was during the war,” she
said. “Those were the only opponents whose names I didn’t know.”
Jebi bit back their revulsion. They remembered the chaos of those
early battles, and how they had hid with Bongsunga in the old apartment,
hoping that no one would smash it open. Soldiers had, once; not even
Razanei soldiers, but Hwagugin deserters. They raided what was left of the
rice wine and cinnamon punch. Jebi had never forgotten the terror that the
two of them would have their throats slit by their own people. Bongsunga
had never spoken of it afterward, and Jebi had been too afraid to bring it up.
They didn’t know why they’d expected Vei to blanch at the name, or
show some reaction. But if they’d thought about it, they would have
realized that, duelist or soldier, people wouldn’t be standing around
shouting their lineages at each other. At least not during an invasion, as
opposed to a formal duel.
“It was war,” Vei said, “but nevertheless, she was important to you.
You’re an artist—would you draw her?”
It wasn’t an apology, quite. Jebi shivered. They remembered Jia
vividly; remembered how she had always been showing off with fancy,
wildly impractical sword-moves, to Bongsunga’s delight. Bongsunga had
laughed a lot more, in those days.
Silently, Jebi pulled out their sketchbook and flipped to an empty page.
Picked up a pencil. They began sketching, starting with construction lines
that they hadn’t relied upon in a long time, then proceeded to fill in details.
They’d intended to draw Jia the way Vei would have met them. As a
soldier, in her uniform, a little rumpled the way she’d always been despite
all her complaints about her sergeant. With her sword, inadequate as it
would prove against Razanei rifles—and, ultimately, a Razanei blade.
Instead, what emerged from their pencil was a depiction of Jia at home
—and not just Jia, but also Bongsunga. The two of them embracing, Jia
lifting Bongsunga. Jia’s fiendish grin, Bongsunga’s smile like sunrise.
When Jebi had finished, Vei reached out and touched an empty corner
of the page, her narrow face taut with an emotion Jebi couldn’t name.
Regret, perhaps. “That one’s your sister,” she said, pointing. It wasn’t a
question.
“Yes,” Jebi said. “She goes by Gyen Bongsunga.”
“I remember. From the deputy minister’s report.”
Well, at least Vei wasn’t pretending she didn’t know how Jebi had been
blackmailed into working for Armor.
“We are not enemies,” Vei said softly. It wasn’t the first time she had
expressed the sentiment. Then: “You should eat. I have been remiss.”
Bongsunga will never forgive me, Jebi thought. At the moment they
weren’t sure they cared. After all, for all that their sister meant to them, the
last time they’d seen her, she had turned them into a tool of the revolution.
{I have to keep distracting her,} Jebi told Arazi, not sure whether they
were making excuses to themself or to the dragon. Did mechanical dragons
have any insight into affairs of the heart?
{Can I help?} Arazi asked.
Jebi choked back a laugh at the thought of Arazi poking its head in the
doorway and making suggestions for lovemaking. “It’s not the food I’m
interested in,” they murmured to Vei, bowing to temptation, and reached for
her hand.
They expected Vei to draw away, proper as ever. She did not. The
strong fingers tightened around Jebi’s own hand. She pulled Jebi into an
embrace.
Jebi stiffened for a moment, not because they didn’t want this, but
because they did; because they hadn’t thought their heart’s desire might be
theirs for the asking. And never mind that even this was artifice, a way to
keep Vei from thinking about the all-important matter of Arazi’s new mask.
They relaxed, then, and pressed against her. Tilted their head for Vei’s kiss,
sweet and deep.
Vei’s body was all wiry strength and sword-curves, subtle musculature
and grace. The skin of her neck was unexpectedly delicate despite the sun-
browning of her face and hands. She tasted of salt, of sweat, of a faint
residue of incense smoke.
Months had passed since the last time Jebi had taken a lover, and they
didn’t know how long it had been for Vei. They tugged at Vei’s buttons and
laces, fumbled with clasps. Vei laughed deep in the back of her throat and
helped them, more leisurely than she had any right to be.
“What’s the hurry?” she asked.
In answer, Jebi kissed her again, and Vei laughed.
Vei had clever fingers, not unusual for a duelist, and an even cleverer
tongue. For all her decorousness in her day-to-day life, she knew an
astonishing variety of filthy poetry and ballads, which she quoted piecemeal
as she kissed and licked and sucked her way along the lines of Jebi’s body.
Jebi, less articulate, marked the canvas of her skin in return with teeth and
fingernails, savage kisses.
Thankfully, Arazi kept its observations to itself, although Jebi was
tangentially aware of its presence in their mind. They didn’t think they
could have kept its comments secret if it had made any. They did think that
it would probably quiz them about lovemaking at some later, inconvenient
time.
Vei had so much hair, a thick nightfall of the stuff, only a little tangled.
Jebi took great pleasure in making their way through handfuls of it, working
the knots loose with their fingers and performing brushstroke gestures
across their own skin and hers with the strands, like invisible calligraphy.
Vei found this very entertaining; the way her muscles tensed and relaxed
beneath her skin amused Jebi inordinately.
Much later, Jebi demanded, “Do you not get tired?”, breathless and
sated—or so they’d thought.
“Call it martial discipline,” Vei said, and touched them again, in
another way entirely. She had exquisite control; could wake whole new
harmonies of pleasure with careful inflections of touch. Jebi wondered, a
little dreamily, why they hadn’t ever tried sleeping with a duelist before.
And then, for another long span of time, thought became impossible again.
Once Vei had finished with them, she rose and dressed, as unhurried as
before. “Your food is cold,” she said. “I will have someone bring you a
fresh tray, and take away the old.” Jebi was too breathless to respond, but
she seemed to take that as a compliment.
After Vei had left, Jebi stared up at the ceiling and thought, What have
I done?
JEBI SPENT THE next several days in a whirl of confusion. People figured out
rapidly that they’d slept with Vei—not that either of them had been making
any attempt to keep quiet. Shon kept his distance, but given their last
interaction, Jebi wasn’t much surprised.
Jebi did find out, quite by accident, that duelists prime, by convention,
were welcome to take whatever lovers they pleased, so long as it didn’t
conflict with their duty. A few of the artisans were gossiping about the
matter in the common room when they thought Jebi couldn’t overhear them
from the hallway. Jebi was dying to ask whether, like Hwagugin artists, they
were properly considered married to their profession. It would have fit with
what they understood of Razanei notions of honor. The best person to ask
would be Vei herself.
If it had been up to them, they would have luxuriated in the joy of a
new lover. But they remained aware of the danger they were in, and Arazi
as well.
Jebi spent a couple of late evenings preparing a plausible fake
grammar to present to Nehen. It looked similar enough to the mask Arazi
currently wore to pass on a superficial inspection, without the incriminating
matter of glyphs to allow the dragon to talk to Jebi mind-to-mind. Arazi
took great interest in the glyphs, and Jebi enjoyed working with its help.
They couldn’t weasel out of pigment manufacture while doing this,
though. Shon had offloaded part of the work onto them, now that they were
back.Every time they reduced another artifact or painting or lacquered box,
a little part of them shriveled up. The book hadn’t been so bad, because
there were hundreds if not thousands of copies of it. But even a student
copy of a painting expressed a unique vision, one that disappeared forever
when it was destroyed.
{That means books would be the ideal way to mass-produce a source
of pigment,} Arazi commented in fascination. {You can always print more of
them.}
Jebi blanched when the implications sank in. {We are not telling
Armor,} they said faintly. Then they reconsidered. Why not trade a few
easily replaceable books in order to save one-of-a-kind artworks and
artifacts? Jebi had started to see value even in the ugliest, most worn-down
necklaces and combs and scrolls. Nevertheless, they didn’t like the idea of
giving Armor an infinite supply of their precious pigments.
As Jebi worked with the mortar and pestle, they imagined someone
tearing up one of their paintings, even one of the terrible tigers, and
cringed. If they faced any of the dead artists in the afterlife, they would be
in for an eternity of punishment. If only they’d thought of this earlier, acted
sooner.
They emerged eventually from the workshop to fetch themself more
tea. Other artisans stopped talking when Jebi neared them, or gave them sly
glances. One even winked at them, presumably in congratulations. Jebi
didn’t know whether to find the gesture charming or grotesque.
One of the servants slipped and spilled a tray right in front of them. He
apologized in an obsequious babble, bowing over and over in a way that
made Jebi wince. Then they saw the slip of paper that he had left on the
table: When the duelist prime leaves, you should escape. Jebi met the
servant’s eyes, held his gaze, and nodded. He palmed the slip of paper and
stuffed it into his mouth, then scurried off.
The next day, Vei approached Jebi after a grueling session going over
the fake grammar with Nehen. Despite her dedication to courtesy, a smile
warmed Vei’s dark eyes. “I thought I’d find you here,” she said. “I wanted
to let you know—I’m going to be gone for several days on Ministry
business, starting two days from now. The deputy minister has some matters
to see to, and I must, of course, accompany him.”
This was probably duelist for I have to act as bodyguard. Jebi flashed
on the memory of Vei’s unlucky dueling opponent, slashed almost in two,
the livid redness of the blood. “When will I see you again?” Jebi asked,
fumble-tongued and awkward not because they were unable to disentangle
themself from a new lover, but because they remembered the anonymous
message. How much time would they have to spring Arazi and escape?
Vei shrugged expressively. “I can’t predict the duration of the trip. I’ll
see you when I see you.” She raised a hand to her collar and drew out the
mae-deup charm that Jebi had given her before the duel. “I’m sure this will
see me back safely.”
She hadn’t spoken in Hwamal, but Jebi smiled wanly. “Stay safe,” they
said.
VEI CAME TO them again that night, after everyone but Tia had gone to bed.
Jebi almost lost themself in the exchange of caresses. But even as Vei left
trails of bruising kisses across their thighs, they thought, This is an
opportunity to steal her keys. I will have no better.
If only they could ask Vei—but Vei worked for the deputy minister.
Jebi had no reason to believe her disloyal. And Vei’s judgment—or
Hafanden’s—could prove lethal. Jebi was afraid that if they made Vei
choose between the Ministry and them, the choice would be no choice at
all. Better not to confront her with it at all.
Bongsunga would have said I told you so. Or something more
scathing. Jebi could hear her in their head.
This is what I get for entangling myself with a Razanei, even as a
distraction. Half-Razanei. And the woman who’d killed her sister-in-law.
{She makes you happy and sad at the same time,} Arazi said. {I didn’t
realize it would be so complicated for you.}
{It’s the nature of the situation,} Jebi replied. {If only I’d found a
different distraction—}
“Something’s bothering you,” Vei murmured into the nape of their
neck.
Jebi laughed weakly. “You’re not leaving for another duel, are you?”
Another deflection. They didn’t like how good they were getting at those.
“I hope not,” Vei said, taking the question seriously, as Jebi had known
she would. “But you never know. I can’t assume that I won’t.”
“Come back tomorrow night,” Jebi said, heart beating rapidly. They
hoped that Vei would take it for desire, and drew their hand down between
her legs, touching, teasing. It wasn’t entirely a lie.
Vei laughed softly. “Oh?” She scissored her legs shut, trapping Jebi’s
hand; grazed their shoulder with her teeth.
Jebi shivered as pleasure unknotted at their groin. Think about it later,
they told themself, and surrendered.
THE NEXT MORNING, Jebi woke with the thrumming awareness that they only
had one more day to set their plan into motion. Wary of triggering Vei’s
suspicion, they did not visit Arazi that day. {I’ll make it up to you later,
after we’re free,} they promised recklessly. {I’ll show you the yellow
forsythias when springtime comes, and the pink and white azaleas for which
our last dynasty was named.}
{I am glad I can see colors,} Arazi said, which made Jebi blink.
They’d always taken color for granted, although they’d heard once of
people who couldn’t distinguish certain hues. But then, if Arazi didn’t have
a sense of taste, there was no guarantee its sense of sight worked the same
as a human’s.
{When I see something grass-green, do you see sea-blue instead?} Jebi
wondered.
{How would I know?} Arazi asked, reasonably enough.
During the day, they feigned devotion to the task of preparing and
painting masks according to the proposed grammars that Nehen had
hammered out with them. After all, the supplies were there; it would be a
shame to let them go unused. Even if Hafanden would not have approved of
Jebi’s purpose.
“So devoted,” Shon remarked as he glanced over at Jebi’s workbench
and the half-painted mask they were working on.
At least he was speaking to them again. “I’m doing my best,” they
said, trying not to let a waspish bite enter their tone.
“If I may—”
His almost mocking formality stung, but then, it was too much to
expect anything but awkwardness between them right now. “Go ahead,”
Jebi said.
Shon pointed out an inconsistency in the pigment’s saturation. “I don’t
know what you’re doing,” he said, which might or might not have been
true, “but you’ll want to see to that, all the same.”
Jebi could have kicked themself for their carelessness. “Thank you,”
they said, wary but grateful.
Shon grunted and turned away. “I’m hungry,” he announced to no one
in particular, and stomped off.
Maybe that had been an invitation. Jebi glanced around and didn’t
follow him, even though they could have used a bite to eat. No one was
watching them, which gave them the opportunity they’d been waiting for all
morning.
Striving to make their motions as nonchalant as possible—difficult
when they wanted to hyperventilate with nerves—Jebi liberated an ancient
bronze mirror, crusted with verdigris, from the bottom of Shon’s pile.
They’d been eyeing possibilities in his workspace all morning. Of the items
that remained, the mirror looked the most promising.
It doesn’t have to be exact, Jebi thought, willing their hands to stop
shaking. The counterfeit they planned to create just had to be approximately
the right shape and size and weight. The paint would take care of the rest.
Jebi mouthed an apology to the long-dead craftsperson who had forged
the mirror. It had been fine work once. They could still see the scrollwork
on the back through the layer of dull green, the depictions of cranes in flight
and clouds. The kind of item an aristocrat would have owned.
They tested the mirror for weak spots, then used a saw to cut off five
jagged strips of metal. The noise made them grit their teeth. The mirror was
more fragile than it looked, but even so, the work took more time than they
liked. With a drill they cut holes in the strips so they could put the fakes on
Vei’s keyring. It would take magic to make them pass as keys, but Jebi had
that part covered.
Jebi was counting on the fact that Vei was going out of town. If she
ended up needing one of the keys for that, the whole ruse would fail. Jebi
was gambling that the keys were all for use in the Summer Palace, or the
Ministry of Armor aboveground—or, hell, some swank apartment where
she had a secret lover stashed.
Stop that. If anything, Jebi was the one keeping secrets, even if they
had nothing to do with lovers—a topic neither of them had brought up.
After all, Jebi had no claim on Vei, or the other way around, and—they
were getting distracted again.
{Do you always find lovers this distracting, or is Vei special?} Arazi
wanted to know.
{It’s pretty common where love is concerned,} Jebi answered. {If
you’re the kind of person who takes lovers at all, anyway.}
{Not something I’ve ever worried about,} Arazi said dryly.
Shon had returned and was lingering in the hallway, talking in his curt
way to one of the other artists. I’d better hurry up, Jebi thought. They
hastily hid the metal bars behind some of the jars. Not very good
concealment—it wouldn’t stand up to a search—but one of the nice things
about working with temperamental artists was that they knew not to invade
one’s space unless invited.
It wasn’t until later that afternoon, after a snack break of their own,
that Jebi finally returned to the counterfeits. On the way back to their
workspace, they’d snagged some extra sketchbooks from the supply closet.
No one had blinked, and no one had spotted Jebi slipping in a coil of copper
wire between one of the books’ pages, either.
Shon, miffed, had muttered something about coming back later, “when
it’s less noisy,” even though the workshop had been quiet at the time, or as
quiet as it ever was. Jebi had neither the time nor the patience for his
delicate feelings. All they cared about, at this point, was getting him out of
the way.
Here goes nothing. Jebi retrieved the five bronze rectangles—well,
‘rectangle’ was generous, but close enough—and arrayed them on the
workbench. Next came the jars of pigment, specifically Crane in Winter and
Moonlit Footsteps, both of which discouraged viewers from examining the
painted object closely. Jebi wondered just how many automata were
sneaking around the capital unnoticed, although Vei had assured them that
Armor didn’t have the resources for omnipresent patrols.
{Would I notice them?} Arazi wondered. {All of your art assumes the
viewer is human. Does that affect the way the pigments work?}
{I have no idea.} Jebi was starting to think that Arazi was wasted as a
war engine. Armor should employ it as a scholar or natural philosopher
instead.
Jebi mixed the paints, dipped their brush, and began, trying not to
think about the fact that they planned to deceive a woman they’d bedded.
VEI CAME AGAIN that night to say farewell, just as she had promised. “Stay,”
Jebi said, their voice husky with mingled dread and desire. If their heart
beat any faster, it would fly free.
“I have to leave early in the morning,” Vei said. Nevertheless, she
allowed Jebi to draw her down to the pallet, as pliant now as she had been
aggressive the previous nights.
“So you have something to remember me by,” Jebi said in a whisper,
wondering that they didn’t choke on their own hypocrisy. The hell of it was
that they wanted Vei; wanted to see those dark eyes heavy-lidded with
pleasure, wanted to hear her laugh, wanted their skin bruised with a
constellation of her kisses.
None of that changed the fact that they were about to betray her.
Don’t think, Jebi told themself. Loose yourself like an arrow from a
bow. And they caught Vei close in a crushing embrace, and for a time there
were no more words, only heat and pressure and the poetry of skin on skin.
At last Vei drowsed. Jebi had forgotten her endurance. They slipped
out the five counterfeit keys on their counterfeit ring from their place under
the pile of blank sketchbooks. Again, not a particularly good hiding place,
but the enchantment held.
Jebi searched Vei’s clothes for her keyring, which she always wore at
her waist. They were starting to panic when they finally located it under, of
all things, one of her shoes. Their own fault, in retrospect. They had insisted
on undressing Vei more untidily than she would have on her own.
This is it. The point of no return.
Jebi made the substitution, freezing once when the real keys clinked
dully. Vei stirred, then began to snore softly. Under other circumstances,
Jebi would have been charmed.
I like you too much for my own good, Jebi thought wretchedly, finally
admitting it to themself. But they had to spring Arazi.
ELEVEN
JEBI SCARCELY SLEPT that night, although Vei eventually roused and slipped
out, pressing a last kiss to Jebi’s brow. Feigning sleep was difficult. They
wanted to grab Vei’s arm and confess the truth about Arazi. But the impulse
passed, and Jebi was left alone in the dark with the hallway’s light creeping
from beneath the door.
They overslept afterward, waking only when Mevem banged on their
door. “You alive in there?” Mevem asked. “They’ve saved some of the
breakfast porridge for you, but you should hurry or it’s going to get cold.”
“Thank you,” Jebi muttered, feeling anything but grateful. It wasn’t
Mevem’s fault, though, and they were right. Jebi needed to get up and
shovel some food into themself, or hunger would make them even more
cranky.
“No problem,” Mevem said through the door. Their footsteps retreated.
Jebi paid a visit first to the baths, trying to scrub all traces of Vei’s
touch away. Not because they hadn’t liked it—quite the contrary—but
because they felt self-conscious. I’m guilty, they thought over and over as
they examined the marks and bruises on their skin.
But it was one thing to be attracted to Vei, and another thing to ignore
who and what she represented.
Jebi devoured the porridge without tasting it, which was a shame. It
was oversalted, but the cooks had contrived to serve abalone porridge, one
of their favorites, and a treat that they didn’t indulge in often. But today Jebi
had no attention to spare for mere food, or for the tea.
With each passing hour, Jebi’s paranoia grew. Were the two artificers
speaking in hushed voices about the spring-loaded mechanism they were
working on, or about something else entirely? Were people looking at Jebi
behind their back whenever they bent over their sketches? And most of all,
had Hafanden captured Bongsunga after all? Jebi could only trust that their
sister had had the good sense to leave the city—but then again, joining
revolutionaries hardly counted as good sense, so who could tell?
Jebi gave up all pretense of doing useful work and started doodling
moon rabbits. Some of them had great feathered wings, and others
dragonfly wings, and still others soared through the sky upon kites. The
constellations behind them didn’t correspond to any night sky that Jebi was
aware of, mainly because they couldn’t be bothered to rummage through the
shelves of reference materials to look at star charts and almanacs.
So what if it isn’t realistic? Jebi thought as they added another few
freckles of stars for reasons of composition rather than astronomical
accuracy. It wasn’t as though a telescope would do anyone good
underground. They’d whispered wishes to the moon rabbits during the
harvest festival as a child, staring up at the moon’s coin-pale disc, but the
only one of those to come true had involved an extra helping of honey
cookies.
Well—they’d wished to become an artist, and that had come true, just
not in the way they’d meant. Perhaps moon rabbits were fickle.
Jebi frowned at the page, realizing that they’d started stabbing the
paper with their pencil, and hastily turned to the next page. The marks
dimpled even the next sheet, and they grimaced at their outburst. Then
again, the point of a sketchbook was that no one else had to see its
imperfections. They’d generated their share of ugly, misshapen, hastily
dashed-off sketches in the past.
In groups of two and three, the other artists headed out of the
workshop. Shon was among the first to leave. The last one was Mevem
again.
“Dinner,” Mevem said, their smile faintly puzzled. “Whatever you’re
working on, it must be good. Are you ready to share?”
Jebi’s face must have shown their dismay, for Mevem raised their
hands in apology and backed off. “Never mind, forget I asked,” they said.
“But come on, you’ll think better for having gotten some food into you.”
“Did V—did the duelist prime put you up to this?” Jebi demanded.
They couldn’t think of any other reason for Mevem’s newfound
solicitousness.
Mevem made a moue. “How’d you guess?”
The two of them headed out of the workshop together, although Jebi
brought their sketchbook with them, not wanting to leave it undefended.
They weren’t the only one paranoid about sketchbooks; Mevem had theirs
too.
Jebi said, “I couldn’t think of anything else. You don’t need to look
after me like I’m a child.”
“Between you and me,” Mevem said, then paused, their mouth
crimping into a stubborn line. “Let me put it this way. I make it a rule not to
piss off people who know how to use swords.” They lowered their voice,
then added, “I’d be careful around her. Honor means a lot to our duelist
prime.”
Was that a warning not to cheat on Vei? “I’ll keep that in mind,” Jebi
said. Frankly, getting caught sleeping with someone else was the least of
their concerns. Not that they thought Vei would take that well—who ever
did?—but Jebi’s betrayals were of a whole different order of magnitude.
Vei’s duty to the Ministry would supersede personal jealousies.
Dinner was a hushed affair, despite the usual complaints about the
food. Jebi refrained from joining in, despite the fact that the oxtail soup was
also oversalted. Some of the Razanei didn’t like oxtail soup, although it was
a Hwagugin delicacy, and another of Jebi’s favorites.
I usually don’t talk to the servants, Jebi thought as they slurped up the
soup. They watched one silently wiping off a table after one of the artists
had left a mess, scattering chopped green onions and splashes of broth on
the surface. Jebi had avoided drawing attention to themself by talking to
them, but they knew, despite the fact that the servants always spoke in
careful Razanei, that anyone doing such menial work was Hwagugin. The
Razanei had a keen sense of their own superiority, and while Jebi assumed
that they had servants in their own land, no one except the rich and
powerful would have bothered bringing Razanei servants with them when
there was a plentiful supply of cheap labor in Administrative Territory
Fourteen.
Maybe the oversalted food was a subtle revenge on the cook’s part.
Jebi couldn’t tell whether it was deliberate or not; they’d assumed the cook
was just trying to appeal to weird Razanei tastes, but maybe that wasn’t it
either. They’d never know for sure.
Nevertheless, the mindless sketching had done Jebi some good. This
time they were able to concentrate on the food. Of a sudden they missed
Bongsunga’s cooking. Simple fare, but she would bargain hard over fresh or
pickled vegetables and dried meat, and only select ingredients that met her
standards for quality. It was probably nostalgia, but even her rice had tasted
better.
More than Bongsunga’s cooking, Jebi missed cooking with her. They
didn’t even have to discuss the division of labor, something they’d worked
out during their lives together. Jebi didn’t know if they’d ever share the
simple tasks of chopping and mincing and boiling water again, and it
saddened them.
At one point Jebi looked up to find Mevem watching them, not making
any attempt to hide their surveillance. Jebi grimaced at them, and Mevem
shrugged back, as if to say, It can’t be helped. The last thing Jebi wanted to
do was get someone else in trouble with Vei, so they’d just have to endure
it.
Besides, it wasn’t as though they’d have to put up with their snooping
much longer.
After dinner, Jebi returned to the workshop, ignoring Mevem’s mostly
friendly jeer of “Spoilsport,” as if they were working hard because they
wanted to. Most people had retired for the evening, heading either to the
common room or congregating in their own rooms. This gave them the
opportunity to try something with less chance of getting caught.
Jebi drew out the remaining good-luck charm, the blue one that Vei
had declined. Was the dye in this stuff going to be fast? They checked the
inside of their collar and grimaced: there was a faint blue smudge against
the fabric, and against their skin, where the dye had bled. But given what
they’d paid for the charm, they shouldn’t have expected proper use of
mordants.
You’re just a good-luck charm, Jebi said to the mae-deup, running their
fingers over the artistically arranged knots. No one is ever going to look at
you—no one Razanei, anyway—and see anything but a bit of minor magic.
That had bothered them at times in the past, but today they meant to use it
to their advantage.
A quick glance around confirmed that everyone in the workshop was
occupied with their own projects, or in one case, with a borderline
scandalous caricature of an automaton flirting with a Razanei official. Jebi
wished they could join the others gawking at that one, but best not to be
caught looking, even if Arazi wanted them to stare at the thing for its
edification. They mixed up more of the Crane in Winter and Moonlit
Footsteps.
There had to be a better way to do this than saturating the charm with
the paint, but Jebi didn’t have the time to experiment with using the
pigment as a fabric dye, or ways to fix the color. I need your virtue, Jebi
thought at the long-dead artists who had contributed the qualities of
concealment and discretion. They didn’t yet know if the magic would make
them hard to notice, or just the charm, but there was only one way to find
out.
Worse, they didn’t know how long the effect would last, or whether
there was someone else in the room who’d had the same idea, watching
them unseen. But that train of thought led to paranoia. They would have to
trust themself and carry this plan through the best they could.
As predicted, blue dye leaked into the paint, leaving a mess. But the
stains were difficult for Jebi to focus their eyes on. Their heart rose:
evidence that the paint was working as intended. They took long, deep
breaths in a futile effort to meditate while it dried.
{I want a coat of that paint,} Arazi said in excitement. {Imagine the
pranks I could play!}
The prospect of an enormous mechanical dragon sneaking up on
people for fun alarmed Jebi. {I don’t have enough to coat your entire body,}
they pointed out, and it subsided.
Jebi had to feel around the table when they made the mistake of taking
their eyes off the charm. Ah: there it was. Right where they had left it,
except the magic had made it difficult to remember. The cord had dried to a
stiff consistency, impregnated by the pigment. They worried that it would
flake off, but it would have to do.
Jebi pinned the charm back to their collar. No one was watching them.
Growing bolder, they dropped a metal container full of old brushes on the
floor. It clattered as it rolled, and brushes fell out. Jebi stood over the can,
tensed, waiting.
People looked around. Then their eyes clouded and they returned to
what they had been doing. The caricaturist was making excellent progress.
Jebi had no idea where she meant to hide the finished product, but that
wasn’t their problem.
I have a chance, Jebi thought, although their elation was tempered by
the gravity of their mission, however self-imposed. They suppressed a smile
out of sheer habit as they walked out of the workshop, their passage
unmarked even by Mevem.
JEBI’S HEARTBEAT STUTTERED all the way to the dragon’s cavern in the
Summer Palace. Strange how the simple act of walking unseen could be so
nerve-wracking. They would have felt better if someone had shown some
sign of noticing their presence.
Guards, both human and automaton, stood at the junctures and at the
ends of each hallway. The lights in the automata’s masked eyes flickered as
they passed, and Jebi had the uncanny sensation that the creatures marked
their passing. But they did not raise the alarm, for which Jebi was grateful.
At last Jebi reached the doors and shoved them open, tensing as they
did so. The doors scraped against the floor, but the guards showed no sign
of noticing. Jebi left them open as they walked through the cavern to where
Arazi awaited them.
{I can see you, but your image wavers like smoke,} came Arazi’s
observation. {It must not work as strongly on automata as on humans. I
wonder how it would affect birds or dogs?}
Jebi ignored these musings, interesting as they would have been at any
other time. The manacles ringed each of the dragon’s four legs. They pulled
out the stolen keys, but their hands shook so badly that they dropped them
with a clatter. One of the guards outside called out an inquiry. Shit, they
hadn’t known how fragile the charm’s effects would be.
Still shaking, Jebi snatched the keys up and jammed the first one into
the right forelimb’s lock. No luck. Well, there were only five of them, how
hard could this be? For the first time they wished they’d spent more time
learning disreputable tricks from one of their former lovers. Jebi had
dumped her upon learning that she’d stolen art supplies from one of the
local merchants, because the only thing more despicable than stealing art
was stealing art supplies when you were, as it so happened, the filthy rich
scion of a venerable family. It had not been one of their better-thought-out
affairs.
Jebi flashed inconveniently on a memory of Vei’s lithe fingers entering
them just as the fourth key turned in the lock. The manacle clattered free.
Jebi jumped back so it wouldn’t land on their foot.
They’d just gotten started on the second lock when the doors creaked
again.
Hafanden’s voice echoed in the cavern, not particularly loudly, but
with the accustomed note of authority. “We know you’re in there, Tsennan.
We can do this the easy way or the hard way. Your choice.”
Jebi’s heartbeat raced. Fuck, they were trapped underground, they
couldn’t jump out a window. The key ring fell from their nerveless hand.
While they stood paralyzed, Hafanden entered with Vei, her face
expressionless, at his side. Four automata flanked them, two on each side.
{Can you free yourself of the other two locks?} Jebi asked Arazi.
The dragon had already snatched up the fallen key ring with its talons
and had twisted around in an effort to unlock its rear legs.
I’m in for it now, Jebi thought, and raced for the door, knowing that
they had no hope of squeezing past. Sure enough, one of the automata
clocked them on the side of the head, and then darkness rose up to swallow
them.
TWELVE
JEBI AWOKE IN a prison cell, cleaner if not more luxurious than the group cell
they’d been stuffed into after they’d given Zakan the slip. They suffered a
moment’s confused terror thinking that someone had flung them toward the
moon, there to be burned up by whatever embers lit its surface. Jebi was not
clear on the details, in spite of Bongsunga’s efforts. Astronomy had never
been their strong suit.
Their eyesight was blurry, and a spike of panic hit them. Would they
ever be able to see clearly again? Or would the effect wear off with time?
They blinked, and several figures came into focus through the metal
grille that kept them trapped here. Automata—no lower-ranking human
guards. Jebi’s mouth went dry. Were they about to die, without anyone to
witness it?
{Did you make it out?} Jebi asked Arazi.
{I wasn’t fast enough,} the dragon replied, chagrined. {I’m back where
I started. But they have done me no harm, only a few scratches, and I don’t
have nerves the way you do. You’re in a bad way, aren’t you?}
{You might say that.} Jebi rose with an effort and peered through the
grille until their vision cleared.
Not just automata. Two humans: Girai Hafanden, leaning more heavily
than usual upon his cane, and Dzuge Vei. It did not escape Jebi’s notice that
Vei’s hand rested upon the hilt of her sword.
Jebi wanted desperately for Hafanden to shout at them, not because
they relished the abuse but because the man’s utter icy silence terrified
them. They resisted the urge to make an obscene gesture at him; just
because he was out there and they were in here didn’t mean he couldn’t
send automata in to beat them up.
“Your behavior,” Hafanden said, “is quite incriminating.”
They glared hotly at Vei, trying to gauge her involvement. Had she
known that Hafanden would return to check on the dragon? Or had the
whole mention of a trip been a ruse to reveal Jebi’s treachery?
What did you expect? they asked themself. They’d known about Vei’s
loyalties from the beginning, even if she had Hwagugin blood. Being
intimate with Jebi didn’t change her nature.
But they couldn’t help wishing it were otherwise.
“Do you have anything to say about your attempt to free the dragon?”
Hafanden said.
Jebi remained silent.
Hafanden sighed, his face creasing in exhausted lines. “I understand
that your heritage may make things difficult for you at times,” he said.
“And that people of your profession have a reputation for being erratic.”
Erratic? Jebi thought, more outraged by his pretense of sympathy than
by his mention of their ‘heritage.’ What they really wanted was for Vei to
say something, even if to repudiate them. But Vei stood still, as honed and
intent as the weapon she carried.
“You could at least tell me what you hoped to accomplish. Did you
really think you’d escape unnoticed?”
Jebi bit their lip. Anything they said would put Arazi in danger, and
Bongsunga as well. They didn’t have confidence in their ability to
withstand torture, but it would be contemptible to blurt out the truth before
things got that bad.
Hafanden had turned to give one of the automata an instruction when
Vei finally spoke up. “I advise against torture,” she said.
Hafanden’s lip curled. “If this is because you are personally involved,
Duelist—”
Vei didn’t color at the note of distaste in his voice. “Hardly,” she said.
“Rather, the crude application of pain never inspires people to say anything
but the fastest, most plausible lie that will get the pain to stop.”
To Jebi’s surprise, Hafanden let out a wry chuckle and shook his head.
“You’ve been listening to the Deputy Minister of Ornithology, haven’t
you?”
Jebi’s blood chilled at the mention of the Razanei spymaster. All this
time they’d assumed that their warning had given Bongsunga a chance to
vanish into... wherever revolutionaries went when they were evading the
authorities. What if spies had followed Jebi to the so-called safehouse,
raided it after they thoughtlessly exposed it?
If something’s happened to Bongsunga, and it’s my fault—
“Occasionally I talk to people about things that aren’t sword
techniques or art history,” Vei said in a deceptively mild tone. “Besides, you
forget. You already have leverage on Tsennan, don’t you?”
“Fuck you,” Jebi spat.
“Don’t be crude,” Hafanden said, “even if that was what you were
doing.”
Vei was staring intently at Jebi, as if they had said something more
significant than a simple obscenity.
Wait a second. If Bongsunga could be held over their head as a threat,
that meant—she was still alive? Or was this some elaborate trick that
Hafanden and Vei were playing on them?
Jebi wouldn’t put such deviousness past Hafanden. He had no reason
to treat Jebi as anything but a Fourteener spy. But Vei—maybe Vei was
giving them a gift. Maybe Vei had some sympathy for them after all.
Or maybe I’m just seeing what I want to see.
“But you’re correct,” Hafanden went on, unaware of Jebi’s turmoil.
“The sister is in a very precarious position indeed. Ornithology is very close
to bringing her in.” He smiled thinly at Jebi. “Will you speak, or do I need
to remind you of what will happen to proven revolutionaries?”
“If you think threatening my sister is the way to get me to talk,” Jebi
snapped, “you should reconsider. I hope she’s gotten far from you and your
thugs.”
“I’m going to leave you to think about the consequences of your
actions,” Hafanden said. He gestured at the automata, two of which
repositioned themselves directly in front of Jebi’s cell, staring
imperturbably at them. “I will speak with you later.”
With that, he and Vei strode down the hall and away from the cell.
“CAN EITHER OF you talk?” Jebi asked the automata after Hafanden had
gone.
The automata stared at them, their eyes flickering with that familiar
faint light. They didn’t answer, or make any sign that they’d heard or
understood. On the other hand, they weren’t tormenting Jebi the way some
human guards might have been tempted to.
Perhaps, Jebi thought, they are only as monstrous as we make them.
{They won’t respond,} Arazi said. {When you study the glyphs and
grammars, I learn them too. Their grammars aren’t complex enough for
conversation.}
{Too bad,} Jebi said. {It would be nice if I could bribe them to let me
out.}
{I don’t think money means a great deal to my kind,} Arazi said.
They looked around the cell now that they weren’t distracted by the
presence of other people—by Hafanden, by Vei, by their uncertainty about
Vei’s motives. It was spacious, which they appreciated, with a straw mat
and a thin blanket on the floor. There was even an old-fashioned
chamberpot in the corner. It occurred to Jebi that keeping prisoners in filth
would have offended Hafanden’s sensibilities, and they snickered.
Their moment of levity faded as reality set in. They walked up to the
grille and tested the door. It rattled slightly, but didn’t give. Jebi had no
illusions that they could break out of the cell. Besides, they’d always been a
wimp about bruises, to their sister-in-law’s amusement.
“I’ve fucked up,” Jebi whispered, not caring if the automata overheard
them. “What do I do now?”
Would Hafanden leave them here to die of thirst or starvation? Jebi
was suddenly, unpleasantly aware of how much they longed for tea, or
water, or even the deeply mediocre broth that the kitchen sometimes served
in the Summer Palace.
The automata didn’t answer. Jebi hadn’t expected them to.
{I don’t suppose you hid the keys before they locked you back in,} Jebi
said to Arazi.
{No,} it said. {Hafanden’s soldiers retrieved those.}
So the escape attempt had been for nothing.
{There must be a way to rescue you,} Arazi said, and Jebi wasn’t sure
whether to laugh or cry. Sure, the dragon was a big, frightening war engine,
but it was still a prisoner.
{Let me know if you come up with something,} Jebi said without hope,
and sat down on the mattress.
JEBI LOST TRACK of time’s passage. One would think that they’d be used to
this timelessness by now; but it never grew familiar. The two automata who
guarded it never moved. Another arrived at irregular intervals, bearing trays
with weak tea and rice porridge. Jebi fell upon both, angry at themself at
their pathetic gratitude. They couldn’t even complain about the awfulness
of the porridge, because it wasn’t any more awful than what they’d gotten
used to eating.
Through this time, Arazi kept them company. Jebi had to fight off their
own irrational anger at the situation when they spoke to it. The endless
hours without other humans wore on them, although they would have
suffered worse without at least the dragon to talk to.
{If you got free,} Jebi asked it once, {where would you go? What would
you do?}
{I would like to go somewhere distant from all this talk of war,} Arazi
said after a pause so long that Jebi was afraid that they had offended it.
{Somewhere I can live without bothering anyone, among friends. Surely
such a place exists, even for an automaton.}
{There are remote mountains, and I’ve heard of deserts in faraway
lands,} Jebi said. They weren’t clear on the geography involved, although
they remembered the map with its neatly planned conquests and targets on
the wall of Hafanden’s office in the Summer Palace. {As for friends...}
{Yes?}
Their heart ached as they thought of Bongsunga’s mission, her
determination to use the dragon against the Razanei. {There are people who
wouldn’t be afraid of you,} Jebi said slowly. {But some of them would want
to use you just as Hafanden did, like my sister. They wouldn’t be interested
in what you want for yourself.}
Another, longer pause. {At least you are honest with me,} Arazi said.
{Is that what you want to do, if we escape together?}
{No, no,} Jebi said vehemently, although they weren’t sure their own
motives were as pure as they insisted. If someone threatened their sister,
wouldn’t they want to rescue her by whatever means necessary? Especially
since Hafanden had already threatened her?
{You were the only one who thought to give me a voice,} Arazi said. {I
owe you for that, if nothing else.}
That only made Jebi feel more wretched. {I did it because I needed
information,} they said, compelled into honesty. {I didn’t think of it earlier.}
{Nevertheless.}
Jebi’s stomach seized up when they heard footsteps. What was going
to happen now?
They didn’t have to wait long to find out. Hafanden had returned. This
time he was accompanied not just by two automata, but two guards—and
no Vei.
This can’t mean anything good.
“You have information I need,” Hafanden said without preamble. “I
will get it from you one way or another.”
“Go to hell,” Jebi said, unwisely.
“It’s a pity,” he said. “Your Razanei is excellent, your mannerisms
almost perfect, exactly the sort of assimilation we wish to encourage in
Fourteeners. But the truth is, these are desperate times, and I am running
out of options.”
“If you’re going to kill me, do it already.” They didn’t mean it—they
weren’t brave like Bongsunga or Jia—but the words flew out of their mouth
anyway.
Hafanden’s endless fussy need to explain things was going to be the
death of him. Or, more accurately, of Jebi. “Ordinarily I agree with Vei and
my counterpart at the Ministry of Ornithology,” he said. “But it’s been a
week.”
Jebi’s heart sank. That long? How could they not have noticed, even
without sight of daylight?
“Guards,” he said, “begin.” And he nodded to the nearest one.
Jebi had ample opportunity to examine the two guards as they came
forward. Both were large, sturdily built, the one on the left running toward
fat at a time when few Hwagugin, except prosperous people like Hak, could
afford that much food. Jebi had every confidence that Hafanden had
selected them for their strength, loyalty, and aptitude for punishment.
“Last chance,” Hafanden said as the guards unlocked the door to the
cell. “I would prefer to deliver you back to your lover intact.”
The mention of Vei broke something in Jebi that they hadn’t known
existed. When the door opened, Jebi charged at the guards, howling at the
top of their lungs. They’d always wondered, in the past, what gave soldiers
the courage to rush at the enemy in the face of bullets and blades. Maybe it
had nothing to do with courage, and more to do with sheer aggravation.
Their dream of breaking past the guards and pelting down the halls and
up the stairs to freedom lasted a second at best. Maybe less. They might as
well have run at a brick wall. The guards caught them handily and flung
them down so hard that they knocked the breath out of Jebi. For several
long panicked moments, Jebi couldn’t see or hear or think about anything
but the brutal fact of pain.
The beating could have lasted anywhere from seconds to a century.
Jebi screamed and struggled, to no avail. The guards were professionals,
which prompted the question of how often they’d done this before.
By slow degrees Jebi became aware that the hitting and kicking had
stopped. Their mouth tasted of blood and a ringing noise filled their head.
They wished they’d taken the time, long ago, to ask Jia to teach them how
to fight, but they’d never been interested in the martial disciplines. They
were paying for it now.
Who are you kidding? they thought, wishing that something they’d
always taken for granted—breathing—didn’t wake waves of agony. I would
have had to spend hours on it, and those were hours I spent on learning
how to paint.
Hafanden’s voice came to them as though from a distance of
mountains and moons. “I will ask as often as necessary. Where were you
planning to go?”
Jebi bit the inside of their mouth. Not like more blood made a
difference at this point.
Either Hafanden’s patience was wearing thin, or the guards were
bullies. Jebi didn’t see a practical difference. They’d scarcely had a chance
to draw a shuddering breath, curled up on the floor, when the guards kicked
them again, first in the ribs, then in the stomach.
Jebi retched, bringing up nothing but bile. It had been too long since
they’d last ate. Too bad they hadn’t feasted so they could puke all over
Hafanden’s fucking shoes.
“All right,” Hafanden said, his voice even more distant, “one last
thing. Because I feel you deserve to know.”
They couldn’t help themself. “Know what?” Jebi wheezed. It hurt to
speak. It hurt to breathe. It hurt to do anything, or to do nothing at all.
Perhaps this was the torturer’s secret: the impossibility of escaping pain.
“Your sister,” Hafanden said, then stopped.
Jebi had no patience left, either. “If you did anything—” They
coughed, choked, spat out blood. “If you killed her—”
“On the contrary,” Hafanden said, his tone viciously reasonable.
“She’s more useful to us alive.”
Jebi discovered, to their dismay, that hot tears were leaking out of their
eyes. They longed to scrub them away, but they wouldn’t give Hafanden the
satisfaction of seeing their discomfort. “More useful how?”
Don’t talk to him, a frantic voice in the back of their head insisted. The
more you talk, the more you give away. But it was so hard to think past the
mosaic of pain that had replaced their body, and they had no resistance left
in them.
“That is the question, isn’t it?” Hafanden said, as though Jebi had
made some penetrating observation, instead of asking him to explain what
the hell he was going on about. “How involved are you with her games, and
for how long has this been going on?”
“Look,” Jebi burst out, “just do whatever you’re going to do and get it
over with.” They stopped, hacked out a cough that also tasted like blood. At
this rate, they were going to be tasting blood for the rest of their life. “I
don’t know anything about Bongsunga that you didn’t tell me to begin with.
It’s not as if we get along anyway.”
They stopped short, appalled that they’d revealed something so
personal to an enemy. For that was what he was, in more ways than one;
what he had been ever since he blackmailed Jebi into taking a position with
the Ministry, and never mind that he’d gotten them out of the rain.
“All right,” Hafanden said coolly, “let’s see how much you knew about
your sister’s revolutionary connections.”
Jebi’s throat constricted in sheer atavistic terror. What if he knows
about the safehouse? And what if currently Bongsunga occupied a cell
elsewhere in the Summer Palace, or aboveground in the Ministry proper?
But that wasn’t what Hafanden was interested in talking about—not
yet, anyway. “Tell me,” he said, “what do you know about her overseas
connections?”
Jebi blinked stupidly. Overseas what? Then the memory returned to
them, of that visit to the safehouse. Bongsunga had mentioned
revolutionaries in exile. There’d been something in there about alliances
with foreign powers, hadn’t there? Jebi wished they’d paid closer attention,
except it had been a hectic night, and right now they weren’t in the best
condition, either.
“Your sister and her friends,” Hafanden said, in a voice so level that it
made Jebi curl up in terror, “are so determined to overturn Razanei rule that
they’re willing to work with whatever Western powers smile and offer them
money. For make no mistake—the Westerners are just as hungry for
Territory Fourteen’s resources, and they will be far less merciful than we
have been if they ‘liberate’ you.”
“You’re here,” Jebi said pointedly, “and the Westerners aren’t. I’ve
never seen a Westerner in my life.” For that matter, they didn’t have a clear
idea of what Westerners looked like. They appeared occasionally in
Bongsunga’s detective novels, either as exotic courtesans or equally exotic
hypercompetent villains, although Jebi had their doubts about the accuracy
of the descriptions—did humans really come with orange hair, for instance?
And presumably there were real live Westerners who chose career paths
other than those.
Hafanden looked grim. By now Jebi had recovered enough that they
could peek up at his face. The angle only made him look more imposing,
and Jebi couldn’t help but flinch at the sight of his cane. They bet it made a
great impromptu weapon.
“I hope you never have cause to meet a Westerner,” Hafanden said.
“Because if you do, then I will have failed in my duty.”
Jebi couldn’t conceal their confusion.
“This may be difficult for you to believe,” he went on, “but as a
Fourteener you are one of my charges. The duty of the Ministry of Armor is
to protect. That includes you, believe it or not.”
“So you weren’t going to kill me after all?” Jebi shot back.
A flicker of irritation crossed his face. “Is that what you think of me?”
“I know you had Issemi killed!” Great, Jebi thought a moment later, he
doesn’t even have to have you tortured. Just give away everything you know,
why don’t you?
Even so, the fact that they didn’t have to keep their knowledge a secret
anymore gave them a moment’s relief, however illusory.
The guards looked at Hafanden. “Again?” one of them asked. “This
one’s insolent, for a Fourteener.”
“No, that won’t be necessary,” Hafanden said with deadly confidence.
“Bongsunga’s gone where you’ll never find her,” Jebi said, finding
their way to defiance too late. They had no idea if any of it was true, or if
Hafanden would fall for the bluff. “You can send your automata and your
thugs after her. It won’t do a bit of good. If you think threatening her is
going to make me cave to your demands, you can think again. You might as
well grind me up for your paints for all the good it’ll do you.”
To Jebi’s horror, Hafanden started to laugh. He bent over the cane,
wheezing. They were almost worried for him, which was ridiculous
considering that he’d had them tortured.
“Is that what you’ve been thinking all this time?” Hafanden demanded.
“That’s what you let me think,” Jebi said, resenting the incredulous
note in his voice. After all, wasn’t that what he’d done? Threatened
Bongsunga in order to recruit them?
He shook his head in amazement. “I’m more used to dealing with
devious minds... You have it exactly backwards. I didn’t threaten your sister
in order to recruit you. After all, I could have my pick of artists. Willing
ones, even.
“No,” Hafanden said as horror gnawed at Jebi’s stomach, “it’s the
other way around. I had you brought in as a favor to Ornithology. You’re
our leverage on your sister.”
THIRTEEN
THE HOURS CRAWLED past. Jebi huddled miserably in their cell, unable to
think about anything but how badly they’d fucked up. If only they hadn’t
gotten the damnable name certificate... if only they hadn’t taken the
Ministry of Art exam and then quarreled with Bongsunga... if only they
hadn’t accepted the job with the Ministry of Armor. Jebi wasn’t under any
illusions that Hafanden would have let them go, but they should have made
a better effort to escape.
The only consolation was that Jebi trusted Bongsunga’s common
sense. Bongsunga wouldn’t return for them, blood tie or no blood tie. She’d
know that the Razanei couldn’t be trusted to release their hostage, and that
the best course of action would be to stay free and continue to work against
them.
Still, Jebi couldn’t help wishing that their sister would come to their
rescue after all.
{I’m here,} Arazi whispered to them. {I won’t let anything happen to
you.}
{Any luck with your chains?} Jebi shot back, letting their bitterness
seep into their tone.
Another of those nuanced silences. Then: {No.}
Jebi slumped. They’d known the answer; why torment them both with
the question? {Thanks anyway,} they said dully.
Their entire body hurt, although they didn’t think anything was broken.
Jebi, always a coward about injuries, didn’t investigate closely. Hafanden’s
goons could have done permanent damage if they’d wanted to. Jebi knew
from talking to Jia, once upon a time, that people trained in such things
could work you over without doing anything irreversible.
A small eternity of tepid meals later—the same kitchen offerings of
porridge and small side dishes, pickled or fermented for the season—Jebi
realized they were running a fever. They blinked blearily at the cell walls,
which they didn’t recall looking so blurry earlier. And their head ached
miserably, which they hadn’t noticed before because everything else hurt so
much.
Jebi wanted many things at this point. They wanted to go back to their
room in Bongsunga’s house, assuming the Razanei hadn’t confiscated it on
some pretext, and huddle in their old room. They wanted Bongsunga to
bring them porridge that actually tasted good, not that they could tell good
food from mediocre at this point.
Hell, since they were malingering in the land of impossible fantasies,
why not go for broke? They wished the fucking Razanei had stayed home,
or invaded someone else. They weren’t clear on who that someone else
would be, given their shaky grasp of geography, and maybe wishing the
Razanei on some other innocent country was just cruel. Anything so that
they wouldn’t be stuck in this fucking cell.
If the Razanei hadn’t come, Vei would never have been born, a
traitorous voice whispered in the back of their mind. Although Vei had to
have been born years before the invasion, given her age, during the uneasy
last years of the Azalea Throne, when certain factions had gotten in bed
with Razanei visitors.
Vei did nothing to save me, Jebi retorted inside, and then felt even
more traitorous. Doubt gnawed inside them: had Vei known about
Hafanden’s last visit? Sanctioned it, even? Or simply refused to intervene?
Rationally, Jebi understood that Armor’s duelist prime could hardly
defy its deputy minister, at least not openly. All the same, Jebi resented her
for not trying harder; for not being here when they needed someone in their
corner. And never mind that stealing Vei’s keys was how they’d gotten into
this fix in the first place.
They settled into a miserable half-sleep, pricked through by unhappy
dreams. Some of them concerned a simpler time, before the Razanei came,
when they’d only been a teenager—just on the verge of adulthood. They
hadn’t cared about the rumors of the Razanei armies; had thought them
exaggerated gossip, despite their sister-in-law’s insistence otherwise. Other
dreams concerned Arazi and its endless pacing, the dismal musicality of its
chains.
Jebi drifted back awake, or more accurately, half-awake. They
wondered, in a fit of confusion, what had happened to the art supplies
they’d left with Hak. For that matter, had Hak been in on the scheme from
the beginning? Jebi couldn’t believe it of her, despite her involvement with
the antiquities trade, but perhaps that was simply naivety on their part.
More time passed; waves of nausea joined the pain. Periodically an
automaton entered the cell to empty the chamberpot. Jebi wondered if they
disliked being stuck with menial chores; not like Hafanden would have
asked them. Even the Hwagugin servants who staffed the Summer Palace
had a choice not to serve at all, however unpleasant the alternative.
Jebi contemplated the universal unfairness of life, which let horrible
people like Hafanden wander around torturing artists who just wanted to be
left alone to paint, to say nothing of well-meaning pacifist dragons. They
wondered if the mae-deup charm they’d given Vei had brought her any
luck. The one Jebi had kept hadn’t done them a lick of good.
Out of boredom or frustration or maybe both, Jebi spat into a corner of
the cell where some dirt had gathered and began mixing it into (admittedly
disgusting) mud. It wasn’t much to work with, for which they had
Hafanden’s high standards for cleanliness to thank. But working with earth
pigments wasn’t new to them. And it wasn’t as if they were spoilt for
choice.
{Water is water, wherever it comes from,} Arazi said philosophically,
which only made Jebi think of any number of jokes involving piss and bad
rice wine.
Jebi daubed a crude depiction of the moon and one frolicking winged
moon rabbit before running out of mud. Now that they had something to do,
they decided they ought to give the project more consideration. Just because
this particular art installation was unlikely to have a human audience—they
imagined Hafanden would simply let them die here of old age, since
Bongsunga wasn’t going to show up—didn’t mean they didn’t have
standards. If they were going to decorate their miserable, overly bright cell,
they wanted to do it right.
{I’m watching,} Arazi said. {Paint for me.}
{Yes,} Jebi said, cheering up at the thought of a sympathetic audience.
The moon was a done deal, or anyway, Jebi didn’t have the heart to
scrape it off and redo it. So they’d have to plan everything else around it.
They’d never done three walls quite like this, and moreover the grille that
separated them from their captors meant that no one would be able to get a
clear view of the artwork unless they came into the cell. Jebi couldn’t
imagine that anyone would do that voluntarily.
At least I’ll leave some entertainment for the next person to die of old
age down here, Jebi thought, working up some macabre cheer. Besides, as
much as they didn’t want to be here, the challenge of making this place
more interesting was starting to appeal to them, and they wanted to show
their best work to Arazi. No wonder people said artists had no common
sense.
First Jebi gathered the dirt into a pile. There was more of it than they
had realized, perhaps because feverish people had better (worse?) things to
ponder than a little harmless dust. Bongsunga had higher standards, but
then, Bongsunga wasn’t the one who went around with random stains on
their clothing after accidentally spilling lamp black or vermilion. Jebi
estimated the amount of mud they had to work with. Normally they
preferred denser, more elaborated styles of art, but they’d have to
compromise and make more use of negative space.
The more they thought about this, the more they liked the idea. The
night sky might be full of stars and celestial attendants and the occasional
paragliding moon rabbit, but they’d heard an astrologer explain once that
vast distances separated these celestial bodies from each other. It seemed
incredible to Jebi that the stars were suns so far away that they only
appeared as pinpricks of light, and they weren’t clear on what kind of
distances were involved. Bongsunga would have been able to unpuzzle it;
she’d always had a good head for math. Jebi wondered if knowing the
figures made the sky’s spectacles more or less wondrous.
Jebi thought longingly of a time when they’d been able to go up onto
the roof of their old house with Bongsunga and cling precariously to the
roof-tiles and stare up at the shimmering expanse of the night sky. They
hadn’t done that in years, not because they’d gotten any worse at climbing
but because of the Razanei curfew. The Azalea Throne’s government had
had one too, but they’d been lax about enforcing it. They supposed, among
other things, the Razanei had a justifiable fear of rooftop snipers, especially
during the early years.
Jebi closed their eyes and tried to visualize the sky during the first
brisk nights of spring, around the time of year when the forsythias would
bloom yellow all throughout the city. They imagined the scatter of
constellations as four-petaled forsythia blossoms, whimsically adrift in the
sea of darkness. Arazi’s earlier words came back to them, and its wish for
somewhere to live peacefully. Why not the moon?
Hafanden might have plans for a moon base and there might even be
Westerners there already—no, that didn’t make sense. Jebi didn’t have a
clear idea of how the logistics would work, but surely the Razanei had the
moon under surveillance with whatever telescopes they’d built. Their heart
thumped painfully as they remembered the news of the Razanei moving to
secure the famous Hwagugin observatory, oldest of its kind on the
continent. At the time Jebi had dismissed the news as uninteresting,
reckoning the Razanei had some military use for the high ground. They’d
been thinking of ordinary guard posts, rather than observing the moon.
I can make it real here, even if it isn’t real outside my cell, Jebi
thought, eyes still closed. A three-wall panorama depicting a journey from
the earth below through the sky and finally to the moon. Yes. That would
work. They could borrow some compositional elements from those hoary
old paintings of the Eight Immortals flying through the air or meditating on
mountaintops. After all, who would criticize them?
Then, because Jebi didn’t trust themself to keep everything in their
head while they were borderline feverish, they scratched out preliminary
sketches on the floor. They were hard to see, even in the ubiquitous light,
and Jebi stepped on their own drawings more than once. But the act of
producing the sketches, however tenuous, helped fix the planned images in
their mind. Saving grace: Jebi’s jailers had, at least, given them adequate
water, even if it pained them to pour it onto the dirt.
They considered improvising a brush from a rag torn from their
clothing, or their hair. But fingers were more direct, and besides, while Jebi
had learned how to make their own brushes, they doubted that their
extremely greasy, tangled hair would make for good brushes even if it had
any appreciable length. Granted that they were shaggier than usual—how
fast did hair grow, anyway?—but that didn’t help with the greasiness. They
tried not to think about how they reeked after this long without a bath.
{I can’t smell you, anyway,} Arazi said, which it probably intended to
be comforting.
Jebi choked back a laugh. {Thanks, I think.}
They began painting, taking frequent breaks. Sometimes they fell
asleep next to the mud and had to rewet it from their dwindling supply of
water. They became familiar with grit in their mouth and the unappetizing
taste of dirt. At least the automata didn’t make wisecracks about their
endeavor.
Jebi had just paused for the—third? fourth?—time to admire their
handiwork when they heard the footsteps behind them. Fuck you, they
thought, their back resolutely to the grille. Whoever had come—assuming it
was anyone human—could wait. The automata wouldn’t care one way or
the other. After all, it wasn’t as though Jebi had the strength to resist them.
This might be my best work yet, Jebi thought, and only Arazi will ever
appreciate it. And maybe the other automata as well, if they possessed
higher virtues like a love of aesthetics.
‘Higher virtues,’ who am I kidding? It’s not as if human beings have
shown any great moral superiority.
The triptych spread across all three walls. Jebi had planned the
composition so that it struck the viewer with full force from this exact
vantage point, not something they had much prior experience with. Going
to jail could open up new artistic horizons! Even if they would rather have
skipped the being-in-jail part of the experience.
In the first part, moon rabbits and hawks soared above the peninsula’s
mountains, with a tantalizing glimpse of the sea along the southern coast.
Jebi wished for one heartstop moment that they could fly—that ancient
dream—and see what the world looked like from above. Alas, imagination
would have to suffice.
In the second, a dragon that resembled Arazi soared amid celestial
attendants tossing balls back and forth. Jebi didn’t have any idea why
celestial folk would play games all day—it sounded boring, honestly—but
maybe a mere earthbound mortal like themself wasn’t meant to understand.
Or maybe it was that the artists who painted such things preferred not to
challenge whoever had first come up with the visual trope. They’d included
two tiny figures on the dragon’s back, waving at the celestial attendants.
In the third and final part, Jebi had depicted a moon-colony based on
Arazi’s wishes, with fanciful architecture with elongated walls and
elaborate roofs hinted at by frenzied smears of mud, cities opening up layer
after layer like a chrysanthemum in full bloom. None of the cities had walls.
On a peaceful moon, none should be necessary.
“Tsennan,” said a baffled and all too familiar voice, “what are you
doing?”
“Go ’way,” Jebi mumbled. They’d meant to sound more authoritative,
but their scratchy throat made that impossible.
Vei persisted, though Jebi was convinced that she was a figment of
their imagination. Why would Vei come back, except with Hafanden, to
torment them with their helplessness? Or even worse, to confirm that
Hafanden had captured Bongsunga after all.
“Tsennan, look at me.”
Jebi refused. The longer they could avoid looking at Vei, the longer
they could deny that she was here. It’s a dream, it’s a figment, it’s a ghost
mirroring my own hopes back to me.
“All right, don’t look at me,” the figment-who-couldn’t-possibly-be-
Vei said, starting to sound exasperated. “It’ll be harder to get you out of
here, but I suppose I can manage. It’s too bad I can’t knock you out and
carry you out of here, but unlike the authors of those dreadful novels where
you’re kidnapped and held captive by the strangely suave and attractive
leader of the local bandits, I happen to know that concussions are nothing to
joke about, and you’ve already had one.”
All right, that convinced Jebi this was Vei. The only part of the diatribe
that Jebi grasped, however, was the bit about being knocked out. They
weren’t going to stand for that, whatever Vei’s motives.
Just as Vei unlocked the grille, Jebi whirled and charged Vei, shrieking
like an offended magpie. Vei sidestepped out of sheer habit—Jebi had
managed to forget how swift her reflexes were—then cursed under her
breath as Jebi tripped over the uneven ground and smashed into the side of
the opening.
“Fuck,” Jebi tried to say. They tasted blood.
{I think she’s trying to help,} Arazi ventured. {Maybe you should let
her.}
Vei caught Jebi and propped them up. “That was not your wisest
move,” she said. “Tsennan—I’m sorry: Jebi.”
“Doesn’t matter,” Jebi muttered, and spat out the blood. For a macabre
moment they wondered if they could incorporate it into the installation.
Vei had read their mind, or knew enough about the unsavory habits of
bored artists, because she said, “We don’t need any more marks in the
prison cell! And look, I managed to sneak out the last of the Phoenix
Extravagant and all the rarest pigments I could gather up.”
Jebi struggled, although they gave up on the shrieking on the grounds
that they didn’t want to get punched in the mouth and lose a tooth. It was a
miracle they hadn’t misplaced one already. Unless it had happened and they
hadn’t realized it.
“Quit that!” Vei said, her voice rising. “I would prefer to do this
peacefully.”
“You can slice me in half just like you did that poor duelist,” Jebi
yelled, “but my sister will never surrender to you Razanei bastards!”
“I may literally be a bastard,” Vei said, and Jebi was sure they hadn’t
imagined the way she stiffened momentarily when they spoke the word,
“but I’m half-Razanei, and I have opinions, thank you very much. Would
you stop that and let me help you get out of here?”
Jebi slumped in her arms, and Vei cursed again, strong as she was; Jebi
was not exactly well-balanced at the moment. “Why would you do that?”
Jebi slurred.
“I’m not going to let the deputy minister ‘disappear’ you.”
“It’s a bit late for that.”
“And I’m not going to let him use you as bait, either. We’ve got to get
out of here before one of the guards realizes that I’m abusing my authority.”
Jebi’s imagination inconveniently supplied visions of much more
pleasurable ways that Vei could ‘abuse’ her authority. They grimaced,
which Vei naturally misinterpreted.
“It may sound incredible to you,” Vei said, “but you are not the only
one who has qualms about the Ministry’s actions.”
“Which ones?” Jebi asked pointedly. “How long have you known
about the deputy minister’s plans?”
“Since the beginning,” Vei said. “But it would have hardly made sense
for me to cut him down the second I found out!” Her exasperation was
showing again. “Think about strategy for a second.”
{She’s making sense,} Arazi said, {if you think she’s telling the truth.}
{Why,} Jebi said, {do you think she’s telling the truth?}
{I do.}
Jebi gaped, partly at Vei, partly at the dragon’s assured tone. “What
does baduk”—what was the Razanei word for it again? they were having
trouble thinking—“I mean, what does go have to do with anything? Or
soldiers and supply lines?”
“I didn’t realize artists were so literal,” Vei said dryly. “I could have
gotten rid of Hafanden, and then I would have been executed for my trouble
—I’m excellent with a sword and a passable shot with a rifle, but one of me
isn’t going to do much good against an army. And then the minister would
have appointed another deputy minister, and the whole program would have
gone on with scarcely a hitch. I needed a way to take it down forever.”
“Yes,” Jebi said, their mouth puckering, “you’ve done so much to—”
Vei continued speaking as though she hadn’t heard Jebi, without
raising her voice. “The plan went bad when Hafanden turned on Issemi. We
were going to sabotage the entire production run of war-dragons. But
Hafanden isn’t stupid, and he insisted on a test, and—well, you know what
happened.”
“You were her friend, after all,” Jebi said, finally understanding. “But
why didn’t you tell me?”
Vei switched to speaking in near-perfect Hwamal, with only the
faintest hint of a Razanei accent. “You wouldn’t,” Vei said with delicate
precision, “be the first Hwagugin to pledge loyalty to the Sun in Glory. For
money, or for convenience, or hope of a new beginning. For a thousand
reasons. I’m not one to judge. I couldn’t be certain of your loyalties—and
then I was, but Hafanden was there.”
“I had to scotch it all by getting caught,” Jebi said. If only—but they
hadn’t known, either.
“There’s more,” Vei said, “but I recommend getting out of here first
and worrying about details later.”
Jebi balked. “Only if you get Arazi out too.” That had been the original
plan, after all.
Jebi’s heart swelled when Vei, instead of arguing, nodded briskly.
“That complicates the op—”
“It’s so sexy when you talk military,” Jebi rasped, even though they
didn’t have any current amorous intent. Especially when their whole body
hurt this badly. Maybe attempting to ram Vei hadn’t been their brightest
idea, especially since it had resulted in crashing into unyielding metal
instead.
“Come on,” Vei said. “We only have so much time, as much as I would
like to keep holding you.”
“You would?” Jebi didn’t realize they had said that out loud until the
corners of Vei’s mouth rose in a sudden rare smile, and then their heart
lifted at the same time that heat rushed to their cheeks and the back of their
neck.
“Don’t get any ideas,” Vei said, “but I’m going to bind your wrists.
You’ll have to carry the bag—if we move quickly, no one will ask why you
have it, and I’ll be out in front. You have to look like my prisoner. You
should be able to undo the knots with a sharp tug, but don’t do it unless we
have no choice but to run. Got it?”
“Got it,” Jebi mumbled.
Vei passed over the bag, then secured the knots with professional
efficiency, making Jebi wonder where she’d picked up that particular skill,
and whether it was something they could explore later, after they’d escaped
the Summer Palace and its hideous secrets. Then she unsheathed her sword.
“It’s nonsense, going around with live steel like this,” she said, her mouth
twisting, “but it will make for excellent theater. I’ll prod you with the tip to
let you know where to go.”
Jebi didn’t like this part of the plan, even if they knew, rationally, that
Vei had unparalleled control of her blade and wouldn’t so much as part a
thread of their clothes by accident. The delicate touch of the swordpoint
guided them out of the prison complex, away from the cell that they had so
painstakingly decorated. Let Hafanden and Shon try to reduce that in a
mortar after I fetch up dead.
They passed a number of guards, none of whom questioned Vei. And
why would they? She was the Ministry of Armor’s duelist prime,
answerable only to the deputy minister himself. The unsheathed steel
helped, a naked threat.
For her part, Vei didn’t speak; didn’t explain herself. It would only
have invited questions. Jebi wished she’d say something, or walk more
loudly. They could barely hear her footsteps. It made them feel as though
they were being ushered to the gates of the underworld by a ghost.
After a lot of painful trudging, with only the pinprick pressure of the
swordpoint at their back, Jebi recognized the labyrinthine route that led to
Arazi’s separate prison.
{I will be ready,} the dragon promised. {Not like last time.}
Jebi’s heart ached. {My ineptness wasn’t your fault!}
{Still.}
One of the guards to Arazi’s cavern frowned at Jebi. Then his gaze slid
past their face, presumably to Vei. He shook his head minutely when the
other guard glanced aside, clearly bored with the proceedings.
“I have important business here,” Vei said, her voice even.
Jebi admired her sangfroid and wished they didn’t want so badly to
piss themself. I can endure until we get out of here, they told their bladder.
“Of course, Duelist Prime,” the guard said. “I wouldn’t dream of
standing in your way.”
Jebi risked turning to look back at Vei. The sword’s tip pressed into the
small of their back. They couldn’t tell if it had pierced skin or not; they
expected she kept her blade as sharp as night.
Vei’s countenance revealed nothing. “Then let us through.”
The doors opened, and the clanking music of Arazi’s chains came to
them as from a great distance.
Helplessly, Jebi walked into the cavern, followed by Vei.
The doors slammed shut. And Hafanden was there, waiting for them.
FOURTEEN
“WAKE UP,” JEBI heard a soft, worried voice saying over and over again.
Don’t wanna, they thought, refusing to squeeze their eyes open. Their
head hurt as though someone had split it with an axe. The axe would have
been preferable. If they’d died, they wouldn’t be in pain. Jebi had the
impression that the honored ancestors didn’t go in for trivial inconveniences
like headaches.
Firm, strong hands propped them halfway up. Jebi groaned in protest.
“Now I know you’re awake,” the voice said, coming into focus. Vei.
“Come on, Jebi.”
“I don’t have any projects due right now,” Jebi mumbled, which might
or might not have been true. “Lemme get some more sleep.”
“Jebi,” Vei said again. “I need to know you’re all right.”
“Be all right if you let me sleep.”
“I need to know you’re all right.”
Their escape from the Summer Palace returned to them in fragments
and snatches. The flash of steel, the mud paintings, the waking of the earth.
The way the whole complex had collapsed like a giant’s fist had closed
around it.
A different voice interjected, “Maybe they’d like something to drink.”
“Yes, Ajummae,” Vei said, her voice revealing exhaustion.
Jebi’s eyes flew open at the intrusion. Where are we now?
Vei had installed them in a spacious room with the view of the exit
obscured by a set of folding screens. The screens featured a lattice motif
that Jebi had seen in older Hwagugin homes, not the flowers and butterflies
that were popular today. “What?” they asked intelligently.
The ajummae in question was a middle-aged person whose
asymmetrical haircut, however old-fashioned, indicated they were a geu-ae
like Jebi, or didn’t mind being mistaken for one. Jebi couldn’t remember the
last time they’d seen a person of that age in clothes quite so colorful. Their
jacket featured stripes of red, yellow, and green, in the style for the young.
“Who are you?” Jebi demanded. Their hands flew to their mouth.
What was wrong with them? Besides the headache, anyway.
“You’re probably disoriented,” the ajummae said with the kind of brisk
kindness that Jebi associated with older relatives. “I’m Namgyu, one of
Vei’s parents. Her mother is preparing some food for your journey, and
Captain Dzuge Keizhi is out looking for signs of Armor’s watchers. He was
grateful for a break from his paperwork, anyway.”
“The automata—”
Vei restrained Jebi from sitting all the way up, which was just as well,
because the headache was suddenly throbbing with renewed ferocity. “We
don’t have much time,” she said, “but I came to my father’s manse for
help.”
Jebi squinted blearily at her. “I didn’t know you were still in touch
with your father.” That must be the Captain Dzuge whom Namgyu had
referred to. They’d assumed that Vei must be estranged from him, since
she’d never mentioned him before.
Vei shook her head. “Who do you think taught me the art of the sword?
He’s retired now due to a battle injury: lost most of one leg to gangrene.”
“I’d never thought about it,” Jebi admitted. But that was true:
swordplay at Vei’s level wasn’t something one picked up by studying on the
weekends, or taking lessons from itinerant swordmasters. You needed real
expertise.
“One of my first memories is of my father letting me try to lift his
sword,” Vei said, tranquil. “I couldn’t, of course. Then he had one of his
retainers bring a wooden practice sword for me. I was so disappointed that I
wouldn’t get one with an edge yet. Then he had them bring out a chicken,
and he killed it right in front of me. There was so much blood.”
“Did you eat the chicken?” Jebi asked, because tact was not a thing
that happened when they had a headache.
“Of course,” Vei said. “Soldiers know not to waste food. It was a
stringy old bird, but that wasn’t the point. He wanted me to take the blade
seriously; to know that killing is something you can’t ever take back, and
that I’d have to learn it anyway. Because I was an officer’s bastard, and I
had two Hwagugin parents.”
Jebi noticed, even in their current state, that she didn’t say Fourteener.
“I’m the third,” Namgyu said, their eyes crinkling, “although that part
is less well known.” They raised their voice. “Hyeja, do you need help with
the food?”
“It’s just about ready,” an alto called back.
“That’s my mother,” Vei added, helpfully. “Sorry you have to meet my
family all at once.”
“There aren’t more?” Jebi asked.
A woman with a deceptively youthful face entered with a tray of
porridge. This smelled good—especially after what they’d served in the
Summer Palace—with savory hints of chicken. She affected Western dress,
an elaborate satin gown trimmed with ribbons and ruffles, and necklaces of
baroque pearls.
Bongsunga would have had words for people like Namgyu and Hyeja,
none of them polite. For their part, Jebi noticed the way Namgyu’s eyes
softened as they regarded Hyeja, and the other way around. It didn’t take
very close observation to sense the love they had for each other. If that
affection encompassed Vei’s father as well, it was an unusual arrangement,
but not one unheard of, at least in Hwaguk.
Hyeja set the tray down on the table next to Jebi. She must have
guessed the direction of their thoughts, for she said, “If you’re wondering if
this is acceptable in Razan, the answer is no, not under terms that we would
have found livable. The officers and nobles take concubines as they choose.
But lovers as equals—that would be hard to explain. It’s one of the reasons
the captain decided to stay with the occupation.”
“I wasn’t planning on asking,” Jebi lied.
Hyeja’s eyes crinkled. “Eat. I’ve packed up some food for you and Vei
to take on your journey.”
“You should leave too,” Vei said. “Once word gets out of what
happened, you’re not going to be any safer than Jebi and I are.”
“I can’t,” Hyeja said. “Suni’s baby is due any day now. I promised I’d
be there for them.”
“You’re a midwife?” Jebi asked. They wouldn’t have guessed it from
Hyeja’s attire, but they assumed that she didn’t dress in such elaborate
clothes for work.
“Among other things,” Hyeja said. “I’m a physician. I studied with
some of the Western missionaries in Huang-Guan in my youth.”
Jebi almost asked if she’d met people with orange hair; thought better
of it.
“My family disowned me, of course”—Hyeja spoke of it as though it
were a distant pain, hardly worth mentioning—“but I learned many useful
remedies. I can’t abandon Suni this close to the birth.”
Vei frowned. “You’re not required to give up your life for them,
Mother!”
“Don’t worry about me,” Hyeja chided. “I have contacts in the
Blossom District.” It was the old euphemism for the Virgins’ District. “I can
disappear if I need to. As can your father and Namgyu.”
Vei didn’t look convinced, but she didn’t argue further. Jebi had only a
faint notion of how one argued with mothers, having lost theirs at an early
age. Bongsunga had all but raised them, and they wouldn’t have dreamed of
arguing with their older sister in a similar situation.
“I want to see Arazi,” Jebi said.
“You haven’t touched your food,” Hyeja said. “At least do that. I don’t
think your escape will be any less daring for having filled your belly.”
Responding to the note of authority in her voice, Jebi picked up their
spoon and began eating. The stoneware bowl had kept the porridge warm,
and they savored the taste as it went down. This might be the last good meal
they enjoyed in a while.
At this point, Jebi realized belatedly that they no longer stank, and that
while they remained sore all over from the beatings and abuse, someone
had dressed them in fresh clothes. They were too loose, but Jebi didn’t care
about details like that right now.
“Thank you,” Jebi said around a mouthful of porridge. “For the
doctoring.”
“She’s very good at it,” Namgyu said with a sideways smile.
“If she’s a physician,” Jebi said, remembering just in time to keep their
language respectful, “what do you do?”
Instead of being embarrassed by Jebi’s lack of manners, Vei merely
looked amused, with the corners of her eyes crinkling in that almost-smile
she had.
“I’m a calligrapher and interpreter,” Namgyu said. “There are a lot of
illiterate people in the Virgins’ District, and they need someone reliable to
read contracts, or write them, in Razanei or Hwamal. Sometimes other
languages. My prices are high, but I’ve lived here all my life. They know
they can depend on me.”
“I see,” Jebi said, impressed, especially at the mention of other
languages. They had a fuzzy impression that other nations had other
tongues—Huang-Guan reportedly had several spoken ones, although only
one writing system, which sounded confusing—but had only rarely met
people claiming to speak them. For that matter, Jebi had no way of telling
jibberish from the genuine article.
Then they tucked their head down and finished the bowl of porridge,
even though the act of swallowing hurt. It’s free food, Jebi reminded
themself. They had no resources in the outside world. As little as they liked
depending on someone else, they didn’t have any other option.
Vei had risen and was talking with her mother in a low voice. Jebi took
the opportunity to examine the two at their leisure. Vei had inherited
something of her mother’s fineness of features, especially around the eyes
and nose, although her cheekbones and jaw must come from elsewhere in
her heritage. The lithe build that Jebi had gotten to know so well—that, too,
came from Hyeja.
Jebi suspected, from what Hyeja had said about being disinherited, that
she came of one of the old families of scholar-aristocrats, rather than the
merchant and peasant stock from which Jebi and Bongsunga were derived.
They couldn’t imagine defying their family outright, to leave the country no
less—except they had done it themself, hadn’t they? Starting with that
damnable name certificate.
Jebi had gotten around to wondering what kind of Razanei officer
allowed his feelings for two Fourteeners to sully his name when the man in
question strode into the room. Vei straightened, although Jebi had not
previously noticed that she had relaxed, even slightly. So did Hyeja. Only
Namgyu remained calm, as though nothing unusual was happening.
Captain Dzuge would have stood out as a soldier even in ordinary
clothes. Jebi had to prevent themself from flinching from the blue uniform,
neatly pressed, with its gold buttons. He had massive shoulders and moved
ably on his crutches. His motions reminded Jebi not so much of Vei,
although they saw the resemblance in the triangular shapes of their faces, as
Jia. Jia had had the same sense of vitality.
“I got word from one of my contacts,” Dzuge Keizhi said in a raspy
tenor. “They’re mobilizing the military. You left one hell of a trail behind
you, daughter mine. They’re going to send someone to question me soon.”
“I’ll be out of your way,” Vei said, and bowed. “My companions, too.”
He gestured impatiently. “I’ll buy you what time I can.”
“You should plead ignorance if you’re not going to go into hiding,” Vei
said. “Say that Mother and Ajummae took me in, and you can’t find them.”
“You shouldn’t be worrying about this,” he returned. “We can take
care of ourselves. Get out of here.”
Vei hesitated for a moment, then bowed to each of her three parents in
turn. “I will send word when I can.”
“You do that,” Hyeja said. “You know where to go?”
“Of course, Mother,” Vei said.
We do? Jebi wondered. They submitted to Vei helping them up, then
strapping them to a wooden frame with a judiciously calculated weight of
bags. Any more and they would have staggered. Vei bore a less
encumbering rucksack, but that made sense: she was responsible for their
defense.
Vei led Jebi out into the courtyard, where Arazi had reassembled itself.
The dragon’s masked head was poorly concealed amid the branches of a
well-established plum tree. Even so, Jebi knew—how they knew!—that
Arazi wasn’t standing at its full height; it had ducked its head down so that
it rested lower than its withers.
“Arazi?” Jebi asked softly.
“I had a chance to talk to it earlier,” Vei said, bowing almost as politely
to the dragon as she had to her parents. Parents outranked allies.
Jebi hobbled up to the dragon and saw, in the mid-afternoon light
filtering through the trees—how many trees did the captain keep in this
luxurious manse, anyway?—that they weren’t the only one going around
with extra gear. Someone had rigged the dragon with a set of foot- and
handholds leading up to... a set of saddles? The whole setup looked
precarious. “Um,” Jebi said, peering up.
“We have to outpace our pursuit,” Vei said.
“Where are we going?” Jebi demanded.
Vei smiled tightly. “My other parents have contacts in the Hwagugin
community. I have a good idea where one of the revolutionaries’ biggest
recruitment camps is. We’ll land there and try to find some higher-ups to
give our information to.”
“They’ll want to seize Arazi,” Jebi said, feeling as though a fist had
closed around their chest. They gazed at the dragon, imagining it chained
up again.
“They can try,” Arazi said, tranquil. “You will tell them what you
know, and then we will continue on our way.”
Jebi didn’t think it would be that easy, but far be it for them to dash
Arazi’s hopes, or Vei’s either, for that matter.
“I’ll go up first,” Vei said. “Are you feeling steady enough to ride?”
Jebi squeaked. “Ride?”
Vei’s mouth quirked at the corners. “Can you think of anything likely
to be faster than a dragon this size? Especially since Arazi assures me that it
can fly.”
{I can definitely fly,} Arazi said with disturbing confidence.
{Have you ever tried it?}
{I’m a dragon. I can fly.}
“Um,” Jebi said. “Are you sure those are secure?”
A voice called from the highest story of the house: it was Namgyu. “I
can see the blues,” they warned.
“My mother and my ajummae rigged the harness,” Vei said. “It will
hold. I’ll go up first. I obtained a pistol in case of emergency, but to be
honest I doubt it will do us much good. Our best hope is speed. We’re
certainly going to be conspicuous.”
Jebi forced themself to watch as Vei clambered up to her seat. She
waved with entirely too much cheer once she was settled. “Now you,” she
called down.
During their misspent childhood, Jebi had occasionally climbed trees
and roofs. There was also the time they’d gone over the wall to their
neighbor’s house before one of the servants caught them at it and shooed
them out, back when they’d been little. They would have gotten away with
it if they hadn’t ripped their pants in the process; Bongsunga had snitched
on them when she saw them trying to mend the tear on the sly. Years had
passed since those escapades, however, and Jebi didn’t trust their sense of
balance after their recent adventures in the Summer Palace.
If I fall off, I will look like an idiot, Jebi thought, deciding that fear of
humiliation could be as powerful a motivator as anything else. They
squeaked once when Arazi shifted, then realized that it was compressing
itself to reduce the distance between the foot- and handholds. “Thank you,”
Jebi muttered; they were now even more embarrassed, but that was no
reason not to be gracious about the help.
Jebi made it to their seat behind Vei and fitted themself awkwardly
into it. Hyeja and Namgyu had a good sense of human anatomy and the
amount of flexibility that could reasonably be expected of someone who
had recently undergone minor torture. Jebi’s legs ached as they straddled
the dragon’s back—they’d never realized before just how broad its vertebral
pieces were—but they could endure.
Jebi looked first to the left, then to the right. They didn’t see much
beyond the elaborate winter landscaping of Captain Dzuge’s garden and
glimpses of the neighboring manses, which featured similar vistas of
carefully arranged trees and rocks that had probably been imported from
Huang-Guan for their picturesque qualities. What the view from this
vantage point didn’t reveal, but they and presumably Vei also knew, was
that the roads of the capital were all narrow, except for the two big
thoroughfares that quartered the city—one north-south and the other east-
west—to connect the four gates at the city’s boundaries.
{Are you really going to fly?} Jebi asked.
A strange chiming drifted back toward Jebi. After a moment, they
realized the dragon was laughing. “Going through the city would be a bad
idea,” it agreed. “But in this form, I am a creature of storms, and the sky is
my element.”
Jebi clung to the saddlehorn as Arazi maneuvered itself out from under
the cover of the trees. Like a snake, its multitude of articulated parts gave it
alarming flexibility.
Arazi gathered itself, thrumming with tension, then leapt over Captain
Dzuge’s house. In spite of their best intentions, Jebi screamed, convinced
they were going to crash into it and bring the whole structure tumbling
down on top of them. They had already sworn never to repeat the
earthquake trick.
Instead, Arazi gained altitude, tensed again, gained more altitude. The
wind cut into Jebi’s face, forcing tears from their eyes. Jebi squeezed their
eyes shut, wondering if they were imagining the whole thing. Distantly,
they heard Vei laughing in delight.
After several heartstop lurching moments, Jebi peeled one eye open,
then the other. The city spread out beneath them, the trees no bigger than
toothpicks. Jebi hoped devoutly that Arazi wouldn’t go any higher. They
didn’t think their nerves would endure it if they left the sheltering earth
behind altogether.
“—more!” Vei shouted at them, craning her head back.
“What?” Jebi shouted in response.
“It’s cold!” Vei said, which Jebi could understand only by reading her
lips. “Should have bundled you up more!”
Jebi mimed that they were fine, more to reassure Vei than because they
believed it.
They nerved themself to look down again. The hell with flying
dragons as war machines; Jebi could see all sorts of applications in
surveying and reconnaissance. Which Hafanden had already thought of, no
doubt. One could make spectacular maps from this top-down view, instead
of the traditional three-quarters view that the cartographers of both Hwaguk
and Razan favored. Jebi could think of whole new conventions for
traditional subjects, like the Eight Immortals meditating on their
mountaintops. Would it be heterodox to paint them from above, looking
down on them from a superior vantage point, rather than from below the
way all the old paintings had it?
Then they saw the fire.
“We have to turn back!” Jebi yelled at Vei. “They set your father’s
house on fire.” But the wind tore their words away.
{Arazi, tell her!} Jebi said, desperate to catch Vei’s attention.
From this distance they could barely discern what color the swarming
figures wore, some dark color. It had to be the Razanei military’s blue. And
while Jebi hadn’t seen much beyond the barest glimpses of the
neighborhood, they could identify that plum tree.
In a more fanciful mood, Jebi would have likened the scene to a
whimsical candle or lantern set alight. It was hard to believe that something
that looked so small was real; that they’d woken up in that house not so
long ago. They didn’t subscribe to the realist schools of painting that had
invaded from the West; they preferred the more usual convention that
portrayed more important things larger than less important things, the way
any sensible person would.
Arazi slowed, circled, and tears started up in Jebi’s eyes again. This
time they couldn’t blame the wind, or the cutting chill of the air.
“We have to help them!” Jebi shouted. “They’re your family, Vei.”
They couldn’t let Vei turn her back on her own parents the way Jebi
had turned their back on Bongsunga.
Arazi banked, began veering back toward the house.
Vei shook her head emphatically. Jebi glimpsed her face as she gazed
down at the scene. Could she tell who was winning, or whether her parents
had gotten away? Numbers didn’t mean everything, in a fight; Jia had said
that so often that it had to be at least partly true.
“How can you be so heartless?” Jebi cried.
“Go,” Vei said to Arazi.
After a reluctant pause, the dragon banked again and resumed its flight
away from the burning house. The flames leapt higher, blazing orange and
red. Jebi wondered if the fire brigade would arrive early enough to prevent
the entire district from burning down.
I can’t believe they did that, Jebi thought, staring down despite the
strain in their neck and their aching eyes. They almost didn’t notice the way
the wooden frame dug into their side, the way they were twisted around to
look behind themself. Even during the initial conquest, the Razanei had
scorned to use fire. It was self-interest: the moment they consolidated their
hold on the peninsula, they came up with flimsy pretexts to seize the nicest
houses and parcel them out to their officers and functionaries. Captain
Dzuge’s house would have been one of those, and however well he seemed
to get along with his two lovers, Jebi couldn’t help but wonder what had
happened to the house’s original owners, and how they would feel when
they heard that it had burned down.
Who am I kidding? Jebi asked themself. They’d accepted the captain’s
hospitality; brought danger to Vei’s family. Never mind that Jebi hadn’t
been conscious at the time. They had to make sure that the sacrifice meant
something.
SIXTEEN
THE FLIGHT AWAY from Administrative City Fourteen lasted minutes, hours,
days. Jebi had a good sense of passing time when they weren’t trapped
underground, and also a good sense of how long it took to walk from one
point to another. What they did not know was how fast travel by flying
dragon was. The landscape sped by beneath them on a scale that Jebi could
only have dreamed of in times past.
The Summer Palace and their confrontation with Hafanden evanesced
like a dream in the first moments after waking, up here. The sun beat
against their back like a sentinel’s lantern. The wind scraped their skin raw.
Jebi was wearing gloves, but even the scarf they’d wrapped around their
face did little to ameliorate the effect. They wanted to ask Arazi to slow
down, but knew they didn’t dare linger. Their best hope of safety lay in
reaching the rebels’ recruitment camp as quickly as possible.
They’d left the city far behind. Jebi remembered spotting the West
Gate far below, the white peak of its roof standing out from the surrounding
buildings, and from the worn wall that zigzagged to either side. The road
leading to it curved like a restive snake, following the river that bisected the
city.
I may never see the city like this again, Jebi said, entranced by the
idea. It was like seeing a particular moment in time, amber-trapped. Even if
Arazi took them on another flight like this one, there was no guarantee that
the city itself would remain intact. Not after everything Jebi had learned
about Hafanden’s plans.
“My father once asked if all these mountains had names,” Vei said as
Arazi sped onward, exaggerating her speech so Jebi could read her lips
more easily. “Razan is mountainous too, in places, but he comes from the
plains on one of the larger islands.”
Jebi had difficulty envisioning this. “The islands are big enough to
have plains?”
“The two largest ones are,” Vei said. “They’re more varied than you’d
think, according to him. He told me stories of his travels as a younger
soldier... he didn’t see as much of Razan as he would have liked. And then
he ended up settling here.”
“Did he ever miss Razan?” Jebi asked, because they would have, in his
place.
“This is his home now,” Vei said, which didn’t answer the question.
By now Jebi had recovered enough tact not to press further, and
besides, having to gesticulate and read lips made conversation taxing.
Was it possible to love a country you hadn’t been born in? Jebi didn’t
know the answer to that. They’d hardly ventured past the walls of the
capital, although they knew most of the jokes about Hwaguk’s old
provinces, like the one about how the farmers of Ggensang Province were
so taciturn all they said all day, every day, was “Good morning,” “Give me
lunch,” and “Goodnight.”
Bongsunga had spoken of connections abroad, and rebels who had
gone into exile, either because Hwaguk was no longer safe for them, or
because the Razanei had driven them out. What if Jebi, too, had to leave
their homeland? And what if Bongsunga had done so already?
Forgive me, Jebi thought, staring down at the distance-blued earth:
scarves of snow, and sunlight glinting on the ice, and the darker ribbons of
roads cutting into the expanses of white. All those years I could have
painted more landscapes. They’d never put in more than required for basic
proficiency, especially considering that more ‘intimate’ subjects were more
in fashion right now, from portraits to creepily detailed depictions of
people’s offices and kitchens. Jebi had never forgotten the one that lingered
lovingly on the chef’s knives, giving them pride of place, and blood
dripping from the biggest one. There was a story behind that painting, and
Jebi hoped they never found out what it was.
They pulled their mind away from the visuals spread out tapestry-
fashion beneath them and rehearsed what they would say to the rebels.
What did one say to persuade rebels not to kill a Razanei duelist on sight?
They weren’t sure whether it would be better if Bongsunga was at the camp
or not. After all, Vei had killed Jia—that fact hadn’t changed. They didn’t
want to get Vei killed, but they couldn’t in conscience keep it a secret from
their sister, either.
“There it is,” Arazi sang out, vibrating with eagerness, or perhaps
dread; it was hard to tell. “They haven’t spotted us. I see at least six
lookouts on the perimeter.” It slowed as it spiraled downward.
Jebi startled at the dragon’s spoken voice. It sounded just like its
mental voice, except with stronger metallic overtones. “How do you know
they haven’t spotted us?” they asked. And: “How good is your eyesight,
anyway?”
“Eyes of Hawk,” Vei said reminiscently. “That’s what Issemi told me.
We ran out of that pigment very quickly.”
Jebi swallowed their queasiness and asked, “How do you get ‘eyes of
hawk’ out of a human artist?”
“She didn’t,” Vei said. “Not an artist the way you’re thinking, like a
painter or potter. A falconer.”
Jebi blinked. “I didn’t realize any of the old falconers had survived the
invasion.” Or that any still lived other than in countryside retreats. The
sport had more or less died out in the final decades of the Azalea Throne’s
reign.
“It took a lot of hunting,” Vei said, with a careful lack of specificity.
Arazi veered left suddenly.
“Archers,” Vei breathed. “Now they see us. Too bad they couldn’t have
kept their eyes down a little longer.”
“Bongsunga sent us!” Jebi shouted before it occurred to them that this
particular camp might be unfamiliar with their sister, or worse, that
Bongsunga had used some assumed name for her revolutionary activities.
“We’re allies!”
“I’m going to land,” Arazi said.
Jebi couldn’t see the arrows, although they heard the buzzing as they
whizzed past. It did nothing to make them feel better about this course of
action. Then again, what had they expected? A welcome party with honey-
ginger cookies and rice wine?
It took Jebi several moments to understand that the rebels had them
surrounded. Rather than approaching Arazi closely, they stood well back.
Most of them were archers, and Jebi’s stomach plummeted when they saw
that the arrows were aimed at themself and Vei. It made sense: Arazi’s
metal construction was plainly visible and it would take one hell of an
arrow to blow apart its joints. Maybe one of those gunpowder-propelled
ones from the hwacha of old, if any.
“Who’s your leader?” Vei called out.
“We’ll ask the questions,” responded a woman with one eye. Jebi
couldn’t help staring in fascination, because they didn’t feel the need to
pretend politeness. She didn’t wield a bow; didn’t wear any obvious symbol
to set her apart from the rest of her squad. But the hard lines of her face told
Jebi that she knew suffering, and wasn’t afraid to inflict it, either.
Vei bowed, equal to equal.
The woman’s mouth tightened. “Did you come here in a straight line?”
Arazi answered, using extremely polite verbs: “No. I took a
roundabout path”—not that Jebi had been able to tell, dazzled as they were
by the clouds and the sun and the landscape below—“and I would have
known if anyone was following me.”
The woman didn’t jump, or flinch, or give any sign that Arazi cowed
her. Jebi’s respect for her increased. “Are there other automata that speak?”
“Not that I am aware of,” Arazi said, still polite.
She shook her head, considering them. “It’s true that people rarely look
up if they’re city folk,” she said. “But out here in the country, we watch for
birds. And you cast a bigger shadow than any bird that’s been seen in these
parts.”
The archers’ aim remained steady.
Jebi’s bladder reminded them that it was very full, what with the
porridge they’d had earlier, and their nerves. This wasn’t some hasty
assortment of quasi-bandits. Jebi knew, again from Jia, that archery wasn’t
something you picked up overnight. It took years of training to become
proficient. They bet that everyone with a bow in hand would hit what they
aimed at.
“Bring them in,” the woman said at last. “I’m Han.” It meant ‘one.’ As
she only had one eye, Jebi figured it was not her real name.
Vei opened her mouth.
“I don’t want to hear from you yet,” Han said, terse but not unfriendly
—quite. She made a string of signs at the archers. Two of them covered Vei
and Jebi—their confidence didn’t reassure Jebi—while the others dispersed,
perhaps to check for other intruders. Others relieved Vei and Jebi of their
packs, and Vei of her sword.
They trudged for a long time through the scrub and snow. Jebi’s legs
shook, and they wanted nothing more than to lie down somewhere warm
and surrender to a massage. But Vei gave no indication of anything as
ordinary or human as fatigue, damn her, so they wouldn’t either.
Jebi’s eye picked out features in the landscape: rocks of unusual shape,
wind-blasted trees bent over like an old gran, narrow footpaths along the
contours of the hills. A few confused flowers bloomed in the lee of one
rock, their color already faded. Jebi paused for a second, struck by the
image, before the bulkier of Han’s guards gestured for them to hurry up.
At last they reached a campsite in the shadow of a hill. Jebi’s hopes for
a cozy fire were dashed; they saw no such thing. But the rebels had to keep
warm somehow.
“How well can you hide yourself?” Han asked Arazi.
In answer, Arazi crouched down into a remarkably compact package,
like a cat squeezing into a box.
“I have questions for you two,” Han said to Vei and Jebi. “Will your
mount wait outside?”
Jebi conceded that they couldn’t reasonably ask Han to allow Arazi
inside any of the tents. Besides, did they want Han to know that Arazi was a
free agent? They glanced uncertainly toward Arazi, who rested its head on
its forepaws and appeared quiescent. Jebi reflected that the usual signs of
mood with an animal—like a cat’s ears or tail, or a dog’s expressions—told
them nothing about the dragon’s mood.
{If you need escape, let me know,} Arazi said in an anxious tone at
odds with its pose. {I am hoping that they’ll underestimate me if I lie here
quietly.}
Han ushered them into the largest tent, hidden under a layer of sod and
carefully cut brush. To Jebi’s relief, the tent’s interior featured a brazier.
Han hustled them in and closed the tent after them. “I heard Bongsunga’s
name,” she said. “Who has claim on her?”
Vei nodded at Jebi, who swallowed and said, “Me. I—I know her.”
Maybe it was best not to give away the exact relationship yet.
Han grimaced. “Really.”
Fuck. Jebi hadn’t stopped to consider that the rebels would have
factions and divisions and quarrels of their own. They’d assumed that
anyone who knew Bongsunga would be her ally, or a friend.
“Please,” Jebi said in a rush. “I don’t know what your quarrel is with
her, but I have important information about the Ministry of Armor’s plans.
Bongsunga is—is the one I know.”
“How did you come by this information?” Han demanded. “Especially
since you’re traveling with Armor’s duelist prime?”
They should have realized that a rebel leader would keep track of the
duelists prime. Jebi tried to take heart from the fact that Han had recognized
Vei and hadn’t ordered her executed immediately. Although maybe she
meant to torture information out of the two of them first. They gulped.
They didn’t enjoy the prospect of confessing the truth to this woman,
but they didn’t see any good alternatives. “I’m an artist,” they said. “I used
to work for the Ministry of Armor.”
Han’s eyebrow rose. Jebi couldn’t help staring at the scarred expanse
of skin where the other eyebrow should have been, and at the empty socket.
“Armor,” she repeated. “Damnation. It’s consistent with the reports, at least.
And you—” She jerked her chin at Vei. “What are you doing here, Duelist
Prime?”
“I have forfeited that position,” Vei replied, “in escorting the artist
here.”
Han’s mouth twisted. “We don’t have any way to verify that claim out
here, and you’ll have outpaced our usual sources. Very well done.”
“You can hold us as long as necessary,” Vei said, and Jebi’s heart sank.
“But Armor will be sending people after us. If you want to act on this
information, you should do so as quickly as possible.”
“You’re Bongsunga’s younger sibling, aren’t you?” Han said, her eye
narrowing as she studied Jebi’s face. “I assume you’re not normally that
scrawny, but the eyes and the bone structure are the same.”
Jebi didn’t see any sense in denying it. “I’m Gyen Jebi, yes,” they said.
“Please. I don’t know what your issue is with my sister, but she should at
least be able to verify my information.”
“Sit down and start talking,” Han said.
Jebi sat and took a deep breath to settle their nerves. Then they squared
their shoulders, shrugging off Vei’s steadying touch, met Han’s eye, and
began.
Han listened patiently, frowning only a little. Jebi hesitated only once,
when Han asked how they had stolen Vei’s keys. They could have
equivocated, but they suspected she was not a good person to lie to.
“I was sleeping with her,” Jebi said, ducking their head in Vei’s
direction. They didn’t know whether to be embarrassed or defiant. Maybe
both.
“I have a question,” Vei said when Han didn’t respond to that. “You
had plenty of opportunity to have me killed. Why didn’t you?”
“Because it’s fucking annoying getting information out of a corpse,”
Han replied, “and it was clear that you’d come willingly. It’s a risk having
you here, but everything’s a risk in this business.”
A bird called once, twice, and then again.
“That’s not a bird,” Vei said a half-second before the thought occurred
to Jebi. “A crane, at this time of year?”
“Indeed,” Han said. She lifted the tent flap, poked her head out, and
signed instructions. Jebi desperately wished for a translation.
Han signed some more, then moved aside to let a newcomer in:
Bongsunga.
Jebi gaped at their sister. She’d dropped weight too, not as
dramatically as Jebi themself, but her cheekbones stood out sharply against
the planes of her face. She’d wrapped herself in a practical dun coat that
would be hard to spot against the sleeping winter earth, with slits up the
sides so she could walk more easily. Jebi spotted a lump under the coat that
had to be a weapon.
“You heard all that?” Han said to Bongsunga, speaking deferentially.
“I did indeed,” Bongsunga said. She spoke to Han as though to a
subordinate, and Jebi started to wonder what was going on. “We’ll have to
act on this soon.”
“Wait a second, Bongsunga,” Jebi protested. “We came here for help,
not to—”
Bongsunga looked at Jebi, then shook her head. “Family is important,”
she said, “but the nation is more important still. There is a hierarchy to
these things.”
“Arazi, run!” Jebi shouted.
{Not without you,} the dragon said, to Jebi’s dismay. {Besides, I want
to hear more about what your sister has to say.}
Bongsunga grabbed Jebi and clamped her hand over their mouth, a
display of aggression that shocked them so much that they went limp. She’d
raised them; had taken care of them for years. How could they possibly
fight her?
Vei tensed.
“I wouldn’t,” Bongsunga said, letting go of Jebi.
Jebi sprawled on the tent’s floor, knocking against one of the poles in
the process. They cringed away from it, afraid of bringing the whole thing
toppling down on everyone. A tent was unlikely to smother people, but they
had a terrified flashback to the earthquake they’d caused in the Summer
Palace.
“Arazi and I,” Bongsunga said, pronouncing the dragon’s name with
care, “have been negotiating.”
Jebi’s stomach twisted. “You’re going to go to war.”
“Do you see a better way to get rid of the Rassanin?” Bongsunga
demanded. “They have to be stopped before they manufacture an army of
flying automata along with the human-shaped ones. If they’re able to secure
enough metal for their factories and pigments for their artists, they’ll roll
over everyone who stands in their way. We have the chance not only to free
Hwaguk but to prevent the spread of the Rassan Empire. Or did you think
you could shame them into a retreat?”
“I don’t know what I thought,” Jebi admitted. “Arazi, is this true? Did
you make a deal?”
The space behind their eyes ached with an incipient headache. When
had their sister become the enemy? Or perhaps ‘enemy’ was the wrong term
for it. Bongsunga had chosen to represent something bigger than herself.
Jebi didn’t understand how that could supersede loyalty to family, but then,
Bongsunga had always had her eyes on the bigger picture. If they were
honest with themself, her pragmatism had given Jebi the freedom to pursue
art, in a time when few Hwagugin artists saw prospects. Perhaps they
should, instead, show gratitude to her for thinking about the nation as a
whole.
Arazi snaked its head into the tent. Jebi, still flat on their ass, yelped.
“Sorry,” it said, the lights of its eyes dimming slightly. It nudged them with
its muzzle like an apologetic dog. “I did indeed talk with your sister.” It
added, {She’s so different from you! I see why you don’t always get along.}
The reassurance should have made Jebi feel better. Why, then, was
their stomach knotting up? “That’s good,” they said, voice cracking with
strain. “I thought—I thought you were a pacifist.”
“No wonder Deputy Minister Hafanden was so furious,” Han
muttered. “All that wasted potential...”
Fuck you, Jebi thought.
“Your sister has convinced me that it’s too late to carry out a coup
bloodlessly,” Arazi said. “I am not willing to stand aside while others die. I
can always be put back together; the same is not true of you meat people.”
Jebi had never thought of this before, even though they’d witnessed
Arazi taking itself apart. Surely there existed some point of dissolution
beyond which even the dragon couldn’t come back. They hoped never to
find out.
“Be fair, Jebi,” Bongsunga said. “It’s not as if we have the resources to
force your dragon to do anything it doesn’t want to. I don’t think all of us
working together could tie it down.”
“Arazi isn’t my dragon,” Jebi shot back. Vei’s hand grasped their
shoulder and squeezed, this time in warning.
“Fair enough,” Bongsunga said, and nodded an apology at Arazi. “It
has agreed to provide transportation for our cadres. We’re hoping that a
series of rapid strikes will demoralize the Rassanin troops to the point
where we can present them with our demands.”
“That won’t work on the deputy minister,” Vei said, her brow creasing.
“He’s a true believer, committed to the cause. He’s not going to let a few
logistical obstacles get in the way.”
“If you can’t go through an obstacle, you have to go around it,”
Bongsunga returned. “We bribed an agent in Armor—not at the
underground complex, but one of the couriers who relays reports to Rassan.
Hafanden may be a fanatic, but the minister is, by all accounts, a practical
woman. And Hafanden has hidden the extent of his misadventures from her.
Once she finds out, she is likely to replace him. The ensuing confusion will
weaken Armor at a critical juncture.”
Jebi was impressed by this, and not in a favorable way. “You’re relying
on someone staying bribed?” they demanded. “How do you know they
won’t report the incident and pocket the money?”
“Multiple agents watching each other,” Vei said unexpectedly. “It’s
how I would do it.”
“You’re military too,” Bongsunga said, slanting Vei a considering
look. “You could be of use to us, given your familiarity with Armor’s
emergency protocols. If you chose to be.” Even Jebi could hear the implicit
threat.
“I’ve made my choice,” Vei said, with a formal half-bow. “But my
loyalty is not to you, but your sibling.”
“Jebi’s my own blood,” Bongsunga said with chilling certainty. “It will
do.”
“They’re more than blood to me,” Vei said, which Jebi would have
found romantic under other circumstances. “I will tell you what you want to
know, under one condition.”
“You’re not in a position to dictate terms.”
Vei’s eyes narrowed. “Any pigments you recover must be destroyed,”
she said. “The process used to make them is monstrous. The religious rite
from which it’s derived has been perverted in ways that even the old
Razanei priests would never have tolerated.”
“Agreed,” Bongsunga said.
Is she lying? Jebi wondered, hating themself for the thought. But Vei
was good at reading people, and she seemed convinced. I’m imagining
things, Jebi thought. They wanted to return to a simpler time, when all they
had to worry about was matching hues after running out of gamboge from a
particular supplier, or helping Bongsunga with cooking and dishes and
laundry. They didn’t enjoy intrigue. But they’d gotten themself involved,
and it was up to them to see everything through.
“First order of affairs,” Bongsunga said, “now that that’s settled. We
need to move camp before we’re located. My scouts haven’t spotted any
blues yet, but that doesn’t mean they aren’t out there.”
“‘My scouts,’” Jebi repeated. It confirmed what they’d guessed earlier.
“You’re in charge of this encampment, then. Not Han.”
“Han ordinarily is in charge of this camp,” Bongsunga said. “But she’s
good at following orders when she has to.”
“How long,” Jebi said, “have you been in this deep?” They didn’t
imagine that people vaulted up the rebels’ chain of command in a matter of
months.
“I signed on two days after Jia died,” Bongsunga said. She stood
straight-backed, her eyes like black ice.
Jebi did the math. “Almost ten years?” they said, their voice rising.
“And you never—?” They checked themself. What would they have said to
Bongsunga, after all? They’d been seventeen. Had hardly known what to
say to their newly widowed sister. “I didn’t... I didn’t think the rebellion
went back that far!”
“It went back further,” Bongsunga said, “if you’d ever shown interest.”
Jebi bowed their head at the rebuke, and stared blankly as Bongsunga
began to give orders to break camp.
SEVENTEEN
THE NEW CAMPSITE gave Jebi the impression of a temporary fortress, which
was probably the intent. They had expected Bongsunga to lead them into
the forsaken woods that still blanketed the wilderness of Hwaguk, and this
was in fact what happened. Jebi had ambivalent feelings about the woods,
because they’d grown up in the city, and in all the folktales, either tiger-
sages or regular tigers prowled among the trees looking for delicious
children. They did not want to take the chance that they might smell
delicious, even though they’d had a bath recently.
Palisades surrounded the camp, which looked as though it had endured
for longer than a mere few days or even weeks. Jebi couldn’t imagine that
anyone would be stupid enough to run up to a bunch of sharpened sticks.
On the other hand, automata might be sturdy enough not to care about
sharpened sticks.
When they expressed this thought to Vei, she said, “It’s meant to
encourage a thinking opponent to channelize their attack down that
passageway—see? And then the defenders can attack them with arrows or
rifles.”
“We’re not allowed to own—” Jebi began, then shut up. Why would
rebels care about the Razanei administration’s rules about armaments, other
than as impediments to be gotten around?
Bongsunga called out a garbled-sounding passphrase, and a voice
responded from within. She turned to Arazi, who had obligingly allowed
the rebels to use it as a beast of burden for a great many of the tents, packs,
cookpots, and so on, to the point that Jebi wondered if this had been an
intended secondary use of the automaton. Would Hafanden, with his
obsessive focus on Arazi’s thwarted capacity for destruction, have thought
of something so practical? Or would he have insisted on using Fourteener
laborers instead?
Jebi was about to ask Vei when Han gestured for Jebi and Vei to follow
her. The last thing Jebi wanted was to disappear into a dingy hillfort, but
they didn’t see that they had much choice.
“Arazi?” Jebi said, because they didn’t like the thought of the dragon
being left exposed on the outside.
“There’s space inside,” Han replied, “if it can hunker down.”
{That’s no problem,} Arazi said, doing exactly that. It did occur to Jebi
that it would almost certainly fit in whatever nooks and crannies could be
found, if it disassembled itself into spiderlings again, but if Arazi hadn’t
volunteered that information, it had good reason. Jebi felt disloyal keeping
secrets from their sister and her lieutenant. Then again, that went both ways,
didn’t it? And besides, it wasn’t their secret, it was Arazi’s.
Jebi watched in bemusement as Arazi snaked into the hillfort,
following a grubby rebel whose expression suggested that he was afraid that
it might eat him if he offended it. If they hadn’t witnessed it themself, they
would have doubted that the dragon could squeeze into so little space.
{I won’t eat him,} Arazi assured Jebi, {unless he asks me to.}
Jebi wondered how literally to take the sentiment, then decided they
didn’t want to know.
Vei rested her hand on their shoulder, more of a warning tap. Jebi
looked at her, then followed her gaze to where Bongsunga had lifted a hand
in greeting to a strange, tall person with ruddy hair. “A Westerner,” Vei
breathed in their ear.
“That’s impossible,” Jebi said, even though Hafanden had warned
them of their sister’s allies. Jebi hadn’t expected to see one wandering
around Hwaguk. The person, despite being bundled up in the same grubby
felt coats as the other rebels, stood out like a hoopoe amid a flock of
magpies. Even their horsehair hat—traditional Hwagugin wear for elders—
and the scarf wrapped around their neck did nothing to disguise the flyaway
locks of that hair. Quite aside from the outlandish orange-red color, their
hair formed even more outlandish coils. Jebi wanted to ask if they were
wearing a wig or they’d done something special to get their hair to do
that… any of that.
Vei nudged Jebi. “You’re staring,” she mouthed.
Jebi hastily pretended to be looking over the orange-haired person’s
shoulder at a completely jejune weapons rack. Or at least it would have
struck someone like Jia as jejune; it made Jebi’s skin crawl. They supposed
they could hardly expect rebels to march naked into battle like monks
plunging into ice water to prove their resilience. The old stories also said
that fully trained battle monks could shrug off arrows as though their skin
were made of stone. Jebi had their doubts, but with monks, who could tell?
Bongsunga had noticed their staring. “Jebi,” she called out. Jebi jerked
upright and automatically walked over to her and bowed, trained by a
lifetime of conditioning. “I’d like you to meet someone.”
The feeling isn’t mutual, Jebi thought, wondering if the orange-haired
personage was hiding any other anatomical oddities or defects beneath that
coat. Maybe that was why Western dress, as imported into Territory
Fourteen anyway, featured such absurdly full skirts or coats and ruffles—to
disguise such unnatural features.
“You must be the younger sibling,” the person said, and Jebi’s mouth
hung open for a second before they remembered to close it. The Westerner
spoke Hwamal, which wasn’t a complete surprise; presumably even
foreigners could learn the language if they applied themselves. But instead
of garbling the pronunciation—a prejudicial expectation, to be sure—they
had a faint but definite Huang-Guanin accent.
“You may call me Red, if you like,” the Westerner went on. “I will be
leading the mission.”
“Red?” Jebi asked, because curiosity overcame them. “But your hair is
orange.” Unless it referred to something else?
“Red for the blood of my enemies,” they said, winking disconcertingly.
“No, actually, it’s because my hair color is called ‘red’ among my people,
even though it isn’t, from a painter’s standpoint.”
Jebi suppressed a twitch. How much had Bongsunga told this person
about family matters, or was that just a figure of speech?
Vei, less distracted by trivialities, was studying Red intently. “What’s
the mission?”
“The manufactories are heavily guarded,” Red said. “Our saboteurs
have had a hard time getting through, and our earlier leadership just made
things worse by putting the Razanei on alert. We’ve limited ourselves to
keeping watch, for now.”
“Then—” Vei asked.
“Less well guarded are the expeditions of archaeologists and art
collectors,” Red went on. “They have a few guards to protect themselves
from bandits and petty thieves, but they’ve been relying on secrecy most of
all. After all, marching around old temples and tombs with squadrons of
blues or automata would only signal that they’re protecting something
important.”
“Quite correct,” Vei said. “But it’s not a strategy without its risks.”
“You and your lover are to assist us in the raid,” Red said.
Vei stilled. “I am a master of the sword,” she said. “Return my sword
and take me, but leave Jebi in camp. They don’t have any martial training
that I’ve ever been able to discern.”
The words would have stung, but Jebi had learned that they had no
business getting into a fight. Perhaps they should have asked Vei’s father for
a quick lesson. Unfortunately, they also knew that fighting, like painting,
wasn’t something you picked up overnight. And besides, Vei was trying to
protect them. They fretted that it looked bad for Vei to argue with someone
the rebels trusted, orange hair or no, but Vei knew what she was doing.
“Hardly,” Red returned, and there was more than a hint of iron in their
voice. “Your lover”—Jebi was starting to hate the epithet, as though that
defined them—“may be no duelist of renown or marksman, but they were
instrumental in the cave-in that destroyed the Ministry of Armor and the
surrounding gardens, weren’t they?”
The gardens? Jebi thought faintly. They hadn’t had a chance to survey
the extent of the damage. Just how much of the complex had they
destroyed?
“How did you find out about that?” Jebi demanded.
“Word got out from the survivors,” Red said with suspicious lack of
specificity.
If the gardens were ruined, how many survivors had there been? They
hadn’t spared the other artists any thought—until now. Mixed nausea and
guilt speared through Jebi’s gut as they thought about Shon, the lovers Tia
and Mevem; hell, all the staff who’d only been guilty of accepting shitty
menial jobs in service to the Razanei so they could feed their families.
I was desperate, Jebi thought; but that was no excuse.
Red and Vei were still arguing.
Vei: “Freak accident.”
“Accident nothing,” Red retorted. “Hwaguk has rainfall and
seismology records going back continuously 767 years; even longer, in the
former case, than Huang-Guan. The capital is sited in an unusually
geologically stable location on a generally geologically stable peninsula.
That was—” They used a term that Jebi couldn’t unpuzzle, although it had
the singsong sound of Huang-Guan’s language. “And your ‘painter’ is the
source of that power. They can damn sure invoke it on the rebellion’s
behalf.”
“What’s it to you?” Jebi demanded, because they were tired of being
talked over like an adolescent at a matchmaker’s meeting. “You’re a
foreigner, what do you care?”
Bongsunga’s gaze cut sideways in warning or rebuke. But Red nodded
as though they’d fielded the question many times before. Probably had, and
suddenly Jebi felt like a boor.
“The Western lands aren’t a monolith,” Red said, their voice thick with
suppressed emotion, “whatever you may think.”
Jebi bit the inside of their mouth to keep from shouting that they barely
had any idea what the world looked like outside of Huang-Guan, Hwaguk,
Razan. While they’d glimpsed the map that Hafanden used to keep on the
wall of his office, who knew how accurate it was?
“I come from a people who lived on the uneasy border between two
nations,” Red continued. “They were divided and swallowed up by war. I
ran; went into exile. I was going to be a priest. I loved studying books and
medicine. But it takes more than books and medicine to survive, so I turned
mercenary until I found a second home.”
“Do you feel welcome here?” Vei asked.
“I’m homesick sometimes,” Red said. “But this is home now, and I
will fight for it.” They raised their chin. “Will you help with the mission, or
not?”
“I can do it,” Jebi said before Vei could stop them. “I’ll stay out of the
thick of the fighting. I’m not completely stupid.” That was not entirely true,
but Vei didn’t mention the many stupid things that Jebi had done in front of
a stranger. Partial stranger. “I’ll need my supplies from the bag.” The
pigments, in particular.
Their stomach roiled at the thought of killing people, but maybe if they
created an earthquake some distance away, it would scare the Razanei off
without hurting anyone. They kept this plan to themself, since they were
sure Bongsunga had no such compunctions.
Vei lifted one shoulder, let it fall. “It’s your choice,” she said, resigned.
“I will keep the hostiles from touching you. I will cut down anyone who so
much as stirs a hair on your head.”
Jebi was torn between saying You are embarrassing me and I am going
to take up my brush and make a painting of you that they will talk about for
the next 10,000 years. They said neither.
Vei added to Bongsunga, despite Jebi’s vexation, “I expect you will cut
us down if we stray from the mission. It’s a loyalty test, isn’t it?”
“I wasn’t trying to make a secret of it,” Bongsunga said.
“I’m family,” Jebi said, not because they thought it would change her
mind but because they had to say something.
Bongsunga said, “The name certificate.” That was all.
“You must be very certain of Red’s loyalty,” Jebi said, because it was
someone else’s turn to be talked over for a change.
Bongsunga and Red looked at each other for a long moment, and then
Jebi knew what they were to each other. The last time Bongsunga had
looked at someone like that had been while Jia still lived.
“Don’t make me regret this,” Bongsunga said.
Jebi didn’t know whether she was addressing them or Red; didn’t want
to know.
THIS WILL BE easy, Jebi thought while the squad assembled. All I have to do
is follow orders.
Arazi emerged from the fort in short order, which made Jebi wonder
why they’d crammed it in there in the first place. Then they saw that the
rebels had rigged the dragon with a more elaborate version of the harness
that Vei’s parents had improvised. Arazi knelt like one of the tame jaguars
in an imported tapestry Jebi had seen years ago, and three rebels clambered
up to take their seats upon its back.
“Now you,” Red told Jebi, “and the duelist after.” A stony-faced rebel
handed Vei’s sword back to her, with a scowl that implied that she had
better be careful who she hacked up with it.
Jebi did as ordered. Climbing up was less nerve-wracking than the first
time. They figured out as they strapped themself in that Red wanted Vei
behind Jebi to keep her from cutting down an actual useful rebel in front of
her. Significantly, Red took the last seat, right behind Vei’s.
I should have bought a lot more mae-deup charms for luck, Jebi
thought as Arazi sprang into the air with no more difficulty than when it had
been carrying only two people.
Arazi flew lower, barely skimming the treetops. Jebi couldn’t decide
whether the thought of plummeting to their death on the first flight, or
crashing into pine trees on this one, intimidated them more. Maybe the
dragon thought they’d avoid being sighted by scouts, especially if they were
primed to check the sky. Woods-wise people kept an eye on the patterns of
migrating birds in all the stories Jebi had ever heard; presumably
unexpected incoming dragon was the kind of thing one wanted lookouts to
warn one’s soldiers about.
This time, instead of admiring the landscape and thinking about the
pigments or brush techniques they would use to paint it, Jebi tried to view it
as a soldier might. Features that had previously appeared picturesque or
charming took on a more ominous cast. Ridges behind which enemy
soldiers might be hiding, for instance, or half-frozen rivers over which it
would be difficult to retreat. They kept their observations to themself, not
least because the battle-hardened rebels would have found their attempts at
reading the terrain comical. Even Vei might have cracked a smile; if it had
just been the two of them, Jebi would have exaggerated their uncertainty,
just to see it.
At one point Jebi leaned to the left to get a better view of a dappled
boulder, so perfectly in harmony with the surrounding contours of the hills
that they suspected someone had moved it there for the aesthetic effect. Vei
grabbed their arm and gently but firmly hauled them back into line.
“We’re almost there,” Red said at the same time, almost inaudible over
the hiss of the wind. “See?”
Jebi didn’t see anything remarkable at first, until Vei pointed it out: an
unnaturally symmetric hill. It must be a tomb from one of the old dynasties,
back in the days when people believed in interring the highest of the
scholar-aristocrats, and the occasional conquering general or favored
entertainer, with miniature grave goods for the life beyond. The oldest and
most valuable of those artifacts, like the ones Hak had displayed at that
party, had by now vanished into the lairs of thieves or collectors. Only in
the last several decades had people become interested in the symbolic and
generally nonfunctional tokens of clay that the less prestigious tombs
contained.
Beyond the hill Jebi spotted an encampment not much different than
the rebels’, except better organized, with the tents forming neat rows. The
Razanei influence, they expected. Even Bongsunga’s hillfort had lacked this
obsession with right angles.
Arazi circled just out of sight. It couldn’t hover in place, like a
dragonfly. “The approach?” it asked, weirdly audible like a chiming of
metal despite the softness of its voice.
“Take us straight in,” Red said, “right in the center of the camp. They
won’t be expecting that.”
Neither was I, Jebi thought faintly.
Arazi dived like a stooping hawk, so swiftly that Jebi’s eyes swam. It
landed in an explosion of dust and dead leaves right in the center of the
encampment, crushing two unfortunate tents in the process. Jebi trusted that
no unlucky camper had been caught inside. The impact jolted up through
the dragon’s metal limbs and jointed vertebrae and all the way up Jebi’s
own spine, causing their teeth to chatter unpleasantly. They were going to
have a bruised tailbone for the next week.
The guards below, dressed not in the blue uniforms of the Razanei
army but the shabbier patchwork wear of mercenaries, shouted in comical
dismay. They ran around, getting clear of Arazi’s viciously swinging tail—
Jebi was sure it missed them on purpose—while fumbling for their
weapons. One, better prepared than the rest, unsheathed their sword and
swiped it at Arazi’s hind leg, only to swear viciously when the blade broke.
“Disembark,” Red ordered. “That includes you, artist.”
Jebi would rather have stayed safely on Arazi’s back, for values of
‘safe’ that included getting slung around like a sack of rice. But despite
their personal preference for strategic cowardice, it would have been
ungracious to refuse to join the others in their fight. Even if they wouldn’t,
strictly speaking, be fighting.
Besides, if some stray bullet took Vei out and they weren’t at her side,
they would never forgive themself.
Arazi, considerate of people climbing down, stilled and lashed out
only with its tail. The guards recognized the opportunity and regrouped, this
time directing their attacks against the dragon’s joints. Perhaps they weren’t
as stupid as Jebi had assumed, just befuddled by an unexpected situation.
Jebi, distracted by the fighting going on around them, lost their grip on
a handhold and fell a meter to the ground. They bit their tongue when they
landed, and tasted blood. At least they hadn’t landed on their neck—they
were reminded of all the gruesome stories Jia had loved to tell about people
who died or became paralyzed after bad falls from horseback—but either
they’d twisted their ankle or broken it. They dragged themself underneath
Arazi, the only shelter anywhere in the vicinity, and dug in their pack for
the precious pigments.
Vei, more dextrous as always, had not only disembarked safely but had
leapt from the second-last foothold and launched directly into an attack. If
Jebi hadn’t been miserable with pain and the conviction that they were two
breaths away from dying, they would have admired the sheer elegance of
her movements. They were struck silent by the way Vei’s sword described
gleaming arcs that ended in lethal sprays of red.
All of Red’s squad had successfully dismounted Arazi and had joined
the fray. Jebi paid them little attention, although Vei would later tell them it
would have been an excellent opportunity to assess their fighting skills.
Excellent opportunity for Vei, anyway; Jebi couldn’t tell a good fighter from
a bad one except by reading commentaries, most of which made abstruse
references to fighting forms and techniques in jargon so thick it would have
put sailors to shame.
Vei paused, which was so unusual that Jebi gaped at her. Without
turning, she said, “Jebi, are you still there?”
“Watch your back!” Jebi yelled. They’d caught a glimpse of a blur just
beyond one of Arazi’s legs while they were setting up to summon an
earthquake, a process that took more time than they liked.
Vei whirled too late. An arrow whistled by and embedded itself in her
right shoulder. Vei was right-handed. Jebi’s throat went raw with pain, and
only a moment afterward did they realize that they’d screamed her name as
they ran toward her. The injured ankle gave away, and they landed
sprawling in the dirt at Arazi’s feet.
Jebi didn’t see what happened in the next several moments, although
they heard more shouts, several clanks—sword on sword, sword on dragon,
something else?—and some thuds of the kind that suggested people had
either been knocked out or outright killed. Sobbing at the agony in their
ankle, they forced themself up to a kneeling position. If Vei was dead—
Vei was standing over them, having switched her grip so she was
wielding her curved sword left-handed. More or less left-handed. It was a
two-handed sword. Jebi wasn’t clear on how that worked, either. Vei had
not done the thing they always did in the epics and yanked the arrow out by
its shaft to fling at her enemies, or even better, stab one, and Jebi wondered
why.
Should there be this many guards? Jebi thought.
“No, wait, stop, we can talk this over!” yelled a shrill voice.
Jebi didn’t recognize the newcomer at first. Sheer nervous sweat was
fouling their eyesight. After wiping it away on the sleeve of their coat, they
squinted at Vei. A short plump woman ran straight at her.
Too late Jebi identified her. “Vei, no, stop!” they cried. “I know her!”
They reached out to grab Vei’s leg, to keep her from doing the inevitable
thing, but as always she was too fast for them.
Vei saw the figure running toward her as a threat either to herself or to
Jebi, even if Jebi did not. If she’d heard Jebi’s entreaty, she was either too
focused to acknowledge it, or disregarded it as unimportant. In a single
practiced motion, she beheaded the woman.
Jebi began to cry as Hak’s body staggered several more paces only to
come crashing down before them. In death, three fox tails sprouted from her
backside. Her head, mouth still open in a surprised gape, rolled to a stop
nearby.
“She was my friend,” Jebi said to Vei’s back. “Her name was Hak, and
she was my friend.”
EIGHTEEN
IN THE DAYS that followed, Bongsunga conferred every hour with her scouts.
She did not drill with her troops, which surprised Jebi at first. They’d had
some notion that revolutionary types respected strength above anything
else, or arm-wrestled for leadership positions, like bandits did in the stories
(real bandits, Jebi had no clue). On the other hand, Bongsunga allowed
them to watch her playing baduk against some of the other rebels. Jebi
followed the game well enough to tell that she always won.
Bongsunga had shifted the crates of artwork to a tent, where she
confined Jebi during most of their day. Jebi poured all their frustration with
the situation into the cataloging that they’d agreed to do, this time recording
everything on the water-stained paper that she’d provided. A single guard
paced around the tent. Jebi’s two attempts to talk to him had revealed that
either he was deaf or he had orders not to respond to a word they said;
either way, no help there. Even when they had to use the latrine—located, to
Jebi’s relief, a sanitary distance away from the rest of the camp—the guard
accompanied them and watched.
Jebi, not being entirely naive, had refrained from telling Bongsunga
about Arazi’s ability to speak mind to mind with them. Arazi entertained
them during their work by telling stories about the rebels and their pastimes.
{I want to gamble too,} it added, to Jebi’s alarm, {but I don’t have any
money.}
{Given your luck, you probably shouldn’t,} Jebi said.
Its attention had moved on to other matters. {Everyone has such
different hair!} And it was off burbling about its latest enthusiasm.
On the third day, Jebi satisfied themself that they couldn’t simply
sneak past the guard, or at least, they didn’t want to risk having him pound
them into the dirt unless they had no other option. Jebi studied his bulky
physique, muscles all the way down, and concluded that they couldn’t be
guaranteed that the biceps were for show. Vei would have been able to tell;
but they couldn’t confer with her in anything resembling privacy, either.
{Arazi,} Jebi said as they used an old, shitty brush someone had
scrounged up to remove caked mud from one of the vases. A nice piece,
slightly asymmetrical in what Hak would have touted as “peculiarly
Fourteener charm.” Thinking about their dead friend brought the grief back,
but they couldn’t afford to mourn. {Arazi, are you busy right now?}
The dragon didn’t answer.
{Arazi?}
The dragon continued not to answer.
Jebi buried their face in their hands and moaned. The guard kicked the
side of the tent in warning—not the side with the stacked crates, thankfully,
although how would he know they hadn’t moved them out of spite—and
Jebi chewed on their lower lip. They didn’t know how to concentrate on art
cataloging when they needed to escape an entirely new prison. What if
Arazi, seduced by the charms of revolutionaries and their hairstyles, threw
in with Bongsunga after all?
Jebi set the brush down and stared sightlessly at the vase. It was snowy
white with a fine pattern of combed lines zigzagging down one side, not a
design motif that they’d seen elsewhere. But then, pottery wasn’t their area
of expertise. They resented that Bongsunga seemed to consider all forms of
art faintly interchangeable. Were swords and spears interchangeable? They
bet not.
Why did it matter so much to them? Arazi could make up its mind for
itself. In particular, why did the idea of the dragon taking up with their
sister bother them so much? After all, Bongsunga’s distrust of the Razanei
regime had proven wise. Jebi could no longer claim that life under the
Razanei was no different from life under Hwagugin rule.
That night, as Jebi slept on a pallet in the tent with the precious
artifacts, they thought they heard Arazi calling their name. But they were
tired, so tired, and they fell asleep even as they mumbled, “Later.”
They woke shivering in the middle of the night. The brazier had gone
out. They ventured out, only to almost get kicked in the shin by a different
guard.
“Latrine?” the guard asked brusquely.
Jebi started to say no, then realized that was a yes. “Also my brazier
went out,” they added, hoping the guard would think that letting them die of
hypothermia wouldn’t endear her to Bongsunga.
The guard grunted. After the trip to the latrine, she grudgingly relit the
brazier.
“Thank you,” Jebi said, which received another grunt.
They were wide awake now, thanks to the cold. {Arazi?}
This time the dragon’s sinuous voice responded. {I’m here,} it said
penitently. {I have been much occupied.}
Jebi’s trepidations only grew. {Occupied doing what?}
{Drills with the soldiers,} Arazi said. {Including flying drills to figure
out who’s afraid of heights, and who’s likely to vomit during ascents,
descents, and turbulence. There has been much vomiting! I am told it is
very smelly.}
{Like at sea?} Jebi asked, distracted by the image of green-faced rebels
clutching the dragon’s harness, then realized neither they nor Arazi knew
anything about nautical endeavors except from stories. {I suppose the
weather’s unpredictable.} They’d had some awareness of the wind
whistling through the camp, but hadn’t paid much attention to it other than
to wish that they had extra braziers, and never mind the fire hazard.
{I suppose?} Arazi said, dubious in turn. {I’ve never seen the sea. But
you didn’t call to me because you wanted to talk about the sea.}
{Not exactly,} Jebi said. {I was—I was going to ask for your help
escaping. Although I realize that it’s up to you, and I don’t know how to get
Vei out.}
For the first time, Jebi had an uncomfortable insight into the mindset
of people like Hafanden, or, for that matter, the unnamed Razanei who had
come up with the concept of an army of automata in the first place. It must
be so convenient to have soldiers who would obey your every command,
unlike fallible, or lazy, or malicious human beings who had minds of their
own.
Except Arazi had a mind of its own, too, when allowed to express its
thoughts.
Luckily for Jebi, Arazi’s pause was only momentary, or they would
have held their breath in an agony of suspense. {I am no expert in the ways
of siblings,} it said, gently ironic, {but I take it that you and your sister have
disagreements over the proper way things should be done.}
{That’s putting it mildly,} Jebi said. Miserably, they wondered when
their family affairs had become so complicated. {You can do what you want
—I mean, not that you need my permission. I just want to paint. But
sometimes I wonder if Bongsunga isn’t right, and fighting for Hwaguk’s
freedom is more important.}
{Your sister wants you to make another earthquake?}
{She hasn’t come out and said it,} Jebi said, {but I know she’s thinking
it. Even if we’re almost out of Phoenix Extravagant and the other pigments
I need.} They’d considered using an earthquake to escape, but they couldn’t
think of a way to do it that wouldn’t destroy the camp, and they weren’t that
desperate yet.
{You should talk about it.}
{I should,} Jebi agreed. Maybe tomorrow.
IN THE MORNING, Jebi reinventoried all the crates. Some of the rebels had
gotten into a brawl next to the tent. Everyone had heard Bongsunga
upbraiding them, even Jebi.
Most of the contents hadn’t shifted too badly, and the few metal or
stone pieces—a scratched-up bronze mirror, a handful of the ubiquitous
comma-shaped jades, a jewelry box depicting two pheasants—had survived
intact. But several of the paintings had new rips in them, which Jebi
recorded in their most sarcastic handwriting, and no less than three of the
ceramics were broken, one of them beyond repair.
The sounds of shouting and—a riot?—interrupted Jebi’s concentration
after lunch. At first they dismissed it as a fancy, or perhaps some
inexplicable drill involving lots of cadence. Jia had explained to them about
cadence once. It had sounded like so much nonsense. In retrospect, it was a
miracle that Jia hadn’t retaliated by mocking Jebi’s expertise in painting.
The shouting grew louder. Jebi thought they heard a familiar voice
bellowing to be heard, in Razanei-accented Hwamal. Could it be—?
Jebi timidly ventured out of the tent, only to be greeted by the guard’s
frown. “Are we in danger?” they asked.
“Get back in there,” he said, “it’s none of your affair.”
“If it’s something I can help with—” Shit. Had Bongsunga mentioned
their ability to call earthquakes? And if so, would it antagonize the guard
further to tell him of it? Assuming he believed them in the first place.
Fuming, Jebi allowed the guard to herd them back into the tent, where
they listened to the commotion. They were about to try sneaking out, even
knowing it was a terrible idea, when Bongsunga appeared, her face flushed.
She’d been running, Jebi guessed, recognizing the dangerous spark in her
eyes.
“What is—” Jebi began to say.
Bongsunga shook her head impatiently. “Come with me,” she said, and
didn’t wait for an acknowledgment.
The guard prodded Jebi into following, although they didn’t need the
encouragement. Surely the camp hadn’t come under attack, or Bongsunga
wouldn’t be wasting time fetching them?
In the center of the camp, a circle of rebels surrounded—two? three?—
figures. Jebi couldn’t see over their heads or, more importantly, their spears,
bows, and rifles, leveled at the newcomers. Toward the entrance of the
camp, Jebi saw two horses—no, three. The third had collapsed nearby. Jebi
didn’t know much about horses other than what they’d picked up from Jia,
who’d served in the cavalry, but they recognized a dying horse when they
saw one. It had an elaborate saddle of a type Jebi had never seen before.
“They claimed to know you,” Bongsunga said without preamble, “and
Vei. Since Vei is in no condition to come out and verify their identities, and
I’m certainly not taking strangers to the invalids’ tent, it has to be you.”
“Thanks?” Jebi said dubiously.
The guard shoved them forward, and the circle of rebels parted to let
Jebi through. They’d been right the second time: three people. Three
people, each of whom they’d met before, however briefly. Vei’s parents.
“I know them,” Jebi said, resisting the urge to sag with relief. Not least
because they had no guarantee that Bongsunga wouldn’t order Vei’s parents
killed. They pointed to each in turn as they named the newcomers: “Captain
Dzuge Keizhi. Hyeja, a physician. You always find those useful, don’t
you?” they added, unable to resist needling Bongsunga. “And Namgyu, a
calligrapher and translator.”
Bongsunga eyed the three without fear, which made Jebi worry all
over again. Vei’s father had surrendered his sword, not that Jebi thought
they considered him a real threat; the rebels had allowed him to keep his
crutches. Jebi couldn’t imagine why they were here, or how they had found
Bongsunga’s camp.
“Explain,” Bongsunga said, “why you are here.”
“You think your experiments in dragon-borne troop transport haven’t
been noticed?” Captain Dzuge said grimly. “Even after we went
underground—a narrow escape—all I had to do was triangulate the reports
to locate your base. I still have some friends in the service.”
Jebi flashed back to the image of Vei’s parents’ house, burning, and the
blues closing in.
“It won’t matter,” Bongsunga said. “We’re ready. And you haven’t
answered the question.”
“I haven’t indeed.” His Razanei accent thickened, although no one
remarked on it. “I came to warn you that the Deputy Minister of Armor is
working with Ornithology and the military. They’re planning a raid to
recapture your dragon. I assume it’s still here.”
Arazi’s head snaked out of nowhere to peer over the circle of rebels
and down at Captain Dzuge. “I will not permit it,” it said. “I will not work
for the deputy minister.”
“He believes otherwise,” Captain Dzuge said grimly. “That’s the
warning. We rode several horses to death bringing word. I hope you can do
something with it.”
“You’re a deserter, then,” Bongsunga said, as if that was the most
important point.
Captain Dzuge’s mouth crooked. “I think my loyalties burned down
with my house. There are limits to what I’m willing to tolerate.”
“You’re a captain,” Bongsunga said. “That’s not a trivial rank to give
up so easily.”
“Even a Razanei captain,” he said, “may have principles. Let’s be
clear. I’m not here for you. I’m here because my daughter came this way,
and because she’s made certain choices. That’s all it is.”
“I appreciate your honesty,” Bongsunga said. “How many are coming
this way, and how soon?”
“Three days at best, more likely two,” the captain said. “I would either
reinforce your defenses—which, sorry, aren’t going to stand up to the new
tanks they’ve been testing—or I would evacuate the hell out of here. Your
choice.”
“And these people?” Bongsunga asked, gesturing at Hyeja and
Namgyu, who were huddled together. Jebi was relieved to see that Hyeja
had ditched the extremely conspicuous Westerner dress, with its lace and
ruffles, in favor of something one could actually sit a horse on.
Captain Dzuge kissed first Namgyu’s hand, then Hyeja’s, courtly as a
figure out of legend. “Family,” he said simply. “They’re of your people. Do
with me what you will; but keep them out of harm’s way, if you can.”
An ugly mutter of collaborators went around the circle. Bongsunga
raised her hand, and everyone stilled. “They will have my protection,” she
said, “in thanks. But you should have left them hidden elsewhere if you
wanted safety.”
TWENTY
JEBI WOKE ALL at once, as though they had surfaced from a bad swim.
Which would have been especially impressive considering they had last
gone swimming back when they’d been a child, at the age of eleven. “I’ve
died,” they explained to the blur in front of them. They’d never realized that
the afterlife would be out of focus. Perhaps this was a hell reserved for
artists.
“You were lucky the shot was fouled,” said a dispassionate voice. “It’ll
hurt to walk around, but it’s more pain than real damage, and I’ve stitched
you up already.”
Jebi racked their memory and came up with a name: Hyeja. Vei’s
mother, the Western-trained physician. Jebi had no idea what Western
remedies entailed. Had she dosed them with weird foul-tasting medicines?
Except native medicine already relied on weird foul-tasting medicines. To
say nothing of acupuncture or exorcism, neither of which Jebi had extensive
experience with. And besides, surely they’d have noticed if someone had
stuck a bunch of needles in them, even therapeutic needles.
“What?” Jebi asked, and scrabbled for the rest of the sentence. They
couldn’t think of what to say. There had been... a battle? Yes. A battle.
{Jebi!} This time it was Arazi. {You’re awake. Thank the Dragon
Queen.}
{I’m awake,} Jebi agreed, although they weren’t entirely convinced.
“Sit down,” Hyeja insisted just as Jebi fought to free themself of the
clinging blankets. As promised, it hurt, pain radiating from the bullet
wound.
“Hafanden’s after us,” Jebi half-said, half-moaned. “We have to stop
him.” They tried to remember what had happened. Maybe falling
unconscious hadn’t been such a bright idea after all.
“You did it,” Hyeja said, still calm. “The earth sucked down those war
machines like a dragon with a powerful thirst. Two whole divisions, and
nothing left of them but occasional fragments of metal and a vortex of
quicksand. I don’t think anyone’s going to venture near the battlefield for
the next four generations, for fear of bad luck.”
I did that? The memories came back piece by agonizing piece. “I did
that,” Jebi said aloud. They wanted to throw up. They remembered their
terror of the earth—the most stable element—caving in on them. How
much worse would it be for people aboveground to have the very ground
they relied on turn into a mire beneath them?
“—awake, then I should see them,” a raised voice was arguing in the
background.
“It’s your sister,” Hyeja said, her tone unchanging. “Do you want me
to tell her to go away?”
“What?” Jebi said. “No, let her in.” Their vision was still blurry. They
hoped the effect was temporary, although this made it easier to notice
blocks of color and value, like the trick their first art instructor had shown
them of squinting to stop focusing on the piddling details of what they were
drawing and instead seeing large shapes. It was useful, but they didn’t want
to do it permanently.
Jebi recognized Bongsunga not by her face, which they couldn’t tell
from anyone else’s at a distance, but by the stiff-backed way she walked.
They’d know that gait anywhere. “You’re alive,” they said, and then,
because tact was still hard, “Where’s Vei?”
“She’s asleep,” Bongsunga said. “Hyeja gave her a drug for sleep,
because she was losing blood walking around like an idiot.”
That sounded like Vei. “What happened after I—?”
“The dragon took out Hafanden,” Bongsunga said. “I didn’t see it, but
Vei reported it to me. We recovered what was left of the body.”
Jebi’s gorge rose again. {Did you?} they asked Arazi.
A telling silence. Then: {Yes,} it said. {Because either he was going to
die, or you were going to die. I knew which I preferred.}
Jebi bit the inside of their mouth at the undertone of anguish in the
dragon’s voice. {I’m sorry it came to that.} What else could they say?
{He was the one who aimed at you.}
“You slipped out without even telling me,” Bongsunga said, causing
Jebi to return their attention to her.
Jebi was reminded that Bongsunga rarely yelled. They would have
preferred some honest yelling to this quiet intensity. “I couldn’t stay behind
and do nothing,” they retorted, stung.
“You idiot,” Bongsunga said, her voice even quieter and more intense.
“You could have gotten killed.”
“Everyone would have died if we hadn’t done something about the
tanks!”
Bongsunga grabbed Jebi’s shoulders. Jebi yelped in pain, and she
hastily let go. “You idiot,” she was saying over and over. Jebi realized with
a mixture of pale horror and embarrassment that Bongsunga’s face was wet.
“You were worried about me?” Jebi choked out.
“You idiot,” Bongsunga said one more time. “You’re family, even if
you have execrable taste in hobbies and dubious taste in lovers. Of course I
worried about you. I was terrified that you’d fallen over dead in a ditch
somewhere.”
“I have to tell you something about Vei,” Jebi said as the full extent of
their deceit hit them. It was the worst possible time to tell Bongsunga about
Jia’s death. They should have told her earlier. But the time had never
seemed right, and Jebi was beginning to realize that there was no such thing
as a good way to break the news that one’s lover had killed one’s sister-in-
law.
“You can see her in a—”
“No, that’s not what I mean,” Jebi said, desperate to get it out despite
the rudeness of interrupting their older sister. “Vei was the duelist who
killed Jia.”
Bongsunga fell into absolute silence.
I’ve done it now. The second thoughts hit almost immediately. Given
Vei’s condition, she’d hardly be able to defend herself if Bongsunga ordered
her executed. Jebi should have waited until Vei had a chance to get safely
away—but to where?
{I’ll protect her, if it comes to that,} Arazi said. {Assuming she needs it,
anyway.}
“I can’t see your expression,” Jebi said, which was true but had
nothing to do with their stupefaction. “Everything’s still blurry.”
“Yes,” Hyeja interrupted, “you will have to be careful as you heal from
the wound in your gut, and you apparently never recovered entirely from an
earlier concussion. But it should go away with time, assuming you don’t do
anything else precipitous.” She did not say stupid, much to Jebi’s relief.
“I already knew,” Bongsunga said after Hyeja had finished.
“You already what?” Jebi demanded.
“Jebi,” Bongsunga said, “I have been following the movements of all
the ministries’ duelists prime. I know their war records. Did you think it
was a secret?”
Jebi gaped at her.
“It’s not about forgiveness,” Bongsunga said, her voice hardening, “or
revenge. Vei has been useful to our cause. My personal feelings aren’t
important. I will say that the sooner I can get her out of my sight, the better.”
Jebi bowed their head, taken aback at this glimpse of what
Bongsunga’s dedication to the revolutionaries cost her. So I will have to
choose between my sister and my lover.
“The earthquakes,” Bongsunga said abruptly. “Can you do that again?”
Would Bongsunga hold them here, and separate them from Vei, if they
could produce earthquakes on command? “I’m afraid not,” Jebi said.
“You’d have to source more Phoenix Extravagant. I used up the last of it.”
“I see.”
“I won’t do it again,” Jebi added, their voice shaking. “Drowning in
the earth itself—that’s not a proper way for people to die. If you want to
fight the old-fashioned way, fine. But I’m not summoning more
earthquakes, and I’m not teaching anyone how, either.”
“This is,” Bongsunga said, “extremely inconvenient.”
“You can’t make me.”
For a terrified moment, Jebi thought that Bongsunga would apply pain.
It wouldn’t take much, in the condition they were in.
“No,” she said, “I don’t suppose I can.” The cool resignation in her
tone chilled Jebi more than they cared to express. “But you can’t stop our
people from researching the matter, either. In any case, I have a funeral to
arrange.”
Jebi’s mouth went dry; for a moment their tongue stuck to the roof of
their mouth. They hadn’t considered the practical matter of preventing the
ghosts of the dead from hanging around to curse to the living. “How many
people?”
“On our side, or theirs? The tank divisions and accompanying infantry
would have accounted for a few thousand. On our side... the artillery
barrage took out about forty people. It would have been a slaughter if your
dragon hadn’t intervened.”
{I’m sorry,} Jebi said again, ineffectually.
The tent’s entrance parted as a wedge-shaped metal head poked its way
in. The dragon’s gaze pinned Jebi’s, its eyes burning lantern-bright. “I’m
sorry people had to die at all. And that you got hurt.”
“I was far away from the action,” Jebi protested. “They weren’t aiming
giant explodey things at me.” Never mind that Arazi had aimed itself at one
of the giant explodey things. They didn’t want to mention that in front of
Bongsunga, who might have another attack of Overprotective Older Sister.
Arazi made a discordant jangling noise that Jebi interpreted as a
harrumph. “Jebi,” it said, “between firearms and archery, you could have
died from a considerable distance.”
Jebi spent this sentence trying to signal with their eyebrows that Arazi
should avoid this line of argument. No such luck. “I didn’t want you to,”
they said eventually. “You didn’t have to do it for me.”
The dragon nuzzled Jebi’s shoulder with exquisite gentleness. “If
standing on principle means that you lose the people those principles are
meant to protect,” it said, “what’s the point? I oppose war; but I also oppose
slaughter in all its forms. There wasn’t time for a more peaceful solution.”
Jebi nodded wordlessly, unable to think of a response past the lump in
their throat.
Bongsunga cleared her throat. “There is going to be a funeral service
tomorrow,” she said. “Arazi has been helping dig the graves. Its strength is
a great boon to us.”
The lump dissolved long enough for Jebi to croak, “You have someone
to find suitable grave sites?”
“You’ve been out for a while,” Bongsunga said. “We contacted a
nearby village where there’s a geomancer. It took quite a sum to convince
him to come out to where the earth itself turned to soup”—Jebi flinched at
the reminder—“but he’ll site the graves and speak the rites.”
“I should be there,” Jebi said, squeezing their eyes shut.
“If you insist,” Bongsunga said.
“Will there—will there be a service for the Razanei too?”
The shadows across their sister’s face shifted. Jebi was glad they
couldn’t interpret them clearly. “Of course,” she said, “if only to keep their
ghosts from haunting us.”
“You shouldn’t try to walk yet,” Hyeja remarked as Jebi started getting
out of bed.
“I want to see Girai Hafanden’s body,” Jebi said. “Before you dispose
of him. Assuming you haven’t already.”
“Trust me,” Bongsunga said, her face shifting again. “You don’t want
to. It’s only—forgive me for being crude—so much mangled meat.”
Jebi’s mouth firmed. “I want to be sure he’s dead.”
“I advise against this,” Hyeja said, “but if you are anything like my
daughter, you’ll just sneak out of the tent. I’ll assist you.”
“Fine,” Bongsunga said. “But you’re to rest again after, you hear?”
IN A WAY, blurred vision was a mercy. The rebels had laid out the dead in
rows on the hillsides, guards standing watch to scare off the carrion-eaters
and scavengers. Hyeja remarked, on the way, that she saw birds circling
overhead.
Jebi, using an improvised cane, tottered by the rows until they reached
the section that held the Razanei dead. Surprisingly few had been recovered
from the battlefield. Or maybe not so surprising, considering Hyeja’s
description of the quicksand pit.
“It’s going to be there until the hills grow old,” Hyeja said as she
guided Jebi through the graves. “At least you’d have to be drunk and
wandering around the middle of nowhere at night to stumble into it.”
“I don’t want anyone else to drown in it,” Jebi said, words scraping out
of their dry throat. “I’m an artist, not a...” Their voice trailed off. Not a
murderer? People had died, and by their doing.
“I’ve killed people,” Hyeja said conversationally. “It’s how Vei’s father
and I met, in fact.”
“You what?” Jebi demanded, distracted from their own guilt—what
she’d intended, of course.
Hyeja shifted slightly—smiling? scowling? “The Westerners have a
law for their physicians,” she said, “that they may never bring their patients
knowingly to harm, unless that harm is itself in the service of healing. A
law subject to a great deal of quarreling, as you might imagine.
“I was the most promising of my master’s students, foreigner though I
was to them. But I would not swear to this law, so they cast me out. I found
a place with Namgyu in the Blossom District once I traveled back home. I
once”—and this time Jebi was positive that she was smiling, however
macabrely—“provided poison with which to despoil several supply depots
some years before the invasion, when the Razanei were sneaking more and
more troops into our country under various pretexts of trade and intrigue.”
“I thought that was a myth,” Jebi admitted. “Or anyway, it seemed just
as likely to be some kind of ordinary food poisoning.”
“There are many problems with poisoning that I won’t bore you with,”
Hyeja said, which had the perhaps unintended effect of making Jebi
intensely curious about the subject. “One of them is that, when you’re
poisoning people en masse, you’re liable to get survivors because of inexact
doses, or differing tolerances.”
Jebi nodded.
“Captain Dzuge Keizhi, who was stationed in Hwaguk long before the
invasion, thanks to an agreement with one of the factions who collaborated
with Razan, was not one of the ones who was poisoned,” Hyeja said,
upsetting Jebi’s ideas of how this story would go. “You see, he happened
not to like the particular type of delicious rice cakes filled with red bean
paste that I had so temptingly poisoned. But he had servants—all the
officers did. And he’d given his shares to the servants, not realizing—and
when everyone fell sick around him, he sent for physicians.”
Hyeja’s voice softened. “I came because I was a fool; I wanted to see
my handiwork, and report back to the faction I was then affiliated with.”
“You’re a ghoul,” Jebi exclaimed, finally understanding why Hyeja’s
physician teacher might have had reservations about their student.
“If you want to put it that way, yes,” Hyeja said. “I have always been
interested in all parts of the life cycle, and that includes its end.”
She knelt then, and pulled off the sheet covering Hafanden. Jebi had
expected more of a smell, but this was winter, and bodies wouldn’t rot as
quickly; small mercies.
Jebi bent down, putting their face close to the mangled corpse’s so
their eyes would focus. Despite the trauma to the head, Jebi recognized the
stern lines of Hafanden’s face, forever twisted in a rictus of agony. The
entire back of his skull had been caved in. Jebi shuddered.
Jebi searched for words to distract themself from the violence of
Hafanden’s death. “You were impressed by the captain’s generosity and
repented your ghoulish ways?”
Hyeja laughed. “If that’s how you want the story to end. I was thinking
of ways to finish the job. He persuaded me otherwise.”
Jebi didn’t ask what form that persuasion had taken, because the
answer would only have embarrassed them both. Assuming Vei’s peculiar
mother was capable of embarrassment, which they weren’t sure of. “Have
you poisoned other people since then?”
Hyeja made a contemplative noise. “Poison? No. Kill? Only after long
consideration.”
“I’m surprised anyone lets you treat them,” Jebi said, which was the
nicer way of saying, I am never letting you get near me with your tools and
medicines again.
“That’s legitimate too,” Hyeja said. “But, you see, you can’t
understand the treatment of an organism without understanding the entire
cycle, from the womb to the grave. And sometimes the best treatment looks
like injury, but is necessary to save the organism.”
“You sound too much like my sister.”
“Yes,” Hyeja said, “she would understand this.”
It dawned on Jebi that Hyeja was, in the most roundabout way
possible, counseling them about any possible regrets they had about
Hafanden’s death. “Listen,” they said, wondering how to make this as little
awkward as possible, “it’s all right. He needed to die. He was coming after
us. Now they’ll have to appoint a successor, figure out how to restart his
projects—if they even want to do so.”
“You were about to throw up when you heard what state the body was
in,” Hyeja pointed out. “You’re not Vei. She’s inured to violence because
it’s a necessity of her profession. We don’t usually, in this society, require
our artists to think of people as assemblages of meat and bone and gristle.”
“Why?” Jebi couldn’t resist asking, their gaze drawn again to what
remained of Hafanden. “Is there some society that does?”
“Some of the Western societies allow their artists to dissect corpses to
improve their understanding of anatomy,” Hyeja said. This sounded so
outlandish that Jebi immediately dismissed it as a grisly but fanciful story
that Hyeja had latched onto. “Not something that will ever catch on here, I
suppose.” She sounded regretful, and Jebi hoped that the woman never took
up painting as a hobby.
“I’ve looked my fill,” Jebi said, grateful to be able to escape by using
the truth. “I suppose it’s not really over. There will be another deputy
minister after him. And reprisals. More people will die.”
“Yes,” Hyeja said, “but the revolutionaries have prepared for the
eventuality.” She replaced the coarse sheet that had covered Hafanden.
“You should get back to the infirmary, such as it is.”
“I want to see Vei.”
Slight hesitation, then: “Of course you do. Tell me, what is my
daughter to you?”
As if that hadn’t been obvious. “Why,” Jebi said, “does it matter?”
“I may be an eccentric,” Hyeja said, “but I am still a parent. And I
know what it is they say about artists, whether or not it’s true.” She might
have studied medicine out of the country, but she would still know that
artists were generally married to their profession. “What are your
intentions?”
Jebi fought the urge to burst into hysterical laughter. Vei was
unconscious, Jebi themself was recovering from a bullet wound, and Hyeja
was concerned about intentions. “I’m not going to dump her for a
succession of pretty lovers, if that’s what you mean,” Jebi said. “If—if she
wants me, I want her. For as long as she wants me. I haven’t asked my sister
what she thinks, but”—and the words came out in a rush—“I don’t care. I
was never going to be carrying on the family lineage anyway.”
Besides, Bongsunga had made it clear that if Jebi chose Vei, they were
turning their back on the family anyway.
Hyeja said, “Your happiness matters more to your sister than you
think, for all her strategizing and plans and duties. Of this I am sure.”
“I’ll find out, I guess,” Jebi said.
HYEJA LED JEBI back to the one invalids’ tent that had a guard, presumably
because Bongsunga’s people didn’t trust Vei even after what she’d done.
Jebi couldn’t work up the energy to be offended. “Call if you need
anything,” Hyeja said. “I have work to do.”
I’m sure you do, and that you love it more than anyone is comfortable
with, Jebi thought. Did it matter if the physician had an unseemly
fascination for the macabre as long as she got the job done? Jebi suddenly
wondered how Hyeja’s courtship with Captain Dzuge and Namgyu had
gone.
Namgyu, for their part, sat next to Vei’s pallet. Vei was sleeping
fitfully, tossing and muttering unintelligibly in her sleep. “Namgyu?” Jebi
asked, addressing the older person deferentially.
“Hyeja says our daughter will recover,” Namgyu said, “although it will
be a while before she recovers full range of motion in her sword arm.”
“That’s bad, isn’t it?”
“Well,” Namgyu said, “that depends on her plans, and yours.” They
smiled, although Jebi couldn’t read the nuances of the expression. “The
dragon has some thoughts, I hear.”
One of Arazi’s spiderlings clattered, and Jebi startled; they hadn’t seen
it in the corner of the tent. “You can be part dragon and part spider-thing?”
they demanded.
“My tail doesn’t need to be full-length for digging graves,” Arazi
replied. “I thought you would feel easier with an additional guard.”
“I do,” Jebi admitted. “Thank you.”
Namgyu exhaled softly, then said, “I’d better see if Hyeja needs my
assistance. If only in berating Keizhi for being a know-it-all.”
Jebi reached down, and was rewarded by the spiderling nudging their
fingers. “What’s next for you?” they asked as they listened to the uneven
rhythm of Vei’s breathing.
Before Arazi could answer, Vei roused, perhaps at the sound of Jebi’s
voice. She did not, wonder of wonders, attempt to sit up, which had been
Jebi’s first impulse. “Jebi,” she said. “And here I thought I’d be up before
you were.”
“Just stubborn, I guess. Is it—is it all right to—?” Jebi mimed a kiss,
only to be interrupted by a fresh wave of pain. Fuck you, they thought at the
injury, I’m not going to let you prevent me from kissing the woman I love.
Vei laughed weakly. “I don’t think you can hurt me that way, Jebi.”
She lifted her chin, and Jebi met her lips with their own. It was a gentle
kiss, since they didn’t want to cause her pain. They couldn’t see Vei except
as a pallid blur, but they knew her body language; knew that her hesitant
movements didn’t just indicate injury—as if that had ever slowed her down
—but uncertainty.
“I’m not leaving you, stupid,” Jebi said.
Vei laboriously raised their right arm, cocooned in a bandage though it
was, and waggled her fingers at Jebi. “I’m not much good for—” Heat
rushed to Jebi’s face, and never mind that they’d already done that together.
“There are other people in this tent!” Jebi reminded her.
“I doubt it’s the first time they’ve heard such talk,” Vei said, and only
then did Jebi understand how badly the injury had shaken her.
Jebi pressed her hand against their heart. “I don’t want to stay here,”
they said, forced to honesty. “But if you plan to, I will.” They’d figure out a
way around Bongsunga. Go into exile with Vei, if necessary.
“About that,” Vei said, and Jebi’s heartbeat stuttered in alarm. “Arazi
and I have been talking, on and off.”
“Oh?” Jebi said, not sure they wanted to hear this.
Arazi made a sound in between a chime and a sigh, drawing attention
to itself. “After the funeral rites,” it said, “I am leaving. I will only draw the
Ministry of Armor’s attention if I remain here.”
“Of course,” Jebi said, suppressing their sadness. “That... that makes
sense.”
“I wanted to ask you to come with me, you and Vei,” it went on. “I
don’t enjoy being alone. I spent enough time being alone, chained beneath
the earth.”
Jebi’s breath caught. “Vei?”
“I was going to say yes,” Vei said, squeezing Jebi’s hand. “I won’t
pretend that it won’t be hard to leave. But my mother was very clear about
the damage to my arm. Until I become as good left-handed as I was with
the right, my dueling days are over.”
“Oh, no, no, no, that can’t be true,” Jebi said, because even they had
some idea of what dueling meant to someone like Vei. “You can fight left-
handed. You’re better left-handed than most dueling masters are. You can’t
give it up. And won’t you miss your family?”
“It’s not just that.” Vei stroked Jebi’s fingers, coaxing them to relax
one by one. “My father told me once, when I was young, that no one wins a
war except the crows. I didn’t understand him then, but it makes more sense
now. What was it the sage said, thousands of years ago? That if you have to
take to the battlefield you’ve already lost. Everyone loses—parents,
siblings, children, cousins. Innocence, always.
“There’s a second war coming, Jebi, and this is just the beginning.
Your sister is ready for it. I’ve been talking to her while you were
unconscious. She’s been preparing for the conflict ever since I cut down her
wife.” Vei’s voice was almost steady as she said this. “But so many people
aren’t ready for this, Jebi. Artists. Charm-sellers. Grocers. Tailors. People
who just want to get by, and who won’t be given a choice when the guns
begin to speak again.”
Jebi’s hand trembled, and they stilled it with an effort. “What’s our part
in this, then?”
Bongsunga spoke from the tent’s entrance. Jebi startled, even though
the sudden draft should have alerted them to her arrival. “We can’t leave
Hwaguk’s artwork where Girai Hafanden’s successors will destroy it,” she
said. “But we can’t destroy it ourselves, either. It would be a betrayal of
those artists and their work.” Her voice softened fractionally on artists; she
was looking directly at Jebi.
“What,” Jebi said sarcastically, “you’re not going to use it for Phoenix
Extravagant?”
“Not Hwagugin art, no,” Bongsunga said, betraying no reaction to
Jebi’s tone. “Razanei art will be good enough for that, when we can get our
hands on it. There are old collections still, and the occasional imports.”
“You can’t,” Jebi whispered, but their sister was still talking.
“Someone has to take our art away to a safe place until it can be
repatriated. Someone who knows its value, and someone who’s able to
protect it from anyone who comes hunting it down. The Razanei will
murder their own artists and burn up all their vaunted paintings too, to build
their war engines, and that’s something we’ll have to address, but they can
keep their fucking hands off our people’s art.
“I can’t spare many people. But you, and Vei, and Arazi—if you take
the Hwagugin artifacts far away, to somewhere so remote that it isn’t on the
maps, you can have that space to recover. And hopefully my forces will be
able to destroy any Razanei who attempt to track you down.”
Jebi had an idea. “The moon,” they said. “We’ll take everything to the
moon.”
TWENTY-TWO
THE FUNERAL SERVICE took place during a morning shrouded by mist. Not
the best omen, but they wouldn’t have a better opportunity, and Bongsunga
said, a little fretfully, that she wanted it done with so that the rebels’ next
operations weren’t dogged by ghosts. Jebi, who believed in ghosts the way
most of their people did, considered this good sense, not just for reasons of
superstition but because the deaths still didn’t seem real to them.
The survivors gathered on the hillside, with its gashes of newly
upturned earth. Jebi could smell it, despite the cold. Automatically, they
inventoried the colors: the dark browns crusted with lighter umbers where
the top layers of soil had dried in the pale winter sun, feathery touches of
white where a light snow had fallen last night, the insipid desaturated
yellows of dead grass and weeds. They could have painted the entire scene
in ink and wash, rendered it unthinking with unhurried brushstrokes,
papered over the fact that so many people had died.
Bongsunga gave a speech. She referred to earlier speeches and
pamphlets that made the people gathered nod sagely, although Jebi had no
idea what the references were and it would have been a terrible time to ask.
They tried to pay attention to the words rather than the roughened contours
of their sister’s voice, but all they could do was stare at her—their vision
had cleared up, thank goodness—and memorize her features.
Only someone who knew Bongsunga well would have noticed that she
looked older. Jebi wondered how they hadn’t seen it earlier. A Western
painter would have pointed out the deeper lines around her eyes and mouth,
or the deliberate rigidity of her stance. But Jebi believed that art was about
the inner nature of things, and people. For the longest time, all they’d seen
of Bongsunga was the grieving widow. Not until they’d taken up with the
Ministry of Armor had they come to see that she’d found a purpose beyond
that, and a new lover, and refused to let her grief bind her to the past.
I will paint you, Jebi thought, as I see you here. Above a grave, yes;
but surrounded by the living. Death below, life above. The kind of spiritual
balance that their third instructor had liked to natter about. As a child, Jebi
had feigned interest. Now, they wished they’d paid closer attention.
Bongsunga finished her speech. Jebi couldn’t remember a word of it.
Then again, it wasn’t likely that anyone would quiz them on its contents.
Even if they did, Jebi planned to fake being overcome by emotion. It wasn’t
far from the truth, even if the emotion didn’t come from the speech as such.
Vei patted Jebi’s shoulder circumspectly. “You’re going to miss her,”
she said.
Jebi’s eyes pricked, and they turned away to scrub at their face. “That
obvious?”
“Jebi, she’s your sister. Of course it hurts.”
“She can’t come,” Jebi said. “She’s more useful to the resistance here.”
They didn’t mention that they could have had a place with her—if they’d
been willing to use the glyphs to kill, and to abandon Vei.
“That’s not what I said,” Vei murmured, but she left it there, to Jebi’s
relief.
Bongsunga went into Red’s arms. People scattered into small groups of
two, three, four. Jebi stared out over the graves, unmarked as was the
Hwagugin tradition. Depending on the whim of the local weather, perhaps
the small mounds would be washed into an indistinguishable flatness, and
later visitors would only have whispers and ghosts to guide them in making
their offerings. Perhaps not.
“I’m going to leave an offering to Hafanden,” Vei said. “You don’t
have to—”
“Of course I do,” Jebi said, and offered Vei their arm.
Vei leaned on Jebi as little as possible, which Jebi suspected had to do
with her pride. They didn’t say anything about it as the two of them walked
companionably to Hafanden’s grave. Or what Vei claimed was his, anyway.
Jebi presumed someone—Arazi maybe?—had kept a record, but they
hadn’t been keeping track.
A shadow fell over them. It was Arazi. “You too?” it asked.
“I’m surprised you would want to do anything but piss on his grave,”
Jebi said to it. “If you’ll pardon the expression.”
“Believe it or not,” Arazi said, very dryly, “I learned an extensive
vocabulary from the Summer Palace’s denizens. Also, I have concerns
about rust, remember?”
Jebi kicked at the ground, remembered that the ground was someone’s
grave, stopped. Even if the someone was Hafanden, who’d had them
tortured. To Vei, they said, awkwardly, “Do you miss him? I mean, you
worked with him for years. It’s got to be different for you.”
They should have foregone the question instead of putting Vei on the
spot. But Vei leaned more heavily on Jebi and sighed. “He believed very
strongly in his mission. It was his strength and his weakness.”
“I’m glad he’s gone,” Jebi said. “Is that a horrible thing to admit to? I
just hope his replacement isn’t even worse than he was.” They considered.
“To be fair, he could have been a lot worse. He might have had me beaten,
but he wasn’t… arbitrary about it.” This last came grudgingly. But they
were standing right over the man’s grave. They didn’t want to offend his
ghost.
Vei made as though to kneel, and Jebi began to assist her. Vei smiled
slightly and waved them off. “It’s my arm that’s injured, not my legs.”
“Sorry, that was stupid of me,” Jebi said, chastened.
Vei’s mouth crimped. “There were other ministries that would have
considered me for duelist prime, had I wanted them. Some of them in spite
of my mixed heritage, some because of it. Not all Razanei are unreasonable
on this point. But I’d heard rumors about what Armor was up to. I wanted
to position myself to stop it. And so I went into Hafanden’s service. I didn’t
imagine, all those years ago, that it would lead here.”
“Maybe it’s just as well that mortals can’t see the future,” Jebi said.
“He needed to die, you know.” And not just because of what he’d done to
Jebi themself. Vei had given up her position in rescuing them. Even they
could tell it pained her.
Vei stood, almost as graceful as she’d been before the injury. She
shook her head. “Let’s go. We have preparations to make.”
“One moment,” Jebi said. “There’s a grave for Hak, too.” Bongsunga
had told them earlier, when they asked. “I want to say goodbye to her.”
Arazi led them to Hak’s grave, indistinguishable from all the others.
Jebi closed their eyes and thought, I’m sorry things ended the way they did.
Poor luckless Hak; perhaps the other gumiho in Hwaguk, wherever they
were, would do better.
“Jebi,” Vei whispered.
Jebi looked up, about to express their annoyance, and then they saw it:
a nine-tailed fox, watching from a careful distance, its eyes glistening
amber. Family, perhaps? Jebi had never before wondered who Hak had left
behind.
“She was a good friend,” Jebi said to the gumiho, and bowed to it.
The gumiho bowed back. “So were you,” it said in a low voice.
“Thank you for trying to save her.”
Then Jebi blinked, and it was gone.
JEBI SAID GOODBYE to Bongsunga over one last private tea. Or perhaps ‘tea’
was more accurate; Bongsunga served yulmucha, really more of a thin
sweetish porridge, but one that Jebi welcomed in the chill. The day had
scarcely grown warmer by the end of the funeral service; a stiff wind had
sprung up out of the west.
Vei had excused herself to say her own farewells to her three parents.
This left Jebi looking mutely across the scratched-up table at their sister,
wondering what to say. Even Bongsunga, who had spoken so eloquently at
the funeral (and never mind that Jebi couldn’t remember a word of it),
sipped her tea and looked meditative rather than speaking.
Unable to bear the silence any longer, Jebi burst out, “I don’t want to
say goodbye to you again.”
“I don’t think you want to stay and join the resistance, either,”
Bongsunga said, uncharacteristically gentle. “Especially under the terms
that I would require. You’re not a fighter. There’s nothing wrong with that.
We need people to grow rice, and repair wheels, and paint the way the
world is as well as the way the world ought to be. Jia teased you
mercilessly; she meant well by it, but I should have asked her to stop.”
“I didn’t mind,” Jebi said, mostly meaning it.
“Nevertheless.” Bongsunga took a longer sip of the yulmucha. “Arazi
has assured me that it can make trips back and forth to relay messages and
ferry supplies to you. We don’t have a great deal of intelligence about
conditions on the moon, other than the fact that the Ministry of Ornithology
believed that it was feasible to set up a base there. Still, I will feel easier
knowing that you are adequately supplied.”
Jebi nodded wordlessly.
“The air will be thin, perhaps to the point of nothing,” she added, “at
those heights. But Arazi has assured me that its enchantments will protect
anyone riding it.”
“That’s good to know,” Jebi said, although they had never thought
about altitude sickness in connection with flight. How high was the moon,
anyway?
“I have something for you,” Bongsunga said. “A distressingly practical
gift, which I’m sure you were expecting of me anyway.”
Jebi was too disarmed by their sister’s self-deprecating humor to have
a response to this.
Bongsunga produced a tube of weathered wood. “We don’t have many
of these, but I think you will need it.”
“What is it?” Jebi accepted the tube and fiddled with the end until they
figured out how to open it. The contents, unlike the case, gleamed brightly:
metal, not wood. “A spyglass?”
“You can gaze upon the celestials,” Bongsunga said, “and perhaps
more importantly, keep an eye out for any Razanei expeditions into the
sky.”
“Point taken,” Jebi said, sighing. “We’ll remain vigilant. Or anyway,
Vei will. She’s much better at vigilance than I am.”
The corner of Bongsunga’s mouth twitched. “I’m sure she can teach
you.”
“You are so brave,” Jebi whispered, or tried to; their throat closed up.
“In the old days,” Bongsunga said, “even the rulers of Hwaguk could
not read the histories that the chroniclers wrote about their reigns, and
during past invasions those records were always the first to be evacuated,
until invaders burned them all down.”
“Bongsunga,” Jebi began. They had no idea where this digression was
going.
“We don’t have those histories anymore, except in excerpts mentioned
in other scholars’ letters,” Bongsunga said fiercely. “But we still have the
artifacts. They’re not the whole nation’s hoard—that’s impossible—but
they’re a start. We’ll gather more of them and send them for safekeeping. I
like to think that we’ll be able to restore them to their proper places within
our lifetime. If not—well. They’ll be safe as long as they need to be.”
“Be safe,” Jebi echoed. “You won’t be.”
“No,” Bongsunga said, “but I made my peace with that years ago.”
Jebi fumbled at their throat until they’d recovered the blue mae-deup
charm. Miracle of miracles, they still had it on their person. “Keep it in
memory of me,” Jebi said. They wished they’d painted her, had a miniature
to offer her, or even some whimsical cartoon of an upside-down dragon at
the heart of a spiderweb. But the charm would have to do.
Bongsunga closed her fingers around it “Always,” she said. “And Jebi
—”
Their heart thumped painfully. “Yes?”
“Take care of that lover of yours,” Bongsunga said. “I won’t pretend I
understand, or even that I approve, given who she is, but—” She stopped,
picked her words over carefully. “If you make each other happy, perhaps
that’s what matters, not my understanding.”
“Thank you,” Jebi said, and fled before the conversation could become
any more dangerous.
JEBI AND VEI prepared to leave the next morning, as false dawn brightened
the horizon with ice-colored light. Jebi squinted skyward at the moon,
visible as a quarter-moon. It seemed incredible that they’d be going there,
even with a dragon’s help.
Bongsunga’s people had already burdened the dragon with an
astonishing quantity of parcels. They must have improved the harness
system and worked out how to balance the load while Jebi and Vei were
recovering. Arazi stood patiently, the lights in its eyes flickering as Jebi and
Vei approached.
“It will take all day at unimaginable speeds for us to reach the moon,”
Arazi said. “The enchantments that sustain me should sustain you as well. If
not, then we turn back.”
“I’m ready,” Jebi said, casting one last glance over the camp. And
what for? Soon they’d see it from above, too, the way no one but a bird
should be able to see things.
“I, as well,” Vei said. She pulled herself up, one-handed yet limber.
Jebi hesitated, momentarily concerned that she would tumble from
dragonback. They needn’t have worried. Vei waved to Jebi from her seat
once she’d secured herself.
Next it was Jebi’s turn. I will never get used to this, they thought as
they climbed up to their own seat, less gracefully than Vei had. Maybe they
should worry about their own coordination instead of worrying about Vei’s
fitness. They did have the dreadful thought that Vei was going to want a
sparring partner and that if Arazi wasn’t going to volunteer, that left
exactly one person.
“All buckled in?” Arazi inquired. “I would hate for you to fall off
halfway there.”
“Don’t even joke about it,” Jebi said. They were mentally revising all
their sketches of dragonriders flying to the moon to include safety
harnesses, something they’d never thought about before experiencing actual
dragon rides. They also considered pulling out a sketchbook to jot down
their impressions of the world below and the world above. Vei would—
“Jebi?” Vei asked. “Are you ready?”
“One moment,” Jebi said, and squirmed until they managed to fish out
their pocket sketchbook. They hoped they wouldn’t drop their pencil; they
didn’t trust themself to attempt brush and ink mid-flight. “Ready.”
Arazi vibrated with laughter. “You will have to show me your
drawings once we arrive,” it said. “The air will be colder the higher we go,
although perhaps the stars and sun will light our way.”
Most of Bongsunga’s followers had come to see them off—or, more
likely, to enjoy the spectacle. Not that Jebi blamed them either way. Vei
lifted her chin, then waved to the well-wishers. Jebi belatedly did the same,
narrowly avoiding dropping the sketchbook.
Arazi sprang into the air like a carp yearning heavenward, except, of
course, it was already a dragon. The wind tore past them as though they
were knifing into the heart of the sky. Jebi looked down: the encampment
was already receding beneath them. In short order it was the size of a book,
and then a speck, and then nothing at all.
The earth spread beneath them like a stitchery of gauze and shadow.
Jebi sketched madly, using the flat of the pencil to shade areas rapidly rather
than wasting time on hatching. They were struck all over again by how
aerial perspective made landscapes look hazy from high up in the air, not
normally a vantage point human artists thought about, even if they’d known
about the phenomenon—impossible not to, what with all of Hwaguk’s
mountains—since childhood.
“Jebi,” Vei called.
“I’m drawing,” Jebi shouted back, captivated by the white-and-green-
streaked crenellations that those selfsame mountains made, seen from
above.
“Jebi,” Vei said, and this time the wonder in her voice caught Jebi’s
attention. “Look around you.”
They lifted their eyes and caught their breath involuntarily. Around
them the stars shone like friendly eyes; one of them winked when Jebi
gaped at it. The wind no longer felt as bracingly cold, and smelled faintly of
quinces and cinnamon.
They’d always known that the heavens were home to the celestial
court, but they hadn’t expected to witness its wonders so directly. Celestial
attendants and their moth-winged pets, from foxes to frogs, lounged upon
the thin shreds of cloud and nebulae. The attendants fluttered their fans,
smiling at them in equal wonder. One raised a shining cup in salute.
Vei’s eyes had gone soft. Before Jebi could summon up any jealousy,
she looked at them, and her eyes went softer still. “Jebi,” she said, “I’d
heard about the astrologers’ reports, but I never thought I’d see this for
myself. Not up close.”
Jebi’s pencil stopped moving. They didn’t need the sketchbook to
know that they would remember this sight for the rest of their life.
They didn’t know then, or later, what impulse made them cram the
sketchbook and pencil back into the nearest available pocket, and pull out
the spyglass instead. They would never have forgiven themself if they’d
dropped Bongsunga’s gift, after all. It would have made so much more
sense to wait until they landed on the moon. They didn’t intend to snoop on
the celestial attendants, as curious as Jebi was about them; it would have
seemed rude to turn the glass on them.
Rather, Jebi lifted the spyglass to their eye and turned it toward the
world below. Impossibly, they spied the curvature of the ocean, something
they had never had to think about before. They’d always thought of the
world as fundamentally flat, even though Bongsunga had explained
otherwise to them long ago.
“Vei,” Jebi said in a choked voice, “I see Hwaguk in miniature. The
peninsula, like it is on the maps, but in different colors. And those splotches
of islands over to the side—those must be the archipelago of Razan.”
“There must be something else,” Vei said. She’d gone tense in
response to whatever she heard in Jebi’s voice.
“I see it too,” Arazi said; of course it did, with its falcon’s vision.
For all their joy in greeting the heavens moments before, Jebi could
not help but quail at the armada of great metal warships that was, even now,
sailling for Hwaguk. “That can’t be the resistance,” they said. “Even my
sister wouldn’t have kept it a secret from me that we now have a fleet of
metal.”
“Let me have the spyglass,” Vei said, and Jebi handed it over with an
effort. She peered through it. She tensed further, her face gone white as
despair. “I know those flags. Those are the Western nations and their
banners. Once they subdue Hwaguk...”
Jebi didn’t need her to finish the sentence. They’d fight the Razanei
army first, and then turn to subduing the Hwagugin rebels. Hafanden had
been right about the Western threat after all.
In appalled silence, Arazi, Vei, and Jebi continued into the sky, toward
the welcoming arms of the moon.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
THANK YOU TO my editor, David Moore, and the wonderful folks at Solaris
Books, as well as my agent, Jennifer Jackson, and her assistant, Michael
Curry.
Thanks to my beta readers: Marie Brennan, David Gillon, Helen
Keeble, Yune Kyung Lee, Mel Melcer, Vass, and Ursula Whitcher. Thanks
also to my cheerleaders and alpha readers: Peter Berman, Pamela Dean,
Eller, Elizabeth McCoy, and Sherwood Smith.
Special thanks to Marie Brennan for research assistance; to mecurtin,
thistleingrey, and Ursula Whitcher for pointing me at resources; to Keaton
Eagar and Lindsey Eagar for language assistance; and to the Metropolitan
Museum of Art for its online essays on art history, which saved me 50
gazillion trips to the library. Thanks to Mom for fielding my weird
questions and sending me books on Korean art, to Dad for passing me
books on Eastern and Western philosophy, and to my sister Yune Kyung
Lee for a lifetime of encouragement. Thanks as well to my husband Joseph
Betzwieser and daughter Arabelle Betzwieser for their support, and my
excellent catten Cloud for strict enforcement of ‘typing breaks.’ All those
trips to cafes were not in vain!
The idea of magical pigments was inspired by the story of PO49 or
Quinacridone Gold, the world supply of which ran out a couple of years
back. You will take away my small stockpile of PO49 watercolors over my
dead body.
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who can figure out how to successfully besiege the fortress. The bad news
is that Jedao went mad in his first life and massacred two armies, one of
them his own.
As the siege wears on, Cheris must decide how far she can trust Jedao–
because she might be his next victim.
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