This is a book about how I KNOW I met my wife .

Chapter 1 : The beginning

It all started during school holidays. I decided to join a

dating server in discord to pass time . I introduced myself on
the server , as my ex was a horrible guy. I decided to give it
a try to make some friends . I didn't really wanna make guy
friends so I lied on the server stating I was a lesbian so
that girls could get in my dms to chat . To be honest , I
wasn't really expecting much when I joined the server . But
that all changed when she popped in my dms , her text was just
so welcoming as they were unexpected . It was like a door to
something new opened , and I couldn't help but walk through .

We started talking and she eventually told me she was

interested in girls too and I was SHOCKED , so I played along
to get to know her more . I immediately asked for a face
reveal since i wanna know her . and OH MY GOD SHE WAS GORGEOUS
. she looked like a fallen angel from the sky , straight from
a kdrama , i could go on . Unknowingly , I actually fell for
her .

I eventually added her on instagram . We talked about

everything , from random topics to deep conversations , and it
wasn't long till I realized how special she is . She was
different . She wasn't just another face on the server - She
was actually the one that made me want to stay . She is caring
, smart , pretty , loving and she understood me in ways I
wasn't used to . Every word she typed made me feel like I'm
closer to her , even though we are miles apart .

Chapter 2: The Moment We Fell for Each Other

As our conversations deepened, I could feel myself falling for

her. Every message from her made my heart beat a little
faster, and every late-night talk had me thinking about what
it would be like if we were together for real. But it wasn’t
until I asked you, “Do you want to be together?” that I
realized just how much I had fallen for you.

I remember the pause before you replied, my heart racing as I

waited for your answer. And when she finally said, “Aren’t we
already together?”—that moment gave me butterflies. It was the
simplest thing, but it meant everything. It was like she had
seen through me the whole time, knowing exactly where we
stood, even before I did. From that moment, I knew for sure
that we were meant to be.

Chapter 3 : What i love about her

The more I got to know her, the more I realized just how
perfect she is for me. She is not only caring and sweet but
also insanely smart. It’s like she has this way of knowing
exactly what to say and when to say it. Every time we talk, I
feel lucky to have someone like her in my life. And then
there’s the way you look—so pretty, so effortlessly perfect. I
often catch myself thinking, “How did I get so lucky?”

One thing that always stands out to me is the way you make me
feel seen and appreciated. Those long passages you write,
where you pour your heart out, mean everything to me. It’s
like you’re reaching across the distance, pulling me into your
world with every word.

Chapter 4: Our Time Together

Even though we’re apart, we’ve found ways to make our

relationship feel close. It’s amazing how, despite the
physical distance, the connection between us remains so
strong. Our calls are my favorite part of the day. Hearing her
voice, the way it softens when she's being sweet, or how it
lights up when she's excited—it brings me so much comfort.
Sometimes, it feels like she's right here with me, even though
I can’t reach out and touch her.

And those moments when we laugh together—those are everything

to me. She has this laugh that makes everything around me feel
brighter, like it’s just us against the world. I look forward
to every single call, knowing that no matter how stressful my
day has been, just hearing her will make everything better.
We’ve spent hours talking about anything and everything, and
somehow, it never gets old. I feel like I could talk to you
forever and still want more.

Then there are our movie dates, which have become a special
part of our routine. It’s funny, isn’t it? We’re watching the
same screen from miles apart, but it’s like we’re side by
side. We sync up our timing perfectly, and I love seeing her
reactions—whether you’re laughing, getting excited, or when
you think a part is boring, and we both groan in sync. It’s in
those small moments that I feel closest to you. There’s
something magical about sharing a movie or a show together,
even when we’re not physically there.

I love how we make the distance feel smaller, how we’ve found
little ways to bring each other closer. Sometimes, it’s
something simple like sending each other memes or songs that
remind us of each other. Other times, it’s late-night
conversations that last until the early morning, talking about
dreams and life, and planning for the future. These moments
mean everything to me because they remind me that even though
we can’t be together in person, we are still sharing our
lives.

There are days when I wish I could just reach out and hold
her, days when I want nothing more than to have her here,
sitting beside me, our hands intertwined. But until that day
comes, I’ll cherish every moment we spend together, whether
it’s over a call, a movie date, or through the messages we
send throughout the day. You’ve made me realize that it’s not
just about being physically close—it’s about how close we feel
in our hearts, and with her, I feel that connection stronger
than ever.

Chapter 5: The Distance

As amazing as our relationship is, there’s always that one

thing that haunts me—the distance. No matter how close we feel
emotionally, I can’t help but wish we were physically closer.
Some days, it feels like there’s this invisible barrier
between us, a constant reminder that I can’t just show up at
her door when I miss her or hold her when she's having a bad
day. It’s frustrating, knowing how much I want to be by her
side and not being able to do anything about it.

I think about how things would be if we were together. I

imagine how different our days would look if I could just be
near you—how I could give her a hug after school or meet up
for lunch whenever we felt like it. I’d finally be able to do
the little things I’ve always dreamed of, like holding your
hand while we walk or brushing a strand of hair out of your
face. I long for those simple moments, the ones people take
for granted, but that would mean the world to me.

The hardest part is the waiting. Sometimes, I get this urge to

just drop everything, hop on a plane or bus, and close the gap
between us in an instant. But I know it’s not that simple. It
takes time, planning, and patience—all things that aren’t easy
when your heart is screaming at you to be with the person you
love. There are days when the ache feels unbearable, and I
just want to give in and find a way to see you. But until that
day comes, I hold onto the hope that we will be together
someday, without any barriers or screens in the way.

I wish I could be clingy with her in real life, not just over
text or calls. I wish I could be the one to hold her close
when she's having a rough day, to kiss her forehead and tell
you everything will be okay. I want to be there when she's
excited about something, to share the moment with her, and
when she's sad, to be the one who makes her smile again. Being
clingy isn’t just a want—it’s a need. I want to shower you
with affection every day because I can’t get enough of how she
makes me feel.

And yet, despite the distance, despite all the challenges,

there’s something that keeps me going—knowing that you’re
worth it. The distance is temporary, but what we have is real
and lasting. I know that when the time comes, when we finally
get to be together in person, it’ll be worth every second of
waiting. Every late-night conversation, every movie date,
every message—it’s all building up to that moment when I can
finally hold her in my arms and never want to let go.

Until that day, I’ll keep holding onto what we have. I’ll keep
dreaming of the future, where the distance will be nothing but
a memory, and we’ll be free to be as close as we want. And
when that day comes, I promise I’ll make up for all the time
we’ve spent apart. I’ll be as clingy as I’ve always wanted to
be, and we’ll make up for every moment we’ve missed.

Chapter 6: The First “I Love You”

The first time she said “I love you” is a moment etched in my

memory, one I can replay in my mind like a favorite song. It
was on that day when we finally decided to make things
official, to put a label on what we both felt deep down. My
heart was racing with a mix of excitement and nerves as we
navigated that conversation. I knew this was a pivotal moment
for us, and I wanted it to be perfect.

As we talked, there was a palpable shift in the air, a sense

of anticipation hanging between us. I could feel it—the weight
of all the late-night conversations, the shared laughter, and
the vulnerability we had opened up to each other. It was like
the universe had conspired to bring us to this point, and I
was both thrilled and terrified at the prospect of what those
three words would mean.

When she finally said, “I love you,” her voice was soft yet
filled with conviction. It was as if the world around us faded
away, leaving just the two of us in that sacred moment. My
heart leaped, and I felt a rush of warmth enveloping me. Those
words weren’t just a declaration; they were a promise, a
commitment that transcended the distance between us. It was a
moment that solidified everything we had been building
together.

I remember the smile that spread across my face, the

overwhelming joy that bubbled inside me. It felt like a weight
had been lifted; all the doubts and fears that had lingered
were suddenly replaced by a profound sense of certainty. I
wanted to shout it from the rooftops, to let everyone know
just how special she was to me.

In that instant, I realized I wasn’t just longing for our

calls or messages anymore; I was longing for a future with
her. I envisioned us together, not just as two people
connecting online but as partners ready to face the world side
by side. The thought of waking up next to you, of sharing
daily life, made everything we had endured worthwhile.

But I wasn’t prepared for the emotional surge that followed

your words. I felt this overwhelming urge to say it back, to
express how deeply I cared for her, to let her know that my
heart was here. With a shaky breath, I finally managed to say,
“I love you too.” Those words felt like magic, sealing our
bond in a way I had only dreamed of.

From that day on, everything changed. It was no longer just

about talking or texting; it was about sharing a life filled
with love and connection. You became my anchor, my confidante,
and my inspiration. I looked forward to every conversation,
every message, knowing that we were building something
incredible together.

Our relationship, once defined by distance and longing, was

now rooted in love and commitment. And even though we were
separated by miles, those words made it clear that we were in
this together. No matter the obstacles, I felt a new sense of
hope and excitement for what lay ahead.

In those early days, I couldn’t help but think of all the

moments yet to come—our first real hug, our laughter echoing
in the same space, and the adventures we would share. I knew
that while the distance might still be there, our love had
created a bridge that would carry us forward. Every call,
every text, and every memory we made would be stepping stones
to the beautiful future we were destined to share.

Chapter 7: Our Toughest Moment

Every relationship has its ups and downs, and ours was no
exception. One of the most challenging moments came during a
quarrel that made me realize just how deeply my negative
thoughts and overthinking could affect us. I had started
feeling overwhelmed, caught in a spiral of doubt and
insecurity. The physical distance between us often felt like
an insurmountable barrier, and I found myself dwelling on
everything I couldn’t do for her.

I wanted to send her gifts, little tokens to remind her how

much I cared, but the reality was that we both faced
restrictions. Her parents were strict about receiving parcels,
and that made it impossible for me to send her anything
tangible. I felt helpless and frustrated, wanting to express
my love in ways that were simply out of reach. Those feelings
festered, making me question whether I was doing enough.

The real struggle came when I realized how busy she was with
school. She was working hard, and I admired that, but it also
meant we had less time to talk. I missed our long
conversations, the ones that made me feel connected to her
despite the miles. The moments we did have together felt
precious, yet fleeting. I started to think that perhaps she
wasn't as invested as I was, and that thought gnawed at me.

It was during this period of overthinking that the quarrels

began. I’d bring up my frustrations, but it often came out all
wrong. Instead of expressing my feelings openly, I’d let my
insecurities take over, which led to misunderstandings. I’d
feel like I was putting in all the effort, trying to bridge
the distance and keep our connection alive, while it seemed
like you were consumed by your schoolwork.

Those moments were hard. I hated feeling like I was nagging

you or being unreasonable, but I couldn’t shake the feeling
that I was losing something precious. The guilt of my own
feelings weighed heavily on me, and I feared it would drive us
apart. I wanted so much to be understanding of her situation,
but I struggled with the feeling that we were drifting, even
if it was unintentional.

But amidst the chaos of my thoughts, she reminded me not to

give up. Her words felt like a lifeline, pulling me back from
the edge of my doubts. She reassured me that our love was
strong enough to withstand the distance and the challenges we
faced. After that quarrel, we spent hours talking, laying bare
our feelings, and finally understanding each other on a deeper
level.

It became clear that communication was key. I learned that

expressing my feelings—no matter how messy they seemed—was
essential for us to move forward. I realized that love isn’t
just about the grand gestures or the gifts we can’t send; it’s
about the effort we put into understanding and supporting each
other, even when times are tough.

That day taught me that while love can be tested, it can also
grow stronger through adversity. With each challenge we faced,
I felt more determined to work through my insecurities. I knew
then that I had to trust you and our bond. As much as I longed
for physical closeness, the emotional connection we shared was
what truly mattered. I learned that despite the distance, we
could find ways to keep our love alive, no matter the
obstacles in our way.

Chapter 8: Our Future Dreams

Despite the distance that sometimes feels like an ocean

between us, we’ve always found solace in dreaming about our
future together. Those conversations have become a lifeline, a
way for us to connect deeply even when the miles separate us.
What started as simple discussions about our hopes has
blossomed into a shared vision of the life we want to build.

We’ve talked about our plans to study hard and get into the
same university in Australia. It’s not just about academics;
it’s about the life experiences we’ll share. I can already
picture us walking hand in hand across campus, laughing and
exploring our new surroundings. The thought of finally having
the freedom to create memories together fuels my motivation to
work hard now. I imagine the late-night study sessions, the
spontaneous adventures, and the quiet moments spent simply
enjoying each other’s company.

And then there’s our dream home. I can see it so vividly—our

cozy apartment filled with light, laughter, and the warmth of
our love. It would be a place that reflects us, with little
mementos from our journeys and shared experiences. I can
envision us decorating together, picking out furniture, and
creating a space that feels like our sanctuary.

The idea of having pets brings me so much joy. We’ve both

agreed that cats and dogs are non-negotiable! I can imagine
the chaos of having a playful puppy darting around while a
curious kitten perches on the back of the couch, watching us
with wide eyes. The thought of caring for them together, of
nurturing those little lives, feels like an extension of the
love we share.

We’ve even begun to joke about the “family” we want to create.

While we’re both a bit hesitant about pregnancy, the thought
of adopting children has become a comforting dream. I imagine
the joy of giving a loving home to kids who need it, sharing
our values and passions with them, and watching them grow. We
talk about the types of adventures we’d go on as a family, the
lessons we’d teach, and the laughter that would fill our home.
It’s a beautiful thought that brings us closer together, even
as we navigate the uncertainties of our own paths.

Through it all, I can’t help but feel a sense of purpose in my

life. Our dreams aren’t just fantasies; they’re a roadmap for
our future. They remind me why I’m working so hard now, why
I’m committed to overcoming the challenges we face. With each
late-night study session, each small victory, I’m building
toward something bigger than myself—I’m building toward us.

These conversations about our future have also helped me grow

in ways I didn’t expect. They’ve pushed me to become more
responsible and mature, to think beyond my immediate feelings
and focus on the bigger picture. I’ve learned that love isn’t
just about the present; it’s about investing in a shared
future. I feel more determined than ever to be the person she
deserves, to be the partner who stands by her through thick
and thin.

As we continue to dream together, I find myself feeling

hopeful. The distance may be daunting at times, but knowing we
share a common vision makes it all worthwhile. It’s a reminder
that every sacrifice, every moment of waiting, is leading us
to a life filled with love, laughter, and the fulfillment of
our dreams.

And with that thought in my heart, I know that we will make it

through whatever challenges come our way. Together, we’re
building not just a relationship, but a life filled with the
love and connection we’ve always dreamed of.

Chapter 9: How I’ve Grown

Being with her has changed me in ways I never anticipated.

Before our relationship, I was still figuring out who I was
and what I wanted. I had dreams, but they often felt distant
and vague. But loving her has given me clarity and direction,
pushing me to become more mature and responsible in ways I
never imagined possible.

One of the most significant shifts has been in how I view love
and relationships. I’ve come to understand that love isn’t
merely about passion and excitement; it’s about commitment,
support, and growth. It’s about being there for each other,
especially when times are tough. This realization has made me
more patient and understanding, allowing me to appreciate the
small moments of connection we share, even from afar.

I’ve also learned the importance of communication. In the

beginning, I struggled with expressing my feelings, often
bottling things up until they became overwhelming. Our
quarrels taught me that it’s crucial to voice my concerns and
vulnerabilities.I even asked my best friend for help . When I
finally opened up about my insecurities and fears, it felt
like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I realized
that sharing my thoughts not only helps me feel better but
also strengthens our bond. It’s a reminder that we’re in this
together, and that vulnerability can lead to deeper intimacy.

Our relationship has also inspired me to take more

responsibility for my own actions and choices. I’ve become
more conscious of how my decisions impact not just me, but her
as well. This awareness has pushed me to be more thoughtful
and considerate, whether it’s about studying harder for our
future or being there for her when she needs support. I’m
learning that being in a relationship means being a team, and
that requires effort from both sides.

The challenges we’ve faced have also played a significant role

in my growth. The distance, the inability to send gifts, and
the moments of doubt have all tested my resolve. Yet, each
time we’ve overcome these obstacles, I’ve emerged stronger and
more resilient. I’ve realized that our love can weather the
storms, and that we can find ways to keep our connection alive
despite the challenges. This understanding has made me more
optimistic about our future.

Furthermore, I’ve started to embrace change and uncertainty.

Before we met, I often feared the unknown, feeling anxious
about what lay ahead. But with her , I’ve learned to approach
life’s uncertainties with hope and excitement. Together, we
dream of a future that’s filled with possibilities—of studying
together, of building a life in Australia, of having a family.
These dreams motivate me to keep pushing forward, no matter
how daunting the path may seem.

I’ve also grown to appreciate the beauty in our journey. The

late-night calls, the long texts, the laughter we share—all of
these moments are building blocks of our relationship. I’ve
come to understand that love isn’t just about the destination;
it’s about cherishing the journey together, no matter how far
apart we may be. Each moment spent talking to you, sharing our
dreams, and supporting each other through challenges has
become a treasured memory that I hold close to my heart.

As I reflect on my growth, I feel a profound sense of

gratitude for her. Her love has been a catalyst for change,
inspiring me to become a better version of myself. I’m not
perfect, and I still have a lot to learn, but I’m committed to
growing alongside her. I want to be the partner she deserves,
someone who lifts her up and supports her in every way
possible.
Ultimately, our relationship has taught me that love is a
journey of growth, understanding, and unwavering support. And
as we continue to navigate the complexities of our lives, I am
excited to see how we both evolve and flourish together. With
each step we take, I know we’re building a strong foundation
for a beautiful future, one that reflects the love and
dedication we share.

Chapter 10: Navigating Challenges Together

As we continued to grow in our relationship, we faced new

challenges that tested our bond in unexpected ways. Each
obstacle felt daunting at first, but we learned to navigate
them together, finding strength in our shared commitment.

I remember a particularly tough week when she was buried under

SPM trial , the pressure mounting as deadlines loomed closer.
It felt like I was losing touch with her, and my insecurities
began to bubble to the surface again. I missed our long
conversations and the comfort of her voice. The silence felt
heavy, and I found myself spiraling into a pit of doubt.

But instead of letting it consume me, I decided to reach out.

I sent her a message, pouring out my feelings and expressing
how much I missed her. Her response was immediate and
reassuring. She reminded me that we were a team, that our love
could withstand the pressures of life, even when things get
hectic. She reassured me that despite the distance, our
connection remained strong.

We took the time to create a plan for how we could stay

connected despite your workload. We set specific times for
calls and agreed to send each other quick messages throughout
the day. Those little moments of connection became lifelines
for me. Even a simple “I’m thinking of you” from her would
brighten my day and remind me that we were still in this
together.
Every challenge we encountered reinforced the idea that we
could face anything together. Whether it was miscommunication
or external pressures, we learned to lean on each other. One
time, when I faced a setback in my studies, I felt defeated
and unsure of myself. She listened patiently as I vented my
frustrations, reminding me of my strengths and how far I had
come. Her encouragement helped me see things from a different
perspective, turning a moment of doubt into an opportunity for
growth.

Our late-night calls became a sanctuary for us—a space where

we could share our fears, dreams, and the realities of our
lives. In those moments, we stripped away the distance and
focused on each other. I cherished the way she would laugh at
my jokes or offer insight into my worries. Each conversation
left me feeling more connected to her, and it became clear
that our love was more than just romantic; it was a
partnership built on trust and understanding.

We also learned to celebrate our successes, big and small.

Every time one of us achieved something, we made a point to
acknowledge it. Whether it was acing a test or simply getting
through a tough week, we celebrated together, reinforcing the
idea that we were on this journey as a team. I remember the
joy of hearing about her achievements, and it made me want to
push myself harder as well.

Through it all, I realized that these challenges were not

setbacks but stepping stones. They brought us closer, teaching
us invaluable lessons about patience, resilience, and the
power of communication. With every obstacle we faced, our love
grew stronger, reminding us that together, we could weather
any storm.

As we continued to navigate our relationship, I felt a

deepening appreciation for her and the strength of our
connection. The challenges we faced only reinforced my belief
that we were meant to be together. With each passing day, I
knew that our love story was one of growth, partnership, and
unwavering support.

Chapter 11: The Anticipation of Our First Meeting

The thought of our first in-person meeting consumed my mind

more than anything else. I found myself daydreaming about the
moment she would finally drive to meet me, the excitement
building with each passing day. I could already picture it
vividly—the sound of her car pulling up outside, the
butterflies in my stomach, and the overwhelming joy of finally
seeing her face-to-face.

As the date approached, I meticulously planned every detail. I

wanted everything to be perfect, from the moment she arrived
to the activities we would share. I imagined her stepping out
of the car, her smile lighting up the day, and the way my
heart would race at the sight of her. I couldn’t help but
replay the moment in my head, over and over, each time filling
me with a mix of nerves and exhilaration.

What would we say? Would the conversation flow as easily as it

did over the phone? I practiced in front of the mirror,
rehearsing how I would greet her, the words I would use to
express how much I had missed her. I wanted to hug her
tightly, to feel her warmth enveloping me, to bridge the
distance that had separated us for so long.

In my mind, I envisioned a perfect day filled with laughter

and adventure. We could explore the local sights, grab a bite
to eat at a cozy café, or simply take a walk and talk about
everything and nothing. Each scenario filled me with joy,
imagining how our connection would transform from virtual to
real.

The days felt like they were crawling by, each one filled with
a mix of anticipation and anxiety. What if I wasn’t what she
expected? What if the chemistry didn’t translate in person?
But deep down, I knew that our bond was strong, forged through
countless late-night conversations and shared dreams. I
reminded myself that we had built a solid foundation, and this
meeting was just the next step in our journey together.

I even dreamt when the day finally arrived, I would feel a

whirlwind of emotions—excitement, nervousness, and pure joy. I
would probably dress carefully, wanting to look my best for
her. Every detail mattered, from my outfit to the way I styled
my hair. I wanted to make a good impression, to show her just
how much that moment would have mean to me.

Dreaming that the moment came, and I saw her car pull up, my
heart raced. I took a deep breath, trying to steady my nerves
as I stepped outside to greet her. As she got out of the car,
time seemed to slow down. There she was, the person I had
grown to love from a distance, standing right in front of me.

The moment our eyes met, everything else faded away. All the
worries and doubts melted into nothing. I rushed toward her,
wrapping my arms around her in a tight embrace. It felt
surreal, the warmth of her body against mine, the familiar
scent that I had come to associate with her.

“Hi,” I whispered, a mixture of awe and disbelief in my voice.

“Hi,” she replied, her smile radiant and infectious. In that

instant, I knew that all my dreams of this moment had come
true. We were finally together, ready to create memories that
would last a lifetime.

As I dreamt that we spent the day together, I realized that

the connection we would have fostered over our long-distance
relationship translated seamlessly into real life. The
laughter, the shared glances, the comfortable silences—all
felt natural and right. With each passing moment, I felt more
at ease, knowing that it would be the beginning of a beautiful
new chapter in our story later after maybe 3 years ? God, I
wished it was right now .

Chapter 12: Facing My Fears

Despite the excitement of our future, I often found myself

grappling with fears that loomed large in my mind,
particularly the fear of breaking up. It was a nagging worry
that gnawed at me, whispering doubts during quiet moments. The
thought of losing her felt unbearable, and sometimes my mind
spiraled into worst-case scenarios that left me feeling
anxious and unsettled.

I would lie awake at night, replaying moments of our

relationship in my head, wondering if I was doing enough to
nurture our bond. What if the distance became too much? What
if life pulled us in different directions, and we drifted
apart? The questions haunted me, each one a shadow lurking in
the corners of my thoughts.

But it was during one of our late-night conversations that I

decided to confront these fears head-on. With a trembling
heart, I opened up to her about what I was feeling. I
expressed my worries about our relationship, how I sometimes
feared the possibility of losing her. I needed her to know
that it wasn’t a reflection of her actions, but rather my own
insecurities.

Her response was immediate and compassionate. She listened

intently, her voice steady and reassuring. “I understand why
you feel that way,” she said softly. “But we’re in this
together, and I’m not going anywhere.” Her words wrapped
around me like a warm blanket, easing the tension that had
built up inside me.

We spent the rest of the night discussing our fears, dreams,

and the realities of long-distance relationships. She shared
her own anxieties, and in that moment, I realized we were in
the same boat. The distance was challenging for both of us,
and we needed to support each other through it.

That conversation marked a turning point for me. I learned

that facing my fears didn’t mean they would disappear, but it
allowed me to understand them better. I realized that our love
was built on a foundation of trust, communication, and
commitment. As long as we were both willing to work through
our insecurities, we could weather any storm that came our
way.

Over time, I found ways to cope with my fears. I started to

focus on the present, cherishing each moment we spent
together, even if it was virtual. I kept a journal where I
wrote about my feelings, my hopes, and my dreams for us.
Writing helped me process my emotions, turning anxiety into a
more manageable form of reflection.

Whenever doubts crept in, I reminded myself of the strength of

our connection. I recalled the countless times she had
supported me, the laughter we shared, and the dreams we built
together. I chose to trust in our love and in her commitment
to our relationship.

In those quiet moments of self-reflection, I began to see my

fears as a natural part of any relationship, especially one
stretched across miles. Instead of allowing them to consume
me, I used them as motivation to communicate more openly and
to cherish our moments together. With each passing day, I felt
a growing sense of confidence in our love and in our ability
to navigate the complexities of our relationship.

Ultimately, I learned that love is not without its challenges.

It requires constant effort, communication, and a willingness
to face fears together. With her by my side, I felt ready to
confront whatever lay ahead, knowing that we could emerge
stronger on the other side.
Chapter 13: Shared Passions

One of the most beautiful aspects of our relationship is the

way our shared passions brought us closer together. From the
very beginning, it was clear that we had much in common, but
it was our mutual love for K-pop that became a cornerstone of
our connection. We often joked that it was our unofficial love
language, a way to express our feelings and excitement for
each other through music.

Our late-night playlists were filled with catchy songs and

captivating performances, and we would send each other links
to our favorite music videos. I vividly remember the first
time she introduced me to a new group—her enthusiasm was
infectious. She explained each member’s quirks and talents,
her eyes sparkling with excitement as she talked about their
latest comeback. She likes this guy called Jeonghan from
seventeen and Heesung from Enhypen haha. I myself am obsessed
with Stray kids haha , guy name Hyunjin to be specific. I
found myself drawn not just to the music but to the passion
she exuded when she spoke about it.

We would plan k-dramas sometime , we still haven't finished

watching my demon haha ( i finished it tho ) but i would watch
it with her again . I cherished those moments; it felt like we
were building a world together, even if it was through a
screen. We’d laugh at the silly dance moves or swoon over our
favorite idols, but more importantly, we were sharing an
experience that felt uniquely ours.

Fashion also played a significant role in our bond. Both of us

had a similar style, favoring the same colors and trends. I
remember sending her pictures of outfits I was considering,
eager for her approval or suggestions. She would respond with
her own outfit ideas, and we’d spend hours discussing our
favorite looks. It felt like we were collaborating on
something special, even if it was just our personal styles.

One day, I took pictures asking which undergarments were nice

and it reminded me how effortless our connection felt. We
could be silly and playful, comfortable enough to let our
guards down.

Beyond music and fashion, we shared a love for exploring new

cultures, which K-pop had sparked in us. We would often
discuss our dreams of traveling to South Korea together,
visiting concerts, and experiencing the vibrant culture
firsthand. The thought of walking the streets of Seoul, trying
street food, and attending live performances filled us with
excitement and hope. It became a shared dream that we would
frequently revisit, a goal to look forward to as our
relationship progressed.

As we continued to explore our passions together, I felt a

sense of unity growing between us. It wasn’t just about the
shared interests; it was about how those interests enriched
our lives and brought us closer. Our shared love for K-pop was
a testament to the connection we were building, reminding us
that we were not just two individuals separated by distance
but a team, united by our passions.

In those moments of shared joy, I felt grateful for the bond

we were creating. Each song, each outfit, and each
conversation brought us closer, reinforcing the idea that our
love was rooted in mutual understanding and appreciation. I
knew that whatever challenges lay ahead, our shared passions
would continue to light the way, guiding us through the
complexities of our relationship.

Chapter 14: Growing Together

As we looked toward the future, I was filled with an

overwhelming sense of hope and anticipation. The journey we
were on felt like a beautiful adventure, one that promised to
bring us even closer as we approached the next chapter of our
lives—university. Each conversation about our plans brought a
wave of excitement, reminding me that we were not just
dreaming but actively working toward making those dreams a
reality.

We often talked about the shared goal of studying hard to get

into the same university in Australia. The idea of living
together, building a life side by side, filled me with joy. I
imagined the little things—the late-night study sessions,
cooking meals together, and curling up on the couch to binge-
watch our favorite shows after a long day. It was those
mundane moments that I longed for the most, the simple joy of
being in each other’s presence.

With every shared dream and every hopeful plan, I felt us

growing closer. We were building a foundation based on mutual
understanding and a shared vision of the future. It was more
than just romantic love; it was about partnership and
collaboration, the two of us navigating life’s challenges hand
in hand.

Through our late-night discussions, I became increasingly

aware of how much I had matured since we began this journey.
My feelings for her pushed me to be more responsible, to take
my commitments seriously, and to invest in my personal growth.
I wanted to be the best version of myself, not just for me,
but for her as well. I realized that my love for her inspired
me to strive for more in life, to work hard and pursue my
dreams with passion.

As we approached the end of our school years, I reflected on

how far we had come. The challenges we faced had only
strengthened our bond, teaching us valuable lessons about
communication, patience, and the importance of supporting each
other. I felt more equipped to handle whatever life threw our
way, knowing that I had her by my side.
Looking ahead, I knew that we would face new challenges as we
transitioned to university life. But instead of fear, I felt
excitement. We were embarking on a journey that promised to be
filled with growth, adventure, and love. I believed that every
experience, whether good or bad, would only serve to deepen
our connection.

In my heart, I felt a sense of peace. I knew that no matter

what happened, we were in this together, ready to face the
world side by side. With each passing day, I grew more
confident in our love and in the future we were building
together. It was a journey worth taking, and I couldn’t wait
to see where it would lead us.

Chapter 15: A Love Like Ours

As the days turned into weeks, my thoughts often drifted to

her. The anticipation of our future together filled my heart
with warmth. Even though we were still apart, the connection
we shared felt tangible, almost like a thread that tied our
hearts together across the miles.

In our late-night conversations, we would often lose track of

time, immersed in each other’s laughter and dreams. I
cherished the way she made me feel understood and valued. Each
time she spoke, her words wrapped around me like a soft
embrace, making the distance feel just a little less daunting.
I often found myself smiling at the thought of her, imagining
the sparkle in her eyes as she talked passionately about her
interests.

Our discussions often turned romantic, and I loved hearing her

thoughts on what love meant to her. We shared our hopes for
the future, painting a vivid picture of the life we dreamed of
—one filled with adventure, laughter, and the kind of intimacy
that comes from truly knowing each other. I could see us
exploring new places, creating memories that would last a
lifetime, and finding comfort in each other’s presence.

One evening, as we talked about our favorite songs, I played

one that reminded me of her. The lyrics echoed my feelings
perfectly, and as I shared them with her, I felt my heart
swell. “This is how I feel about you,” I told her, my voice
barely above a whisper. The way she responded—her voice soft
and sincere—made my heart flutter. It was moments like these
that deepened our connection and filled me with hope for our
future.

I often imagined the first time we would be together in

person. The thought of holding her hand, feeling her warmth
beside me, and sharing those simple, yet profound moments
filled me with longing. I wanted to show her the world through
my eyes, to share every adventure and quiet moment with her.

In those quiet reflections, I realized that our love had

already blossomed into something beautiful, even in absence.
It was a reminder that love isn’t solely defined by physical
closeness; it’s built on trust, understanding, and shared
dreams. With each conversation, I felt the depth of my
feelings grow stronger.

As I prepared for the next chapter of my life, I held onto the

belief that our love would guide me through. I was ready to
embrace the future, knowing that we would continue to nurture
our connection. Our hearts were intertwined, and no distance
could diminish the love we had for each other.

With every passing day, I became more certain that our love
story was just beginning, a journey filled with promise and
passion, waiting to unfold in the most beautiful ways.

And this is how i know she is my soulmate , my “the one” ,

happy 17th birthday Zi Rong , I will always love you no matter
how life goes , no matter how much i overthink i would fight
it for u . I also wrote a poem <3
In whispered nights where hearts collide,
Our love, a beacon, a constant guide.
Through distance vast, our spirits soar,
Each word, each laugh, opens a door.

In dreams we dance, hand in hand,

Painting our future, a life so grand.
With every beat, our hearts align,
In this sweet story, you’re forever mine.

Though miles may part, our souls entwine,

In every moment, your heart is mine.
Together we’ll rise, in love we’ll bloom,
Creating a world where our dreams find room.

Written by :
Tharini / Rin