Letters to Gaza, Selection
Letters to Gaza, Selection
that refuse to be silent in the face of injustice. These letters are addressed to Gaza’s
people, pain, places, and resilience.
They come in many forms: poems, drawings, songs, prose. Each one is an act of
solidarity, an offering of empathy, and a commitment to hope.
From November 29, 2024 onwards, as these words are spoken, sung, and shared
globally, they will carry Gaza’s story beyond its borders and continue enabling empathy
to be the centerpiece of action. They will remind the world of the humanity that persists,
the courage that endures, and the justice that must be demanded.
To those who wrote, and to those who will listen—thank you for being part of this
collective act of remembering, resisting, and dreaming.
With gratitude,
ASHTAR Theatre
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Lullaby of Genocide
By James Roach
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Convenient Empathy
By Elise Cummings
Every day
On social media
As I witness the posts
Of Palestine grief
I see these comments
Pretty words
Empty promises
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You Died and I Survived
A Poem on Palestinian dual national survivors guilt in response to Refaat Alareer’s ‘If I must
die’
By Sarah Ollier
I'm flying your kite, telling our stories far and wide,
Whilst knowing this pain, guilt and fury won't fully subside.
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Blessing for the Children
By D'vorah K'lilah
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More Dead and Gaza Moans
Song Video
https://youtu.be/DAy1HcVJ4a0
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(Lyrics: Dave Lippman. Tune: Neil Young, Four Dead in Ohio)
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Lettera per Gaza
By Gionatan Samo
A te,
Non so come starai quando leggerai questa lettera, cosa starà accadendo, dove ti troverai di
preciso. Non so come ci si deve sentire onestamente dopo così tanta violenza che accade
giorno dopo giorno con la sola colpa di esistere. Sono stato fortunato in parte per non aver
vissuto questo tipo di ingiustizie direttamente sulla mia di pelle ma questo tipo di apparente
calma sta andando svanendo. Ogni giorno qualcosa di terribile succede nel mondo, non solo
dove vanno i giornali ma un po’ ovunque c’è ingiustizia, anche nel nostro piccolo.
Io penso di essermi reso conto di quanto fosse sottile questa linea tra lo stare bene e vedere
l’orrore quando ho parlato per la prima volta con lei, una tipa qualsiasi a primo impatto ma che
ne ha passate tante, più di me sicuro, ma forse più di tanti altri. Vedere gente morire attorno
a te, la tua casa distrutta, tutto per casualità e per lucro di pochi ricconi che ci vedono tutti
quanti come pedine da usare per i loro giochi. Fa male solo immaginarlo, fa male pensarlo,
eppure lei è piena di vita, sogni e speranze.
Nessuna situazione è totalmente disperata, provo a ripetermi anche oggi con gli sbirri che
hanno manganellato studenti a Pisa e Firenze solo perché protestavano per proteggerti, per
poterti magari un giorno incontrare e imparare della tua vita, esperienza, cultura, sapere i
tuoi sogni e le tue speranze. Ho paura ma mi dà coraggio vedere che non siamo i soli a
lottare, non siamo soltanto io e te ma siamo dieci, cento, migliaia, milioni di persone che
vedono l’ingiustizia e vogliono combatterla.
Ogni giorno nel mio piccolo la vedo, lei, e ci parlo e tutto diventa bello perché il suo sorriso
dà forza a tutti. Io spero di incontrarti nella stessa maniera e di vedere il tuo sorriso di forza e
coraggio quando finalmente riusciremo a vincere. So che puoi farcela, possiamo farcela e il
destino ci farà incontrare. Non vedo l’ora!
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A Letter to a Blue Child of Gaza
By Megan Choritz
You were never meant to be that colour. You were never meant to die before your first
birthday. You were meant to be called by your name, but I will never know it. It cannot be
spoken by your family because they are all dead. You are blue because you are dead.
I am writing this letter to you, blue child of Gaza, because even though you are one of tens
of thousands of children blown up, bloody, smothered under rubble, sniped, maimed,
destroyed, it is the picture of you that will be in my mind until the day I die. I see your tiny
body, your perfect face, head, fat little hands. I will remember your body, bundled in warm
blue clothes. I imagine the terror and helplessness of being your parents who could not save
you, or themselves. Your only crime? Being alive in a world that has turned their back on
you. You have paid the ultimate price. And I am so sorry I could not have done more to
prevent your murder.
Yesterday I heard children walking down the road, where I live in Cape Town, South Africa.
They were laughing and eating ice lollies. They were alive and didn’t even know, because
why should they, that they were lucky, just to be walking down the street, and laughing.
Blue child of Gaza, I thought of you, and how you won’t ever get to do that. There is nothing
I can say to make this right. There is nothing I can do, except continue to fight for your right
to live, even though they have killed you, precious blue child of Gaza.
I think of your smile. I think of you sitting in a highchair eating breakfast. I think of you
falling asleep. I think of the countries that believe your murder was justified. I will never
forget. I will never forgive. Just know this, blue child of Gaza. Your death, your murder, your
blue body, keeps my thoughts unwavering. Palestine will be free. From the river to the sea.
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Letter to Gaza
By Cheryl Mok
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Dear Child
By Konrad Suder Chatterjee
Just don't forget your eyes are full of dates and olives,
so tasteful, so curious, and smart.
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Pride
By Kala Samuel Babu Harsha
I don't know how I would react when someone claims my existence—a lie, stating that I should
not be here; this body, this land is not mine to decide. Someone far away comes to me and
screams at me—'this is not yours, it is mine,' 'this is not correct, this is wrong.' I suppose queer
folks, out of all, could comprehend this grief more than anyone.
Our existence is always questioned. I know they say you just cannot feel the pain of the
suffering but they forget that if you are human, the feeling of empathy comes to you naturally. I
am not the one who is in the midst of war; however, this does not stop me from speaking about
the people who are. Solidarity asks for a heart, not blood.
A letter to those stories that are now misplaced boxes of dreams. A letter to those memories
that are slowly fading away with the ruins in the air. A letter to those voices that are turned into
silence by the explosion. A letter to those eyes that stare at the sky, seeking freedom in the
leftover blueness of the clouds. A letter to those lips that thirst not just for water but for their
parted loved ones. A letter to those hands that held hands, arms that hugged someone just
before their roof fell.
I hope this letter goes to those who have grown wrinkles on their faces because of the pride of
their identity—that they are of Gaza, the land that belongs to them.
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Letter to Gaza
By Maeve Caley
We hear and see your pain that you are forced to endure. You have all faced the
unthinkable. In these times of suffering, please know that there are people from every part of the
world praying for you. People around the world are fighting for your safety through protests and
petitions. There have been donations to provide some sort of aid. As the people who want to
protect you, we will continue to act as your voice during these times. I know you are all facing
grief that is unexplainable. You are not alone. Even from across the world, people have put your
identities in their hearts. We are thinking of you. We are praying for you. We are fighting for you.
Continue to pray and focus on whatever good thing you can find. Even if it is small, like meeting
someone new. Remember the time will come when you are safe and there is no one to fear.
Millions of people are sending you love and comfort during this time. We will continue to fight for
With love,
Maeve Caley
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Lettre à Gaza
By Sylvie Jopeck
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To the People of Gaza
By Braden Dunlap
I may not know exactly what you are going through, but I do empathize with you and your
families. It is very heartbreaking to hear each day the news of more atrocities being committed
against your people, families being broken, and people suffering. You may feel alone and as if
no one cares, but the world is watching, and taking a stand for what is right. Many protests are
calling for a ceasefire, as well as the leaders of cities, and schools are all calling for a ceasefire
to stop the death and destruction of Gaza. People from all across the globe wish to support, and
pray for peace and recovery in Gaza. The leaders of the world do not represent the people and
it has been very evident through this very conflict. Again, I do not know personally what you are
going through, and I cannot begin to imagine the horrors, but we stand in solidarity with the
people of Gaza and all of Palestine and stand for justice, peace, prosperity, and freedom of your
people. The world is watching, and hears you.
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A letter to Gaza
By Tina Strawn
Dear Gaza,
I dream about your freedom and joy every day.
I see us walking together hand in hand
Into healing waters for your people and mine
There will be much rejoicing and laughter again one day.
I will see you at the dance.
I feel it is important to tell you what is happening here. There is great debate, heavy and deep
and wide, about if this is a genocide or not. Many of us can’t believe our ears, our eyes, and our
own minds at the spectacle of ignorance. Their faces are like painted death clowns.
While the bombs are being dropped there, families are splitting apart here. We are tearing our
hearts open for you, bleeding your blood all over our parents and friends and the people we
work with. We force them to look at you by looking at us.
We are shattered watching you suffer and we feel helpless to stop the slaughter and starvation
you experience. We have taken to the streets by the millions. There are boycotts and protests.
Many of us have stopped paying taxes because we don’t want to contribute in any way to what
is being done to you. We will not pay for the weapons that slaughter your children. So very
many of us from all around the world, we want you to know that we see you and we will carry
your names, your lives, your voices as we sing your victory songs and pray for peace to come.
Never again! In your name! You have brought the world together. A courage you should not
have to have. I am ashamed of us. I want you to live as much as I myself want to live. And I
believe that one day, again, you shall.
We weep for your babies and for your elders. We do not want to grow old here without you. We
know that we are not free until you, sweet Palestine, are free. And because my liberation is
bound up with your liberation, I vow to remain forever connected to you, and to whatever will get
us through to the other side of this madness, this genocide, whatever will get us back to
Palestinian joy.
May I continue to feel as connected to the olive trees in Palestine as I feel connected to the
mango trees here in my backyard in Costa Rica.
May we continue to stay connected to anyone and anything that wrestles with the questions of
why does this blessed/cursed blood run through our veins and spill out from the river to the sea.
My commitment to a liberated Palestine, a liberated world from all oppression, is to not look
away and to stay connected to you, your pain, your struggle, in as many ways as I can...until all
oppressed people everywhere are free.
Palestina libre!
Until freedom,
Tina Strawn
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Letter to Gaza
By Supriya Tyagi
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Wishes for Gaza
By Maribeth Rubenstein
Mother
You are in a room
Dark and too small
Afraid
I see you
I want to open the door
You are screaming
Calls of anguish
I hear you
I want to soothe your throat
With cardamom tea and honey
You are crying
Tears of sorrow
I feel you
I want to wipe those tears with the softest linen
And hold you
You are thirsty
I want to fill your well with clear, cool water
You are hungry and cannot feed your baby
I want to serve you a feast of all your favorite foods
And your breasts to be filled with sweet milk
Your heart is breaking
I want to bring your family and friends to you
Safe and sound and whole
And make comfy seats for them next to a platter of dates
Under the shade of an olive tree
You are so sad
I want soulful musicians to play the music of your ancestors
Until your body vibrates with the sounds
You are angry
I want to witness your rage
You are bleeding
I want to bandage your wound
You are choking
I want to stop the bombs and bullets
So that you can breathe clean air
And rest
While your babies sleep in your arms
Like seeds on the head of a flower
With your petals gently wrapped around them
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Smelling of oranges and wild hyssop
And love
Making the world more beautiful
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Masacre de la harina
By Laura Diaz Ortiz
te arrebatan la vida.
¿Cómo te llamas?
La infamia crece: sobrevivir a las bombas, la pérdida de la familia, del trabajo, de la escuela,
parece que no basta; resistir al ataque de un pueblo vecino invasor transformado por el odio y
que te niega hasta lo más pequeño.
Buscando algo para paliar el hambre de tus hermanos de vida llega la ráfaga asesina que te
arrebata el aire, el suspiro, los pocos sueños, el hilo de vida que te quedaba.
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Letter to Gaza
By Alexandra Monce
Since October 7, the world has been aware of the massive shift in lives occurring
at this moment. Everyday, I watch the news and hear your cries for help. The news,
social media, and all types of media are covering the nation-wide event occurring. There
are boycotts, protests, social media posts, and petitions being put in order to make our
voices heard to the government to seek a ceasefire. As a young woman who wants to
be a part of change, I am educating myself as best as I can regarding the situation at
hand. I am also a nursing student and seeing the lack of medical attention and families
losing loved ones affects me greatly and I wish I could do more to help. It is situations
like these where I hope to assist others and hopefully make a difference. There is not a
day in class where we do not discuss the matter at hand, no matter how heartbreaking it
is. Being aware of the issues and tragedies that are happening open our eyes to the
real world. We understand that although times are hard, it is important to stay aware
and spread the messages that you are all telling us as best as you can. We hear the
frustration, cries, and pleading for help as we too pray for a ceasefire.I feel guilty
knowing that I am an American, living under a government that funds and supplies
actions I do not condone. Your voices are heard and you matter. There are numerous
articles, videos, and people that are capturing how crucial it is to address and solve the
issues you all are suffering from. We are aware of the situation at hand, and we are
doing the best we can to make a change. I pray that all issues will be solved. My heart
goes out to all the parents, children, and citizens who are suffering from this disastrous
event. From the bottom of my heart, I hope and pray that this will end and Palestine will
be free once and for all.
Sincerely,
Alex
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Silent Cries, Empty Rage
By Yannaia Veale
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Letter to You
by Mia Dominguez
In light of the shocking events that have devastated and tormented your community, I am writing
to express my sincere sympathies and condolences. My heart hurts for the loss you have
experienced and the enormous difficulties you are now facing as a result of the violence and
devastation that have occurred.
It is heartbreaking and difficult to lose loved ones, to see homes and infrastructure destroyed,
and to live in constant fear and uncertainty. Please know that there are people all throughout the
world that are in sympathy with you and share your sadness, so you are not alone in your grief.
To persist and cling to hope in the face of such insurmountable problems requires a great deal
of strength. Your tenacity is an example of the human spirit that never dies and is an inspiration
to all of us.
Please know that my prayers and thoughts are with you as you continue to strive toward healing
and navigate the challenging path ahead. I hope you are able to find moments of comfort and
support from those around you in the middle of all the suffering and misery. May you take solace
in the knowledge that you are not forgotten and that a large number of people are supporting
and caring for you. I want you to know that you are not suffering in silence and that a lot of
people are putting in a lot of effort to support and fight for your welfare and rights.
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Dear Hope
by Jheannelle Witter
Today, writers write to spread the news, and now we write to share strength
We share our words from our heart’s length
Solidarity, harmony and love we hope will be tomorrow’s present
With peace, solitude and solace, from a concerned student.
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To Gaza
By Allieyzza Marie
I am truly deeply sorry that you are experiencing these terrible acts, and for these many
months. No human should ever endure these experiences, nor should any other human
commit these acts onto another. I am sorry that the world has abandoned you, but there
are masses of people who believe in the Freedom of Palestine. There are people out
there who believe that your right to being alive is imperative, as they constantly spread
awareness and speak out in favor of a ceasefire. I am sorry to the children that were
born into this environment, and to the children that will grow up without their parents or
grandparents. I am sorry to the people who are in constant pain with no medical
assistance. I am sorry that this situation has escalated so far. Your culture will not be
forgotten. This situation will not be swept under the rug. There will be a moment in time
where Palestine is free. You will rebuild and regain strength. But the world sees you,
and we stand with you. Please do not believe these actions are in any way solicited.
You deserve all the kindness, and respect. As citizens of the Earth we all do.
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OPEN YOUR EYES
By Joshua Bulaclac
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Letter to Gaza
by Elena Pham
I hope this letter finds you amidst moments of peace and strength despite the
challenges that you may be facing. Although I am not of the Muslim faith, I would like to
wish you all a Happy Ramadan even though it may not seem like a “happy” occasion. I
write to you with a heart filled with empathy and immense pain. The struggles you have
endured are unimaginable and unbearable. Please do not lose hope during this dark
time. May Allah or God (for my non-Muslim friends) guide you through this hardship and
shed light and courage on you. I may never be able to understand how you may be
feeling but your resilience and determination shines brighter than anything. Whether it
be through raising awareness or simply offering a listening ear, please know that we are
here for you. We have not forgotten about Gaza and though this genocide has gone on
for way too long, please hold on to that hope that you have. It is incredibly difficult to see
a way forward but you are not alone. I hope that this letter helps you in any way
possible although we are very far away. That hope may be faint, but it is there, waiting
to be nurtured and cherished. I pray that there is a future of peace for those in Gaza as
well as the many lives of children that have been lost. Remember that you are strong,
resilient, and so incredibly brave despite all of the horrors you have endured. Please do
Elena Pham
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Letter
By Catherine Alvarado
My heart breaks for the babies, parents, doctors, aunts, uncles, authors, artists, and anyone
who is a HUMAN in Gaza. No one deserves to suffer how you guys are suffering. I can't imagine
what you guys are dealing with; being starved to death, and not being given water causing
dehydration which could eventually lead to death. I saw an article the other day that said you
guys think people have forgotten and don't care about Palestinians and what you guys are
dealing with. We care, acknowledge and try to spread awareness for a ceasefire. I don't want
you guys to ever feel forgotten. We feel for every mother who finds out that their child has died
in a bombing. We feel for every father that finds out his family is under all the rubble but dead.
We cry and feel sympathy for everything that is happening in Gaza. Please understand that you
are seen, and heard. You are seen around the entire world. We rally, we pray, we teach about
what is going on in Gaza. Sometimes I admire how much you guys still have so much faith. How
strong you guys are even with all the loss and mental trauma that is going on. The children that
have seen so much are probably never going to forget all the death they have seen. I'll continue
to pray and spread awareness to hopefully eventually have a ceasefire. You are loved, heard
and seen.
Love Cat,å
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To Gaza
by Christian Blair Visto
Let us raise our voice, for those who can not speak
For those who are frightened, for those who are weak
We must heed the call for those who are oppressed
We stand with Gaza, we must fight back, we must protest
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Never Forget
By Alexander Sarabia
I am not someone who can relate to the atrocities that are occurring in your homeland, I
am simply a college student in America. I, and many of my colleagues, are aware of the
genocidal intent Israel has shown since the start of this whole ordeal. I wanted to tell you that
despite how it might seem, that the world does not care, that everyone has forgotten about
Palestine and all its people, I am here to tell you that we have not. We constantly have you in
our thoughts and prayers and I can speak for myself and many, many other college students.
There is not a single week, or day, that individuals my age do not share news or other sources
of information on social media about events and stories coming from Palestine, and there are
many individuals who do this. Not only this, but many of us have also been boycotting large
companies that have shown support for Israel, and we know it's working because they have lost
millions. I hope that you can see that even we as busy college students, will still find ways to
fight back against this ongoing genocide. The message we are sending is clear: that we do not
support Israel, and we do not affiliate with anyone who does because we will not stand for
genocide and, although we might not be able to directly stop Israel from attacking Gaza, or
anywhere in Palestine, we can spread the malicious activities that they have carried out against
your people. We will not stop until everyone in the world, including the US, sees Israel for who
they truly are: monsters. We will continue sharing stories, we will continue boycotting, we will
continue protesting, and above all, we will never forget about your people because they are all
individuals, each with their own story, with their own hopes, with their own dreams, and we
deeply sympathize with this because we too are no different and no one deserves to be met with
genocide. I am here to tell you to not lose hope. Do not lose hope because the world does not
stand for genocide, we will not let it happen, it will be stopped, and one day too, from the river to
the sea, Palestine will be free.
Sincerely, Alexander
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Those of us
by Casnel Thomas
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Poem to Gaza
by Camille Thoennes
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A letter in parts to Gaza
By Isha Kathuria
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A Letter to Gaza
by Anam Qureshi
Never in my life have I ever felt so desperate and helpless at the same time. I wake up
every morning alive, and I feel guilty to be alive. Why do I deserve to live while
thousands of Palestinian people are being murdered? Then I ask myself, if I and all the
other people around the world who think and claim to be alive, all the people who have
the privilege to not have been killed, aren’t we all already dead in spirit if we’re not doing
anything, saying anything, fighting against the absolute breach of humanity that has
been happening not just since The past six months but since more than six decades.
Can we claim ourselves to be human enough if all of humanity has been lost within us,
as if we have failed even as humans?
I will always be accountable to them for my humanity and will always try to be
responsible for it and give account of it by whatever means available to me — until I
stop being human, until I take my last breath, until I die.
I must live to tell the story of Palestine, and I’ll only stop telling this story when I’ll stop
living.
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I am just writing.
By Chaity Bhatt
I don't think I have anything more to do. We say we have the same skies but I don't fear
bombs every time I look up.
It also breaks my heart to be sitting down one day and writing a letter, to you, to Gaza, to
people who are losing everything and still going on with hope, with faith, with resistance!
I know it's not just land or people or houses that make a place, it is the songs, the poems, the
stories, the lullabies, the dance and delicacies!
I am sitting under a neem tree listening to birds and for all I know, the birds have stopped flying
over Gaza.
It is an irony that the place that bandages the world with cause is left to just patch itself up.
I see videos everyday of mothers holding dead children, of people desperately digging fallen
houses with their bare hands hoping for some life underneath. I see men holding their
children, praying as they live for the next hour, it is not poetic anymore and it needs to stop.
We need to stop. We need to stop hoping and relying on the fact that someone else will do it,
that some god will do it, that the UN will do it, that someone someday miraculously will do
something and this will stop.
It angers me, pains me, hurts me and its words to feel like we cannot do anything but hope and
pray.
But we hope we pray and write. We write what we see, what was being said, what was heard,
we write the words of resistance, we write poems and we write songs.
We paint the resilience and we fill our drawings with colours so that we see a little of red some
yellow a bit of all of green and whole lot of blue to be reminded the world still bright there is still
a little light in me and in you
The colourful birds that sing and all those olives on the trees, to be reminded that homes were
once filled with colourful curtains and love and laughter, a whole lot of ocean blue, that
carried the winds of courage and resilience and that red blood ran through the blood streams
of people full of warmth all of which is grey now.
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survived! you survived!
we write, we educate, we empower,
we leave it for the seeds we plant
and for that children that sprout,
we leave behind a world, with love, light, colour, and warmth, a world with
peace -with love, hope and strength
Chaity
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Genocide Seminar Letter
By Laisa Robles
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Dear Palestinian Resilience
By Nur Hikmah
How are you? I hear of you all the time. I want to wish you are well but I don't think you are. I
hear of you all the time. People speak of you in awe and respect, but you sound tired on their
lips.
How have you been? It must be difficult for you. How long have you been around? There are
people and governments who lie to themselves about how old you are, but I first saw you when I
was a young child watching the news about Israel attacking and drowning an aid flotilla to Gaza,
so you must be older than Oct 7. I still remember her name, the ship, Mavi Marmara. I saw you
in the news then. You definitely looked older than Oct 7.
Have you been eating well? You put on such a brave face everyday but your eyes tell me you
haven't enjoyed a single meal — not even a decent one — for decades. If you can find a quiet
moment, try to savour a fruit or two. When was the last time you had one?
Do you remember what it was like to close your eyes and bite into your favourite food, which
can be something as simple as bread dipped in oil, which I know you will agree to be delicious.
Do you remember how it would taste as you sit in silence, the cool breeze on a cloudy day
making kisses on your face? I don’t know if you can remember how relaxed you were, muscles
unclenched. Not tense, completely relaxed. Do you remember?
If you can find a quiet moment, take in a few deep breaths and relax your jaw. Release the
tightness in your chest and just breathe.
I know those quiet moments don't come around often enough.
One day you will be free. Free to rest, free to relax and free from the burden that tires you, pulls
you down. One day you will be free.
Thinking of you,
Hikmah.
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A controversial piece
By Elisa Brunelli
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I am here trying to heal my shit. side You know
That hearing silence hurts
I read little, A lot, like REALLY a lot.
swipe all the videos with crying
kids I am swamped by anxiety The first time I am left alone
I cannot deal NOW with this I am nineteen.
I am young,
It is October 2023 you were a friend
Bombs are flying, kids are I’m crying, it’s disgusting,
dying EVERY DAY. The shower washes my tears
No electricity, no water, no I feel dirty, I am freezing
gas Yet a bomb on an YES I was flirting, BUT then shouting
hospital
And then another one Are you sure? It’s complex
and another one. Are you sure? The truth always lies in the
middle. Are you sure? It’s controversial.
My Israeli friends
are saying that this is really It is October 2023
complex, We shouldn’t talk of two And I start again to scream
sides. But are we? Because we cannot rest till we are all
It is October 2023 free. But today
It’s too early to talk about genocide Outside it’s raining.
Ethnic cleansing A lot, like really a lot.
-Or maybe it’s already too late It is a commensurate response
I am drawn in my drama, my trauma After a terrorist attack
It’s so difficult to take action. If you state otherwise you are supporting
But is it? Hamas. Am I?
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But is it one month? It’s not that controversial, isn’t it?
Or seventy five years?
But is it a war?
Intifada.
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I know not.
By Simon Capelle
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To the People of Gaza
By Naomi Bah
I am writing to you today, to make sure you know that you are not alone.
Of course I don’t want to deny the reality that you are facing hell on earth on your own and that
the global ruling class completely turned their back on you and is not doing anything to stop it!
So I can only imagine how alone you must feel in this nightmare. But I want to assure you that
we the People, the masses of this world stand behind you, firmly and more committed than
ever. Your cause is our cause and we won’t stop fighting until this Genocide is over, until
Palestine is free.
The world is awakening and the global South is rising. The injustices you and oppressed people
all over the world have suffered and endured, were not in vain. Your martyrs didn’t die in vain.
Your land wasn’t destroyed and taken from you in vain. It can’t be. We cannot allow it to be.
A Palestinian friend of mine told me: „The struggle between Good and Evil will stay as long
humanity stays. Hopefully one day the Good will be as organized as the Evil is in this world.“
And that’s the role we have to play here in the West: We have to mobilize and more importantly
organize, so that our collective struggle for the Good - the liberation of all Peoples by all
means necessary - will win!
I know I can’t offer you much solace, so the only thing I can do is to promise you my dedication,
my commitment and my determination to struggle for you, alongside you & with you until we
win. And Victory shall be ours.
Every night I go to bed and pray for you so lastly I want to share my prayer with you: „To the
People of Gaza“
~I pray for your Safety and Protection, the Safety and Protection of your loved ones and each
and everyone who makes Gaza your home.
May Allah grant you ease.
~I pray for all your Martyrs. I pray that there is a better place than this world and that they
have reached it by now.
May Alla make them People of Jannah.
~I pray for all the souls that still have to leave this world. I pray that your transition will be
painless, effortless and peaceful. And I pray that you will be reunited with your loved ones. May
Allah grant you ease and make you People of Jannah.
~I pray for the People in the occupied West Bank, the People in occupied Jerusalem and the
rest of historical Palestine. This is about all of you. I pray for all of your Safety & Protection, all
of your rights, your freedom, your dignity and your liberation.
May Allah make us a generation that witnesses a free Palestine and a Palestine that will
free us all.
Amen.
In Love and Solidarity, Naomi
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My Letters Stamped with Bloods in the Hands of Freedom Fighters
By Ahmad Tajuddin Ismail (Angelo Taj)
Gaza, years ago I lived with you in a love language that only few people knew. It is when they
read the stories of Mahmoud Darwish fall in love with Rita, an Israeli woman who is Jewish.
Jewish, long time ago they had the most beautiful love language before part of them are Zionist.
Gaza, years ago I saw your skies in chromatic blues, blueish that only God told me it is a gift. A
gift that no one understands is the skies that melted like honey, a place that flowers will die for.
When I see the skies from a hill, I see you knitting all the happiness to the believer of God's
words. Gaza, years ago I listened to the music from the tambourine. It is sizzling the sound of
your crescent. I guess it is time for me to move on, from all the memories and the fact that there
is no Ramadhan. I but I know, God fulfills all the hungriness to the emptiness, with sweetness of
unrejected du’a. Gaza, years ago I believed in the existence of a gold bullet is to determine
everything or nothing. I don’t believe it is to determine death or survival for innocent souls.
Existence is a place that uncoffined like a treasure box where God put all the happiness as the
glitter to all the unwanted tears. It is heaven. Gaza, years ago I waited for the sound of freedom,
I wished that freedom would have a safe sound, I thought about what is the fantom and
phantom of freedom. I know freedom is a love language that does not need blood as the trade
to all the chaos creatures. In ravenous longing, freedom is solitary. Gaza, years ago I knew you
breathe free. The autumn, the season where the sun sets down. To the river, to the ocean, to
the life unbordered and uncuffed. Your soil, it is the color of soil, it is the skin of your people
redness under the struggle and snatched by times they knew they were disappeared. Gaza,
years ago I counted how many new buds blooming in April, how many couples found their love
in September, how many rains will fall in November. By the day the new buds become home of
bees, it is the day spreading until angel wings unfolded, until mercy comes. Dear you, beloved.
Gaza, years ago I thought that life is short to worry about. Life is a love language that beautifully
speaks love as a heart that pounds God every time it’s beating. Life is a burning thing but in
God's words, it is blazing. My letters stamped with blood in the hands of freedom fighters, that is
all. My love that I will remember as the words of Gaza, that one day will shine in the ruins and
fires. In my country, behind the bars of unity, Gaza will be free, Gaza will be free, Gaza will be
free.
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Awakening
By Courtney Townsend
As I sit down to write these words, I can feel the weight of how empty and somehow
meaningless my effort to write this letter is. An effort amongst my daily tasks, my children, my
struggles of being a single mother and living in Canada with an atrocious cost of living…and
then I realize at least I have THOSE as my struggles…at least I HAVE children…at least I
HAVE a home… and nothing I write will or could lift the pain and the nightmare of what the
occupation and the powers of the world have inflicted on dear, beautiful Palestine ... .this
ancient, beautiful land that Palestinians are connected to, and that I don’t believe will ever truly
be lost. I watch my brothers and sisters here in the diaspora sink into various modes of
depression, action, passion and freeze. I likely will never truly understand the depth of your
struggles as Palestinians, but know that my empathy flows like a river, and my heart bleeds
endlessly for you. When I wake up and do what before seemed like mundane tasks, making
breakfast or driving to school, now defines my attention in a different way….because everything
I do, I do with Palestinians and the children of Gaza inside of me. I will never be the same ...
.and I know you have changed the entire world ... .somehow this has happened ... .nobody in
Canada, not many really knew about Palestine, or the previous wars, I barely knew the details
myself, and yet now everybody knows and loves you Gaza. You woke up the world, you
sparked a global movement. But I’m not sure the movement is worth it if it means your
nightmare continues for one more day even. I don’t know what the larger plan is, but I guess
that is where faith enters, and you have much deeper faith and relationship with your creator
than I ever have. You inspire me. You inspire me. You open me. And you let me feel feelings I
have never experienced. I mourn and I cry with you. I feel rage, sacred rage, anger,
powerlessness, I wish for so many things. I let my rage move me to do meaningful, helpful
things from here in Canada…but I want to scream at some people...to make them feel horrible
for not doing more…I can't understand it sometimes.
Im reaching out to each and every one of you in solidarity, in spirit, my spirit and tears drip onto
the screen of my phone… and so I do everything I can here in Canada…I talk about you, I
protest for you with your relatives, I put pressure on my government, and I cry more, and I talk
to my children and show them everything, and I cry more.
In the midst of chaos and despair, your resilience shines like a beacon in the darkness. Each
day, as you navigate through the rubble of shattered dreams and broken promises, you display
a courage that defies all logic….you are the definition of resilience and true resistance which
cannot be separated from liberation. And then I learn that this resistance and resilience has
been going on for almost a century on your beloved land…this horror has not only happened to
you, but to the land and all the living parts. I watch documentaries on Deir Yassin, and 1948
Palestinians, I watch films like Farha and cry unconsolably, I learn about people like Khader
Adnan and Ghassan Kanafani and Mahmoud Darwish and Ahed Tamimi. And so many others
both historical and contemporary. I don’t think I have ever learned so much, so concentrated,
with such enthusiasm, as I have since October 7 2023. I know so much about Palestine and its
people now…and I'm so so grateful and happy I know. I also say Gaza properly…I try to say it
from the back of my throat, which is closer to my heart. I'm inspired and moved by every detail
and new piece I learn about Palestine, its people, its culture, its beautiful parts. And I'm even
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inspired by resistance movements such as Hamas, because I can't say that I might not do the
same if I lived through what the people of Gaza have lived through and witnessed through the
generations. And I have learned so much…and I have decolonized my mind, and I continue to
question everything and learn some more.
I wish I could be there to stand with you, to hug you, to be exposed to death as you are, at least
that would be a meaningful use of a human life…from the outside, from the western world and
its colonial death machine sickness that seeps into everything and everywhere…it seeps into
Palestine.
Your unwavering spirit is a testament to humanity. Palestine is a call to the entire human race.
So many worlds lost, each individual murdered, is an entire world lost, an entire potential, and
someone’s everything. The echoes of loss, the screams of anguish, and the silent tears shed in
the dead of night when I look at the sun here, and in the shining sun, when I look up at the
moon here…and I think of you….these sorrows, these unending tapestries of sorrows weaved
into the fabric for generations to come…its too much to bear. My heart aches as I imagine the
innocence of children stripped away by the horrors of conflict. The laughter silenced, the
playgrounds deserted, and the skies tainted with the smoke of destruction—they serve as stark
reminders of the cruelty of our world. We yell and demonstrate, we continue, through the days
the months, and yet those in power are not listening…and I wonder if a human heart can
completely burn out through a sick life of power and greed, maybe its possible they just don’t
feel anymore…otherwise, how could they? How do they sleep at night? How do they interact
with their children, grandchildren, how do they not see the faces of Palestinians in every face
they look back at?
Yet, amidst the chaos, there is beauty to be found…maybe… there is still always beauty. It is in
the laughter of children playing amidst the ruins, the kindness of strangers offering a helping
hand, and the flicker of hope that refuses to be extinguished. But I know there is chaos and
survival there too…..
And know that you are not alone in your struggle. (God how stupid that sounds) But! There are
millions of souls across the planet who stand in solidarity with you, yearning for a world where
Palestine is FREE.
In the end, it is love—the most powerful force in the universe— that will triumph over hate. So,
let us love fiercely, forgive generously (but also demand justice) and embrace each other as
fellow travelers on this journey called life...in our thousands and millions, we are all
Palestinian….LOVE will win…we will not stop…we continue to fight for Palestine, and we will
continue in this deep love, as we know that this fight is rooted in truth…
Oh!!!!!! People of Gaza, People of Palestine..you are the heart of this awful, beautiful and
mysterious world.
Ohh!! People of Palestine, we will continue to resist and fight with love…our voices, our spirits
our bodies carrying us grow stronger and louder and our passion for you calls for others to
join…we rise against this genocide, and the ongoing Nakba, we
rise against oppression and injustice, we rise against the destruction of the land, we rise
against racism and fascism and power structures that allow these atrocities to happen…we
rise against the hurt people merely unleashing their own hurt onto others, although in the
most brutal ways imaginable…
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And thank you for providing the rest of us an opportunity to understand who we are in this
world, for planting the seeds of LOVE that are RIGHT NOW turning into the greatest forms
of justice and truth that we may witness in our lifetimes.
I love you.
Assalamu Alaikum
. لكن قلبي وانتباهي موجهان نحوك، من الجانب اآلخر من العالم،أنا أحبك وأنا هنا
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تدون الخسارات
لمالئكة ّ
By Tahani Abuarra
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ال بأس أن ّ
تدخني بشراهة الحرب؛ وما من أحد يستطيع
وأن تتلفظي بألفاظ نابية أن يوقفك اآلن
هذا الكون ٌ
بيت ميّت. كم من السنوات واأليام
ستكشطين من شباب هذه
هل يمكن أن يموت اإلنسان
البالد وأنت تضحكين!
من الجوع؟
تفرضين نفسك مث ّل الحبّ
منذ خمسة أشهر والخيال يقول:
والكره
نعم.
وتشبهين األبدية.
ّ
غزة
أريحا؛
صديقاتك يكبرن بسرعة
الحياة هنا تسير بشكل طبيعي،
ويهجرنك
الجيران البعيدون يحتفلون بواحدة من قصور البلد
وأنت تكتبين نصا ً طويالً
يوزعّون األغاني التي كنا نسمعها قبل
عن المخاض
السابع من أكتوبر
بدالً عن ك ّل األبناء الذين
وأنا أف ّكر بالموت الذي صرت أعرفه.
تحلمين بهم.
الحياة هنا تسير بشكل طبيعي،
الرجال صاروا يبحثون عن الخبز في حاويات القمامة،
أي ّتها المدينة الزرقاء
الرجال الذين كانوا يعملون لدى العدو جوعى اآلن.
برقبتك التي تسيل دما ً
ربما كان رجل الدين الذي أخبرهم
حارّ اً صاعداً،
أنّ العمل لدى العدو شيء جائز
مثل شمس صغيرة
-ألنّ هذه البالد كلّها لنا -يسخر منهم.
تريد أن تموت حتى
الحياة هنا تسير بشكل طبيعي
تبكي وراء البحر والجبال.
لك ّنني غالب الوقت ال أصد ّقها
فارغ يجلسُ الحبّ
ٍ على مقع ٍد
وأف ّكر كيف يمكن للموت أن يجلس هناك
وجواز السفر ونشرة أخبار العالم
على بعد مئة واثنان من الكيلومترات
تحكي عن ك ّل األقاصي
مرّ ة واحدة كلّه في ٍ
آن واحد
سوى جرحك الذي ال يلتئم.
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ليس بوج ٍه واحد،
يجلس بدون وجه ،يملك الوجوه كلّها.
وعلى الضفة المقابلة يد القاتل الذي يملك ك ّل الشرّ ،
يحترق الزيتون ويبقى المواطن المسكين
يحمل جمجمته بيده مقابل كيس طحين.
نحن آثمون؟
ال شيء يحدث ،ال شيء من ك ّل هذا الموت،
نحن فقط نتخيّل.
٢٣آذار٢٠٢٤-
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Untitled.
Submitted by Amal Murad
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To the women who made the bag that I carry with me every day.
By Lapis Lazuli
To the women who made the bag that I carry with me every day.
I carry this bag with me wherever I go since I got it. In it I carry my notebook and pen in which
I’m writing this to you.
On the bag, there is beautiful tatreez, in the colours red, black, white, and green. I carry my
whole life in this bag, everything I need in order to be safe once I leave my house.
As I walk out the door and travel through all these different spaces I get to carry this pocket
space that you’ve created, when I carry this bag I’m carrying you too, I’m holding onto you.
My mom taught me how to embroider, she taught me about how all different types of
stitches tell stories of our life, the way we pass these threads through the cloth represents
our steps, my favorite stitches are the ones that you have to retrace, one stitch forward,
and then two stitches back, teaching us about how walking our paths can at times feel
backwards, how looking “back” is a vital part in moving forward towards our design.
As I carry this bag with me, resting on my right shoulder, the weight of what I carry inside of it
reminds my body that they are there, and therefore reminding me that I’m here, it helps me stay
present within the moment, and within memory, I’m so grateful that I get to carry this cultural
heritage with me, that I get to show it’s beauty and irreplaceable worth, not only this bag and the
tatreez, but also you the women who crafted this, I hope that the money I paid for it aids you in
life, that it helps you survive the oppression you face, the oppression that my government is
forcing me to pay for.
In this bag I also carry a small gift that I was given a few years ago by a dear friend of mine that
is no longer with us. She taught me so much about Palestine, about Gaza, I carry her and her
love for the land and its people with me in this bag. This bag helps me to refuse letting go, I
refuse to let go of you, every time I see a photo, a video, a piece of writing, when I hear your
music or the sounds of your surroundings, when I experience these parts of you, I’m being
helped in holding onto you. Just like this bag is helping me to not let go, as I hold this bag, as I
show my surroundings this tatreez, I’m nestling you in my heart and the hearts of those around
me, thank you for aiding me in this. I do not know your name, or your face, but I love you, my
love for you is not unlike the love I have for my mother who taught me how to embroider and
not unlike the love I have for my friend that passed away.
With this letter I hope to stitch my care for you into my heart, so that even if I were to lose this
bag, I’d still be unable to let you go. May your tatreez, and therefore your path, your lived
experience, live on, stitched into the hearts of everyone.
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Untitled
By Aurora Ala-Hakula
You talk about the silence you have experienced since October. About the silence that followed
the death of an 18-year-old cat on your street. The body of a bombed cat lying on the street. No
more humming, purring, squealing, no more flashes of light reflected by shiny fur on the walls of
the house. You said you would no longer hear the sound of bombardment, the all-piercing terror
and violence, the howling of ravaged creatures. You talk about silence. Since that moment, the
silence of the people has been the only sound you have been able to hear.
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This is a love letter to you, Handalhon cafe
By Even
I never visited you but it feels like I know you. I saw you through journalist Eid Yara’s feed and I
have not been able to let go of thinking about you ever since. She posted about you on 4th of
January 2024. This picture of you was taken a year ago. In the picture she is sitting in your cozy
glow, surrounded by her friends. The cool blue light from her laptop is shining on her face, as a
contrast to the warm dim candle light atmosphere of the cafe. Behind the people in the photo,
there is a painting that they have painted on your walls. It says Palestine in Arabic, along with
names of indigenous villages and cities they were displaced from.
From Eid’s expression and the expressions of the people sitting beside her, you can see that
she feels very safe among these people. She writes that you used to be her second home,
where she would spend most of her time. The people who took care of you are her friends,
Ragheed and Rana. Ragheed built the cafe under his home and it became a small home for a
small family. As Eid writes: ”We discussed politics, love, revolutions, planned our futures, drank
lots of coffee, ate together and most importantly laughed without any limits. We laughed our
hearts out. We also cried at times”
My heart wrenches as I think about how it feels to laugh among people you feel totally safe with.
Those moments are what true happiness feels like, in the bottom of your belly. Being
surrounded by loved ones, people that you can show yourself with, not having to worry if you
are too much or not enough. During the taking of the picture, Eid was conducting a focus group
for her dissertation on the resistance of Palestinian journalists. Some of the people in the photo
she just met for the first time. When she asked them about living under the occupation and their
daily challenges, the electricity went off. That’s why they are sitting by candlelight.
A year after the picture was taken you were destroyed in the genocide. You were bombed. I can
write this, but I can’t fathom this. Like losing a loved one, it feels like your spirit still lingers here.
You are not lost, as long as there is someone who remembers you, who keeps calling your
name.
I’m thinking about a song from one of my favorite movies, Baghdad Cafe. In the song Jevetta
Steele sings ”I’m calling you” and you can feel her cry in every corner of your heart. That song
is a song I play when I need to cry my heart out. I can depend upon that song. It will always
make me cry, when I need it. When I listen to that song, I will think about you, Handalhon cafe.
You will always remain here, in my heart. I will keep crying, calling you.
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TO THE PALESTINIAN JOURNALISTS IN GAZA AND IN THE WEST BANK
By Rawany
I want to start these devotional letter series with you. Forgive me for the tears that are blurring
my eyes. I’m looking at a picture of you with your left hand on your hips, wearing your press
gear amongst the rubble that currently is your home, the beloved Gaza. A beautiful light silver
fur covers the lower half of your face. Your eyes look intently into the camera but I would be a
fool to fail to notice the exhaustion in your eyes.
I will never forget how you as a journalist became the subject of the news. How your reporting
was disrupted by the tragic news of the bombardment of the house that your family had taken
shelter in. In a post I read a bit more about your relationship with your wife and the beautiful
romance in your relationship. How you would phone her every day to send her updates and how
deeply worried she must have been for your safety. I hope that every inch of your soul clings on
to the memories of these beloved ones that you lost…
I don’t think myself or the people in the place where I live, will ever understand the incredible
strength it takes to endure what you had to endure and still answer to the responsibility of being
the voice for your peoples immediately after such a loss. Of course how could you stop, with
Israeli terror bombing chasing you and the Gazans with every minute. Perhaps it was the honor
of your loved ones that you were trying to keep alive, by picking up your press gear immediately.
And perhaps, at that moment the responsibility to be the voice of Gaza, outweighs any personal
sufferings. What a giant heart and giant shoulders you must have to bear this responsibility with
the gracefulness that you do!
There’s another picture of you and your beloved Hamza in an embrace, and him giving you a
kiss on your forehead. This seems to be taken a day after Samer got martyred and when you
got injured by that attack. When I zoom into the details of this photo, I notice how your right
hand is resting on the ribs of Hamza. With your eyes closed, you are sinking into this intimate
moment and drinking from the fountain of love that pours from Hamza’s kiss into your body. Your
son breathing strength and courage back into you, probably with the same firm loving grip as
the many times you have held him when he was a little boy. This incredibly soft moment
between you and Hamza speaks of the unbreakable kind of love that the Palestinians have for
one another. In a political world that demonizes Palestinian men, it is this moment between a
father and a son, amidst an ongoing genocide, that speaks so gently yet with a great clarity
about the future of Palestine. A Free Palestine where fathers and sons can hold one another in
a firm embrace without the deadly threats of the Occupation lurking around the corner.
I want to thank you for all the ways that you have shown and continue to show what it really
means, to bear the responsibility of being the voice of a whole people. I will cherish this picture
of you and Hamza and come back to it whenever I need courage spoken back into my bones,
courage that is vital in this long fight for liberation.
With huge admiration and hope that sooner than later we will meet in a Free
Palestine.
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A Love Letter to the Cats of Gaza
By Aino-Kaisa Koistinen
Do not ask a cat, who she belongs to, for the cat belongs to no one
and to the whole of humanity
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To the cats of Gaza
By Hanima Nawaz
Being a cat parent, I write to you on behalf of my own beloved cats and extend warm whisker
greetings to you and your furless companions in Gaza.
As I write this letter to you, I see my youngest one, Jhilmil, run around my home, doing the
fastest laps at 3 in the morning, being her happiest. And I wonder how long you have gone
without playing chase with your human siblings. I wonder if you chase the shadows of
uncertainty with the same fervor that my cats pursue the stuffed toy hung at the end of the stick.
My middle one, Manyaari, is feisty, she roars down the roof of our house when she is not served
her food on time. She feasts on scraps of abundance, contrary to the whispers of hunger that
haunt your streets. How do you endure, little ones, in a land where survival is not a choice but a
testament to tenacity?
My oldest one, Genie, is a bit cowardly. The sound of the blender is enough to snatch the soul
out of his body. He rushes to my arms till the evil stops echoing around him. And then I am
reminded of the parallel worlds we inhabit, where your gentle purrs of contentment are
constantly drowned out by the ear splitting bombardments. Where do you seek solace, when
there is not a safe corner as far as you can see.
While I shower my own cats with love and affection at the comfort of our home, I cannot help but
envy the depth of connection you share with your furless companions, who refuse to leave your
side. Companions who stayed true to their promise even when they are stripped of it every
passing day. Companions who refuse to not love, not care, not take accountability.
And so, dear cats of Gaza, on behalf of Genie, Manyaari and Jhilmil, I pray for the day when
you would be able to visit us here, at our home, not having to risk losing yours forever. We shall
work towards the day when you frolic in the warmth of your home again as your mischievous
self, breaking things, and ripping curtains, being you... as you should be.
With love
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Letter to Gaza
By Nat Wastnidge
Today I watched someone throw 2 slices of toast into the bin that were 'too overdone' for them
to eat.
I thought of the tiny Palestinian boy that had queued for hours to get beans for his family, only to
accidentally drop them into the rubble. He spent the next good while carefully picking each
precious bean from the ground and dusting off whatever debris he could so he could take food
back to his family.
We take so much for granted and we shouldn't. Now, everything I do each day makes me think
of someone in Palestine who is living this humanitarian nightmare. WE have created so many
on this earth.
Does it make me feel grateful that I can turn on a tap, eat, shelter? Maybe it used to but now it
makes me feel guilty and sad at the injustice and inequality of it all. I feel vulnerable because as
we continue to see the human rights of 'those people' 'over there' being eroded at a terrifying
rate, I am under no illusion that this could be us one day.
I wonder if i would have the same strength and resolve that 1000's of these people have. I relive
scenarios in my mind. I question my decisions on a daily basis. I wonder who would stand with
ME and who would turn away. I feel the cold in my home and think about trying to shelter in my
3rd tent that is under fire.
It is incomprehensible, but what I am choosing to be witness to each day is leaving an indelible
mark on my heart and soul.
I feel different now. It is easy to open your eyes and 'look' but to open your heart and 'see'., that
is what so many more of us need to do.
It has taken this genocide, this one of many that we've watched in our lifetime, to really open me
up to do something and I am bittersweet grateful for that.
We need to keep solidarity alive, for all of us, every single day that we get to live'.
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Dear Olive Trees of Palestine
By Shabana Hassan
You have been native to this land longer than any one of us.
You have lost the People who gave you life and at times, you have lost yourself
too. But the winds of change have begun gusting through your leaves.
Eyes and hearts have been opened to the cries and chants.
Your branches represent beyond palatable peace, now also unshakable resistance.
Akin to you, we will survive the long draughts of scorching oppression and withstand winters
of injustice.
Both you and I will hold tight to our roots – mine to my humanity and you to the soil of
Palestine, from the river to the sea.
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Love Letter to Gaza
By Emma Fält
I have seen you carrying each other. Comforting each other. Dancing together. Singing together.
In the middle of all horrors.
I hear this place was a paradise by the sea. Warm, soft evening, filled with loved ones, waves
and laughter. Speaking from your soul with tender eyes on friends.
I hope soon this is all over. You can return to rebuild this paradise.
There’s a small flower emerging from the rubbles, one of resistance and togetherness and truth.
I hope one that blooms for the world. Truth of how the world is, how our leaders are nothing but
darkness.
My wound is burning rage. This fight we’ll have for the rest of our lives. Gaza in our hearts
grows roots deeper and deeper.
Karo, Finland
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Seeds of the Intifada
By Isha Kathuria
Dear Palestine,
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land of milk & honey
By Natalie Shell
let it gently bend down and embrace the dust, welcoming the fallen angels
and carry them onward, upward
a graceful murmuration pulsing in the sky
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Before I Throw Away This Orange
For Bisan Odeh
By Hasheemah Afaneh
Dear Bisan,
It took me a few weeks before I started following you on social media. No one was using the
word genocide yet. A part of me was wishing the bombardment would last only a few days - a
few weeks at most - and we would all go back to being strangers. The mind makes odd
calculations when it is in shock: if I don’t follow you on social media, then I am sure this will end
soon. I spent the first few weeks in shock at what I was seeing on my phone screen. This shock
carried on into all parts of my life, personal and professional. I couldn’t remember what was said
in most work meetings. I’d forget to eat. I couldn’t sleep more than two hours without waking up
for another two, and so on.
You kept appearing on my timeline. None of us have any right to ignore you.
I started following you the day you posted a video showing the destruction of your work studio. It
was early on, and still, no one was using the word genocide, and like myself, you were in
colorful summer clothes then. I can’t believe we’ve changed seasons again, and we’re
supposed to go back to wearing colorful summer clothes. How do we find color in the world after
taking the color out of Gaza?
Speaking of seasons, in the winter, I went to buy new boots after I wore out the ones I’ve had
forever. I went to a shoe store, and thought how every winter growing up in Palestine, I’d go
shopping for winter clothes and boots with my mother. I started to wonder if that is something
you did with your mother. I started to cry, and no one around me had any idea why.
I got used to waking up to your saying, ‘Hi, my name is Bisan, and I’m still alive.’ Not the kind of
‘used to’ that normalizes the situation, but the kind where, if I didn’t see your profile immediately
on my grid when I woke up, I’d start to ask my friends if they heard from you. It’s crazy how you
don’t know us, but we know you.
I can’t bare to see you cry, and as the days of the genocide increase, the more times I see you
cry. Your features and your English pronunciation remind me of my little sister, so when I hear
you cry, I think of my sister in your situation, and I want to burn the world to the ground.
One day, you posted a video of you having found an orange. I can’t remember if this was when
you were at Al-Shifa Hospital or not, but you found an orange, and you showed us how there
was a bit of mold on it. With a smile on your face, you peeled the orange and ate it. Now, when I
look at oranges, I think of you. When I see mold, I think I am no better than you. I peel the
orange and eat it.
In solidarity,
Hasheemah
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Poems through the war
Nadine Murtaja
1.
And if death
does not suffocate me
the smoke will
carrying memories, screams
the remains of families
from years ago
smoke that announces
the burial of a new civil record
into a mutilated grave.
I now fear counting.
I fear numbers will turn
in my head
I count stars
only to realize
they are warplanes
delivering souls,
to their final abode.
When my mother
saw a bright white light,
she told me
tenderly
what a dazzling star it was.
Until the light departed,
stealing more voices
from the streets.
2.
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You are still my sole witness,
The distant mirage of my existence as a human.
Forgive me, I thought the house would remain
An anchor of safety, where the scent of books and pictures
Would ease your solitude.
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Letter to the disabled and sick people of Gaza
By Ar Utke Ács
I think of you daily and I have been for the past, soon, half a year. The world was not made for
us, the crips, the chronically ill, the mad, the immunocompromised, and now you are in
circumstances that abled bodied people cannot even survive. A mass-disabling in fact. A
ongoing genocide. I can’t believe my own eyes. My heart is breaking every day. My jaw
clenches in rage from the injustice. I have watched videos of deaf people who don’t hear the
airstrikes. Pictures of people who have no chance of climbing through the rubble. Fridges for
medicine that are banned from entering by the zionist occupation forces. I can only think of the
people on the other side that are operated without anesthesia and people who don’t receive the
medication their lives depend on. The Al Shifa hospital is currently besieged and as an
immunosuppressed person, I know how dire a hospitalisation can be as a patient under normal
circumstances. During war, under these circumstances, it is unfathomable. As disabled people
we are often the first to go under any circumstance – people are taught to question the value of
our existence. But I get to witness your strength and the true beauty of your people. We see
you. We hear you. And we won’t stop witnessing – even from afar.
You are teaching us sumud and we are doing our best to learn from you. To show up in
solidarity in a whole array of ways. We have been demonstrating every week since October –
most often several times a week. Whatever city I go to, I will find the local demonstration
network. We are queers, we are disabled people, medical workers, students, jews, young and
old. We have organized sit-ins in public spaces and have been thrown out by the police. We
have gathered donations and sent e-sims. We have started study circles to learn more deeply
about your culture, your land and your people. About the zionist forces threatening all of this
beauty. We have been marching through the dark nights of the Nordic hemisphere with torches.
My friends set up tables across from the Swedish parliament in the middle of a snow storm
under the title “For Gaza’s Children” for people to write down all the names of children martyred.
I wrote the name of Saleh Kamal Mansour Sobh and grieved the fact that this faulty world had
lost yet another young human life with all its dreams, imagination and future ahead. My
colleagues and I have been writing our local institutions to push them to show their
solidarity and humanity. And in some cases it has made a difference: it has led to statements
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and also a public reading of the Gaza Monologues back in November. The monologues made a
deep impact on all of us. It takes you, the Palestinian people out of the absurd news cycles and
give us the chance to peek into what your realities and dreams look like and how the
violence affects you, but hasn't stopped your children’s visions for their future. At least not until
now. We are speaking up against zionists and people defending zionism an apologists of
this genocide or occupation. We are educating people that are misinformed and undereducated.
We are praying for you and lighting candles at night in your honour. I am supporting a colleague
of Syrian descent to host an azza for Gaza, to create a space to hold grief and transform
hopelessness into solidarity. There hasn’t been a day where I haven’t thought of you and the
people of Gaza. The methods and approaches are many and varied, but they all have to come
together for this to matter in the long haul. The voices of solidarity of the world are loud
and clear. We will never be able to do enough for you, but we will be able to persevere. I would
like you to know that we see you and we will keep on raising our voices and take action to
the best of our abilities and beyond. You have shown us that you are a free people and that it is
the rest of the world living in shackles, not able to keep up to speed with your grace.
A friend of mine of Gazan descent, now living in Norway, had his first child in the beginning of
October before the current attacks began. The baby is called Samar and is a ray of light
amidst this catastrophe. As she grows and her beauty is revealed so is the horror of the world
she was born into. But we are nothing without our hope and the steadfastness you teach us
every day. And when the day comes, I will do my best in supporting the rebuilding of your
beautiful country.
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The Colors of the Rainbow
By Althea Valencia
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Their light will never die.
By R
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