Hey buddy,

Muje to tum janti hi hogi akhir muje log bhul to jate hai lekin tum nhi bhuloge yhe
to muje peta hai.As you know that todays is my birthday and ya I am happy today
kyunki tumhe betana padhta hai nhi to tum jada hi doctor ban jati ho meri.lekin
muje acha lagtahai jab tum meri doctor ban jaati ho akhir bestie ka kaam hota hai
apne male bestfriend ka dhyaan rhekne ka?????
Aur betao??? Yhi khe kr to humari baat shuru hoti thi aur humesha ki tareh tu khe
ti thi kya batauuu kuchhai hi nhi……………………… koi nhi yhe bhi shi hai kn to kya
hua mai hu na so btw ik is cheez ka be shabhar se intezaar kr rhe the to ab vo
intezaar khatam hua.

4th march 2023 yhe vo din tha jab hum pheli baar mile the snap pe vo bhi tab jab
tumne quotes bheje the waise tum heli bhi bhejte the ekin tab mai padhta nhi tha
uske liye sorry lekin is din maine jab maine padha to I was little bit worried that
how a somebody can be depressed like me ?????? lekin milane wale bhi hume
baghwan hi the idk how kyunki mai to vrindavan apni problems ka solution
mangne gya tha to Krishna ji ne tuje de diya .

Starting me to humari baat to itni nhi hui thi kyunki na tu muje janti thi na mai
tuje janta tha lekin hi hello krke jab bhi baat hoti thi hum ek dusre ko dheere
dheere krke samajte the great . Ab starting me kisi pe trust krna to mushkil hota
hai lekin maine tuj pe kiya kyunki somehow muje lega ki jo problems tumne face
kri ya jhel rhi ho is very similar to me so I thought a person who is depressed like
me facing problems like me cant broke the trust at all so tab se tumpe barosa
krna maine start krdiya . And see I was right that you are different from others
and you are. Mai tab bhi kheta tha that you are best don’t loose hope and aaj bhi
kheta hu lekin mai to tumse wada kiya tha mai tumhee theekkr dunga lekin ptani
kab hua ki tumhi muje theeek kr skte ho ek dam se pura baat hi palet gyi……
Hum phele dost hi the aur sab khete the ki tum aesi ho waisi ho lekin tab bhi and
aaj bhi idc what cares haa kabhi kabhi ho janta hu thoda gussa bhi aur emotional
bhi jab koi tumare bare me galat kheta hai kyunki koi tumare bare me galat khene
ka hak nhi hai isliye aur koi tumhe support kare ya na kare mai to humesha hi
kerunga marte dam tak.

Ab jaise ki tumhe peta hai faltu baate to mai bhot hi krta hu lekin use tumhe gussa
aese aa jata hai ki tumhe jab tak menao nhi tab tak mann ki shanti nhi milti islie
mai jab bhi gussa dilao to uske liye sorrrryyyyyyyyyyy………….
Waise koi bhi mere itni jaldi kareeb aya to nhi aur kab tum itni important ban gyi
peta bhi nhi chela isliye tum pls kabhi muje chod ke jana ager kuch galat lage
mere bareme kabhi to muje usi wakt beta diya kero mai tabhi theek ho jaunga
tumare liye lekin tumhe muje chod ne ka permission nhi hai bilkul bhi smji??????
Chelo mai tumhe apne kuch khaas cheez betata hu jo tumhe peta nhi hoga yhe to
tuje peta hai mai kitna pagal hu hahahahahaahahahahah
Lekin actually I am in pain evertime kyunki muje peta hai na ek time hua krta tha
ki mai ek din street pe so gya tha gher se bhagke kyunki us din muje mere papa
aur mummy ne dono jab betaya about the situation I was very depressed so to
bhaag gya tha gher se lekin gher me yhe bola tha ki mai apne dost ke gher jaa rha
hu 1 din rhene tab muje peta chela street pe sona un logo ke liye kitna mushkil
hota tha tab se kya starting se mai humesha kuch paise bechake un logo ki
khushike liye taras jata tha kyunki dost than hi mera koi isliye apne aap ko khush
rhekne ke liye maine dusro logo ki khushi ke bare me socha isliye mai humesha
apna birthday anath ashram me benata hua aa rha hu aur humesha benaunga
kyunki meri khsuhi hi duro ki khushi me hai isliye mai apni family se sabse jada
pyaar krta hu aur rhunga kyunki koi ager unke bare me galat bole to merse she
dikkat hai ameer hai to aur dikkat hai kyunki sab log dosti paiso se hi krte hai lekin
tunne von hi kiya tunne merse pyaar/dosti kin a ki mere background se aaj kel
aese log kha hi milte hai ……
Ik in sab padhne ke baad tum emotional to ho hi gye hoge isliye pls rona mat
kyunki jab tum rote ho dard muje hota hai and that pain is the worst feeling after I
have feel after one situation so pls never cry and if I make you cry then I am really
sorry waise to tuje tightly hug to krna chahta hu lekin ptani kab wo din ayegi……
Lekin idk why you trust me care of me even I am the worst son, worst friend and
everything then you also choose me .ya same I choose you because ik you are
right person for me so never say I am ugly I have no looks so why?? Does
everytime boy choose girl bcz of this reason then you are wrong ..

Btw after knowing what you actually thought about future that you have to take
care of your family I support your choice koi nhi sabki apni apni choice hoti hai
ager tumari yhi choice hai then its very proud moment for your family as well for
you also I hope you support and give hand to your family everytime . its okay if
according to your family if they choose someone else for you promise me you will
accept it as a child of your parents as what they have decide is always right for
you…… Bczi always want where evr you are just keep smilling and remain happy
from all over the earth…..
Yaa btw thank u bolna humne mena to kiya tha lekin yha mai bolung bcz I owe
you a lot thanks a lottttttttttttttttttttttttttt……………… buddy for all your support
and care towards me bcz tumara datna maar khana and everything you do for me
is not an ordinary person will do for a that person who is full of imperfection ….
Ab ptani maine tumare liye kabhi kuch kiya ya nhi lekin I hope ki maine kabhi bhi
kuch galat na kiya hu tumare liye haa kabhi kabhi bakwas krta hu kuch galat kaam
kr deta hu lekin haa kabhi tumhe rulaunga to nhi jisse meri vjey tuje kuch ho na vo
kyunki ager meri vjey tuje kuch hua to mai apne aap ko kabhi maaf nhi kr paunga
kyunki family ke liye bhi same kuch galat kr deta to muje puri raat neend nhi aa ti
sirf ek cheez galat ki vjey se bcz mai apni family se bhot pyaar krta hu unke liye
mai kuch bhi kr skta hu .