CREATING RITUAL

GAY TANTRIC SEX

CREATING SANCTUARY
ENEMAS:HOW TO
PORN PRACTICE
PRACTICE V. THEORY
GATHERINGS
GATHERETTES
*CALLS
BUTT PAGE SUBJEKT
PUSSY SPRACHE
BULLETIN BOARD
SAFER SEX NOTES
EF POSTCARD No.6
HERBS
REFLECTIONS

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 "The (Judea-Christian) fetish, but it is elegantly
Bible contains six subverted by the more
admonishments to powerful subtext of this
homosexuals & 362 admonishments to heterosex- beautiful transexual’s aura. Junis in his quarterly
uals. That doesn't mean that God doesn't love het- column, between land searches, writes on the
erosexuals. ...It's just that they need more supervi- foods and herbs to keep the blood flowing to where
sion."[from anonymous internet profile] it needs to flow. You’ll notice a column on the left
20March2004
But perhaps we do need SOME guidance as well, throughout most of this MpZ with practical issues
SweatLodge Gatherette Freny &
TTinvite you to Durnau Germany for a
and with that in mind this issue of from Safer Sex guidelines –to- Butt
Færie SweatLodge See pg5 the MpZ is presented as a begin- shaving –to – preSex yoga stretch-
9-15 Feb 2004 ners/users guide to some of the ing (Dominic) positions. It is ment
LotusFæries (Bangkok/Asia) SEX issues we don’t discuss/share as a constant and I hope you enjoy
Habibi Has become “Mei-Mei” and wel - enough between each other. I hope it and find it of valuable interest.
comes Færie energie & visitors in
Thailand. Come to the Tropical it can serve as an interesting useful SunFlower (our brilliantly smart
Paradise gathering in Feb2004 framework to compare and contrast and ‘geil’Buttpage subject from the
contact: [email protected] your own experiences. My apolo- previous MpZ) has written a piece
gies to the bio—girls for the lack of on Gay Tantric Sex which he prac-
abundant lesbian nor Bi experi- tices with his husband and lovers.
ences presented. Within the context of his upbringing
PG 2 C ALENDER/EDITOR(ESS) Let me note, for the record, that as a hindu Dutchman he takes the
PG 3-5 C ALLS none of the ‘men-of-color’ are your time to elucidate us on the issues
PG 6 G ATHERETTES editor(ess) other than this picture of energy and fucking. Merlin
PG 7-8 C REATING SANCTUARY here>. takes a more western academic
(PLUS 14, 31, 32) Sex is controversial and disruptive approach while articulating the
PG 9 H ERBS BY JUNIS in our western culture. Sex can sig- motivation of pleasure given and
PG 10 EXCELLENT SEX SPELL nificantly alter some peoples per- received. Christian from Paris
PG 11 E MBODIED PLEASURES sonalities outside of the way they also presents his personal views
PG 15 CR: TANTIC F UCKING are perceived everyday. Some people use sex for on Sex and empathy and serves as an interesting
PG 18 P USSY SPRACHE power others use sex to relinquish power. Sex can contrast between the multiple submissions we
PG 19 H EART BENEATH...BELT serve as the locus of ones personal politics. Harry hope you will find illuminating and useful in their
PG 20 SEXPLEASURE hay boycotted the 25th Anniversary of the diversity. Vivre la différence! I’ve also hunted the
PG 21-25 MPZ SEX THEME Christopher Street StoneWall uprising in protest web to find some items of interest. Porn is not only
PG 26 P OETRY/FÆS OF OZ due to the banning of NAMBLA(a pedophile sup- in the form of images so I have placed some texts
PG 27 P HOTOS BY BIRON port group) from the march/parade. Issues of sex- that perhaps have merit to be reviewed. Sex cums
PG 29 RU P OST-GAY? uality and consent and power will remain present in many forms from solo to orgies and some
PG 33 ... A GOD forever. Pedophilia and Barebacking (the nuances thoughts or advice is presented on both.
PG34 M PZ P OSTCARD NO.6 of those debates are unfortunately Not covered MoonBeam (a previous Buttpage subjekt) offers
PG35 B UTTPAGE INTERVIEW here) are only 2 of the many current controversies us some SexMagic and games. A true artist
PG 40 EFBULLETIN BOARD we as caring supportive GLBTs will need to con- moonBeam offers us a love song for the wounded,
PG 43 B UTTPAGESUBJEKT front, if not publicly then personally as we establish reminding us of the Sex in our hearts. Of course in
NEXT DEADLINE APRIL1,2004 the boundaries of our lives. our quarterly ‘Creating Sanctuary’column we have
THEME:THE HISTORY(IES)ISSUE I love porn, I always have. Similar to music, some updates from TT and the land search
BACK COVER=BUTTPAGE there’s good and bad porn. As consumers it can be Færies who are planning a presentation/ work-
This Issue’s Contributors: a very significant element in our sexual develop- shop/ discussion for the upcoming winter gathering
Junis/Eduard (NL) ment as adults. As practitioners/makers it molds organized by Pink Deer and Michela (see the
T-T (DE) (to some degree) our perceptions of life and sex. In Gathering Calls). This quarter’s MpZ Buttpage
Færie Anonymous (?) this issue, two photographers present their work: subjekt is none other than the inimitable AnneLize
Cocopierre(DE) Maincoon explores the more personal ‘amateur’ with a wonderful selection of self portraits that he
Annelize(NL) milieu some of us find so wonderful with its direct has done through the years. It is a testament to the
Dandeline(DE) connection to reality. The realities beauty and power of remaining the
Christian(FR) of ‘gay-bi-het’ are never certain in same soul as we evolve physically
Merlin(DE) Maincoon’s work among the every- EuroFæries is an [Stichting] organi- and sexually into maturity. I thank
MoonBeams(UK) day people, friends and acquain- sation registered in the Netherlands. Our him for his willingness to be our
MainCoon(usa) tances he photographs privately. long-term goal is to establish a permanent subject this quarter.
Færie sanctuary on the European
Biron(Can/usa) Lets just say with certainty that continent, and any surplus raised from the Due to my schedule this cuming
MarcoLoveStar(UK) ‘charm’ is an essential requirement gathering fees, and from our fund-raising year 2004 I will mainstream all my
SunFlower(NL) for the successful photographer. auction at the gathering, will be donated to efforts. The MpZ mailing list will be
the Færie land fund.
Efthimios(FR) Biron, of French-Canadian her- reduced ONLY to those readers
Eurofæries
DominicVyne(usa) itage, presents his own diverse who have requested this free
P.O. Box 2721
Færies of Oz(Oz) explorations with a professional’s subscription. I welcome letters
1000CS Amsterdam
MpZ Newsleter is : Compiled/ edge. In both cases I have placed and responses more than you can
Netherlands
Designed/ Edited by them in the MpZ sex issue to per- imagine- The MpZ attempts to be a
www.eurofaerie.org
Cocopierre in Berlin with the haps ask the question what is record of our activities as well as
Eurofæries(MpZ)
Special assistance of porn? Is porn Sex? real sex or fake dialogues for ourselves and
c/o Mann-O-Meter
Dandeline & Uncle Markie for sex? What determines its limits? In futureFæs. The MpZ will remain
Bülowstrasse 106
their Cyber brilliance. It is Biron’s fascinating photoshoot
10783 Berlin G e r m a n y digital, CD format is in discussion.
intended to cum out Quarterly there is an erotic confrontation pre -
& relies on ur submissions & sented in the guise of bondage
[email protected] XXX Cocopierre

NEXT Marieposa Zeitung Theme: «History(ies)»

send your fotos articles ads etc to: editor at [email protected] DEADLINE: 1 April.2004 2
 KEEP brothers and make new
friends through both
SEX FUN! active and introspective

Tropical Pa ra d i s e
activities.
WHERE:
on Koh Yao Yai Island about 1

Gathering UPDATED INFO

hour by ferry boat from Phuket
Town Tien Sin pier.
GETTING THERE:
The first Gay Men’s Gathering in Asia: A unique event Ask for a registration form
for gay men! and detailed information
February 9th – 15th, 2004 sheet by e-mail to tropical-
avoid [email protected]
LANGUAGE:
stress! English will most likely be the
main language of communica-
Be Aware. tion in group circles and events,
but all languages are welcome
Use protection at all times. If your English is
not so fluent– please don’t
NOTpeople! On Koh Yao Yai Island near let that hold you back!
COSTS:
Phuket, Thailand Costs are currently estimated
at the Thai equivalent of
$150US for the entire week of
accommodation, food, airport
and island transfers. We have
full and partial scholarships for
about 15 participants so no one
will be turned away for lack of
money. Contact us if you need a
scholarship.
This is a non-commercial and
not-for-profit undertaking so
no profits will be made by this
gathering! Any monies raised
will go to support the EuroFaerie
Let's Talk About Sex Foundation in Amsterdam and
(Punch it, Hurb its efforts towards organizing
Yo, I don't think we should talk future events in Asia.
about this REGISTRATION:
Come on, why not? Please send an e-mail for more
People might misunderstand inforamtion to John at the
WHAT: Tropical Paradise Gathering
what we're tryin' to say, you
The Tropical Paradise Gathering is a gathering for gay men inter- address:
know?
ested in coming together in a natural setting to learn more about tropicalgathering2004 @
No, but that's a part of life)
themselves and each other. This is a gathering for men who love yahoo.com
Come on
nature, want to create deeper contacts with their gay brothers, ABOUT GAY MEN’S GATH-
Let's talk about sex, baby
embrace spiritualities in all of their forms and delight in the compa- ERINGS:
Let's talk about you and me
ny of other gay men. Please visit the following URLs
Let's talk about all the good
This gathering grows out of the tradition of the Faeries in the USA for more information & photos:
things
(http://www.eskimo.com/~davidk/faeries/faeries.html ) and Europe ( USA -
And the bad things that may be
www.eurofaerie.org )and is the first such event of its kind in Asia. We http://www.eskimo.com/~davidk/
Let's talk about sex
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Let's talk about sex
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Let's tell it how it is, and how it
All are welcome! This is a fun and intense week spent in bungalows
could be
and camping (all equipment provided) on a private island. If you
How it was, and of course, how
enjoy nature, the outdoors, opening yourself up and ‘letting your hair
it should be
down’ this week is for you! Bring your smiles and open minds and
Those who think it's dirty have a
you will have a great opportunity get to know your fellow gathering
choice
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Pick up the needle, press
pause, or turn the radio off
Will that stop us, Pep? I doubt it
All right then, come on, Spin
Let's talk about sex, baby
Let's talk about you and me
Let's talk about all the good
things
And the bad things that may be
Let's talk about sex...
"No More HollyWood" is not so much of a theme ...rather an intention
(Salt N Pepa) to get beyond artificiality and insincerity" Tinkerbell
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "to share more of the light & happiness" T-T
Notes on Safer Sex "enlightening shadow" Pink Deer
This short concise guide focuses
on some basics of safer sex, and
on how to make whatever pre-
cautions you choose feel as
pleasurable as possible. Health
and peace of mind can be PREVIOUS EVENT
enhanced by playing safely.
[for those of you in the UK your see Next MpZ
lucky enough to have SEX
courss for Gay men & men who
have sex with other men, see:
http://www.metromate.org.uk/fra
mes.php/info/gw/sexcourse.pht
ml for details. This website also
has very good data and links for
information on safer sex prac-
tices against Hiv and other
STD/STIs]

SEX
TIP!

Intercourse(Fucking)
The single most effective thing
you can do to stay healthy
(whether you are poz or neg)
while being sexually active is to
use latex condoms for fucking
(anal or vaginal). All condoms
are not made alike; men should
experiment with different brands
until they find the one they like
best (flavored condoms can be
used for blowjobs-especially
with sexpartners you do not
know well) When you put on a
condom, pinch its tip as you
unroll it (all the way down!) to
prevent an air bubble from form-
ing in the reservoir tip . For inter-
course (ie: fucking, baiser, ficken
etc.), you should then put some
water-based lube on the outside
of the condom for comfort, mutu-
al pleasure, and to keep the con-
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dom from tearing during sex
(some men find that more sen-
sation is transmitted to them if
they put a small amount of Announcement for a
water-based or silicone-based Native-American Færie Celebratory Spring Sweat-lodge hosted
lube INSIDE the tip of their con- by Freny in Dernau, Germany, on the 20th,March2004
dom before putting it on). It's
Freny (Franzuska/Franz) is but sleeping places can also
very important for Færies to hold
onto the base of their condom as hosting a Færie sweat-lodge
UPDATED INFO be arranged with the
they withdraw (i.e. after becom- ( S c h w i t z h u t t e ) g a t h- RheingoldFæries liv-
ing soft) so it doesn't slip off. erette on Saturday ing near Dernau in
For a while, health experts were March20,2004 in Bonn or
recommending that people Dernau, near Bonn Cologne(Köln).
choose safer sex products with and Cologne, where Dernau is a village of
Nonoxynol-9 to protect against
most of the vineyards beautifully
HIV transmission: recent scien-
tific evidence is resulting in this
Rheingold Færies located in the valley
advice being formally retracted, live, beginning of the Ahr river
and unless you are using around 12noon. The about 30km from
Nonoxynol-9 as a contraceptive sweat lodge is in cel- Bonn and 50km from
rather than for HIV prevention, it ebration of the Cologne, A moun-
may be wise to cease using it beginning of Spring tainous region with
entirely. that day. Pending the many hiking trails.
If a condom breaks during anal right energy, Freny There is a railroad
(or vaginal) intercourse, the
will facilitate a station in town, so
receptive partner shouldn't
douche; if any Nonoxynol-9 con-
shamanic voyage you can comfortably
traceptive foam is handy it later that day, of reach it with the
MIGHT help for him (or her) to course we also will have a heart circle. German railroad system. From the station
insert it and leave it in for about If you would like to attend write by snail- it's a 10minute walk to Freny's place.
15 minutes, and it would certain- mail(post) to Freny at: I guess, every Færie knows, what a sweat-
ly help to immediately remove Franz Kreuzberg, Hauptstrasse 50, lodge is, so I just inform you that it is very
the condom from inside the anus 53507 Dernau Germany hot, but even old T-T has survived it sev-
(or vagina) if it was left there. or call Freny at 49 (02643) 2869 eral times. If you need more information
Men can give themselves a little
best on evenings around 8p.m. - contact Freny or T-T. More specific infor-
extra protection after potentially
being exposed to an STD by
or contact T-T at mation will be given to the Færies attend-
immediately going to urinate, [email protected] to for- ing in due time before the sweat-lodge.----
and then possibly washing their ward your request. There is only a limited ------T-T
dick with an anti-bacterial soap space to stay overnight at Freny’s place,
A new condom must be used
Panthera and T-Tare inviting to a quite ambitious„ winter solstice look inside and be close with Færie friends by just being togeth -
for each new partner, condoms ritual on Saturday the 20th until the 21st of December in and er rather than contacting with words. We hope, that the walk
should not be reused. around the Rheingold castle in Oberkassel Bonn. The night from itself will be a meditation.
the 20th to the 21st is the longest night of the year. From the 21st We will choose a path where it should not be necessary to light
on the days are starting to get longer again. We want to bid our way with torches but in any case you should have one with
farewell to what has passed in the last year and welcome the you.

SEX new circle of life with a night ritual in the near by mountains, the
Siebengebirge. Only if its pouring rain, we are prepared for an
Once we are at the ritual place we will try to be as quiet as pos-
sible and then will start a fire. Every Færie can try to find his
TIP! alternative, all inside gathering. So clothing to keep you really place around it. The fire is a symbol for the sun and the light we
are welcoming in the next cycle. Each one of us may put his
warm and dry, hiking shoes and a small back pack, a torch, a
thermos for hot tea and a small mat to sit on are necessary if you piece of wood onto the fire. Then everyone is also invited to burn
like to join us. An important part of the ritual will also be to enjoy the item which he wants to leave behind. If he, likes he can tell
being with Færies in quietness and silence rather than to chat the the others what it is about. Who likes it can also give his thanks
night away. Bring what you want to get rid of and what is possible for the passing year and prayers for the coming. To warm up, we
to be burned in an open fire, also a piece of wood for the fire and will drink the tea we brought in our thermoses. We would like to
something for the gatherette altar in the house probably some- OMmmm in a hugging circle as a closing of the ritual.
thing which will be a talisman for you for the next Then we will walk back in quietness and in silence. Try to enjoy
being silent.
year. Since a big part of the ritual will be in and
during the night it would be good if you get some
PREVIOUS EVENT Once we are back in the house we will have
good rest before it. We thought that it should be a ritual for men another circle beginning with a guided meditation. This circle is
only. The ritual will take place also if solely Panthera and T-Tare supposed to open up for the coming year, we will speak from the
attending. heart. Even if the gatherette has taken already a lot of energy at
We want to explain the ritual as good as we can. This is our plan: this time, we are asking you to try to be as awake as possible
Who wants to come early is invited to arrive any time Saturday, to be sure about the visions which might have come to you dur-
probably going for a hike, chatting, sauna or the wonderful muse- ing the ritual and this closing circle. When be have ended we will
um nearby, Christmas market etc. The gatherette itself is sup- have a big puppy pile to cuddle up. We will have the fire place
posed to start around 19.00 hours with a light meal, like soups going, candle light, have a night meal etc. etc., who likes can
and salads, suggested with no alcohol. Around 21.00 hours we have a night sauna.
want to start a heart circle inside in focus to get prepared for the If after coming back from the hike we are having the impression
ritual, starting with a guided meditation to bring back the memo- that we are too tired for another circle we can also postpone it
ries of the passing year. Each one of us can put the piece of wood to the next morning and just relax, have a puppy pile etc. when
and the item he brought into the middle of the heart circle. The cir- we are back in the RheingoldFærie castle.
Oral Sex Only if its raining real hard, we will have the whole ritual inside.
cle should last a couple of hours and is over when we are done
Opinions differ on the use of talking. Instead of a hike we will have a long meditation in the dark. Then
safer-sex barriers for oral sex. Then we want to leave the house and depending on the ritu- we will light a candle spiral and symbolically burn the items we
al place we might have to drive a little ways and then start hik- want to get rid of, eat and chant and have the closing circle
It's clear that herpes can be
ing in silence through the winterforest up on one of our hills of etc.
transmitted from genitals to the Siebengebirge„. It seems important to us that once we We think a good size of the group would be 5 to 10 Færies.
mouth or mouth to genitals dur- have started hiking, we do not talk until we reach our ritual Let us know in the next days whether you want to participate.
ing unprotected oral sex, but space and then also there stay as quite as possible. The We are happy to have you here, be hugged and kissed!
some people feel the risk is silence is supposed to help us get focused onto the ritual, to 5 Panthera and T-T
acceptably low outside of the The same yet dif-
most infectious period (which
starts with the tingling "pro-
ferent, Persephone’s burial
drome" sensations that precede
a Herpes outbreak, and contin- PREVIOUS EVENT

ues to two weeks after the her-

pes sores go away)[According to
a recent medical report in late
2003 the Herpes virus can put a
person at greater risk for Hiv took place this past October
transmission because of the 31st in Paris. We gathered at
increased opportunity available Efthimios’ and Supermodel’s
*during a Herpes break Out] . place to circle and create the
You can on rare occassion pick doll. The evening began with a
up a bacterial infection by going recounting of the Persephone
Christian•Alfons•SuperModel•Efthimios•Tinkerbell•Guillaume myth with the help of a miniature
down on someone who currently
theater that was bought at the
Benaki museum in Athens. The
miniature theater was modeled
after the staging of the play
Persephone by André Gide in
London in 1961. The sets and
Tinkerbell•Efthimios costumes were designed by
Nikos Hatzikiriakos-Ngikas.
Besides Efthimios and
Supermodel, Alfons, Hervé,
has a bacterial STD (typically Tinkerbell, Christian, and new
Gonorrhea, more rarely Syphillis Færie Guillaume were present.
or Cancroid), These can gener- The doll turned out gorgeous.
ally be cured with antibiotics if We processed with her to the
they're correctly identified. métro and then to the burial
It is clear that the risk of trans- ground. After a small ritual, we
mitting HIV is much, lower for buried her and left Rangda
unprotected oral sex than for behind. Rangda is the Balinese
unprotected Fucking (anal or mask that always protects
vagina), and that the risk is Persephone over the night of the
lower for the person being 31st. Then we left to eat sacred
sucked or licked than for the per- pizzas at Caruso’s. The next
Hervé morning it was discovered that
son doing the sucking or licking.
For the person doing the sucking Rangda was no longer there.
or licking, the risk of transmis- We wish her a happy journey
sion is lower if your gums (and wherever she left us for and
lips/mouth/throat) are healthy (or thank her for nine years of serv-
havent bitten your tongue or ice.
eaten a bagette that temporarily In the springtime we shall bring
leaves your mouth raw), if you Persephone back up out of the
don't let men come in your earth. And then, this is
mouth, and if you don't perform Tinkerbell’s innovation, we shall
make the doll at that time so that
she can exist throughout the
summer before her burial next
fall. So those of you who would
like to participate in the creation
of next year’s Persephone doll,
join us around the 1st of May
as we gather for our ritual of
dis-enterrement. Contact
Efthimios.
photos submitted by Christian 6 Blessed be and happy Winter.
cunnilingus on a woman while Date: Wed, 8 Oct 2003 10:45:08 +0200 this year. our group and the search com-
she is menstruating. From: Junis/Eduard (contact Dee at : mitty is working on an exploita-
Subject: Fwd: Euro faerie foundation
Some sex educators recom- [email protected]) tion plan. However, the value of
board meeting
mend NOT flossing or brushing Begin doorgestuurd bericht: The developments, questions the property is such that a bank
your teeth for an hour before giv- Van: Junis/Eduard and decisions of the board wants to give a loan, after pay-
Datum: di/07/okt/2003/16:44:29 meetings are of course also
ing unprotected oral sex (use ing 30% of the total sum. There
Europe/Amsterdam
Cool Mint mouthwash or some Aan: DeeTale public. More important than are still uncertainties about the
other anti-bacterial mouthwash if Onderwerp: Euro faerie foundation board ever, now we are coming closer legal
you're concerned about bad meeting to our long term goal and the preparations ( how to legally
breath or just want to freshen ------------------------------------------- decisions that need to made. represent the foundation) and
up), and others recommend dear Faeries, As most of you ------------------------------------------ donations from faeries, whether
quickly looking over the genitals probably know; 3 years ago we Amsterdam , September 8 2003 they are tax deductible and tax
you're about to go down on (dif- have become a foundation, Boardmeeting Eurofaeries burdened bij the Dutch govern-
ficult or impossible in dark- mostly in order to obtain a legal present: A.P. ( Trixy) ( Habibi) ment. Also how do we get a
rooms) for signs of contagious status. Which makes it possible (DeeTale) ( Junis) green light ( on short notice)
STDs (including genital warts, to invite from the
which can on rare occassion be and spon- faerie com-
transmitted from genitals to sor broth- munity when
mouth). If your policy for per- ers and sis- a decision
forming unprotected fellatio is to ters in sup- has to be
not let your partner come in your pressed made.
mouth and he does so anyway, societies, Legal situa-
it's better to immediately spit but also to tion
than to either wait or swallow, make our Legally we
and it may help (especially for long term need an
bacterial STDs) to then go use goal come unanimous
an anti-bacterial or peroxide true : a decision
mouthwash. Pre-cum can con- place for from the
tain HIV, and although not letting ourselves, board if we
men come in your mouth signifi- a house want to go
gantly reduces your risk to even and land for such a
lower levels, if you are con- that has big step. it
cerned about becoming infected the poten- takes at least
TT and DeeTale
via pre-cum while performing tial to grow 2 board
blowjobs you have 2 risk-reduc- into a sanc- members to
tion options: tuary. A represent
1-not taking the head of his p l a c e the founda-
penis in your mouth or where per- tion when a
2-using barriers for oral sex such s o n a l contract
as flavored condoms like men- growth can needs to be
tioned earlier(try banana, straw- flourish, signed. It is
berry and other flavors). where the not yet clear,
If you decide that your personal u n d i s - from the
safety standards include barriers t u r b e d bylaws, if
for oral sex, then you'll need to presence board mem-
use latex condoms (without of the four bers can be
Nonoxynol-9 or commercial elements hold person-
lubricant) for fellatio, or one of strengthen our connection with Agenda: al responsible for such a loan.
those "Glyde" dams for cunnilin- nature, where we can find joy, * update on land search Junis is going to investigate this
gus (for cunnilingus, put a little silence and peace of mind. A * legal situation on board deci- at the public notary office.
water-based lube on your part- place where we can come sions etc The board voted unanimously
ner's side of the barrier to together in small and larger * tax on donations to invest o 20.000,-- ( saved
increase the sensation transmit- groups, for our spring and sum- * change of board members over the last 9 years from auc-
ted to her- Dental Dams may be mer meetings. A place where and expanding the board with tions held at the gatherings, and
some of us can start a communi- new members other private donations) for a
ty on a permanent or semi per- * Action round future land/house buy. This
manent basis. A community that update on the land search leaves around o 3000,- in the
expects to be hospital and The land search is getting more bank as a reserve and to cover
inspiring to everybody who vis- serious, this year already 3 vis- general costs .
its. Visitors who either come to its were made mostly in the Change of board.
help out for a while (renovating, north eastern part of France ( The board consists of Trixy,
working the land, organic gar- near Vogezen , Haute Saone) Habibi and Eduard/Junis
dening) or the ones that would New focus is an old farm on the
SEX
Habibi resigns due to his move
like to get grounded, tuning in edge of a beautiful nature to south east Asia. In his place
TIP! with nature to come back to reserve. it has some buildings in as treasurer and new board
themselves again. good condition, its own well, member Dee has been elected
The last 2 years there has been fields and forest areas, a total of by the majority. John officially
a land search group roaming the 6 hectares. it is suitable for per- resigns by presenting a signed
French country site for such a manent residence and can host letter, he will become
place. Their progress, process, big gatherings. The price is our first honorary mem-
is open for everybody to follow o128.000,-- free of transfer ber. Great gratitude is
on a special topica list, which costs. This is a lot of money for expressed for all his
has been in the air for most of 7
used or a Condom cut open and
Eric Junis Martijn
flattened). The same barrier
techniques used for cunnilingus
can also be used for analingus
(rimming), where they should be
considered essential if the per-
son doing the licking isn't immu-
nized against hepatitis A or if the
person being licked may have a
bacterial infection.
Your Hands
If you've had your fingers in
someone's butt or pussy, or had
someone come on your hands,
then it's a good idea to wash
your hands with hot water and
anti-bacterial soap before touch-
ing your eyes or anyone else's
genitals. If your skin is compro-
mised in any way (small cuts PREVIOUS EVENT
etc), if you want to avoid needing
to leave the scene to wash your
hands, if you're going to be
engaging in anal fisting or
exposing yourself to any blood,
or if you just want to be extra-
safe, then try using latex "exam-
ination" gloves - they're available
at most drug stores.(finger cotts
are also available)
If you've just had your ungloved
fingers in somebody's ass, then
you'll want to be sure to clean
your hands particularly thor-
oughly (especially under your
fingernails!) before putting your
them in or near your mouth.
(finger cotts can also be used
and makes finger fucking much
cleaner) efforts bringing France as a
the Faeries to foundation.
Europe and *Dee sends a
organizing the copy of his
summer gather- passport to
ings during the Ton.
first years of our *Dee finds out
existence. if we can use
The gathering free legal
feels the need to advice from
expand the the COC
board with 2 or 3 *Trixy
Safer Sex Kits general mem- arranges the
It's helpful to put together a bers. Dee and change of
small pack of items you can Junis will ask board and dis -
keep with you of your safer-sex candidates Dwight Otter Mike misses Kulov
supplies, your smaller bottle of about their pos- as representa-
water-based lube, and anything sible willingness to get involved. the owner. Whether donations tive
else you commonly use. The board change need to be can be given as a loan or as a *Trixy will validate the new
Vaccinations effected through the Chamber of gift in order to become tax bank passes
There are 2 STD/STIs (Sexually Commerce and also representa- deductible is still something that * Dee and Eduard will get in
Transmitted Diseases/Illnesses) tives of the bank account need needs to be investigated. Also contact with future board mem-
for which permanent vaccines to be changed. ( During his important is to know whether a bers.
are available: hepatitis B and organizing time Kulov and John loan can become a gift in case ------------------------------------------
hepatitis A. Hepatitis B can be Next meeing: September 29- 2003 18.30
as treasurer) Trixy and Dee will the donator ( may the Goddess Trixy in Amsterdam
spread easily through inter- keep the 2 available bank prevent) will pass from this life. Junis( secretary)
course and (less easily) through access passes. action
oral sex or rimming, and hepati- Donations *Junis will investigate whether NOTE: “Creating Sanctuary”
tis A is easily spread through Major donations will be needed board members are personally Continued on Pages:14, 30, 31
rimming. Getting these two vac- iin order to buy land, since we responsible for debts after a
cinations (which you can do at do not want the land to be loan is granted by the bank. He
the same time) would be an owned by a small group of peo- also needs to ask where to find
excellent idea if you don't always ple but accept the foundation as expertise to buy real estate in
use barriers for these activities. 8
Latex allergies are an increasing Herbal seducers arousal caused by a kiss, a flirt, or maybe a tender
area of concern, particularly for stroke. Brewers yeast, rich in vitamin B complex,
Let's not beat around the bush.... let's come direct-
health care workers. Fortunately, vitamin C, E and spore element Zinc are particu-
ly to the point.... You want straight forward infor-
if you or your partner have any larly recommended incase you demand top per-
mation and seductive recipes from me. Recipes on
sort of latex sensitivity, non-latex formances from that little gland... Next to those
how to revive your slumbering sex life, and how to
alternatives for safer sex are nutrients we need sufficient protein for the building
re spark passion, erect and enlarge your mal func-
available: Avanti condoms, of sex peptide and to develop histidine, necessary
tioning penis..I am almost sure you don't want to
Saran Wrap for cunnilingus and for the "production" of (exploding) orgasms. A var-
hear Greek myth stories about the adventures of
anallingus, and Nitrile gloves. ied diet usually will supply the ingredients we need,
Aphrodite; Goddess of lust, love and desire, riding
h t t p : / / w w w. t h e b o d y. c o m / . but a stress full life and maybe even too much sex
her comb shell over foamy seas. And how she
Information about STD might deprive our body from the right quantity of
landed on the shores of Cyprus, leaving a trail of
http://www.unspeakable.com/loc fuel. An independent Chinese source, by the way,
flowers and green grass where ever she put
ator/nph-locator.cgi. As the bac - claims that the body, after each ejaculation
down her feet. Always accompanied by a
terial STDs are almost always needs a specific number of days to
swarming cloud of love birds, like
curable with antibiotics and the recuperate and to restore nutrients,
pigeons and sparrows, and sur-
incurable viral STDs (such as vitamins and trace elements.
rounded by "fruits de mer", to this
HIV, herpes, hepatitis, and HPV) Easily calculated by taking 0.2 of
very day in countries around the
are now more easily managed your age. So for a 30 year old
Mediterranean sea considered
than ever, it's in your best inter - man, that means six days, for a
as food with aphrodisiac quali-
est to get tested if you think you 50 year old already..(!) 10 days ,
ties. No, you want that secret
might have been exposed to etc. For all you boys who don't
formula, that magic herbal com-
anything. want to wait that long, here at
bination that is going to restore
If you require more detailed the tail of my report a few
your dull sex life, that will give
information on STD/HIV treat - restoration tips, recipes and a
new life to stalking sexual relation-
ments, the best online document power past, to either get ya' horny
ships. We have got to be clear
is the CDC's Guidelines for or/and get ya' potent !
about a couple of subjects though,
Treatment of Sexually Choose your food carefully ! Especially
before I come up with a list of herbal
Transmitted rich in vitamin E for protection and to
Disease arousals. Because in our commercialized
at increase blood circulation. Sunflower and other
society where sex has become a consumers item,
http://www.cdc.gov/nchstp/dstd/ seed oils are rich in vit E also nuts and whole
1998_STD_Guidlines/1998_gui we tend to forget that sexuality is also directly con-
wheat. Vitamin B12 is considered the engine of
delines_for_the_treatment.htm. nected to a general physical and mental well
your body, it takes care of the energy production in
The only element lacking in this being. Just like the other body fluids, tears, urine
all body cells ! But the whole B complex is also
document is good pictures of and sweat , which need to flow in order to stay
needed. Brewers yeast is especially rich, also in
healthy, it is just as important to keep those emo-
herpes sores (and symptoms cheese , almonds, liver, eggs,mushrooms, fish,
caused by other STDs) for those tion related fluids going. The word emotion comes
whole wheat, etc.
who want to be able to identify from the Latin word emovere, which means "let it
An incredible source of vitamins and trace miner-
them by sight; for pictures, visit flow". The North American Indians understood this
als, with pleasant site effects, are bee pollen. One
http://www.thebody.com/sowad - very well, sex was directly linked with pleasure and
table spoon a day will result in a rapid increase of
general good health. Not burdened as it was with
sky/symptoms/symptoms.html your sperm production. And did I mention garlic ?
religious and moral judgments. It is here that
Do I need to advertise this remarkable bulb ? Just
SEX herbal aphrodisiacs,
we find a wide range of
notice the resemblance with
TIP! also the very one that the male scrotum...take
carries the word aphro-
disiac as a second name to
by Junis tablets when people keep
stepping back from
you...The following recipe manifests a collection of
identify its species ; "Turnera aphrodisiaca", also
ingredients that help provide a man with a continu-
known as Damiana. It's effects are similar to mari-
al store of energy especially formulated to nourish
juana, ad 10 to 15 gram to 1 liter boiling water, let
the male system.
it simmer for 5 minutes and drink a few cups. (
4 table spoons of Ginseng powder
available in smart shops) Most herbal remedies to
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• 1 table spoon of Ginger powder
enlarge or to stimulate erections ( I get them in my
ON SHAVING 4 table spoons Bee pollen
spam mail almost every day) have widening prop-
1. Use a gel form shaving prod - 6 table spoons Pumpkin seed ( ground)
erties of the fine blood vessels, resulting in a bet-
uct for your body even if you 1 table spoon Sesame seed ( ground)
ter blood circulation, eventually hardening the
don't like it for your face. The gel 1 to 2 table spoons Spirulina ( dried fresh water
penis. But the body's central organ of sexual
provides more 'slip' for the razor algae)
response resides in the brain. An individual needs
and slides over the curves of the Combine in another bowl 3/4 cup of sesame butter,
to be self-aroused by the joy, power and creative
body better. Also, shaving foams almond butter or peanut butter and 1/4 cup honey.
stimulation of his own life's imagination first; phys-
are by nature and formulation Gradually add the first mixture to the second and
ical arousal will follow, spontaneously enhancing
dehydrating to the skin and can knead into a paste. Add roasted carob powder, or
performance in other arenas. Mind altering prop-
cause further irritation from roasted and shredded coconut to sweeten and fla-
erties in certain herbs helped our ancestors to acti-
shaving especially if one is vor. Roll into balls and eat two each day, 1 before
vate this creative stimulation. And the awakened
prone to 'ashy' dry legs from and 1 after your daily exercise. This recipe is taken
sexuality, usually a side effect, gave them the
shaving or swimming,etc. from the book "The Male Herbal " ( health care for
power to come close to the secrets of the Gods
2. Most women who shave their men and boys) written by James Green. Highly
and their own physical creation. In these rituals,
bodies find that a brand new recommended.
the miracle of sexuality, symbolized the closeness
to the Gods, creating more openness for spiritual much love, Junis
growth.
Okay, now that we know all this, let's continue and
examine food related libido problems.
Two hormones ( LH and FSH) produced by the
hypofyse are most important to create the first 9
blade is more likely to cause
cuts and nicks. This is somewhat
true but it is also true that a A Spell For being capable of expansive and

E xc e l l e n t
blade that has itself been nicked abundant pleasures. Nurture this
from tough hairs will cause nicks idea. Expand on it. Feed the feel-
ing that you do indeed deserve

SEX!
and scratches. I recommend
starting with a new blade and delight and satisfaction. Smile on
using it on areas that are less this thought until in begins to
prone to cutting and nicking and implant itself into your cells. Lick
Take a handful of tingle-y Kisses your lips. Taste something lovely.
then proceeding to the other Place tenderly in 7 places on
areas once it is slightly used. Feel a hum of magical potency in
your body your belly. Go out dancing. Give
3. The best thing to prevent Grant yourself at least 3 wishes
ingrown hairs (which are more yourself a little pat on the arse
Choose carefully. when you’re taking a shower.
common among men because There is no limit on how many
of the coarseness and growth Imagine we are all beams of light
wishes you can fulfil but the spell in some great cosmic web of
pattern of our hair) is regular will work best if you take the time
exfoliation. Just a good proper vibrant erotic life energy, pulsing
and self-respect to select with and shining, mixing dark and
scrubbing and/or the use of a care and precise potency.
lotion daily that contains Alpha light until we make it
Ask yourself; What do I beyond duality. Enjoy
Hydroxy Acids which are chemi- really want right now?
cal exfolliants that improve the this thought, maybe
What do I most deeply send a little pulse of
overall texture of the skin. desire?
You don't want to scrub right pleasure out along
Be specific. the web to all yr
after shaving...this would be Clear away any
painful and irritating. As soon as faery sisterz next
shame, guilt or inap- time you get laid!
the hair has begun to creep propriate shyness,
through the skin, then begin Blessings
give it back to the xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
scrubbing daily or every other earth or any other ele -
day. Inrown hairs are caused by ment that offers to dis-
hairs that grow right under the pose of it for you.
surface of the skin because they Kindle the idea that you
usually can't get through all of are a delightful beautiful
SEX
the tough old dead skin on the
surface. Exfoliation removes that
and allows these hairs to grow TIP!
through without becoming irritat -
ed. This will also make for a
closer shave if you do it shortly
before shaving.
4. Shave with regularity. Shaving The Sexual orientation Exchange.
is easier and less irritating when Just in case you’ve ever been told that your gorgeous genital loveliness could ever, in any way, limit
it is done with regularity. If you what you can do, be and dream of…..
let the hair grow out too long, it Here’s the cut-out-and-keep gender-bender shape-shifter guide to sexual orientation !
will rub against your clothes and It’s easy!!!
actually cause the red bumps Select any quality from column one
that are so unattractive. Select any quality from column two
Consistency is the key. And who Select any quality from column three.
cares about a date...don't you Mix together in any order that pleases you.
want to be your own best e.g. Pansexual gender-twisting angel
boyfriend. Funky born again porn star

Switch
Your father might teach you how

Androgynous Gender-twisting
to shave your face but he proba-

Bitch
bly won't be helping you out with
your ass and balls.
Funky Lesbian
Whore
[as a final note from your
Editoress, Hair is aslo a matter
Radical Born-again
Omnisexual Sacred Sex kitten
Horny Sleazy Priestess
Pansexual Babelicious Porn star
Polymorphous Perverted Tom girl
Boy-loving
Write down and place under
Bisexual your pillow

Goddess
.Within three days your identity
Shapeshifting
of aesthetic taste. Hairy is beau -
will be ready for use!
tiful too. Avoid “dingle berries’
Angel
Have fun!
(small shit balls) with thorough
proper cleaning with soap, Arse-loving Christine Moon
towlettes, comb, brush or what
ever is neccessary to keep your 10
Rimmer SAFE]
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Culled from the internet, here is
a simple set of instructions for
enema taking. I was hoping to
get some Færies to send me
their formulas and directions.
Butt in the end I needed to rely
on the etherspace of the WWW.
Years ago I saw a documentary
on Porn filmaking and one of the
actors (while preparing for his
work) gave a very good demon-
stration of how he gives himself
an enema for better clean fuck-
ing on camera.
An enema is "a fluid injected
into the rectum for the purpose
of clearing out the bowel, or of
administering drugs or food."
The word itself comes from the
Greek en-hienai, meaning to
"send or inject into.The Greeks
wrote of the fabled cleanliness of
the Egyptians, which included
the internal cleansing of their
systems through emetics and
enemas.
Enemas were known in ancient
Sumeria, Babylonia, India,
Greece and China. American
Indians independently invented
it, using a syringe made of an
Left-Side position: Lie on left side
with knee bent, arms at rest.
Knee-chest position: Kneel, then
lower head and chest forward until
left side of face is resting on surface.
Position arm comfortably.
Embodied Pleasures
& Sex
Fleshliness of Spiritual Færie
Gayness
by Wendelin Merlin

Enema Lesson 1

SEX
TIP!

Administering enema;With steady

pressure, gently insert enema with tip
pointing toward navel. Squeeze bottle
until nearly all liquid is expelled.
Remove tip from rectum.
Discontinue use if resistance is
encountered. Forcing the enema can
result in injury. Note: it is not necces-
sary to empty unit completely. Bottle
contains more liquid than needed for
effective use. Asmall amount of liq-
uid will remain in bottle after squeez-
ing. Maintain position until urge to
evacuate is strong (usually 2-15min-
utes) 11
 expressing ourselves as members of a community. challenging and threatening for others, it explains
Particularly as Færie folk, living our pleasures can in turn also to some degree the homophobia that
be a means of reclaiming pride, of be(com)ing and we are exposed to. On the other hand, our enjoy-
of spiritual vision. Yes, pleasure opens us to the ments may also set up and proposes a different
spiritual. In our tender transgressions, subtle way of dealing with each other as human beings at
excesses and wild abandonment, in all the intensi- all and invites a spiritual dimension into our and
ties of pleasurable moments, we can touch what is other lives.
sacred in our encounters as part of the flesh of the Gay Færie eroticism, precisely because it is open
world. How do we experience this? I will suggest to, and contingent upon, pleasure as its final end
animal bladder and a hollow leg some ideas for this concerning our embodied eroti- and value in itself, can be an ideal venue for com-
bone. Pre-Columbian South cism and pleasure sensitive Færie community. munion with the spiritual aspects of our lives.
Americans fashioned latex into Embodied Pleasure - The Erotic Body When I am looking into my partner´s beautiful face
the first rubber enema bags and First of all, we don’t have a Body but are one. Body as he loves me intimately, I step outside myself in
tubes.Enemas are found in and Existence are presupposing each other. Our an act of total and loving giving; when some of us
world literature from bodies are existence as part of a net of intercorpo- choose to merge with handsome strangers under
Aristophanes to Shakespeare, reality, while existence is a continuous embodi- cover of night in anonymous acts of discovery and
Gulliver Travels to Peyton Place. ment. This implies being a body, we exist with all risk, we touch the silent mystery of the great
In pre-revolutionary France a our ambiguities within corporeal field of "Flesh" unknown; when we jack-off madly while viewing or
daily enema after dinner was de which is not limited to our skin. This incarnated fantasising an attractive male body, we commune
rigueur. It was not only consid- sense embodied Gay life is at present in the erotic with the very ideal of ineffable beauty. All these are
ered indispensable for health but and sexual dramas we experience. bold acts of unmediated pleasure
practiced for good complexion Our Gay eroticism and sexuality and of potential spiritual revelation.
as well. Louis XIV is said to have actually project the entire kind and They are dormant moments of
taken over 2,000 in his life- modus of our "being-into-the- enlightenment, only awaiting our
time.Could this have been the world", with all our behaviour and spiritual mindfulness.
source of the Sun King's sunny relations. This does not mean that We take pleasure in our gay bodies
disposition? the total sense of existence is an and those of other men, and that is
Taking a Comfortable Enema: erotic or sexual one, nor that the as it should be. We do so because
Create a private space either in senses of all erotic or sexual phe- our desires and our longings are, in
a spacious bathroom or on a nomena would be existential. But their very essence, homoerotic.
well draped floor or bed, (cold the effective processes of Gay Eros This colors who and what we are,
bathtubs are not my first choice). and Gay sexuality are expressions as it does the ways we choose to
Insure no interruptions; turn off of our existence in the sense of its love. It is at the heart of this pleas-
the phone, light candles, burn realisation. urable homoerotic impulse that we
incense, lock the cat out, etc. That is to say that erotic and sexu- are touched by the sacred.
Usually the best time for taking al experiences with other men are Because what we do is so consis-
an enema is before going to bed, intensive „manifestations" of the tent with who we are, we cannot
so you can take advantage of condition of being Gay with all its help but say, in a moment of sheer
the relaxed hydrated state of the embodied ambivalence between grace: "This is so right, so much
body. Some people like to have autonomy and dependency. the way it was meant to be." For us,
one before an adjustment or Therefore Gay Eros and Sexuality our bodies become the instrument
before having bodywork done. are always at present as atmos- of divine revelation, the temple of
Some take enemas just to help pheric reality. In its own mysterious the oracle and the muse. It is
relax after a stressful day. There and beautiful but also strange qual- where we come to play in
are lots of reasons for taking an ities the atmospheres of Eros and SEX unbridled fun and pleasure,
Sexus are essential for a fulfilling
TIP! the hard lessons of spiritual
enema, other than being consti- but it is also where we learn
pated. I suggest learning to do blissful Gay existence. This Gay
enemas, before you think that existence takes over and interprets enlightenment, and ultimately
you will need one. all our factual or imagined erotic- where we may choose to affix our
Fill an enema bag with approxi- sexual situations: Not getting a Tantric collage by cocopierre homeless and journeying souls.
mately 2 quarts of filtered, or one-sided control over the other, but developing a Pleasure does feed creativity, and vice versa. One
good quality water, (please do mutual responsibility of an interlinked existential does that best by standing as far away from the
not use distilled water, unless sensual event and shared sense of pleasure. In mainstream and the mundane as is possible.
directed by your health care pro- this sense erotic-Gay erotic and sexuality is Sexus and Eros are creative through a realising
fessional). The water should be already more than itself: erotic and relational sexu- energetic process. While the sexual satisfaction of
101F-103F degrees [make ality concerns our entire Be(com)ing. The erotic indulging lust relaxes the exciting needs, the „erot-
Centegrade conversion if you Gay sexuality has its dramatics, because we are ic birth" intensifies the experience.
need to. this should only be engaged in the same with our entire personal
around body temperature 36C]. Being and Becoming and even more beyond our For entering the Færie-Body see:
For your colons' sake, DON'T individual personalities. http://msnusers.com/RADICALFÆRIESNYC/our-
GUESS at the water tempera- Gay bodies are, by definition, zones of infinite fariecraftcomesee.msnw
ture. USE A THERMOMETER. pleasure. So are straight bodies, but there is one Færie Community - Coming Together
Hang the enema bag 16" very crucial difference. Same-sex eroticism is, by with pleasure
nature, non-procreative. The same cannot really be Every time we reaffirm or celebrate our Færie Gay
said about heterosexual activity: procreation is identity and pride in our community, we push back
almost always a distinct possibility, and one must the boundaries not only of distrust and public
actively take steps to prevent it [or set it into shame, but also those of blind assimilation and
motion]. Opposite-sex desire is therefore ulti- similitude. In flaunting who we are to the "inter-
mately also somewhat utilitarian and instrumen- faces" of our community, in all our sheer extrav-
tal; same-sex desire is not (necessarily). This agance and raw or cultivated sexual energy, we
makes erotic and sexual pleasure in and of itself share those basic and noble qualities which are
valuable as the primary mode of inter-course for 12 an essential part of us. This is because, pleas-
us as gay men. As such, this kind of intimacy is ure, in its amazing multiplicity of forms, is very
(30cm?), above the rectum or
drape over raised knees, (if lay-
ing on your back). Some like the
warmth of the bottle on their
abdomen/belly before and even
during the procedure. Lubricate
an enema tip generously with
water soluble lubrication (not
oil based). I personally like to
use either a modified douche tip.
. . drilling an extra hole through
the end. Insert lubricated enema
tip into the rectum and allow
water to gently flow into the
colon, (taking about 15 minutes
for the complete fill). If "gripping" Photo by cocopierre SuperModel•Feierfis•Dandeline•Otter•HeidiBonnBonn
(pain) occurs, clamp off the
water flow and wait for the sen- much at the center of how we see and love our- With this we can experience the transformative
sation to quiet, before resuming. selves. Whether it be the sensual pleasure of the power of myth, re-inventing our own myths, tastes
A slow-fill will permit more warm body turning around in a mad or sweaty semi-clad and values of our visionary love (Walker 1987).
water to enter the colon and stay dance, the subversive and visual pleasure of pre- Conclusion
there longer without discomfort. senting and staging the gender-bending drag What I have tried to outline here, is that our Gay
Colon spasms can be caused by queens or kings, we demonstrate and manifest our pleasures and sexuality are linked immanently
a fast-fill, with the bag hung too creative pleasuring energies. with our entire Be(com)ing of the feeling, recog-
high, or water temperature either Cooking and eating together, sharing joy and suf- nising and acting as Gay Færie men. With our Gay
too hot or too cool. A few fering in heart-circles, inventing and realising bodies and Gay community we can create and live
degrees inside the colon does sacred rituals, enjoying talented no-talent shows…, forms of our own sacred pleasures and sexuality.
make a big difference. all these typical Færie events carry possibilities for To be and become what we are as Gay Færie
Gentle counterclockwise spiritual awareness, precisely because they cele- men, presupposes to realise and to be mindful to
abdominal massage moves brate our common togetherness with pleasure. In what we are „truly" feeling, desiring, thinking and
water deeper into the colon, the trustful space and realms of pleasure-full ener- doing in all our pleasures and also sufferings.
HOWEVER, THIS MAY CAUSE gy within our community, we support each other in Becoming who we are as Gay Færie men is to be
A NEED TO EVACUATE; if so our opening to our higher natures of pleasure-full engaged in a constantly broadening and learning
release into the toilet. This is not and with this spiritual beings. At our Færie gather- process. Realising the experiences, actions and
a contest, so don't worry about ings we can feel right and safe, experiencing such intensifying the capacity for assuming respons-
getting enough water, or all the 2 gratifying times, when we find ourselves in the ability for ourselves, this is what will be actual free-
quarts of water in at the same pleasing company of others like us. It is here that dom. Freedom of Gay will is not the absence of
time. You can always start we are and become part of a vibrant whole of cos- causal determinations, but a harmony among all
another fill. mic pleasure world, bigger and far more powerful of a Gays preference schemes. It is a state and
This type of HOLDING enema, than our limited individual experiences. With this driving force in which Gay desire follow Gay
is useful to clean out approxi- we can stand in pleasing awe, because of the won- thoughts and Gay actions follows Gay desire. It is
mately the last 16-18 inches of der and potency of a common sexual brother- and not only a freedom from what constrains us, but a
the colon and to hydrate the sisterhood. freedom for what we truly are be(coming).
body. It can be done in: 1) in a These shared moments can be an intense spiritual Identifying loosely, but honestly with all our felt
knee-chest position with buttock atmosphere, for it pushes us outside ourselves to a and acted relations, is to see that everyone we,
in the air, 2) in left lateral side recognition of universal forces of pleasure at play e.g. love, or everything we enjoy, appreciate or
position or, 3) on the back with in our lives, and those of others. In abandoning the refuse will be part of what we are. The love and
knees up and together, feet pleasure of a solitary, closed identity, we discover respect for others will just be love and respect for
apart, (my preference). Sitting the far richer and more satisfying one of a common ourselves. This is where Harry Hay´s idea of a the
on the toilet while taking an kinship. Rather than the welding of sexual differ- Gayhood- subject-subject consciousness
enema can be uncomfortable ence, our unique pleasure emerges from the cen- becomes alive.
because it may put too much ter and force of our erotic sameness. As Færies we By giving multifarious styles to what erotic pleas-
are one in our differences and we can be strong in ure could be and means, performing and celebrat-
our violability. Some of us may experience pleas- ing our sexuality we can become together drifting
ure and sex as Ritual, celebrating the tantric wis- artists of our Gay life in the detailed matters. To
SEX dom, providing ecstatic bliss. How fabulous to give such style to our Gay character requires an
realise this "inter-standing" of holy pleasures! attention and survey of all the strengths and weak-
TIP! Being novices or guardians of tender or obses- nesses of our nature. For flying artistically into
sive and demanding ways of pleasure, we can blisses of erotic and sexual enjoyment it could
discover and re-discover what we please and be also to learn to stand and walk and run and
therefore what we are and continuously jump and climb and dance as well to die. The
become. 13 integration of the demonic and tragic powers
 and considering also the significance of death for of our inner, body-rooted pleasures we honour the
a love-full Gay life is tremendously challenging, not integrity of the earth-body of which we are each a
only because of the AIDS-menace. To take the part. To honor the sacred is to create conditions in
challenging risk and effort, to turn our life into a which nourishment, sustenance, habitat, knowl-
work of art, corresponds to the constantly chang- edge, freedom, and beauty can thrive. To honor
ing interrelations we are involved in. To make a the sacred is to make love possible.
way of life out of Gay feelings and Gay views has
means to situate oneself beyond the good and evil All in all, the world of our incarnations as Gay
of any heterosexual based moral evaluation also Færie Men, with all its pleasures and sexual expe-
of pleasures. Being different to and detaching our- riences is an fabulous opportunity and potential for
selves from a „hetero-normative society" implies a the entire spiritual evolution. With this, the desire
pressure on the reflex to defe- tremendous potential. With this we are and can for sexual pleasure can become the motivation
cate. However, it is an option, free ourselves from its forms of discipline and nor - and energy to participate in an earthly-divine
especially for those not so agile malising functions and laws of conduct concerning evolving at the interfaces between body, feelings
at jumping up and getting to the ideas of desire, pleasure and sexuality. Therefore and mind: a pleasure-full adventure! follow, give
toilet. Some don't mind the we can discover and creative alternative ways of and take much as well as wallow in it!
assistance of another to help experiencing our own Gay ways of pleasures and
with the mechanics of the proce- sexualities. Nevertheless, we need to be aware -----Merlin
dure. about the marketing of queer identity as a form of References
Cleanup should be minimal. "normalization-by-commodification" as Halperin Dollimore, J. (1991), Sexual Dissidence,
Disposable latex gloves are nice (1995) calls it. This implies to develop a more Augustine to Wilde, Freud to Foucault, Oxford
to have on hand for this. Rinse resistant relation to any co-opting trap of what is Halperin, D. M. (1995), Saint Foucault. Towards a
the enema bag and tip with a pretentiously mean to be gay and keeping an Gay Hagiography, Oxford
10% solution of bleach in case awareness what really is sacred for us.. Merleau-Ponty, M. (1976), Phenomenology of
any backflow occurred. Some What is sacred has a value inherent in itself, that Perception, Evanston
like to pour boiling water over cannot be measured by any other standard or Walker, M. (1987), Visionary Love: The magickal
the enema tip itself. Hang the weighed by a profit-and-loss accounting system. Gay Spirit Power, in: Thompson, M (1987) Gay
bag to dry so no mold grows in it. Therefore, when we hold the erotic as sacred, we Spirit, New York, (St. Martin Press),
Don't use it for douching and do say that our capacity for pleasure has a value in For some more books
NOT share your enema bag with and of itself, that in fact it is one of the ways in e. g. Mark Thompson´s book on Gay Body : A
your best friend, no matter how which we connect with the deepest purposes of Journey Through Shadow to Self by Mark
close you are. the universe. When we affirm our sacred right to Thompson
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Having sex once or twice ty, it's endless arrangements and rearrangements. son_mark.htm
a week may actually With this, we are affirming our participation in the For some more ideas and exercises see:
boost the immune system deepest erotic purposes of the universe. Honoring http://members.aol.com/torcboy/sacredsex.html
-- at least according to new
research from a team of psy- Announcement be less free
chologists in Pennsylvania. for circles and when having
Their study, published in the workshops on a responsi-
April 17, 1999 issue of "New the EuroFærie bilities and
Scientist," compared the land finding and sanctuary proj- and in respect nature and constraints by owning a piece of
immunoglobulin A (IgA) levels of ect respect for individual needs. A land. Færies were afraid to open
111 undergraduate students place with spiritual energy in a up the project to much and thus
from Wilkes University in Wilkes Dear Færies, as you might have safe and supportive environ- have to deal with too many peo-
Barre, Pennsylvania. IgA is the heard, some of us went for a few ment. A place where we can ple and loose focus. Being to
immune system's first line of trips to find a permanent place meet also other open hearted fearful starting the project
defense against colds and flu -- for us somewhere in Europe and persons. instead of just doing it. The feat
higher levels of IgA in the spent a lot of energy on this proj- We are dreaming of a communi- that regulations for usage of the
mucosa of the nose and mouth ect in the last month. During the ty of those who are living on the land are hindering a trustful and
may provide greater protection winter gathering we are offering land and those visiting. Fulfilling organically growth of the com-
against infection. a few circles and workshops for personal projects of life. We are munity.
To find out how (and if) sex interested Færies. With this aware that each step of finding These are our proposals for cir-
affects the immune system, stu- announcement we want to give and setting up the sanctuary cles and workshops>
dents in the study were asked you a few information about what has also an impact on our per- Dreamland workshop, 2 to 3
how many times they had sex in we are planning. sonal development. The sanctu- hours (facilitator Christian) In this
the previous month. The ary should also be an experi- workshop we want to lead you to
researchers then measured the To give you a better picture and ment of new forms of communal a fantasy-trip to our dreamland
IgA levels in their saliva. The an introduction about the present living and should be a source for sanctuary.
results were fascinating. situation of the land finding we inspiration for the outer world. It will start in the real world and
Celibate students had the lowest want to tell you about our We are dreaming of a place to we will give you a summary
levels of IgA. Those who had dreams, visions and fears, we keep the spirit of the Færies and about what we have done so far
sex less than once a week had had when we met a month ago in better focus on it. We hope that and what benchmarks for the
slightly higher IgAlevels; but stu- Amsterdam: we can get old there in a safe, land we have identified so far
dents who had sex once or twice Our dreams: We are looking for secure and caring environment. (Junis), then we will present two
a week had IgA levels that were a beautiful spot in nature where A place where some of us want existing sanctuaries in North
30 percent higher than the oth- the Færies can gather as often to scatter their ashes after pass- America the Short Mountain
ers. as they want to. A safe place for ing away. Sanctuary (Dee Tale)
If you think this means frequent ritual, fun and creativity and still Our fears: There are fears that and the Kawashaway
sex is a route to a robust connected to the outer world. we are closing off the outer Sanctuary (T-T). Then
immune system, hold on. The Living together self-sufficiently in world to live in secluded para- we will make a trip to
researchers also found you connection with all of creation dise. The fear that the spirit will your fantasy sanctuary.
could get too much of a good 14
thing. Students who said they
had sex three or more times per
week had lower IgA levels than
anyone else in the study -- even
the students who had no sex at
all. I'm not sure why IgA levels
would be lower among this
group, but one of the
researchers suggests that hav-
ing sex so frequently may be a
sign of poor or obsessive rela-
tionships, which may generate
anxiety and, in turn, depress the
immune system.
If I were you, I wouldn't rely on
sex to strengthen my immune
system. You're better off main-

YangYang
taining a healthy diet, taking
antioxidant supplements, exer-
cising regularly, and keeping
stress at bay.
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(Gay)TanticFucking...
An interesting source i have
found for practical issues in Gay
Sex has been on Aaron Sez
[www. aaronlawrence.com]. is there a Tantric way? All Photo collages and text by SunFlower. Pre-Sex
Though he is not a medical doc - Yoga stretches by Annelize modeled by DominicVyne
tor his vast knowledge of Sex is
worth taking note of. The texts Gay fucking – is there a Tantric way? should NEVER divert from ( or else he’s a mis-
are not as hard on SAFE SEx as guided amateur instead of a certified Tantrist), to
i would like, but much of his "Gay Tantra" – the term has a sensual magical air the idea that Tantra is 100% sexplay including
information is too valuable to to it. A secret ancient technique of whips, bondage and duffels. These
ignore. Like all adults accessing Tantric lovemaking and empower- guys are willing to undergo any-
his site Please be aware of the ing oneself, tailor-made for us gay thing from me for the sake of spiri-
ramifications and parameters men (!). Wow. Bring it in! tual growth.
established between you and Being a Hindu, searching for my There is a demand for an abun-
your partner(s).I highly recom - roots, I wanted to know more dance of literature on Tantra and
mend his site. ccp In my ancestors ancient history Tantric sex and there is even selec-
Question: My boyfriend is uncut they had a prominent place for SEX tions written for gays ( apparently
& he has a very strong musky in our culture and the teaching of transsexuals have been left out,
smell. He washes very thor- sex leading to a heightened state of and the bisexuals have twice as
oughly but nothing seems to mind and ecstasy, a path to attain- much to read!).
help. Any suggestions for mak- ing enlightenment. I found plenty of sources in the
ing him taste & smell better? He Even speaking of sensations such library and on the internet, and I
can't use body sprays because as the 'Bliss-wave', seeing your have quoted freely from them.
they sting him. lover bathed in gold light, total-body Combining them with my own
Aaron 'sez: There are a lot of orgasms and becoming aware of insight in this explicit view on
reasons why men may smell the flow of kundalini energy in your Tantric lovemaking.
musky "down there." Often it has body. Tantra is a spiritual path, lifestyle
to do with bacteria in moist parts Other people often expect me to and philosophy. Tantra also offers
of the body. For all men (and know about these things, to have a a path to people who want to grow
small knowledge of all positions of spiritually through yoga and medi-
the Kama Sutra or Koka Shastra ( tation , without having to give up
and on what time of day to use sex and become celibate monks.
them ). I wish I knew. SunFlower (Née SeaFlower) I’m only talking about Tantra as the
The thing is, I just love sex ; I have yoga of sex here; a part of Tantra
explored many depths and the as a science with mental and very
darkness in sex, and I’m even more curious for sex physical exercises. Since sexual prac-
to heal me. To see the heights and radiance of it…! tices are the most accessible and down-
When I am on the internet I am fascinated by what to-earth. Just the SEX part !
people presume Tantra is. This can vary from a Tantra experiments with techniques using
strict religious interpretation, with strict rules one mantras ( cosmic sounds used to gener- 15
 ate energy waves ) and yantras ( release from the sexual need.
coloured geometrical patterns, Tantra for two with a ( temporary )
each specific its own mantra ), ritu- loved one can be magic , you can
als , Tantric mudras and mental share and unite your energy to
exercises attain the bliss-wave.
There is no sexual position for each Most textbooks describe the energy
mantra to meditate on. A 69- flow and balancing of Yin and Yang
fluteplayers pose for the Krisna energy ( shiva and shakti for
mantra or a doggy-style-hands- Tantrics ) in a male and female
folded to pray to Kali would be stimulating. But it’s body.
different. A man and woman as two complementary coun-
women for that matter) this Tantric yoga techniques focus completely on stim- terparts of one whole.
includes the entire genital area ulation of the body and especially the genitals for Within the female body the vagina is the negative
to some extent. For uncut men, generating energy ( people who practice pole and the breasts are the positive pole.
this especially includes the area BodyElectric excercises know all about this), which Within the male body the penis is the positive pole
between the head of their dick is controlled through correct breathing. Before and the breasts are the negative pole.
and their foreskin. One way to doing this its best to loosen up the Tantric sex revolves around the
avoid smelling funny is to use body and warm it up. pairing of opposites. In Tantric
proper hygiene. Of course, just The combination of heated blood lovemaking, there is a giver and a
what is "proper" isn't often dis- and sexual energy reaching the top receiver.
cussed. Somehow we're just of the head, causes experiences of While a man and a woman are
expected to know it. orgasmic enlightenment, and trans- having intercourse in Tantric posi-
Check the soap that your formation of the self. In my experi- tion the negative and positive
boyfriend has been using to ence this comes with a mind-blow- opposite poles are meeting. And a
make sure it is antibacterial
rather than generic soap. When
washing himself he should wash
the entire genital and anal area
thoroughly. Often men just rinse
a bit of water there, and use
soap on other parts of their bod-

SEX
TIP!

A new reality
needs to be
created where
each partner
has to become All Photo collages and text by SunFlower.
aware of both
his male and ing mental-orgasm. circle of energy can flow, the energy can move.
If the circle is totally there, then both the partners
female half of A warning: if the energy is only generated and not will come out of the sex act more energetic, more

his energy,
spread well throughout the whole body, but kept in alive, more charged, with more energy flowing.
the genital area, you will only have accumulation of
make peace the male Yang energy and not the transforma- Tantric principles say that for a person to reach

with it, and

tion to Chi energy. This makes you very VERY bliss he has to come to realize that all poten-
horny with the urge to cum and release; increas- tials and sexualities form One. Meaning also
learn to use it. ing the need for sexual stimulation instead of
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that every person has all sexualities in him and
 both energies : male and female. Still, Tantric both polar positive, and thus not polar opposite, is
authors are very dismissive when it comes to gay considered trivial. A person with any sort of genitals
couples being able to successfully establish the can be a giver of energy and a receiver because a
energy cycle during sex. human body is built to balance both energies. In
gay Tantra the terms "masculine" and "feminine"
Osho even warns in his teachings many times actually have nothing to do with manliness or wom-
against homosexuality from a Tantric viewpoint anliness. If a person can not balance his male and
("Homosexuals cannot develop spirituality. It is female energies and can not accept his opposite
very difficult. Their whole pattern of energy move- gender sexuality, it is because we are trained
ment is disturbed. The whole mechanism is toward one or the other by our parents and our
shocked, perverted"). And he's not alone in his society.
opinions amongst other Tantric gurus. Is it because
they can't envision the proper sex-positions for the I like this viewpoint. I like this viewpoint a lot! It
energy cycle to work? gives room for all the varieties of sexuality.
For gay Tantric lovemaking, some rules still apply:
In history indian tantrists brought many influences - A new reality needs to be created where each
into Taoist china. And I found really useful Taoist partner has to become aware of both his male and
resources to help me out. female half of his energy, make peace with it, and
Here the topic of Yang-Yang ( male-male ) inter- learn to use it.

The partners
have to be
compatible in
their energies.
For the love-
making, one
partner must
ready himself
to be the giver,
and the other
the receiver

All Photo collages and text by SunFlower.

course is dealt with more tolerantly ( I don’t have - The partners have to be compatible in their ener-
In gay Tantra the resource on Yin-Yin intercourse ). With the gies. For the lovemaking, one partner must ready
the terms emphasis on balance. A ‘Top’ will give his Yang to himself to be the giver, and the other the receiver
the Bottom while fucking, who will respond with his - to form the Tantric energy flow and synchronize
"masculine" Yin energy. And in reaction he will develop more of the bodies both partners have to be sexually unit-

and "feminine" it. To keep energies in balance the top person and ed. So it’s not just soft lovemaking, but real physi-
bottom person should occasionally switch roles. In cal penetration.
actually have this way, they prevent the Yang energy in the Top’s
Whenever people touch each other they are
nothing to do
body from taking over and disrupt the balance in
his body. And the same applies to the Yin ener- exchanging energy, so why then, still the need for
with gy in the Bottom. special Tantric sex-positions? Isn’t the way gays
normally fuck sufficient?
manliness or Generally in gay Tantrism the gender-deter- We can use many yoga-exercises to heat up
womanliness mined fact that the genitals of two males are
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the blood and maximize the focus of meditation
 Færie Annonymous regrets but there is No Gossip this quarter. All Færies have
been very very very good and loving each other. No one has been Bitchy or Catty or called
each other terrible names. All has been harmonious and fun! Everybody has been having Sex
(except for 2... ).
--------Kisses, F.Anon

on specific body parts. These exercise positions am with my legs up in bed being my partners’
can be integrated into sex-positions. receiver, I do this out of my male energy and not
In Tantra, anal stimulation is advocated, as it is acknowledging my female energy.
seen as a very effective way of stimulating the
base-chakra. By stimulating the anus the energies Incidently:
can align better with the other energy points in the
form the
You can get a Tantric massage almost anywhere in
body. the Netherlands. Just check in the gay
Tantric energy In my reading I didn’t find a Tantric sex-
position to create a complete circle
adverts! But I verify their legitamicy and
worth. You can get a Tantric massage
flow and syn- between two males, the problem even in the smallest villages,
chronize the being that one partners base-chakra
must be the positive pole, and the
although you have to pay a lot and
both you and the masseur stay
bodies both other’s base-chakra must be the (mostly) clothed! Maybe an idea to
partners have
negative pole, which it isn’t. The set up some certification in Tantric
gay Tantra books only offer the massage as with other massages?
to be sexually same lotus-position which apply for I’d be happy to quality-control the
united. So it’s
heterosexual-couples. masseurs.

not just soft My Indian ancestors once invented or dis- Well I’m not letting this search for the ulti-
covered the most efficient sexual positions for a
lovemaking, but
mate gay-Tantric-fuck-position take too much of
man and a woman to meditate, and recharge, while my attention, but if anyone has more information
real physical fucking for long sessions ( was this how God
meant a man and woman to fuck then? ). Since I
or suggestions on the subject of gay Tantra,
please let us know at [email protected] and
penetration suppose homosexuality has been going around [email protected]
since the the creation of men, I assume that my
Hindu ancestors also invented or explored, one ----SunFlower
Some interesting links I found on (gay) tantra:
Photos of Dominic by AnneLize time or another, the most efficient sexual positions Gay vs. hetero tantra:
for gays to meditate, and recharge, while fucking http://www.keepstill.com/wakingdream/writings/tantra.html
for long sessions ( the way men were meant to fuck Gay tantra :
http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Villa/4480/gulaabtantra.ht
each other? ). They must have had an interesting
m#gulaab
time finding out and getting it correct. Osho: http://www.sivasakti.com/local/osho/vijnana-bhairava-
tantra-vol2/page148.html
As for me, I am only just discovering my female And I can recommend Hsi Lai’s "The sexual teachings of the
White Tigress" to check on female ways of enlightment, which
energy and how one copes with it, realizing that are oral vs. male ways, which are with intercourse.
most of my daily behaviour and especially my sex-
ual behaviour emerges from typical male behav-
iour. This applies to me even when showing my
feminine domestic side at home. And even when I 18
 I sometimes think it is a pre-
ies. He should also make a
sumptuous or very unuseful idea
point of washing the head of his
to write an article about sex,
dick and inside his foreskin as
because I believe the Faeries
best he can.
who will read it are like me :
Once he is done with washing
mature enough to have had their
himself, he should dry himself off
own reflexions, with a lot of
thoroughly. Many men just throw
humanistic values, like freedom,
on their underwear and get
respect for the person and
dressed. It's often a good idea to
his/her differences, respect for
air dry thoroughly, as this helps
the choices and the difficulties
prevent the moisture from
for anyone to live one’s choice of
becoming trapped in the folds of
life and sexuality. Also because
your body. (Not only does this
most of us have been concerned
slow down the growth of bacte-
by or afraid of AIDS and are fully
ria, folks, it also helps prevent
informed on sexual behaviors
jock itch, a fungal growth. Use
including also gender, sexual
the same technique on your feet
orientation and sexual practices.
to help prevent athlete's foot).
I assume also that none of us
Once he is completely dry he
need in fact some kind of
can then go ahead and get
advices or moral guideline. We
dressed. This may do the trick.
have integrated three major "for-
If he is already taking these pre-
bidden" limits (You shall not kill,
cautions, he may want to consid-
engage in cannibalism or incest)
er washing himself "down there"
which can be summed up with
more frequently during the day.
our western Human right values
Try different antibacterial soaps
by "you shall respect the person
to find one that doesn't irritate
and his/her integrity", and this
his skin if he washes there more
includes children and weaker
frequently. A soap with aloe may
people. A colleague of mine, a
be a good idea.
professional sexologist, when
Something off the wall you may
we are working with gay associ-
also want to try is to dab a tiny
ations, is so tolerant and open
bit of deodorant "down there" in
when he talks about sexual aspects that it looks to me like just a catalog of what should be accepted
whatever areas of his genitals
and promoted: there is something missing.
that become musky. Be careful
Thinking about a piece for the MPZ about "sex", the first thing that came to my mind was not what is
to try this on an experimental
good, different, pleasurable, special or dangerous in the sex and sexual practice. Everyone can decide
basis at first, as you don't want
for him(her)self and for a long time my critical mind and my own experiences have helped me for a clar-
to develop a rash or anything
ification among forbidden parental or cultural "interdicts" so I could decide by myself what I think is right.
from it. He may find that the
No, the first concept that arises for me has something to do with emotions and sex together : empathy.
deodorant helps kill bacteria and
Daily, this concept has a wider range of uses and has not a real link with sex, but sex could use or has
keep the area dry during the
to use more empathy to stay in a position of "respectful for the other". Empathy is the ability to "put your-
day. It's an odd solution, but it
self in somebody else’s place (shoes) without identification with the other" (Bergeray). A pure sexual
may just do the trick. (Just be
consumer behavior has nothing to do with empathy or whatever the partner may feel or live inside. Sex
sure to wash thoroughly before
magazines, porn films, compulsive runnings toward many orgasms concern only the body, the intensity
sex. Deodorants often contain
of the sensations, the making of an inside fantasy script or the quest of an impossible sensation to exist.
aluminum chloride, which will
And this is fine if the person wants only this. This is good that our countries allow us to decide about our
instantly turn your mouth dry if
intimate behavior, this is good if puritanism is not ours and seems to belong to the politically correct or
you go down on him).
fundamentalist neighbors or to another age. Freedom has to be a fact for gays so they live their life in
If this doesn't work, then you
their way. But I think this sexual freedom is not enough and does not make a person "real" and maybe
may want to consult with a der-
"magic" for the other.
matologist. There are a lot of
In a faerie spirit or approach of life, empathy is the other side of sex which can be called "not only sex".
other factors that may be con-
As soon as two persons (or more!) meet, it can happen in a magic spirit when heart opens and inner
tributing to his problem. It may
defenses fall. The sexual behavior grows up to another stage where eye contact, words, thoughts and
be a mildly embarrassing prob-
care have importance because they build emotions, slowly or quickly. What is the other person feeling
lem, but that shouldn't prevent
when we are having sex or after? What am I doing and creating as feeling to the other? How do I
you from consulting with a doc-
respond to him/her to what is happening? What is the other telling me or communicating me without
words? Can I ignore that maybe there is something emotional which is growing and important? Am I
responsible to let things happen while seeing or hearing that the other’s expectations are much more
than being a good sex affair or partner during a gathering? Were things clear between us that it was
nothing real but just a holiday’s sort of fantasy or habit? What to do when the other has not the
emotional responses I thought I could expect from that good time together? Many questions
indeed about our openness to empathy, and the least is not "what is the other feeling about our
sexual exchanges?".
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 I often heard among the Faeries how much grew up to a real potential person has shrunk
"respect" was more than a concept. It sounded to empathy to empty. The partner may have castrat-
me as a guide, a cement, a faerie value that was ed his/her own feelings or has accepted to bury a
claimed as an attitude. So, as for me no morality part of one’s history and cut oneself from real emo-
exist outside the reality and outside what the per- tions when a child, usually because those emo-
son is personally thinking and what the critical tions were difficult and specially the evidence of
mind has chosen, clarified and accepted, I am misbehavior of the parents. Some studies showed
very attached to that aspect of sex without any how some 24-month kids in kindergarten have
"moralistic" answers. We all know that except in a already let go what can be considered like empa-
darkroom or during a furtive "trick" (and there is no thy when they have interiorized not to feel the bad
judgment behind those words and those con- treatments because it hurts to be conscious and
sumer’s habits), everyone has, ‘en principe’, an then they reproduced towards others the nega-
tor. emotional impact on the partner during sexual tionism of emotions, of humanity. However, I
FROM A READER: I'd like to exchanges. Because a human being has feelings believe each of us is able to work out these
add to your answer about musky and sensitiveness, we open ourselves and let go wounds, bring those emotions to consciousness
body odor. I am circumcised, but the barer of our outside image and our usual self and overcome this state through our personal
have had a problem with this defenses. We feed our desire by the intimacy with development process. Heart circles are also the
since the skin around the head the partner. We open more than the usual five kind of exceptional experiences that allow to
of my cock tends to fold up over senses world discovery. We let the other fell close develop, search, reconstruct our contact with our
the head during the course of a and intimate, and we do it in reciprocity. We nour- own emotions, with our capacity of being empath-
day spent wearing underwear. ish the intensity of sexual touching and pleasure ic and human. When one person is able to open to
After I shower, I take a cotton by creating a body fusion and therefore by his/her own deep sadness or anger for example,
pad (made for cosmetic enhancing emotional "let go of control", by thrilling this person is then able to recognize other’s feel -
removal, baby-wiping, etc.), with the idea of being really close to someone and ings and differences. Accepting our empathy for
dampen it with rubbing alcohol, of existing. Sex for Humans is especially good the sexual partner is not only a spiritual experience
and thoroughly swab my entire when there is more than compulsive needs, when but also like a healing inside voyage. And it opens
area "down there"--balls, ass- there is a response from the other. Knowing that, inside lots of room for others, perhaps luckily for
hole, around the head of my empathy seems to be the key of respect when sex just one another. And it opens room for heart
cock, you name it. I let it dry, has a day after, to be a responsibility for not being beneath the belt. Being open for feelings and
which it does very quickly. The blind to the other’s feeling because it can hurts being aware of intimate and emotional empathy is
freshness lasts for hours! I don't strongly what was considered like an occasional a gift of life when it is not a one-way process,
partner. because it nourishes the sexual exchanges.
Strangely we are conscious of empathy when fac-
ing a lack of empathy, when the sex partner who

THE BACKGROUND: my sex- transcendence of our earthly beings who start at the heart in
ual appetite started young, play- condition (ie the illusion of sepa- our attempt to get to know each
ing with my cock and fancying rateness), and it can be the most other, enjoy each other and build
boy's bums from at least the age wonderful healing tool. All that! community. Since I might say-
of 4. Wanking alot from 12, but And of course more, much more ing this in a sleazy sex bar it
my sexuality hidden, taboo until - such as using sexual energy to stands in stark contrast to the
the age of 21. Then the volcano achieve magical ends. sex driven interactions going on.
even smell skanky the following erupted - at times a total Meanwhile, thousands upon At færies we have not ignored
morning, which can happen if I absorption in my sexual nature thousands of gay men are chas- the power of sex either, and per-
miss a couple of days. as a gay man in London, late ing sex every day - how much haps it is time to go further....
From READER: advice on the '80s. Getting high and just not are they considering its potential THE PROPOSAL: as a Færie
care and feeding of uncut tools. SEX!=PLEASURE,
Once a day a foreskin should be EMOTIONAL RELEASE, POWER, MAKING LOVE, HEALING, BLISS, UNION
retracted and the exposed head
and underskin should be caring enough to use protection. man there are 4 great loves in
cleaned but soap is not a good Diagnosed HIV+ 1990. The my life: they are SEX - LOVE -
idea. A doctor explained that just emphasis of my life changed SPIRIT - and COMMUNITY. At
warm water and some gentle from SEX to LOVE: had a 7 year Færie gatherings I like to
hand friction is best. Soap can relationship, during which SPIR- explore my connections to spirit,
interfere with the body's own IT came into my life, illness to expand the love in my heart,
antibacterial system for this brought me close to death, I and also to be able to explode in
wonderful mechanism. started to learn about our magi- magical-sexual energy. Our first
Stretching at this time is cal-metaphysical nature and Beltane fest is coming up in
Excellent advice too. I learned went two years with almost no 2004, and now could be the time
this after having quite a bit of sex. and its implications. We share to start talking about and prepar-
redness and irritation that turned THE VISION: When my sexual ourselves in sex - we might pro- ing for SEX RITUAL! I know this
out to be soap related. Finishing drive returned it was joined to tect ourselves against physical has happened before - and now
off with a bit of mild skin lotion an opened heart and a spiritual viruses, but do emotional ones we might continue our explo-
there is good too. For me it pre- way of being. This led me to get passed anyway? We could ration of how we can use sex to
vents the "sticking" of a just observe how sex can be a be sharing simple love, uncondi- heighten our awareness, to do
many-coloured expression of tional and liberating, and certain- healing work, to attain states of
the soul. We can fuck like ani- ly we all do that, at least some- ecstasy and to manifest the
mals, use sex as a doorway to times. But how much do gay folk things we desire in life.
intimacy and love (personal and know about this form of love, Horny Loving Cosmic
unconditional), we can use it except perhaps if they are Spirit to y'all
selfishly to get our needs met, færies! When I describe færies
we can use it spiritually to get to folk I say that we are queer Marcolovestar 20
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ing where these gay SEX “SEX is between the EARS &
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while surfing the web for itself during practice. Cyber sex,
practical things I found porn, phonesex are some of the
these amazingly simple moments when this theory is tested.
There is none the less also a gap
forms made to liberate your Lacan (dead darling of graduate
between theory and the practic eof sex on the mundane ordinary
sex positions.I have no idea school round-table discussions)
realities we experience- such as when that cyberdate turns into a
if they have a European dis- himself couldn't have found a
REAL date or we have sex with thatIDEA of the person we thought
tributor-I found them richer photograph to dissect.
he/she IS. Merging or lessening the gap between theory and prac-
The whole of it is ripe with the
inspireing amd think they tice (in Sex) is a matter of individual actions. Fantasy, ask any ther-
implications of The Gaze: we
are more flexibler than apist, is a critical and important factor in sex. It can remain com-
gaze upon a supine figure who
slings. the model with soft pletely PRIVATE or be shared. Many PRACTICALissues will be laid
prostrates himself before the tel-
cuff restrainst appeals more out on the farmost left collumn of this issues newslet-
evision screen, his gaze in turn
to my tastes. I would love to ter. the practical during practice can help bridge Let focused upon the act displayed
hear from anyone who has
that Gap between theory and Practice!
your partner thereon. Unlike the subject in
used them. xxx CCP “Rimming” (a KNOW you are our previous photograph, this
practice of Butt
absolutely
young buck doesn't return our
kissing/licking, that stare, thus depriving us of our
is NOT limited to Clean! full share of the sexual economy
gay Lesbian Queer of the image. But our projected
practitioners) This presence in the photograph is
FUN activity has its an important one nonetheless,
“issues” both for for it is we who impose an order
the Rimmer (active) on the tableau, who fix the
& the Rimmee(pas- young man's gaze upon the
sive). some of screen, not allowing him to look
those practical away.
rinsed foreskin. issues for such We do so as efficiently as the
From READER:responding to things as enemas owner of the (physical) space
the guy who complained about and cleaning but- depicted in the photograph has
his uncut boyfriend's musky thair are covered in ordered his glossy piles of per-
smell. How could he possibly be the advice column fect-bound European fashion
repulsed by this most intoxicat- section. This prac- monthlies: annals of desire, as
ing of human perfumes. This sit- tice can put both strictly delineated and offered up
uation gives new meaning to partners out of con- to The Gaze as is the sexual
"One man's meat is another trol and into a spiral image on the screen which the
man's poison." I find nothing of pleasure that can young man is consuming.
more sexually stimulating than culminate in ejacu- The upper register of the picture
the mixed odors of sweaty balls lating too soon. A Have Moist is an ordered universe of
SEX
and dick cheese. practical rhythm cleansing Platonic solids, in which all that
would be to is desired is neatly presented to
TIP!
Aaron 'sez: There you have it. towlettes
3 different views on how to han- embrace the con- packets near us in a series of rectangular
dle the issue. If you deal with a cept of Edging. Edging frames, this Appolonian compo-
mild smell "down there," then The term edging usually refers to the practice of working oneself as nent set off neatly by the more
give these some thought, pick close to the point of orgasm as possible, either alone or with some- Dionysian lines of the lower part
one that you think may be right one else, and then backing off until the urge passes or is greatly of the image: like a fallen odal-
for you, and give it a try. reduced, and then working back to the edge again and again, to isque, or one of Ingres' bathers,
intensify the feeling as much as possible when the actual orgasm the ephebe splays himself lan-
Cum doesn't directly harm occurs. guorously across the frame and
your body. In the *absence of KEEP SEX gives himself up to pleasure, the
sinuous curve of his hip bone
any diseases, cum is harmless FUN! poised to receive the imminent
and won't cause you any prob-
lems. It doesn't cause prostate avoid stress! splash of his release from his
cancer, hemorrhoids, or any Be Aware. rapturous absorption.
One hopes he won't
such problems. Matter of fact, Use protection SEX have to hit the rewind
gay men have lower rates of
prostate cancer than straight NOTpeople! TIP! button before then.
men (because we have such 21
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active sex lives more than ging to be plumbed. This tiny but
exceedingly malleable ass will snug-
because we have anal sex), so
ly hug your erect and excited cock.
blowing loads on a regular basis No dick is too big for Handy Andy to
is good for your health! take! He even has squishy testicles
The bad news is that there are that are made to be tugged and

Practice
yanked as you play. This stroker is
STDs galore out there, and they for real!
can cause you no end of prob-

Practice
lems. Syphilis, gonorrhea, her-
pes, HIV, and Hepatitis B and C
can all be transmitted through

Practice
oral sex. Taking sensible precau-
tions like not allowing cum or
precum in your mouth when you
have cuts or sores in your mouth
will help, but it's not foolproof.
There are plenty of ways to have Invest
cuts in your mouth that you don't in good
know about, such as when you
HELP. Clean
bite your tongue, or were at the
dentist that day. Or even just a your toys well.
bit of random bleeding of the Practice often
gums. The lesson here is that if and Relax.
you want to swallow cum, that's Do-it-yourself unassisted
fine. Just be aware that you're fucking is a great way to
taking a risk.
Spitting out cum will help, but not
LEARN How to
bottom(Passive) Start with
SEX
enough to make a significant dif- small dildos first. Discover TIP!
ferent. The cum already got in your BEST way for easy com-
your mouth, after all. A much MONKEY GRIP fortable penetration. Find
better compromise is to suck variations LATER.
your partner until he is about to
cum, and then to jack him as he
shoots his load all over your
bodies.
Anal sex is even more risky than
oral sex. All of those diseases ‘Pure’ AloeVera Gel (UnScented)
have an even greater chance of can be used with Lube for its
being passed during condom- SEX soothing skin healing properties
TIP! GET-
less anal sex Not to mention
there is a risk of passing geni-
tal/anal warts (which in turn is TING
linked with a greater risk of anal FUCKED
This one is great if you like to
SHOULD NOT
cancer). Using condoms helps,
but it's not foolproof there either. massage your scrotum with one
Are STDs possible in oral sex? hand while you masturbate with HURT
Yes. Is there a huge risk? Maybe the other. If you're right-handed,
not huge, but it's certainly there. instead of holding your scrotum
Enough that if you play with mul- from the left side, cross your
tiple partners for long enough (or wrists (left wrist on top) so
if your partners have a history you're grabbing your scrotum
tramping around), you'll eventu- from the right side. You may
ally catch at least one. It means have to bend your body to the
you should consider the risks, right to get the best position. If
consider your partner's history, you've never done this before, it
will feel like someone else is ...If it hurts.
holding your scrotum. Tip: As Something
you masturbate with the other is wrong.
hand, press your fingertips and Stop,
thumb into the cracks between breathe. Try
your scrotum and each another
thigh, and gently massage time. Learn
those areas with slow, rhyth- to relax
mic movements. while horny.

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 Hair &/or beards can be very Sexy. A
combination of nature & nurture. Find
SEX YOUR way (like Dominic)!
TIPs!
SEX
TIP!

and then consider whether your

partner has told you the whole
truth before you make your deci-
sion. For more information,
check www.gayhealth.com
QUESTION: Is there something
to do to cut down on the health Don’t underestimate
risks of the leftover cum if you your force of your EYES.
don't swallow?
Aaron 'sez: The answer is yes,
there are several things you can What turns one person ON invariably Turns someone else OFF!
do. “Vivre La Différrence!” Large fat men have as many suitors as very
First, have a hand towel nearby thin men. Many men (like me) hate ‘big’hard Muscles- Other peo-
with which you can clean up the ple worship them. If we focus on the physical aspects of the body
Stratigic
cum. Throw it in a special pile of and take a survey- you are bound to discover things that make your
hair groom-
wash. When you wash the pile, heart jump and you genitals tingle! This is how you will discover
ing can
use bleach to kill any germs that your own set of Physical TURN ON Parameters. Some things may
‘enhance’ a
may be there. Obviously white not matter. You may discover its something in the Voice and your
hairy body
towels are ideal in this respect, partners vibe. That’s the most difficult to ‘define’ the rest is EASY
or face.
as the bleach won't leave funny and that’s all a simple fun sex guide can do. the rest is UP TO
faded areas on their color. Be YOU. This is only meant to encourage you to continue to
sure to wash your hands with EXPLORE your own body and your LOVERS body. Consider a
antibacterial soap after starting massage class for Gaymen/women. I highly sug- Nipples can be developed with
that load of laundry. Some virus- gest a book: “Male Erotic Massage: A Guide To snake bite kits, clamps. the best
es can survive in your dirty laun- Sex And Spirit” ISBN-0-939263-16-5
SEX
and safest is a lovers sucking.
dry for days.
Paper towels and Napkins are Every TIP!
an option too, and can be handy
because they are disposable. I Lover has
generally dislike them though, something
Love Handles are
because they fall apart easily. beautiful. naturally beautiful.
Still, they do save you a load of
laundry and are convenient. Find it! Keep them.
Second, once you're done with
sex take a shower. Use an anti-
Size Queens should properly pre -
bacterial soap to wash yourself
pare AHEAD of time. Your eyes may
all over. Certain viruses can get
be bigger than your ass or mouth
on your skin (such as your fin-
gers), and can spread to other
parts of the body through touch.
We all scratch and touch our-
selves all over during sex. The
more thoroughly you wash your -
self, the better off you'll be. Size doesnt always matter..Remember:
Third, if you have cum into a It's not the size of the Ship that counts -
condom during fucking, put your It's the Motion of the Ocean!.
hand at the base of the condom
when you pull out. Otherwise the Enhancing your cock can be done with cock-
condom may stay inside your rings & lifters or carefully trimming and
partner. I had one experience in grooming the hair for a fuller longer look
SEX
TIP!
Dedicate several
large soft towels
for Sex Only
SEX
TIP!

Use strong skin conditioners to soften & clean

Feet/Toes in preperation for the possibility of
this often ignored sensation!
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 Smoking is
Diversify
STILL consid-
your porn
ered sexy by
SOME people

which someone fucked me, and

hours later I discovered the con -
dom was still inside me! I could-
n't feel it after being fucked, so
The Its All DRAG!
had no idea it was there until I ‘Post-Tom of Suit&Tie or Chaps or Spandex
happened to find it while show- Finland’ genera-
ering. Fortunately, he didn't have
any STDs. If he had any, I could
tion redefines
easily have been exposed to HOMO
them. Masculinity
So spare your partners any risk
thereof. Hold the base of the
condom as you pull out, and dis-
pose of the condom in the near- JockStraps or De $igner under-
Ignore labels-Find the
est trash can. (Don't flush it - wear or Male Lingeré serve the
quality YOU need. High
sometimes they'll stop up toi- SAME purpose.(use cotton)
for long lasting. Low
lets). If at all possible, wash your
for ripping off for sex!
hands off with an antibacterial
soap before you return to sex.
Fourth, be aware of where on
your body you have any cuts,
scratches, or sores. Those are
parts of your body you should Not all Lycra
avoid getting cum near. Spandex is of
Sometimes it's fun to play with the same
your partners' cum and rub it all quality. Look
over your body. But you'd hate at sewing and
to accidentally contract some- thickness
thing. Being self-aware is a great
way to avoid this happening.
Fifth, always remember that
cumming on your skin may be
safe for HIV, but it isn't safe for
other STDs. Genital warts, mol-
luscum contagiosum, herpes, Using a Crystal instead of
and even syphilis can be passed deodorant can let you
KEEP you natural SMELL
SEX
that way. If you want to play
safe, set down a towel on the without bad odor. TIP!
bed and encourage your partner
to shoot on that. Or have him
shoot on himself and clean it up.
No need to make a scene about
SPORN is the
it ("Don't cum on me, it's not
New SoftCore
safe!"). Discreetly maneuvering
Porn
during sex should be able to
(Sport+Porn) Denim (cotton)&
solve the problem without even The MAN makes the
leather should be
having to talk about it. dress sexy!
worn & conditioned
Anyone else have helpful tips
with special attention
here? Send 'em in and I'll be
to fit YOUR shape
glad to post them.
Question: After I come, it drips
quite a bit of post-cum even
though I wipe it dry. This is a SEX
pain when I want to go to sleep TIP!
right away. This has been going

The MAN makes the

Denim/Leather sexy!
Now that accessory you’ve want -
ed(secretly) A portable Leather
sling on a folding Cross frame.
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 SEX
TIP!
Intimacy has a ROMANTIC
MANY forms Atmosphere is a
regardless of creative EFFORT
their what it
looks like
on since I was 16 and first jerked
off. Is there any way to stop
this??? SEX
Aaron 'sez: That happens a lot Alternative Unions require
of us, especially people that TIP! alternative EFFORTS
have big dicks. The urethra gets
Take a Bondage
a bit of cum in it, that gradually
Safety course
leaks out as you lose your erec-
tion. The simplest way to solve
this is by going to the bathroom
and peeing. That washes all of Phone OFF
the cum out. Music On
If you're too tired to go to sleep, Lighting
my advice is to wrap a small Sex acces-
Buy a big Bed/ futon
sories
towel (a washcloth is perfect)
around your dick and to go to CleanUp SEX "...A
sleep that way. The cum will TIP! ménage à trois...an
gradually leak out into the hand- innocent & beneficial
Use waterbase Lubrication
towel and dry there. Don't use a Have Romantic arrangement" --George Bernard Shaw
for pre-Sex Wrestling
Kleenex for this though, or you'll Dinner AFTER Sex "The chains of marriage are so heavy
wake up in the morning to find it it takes 2 to bear them, sometimes
3" -- Alexandre Dumas père

Establish your limits

BEFORE group Sex
The Sex Course
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ames.php/info/gw/sexcourse.p
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The Sex Course contains
Be honest during
hints and tips about improv -
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SEX
you want it to be.
•How does your arse work?
•Better to be cut or uncut? TIP!
•What can you do to help
Darkroom & Sauna Sex
stop 'gagging' sensations?
isnt just for strangers
•What does he want to do
with that?
This course builds on informa - Cyber etiquette makes Web
tion that is contained in the based cruising pleasant & Sexier DarkRoom Sex:
Arse Class, expanding it out to Have a very
contain information about your smallFlashlight &
cock and mouth. As much of a SaferSex pack
the information is the same or Have the sling
very similar we would advise already set up.
men who attended the Arse
Class against attending The
Sex Course. We will prioritise
places for men who didn't
attend the Arse Class. It's also
important to note that places Drink liters of Water
on this course will be available or Tea to establish
only to men from outside the Piss-Flow
London. The Sex Course will
be part of GMFA's range of Set parameters BEFORE
courses and therefore avail- couple swapping.
able in London from April
2004. 25
 …and tho’ I love you wounded, damaged ,violated
I do not walk into that love free sometimes feeling full of shit
of fear.
With you
ROSY PALM Tho’ we hold the seeds of joyous I peel these clothes away from
With some kind of lubrication, abandon, me
rub the tip of your penis head Carefree, wild, sweet sacred I dare to let you see me
against the palm of your other Wounded and afraid
desire in our hands,
hand. The resulting orgasm will Grieving
be very powerful. We do not fall into that river eas-
ily. And with a sparkle in my eye.
SEX No strong currents of lust or
TIP! mindless oblivion carry us there And you say you see Goddess
Nothing speeds our journey You see woman
We have given up the drugs. You see perfection
you see love.
So it is with slow and painful
steps we stand before each You smile at me
other That deep smile that knows the
Naked territory
Visible in our vulnerability And out of the toy box
Our wounds open we
(you say they may never close) pull….
and you say you love me ….possibility.
even seeing me as I am
© Christine Moon Feb 2002
scarred and scared
MR. SPOCK
After getting an erection, take
some baby oil or any lube of
your choice, rub the lube over
your penis head, shaft, and
scrotum (use a lot of it). Put
some lube on your dominant
hand and make sure to put
OZ FAERIEGRAM 3 Jan 2004 and do nothing” There has been much interest in holding
some extra in between your GREETINGS from FAERIE LAND Full Moon at Kings Beach Byron Bay a silent meditation retreat at faerieland
middle and 4th fingers. It is a busy morning here at faerieland, We will be doing our annual gathering for this winter maybe culminating in a June
Separate your two fingers on and a hot humid and steamy day it is. Up the fullish moon on Saturday the 10th of Solistice Sweat Weekend???. Several
in the hanging gardens above the moon January.at beautiful Kings Beach. Come years ago a group of us shared several
each side to make the "Spock" meadow Frothy, Lez, Neil, Karim and and join us for a shared meal (bring a dish days in silence at Blue Knob and the
sign from Star Trek. Slide your Peter are creating a pavillion from an old to share) and a special moment to enjoy experience was very powerful. The medi-
hand up and down your lubed trampoline that will in time be graced by a the warmth of the summers eve, plan on tation retreat would be some what of a
penis in between your fingers fast growing, very sacred plant. Teacosy spending the night on the beach. Lets faerie version of a Vasapana Retreat.
is calculating with paper, string and shov- gather around sunset, for more info call Ring us here at faerieland for more info
slowly, and at the same time, el the next moves in building the com- 02 6689 7070 with your interest.
massage your scrotum and tes- posting toilet. Shamus, Jai and Bernard Mardi Gras Newsletter
ticles. Vary the speed and pres- have planted a lemon grass walk at the Who’s interested in parading in this years The FAD FEYnewsletter is way over due,
east end of the newly fenced veggie gar- Mardi Gras ????? any fun costumes or so now is the time to send your contribu-
sure of your hand, and you will den between the main house and the themes ideas??? The parade is on tions, big or small. Email to
take yourself to where no man bales. Sparkle is in South Africa for his Saturday the 6th of March -call [email protected] or mail to PO Box
as gone before brothers wedding and will be back on Dragonfly/Kim soon on 02 93100931 495 Nimbin NSW, 2480
These and many more tips can Sunday week. with you fabby ideas and interest in being Visiting
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tana and other weeds. The various proj- Gathering on an island along the south share in the faerie sanctuary experience.
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lump of money to continue the compost- Easter Pagan Gathering Cheques/MO payable to "Top of the
ing toilet.. We look forward to this new- This year we are considering a week long Garden" Account
year with opportunity, play, creating and gathering for Easter at Faerieland. International transfer Swift
generating space for time for inner and Suggested dates for the gathering are No. CUSCAU2SXXX //
world peace. Saturday the 10th – 17th April ?? Let us AU802 222 SUMMERLAND
So begins 2004, the year of “Finding the know what you think!!!!We will be decid- CREDIT UNION 51177 TOP
time to do all the things that you feel you ing soon. OF THE GARDEN PTY LTD
nee to do and then finding time to rest Winter Silent Meditation
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 The Pursuit of Happiness
"La pudeur à notre époque est un and the New Morality:
Cyber Sex, Pornography,
crime et n'a rien à faire avec l'art." - and alternative sex prac-
tices beyond condoms -- a
Biron vision of the future and
the future is now!
A very large percent of internet
activity involves men and
women actively engaged in
exploring and pursuing their
sexual interests. In the age of
AIDS and other sexually trans-
mitted diseases (STDs), people
are increasingly looking to vari-
ous CyberSex activities as a
way of eliminating the risks of
contracting these dreaded dis-
eases. Such pursuits of happi-
ness rather than be criticized as
'abnormal,' should be applaud-
ed for questioning of so-called
'normal' sexual behavior. Safety
rather than unconventionality
should dominate this discus-
sion, and free choice should be
the only rule of the game.
Why should only condoms and
abstinence be offered as viable
safeguards against sexually
transmitted diseases when
CyberSex, and pornography in
its various forms (photos, video,
CD-ROMs, DVDs, films) offer
100% safe sex, a fact which can
not be claimed for condoms
whose effectiveness against
disease and pregnancy has
been largely oversold by ill-con-
ceived, expensive Safe-Sex
public relations campaigns that
directly benefit the condom
industry.
Non-traditional safe sex prac-
tices that do NOT require the
need for condoms should be
encouraged. We are moving
into a new millennium where
our notions of sexual activity will
hopefully broaden so that
countless creative sexual
expressions not requiring con-
doms are put on at least the
same footing as the more con-
ventional activities requiring
them.
The need to reduce both the
transmission of STDs and the
world population growth rate
are each, in their own way, forc-
ing us to rethink sexual activity
in the most fundamental ways.
Homosexuality is only a part of
this big picture of which we are
all a part. Once homosexuality
is seen as a major contributor to
world population control -- the
21st Century's highest
priority -- present day
social tensions sur-
rounding homosex-
uality will simply 27
 MpZ wrote to Biron ask - by all of the world's great reli-
vanish, and homosexual activities of all genders and persua-
ing him if we could get gions. However, in today's
sions will be accepted much as heterosexuality is today. When
something from him that democratic global environ-
this happens, many people -- who previously would not have
was a bit “different”. He ment as reflected by the
considered engaging in homosexual activities -- will begin to
sent MpZ this image -to World Wide Web, we do not
experiment and search for new ways of achieving sexual self-
which I replied: What a need one single exemplum
gratification beyond the limited ones generally promoted today.
beutiful and intrigueing as in the past, but countless
From this new perspective, present-day pseudo-scientific
man. I dont know why, but exempli to pave the way, in
rationalizations as to whether one's sexual identity is deter-
it’s great! countless ways, to a new
mined by nature or freely chosen will appear as archaic and
Biron quickly respond - tomorrow.
foolish as the Medieval disputes regarding the number of
ed...” Not a 'man,' but a This future surrounds us but
angels that could sit on the head of pin. These tired discussions
derive from an apparent need to absolve homosexual praction- she, Shauntay, a tran - is still out of focus because of
our past which clings and
ners of their sin or their deviant behavior. From the new per- sexual!”
alienates us from the actual
spective, this 'deviant behavior' will be accepted as a blessing
reality in which we live our
in disguise requiring no such justification for either religious or
lives every day. In other
social acceptance.
words, the world we are liv-
In short, the table is about to be turned around on the old moral-
ing in is not what the old-time
ity which will increasingly be on the defensive to
mental constructs are telling
justify its promotion of present day so-called
us it is. It is essential we
'normal' sexual behavior. Already, for exam-
learn to live in greater har-
ple, in countries such as Mexico where the
mony and friendlier feelings
authority of the Catholic Church remains
with our present day reality -
largely unchallenged, loud voices on such
- not as our grandparents
issues as abortion and birth control are
lived it, but as we must live it
increasingly being heard.
if we are not to perish from
This is a moral-social issue requiring aban-
this earth. It's called adapta-
doning some of the old values that once
tion and any species who
were justifiable when conditions were quite
fails this test eventually and
different from the ones facing us today. All
inevitably becomes extinct.
morality has its justification in the survival
The data available suggests
of the species. Mass procreative ideology
that CyberSex as practiced
once rested on such a basis. [Medical
by ever growing WWW pub-
technology has turned this around and
lic, is doing just that: adapt-
less rather than more children is today's
ing to the new reality, allow-
new necessity for survival.] However, when
ing people in the comfort and
conventional morality seeks to perpetuate itself in
privacy of their homes to
total disregard of the survival principle, then a new
explore their sexuality and
morality -- one that again takes our survival into
discover new ways of relat-
account -- must emerge to replace it.
ing with one another in order
People cannot be forced to abandon their old-time
to obtain satisfactory sexual
religions [It has never worked; religious persecution
gratification associated with
is counter-productive], but they can voluntarily con-
healthy, well-balanced indi-
vert as others show by their example that the new
viduals.
world facing us requires new values much as did the
This is not to degrade the
old world before.
fact that in some isolated
Traditions of all sorts are held in high esteem.
cases, celibacy may be the
Consistency has it's merits, but it also has its drawbacks.
preferred choice. But to even
The comfort and security in the repetition of a familiar pat-
suggest celibacy as a mean-
tern sometimes shared with ancestors across time lines -
ingful alternative for most
- called rituals -- are mythic and, as such, are funda-
people -- especially for the
mental to the human psyche. However, when these rit-
young and healthy -- reflects
uals and their accompanying beliefs stand in the way of
great social irresponsibility
human survival, they can neither be ignored nor encour-
since it is likely to confuse
aged.
and injure the person hearing
Would the covered wagon people in the 1850s of the Old
the message. [Just Say No
West recognize our world today any more than we can
Campaigns are so funda-
imagine the world facing our children in 50 years. The pur -
mentally retro in conception
pose of any society is to balance conflicting interests with-
that, not unsurprisingly, the
out ever losing sight of its primary responsibility -- the sur-
general public simply laughs
vival of its members.
them off.]
The problem is not whether change occurs -- for it always
does -- but how to effect meaningful change. Again, I Biron
believe the best way is by Find Biron at
example, a method used www.photos-biron.com/
successfully in the past 28
I realise (regarding the years after the fact--when,
exactly, will this "community"
photos) that the differing formats
arise, and, will it serve anyone
gay beyond the wealthy, well-
heeled upper class??
This may not be the time to
wax philosophical [too LATE!!],
but here goes:
I am of the post-gay orienta-
tion these days not because I
no longer enjoy playing hide
the sausage or taking it in the
face (among other things),
rather I am fascinated that we
(really: treatments) is a bit repe-
can even attempt to form com-
titious--but I often run pix thru
munity based (largely) on sexu-
negativisations and posterisa-
al desire--some of the stuff
tions--even of the work of oth-
Frank Browning, formerly of
ers-- because I am fascinated by
NPR, writes of in his work
shapes and how recurring
Culture of Desire etc; [I still put
shapes trigger certain respons-
together panels for sexuality;
es--esp. in a sexual/visual
diversity; & social work classes
sense.
for an education professor who
I firmly believe that there are
specializes in sex ed program
certain sexy qualities in all
development where I strive to
folk--and I am fascinated with
assemble gay men, lesbians,
how mainstream gay culture
bisexuals and (if I'm really
shuts out huge categories of
lucky) trans-gender folk. I,
fellow men, based on non-con-
myself, sit on these panels and,
formity to white, well-toned, well-
when self-identifying, describe
educated, wealth-displaying,
myself as "post-gay."]
'worldliness', cosmopolitanism
I don't do it to be a jackass,
etc; to the exclusion of those
rather to stress that, on a per-

Pardon Me ... Are You

among us who are darker; less
sonal level, I am OVER IT--
well-toned, un-circumsized;
specifically, "over" subscribing
less-educated; less-mobile; less
to the dominant culture and its'
Post-GAY?
rich etc; I think that mainstream
late-Victorian obsession with
gay culture is all about commod-
putting a label on every nuance
ification of 'gayness' and that the
of existance--esp. that which is
exclusion of 'non-idealised' folk
most mysterious (to
is leading to a certain amount
researchers and to laymen)---
of Balkanization of gays into
sexuality and its expression.
specialized fetishes---even as
these musings have been build-
those 'idealised' among us are
ing up for some time--and,
achieving (in this country, after
though I am heartened by the
Europe's example) some civil
way America has overcome
and, even, legal equality. I think
much of its fear and loathing of
of the way gay authors and
gay and lesbian life in the past
movements gloss over the fact
decade--I, for one, worry about
of exactly WHO it was at the
those of us less-than
forefront of the Stonewall riots
'Kodak/Madison Avenue/West
(drag queens and folks of
Hollywood' 'perfect'...
colour)etc; is a scandal on a
[ the following descriptive text is
scale approaching that of
like a photographers diary from
Holocaust deniers. And, as time
maincoon.] CCP
passes, these folks who are
----------Descriptive text--------
deliberately marginalised, espe-
Billy 22, series of 6
cially by other gays, will truly be
Billy is a BMX-er, and tattoo
forgotten. Put another way, we
artist. He has posed for me on
are not all "Ellen"s or "Wills (of
numerous occasions, solo.
Will & Grace, a t.v program). We
Lately, he has done some still
are not all white and upwardly
porn work with his girlfriend
mobile. At some point, well-
(and Larry)—for me.
heeled, lili-white Gay culture
He has the most meaty of
moves beyond mere toleration
hands, and a fine package.
by the dominant culture and
Cumshots, tricky-at-best, are
becomes a part of the dominant
quite something with him.
cultural (oppressor) paradigm--
With Billy there are no
oppressors themselves/our-
‘bad parts’ and he fol-
selves.
lows directions (that
If we can't even acknowledge
is NOT a given)
our multicultural and cross-cul-
Boone 18, series of 9 +
tural roots now, a scant 30+ 29
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1 of Larry, 22 voyeuristic shooting for each other . Sometimes, as
Boone has had a crush on me for a long time now with the aforementioned Billy & Laura pix, he shoots
(since his older brother and I lived together a cou- the subjects from one angle and I shoot from another.]
ple of years ago). Over the years, I’ve photo’d him Scott really likes ‘assshots’ and I have come to like
cutting my grass, lifting weights and hangin’ out them too. Quite a bit of my photowork involves
with his buddies. These pix were a birthday (his) restraint and trust issues.
present from him to me.The first pic is of a penetra- The final 2 shots are, again, voyeuristic. I like to first,
tion (him on me). Notice the condoms, he is quite equalize, then, posterize—this gives a Warhol-like
well-versed in their usage. effect.
The facial in shower is a personal fav—but I Michael 20, series of 10
removed the tattoo from his upper arm (I don’t like I met Michael as a fellow student, shortly after he was
it) released by the Army. He was my "ass model" for my
The solo jacking is quite something art class—that is to say, he posed for me and I
There is one Larry pic—him looking especially abstracted his ass into a final art project and, strange
pleased after cuming. [Larry is a strange story…if as it sounds for Arkansas, he did come by to meet my
you really want to know I can tell] instructor and class. He is engaged now, but surprises
This one shows Boone ready to pose and me, me every so often with a personal visit. He is 22 now,
ready to shoot and should graduate in the Spring.
The 2 ‘ready to pounce’ show a certain "love of Michael comes, in five formats. Cumshots are espe-
latex" cially tricky.
Justin 22, series of 8 + 2 of anon. 18 year old Michael is especially fond of assplay (which explains
I met Justin right after he was released by the Navy why he still visits me)
(knee operation). He worked on my campus and it The last two shots, in 2 formats, are especially playful
is through him that I met Boone’s older brother; the Zed, 20, series of 4
anon. 18 year old; Boone; and Cody (pix coming Zed is a skater punk and tattoo artist that I’ve known
later). for a few years, he is 22 now and is known to be an
The anonymous 18 year old is included for his excellent source of "kindness."
cumshot, which I have in two formats. This was the first ‘ass shot’ I ever did (Scott suggested
I am really fond of shots in the shower—although it)
this involves an outside photographer. These 3 shots were for an adult profile rotation for the model
You had said something about "that interesting place between con-
tact sex and voyeuristic sex." [my friend Scott and I swap
------Maincoon

Christian will give a you guided with the land finding, who and
tour - a visualization ˆ to your when? (We thought to extend
dreamland. Coming back to our search into the Auvergne
Færie land and to our circle, you and Limousine region. We
play, rituals and wisdom in organize the buy and the use
can let us know if you like, what have to find out who wants to
respect for, connection with, the land and living in the sanc-
your sanctuary looks like and go, where and when. We
and inspired by nature, live in tuary permanently (How many
how it feels to be there. thought it would be important to
the sanctuary in peace and rules do we need? What are the
Hopefully by the end of this trip go there only if we are having
safety, sharing and solidarity social concerns of those who
you will be eager to know how proposal of real estate agents.
among the Færies and reaching will permanently live there?
we will go on with the land find- We want to set up a list of real
out into the outer world?). What kind of responsibilities do
ing. We will let you know what estate agents, and also think
Introduction by Dee Tale. we have operating a sanctuary
our plans are for the other land about alternatives for the land
- Use of the land in a in France, with taxes, social
finding circles and workshops we finding in other countries, for
self-sustainable way and in security payments, healthcare
are planing. example the north east of
respect for nature. (Respectful for the permanent residents etc.
Sanctuary set up workshop 3 to Germany where its beautiful
usage of the land, perm-culture, ? Introductions by Mike, Dwight,
5 hours (facilitators Mike and and still cheap.) introduction
growing fruits and herbs, keep- Geert and Christian.
Dwight) This workshop is meant Junis
ing animals, environmental con- - How do get more peo-
for those who want to actively >From this second sanctuary
cerns when having guests, ple involved and raise more
participate in the land finding and workshop we are planning to go
organize gatherings or grow money? (The idea was to
sanctuary set up it is also on with small groups which are
produce for sale). Introduction broaden the base of Færies
planned as a follow up of all the working on special tasks, like
by Mike and Dwight. working within the project espe-
issues we did not have time to the homepage, newsletter, land
- How much of the land cially also the land finding, cre-
talk about when we met in finding project, regulation for
do we want to use up to live on ate a homepage attached to the
Amsterdam in November. the land use, fun(d)raising,
the land and how environmen- Færie homepage, publish a
If we find somebody to facilitate founding non for profit organiza-
tally do we have to be to be newsletter for the gay media,
this we would like to begin this tions etc.
respectful of nature? (Do we set up a communication list, find
workshop with a shamanic voy- We would be Færie happy if you
want permanent residents? more people with skills who
age to the sanctuary and then would show up in these circles
Setting up straw buildings or want to join the project, create
want to work on making our and help us to move on. You are
teepee, caravans using old fundraising events, find more
dreams come true. These are welcome and needed! If you got
houses, having electricity, gas, Færies who like to spent some
the issues we would like to talk any proposals for this project,
water a sewerage system, tele- money for the project, establish
about: please contact us.
phone etc.) introduction by Dee not for profit organizations in
- The magic of the sanc-
Tale. France and Germany) introduc-
tuary (How can the sanctuary
tion Erick and Dwight
help us grow our senses, values,
- How do we want to - Where do we go on
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Announcement for circles and do we have to be to be respect-
workshops on the Eurofaerie ful of nature? (Do we want per-
landfinding and sanctuary proj- manent residents? Setting up
ect that regulations for usage of the This worksop is meant for those straw buildings or tippis, cara-
Dear faeries, land are hinder- who want to vans, using old houses, having
as you might have heard, some ing a trustful actively partici- electricity, gas, water, a sewer-
of us went for a few trips to and organically pate in the age system, telephone etc.)
find a permanent place for us growth of the landfinding and Introduction by Dee Tale.
somewhere in Europe and spent community. sanctuary set up. How do we want to organize the
a lot of energy on this project in These are our It is also planned buy and the use of the land and
the last months. During the win- proposals for as a follow up of living in the sanctuary perma-
ter gathering we are offering a circles and all the issues we nently (How many rules do we
few circles and workshops for workshops : did not have time need? What are the social
interested faeries. With this Dreamland to talk about concerns of those who will per-
announcement we want to give workshop, 2 to when we met in manently live there? What kind
you a few informations about 3 hours (facilitator Christian) Amsterdam in November. of responsibilities do we have
what we are planning. In this workshop we want to lead If we find somebody to facilitate when operating a sanctuary in
To give you a better picture and you to a fantasytrip to our this we would like to begin this France, with taxes, social secu-
an introduction about the pres- dreamland sanctuary. workshop with a shamanic voy- rity payments, healthcare for the
ent situation of the landfinding It will start in the real world and age to the sanctuary and then permanent residents,
we want to tell you about our we will give you a summary want to work on making our etc. ? Introductions by Mike,
dreams, visions and fears about what we have done so far dreams come true. These are Dwight, Geert and Christian.
we had when we met a month and what benchmarks for the the issues we would like to talk How to get more people
ago in Amsterdam: involved and raise more money?
Our dreams: We are looking for (The idea was to broaden the
a beautiful spot in nature where base of faeries working within
the faeries can gather as often the project especially also the
as they want to. A safe place for landfinding, create a homepage
Déssert...
ritual, fun and creativity and still attached to the faerie home-
200 gr. Butter,
connected to the outer world. page, publish a newsletter for
200 gr. Zucker,
Living together selfsufficiently in the gay media, set up a commu-
3 Ei-Gelb und 1 Voll-Ei mixen
connection with all of creation nication list, find more people
100 gr. Stärke,
and in respect for with skills who want to join the
300 gr. Mehl,
nature and respect for individual project, create fundraising
1 P. Backpulver runter rühren.
needs. A place with spiritual events, find more faeries who
Den Teig aufs Blech mit Backpapier drunter.Kleingeschnittene
energy in a safe and supportive like to spent some money for the
Früchte drauf verteilen und leicht andrücken. Bei 175´C 50
environment. A place where we project, establish not for profit
Min. Backen. Dann rausnehmen auf 220´C
can meet also other open organizations in France and
stellen und den Eischnee drüber verteilen.Evt.paar Mandeln
hearted persons. Germany) Introduction Erick and
drüberstreuen.Back into the oven. The meringe should not too
We are dreaming of a communi- Dwight
dark. More like
ty of those who are living on the Where do we go on with the
a WIENER MELANGE- Colour.
land and those visiting. Fulfilling landfinding, who and when? (We
EISCHNEE: 3 Eiweisse 200 gr. Zucker/Rohrzucker/ and beat it
personal projects of life. We are thought to extend our search
till it is strong and can´t jump out of the Rührgerät!
aware that each step of finding into the Auvergne and Limousin
and setting up the sanctuary has –HeyHeyWickyMars(i am) regions. We have to find out who
also an impact on our personal wants to go, where and when.
development. The sanctuary land we have identified so far about: We thought it would be impor-
should also be an experiment of (Junis), then we will present two The magic of the sanctuary tant to go there only if we are
new forms of communal / rural existing sanctuaries in (How can the sanctuary help us having proposal of real estate
living and should be a source for Northamerica : the Short grow our senses, values, play, agents. We want to set
inspiratation for the outer world. Mountain Sanctuary (Dee Tale) rituals and wisdom in respect for, up a list of real estate agents,
We are dreaming of a place to and the Kawashaway Sanctuary connection with, and also think about alternatives
keep the spirit of the faeries (T-T). Then we will make a trip and inspired by nature, live in the for the landfinding in other coun-
and better focus on it. We hope to your fantasy sanctuary. sanctuary in peace and safety, tries, for example the north east
that we can get old there in a Christian will propose you a sharing and solidarity among the of Germany where
safe, secure and caring environ- “guided tour” - a visualization – faeries and reaching out into the its beautiful and still cheap.)
ment. A place where some of us to your dreamland. Coming outer world?). Introduction Junis
want to scatter their ashes back to faerieland and to our cir- Introduction by Dee Tale. From this second sanctuary
after passing away. cle, you can let us know how Use of the land in a selfsustain- workshop we are planning to go
Our fears: There are fears that you’d like it, what your sanctu- able way and in respect for on with small groups which are
we are closing off the outer ary looks like and how it feels to nature. working on special tasks, like
world to live in secluded para- be there. (Respectful usage of the land, the homepage, newsletter,
dise. The fear that the spirit will Hopefully by the end of this trip perm-culture, growing fruits and landfinding project, regulation
be less free when having you will be eager to know how herbs, keeping animals, environ- for the land use, fun(d)raising,
responsibilities and constraints we will go on with the landfind- mental concerns when having founding non for profit organiza-
by owning a piece of land. ing. We will let you know what guests, organize gatherings or tions etc.
Faeries were afraid to open up our plans are for the grow produce for sale). We would be faerie happy if you
the project too much and thus other landfinding circles and Introduction by Mike and would show up in these circles
have to deal with too many peo- workshops we are planning. Dwight. and help us to move on. You are
ple and loose focus. Being too Sanctuary set up workshop How much of the land do we welcome and needed! If you got
fearful starting the project 3 to 5 hours (facilitators Mike want to use up to live on the any proposals for this project,
instead of just doing it. The fear and Dwight) land and how enviromentaly please contact us.
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I wake, as always, just two minutes before the alarm goes off. With sleepy effort, I reach over and switch it off
before it has a chance to start emitting its aggressive noise. Wondering if I will ever dare simply not set it in the
first place, I shift and bring my arm around the warm body of the cozily sleeping man facing away from me. Deep
in morning sleep, he moves ever so slightly.
His name is Daph and this is our fifth date and our second time in bed together.
The front of my body is sampling the various climates of the landscape that is Daph’s backside. My chin rests on
the relative cool of his slightly exposed shoulders, my heart beats against the central furnace of the middle of his
back, my cock nuzzles the humid warmth of his ass-crack between the mild temperature of his cheeks, my legs
rub against the silky warmth of his hairy legs, and my toes flex against the delicate waxy humidity of his feet.
My hand slides toward Daph’s stomach where it seeks out the tender area between belly-button and pubic hair.
This vulnerable and sweet spot is my favorite on any man. Once there, however, my fingers stop, startled by the
crinkly dry snake skin texture they find. Oh, yes: he didn’t wipe himself last night before we drifted off. The image
of Daph’s blissful post-orgasmic smile enters my mind. The corners of my own mouth turn up as I lift the bed-
covers slightly and then let them settle back down. With dilated nostrils I inhale deeply as the warm and potent
and complicated mix of the odors of our two bodies rushes out from the pocket of space we have been steeping
in all night.
I tighten my hold slightly and then, too quickly, loosen it. It is only the second time.
Carefully I slide out of the sheets and sit on the edge of the bed. My skin tightens in the room’s morning chill. I
get up and put on my white and black cotton kimono. As I leave the bedroom for the bathroom, I look back at Daph
who is now lying on his back, face angelic and lost in another world.
In the shower, I look in the full length mirror that hangs on the wall near the bathtub. I like what I see. I no longer
am a boy. I am a man and I like it. I occupy my body to a much fuller extent now than I have ever done before. I
don’t mind that time is making its mark on it. I think it is sexy and beautiful and am unashamed by the pleasure
it gives me. Thinking of Daph, the skin of my balls tightens and little electrical currents of arousal begin to circu-
late in them spilling out into my cock which is responding accordingly. I hold on to the sensation for a moment.
Tinges of horniness left over from last night. Well, maybe more than just tinges.
As I brush my teeth in the fog after my shower, I hear noises from the bedroom that indicated that Daph is getting
up. I spit out the white foam, and rinse just as the door opens and Daph stumbles in naked and still radiating the
funky warmth of the bed.
Definitely not a morning person which makes it even more exciting that he’s smiling through his grogginess. He
gives me a heavy-lidded bedroom look and mumbles "g’morn." Then he turns from me and sets his lovely dick
on the cold porcelain of the sink’s rim. I find his loutish manner unbearably sexy as a gushing yellow stream of
pee pushes through the crusted over pee-hole and snakes down the glistening white surface to the noisily gur-
gling metallic drain hole. His eyes are shut and he is visibly enjoying his morning relief.
So am I. I’m getting pretty weak in the knees and I lean against the linen shelves behind me.
He Looks my way and his eyes drop down to my hard cock. "So very kind of you to prepare breakfast" he campi-
ly says and drops to his knees between my splayed feet. I look down and see that he is taking his time savoring
my hard-on and keeping me waiting. My skin is still pink and moist from the hot water and I can feel his breath
rush over my straining cock annihilating the very last wisps of steam. He sits still. I take in the view of his brow
and his nose from above, his nostrils visibly dilated. His eyes adoring, he is slowly inhaling and exhaling. Messy
morning hair, shoulders. Back and ass foreshortened, curved and delicious. His warm hands on the tops of my
feet. Then: his hands moving up, circling my ankles, squeezing my calves, sliding up in between my thighs from
behind. My eyes close, my head goes back pushing against a folded towel on the shelf. His finger tips tickling
the hair on my balls. Caressing my ass.
Then they are gone.
I open my eyes and look down. "Close them" he says. I obey.
I just catch myself from Bzzzzzrrrrrrrrrr… The snake’s coils begin
opening my eyes and at the to slide against themselves in
same time I receive a jolt of the heart of the blazing fire
fiery pleasure. In an instant, like the cogs of an unbeliev-
but in a sort of distant way, I ably fluid and precise
recognize the noise and match machine.
it to the sensation of the bris- Slowly—ineluctably—from the
tles of my sonically vibrating center of these glowing rotat -
electric toothbrush against the ing circles, rises the head of
tip of my cock. It feels like a the snake:
hundred little electrical dis- blunt snout wagging,
charges firing into my body tongue sampling the burning
from the tip of me. It is so air, eyes seeing only the
intense it is uncomfortable. essential.
But as Daph moves the vibrat- In a flash it is out of the fire
ing bristles to the area of the and at my feet.
shaft just below the piss-hole I feel desire pulsing through
rubbing up and down, it is my body, pounding in my
delicious liquid fire that makes chest and in the palms of my
my knees loosen. hands.
33 It’s approach is indispensable
 I think I’m going to faint. to me now. Its touch on my skin a promise of communion
My hands are grabbing nonsensically, my hips are writhing. It with a larger self.
feels like each bristle is stimulating a separate nerve ending The forked tongue first makes contact with my big toe just
and the cumulative effect is too much above the threshold of beneath the shelf of the nail.
an orgasm to even register as one. Then comes the tip of his All at once I drain out of my body and into the snake and fill
tongue right above the brush. Compared with the roughness back up again.
and mineral minuteness of the brush, Daph’s tongue is soft, I am full of the snake’s magic vibrating fire energy.
warm, and full of organic life. A humid jungle. Keeping his Then, it crawls up my leg—scale against skin. Its touch is
tongue on the tip of my cock, he traces a meandering path with cool and snaky, yet leaves me glowing warm and scintillat-
the vibrating brush down the shaft to the balls leaving ingly energized.
behind starbursts of pleasure. He has stretched the It rides up between my buttocks, over my tail bone,
space between tip and base to a galaxy of cock- up the groove of my spine its warmth spreading
pleasure. Then, he goes around the balls— like tendrils around my body. Up the back of
each one—and into the space between them my neck, over my head, pausing to flick its
and the inner thighs. The skin on my balls tongue at the very top of my crown.
is writhing as my nuts strain and cling to Scaly stomach down my face, over my
the base of my cock. chin and Adam’s apple and down
It won’t be long now. I feel the tide through the notch of my clavicle dart-
coming in. The ocean is warm and its ing tongue leading the way. Then
approach feels cataclysmic. winding through the dark grass of my
The brush is on my asshole now. It is chest over my belly and down. It
tickling the hairs there and my sphinc- pushes through my pubic hair with
ter is reacting in a confusion of its head.
spasms. He traces around the rim and It completely wraps my genitals in its
it feels like he is pulling the string that coils.
holds me together out from me. The tip The snake is now my penis.
of my cock is in his mouth now and he is It’s tail is wrapped around my testicles
sucking on it as if it were a mango seed. and its head is arching up from my groin
Rhythmically but delicately the brush is engorged and straining,
working while the head of my cock is so ripe ready to hiss and spit,
it feels like a plum busting with juice in his scanning for something to bite into.
mouth. My breathing is heavy, my head is getting I reach out in front of me and touch the head. My
light with oxygen. Then, I go over the edge. The dam fingers wrap around its throat and pull back sliding
breaks and the huge lake of sensuousness suddenly has down toward the tail.
nothing to hold it in and it rushes down the valley of my body In a spasm
taking everything with it and throwing it every which way. In a that jerks my entire body forward, it spits its venom.
flash I am the Universe and I am full and blazing in the Big Then more: its mouth opens wide.
Bang of my expanding consciousness followed by the sweet The fangs glisten in the firelight.
melting into eternity. Wider and wider the mouth opens as the snake grows enor-
When I come back, somehow I’ve ended up lying on the floor mous.
in his arms among fallen towels and linen. His cum on my shin The head turns upon the tail to which I am still attached.
has dribbled down onto the top of my foot. The fangs pierce me sweetly while the tongue snakes out and
I open my eyes. envelopes me.
I am in the company I melt into its liquid warmth and
of a god . travel down the path of eternity
as a god.

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I live in Amsterdam, since there in person.
l984, I just relocated and have a That brings me to the next point:
place now that I really love, a most of my sex life is floating in
nice beautiful old neighborhood digispace... And sometimes an
in the center with 17thC. houses alien from there comes down
around me, very central, close to and becomes a person that I can
Central Station, meet, feel, embrace, smell.
Waterloopleinfleemarket,metro- which does not mean it’s always
line , a park, the zoo...I already pleasant. Some men I consider
had the honor of organizing a gorgeous when I see them on
few Dutch Færie gatherettes the PC screen and can be a
there, and hope many more can shock in reality, some people I
follow... met have enriched my life
I’m rarely there because I’m also immensely..
living in my hometown of Lets start first to describe what I
Dordrecht where I have a spa- consider gorgeous. I have a fur-
cious atelier in an old warehouse fetish, furry men strong furry
on the first floor and a room legs, furry asses, furry chests,
under the tower of the medieval furry arms, with or without tat-
church ,and there I stay most of toos. I Always had it [this inter-
the week. Not the big city life, est] since my first good sexperi-
many friends and shops I need ence with a man at the age of 21
are in walking distance and with a furry, an bearded
homey neighborhood cafes next American who picked me up in
door. No gay life at all. I know one of the Rotterdam gaybars
many gay people here in town. I where I cruised around since I
design invitations for gay meet- was l9..Bob Allen was his name.
ings every month here for years The feel of his fur, the smell of
and have never been there or his fur, his touch, his kisses, the
feel a longing to go there. way he fucked and wanted to be
Dordrecht means work to me, fucked..., I never lost that feeling
close friends and means my and since then I’ve been meeting
mother who still lives here well so many Bob Allens in different
cared for in a nursing home. I’m shapes from different nationali-
her only relative left and she will ties in different countries
be 93 soon. Staying here gives The men I had experiences
her also the feeling I am around before Bob Allen I have forgotten
and not far way when I’m need- them, almost. Only one is left in
ed. my memory the first grown up
Amsterdam is for me the weekly man where I had sex with when I
art-market in the summer(that was 18. In London, in the
was very bad in selling this year. Coloherne pub, the first gay bar I
Now I’m in a struggle to survive ever visited. Its still there and
financially as my state money for that man Scottish Bob is still
artists(WIK) stopped in April this there in my head sometimes. It
year and I could not find some was a horrible experience. I
other funds to support me, or a expected love, he took me home
temporary job that allows me pay and brutally raped me, threw me
my bills. A very hard period, that on the street. I got the experi-
allows no time for many adven- ence fully back at one of the
tures with men,. because that all Færie gatherings in 98 or so, and
takes time.. I’m in a struggle with I could deal with it emotionally at
time, days seem too short, So this point.
my sex life is (apart from excur- In my twenties and thirties I
sions to the ‘Thermos sauna’) on became addicted to change,
the weekend and some bars men, men, men, to remember
where usually nothing happens Bob Allen and to forget Scottish
because I don’t see anyone I’m Bob . Hundreds, nameless,
really interested in for sex, or I’m some I remember, because I
too tired and spaced out took pictures of them. and I
because of all the hard work dur- always from when I was l9 took
ing the week ,or too unapproach- pictures of me as a visual mem-
able.... ory of my horny moods and to
I realize that because sometimes remind myself of having a body.
I’m getting e-mails during the
week from people that have The first series of pictures I still
seen me in bars or sauna, and have is of l980 (earlier ones got
who find my profile on one of lost in the many moving house
many sites I’m advertising on for experiences) on my Biedermeier
contacts or entertainment, and couch in Antwerp where I lived
who want contact with me, they for a few intense years My
could not establish when I was body still slim, my hair full and
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 of young men in their early 20’s write me , want to does not work
meet me want to give me their love, their stories. I should go to bed, alone
Some have touched me and still touch me a lot with as so often, as usual
their inner beauty, their outer beauty . All living far Switch off the Computer
away their lives... maybe I’ll meet some of them some and the rain stops
day .I am their Bob Allen , and they remind me of (the impressions melt away
pure) me, my innocence before the encounter with weave into my dreams
evil Scottish Bob. Some weeks ago I was on a new There will be no rain tomor-
site.. and was bombed with men offering themselves, row
and that same day I had received such lovely mails tells a voice on the TV
of admirers from Libya , Turkey, and Austria, and maybe a man, a real one,
Egypt and France I wrote this poem.. maybe not. any how me.
Its raining men in
my room what motivates my painting
t h e and why in such a small
heat- scale?
ing well. I’m not only
working in a
small scale I
also do

dark, my beard full and dark,

my legs and ass furrier than
they are now. still no fur on
my back, still no tattoo. Fur
on my chest growing.
I always took those pictures,
and still do to remember
myself, and see if I can love
the person who is in them. It
works, it is grounding
because usually I have very
little body consciousness,.
And when I can share those
pictures with others, why
not?
So I have registered on many
gay dating sites, just for the
sake of adventure and to see
what happens. how people
respond. sometimes I’m in
digital cruising mood..and get
comments from people who
like my pictures. All kind of
daddy sites( yes I am a daddy
now it seems though I still
feel like the little playful little
child sometimes) they write to
me if I want to send them pic-
tures and profiles telling me I
AM A WANTED DADDY.
And that proves true. All kind
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bigger paintings, just finished a shadow and work with it in a pos-
trilogy of two10x90 cm and work itive way, and show other people
on a few canvasses 80x90 cm at how to work with it, sometimes
the same time because they are also with my artwork that seems
inward outside, when people darkness and invisi-
already in my head, and layers approach me that ,might ble. W hen I to have a healing effect on peo-
take time to dry . Usually I work change, .but usually they are can give ple I’m told by channels and psy-
in a small scale because I can do chics that gave me readings..
not the people I might want definition
it always and everywhere. Ideas to share sexual energy to some -
are always there they just pop in, For many years I was a
with so nothing happens. t h i n g
I should just sit down for it,. and These kind of dead that has sannYassin of Oshio(from l983
that’s difficult for me. always periods, they have come to till l989) the name that was given
was. As a small child I was over- to me was Deva samarpana., the
come more and more light and I
active, the only thing that could one who surrenders to the
the last years . even they can deal
keep me quiet and busy was to divine... When the movement
have always been there with it most
give me some thing I could cre- as far as I remember of the time ., (that said it was no religion and
ate with, building stones, jigsaw were usually creative The shadow is no group) became too homopho-
puzzles of paper and colors. so I bic I quit it after my last visit too
highlight-times.. that which is usu -
could create my own fantasy poona in l989. It showed me
As its difficult to con- ally the blind spot
world and disappear in it .And I really that I am an individual and
centrate on one piece to the person
still do, even if its difficult to focus of art I’ve never been him/herself, not belonging to any religion or
for a long time on one thing of able to really commit to even group . showed me my shadow
painting or image.. of being a priest, a teacher for
one lover, even I had other
Many times I have used small some religion in many past life,
many short term rela-
images for bigger paintings and and that I just belong to me.
tions and passions,
designs . And its easy for me to and stayed friends After that a new search start-
make small images because I’m with some of ed. I went to power
shortsighted like the monks in places, workshops,
them..Maybe
the middle-ages who created courses in USA every
that’s part of
books full of precious minia- year and that took me
my shad-
tures.. I have rarely done por- ow I have also to the gay Spirit
traits even though I’m technical to face at vision conferences
capable of it. never painted a self in North Carolina
the com-
. Have one, portrait of me , a big where I went
ing win-
oil painting but by an other artist. after I was
tergath-
when I was 24.... All my fantasy invited by
landscapes I have painted hun- Andrew
dreds of them are in a way self Ramer(
portraits, that show my thoughts, author of
the events that are happening or " T w o
are to happen in my life as Flutes
appears afterwards
often...
When I have no
inspiration I do
Dutch landscapes with Playing", and many books on
windmills, town-views with angels) I was in the magic
canals they have always sold to canyons of Arizona many
Dutch people and to tourists.... times, in new age communi-
those landscapes have become ties, with different back-
kind of handwriting to me .. in grounds.. met so many won-
blue, in color. lately I’m experi- derful and magic people and
menting with many new coulour situations there.
pigment s and coulour combina- In Gay spirit vision I heard
tions... and sometimes when I from Harry Hay and the
have don too much I’m tired. my peo- Radical Færies for the
hands refuse to paint the inner p l e first time and because
images that are always there.... John Ferguson had
notice it clear-
heard I went to North
ly..... so I’m looking
Do you always mix your sexuali- Carolina gatherings
forward to what might
ty with your art when and how come to the surface at the every year, He invited
did this begin for you? gathering for me and the me for the first Euro-
when I paint in oil, it makes me Færie gathering at
others. everyone as mirrors
very exited even though the Terschelling , and I
to one another.... even if it
theme might not be sexual . I have gone there
will be painful, but a pain that
guess its the same energy will be impulse for personal since, finding new
sometimes I have no sexdrive for growth again.. In the past I have family members, ,
long times when I concentrate on experiencing every gathering
done many psychic courses,
painting a lot, I don’t even feel totally differently, feeling differ-
therapy groups ,meditation
the need to masturbate, and ent, extroverted one time, intro-
workshops, so many I
when I go to a bar or a gay ering..But became addicted to it for verted and just observing from
sauna in a mood like that. I cant shadow is years..I could see a lot of my behind my drawing table many
experience any drive from times too.
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To me the Færies are a group where I can be myself, and share and in, because I had the experience that men from Arabian countries
receive when I’m open to it. without having to force anything I have just promise, play and than disappear in digispace or wherever.. . We
never been a groups person .In group I usually close down. I have developed an intense digicontact from May 2003 and opened our
to confess that I almost never felt sexual in a hearts to each other, recognising each other from
Færiemeeting. I just observed who did what with past lives relationships..He finally came to
whom and where ,and all sexual energy running Netherlands and found here the paradise of freedom
around , suppressed or exploding or transforming. his soul and body had always dreamt about of and
Most times I feel like an astral alien with no body and longed for ..I experience Mido as family, a brother I
.not interested in sex myself, when I see it happen never had. Sexual it did not work between us, even
around me .wherever... we both wanted it to work ,so since he left I went
That was my feeling most of the time at gatherings, again restless in the digital woods, when I had time
even some furry Færies might have tickled my fanta- and energy for it..and work pressure and Mido were
sy once in while in the course of the years. and I gave not digitally running behind me ....
that shape in the many pictures I took at the different The last few months and recently new souls that rec-
gatherings and meetings . ognize me and that I seem to recognize have
Maybe its a contradiction .My sun sign: Pisces wants appeared. Lebanese Youssef from Lybia found me,
to melt with the crowd swim in between naked bod- and opened his heart and love and life to me and next
ies, my ascendant Virgo just observes, from behind year he will visit me .
the camera and for all ...keep distance... More home- And there is suddenly my dear little cub IsI Turkish
work for me and my shadow? Spanish, Swiss who overloads me with
. What have these profiles on different sites brought to me? bright loving intelligent innocence and joy.
As soon as I had an internet connection,. I made profiles for digi- and a few more people, who have developed more an idea that they
cruising. And it has given a lot of raisins in the usually dry cake of want to do something intimate and sexual with me than I have the
daily life, and cakes full of raisins too, and inedible dry cakes, and desire that I want more than distant friendship and connection with
also spacecakes that threw me in other dimensions...and a few them ...
cakes that were so dry that they were not edible at all, even if I tried The Websites where I am cruising or being cruised, my digital dark
them ..... woods are mostly :
I have the experience that the more I show of myself both in images http://bearwww.com/ with bears and furry men from all over the plan-
and in text (matter of advertising I could call it) the more I m attract- et, many with links to personal pictures and homepages.pay site
ing people with related energies and interests. Some adventures I most of the day free in the mornings and after mid night and on the
have described in short stories as "The Suckslave" and "The weekends. dangerous site when I get in to several chats and I forget
Photographer" which were or are published in the EuroFærie about time.. and I have to wake op early the next day as usual ,beau-
newsletter MpZ and some other story sources. tiful system for connecting .
A digital image of a gorgeous man does not always promise a gor- http://www.gayamsterdam.com/ chat and profiles and much informa-
geous interesting meeting I met a hunk in Paris via bearwww some tion about many gay activities in the Netherlands
time ago because he was living at home we decided to go to a Paris http://gaydar.nl/ or gaydar UK a huge site with thousands of profiles,
sauna to do what was supposed to happen. He had such a bad I don’t use the chat function here, because I have no clue how that
breath and not a good touch that I stopped the activities and found a works when I don’t pay for it(upgrade membership its called)...
sexy furry married man who happened to be there and where I had http://veryhairy.net/intro.htm a free site with many profiles for fur
a great time exchanging body fluids, laughs and lots of intense con- lovers...and
versation... http://www.gayroyal.de/ German dating and profiles site with many
A few people I met digitally played a role in my life and other lives. I possibilities
mention Dominick_Vyne who was also the fist MpZ Buttpage In all of these sites or most of them one can get access by making
Subjekt. He stayed at my place for sometime and recognized him as an own profile..
one of my soul brothers.. We are still in touch once in a while. There Just to mention a few.. I’m on more sites with profiles because the
was a lot of love and fascination and distance too between us and no webmasters invited me there. My profile on most sites is
sexual energy even though he is a sexy very special indigo green Faeriebear. in some I tell about the EuroFæries with a link to the
man who woke up these aspects in me too and again and inspired site.
me a lot .
And than of coarse I mention Mido Hairyangel who will be at the win-
tergathering..He cruised me on Gaydar for months, till I finally gave

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"Can I take pictures from The Photographer as recounted by Anna-Lize and left, came to stand above
you, portrait, i.e.. naked? me, so I could not longer resist
I’m a Spanish photographer ,liv- ed voice explain what he want- in the camera. I smiled at the the dripping Cyclops penis that
ing in Holland ".Was the text of ed, that he had to go to his job scene so the next portrait hung above my nose. I played a
an email I received one day as a and was at the moment I called series went better. "Now, Can bit with his balls and furry legs.
reaction on one of my ads on under the shower.. you take off your shirt " Piedro My erection lessened. I started
gaydating sites. I looked in his Saturday 7:30 No Piedro, 8:00 said a bit nervous. You want to worry if the neighbors could
profile. "Alfonso Dolores" and no Piedro. I got nervous. I hate naked pictures now? "I said see this scene through the
saw a naked picture of the when people don’t keep appoint- "yes..." closed curtains, with flashes
Spanish guy, who was 34 in a ments, to whatever. 8:30 still no I closed the curtains ,started to moving shadows with big erec-
green field with beautiful lighting Piedro. Ten minutes later I saw a undress and asked him to take tions....I can help, no problem
and few more and artistic pic- man in a red jacket with a big of his clothes too when he want- said Pedro .He put his
tures of his face and other body - bag on the other side of the ed to make naked pictures oth- camera on the table and start-
parts. Also he wrote there street looking for house num- erwise I would feel like an ed to suck my dick with great
:maybe sex and friendship. I am bers. The doorbell rang. On the object... " No problem "he enthusiasm. It felt pleasant and
a photographer and like to take stairs he started already talk- replied. and he began undress- I blocked out the possibility of
pictures of bears and chubs". ing..."Sorry I’m late... So busy at ing too. I was already sitting on the neighbors on the other side
"Looks interesting I thought and my stupid job...And I am my couch with my legs wide of the street enjoying this scene
wrote him back: "Hi Alfonso Spanish... "relax...I said and open, "I hope I can get an erec- behind the curtains...
Dolores. I have been taking pic- tried to calm him down. Our tion. "if you want that" I said... "Now I want to take some pic-
ture series of quite a few men, it eyes were scanning each other. "No Problem, if you let me, I can tures of your ass" said Pedro. I
looks interesting to me to be on Piedro had definitely gained a help. "Said Pedro who took off a bent over on the coach, Petro
the other side of the camera. lot of weight since his Profile long black underpants and bent my erection backwards
Hope I can relax for the camera. pictures in the green field were stood naked with his camera and again I heard a series of
No problem if you want to take clicks and flashes.. "Now you
naked pictures too.." stretch your ass with two hands
A few days later he sent me an " he said. I refused. "No I find
enthusiastic mail "Sorry I did not these kind of pictures so unaes-
write sooner I have a busy and thetic.." I said. "Ok no prob-
boring job, and I am not Alfonso lem... " .The third film was full.
Dolores, that’s my artist name. I I sat down and Pedro beside
am Piedro. I like to experiment to me. I played I bit, and he said
take pictures from still-life to he wanted to come. "No prob-
pornography.. lem." I replied. And I wondered
He wrote down the link to his if I would do the same to finish
homepage and I saw some the session This time there
more portrait and naked pictures was no sorry and without a
of him, still-lifes and portraits of sound Pedro splashed his cre-
Ken and Barbie dolls. A bit dry I ative excitement over his furry
thought but he has feeling for belly. "Nice picture that would
detail and composition. So I be.. too" I said, stood up and
emailed him possibilities for an stood jerking before Peidro. I felt
appointment for a photo session my pelvis tremble, and had an
and asked him a series of ques- orgasm like an orgasm should
tions, as if he worked with a dig- be. I splashed all over Peidro
ital or a normal camera, and with a load I hadn’t seen in
what he had in mind for the ses- many porn movies. There was
sion, and why he wanted to take a sacred silence for a while we
pictures of me... taken "Do you want a coffee of a and a huge erection.." wow did not move and looked at the
A response came a few days tea? I asked meanwhile "You are that’s fast I said... "Sorry" he juicy mass on his chest and
later" Sorry I’m too tired now of so tall" he said. "sorry if you said "it part of my work..." belly. He broke the silence..
my job I’m like robot, I’ll mail you have a cola...?" To my amazement I produced an "Sorry, can I take a shower...?"
later"" He showed his camera and con- enormous erection in a short "Of course you can take a show-
The next day late there was fessed that I was his first time as well. It seemed to live a er..."
Piedro-Alfonso Dolores new mail model, that he was still living life of its own while the camera When Pedro -Antonia-Dolores
with the Subject "Sorry Sorry". with his boyfriend and he was in came closer to it and clicked took his shower I dressed. He
Sorry this time for not answering a divorce so that now he could and flashed. Put his camera in his bag,
my questions. He explained start with his photo work of other I watched the whole scene as if explained once more could
once more he had a terrible job men. First he wanted portraits. it was a theatre play...The determine which pictures he
at a call center and he wanted to and he would use a little fill in cycloptic lens of the photogra- would use for his project and he
be photographer of bears and flash. He put me in a chair near pher and under that his naked would bring the camera to near -
chubs. He worked with a normal the window. and clicked and body with an erection that by friends he would enjoy to
reflex camera, scanned the flashed with a big lens around began to drip from excitement. visiting some bars, because it
images and worked with them me. It was difficult to smile to the When a big slimy drop fell on the was Saturday evening..
on photoshop. He gave me a Cyclops monster and the flashes carpet the film was full. I let the ‘photographer-to-be’
mobile number for the appoint- made me feel uneasy.. "You seem to like it " I said, look- out and went to a few cruisy
ment. I called him at once and Suddenly the camera refused. ing at his dick and the carpet..." bars as well, because it was
we made an appointment for the Piedro turned it upside down. OH no sorry. that is human. I am after all Sat u rd ay
next Saturday in my house, Oh Sorrry. sorry there is doing my work. You can evening.....
three days later. I proposed 8:30 still no film in it..... I have to touch if you want.. no prob-
he said 7:30, "because of the learn. He grabbed a pack of lem.../With the new film in his
light you know..." Ok 7:30. film out of his bag, and put it camera Pedro clicked right
Again I heard him with an excit- 39
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 Ritual:
The erection of our very first MayPole is an exciting step for the
EuroFæries. Placing the phallus into the sacred hole of mother
earth, weaving the fabric of community around the pole in the rib-
bondance. A feast of fertility, gender and sex. We will be playing
with the basic symbols of both sexes but only as a contrast to the
nuance & diversity of the reality we will create.
The week preceding will give us time to consider what shift our
personal journeys need and how those can come together. Space
for mourning and letting go, space for dreams to emerge.
Shamanism, to see how we connect with nature, the spirits of the
land, with Spirit. Rediscovery of an ancient path into the core of all
that is. A jouney of finding our qualities as queer shamans.
How:
It will be a very basic camping gathering out on the huge fields of
La Pierre Perceé. 2 big tents will provide groupspace, we will do
bonfire cooking and all facilities will have to be built up by our-
selves. A site preparation crew will be needed to do so. As its a bit
more south in France & Spring is taking on we can expect there
pretty good weather with colder nights.

The Pierced
Stone

Where:
Anne is a woman in her 60´s living on the Pierre Percé. An old
abandoned hamlet of 60 hectares named after a Dolme, a pierced
stone that is rooted on the land. A stone known well for its healing
DeeTale powers, its feminin energy. A stone being used for pregnant wimen
DeeTour@EuroFaer and baby’s to receive heailng. Being involved herself in pagan ritu-
als, she has invited the Faeries to see if we want to build up a rela-
ie.de tion with her and even possibly start our Sanctuary there! The land
van der Hoopstraat is close to Vesoul in the north-east of France.
119-3 How to Register and costs:
1051 VE Amsterdam, Contact DeeTale if you want to be part of this unique event. The
The Netherlands costs for the whole week will be
160, Workingirl Rate, 300 GoldenWingzzz rate and say a 90 for
a scholarship.
With the basic setting we will need lots of hands to get it going.
Part of the deal is our offer to help Anne out for one day. With the
reality of our Sanctuary coming closer and closer, it would be nice
if this gathering can do a fair contribution to that. Nobody will be
turned away for lack of funds.
A crew to build up the site will start the weekend beforehand. If you
are interested to help build up and make it a bit comfy, please let
me know! In this basic environment it will be a challenghe to host
anyone with special needs, but please let it know if you have so
and lets start puzzling!
Further info will apear on the Eurofaerie website in the time to
come and of course those who register or apply for info will be
kept updated.
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