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SAS Certification Prep
®
SAS® Documentation
December 6, 2017
viii Contents
ix
Requirements
To complete examples in this book, you must have access to Base SAS, SAS Enterprise
Guide, or SAS Studio. See Chapter 1, “Setting Up Practice Data,” to ensure you have
proper access.
On the Web
Bookstore www.sas.com/books
Certification www.sas.com/certify
Community communities.sas.com
SAS Global Academic Program www.sas.com and click Learn. Then select
For Students and Educators.
Training www.sas.com/training
Syntax Conventions
The example syntax that is shown in this book includes only what you need to know in
order to prepare for the certification exam. For complete syntax, see the appropriate SAS
reference guide.
xii How to Prepare for the SAS Base Programming for SAS®9 Exam
xiii
Overview
The SAS Certification Prep Guide: Base Programming is a test preparation document
that uses the following environments and products:
• SAS Windowing Environment
• SAS Enterprise Guide
• SAS Studio or SAS University Edition
Documentation Format
Contact [email protected] if you need this document in an alternative digital
format.
xiv Accessibility Features of the SAS Certification Prep Guide
1
Chapter 1
If the result from the OPTIONS procedure code is NORSASUSER, the Sasuser folder is
writable.
If the result from the PROC OPTIONS code is RSASUSER, the Sasuser folder is Read
only, and you must redirect the Sasuser folder by using a LIBNAME statement. To set
up practice data:
1. In the Folders pane, select My Folders. Then, right-click and select New ð Folder.
2 Chapter 1 • Setting Up Practice Data
2. In the Name box, enter a folder name. This example uses the name certprep.
Click Save.
3. Redirect your SASUSER library to the new folder as follows:
If you are using SAS University Edition, submit a LIBNAME statement by copying
the following code into the Code tab:
libname sasuser "/folders/myfolders/certprep";
Note: You must use the filename of the new directory. These examples use the name
certprep. If you use another filename, substitute the name that you created.
4. Click Run.
5. Save the program as libname_cert.sas. You must resubmit this LIBNAME statement
program every time you work with the sample data.
6. Copy the sample data program into a new Code window in SAS Studio. You can
access the sample data at http://support.sas.com/publishing/cert/sampdata.txt.
7. Click Run.
Now that the sample data is stored in a permanent directory, reissue the LIBNAME
statement whenever you want to use the data.
5. If the result from the PROC OPTIONS code is RSASUSER, you must redirect the
Sasuser folder by creating a new folder. From your server area, open the Files folder,
right-click a drive or folder, and select New Folder. Enter the new folder name.
Note: If the result from the PROC OPTIONS code is NORSASUSER, the Sasuser
folder is writable, and you do not have to redirect the Sasuser folder. Therefore,
you can skip this step and the next one.
6. Submit the following code in a Code window:
libname sasuser "/folders/myfolders/certprep";
Note: You must use the filename of the new folder. These examples use the name
certprep. If you use another filename, substitute the folder name that you
created for certprep.
7. Copy the sample data program into the Program window and then run the program.
You can access the sample data at http://support.sas.com/publishing/cert/
sampdata.txt.
8. Because you do not need these shortcuts, delete the Program item and all the
shortcuts from the project. This action does not delete the data that you created. To
delete the item from the project, right-click Program and select Delete.
9. In the Confirmation window, click Yes.
4 Chapter 1 • Setting Up Practice Data
5
Chapter 2
Basic Concepts
Getting Started . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6
The Basics of the SAS Language . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6
SAS Statements . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6
Global Statements . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6
DATA Step . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6
PROC Step . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 7
A Simple SAS Program . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 7
Processing SAS Programs . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 8
Log Messages . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 8
Results of Processing . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 9
SAS Libraries . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 11
Definition . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 11
Predefined SAS Libraries . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 11
Defining Libraries . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 11
How SAS Files Are Stored . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 12
Storing Files Temporarily or Permanently . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 12
Referencing SAS Files . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 13
Referencing Permanent SAS Data Sets . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 13
Referencing Temporary SAS Files . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 14
Rules for SAS Names . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 14
SAS Data Sets . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 15
Overview of Data Sets . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 15
Descriptor Portion . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 15
Data Portion . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 16
Variable Attributes . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 17
Variable Names . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 18
Type . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 19
Length . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 20
Format . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 20
Informat . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 21
Label . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 21
SAS Indexes . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 22
Extended Attributes . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 22
Chapter Quiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 22
6 Chapter 2 • Basic Concepts
Getting Started
In the SAS Base Programming for SAS®9 exam, you are not tested on the details of
running SAS software in the various environments. However, you might find such
information useful when working with the practice data.
You can access a brief overview on the windows and menus of the SAS windowing
environment, Enterprise Guide, and SAS Studio at http://video.sas.com/. From
Categories select How To Tutorials ð Programming. Select the video for your SAS
environment. Other tutorials are available from the SAS website.
SAS Statements
A SAS statement is a type of SAS language element that is used to perform a particular
operation in a SAS program or to provide information to a SAS program. SAS
statements are free-format. This means that they can begin and end anywhere on a line,
that one statement can continue over several lines, and that several statements can be on
the same line. Blank or special characters separate words in a SAS statement.
TIP You can specify SAS statements in uppercase or lowercase. In most situations,
text that is enclosed in quotation marks is case sensitive.
Here are two important rules for writing SAS programs:
• A SAS statement ends with a semicolon.
• A statement usually begins with a SAS keyword.
There are two types of SAS statements:
• statements that are used in DATA and PROC steps
• statements that are global in scope and can be used anywhere in a SAS program
Global Statements
Global statements are used anywhere in a SAS program and stay in effect until changed
or canceled, or until the SAS session ends. Here are some common global statements:
TITLE, LIBNAME, OPTIONS, and FOOTNOTE.
DATA Step
The DATA step creates or modifies data. The input for a DATA step can be of several
types, such as raw data or a SAS data set. The output from a DATA step can be of
several types, such as a SAS data set or a report. A SAS data set is a data file that is
formatted in a way that SAS can understand.
For example, you can use DATA steps to do the following:
• put your data into a SAS data set
The Basics of the SAS Language 7
• compute values
• check for and correct errors in your data
• produce new SAS data sets by subsetting, supersetting, merging, and updating
existing data sets
PROC Step
The PROC (procedure) step analyzes data, produces output, or manages SAS files. The
input for a PROC step is usually a SAS data set. The output from a PROC step can be of
several types, such as a report or an updated SAS data set.
For example, you can use PROC steps to do the following:
• create a report that lists the data
• produce descriptive statistics
• create a summary report
• produce plots and charts
data sasuser.admit2;
set sasuser.admit;
where age>39;
run;
proc print data=sasuser.admit2;
run;
The sample SAS program contains a DATA step and a PROC step. The DATA step
produced a new SAS data set. Only those observations with an age value greater than 39
are written to the new SAS data set.
A DATA step begins with a DATA statement, which begins with the keyword DATA. A
PROC step begins with a PROC statement, which begins with the keyword PROC. The
sample program contains the following statements:
data sasuser.admit2;
set sasuser.admit;
where age>39;
run;
proc print data=sasuser.admit2;
run;
TIP The RUN statement is not required between steps in a SAS program. It is a best
practice to use a RUN statement because it can make the SAS program easier to read
and the SAS log easier to understand when debugging.
Log Messages
The SAS log collects messages about the processing of SAS programs and about any
errors that occur. Each time a step is executed, SAS generates a log of the processing
activities and the results of the processing.
When SAS processes the sample program, it produces the log messages shown below.
Notice that you get separate sets of messages for each step in the program.
The Basics of the SAS Language 9
5 data sasuser.admit2;
6 set sasuser.admit;
7 where age>39;
8 run;
NOTE: There were 10 observations read from the data set SASUSER.ADMIT.
WHERE age>39;
NOTE: The data set SASUSER.ADMIT2 has 10 observations and 9 variables.
NOTE: DATA statement used (Total process time):
real time 0.00 seconds
cpu time 0.00 seconds
NOTE: There were 10 observations read from the data set SASUSER.ADMIT2.
NOTE: PROCEDURE PRINT used (Total process time):
real time 0.35 seconds
cpu time 0.24 seconds
Results of Processing
data sasuser.admit2;
set sasuser.admit;
where age>39;
run;
When the program is processed, it creates a new SAS data set (sasuser.admit2)
containing only those observations with age values greater than 39. The DATA step
creates a new data set and produces messages in the SAS log, but it does not create a
report or other output.
Note: The default output in SAS Enterprise Guide is SAS Report. To change the default
output in SAS Enterprise Guide to HTML, click Tools and select Options ð Results
ð Results General. Then select HTML. Ensure that you have cleared SAS Report.
10 Chapter 2 • Basic Concepts
Other Procedures
SAS programs often invoke procedures that create output in the form of a report, as is
the case with the FREQ procedure:
Other SAS programs perform tasks such as sorting and managing data, which have no
visible results except for messages in the log. (All SAS programs produce log messages,
but some SAS programs produce only log messages.)
proc copy in=sasuser out=work;
select admit;
run;
SAS Libraries 11
SAS Libraries
Definition
A SAS library contains one or more files that are defined, recognized, and accessible by
SAS, and that are referenced and stored as a unit. One special type of file is called a
catalog. In SAS libraries, catalogs function much like subfolders for grouping other
members.
Defining Libraries
To define a library, you assign a library name to it and specify the location of the files,
such as a directory path.
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Pope must be judged according to the rank in which he stands,—
among those of the French school, not the Italian; among those
whose delineations are taken more from manners than from nature.
When I say that this is his predominant character, I must be
insensible to everything exquisite in poetry if I did not except the
Epistle to Eloisa; but this can only be considered according to its
class, and if I say that it seems to me superior to any other of the
kind to which it might fairly be compared, such as the Epistles of
Ovid, Propertius, Tibullus (I will not mention Drayton, and Pope's
numerous subsequent Imitations)—but when this transcendent
poem is compared with those which will bear the comparison, I shall
not be deemed as giving reluctant praise, when I declare my
conviction of its being infinitely superior to everything of the kind,
ancient or modern. In this poem, therefore, Pope appears on the
high ground of the poet of nature, but this certainly is not his
general character. In the particular instance of this poem how
distinguished and superior does he stand. It is sufficient that nothing
of the kind has ever been produced equal to it for pathos, painting,
and melody. The mellifluence and solemn cadence of the verse, the
dramatic transitions, the judicious contrasts, the language of
genuine passion, uttered in the sweetest flow of music, and the
pervading solemnity and grandeur of the picturesque scenery, give
the Epistle a wonderful charm, and exemplify Pope's observation in
his Essay on Criticism, "there is a happiness as well as care." The
inherent indelicacy of the subject is one objection to it, and who but
must lament its immoral effect, for of its beauty there can be but
one sentiment. It may be said of it with truth in the language of its
author:
Pope I have no doubt wrote the Epistle to Sappho, and this of Eloisa,
under the impression of strong personal feelings. It is supposed the
subject was suggested by the unfortunate young lady going into a
convent, whose untimely death occasioned the beautiful Elegy,
"What beck'ning ghost;" but I cannot help thinking the real
circumstance that occasioned these touching effusions was his early
attachment to Lady Mary W. Montagu. The concluding lines allude to
her, as I think is evident from his letter. Speaking of a volume he had
sent her when abroad, he adds, "Among the rest you have all I am
worth, that is, my works. There are few things in them but what you
have already seen, except the Epistle of Eloisa to Abelard, in which
you will find one passage that I cannot tell whether to wish you
should understand or not." The lines could not be meant for the
unfortunate lady, for she was dead and forgotten—could not relate
to Martha Blount, for he was not "condemned whole years in
absence to deplore," and therefore they could be addressed only to
Lady Mary; and "he best shall paint them who shall feel them most,"
was a direct allusion to his own ardent but hopeless passion.—
Bowles.
Mr. Bowles has represented the Epistle from Eloisa to Abelard as
being of an immoral tendency. It must however be observed, that if
this construction be put upon the poem, it is what the author never
intended. On the contrary, his object is to show the fatal
consequences of an ungovernable passion; and if he has done this in
natural and even glowing language, it must be remembered that
such are not his own sentiments, but those of the person he has
undertaken to represent, and are in general given in nearly her own
words. That many expressions and passages may be pointed out
which are inconsistent with the established order and regulations of
society, may be fully admitted. Such, for instance, as the lines
How oft, when pressed to marriage, have I said,
Curse on all laws but those which love has made!
But surely it is not likely that such sentiments can impose upon the
weakest and most inexperienced minds. It is indeed highly probable
that Pope has in some few instances intentionally exaggerated the
sentiments and expressions of Eloisa in order to render it impossible
for any person of common capacity to be misled by such statements.
—Roscoe.
In 1693 there appeared at the Hague a French translation of the
Latin letters of Abelard and Heloisa. The work was several times
reprinted, and a later editor, M. Du Bois, informs the reader that the
translator had taken the liberty to omit, to add, and to transpose at
his pleasure. "Some of the thoughts and expressions which are
ascribed to Heloisa," continues M. Du Bois, "are so well imagined
that if we are disappointed at not finding them in the original, and at
her not having said the things she has been made to say, we are
agreeably forced to acknowledge that they might have been said by
her, and it is impossible not to be grateful to the paraphrast for his
boldness." The original correspondence contains some interesting
facts, much spurious rhetoric, and many dull pedantic quotations.
The work in its integrity was not adapted for popular reading, but as
the whole value of the letters depended on their genuineness, they
were nearly worthless in their altered form. In 1714 Hughes, the
author of the Siege of Damascus, translated the adulterate French
concoction, and from the phraseology and substance of Pope's
Epistle, it is manifest that he followed the English version of Hughes.
Wakefield and Warton have only looked for parallel passages in the
Latin, where they will often be sought in vain.
The authenticity of the Latin letters has usually been taken for
granted, but I have a strong belief that they are a forgery. The first
letter is addressed by Abelard to a friend in misfortune, for the
purpose of consoling him with a tale of greater woes. The sequel is
not in keeping with the ostensible object. The autobiographical
epistle is full of vain-glorious, irrelevant matter, which no one would
have recorded whose intention was merely to soothe a sorrow-
stricken man. The particulars relative to Abelard's intercourse with
Heloisa are worse than gratuitous; they are abominable. The intrigue
might be public; he might avow and deplore it; but some reserve
was due to decency and his paramour. She was not an anonymous
phantom who could not be reached by his revelations. He told her
name, and her connections which, according to his narrative, were
notorious already, and he was, therefore, forbidden by such honour
as even exists among profligates to expose the secret details of her
shame. But honour was unknown to him. The veil which rakes who
gloated over past misdeeds would have scorned to draw aside was
torn away by this pious penitent with treacherous baseness.[567] The
disguise is thinly worn. The Abelard of the letter is not the contrite,
sorrowing philosopher who is speaking of a gifted woman he had
enthusiastically loved, and against whom he had deeply sinned. He
is an unimpassioned author who founds a fiction upon a true story,
and realising imperfectly the sentiments proper to the situation,
relates what he thinks was likely to have happened without
perceiving that the confessions would have been infamy in Abelard.
His letter in some unexplained manner got round to Heloisa. She
might be expected to be filled with rage and humiliation, and she
sends a glowing response to the degrading recital. She outstripped
Abelard in shameless frankness. Madame Guizot asserts that "she
expresses much more in saying much less, that she recalls, but does
not specify,"[568] the truth being that some particulars in her second
letter are grosser and more precise than anything which proceeded
from the pen of Abelard. The plea that her confessions were made
to a husband is no extenuation, since she left his previous
revelations unrebuked, and the approval of his disclosures was a
licence to show about hers. What is more, her champions discover
ample evidence in her letters that they were intended for
publication. "Heloisa," says Madame Guizot, "supplies details with
the exactness of a dramatic personage obliged to give an account of
certain facts to the audience. There are few letters of the period
which have not the stamp of a literary composition destined to a
public sufficiently large to render it necessary to put them in
possession of the circumstances. If any persons are surprised that
Heloisa could design the revelations in her first and especially in her
second letter, for any eye but that of Abelard, let them read the
incidents she could see recounted without offence in the Historia
Calamitatum, and they will be convinced of the existence of a state
of manners in which elevated and even delicate sentiments in a
distinguished and naturally modest woman might be allied to the
strangest forms of language."[569] The case is put inaccurately. The
"sentiments" are not "delicate;" they are coarser than the language.
The reasoning of Madame Guizot is equally defective. An immodest
act is declared to be modest because Heloisa had committed a
previous act of immodesty. Her toleration of Abelard's grossness is
the evidence of her purity in imitating his freedoms. The appeal
should have been to independent works of the time, and these are
opposed to the theory of Madame Guizot. Language was often
plainer than at present, but only creatures of the disgusting type of
the Wife of Bath proclaimed the hidden details of their own sexual
licentiousness. The reputable classes had risen high above the point
at which elemental decency and self-respect become extinct. Heloisa
must, indeed, have been a woman of an "unbashful forehead," to
use the expression of Shakespeare, if she deliberately placed herself
before the public as she appears in the letters. It is far more likely
that they are the fabrication of an unconcerned romancer, who
speaks in the name of others with a latitude which people, not
entirely degraded, would never adopt towards themselves. The
suspicion is strengthened when the second party to the
correspondence, the chief philosopher of his generation, exhibits the
same exceptional depravity of taste. The improbability is great that
both should have courted a disgraceful notoriety. The
correspondence was coined in one mint; the impress it bears is
male, and not female; and we may apply to Heloisa the words of
Rosalind,—
I say she never did invent these letters,
This is a man's invention, and his hand.[570]
ELOISA TO ABELARD.
In these deep solitudes and awful cells,
Where heav'nly-pensive contemplation dwells,
And ever-musing melancholy reigns,
What means this tumult in a vestal's veins?
Why rove my thoughts beyond this last retreat? 5
Why feels my heart its long-forgotten heat?
Yet, yet I love!—From Abelard it came,[578]
And Eloisa yet must kiss the name.[579]
Dear fatal name! rest ever unrevealed,
Nor pass these lips in holy silence sealed: 10
Hide it, my heart, within that close disguise,
Where, mixed with God's, his loved idea[580] lies:
O write it not, my hand—the name appears
Already written[581]—wash it out, my tears![582]
In vain lost Eloisa weeps and prays, 15
Her heart still dictates, and her hand obeys.
Relentless walls! whose darksome round contains[583]
Repentant sighs, and voluntary pains:
Ye rugged rocks, which holy knees have worn;
Ye grots and caverns, shagged with horrid thorn![584] 20
Shrines! where their vigils pale-eyed virgins keep,[585]
And pitying saints, whose statues learn to weep![586]
Though cold like you, unmoved and silent grown,
I have not yet forgot myself to stone.[587]
All is not heaven's while Abelard has part;[588] 25
Still rebel nature holds out half my heart;
Nor pray'rs nor fasts its stubborn pulse restrain,
Nor tears, for ages taught to flow in vain.
Soon as thy letters trembling I unclose,
That well-known name awakens all my woes.[589] 30
Oh name for ever sad! for ever dear![590]
Still breathed in sighs, still ushered with a tear.[591]
I tremble too, where'er my own I find,
Some dire misfortune follows close behind.[592]
Line after line my gushing eyes o'erflow, 35
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Led through a sad variety of woe:[593]
Now warm in love, now with'ring in my bloom,[594]
Lost in a convent's solitary gloom!
There stern religion quenched th' unwilling flame,
There died the best of passions, love and fame.[595] 40
Yet write, oh write me all, that I may join
Griefs to thy griefs, and echo sighs to thine.[596]
Nor foes nor fortune take this pow'r away;[597]
And is my Abelard less kind than they?
Tears still are mine, and those I need not spare; 45
Love but demands what else were shed in pray'r;[598]
No happier task these faded eyes pursue;
To read and weep is all they now can do.[599]
Then share thy pain, allow that sad relief;
Ah, more than share it, give me all thy grief.[600] 50
Heav'n first taught letters for some wretch's aid,[601]
Some banished lover, or some captive maid;
They live, they speak, they breathe what love inspires,
Warm from the soul, and faithful to its fires,
The virgin's wish without her fears impart, 55
Excuse the blush, and pour out all the heart,[602]
Speed the soft intercourse from soul to soul,
And waft a sigh from Indus to the Pole.[603]
Thou know'st how guiltless first I met thy flame,[604]
When love approached me under friendship's name;[605] 60
My fancy formed thee of angelic kind,
Some emanation of th' all-beauteous Mind,[606]
Those smiling eyes, attemp'ring ev'ry ray,
Shone sweetly lambent with celestial day;[607]
Guiltless I gazed; heav'n listened while you sung;[608] 65
And truths divine came mended from that tongue.[609]
From lips like those, what precept failed to move?
Too soon they taught me 'twas no sin to love:
Back through the paths of pleasing sense I ran,[610]
Nor wished an angel whom I loved a man.[611] 70
Dim and remote the joys of saints I see:
Nor envy them that heav'n I lose for thee.
How oft, when pressed to marriage, have I said,
Curse on all laws but those which love has made![612]
Love, free as air, at sight of human ties, 75
Spreads his light wings, and in a moment flies.[613]
Let wealth, let honour, wait the wedded dame,
August her deed, and sacred be her fame;[614]
Before true passion all those views remove;
Fame, wealth, and honour! what are you to love? 80
The jealous god, when we profane his fires,
Those restless passions in revenge inspires,
And bids them make mistaken mortals groan,
Who seek in love for aught but love alone.[615]
Should at my feet the world's great master fall, 85
Himself, his throne, his world, I'd scorn them all;
Not Cæsar's empress would I deign to prove;[616]
No, make me mistress to the man I love;
If there be yet another name more free,[617]
More fond than mistress,[618] make me that to thee. 90
Oh! happy state! when souls each other draw,
When love is liberty, and nature, law:[619]
All then is full, possessing and possessed,
No craving void left aching in the breast:[620]
Ev'n thought meets thought, ere from the lips it part, 95
And each warm wish springs mutual from the heart.
This sure is bliss, if bliss on earth there be,
And once the lot of Abelard and me.[621]
Alas, how changed! what sudden horrors rise!
A naked lover bound and bleeding lies![622] 100
Where, where was Eloise? her voice, her hand,
Her poniard, had opposed the dire command.[623]
Barbarian, stay! that bloody stroke[624] restrain;
The crime was common, common be the pain.[625]
I can no more; by shame, by rage suppressed,[626] 105
Let tears, and burning blushes speak the rest.[627]
Canst thou forget that sad, that solemn day,
[628]
When victims at yon[628] altar's foot we lay?
Canst thou forget what tears that moment fell,
When, warm in youth, I bade the world farewell?[629] 110
As with cold lips I kissed the sacred veil,[630]
The shrines all trembled, and the lamps grew pale:[631]
Heav'n scarce believed the conquest it surveyed,
And saints with wonder heard the vows I made.
Yet then, to those dread altars as I drew, 115
Not on the cross my eyes were fixed, but you;[632]
Not grace, or zeal, love only was my call,
And if I lose thy love, I lose my all.
Come! with thy looks, thy words, relieve my woe;[633]
Those still at least are left thee to bestow.[634] 120
Still on that breast enamoured let me lie,
Still drink delicious poison from thy eye,[635]
Pant on thy lip, and to thy heart be pressed;
Give all thou canst—and let me dream the rest.
Ah no! instruct me other joys to prize, 125
With other beauties charm my partial eyes,
Full in my view set all the bright abode,
And make my soul quit Abelard for God.
Ah, think at least thy flock deserves thy care,[636]
Plants of thy hand, and children of thy pray'r; 130
From the false world in early youth they fled,
By thee to mountains, wilds, and deserts led.[637]
You raised these hallowed walls;[638] the desert smiled,
And Paradise was opened in the wild.[639]
No weeping orphan saw his father's stores 135
Our shrines irradiate, or emblaze the floors:[640]
No silver saints, by dying misers giv'n,
Here bribed the rage of ill-requited heav'n:
But such plain roofs as piety could raise,[641]
And only vocal with the Maker's praise.[642] 140
In these lone walls (their day's eternal bound),
These moss-grown domes with spiry turrets crowned,
Where awful arches make a noon-day night,
[6 3]
And the dim windows shed a solemn light,[643]
Thy eyes diffused a reconciling ray,[644] 145
And gleams of glory brightened all the day.[645]
But now no face divine contentment wears,
'Tis all blank sadness, or continual tears.
See how the force of others' pray'rs I try,[646]
O pious fraud of am'rous charity! 150
But why should I on others' pray'rs depend?[647]
Come thou, my father, brother, husband, friend!
Ah, let thy handmaid, sister, daughter, move,[648]
And all those tender names in one, thy love![649]
The darksome pines that, o'er yon rocks reclined,[650] 155
Wave high, and murmur to the hollow wind,[651]
The wand'ring streams that shine between the hills,[652]
The grots that echo to the tinkling rills,[653]
The dying gales that pant upon the trees,[654]
The lakes that quiver to the curling breeze;[655] 160
No more these scenes my meditation aid,
Or lull to rest the visionary maid.[656]
But o'er the twilight groves[657] and dusky caves,
Long-sounding aisles, and intermingled graves,
Black Melancholy sits, and round her throws 165
A death-like silence, and a dread repose:[658]
Her gloomy presence saddens all the scene,
Shades ev'ry flow'r, and darkens ev'ry green,[659]
Deepens the murmur of the falling floods,
And breathes a browner horror on the woods.[660] 170
Yet here for ever, ever must I stay;
Sad proof how well a lover can obey![661]
Death, only death, can break the lasting chain;
And here, ev'n then, shall my cold dust remain;[662]
Here all its frailties, all its flames resign, 175
And wait till 'tis no sin to mix with thine.[663]
Ah wretch! believed the spouse of God in vain,
Confessed within the slave of love and man.
Assist me, heav'n! but whence arose that pray'r?
[66 ]
Sprung it from piety, or from despair?[664] 180
Ev'n here, where frozen chastity retires,
Love finds an altar for forbidden fires.[665]
I ought to grieve, but cannot what I ought;
I mourn the lover, not lament the fault;[666]
I view my crime, but kindle at the view, 185
Repent old pleasures, and solicit new;[667]
Now turned to heav'n, I weep my past offence,
Now think of thee, and curse my innocence.
Of all affliction taught a lover yet,
'Tis sure the hardest science to forget![668] 190
How shall I lose the sin, yet keep the sense,
And love th' offender, yet detest th' offence?[669]
How the dear object from the crime remove,
Or how distinguish penitence from love?[670]
Unequal task! a passion to resign, 195
For hearts so touched, so pierced, so lost as mine.
Ere such a soul regains its peaceful state,
How often must it love, how often hate![671]
How often hope, despair, resent, regret,
Conceal, disdain,—do all things but forget. 200
But let heav'n seize it, all at once 'tis fired;
Not touched, but rapt; not wakened, but inspired![672]
Oh come! oh teach me nature to subdue,
Renounce my love, my life, myself—and you.[673]
Fill my fond heart with God alone, for he 205
Alone can rival, can succeed to thee.[674]
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot:[675]
Eternal sun-shine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resigned; 210
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;"[676]
Desires composed, affections ever even;
Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to heav'n.
Grace shines around her, with serenest beams, 215
And whisp'ring angels prompt her golden dreams.
For her, th' unfading rose of Eden blooms,
And wings of seraphs shed divine perfumes,
For her the spouse prepares the bridal ring,
For her white virgins hymeneals sing, 220
To sounds of heav'nly harps she dies away,[677]
And melts in visions of eternal day.[678]
Far other dreams my erring soul employ,
Far other raptures, of unholy joy:
When at the close of each sad, sorrowing day, 225
Fancy restores what vengeance snatched away,
Then conscience sleeps, and leaving nature free,
All my loose soul unbounded springs to thee.
Oh cursed, dear horrors of all-conscious night!
How glowing guilt exalts the keen delight![679] 230
Provoking demons all restraint remove,
And stir within me ev'ry source of love.
I hear thee, view thee, gaze o'er all thy charms,
And round thy phantom glue my clasping arms.
I wake:—no more I hear, no more I view, 235
The phantom flies me, as unkind as you.
I call aloud; it hears not what I say:
I stretch my empty arms; it glides away.
To dream once more I close my willing eyes;
Ye soft illusions, dear deceits, arise;[680] 240
Alas, no more!—methinks we wand'ring go
Through dreary wastes, and weep each other's woe,[681]
Where round some mould'ring tow'r pale ivy creeps,
And low-browed rocks hang nodding o'er the deeps.
Sudden you mount, you beckon from the skies; 245
Clouds interpose, waves roar, and winds arise.
I shriek, start up, the same sad prospect find,
And wake to all the griefs I left behind.
For thee the fates, severely kind,[682] ordain
A cool suspense from pleasure and from pain; 250
Thy life a long dead calm of fixed repose;
[683]
No pulse that riots, and no blood that glows;[683]
Still as the sea, ere winds were taught to blow,
Or moving spirit bade the waters flow;[684]
Soft as the slumbers of a saint forgiv'n, 255
And mild as op'ning gleams of promised heav'n.[685]
Come, Abelard! for what hast thou to dread?
The torch of Venus burns not for the dead.[686]
Nature stands checked; religion disapproves;
Ev'n thou art cold—yet Eloisa loves. 260
Ah hopeless, lasting flames! like those that burn
To light the dead, and warm th' unfruitful urn.[687]
What scenes appear where'er I turn my view?
The dear ideas, where I fly, pursue,
Rise in the grove, before the altar rise,[688] 265
Stain all my soul, and wanton in my eyes.
I waste the matin lamp in sighs for thee,
Thy image steals between my God and me,[689]
Thy voice I seem in ev'ry hymn to hear,
With ev'ry bead I drop too soft a tear.[690] 270
When from the censer clouds of fragrance roll,
And swelling organs lift the rising soul,
One thought of thee puts all the pomp to flight,
Priests, tapers, temples, swim before my sight;[691]
In seas of flame my plunging soul is drowned, 275
While altars blaze, and angels tremble round.[692]
While prostrate here in humble grief I lie,
Kind, virtuous drops just gath'ring in my eye,
While praying, trembling, in the dust I roll,
And dawning grace is op'ning on my soul: 280
Come, if thou dar'st, all charming as thou art!
Oppose thyself to heav'n; dispute my heart:
Come, with one glance of those deluding eyes
Blot out each bright idea of the skies;
Take back that grace, those sorrows, and those tears; 285
Take back my fruitless penitence and pray'rs;
Snatch me, just mounting, from the bless'd abode;
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