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Introduction to
Quantum Computers
Gennady P Berman
Gary D Doolen
Ronnie Mainieri
Vladimir I Tsifrinovich
World Scientific
Introduction to
Quantum Computers
Intro duct ion to
Quantum Computers
Gennady P Berman
Gary D Doolen
Ronnie Mainieri
Theoretical Division and Center for Nonlinear Studies
Los Alamos National Laboratory
Vladimir I Tsifrinovich
Polytechnic University, New York
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V
vi PREFACE
March 1998
G. P. Berman,
G. D. Doolen,
R. Mainieri,
V. I. Tsifrinovich
Contents
1 Introduction 1
7 Logic Gates 38
12 One-Qubit Rotation 69
13 Ai - lransformation 78
vii
viii CONTENTS
14 Bjk-Transformation 83
29 Conclusion 178
Chapter 1
Introduction
1
2 INTRODUCTION TO QUANTUM COMPUTERS
trodynamic cavity [24]. In 1995, Shor suggested the first scheme for a
quantum error correction code [25]. His work stimulated a large num-
ber of papers which discuss different approaches to this problem. In
1996 Grover [26] (see also [27]) developed a fast quantum algorithm
for pattern recognition or data mining. For N elements in the data base
only about ,JN trials are required for Grover's algorithm to find a given
element, compared with N /2 trials for the classical algorithm.
In 1996, Gershenfeld, Chuang and Lloyd [28, 29], and, simultane-
ously, Cory, Fahmy and Havel [30] showed the possibility of quantum
computation in an ensemble of quantum systems at room temperature.
The experimental implementation of this idea (which utilizes a system
of weakly interacting nuclear spins in molecules of liquid) is now be-
ing attempted [30]-[32]. One might think, that room temperature is .
incompatible with the idea of quantum computation, which relies on
manipulation with complicated superpositional states. (These "entan-
gled states" cannot be represented as the product of states of individual
atoms.) Indeed, the interaction with the environment quickly destroys
superpositional states. These superpositional states do not "survive" in
our "classical" world. This phenomenon of losing quantum coherence
is commonly called "decoherence" [33, 34]. Decoherence has a charac-
teristic time-scale. Quantum computation must be done on a time-scale
less than the time of decoherence. This is true for both the "pure" quan-
tum system, at zero temperature, and for a room temperature ensemble
of quantum systems (molecules). The characteristic time of decoher-
ence depends not only on temperature, but also on the system. For nu-
clear spins, this decoherence time is long enough, even at room tempera-
ture. The main problem which prevented an implementation of quantum
computation using room temperature ensembles is the following: How
can one prepare a sub-ensemble, where only one state, for example, the
ground state, will be populated? This problem was solved in references
[28, 29, 30].
Discussions of a potentially realizable quantum computer involve
a new field of investigation, quantum computer material science. This
new field requires finding a medium which has a long enough charac-
6 INTRODUCTION TO QUANTUM COMPUTERS
8
2 The Turing Machine 9
I I I
X 1 X I I X 1 X I
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2
dial
dial
setting
scanner__..
+
X 1
symbol
1 D6 E2 R1
2 R2 E3 ?
3 R3 E4 ES
4 L4 ? R6
5 L5 ? R1
6 X6 ! R3
set the dial to l". The second position is shown in Fig. 2.2. Here, the
scanner sees an X on the tape, and the dial setting is 1. The second
instruction ( 1,X) is E2: "erase X, and set the dial to 2". The third
position is shown in Fig. 2.3. The third instruction (2,0) is R2. Tbl. 2.2
shows the sequence of positions and instructions following Fig. 2.3. The
number in parentheses inside the square indicates the dial setting at the
2 The Turing Machine 11
instructions ~
X 1 X (2) 1 X R2
X 1 x(2) 1 X E3
X 1 (3) 1 X R3
X 1(3) 1 X E5
X (5) 1 X L5
X (5) 1 X L5
X (5) 1 X L5
X (5) 1 X L5
X 1(5) X R1
X (1) 1 X D6
X 1(6) 1 X R3
X (3) 1 1 X R3
X (3) 1 1 X R3
X (3) 1 1 X R3
x(3) 1 1 X E4
(4) 1 1 X · L4
(4) 1 1 X L4
(4) 1 1 X L4
(4) 1 1 X L4
1(4) 1 X R6
(6) 1 1 X X6
x(6) 1 1 X !
Table 2.2: The sequence of positions and instructions following Fig. 2.3.
12 INTRODUCTION TO QUANTUM COMPUTERS
position of the scanner. For example, 1(5) indicates that the scanner
points to the square whose index is 1 and the dial setting is 5. If the
scanner points the blank square, and the dial setting is 6, the correspond-
ing notation in the Tbl. 2.2 is (6). The last row in the Tbl. 2.2 shows the
result of addition: 1+ 1=2. The program for multiplication requires 15
numbers on the dial, but the idea of the programming is the same.
The Turing machine has the same main components that any com-
puter has. The writing and erasing elements represent the arithmetic
unit, which perform calculations. The table of instructions (Tbl. 2.2) is
the control unit. The tape and the dial are the memory unit.
Chapter 3
Most "practical" computers make use of the binary system. In this sys-
tem, any integer N is represented in the form,
59 = 1. 25 + 1. 24 + 1. 23 + o. 24 + 1. 2 1 + 1 . 2°.
Let us assume that a practical computer will add the two numbers, 2
and 3. Because 2 = 1 • 2 1 + 0 • 2°, and 3 = 1 • 2 1 + 1 • 2°, we have in
the binary system, the two numbers, ( 10) and (11 ). First, we add O and
1 (right column) to get 1. Then, we add 1 and 1 (second column from
the right), and get O for the second column, and a carry-over of 1 for the
third column. So, the sum is equal to (101). In the decimal system (101)
is l . 22 + 0 • 2 1 + 1 • 2° = 5. A table for the addition of the binary digits
(bits) is given in Tbl. 3.1.
In Tbl. 3.1, A is the value of the bit in any column of the first num-
ber; B is the value in the same column of the second number; C is the
13
14 INTRODUCTION TO QUANTUM COMPUTERS
A B C s D
1 1 1 1 1
1 1 0 0 1
1 0 1 0 1
1 0 0 1 0
0 1 1 0 1
0 1 0 1 0
0 0 1 1 0
0 0 0 0 0
carry-over from the addition in the column to the right; S is the value
of the bit in the sum, and Dis the value of the carry-over to the next
column to the left.
To work with this table, it is convenient to use the methods of the
Boolean algebra [45]. These methods are especially useful, because, as
we discuss below, the expressions written in terms of Boolean algebra
are convenient for implementation in electrical circuits. A two-valued
Boolean algebra can be defined by the tables of addition (Tbl. 3.2a) and
multiplication (Tbl. 3.2b). In Boolean terminology the two operations
are often referred as the OR and AND operations, respectively. The digits
in the first row and column of each of the tables 3.2 refer to the values of
each of the two input bits upon which the operation is performed, while
those in the interior of the tables 3.2 give the value of the resulting output
bit.
In terms of the Boolean algebra, the expression for S in Tbl. 3 .1 can
be written as,
(a) (b)
1 0 1 0
1 1 1 1 1 0
0 1 0 0 0 0
Table 3.2: The tables of addition, (a), and multiplication, (b), for the
two-valued Boolean algebra.
plement of 1 is 0). Let us check, for example, the second row in Tbl. 3.1.
We have,
A = I, B = 1, C = 0.
So,
A = o, B = o, c = 1.
According to the Tbl. 3.2b,
AB = 0 · 1 = 0, AB = I · 0 = 0.
(AB+ AB)C = 1 -0 = 0.
The second term in expression (3 .1) is equal to 0 • 1 = 0. So, the final
value of the right side in (3 .1) is, 0 + 0 = 0, which is equal to the value
of S in the second row in the Tbl. 3.1. The expression for D can be
written as,
D =(AB+ AB)C + AB. (3.2)
For example, for the second row in Fig. 3.1 we have,
Figure 3.1: The left system of circuits, A 3 A 2 A 1 , is loaded with the num-
ber 2. The right system of circuits, B3 B 2 B 1, is loaded with the number
3.
Now, we can ask what is the simplest "practical" computer for addi-
tion, using Boolean algebra. Consider a system of circuits, each circuit
having two current states - "current" or "no current". The first state
corresponds to the value of the binary unit 1 and the second state corre-
sponds to 0. We can write any number in the binary system using this
system of circuits. Another system of circuits keeps the second number.
In Fig. 3.1, the left system of circuits (A) is loaded with the number 2
((10), in the binary system). In Fig. 3.1, the number 2 is represented in
the form, A 3 A 2 A 1 = 010. The right system of circuits (B) is loaded
with the number 3 ((11), in the binary system; B 3 B 2 B 1 = 011). The
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have married in the meantime, there are two lives spoiled, instead of
one just a little scorched--and that only for the moment, perhaps,"
he added, after a pause. Then pulling himself together,--"But what
makes you talk like this to a crusty old bachelor? You cannot expect
sympathy in your love-affairs from one who has resisted the illusions
of sentiment as successfully as I have, surely?"
"I don't know. People are not bachelors and old maids for being
harder than their neighbours, I suspect. I often fancy it is the other
way. But at least you are not against my trying, are you? You will not
do anything to make my chances less than they are already?"
"No, Blount; I'll do nothing against you. I could almost wish the
girl took a fancy to you, for I believe you are real; and if she does, I
will do nothing to dissuade her. Money and position are not
everything, by any means."
CHAPTER VII.
A TABLEAU.
Mrs Deane and her party returned early from their drive. The
loungers on the galleries saw them alight. They also saw Naylor
come hurriedly forward, uncovered beneath the penetrating glare of
noon, which singled out the scattered hairs of white among the
brown about his temples, and made them glitter in a way not
grateful to the feelings of a well-preserved bachelor in middle life--if
he had but known it.
Still Naylor passed fairly well beneath the scrutiny of curious eyes-
-"the man who had been all but drowned that morning." He looked
active, and even athletic, if somewhat gone to flesh. There was
honesty in the steadfast grey eye, and modest self-possession in the
fresh-coloured face. There was an earnestness, too, at the moment,
which lent his bearing the dignity which is seldom attainable by the
well-fed man of middle age and medium stature.
"Miss Hillyard," he said, "I have not had the happiness of being
introduced to you; but surely, under the debt I owe you from this
morning, you will allow me to offer you my grateful thanks."
"Mr Naylor," she answered, holding out her hand, "pray say
nothing more about it. You have thanked me already, you know. But
I am happy to make your acquaintance. I only did what any bather
must have done who was near enough. I feel a little proud, I
acknowledge, of my success, and pleased to have been of use; but
do not talk of debts and gratitude: it sounds oppressive."
"I cannot take it so easily as that, Miss Hillyard. If you had not
laid hold on me as you did, I should have gone under. I felt myself
sinking when you touched me. I should have been down before
Sefton reached me--I am sure of that. You saved my life: it is an
obligation which I never can repay."
Rosa flushed a little, and looked down. There were a good many
pair of female eyes in the gallery turned upon her, as she felt, with
interest, and just a suspicion of envy, which could not but be
gratifying. Still, it was embarrassing to stand out there on the gravel
when the carriage had driven off, a cynosure for the eyes of all the
people above; and just a trifle stagey, with this bareheaded
gentleman presenting his acknowledgments with demonstrative
respect. Queen Elizabeth would have liked it; but then, she was a
public character: and besides, we prefer nowadays to keep our
theatricals and our private life apart. At the same time, it was
pleasant to hear this earnest and respectful gentleman assure her
that she had saved his life: he looked so manly and so strong. It
made her think well of herself to have been able to help him; and
his clear grey eyes looked so truthful and brave in their level gaze,
that she wondered how their parts in the morning's episode should
have been so strangely reversed, and felt how safe she would have
been in his company had the accident happened to herself.
As for him, standing before her and looking in her face, it seemed
as if the years must have rolled back upon themselves,--the long
savourless years since his youth,--the years which had been so bitter
when first he had passed through his sore probation of sorrow; and
then, when the lacerated spirit had learned to endure, had grown
dull and insipid. He had felt himself alone, and that the joy of life
was not for him; that others might love, but he must stand aside, an
onlooker at the feast at which no place was laid for him. This new
stirring in his benumbed emotions seemed like the summers he
remembered long ago in the South, when the plants, made torpid by
the arid heat, forget to grow, waiting through rainless weeks
beneath a brazen sky. Then come the showers at last, and the roses
put out buds and bloom anew, till winter comes to nip them.
He could not withdraw his eyes from the beautiful face before
him. As he looked, it seemed transformed into another--another, yet
still the same. This was more mature and strong; but that other
might have been so too, if it had been given him to see it later. The
soft brown eyes were the same, which lighted when she spoke, with
the same blueness in the white, a lingering remainder from the
freshness and purity of childhood. The hair was less dark than hers
whom he remembered so well, and it had a crisper wave, which
caught the falling sunbeams here and there, and flashed them
brightly back like burnished bronze. There was rich warm colour, too,
in the cheek, while that other had been pale; but the difference
accorded with the change of scene between the bracing airs of the
North and the thick hot languor of Louisiana. This face had vigour
and maturity; the other had been more tender and more frail. Its
charm had lain in a drooping softness claiming support, and
promises for the future as yet unfulfilled; while this was in the glory
of all her beauty, sufficient for herself in her supple strength--a
companion for manhood, as the other had been the clinging
cherished one for youth.
The silence had now lasted for nearly a minute. Rosa became
uneasily aware that she was contributing a tableau for the
entertainment of her fellow-guests, which might be interpreted as
"Love at first sight," or a modern and burlesque rendering of
"Pharaoh's daughter and the infant Moses," according to their
several humours. She looked up in her companion's face, with rising
colour in her own, and the flicker of a smile about her lips, while she
held out her hand.
"You are staying here, Mr Naylor, are you not?" she said. "We
shall see each other again. I am pleased to know you. Now I must
follow Mrs Deane," and she turned and went up the stairs.
Naylor awoke from his reverie, and found himself alone. He felt
how few and bald had been his expressions of obligation; and he
had come forward prepared to deliver himself so fully, and in such
carefully chosen words, when the near view of her face had raised
long-buried recollections, and confused him with a sense of
doubleness in the presence before him, and left his memory blank.
The tender girl he had been parted from long ago, seemed
associated and blended with the personality of this beautiful
deliverer before him; and in an effort to disentangle the old
impressions from the new, the precious moment for uttering his little
speech had slipped away. Now he was alone, feeling how tongue-
tied and thankless he must have appeared, and how impossible it
would be to make another opportunity for delivering his speech.
And yet the speech might not be necessary now. She had
received him very graciously, and had even said that she was
pleased to know him--said it twice--and that they would meet again.
"What more could he want?" he thought; "and was he not an ass to
fancy that any set phrases of his could give pleasure to so glorious a
creature?--and shabby at heart, to think that any string of words
could lessen the obligation under which he stood? He must never
forget the debt, or dream that by word or act it could be lessened;
rather, he must treasure the recollection, and watch and be ready, if
haply he might, some day, be privileged to serve or succour in
return."
So thinking, he turned on his heel and went his way, leaving the
spectators in the gallery to find some other object to divert their
leisure.
CHAPTER VIII.
MRS WILKIE'S POWDER.
Rose left Naylor standing on the gravel, and went into the house,
making her way leisurely up to her room.
"Yes, my dears," were her words as Rose joined the circle, "blue
was always my colour. You see I am fair--'like a lily,' the young men
used to tell me I was," and she made a flourish with her fan. "But
that was years ago," and she blew a sigh which made her chest
heave like a portly bellows. "And then I had a colour--like a Cheeny-
rose, the haverels would have it; but the Scotch gentlemen are great
hands to blaw in the lugs of silly girls. Not that I was ever the wan
to let my head be turned with their nonsense--but still they had
grounds for what they said."
"You were a beauty," said Lettice Deane--"I can see that;" and the
girls exchanged glances brimming with amusement and incredulity,
such as those feel whose bloom is still in the present tense, when
one of the have-beens puts in her claim to personal charms.
"Tell us about him, dear Mrs Wilkie," said Lettice, cutting short the
prelection. "We know our faults already, though I fear we are not
likely to mend them. Tell us about the young man. That will be far
more interesting. What do you call his profession? Something very
long-winded and grand, I know."
"Ye may say that; and there's more than you thinks it, I can tell
you, my dear. The young girls where we come from are just pulling
caps to see who is to be the wan. It's really shameless the way they
behave, and many's the good laugh me and Mis-ter Wilkie has at
their ongoings."
"A mother must know the kind that will suit her boay best. But it's
a sore responsibeelity, my dears. It would be terrible if the
expurriment didn't answer; and he's very hard to please, and terrible
fond of his own way."
"Couldn't you say a good word for one of us here, dear Mrs
Wilkie?" asked Lettice with her most winning smile. "Just see what a
lot of us there are!--and we have all to find husbands yet: every
variety of girl you can think of--tall and short, dark and fair. Surely
one of us might answer. It would be a gain to all. If one were
provided for, the chance would be better, by so much, for all the rest
when the next parti came along."
"Peter must have intelleck, he says, and high culture. I'm fear'd
ye wouldn't just answer, my dear--though you're a nice girl, I'll allow,
and--well--and comely."
"I was not thinking of myself," she said, and there was a tremor
of crossness in her voice, which made her discomfiture more
amusingly evident to the rest--"or any one else, for that matter. I
know I would not take a gift of the fellow, with his washy grey eyes,
and stiff priggish pomposity."
"The grapes are sour, my dear. Did you never hear tell of the story
of the fox? But never you mind. There's a man appinted for you, I
make no doubt; and if there is, ye'll get him, for as long as he is
about appearing."
"The impident monkey!" she muttered at last. "Does she think she
is to make sport of me, without getting as good as she gives?"
"That's a forward girl," she added aloud. "It isn't becoming for a
young woman to be putting in for a gentleman in that barefaced
way. And ye needn't laugh, my dears; some of you are not much
better. As for Mis-ter Wilkie, ye may keep your minds easy; he can
get better than any of you where we come from, just for the raising
of his finger."
"Poor Lettice!" said Rose. "Are you not a little hard on her? I am
sure she did not mean to be provoking."
"If you say that, my dear, I am willing to suppose it. But really,
I'm just bothered with young girrls trying to catch my son, every
place I go. It's like the way bees come bizzing round a sugar-bowl;
or wasps, I might say," and she flung an angry glance at Lucy
Naylor, caught laughing again. "You are the young lady, if I'm not
mistaken, that saved the man's life this morning? It was a noble ack;
and you're an example to us women, that are more given to hang
about a man till he sinks, than to bear him up when he's in trouble.
You'll be staying here, like the rest of us?"
"An heiress, is she? And these will all be heiresses too, maybe?
They're forward and saucy enough for that or anything," she added,
tossing her head at the retiring figures trooping away to overtake
Lettice, and leaving the old woman, whose good-humour they had
worn out, standing alone with Rose. "If it was you, now, I would be
proud to hear that ye were an heiress, and to know you. Ye've got
spurrit; and I'm sure ye have sense as well as good looks. Ye're not
so young as thae light-headed tawpies, with their empty laughs, that
have gone out just now, but you're just in your prime."
"That's within two years of the age I was myself when I was
married. It would be just one like you that I could welcome to my
bosom, for a daughter," and she looked graciously in the other's
face, to accept the answering look of gratitude which she felt was
her due. "It's a sore responsibeelity, I can tell you, to a right-thinking
mother, to get her only son--and such a son!--properly settled in life.
They've no sense, even the best of men, when it comes to choosing
a wife. There's a glamour comes over them, and they just fall a prey
to some designing cuttie that has nothing but the duds she stands
in, and neither sense nor experience. But I mean to stand between
my boay and that misfortune, at any rate."
"I don't know if he does, my dear. The men are contrar' cattle,
and very thrawn. But I have my duty to do. He's my objeck in life. I
left home to come out and live with him in a foreign land; and that
was no small sacrifice at my time of life, I can tell you. It's true he
has a fine piseetion and a good income; but if ye had seen the way
he was being put upon, and the waste, when I came out to look
after him, it would have made your hair stand up. A whole peck of
pitaities biled every day for wan man's dinner! The cook's mother
kept pigs, ye see. That's where the pitaities went. But I made a
cleen sweep, I can tell you."
"Eh yes! it's been very hard upon my nerves. I'm not strong;
though perhaps ye wouldn't think it. My colour's so good that
nobody will believe there's much the matter with me. But my heart's
affecket, my dear. If you could just feel the palpitations--thump--
thump--like a smiddie hammer! ever since thae girrls with their
jawing went out,"--and she laid her hand upon her ample chest and
closed her eyes.
"No; it's small and delicate, and not easy to apply. The doctor
ordered it to be sprinkled on the tongue. I wish Peter was here. The
thoughtless rascal!"
"On the tongue? How odd! Do you think I could do it for you?"
"My dear, if you would! Ye're a dear lamb, and ye'll be a treasure
to any mother-in-law that gets you."
"I carry them about with me, to prevent accidents, when I'm
living in a strange house. The maids might be for tasting them, ye
see, and nobody knows what might happen."
Mrs Wilkie sat down in a chair facing the window, handed a tiny
parcel to Rose, and stretched out her feet in front, while she laid
back her head, grasping the chair-arms, shutting her eyes tight, and
opening her mouth wide to display the flat red tongue. It was a
moment of tension with her; she was stretched to her utmost,
holding her breath, and with every muscle tightened in expectant
rigidity.
There is rest for the workers, and society for the home-keeping,
but genuine delight only for the very young, whose gregarious
instincts are still unblunted, and who find in the presence of one
another the exhilaration of spreading their callow wings in early
flights.
"See that great thing in pink," she had said last. "Positively stout.
And what a colour for a large woman to wear! If it had been black,
now, or blue, or even white----" and she glanced down approvingly
at her own blue and white washed muslin. "Just watch the slow
revolving heap. Ain't she like an iceberg out at sea, growing pink in
the setting sun? And her poor little bit of a partner, racing to get
round her on time! My! mustn't he feel warm! He reminds me of an
ant trying to carry home a seed of wheat. Why don't he choose a
slim one like himself?" and she ran her eye down her own spare
form, which was certainly as slim as the absence of superfluous
tissue could make it, with spider-like arms and wrists which would
not be kept out of sight,--thinking how much freer the gentleman
would have felt in the clasp of these slender tendrils.
"Look at that one's feet. Well, I never! What a size! I wonder how
she can venture to stand up and dance. Ain't it good for the beetles
they ain't none of them here?" and then, by a strange coincidence, a
pair of number-one shoes stole out in front to show themselves--
things small and narrow, on which it seemed wonderful that a
human being could stand. But then a few bones can be packed away
in very little room.
"Will you kindly tell me," asked Mrs Naylor, "who is that
gentleman by the wall, with a lady's fan in his hand?--the one with
the limp hair, brushed up so strangely above his forehead."
"The tall fine man with drab hair? That's Mr Aurelius Sefton of
Pugwash--one of the most rising pork-packers in the whole West,
they do say."
"You think the lard has got in his hair? Well, now, ain't you droll!
Perhaps it has. But if lard has got in the hair, they do tell there has
money got in the pocket. Do you lumber folks in Canady, now, have
chips in your hair--chips and sawdust?"
"Yes, my dear?" said the widow, with a droop in her voice in token
of sympathy. "You had a friend? That sounds sad. Whaar did he go
to?"
"I would then--and don't you forget it--if ever I get the chance."
Maida glanced sidewise, and shrank the least bit possible away.
"Is it long, now, since you saw him last?--your friend, I mean."
"Mrs Denwiddie!"
"There's no tellin', my dear, what the men are up to. They ain't
faithful and endurin' like us."
"It does you credit, my dear. But a girl's youth won't wait. How
about settlin' yourself in life?"
Maida tightened her lips. She knew all that as well as Mrs
Denwiddie; but what right had the woman to inspect her life in this
fashion? to pull open the fold in which she chose to hide her inner
self, and pry and probe in wanton curiosity?--the merciless and
contemptuous curiosity with which married women will card out and
examine the tangled threads of a spinster's being. She knew well
enough the hopelessness of what, for want of another name, she
thought of as her "attachment." Yet why could it not be taken at
such small worth as she put upon it? She had not boasted of it. She
knew its little value too well. But it was all she had, and why might
she not wear it, having nothing else? That evening she was sitting a
wallflower while the rest were merry--with no one to lead her out or
make her a sharer in the gaiety. What wonder if she should wish to
refer to a deferred engagement, and furbish up the poor little relic of
a might-have-been, the one bit of romance she ever had, if only to
seem less forlorn in her own eyes? And this old thing by her side, as
lonely and shut out from the revelry as herself, and who, but for her,
would have sat absolutely solitary--that she should take upon her to
be inquisitive and unpleasant! It was intolerable. She gathered her
spare skirts more tightly round her, and edged some inches away
upon the haircloth sofa she divided with her "friend." She would
have risen altogether, but where was she to go? To what other
companion could she join herself? She was not intimate with any of
the other guests, married or single, old or young. She belonged,
poor soul, to the order of bats--both bird and quadruped, yet
accepted by neither. In the marrying aspect, she was regarded as
altogether out of the running, while old and young agreed each in
classing her with the other variety--too old to be a girl, not old
enough to be a tabby--and nobody minded her when other company
could be got. She felt it all, though she bravely ignored and
struggled with her fate, living through many a tragic pang which no
one ever suspected. She dared not put her position to the test by
quarrelling with the widow. Already she saw herself flitting in and
out among the revellers, unheeded, like a disembodied spirit. Where
she sat she had at least a companion, and was safe from pity. She
choked back her anger as a luxury she could not afford, and was
ready to respond when Mrs Denwiddie, warned by symptoms that
she might be left solitary in the crowd, realised that she must have
been disagreeable, and set herself to open a new conversation in a
less personal strain.
Mrs Naylor went back to her chair to digest the information she
had received. Pork and Pugwash were not ideas attractive to her
refined imagination; but if there was money! The sons of "first
families" in the East were sent West at times, she knew. Why not to
Pugwash as well as other places? If Mr Aurelius Sefton were indeed
well off, even Pugwash might be an endurable place to live in.
Millinery is sent from New York by express all over the country, and
railways have brought Everywhere within reach of civilisation. "Yes;
if the man had his hair cut, and his manners chastened down by a
judicious mother-in-law, he really was not ill-looking. She would find
out brother Joseph, and bid him have an eye on the man, and try
what he could find out about him from the other people in the
house. It did seem, to see the pair still circling cheerfully together, as
if something might be brought to pass, if that were desirable. Yet, if
it were not, she must see that the girl did not compromise herself,
and get classed with the easily accessible." "Ah!" she said to herself,
"the anxieties of a fond mother! How are my poor nerves to stand
the strain of settling those two girls?" She realised how good she
was, feeling strengthened thereby, and almost heroic, as she rose
and moved slowly round the outskirts of the dance in search of her
brother-in-law.
Mrs Naylor was a woman; and while she might not be able to
recall the back of her own father, a gown once seen was imprinted
on her memory, and she recognised it at once. "Miss Hillyard," she
said to herself, "the heroine--in her lovely Paris dress. I wonder
whom she has got there. That is not the contradictious Scotch
schoolmaster, at any rate, with his awkward knees and elbows. The
men seem wild about her. Natural, that, in the men. But a little
unfeminine," she could not help thinking, "in a lady to swim so well.
And it would have been in better taste if she had dressed more
quietly for this once, after making herself so remarkable in the
morning. But then she is a Yankee, and perhaps not altogether a
lady. One never knows how to class those people. Best let them
alone;" and her thoughts reverted to Mr Sefton of Pugwash, and she
felt much inclined to return to the ball-room and get Lucy away from
him without further seeking enlightenment.
"How bright the moonlight lies out yonder on the water! Every
ripple catches it a moment and throws it back, till the surface seems
to burn.... How different it was this morning! How different it must
be down deep below, and how easily I might be there now--cold and
stiff, rolling amongst the sea-weed, and slime, and things nibbling in
the darkness! It is a horrible reflection, and it would have come true
if it had not been for you."
The lady demurred, and moved, and asked if they had not better
go in now; and Mrs Naylor beheld her brother-in-law turn round and
lead his companion back among the dancers.
She could scarcely believe her eyes. Joseph was forty-seven. She
knew the date of his birth. He had never cared to dance within her
recollection, and she had known him almost since her marriage. She
remembered his coming home from sea about that time, a sad-eyed
youth, who avoided company, and lived in a sort of patient gloom,
finding his sole distraction in close application to business. Her
husband whispered that he had met with a disappointment into
which they must not pry, but rather strive by unspoken sympathy
and kindness to reconcile him to his lot, and wean him from his
sorrow.
In time the cloud upon his spirits had seemed to lift. He was too
kind-hearted not to take interest in the people among whom he
lived; and, sympathising with them in their joys, his own depression
by degrees was lightened. A man's capacity, even for suffering, is
limited. Divide his attention, and you mitigate the intensity of his
woes. It is the self-centred egotist whose troubles kill him, or may
drive him mad, because he is incapable of distraction. To Joseph the
better part of his life had seemed over, and work his only remaining
resource. Yet he had never closed his heart against the cares and
pleasures of his fellows, and he felt a wholesome interest in all that
went on around him, like a father watching the opening hopes of
children, who have not learnt to misgive, or dread the nipping frosts
of disappointment.
She looked again. The girl was her own daughter Margaret; but
who was the man in whose arms she was so restfully and intimately
revolving? Her self-reliant daughter was not wont to dance in that
clinging fashion, and she could not imagine what dweller at Clam
Beach could have won her to such unaccustomed softness. What
masterful bird could so have won upon the fancy of her favourite
chick? Was he one of the proper sort? But Margaret was too high-
spirited to take up with a cross-breed, and she felt less solicitous
than had it been that featherhead Lucy. Still she was curious to
know who could have tamed proud Meg to so mild a demeanour. It
was not young Petty. She could have wished that it had been. This
one was not so tall, neither was he raw-looking, as--candour
compelled the admission--was Mr Walter Petty--just a little; but then
he was young yet, and it would soon wear off, with his prospects
and assured position. This one was thoroughly in possession of
himself and all his limbs. How deftly he steered and threaded their
way, without stop or collision, among the less skilful dancers! How
strong he looked, and calm, without heaviness! She could have
wished herself young again, to be danced with by a partner such as
he. In their continuous whirling, and the perpetual intervening of
other couples, she could not make out or recognise his face. After a
while they stopped, and she moved from where she had been
standing, to get a better view. How intimately Margaret stood up to
him and talked, with her flapping fan interposed between them and
the rest of the world!
"Margaret, my dear," she said, "you are dancing a great deal too
much. You will be knocked up to-morrow, and I mean you to
accompany me to Boston."
Margaret was taken aback. Her mother's habitual seat was in the
conversation-room, at the other end of the suite, with two pairs of
folding-doors and all the dancers between. It was to avoid her
observation that they had been confining their career to this far-off
corner, and her sweeping thus down on them was altogether
unexpected. She let go her partner's arm, and with drooping eye
and pouting lip prepared to follow her mother, like a naughty child
detected in the act.
"How d'ye do, Mr Blount? I was not aware you were at Clam
Beach."
"It used to be 'Walter,' and you allowed me to call you aunt. Why
this change?"
"That was nonsense. We are not related. You are not a stripling
now, Mr Blount, and my daughters have grown to be young women
since then."
"That does not make me feel the less regard for you and them,
dear Mrs Naylor. It is not our fault that we grow older."
"Why have you left your farm? These haunts of idleness and
dissipation are no good place for a young man who should be
making his fortune. Your stock will be straying and breaking down
fences; and how is your harvest-work to go on in your absence? I
am sure your friends would not approve if they knew."
"Heh! that was fine! The best dance I've had to-night. You and
me suit one another splendid, Miss Margaret. Let's have another
turn. Are you ready?"
"Mr Blount! You out here! Found it too warm inside? So did we.
How pleasant it is here!"
At that moment the music ceased. The dance was ended, and Mr
Peter Wilkie, his smart saying unsaid, found himself exchanging a
valedictory smile with his companion, who somehow had become
detached from him, and, before he well understood the situation,
was wafting away with Mr Blount, leaving him alone with his
handsome shadow in the moonlight.
CHAPTER XI.
DISCUSSING A SUITOR.
There must be infinite relief to the poor little head, and brain
benumbed, when the weight of firmly drawn and twisted hair is
unbuckled and let down, and a refreshing stimulation of thought in
the action of brush and comb, spreading and airing and drawing out
the uncomfortable glory.
Margaret and Lucy Naylor had retired for the night, but not as yet
to rest. Relieved from hair-pins, they stood before their glasses in
freedom and disarray, more charming far than when decked out to
meet the public eye, which might not, alas! be privileged to behold
them now.
Yet doubtless there is a happiness in being handsome, for its own
sake, even if one is alone. One may legitimately rejoice in beauty
though it be one's own; and it were churlish to libel that as vanity
which is common to all things beautiful. See how the roses spread
their petals to the light, and how birds of starry plumage perch in
solitary places in the sun, to preen their feathers and display their
brilliant dyes!
The girls were pretty seen at any time, but when busied in these
secret mysteries they were vastly more so. The glossy abundance
hung down like mantles over the pearly shoulders and far below
their waists, and the supple white arms held up and played among
the falling waves of hair, which flashed like skeins of pale and ruddy
gold-thread in the flicker of the candles. The glittering veil half hid
their smiling features, but ever and anon the eyes flashed out
beneath the shadow, more brightly than their wont, answering to
lips of red, and rows of small white teeth, and gurgling rounds of
laughter.
The doings of the evening were all gone over again, the
successes won anew; and in relation, what had seemed but trifling
incidents at the time, grew bigger, and under merry comment vastly
entertaining. Lucy had most to say. She was the chatterbox, and had
much to tell about the gentlemen she had danced with, and their
sometimes rather vapid talk. Could those lordly wiseacres have
heard the résumé and description of their stiff-backed endeavours to
converse and please, they would have been surprised, and some of
them not over-gratified, at the shrewd commentaries of the pretty,
timid, and not too clever little thing they had trifled with so
condescendingly.
Margaret had much less to say, but she was in equally good
spirits. It was with a very old friend that she had mostly been
passing the time, so there was nothing to tell, though Lucy looked a
little incredulous when she said as much; but her evening had been
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